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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancΓ©e, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancΓ©e staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:20I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:28not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:34that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:51I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:23But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:55And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:58We talk about the babies.
00:02:00The future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:08She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:13and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:15Oh, my God.
00:02:16I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:22I trust my son.
00:02:24I don't trust you.
00:02:27I'm sorry.
00:02:28I just want to need space.
00:02:48What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:51I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:56I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:03:00plane.
00:03:01Like...
00:03:02I don't want to hear that.
00:03:03You don't?
00:03:03No.
00:03:04What?
00:03:04Okay, sorry.
00:03:14I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:17It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:21So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:23I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:25Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:27Anything to put a smile on your face?
00:03:30You put a smile on your face.
00:03:32Period.
00:03:33My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:41After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,
00:03:46like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:48It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:52But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:56So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:04:01Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:04:03I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:05I heard abs.
00:04:06I heard sailing.
00:04:07It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:11You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:15trying.
00:04:16Are you scared of hops?
00:04:17Not really.
00:04:18I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:20It'll be fun.
00:04:21Really?
00:04:22Yep.
00:04:24We're here.
00:04:26Yay!
00:04:27Let's do this thing.
00:04:30How are we going?
00:04:31Hi!
00:04:32Hey, Mitch.
00:04:33Josh, how are you?
00:04:33Nice to meet you.
00:04:34Elise.
00:04:35Elise, nice to meet you.
00:04:36Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:37Sydney.
00:04:38Sydney?
00:04:38Miami.
00:04:39Miami, wow.
00:04:40So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:45Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:47Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil off the
00:04:55waterfall.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:56Exciting?
00:04:57Yep.
00:04:57Excited?
00:04:58Yep.
00:04:59Cool.
00:05:00Awesome.
00:05:03Here we go.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:10Well, it's stunning.
00:05:12Oh, my God.
00:05:12That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:13So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:18Here is the cardio.
00:05:20Get that ass in check.
00:05:22Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:23Really?
00:05:24Yep.
00:05:24Keep going.
00:05:26I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:30You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:32Yeah?
00:05:35So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:39through rock pools.
00:05:40I don't want to do it.
00:05:41Stop.
00:05:42It's fun.
00:05:42I don't want to do it.
00:05:43It's fun.
00:05:45I don't want to do this.
00:05:47Yeah, you do.
00:05:55Come on, baby.
00:05:56You will.
00:05:58Let's go.
00:05:59Come on.
00:06:00Come on.
00:06:02Yes.
00:06:02Yes!
00:06:07If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:12It's scary.
00:06:24It's scary.
00:06:25The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:29I'm like, the .
00:06:30Not me.
00:06:31I'm not doing that.
00:06:33Ready?
00:06:34One step down.
00:06:35Yes!
00:06:37Come here.
00:06:38But guess what?
00:06:39I did it.
00:06:40She's such a trooper.
00:06:42Thanks, fam.
00:06:44You did.
00:06:45You did.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:48I don't like this at all, actually.
00:07:00Good girl.
00:07:01Good girl.
00:07:03I'm done, baby.
00:07:05I'm so done.
00:07:06Hey, what am I going to say?
00:07:07What am I going to say?
00:07:08No, really?
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:11.
00:07:11I can't feel my hands.
00:07:35I'm shaking like this is not good oh my god I'm scared
00:07:43I'm freezing you feel my leg shivering
00:07:49you're next I can't do this anymore
00:07:53I can't do this I want to get off now
00:07:56like I want to get home I don't want to do this
00:08:00you have to get down there
00:08:07you're gonna be all right
00:08:10you're gonna be all right
00:08:12I am scared out of my mind
00:08:16two hours of jumping through rigid cold water
00:08:21I'm starting to get hypothermia
00:08:24and like I exaggerate a lot
00:08:27but this is not an exaggeration
00:08:29I can't do this
00:08:33I want to get down but the only way to get down is to go down this massive waterfall
00:08:41I feel like I'm gonna die
00:08:47I can't do this
00:09:15I'm sorry I just want to need space
00:09:22Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake
00:09:26I love her and I know we can do things here together
00:09:29I know I can live here
00:09:39I've chosen Sheena to be my wife
00:09:42and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:45stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:51Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines
00:09:54you know I'm like in panic mode
00:09:57it's not going to work
00:09:59it won't work
00:10:01Forrest can be way too optimistic at times
00:10:04and his autism can affect that
00:10:07because he isn't able to focus in on what the realities are
00:10:14my whole point is to protect Forrest
00:10:16to make sure that his needs are met
00:10:20and I don't think Sheena can do it
00:10:22I know full well that if you moved here
00:10:26yes you'd be with Sheena all that
00:10:29and then the whole goal of ever trying to get to the United States
00:10:32would just go out the window
00:10:34and you would have to accept that
00:10:51when Forrest told her our plans
00:10:53Molly was so much explosive
00:10:55I felt that I was kind of a bit scared
00:10:58and I wanted to take a break
00:11:00but I know that I need to stand up for myself
00:11:04and for Forrest
00:11:07Have you even factored how much it's going to cost?
00:11:11How much the bills are?
00:11:14Where are you going to live, Forrest?
00:11:17Sheena and I will go get a place of our own
00:11:19I will take good care of yourself
00:11:21She can't
00:11:22Pay with all your money in there, Sheena?
00:11:23I am a professional
00:11:24I could, you know
00:11:26You could this
00:11:27You could that
00:11:28You could this
00:11:30How much is rent here?
00:11:31How much?
00:11:32900 a month?
