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00:08How can I help you this beautiful morning?
00:10You got any cases?
00:11Three.
00:13Got a teenage African-American lung transplant.
00:16The next few days you'll be doing nothing but clinic work.
00:18I just said...
00:19You were lying.
00:21Then why'd you ask?
00:22Because if you told the truth,
00:24I was only gonna give you one day of clinic duty.
00:26That's dishonest. I refuse to participate in this.
00:29Don't do it. You owe me. I kept you out of jail.
00:31I can put you back.
00:38Perjurer.
00:39Felon.
00:43How can I help you this beautiful morning?
00:45I told the nurse I have a runny nose, but I don't.
00:49I think I have syphilis or gonorrhea.
00:54I think I have an STD.
00:59I think I have a...
01:15Who is here for a runny nose?
01:19It's a cold.
01:21It'll get better.
01:22Go home.
01:24Those of you who have stayed obviously do not have colds.
01:27You will be assigned a doctor who is not me,
01:29because I'm tired of wiping crotches.
01:31House.
01:32You're doing this.
01:44Call security.
01:49Should I get a sedative?
01:50No, I'm good, thanks.
01:52Oh!
01:53Oh!
01:56Oh!
02:02Oh!
02:05Oh!
02:06Oh!
02:08Oh!
02:08Oh!
02:10Oh!
02:13Need a team here.
02:14I haven't set it to.
02:15A little late.
02:16Just in time.
02:17What did you give him?
02:18Paralytic.
02:19Why would you do that?
02:20Somebody had to stop screaming.
02:22Then he's still in pain.
02:24Yeah, but quietly.
02:26Paralytic's stuck in breathing.
02:27If he goes hypoxic, he's gonna be quiet forever.
02:35So, either I can continue to swap people's privates
02:38or I can figure out if this guy's delirium, pain,
02:41and insanely high heart rate are life-threatening
02:43or just a personality orc.
02:47I think the latter choice is better for all three of us.
03:21He's sedated.
03:23Took five cc's of haloperidol to get him down
03:25after the paralytic wore off.
03:27So, pain in his right ear, psychotic behavior, and dizziness.
03:31Go.
03:32The nurse said he was holding his head.
03:34How do you know it was specifically his ear?
03:36Because he was dizzy.
03:37Means the problem was affecting his inner ear.
03:40The nurse said he was running in circles.
03:41Doesn't mean he was dizzy.
03:42He wasn't running in circles.
03:43He was running in oblongs.
03:44Looked like a three-year-old kid drew them.
03:47Acoustic neuroma that started a hemorrhage.
03:51Explains pain, vertigo, everything.
03:53Get an MRI.
03:55What else?
03:57If it explains everything, would...
03:58Might not explain everything.
04:00Well, what if he was psychotic first,
04:02then self-mutilated, damaged the ear?
04:04Excellent.
04:05You need a complete psychiatric workout.
04:07Your turn.
04:09Uh, I was gonna say what Foreman...
04:12Well, say something else.
04:15He came to the clinic.
04:18Good.
04:20Decent chance he had a chronic illness first,
04:21especially given the rapid heart rate.
04:23Mm-hmm.
04:24Lingering ear infection.
04:25Pressure builds up in his inner ear
04:26and bursts through the mastoid bone
04:27while he's waiting in the clinic.
04:28Oh, yes.
04:30Get a head CT, draw up blood cultures,
04:32run a chem panel, and get a complete blood count.
04:35Oh, while you're at it,
04:36pour some alcohol into his ear
04:37and take out the cockroach.
04:40He has a cockroach in his ear?
04:42He was scratching that ear
04:43right before the event,
04:44so I took a peek.
04:45My guess is it started biting.
04:49Nothing else wrong with him?
04:51Isn't that enough?
04:52He's pretty gross.
04:54So why are we doing the tests?
04:56Well, it's either that
04:57or I have to keep doing clinic duty.
04:58We can do the tests
04:59or just stay out of cut his sight.
05:00I don't really care which.
05:14Why are you here?
05:17Because it's not a hospital.
05:21It's a jogging park.
05:22You're not jogging.
05:24You can't jog.
05:25I'm watching jogging.
05:27I sit,
05:28I watch,
05:29and I imagine.
05:36So what do you watch for?
05:41That guy's running in shorts.
05:45He's not running.
05:46He's trolling.
05:48You're good at this.
05:51How long are you going to stay here?
