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00:00:09I'm not really nervous about meeting Jordan. He loves me for my personality and my values,
00:00:15but I'm a little bit nervous about just making sure I don't, you know, fall over or do anything
00:00:20crazy. I was able to brush my teeth, so hopefully that goes over quite well because I had roast
00:00:27beef for lunch, but I think he'll love that, too. He's a big food guy, so.
00:00:35I hope that she finds me attractive, obviously. Definitely would make a good impression. Hopefully
00:00:40I don't fall or tear my pants when I get down to propose, but I just want to go see
00:00:45her.
00:00:53Wow.
00:00:57You look incredible.
00:00:59You're so beautiful. Come here.
00:01:05How crazy is this?
00:01:07You're gorgeous.
00:01:11Oh my gosh.
00:01:16Got something for you.
00:01:18Let's see what you think.
00:01:20Amber.
00:01:22Amber.
00:01:22Amber.
00:01:24Amber.
00:01:25Amber.
00:01:25Amber.
00:01:27Will you marry me?
00:01:34My hands are shaking. Oh my gosh.
00:01:42Is your heart beating out of your chest like mine? Oh my gosh. Let's go out some champagne.
00:01:48Oh my gosh.
00:01:50Damn.
00:01:51Oh wow.
00:01:53What do you think?
00:01:54Yes.
00:01:54Do you like what you see?
00:01:55Yes, I do.
00:01:57You're so beautiful.
00:02:00I've already fallen in love with Amber and then for her to be just like absolutely beautiful.
00:02:05I've never felt anything like this before.
00:02:08Wow.
00:02:09You're absolutely beautiful.
00:02:14They're very handsome.
00:02:16Let's get in here.
00:02:18Whew.
00:02:19Let's see.
00:02:19We look good together.
00:02:21Yeah.
00:02:23We do.
00:02:24Wow.
00:02:28Heart is pumping.
00:02:31So weird matching your voice with your face.
00:02:34It's so weird.
00:02:34Was it not what you were expecting?
00:02:36I didn't.
00:02:36I couldn't expect anything.
00:02:38You're gorgeous though.
00:02:41All right.
00:02:42Yes.
00:02:43Whew.
00:02:46Cheers.
00:02:47I can't wait for the future with us.
00:02:49I can't either.
00:02:52Cheers.
00:02:54I definitely don't think it would have mattered what he looked like but he has this smile that
00:02:59just is so incredible and amazing and these eyes that just really light up whenever he
00:03:05talks and just is so amazing.
00:03:09Wow.
00:03:10I'm so lucky.
00:03:12I am too.
00:03:16Love you.
00:03:17Love you too.
00:03:21I'm stunned.
00:03:23You're absolutely gorgeous.
00:03:24I am glad that I was like nervous.
00:03:28I mean you get nervous.
00:03:29I'm walking in and I'm like I don't even know if he's going to.
00:03:32I know my heart was like beating out of my chest and I was like faint in the door.
00:03:39I've got this for you too actually.
00:03:42This is what I read to you yesterday.
00:03:44I want you to keep it.
00:03:46You're so welcome.
00:03:47I am so happy.
00:03:48Me too.
00:03:49Like I didn't care what you look like.
00:03:51Now you're this handsome man.
00:03:53Oh thank you.
00:03:54Thank you so much.
00:03:56I love you.
00:03:57I love you too.
00:04:00This is like crazy.
00:04:02I know.
00:04:04The second best moment of my life.
00:04:06The first was having Emma but this is the second.
00:04:08I love that.
00:04:12Me too.
00:04:13I am holding a letter.
00:04:14It says to my love, the most beautiful person I've never seen.
00:04:19Your strength is inspiring.
00:04:21Your charm is intoxicating and your confidence radiates.
00:04:25You're a fighter.
00:04:26You're a caretaker.
00:04:27You're a role model.
00:04:29Thank you for showing me who you really are and accepting me for who I am.
00:04:33To the love of my life.
00:04:35I love you.
00:04:37Amber Catherine Morrison.
00:04:38He wrote this to me before he ever saw me.
00:04:42That makes me feel incredible.
00:04:45Especially after I had Emma like I never thought I would.
00:04:47You know I saw like all my friends lives going different ways and they were all getting married and engaged
00:04:52and stuff and I was like that's probably just like out of the picture for me.
00:04:55You know what I mean at this point of my life.
00:04:57I never thought it was going to actually like happen.
00:04:59It happened.
00:05:01It happened look.
00:05:02It happened.
00:05:04There you go.
00:05:05There you go.
00:05:08Like it happened.
00:05:11I feel so good right now.
00:05:14This is so incredible.
00:05:16Love you.
00:05:17Me too.
00:05:23Bye bye.
00:05:55I don't wear rings.
00:05:57I don't know what I'm going to do.
00:05:58I bought.
00:05:58You'll get used to it.
00:05:59I bought a little like ring off of Sheen to like practice having it on and I was like this
00:06:04is so uncomfortable.
00:06:05Why are you here?
00:06:07For a husband.
00:06:10I've been manifesting this for sure.
00:06:14I bought a wedding dress.
00:06:16I loved the dress.
00:06:18It was on sale and I got a wedding dress so I don't have a choice.
00:06:23I'm getting married.
00:06:25Good morning.
00:06:26How are you?
00:06:27I'm good.
00:06:28How are you Javonte?
00:06:29I'm doing well.
00:06:30Thank you for asking.
00:06:31I know it's still like early but I am feeling stuff so.
00:06:34You can tell who you want to focus your energy on.
00:06:37Exactly.
00:06:38I want my wife to know the most about me walking out of this.
00:06:41Yeah.
00:06:41Yeah.
00:06:42What's one thing you noticed about me?
00:06:44Do you want the truth?
00:06:46Yes.
00:06:47Your voice is a little nerdy.
00:06:50But obviously it didn't scare me away.
00:06:54Right.
00:06:55Obviously I do photo and video.
00:06:56Yeah.
00:06:57We're all a nerd about something in our life.
00:06:59My brothers are both really into photography.
00:07:02Sounds like we have a dynamic team already.
00:07:05We do.
00:07:05You come from a big family.
00:07:07I come from a big family.
00:07:09And listen I'm a nerd when it comes to labor and delivery.
00:07:12Like I will talk about it all day long every day and not be ashamed.
00:07:17People are always like so you don't think it's nasty like seeing vaginas all day long.
00:07:22Seeing babies come out of there and I'm like no I think it's the most beautiful thing in the world.
00:07:26I love that.
00:07:27Yeah.
00:07:28What else do you nerd out about?
00:07:29When the wobble comes on, electric slide, I am 100% out there.
00:07:34So you won't be embarrassed if your husband does like the worm.
00:07:37It's going to depend on where he decides to do the worm.
00:07:40At a wedding.
00:07:42Right.
00:07:43Do you baby.
00:07:45I just picture you being like this guy's going to do the worm down the aisle.
00:07:49Like oh dear god.
00:07:50Like isn't that your husband?
00:07:51I'm like huh?
00:07:52I don't know who that is.
00:07:53I'm not actually sure anymore.
00:07:55I don't have a husband.
00:07:57You got me confused with that other lady over there.
00:07:59Oh you're funny.
00:08:01I'm excited to be a husband and like something that stood out to me like early on with you.
