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00:30Yeah, we talk.
00:31He's giving you attention.
00:32It's like, dang, I actually like her.
00:34Am I blushing?
00:35He's down.
00:37We have some serious, like, sophisticated investors.
00:40Did Kyle get involved?
00:41Um, no.
00:44So Carl did ask me to invest.
00:46I said, I'm literally on the hook financially for my own business.
00:49But he invested in Loverboy, right?
00:53So the last few weekends with you and Kyle, it feels like a little off at times.
01:02I mean, we're just in yet another weird funk.
01:05I'll be honest.
01:05I just don't think she likes me.
01:07Is there a world in which you can try that?
01:09Depends how nice you are the rest of the weekend.
01:11I mean nice.
01:19Let's go out.
01:20Yeah, yo.
01:33I need to go to bed.
01:37Oh my God, no!
01:39That was Jackie.
01:41I hear this.
01:45Wait, can I record the song?
01:47We're going to be coming in.
01:48We're going to be coming in.
01:49Oh, oh, oh, oh.
01:53Oh my God.
01:54Get your butt in here.
01:55Get your butt in here.
01:56Get your butt in here.
01:58No!
02:00No!
02:00No!
02:01No!
02:01Oh, yeah!
02:03Woo!
02:05Woo!
02:07Woo!
02:08Woo!
02:10That's what I'm talking about, baby!
02:13Yeah!
02:15Woo!
02:21What's that?
02:22What if I just jumped in the wall?
02:24Do it.
02:24Do it.
02:25No, I won't.
02:25Do it.
02:25Slam dunk.
02:26Slam dunk.
02:27Do it.
02:29Do it.
02:32I'm going to get a tear.
02:35I was not so athletic.
02:37Oh, my God.
02:38Thank God he's so athletic, you know?
02:40Oh, my God.
02:41He's so squirmy.
02:42Thank God he's, like, so heavy and athletic.
02:52He's got a flight to me.
02:53Do you choke people during sex?
02:57Yeah.
02:57I feel like that.
02:58If they ask me, maybe gently.
03:02I don't think I've ever had angry sex.
03:06I just want a girl from the ball.
03:11Amanda laughing and having a blast with Jesse and Wes and Ben,
03:15and I'm just, like, literally all by myself.
03:17They kind of ditched me.
03:18And right now, I don't know how else to explain just how, like,
03:21isolated and alone I feel.
03:23by my wife.
03:25You know, like, do you go to bed for you for 15?
03:27We do it if we go.
03:35All right.
03:36I've had enough.
03:38I like this stuff.
03:40Hey, man.
03:42What?
03:44What?
03:45What?
03:46I'm so sorry right now.
03:48I'm so sorry right now.
03:48I'm so sorry right now.
03:49I'm so sorry right now.
03:50Kyle just said, Amanda, leave the important place in the wall.
03:54Unbelievable.
03:55Kyle.
03:57Kyle!
03:57Kyle, can you say?
03:58.
04:01Kyle!
04:04I'm so sorry.
04:05No, wait.
04:06Who is?
04:06I'm OK.
04:07We're all for the best.
04:08I've already heard the act that happened.
04:10I'm just an all-star.
04:11But Kyle first.
04:12I don't need to say .
04:14You're right.
04:15You're right.
04:16I don't even know.
04:17Yeah, actually.
04:18I don't see anything.
04:20I don't.
04:20I don't.
04:36What's the point, literally what is the point of talking about this?
04:42It's only going to make things worse, he's not going to take accountability, he's not
04:46going to like apologize for what he did.
04:47I know that it's wrong, the way that he speaks to me, like I'm fully aware of that, I'm not
04:52okay with it.
04:53I just know that having a conversation about it isn't going to go anywhere.
05:02I mean, I don't know if you pick up on it, like, how much did you see Amanda talking
05:08to me today?
05:10She said funny words to me all night.
05:25Yeah, I'm good, I'm fine.
05:28Objectively, nothing just happened.
05:29Yeah.
05:31That's bizarre to me.
05:33Thank you for understanding, because, like, I just...
05:42That's the first time I've ever seen something where, like, 100% unprovoked, he was just like,
05:47That was so rude.
05:49That was too, that was like a calm version of Kyle.
05:54It's like a lot.
05:56Yeah.
05:56You know?
05:56I know I'm not perfect.
05:58I've literally been dealing with this for over 10 years, but isn't that crazy?
06:05Like, there was a part of me that was like, this is the best I'm ever going to do.
06:10He loves me so much and he, this is like, I'm making excuses and making excuses.
06:19Oh my goodness, it's so cute.
06:50Hey, I'm just washing up for bed.
06:54I'm sorry.
06:55I'm saying you.
06:56I just don't feel like you've paid attention to me.
06:59Okay.
07:01I just don't feel like you're making an effort with me.
07:04What would you define as making an effort?
07:07Conversing.
07:08Talking.
07:10I'm sure I did it for like 20 minutes.
07:13That's f***.
07:14That's not good.
07:15I don't understand where it came from.
