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00:26You killed him.
00:31He didn't do anything wrong.
00:33He was a good person.
00:37Why?
00:40Why did you do it?
00:43Stop talking.
00:43Yes, there's your pipe down.
00:45She has a gun.
00:46I always run out of duct tape when I need it most.
00:48I don't care.
00:48Well, I do believe big balls.
00:52Right.
00:53Where is it?
00:54Addictive phone.
00:54So you did open the box?
00:55No, lucky guess.
00:56Did you listen to it?
00:57No.
00:57That actually was a treat that time.
01:01Right.
01:04Tell me where it is or I'll start putting bullets in people.
01:11I give it to Liam.
01:13Who's Liam?
01:15The man you killed last night.
01:17The cop?
01:18Did you kill more than one man last night?
01:19How do you know him?
01:25Well, we don't really.
01:26We met him in Noctara.
01:27He's from Noctara?
01:28Yeah.
01:37What's going on?
01:39Is she leaving?
01:43Is she gone?
01:44I think so.
01:46We should escape.
01:47What a brilliant idea.
01:49How?
01:49I haven't worked up it out yet.
01:52It's my fault he's dead, isn't it?
01:54Because I was obsessed with finding Greta.
01:58Poof!
01:59Poof!
01:59Greta evaporates.
02:00And now you're Gronia Marsh.
02:02Made a name Breslin.
02:05Originally found Tyrone.
02:07Moved to Dublin as a kid.
02:08Daddy got a better job.
02:11Blah, blah, blah.
02:13Uni in London.
02:14Let's see what your degree is in, babes.
02:18Classics!
02:19Good for you, Gronia!
02:22What's wrong?
02:23Is it the vape?
02:25No.
02:25The smell?
02:26It's not the vape.
02:27Is it the precautionary gun?
02:30Is it killing the vape?
02:31Sort of.
02:32It's just precautionary.
02:34That's why we call it the precautionary gun.
02:37You won't even have to touch it.
02:38It's for the midwife.
02:40Why will she need it?
02:41She...
02:43She won't.
02:44Babes.
02:45You really need to lock up the meaning of precautionary.
02:49You have a decree in classics, for Christ's sake.
02:51Why might she need it?
02:53We had this one incident.
02:56Once.
02:57One time.
02:59What sort of incident?
03:00We were looking after this woman.
03:03And she contacts her ex.
03:05An abusive prick.
03:06Unbelievably dumb, considering he's the reason we had to evaporate her in the first place.
03:10Anyway, he tracks her down.
03:11So, the midwife...
03:13How'd he sort of...
03:15Shit him through the head a bit.
03:17It was quite the fucking hoo-ha, let me tell you, babes.
03:21When will she be here, this midwife person?
03:23Sid.
03:24I have to warn you.
03:25She's a bit of a dickhead, but she's good at her job.
03:28I might give her a call, actually.
03:31You're almost there, babes.
03:32Ben, what it is you're running from, will all just be something that happened in somebody else's life.
03:39What?
03:5219th of April, 2003.
03:54At last, I finally made him see sense.
03:57He finally listened.
03:59He's left town.
04:00I'm so happy.
04:02Jason Meadows will trouble me no more.
04:04Shit.
04:12Oh.
04:13Nate.
04:14Nate, are you Grenapest?
04:16I am, Maggie.
04:17Right, Marth.
04:18Are you Nathan Margo?
04:19Yes.
04:21I...
04:22Of course, his name isn't really Jason Meadows.
04:25I felt guilty lying to the others about that.
04:28I'm definitely going to do English left.
04:30I'm going to be a playwright.
04:31You know, like, Bran Friel, or Arthur Miller, or...
04:34I know what a playwright is, Esther.
04:37I needed a story they'd understand, so he became the obsessive, jealous boyfriend.
04:42I thought it might be a bet, but I have this thing about cows.
04:45I don't trust them.
04:47Jesus Christ.
04:48Sister!
04:49I was praying.
04:51They'd never understand the truth.
04:53I barely understand the truth.
