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00:00and
00:14And
00:15And
00:15And
00:17And
00:24And
00:28Wow
00:29Wow, wow, wow.
00:49I love you so much, you too.
00:52I wanted somebody to love me the way
00:56that I've learned to love myself.
00:59She's leaving.
01:01I'm like, I'm gonna go home.
01:03I'm gonna go home.
01:04But this isn't my husband, but just somebody on the journey.
01:13I opened the door and nobody was in there.
01:18She left.
01:20She was gone.
01:21She wasn't even there.
01:23I'm sorry, brother.
01:25Thank you, bro.
01:26Like this, that's...
01:28I'm sorry, man.
01:30You're good, you're good, bro.
01:31I love you, man.
01:34That's so fucking crazy, bro.
01:37It doesn't matter.
01:40These girls, man, why would she do that to you?
01:43How that conversation ended yesterday, I don't blame her.
01:46You're not surprised?
01:47No, I'm blaming her.
02:00I'm waking up today and I'm gonna finally see the sun.
02:03I know I'm ready to commit to Britney for the rest of my life.
02:06I love her for who she is and what she stands for and what she believes in.
02:10Her faith, her loyalty, her energy.
02:13She has such a beautiful soul, and that's what I'm attracted to.
02:17I'm on cloud nine right now.
02:19Take a breath and close my eyes.
02:23I am going to be Mrs. Devontae Lee Anderson.
02:28I am in love.
02:31I bought a wedding dress for a reason.
02:33I'm gonna be a wife.
02:35We can't move out.
02:37I'm engaged to Britney, Elena Wicker, and I feel amazing.
02:42We talked about popping up to the reunion with the baby, so we'll see what happens.
02:54We quite literally have zero idea what each other looks like.
02:58I didn't give away the fact that I'm Hispanic.
03:01I kept the Latina in wraps because what's exciting about all of this
03:06is looks literally had nothing to do with it.
03:09I wanted Devontae to know I am beautiful on the inside,
03:13and that he fell in love with my inner person.
03:16So, why am I nervous?
03:18I don't need to be scared.
03:24But I still am.
03:44I don't want to be scared.
03:46That anticipation.
03:49Well, it was so good to finally see you too.
03:52It's the end.
03:55Hmm.
03:57Hmm.
03:59Hmm.
04:01Hmm.
04:02Hmm.
04:03Hmm.
04:04Hmm.
04:04Ahh.
04:05Well, I don't want to make you wait any longer, so Brittany, I'm going to get on my knees and
04:13I'm going to ask you if you will marry me.
04:16Yes, I will.
04:23It's beautiful.
04:25Just like you.
04:26Oh, my God.
04:31It's so beautiful.
04:36What I was expecting was probably a little bit bigger.
04:41He's shorter than I thought he would be.
04:43Oh, man, I started sweating when I got near.
04:46Now I'm nervous.
04:47He was definitely very sticky.
04:51I did not expect freckles, though, so that's a surprise.
04:55He's definitely not somebody that I would probably have gone for out, like, in the bar.
05:01I don't think that he's someone that I would have been like, that's the one.
05:06But I don't care.
05:08I don't care.
05:09I mean, we're all going to get fat one day anyway.
05:11Oh, man.
05:12You've got red in your beard.
05:13Yeah.
05:14And from my mom.
05:15Do you have gray?
05:16I do.
05:16Look at you.
05:19Like, he's still handsome.
05:21He's very handsome.
05:22I didn't know what color your eyes would be.
05:23Yes, green, blue, whatever they want to be.
05:26Like a greenish blue.
05:27Levante's eyes are beautiful.
05:28I hope the kids have your eyes.
05:31Those are the kind of eyes that are going to get me pregnant.
05:33Did you have any idea?
05:35Did you think I was white?
05:36I had no idea.
05:37I fell in love with Brittany.
05:38Just so happened that she is a woman of color.
05:42You know, that's something I've never actually dated, let alone proposed to get engaged to.
05:47So, you know, that was something that kind of surprised me, but I fell in love with Brittany because of
05:54her heart.
05:54I literally don't think that we would have ever, like, crossed paths any other way.
05:58Yeah, that's so true.
05:59I was, like, a very, like, quiet, like, if I was out and about, like, I would just be sitting
06:04at the table with my friends, too.
06:06That's me, yeah.
06:06Yeah.
06:07I just stay in the house.
06:08I go to work.
06:09I go to the gym.
06:09I go to church.
06:11Like, so how exactly did you expect to find a man?
06:14I was like, I don't know.
06:15Yeah, exactly.
06:16I'm so excited for you to meet my family.
06:18I'm so excited.
06:19I know.
06:20I think they're going to love you.
06:21You think so?
06:21Mm-hmm.
06:22I really do.
06:24Are they just as goofy as you?
06:27More.
06:30I know.
06:30My lips do compliment my lips.
06:31They do.
06:32They do compliment each other.
06:34You still think I have a nerdy voice?
06:36Yes, I do.
06:39I get right back at you.
06:41Are you sure you want to put up with that?
06:42I will put up with it for the rest of my life.
06:44Oh, my gosh.
06:45So happy.
06:46I know, I am, too.
06:48Seeing my fiance for the first time, it honestly felt like a dream.
06:52We're going to get married.
06:53Yes, we are.
06:54We have babies.
06:55I know.
06:56Babies are on the way.