05:55The beauty of this place
05:57is that it's the last place
05:58Cuddy will look.
06:06How can I help you?
06:10The doctors gave me this.
06:12What doctors?
06:14At the other hospital.
06:16Last month.
06:23Do you know what this says?
06:26Yes.
06:28The patient has a six centimeter mass
06:30in the right lung.
06:31Cancerous and operable.
06:34Do you understand what this means?
06:38Is it okay if I sleep here tonight?
06:43It's cold outside.
06:53What are you doing here?
06:55I thought House had a case.
06:59He doesn't.
07:06You ordered a CT on a patient
07:08with a bug in his ear.
07:09How did you know I was here?
07:10Ran into Cameron in the clinic.
07:12Ran into?
07:13You ordered pointless tests
07:15just to...
07:16It wouldn't have been pointless
07:16if you hadn't run into Cameron.
07:18She got punished.
07:19She's stuck with another dying patient.
07:21Is that Vicodin?
07:23Breathman.
07:24I thought you were going to kiss me.
07:25What happened to rehab?
07:26I got out.
07:31It was a scam.
07:32Enough foreplay.
07:33Are you going to kiss me or not?
07:34You are going back to the clinic.
07:36Or jail.
07:37You purged yourself
07:38to keep me out of jail.
07:39How are you going to help?
07:40I only did that
07:40because I thought
07:41you were getting clean.
07:44So it's do clinic duty
07:45or go to jail?
07:47Yes.
07:47Then it'll be
07:48finish your paperwork
07:49or go to jail.
07:50Help with fundraising
07:51or go to jail.
07:52Do your job
07:53or go to jail.
07:54I think I'd rather
07:55go to jail.
07:58You owe me.
08:11Beautiful.
08:13It's dry.
08:14Who cares?
08:16It's beautiful.
08:18If my lawn
08:18were half as well-maintained
08:20as that,
08:20pigeons wouldn't have
08:21the nerve to poop on it.
08:23Good grooming is important.
08:25Is that a shot?
08:27People do judge you
08:28on your appearance.
08:29When you entered,
08:30I noted your shirt
08:31hadn't been pressed.
08:32You hadn't shaved
08:32in quite some time.
08:34I extrapolated you
08:35or a person for whom
08:35detail was not
08:36a major concern.
08:38I was worried
08:38you might apply
08:39that same standard
08:40in your work.
08:40You use toenail clippers
08:41up there?
08:42They're longer,
08:43so they allow me
08:44to better reach
08:44the upper hairs.
08:45I'm wearing
08:45a rumpled shirt
08:46and forgot
08:47to brush my hair
08:47this week.
08:48You've got
08:48athlete's foot
08:49in your nose.
08:53I'm ready
08:54to be judged.
08:56Okay.
08:58$50
08:59to any patient
09:00who is willing
09:01to leave here
09:02right now.
09:05House.
09:06You can't.
09:07My money.
09:08I don't care.
09:09People do not.
09:10Leave 50 bucks.
09:11They're not all that sick.
09:13Or they're poor
09:14and desperate,
09:15which shows why
09:16this place is here.
09:17If they're that poor,
09:18then they'd rather
09:19have 50 bucks.
09:20Did I have the money?
09:22Look, it's monogrammed.
09:24He doesn't need money.
09:25Ergo, he's not sick.
09:26And the blood?
09:27It could be anybody's.
09:29Monogram's definitely his.
09:32We need to talk.
09:36It doesn't matter
09:37what you say,
09:38do, or threaten.
09:39I will find a way out.
09:41How can we make
09:42this more interesting
09:42for you?
09:43How can we make
09:44the sky green?
09:45How can we make
09:45the tall short?
09:46You cannot make
09:47the uninteresting
09:47interesting.
09:50I'll pay you $10
09:50for every patient
09:51you diagnose
09:52without touching.
09:54You pay me $10
09:55for everyone
09:56you have to touch.
09:58You're making this
09:59into a game for me,
10:01from which I can
10:02only conclude
10:02this isn't a game
10:03for you.
10:04No.
10:05Why?
10:06You think if I deal
10:07with enough people
10:08I'll find some humanity?
10:10Yes.
10:15Why do I have to
10:16do this myself?
10:17I got a bum leg.
10:19Say ah.
10:20Ah.
10:22Ah.
10:23Ah.
10:23Feels rough.
10:25Yes!
10:25It's a rash.