04:56Can you do an A-level on chatting?
04:58What?
04:58Like, could I be a conversationalist?
05:01Is that a thing?
05:02No.
05:08But that doesn't matter.
05:10It's over.
05:11I'm somebody else now.
05:14I don't hide from the bogeymen these days.
05:18Come in.
05:20I tell them to fuck off and leave me alone.
05:23Where the hell are you smiling at?
05:24You're late.
05:26Sorry, sister.
05:35The hell to try.
05:52I know.
05:55I'm somebody else you're having a movie.
05:59You're up.
05:59I know.
06:00Well.
06:00I know.
06:00Well.
06:00I know.
06:03I know.
06:04No.
06:04But you're in the house.
06:17The truth is, well, I don't think I ever really thought about it.
06:23A university, I mean.
06:26I'm very hesitant to say this, considering the sheer amount of eyeliner you're wearing.
06:32But you're bright, Greta.
06:35Look at me, please.
06:37You decide what happens now.
06:39Only you.
06:41Shit, sorry.
06:42You and God.
06:43I always forget to include God in this stuff, and I'm really supposed to because of the whole...
06:48Nothing?
06:49Yeah.
06:50You can do anything you want to do.
06:53Be anyone you want to be, Greta.
06:56You and God have never aún have done anything you want to be, lungé.
06:57Tell us.
06:59Let's go.
07:26I need to talk to Inspector O'Neil.
07:28Let me ask first if you can see him.
07:29If you can see me.
07:34Booker.
07:35Sit.
07:36I said sit.
07:39I need you to listen.
07:40I don't have a lot of time.
07:42One of your guards, Liam.
07:43Liam Cells.
07:44He's dead.
07:45What?
07:46How?
07:46I shot him.
07:47I had no choice.
07:48He was escorting those three women.
07:50The ones that you assured me wouldn't be a problem,
07:52but they had the box and they opened it so they know what's inside.
07:56Hold on.
07:56No, I don't have time for that.
07:57So I don't know if they've listened to it or if they've talked to anyone.
08:00I'm going to keep him alive until I've figured that out.
08:02Where is it?
08:04That's the more pressing matter.
08:06They gave it to Liam.
08:07They're saying that it was on his person when he died.
08:11Jesus Christ.
08:12I need you to speak to the station in Dublin.
08:14Dublin.
08:14Find out where the body is and tell him that someone will be along to pick up his belongings.
08:19There's a good boy.
08:22Oh, hello.
08:24Inspector O'Neil here from Lockdown Police Station, Donegal.
08:26One of my guards, Liam Cells, was involved in it.
08:29Guard of Cells, that's correct, yes.
08:34Lucky.
08:35Lucky.
08:36Lucky.
08:36Well, apart from the broken rib, the impact, you know.
08:40I don't understand.
08:41Stop the bleeding bullet.
08:43Like something I overfill him.
08:45I'm Bosco, by the way.
08:47And Bosco's a saint before you start.
08:49My ma didn't name me after a puppet.
08:51Can I see that?
08:53See, now.
08:55I'm wondering if we actually should be touching this stuff.
08:58It wouldn't be evidence or anything, would it?
09:00I know the guards want to speak to you.
09:02I am a guard.
09:04Yeah, there is that.
09:11Right.
09:11Well, I'll be back in a moment to check your vitals.
09:14You say it would trouble Hanson, yeah?
09:17I am a guard.
09:17Hi.
09:17I am.
09:50One, two, three, and go!
09:52Are we going on three or are we going on go?
09:54We're going on go.
09:55Dara, why wouldn't we go on go?
09:57What are we trying to achieve here, exactly?
09:59Well, there might be something on that table that'll help us free ourselves, like a knife.
10:03Oh, yeah.
10:03I'm sure she's just going to leave a knife lying around.
10:05Will you try and be a bit more positive?
10:07Come on, Saoirse, she could come back any minute.
10:09And?
10:10She's going to kill us.
10:12I don't care anymore.
10:13Well, I do.
