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Love Is Blind - Season 10 - Episode 05: Where the Hell is My Husband?
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00:00The End
00:01The End
00:06The End
00:08The End
00:09The End
00:14Wow
00:15Wow
00:17Time after time
00:19We will rise up
00:22We will rise up
00:24We will rise up
00:26Wow
00:26Wow
00:28Wow
00:29Wow
00:29Wow
00:49I love you so much
00:52I wanted somebody to
00:55Love me the way
00:56That I've learned to love myself
00:58She's leaving
01:01I'm gonna go home
01:02I'm gonna go home
01:04But this isn't my husband
01:06But just somebody on the journey
01:13I opened the door
01:14And nobody was in there
01:18She left
01:19She was gone
01:21She wasn't even there
01:23I'm sorry brother
01:24Thank you bro
01:26Like this
01:27I'm sorry man
01:30You're good
01:31You're good bro
01:32I love you man
01:34That's so fucking crazy bro
01:37Doesn't matter
01:39These girls man
01:41Why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday
01:44I don't
01:46I don't blame her
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47I don't blame her
02:00I'm waking up today
02:01And I'm gonna finally see the sun
02:03I know I'm ready to commit to Britney for the rest of my life
02:06I love her for who she is
02:08And what she stands for
02:09And what she believes in
02:10Her faith
02:11Her loyalty
02:12Her energy
02:13She has such a beautiful soul
02:14And that's what I'm attracted to
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now
02:19Take a breath and close my eyes
02:23I am going to be
02:25Mrs. Devonte Lee Anderson
02:28I am in love
02:30I bought a wedding dress for a reason
02:33I'm gonna be a wife
02:34We can go back
02:37I'm engaged to Britney
02:38Elena Wicker
02:40And I feel amazing
02:42We talked about
02:44Popping up to the reunion with the baby
02:46So we'll see what happens
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps
03:04Because what's exciting about all of this is looks literally had nothing to do with it
03:09I wanted Devonte to know I am beautiful on the inside
03:13And he fell in love with my inner person
03:16So why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared
03:24But he's telling you
03:28But he's telling you
03:44Hello
03:45That anticipation
03:47Thank you
03:49It was so good to finally see you too
03:52Look at you
03:53Mmm
03:57Mmm
03:59Mmm
04:00Mmm
04:01Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:02Mmm
04:05Well I don't wanna make you wait any longer
04:09So Britney
04:11I'm gonna get on my knee
04:12Yes
04:12And I'm gonna ask you if you will marry me
04:16Yes I will
04:17Yes I will
04:23It's beautiful.
04:25Just like you.
04:30It's so cool.
04:36What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger.
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be.
04:44Oh, man, I started sweating when I got near an hour.
04:46I know you are so sweet.
04:49He was definitely very sticky.
04:52I did not expect freckles, though, so that's a surprise.
04:54He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out, like, in the bar.
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one.
05:06But I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09I mean, we're all going to get fat one day anyway.
05:11Oh, man.
05:12You've got red in your beard.
05:13Yeah.
05:14And for my mom.
05:15Do you, Greg?
05:16I do.
05:16Look at you.
05:19Like, he's still handsome.
05:21He's very handsome.
05:22I didn't know what color your eyes would be.
05:24Green, blue, whatever they want to be.
05:26Like a greenish blue.
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful.
05:28I hope the kids have your eyes.
05:31Those are the kind of eyes that are going to get me pregnant.
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea.
05:36I fell in love with Brittany just so happened that she is a woman of color.
05:41You know, that's something I've never actually dated, let alone proposed to get engaged to.
05:48So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me.
05:51But I fell in love with Brittany because of her heart.
05:54I literally don't think that we would have ever, like, crossed paths any other way.
05:58Yeah, that's so true.
05:59I was, like, a very, like, quiet, like, if I was out and about, like, I would just be sitting
06:04at the table with my friends too.
06:06That's me.
06:06Yeah.
06:06Yeah.
06:07I'd just stay in the house, I'd go to work, I'd go to the gym, go to church.
06:11Like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was, like, I don't know.
06:15Yeah, exactly.
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family.
06:18I'm so excited.
06:19I know, I think they're going to love you.
06:21You think so?
06:21Mm-hmm.