00:11:34No, you can get places for 300, 400
00:11:37But cheaper for a month
00:11:37So she makes about $500 a month, isn't that right?
00:11:41Yes, yes
00:11:41U.S. dollars
00:11:42Yes
00:11:44So she makes $500 a month
00:11:47And you're getting
00:11:48Saying that rent is $400
00:11:52That leaves $100 to pay your bills
00:11:55Your utilities
00:11:56Buy food
00:11:57Then we have
00:11:58I have him
00:11:59He had me
00:12:00Sheena
00:12:00I will take care of your son
00:12:01You don't have to worry about that
00:12:04You are living on daydreams
00:12:06And living on the thought of love
00:12:08And happy homemaker
00:12:09And being in a little house
00:12:11No, no
00:12:11I love your son
00:12:12And I'll do anything my best for him
00:12:14Mom doesn't pay the bills
00:12:16Sheena
00:12:20Mom
00:12:21There's going to be lots of hurdles
00:12:23But how the visa works here
00:12:26That allows me to live here in the country
00:12:28And get employment here
00:12:31You've never worked here
00:12:32You've had one job in your life
00:12:35You are on disability
00:12:36I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:39You are on disability for a reason
00:12:41You do have autism
00:12:44And I want you to be able
00:12:46I want you to get a job
00:12:47I want you to better yourself
00:12:49But of course
00:12:50You need to plan things out better
00:12:54Do the right process
00:12:56Where you come back to the United States
00:12:59Contact Social Security
00:13:01And say that you want to start working
00:13:04Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:13:07The government provides
00:13:08See what type of job and money you can make
00:13:11See how you can save up
00:13:12You can't just say
00:13:13Oh, there is this magical miracle job
00:13:16That you haven't even applied for
00:13:17That you know nothing about
00:13:18That you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:21You don't know anything
00:13:24You have to go on the assumption
00:13:26That you could not get a job here
00:13:29And even if you do
00:13:31How much do you think that you're going to make
00:13:34Working here?
00:13:44No
00:13:45I want you to be here, my love
00:13:47It's been seven years
00:13:48It's so hard for me
00:13:49Oh, God
00:13:50Lucy, I'm not sure
00:13:52Oh, it's so hard for the seven years
00:13:54I'm not even
00:13:55Stop
00:13:55You don't know how I feel
00:13:57It's hard for me for the last seven minutes
00:13:59I'm waiting for him
00:14:02It's so stressful
00:14:11I don't know what to do
00:14:14I love Sheena so much
00:14:16But I can't help thinking
00:14:18That my mom is right
00:14:21That living here in the Philippines
00:14:22Is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:24Than what I thought it was going to be
00:14:28What if I can't get a job
00:14:29Here successfully
00:14:32I can't
00:14:33I can't be a burden on Sheena
00:14:35Especially
00:14:36I just can't
00:14:37Can't do that
00:14:44Sheena
00:14:45I feel
00:14:46Conflicted about everything
00:14:49I don't want to leave you
00:14:51But
00:14:53I think
00:14:54That I might have to
00:14:56Go home
00:14:57I'm going to work
00:14:59Make some money
00:15:00And then I'm going to apply
00:15:01For the K-1 visa
00:15:05I don't know my love
00:15:08If things doesn't work
00:15:12It's the end of my story
00:15:13It's not the end of the story
00:15:15Sheena
00:15:16I love you
00:15:17That's why
00:15:18I gave you this ring
00:15:20This ring is a promise
00:15:23If the K-1 visa doesn't work out
00:15:25Then I'll move back here
00:15:27And I'm going to get married too
00:15:30I will not give up
00:15:43This is my husband
00:15:45Nice meeting you
00:15:46Nice meeting you
00:15:47I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:48Okay
00:15:49We are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:53I'm very happy
00:15:55I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:58I just
00:15:59I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:16:01I mean I invited my whole family and friends
00:16:03They're going to see you
00:16:04I would really put an effort
00:16:08I brought you something
00:16:11I hope that our time apart
00:16:14Would give both of us time to cool down
00:16:17I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:16:21Why did you mislead me?
00:16:23Like Michael made the move
00:16:24I was worried
00:16:25You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:31Time to do that
00:16:51Okay
00:16:52Hi
00:16:53Good morning
00:16:54Good morning po Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon
00:16:56Welcome to Balay Indang
00:16:59Nasa taas na po pala yung hair and makeup niya po
00:17:02Samahan ko po kayo sa taas po
00:17:03Ready?
00:17:04Yeah, ready
00:17:05Thank you
00:17:07This is a nice door
00:17:14Enjoy
00:17:16Hi
00:17:17Good morning
00:17:18Hello
00:17:20Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:26Good morning
00:17:27Hi Hanna
00:17:28Hi, nice meeting you and Ray
00:17:29This is my husband Javon
00:17:31Nice meeting you
00:17:32I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:34Okay
00:17:35You ready to start?
00:17:36I'm as ready as I'm ever going to be
00:17:40We never had a real wedding
00:17:43So today is very important for us
00:17:47I'm very happy
00:17:49Been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:52The part of me is a little bit down
00:17:55When I think about the ring
00:17:57I don't have
00:17:59But I want to stay positive though
00:18:03This is first time to have his makeup done
00:18:09I don't think we're going to take it that far today
00:18:11Oh, no
00:18:12No
00:18:13I'm good
00:18:17I'm excited
00:18:18But I'm a bit nervous
00:18:20You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:18:24I want to show you
00:18:25I want to show Hanna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:28And, you know, give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:32But at the same time
00:18:34I just feel a wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:39Because obviously me and Hanna have different ideas on what romance is
00:18:44So, I really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:48So, are you excited about today?