10:13I've got three kids who depend on me, Saoirse, so get fucking shuffling, all right?
10:17Fine.
10:18Right.
10:19One, two, three, and go!
10:21One, two, three, go!
10:24One, two, three, and go!
10:26You're ours, I'm dead.
10:27One, two, three, and go!
10:29And go!
10:31And go!
10:32Go!
10:34And stop!
10:37It's just all our stuff.
10:40Wait a minute.
10:42Were those red envelopes in your bag, Saoirse?
10:45They're exactly like the ones Greta sent us.
10:56It was you.
10:58You did it.
11:01I didn't do anything.
11:03Not really.
11:04It was your idea, Saoirse.
11:06You were the one who told me I had to confront him.
11:08That actually happened.
11:09So, Jason Meadows was just there, again, watching her, and Greta just...
11:14Yeah, I just sort of marched right over and told him it was over between us.
11:17Then I told him to piss off and leave me alone.
11:20And he did.
11:22He was too old for you anyway.
11:24And what's it been now?
11:25Like, a week?
11:26Uh, ten days.
11:27Oh!
11:28And I have even more good news.
11:30You know Declan Ryan from the boys' guild?
11:33Well, his man die, are we?
11:34So?
11:35Which means he has a free house.
11:37Which means he's having a fucking party.
11:40Oh, my God.
11:41A party like America.
11:43And Declan Ryan's cousin, David Ryan, aka the massive right for my bus stop, will also be there.
11:48Let's just skip pee and make a plan.
11:50We've a lot to do before tonight, girls.
11:52Woo!
11:53Who the hell is Dara?
11:55If you see me walking down the street, staring at the sky...
12:01You're fucking adorable, Dara.
12:04Yeah, and do you know what?
12:07So, do you want to go to the party?
12:09Oh, yeah, sure.
12:11Like, together?
12:16Well, yeah.
12:17I mean, if both of us are going...
12:20We'll be there together, and that'll be class.
12:25You're never going to tell people about us, are you?
12:27Are you? I've told...
12:28Sasha and Robin aren't people.
12:30I've also told Greta.
12:32Hey, but you're a transfer girl.
12:34Actually, she's not weird, and she transferred here, like, two years ago.
12:37So, maybe we should call her something else now.
12:40You're not going to go to hell for being gay, Dara.
12:43It's 2003. It's not like the olden times.
12:48I like what we're doing now.
12:50Riding in a bog.
12:51We're riding.
12:52Will we be riding?
12:54Not now, we won't.
12:59We need alcohol, obviously.
13:01Don't look at me.
13:02We've already watered down our entire drinks cabinet.
13:04My man's so going to realise it's only a matter of time.
13:09So, what about drugs?
13:12What have I done?
13:14Should we be doing drugs, Penning?
13:16My dad still has some codeine from when he put us back out.
13:29Oh, my God.
13:30Greta, did you do this?
13:32Like our tattoos?
13:33This is such a good idea.
13:36We should totally start making this place our own.
13:38Nobody else ever uses it.
13:40I could write here.
13:41I could write David Ryan here.
13:43When did you do this, Greta?
13:45Greta.
13:49I need to go back.
13:50There's something I forgot.
13:54Bye.
13:57Bye.
14:02What's wrong with her?
14:33Perhaps now you'd like to talk?
14:38Tape 113, Belfast, Rowney.
14:42Still no movement.
14:4719th of April, 2003.
14:50So, she's agreed to a meeting.
14:52A sorrowful woman at a cottage.
14:54Okay, Miracle Man.
14:55Your friends are on their way.
14:57Your friends?
14:58The filth.
15:00I mean, the guards.
15:01That was a joke.
15:02It's probably not funny if you are actually a filth.
15:05A guard.
15:06Sorry.
15:07Just been on a night shift.
15:08It's fine.
15:09Now, we will need to scan you first, okay?
15:12So, let's go.
15:15Now, you can't take your lucky charm, which I'm afraid.
15:19I don't think anyone's going to swipe a chicken.
