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90 Day Fiance- Before the 90 Days - Season 8 Episode 18 - Emergency Exit
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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancƩe, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancƩe's day.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:21I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:29not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:35that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:50Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:52I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:13At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:20that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:24But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39They must see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:54And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:57We talk about the babies, the future.
00:02:03Take me alone. I don't want anything from you.
00:02:07Shane and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:11and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:14Oh, my God.
00:02:15I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:21I trust my son.
00:02:23I don't trust you.
00:02:26I'm sorry. I just want to need space.
00:02:47What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:49I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done,
00:02:52this is crazy.
00:02:54I mean, my ex was flying the plane and I was having sex with him
00:02:57while he was flying a plane.
00:02:59Like...
00:03:00I don't want to hear that.
00:03:01You don't?
00:03:01No.
00:03:02Okay, sorry.
00:03:12I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:15It's not because I don't want to do it, but like I just don't.
00:03:18So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:20I found this and we can do it.
00:03:22Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:24Anything to put a smile on your face.
00:03:27You put a smile on your face.
00:03:29Period.
00:03:31My time in Australia is almost coming to an end
00:03:34and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:38After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on
00:03:40setting up a FaceTime call with his son.
00:03:42And like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:45It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:48But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous
00:03:51and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:53So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:03:57Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:03:59I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:02I heard abs.
00:04:03I heard sailing.
00:04:04It sounded cool.
00:04:04So I just booked the thing.
00:04:07You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this.
00:04:10Cause it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for trying.
00:04:12Are you scared of hearts?
00:04:13Not really.
00:04:14I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:17You'll be fine.
00:04:17Really?
00:04:18Yep.
00:04:21We're here.
00:04:22Yay.
00:04:23Let's do this thing.
00:04:26How are we going?
00:04:27Hi.
00:04:28Hey, Mitch.
00:04:29Josh, how are you?
00:04:30Alyse.
00:04:30Hey, nice to meet you.
00:04:32Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:33Sydney.
00:04:34Miami.
00:04:35Wow.
00:04:36So we're going canyoning today.
00:04:37And we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:40Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:42Yeah.
00:04:43You will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water.
00:04:46Oh.
00:04:47And you have to go abseil off the waterfall.
00:04:51Cool.
00:04:51Exciting?
00:04:52Yep.
00:04:53Excited?
00:04:54Yep.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:55Awesome.
00:04:59Here we go.
00:05:03Oh, my God.
00:05:05Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07Well, it's stunning.
00:05:07Oh, my God.
00:05:07That's Empress Balls down there.
00:05:08So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:13Here is the cardio.
00:05:14Get that ass in check.
00:05:16Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:18Really?
00:05:18Yep.
00:05:19Okay, go.
00:05:20I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:25It can be quite hairy.
00:05:27Yeah?
00:05:27.
00:05:29So we get up to this canyon and we have to change in our wetsuits because we're going
00:05:33through rock pools.
00:05:34I don't want to do this.
00:05:36It's fun.
00:05:37It's fun.
00:05:38I don't want to do this.
00:05:41Yeah, you do.
00:05:42Woo!
00:05:49Come on, baby.
00:05:50Come on.
00:05:51Let's go.
00:05:53Come on.
00:05:54Come on.
00:05:56Yes!
00:05:57Woo!
00:05:59Woo!
00:06:00If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken it.
00:06:05It's scary.
00:06:14Yeah, dude.
00:06:17That was sick.
00:06:19The guy's like, oh, you have to cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:22I'm like, the .
00:06:23Not me.
00:06:24I'm not doing that.
00:06:26Ready?
00:06:27One step jump in.
00:06:28Yeah!
00:06:29Woo!
00:06:30Come on, Anna.
00:06:31But guess what?
00:06:32I did it.
00:06:33She's such a trooper.
00:06:34Thanks, babe.
00:06:38You did.
00:06:40Oh, my gosh.
00:06:41Oh, my gosh.
00:06:43I don't like this at all, actually.
00:06:52Oh.
00:06:53Good girl.
00:06:54Good girl.
00:06:56I'm done, baby.
00:06:57I'm so done.
00:06:58Hey, we're almost there.
00:06:59We're almost there.
00:07:00We're almost there.
00:07:00No, really?
00:07:00Yeah.
00:07:01Yeah.
00:07:01.
00:07:03Oh, .
00:07:04.
00:07:04I can't feel my hands.
00:07:09Oh, my God.
00:07:12Oh, my God.
00:07:27I'm shaking, like, this is not good.
00:07:32Oh, my God.
00:07:34I'm scared.
00:07:35I'm freezing.
00:07:36You feel my legs, right?
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:40You're next.
00:07:41I can't do this anymore.
00:07:42You're right, you're right.
00:07:44I can't do this.
00:07:45I want to get off now.
00:07:48Hey.
00:07:48Like, I want to get home.
00:07:50I don't want to do this.
00:07:51Hey, you have to get down now.
00:07:54Get down now.
00:07:57It's all right.
00:07:59You're going to be all right.
00:08:01You're going to be all right.
00:08:02You're going to be all right.
00:08:03I am scared out of my mind.
00:08:07Two hours of jumping through frigid, cold water.
00:08:11I'm starting to get hypothermia.
00:08:15And, like, I exaggerate a lot, but this is not an exaggeration.
00:08:19I can't do this.
00:08:23I want to get down.
00:08:25But the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall.
00:08:31I feel like I'm going to die.
00:08:36I can't do this.
00:08:39What do I do?
00:08:47Oh, my God.
00:08:50Oh, my God.
00:08:52Oh, my God.
00:08:52Oh, my God.
00:08:54Oh, my God.
00:09:04I'm sorry.
00:09:05I just want to need space.
00:09:12Forrest, I'm telling you, you're making a mistake.
00:09:15I love her, and I know we can do things here together.
00:09:18I know I can live here.