06:22I really do.
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More.
06:30I know.
06:30My lips do compliment my lips.
06:31They do.
06:32They do compliment each other.
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do.
06:38Hey, right back at you.
06:41You sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life.
06:45Oh, my gosh.
06:45So happy.
06:46I know, I am too.
06:48Seeing my fiance for the first time, it honestly felt like a dream.
06:52We're going to get married.
06:53Yes, we are.
06:54We have babies.
06:55I know.
06:56Babies are on the way.
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful.
07:06One for the road.
07:12I'm going to walk backwards so I can see you the whole time.
07:13Okay.
07:14Make sure I don't fall down.
07:15Okay.
07:17Now we're going to go walk it out of line.
07:19You can turn around now.
07:20All right.
07:21I'll see you.
07:22I love you.
07:23I love you.
07:25Oh, my goodness.
07:28A ring on my finger.
07:33Oh, crazy.
07:36Wow.
07:38Wow, wow, wow, wow.
07:45Shut up.
07:47What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes?
07:51Yeah.
07:51Oh, my gosh, these are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you, and I've been so nervous out there.
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better, by the way.
08:02I wrote something.
08:03Oh.
08:04I'm just going to read this.
08:05Yeah.
08:06Okay.
08:06Yeah, read it.
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney, I thought I knew what I...
08:12I thought I...
08:13Oh, fuck.
08:14I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this journey.
08:18I needed a strong, confident man who made me laugh, felt secure and stable, and was sure
08:24of himself.
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more.
08:30This journey has been crazy, emotional, life-changing, and turbulent.
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you.
08:39The consistency of your laugh.
08:42The way I know that we will always have a good day.
08:45The way you have done nothing but build me up.
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am, and I've told you so many things, and
08:53it all felt so natural.
08:55I kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner, but this happened so slowly than
08:59all at once.
09:00And although that made me so scared, I knew it was the right decision.
09:04You make my heart flutter.
09:06I've never felt this way before, but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with you.
09:10I choose you, and I am in love with you.
09:17That was beautiful.
09:19I got a little emotional myself over here.
09:22I couldn't really be that emotional.
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing and the tough love, I really have never been
09:31this open with anyone else before.
09:34Talking to you, I feel safe.
09:37I feel secure.
09:38I don't feel judged.
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me I want that man.
09:47Yeah.
09:47And that's all really I've ever wanted.
09:49It feels awesome.
09:51So.
09:52Oh, God.
09:54Oh, God.
09:56Take your time.
10:01Oh, God.
10:02All right.
10:07Emma Leeloo Bedsinger, will you marry me?
10:19Yes.
10:20Yep.
10:21Let's go.
10:21A million times.
10:22Yes.
10:22Let's go.
10:23Go.
10:24Oh, my God.
10:28I'm really, really, really, really excited.
10:31I am, too.
10:32Take me to the stars.
10:36Can't wait.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:39I want to come through the clouds, break the sea, and I want to dance, I'll lose you and me.
10:51I want to dance, I'll lose you and me.
11:02Oh my God!
11:05Crazy!
11:06Crazy!
11:08Wow.
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday.
11:13Okay.
11:14But of course, I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Yeah.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos, you're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's like disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all,
11:32but you did not look at it from that light.
11:34You did exactly what you needed to do.
11:36You loved two women.
11:38I feel like you genuinely did.
11:40It's a big decision to choose
11:43who you want to spend the rest of your life with.
11:46I ended up in a situation where there were two women
11:48I could see a future with,
11:50and I felt pressured to make a decision.
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you.
11:55And for her to still run out after me saying that
12:01it makes that look like Kia being a second option,
12:04which she's not.
12:05She's the first of the first options.
12:08She's an amazing human being.
12:10The way Kia makes me feel,
12:12I've never felt like that honestly in forever.
12:16Kia's still over there.
12:18Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes.
12:20What do you want to do with Kia?
12:22We've had the connection since the beginning.
12:23Yeah.
12:24We've been able to connect and bond
12:26and really just open up our feelings.
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now.
12:32Yeah, because of that.
12:33Because of that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34A good conversation with Kia,
12:36at least like a full like honest conversation.
12:38Mm-hmm.
12:39It could go, it could go really well.