06:58Well, I will set you on your way, beautiful.
07:06One for the road.
07:12I'm going to walk backwards so I can see the whole time.
07:14Make sure I don't fall down.
07:15Okay.
07:17Now we're going to walk it out of line.
07:19You can turn around now.
07:20All right.
07:21I'll see you.
07:22I love you.
07:23I love you.
07:25Oh, my goodness.
07:28A ring on my finger.
07:32Oh, it's crazy.
07:45Shut up.
07:47What am I shutting up to?
07:49The roses and the cupcakes?
07:51Yeah.
07:51Oh, my gosh.
07:52These are beautiful.
07:53I've been waiting all day to talk to you, and I've been so nervous out there.
07:59Hearing your voice is making it a lot better, by the way.
08:02I wrote something.
08:03Oh.
08:04I'm just going to read this.
08:05Yeah.
08:06Okay.
08:06Yeah, read it.
08:07Dear Michael Christian Gibney, I thought I knew what I was looking for coming into this
08:17journey.
08:18I needed a strong, confident man who made me laugh, felt secure and stable, and was sure
08:24of himself.
08:25What I didn't know was I would find so much more.
08:30This journey has been crazy, emotional, life-changing, and turbulent.
08:36But the one consistency I have found is you, the consistency of your laugh, the way I know
08:43that we will always have a good day, the way you have done nothing but build me up.
08:48I've never had to push or beg or change who I am, and I've told you so many things, and
08:53it all felt so natural.
08:55I kick myself thinking that I didn't see this sooner, but this happened so slowly than
08:59all at once.
09:00And although that made me so scared, I knew it was the right decision.
09:04You make my heart flutter.
09:06I've never felt this way before, but I just feel balanced and calm whenever I'm with you.
09:10I choose you, and I am in love with you.
09:17That was beautiful.
09:20I got a little emotional myself over here.
09:22I couldn't really be that emotional.
09:25The way that I did come up in my upbringing and the tough love, I really have never been
09:31this open with anyone else before.
09:34Talking to you, I feel safe.
09:37I feel secure.
09:38I don't feel judged.
09:39I feel like you actually listen to me and just basically tell me I want that man.
09:46Yeah.
09:47And that's all really I've ever wanted.
09:49It feels awesome.
09:50Um, so, oh God, oh God.
09:56Take your time.
09:57Um, oh God.
10:02All right.
10:07Emma Leeloo Bedsinger, will you marry me?
10:19Yes, yep.
10:21Let's go.
10:21A million times, yes.
10:22Let's go.
10:23Go.
10:24Oh my God.
10:28I'm really, really, really, really excited.
10:31I am too.
10:32Take me to the stars.
10:36Can't wait.
10:37Bye.
10:38Bye.
10:39Bye.
10:39Bye.
10:40Bye.
10:40Bye.
10:48Bye.
11:08Wow.
11:08Wow.
11:09I told Tyler I was picking her yesterday.
11:13OK.
11:14But of course, I also had those same feelings for Kia.
11:18Yeah.
11:19And it was flip-flopping.
11:21Tyler was fucked up because she did that.
11:24Carlos, you're a good fucking dude.
11:26He's disrespectful and hurtful.
11:28I think you died as a bullet, bro.
11:30I don't think you're in the wrong at all,
11:32and you should not look at it from that light.
11:34You did exactly what you needed to do.
11:36You love two women.
11:37Yeah.
11:38I feel like you genuinely did.
11:40It's a big decision to choose who you
11:43want to spend the rest of your life with.
11:46I ended up in a situation where there were two women
11:48I could see a future with, and I felt
11:51pressured to make a decision.
11:52I told Tyler that I choose you.
11:55And for her to still run out after me saying that
12:01makes that look like Kia being a second option,
12:04which she's not.
12:05She's the first of the first option.
12:08She's an amazing human being.
12:10The way Kia makes me feel, I've never felt like that, honestly, in forever.
12:16Kia's still over there.
12:18Kia's over there right now?
12:19Yes.
12:20What do you want to do with Kia?
12:21Yeah.
12:21We've had the connection since the beginning.
12:24Yeah.
12:24We've been able to connect and bond and really just open up our feelings.
12:29Kia might be smiling ears to ears right now.
12:32Yeah, because of that.
12:33Because of that.
12:34Yeah.
12:34A good conversation with Kia, at least like a full, like, honest conversation.
12:38Mm-hmm.
12:39It could go really well.
12:42Wow.
12:43Wow.
12:43Wow, wow, wow.
12:44Just talk with her.
12:45Yeah.
12:46Be real.
12:46This is the second time Tyler's ran on me.
12:48I think the universe is telling me something.
12:50I have had feelings for you.
12:52Yeah.
12:52I would just be honest, man.
12:53If that's what you want, too.
12:55If that's what you want.
12:55This is a big decision as well.
12:57Yeah, it is.
12:58Absolutely.
12:58If it's meant to be, it's meant to be.
13:00I still have time to make that decision, and the choice is mine.
13:05All right.
13:06Let's get it.
13:06Good luck, brother.
13:07Good luck, brother.
13:08Good luck, brother.
13:09Good luck, brother.
13:12I'm always going to be somebody who is going to show up and fight, and I'm never going
13:20to run.
13:21And when it comes to what I need from my wife, I just need you to just show up.