00:08:06It has a lot to do with like how excited you are about the idea of like seeing like your
00:08:10man be a father.
00:08:12I'm ready to be married because I am established in my career.
00:08:16More importantly it's like I don't think I've ever known myself this deeply.
00:08:20For me marriage is like it's a forever thing.
00:08:23Imagine if our grandparents gave up on some of the stuff you hear people give up on in today's world.
00:08:29It's just like we wouldn't even exist had like our parents grandparents not gone through the hard times together.
00:08:34When I get married I want my wife to know like you can't leave me until I die.
00:08:38Right.
00:08:39Like because listen you said we're in this so we're in it.
00:08:44I do want to share something a little personal with you.
00:08:47Okay.
00:08:48I got pulled out by production and my grandfather passed away.
00:08:58I'm so sorry.
00:09:00If I stay here it's important to me like I am here for the right reasons because I have every
00:09:06reason to be gone right now.
00:09:10I understand if at any point you're like emotionally I need to step away.
00:09:16Yeah.
00:09:16Or you just want to be with your family.
00:09:17I completely get that.
00:09:24I had a chance to like talk to my brother as I was talking to him and like my grandma
00:09:29like something that you know they both said to me is like this is like what my grandfather would want.
00:09:35I want to like continue on with this and you know hopefully I find my lifelong partner like my grandparents
00:09:41did.
00:09:42I wouldn't be here if I wasn't ready.
00:09:56Have you all seen the movie A Bronx Tale?
00:09:59It's an older movie.
00:10:00I don't think so.
00:10:01There's a line in it and he just says like you get three great women in your life.
00:10:05Your first love's the one that it's like puppy love.
00:10:07The second one breaks you and then the third one fixes it type thing.
00:10:10And that's the one that kind of lasts with my connection with Ashley.
00:10:14That makes sense to me for sure logically.
00:10:16Ashley and I are getting along phenomenally.
00:10:18One of the biggest parts of a relationship in my opinion is opening up and being emotional.
00:10:22It's incredibly difficult as men.
00:10:25So being able to kind of bring that emotion in a safe place with the woman that you're you know
00:10:29attracted to emotionally is what I've been looking for in a wife for a long time.
00:10:33Obviously a soccer coach is not what I planned on right after college but it's what I love to do.
00:10:38And I've said before like as a kid I really locked in on soccer and that became you know my
00:10:42identity growing up.
00:10:44Do you mind if I ask you like why you had to stop playing like did you get injured or.
00:10:47Yeah so I had four knee surgeries at the wrong time.
00:10:51Oh my God.
00:10:52Draft day was the worst day of my life because you're supposed to fly out to LA and wear a
00:10:56suit and put the scarf on that the team drafts you in and stand up on the podium and say
00:11:00thank God for getting here.
00:11:02It's supposed to be you know signing bonus day and all of these things you worked 20 plus years for.
00:11:08And for me it was.
00:11:10I'm sitting on a couch in North Carolina with my college soccer team at this point who I spent four
00:11:16and a half years with with my leg in a cast.
00:11:18What I mean on the Percocet because I have to be.
00:11:21Yeah.
00:11:22Watching on a laptop and you know the entire team is there my mom's there in the other room making
00:11:27cookies and one of my best friends on the team he got drafted I think it was 13th or 14th
00:11:31overall which is great.
00:11:32You know for me I was.
00:11:34That sounds arrogant when I say that I was supposed to be a top five pick most likely a top
00:11:3910 realistically.
00:11:42I will remember this till the day I die.
00:11:44I was so happy for him to get drafted but the loneliest part what because he was at in LA
00:11:49you know doing exactly what I just explained.
00:11:52And the loneliest part was the entire team.
00:11:55Was so excited they stood up like dude I got to go play I got to go I want to
00:11:59go to the field and just play.
00:12:01And the entire team left.
00:12:03And everyone left me kind of there to watch my name get called.
00:12:07And it kind of shows you like it like those were supposed to be my boys like the the you
00:12:12know support system that you had.
00:12:13And for them to kind of leave before my name is called was pretty tough.
00:12:17I mean they sent me a couple text afterwards but it's like oh we're not really that close.
00:12:22I got it like we were just friends because I was good at soccer not because we're actually friends.
00:12:25Yeah.
00:12:26But I was still drafted I was 23rd overall which is nothing to scoff at but it's not how I
00:12:31you know dreamed it up.
00:12:32The fourth knee surgery came through after the the team that drafted me said hey you're not going to play
00:12:38again.
00:12:39Oh my god.
00:12:40So that was a tough one for me.
00:12:42You can imagine like that mental kind of aspect when you lose what you had been kind of working for
00:12:46for that long.
00:12:47It's very very difficult to overcome but when you get through that spend the time to actually develop as a
00:12:54person outside of just being an athlete.
00:12:56So I think that's one of my better accomplishments realistically.
00:12:59I want you to feel comfortable coming to me and like your darkest days or with any problem that you
00:13:05have and that's when you really feel loved.
00:13:08But that's why we're here right exactly.
00:13:11It's the way we talked about things we want on set all night.
00:13:18I've been waiting for you.
00:13:20I've been waiting for you.
00:13:23I've been waiting for you.
00:13:25You alright?
00:13:27I'm so sad but I'm just...
00:13:31What happened to you?
00:13:32If you want to talk about it you don't have to.
00:13:34It's just...
00:13:36I mean I went there with my number one, opened up to her like how I'm having feelings for my
00:13:43first date.
00:13:44She didn't take that love.
00:13:45Oh fuck.
00:13:46She walked out.
00:13:47Damn.
00:13:50She's gotten left?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Oh wait but you're crying.
00:13:58I am but I fucking...
00:14:00I have to know what the fuck I'm worth and I'm not dealing with this shit.
00:14:03Oh yes.
00:14:03Let's go.
00:14:04I'm not dealing with that shit.
00:14:05I'm not living.
00:14:06You need to clap out.
00:14:07You need to clap out.
00:14:08Right on you.
00:14:09I can't.
00:14:10Bye.
00:14:11Bye.
00:14:12We'll see you.
00:14:13We'll see you in Ohio.
00:14:15Group hug.
00:14:16I'm not doing that shit again.
00:14:23Honestly the lounge is insane right now.
00:14:28Emotions are high and I have seen her tears about this situation and that is gut wrenching.
00:14:38I love y'all.
00:14:40I love you.
00:14:40I love you.
00:14:41I love you.
00:14:43Woo.
00:14:44Jesus.
00:14:44We are both amazing women.
00:14:49You know?
00:14:50Oh.
00:14:51Yeah.
00:14:51Come here.
00:14:52That's a good man.
00:14:54I know your man.
00:14:56I think I know your man.
00:14:58That's a good man.
00:14:59Just need a second.
00:15:00I'm sorry.
00:15:02I'm a grown ass woman.
00:15:03Like I signed up for this experiment.
00:15:06You signed up for this experiment.
00:15:09Let's not play victim.
00:15:10The victim game here.
00:15:18He talked about, you know, having a stronger connection.
00:15:21And then he went on with the whole you so great speech.
00:15:24I'm not sitting through that shit again.
00:15:26I'm not.
00:15:27I'm not.
00:15:28So I'm going to leave.
00:15:30He said the other connection was stronger?
00:15:33He's, no, he didn't say it was stronger.
00:15:34But he said like after his first date, like I'm feeling strong connections.