10:27I'm gonna need
10:28more than rough.
10:29More.
10:31It's just rough.
10:32Can't you feel it?
10:34I could.
10:35But then
10:36what satisfaction
10:36would you get?
10:41Got it.
10:42Start counting.
10:45How many?
10:4726.
10:51Okay.
10:52Either you suck at math
10:54or you're gonna die
10:55in two seconds.
10:58You suck at math.
11:02Diagnosis.
11:03Prescription.
11:05You owe me 30.
11:0730.
11:1130.
11:1430.
11:35You've never seen an after-school special.
11:41Dawson's Creek.
11:42How do you get to 30
11:43and not know about condoms?
11:45Oh God.
11:45I have an STD.
11:47No.
11:48But you will.
11:49Every patient who comes in here
11:51for an STD test
11:52has one thing in common.
11:53They had an SWS.
11:55Sex while stupid.
11:57How old are you?
12:0060.
12:02You're lying.
12:04That's not the point.
12:05Have you never seen
12:06Dawson's Creek?
12:08And you've never seen
12:09an after-school special.
12:11How do you look to your age
12:12and not know about condoms?
12:14I have an STD.
12:16Yeah.
12:17You're actually
12:18the first one today.
12:19Lucky day.
12:21Well, not for you,
12:22but you gotta feel good
12:23for everyone else.
12:29It's chlamydia.
12:31As bad news goes,
12:33it's about the best.
12:36Oh, settle down.
12:38It's treatable.
12:39It's actually curable.
12:46All you gotta do
12:47is take these pills.
12:48Don't touch me!
12:55Oh God.
13:04I need someone
13:04to cover a patient.
13:06House, you committed to...
13:07She was raped.
13:13I think I'm the right doctor
13:15for her.
13:18We've assigned another doctor
13:19to your care.
13:20I didn't mean to upset
13:22Dr. House.
13:23He knows that.
13:24That's not why we're doing this.
13:25I like to keep being treated
13:26by him.
13:27Why?
13:28Just do.
13:30Trust me, it's better
13:31if you deal with somebody
13:31who specializes...
13:33I'm fine.
13:34You told Dr. House
13:36it's been less than a week.
13:37You haven't told anyone
13:38other than him.
13:40Emotionally, you're still...
13:41You know what I'm dealing with?
13:43You know what I'm going through?
13:46No.
13:48You think Dr. House does?
13:53I'm not suggesting
13:54either one of us
13:54be your doctor.
13:56Dr. Stone is a psychiatrist.
13:57If Dr. House is too busy,
13:58I could wait.
14:11Why do you want me?
14:14I don't know.
14:17I don't want to treat you.
14:21You're just saying that
14:22so I'll see the psychiatrist.
14:23True.
14:24Except for the word just.
14:26I'm saying I don't want to treat you
14:27so you'll see the psychiatrist
14:28and because I don't want to treat you.
14:33Why don't you want
14:34to treat me anymore?
14:35I never wanted to treat you.
14:37The fact that you were raped...
14:42holds no interest for me.
14:45It's nothing personal.
14:47There's nothing to treat.
14:48You're physically healthy.
14:52Okay.
14:57But I want you to be my doctor.
15:02Why?
15:04I don't know.
15:05You gotta have a reason.
15:06Everything has a reason.
15:12I trust you.
15:14I see.
15:15That's a bad reason.
15:17It's not a lie to you.
15:18I'll tell you anything
15:19is to get you out of here.
15:20I don't care.
15:22I want to talk to you.
15:26Look.
15:27You were raped.
15:28All control was taken away from you.
15:30You're trying to find that control again.
15:32You want me because I don't want you.
15:37I'm raping you?
15:39In a very non-invasive,
15:42more annoying than traumatic...
15:43Get the hell out of here!
15:46I'll send in Dr. Stone.
15:52I didn't consent
15:53to all this medicine.
15:54You've been out on the streets.
15:56No treatment.
15:57I'm dying.
15:58There's no treatment for dying.
15:59We can make you comfortable.
16:02Don't want to be.
16:04Why not?
16:04Because I screwed up my life.
16:06So you want to punish yourself
16:08for messing up your life?
16:11Please.
16:14Stop the treatment.
16:21It'll go away on its own.
16:23It's not, can you?
16:24Nope.
16:25It'll go away.
16:26It's been all day.
16:27There must be some treatment you...
16:29Nope.