07:17With friends, I've definitely been conflict avoidant.
07:21But I have no choice but to be a part of the Kyle and Amanda mix because we live together.
07:27I care about both of them and I want them both to be happy.
07:34And if Kyle's being a f***ing dickhead, I don't know.
07:37Who has Amanda's back?
07:39When we're all out, would you expect me to be hanging out with everyone?
07:44Yeah, like instead of you hanging out with every one of my friends, maybe just hanging out with me.
07:48So, you want me to hang out with you while you're hanging out with all the random people?
07:54That's what you want me to do?
07:55I'm only hanging out with the strangers because you like literally ignore me.
07:58Nope.
07:59No, no, no.
08:00That's not what you just said.
08:01I don't know.
08:02I'm letting you know how it is.
08:03Okay, guys.
08:04What's going on?
08:07I'm going to go check it out.
08:10You f***ing dumbass bitch.
08:28You've been in the army all night long with our friends.
08:32You prefer our friends over me.
08:42You've been in the army all night long with our friends.
09:04This is going to be a chill.
09:07She has spent more time with you than me.
09:10Okay.
09:11In the last six months.
09:13That.
09:14Yeah.
09:16Tonight, when we were at the bar.
09:20There's always a f***ing f***ing Kyle.
09:23So, I said...
09:24You said f***ing her?
09:25I said f***ing you back.
09:26She didn't say f***ing you.
09:28It's always a f***ing Kyle.
09:30But it's not.
09:31This is your head.
09:34She hates me.
09:35Kyle.
09:36She doesn't talk to me.
09:38I'll save another bet.
09:39I don't give a f***ing f***ing.
09:45If you all won't f***ing see the fact that she f***ing you, it's me and I'm like...
09:49I don't know.
09:50I'm blind.
09:52I'm sorry.
09:53Don't apologize, Nini.
09:54I'm just telling you that that is f***ing it's not going to help.
10:00F***ing up your knees.
10:03Amanda.
10:07I'm sorry.
10:08You f***ing gay?
10:10That's me.
10:14I'm so f***ing f***ing.
10:23Coming up...
10:24Her and Ben were kind of like...
10:26Everyone...
10:27Yeah, is like...
10:28Talking about that.
10:29But it literally was like nothing to her.
10:31What did they talk about in his room for an hour?
10:34Wait.
10:35Hold on.
10:36Hello?
10:54Hi, baby.
10:56Hi, Angel.
10:58Oh, look at that smile.
11:01I just want a f***ing sauna.
11:04You look so cute.
11:05I miss you.
11:13There's no...
11:16Excuse to...
11:19You know, drop the F-bomb and say F-you to your wife.
11:22But, like, I'm only human.
11:23I can only go so long getting a cold shoulder.
11:26You know, getting, like, the small but steady jabs.
11:32I used to think that it was all in my own head.
11:34Until I've watched some of these summers back.
11:36It might be in my no-patients era.
11:39Ooh.
11:40For Kyle, specifically.
11:42Yeah, yeah.
11:42Obviously.
11:43That's just kind of, like, what I'm f***ing stuck with.
11:46Are you missing Kyle and the dogs?
11:48Uh, yes.
11:49No.
11:50Cheers, guys.
11:51I was just f***ing annoyed.
11:52I feel like he thinks he's funny.
11:53And I'm like, stop.
11:55Humble him.
11:55You got to.
11:56Now I pick up on these jabs in real time.
11:58It doesn't even matter if we're having a good night.
12:00I still get jabbed.
12:02And it has just been piling up and piling up and piling up.
12:05Kyle, I want to know about your DJ career.
12:06I'll tell you when it started.
12:08In the womb.
12:08I wanted to start my own business.
12:10He got so mad about it that he decided that he wanted to be a DJ to spite me.
12:14And then he became a DJ.
12:15That is an amazing summary of events.
12:17Tell me where I went wrong.
12:18This is a test.
12:20Of my patience.
12:22It's one thing if you're in a funk.
12:24But if you're having a blast with everybody but me.
12:28It's just sad.
12:31I love you.
12:32I love you too.
12:48Good morning.
12:49Good morning.
12:50Do you want to try it?
12:51Yes.
12:55Green pineapple.
12:57You can barely move.
13:04Wait, I tried that and she's like, yeah.
13:05No, you're giving me like the arm.
13:07That's crazy.
13:09Let's go to the gym.
13:14Get darker.
13:17I'm really happy you brought up the conversation at dinner last night.
13:21It was really needed.
13:23How do you feel after it?
13:24I'm surprised I didn't cry more.
13:26I get a lot of blowback that's like very racial.
13:29Obviously being in this position and dating white guys publicly.
13:32It's like a whole contraption that I don't think you guys even understand.
13:36Even with me like coming into the house being the first black guy.
13:39Like I have added pressure to like literally like this past few weeks.
13:44Like I've just been in my head because I'm thinking like, yo, don't f*** up.
13:48I appreciate everyone in the house like holding space for the conversation and not interjecting.
13:54Right.
13:54And not saying like, oh, I know what that feels like.