12:42Wow.
12:43Wow, wow, wow.
12:44Just stuck with her.
12:45Yeah.
12:46Be real.
12:46This is the second time Tyler's ran on me.
12:48I think the universe is telling me something.
12:50I have had feelings for you.
12:52Yeah.
12:52I would just be honest, man.
12:53If that's what you want too.
12:55If that's what you want.
12:55This is a big decision as well.
12:57Yeah, it is.
12:58Absolutely.
12:58If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:00I still have time to make that decision,
13:03and the choice is mine.
13:05All right, let's get it.
13:06Good luck brother.
13:07Good luck brother.
13:09Hey, man.
13:10The energy, babe.
13:11I got it.
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight,
13:19and I'm never going to run.
13:20And when it comes to what I need from, you know, my wife,
13:25I just need you to just show up.
13:27Even when it's not easy to show up.
13:29It's, um, Kia, she's, she's been amazing, man.
13:34She really has.
13:36Hey.
13:37Hi.
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good.
13:43Same.
13:44I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on.
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one.
13:54My heart has always been loving and caring for you.
14:01Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man.
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels,
14:14and then also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you
14:18is what made me really, like, have love and feel that in my body and soul.
14:25I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my life.
14:29Yeah.
14:29But then I met Kia.
14:33You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart.
14:38And to open my heart to find that love was just so powerful, you know?
14:45You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life.
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever thing.
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:03Kevin, oh, my God.
15:05And I have to be accountable.
15:07Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame.
15:09Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler, and I'll be honest.
15:14Like, I asked Tyler if you want to try to make something happen and do this
15:19because she was like, I didn't want to see her go either, you know?
15:22Yeah.
15:23And I made a decision out of pressure that was stupid.
15:30Kia, you are nobody's second option.
15:33Well...
15:33No, go ahead, go ahead.
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option.
15:38Okay, okay, okay.
15:39Ever.
15:40I have to be accountable, though.
15:41Yeah.
15:42Before you hold yourself accountable, though, I feel like we've spent a lot of times with
15:48you kind of saying how you're feeling and me working through that.
15:52So...
15:52Yeah.
15:53I do want to take some time from me for a second and...
15:56Yeah.
15:57...kind of let you know what's going on in my head.
15:59Yeah, talk to me.
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose.
16:04Mm-hmm.
16:04And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love.
16:12And I think you are so awesome.
16:14Like, you are such a great guy.
16:16You are kind.
16:18You are heartfelt.
16:19You are self-aware.
16:21You are empathetic.
16:22Like, all of those things will make a great husband.
16:31Kevin, I have love for you.
16:33And you've said so many, so many kind words to me.
16:40However, I am not falling in love with you.
16:45I...
16:47I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me.
16:54You are not ready for a relationship, at least at one of this magnitude.
16:59Um, and that's okay.
17:00But you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now.
17:05And I mean that with love.
17:06Yeah.
17:07Yeah.
17:09One could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were not ready.
17:14But I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place where you understand that
17:20you aren't ready.
17:22I felt ready, but it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people and it's
17:32fucking shitty.
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways.
17:38Mm-hmm.
17:39To be clear, Tyler deserved more too.
17:43She did.
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward, she deserved more.
17:49She did.
17:51I'm always standing on business and I gotta choose me every time.
17:54Baby, where the hell is my husband?
17:57What is it getting in so long?
17:59Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah.
18:01And be great.
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check.
18:07One thousand percent, Keith.
18:10Thank you for everything.
18:22I feel phenomenal.
18:25I feel free.
18:26I feel perfect.
18:28I feel perfect.
18:29I feel perfect.
18:32Hello, hello.
18:33There's a smile.
18:36I chose me, bitches.
18:37Yeah!
18:39How was the scream?
18:40That was good.
18:40That was a good scream.
18:41That was a good scream, Pam.
18:42That was a good scream.
18:43That was a bad scream.
18:46I was not in love.
18:48I'm in love with myself.
18:49You know what's weird is I've always choose myself.
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar.
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself.
19:02And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment.
19:07Yesterday I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women
19:13that want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be.
19:18We'll give you some of this anyway, man.
19:20I love you guys.
19:21I love you guys.