00:15:39I'm going to make the decision for you.
00:15:41And I'm going to leave.
00:15:43But isn't that what you've done in the past?
00:15:46Like.
00:15:46It is.
00:15:47What I did in the past was leave.
00:15:49I don't know.
00:15:49I was just struggling.
00:15:50I was just having a hard time explaining.
00:15:53Like.
00:15:54I mean, the good thing is if her reaction was that, like, immediate, that means she's
00:15:59got some pretty strong feelings for you.
00:16:01Yeah.
00:16:02If I go back in that pod, I'm just going to be silent.
00:16:04If you don't want to go back in, you don't have to.
00:16:06But there still is, you know, a lot of times left on the page.
00:16:11I don't even know if that man would want to come back in that day.
00:16:16I can ask about that.
00:16:18Mm-hmm.
00:16:24Redo.
00:16:25Oh.
00:16:26What?
00:16:30Not a redo.
00:16:35All right.
00:16:42Hey, Tyler.
00:16:44Hi.
00:16:46Thank you for coming back, for being, you know, talking to me.
00:16:49You're welcome.
00:16:51Thank you for coming back.
00:16:53Yeah.
00:16:55I'm sorry, Tyler.
00:16:56I did not mean for, you know, to trigger you or to, you know, make you feel like you
00:17:02had, you know, to storm out.
00:17:03I'm choosing somebody over you.
00:17:05That's not what I was trying to say at all.
00:17:07Just was expressing just my, you know, thoughts and feelings.
00:17:11That's all.
00:17:12Thank you for the apology.
00:17:13For sure.
00:17:16Oh, man.
00:17:17And I'm sorry for slamming the door on you.
00:17:19No, you're fine.
00:17:21What do you need as you think about how you're going to make your decision?
00:17:26I need to just have, make it, like, it's comfortable.
00:17:30It feels natural.
00:17:31It feels safe.
00:17:32It feels like this is fired up.
00:17:35Like, we are doing this.
00:17:36Like, it's go time.
00:17:38That's really what I've, you know, kind of been looking for.
00:17:42We have had an amazing connection.
00:17:46And, yes, Tyler, I definitely feel that bond.
00:17:52Do you think you'll be able to get there in this experiment?
00:17:54I definitely think it can happen.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:56You know, I definitely think that there are, you know, qualities in you that I see that,
00:18:01you know, could potentially be able to do that.
00:18:04For me, what I would need to say yes if somebody proposed to me is, like, I need to know
00:18:09that me and you have time to lock in without distractions of somebody else.
00:18:14And I don't want that to be the day that you say, you know, will you marry me if we
00:18:19get to that point?
00:18:20Like, there needs to be some time where it's like, okay, locked in.
00:18:24Like, first of all, I need to be a girlfriend before I'm a fiance.
00:18:26Like, you gotta ask me to be a girlfriend.
00:18:28But I just want to offer you some validation.
00:18:30Like, I think if you were to get married tomorrow to whoever, like, you would be an incredible husband, an
00:18:34incredible partner.
00:18:36Like, I think you have evidence in your life of being a great person to other people.
00:18:41I think you are a great man that is already prepared and has all the things that he needs to
00:18:46be a great husband.
00:18:47I think the question for all of us is like, okay, to who?
00:18:50Like, I'm going to make that clear.
00:18:54Okay.
00:18:55Yeah.
00:18:56Okay, Kevin.
00:18:59I'm so curious at what your smile looks like.
00:19:04I'm like, can I just get a picture of a smile?
00:19:06Oh, man.
00:19:08It's a good smile.
00:19:09Can't wait, can't wait.
00:19:12I'm sorry.
00:19:17I'm sorry.
00:19:20Tyler.
00:19:22I'm sorry for bombarding you earlier outside.
00:19:24I didn't mean to bombard you like that.
00:19:26It's okay.
00:19:26That was kind of fucked up.
00:19:27It's okay.
00:19:29Emotions are high.
00:19:30I know.
00:19:30It happened.
00:19:32I was like, okay.
00:19:33No, fuck that though.
00:19:34Do you want a hug out?
00:19:35Yeah.
00:19:36I love you.
00:19:37I love you.
00:19:38I love you.
00:19:38I love you.
00:19:40I love you.
00:19:41I love you.
00:19:42I love you.
00:19:43Yeah.
00:19:47What in the world?
00:19:48Yeah.
00:19:57Do you feel good about your people?
00:19:58Yeah.
00:19:59Good.
00:19:59No, I do I think the hardest thing for me it's like each individual person
00:20:03I've been connecting with them for different reasons, but it's like am I really gonna get the whole package?
00:20:07No, I'm attracted to you. I would be to check you I would absolutely date you
00:20:11But like you're missing this and then I go over here and I'm like you have all this but that
00:20:15guy's missing
00:20:15But I'm not like that connection over here. What am I gonna find someone that does everything? I know
00:20:20You'll find them
00:20:23I have Connor and I have Chris both really fantastic guys
00:20:27Connor has been from the start my number one
00:20:30It was like an electric connection from the beginning like no way like this is crazy
00:20:34There's no way like we had this much in common. That's insane. I was the coach's son. I want to
00:20:41be my
00:20:42Son's coach. Yeah, I'm gonna take what my dad
00:20:46Taught us and that's exactly what I want to be. I love that my dad coached me in softball
00:20:52My mom coached me in cheerleading my dad coached my brother in football
00:20:54I actually can just fast-forward and envision that life for me. I
00:20:58Absolutely want a family and like I think I'm meant to be a mom. I'm full of soccer mom kids
00:21:03get in the car
00:21:03We got to make like ten stops. So you want you want a van? No, would you get the ick
00:21:08of us that?
00:21:08I wanted a van stop it
00:21:10I kind of do Connor you can drive the van. I will happily drive the van. Oh my god
00:21:15I've
00:21:16Visualized like my whole life with Connor, but he's a slow burn and something that I really love about Chris
00:21:23is not only does he
00:21:24Make me feel comfortable make me feel safe to kind of really
00:21:28Connect at a more intimate level, but I know that he would be a partner for me that would challenge
00:21:33me and push me
00:21:34What are you wearing today? Everyone says orange is my color and I'm actually wearing orange again. Is it like
00:21:39an orange?
00:21:41Like a romper. Oh, I don't know if I should say something to you or not. What do you mean?
00:21:45I'm actually kind of scared to say it why I don't want to like
00:21:48Say something someone else told me, but I feel like I should go for it
00:21:53So there's this person on the other side in your guys lounge
00:21:56Okay, and I think one of the girls there was a girl and
00:22:01I met with her today and like I knew for a fact like we weren't a match and
00:22:06I told her that I think she's great, but she's like I think I know who your person is here
00:22:11Stop it. I like what she said
00:22:14I think I know who the person you're like meant to be with really. Yeah, she said that to me
00:22:19She was like the way you talk to me. She goes this person would be perfect for you
00:22:24And I was like don't not say a name to me, please
00:22:28But that person you were talking about what was she wearing today? She was like she was wearing an orange
00:22:32romper
00:22:33Ha ha ha
00:22:34I was like no fucking way
00:22:38I was like what?