16:29It'll go away.
16:31Or it won't go away.
16:33I read about a treatment.
16:34Didn't some doctor
16:36want a prize for it?
16:38I read about it.
16:42You don't have the hiccups, do you?
16:48Make a note.
16:50Drug-seeking behavior.
16:52Morphine?
16:53No.
16:53Anal digital stimulation.
16:59How long has Stone been in with her?
17:01Are you concerned?
17:03You know how many people get raped every day?
17:06So it's common, therefore boring.
17:07If we were to care about every person suffering on the planet,
17:10life would shut down.
17:11How about just the ones we need?
17:13They deserve our sympathy more than the other people.
17:15So your solution is not to give a damn about any of them.
17:18How do you do that?
17:19How do you take that theory and put it in practice?
17:22You met her...
17:23Whoa, whoa, whoa!
17:24Hey!
17:25Whoa!
17:27Hey!
17:29I paid these people 50 bucks to leave here an hour ago.
17:32Yeah, we came back.
17:34You owe me 50.
17:35The kid needs surgery.
17:36And he walked way back then.
17:39Stand up, kid.
17:41He swallowed a magnet.
17:43We gotta cut it out.
17:44How old are you?
17:45Eight.
17:46And he swallowed something stuck to a fridge.
17:49Darwin says let him die.
17:50It's already below the stomach.
17:52It should pass on its own.
17:53Strong magnet.
17:54It's messing with the imaging.
17:56We have no way that...
17:59You got X-ray vision house?
18:06Whoa, whoa, whoa.
18:06You gonna cut him open?
18:07Right here?
18:19It's well into the intestines.
18:20He's fine.
18:22I want my 50 back.
18:24I need a crash car.
18:26Yeah!
18:37What happened?
18:38Pills, benzos.
18:39We need to get her stomach pumped.
18:40Breast-based and shallow.
18:41What'd she say to her?
18:42Nothing that would make her want to...
18:43Heartbeats irregular.
18:44What'd she say to you?
18:45Nothing.
18:46I gave her a couple sedatives, turned around, she grabbed the whole bottle.
18:48You must have said something.
18:49I said plenty.
18:51She said nothing.
18:52I was with her for over an hour.
18:53She didn't say one word.
19:21You gonna do that again?
19:27You're gonna be okay, physically.
19:32Which is all that interests you.
19:38You're here.
19:40Under orders.
19:43How would you tell me that?
19:45Because I don't like hypocrisy.
19:48But you don't have a problem with cruelty.
19:53Which brings us back to, why do you want me?
19:57I don't know.
20:00You tried to kill yourself because you couldn't talk to me.
20:03You must have a reason.
20:04Why does there always have to be a reason?
20:06Can't we just talk?
20:08Here's a phone.
20:09Talk to a friend.
20:10A family member.
20:11Call the police.
20:18You want to talk about what happened to you?
20:21No.
20:24Want to talk about your STD meds?
20:26No.
20:28You don't really seem to want to talk.
20:31No, I do.
20:33About what?
20:35I don't know anything.
20:40The weather?
20:43You were raped.
20:45And you want to talk about the weather?
20:48Yeah.
20:51I'm not going to talk to you about the weather.
21:01You help her.
21:02She wants you.
21:03God knows why.
21:04She doesn't know what she wants.
21:05She knows she wants you.
21:07You're the first person she spoke to about this.
21:08The fact that I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
21:10should be trumped by the fact that I'm useless at this.
21:13No, you're not.
21:15You romantically wanting to believe that
21:17is never going to make it true.
21:20I'm agreeing with you.
21:22You are the last person she should be talking to.
21:25She wants to talk about the weather.
21:27Talk about the weather.
21:28She wants normalcy.
21:29She wants to feel like the world didn't end.
21:31Right.
21:32I'll tell her that everything went on without her.
21:34Babies were born.
21:35People got married.
21:37Thousands of people will remember the day she got raped
21:39is the happiest day of their life.
21:40You might not want to phrase it quite that way.
21:42You need to get her to talk about what happened.
21:44No, he doesn't.
21:45Pretending it didn't happen.
21:46Wrong.
21:46Pretending this didn't happen is the best thing she could possibly do.
21:49She's got to make this real.
21:50You know what we should be trying to make real or process?
21:53The few decent moments in our lives, not the crap.
21:56Maybe you're right.