19:22And that is not typical here at all.
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second.
19:30Because Kevin is going to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to do to get
19:37there.
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him.
19:40You guys.
19:41And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me, but to let someone else know how they
19:48should choose them.
19:49Choose to them.
19:50You can't do the challenge.
19:50I like a boy.
19:53What a fucking magical woman.
19:55A fucking woman.
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me.
20:12And is ready.
20:13And is committed to starting a life with me and spend forever feels like a weight has lifted.
20:19throughout life I feel like there's been mental roadblocks there's been
20:24physical roadblocks I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me the
20:28fact that this man knows so much about me and he's not he's not running he's
20:35here that's that's amazing
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together I mean it's a great
20:47warming feeling like just knowing that that other person on the other side of
20:51the wall chose you too she is so caring she's kind compassionate empathetic to
20:58me I do love her I am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race
21:10of height of body type but he makes me feel like I am enough and I'm just so
21:19excited to start this life with him it just feels like a dream right now
21:25everything fell into place like Emma told me about her adoption that doesn't
21:29matter to me when she told me about the birthmarks I mean first thing that goes
21:32to my mind is obviously how big are the birthmarks how big are the scars but I
21:38want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her and
21:40that's what I've done so far
21:45my biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says
21:51she does not want kids I think she sees how passionate I am about having
21:56children and I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having
22:03children and I think I'm the right man for it you I do let's do this thing let's
22:08get married
22:21hi hello how are you I'm doing good how are you doing good it's so beautiful you
22:27look so good oh my god it's cute I know right this is insane oh all right hold on I
22:43got
22:43something for you do you know what I'm gonna say I hope it's yes
22:48you know what will you marry me yes oh my gosh this is so beautiful thank you shut there we
23:10go
23:25I had a image in my mind of him and it was completely wrong and like the best way possible
23:33tall dark and handsome he is a beautiful man oh it's real it's real you're real I'm real
23:45you're so handsome you look so good thank you you look beautiful I love the blue thank you Emma
23:52had mentioned her birthmark on her arm and how she had to get that skin graft so that wasn't a
23:57surprise to me to see that and to be honest I didn't even really acknowledge it I was too busy
24:02looking at her smile and I think that she's absolutely gorgeous I like having heart palpitations
24:08I had no idea kind of kind of what she would look like you know I guess but I didn't
24:13mean I was
24:14gonna be right and just so happens that she is is Asian I never dated a different race before so
24:21to be
24:22able to fall in love with someone from a different race is is really amazing in my eyes do you
24:27want to
24:27pop open some shoes I do yeah I just can't wait to to start the rest of my life with
24:32her I'm speechless
24:34I'm speechless I like literally did not know what you would look like check please
24:43you're gorgeous you look beautiful you have a beautiful smile too which I like I like a nice
24:48smell thank you I like the literally just can't stop staring at you this is so wacko this is so
24:55wackadoodle who would have thought who would have thought seeing him in person I still felt so
25:01comfortable so grounded and like so light with him I didn't have to worry about like what he was
25:08going to think about like my birthmarks or like my physical characteristics like it just felt really
25:15comforting for myself do you think the family's gonna say they're gonna be so shocked I wait till I say
25:24something to mind like yeah find out oh my god they're gonna be I you're gonna have to fly out
25:29you'll like them they're fun I'm nervous a little rowdy we do too don't worry we do too I'm I'm
25:37excited
25:37to meet your family and your friends me too you'll get along with them really yeah I was looking for
25:45marriage I was looking for a lifelong partner and I know that we will be so compatible on all like
25:51facets of physical of emotional and I know that when we get old looks will fade but we'll still
25:58always have this emotional connection it is more than everything I've ever I've ever dreamed of
26:13see you in a little bit see you soon bye oh man I'll watch you walk out yeah watch right
26:20watch me look at
26:21this ass right oh yeah damn bye bye bye
26:51oh my god wow you're beautiful after finally seeing each other for the first time I love you I love
26:58you you're gorgeous will you marry me
27:01guys seven couples are now headed to a romantic getaway there they will have the chance to discover if their
27:07physical connection is as strong as their emotional
27:18you're on our way to Malibu we're going to spend some quality time together how you feeling
27:28all right so we're getting ready to tour the place it's day one
27:33imagine dude we're like twins right now yeah it wasn't even intentional
27:40and with their weddings only four weeks away their love is about to face some serious tests so amazing
27:48hey can we get some drinks let's go okay we're in Mexico oh no and in Cabo so have you
27:56been here