00:22:40These girls trying to play matchmakers in here. I know I know I just feel like I had to tell
00:22:44you that
00:22:44Okay, and now I understand why you asked me that. Yeah, and I have now you're trying to debunk it
00:22:49No, I'm not you. Oh, you're trying to figure out who it was who was the orange romper. Yes
00:22:54That was me. I'm in the orange romper today. I know well I can tell you it brings me to
00:22:59another question. I want to ask you
00:23:00Here we go when it comes to like a long-term commitment like marriage
00:23:04Like what are like some qualities like you need to see in somebody?
00:23:07I can tell you one that I know that I would definitely be able to give you
00:23:12Oh, and what's that?
00:23:14I love the fact that you're very like, you know independent
00:23:17You're very driven, but I feel like maybe I could take that to the next level with you and show
00:23:22you things
00:23:22You know maybe to challenge yourself to like new things that you have not tried yet
00:23:26And it could be anything right it doesn't have to be something that's like, you know financially or monetary
00:23:30But like whatever it is in life whether it's emotional or like maybe helping you grow as a person
00:23:35And really listen to like maybe problems that are going through your day or like goals that you have
00:23:39Maybe we could help each other like work on those. Yes
00:23:42I would love to like challenge you like every day in a good positive way
00:23:45That's what I'm looking for in a partner. I'm such a big personality and so independent
00:23:50But like I want someone to come in that's just like i'm gonna like
00:23:54Make you feel safe and secure and like that's what i'm looking to find in this experience is like what
00:24:00does that look like?
00:24:01Is it
00:24:02Masculine energy? I don't know sure because like that's the whole point of this experiment like that was a physical
00:24:08thing for me before
00:24:09Okay, so like how does someone bring me into that feminine energy on an emotional level because I don't feel
00:24:14like I let myself feel that way a lot
00:24:17I'm like I can do it myself. I got it. Like i'm always planning the trips for my friends like
00:24:21doing the reservations
00:24:22I get that vibe a little bit. Yeah
00:24:24I can guarantee you'll never have to worry about booking a
00:24:27Restaurant reservation. I'll just tell you what that's what i'm saying like that stuff
00:24:31Yeah, like I think that stuff is like
00:24:34How I want someone to show up for me. I want to be there. I would be the person to
00:24:39like do that for you
00:24:39I love that. Well
00:24:41That makes me feel even more attracted to you
00:24:44Listen, i'm attracted to youtubery and yeah, I don't even know what you look like, right? You're gonna be like,
00:24:49yo, this dude is ugly, man
00:24:52Even if you were ugly, I would still be attracted to you about like this swag or like
00:24:58I don't know. I don't know how to describe it. I love it. Keep telling me
00:25:01But like you know what i'm saying like yeah, I could be a great girlfriend
00:25:06I know you would be you guys would like all be great boyfriends like we would have a ball
00:25:12But like who's my husband, you know
00:25:20Saddle up boys like this is it like who's kind of that boyfriend material versus like who do I want
00:25:26to spend the rest of my life with?
00:25:27It's the joys of dating two men at the same time
00:25:31Oh, they just smash them together make it one
00:25:37So yeah, one more tonight. I think so if she didn't go home, I don't know if she's staying this
00:25:41late
00:25:41Okay, okay
00:25:42Bree's a great connection. We get along so well. We relate on a similar level of banter
00:25:50She's just a great person like to her core
00:25:52But at the same time another great connection I have is with chess. She's super kind. She's so funny
00:25:57She's like a calming sense about her. She seems very intelligent. I think she's great crunch time crunch time
00:26:04This is gonna be interesting what how this all like plays out. I know I have two you have two
00:26:11Kevon has two wow
00:26:18I have to realize as well like these girls are dating other guys
00:26:21Brianna has always been like on my top. It's gonna be fine gonna be fine
00:26:27But I think chess is more open with her emotions
00:26:32It's the only you know thing I think about too. It's like chess is 38. So she's six years older
00:26:38than me, too
00:26:40Ann brie is younger. It's just
00:26:45Decisions it's tough
00:26:47Is this my husband? Right
00:26:49But I never really you know factored in age is like a super important thing like in my dating life
00:26:54anyways
00:26:55I think it's more about you know personality, you know their emotional intelligence and who they are as a person
00:27:02Hello
00:27:04It's not a sleepy boy
00:27:06No, I'm fine. I'm glad to talk to you. Oh, same. I've been waiting
00:27:11I've been waiting. I'm emotional right now and like I'm just trying to like figure this out. I
00:27:18I just feel like
00:27:21I feel like in this experience there are like two big hurdles hurdle number one is finding somebody
00:27:29and the second hurdle is
00:27:31Figuring out if the two of you
00:27:34Can get to that next step together
00:27:37Hmm
00:27:41And I just feel like I
00:27:45Could only like see that possibility with one person and that's you
00:27:50Wow, I mean, let me just take that in for a second before I respond directly to you, Jess
00:28:01Since day two, I've only had one number one
00:28:04And it's my favorite person that I could possibly
00:28:09Ever even consider in my entire life
00:28:12Literally ever
00:28:14Without even knowing what the hell you look like
00:28:18It's Jess like I was like it's literally Jess and um
00:28:22The fact that you said that just makes it even better
00:28:25I just I had zero intention of telling you that
00:28:30Just FYI, okay, because my worst fear was
00:28:35That you
00:28:37Had another connection that you were working on and I didn't want to color that
00:28:43And I would never ever want you to pick me
00:28:48Because I picked you
00:28:52Okay, so totally honest
00:28:54Mm-hmm
00:28:55I mean, there's one other person that I'm talking to
00:28:57Yeah, but like the other connection
00:29:00That I have
00:29:02It's like it's like a dude almost hanging out with me
00:29:06And it's like yeah, that could be my friend
00:29:08I don't want to say that I don't want to give too much
00:29:10Yeah
00:29:10Yeah, but whatever I mean whatever you probably know who it is anyway
00:29:13I don't I don't
00:29:14Okay, anyways, that's fun
00:29:17Like I feel like me and you it's like
00:29:19It just feels like so good it feels so different and like I think like long-term things right like
00:29:25I feel like we like me and you
00:29:28Mm-hmm
00:29:28I feel like it's just different than anything anyone else that I have talked to
00:29:34Me too
00:29:34That means a lot to me
00:29:36I think you are so kind
00:29:38And compassionate empathetic
00:29:40And like I resonate with that
00:29:43You say, you know, you're okay with never having kids
00:29:45But you say you're like open to it if somebody wanted to
00:29:48And it's weird because like I am okay with never having kids and you're okay with never having kids
00:29:54And the best part a craziest part is you would make such a great mom though if you wanted to
00:29:58be a mom
00:29:59Um, I don't know
00:30:00I just never
00:30:01That means so much to me
00:30:01I can't even tell you
00:30:02What?
00:30:03That means so much to me
00:30:05Yeah, I really do mean that
00:30:07Wow, this is wild Chris
00:30:11I feel like a little bit like my
00:30:14Like heart's gonna beat out of my chest
00:30:19It's nuts
00:30:24I try to picture I'm like, okay, what does Jess look like?