15:21Don't worry.
15:22It's not an iPad.
15:23I'll look after her for you, will I?
15:26Let's go, handsome.
15:28Is it really her?
15:30Mm-hmm.
15:31She's very keen to speak to you.
15:34We can't.
15:35That was a condition.
15:37We'll be discreet.
15:39Showing up at my school and painting that thing on the wall,
15:41that's discreet, is it?
15:42Well, that was her idea.
15:43Well, it's fucked up.
15:47If that symbol showed a stab into you,
15:49why do you mark yourself with it?
15:55I wanted to change its meaning.
15:59Associate it with something new, something positive.
16:02I have friends now.
16:04I have a whole new life now.
16:05Well, I think that's why she's so upset.
16:09The difference.
16:10Oh, gosh.
16:13Well, you don't know what happened to her?
16:16Afterwards?
16:18You don't know what they did?
16:26Dearly beloved, we gather here today for the funeral mass of Father O'Brien,
16:32a man of God who devoted his life to the teachings of Christ.
16:37A religious education teacher.
16:40This is brilliant, isn't it?
16:42It's a funeral robbing.
16:44I know, but we're missing double mass.
16:46Where the hell do you gotta go?
16:48After the service,
16:49we'll take Father O'Brien to his final resting place
16:54in the school cemetery.
16:58What's that about?
17:01Look, Dara, whatever you've done, fix it.
17:03She's way out of your league.
17:04She's playing a different sport.
17:07She wants me to, like, tell everyone.
17:10So?
17:11Oh, no, my woman's stuff.
17:14She wouldn't think it's right.
17:16You don't think it's right?
17:17Catholic Church is such a chokehold in you, Dara.
17:20That's simply not true.
17:21He's needed.
17:27I'll be back in a minute.
17:29Oh, Jesus, through the immaculate heart of Mary,
17:33I offer you my prayers.
18:01What the fuck?
18:05I knew there was something really wrong,
18:06and you wanted to give up,
18:07and I knew we couldn't.
18:08I knew there was more to all this.
18:10Those emails were so strange,
18:12and I knew it wasn't her in the coffin.
18:13I just thought if I could convince you...
18:15I thought, you know,
18:16if I could make you see this like I did.
18:19So I sent you the letters.
18:21I can't believe I'm here in this, Susha.
18:25I just wanted to get to the truth.
18:27For all of us.
18:29Oh, that's okay, then.
18:31It's not, and I know that now.
18:34Everything's just made-believe to you, isn't it?
18:36What?
18:37Do you think we're just characters
18:39you made up in your head?
18:41Of course not.
18:42Everything's just material.
18:44Everything's just a story.
18:46You're like one of those...
18:48one of those weirdos in the mud.
18:50What?
18:51Mudlarkers?
18:52Yeah, you're a mudlarker.
18:55Scavenging around in other people's lives
18:56for the bits you find shiny.
18:58Or interesting,
18:59and you fawn over them
19:00because you're so unhappy
19:01in your own fucking life.
19:03Don't pretend like you haven't loved
19:04every minute of it, Dara.
19:05What part of this have I loved?
19:07Oh, don't pretend like it hasn't shaken you up a bit
19:10like you haven't been bored.
19:12Fucking senseless.
19:13Dara, your world has been kept so small
19:16and so safe.
19:17My world is small, isn't it?
19:19You can't even tell me
19:19how you felt about her.
19:21Look how that turned out.
19:21Seriously, it's true.
19:23I mean, why take the risk?
19:24She was only going to hurt you eventually.
19:26Isn't that right, Dara?
19:28Oh, because your relationship is so perfect.
19:30Is that why you're flirting with that poor lad?
19:32Girls, come on.
19:32You dragged him into all this shit
19:34and now he's dead.
19:35Dear Jesus.
19:35Fuck you.
19:36No, fuck you.
19:38Who the hell do you think you are?
19:40You both need to calm down, okay?
19:42Because if I'm expected to mediate here,
19:43then we're fucked.
19:44I am nobody.