00:09:28I've chosen Sheena to be my wife, and you need to trust my decision and trust her.
00:09:34Stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain.
00:09:39Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines, you know, I'm like in panic mode.
00:09:45It's not going to work.
00:09:47It won't work.
00:09:49Forrest can be way too optimistic at times, and his autism can affect that because he is
00:09:56isn't able to focus in on what the realities are.
00:10:01My whole point is to protect Forrest, to make sure that his needs are met, and I don't think
00:10:09Sheena can do it.
00:10:10I know full well that if you moved here, yes, you'd be with Sheena, all that.
00:10:16And then the whole goal of ever trying to get you to the United States would just go out
00:10:20the window.
00:10:21And you would have to accept that.
00:10:31I need to take a breath for a bit.
00:10:33Sorry.
00:10:38When Forrest told her our plans, Molly was so much explosive.
00:10:42I felt that I was kind of a bit scared, and I wanted to take a break, but I know
00:10:48that
00:10:48I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest.
00:10:54Have you even factored how much it's going to cost?
00:10:58How much the bills are?
00:11:00Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:03Sheena and I will go get a place of our own.
00:11:05I will take good papers on.
00:11:07She can't.
00:11:08Pay with all your money?
00:11:09I am a professional.
00:11:10I could, you know.
00:11:12You could this.
00:11:13You could that.
00:11:14You could this.
00:11:15How much is rent here?
00:11:17How much?
00:11:18$900 a month?
00:11:19No.
00:11:20You can get places for $300, $400.
00:11:22How much cheaper for a month?
00:11:23So she makes about $500 a month, and that's right?
00:11:27U.S. dollars.
00:11:27Yes.
00:11:29So she makes $500 a month, and you're getting, saying that rent is $400?
00:11:37That leaves $100 to pay your bills, your utilities, buy food.
00:11:42Then we have, we have, I have him.
00:11:44He had me.
00:11:45Sheena.
00:11:45And I will take care of your son.
00:11:47You don't have to worry about that.
00:11:48Oh, my gosh, Sheena.
00:11:49You are living on daydreams, and living on the thought of love,
00:11:53and happy homemaker, and being a little little house, and all that.
00:11:56No, no.
00:11:56I love your son, and I'll do anything my best for him.
00:11:59Love doesn't pay the bills, Sheena.
00:12:05Mom, there's going to be lots of hurdles, but how the visa works here,
00:12:10that allows me to live here in the country, and get employment here.
00:12:15You've never worked here.
00:12:16You've had one job in your life.
00:12:19You are on disability.
00:12:20I have to overcome my own challenges.
00:12:23You are on disability for a reason.
00:12:25You do have autism.
00:12:28And I want you to be able, I want you to get a job.
00:12:32I want you to better yourself.
00:12:34But, of course, you need to plan things out better.
00:12:38Do the right process, or you come back to the United States.
00:12:43Contact Social Security, and say that you want to start working.
00:12:47Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs the government provides.
00:12:52See what type of job and money you can make.
00:12:54See how you can save up.
00:12:56You can't just say, oh, there is this magical miracle job that you haven't even applied for,
00:13:01that you know nothing about, that you don't even know what their requirements are.
00:13:04You don't know anything.
00:13:07You have to go on the assumption that you could not get a job here.
00:13:12And even if you do, how much do you think that you're going to make working here?
00:13:27No, I want you to be here, my love.
00:13:29It's been seven years, so hard for me.
00:13:32Oh, God.
00:13:32You have to lose you.
00:13:33I'm not sure.
00:13:34Oh, it's so hard for the seven years.
00:13:37Oh, don't start the tears, Sheena, please.
00:13:37Stop, I can't, you don't know how I feel.
00:13:39It's hard for me for the last seven minutes of waiting for him.
00:13:53I don't know what to do.
00:13:56I love Sheena so much, but I can't help thinking that my mom is right, that living here in the
00:14:04Philippines is definitely going to be a bigger challenge than what I thought it was going to be.
00:14:09What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:13I can't, I can't be a burden on Sheena, especially, I just can't, can't do that.
00:14:26Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything.
00:14:30I don't want to leave you, but I think that I might have to go home.
00:14:38I'm going to work, make some money, and then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa.
00:14:46I don't know, my love.
00:14:49If things doesn't work, it's the end of my story.
00:14:54It's not the end of the story, Sheena.
00:14:56I love you.
00:14:57That's why I gave you this ring.
00:15:00This ring is a promise.
00:15:03If the K-1 visa doesn't work out, then I'll move back here.
00:15:08And I'm going to get married, too.
00:15:10I will not give up.
00:15:23This is my husband, Javon.
00:15:25Hello, nice meeting you.
00:15:26Happy doing your hair and makeup today.
00:15:28Okay.
00:15:29We are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:15:33I'm very happy.
00:15:35I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:15:37I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows.
00:15:40I mean, I invited my whole family and friends to go to see you.
00:15:43I would really put an effort.
00:15:48I brought you something.
00:15:50I hope that our time apart would give both of us time to cool down.
00:15:56I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship.
00:16:00Why did you mislead me?
00:16:01Like, Michael made the move.
00:16:03I was worried.
00:16:04You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:16:09Can you do that?
00:16:27Okay.
00:16:29Hi.
00:16:30Good morning.
00:16:30Good morning, ma'am.
00:16:31Anna and Sir Javon.
00:16:33Welcome to Balai Indang.
00:16:35Ah, I'm going to put your hair in me.
00:16:37Ah, I'm going to put you on top of my hair in me.
00:16:39Ah, I'm going to put you on top of my hair in me.
00:16:39Ready?
00:16:40Yeah, ready.
00:16:41Okay, thank you.
00:16:43This is a nice door.
00:16:50Enjoy.
00:16:52Hi.
00:16:53Good morning.
00:16:54Hello.
00:16:56Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows.
00:17:02Good morning.