13:56Yeah.
13:57Because you don't.
13:58Yeah.
13:58And it's not like, okay, yeah, we can sit here and be like, this conversation is going to change the
14:03way we look at things.
14:04And everyone else is in the world.
14:05It's not.
14:06It's not.
14:06At least the people that we live with, at least they can acknowledge it.
14:09And I think that's important.
14:10Right.
14:12In this house, we're not just meeting up every once in a while, filming a scene and then going home.
14:18We're actually like living with each other.
14:19I think I'm just at the point where like, if I'm going to have white friendships in my life, if
14:24I'm going to have white relationships with people,
14:27and I'm going to consider them my close friends, then we need to have honest and candid conversations about what
14:32I'm going through.
14:33And it's uncomfortable.
14:34Race is uncomfortable.
14:35It's not a comfortable topic, but it's also uncomfortable for me to have to keep it to myself.
14:40But I appreciate that you said something.
14:43Mm-hmm.
14:44It made me feel seen.
14:45I know it made KJ feel seen.
14:46Oh, my God.
14:47KJ.
14:49I know.
14:51That would kill for him.
14:56Yo.
14:57Hey, brother.
14:58Come on.
15:02Cute sweatpants.
15:03Oh, hey, thanks.
15:05My friend Amanda sent them to me.
15:07Wow, she was so nice.
15:09There was a lot of emotions at dinner.
15:10Yeah, when I feel like we went in every direction.
15:14Yeah.
15:14You and Carl, that was great.
15:16That was fun.
15:18You talked to Bailey this week.
15:19She told me a little bit about your combo.
15:21I said you should go for Carl.
15:23Yeah, so I appreciate that.
15:24You're welcome.
15:25See, I'm nice.
15:26I said he probably won't have sex with you, but he's a great conversationalist.
15:31You were so close to being nice.
15:34I love every time you say, see, I am nice.
15:37Like, she is.
15:38That's my friend, and she's nice.
15:41How was the rest of your night?
15:43Anything fun happen?
15:47We had such a long day yesterday.
15:49Like, I left the hot tub.
15:51I don't even know who went upstairs with me.
15:53Hmm.
15:54But I literally just left you guys because I was so tired.
15:56Who was downstairs?
15:58You didn't hear any of it?
15:59No, I'm such a hard sleeper.
16:01Like, I don't even know what happened.
16:04Kyle was, like, being mean.
16:06Oh, no.
16:07He was, like, calling me names and, like, throwing a hissy fit, and then, like, Wes went to talk
16:12to him about it.
16:12Like, what was he throwing a hissy fit about?
16:15I don't even know.
16:16He's just, like, always upset that, like, I'm not hanging out with him.
16:19I definitely got a cry in.
16:21Haven't done that in a while.
16:23Can't tell you the last time I cried.
16:25And I cried, like, three times last night.
16:28Yeah.
16:29Oh, God.
16:30I know.
16:31God damn it, Kyle.
16:32And, like, he's going through his own shit, but, like, it's no excuse.
16:35Like, I didn't treat him like shit when I was depressed, you know?
16:38Or, like, going through, like, whatever I was going through.
16:42I'm so over the way that he speaks to her.
16:45Like, my gut reaction is, like, you cannot act with him.
16:48No, it's unacceptable.
16:49Why do you cannot?
16:50What do you think is keeping them together?
16:56Bitch, I don't know.
16:58But it's a birthday party today, so we're going to make it a great day.
17:03Smiles all around.
17:05Legitimately, you're so good at compartmentalizing.
17:07I have to.
17:09I'm so excited to see what he looks like old.
17:12Yeah, and then you should be the hot one that you're, like...
17:15Mm-mm.
17:15I love being an old woman.
17:17I know.
17:17This just suits me.
17:18I want to wear a nightgown and socks to the club every night.
17:22Mm-hmm.
17:27I'm hungry.
17:30Catch you on the list, Todd?
17:31Yeah, I'll come out.
17:34I'm going to bring in these groceries real quick.
17:39Oh, no, oh, no, oh, no, oh, no.
17:41Thank God the eggs are rubber band.
17:43All right, boys, I need your help.
17:45These seats moved on the other side of the pool house,
17:48and then these things moved over there.
17:51How are you feeling about Dara coming?
17:54I don't know.
17:54I, like, I'm kind of in my head right now.
17:57You are?
17:58A bit, yeah, but it's fine.
18:00It's just, like, huh?
18:01Wait, what are you in your head about?
18:03Are you nervous about everyone in the house?
18:06Like, I just don't know what to expect, but we're going to be, yeah, it'll be fine.
18:10You'll be great.
18:11Come on, get your workout in.
18:13Oh.
18:14Is one of you, like, oh, I really like you, and the other one's, like, oh, I really like
18:18you, too.
18:19Have you guys said things like that to each other?
18:21Yeah.
18:22Yeah?
18:22I mean, it's, like, mutual for sure.
18:24So, because I know that, like, her and Ben were kind of, like, flirting.