00:30:27I have no idea
00:30:29I know
00:30:29It's fucking wild
00:30:30Wild
00:30:31You could literally have blue hair
00:30:32I have no idea
00:30:33I could
00:30:33I'm not telling you
00:30:34I definitely want to learn more about your style
00:30:36I'm like
00:30:38She's eccentric
00:30:40To say the least
00:30:42I want to be barefoot if I can
00:30:44Yeah
00:30:44But I love all my like heels and shoes
00:30:47I was just picturing you with six inch heels
00:30:48I'm like
00:30:49That is wild
00:30:51Six inches is diabolical
00:30:53It's not
00:30:56If you're like five seven
00:30:57You're literally gonna be fucking six one
00:31:00I'm gonna be like
00:31:03Oh my god
00:31:04Oh my god
00:31:06All right, all right
00:31:07I'm just trying to figure it out
00:31:12Self-conscious over here
00:31:13Oh my god
00:31:15If you had like a physical type
00:31:16Like what would you think it would be?
00:31:19Just like be
00:31:20You could be super broad right?
00:31:21No, no, no
00:31:21A guy with a beard
00:31:22A guy with a tattoo
00:31:23Nope
00:31:24I um
00:31:26If you lined up every person I've ever dated
00:31:28You would be absolutely bewildered
00:31:31Really?
00:31:31At the fact that the same person dated all of them
00:31:34Really?
00:31:35Like nothing alike physically
00:31:37Okay
00:31:37Okay
00:31:38I literally don't care
00:31:39I swear to god
00:31:39What about you?
00:31:41I don't know like
00:31:42Dark features
00:31:43Burnett
00:31:44That's like normal
00:31:45But like I've also like dated other people that were blonde
00:31:48Or like
00:31:50You know
00:31:51I don't know
00:31:53It's like
00:31:53Okay
00:31:54You've done pageants
00:31:56Dancing
00:31:57Singing
00:31:58Singing
00:31:59Musical theater
00:32:00We definitely never would have talked ever
00:32:03I know
00:32:03Like no shot
00:32:04I would have never found you
00:32:06No
00:32:06Like
00:32:07No
00:32:08Never
00:32:08And like
00:32:11It's just crazy to think about
00:32:12I know
00:32:13It's crazy
00:32:14It's crazy
00:32:14That is like
00:32:15The fucking beauty of this
00:32:19Every part
00:32:21Is feels
00:32:22Feels
00:32:22Sweet dreams
00:32:23You too
00:32:24Good night
00:32:25I'll see you tomorrow okay
00:32:26Yeah I'll see you tomorrow
00:32:32Just like this spark and energy when I walk into the pod and I know it's Alex
00:32:36He's saying the right things
00:32:38We're matching up pretty well
00:32:40Mm-hmm
00:32:40So
00:32:41We'll see
00:32:45Alex is a very beautiful soul
00:32:46I love our conversations
00:32:48We have a beautiful connection
00:32:49It's just so fun with him
00:32:51Do you like to read?
00:32:51I do really like psychological thriller type mystery
00:32:55Yeah
00:32:55Yeah
00:32:55Yeah
00:32:55I'm a books guy
00:32:56One I think you would probably like is The Alchemist
00:32:59Oh my god I love that book
00:33:01Have you read that book?
00:33:02Of course I've read that book
00:33:04I'm always trying to like make people laugh
00:33:06Whether it's like I'm just dancing looking like a fool
00:33:08If I make someone smile like that
00:33:09Are you funny on purpose or on accident?
00:33:12Do you know what I mean by that?
00:33:12Both
00:33:12Both?
00:33:13Okay perfect
00:33:14Oh my god bull
00:33:14Perfect
00:33:15I'm such a klutz
00:33:16Yes
00:33:17I fall constantly
00:33:18My dad used to call me crashly when I was a kid
00:33:21I'm the same way I'm relatively klutzy
00:33:23If you give me a ball and a field I'm good to go
00:33:25Yeah
00:33:26Outside of that
00:33:26Yeah
00:33:27We'll be tripping over ourselves
00:33:28It'll be all right
00:33:28Great
00:33:28I literally can like trip standing still
00:33:31People are like what did you just do?
00:33:32I'm like I don't
00:33:32I don't know
00:33:34I want my kids to stay or be at home as much as possible
00:33:39So you want to you want to have their friends come over and play soccer in the backyard and be
00:33:42the the watermelon
00:33:43You know delivery person
00:33:44Yes
00:33:45I'm here for that
00:33:45You'll be out there backwards hat
00:33:47Yes
00:33:47Teaching them a thing or two
00:33:49Oh for sure the backwards hat will be there
00:33:51I'll be just drooling in the kitchen
00:33:53That's fine by me
00:33:54In my past relationships I adapted to the toxic environment and I've been numb to a lot of
00:34:01Feelings I guess it's just like easier for me to feel nothing than to
00:34:08Take the risk of feeling something and getting hurt again
00:34:14And with Alex I'm like I'm very ready to take that risk
00:34:19Hello
00:34:20Hello is that my girlfriend over there?
00:34:22It's me
00:34:23How are we doing?
00:34:23Can you believe it?
00:34:24I do believe it
00:34:25I do believe it
00:34:26I'm glad you're here
00:34:27I'm glad you're here
00:34:28I'm so excited to talk to you
00:34:29How'd you sleep last night?
00:34:31Oh like a rock
00:34:32Yeah?
00:34:33How'd you sleep?
00:34:33Very very well
00:34:35One of the things that we've really connected on is the book The Alchemist
00:34:42And you know for me Santiago is a shepherd that sacrifices his career and leaves home in search of treasure
00:34:50And you know finds himself instead
00:34:54He finds that his treasure was 15 feet from him the entire time which is wild
00:34:57Sounds very familiar and I think you know our journey has been very very similar to that
00:35:04I have so much confidence in us and that our treasure is here
00:35:17Ashley Carpenter I am on one knee
00:35:20And I would love it if you will marry me
00:35:32I would absolutely love to marry you
00:35:35Yeah?
00:35:36Or your wife
00:35:37Yes?
00:35:38Yes
00:35:42A thousand percent
00:35:43Yes
00:35:45I love you Ash
00:35:46I love you
00:35:47See you soon
00:35:48Yes
00:35:48All right
00:35:49That was so quick
00:35:50That's the only time you're gonna say that
00:36:07I'm engaged
00:36:21What are you wearing?
00:36:22I have some gray sweatpants on
00:36:25Gray sweatpants boy
00:36:27Women's kryptonite
00:36:28I don't understand that
00:36:30You don't need to
00:36:31I'm excited for your ass hat
00:36:33Oh my god I forgot I told you that
00:36:35It made me like even more
00:36:36Are you just like dating me at this point to like get to the end just to see my ass
00:36:40hat?
00:36:40I need to see this
00:36:42What if we see each other and I'm not like your type?
00:36:46Hmm
00:36:46I feel like we get each other on an emotional level
00:36:50And I think physical attraction can grow
00:36:53Do you have an idea of what I look like?
00:36:55No
00:36:56That's pretty cool
00:36:57Do you?
00:36:58Eh, kind of
00:36:59What if like I'm not your type?
00:37:02Well the nice thing is I don't have an exact type
00:37:05Okay
00:37:05Second, because of how much has like kind of made sense and how close we've gotten
00:37:10Yeah
00:37:10Emotionally
00:37:11I don't know I just like feel attracted to you
00:37:14And if it's not exactly like each other's type
00:37:16I think the physical attraction can definitely grow
00:37:19Yeah
00:37:20I don't know I guess it's just like a gut feeling that I think we're going to be attracted to
00:37:23each other
00:37:24And if it's not exactly what we were like envisioning or wanting that it's not gonna be like an issue
00:37:29Yeah, I like came in here not knowing what I wanted like I've dated a lot of like different guys
00:37:33Different like heights and types and looks
00:37:36You think we'd have cute kids though?