00:17:03Hi, Anna.
00:17:03Hi, nice meeting you, and Ray.
00:17:05This is my husband, Javon.
00:17:06And everyone, nice meeting you.
00:17:07I'll be doing your hair and makeup today.
00:17:09Okay.
00:17:10You ready to start?
00:17:11I'm as rare as I'm ever going to be.
00:17:16We never had a real wedding, so today is very important for us.
00:17:22I'm very happy.
00:17:24I've been waiting for this for a long time.
00:17:27The part of me is a little bit down.
00:17:30When I think about the ring, I don't have.
00:17:34But I want to stay positive, though.
00:17:38It's his first time to have his makeup done.
00:17:43I don't think we're going to take it that far today.
00:17:45Oh, no.
00:17:46No.
00:17:47No, I'm good.
00:17:51I'm excited, but I'm a bit nervous.
00:17:54You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us.
00:17:58I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy and, you know, give her the day
00:18:04that she always wanted.
00:18:06But at the same time, I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness because obviously me and Anna have
00:18:15different ideas on what romance is.
00:18:17So, I really don't want to disappoint her.
00:18:36So, are you excited about today?
00:18:39Are you kidding me?
00:18:42Of course I'm excited today.
00:18:43Very excited.
00:18:45This is just like a paradise to me.
00:18:47With the makeup, the dress.
00:18:50The center of attention.
00:18:51Yeah.
00:18:51And, you know, the photos.
00:18:55Uh-huh.
00:18:56I think I should ask you that question, though.
00:18:59I'm okay.
00:19:01You know.
00:19:02Nervous?
00:19:03Well, you don't have to be nervous.
00:19:04Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vowels.
00:19:08You know, I'm not good at, uh...
00:19:11Well, you don't have to write a long poem, okay?
00:19:15It doesn't have to be like that.
00:19:17Well, I'm not...
00:19:17It doesn't have to be...
00:19:18I'm not a writer or a poet.
00:19:20You don't have to be.
00:19:21Okay.
00:19:22It's just going to be a few things.
00:19:24You know what I'm saying?
00:19:25Like, the basics, basically.
00:19:30How I feel about doing my vowels,
00:19:32I'm just going to get straight to the point.
00:19:35But, you know, Anna's the opposite for me.
00:19:37She wants to make a whole declaration speech.
00:19:42What is wrong with being expressive?
00:19:46Sometimes I feel like I wish one day when it happens,
00:19:49not now, God will take me before Him.
00:19:52That's when the time He will appreciate me.
00:19:54And He will say,
00:19:55I miss you and your big mouth.
00:19:58You know?
00:20:03I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:05because, you know, this is a special day.
00:20:09Yeah.
00:20:09I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:11to go in to see you.
00:20:13Mm.
00:20:13I would really put an effort.
00:20:17I mean, Anna, I'm here, so that's it.
00:20:19Yeah, but I would really be the energy there.
00:20:23Okay.
00:20:26Hi, Bubu.
00:20:28I love you.
00:20:29Love you, too.
00:20:33You know what?
00:20:35You're not even supposed to be here.
00:20:37Okay.
00:20:38You're not supposed to see my look,
00:20:41my bridal look.
00:20:42All right.
00:20:44I feel like Javon is acting like today
00:20:47is any other day for him.
00:20:50And that's really disappointing.
00:21:09Oh.
00:21:31I know Javon is not the most romantic guy,
00:21:37but I just wanted today
00:21:40to be fun, light, full of love,
00:21:45something that I can always look back on.
00:21:50I love him,
00:21:52but I can't pretend that everything is fine
00:21:55when it's not.
00:21:56I don't know.
00:22:02I know Javon is not the most romantic guy.
00:22:30How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:22:33It wasn't very fun.
00:22:35I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:22:41Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:22:44So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:22:49and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down
00:22:57but staying in a hotel sucked.
00:22:59I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:01I'm in the same clothes from yesterday and of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:09I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:13instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today
00:23:16but BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:19He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant
00:23:26or if he was just angry.
00:23:28I obviously said things to him too that I really didn't mean.
00:23:32I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:23:35I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:23:38And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:23:40What has he been saying?
00:23:42Yeah, I did.
00:23:43I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:23:46So I will probably take a little peace offering
00:23:52and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:23:57I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning
00:24:01for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:04I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:07and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:11than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:13or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:24:25To Kumru Bekova.
00:24:41Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me,
00:24:46and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:24:50By spending the time in the hotel,
00:24:53I wanted her to realize
00:24:55what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:00Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Hey.
00:25:11I brought you something.
00:25:20I know you like that.
00:25:36I'm sorry
00:25:39that I didn't tell you
00:25:40that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:25:44I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:25:47And I'm so sorry.
00:25:49That was never my intent.
00:25:57So,
00:25:59why did you mislead me
00:26:02that Michael made the move?
00:26:05I was worried
00:26:07that if
00:26:08you knew that I was the one
00:26:11who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:12that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:16that you would
00:26:18try to put a stop
00:26:20to my friendship with him.
00:26:25Okay.
00:26:26But
00:26:26the missing thing is
00:26:29I think
00:26:30you had feelings for him.
00:26:34I did have feelings for him.
00:26:38but I want to tell you
00:26:39that
00:26:40you are not a replacement
00:26:42for Michael.
00:26:43And in fact,
00:26:44the things that you do
00:26:47are so much
00:26:48sweeter
00:26:49and kinder
00:26:50and
00:26:51and so much more
00:26:52of the
00:26:53type of man
00:26:54I actually want to be with.
00:26:56I want you to know
00:26:57that I do love you.
00:26:58I do
00:26:59want
00:27:00this relationship to work.
00:27:02You and me.
00:27:10You can't tell me
00:27:115,000 times
00:27:12in a row
00:27:13that I love you,
00:27:14but
00:27:15like you said
00:27:18I'm into actions.