13:27Even when it's not easy to show up, it's, um, Kia, she's, she's been amazing, man.
13:34She really has.
13:36Hey.
13:37Hi.
13:39How are we feeling?
13:41We are feeling good.
13:43Same.
13:45I've really been just loving everything that we've been able to connect on.
13:50All I know is that Kia is one of one.
13:53My heart has always been loving and caring for you.
14:01Kia, you truly are a flower that has bloomed, man.
14:09For us to really just kind of talk about what that love feels.
14:14And then also you not demanding that peaceful spirit about you is what made me really, like,
14:21have love and feel that in my body and soul.
14:24I thought I had an idea of what I want out of my life.
14:29Yeah.
14:29But then I met Kia.
14:33You, Kia, you truly, really opened my heart.
14:38And to open my heart to find that love was just so powerful, you know?
14:45You're probably one of the most beautiful souls I've ever met in my life.
14:48You truly, truly, truly opened my eyes to knowing what I need for it to be a forever
14:55thing.
14:57It's been one of the most beautiful experiences I've ever had in my life.
15:03Kevin, oh, my God.
15:05And I have to be accountable.
15:07Like, yesterday was such a crazy fucking day frame.
15:09Like, I spoke with, you know, Tyler and I, I'll be honest, like, I asked Tyler if you want
15:16to try to make something happen and do this because she was like, I'm, I didn't want to
15:20see her go either, you know?
15:22Yeah.
15:23And I made a decision out of pressure.
15:28That was stupid.
15:30Kia, you are nobody's second option.
15:33Well, I...
15:34No, go ahead.
15:35Go ahead.
15:35For clarity, I never felt like a second option.
15:38Okay, okay, okay.
15:39Yeah.
15:39Ever.
15:40I have to be accountable, though.
15:41Yeah.
15:43Before you...
15:43Yeah.
15:44...hold yourself accountable, though, I feel like we've spent a lot of times with you kind
15:48of saying how you're feeling and me working through that, so...
15:52Yeah.
15:53I do want to take some time from me for a second and...
15:56Yeah.
15:57...kind of let you know what's going on in my head.
15:59Yeah, talk to me.
16:00I feel like I was put here for a purpose.
16:04Mm-hmm.
16:04And my purpose here was to be vulnerable, potentially find love.
16:12And I think you are so awesome.
16:14Like, you are such a great guy.
16:16You are kind.
16:18You are heartfelt.
16:19You are self-aware.
16:21You are empathetic.
16:22All of those things will make a great husband.
16:31Kevin, I have love for you, and you've said so many, so many kind words to me.
16:40However, I am not falling in love with you.
16:45I...
16:47I have to stand on business when I say that you are not the one for me.
16:54You are not ready for a relationship, at least at one of this magnitude.
16:59Um, and that's okay, but you are not ready to be anyone's husband right now.
17:04Mm-hmm.
17:05And I mean that with love.
17:06Yeah.
17:07Yeah.
17:09One could probably say in past judgment that you should not have come here because you were
17:14not ready, but I think that there is beauty in trying something different to get to a place
17:18where you understand that you aren't ready.
17:22I felt ready, but it just was a situation where I had found different qualities with some people,
17:31and it's fucking shitty.
17:34Your heart was not even ready to be pulled in two separate ways.
17:38Mm-hmm.
17:39To be clear, Tyler deserved more, too.
17:43She did.
17:44Even with you asking her to move forward, she deserved more.
17:49She did.
17:51I'm always standing on business, and I got to choose me every time.
17:54Baby, where the hell is my husband?
17:57What is it getting so long?
17:59Get your shit together, you know?
18:00Yeah.
18:01And be great.
18:02And make sure you're looking at that watch to make sure you stay in check.
18:07One thousand percent, Keith.
18:09Thank you for everything.
18:22I feel phenomenal.
18:25I feel free.
18:26I feel perfect.
18:28I feel perfect.
18:29I feel perfect.
18:32Hello, hello!
18:33There's a smile!
18:36I chose me, bitches!
18:37Yeah!
18:39That was a scream.
18:40That was good.
18:40That was a good scream.
18:41That was a good scream.
18:42That was a good scream, Pam.
18:42That was a good scream.
18:43That was a bad scream.
18:46I was not in love.
18:48I'm in love with myself.
18:49You know what's weird is I've always choose myself.
18:53So this feeling feels very, very, very familiar.
18:57What's unfamiliar is the journey I took to choose myself.
19:02And that's a testament to the amount of growth that happens in this experiment.
19:07Yesterday, I was a bit confused because there is a part of me and a part of a lot of
19:12women
19:13that want to fix men and help them get to where they need to be.
19:18We'll give you some of this anyway, man.
19:20I love you guys.
19:21I love you guys.
19:22I love you guys.
19:25But I love that I was able to kind of lean into that for a second because Kevin is going
19:31to be a phenomenal husband when he understands that he has work to do to get there.
19:37Because a man wants you doesn't mean you have to want him.
19:40You guys.
19:41And it feels really, really, really good to not only choose me, but to let someone else
19:47know how they should choose them.
19:49Choose to them.
19:50You can't do the challenge.
19:53What a fucking magical woman.
20:00I want you.
20:02Turn me up and turn me on.
20:07Play me like your favorite song.
20:10Knowing that Mike is choosing me and is ready and is committed to starting a life with me
20:15and spend forever feels like a weight has lifted.