18:28Everyone, yeah, is, like, talking about that, but it literally was, like, nothing to her.
18:33Like, she was just flirting, because she's, like, he was a fun, like, person to flirt with.
18:38What did they talk about in his room for an hour?
18:42Wait, hold on.
18:46Sorry, you didn't know?
18:47Wait, no, I didn't know that.
18:48Oh, my God.
18:49Okay, sorry.
18:51No, tell me.
18:51Fill me in.
18:53According to Bailey, Dara went into Ben's room, and they were in there for, like, an hour.
19:00Interesting.
19:02She literally went into Ben's room wearing one outfit and came out in another.
19:06And I was, like, wait.
19:08She went in her costume, and she came out in a different outfit.
19:11I did not know that part.
19:13That's what I saw.
19:14I didn't know about the room thing.
19:16I'm already nervous.
19:17I know, I'm sorry.
19:19I'm sorry.
19:20That's, like, kind of weird, though.
19:21Oh, no, it's going to be weird.
19:23Now you're going to be in your head about it.
19:26Probably.
19:41Are you excited for the party today?
19:43I'm excited.
19:43We should fill the pool up with pills.
19:49Oh, it's hot and wet.
19:51You look so cute.
19:53Thank you, Shuri.
19:54I like the shot.
19:55Do you have any?
19:56Oh, yeah.
19:56I wore this to with Carl.
19:59I'm just kidding.
20:00Zebra?
20:01That's, like, a distant memory I forgot about.
20:04Carl really likes zebras.
20:05Anna.
20:06You brought Wesley's stripes into the background.
20:08Oh, my God.
20:10You got some new visitors.
20:11Be careful.
20:12Don't break over.
20:13Oh, hey there, Wesley.
20:15But I do remember being held up on it for about a month.
20:17I was like, he likes zebra?
20:21Well, I feel like this is going to be the perfect weather for a ripper.
20:25What if we literally just gave everyone Viagra today?
20:28They all had boners the whole party.
20:31That would be so funny.
20:32Okay, we're at the decorations.
20:33Everything's out front, and there's literally so much stuff.
20:37What's happening, boys?
20:38How we doing, bro?
20:40All right.
20:41Don't stress?
20:42Yeah.
20:44I'm getting challenged.
20:46Come take a load off, Sadie.
20:47Oh, thanks, man.
20:48I just heard some s***.
20:50What?
20:51Through a word of mouth.
20:53What?
20:54Whenever Daryl was here, like, she was in, like, Ben's room for an hour or some s***.
20:58Yeah, I think, I mean, what you're going to start to discover a little bit, and Kyle has gone through
21:02this a lot, me as well at times,
21:04when there's two people in the house that have an interest in each other, it becomes fodder and bigger for
21:10the whole house to discuss.
21:12Yeah.
21:12And that, I think, is hard, especially when you're new and trying to get to know her.
21:17I feel you, man.
21:18Yeah.
21:18I'm already anxious about Daryl coming to the house and making sure she's having a good time and feels included.
21:24And then I'm being reminded of the party where I already felt jealous of Ben, because I liked Daryl, and
21:34I like her now.
21:36And, like I've said, I'm a very honest person.
21:39And, you know, she wasn't being honest about that.
21:42Then it's like, what else are you hiding?
21:45When she gets here, she's coming, right?
21:47Yeah, yeah, yeah.
21:47So, listen, just tune it out.
21:50Oh, did you hear about last night's activities after you left?
21:55Yeah, Wes was pretty, uh, perturbed when he came upstairs.
22:00That's a big word.
22:05How's the s***?
22:07Idiots?
22:09Sup?
22:10What's going on, guys?
22:12Oh, just mentioning that what happened last night.
22:15Oh, my God!
22:18I just followed him, and I was like, what the f***?
22:21And I was like, I apologize.
22:22And then he f***ing went on a rant about, like, she, he said, she gave me f*** you eyes.
22:28Are you being serious?
22:30Swear.
22:30And then I was like, dude, what the f***?
22:32Like, we were all just sitting there.
22:34She gave me f*** you eyes?
22:36Hey, guys.
22:37There is a s*** ton of decorations out front.
22:40I just need help bringing them out here.
22:43I'm just trying to get the trash out, babe.
22:46Has anybody talked to him about it today?
22:48Like, do we know if he remembers?
22:50I was, like, teetering the line of being like, should we f***ing ask him if he even has a f***ing
22:54clue?
22:55And she was like, not today for the birthday.
22:58Like, leave it alone.
22:58She's going to put on my face after he cursed her out last night.
23:02I'm like, I don't know how you do that, because if I'm pissed, everybody knows.
23:06Me, no.
23:10Yeah.
23:10There's no gray area.
23:13Thanks, girls.
23:14We're real friends.
23:16Everyone else sucks.
23:18I had a big chat to him.
23:20I went to Loverboy to check it out, and I didn't realize, but he's personally on the hook for Loverboy,
23:26like, millions of dollars.
23:29He personally guaranteed a $4 million loan, because Loverboy was doing well and it was going up.