00:27:20No words.
00:27:28Honestly,
00:27:29I'm
00:27:30I'm scared
00:27:31to even say this.
00:27:37Would you feel better
00:27:40if I just
00:27:40cut him out
00:27:41of my life?
00:27:55when do you plan on
00:27:57applying for the
00:27:58fiance visa
00:27:59so I can live here
00:28:00in Belize?
00:28:01I thought you were
00:28:02going to apply for
00:28:03me in the U.S.
00:28:08I really wish
00:28:09Stig didn't wait
00:28:09like two hours
00:28:10before I'm leaving
00:28:11to bring this up.
00:28:12I just would
00:28:13rather live here
00:28:14and I thought
00:28:14that's what we were
00:28:15talking about
00:28:15this whole time.
00:28:17It's just really
00:28:17weird timing
00:28:18and I can't help
00:28:20feeling like
00:28:21is this a red flag?
00:28:22All right.
00:28:43Babe.
00:28:44Yes?
00:28:45I'm gonna miss you.
00:28:46I know.
00:28:47I'm gonna miss you, too.
00:28:48And I'm gonna wake up
00:28:49tomorrow by myself
00:28:52Same.
00:29:03Sorry.
00:29:10Babe, you're my fiancƩe.
00:29:14Yeah.
00:29:14You realize that?
00:29:15It's crazy.
00:29:17You did such a good job.
00:29:18It was a beautiful proposal.
00:29:20It was everything I could have asked for.
00:29:22I'm going to go home engaged.
00:29:24Mm-hmm.
00:29:25I'm excited.
00:29:27Aw.
00:29:28Me too.
00:29:30You're my fiancƩe now.
00:29:31I know.
00:29:32Any thoughts that you would never get married
00:29:34and settle down.
00:29:35It's crazy.
00:29:36I woke up this morning and I was like,
00:29:39ah!
00:29:40I got a ring on my finger.
00:29:42Yes.
00:29:42When do I put a ring on?
00:29:44Like, when I get married?
00:29:45I don't...
00:29:46I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:29:50Do you like the ring, babe?
00:29:51Of course I like the ring.
00:29:53It's beautiful.
00:29:54You did a good job.
00:29:57When do you plan on applying for the fiancƩe visa
00:30:01so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:04I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:11No.
00:30:12What?
00:30:14What?
00:30:14What do you mean?
00:30:15The whole time we've been talking about me coming here
00:30:17and living here with you.
00:30:20Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:30:23and based on everything that he said to me on the phone
00:30:26and since I've been in Belize,
00:30:29I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:30:33I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:30:39You would move to Belize?
00:30:39Yeah, I would.
00:30:40For real?
00:30:40Yeah.
00:30:42Would you move here?
00:30:44Of course I would move here.
00:30:45What?
00:30:45This is so pretty.
00:30:47I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:30:49Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:30:51I mean, of course I would love to.
00:30:52It's beautiful.
00:30:53Yeah.
00:30:56So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:30:59That's new information.
00:31:01I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:04I'd rather live here.
00:31:09You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:11That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:31:14No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:31:18I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:31:21I might not be able to make money right away,
00:31:22but I think long-term and how that's going to benefit both of us.
00:31:27Okay.
00:31:29Listen, I'm super popular in Belize,
00:31:32but I'm not making no American money.
00:31:34And the only time I'm able to work in America
00:31:37is if I have a work visa or if I'm a citizen.
00:31:40I want to make the big bucks.
00:31:41I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:31:48You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:31:51You have family out there.
00:31:53I have family out there.
00:31:55Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:31:58Okay, sure.
00:31:58I'll file for you.
00:32:02Jeez, if you don't want to, then don't.
00:32:04It sucks.
00:32:08I don't know.
00:32:10I just would rather live here,
00:32:12and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:32:16So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:32:23I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:32:28It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like,
00:32:32is this a red flag?
00:32:34Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:32:39I don't know.
00:32:41Just give me some time to look into it.
00:32:44Nah, let's take that seriously.
00:32:45Let's think about that.
00:32:46We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:32:49Let's make a plan and execute.
00:32:51Yep.
00:32:52I know.
00:32:53Okay.
00:33:00Oh, boy, no, no, no, no.
00:33:03After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex,
00:33:07she refused to talk to me.
00:33:09But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:33:17Trisha.
00:33:20Sit down.
00:33:22I gave you a chance when we were in Lucy Bay.
00:33:26Why did you betray me?
00:33:47Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:33:51How excited we both were.
00:33:57How happy we were together.
00:34:00Oh, boy.
00:34:01No, no, no, no.
00:34:24After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:34:33She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:34:36She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:34:44And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:34:49She trusted me and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:34:57I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that.
00:35:01And I didn't say that in the text messages.
00:35:04But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:35:12I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:35:20It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:35:25I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:35:33on to be there for me.
00:35:37I met my ex on vacation in Columbia.
00:35:43And my feelings were very strong for her.
00:35:47It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:35:55The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:01It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:36:07My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish.
00:36:14And she was hurt by it.
00:36:15And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me and she was contacting me at this time.
00:36:26I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we can please get together and talk.
00:36:36But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:36:42I don't know why she put period.
00:36:44I don't know if that means it's final.
00:36:46This is our final talk or what.
00:36:53I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:37:02to know her family.
00:37:05And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of getting married and having a family together.
00:37:13I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:37:21But I have to give it my all.
00:37:24If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:37:45Oh, my God.
00:37:49Trisha?
00:37:50Trisha?
00:37:50Trisha?
00:37:52Trisha?
00:37:52Trisha?
00:37:54Sit down.
00:38:01Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:38:04What'd you expect?
00:38:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:38:14I just want to apologize.
00:38:17I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:38:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:38:26That's...
00:38:28Four days.
00:38:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:38:32That's too much.
00:38:33And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:38:39You weren't with me.