00:19:07Are you kidding me?
00:19:09Of course I'm excited today
00:19:10Very excited
00:19:11This is just like a paradise to me
00:19:14With the makeup, the dress
00:19:16The center of attention
00:19:18Yeah
00:19:18And, you know, the photos
00:19:21Uh-huh
00:19:22I think I should ask you that question though
00:19:27I'm okay
00:19:29Nervous?
00:19:30Well, you don't have to be nervous
00:19:32Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:19:36You know, I'm not good at
00:19:38So, you don't have to write a long poem
00:19:43Okay?
00:19:43It doesn't have to be like that
00:19:45Well, I'm not
00:19:45It doesn't have to be
00:19:46I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:47You don't have to be
00:19:49Okay
00:19:50It's just going to be a few things
00:19:52You know what I'm saying?
00:19:53Like, the basics, basically
00:19:58How I feel about doing my vows
00:20:00I'm just going to get straight to the point
00:20:03But, you know
00:20:04Anna's the opposite for me
00:20:06She wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:20:10What is wrong with being expressive?
00:20:14Sometimes I feel like I wish
00:20:16One day when it happens
00:20:18Not now
00:20:18God will take me before him
00:20:20That's when the time he will appreciate me
00:20:23And he will say
00:20:23I miss you and your big mouth
00:20:27You know?
00:20:32I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:35Because, you know, this is a special day
00:20:38Yeah
00:20:38I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:41They're going to see you
00:20:42I would really put an effort
00:20:46I mean, Anna, I'm here
00:20:48So that's it
00:20:49Yeah, but I would really be the energy there
00:20:52Okay
00:20:56Huh, bubu?
00:20:58I love you
00:20:59Love you, too
00:21:03You know what?
00:21:05You're not even supposed to be here
00:21:07Okay
00:21:08You're not supposed to see my look
00:21:11My bridal look
00:21:12All right
00:21:14I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:21:20And that's really disappointing
00:21:28I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:37I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:38I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:38I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:39I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:39I feel like I'm not supposed to be here
00:21:41I feel like I'm supposed to be here
00:21:41I feel like I'm supposed to be here
00:21:41I feel like I'm supposed to be here
00:21:41I feel like I'm supposed to be here
00:21:43I feel like I'm supposed to be here
00:22:02I know Juvon is not the most romantic guy, but I just wanted today to be fun, light,
00:22:14full of love, something that I can always look back on.
00:22:22I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine when it's not.
00:23:02How did it feel spending the night here last night?
00:23:06It wasn't very fun.
00:23:08I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:23:14Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:23:17So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:23:22and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:23:30But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:23:32I don't have any of my stuff. I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:37And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:43I wish we could have talked it out last night instead of now having to wait and deal with it
00:23:49all today.
00:23:50But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:53He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:24:02I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:24:06I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:24:10I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:24:12And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:24:14What has he been saying?
00:24:17Yeah, I did. I asked him if we could talk and he said sure.
00:24:23I will probably take a little peace offering and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:24:32I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:39I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship and that my feelings for him are so much
00:24:45stronger than how I ever felt about Michael or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:25:00To Khunguru Behova.
00:25:17Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:25:22And she didn't even try to apologize.
00:25:26By spending the time in the hotel, I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without
00:25:33me.
00:25:36Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:44Hey.
00:25:46Hey.
00:25:48I brought you something.
00:25:57I know you like that.
00:26:13I'm sorry that I didn't tell you that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:26:20I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:24I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:25And I'm so sorry.
00:26:26That was never my intent.
00:26:43I was worried.
00:26:45I was worried that if you knew that I was the one who had had feelings at one point, that
00:26:51I was the one that hit on him, that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with
00:26:59him.
00:27:03Okay.
00:27:05But the missing thing is, I think you had feelings for him.
00:27:13I did have feelings for him.
00:27:15I did have feelings for him.
00:27:16But I want to tell you that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:27:22And in fact, the things that you do are so much sweeter and kinder and so much more of the
00:27:32type of man I actually want to be with.
00:27:34Because I want you to know that I do love you.
00:27:38I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:42You and me.
00:27:49You can tell me 5,000 times in a row that I love you.
00:27:53But like you said, I'm into actions.
00:28:03Honestly, I'm .
00:28:10I'm scared to even say this.
00:28:17Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
00:28:30Can you do that?
00:28:36When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can live here in Belize?
00:28:42I thought you were going to apply for me in the US.
00:28:47No.
00:28:49I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:53I just would rather live here and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:28:58It's just really weird timing and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:29:03Okay, I got a orange flag is great.
00:29:33tomorrow by myself?
00:29:36Same.
00:29:47Sorry.
00:29:54Babe, you're my fiance.
00:29:58I don't know.
00:29:59You realize that?
00:30:00It's crazy.
00:30:01You did such a good job.
00:30:02It was a beautiful proposal.
00:30:04It was everything I could have asked for.
00:30:07I'm going to go home engaged.
00:30:10I'm excited.
00:30:12Me too.
00:30:15You're my fiance now.
00:30:16I know.
00:30:17Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:30:20It's crazy.
00:30:21I woke up this morning and I was like, ah, got a ring on my finger.
00:30:27Yes.
00:30:27When do I put a ring on?
00:30:29Like when I get married?
00:30:30I don't know.
00:30:31I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:30:35You like the ring, babe?
00:30:37Of course I like the ring.
00:30:38It's beautiful.
00:30:40You did a good job.
00:30:43When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa so I can come here and live here in Bodice?