20:19Throughout life, I feel like there's been mental roadblocks.
20:23There's been physical roadblocks.
20:25I've thought a lot about what people have thought of me.
20:28The fact that this man knows so much about me and he's not running.
20:34He's here.
20:36That's amazing.
20:37To come over and I'll drive over here.
20:41I can't wait to meet Emma and start our lives together.
20:46I mean, it's a great warming feeling like just knowing that that other person on the other side of the
20:51wall chose you too.
20:52She is so caring.
20:54She's kind, compassionate, empathetic to me.
20:58I do love her.
21:02I am nervous about not being his physical type in terms of race, of height, of body type.
21:13But he makes me feel like I am enough.
21:18And I'm just so excited to start this life with him.
21:22It just feels like a dream right now.
21:25Everything fell into place.
21:27Like, Emma told me about her adoption.
21:28That doesn't matter to me.
21:29When she told me about the birthmarks, I mean, the first thing that goes to my mind is obviously,
21:34how big are the birthmarks?
21:35How big are the scars?
21:37But I want to judge her based on the connection that I've made with her.
21:40And that's what I've done so far.
21:45My biggest concern out of everything would be if she turns around and says she does not want kids.
21:52I think she sees how passionate I am about having children.
21:56And I do think that Emma would absolutely be able to see herself having children.
22:03And I think I'm the right man for it.
22:05You do?
22:06I do.
22:07Let's do this thing.
22:08Let's get married.
22:13Let's get married.
22:14Let's get married.
22:16Let's get married.
22:18Let's get married.
22:20Hi.
22:21Hello.
22:22How are you?
22:24I'm doing good.
22:24How are you?
22:25Doing good.
22:26You look so beautiful.
22:27You look so good.
22:29Oh, my God.
22:32It's you.
22:34I know, right?
22:37This is wild.
22:38This is insane.
22:42All right, hold on.
22:43I got something for you.
22:44Do you know what I'm going to say?
22:46I hope it's yes.
22:49Huh?
22:55Ah.
22:56Hey, Mom?
22:57Will you marry me?
23:00Yes.
23:03Oh, my gosh.
23:07This is so beautiful.
23:10Shut the fuck up.
23:10There we go.
23:14Oh, my God.
23:15Oh, my God.
23:18This is so cool, you do.
23:19I need you, I need you, I need you, I need your love.
23:26I had a image in my mind of him and it was completely wrong in like the best way possible.
23:33Tall, dark and handsome.
23:35He is a beautiful man.
23:38Oh.
23:40It's real.
23:41It's real.
23:41You're real.
23:42I'm real.
23:43You're so handsome.
23:47You look so good.
23:48You look beautiful.
23:50I love the blue.
23:51Emma had mentioned her birthmark on her arm and how she had to get that skin graft so that
23:57wasn't a surprise to me to see that and to be honest I didn't even really acknowledge
24:00it.
24:01I was too busy looking at her smile and I think that she's absolutely gorgeous.
24:05I like having heart palpitations right now.
24:09I had no idea kinda, kinda what she would look like you know I guess but I didn't mean
24:14I was gonna be right and it just so happens that she is Asian.
24:18I never dated a different race before so to be able to fall in love with someone from
24:24a different race is really amazing in my eyes.
24:27Do you wanna pop open some shoes?
24:28I do.
24:29Let's go.
24:29Yeah.
24:29I just can't wait to start the rest of my life with her.
24:32I'm speechless.
24:33What?
24:34I'm speechless.
24:38I like literally did not know what she would look like.
24:40Check please.
24:43You're gorgeous.
24:44You look beautiful.
24:45You have a beautiful smile too.
24:47Which I like.
24:47I like a nice smell.
24:49I like literally just can't stop staring at you.
24:52This is so wacko.
24:54This is so wackadoodle.
24:56Who would have thought?
24:58Who would have thought?
24:58Seeing him in person, I still felt so comfortable, so grounded and like so light with him.
25:04I didn't have to worry about like what he was going to think about like my birthmarks
25:10or like my physical characteristics.
25:12Like it just felt really comforting for myself.
25:17What do you think the family is going to say?
25:19They're going to be so shocked.
25:23Wait till I say something to mine.
25:25Like if they find out, oh my God, they're going to be losing their odds.
25:28They're going to have to fly out.
25:29You'll like them.
25:30They're fun.
25:30I'm nervous.
25:31They'll get a little rowdy.
25:32We do too.
25:33Don't worry.
25:33We do too.
25:36I'm excited to meet your family and your friends.
25:38Me too.
25:39They'll look good.
25:40You'll get along with them.
25:41Really?
25:42Yeah.
25:44I was looking for marriage.
25:45I was looking for a lifelong partner.
25:47And I know that we will be so compatible on all like facets of physical, emotional.
25:53And I know that when we get old, looks will fade, but we'll still always have this emotional
25:59connection.
25:59It is more than everything I've ever, I've ever dreamed of.
26:13See you in a little bit.
26:14See you soon.
26:15Bye.
26:17Oh, man.
26:18I'll watch you walk out.
26:19Yeah.
26:20Watch me.
26:21Look at this ass.
26:22All right?
26:22Hell yeah.
26:25Damn.
26:30Bye-bye.
26:32Bye.
26:33Bye.
26:43Bye-bye.
26:45Bye-bye.
26:49Bye-bye.
26:51Oh, my god.