00:38:43Why did you betray me?
00:38:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe,
00:38:51I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:38:54You're supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:39:00I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:39:07I didn't realize that she would take this as cheating on you.
00:39:09So if he was in my place...
00:39:11Yes, it is cheating.
00:39:12This is where the cheating started.
00:39:17If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:39:25So you don't know.
00:39:26Because you can't...
00:39:27I don't know what it is that's gonna satisfy you.
00:39:31Why? It's simple, though.
00:39:33Why don't you block her?
00:39:36It didn't come to my mom if that's what you want.
00:39:39If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:39:44She already knows that I'm with you.
00:39:46She doesn't know.
00:39:47That's why she keep texting you.
00:39:49She does know.
00:39:50Tell her to understand that.
00:39:54Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:40:01Block her here and tell her.
00:40:10Nothing to say.
00:40:11I'm conflicted.
00:40:14I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:40:21Why?
00:40:23Why?
00:40:28Why do I know?
00:40:30I'm having the best time of my life.
00:40:32Getting in the waterfall and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:40:37I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:40:43And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:40:45Bye-bye.
00:41:08welcome everyone we are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love
00:41:13between Javon and Annalyn we honor the journey that has been filled with laughter challenges
00:41:20triumphs and long-distance calls now Javon and Annalyn it's time to renew your vows to each other
00:41:35Javon can you read your vows to Annalyn
00:41:47I vow to cherish love honor and obey and always protect you and be there for you
00:41:58and also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness
00:42:09I love you
00:42:13Javon delivered his vows and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry but when I look at
00:42:23his eyes
00:42:26I could feel the sincerity
00:42:29I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person
00:42:37I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife you can always count on me you'll never feel alone
00:42:45again
00:42:46and I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks even though I keep nagging you
00:42:55and I don't expect you to be perfect because no one is but I expect us to be together no
00:43:02matter what
00:43:03I love you so much
00:43:06love you too
00:43:11Javon and Annalyn
00:43:13today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another
00:43:17it is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife
00:43:21oh five one second I do have something to give up
00:43:30except the one you wanted
00:43:38all right now now we can get on with it
00:43:42you may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows
00:43:53you did so good oh great actually you're so great
00:44:03and I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me but this is the greatest trick ever
00:44:10finally have my wedding ring
00:44:16yeah
00:44:41okay guys the reception is over there go
00:44:57yeah
00:45:01for me I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy because it's been a long time that
00:45:07they've waited to see each other to be together I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their
00:45:13relationship but I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other
00:45:18with how they were going to work out with their relationship so I'm really happy for seeing that now
00:45:24you know
00:45:24yeah
00:45:25cut that cake
00:45:27cut that cake
00:45:28cut that cake
00:45:48cut that cake
00:45:54cut that cake
00:45:54cut that cake
00:45:55you could see
00:45:56it's to me
00:45:56cut that cake
00:45:57this is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life
00:46:00this was the best night
00:46:02yeah
00:46:02okay
00:46:04I'm eternally grateful
00:46:05Yeah.
00:46:50Look, I know it does look scary, like there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:46:56I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know, belay her down and you know, do it
00:47:00himself.
00:47:01I'm having the best time of my life, I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall
00:47:06in.
00:47:07You know, I'm just seeing she's being a drama queen.
00:47:14But I get down to the bottom and I see all these people, you know, surrounding Elise.
00:47:20Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.
00:47:28And I start to think, oh, you know, is she OK?
00:47:35That's how I know I was going.
00:47:37Did you see me?
00:47:39Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see, I could hear you.
00:47:47I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold and just like so tired.
00:47:53But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:47:57That was the scariest thing I've ever done in my life.
00:47:59I thought I was going to die.
00:48:06You made it.
00:48:08I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:48:10Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:48:13Like his physical touch just makes me feel like safe.
00:48:16It's like a quality I love about him.
00:48:19That was amazing.
00:48:20My boyfriend believed the day.
00:48:22He really helped me.
00:48:30Oh, my God.
00:48:31That was crazy.
00:48:32I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure and it becomes a complete and utter disaster
00:48:38for me.
00:48:39Well, by the best time, I'll do it all over again.
00:48:42Probably not right now.
00:48:43No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that, and let's try and, uh...
00:48:48Did you get it?
00:48:49Yes.
00:48:51Okay.
00:48:54Okay.
00:48:56Oh.
00:49:06Mm.
00:49:07What?
00:49:07Who is that?
00:49:08Nothing.
00:49:09Nothing.
00:49:13What do you mean, nothing?
00:49:16He's done right now.
00:49:17I'm sorry.
00:49:26I'm sorry.
00:49:29I'm sorry.
00:49:29Elyse really went above and beyond for me today.
00:49:31So I want to do something nice for her and stop by Anchor Point.
00:49:34It's supposed to have these stunning views, but unfortunately, I just got a text with some
00:49:40bad news and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elyse without her freaking
00:49:44out.
00:49:46I, um, yeah, I'm nervous.
00:49:48Stunning.
00:49:49Oh, yeah.
00:49:51Pretty amazing.
00:49:53I'm glad I've never been here.
00:49:56Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:49:58Yeah.
00:50:06Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:50:08Are you okay, baby?
00:50:09Um, we're not going to be able to talk to my son.
00:50:17Why?
00:50:18It's just not possible today.
00:50:21There's other people to consider as well.
00:50:23You know, him, his mother.
00:50:26Sorry.
00:50:32Wow.
00:50:34I let you down.
00:50:35I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:50:39So I'm sorry.
00:50:41Well, that's really upsetting that we're not going to be able to video chat him.
00:50:45Yeah, it is.
00:50:46I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:50:48I want to see into your world.
00:50:50I'm here.
00:50:52Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:50:54Yeah, good at disappointing people.
00:50:56So maybe that's just me.
00:51:26It's more than just a broken promise.