00:30:50I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:56No.
00:30:57What?
00:31:00What do you mean?
00:31:01The whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you.
00:31:06Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:31:09And based on everything that he said to me on the phone and since I've been in Belize, I had
00:31:16always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:31:20I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully move to.
00:31:25You would move to Belize?
00:31:26Yeah, I would.
00:31:27For real?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Would you move here?
00:31:30Of course I would move here.
00:31:32What?
00:31:32This is so pretty.
00:31:34I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:31:36Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:31:38I mean, of course I would love to be beautiful.
00:31:43So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:31:46That's new information.
00:31:48I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:51I'd rather live here.
00:31:56You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:58That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:32:01No, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:32:05I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:32:08I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:32:12benefit both of us.
00:32:14Okay.
00:32:17Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:32:22And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:32:27a citizen.
00:32:28I want to make the big bucks.
00:32:29I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:32:36You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:32:40You have family out there.
00:32:41I have family out there.
00:32:43Probably they have better health care and all that.
00:32:46Okay, sure.
00:32:47I'll file for you.
00:32:59I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:33:06So, quite the switch up, my guy.
00:33:12I really wish Stig didn't wait, like, two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:33:17It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:33:24Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:33:28I don't know.
00:33:31Just give me some time to look into it.
00:33:33Now, let's take that seriously.
00:33:35Let's think about that.
00:33:36We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:33:38Let's make a plan and execute.
00:33:41Yep.
00:33:42I know.
00:33:43Okay.
00:33:50Oh, boy.
00:33:51No, no, no.
00:33:52After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:59But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:34:08Trisha.
00:34:10Sit down.
00:34:13I gave you a chance when we were in Nocibe.
00:34:17Why did you betray me?
00:34:40Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:34:45How excited we both were.
00:34:50How happy we were together.
00:34:53Oh, boy.
00:34:55No, no, no.
00:35:06You didn't know that being here was going to have this effect?
00:35:09Mm-hmm.
00:35:13You don't like this.
00:35:15Oh, boy.
00:35:18After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:35:27She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:35:30She changed her seats on the plane, and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:35:38And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:35:44She trusted me, and she trusted me, and I guess I kind of blew it.
00:35:52I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:57in the text messages, but I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:36:08I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:36:16It wasn't the right thing for me to do.
00:36:21I think I responded to my ex because, for a while, she was the only person I could really count
00:36:29on to be there for me.
00:36:32I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:36:43It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:36:51The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:57It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:37:03My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:37:11by it.
00:37:13And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:37:23I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we could please get together and talk.
00:37:34But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:37:39I don't know why she put period.
00:37:41I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk, or what.
00:37:50I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:38:00to know her family.
00:38:03And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:38:11I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:38:19But I have to give it my all.
00:38:23If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:38:44Oh, my God.
00:38:48Trisha?
00:38:51Hello?
00:38:53Sit down.
00:38:56Sit down.
00:39:00It's not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:39:04What did you expect?
00:39:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:39:13I just want to apologize.
00:39:16I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:39:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:39:25Just one of my friends.
00:39:28Four days, you didn't say anything for four days.
00:39:32That's too much.
00:39:34And all the messages was in the text was really disrespectful.
00:39:54I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:40:07I didn't realize that she would take this and be cheating on you.
00:40:12Yes, it is cheating. This is where the cheating started.
00:40:18If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good.
00:40:26So you don't know because you can't.
00:40:28I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:40:32Why? It's simple though. Why don't you block her?
00:40:38It didn't come to my mom if that's what you wanted.
00:40:41If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm with you.
00:40:46She already knows that I'm with you.
00:40:48She doesn't know. That's why she keep texting you.
00:40:51She does know.
00:40:51Tell her to understand that.
00:40:56Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:41:03Block her here and tell her.
00:41:12Nothing to say.
00:41:14I'm conflicted.
00:41:17I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:41:24Why?
00:41:33I'm having the best time of my life.
00:41:35Getting the waterfall in.
00:41:37I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:41:41I get down to the bottom and I see all these people surrounding Elise.
00:41:46And I start to think, oh, is she okay?
00:41:50I'm still in love with you.
00:41:51I'm still in love with you.
00:42:15I'm still in love with you.
00:42:18between Javon and Annalyn we honor the journey that has been filled with laughter
00:42:24challenges triumphs and long-distance calls now Javon and Annalyn it's time to
00:42:31renew your vows to each other
00:42:41Javon can you read your vows to Annalyn
00:42:54I vow to cherish love honor and obey and always protect you and be there for you
00:43:06and also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness I love you
00:43:21Javon delivered his vows and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry but
00:43:29when I look at his eyes I could feel the sincerity I have waited so long for this
00:43:41moment to finally say this in person I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife you can always
00:43:50count on me you'll never feel alone again and I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks even though I
00:44:01keep nagging you and I don't expect you to be perfect because no one is but I expect us to
00:44:10be
00:44:10together no matter what I love you so much love you too
00:44:19Javon and Annalyn today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another it
00:44:26is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife
00:44:30oh one second I do have something to give up
00:44:38is that the one you wanted
00:44:48all right now now we can get on with it all right you may now share a kiss to seal
00:44:54your renewed vows
00:45:03you did so good oh great actually it was so great
00:45:13and I know sometimes I don't like it when you trick me but this is the greatest trick
00:45:18ever finally have my wedding ring
00:45:31nice to meet you nice to meet you finally hey cousin thank you for coming and for all the efforts
00:45:53okay guys the reception is over there go
00:46:13For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:46:17Because it's been a long time that they've waited to see each other, to be together.