00:37:39I think we would
00:37:40Me too
00:37:42We've talked to my oh about my stance on kids right?
00:37:44Yeah, I'll be completely honest
00:37:46I mean, I think that'd be tough
00:37:47Yeah
00:37:47It's something I am passionate about
00:37:49I know I'm gonna be a good dad
00:37:50I know
00:37:50And I can feel that you'd be a good mom too
00:37:53So I think that might be like a little frustrating because I know how good of parents we'd be
00:37:57Yeah
00:37:59I mean, I'd still love you but
00:38:00Yeah
00:38:01I would hope that we could get to the point where kids would be in our lives
00:38:06So I guess we have something to think about
00:38:08We'll figure it out
00:38:09We'll figure it out
00:38:10And at the altar
00:38:13Smooth operator tonight
00:38:14I know
00:38:15It's working
00:38:16I'll see you tomorrow I had fun
00:38:18All right, good night
00:38:19Night
00:38:19Bye
00:38:25My number one at the moment
00:38:27Is Emma
00:38:29At the moment
00:38:31Some days we just absolutely
00:38:34Blow each other's socks off
00:38:36But what is married life gonna look like for us?
00:38:39Is this a real thing?
00:38:43And with Breezy
00:38:46She annoys me
00:38:50She makes me laugh
00:38:52Constantly
00:38:53At the end of the day I sell dumpsters
00:38:59This little little guy
00:39:00Just looking for love
00:39:01Do I call your dad G-Man or Mr. McNeese?
00:39:04G-Man
00:39:05My guy
00:39:06You gotta go Mr. McNeese first
00:39:08I'm an old-fashioned guy
00:39:09Like I still call a lot of my friends
00:39:11Mom and Dad's like Mr. and Mrs.
00:39:13And they're like, Connor, stop it
00:39:15I'm like, I'm just an old school guy
00:39:16I love that
00:39:17And the thing about G-Man is when I did finally tell him
00:39:20I might get engaged on the TV show
00:39:22He's like, what?
00:39:23I feel like he didn't believe me for a while
00:39:26I mean, I wouldn't either
00:39:28But he's like, I trust you
00:39:30That's so nice
00:39:30How'd your mom take it?
00:39:32She's pumped
00:39:33I didn't tell my parents until two weeks before I left
00:39:35No, you didn't, Connor
00:39:36So I called my mom first
00:39:38And she's like, I mean, I trust you
00:39:39A day or two later
00:39:40Called my dad
00:39:42And he was ecstatic
00:39:44I find out within 24 hours
00:39:46That they started binging the show
00:39:48Because they had never seen it
00:39:50And then my dad calls
00:39:51He's like, did you know that they can't see each other?
00:39:54And I'm like, what are we doing here?
00:39:56So then my dad's like, do you know that they go to your house?
00:39:59And I'm like
00:40:00Yeah, I do know that they go to my house
00:40:02He's like, is it clean?
00:40:03What about the garage?
00:40:04I'm like, if she's judging
00:40:05If she wants to divorce
00:40:06Because my garage might be just a little bit of a mess
00:40:08That's fine
00:40:09I'm good with that
00:40:10Okay, noted on the garage
00:40:12So the day before I left
00:40:15I get like three cards in the mail
00:40:17All three from my mom
00:40:19First one's a birthday card
00:40:20Because this will be the first time I've ever not talked to her on my birthday, I think
00:40:24Then another card just telling me how proud she is
00:40:27And how I'm pretty courageous for trying something like this
00:40:31And she knows how serious I'd take this
00:40:34And not like waste anybody's time
00:40:35Especially like good people's time
00:40:37And then the last card just kind of saying that she loves me
00:40:41Both my parents kind of worked their whole lives and still do
00:40:44My mom started out as just like a receptionist
00:40:48And she just slowly started just working her way up
00:40:50And then like two years ago or three years ago she goes
00:40:52I just got promoted to be a data analyst
00:40:54At like 50 years old
00:40:56That's awesome
00:40:56She gets a new job and works hard enough to get promoted like multiple times
00:40:59Okay, love that
00:41:00That like oh god I'm getting emotional
00:41:03I'm like so fucking proud of her for that
00:41:05That's amazing
00:41:05And then my dad did the same shit like 10 years ago
00:41:07Got a new job and kills it
00:41:09I love that
00:41:10And uh
00:41:13Yeah, they're both my motivation
00:41:15Whenever I'm like
00:41:15While I'm waking up at this job or something
00:41:18But like you fucking do it
00:41:20You just put your head down to work
00:41:22So that like others around you are taken care of
00:41:25And they've never done anything except for work hard
00:41:29And try and instill good values in us
00:41:31And I'll never fucking forget that
00:41:35Oh Connor
00:41:36Well shit
00:41:37Parents are like the best though
00:41:39I love that
00:41:40We're just normal people
00:41:42And like just being a normal fucking person with like good values
00:41:44I think is just super underrated these days
00:41:46And with you it feels just normal
00:41:49Normal is kind of underrated
00:41:50When I think about the future you're in it
00:41:54Yeah
00:41:54You know
00:41:55Yeah
00:41:56Like in everything
00:41:57It's just been a weird kind of confidence and calmness
00:42:00And yeah
00:42:02I do have to uh attribute a lot of that to you
00:42:05Being like a partner and all this
00:42:06And never making me feel anxious
00:42:10You've always kind of told me where you were at
00:42:11You've always been reassuring
00:42:13You've always had my back
00:42:14That has honestly meant everything to me
00:42:16And I would not be able to be myself
00:42:19I wouldn't be able to honestly probably be here
00:42:21Yeah
00:42:22Still without you
00:42:24I love that
00:42:25Same
00:42:28I feel like I have such clarity
00:42:29But like I'm also dating like somebody else
00:42:32Yeah
00:42:33But I'm like at the end of the day
00:42:35Like Connor you're the only person I think about
00:42:38I'm kind of thinking the same thing with with my other connection
00:42:41Connor like sitting here with you after all this
00:42:43Like I will feel so gross going in and hanging out with him
00:42:46Like
00:42:47No
00:42:47No believe me
00:42:48I feel like we're both saying the same thing
00:42:50We are
00:42:51I feel like you know what to do
00:42:53I do
00:42:53Just don't ghost
00:42:55No never
00:42:55Be nice
00:42:56It's gonna suck
00:42:57I'll feel bad
00:42:58I know
00:43:00Every single time I talk to you it's just an absolute fire is lit
00:43:03I know
00:43:04This is the
00:43:05I'm a nerd
00:43:05I know
00:43:06I'm like Connor this is what I'm saying though
00:43:08After meeting you like my whole life's gonna change
00:43:11I've needed to find you that was the thing
00:43:14Now I have to
00:43:15I have to do some things
00:43:17I think we both do
00:43:18This is gonna suck
00:43:20You're driving me nuts
00:43:21I'll probably drive you nuts too
00:43:23You already do
00:43:24Why?
00:43:25I don't know you just do
00:43:26She's perfect
00:43:26No you're not
00:43:27What?