27:56before no all right never even been in Mexico what how was my happy place is it really yeah holy
28:02shit
28:03I don't know my hands aren't that sweaty okay yours are kind of sweaty actually now mine no because
28:08this is coming off at me yeah don't put that on me come on hola thank you my gosh cheers
28:17where their looks race lifestyle or insecurities tear them apart in the real world first time in
28:23Mexico actually what I know I know you have to show me around like I want to go to Antarctica
28:27but I
28:28haven't been to Mexico it's just beautiful we got everything you can't stop I seriously I can't I can't I
28:36can't help it
28:40wow look at the view oh my gosh problem we made it I know is love truly enough to conquer
28:51it all
28:54I remember you're like all the girls like close their eyes and see if we sound like what we
28:58and I was like never would have got like I would have been so confused because I feel like your
29:03voice
29:04does not sound I know I was like I sound white now it's hard because I see you in person
29:10yeah
29:10it's like I don't know my dad is black and my mom's Colombian okay mm-hmm I like that is
29:16your mom
29:16from Colombia or just yeah is she my mom was adopted when she was two days old my grandpa's admission
29:22my grandparents are actually white actually my mom wanted to name me Liliana and that that would
29:27have given it away I could see that I probably would have gone by Lily I like Liliana that's such
29:33little
29:33hands oh you've got clean nails oh gosh you're amazing can I do what I can
29:48you're so pretty oh also this is how tall I actually am it works for me because like I didn't
29:56care about like if you were like maybe you'll think I'm like really short and then you're like I was
30:01like I literally couldn't get it
30:17like if you had to picture something I was like that's like literally like perfect I swear
30:29you're gorgeous during those like pod sessions we connected so well in there where I knew like hey
30:35if we were in person like obviously we don't know each other we don't know each other look like but
30:39it's like at the same time it's like I felt like that just didn't matter and almost like now at
30:44this
30:44point like we've spent time with each other it's like it doesn't matter dude it's it's amazing
30:53oh I never want my phone back I know we're actually talking about that it's incredible I feel like so
30:58much more clear-headed yeah and like I don't get bombarded by like oh shit that like stressed me
31:03out and this like made me upset and whatever especially like the news that's like really gets to
31:08me it's all I'm gonna do this stuff anyways you don't have cable already thanks well I don't
31:11either but like my I'm on Instagram yeah and because of like my strong political views a lot of the
31:20accounts I follow or like yeah I like that updates on that very very should be yeah I appreciate it
31:26I appreciate that about you thank you I think you know that though it's just so gorgeous to be with
31:33you I never anticipated like being physically attracted to you before I saw you I already
31:42think that Chris is hot and I haven't seen him like I was like that's a weird sensation like I
31:47just
31:47didn't anticipate that I was like that doesn't make sense Jessica none of it does none of it does
31:54that's kind of the beauty of it it is right we're so lucky literally
32:05I always said this earlier you're gonna not like it um but I said this to the girl I said
32:11if I like
32:12saw you in the wild I would think that you would only want to be with like a gym rat
32:16and you would
32:16never eat pizza with me that's interesting you say that um you don't eat pizza oh I do
32:23fucking love pizza no like I I mean I told you like I come home and I'm like even if
32:29it's not
32:29I'm that late and like it's not like super like whatever like I'll uber eats a doordash like all
32:33the time same I just love eating and I do not love working out I only think of like running
32:41as
32:41punishment it does suck the first like couple miles but I think once you get like into it it's like
32:48I never get through two miles that's the thing it's hard to get through the first two but like
32:53you don't even have to go fast like I will go on every walk with you obviously I think she's
33:02the
33:02most beautiful like human being I've ever like like been around like I love her I'm super attracted
33:08to her and like everything else like physically I didn't think like someone like her even existed
33:13for me to be honest with you we're in the sauna for the second time and we did a jacuzzi
33:31now we
33:40get in the pool I fell in love with Brittany but as far as like what each other look like
33:48I know
33:49she's dated white mixed black so I don't think she had like a set preference of like what she exactly
33:55she was looking for so grateful and maybe my judgment in the past it's like maybe that wouldn't
34:07have been someone I had approached and nothing against who Brittany is as a person like I was
34:12attracted to what I thought was my person but I definitely think love is blind and it didn't matter
34:18what race she was on the other side of the wall to me now it's like you see her and
34:21it's just like
34:22how could I walk away from this like that's my person like I'm hopeful that this moment doesn't
34:28stop but it's just like the groundwork for you know what 10, 15, 20, 30 years looks like from now
34:34I wonder what like time you're gonna have to wake up tomorrow
34:386 a.m. I don't run
34:40Oh my gosh sure
34:43You're looking at the wrong person for a run
34:46You can't run with this
34:48Yeah you can
34:49No you can not comfortably
34:51I prefer
34:51I bet you do
34:55Yeah no running in Big Titty City don't don't don't go together
35:01Does it still look okay?