00:46:21I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties in their relationship.
00:46:26But I've noticed now that they are just focusing in with their love to each other,
00:46:31with how they were going to work out with their relationship.
00:46:34So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:46:37Cut that cake! Cut that cake! Cut that cake!
00:46:50It's just so overwhelming, Boo.
00:46:53I feel so much happiness that I haven't felt before.
00:46:58I just feel so loved.
00:47:01Five, four, three, two, one.
00:47:10This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:47:12It was the best night ever.
00:47:16I'm eternally grateful.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:24Hello, Bree.
00:47:25Oh, oh, oh!
00:47:27No!
00:47:29No!
00:47:31No!
00:47:34No!
00:47:41Oh, no!
00:47:43Oh, no!
00:47:45Oh, no!
00:47:48Oh, no!
00:47:48I want to go home!
00:47:51Oh, no!
00:47:57Oh, no!
00:47:58Oh, no!
00:47:59Is she down?
00:48:06Look, I know, it does look scary.
00:48:08Like, there's a job.
00:48:08But she's very safe.
00:48:10I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know,
00:48:13belay her down and, you know, do it himself.
00:48:16I'm having the best time of my life.
00:48:18I'm, you know, abseiling down,
00:48:20getting the waterfall in.
00:48:22You know, I'm just thinking
00:48:23she's being a drama queen.
00:48:29But, um, I get down to the bottom
00:48:30and I see all these people,
00:48:33you know, surrounding Elise.
00:48:35Take a deep breath.
00:48:43And I start to think, oh,
00:48:45you know, is she okay?
00:48:46I'm sorry.
00:48:51That's how I know it was scary.
00:48:53It's okay.
00:48:53Did you see me?
00:48:54Oh, no, I didn't,
00:48:55because I couldn't see you.
00:48:56I can hear you.
00:49:02I am feeling so overwhelmed,
00:49:04so scared, so cold,
00:49:07and just, like, so tired.
00:49:09But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:49:12That was the scariest thing
00:49:14I've ever done in my life.
00:49:15I thought I was gonna die.
00:49:22You made it.
00:49:24I need to get time so I can keep you in.
00:49:26Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:49:29Like, his physical touch
00:49:30just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:49:32It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:49:35That was amazing.
00:49:36My boyfriend saved the day.
00:49:38He really helped me.
00:49:46Oh, my God.
00:49:47That was crazy.
00:49:49I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure
00:49:52and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:49:55Well, I had the best time.
00:49:57I'd do it all over again.
00:49:58Probably not right now.
00:49:59No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:50:03and let's try and, uh...
00:50:05Forget it.
00:50:06Yes.
00:50:08Okay.
00:50:13Oh.
00:50:24What?
00:50:25Who is that?
00:50:26Nothing.
00:50:31What do you mean, nothing?
00:50:33Just don't worry about it.
00:50:35It's okay.
00:50:47Elise really went above and beyond for me today,
00:50:49so I want to do something nice for her
00:50:51and stop by Echo Point.
00:50:53It's supposed to have these stunning views,
00:50:55but, unfortunately, I just got a text with some bad news
00:50:58and I'm trying to figure out how I can break it to Elise
00:51:01without her freaking out.
00:51:04I, um...
00:51:05Yeah, I'm nervous.
00:51:07Stunning.
00:51:07Oh, yeah.
00:51:10Pretty amazing.
00:51:12Don't worry, I've never been here.
00:51:15Checking things off your bucket list, huh?
00:51:17Yeah.
00:51:25Listen, I have to tell you something.
00:51:27Are you okay, baby?
00:51:30Um...
00:51:32We're not gonna be able to talk to my son.
00:51:36Why?
00:51:37It's just not possible today.
00:51:40There's other people to consider as well.
00:51:42You know, him.
00:51:44His mother.
00:51:45Sorry.
00:51:51Wow.
00:51:53I'll let you down.
00:51:55I didn't mean for it to happen like that.
00:51:59So I'm sorry.
00:52:01Well, that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able
00:52:03to video chat him.
00:52:05Yeah.
00:52:05It is.
00:52:06I told you, I want to meet people in your life.
00:52:08I want to see into your world.
00:52:10I'm here.
00:52:12Yeah, well, maybe I'm just good at disappointing you.
00:52:15Good at disappointing people.
00:52:16So, maybe that's just me.
00:52:21It's more than just a broken promise.
00:52:23The fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:52:25and not being able to meet his son is, like, scary.
00:52:28That is a very important aspect of his life.
00:52:33And you should be pushing harder
00:52:35than simply receiving a text on your phone
00:52:37that we can't meet your son.
00:52:40Like, maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough.
00:52:42Like, settling for no
00:52:44doesn't make me feel like you're gonna fight for us.
00:52:48You can just say it so nonchalantly, like,
00:52:49I'll let you down.
00:52:50Like...
00:52:51Well, what else? I'm disappointed. I'm upset.
00:52:54I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away.
00:53:03So...
00:53:04You're, like...
00:53:05OK to walk away?
00:53:07I didn't say that.
00:53:09I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away.
00:53:14I'm so cold.
00:53:15Do you want me to run and get your jumper?
00:53:18I'll get you my black one.
00:53:29What just happened?
00:53:30He just said to me, he...
00:53:32Basically, I can walk away.
00:53:34And it's just not gonna happen.
00:53:35I'm not gonna meet his son.
00:53:36And, like, I'm trying to be so nice and help him out.
00:53:38And, like, I do care about him a lot.