21:56Except there's no way she can pretend this didn't happen,
21:59so she has no choice but to process it.
22:04You've got to tell me what happened.
22:07You don't really want to hear.
22:09Sure I do.
22:11You're lying.
22:15This doesn't have to destroy your life.
22:18I know.
22:19It doesn't mean anything about you.
22:21It wasn't your fault.
22:23I know.
22:24You did nothing wrong.
22:26Some jerk hurt you, that's all.
22:28I know.
22:29You're worried that you can never trust men again.
22:32No.
22:33Statistically, there was always a chance this could happen.
22:35The fact that it did happen doesn't change anything.
22:38The world doesn't suck any more today than it did yesterday.
22:40I know about that.
22:42Well then what do you want me to tell you?
22:44Nothing.
22:45I just want to talk.
22:47About nothing.
22:49If we talk about nothing, nothing will change.
22:52It might.
22:53How?
22:54Time.
22:58Time changes everything.
23:01That's what people say.
23:02It's not true.
23:04Doing things changes things.
23:06Not doing things believes things exactly as they were.
23:16Why do you have to suffer?
23:20I gave my word.
23:22Who would make you promise that?
23:24My father.
23:27He said I would die alone and miserable.
23:31That's not a promise.
23:32And even if it was, he's dead.
23:34And even if he's not, he's not going to care.
23:36Why did your husband have to suffer?
23:39How do you know about my husband?
23:40Well, I just know.
23:48You have to die in pain because of a promise you made to your father.
23:52If I say yes, you'll use that as proof that I'm insane.
23:59Forced treatment on me.
24:02Did the nurse tell you about my husband?
24:05No.
24:09Nurse?
24:10Nurse?
24:10Yes.
24:13It's under control.
24:20I'm sorry.
24:22I was just trying to freak you out.
24:25Why?
24:25Because I need you to remember me.
24:28I need somebody to remember me.
24:36Where'd you go to college?
24:38Northwestern.
24:39You?
24:40Hopkins.
24:42What was your major?
24:44Comparative religion.
24:45Why do you trust me?
24:46I don't know.
24:47Can't we just...
24:48That's not rational.
24:49Nothing's rational.
24:50Everything is rational.
24:52I was raped.
24:53Explain how that makes sense to you.
24:58We are selfish, base animals crawling across the earth.
25:03Because we got brains, we try real hard, we can occasionally aspire to something that is less than pure evil.
25:16Has anything terrible ever happened to you?
25:22What do you want me to say?
25:25You wanted this conversation.
25:27You wanted to talk about something that matters.
25:31Talk.
25:38She's waiting for your answer?
25:40She's asleep.
25:43I sedated her.
25:46Why do you care what you say to her?
25:48Because I don't know how to answer these questions.
25:51It's a simple question.
25:52Has your life sucked?
25:53Tell her the truth.
25:55Tell her you were shot.
25:56Tell her...
25:56She doesn't want to hear the truth.
25:57She's looking for something.
25:59Looking to extrapolate something.
26:00She's looking to connect with you.
26:02And that's what's scaring the hell out of you.
26:03Tell her the truth.
26:05There is no truth.
26:09Are we role-playing?
26:10Am I you?
26:11I don't want to be you.
26:12She's not asking for test results.
26:14She's not asking what two plus two equals.
26:16She's asking for my personal life experience so she can extrapolate to all humanity.
26:20That's not truth.
26:21It's bad science.
26:24It's not science at all.
26:27Tell her the truth.
26:31Tell her your life has been good.
26:33It hasn't been.
26:34Tell her anyway.
26:35She wants hope.
26:36She wants to know that what happened to her wasn't the norm.
26:39That things can be okay, which means maybe they can be okay for her again.
26:46Tell her your life sucked.
26:48It didn't.
26:49Tell her anyway.
26:50She wants to know she's not alone.
26:52She wants to know she's going to survive this.
26:53That other people have been through this and worse and come out the other end.
26:57She wants to know she's going to heal.
26:59Act like you've healed.
27:05Tell her...
27:08Keep her asleep.
27:11Thanks.
27:12You've all been a huge help.
27:15There's no wrong answer.
27:17Because there's no right answer.
27:20Wrong.
27:22We just don't know what the right answer is.
27:31Wake up.
27:39It's not as bad as what happened to you.
27:43I don't think.
27:44I don't know what happened to you.
27:46Given how lousy you're responding, I assume it was worse than getting abused by your grandmother.