35:02Yeah it looks good
35:03I promise
35:08Just look at me
35:10It's like green blue golden eyes
35:13Yeah
35:16Kissing Brittany has been like a long time coming it's like every time it's just like oh wow
35:20That takes your breath away
35:22She has really nice lips so excited to be able to kiss some more
35:27I've been drifting
35:29We'll do a little one
35:30Away for so long
35:31Spilling our words till I'm empty
35:49I love the purple lights
35:52It's so pretty
35:53Did you see the moon?
35:55Yeah it's awesome
35:56Glad we get a beer together
35:58Me too
36:03You know you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch everybody
36:10else's life go and to sit here and like have a ring on my finger like it's crazy to me
36:15and it's amazing and it just feels right because it's with this like person that I laugh with and that
36:22I feel so genuine
36:24But now to actually like see that smile and to see that laugh it's one of the most incredible experiences
36:30I have ever had in my entire life
36:33It's good on you
36:37It does
36:37I know
36:39Got your sparkly nails too
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:44Mmhmm
36:44I love it
36:45It's pleasant to be around you
36:47It makes you feel good
36:56Oh my belly's just hanging out here
36:58Buttons out
37:02Hush
37:04Don't you hush me
37:07Do you want another pillow?
37:08Or you can lay like this if you want
37:12Your hair smells good
37:13Thank you
37:16Freshly washed
37:16You get a lot more hair than I do
37:22Yours is really thick
37:24Did you say you used to have your hair like red red?
37:26Mmhmm
37:26I bet that was pretty hot to you honestly
37:32You look amazing so blonde as well
37:34Thank you
37:36Mmhmm
37:36Mmhmm
37:43Mmhmm
37:44See the barriers
37:45I'm tearing them down
37:47Definitely can get used to this
37:50Amber
37:52Amber
38:00Wait a minute to see your scars
38:02Is this a scar?
38:04That actually might be surgery
38:06There's like a soccer one that kinda goes in the back here
38:10There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no
38:12A tattoo
38:13It's like a kid with a ball in his hand
38:15Looking up here
38:16Okay
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon
38:19That kinda circles this
38:20And then he's looking up at that
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh no
38:23So cool
38:25So you like dragons?
38:26I don't like dragons
38:27Wait did I tell you what I was
38:28I had to like read a book
38:29I was trying to like read a book
38:30But the book I had had like dragons on the side
38:32And all these kids were around me
38:33I was like I can't read this
38:34It's about dragons and like dragon riders
38:37What was the book?
38:39It's called The Fourth Wing
38:41Oh is it?
38:43Yes
38:44It's like smut
38:46Mmhmm
38:46As the kids say
38:47Yeah I still don't know what that stands for
38:49If I have to explain it
38:50It doesn't stand for anything
38:52I know what it means
38:53Yeah
38:53That's what it means
38:54I like to read
38:55I like to read
38:56I'm a nerd though for sure
38:57I like stoicism
38:58I like to read like
38:59Not just like someone else's interpretation of it
39:02Like I will go in and read
39:03Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus
39:05And like
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No I actually read it
39:07Okay just make a check
39:08Makes me a nerd
39:09Hmm
39:10God damn
39:11Don't do that
39:12You can see those eyes
39:14I don't do anything
39:16Damn
39:18What?