00:53:40Like, I do. I f***ing like him.
00:53:42But if he's, like, so easy for me to walk away,
00:53:44then what is it gonna be on the other side of the world?
00:53:52What's going on?
00:53:53Why do you disrespect me?
00:53:55Why do you disrespect me?
00:53:56You just told me I could walk away.
00:53:58I said I wouldn't blame you if you walked away.
00:54:00I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:03I don't want you to walk away.
00:54:07I'm not perfect.
00:54:07I keep dropping the ball.
00:54:09But I will try and be better for you.
00:54:17You say you don't live up to your expectations.
00:54:19You say you dropped the ball.
00:54:21Like, I'm falling for someone that's, like,
00:54:23what do you want me to do?
00:54:24Like, I'm scared.
00:54:25Yeah, I know.
00:54:27I'm really sorry.
00:54:28It means a lot that you're upset about this.
00:54:30Because I'm upset about it.
00:54:31But I don't want you to think that I didn't want you to speak to him.
00:54:35It will happen.
00:54:36You guys will play a big, big part in each other's lives.
00:54:43I'm in love with you.
00:54:51That's crazy.
00:54:53Yeah, it is.
00:54:56You mean that?
00:54:57I do.
00:55:03I don't even know what's going on in this moment.
00:55:05I literally nearly died today.
00:55:07He just told me it's okay if I walk away from him.
00:55:09And now he's telling me he's in love with me?
00:55:11I've never heard that from him before.
00:55:13And, like, of course, it's so nice to hear.
00:55:16But, I mean, he's telling me this right after giving me the bad news.
00:55:21It's like, does he really mean he loves me?
00:55:25Please, don't get angry.
00:55:26Let's figure it out.
00:55:28Sorry it didn't happen right now.
00:55:30If I want him as my husband, I need to be able to trust him full-heartedly.
00:55:35But I don't feel like I can trust him right now.
00:55:38And that sucks.
00:55:47So, once I leave, we really gotta trust each other.
00:55:52When it comes to stuff like that...
00:55:54Don't be drunk and stupid.
00:55:55I have a fiatte now. What are you talking about?
00:55:58You trust me, babe?
00:56:02Why are you so emotional?
00:56:10I'm gonna die!
00:56:12I'm too emotional!
00:56:13I'm too emotional!
00:56:24I'm so emotional!
00:56:26Guess.
00:56:27Not really.
00:56:28But now the path is split in two
00:56:33And mine is taking me from you
00:56:36And yours is headed towards the western coast
00:56:40I can't follow you, hold me close
00:56:43I feel hollow, I love you most
00:56:46It's been a beautiful ride
00:56:50I'm gonna miss you so much
00:56:51Miss you too
00:56:52I plan to visit you soon
00:56:54Really?
00:56:55Yeah, like, I mean, well, I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this filing situation
00:57:00I want to do some research first
00:57:03This whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:57:07That's kind of what we talked about
00:57:10So now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:57:12But I understand why, I understand why
00:57:16I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize and never come back, you know?
00:57:20Yeah, I could see us living in the States, though, for a little bit
00:57:25Making some money
00:57:26Coming back to Belize, building a nice house
00:57:32Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:57:35That said, I'm keeping an open mind
00:57:38Because I believe love is more important than the location
00:57:42I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:57:45Our paths crossed for a reason
00:57:47And I'm completely in love with him
00:57:50I have fallen really hard for him
00:57:54Here we go
00:58:01Why are you so emotional?
00:58:03Yeah, so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:58:11I'm just happy
00:58:19So once I leave
00:58:20We just really got to trust each other
00:58:24I got to
00:58:25When it comes to stuff like that
00:58:26I got to
00:58:26You're drunk and stupid
00:58:27I have a fiancΓ© now
00:58:28What are you talking about?
00:58:30You trust me, babe?
00:58:32I do
00:58:37What happened?
00:58:41Can I miss me?
00:58:44I don't know, you're so tall
00:58:51I hate crying.
00:58:53It's okay.
00:59:13This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles, you know, they say
00:59:20that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:59:24We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it through that.
00:59:36I think this has been a good trip.
00:59:39I'm in love with you.
00:59:42I'm going to miss you.
00:59:55It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:59:59I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
01:00:05I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're
01:00:10at now.
01:00:11Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
01:00:15I better catch my flight.
01:00:17Don't ask us, baby.
01:00:20I love you.
01:00:21I love you.
01:00:33I'm really excited about the future.
01:00:34I'm really excited to get married.
01:00:38In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money,
01:00:43real money.
01:00:43I could network with people.
01:00:46I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
01:00:49And I know people.
01:00:51Not in Arizona.
01:00:52I don't know nobody.
01:00:55Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
01:00:59There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
01:01:01You know, my brothers are in Houston.
01:01:03I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
01:01:05I am a man who don't frighten easily.
01:01:08Who else have to guess you?
01:01:11My ex is in Houston, but they are.
01:01:16We ain't worried about her.
01:01:18Well, I don't have a ring on, but hey.
01:01:26Nah, come on.
01:01:27I'm playing.
01:01:28I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:01:38We had our plans.
01:01:40This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:01:45You can't let mom change your mind.
01:01:47I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:01:54He's been manipulated.
01:01:56Please, I really want you to stay.
01:02:10Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:02:17Can you do that?
01:02:34If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah.
01:02:42I would do that.
01:02:47Okay.
01:02:50This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:02:53The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:03:01But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:03:05And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:03:11Hoover.
01:03:17You know what?
01:03:20I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:03:24We can still be friends.
01:03:27He's a good guy.