27:54What did she do to you?
27:58My parents traveled a lot.
28:00They'd leave me with her.
28:02She liked things the way she liked them.
28:05She believed in discipline.
28:07She was rotten, I suppose, because I hardly ever screwed up when she was around.
28:12Too scared of getting forced to sleep in the yard or take a bath in ice.
28:22Your turn.
28:26Your parents, they never stopped her.
28:30I never told them.
28:32Why not?
28:34Usual reasons.
28:35I was afraid they wouldn't believe me.
28:37I was afraid they'd think I'd done something wrong.
28:44I opened up to you.
28:45You opened up to me.
28:46I opened up to you.
28:47What did you call her?
28:49Oma.
28:49And you kept calling her that after this?
28:52Dutch for grandmother.
28:53She was still my grandmother.
28:55And she was still Dutch.
29:02Is any part of that story true?
29:05All of it.
29:07You wouldn't keep calling her Oma.
29:09Something would have to change.
29:11You don't know me.
29:12You wouldn't keep calling her Oma.
29:15Look, you're overreacting.
29:16Do not dismiss me.
29:17I'm not dismissing you.
29:18I'm just saying you're not acting rationally.
29:20I'm angry because you were lying to me.
29:22No, you were...
29:23What can I do?
29:24What the hell can I do that you're not going to dismiss as just being because I was raped?
29:33Nothing.
29:38Your story...
29:39Is it true?
29:43True for somebody.
29:46But not for you.
29:48These things happen.
29:49What happened to somebody?
29:51What do you care if it happened to me?
29:52They're not in this room.
29:54No, they're out there.
29:55Doctors, lawyers, postal workers.
29:58Some of them doing great.
29:59Some of them doing lousy.
30:00You're going to base your whole life on who you got stuck in a room with?
30:03I'm going to base this moment on who I'm stuck in a room with.
30:08It's what life is.
30:10It's a series of rooms.
30:12And who we get stuck in those rooms with adds up to what our lives are.
30:24House.
30:40Gotta get me out of this.
30:41There's nothing to diagnose.
30:43There's nothing...
30:43You only tested her for STDs?
30:45I had seven morons who forgot their raincoats.
30:48That's all they asked for, so I didn't waste the last time.
30:50Why?
30:51I wasted their time.
30:53She's pregnant.
31:06Do you understand?
31:11Are you okay?
31:14I mean, I know you're not okay, but are you more or less not okay than you were five minutes
31:20ago?
31:21About the same.
31:24Good.
31:26Termination procedure isn't pleasant.
31:28I don't want to terminate.
31:31You want to keep the baby.
31:33Abortion is murder.
31:37True.
31:39It's a life, and you should end it.
31:43Every life is sacred.
31:46Come on, talk to me.
31:47Don't quote me bumper stickers.
31:49It's true.
31:50It's meaningless.
31:51It means every life matters to God.
31:53Not to me.
31:54Not to you.
31:55I'm judging by the number of natural disasters.
31:57Not to God either.
31:58You're just being argumentative.
31:59Yeah, I do do that.
32:01What about Hitler?
32:03Is his life sacred to God?
32:05Father of your child.
32:06Is his life sacred to you?
32:08My child isn't Hitler.
32:10Either every life is sacred or...
32:11Stop it!
32:12I don't want to chat about philosophy.
32:14You're not killing your raped baby because of a philosophy.
32:19It's murder.
32:20I'm against it.
32:21You for it?
32:23Not as a general rule.
32:25Just for unborn children?
32:26Yes.
32:31The problem with exceptions to rules is the line drawing.
32:35It might make sense for us to kill the ass that did this to you.
32:39Where do we draw the line?
32:40Which asses do we get to kill?
32:42Which asses get to keep on being asses?
32:44The nice thing about the abortion debate is we can quibble over trimesters,
32:48but ultimately there's a nice, clean line.
32:52Birth.
32:55Morally, there's not a lot of difference.
32:57Practically huge.
33:00You're enjoying this conversation.
33:04It's just the type of conversation I do well.
33:09But the other type?
33:14The personal stuff?
33:18There are no answers.
33:21If there are no answers, we might talk about it.
33:28You're healthy.
33:31You shouldn't be here.
33:35I don't want to go.
33:40Fine.
33:41I don't want to discharge you.
33:49You want to go for a walk?
33:58It's the last of my journey.