19:45John Hume, I am not.
19:47You're just a stupid TV screen scripter.
19:49Oh, my God, Dara.
19:59Yeah, you did deserve that, though.
20:11There he is.
20:14The inspector's arrived now
20:15and she wanted everything that they found
20:17which at the scene.
20:19The box?
20:20Mm-hmm.
20:20Don't worry, I already gave it to her.
20:22Where is she?
20:24What did she look like?
20:25She was one of them, what do you call it,
20:26the non-uniform ones.
20:29Playing clothes?
20:30Mm-hmm, she's in the room waiting for you.
20:33Uh, careful.
20:35Slow down.
20:38Shit.
20:58Oh, shit.
21:06i saw
21:09in the irish in a sentence is okay see uh um honic may and iraq war i saw the sea
21:20correct if
21:21uninspiring so listen big mandy will go to the office if we pay her a fiver a fiver
21:30don't start sorry sister i forgot something i had to run home let's see i would i would like
21:38in a sentence please miss heaney the volume
21:47the volume yeah the kind of mock for belfast good luck
21:55i think she's got it i heard what did you say i started i'd like to get to heaven i
22:07went
22:18why is nobody on a walk should we try the door again what in case it's magically un-fucking-bolted
22:27itself psycho features disconnected all that
22:34look at this metamorphosis what is that a hairdresser's my bitch doesn't have a hairdresser
22:40state of those dead ends oh is there something on that pad give us that pencil
22:52this is gretta's writing are you sure i'm sure it's a lumber
22:57what is that is it is that irish it feels familiar so gretta was here
23:09she was probably held here like us yeah well not exactly like us what do you mean this would
23:15suggest she had more freedom you know every time we talk about what might be going on here
23:20it's like gretta's been dragged into something beyond her control what if she's the one who's
23:24in control maybe she told that psycho to bring us here
23:27why because we know too much because we're too close to something and she's good at getting
23:31other people to do your dirty work for her isn't she it's everybody it's everybody just like us
23:36that night changed everything for us we buried a fucking body for her we we lowered that man into
23:43the ground the ropes we used ropes that night they were in the cabin that's how we did it that's
24:00there's no way my arse is fitting through that thing
24:06how did it go with sister patrick good she thinks i should apply for university and she's quite right
24:14you should perhaps i could study psychiatry thank you i think you'd be brilliant i have to take the
24:21hippocratic oath that's right did you of course it doesn't it say you can't have a relationship with
24:30a patient hypocrite the hippocratic oath that's a very amusing play on words gretta you always were a
24:39clever girl is that right your circumstances were exceptional and i gave up my career to look
24:47after you oh did you save me margo we saved each other
24:55how's the book going
24:59the book will help people help people understand not girls like me what about girls like her
25:13that's right right where i'd like to talk about her you had to be separated
25:19for both your sakes what happened to her listen to me gretta if you're on a sinking ship and there's
25:25an island ahead what do you do you jump off the ship and swim to the island i want to
25:32know what happened
25:33to her you are on the island gretta you're safe you don't swim back to the boat to examine it
25:41there's someone cling to the wreckage you do
25:58you should try to eat something you guys have a long journey ahead
26:02i'm just not that hungry maybe it's the nerves do you need a nervy poo it might help
26:08there is nothing to be nervous about and i'll be with you every step of the way look she's an
26:15experienced midwife and it's important to remember that this is what we do babes and we're really
26:21good at it we're professionals i'll clear up what happens to information what's up babes my information
26:30you said that you put it into a system before we move you on we need to know everything about
26:36the
26:36person you once were that tells us what to avoid where to avoid who to avoid and when you've done
26:43that we destroy all the records gretta heaney is dead and any trace of her existence disappears just
26:50like that evaporation baby
27:01this is getting insane we must be getting close to something hmm
27:07sircia and the others you think they're involved whatever this is daring it up to their neck