01:03:29He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:03:32I'm okay with that.
01:03:34But friends.
01:03:35Not best friend.
01:03:37Not that weird friendship.
01:03:45She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:03:49And I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:03:58We're good.
01:03:59We will be good.
01:04:01But we got to work on it.
01:04:03I know.
01:04:07It is always bad to lose people.
01:04:11I lost a lot of people.
01:04:14And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:04:19I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
01:04:22You know?
01:04:24I think you're tapping me.
01:04:27I'm still trying to make up.
01:04:32I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:04:37And she makes me love life.
01:04:40So I want her to be happy.
01:05:06Are you okay, babe?
01:05:08I don't know, babe.
01:05:09The sky is gorgeous, my guides whom flowers to unloved that wild.
01:05:19We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:05:24I know, honey.
01:05:25Hi.
01:05:34it's the last night in the philippines with sheena and my heart is cracking
01:05:41the talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind
01:05:48it's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it um on
01:05:53top
01:05:53of that it hurts my heart seeing sheena get so emotional that i'm going to have to leave her
01:06:00but at the end of the day if i do everything correctly i know that she and i will have
01:06:05a bright future and i hope that she understands please i really want you to stay
01:06:21you can't like mom change your mind you have to decide this on your own will
01:06:29sheena honey we have overcome mountains we have overcome problems we have struggled through so
01:06:39many years even a pandemic we had our plans to grow and have a family i want you here
01:06:49and i know that this is the best way for us to be together faster together and
01:06:55that's what i've been waiting for you for the longest time
01:07:03she and i can't do that
01:07:06it's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you but i think mom was kind of right
01:07:14i want to have a bright future together when getting you to the united states is the best option
01:07:23and to do that i need to go and start work and do the process and make sure i have
01:07:31everything stabilized
01:07:32in america
01:07:37it hurts that forest happened to change his mind it feels like he would rather choose his mom over me
01:07:46i mean i understand if he happened to work in the u.s he could earn much more better money
01:07:53but i am
01:07:54worried that forest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues i feel like he's been
01:08:02manipulated to think that living in the philippines was impossible but it's not certain that this other
01:08:10plan is going to work out the faster i get back home the faster i can start the process and
01:08:18if i don't
01:08:20get the k1 it gets denied then i can come back here and stay here if things don't work out
01:08:25in here
01:08:26but how about mom
01:08:30i'm i'm i'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the united states
01:08:36forever
01:08:38this decision it's not my mother it's my own decision but i see a bright future together
01:08:47and i'm in your heart and you're in my heart and you are my true home
01:08:53i want to put my faith into him as my partner that he would find a way to be together
01:09:00long term
01:09:01but i think forest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize
01:09:09i know that molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship
01:09:15and i'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems she could break us apart it's just
01:09:28oh it's hard
01:09:40holy holy holy why is everything so cold surprise surprise
01:09:47she's cold oh my god thank you so much take that away she's a pain in the ass but it's
01:09:53in a cute way
01:09:54you know i like that how do you feel about me i i like i'm falling for you but not
01:10:03in love
01:10:20good morning good morning good morning it's a little chilly out here today
01:10:25it is i thought you were sleeping i i was i just woke up
01:10:35time to get back to bondi yeah let's get a little getaway mostly
01:10:45i feel really sad this is our last full day together
01:10:48we're driving back to bondi in a little bit and then tomorrow i fly back to miami
01:10:56did you wake up still loving me
01:10:59i'm asking yes i did i just have so many mixed emotions right now like he told me he loved
01:11:07me
01:11:08and that means the world to me but at the same time here he is again not living up to
01:11:13his promise
01:11:14to video chat with his son i understand there's external factors but if you're gonna see a future
01:11:21with me and maybe your wife like the fact that you didn't try harder i don't know it's just like
01:11:28scary i'm going home tomorrow and i have no idea what the future holds this is really heavy
01:11:37your last night i booked us somewhere nice tonight in bondi yep i'm fine yeah so let's go get
01:11:49change and get home i never imagined i'd fall in love so quickly this has never happened before
01:12:06but saying i love you and then not having it heard back i am sort of wondering where she's at
01:12:11you know
01:12:11is it not as real for her as it is for me that is a bit concerning
01:12:40all right guys this is your table thank you
01:12:45i've got the menu for you guys thank you thank you so much so cold but you're always cold always
01:12:54cold they did say they had blankets so i'm gonna ask her for a blanket okay good idea god it's
01:12:59so
01:12:59cold surprise surprise she's cold holy holy holy why is everything so cold as soon as there's like
01:13:09the slightest breeze all the sun's down she's cold thanks for coming guys don't mind me i just brought
01:13:16some hand warmers i'm freezing i'm freezing wow turn on the car i'm so cold holy camoly i'm cold
01:13:26you think by now that she'd know how to dress you know in sydney i'll wear something a bit warmer
01:13:31you okay do you want my jacket yeah i do yeah i'm shivering oh god it's a little nippley out
01:13:37a little
01:13:38nippley she's a pain in the ass but it's in a cute way you know i like that well you
01:13:45look stunning
01:13:45as always right here i've got the blanket for you oh my god thank you so much take that away
01:13:52for you
01:13:53um can we please get two spicy margaritas two spicy margaritas uh tahini if you've got it
01:13:59tahini we do yeah how lovely thanks so much thank you thank you guys
01:14:09i don't know how do you feel about what about me like in general yeah i mean like i i
01:14:26like i'm falling for you
01:14:29but not in love
01:14:34not yet