23:34And there's $2 million, $2.1 million left on the loan.
23:37So if Loverboy tanks, then he's bankrupt, then he's lost everything.
23:42He told me the other day, I have an investor call tomorrow.
23:46We have to talk about how long we can last based on our current cash reserves.
23:50How long do you think you have with the reserves?
23:52Six months, at most.
23:57Like, I'm not saying that this is an excuse or anything, but, like, what must be going through his head
24:0224-7 at the moment is if Loverboy's bankrupt, I'm bankrupt also.
24:06Okay, well, whose fault is that?
24:08I'm like, there's always excuse, there's always something.
24:11None of that excuse is saying, f*** you, to her.
24:14No, I'll add.
24:15We all agree on that.
24:16But I honestly, I think that they should separate.
24:21But this just feels different this time.
24:23It feels like people are hitting their breaking point.
24:26Oh, God.
24:27F***.
24:29Oh, f***.
24:31It's a very tricky thing, like, telling your friend an opinion on their relationship.
24:36And look, like, you can, she didn't have to legally separate, but I just think that, like, they're so in
24:42each other's faces all the time that it's clear that they resent each other.
24:46So why wouldn't you take a beat, separate for a minute, get your bearings, and see if that actually does
24:53help.
24:54And then you can communicate and talk properly about the things that you guys actually have issues with.
24:58And think clearly for a second.
25:00We can't keep sweeping things under the rug at this point.
25:03Now, that pile under the rug is huge.
25:05I just feel like my friend doesn't deserve this.
25:08They both deserve to be happy.
25:10They don't deserve to be hating each other within this marriage.
25:14It's insufferable.
25:16Okay.
25:17Everything's gonna be okay, Amanda.
25:19All right.
25:19Let's go celebrate Kyle's birthday.
25:28Hey, guys, we could use some help setting up.
25:34Idiots.
25:35This is my future.
25:36Do you need help?
25:37I've got a few inches on you.
25:39Okay.
25:39Let me get in there, little lady.
25:41Oh, ouch.
25:43Oh, sorry.
25:43No, I did that to myself.
25:47Oh, no.
25:48Oh, no.
25:50Oh, no.
25:56It's the best way to do this.
26:01Oi.
26:08Hello.
26:10I know who that is.
26:11Hawn.
26:12Welcome.
26:13Hey, Kyle.
26:14How are you?
26:15Happy birthday.
26:17Technically, it's Monday.
26:19Okay, that's okay.
26:20Birthdays last as long as you want them to.
26:22Good to see you.
26:22KJ's just minding your business over there.
26:25Oh, look who it is.
26:27Look what I'm doing.
26:28What are you doing?
26:28Putting all the groceries away?
26:30Yeah.
26:30Can I help you at all?
26:32No.
26:34Where's your bags at?
26:36All right.
26:37I'm at the front.
26:38Should we do something with them?
26:39Yeah, once I figure out how to close this fridge.
26:42Trying to pretend to Dara that everything's all good, but inside, I'm just freaking out.
26:48I suck at lying, and I feel like she can tell.
26:53Wait, let me see.
26:58Wow.
26:59I'll come back to this.
27:00I'll get your bags.
27:02Okay, let me take my verse.
27:04Oh, you got it?
27:04Yeah, I got it.
27:05You need that two hands or no?
27:07Okay.
27:08Best thing, is this yours?
27:10And then two hands or no parties today.
27:13Stop yelling at me.
27:15Drink the juice.
27:17Am I staying in your room?
27:19If you would like, I'll just put your bags here for now.
27:22Where's everyone at?
27:24It's so quiet in here.
27:25Outside.
27:26Are you helping Dara?
27:26Yeah, so I'm kind of like in work mode or not.
27:29Oh, my God.
27:32Getting a couple laps in.
27:34Wait, we got to ramp into the house?
27:38Jesus Christ.
27:39That was my fault.
27:40Wait, just fucking just.
27:44Put you back into World War I.
27:46That reminds me of trench warfare.
27:49Oh, hi.
27:50How are you?
27:50How are you?
27:51Good, how are you?
27:53Figure out this fridge situation.
27:59Hey, Dara.
28:00What's up, party girl?
28:01Are you what?
28:02Because we're sexually air hugged?
28:05There we go.
28:06Hi, killer.
28:06What's going on?
28:08How are you?
28:08I'm good.
28:09How are you?
28:09You guys are awfully rosy.
28:11We don't use sunscreen in this home?
28:13Did you take the train or drive on?
28:14I drove because I was on Fire Island.
28:16Oh, nice.
28:17Hey, stranger.
28:18How you going?
28:20Cheers.
28:21For a second, I forgot you are Australian.
28:23I never forget.
28:23Just kidding.
28:24I'm sure you don't.
28:24There's nothing he's ever said where I was like, oh, he's normal.
28:28There's more in the front.
28:30Front's actually looking pretty good.
28:31All right.
28:42The nurse is like, she's gunning for it.
28:45I'm out of here.
28:47Let's do a little maintenance in here so it doesn't look like a disaster.