00:43:28Yeah you're my perfect
00:43:29I can't believe I just said that
00:43:31I'll see you tonight
00:43:32All right yeah I'll see you tonight
00:43:33All right good luck
00:43:34You too
00:43:35Thanks
00:43:36Bye
00:43:53I never thought that I would be sitting here ready to meet my future husband
00:43:58It's crazy
00:44:00I finally think I've found someone who makes me feel safe and secure and I'm ready to finally put a
00:44:04face to his voice
00:44:06Heart and soul
00:44:10It does sort of feel like a fairy tale
00:44:11You know all these girls have been saying like oh you're so much like barbie
00:44:15But I want to find my ken and I want to have that perfect little love story
00:44:18My ken the ken to my barbie
00:44:21This is just the stuff like shock to the heart
00:44:25I'm awake for the first time in mind
00:44:29I think I've mentioned before I wouldn't really approach women unless I had the
00:44:32The visual that I was interested in
00:44:37While the physical is necessary it's become secondary
00:44:40So I'm excited to kind of see if my emotional connection matches my physical standards
00:44:45But even if it doesn't I'm happy to get married to Ashley
00:44:47That's who I want to get married to
00:44:49But I know what I look like and I have a feeling that
00:44:51Based off of her heart I have a good idea as to what she may look like
00:44:57I am just excited to like feel his arms around me
00:45:01That's just something I've been craving since we first started talking
00:45:04I'm obviously very physical and not to say that I need that aspect to be in love with him
00:45:09I think it'll just really be like the last little puzzle piece in this crazy story
00:45:15Of me falling head over heels in love with Alex
00:45:18The looks will just be the last part of the puzzle
00:45:22Unless he's breaking up with me today, but I doubt it
00:45:27I was an athlete and I hang out with you know ex-professional athletes or professional athletes as well
00:45:32And I think a lot of women probably look at social media and the way that professional athletes treat their
00:45:37women
00:45:37And they look at that as something that's attractive without really diving into
00:45:40What that relationship is and then they get to 35 and the guy's done playing sports and she's not really
00:45:47looking necessarily the way she used to
00:45:48And they realize we're not really meant to be together
00:45:51I understand that this is just the shell and yes
00:45:55I've been blessed with a very good one to chase athletic dreams and accomplish most of them
00:45:59And I do hear quite a bit from other people that it's a very good shell
00:46:04But it's one of those things that that doesn't mean
00:46:07That I'm a good person yet. I think that's almost more important than
00:46:11How I look with a girl on my arm
00:46:14Being myself is the most important thing in a relationship and I think that's been accepted by Ashley
00:46:18I mean finally crossing that pathway with the with the woman that you want to spend the rest of your
00:46:23life with
00:46:24Is everything
00:46:38Oh my god
00:46:41How we doing? Hi
00:46:42You're beautiful
00:46:43You look so handsome
00:46:45Goodness
00:46:45Oh my god
00:46:46What's going on Ash?
00:46:47Hi
00:46:48Fighting so
00:46:52You felt like coming home
00:46:56Where's home?
00:46:57What are you doing?
00:46:58Oh my god
00:46:59You look gorgeous
00:47:06You're so handsome
00:47:07You're so beautiful
00:47:08You're so beautiful
00:47:08Oh
00:47:09Ashley Carpenter
00:47:11Oh my god
00:47:14Will you marry me?
00:47:15Yes
00:47:16Oh my goodness I'm shaking
00:47:20It's gorgeous honey
00:47:21Oh my god
00:47:21That fits perfect huh?
00:47:23Yes
00:47:23You felt like coming home
00:47:28If Ashley wasn't you know physically gorgeous
00:47:30It wouldn't have mattered to me as much I don't think anymore
00:47:33Based off of the priority shifts that I've had personally
00:47:36Oh my goodness
00:47:37Thank you
00:47:38Oh my goodness
00:47:39Oh my god
00:47:40You nervous? You feeling all right?
00:47:41Yes
00:47:42I feel so good
00:47:43You're beautiful
00:47:43That looks good on you
00:47:44It looks so amazing
00:47:45I like the dress on you too
00:47:47Thank you
00:47:47Yeah
00:47:48Want me to get some champagne?
00:47:49Yes
00:47:49Let's do it
00:47:50Setting up that emotional connection ahead of time is everything you can ask for
00:47:53And probably how you should do it anyway
00:47:55So advice to the young guys out there really you know
00:47:58Try that out and see what happens because I think it does work
00:48:00This is for you for later
00:48:03Got some cologne on it so we'll be all right
00:48:05Oh it's so nice
00:48:06Yeah right
00:48:07Thank you
00:48:07Yeah
00:48:08Wow
00:48:09Wow wow wow
00:48:10Yeah
00:48:14I feel like home
00:48:16Yeah
00:48:18I'm so excited to spend the rest of our lives together
00:48:20Cheers
00:48:21Cheers
00:48:26That's exactly what I thought it would be
00:48:27Yeah
00:48:28Yeah
00:48:29You thought I was brunette
00:48:30I thought you were blonde
00:48:31No you didn't
00:48:32I did
00:48:32No maybe I thought
00:48:33Going back and forth
00:48:34Going back and forth
00:48:35I'm happy you're blonde though
00:48:36Yeah
00:48:36Yeah
00:48:37Absolutely
00:48:38Absolutely
00:48:39You look beautiful
00:48:40I was right
00:48:41Were you?
00:48:42Yeah spot on
00:48:43I was telling everybody I was like
00:48:44He has such a hot voice
00:48:45I don't know how to explain it
00:48:46Yeah
00:48:47Yeah
00:48:48I'm just going to stare at you the rest of the time
00:48:50I see the toots and gays
00:48:51Yeah
00:48:52Don't look at me like that
00:48:53Dangerous eyes already
00:48:54Careful we're in public right now
00:48:56Seriously
00:48:57Oh my god
00:48:58There's the lab too
00:48:59Holy
00:49:00I'm in trouble
00:49:01I'm in trouble
00:49:02In the best ways
00:49:04I was so nervous
00:49:05Yeah
00:49:06And then as soon as I touched you
00:49:07It was like
00:49:08Safe
00:49:09It was perfect
00:49:09That's how it should be
00:49:11Get used to it
00:49:14Come here man
00:49:20Don't make them
00:49:21Grabbing my neck already
00:49:23I was listening
00:49:23I was listening
00:49:28Dangerous over here
00:49:31I cannot stop looking at you
00:49:32Holy
00:49:33You're finally here
00:49:36Want me to shave
00:49:37No
00:49:37Keep it
00:49:38I like it
00:49:38Yeah
00:49:39You're perfect
00:49:39You're perfect
00:49:42You're happy
00:49:43I'm going to ask you 15 more times today
00:49:45I can see it in your eyes
00:49:46What color do you think they are?
00:49:47I think they change
00:49:50Right now they're a little light green
00:49:51But they're usually
00:49:52Green usually is
00:49:54Yeah
00:49:54Happy
00:49:55Is it?
00:49:56Yeah
00:49:56You put that together?