26:53Wow.
26:53You're beautiful.
26:54After finally seeing each other for the first time-
26:57I love you.
26:58I love you.
26:58You're gorgeous.
27:00Will you marry me?
27:01Dad?
27:02Seven couples are now headed to a romantic getaway.
27:05There, they will have the chance to discover if their physical connection is as strong as their emotional.
27:18We're on our way to Malibu.
27:20We're going to spend some quality time together.
27:23How you feeling?
27:24Good.
27:28All right, so we're getting ready to tour the place.
27:32It's day one.
27:33We're matching.
27:34We're like twins right now.
27:35Yeah, it wasn't even intentional.
27:40And with their weddings only four weeks away, their love is about to face some serious tests.
27:47So amazing.
27:48Hey, can we get some drinks?
27:49Let's go.
27:52Okay, we're in Mexico.
27:53Oh, no.
27:54And in Cabo.
27:55So have you been here before?
27:57No.
27:57All right.
27:58Never even been to Mexico.
27:59What?
27:59Cabo's my happy place.
28:01Is it really?
28:01Yeah.
28:02Holy shit.
28:03I don't know.
28:04And my hands aren't that sweaty?
28:05They're kind of sweaty.
28:06Yours are kind of sweaty actually now.
28:07Mine?
28:08No, because yours is coming off at me.
28:10Yeah?
28:10Don't put that on me.
28:12Come on.
28:13Hola.
28:15My gosh, cheers.
28:17Where their looks, race, lifestyle, or insecurities tear them apart in the real world.
28:22First time in Mexico, actually.
28:23What?
28:24I know.
28:25I know.
28:26You have to show me around.
28:26You're like, I want to go to Antarctica, but I haven't been to Mexico.
28:30It's just, yeah.
28:31It's beautiful.
28:32We got everything.
28:33You?
28:33I can't.
28:33Oh, my God.
28:34Stop.
28:34Seriously, I can't.
28:36I can't help it.
28:40Wow, look at the view.
28:42Oh, my gosh.
28:44Problem.
28:45We made it.
28:46I know.
28:49Is love truly enough to conquer it all?
28:54I remember you're like, all the girls like, close their eyes and see if we sound like what
28:58we, and I was like, never would have got, like, I would have been so confused, because
29:03I feel like your voice does not sound.
29:04I know.
29:05I was like, I sound white.
29:08Now it's hard, because I see you in person.
29:10Yeah.
29:10It's like, I don't know.
29:12My dad is black, and my mom's Colombian.
29:13Okay.
29:14I like that.
29:15Is your mom from Colombia, or just, is she?
29:18My mom was adopted when she was two days old.
29:21My grandparents are actually white.
29:23Actually, my mom wanted to name me Liliana, and that would have given it away.
29:28I could see that.
29:28I probably would have gone by Lily.
29:30I like Liliana.
29:32I've got such little hands.
29:34Oh, you've got clean nails.
29:36Oh, you've got clean nails.
29:36Oh, gosh.
29:38You're amazing.
29:39Can I do what I can?
29:40Can I do what I can?
29:47You're so pretty.
29:49Oh.
29:50Also, this is how tall I actually am.
29:53It works for me.
29:55Because, like, I didn't care about, like, if you were, like, maybe she'll think I'm, like,
29:58really short.
30:00And then you're, like...
30:01I was, like, I literally couldn't care.
30:02And then you're...
30:03I've never, never been an issue.
30:06Yeah.
30:07You're happy?
30:08I'm so happy.
30:09Me too.
30:10It's just, like, crazy.
30:11You know, I was thinking about the other night, it's just, like, man, I feel like she's just,
30:13like, perfect.
30:15Like...
30:15I'm absolutely not.
30:16I was, like, perfect.
30:17No, like...
30:18Like, the time, like, when I saw you, I was, like...
30:20I literally couldn't have, like...
30:22Like, if you had to picture something, I was, like, that's, like, literally, like, perfect.
30:25Wow.
30:25I swear.
30:26Wow, man.
30:26I swear.
30:27I feel like you.
30:29You're gorgeous.
30:30During those, like, pod sessions, we connected so well in there where I knew, like, hey, if
30:35we were in person, like, obviously, we don't know what each other...
30:38We don't know what each other look like, but it's, like, at the same time, it's, like, I
30:41felt like that just didn't matter.
30:43And almost, like, now, at this point, like, we've spent time with each other.
30:46It's, like, it doesn't matter.
30:49Dude, it's...
30:51It's amazing.
30:53Ugh, I never want my phone back.
30:55I know, we were actually talking about that.
30:56Ugh, it's incredible.
30:58I feel, like, so much more clear-headed.
31:00Yeah.
31:00And, like, I don't get bombarded by, like, oh, shit, that, like, stressed me out and this,
31:04like, made me upset and whatever, especially, like, the news.
31:07That's, like, really nice to me.
31:08It's all I'm going to do is stop, anyways.
31:10You don't have cable already, thanks.
31:11Well, I don't either, but, like, my...
31:13I'm on Instagram.
31:14Yeah.
31:14And because of, like, my shrung political views, a lot of the accounts I follow are, like...
31:21Yeah, I like that.
31:22...updates on that.
31:23Very, very...
31:24Should be.
31:25Yeah.
31:25I appreciate it.
31:26I appreciate that about you.
31:30I think you know that, though.