27:12well now i understand the need for all the secrecy the whole midnight cowboy vibe
27:20have you ever seen midnight cowboy
27:24no right because this definitely isn't the vibe like at all
27:31why would someone try and kill you
27:35well you had something she wanted a tape
27:40a recording of what
27:42your father
27:47my father i only listened to a second of it someone stole it from the
27:51fucking hospital this whole thing is so messed up and what did you hear
27:58he was making a no it's the 19th of april
28:0319th of april 2003 finally a meeting
28:05mentioned to me and says the sorrowful woman has a cottage
28:11yeah the caretaker's place on the grounds of the school that was all i got
28:15right well i've been looking into the school the headmistress now was the headmistress then
28:18she might know something we have to be careful here
28:26yeah i just really need to know what happened to my father that night
28:39she didn't come no she came
29:01she said you go by jordie no
29:06he said you go by gritta
29:11let's sit
29:30where the
29:31fuck is dark she has our clothes we should have just worn our clothes you think my
29:34mask will let me leave the house on that skirt it barely covers my hall
29:38finally
29:40hand them over hand what of her the clothes
29:44regretta has them on is she not here i thought she was coming with you
29:47she'd already left when i called to hers oh my god this is mortifying i don't think she's coming
29:52she has to come she has the clothes i saw her with jason meadows earlier
29:58i think she's gone to meet him i think that's where she is
30:01i'm worried girth i don't trust him
30:15sorry for the bait no problem at all thanks for a
30:24right
30:28this isn't about the dinner lady again is it no oh thank god we're actually here to ask some
30:33questions about a couple of past pupils saoirse shaw robin o'casey dara frail
30:38greta heaney they were here in 2003. saoirse shaw the writer that's the one well i don't watch
30:46it murder code but i will say that the storyline of episode four series two had a striking resemblance
30:52to a short story that i myself had published in the local paper that year
30:58right but like i say i don't watch it
31:01we're looking into a connection between these girls and a man named charles samson
31:06i can't say that rings a bell he was an investigative journalist from liverpool
31:14i remember him he offered me money for greta's file greta heaney
31:20did you indeed i did not i didn't like it
31:25a grown man like him sniffing around a young girl
31:27he was a well-respected journalist and well-respected journalists often bribe teachers
31:32to provide them with confidential information about minors in their care do they this would
31:39have been 2003 when he came here yes might it have been the 19th of april when you spoke to
31:44him
31:45definitely not i remember that date because that was my colleague father o'brien's funeral
31:49have you any idea what charles was looking for in the files none i mean
31:56greta was clearly troubled she was very vulnerable i don't know what happened to her but something did
32:04she always seems sort of what haunted what became of her she passed away recently i'm afraid
32:30do you still have it i'm sorry i fought right come on come on what the fuck jesus don't look
32:40why can i not look come on
32:45come on come on i have to hurry up jesus there we go oh you all right oh i don't
32:54think so good stuff
33:16i just remembered something greta said years ago this must mean heaven's veal
33:25is a place oh hurry up girls before trigger appy gets back good point shift up sirsia if i fall
33:31will you catch me of course like fuck i will oh oh hello excuse me excuse me um do you
33:41have a phone
33:42huh a mobile phone do you have a mobile phone of course i have a mobile phone you think we
33:48don't
33:48have mobile phones and done you call is that it typical bloody patronizing belfast people can i use
33:54it well i don't have it with me robin look what's wrong what's you doing what's wrong she's stuck i'm
34:01stuck i told you my arse wouldn't fit through this fucking thing i'll just angle it a bit what she's
34:08i tried that i tried that i tried that no idea her arse was that big no it's very deceptive
34:13deceiving
34:14deceptive i'd ring the fire brigade if i were you on what
34:21here it is we can destroy old documents after a certain period but
34:26i always felt weird about that sister thomas thinks i have a hoarding problem but i mean she's got a