01:14:38josh literally tells me everything i want to hear but i feel like he sometimes kind of just says things
01:14:45to appease me like he'll say he's gonna do x y and z but there's like no action behind that
01:14:52you know
01:14:53there's one side of me that sees the future with him like getting married and having kids but then
01:14:58there's this other side of me that's like am i even being realistic with my expectations with him
01:15:03and is it just hopeful and wishful thinking i am falling for you i i i cannot imagine going back
01:15:12to miami without you but we live in different continents we're a 16-hour time difference you have
01:15:21a son here how do you plan to make this work yeah i think it's a move obviously it's it's
01:15:28a move for
01:15:28either either one of us whether it be here or there i guess there's one pretty big con for me
01:15:34to moving
01:15:35to miami well your son okay yes however okay so if if i was to move here where would we
01:15:42go who would
01:15:42pay for it find a place you and i find a place together we live we're moving together
01:15:49okay but like have you gone on a website and looked for places
01:15:57slowly look i'm confident i can call this off more than confident
01:16:07i'm scared i just don't know if i can i don't know why are you just gonna let go sometimes
01:16:13i'm just like i don't know if you're stable
01:16:19i want to make it work i believe but wanting to and doing so
01:16:24i believe that it will work in my eyes i think you
01:16:27will find excuses to make it not work
01:16:33why are you hesitant i've given you a solid game plan and you're still hesitant
01:16:37you've had a hard year like financially i don't know how you're gonna be able to make this work
01:16:43i don't know sorry that i can't you know i don't have a big nest egg you just have to
01:16:49trust
01:16:50because you are so can you stop being rude to me like seriously like you are like yep josh
01:16:55like that's your because you're being a dick to me i am sticking up for myself that's all i am
01:17:01doing i still care about you and love you and you don't know how you feel so that obviously
01:17:07throws down my mind feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen but you don't want to
01:17:14admit it
01:17:18you think i'm not putting anything into action but i feel like the ball's in your core
01:17:31i'll block you everywhere and please don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with
01:17:37you please just this is my phone i don't have nothing to tell please
01:17:44i'll just walk away and never speak to him again i wasted my time
01:18:02i love you so much but i can't block her why why
01:18:28i don't know what to do because it's i'm in love with you
01:18:36but i do still have feelings for her too
01:18:41oh
01:18:44and no nothing else to do nothing else to say i love you no no no you don't love me
01:19:00i asked her to choose then
01:19:09when trish asked me to block my ex
01:19:14i realized that i can't completely shut the door and i wanted to be honest about my feelings
01:19:24so you chose your ex over her after all you guys have been through i don't look at it as
01:19:31i chose my ex over her
01:19:35what do you look at it as
01:19:40i look at it as um just not ready to let go totally
01:19:48i love trish but um i mean love is it so black and white it's possible to have feelings for
01:20:00she's not even to be honest to her two people at the same time
01:20:07i wasted my time
01:20:11i don't look at it as a waste
01:20:14i still i'm still willing to try to make it but i
01:20:18it's nothing to do anymore i cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex
01:20:25i'll block you everywhere and don't do that i will even now i don't have nothing to do with you
01:20:31this is my phone you didn't buy it you didn't do anything i don't have nothing to tell please
01:20:38yes i am doing it right now
01:20:45i hate that it makes me suffer again you plan a future with me you told me that you love
01:20:54me
01:20:56but i still have feelings for her
01:21:03i do but that doesn't mean i'm going back to her
01:21:08and my feelings for you are strong i still want us to go on i cannot do that
01:21:17i'll never be a second choice of someone so i'll take my love back and forget by him
01:21:36i'll give you a phone don't ever bother me no no no no you made a choice
01:21:44let's finish
01:21:48good thank you
01:21:57i'm feeling really really angry like i don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:22:07and break my heart like he shouldn't have come to madagascar meet me i don't know what to say
01:22:17anymore i'll just walk away and never speak to him again
01:22:29i wish you realized that i do love her and i do think that she's special i want us to
01:22:37be together but
01:22:41i just wasn't ready
01:22:46that's all i can see
01:22:57holy balls next time on before the 90 days i feel like i should ask for your autograph
01:23:05jeez give me a ring finger i'm asking you will you marry me
01:23:12we just got things back on track and i'm worried that as we go back to long distance
01:23:18we're only going to have more drama and more problems do you accept
01:23:24break it out of your life so today i decided to take a pregnancy dress
01:23:38javon boo because that is what i think it is holy i'm about to be a dad
01:23:45you don't need to be with me it may have taken seven years to get here but it's not going
01:23:49to take
01:23:49seven years to get you back home i still don't completely trust sheena she still manipulates
01:23:57here i thought i was coming to get all these questions answered no i have more questions
01:24:05it's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me i don't want people to leave me
01:24:14it hurts me deeply that it didn't work out between trish and i and i'm leaving with no hope at
01:24:22all
01:24:34baby i'm literally leaving for that report in one hour and he just left
01:24:41like how can you tell me you love me and you're falling for me then you bring girls back and
01:24:47disrespect me oh my god he stopped sharing his location with me i am so exhausted from
01:24:53this emotional roller coaster like what do i do now i've given so much to make daniel happy i was
01:25:03so
01:25:03sure of him and now i'm just insecure he's not communicating with her much i wanted to find
01:25:10a reason why and i did find things faith went on your email how come in your contacts you have
01:25:19somebody listed as wife so who is this wife
01:25:26you're ready tell me what happened i don't even know where to start
01:25:33are you are you questioning the whole relationship at this point
01:25:43are you
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