00:49:57No when they're like gray
00:49:58It's kind of when I'm like down in the dumps
00:50:00I learned that pretty quick
00:50:02Keeping green as much as possible
00:50:03Yeah
00:50:05Yeah
00:50:05Mm-hmm
00:50:06God they're beautiful
00:50:08Come here
00:50:14What a man
00:50:15Literally
00:50:15He's this tall dark handsome
00:50:17He looked like James Bond sitting here like
00:50:20Goodness gracious
00:50:21I was like that's Alex
00:50:23Like that's the man that I've been waiting for
00:50:25We're gonna have so much fun together
00:50:26Mm-hmm
00:50:44I couldn't keep my hands off of him
00:50:46It was amazing
00:50:47I didn't want it to end
00:50:48I love you
00:50:52It's exactly like winning the championship
00:50:54And I'm about to go celebrate with my boys
00:50:56And hopefully you know Ashley as soon as possible
00:51:00I kind of just want to go hang out with my girlfriend now
00:51:02To be honest with you
00:51:02I got to say that my fiance now
00:51:05Holy crap
00:51:06Holy crap
00:51:07I feel like I'm talking like an idiot in here
00:51:12See you soon
00:51:13I love him
00:51:14I can't wait to marry him
00:51:15And I am officially off the market
00:51:19And you're looking at me
00:51:20I know what that means in love
00:51:39You guys did good
00:51:41I won't lie
00:51:52Are you doing okay?
00:51:54It's really really wild
00:51:55Yeah?
00:51:56Yeah
00:51:57Yeah we'll talk
00:51:58Okay
00:51:59I'm like
00:52:00Well you look beautiful
00:52:01Doing it
00:52:02Thank you
00:52:02Kill it
00:52:03Thank you thank you
00:52:05Yes of course
00:52:12So transparently
00:52:13I had to come in here
00:52:15And have a hard conversation with you
00:52:18Which I'm not going to be good at
00:52:19And I feel like we've had an amazing connection
00:52:21But I feel like I'm kind of at that point
00:52:25That I just like want to focus on my other connection
00:52:29And I like hate doing that
00:52:31Why?
00:52:32Because I hate doing this
00:52:34No it's great
00:52:34I actually
00:52:35I'm glad you did
00:52:36Because I was actually going to have the same conversation with you
00:52:39Stop it Chris
00:52:40I swear
00:52:41Oh my god
00:52:42Honestly like full transparency for me
00:52:45I made my decision last night
00:52:46Um
00:52:47Stop
00:52:47After my conversation with my person who
00:52:50I want to give every single ounce of energy to
00:52:53Okay
00:52:54I know a hundred percent
00:52:56Okay Chris
00:52:57That's so exciting
00:52:58Mm-hmm
00:52:59It's like you really kind of know
00:53:01Like this probably isn't the strongest one
00:53:05Like for me
00:53:06I don't know
00:53:06And you just kind of feel it
00:53:07I don't know
00:53:08It sounds like you feel the same way though
00:53:11Yeah I mean
00:53:13Right?
00:53:14Like it's just hard because I'm like
00:53:16Where there's maybe some things that like
00:53:18I wasn't feeling with my initial connection
00:53:21It's like with you I was feeling
00:53:23But like we didn't have like the initial like
00:53:25Oh my god
00:53:26Like right off the bat
00:53:27Mm-hmm
00:53:27So it's just like I hate like the comparison game
00:53:29I mean you know it's Connor so I can say his name
00:53:32But
00:53:32Oh yeah
00:53:33I'm like it's Chris and Connor
00:53:34Like you guys are great guys
00:53:36Yeah Connor's awesome
00:53:37I know
00:53:38So
00:53:38And
00:53:39Chris I need to know who you're going on a date with now
00:53:42I want to know
00:53:43Oh man
00:53:45Tell me about your girl
00:53:46Oh man
00:53:48Who do you think?
00:53:49Jessica?
00:53:50It's my girl
00:53:51Oh my god Chris
00:53:54What?
00:53:54I love her
00:53:55She's the sweetest
00:53:57Yeah she's amazing so
00:53:58I'm obsessed
00:54:00Yeah
00:54:00Wait that's so exciting
00:54:02All right this is good
00:54:03This is like best case
00:54:04Oh yeah that's great
00:54:05Okay I love this
00:54:06All right bye Chris
00:54:07All right Bri
00:54:07Have fun tonight
00:54:08Oh yes thank you
00:54:16I am so happy
00:54:18I'm excited I think I know who my number ones
00:54:20But I'm gonna keep them private because people
00:54:22Okay okay
00:54:23Coming into this journey I honestly did not know I was going to be sitting here being like
00:54:28I have feelings I am excited Connor and I have expressed that we have deep feelings for each other
00:54:40Feeling the feels ma'am
00:54:41Feeling the feels
00:54:42Feeling the feels
00:54:42But I do know that there are other people dating the same guys I am
00:54:46And Bri came into the room so glowing and so happy
00:54:52My feelings
00:54:53I feel like my whole like body like feels something
00:54:56I'm like what is going on
00:54:57I know
00:54:57Like it's just like really intense
00:54:59Can we just fast forward to Mexico?
00:55:00So then are you down to one or two?
00:55:02One
00:55:03You're down to one?
00:55:04Mm-hmm
00:55:05That's really fun
00:55:06Exciting
00:55:07I was like you're gonna change my life like literally in all aspects
00:55:11We have not disclosed who we are seeing
00:55:14I am nervous that if I wait too long I am going to lose the right guy
00:55:20I just like feel like this is where it just gets unhinged
00:55:26With Connor I have such a strong feeling about him
00:55:34What is reeling in my head though is like is he seeing that with other people as well or is
00:55:40it just me
00:55:42I didn't think it was going to get to me but it got to me today
00:55:44Things are crazy right now
00:55:45Yeah
00:55:46I mean we're two days from potentially uh getting engaged
00:55:56I want you to continue exploring your options
00:55:58Yeah
00:55:59But for me
00:56:01My gut is telling me it's you
00:56:09As we both come to know we've always been kind of up there for each other
00:56:12But it's like shit can change there might be things that you talk about or unsure of and
00:56:19It could be kind of life altering or I mean if you want to get married to him, I mean
00:56:25Your number ones can change at any moment on any conversation
00:56:30Yeah, I don't fucking know
00:56:36The second person I've been talking to is amazing and it's great
00:56:38But like it's not fair to him that I think so much about you
00:56:42But I have a feeling that you have a strong connection with someone else
00:56:49Yeah, um
00:56:51I'm not even good at dating one girl, but I do have another connection that's strong
00:56:56I just have this strong pull to you. You make me feel calm. You make me feel secure
00:57:02You make me feel validated, but you also make me laugh
00:57:05And I want to know where your head's at
00:57:13Yeah, what a fucking experiment
00:57:19I'll be 100% honest with you
00:57:23I feel like I do have a stronger connection, but you and my other connection have been a pretty
00:57:30Solid like tops that my list the whole time
00:57:35It's either engagement or or not so
00:57:39I haven't decided anything
00:57:55I told you where I'm at like I think I know where you're at
00:57:59But I think we just need to say what we want to do
00:58:02In the dead of night
00:58:06Everything's so quiet
00:58:09Nothing's what it seems
00:58:16What's the reason?
00:58:25Oh yeah
00:58:26Fuck
00:58:30I am afraid of the dark.
00:58:56Are you afraid of the dark?
00:59:37Are you afraid of the dark?
01:00:07Are you afraid of the dark?
01:00:35Are you afraid of the dark?
01:00:52Are you afraid of the dark?
01:00:53Are you afraid of the dark?
01:00:53Are you afraid of the dark?
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