34:34being a massive arsehole problem so we all have our crosses to bear it should be in here somewhere
34:43heart heaney heaney
34:49greta heaney
34:52you can read it here i'll wait outside
34:58um she's got that wrong my father wouldn't have blackmailed anyone
35:03let's just have a look let's just have a look yeah what does it say
35:13it's empty no that's
35:15it's better than heaney
35:24nora o'hara
35:33sorry this has taken so long i've never made blemange
35:37shh she's fucking unhinged i read the files i know you did when i had to leave my daughter
35:47i thought about you again i actually felt sorry for you i mean you weren't perfect
35:54far from it but i thought how hard it must have been for you to walk away from me back
36:00then
36:01it's the easiest thing in the world you sold me you did it for the money you were rotten inside
36:10still are
36:13heaven's veil infected you
36:16that's her
36:18my wife's here
36:24you're not really here you're dead am i you must be by now you're just desperate to find out
36:30aren't you
36:33so why don't you you know i am you remember the number you wrote it to him
36:57i was just i i wanted to check on the status of my mother nora o'hara
37:05yes i can wait
37:10well you've given yourself away now haven't you now someone knows you're alive
37:16you'll never escape it you can't run away from what you are
37:24well you seem to have a pretty good life here
37:30i don't know what you want me to say they locked me away
37:35he told me
37:38like i was contagious
37:43i'm sorry are you really i had i had no idea did you ever ask
37:53jody feels that she's ready to talk about heaven's veil
37:58that's insane i am insane obviously it would be better if you've been involved no i told you i can't
38:03do that i won't do that no it would be handled very delicately gretta i wouldn't reveal any details
38:09about your new lives your identities you'd be very safe not as safe as if we didn't talk to a
38:16fucking journalist i can't believe you're being so stupid nobody ever listened to my side of things
38:22there is no your side of things or my side of things there's just what happened
38:27and it's awful but it happened and it's over and we can't change it i want to tell my story
38:33your story is my story though you'll ruin everything that's not fair fair i'm sorry
38:40you were able to move on to put it behind you to lock me in a box like a doll
38:47you don't want
38:48to play with anymore but i couldn't i am still there in that place on that night
38:56there's no escape we still have the scars all over my body
39:02every time i close my eyes i see this thing i don't believe you
39:09i didn't forget you
39:14look at this i did this so i wouldn't
39:20i couldn't
39:27i kept you with me well all this certainly taught you how to manipulate a situation what
39:33does he mean you talk about someone manipulating a situation you're a fucking journalist you're a
39:39grown man intimidating two vulnerable girls i'm on your side here really what they did was a horrific
39:44social experiment please leave us alone i'm sorry but people need to know
39:49i just feel like if i don't say it out loud or if i don't get the words out
39:56then they'll choke me
40:03take them
40:06okay let's go
40:07look at something
40:11i'm sorry what's this
40:16greater what
40:25okay
40:26i
40:27i
40:32I have an extra head.
40:35I'll do it again.
40:39I'll do it again.
40:40What does this mean?
40:44I know.
40:45But I've got it again,
40:46I'll do it again.
40:49I'll stop.
40:52When I was one of you.
41:06Um, what are you saying?
41:35I need to think.
41:38What did she say to you?
41:42She needs to think.
41:47Perhaps you should go.
41:55I knew it. That's your bike.
42:03I'm giving you a chance here.
42:05Both of you, a chance to control the narrative.
42:09She wants you to leave.
42:15No. You're making a mistake.
42:17Get out.
42:18Jodie.
42:19Leave.
42:20Hey, that's...
42:24You came with that?
42:25Yeah, I was about to.
42:30Now, come on.
42:36Oh my God.
42:40What is that?
42:44Greta.
42:45You're recording us.
42:47Did you know?
42:47Did you know he used to?
42:48Of course I didn't know.
42:50Give it to me.
42:53No.
42:53Fuck you.
42:56This is bigger than you.
42:58Give it to me.
43:00Right!
43:02No!
43:03No!
43:03Come on.
43:03Come on.
43:03Give it to me.
43:05Give it to me.
43:06Stop fucking your mouth, Greta.
43:08Greta!
43:09Greta!
43:10Greta!
43:11Right now.
43:13Give it to me.