31:31Mm-hmm.
31:32It's just so cool to just be with you and, like, see you and talk to you.
31:36I never anticipated, like, being physically attracted to you before I saw you.
31:41I already think that Chris is hot, and I haven't seen him.
31:44Like, I was like, that's a weird sensation.
31:47Like, I just didn't anticipate that.
31:49I was like, that doesn't make sense, Jessica.
31:52None of it does.
31:53None of it does.
31:55That's kind of the beauty of it.
31:56It is, right?
31:57We're so lucky.
31:59Literally.
32:05I always thought this earlier.
32:06You're gonna not like it.
32:07Uh-oh.
32:08Uh-oh.
32:09But I said this to the girl.
32:10I said, if I, like, saw you in the wild, I would think that you would only want to be
32:15with, like, a gym rat, and you would never eat pizza with me.
32:18That's interesting you say that.
32:21You don't eat pizza.
32:22Oh, I do.
32:23Fucking love pizza.
32:25No, like, I, I mean, I told you, like, I come home, and I'm, like, even if it's not that
32:29late, and, like, it's not, like, super, like, whatever, like, I'll Uber Eats and DoorDash, like, all the time.
32:34Same.
32:34I just love eating, and I do not love working out.
32:39I only think of, like, running as punishment.
32:44It does suck the first, like, couple miles, but I think once you get, like, into it, it's, like...
32:49I would never get through two miles.
32:50That's the thing.
32:51Yeah, it's, it's hard to get through the first two, but, like, you don't even have to go fast.
32:55She's moving right now.
32:56It's, like, I will go on every walk with you.
33:01Obviously, I think she's the most beautiful, like, human being I've ever, like, like, been around, and, like, I love
33:07her.
33:07I'm super attracted to her and, like, everything else, like, physically.
33:11I didn't think, like, someone like her even existed for me, to be honest with you.
33:15Mm.
33:24We're in the gym.
33:25We're in the gym.
33:26We're in the sauna for the second time.
33:28We're in the sauna for the second time.
33:30And we did a jacuzzi.
33:32Now we did some pizza and some wine.
33:35That was the gym with pizza and wine.
33:37Now it's hard to know, but I feel it in my soul.
33:43We're in the pool.
33:45I fell in love with Brittany, but as far as, like, what each other looked like, I know she's dated
33:50white, mixed, black, so I don't think she had, like, a set preference of, like, what she, exactly, she was
33:56looking for.
33:58So grateful.
34:02And maybe my judgment in the past, it's, like, maybe that wouldn't have been someone I had approached, and nothing
34:09against who Brittany is as a person.
34:11Like, I was attracted to what I thought was my person, but I definitely think love is blind, and it
34:17didn't matter what race she was on the other side of the wall to me.
34:20Now it's, like, you see her, and it's just, like, how could I walk away from this?
34:24Like, that's my person, like, I'm hopeful that this moment doesn't stop, but it's just, like, the groundwork for, you
34:30know, what 10, 15, 20, 30 years looks like from now.
34:34I wonder what, like, time you're going to have to wake up tomorrow.
34:37Is it going to have, like, 6 a.m.?
34:39I don't run.
34:40Me neither.
34:42Oh, my gosh, sure.
34:43You're looking at the wrong person for a run.
34:46You can't run with this.
34:48Yeah, you can.
34:49No, you can.
34:50Not comfortably.
34:51I prefer it.
34:53I bet you do.
34:55Yeah, no, running in Big Titty City don't, don't, don't go together.
35:01Does it still look okay?
35:02Yeah, it looks good.
35:03Let me share it.
35:03I promise.
35:08Just look at me.
35:10It's, like, green, blue, golden eyes.
35:14Yeah.
35:16Kissing Brittany has been, like, a long time coming.
35:19It's, like, every time it's just, like, oh, wow, that takes your breath away.
35:22Um, she has really nice lips, so I'm excited to be able to kiss some more.
35:29We'll do a little bit.
35:36Oh, I love the purple lights.
35:52It's so pretty.
35:53Did you see the moon?
35:55Yeah, that's awesome.
35:57Glad we could be here together.
35:59Me too.
36:03I, you know, you have a child when you're unwed and 26 years old and you just kind of watch
36:10everybody else's life go.
36:12And to sit here and, like, have a ring on my finger, like, it's crazy to me and it's amazing
36:16and it just feels right because it's with this, like, person that I laugh with and that I
36:23feel so genuine.
36:24But now to actually, like, see that smile and to see that laugh, it's one of the most incredible
36:29experiences I have ever had in my entire life.
36:33Looks good on you.
36:37It does.
36:38I know.
36:40Got your sparkly nails, too?
36:41Mm-hmm.
36:42Did you do that for Emma?
36:43Mm-hmm.
36:44I love it.
36:45It's pleasant to be around you.
36:47It makes you feel good.
36:56Oh, my belly's just hanging out here.
36:58Buttons out.
37:00Get hairy.
37:02Hush.
37:04Don't you hush me.
37:07Do you want another pillow?
37:08Oh, you can lay like this if you want.
37:12Your hair smells good.
37:16Freshly washed.
37:17You get a lot more hair than I do.
37:22Yours is really thick.
37:24Did you say you used to have your hair, like, red, red?
37:26Mm-hmm.
37:27I bet that was pretty hot to you, honestly.
37:32You look amazing as a blonde as well.