39:18High contact throws me
39:22Don't do that
39:22I saw what you just did
39:24Mmhmm
39:24Throwing eyes around
39:25I haven't even done any of like
39:27My moves
39:27You haven't
39:28I haven't seen them yet
39:29You're not
39:30Oh
39:31Yeah you're dangerous
39:33Very dangerous
39:35Dangerous
39:36Dangerous
39:40Dangerous
39:41I would bite your lip like that
39:42I was just smiling
39:43No you weren't
39:43I was just smiling
39:45No you weren't
39:46Yes you were
39:48I was just smiling
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me
39:54God stop doing that
39:56Doing what?
39:57Throwing eyes around like that
39:58I don't know what you're talking about
40:00I think you might
40:01I think you might
40:02I think you might
40:03Just kidding
40:04I know what I'm doing
40:05Yeah you do
40:06I
40:06Yeah you do
40:10Oh my god
40:11You're making it difficult
40:13Um
40:14Do I make it hard?
40:17Very good choice of words
40:18Very good choice of words
40:19Very good choice of words
40:19The answer is yes
40:20You finished?
40:21Um
40:22Only after you
40:25It would not matter if Alex
40:26Was not the hottest man alive
40:28Fortunately for me he is
40:31He's fucking hot
40:35You happy?
40:37Yeah
40:38Yeah
40:46Conor is your hips that bad?
40:48Oh yeah
40:48Conor you can't cross your legs
40:50I'm the
40:50Oh
40:52I think I just like pulled
40:53This is a joke
40:54What do you mean?
40:54This is being dramatic
40:55What do you mean?
40:56This is dramatic
40:57So this
40:58How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this
41:01Like a normal dude
41:03Wait I'm shocked
41:04You can't
41:05You can't do this
41:06Not like that
41:07Stop me
41:07Go to cross your legs
41:08Like should have been exposed to me
41:10Deal breaker?
41:11That was like an ick
41:12I didn't know I had to watch that
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14I was like please stop crossing your legs
41:16You can fix me
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was going to be comfortable but
41:19Yeah
41:21I'm like it's easy
41:23Chemistry is there
41:24Just even walking through the villa
41:26Ooh
41:27Ooh
41:28I was like yeah this is it
41:30This is it
41:31This is it
41:33That's a thought process in my brain
41:35That's so attractive
41:38Don't make fun of me
41:39I'm not
41:40I
41:40That was satirical from you
41:42Do you want me to say the opposite next time?
41:45No
41:45Okay
41:46Only the truth
41:49To be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you
41:51I'm like oh
41:52I know
41:54I know
41:55It's more intense
41:56Nuts
41:56I can't stop staring at you
41:58I know
41:58I'm not mad about it
42:00I know you have to fly
42:03Oh
42:05So you can say goodbye
42:08Oh
42:09Oh
42:10Oh
42:11Oh
42:12I think my biggest fear was like how we be
42:16Physically from emotionally
42:17Cause like we were like we've been so good emotionally
42:20Yeah
42:20But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about too
42:25Yeah
42:26Cause I feel like
42:28I'm sorry
42:30I'm sorry
42:31I'm sorry
42:31Why are you laughing?
42:33I'm so sorry
42:37I'm so sorry
42:40I'm so sorry
42:43I love you so much
42:45This is supposed to be bed time right?
42:49And like I think
42:50I'm sorry
42:51I'm sorry
42:55I'm sorry
42:56It's okay
42:57Take your time
42:59I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now
43:01I think like now like
43:03For me like we've gotten like to such
43:07What?
43:08No, okay
43:09We've gotten to like such an emotional level
43:11That's what I was like racking my brain around
43:13Will you like me physically as much as emotionally?
43:15Yeah
43:16I do
43:22I do too
43:23You've overcome my gods
43:27You told me how to love again
43:32Good night
43:33Good night
43:33Good night
43:34Good night
43:35Good night
43:38Good night
43:38What are you thinking about?
43:40Dangerous house
43:40Just enjoying you
43:45Yeah?
43:47Yeah?
43:47Okay
43:48Am I wrong?