43:14Come on.
43:16Greta!
43:16Come on.
43:19Let's go.
43:20Come on.
43:21Come on.
43:33Come on.
43:36Come on!
43:37I didn't mean breathing.
43:38...
43:41Can I have to stop?
43:43I'm going to stop.
43:45I'm going to stop.
43:46No, you're here.
43:48No, I'm so sorry.
43:49I'm so sorry.
43:51I'm so sorry.
43:52I'm so sorry.
43:54I'm so sorry.
44:00Is he dead?
44:02You're hurting me.
44:28Where did you get the knife?
44:30What?
44:32The knife.
44:33It was just there.
44:35It was just there on the table.
44:38What the hell?
44:39What?
44:40Someone's coming.
44:41What are we going to do?
44:42I can deal with them, but you need to leave.
44:44You need to leave now.
44:45Take this.
44:47Destroy it.
44:47Okay.
44:48No one.
44:49Okay.
44:49You were never here.
44:50I was never here.
44:51Okay, go.
44:51Go through the back, babe.
44:52Through the window.
44:53They won't see you.
44:54Go.
44:54I'll run on down, Earl.
44:55Are you there, Helen?
44:58Oh, my gosh.
45:00We go.
45:01I'm going to be there.
45:02I'm going to be there.
45:05Go.
45:05Go.
45:06Go.
45:28I just remember feeling in my hand.
45:32And I remember thinking I had one chance.
45:37So I took it.
45:43We have to go to the police.
45:46No, they won't believe me.
45:48He was harassing you, watching you, stalking you.
45:52And I attacked you. It was self-defence.
45:54You won't believe her.
45:55What?
45:56She'd been dating him.
45:58She met him here voluntarily.
46:00It wasn't her fault, Saoirse.
46:01This is Northern Ireland.
46:02If a woman is raped, gets pregnant,
46:05discovers having that baby will actually kill her.
46:07That woman has two choices.
46:09Has the baby and dies.
46:10Or finds a way to abort that pregnancy and goes to fucking jail.
46:14What else does she have?
46:21We'll help you.
46:37You don't believe it.
46:40Maybe it's just a shower.
46:43Maybe it'll stop soon.
46:47Time for Plan B then.
46:49What's Plan B?
46:52We bury him.
47:10Should I say a prayer?
47:14For him or for us?
47:17What now?
47:20We get ourselves cleaned up.
47:22We can change at the party.
47:23We can't go back to the party.
47:24We have to.
47:26All four of us, we have to go back to the party.
47:28Just in case.
47:28In case what?
47:33In case someone asked us where we were.
47:42It stopped raining.
47:44It stopped raining.
47:57It stopped raining.
48:26Things will never be the same again.
48:30They'll never forget what happened tonight.
48:35No matter how much they want to.
48:38They'll be pulled back.
48:40Dragged back.
48:42Haunted by it forever.
48:44I know how these things go.
48:47I really believed I could become somebody else.
48:50But maybe I'll never be able to move on.
48:54If I can't run away from who I really am.
48:58Maybe it's time to run towards us.
49:02So we won't get far.
49:06And I don't want to go to you.
49:14But I need you.
49:26As I say, I've never made blemange before.
49:29Could go either way.
49:31I need to look at her notes.
49:32Sure thing, babes.
49:33They're all on the system.
49:37Shit.
50:01It's not enough.
50:03It's not enough.
50:05It's not enough.
50:11I've been serious, I feel totally lost
50:13If I'm asking for help, it's only because
50:16Being with you has opened my eyes
50:19Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise?
50:22I keep asking myself, wondering how
50:24I keep closing my eyes, but I can't look you out
50:27Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me
50:29But nobody else, so we can be free
50:32Nobody else, so we can be free
50:35All the things you said, all the things you said
50:37Running through my head, running through my head
50:39Running through my head, all the things you said
50:42All the things you said, all the things you said
50:43Running through my head, running through my head
50:45All the things you said, all the things you said
51:17And I'm all mixed up, feeling colder than worse.
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