00:00My stepfather, when I would come home from school, he would have talks with me.
00:04He was asking me a lot of questions having to do with my private parts, you know, my period or
00:09my
00:09things that no grown man should talk to a young girl about.
00:14I ended up having for the first time.
00:15It was around my 16th birthday.
00:17My stepfather, because he found out that I had with this boy, he brought him and his mother over
00:23and proceeded to ask him all kinds of like questions about what this was like.
00:27Like it was questions that were unnecessary for my mother's husband to be asking somebody
00:33that I had been with.
00:34He was appropriating my that I had with somebody else to himself.
00:39So and I knew that it was so he could fantasize and about it later.
00:43So I started messing around with other boys because I felt like he was taking my with all
00:49these conversations.
00:49A lot of it is I was trying to gain some like bodily autonomy.
00:54Dr. Ferguson told me that she was convinced he was waiting until I turned 18 to start me.