34:01You don't deserve pain, you're just an insane young man.
34:03No, no.
34:04I am not going to watch you suffer.
34:05I need you to remember me.
34:07I'll remember you!
34:08Why?
34:09Because you're a nice man.
34:11You don't know that.
34:12You don't know anything about me.
34:14Either you were a nice man or you were an ass.
34:15Either way, you did something to somebody that they're going to remember.
34:19I have no family.
34:20I have no friends.
34:21I didn't even have a real job.
34:25If I die in peace, then I'm just another patient.
34:28But if I die suffering...
34:30That would be horrible.
34:32Don't do that to either of us.
34:33No.
34:34I just need to die knowing that something is different because I was here.
35:21Life goes on.
35:24Is that the reason why we're out here?
35:27You know why I come here?
35:29I sit.
35:30I watch.
35:31I imagine.
35:35Sounds nice.
35:37I imagine that one of them would break a leg.
35:40Just one false step.
35:42One crack in the sidewalk.
35:45You don't really.
35:46I'm evil.
35:48Evil people don't say they're evil.
35:50That sounds like an easy loophole.
35:56People can do good things but their instincts are not good.
36:00Either God doesn't exist or he's unimaginably cruel.
36:06I don't believe that.
36:09What do you believe?
36:10Why do you think this happened?
36:15I don't want to talk about it.
36:17Me neither.
36:18Too bad.
36:22You know, I don't think there was a reason.
36:25Huh?
36:26So God does exist, lets you get raped, needs you to keep your raped baby for no reason.
36:34Maybe he was challenging me.
36:36He hurts you to help you.
36:40Well, I guess it's better than because he hates you.
36:42You're trying to convince me there's no God.
36:44Why would you even say something like that?
36:46Because you're throwing your life away.
36:48I'm doing what I believe.
36:49What you believe doesn't make sense.
36:52This is not helping me.
36:55Then I can't help you.
36:58If you believe in eternity, then life is irrelevant.
37:03The same way that a bug is irrelevant in comparison to the universe.
37:11If you don't believe in eternity, then what you do here is irrelevant.
37:16Your actions here are all that matters.
37:18Then nothing matters.
37:19There's no ultimate consequences.
37:23I couldn't live like that.
37:28So you need to think that the guy who did this to you is going to be punished.
37:33I need to know that it all means something.
37:37I need that comfort.
37:40Yeah.
37:42Are you feeling comfortable?
37:44I'm feeling good right now.
37:46I feel warm inside.
37:47I...
37:56I was raped.
38:00It's your excuse.
38:01I...
38:05I...
38:30LIkey?
38:59Do you think the guy who did this to me
39:01feels bad?
39:03That I help you?
39:06Make you feel better?
39:08Why do you always do that?
39:11Ask why I'm asking questions instead of just answering
39:14the question.
39:14The answer doesn't interest me.
39:17I don't care what he's feeling.
39:19I'm interested in what you're feeling.
39:24You are.
39:29I'm trapped in the room with you, right?
39:34Why did you choose me?
39:40There's something about you.
39:46It's like you hurt him.
40:01It was true.
40:06What was?
40:08It was my grandmother, but it was true.
40:15Who was it?
40:20It was my dad.
40:41I'd like to tell you what happened to me now.
40:48I'd like to hear it.
40:57I was my friend at a birthday party.
41:03Well, I've been here before.
41:08Sat on the floor in a gray, gray mood.
41:17Where I stay up all night, and all that I write
41:23is a great, great tune.
41:31Pray for me, child, just for a while,
41:37that I might break out, yeah.
41:44Pray for me, child, even a smile.
41:51She terminated.
41:52She's been discharged.
41:57She's going to be OK.
41:59Yeah.
42:00It's that simple.
42:03She's talking about what happened.
42:05That's huge.
42:07You did good.
42:09Everyone will tell you that's what we've got to make her do.
42:13We're going to help her, right?
42:15Except we can't.
42:17We drag out our story and tell each other
42:21that it will help her heal.
42:24We feel real good about ourselves.
42:28Maybe all we've done is make a girl cry.
42:32Then why did you?
42:38Because I don't know.
42:49You're going to follow up with her?
42:54One day, one room.
42:55One day, one room.
42:55One day, one room.
42:56One day, one room.
42:56One day, one room.
42:56One day, one room.
42:57One day, one room.
42:57One day, one room.
42:57One day, one room.
42:58You
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