00:51:28So nonchalantly, like, I let you down.
00:51:29Like...
00:51:30Well, what else?
00:51:30I'm disappointed.
00:51:31I'm upset.
00:51:33I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:51:42So, you're like, okay to walk away?
00:51:46I didn't say that.
00:51:47I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:51:52I'm so cold.
00:51:54Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:51:56I'll get you my black one.
00:52:07What just happened?
00:52:08He just said to me, basically, I can walk away and it's just not going to happen.
00:52:13I'm not going to meet his son.
00:52:14And like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:52:16And like, I do care about him a lot.
00:52:18Like I do.
00:52:18I like him.
00:52:20But if he's like, so easy for me to walk away, then what is it going to be on the
00:52:23other
00:52:23side of the world?
00:52:29What's going on?
00:52:31Why do you disrespect me?
00:52:34You just told me I could walk away.
00:52:35I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:52:37I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:40I don't want you to walk away.
00:52:44I'm not perfect.
00:52:45I keep dropping the ball.
00:52:46But I will try and be better for you.
00:52:54You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:52:56You say you dropped the ball.
00:52:58Like I'm falling for someone that's like, what do you want me to do?
00:53:01Like, I'm scared.
00:53:02Yeah, I know.
00:53:03I'm really sorry.
00:53:05It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:53:07Because I'm upset about it.
00:53:08But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:53:11It will happen.
00:53:12You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:53:19I'm in love with you.
00:53:27That's crazy.
00:53:29Yeah, it is.
00:53:32You mean that?
00:53:34I do.
00:53:39I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:53:41I literally nearly died today.
00:53:42He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:53:44And now he's telling me he's in love with me.
00:53:47I've never heard that from him before.
00:53:49And like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:53:52But I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.
00:53:57It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:54:00Please, don't get angry.
00:54:02Let's figure it out.
00:54:03Sorry, it didn't happen right now.
00:54:05If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:54:10But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:54:13And that sucks.
00:54:22So, once I leave, we really got to trust each other.
00:54:26And when it comes to stuff like that-
00:54:28Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:54:30That's a fiancƩ now.
00:54:31What are you talking about?
00:54:32You trust me, babe?
00:54:37Why are you so emotional?
00:54:57You ready?
00:54:58I guess.
00:54:59Not really.
00:55:00But now the path is split in two.
00:55:05And mine is taking me from you.
00:55:09And yours is headed towards the western coast.
00:55:12I can't follow you, hold me close.
00:55:15I feel hollow, I love you most.
00:55:17It's been a beautiful ride.
00:55:21I miss you so much.
00:55:23I miss you too.
00:55:24I plan to visit you soon.
00:55:25Really?
00:55:26Yeah.
00:55:27I mean, I don't know how quick we're going to move on this violent situation.
00:55:32I want to do some research first.
00:55:35This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize.
00:55:38That's kind of what we talked about.
00:55:41So, now I just feel like it's a sudden change up.
00:55:44But I understand why.
00:55:45I understand why.
00:55:47I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize and never come back, you know?
00:55:51Yeah.
00:55:52I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit.
00:55:56Making some money.
00:55:57Coming back to Belize.
00:55:58Building a nice house.
00:56:00Getting in Belize.
00:56:02Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out.
00:56:05That said, I'm keeping an open mind because I believe love is more important than the location.
00:56:12I just feel like we are meant for each other.
00:56:15Our paths crossed for a reason.
00:56:17And I'm completely in love with him.
00:56:20I have fallen really hard for him.
00:56:24Here we go.
00:56:31Why are you so emotional?
00:56:33Yeah.
00:56:33So, I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude.
00:56:41I'm just happy.
00:56:48So, once I leave, we just really got to trust each other.
00:56:53I got to.
00:56:54When it comes to stuff like that, I got to.
00:56:55You're drunk and stupid.
00:56:56I have a fiancƩ now.
00:56:57What are you talking about?
00:56:59You trust me, babe?
00:57:01I do.
00:57:05Hey, babe.
00:57:06What happened?
00:57:10You gonna miss me?
00:57:13Yes, you too.
00:57:20I hate crying.
00:57:22It's okay.
00:57:41This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:57:46You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:57:52We had a lot of resistance.
00:57:54And we still made it through that.
00:58:03Hey, this has been a great trip.
00:58:06And I love you too.
00:58:09I'm gonna miss you.
00:58:22It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:58:26I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
00:58:31I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
00:58:37Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
00:58:41I better catch my flight.
00:58:43Don't ask us, baby.
00:58:46I love you.
00:58:47I love you.
00:58:48I love you.
00:58:59I'm really excited about the future.
00:59:00I'm really excited to get married.
00:59:04In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
00:59:10I could network with people.
00:59:12I could network with other big dancehall artists bigger than myself.
00:59:15I know people.
00:59:16Not in Arizona.
00:59:17I don't know nobody.
00:59:21Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
00:59:24There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
00:59:27My brothers are in Houston.
00:59:28I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
00:59:31I'm a man who don't frighten easily.
00:59:33Who else has to guess you?
00:59:36My ex is in Houston, but they are.
00:59:41I ain't worried about her.
00:59:43I don't have a ring on, but hey.
00:59:50Nah, come on.
00:59:52I'm playing.
00:59:53I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:00:02We have our plans.
01:00:05This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:00:09You can't let mom change your mind.
01:00:12I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:00:18He's been manipulated.
01:00:20Please, I really want you to stay.
01:00:32Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:00:39Can you do that?
01:00:55If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:01:04do that.
01:01:08Okay.
01:01:11This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:01:14The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:01:22But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:01:26And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:01:31Hoover.
01:01:38You know what?
01:01:41I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:01:44We can still be friends.
01:01:47He's a good guy.
01:01:49He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:01:52I'm okay with that.
01:01:54But friends.
01:01:55Not best friend.
01:01:57Not that weird friendship.