43:50Mmhmm
43:53I'm very excited
43:55For sex
43:56Honestly
43:57I'm a very sexual person
43:58But like I'm a very loyal person
44:00And I do not give it out to just anybody
44:03So
44:04I'm very excited to share this moment with Alex
44:18I know what I like
44:19I know what I want
44:20I know how to treat a man
44:23I think it's very attractive
44:24Like the confidence for a woman to have
44:26Knowing exactly what she wants
44:28Those things are very attractive to a man
44:31Are you happy?
44:33Yeah
44:33Confident
44:34Happy
44:35Are you?
44:36Yeah
44:37Get used to it
44:38Yes sir
44:39Good answer
44:40I'm a little sexually flustered I guess right now
44:45You're just so handsome
44:46Beautiful someone
44:48Beautiful man
44:51Don't look at me like that
44:52Don't look at me like that
44:53Chilly
44:53Hmm
45:00Are you getting used to my hands there?
45:02Yeah
45:02Yeah?
45:03I love you
45:04Love you too
45:05They say all good boys go to heaven
45:10But bad boys bring heaven to you
45:13It's automatic
45:16Is just what they do
45:19They say all good boys go to heaven
45:24But bad boys bring heaven to you
45:26You'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight for sure
45:30We'll talk about it
45:32I'd be okay to wait too
45:34Sex is sex
45:35Like
45:36Most men will like
45:37Put their dick in a chicken sandwich
45:39Those things really don't matter to me as much
45:41But
45:42I mean I'd rather have with the person like
45:45I love and I'm attracted to for sure
45:48Being in this arms feels amazing
45:50It's
45:51Kind of indescribable
45:53Oh look at this bad boy
45:55What do you think?
45:57Hey
45:58Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice
46:00I do
46:01I love you
46:03Me too
46:11How do you feel about being in person together?
46:14Better
46:14I'm not gonna lie
46:15At first it made me like real nervous
46:18Cause I was like oh my god
46:19And it kind of freaked me out
46:21But I feel like we have a good base
46:23Yeah
46:24To go from
46:29I feel like we're gonna be 70
46:31Dancing in our kitchen
46:32Oh for sure
46:33Together
46:34Oh I might break my hip
46:36But that's okay
46:38As long as we're together
46:39You're right
46:40I'll take care of you
46:40I am your little nurse now
46:43Your own personal nurse
46:44I love that
46:45I'm excited about like just
46:47I don't know
46:48Physical connection
46:49Being in person
46:50If I broke
46:51Your heart
46:53Would you take
46:54The next time that I do have sex with somebody
46:56I want it to be with the person that I
46:58100%
46:59We are going to spend the rest of our lives together
47:05So I think that eventually we will have sex
47:08I feel hopeful
47:10I feel excited
47:12I feel like we have a good thing
47:15I feel like we have a very strong connection
47:18I'm not scared of losing you
47:21I'm not scared of losing you
47:23I'm not scared of anyone
47:23Or dying
47:25We're gonna have a good life
47:27Yes we are
47:28Yes we are
47:30I think what I'm most hopeful for
47:33Is that we're gonna actually get married
47:35And build a future together
47:36And have kids
47:37And just have the life that we both always dreamed of
47:41Like I feel like I could just do this forever
47:42Good night
47:45Love you
47:46Love you
47:47I love you
47:53You know I hope to be with Chris forever
47:56Like
47:56And this is
47:58You know
47:59The first night of hopefully thousands
48:01I'm so happy
48:03Ah
48:04I'm chill
48:08Oh my
48:09Wow
48:11This could be the start of the rest of my life
48:12I'm not scared of anyone
48:14Or dying young
48:16If you're gonna find somebody new
48:21Cause how could they love you
48:24As much as I do
48:27As much as I do
48:30Cause I'm not scared of loving you
48:34I'm just scared of losing you
48:37I'm not scared of anyone
48:40Or dying young
48:42Or if you're gonna find somebody new
48:46Cause how could they love you
48:49As much as I do
48:52As much as I do
48:56As much as I do
49:22As much as I do
49:26God
49:26You know
49:36And as areDOs
49:36And they're gonna
49:36You know
49:36livingあれ
49:36Or six
49:36As much as I could
49:36That's what not
49:36You know
49:36They aren't
49:37I'm not scared of
49:37You know
49:42I don't know
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