28:52I'm in like a little bit of a weird mood.
28:54Yeah?
28:55I just like, yeah.
28:56I just keep overthinking things and just...
28:58The story of my life.
29:00Just letting like my happiness get hijacked.
29:04Yeah.
29:05I don't even remember what, like, what set me off.
29:09I don't know.
29:10And I kind of know, but I don't want to talk about it.
29:13I'm like the worst version of myself this summer.
29:17I'm just not able to articulate anything.
29:22And I give a man of these perfect instances of where I mess up or like I storm off or
29:27I say F you or I stay out late.
29:29And meanwhile, there's just like so many fundamental things that are wrong with the foundations of our relationship.
29:36And I'm just unrelatable.
29:38Like, no one understands what I'm going through.
29:40So it's very isolating.
29:42It makes me feel like I should just give up.
29:46But I've got so much invested in my marriage and my business.
29:51That just doesn't seem like an option.
29:56I'm just trying to hold on.
29:59All right, let's get this.
30:02Coming up.
30:03I was talking to Lindsay earlier.
30:05She told me that you were in Ben's room for an hour.
30:07What?
30:15So we're setting up a living room.
30:17I feel like that should go like behind the.
30:20Jesse and Wes, do you mind helping?
30:22There's a big couch in there.
30:23What door are we going out?
30:25I think you go out the side door over there.
30:27Does that look nice?
30:28Stunning.
30:29Right?
30:30You're literally doing amazing.
30:31You know.
30:32Wait, so you're wearing the.
30:34A fat suit.
30:35That's a real.
30:36With an outfit.
30:37Actually, I got to go paint my titties now.
30:40What?
30:40I got to.
30:41I got to.
30:42What?
30:42You know me.
30:43So what is your costume?
30:44So do you know Karma Brown?
30:46No.
30:48Bam!
30:48Damn, there she is, y'all.
30:51Her name is Karma Brown.
30:53Bam!
30:54Karma's a little bit spicier.
30:56She's here to have a good time.
30:57Bam!
30:58Here she is.
31:00It's like your alter ego.
31:02Perhaps.
31:02Yeah.
31:03And so she's coming to this party today.
31:06So.
31:06We'll just have to wait and see.
31:07You'll just have to wait and see.
31:08Okay.
31:10So were you excited to see Dara?
31:12Yeah.
31:13But, um, I literally had like a panic attack.
31:17Really?
31:17Like, yeah, like 30 minutes ago.
31:20Oh, I'm sorry.
31:21Really?
31:21And I was just like, low-key just like.
31:25Yeah, overthinking a lot.
31:27What are you rethinking?
31:29After last night, hearing the conversations, everyone's kind of just like, well, just be
31:33careful, you know, like, which it's because they care.
31:37Right.
31:37You know what I'm saying?
31:38And, like, I'm just already, like, in my head, like, trying to, like, stop something
31:43before it even has started because I'm, like, protecting myself.
31:48Yeah.
31:48Because I do, like, I do like her.
31:52Yeah.
31:53You know what's so lame that I always say to myself?
31:55It's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.
32:00That's true.
32:00We've been hurt in the past, you know?
32:02Like, I don't love that feeling, but I also don't want to not give that part of myself
32:08to someone because I'm scared or because things, people have done things in the past.
32:14Like, you can't deprive yourself of connection and, like, wanting to have something with someone
32:20because you're scared of being hurt.
32:22You're allowed to love and have those experiences.
32:24After last night, after the conversation that we had, yeah, I can see how KJ is probably
32:30apprehensive about bringing a girl into the house, dating in the house, interracially
32:37dating.
32:38If there's anyone who can relate, it's probably me.
32:41But you can't not do things out of fear.
32:45The other side wins if you do that.
32:48I do want you to know that, like, we are very much here for you.
32:51Truly.
32:52We're, like, we're here for you.
32:53Breathe in.
32:55And, like, feel your breath.
32:57This is my Costa Rica version of myself.
33:00All right, let's do this together.
33:02I go to wellness retreats in Costa Rica.
33:04She does.
33:04And we just feel your body.
33:07Like, feel the wind in your do-rag.
33:10Wave cat.
33:12And you're a wave cat.
33:12Wave cat.
33:14And you're a wave cat.
33:16And feel the bugs in the grass and let's get up, okay?
33:20Let's, guys.
33:21I love you so much.
33:23Love you, too.
33:23We're okay.
33:24You guys.
33:29Oh.
33:32Hey.
33:32Hi, Nina.
33:34Great to meet you.
33:34Oh, my God.
33:35So nice to meet you.
33:36Okay, I got to go get my costume together.
33:39See ya.
33:40I'm Anders.
33:41Yeah.
33:42Have we seen Kyle?
33:43Because Nina's here to do his glam.
33:45Okay.
33:46Let's get started.
33:48Kyle.
33:49Nina's here.
33:50All right, guys.
33:51Say goodbye to young Kyle.
33:52Bye.
33:53Next time I see you guys.
33:54You'll be on retirement plan.
33:56Yeah.