01:02:05She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:02:09I appreciate that.
01:02:11Because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:02:17We're good.
01:02:19We will be good.
01:02:20But we gotta work on it.
01:02:22I know.
01:02:26It is always bad to lose people.
01:02:30I lost a lot of people.
01:02:33And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:02:38I'm not gonna be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:02:43Thanks for talking to me.
01:02:46Thanks for trying to make up.
01:02:51I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:02:55And she makes me love life.
01:02:58So I want her to be happy.
01:03:23Are you okay, babe?
01:03:26I don't know, babe.
01:03:28Not sure.
01:03:32I'm not.
01:03:32Don't know.
01:03:35Let's go.
01:03:35Why does she know you're like, okay?
01:03:37We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:03:41I know, honey.
01:03:51It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena, and my heart is cracking.
01:03:58The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:04:05It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:04:10On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:04:15her.
01:04:16But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have
01:04:22a bright future, and I hope that she understands.
01:04:31Please, I really want you to stay.
01:04:37You can't let mom change your mind.
01:04:40You have to decide this on your own, Will.
01:04:44Sheena.
01:04:47Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:04:50We have overcome problems.
01:04:52We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:04:57We have our plans to grow and have a family.
01:05:02I want you here.
01:05:04And I know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:05:10That's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:05:18Sheena, I can't do that.
01:05:21It's literally tearing me up, thinking about being away from you.
01:05:25But I think mom was kind of right.
01:05:29I want to have a bright future together.
01:05:32And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:05:38And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:05:45everything stabilized in America.
01:05:52It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:05:56It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:06:00I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:06:07But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:06:13I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:06:20But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:06:26The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:06:31And if I don't get the K-1, it gets denied, then I can come back here and stay here
01:06:37if things don't work out in here.
01:06:39But how about mom?
01:06:43I'm quite worried that she will try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:06:50This decision, it's not my mother.
01:06:53It's my own decision.
01:06:57But I see a bright future together, and I'm in your heart, and you're in my heart, and you are
01:07:03my true home.
01:07:06I want to put my faith into him as my partner, that he would find a way to be together
01:07:12long term.
01:07:13But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:07:21I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:07:27And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:07:32She could break us apart.
01:07:35It's just...
01:07:40Oh, it's hard.
01:07:51Holy s**t, holy s**t, holy s**t, holy s**t.
01:07:54Why is everything so cold?
01:07:57Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:07:59My God, thank you so much.
01:08:02Take that away.
01:08:02She's a pain in the s**t, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:08:06I like that.
01:08:07How do you feel about me?
01:08:11I...
01:08:11Like I'm falling for you.
01:08:13But not in love.
01:08:29Good morning.
01:08:30Good morning, good morning.
01:08:32It's a little chilly out here today.
01:08:34I thought you were sleeping.
01:08:35I was.
01:08:36I just woke up.
01:08:44Time to get back to Bondi?
01:08:45Yeah.
01:08:46It was a good little getaway.
01:08:49Mostly.
01:08:52I feel really sad.
01:08:54This is our last full day together.
01:08:56We're driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:08:59And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:09:02Hmm.
01:09:04Did you wake up still loving me?
01:09:07I'm asking.
01:09:08Yes, I did.
01:09:10I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:09:13Like, he told me he loved me, and that means the world to me.
01:09:17But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:09:22son.
01:09:23I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me, and maybe your wife, like,
01:09:30the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know, it's just, like, scary.
01:09:36I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:09:41This is really heavy.
01:09:44Your last night.
01:09:46Hmm.
01:09:48My book does sound nice tonight.
01:09:51In Bondi?
01:09:52Yep.
01:09:53I'm fine.
01:09:54Yep.
01:09:55So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:10:07I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:10:09This has never happened before.
01:10:12But, saying I love you, and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at,
01:10:17you know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:10:20That is a bit concerning.
01:10:36So good, Paul.
01:10:37Get a bit.
01:10:38It's nice to miss you.
01:10:46All right, guys.
01:10:47This is your table.
01:10:51I've got the menu for you guys.
01:10:53Thank you so much.
01:10:55It's so cold.
01:10:57You're always cold.
01:10:58Always cold.
01:10:59They did say they had blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:11:02Okay, good idea.
01:11:03God, it's so cold.
01:11:05Surprise, surprise.
01:11:06She's cold.
01:11:07Holy, holy, holy.
01:11:10Why is everything so cold?
01:11:13As soon as there's, like, the slightest breeze or the sun's down, she's cold.
01:11:17Thanks for coming, guys.
01:11:19Whoa.
01:11:19Don't mind me.
01:11:20I just brought some hand warmers.
01:11:22I'm freezing.
01:11:22It's in the cold.
01:11:23I'm freezing.
01:11:24I'm freezing.
01:11:24Oh, turn on the car.
01:11:27I'm so cold.
01:11:29Holy camoly, I'm cold.
01:11:31You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:11:34I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:11:36You okay?
01:11:36Do you want my jacket?
01:11:37Yeah, I do.
01:11:38Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:11:39Oh, God, it's a little nipply out.
01:11:41A little nipply.
01:11:42She's a pain in the ass, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:11:46I like that.
01:11:48Well, you look stunning, as always, aren't you?
01:11:51All right, I've got the blanket for you.
01:11:52Oh, my God, thank you so much.
01:11:55I'll take that away for you.
01:11:56Can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:11:59Two spicy margaritas?
01:12:01Tahin, if you've got it.
01:12:02Tahin, we do.
01:12:03Oh, yeah.
01:12:04How lovely.
01:12:05Thanks so much.
01:12:06Thank you, guys.
01:12:10It's the last night.
01:12:16How do you feel?
01:12:19About what?
01:12:20About me.
01:12:22Like, in general?
01:12:24Yeah.
01:12:26I mean, like, I'm falling for you.
01:12:32But not in love.