37:35Mm-hmm.
37:48Definitely can get used to this, Amber.
38:00Wait a minute, it's your scars.
38:02Is this a scar?
38:04That actually might be surgery.
38:06There's, like, a soccer one that kind of goes in the back here.
38:10There's a scar?
38:11No, no, no.
38:12A tattoo?
38:12A tattoo.
38:13A tattoo.
38:13It's like a kid with a ball in his hand looking up here.
38:16Okay.
38:17It's almost like a skeleton of a dragon that kind of circles this, and then he's looking
38:21up at that.
38:22You're into dragons?
38:23Oh, no.
38:23So cool.
38:25So you like dragons?
38:25You're like, I don't like dragons.
38:27Wait, did I tell you what I was?
38:28I had to, like, read a book.
38:29I was trying to, like, read a book.
38:30But the book I had, had, like, dragons on the side, and all these kids were around me.
38:33I was like, I can't read this.
38:35It's about dragons and, like, dragon riders.
38:37What was the book?
38:39It's called Fourth Wing.
38:41Oh, is it?
38:43Yes.
38:44It's, like, smut, as the kids say.
38:47Yeah, I still don't know what that stands for if I'm going to have to explain it.
38:50It doesn't stand for anything.
38:52I know what it means.
38:53Yeah, that's what it means.
38:54I like to read.
38:56I'm a nerd, though, for sure.
38:57I like stoicism.
38:58I like to read, like, not just, like, someone else's interpretation of it.
39:02Like, I will go in and read Letters to a Stoic by Epictetus and, like...
39:05Cliff notes?
39:06No, I actually read it.
39:07Okay, just make a check.
39:08It makes me a nerd.
39:10God damn.
39:11Don't do that.
39:12You can see those eyes.
39:14I don't do anything.
39:17Damn.
39:18What?
39:19Eye contact throws me.
39:22Don't do that.
39:22I saw what you just did.
39:24Throwing eyes around.
39:25I haven't even done any of, like, my moves.
39:27You haven't?
39:28I haven't seen them yet.
39:29No, mom.
39:30Oh.
39:31Yeah, you're dangerous.
39:33Very dangerous.
39:35Dangerous.
39:36Yeah.
39:36Dangerous.
39:40I don't bite your lip like that.
39:42I was just smiling.
39:43No, you weren't.
39:44I was just smiling.
39:45No, you weren't.
39:46Yes, you were.
39:48I was just smiling.
39:49You know exactly what you're doing to me.
39:54God, stop doing that.
39:56Doing what?
39:57I don't want eyes around like that.
39:58Hey, don't know what you're talking about.
40:00I think you might.
40:01I think you might.
40:03Just kidding.
40:04I know what I'm doing.
40:05Yeah, you do.
40:06I do.
40:07Yeah, you do.
40:10Oh, my God.
40:11You're making it difficult.
40:14Didn't it get hard?
40:17Very good choice of words.
40:18Very good choice of words.
40:19Answer's yes.
40:20You finished?
40:21Um, only after you.
40:25It would not matter if Alex was not the hottest man alive.
40:28Um, fortunately for me, he is.
40:31He's fucking hot.
40:35You happy?
40:37Yeah.
40:46Conor, is your hips that bad?
40:48Yeah.
40:49Conor, you can't cross your legs.
40:50I'm the...
40:50Oh.
40:51Oh.
40:52I think I just, like, pulled.
40:53This is a joke.
40:54What do you mean?
40:54This is being dramatic.
40:56What do you mean?
40:56This is being dramatic.
40:58So this...
40:58How do you sit?
40:59I just sit like this.
41:01Like a normal dude.
41:03Wait, I'm shocked.
41:04You can't...
41:05You can't do this.
41:06Not like that.
41:07That me, go to cross your legs.
41:08Like, should have been exposed to me.
41:10Deal breaker?
41:11That was, like, an ick I didn't know I had.
41:13Deal breaker?
41:14Watch that.
41:14I was like, please stop crossing your legs.
41:15You can fix me.
41:16How was your first day with me?
41:18I knew it was gonna be comfortable, but...
41:20Yeah.
41:21I'm like, it's easy.
41:23Chemistry's there.
41:24Just even walking through the villa.
41:26Ooh.
41:27Ooh.
41:28I was like, yeah, this is it.
41:30This is it.
41:31This is it.
41:33That's a thought process in my brain.
41:36That's so...
41:36That's so attractive.
41:38Don't make fun of me.
41:39I'm not.
41:40That was satirical from you.
41:42Do you want me to say the opposite next time?
41:45No.
41:45Okay.
41:46Only the truth.
41:49To be able to look you in the eyes and talk to you, I'm like, oh.
41:52I know.
41:54I know.
41:55It's more intense.
41:56Nuts.
41:57I can't stop staring at you.
41:58I know.
41:59I'm not mad about it.
42:00I know you have to fly.
42:03Oh.
42:05So you can say goodbye.
42:09Oh.
42:10Oh.
42:10Oh.
42:11Oh.
42:11Oh.
42:12I think my biggest fear was, like, how we be physically from emotionally, because, like,
42:18we were, like, we've been so good emotionally.
42:20Yeah.
42:21But I feel like I'm very comfortable with you physically.
42:23That was something that I was obviously nervous about, too.
42:26Yeah.
42:26Because I feel like, yeah.
42:28It's okay.