33:57It's going to take 90 minutes, so you got to get inside.
34:00Okay.
34:00Okay.
34:00Hello.
34:01Coming.
34:04Hello.
34:05I'm so stinky right now.
34:06Hi.
34:07How we doing?
34:08Good.
34:08Hi.
34:09Hi.
34:10Leslie.
34:10What's up, East?
34:11You good?
34:12Yeah.
34:12How are you?
34:13Fantastic.
34:13Pretty nice day.
34:14Hello.
34:15Hi.
34:15Come say hi to everyone.
34:17Hey, hey.
34:18How are you?
34:19Congratulations.
34:20Happy anniversary.
34:21Hi.
34:21I'm Katie.
34:22Nice to meet you.
34:23Nice to meet you.
34:25Oh, Betty boy.
34:28Oh, you're not sweaty at all.
34:29No.
34:30Time to transform.
34:32See you guys soon.
34:33All right, well, I'm going to start getting ready.
34:35Yeah.
34:35The backyard's looking phenomenal.
34:37All right, let's hang out in the bedroom.
34:39All right, handsome.
34:40This is my room here.
34:41Have you had a wank in there yet?
34:43Not yet.
34:44Are you getting changed, or should I go off?
34:46I'm going to change, yeah.
34:48Figured I'd come hang with the boys for a minute.
34:50Carl, those glasses are freaking phenomenal.
34:52Yeah, these are part of my outfit.
34:53Dude, they look amazing.
34:54What if I said these weren't a part of my outfit?
34:56Would you believe me?
34:57I mean, they go with your green crop.
34:58With the bodegas?
34:58Oh, there they are.
34:59What are those, Carl?
35:00It's a cry for help.
35:02Well, my cries for help come out at weird times of night
35:05in the worst possible way.
35:08So, there's that.
35:09Okay.
35:11I am so stupid.
35:15Oh, my God.
35:16Not me being a slutty grandma.
35:18Why is it so tight?
35:19Pull up with a wig on.
35:21I don't know.
35:22Whatever you want to do, I know everyone's freaking out.
35:24They don't know what to wear.
35:25This, today's weird vibes, to be honest.
35:29Is it?
35:30Not weird vibes.
35:31No, no, no.
35:32If it is, it is.
35:33I was in my head earlier.
35:35Yeah.
35:35I'm fine now, though.
35:37I don't like hearing that you were in your head.
35:38You know why it happened?
35:39Why?
35:40Because I was talking to Lindsay earlier.
35:42She told me that Bailey told her that the night that you were here, that you were in Ben's
35:50room for an hour.
35:52That's not true.
35:53I literally was in Ben's room because I put my stuff in there.
35:56I changed, and I came right back out.
35:58Yeah, she said, Bailey apparently said, you were in there for an hour, like, talking with
36:03Ben.
36:03And then that's, yeah.
36:05What?
36:05Yeah.
36:06That just actually, like, factually never happened.
36:10If it did, I would be like, yeah, I was.
36:12We were talking, getting to know each other.
36:13It just actually never happened.
36:14And then literally, I just was having so much thoughts in my head, like, hmm, what
36:18if, like, she actually, like, low-key likes Ben, and then this is just, like, I don't
36:24know, like, just literally the craziest thing.
36:28I don't even think that's crazy, because, like, at this point, I would probably have anxiety
36:31if I thought that you liked someone else also, so I don't think that's overthinking or being
36:36crazy at all.
36:37And I didn't want you to think I was just, like, being hella distant when you got here.
36:41I just was kind of just trying to, like, I don't know.
36:45No, I mean, I can get why you were, like, trying to process that and didn't necessarily
36:49want to interact, but genuinely, the person I had an interest in was you.
36:54Yeah.
36:55I'm glad we talked about this.
36:57I just wanted to get it off my chest a bit.
36:59Yeah, I'm glad that you did.
37:00Yeah.
37:01But it seems a little bit sabotage-y that Bailey would just start saying things.
37:05I think she said it on the way home or something.
37:08To me, honestly, I don't really care where she said it.
37:10I think I cared that she said it.
37:12I feel like I just started some s***.
37:14I don't know.
37:14I just don't really understand it, but I guess, like, maybe I can have a conversation with
37:18her and clear things up.
37:20Well, we'll see them next weekend, so.
37:22I can't wait.
37:25Oh, gosh.
37:34Yeah, that's what we call a little sun damage from the old pan handle.
37:37Let me tell you something.
37:39I still got it.
37:41Damn.
37:43Woo!
37:44All right, I'm going to get dressed.
37:46You Gucci?
37:47Yeah, I'm good.
37:47All right.
37:48Yeah, I promise.
37:49Okay.
37:54You're a blouse.
37:55Like, what is that?
37:56This is out of my room.
37:57This is unbelievable.
37:58Thanks.
37:59Holy f***, dude.
38:02Oh, my God.
38:04Thank you for saying hello.
38:05Good day to you, too.
38:08Oh, they have some sort of airlift for me.
38:10All right, we got to see this first, sir.