01:12:36Not yet.
01:12:40Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:12:44But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:12:48Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:12:55You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like getting married and having kids.
01:13:00But then there's this other side of me that's like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:13:05And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:13:09I am falling for you.
01:13:10I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:13:16But we live in different continents.
01:13:18We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:13:21You have a son here.
01:13:23Mm-hmm.
01:13:24How do you plan to make this work?
01:13:27Yeah, I think it's a move.
01:13:28Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:13:33I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:13:37Well, your son?
01:13:38Mm-hmm.
01:13:38Okay, yes.
01:13:40How are...
01:13:40Okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:13:43Who would pay for it?
01:13:44You and I find a place...
01:13:44You and I find a place together?
01:13:46We live...
01:13:46We move in together?
01:13:50Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:13:53No.
01:13:55Slowly.
01:13:58Look.
01:14:00I'm confident I can call this off.
01:14:02More than confident.
01:14:07I'm scared.
01:14:08I just don't know if I can...
01:14:09So am I.
01:14:10You've just got to let go sometimes.
01:14:13I'm just...
01:14:14Like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:14:19I want to make it work.
01:14:21I believe you...
01:14:22But why do you do yourself?
01:14:23I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:14:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:14:32Why are you hesitant?
01:14:33I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:14:37You've had a hard year.
01:14:38Like, financially, I don't know how you're going to be able to make this work.
01:14:42I don't know.
01:14:43Sorry that I can't, you know, how to have a big nest egg.
01:14:48You just have to trust.
01:14:49Because you are so...
01:14:50Can you stop being rude to me?
01:14:52Like, seriously.
01:14:53Like, you are.
01:14:53Like, yep.
01:14:54Josh.
01:14:54Like, that's your quality.
01:14:55Because you're being a dick to me.
01:14:56I am sticking up for myself.
01:14:58That's all I am doing.
01:15:00I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:15:05So that obviously throws down my mind.
01:15:09Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:15:16You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:15:29I'll block you everywhere.
01:15:31Trish, don't do that.
01:15:32I will.
01:15:33Even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:15:35No, please.
01:15:36This is my phone.
01:15:37I don't have nothing to tell.
01:15:39Please.
01:15:41I will just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:15:47I wasted my time.
01:15:57I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:16:04Why?
01:16:06Why?
01:16:23I don't know what to do because I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for
01:16:33her, too.
01:16:36Oh.
01:16:39And?
01:16:40No, nothing else to do.
01:16:43Nothing else to say.
01:16:46I love you.
01:16:47No, no, no.
01:16:47You don't love me.
01:16:54I asked her to choose, then you made your choice.
01:17:04When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door, and I
01:17:14wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:17:18So you chose your ex over her, after all you guys have been through.
01:17:23I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:17:28What do you look at it as?
01:17:33I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go, totally.
01:17:41I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:17:49I mean, it's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:17:59I wasted my time.
01:18:03I don't get it as a waste.
01:18:05I just, I still, I'm still willing to try to make it, but I, it's nothing to do anymore.
01:18:13I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:18:17I'll block you everywhere.
01:18:19Oh, Trish, don't do that, please.
01:18:20I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:18:23No, Ray, please.
01:18:23Just, this is my phone.
01:18:25You didn't buy it.
01:18:26You didn't do anything.
01:18:27No, just give me time to think.
01:18:27I don't have nothing to tell.
01:18:29Please.
01:18:30Trish, don't do it.
01:18:31Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:18:37I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:18:42You plan a future with me.
01:18:44You told me that you love me, but I still have feelings for her.
01:18:54I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:18:59My feelings for you are strong.
01:19:02I still want us to go on.
01:19:06I cannot do that.
01:19:08I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:19:12So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:19:26Don't.
01:19:27Don't ever bother me.
01:19:29Can I give you a choice?
01:19:29No, no, no, no.
01:19:30You made a choice.
01:19:35Let's finish.
01:19:38Good.
01:19:40It's true.
01:19:47I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:19:51Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him and break my heart.
01:20:00Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:20:03Meet me.
01:20:06I don't know what to say anymore.
01:20:08I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:20:15It's real.
01:20:19I wish you realized that I do love her and I do think that she's special.
01:20:25I want us to be together.
01:20:27But I just wasn't ready.
01:20:35That's all I can see.
01:20:46Holy balls.
01:20:47Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:20:50I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:20:53Jeez.
01:20:54Give me your ring finger.
01:20:56I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:21:00We just got things back on track.
01:21:03And I'm worried that as we go back to long distance, we're only going to have more drama
01:21:08and more problems.
01:21:09Do you accept?
01:21:12Makey, I'm in low shoes.
01:21:16So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:21:25Jovan.
01:21:25Mm-hmm.
01:21:26Boo!
01:21:27Because that is what I think it is.
01:21:29Holy s***, I'm about to be a dad.
01:21:32You don't need to be with me.
01:21:34It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get
01:21:37you back home.
01:21:39I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:21:42She still manipulates.
01:21:45Here, I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:21:47No, I have more questions.
01:21:50You okay?
01:21:52It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:21:56I don't want people to leave me.
01:22:01This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between Trish and I, and I'm leaving with
01:22:08no hope at all.
01:22:21I'm literally leaving for that airport in one hour, and he just left.
01:22:27Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me, and then you bring
01:22:31the f***ing girls back and disrespect me?
01:22:34Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:22:37I am so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:22:41Like, what do I do now?
01:22:45I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:22:48I was so sure of him, and now I'm just insecure.
01:22:51He's not communicating with her much.
01:22:55I wanted to find a reason why, and I did find things.
01:22:59Faith went on your email.
01:23:01How come in your contacts, you have somebody listed as wife?
01:23:06So, who is this wife?
01:23:11Are you ready?
01:23:13Tell me what happened.
01:23:15I don't even know where to start.
01:23:22Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
01:23:28No, I'm sorry.
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