42:29It's okay.
42:29It's okay.
42:30I'm so sorry.
42:31Why are you laughing?
42:33I'm so sorry.
42:33I'm so sorry.
42:40I'm so sorry.
42:41I'm so sorry.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:42I'm so giggling.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:43I'm so sorry.
42:44I love you so much.
42:45It's supposed to be bed time, right?
42:46I know.
42:49And, like, I think...
42:50I'm so sorry.
42:52I'm sorry.
42:56Okay.
42:57It's okay.
42:57Take your time.
42:59I don't know why I'm so uncomfortable right now.
43:01I think, like, now, like, for me, like, we've gotten, like, to such...
43:07Go ahead.
43:08No.
43:08Okay.
43:09We've, like, gotten to, like, such an emotional level.
43:11That's what I was, like, racking my brain around.
43:13Well, you like me physically as much as emotionally.
43:15Yeah.
43:16I do.
43:22I do, too.
43:32Good night.
43:38What are you thinking about?
43:40Dangerous eyes.
43:44Just enjoying you.
43:46Yeah.
43:46Yeah.
43:47Okay.
43:49Not on.
43:50Mm-hmm.
43:53I'm very excited for sex, honestly.
43:57I'm a very sexual person, but, like, I'm a very loyal person.
44:00And I do not give it out to just anybody.
44:03So, I'm very excited to share this moment with Alex.
44:07Love's my religion, but he was my faith.
44:11Something so sacred, so hard to replace.
44:14Falling for him was like falling from grace.
44:18I know what I like.
44:19I know what I want.
44:21I know how to treat a man.
44:23I think it's very attractive.
44:24Like, the confidence for a woman to have, knowing exactly what she wants.
44:28Those things are very attractive to a man.
44:31Are you happy?
44:32Yeah.
44:33Confident.
44:34Happy.
44:36Are you?
44:36Yeah.
44:37Get used to it.
44:38Yes, sir.
44:39Good answer.
44:41I'm a little sexually flustered, I guess, right now.
44:45He's just so handsome.
44:47Beautiful, beautiful man.
44:51Don't look at me like that.
44:53Too late.
45:00You're getting used to my hands there?
45:02Yeah.
45:02Yeah?
45:03Yeah, love you.
45:04Love you, too.
45:06They say all good boys go to heaven, but bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:13It's automatic.
45:16It's just what they do.
45:19They say all good boys go to heaven.
45:23It's all too heavy, but bad boys bring heaven to you.
45:27I'd definitely be okay with having sex tonight, for sure.
45:31We'll talk about it.
45:32I'd be okay to wait, too.
45:34Sex is sex.
45:36Like, most men will, like, put their dick in a chicken sandwich.
45:39Those things really don't matter to me as much.
45:42But, I mean, I'd rather have with a person, like, I love and I'm attracted to, for sure.
45:48Being in this arms feels amazing.
45:50It's kind of indescribable.
45:53Oh, look at this bad boy.
45:55What do you think?
45:58Maybe I'll let you try it if you're nice.
46:00I do.
46:02I love you.
46:04Me, too.
46:11How do you feel about being in person together?
46:14Better.
46:15I'm not going to lie.
46:16At first, I made, like, real nervous because I was like, oh, my God.
46:19And it kind of freaked me out.
46:21But I feel like we have a good base.
46:24Yeah.
46:25To go from.
46:30I feel like we're going to be 70, like, dancing in our kitchen.
46:33Oh, for sure.
46:34Together.
46:34I might break my hip.
46:36But that's okay.
46:37As long as we're together.
46:39You're right.
46:39I'll take care of you.
46:41I am your little nurse now.
46:43Your own personal nurse.
46:44I love that.
46:45I'm excited about, like, just, I don't know, physical connection, being in person.
46:50If I broke your heart, would you take me?
46:54The next time that I do have sex with somebody, I want it to be with a person that I,
46:58100%,
46:59we are going to spend the rest of our lives together.
47:04So, I think that eventually we will have sex.
47:09I feel hopeful.
47:11I feel excited.
47:13I feel like we have a good thing.
47:15I feel like we have a very strong connection.
47:26We're going to have a good life.
47:27Yes, we are.
47:30I think what I'm most hopeful for is that we're going to actually get married and build
47:36a future together and have kids and just have the life that we both always dreamed of.
47:41Like, I feel like I could just do this forever.
47:43Good night.
47:45Love you.
47:47I love you.
47:53You know, I hope to be with Chris forever.
47:56Like, and this is, you know, the first night of hopefully thousands.
48:01I'm so happy.
48:03Ah, I'm chill.
48:08Oh my gosh.
48:09Well, this could be the start of the rest of my life.
48:13I'm scared of anything.
48:15I'm dying on you.
48:17If you're gonna find somebody new.
48:20Cause how could they love you as much as much as I do, as much as I do.
48:31Cause I'm not scared of loving you.
48:34I'm just scared of losing you.
48:37I'm just scared of losing you.
48:38I'm not scared of anyone.
48:41Or dying on you.
48:42Or if you're gonna find somebody new.
48:47Cause how could they love you as much as I do, as much as I do.
49:11Cause how could they love you as much as I do, as much as I do, as much as I
49:25do, as much as I do, as much as I do, as much as I do, as much as I
49:26do, as much as I do, as much as I do, as much as I do, as much as I
49:26do.
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