38:15That's Betty being crazy.
38:17You know how she is.
38:18Hello, dear.
38:19Your ass is a little, uh, flat.
38:22Betty, fix it for me.
38:24You know you're not supposed to sit on a BBL right after you get one right.
38:28Did you spray your hair gray because everyone loved it when you did it two years ago?
38:32I mean, yeah, I think that probably was part of it.
38:35I knew it.
38:37One, two, three.
38:38Cheers, guys.
38:39Thank you for coming.
38:40He, like, looks like a hot dad.
38:42Like a dilf in the 90s.
38:44What's up, geezer?
38:45Oh, my God.
38:47What the s***?
38:47Where's Ciara?
38:53Jesus.
38:56Jesus.
38:58Is Ciara making her entrance or what?
39:01Woo!
39:02Woo!
39:03Woo!
39:05Almost had a nip slip, y'all.
39:08I can't see too well.
39:10Y'all.
39:11Oh, my goodness.
39:12Oh, my God.
39:14Yay, honey.
39:16My God.
39:17You got a cigarette?
39:18I need a cigarette.
39:19Oh, my God.
39:20Don't lose the jacket that I've ever seen in my life.
39:25Gay, straight, they, them, what the f*** ever.
39:30Everybody loves tits.
39:32Show me someone who doesn't love to, like, juggle a tit.
39:36Put their face in a tit.
39:37What's your name, honey?
39:39What you mean?
39:39My name is Carla.
39:40Oh, my God.
39:41Carla Brown is back.
39:42Carla Brown, a couple years later.
39:44Cheers.
39:45Wait, is there a speech?
39:46Summer House season 53.
39:48Cheers.
39:51Cheers.
39:52Hell, yeah.
39:53Woo!
39:54Cheers.
39:55Woo!
39:55I can't take that to Kenny like I eat.
39:57Oh, my God.
39:57I'll tell you what.
39:58That's not going to mix with my blood thinner.
40:00It's for sure not, baby.
40:02All right, let's let our friends in.
40:03Oh, my baby.
40:04Oh, my f***.
40:06Baby, help me down.
40:06All right, take your time now.
40:08Help me down.
40:08Don't rush it.
40:09Help me down.
40:10All right.
40:10Are these heavy?
40:12Yeah, my bad.
40:12Are they full of water?
40:14No, not full of water.
40:16They're natural.
40:18Giddy up, partner.
40:19I'm dying.
40:20All right, be careful on those.
40:21Don't go too fast.
40:22I'm going to the store.
40:24I have a friend who hurt themselves on that a year or two ago.
40:27Do you reckon you do a kickflip?
40:29Who are these young pretty things?
40:31Bobby!
40:32Bobby!
40:33Is that you?
40:35Bobby, get over here.
40:36How are you?
40:37Thanks, friend.
40:37This is my friend, Liv.
40:38Nice to be here, Liv.
40:38How are you?
40:39Liv, what's up?
40:41Consent, guys.
40:43Consent first.
40:44Happy birthday, Kyle.
40:45How are you?
40:51Oh, my God.
40:52I need one of them kids to get my cigarette.
40:54Oh, no.
40:56I need help.
40:57Help.
40:57Help.
40:59I'll get it.
41:03Where to?
41:04The promised land.
41:05Whee!
41:06Wesley, I'm coming.
41:10Everyone looks so good.
41:11I'm so proud.
41:12I know Ciara is the costume queen or whatever,
41:15but, like, this one's f***ing unreal.
41:17It's so good.
41:18This guy looks great.
41:20Look at that.
41:21You know what?
41:22Everything tickles right now.
41:23It is weird, in my opinion,
41:25that Amanda's just treating it like a normal day
41:27and being nice.
41:29I thought it was crazy that Ciara said that she thinks they should split up.
41:34I just was not expecting that.
41:36Oh.
41:36I mean, we've known them for three years.
41:38Like, has there ever been a moment where you're like,
41:40I get it?
41:43Yeah.
41:44I just always thought that they were, like, each other's person,
41:47and sometimes when they, like, dance or they're hugging or kissing or whatever,
41:51and, like...
41:52You're like, oh, the married couple.
41:53Sometimes they're hugging.
41:54Yeah.
41:55Yeah.
41:56They're meant to be...
41:56Dude, well, married people have issues, too.
41:59I agree.
41:59So you can never tell, like...
42:01I've seen married couples would fight more.
42:03I just, like, for all the bad, I just, like, I want to see more good.
42:07Yeah.
42:08I've witnessed nothing that would ever make up for, like,
42:12what she went through last night.
42:17It was the part of me that was, like,
42:18this is the best I'm ever going to do.
42:21Also, if I see someone give a nice gift to someone,
42:25it's because they're probably in every other way possible.
42:29I really like it.
42:31Like, in Wolf of Wall Street,
42:32when he starts banging hookers every day is when he buys her yacht.
42:36Gifts are bad.
42:38Are you going to talk to Kyle, do you think?
42:41For sure.
42:42I can't just, like, not address this, you know?
42:46Yeah.
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