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Amberlynn talks about how she is trying to be friends with Dana and she doesn't have any issues with her. They invited her to go out to eat so she announces that is what she will be doing that evening. They end up hanging out at the apartment posting a picture of the three on Snapchat. The next day Destiny takes Amberlynn to meet Mary and the two spend the day together. Amberlynn spends the night at Dana's with Destiny and decides to drink more than she should. The three go out to eat along with Dana's roommate Sarah then they go shopping. On a YouNow live stream Amberlynn says she doesn't know if she would take Destiny back if she asked because she feels she might leave her for someone else again. The three start hanging out more often with Dana staying at the apartment with Destiny.
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00:00Hey guys, I'm currently riding the hot mess express train right now. I just don't care how I look right
00:05now
00:05Like I only have a lipstick on girl. Maybe I should put some on. Okay. I put some on whatever
00:09I don't know. It doesn't look the greatest right now. I'm just like really in a hurry
00:13Like my makeup is just sloppily sloppily put on funniest thing last night
00:22My glasses were on my table upstairs
00:26I took them off and I had them sitting, you know clothes like this just sitting normal scary happen
00:31They were like sitting there for like four hours
00:33Just chilling all of a sudden they completely flipped. I was like there is a ghost. There has to be
00:38a ghost
00:39It was the most scariest thing in the world Twinkie jumped freak the out. It was just
00:44Traumatizing. Yeah, I think I really do believe that's the word for it
00:48Like I'm pretty sure there's a ghost like how does that even happen like for four hours?
00:51They're just sitting there and all of a sudden they flip over by themselves
00:55Okay, so hair is down now. I just realized I don't like my hair up anymore
00:58I just like it down like all the time. I don't even care. That's just how I've been liking it
01:02lately. So
01:04It's just super annoying like having long hair is so annoying, but I like it. I'm not ready to get
01:08it cut
01:09I know I said that's what I wanted to do. I don't know. I'm just not ready
01:12Sorry for anyone that I let down as for dying it though
01:15I do want to dye it that is definitely something that's gonna be occurring
01:18I just need to decide like on an actual color. Hello, beautiful subscribers. Okay, I'm about to do my makeup
01:24A lot of people say I look the same with and without makeup. So let's see boo. This is my
01:29before
01:30Okay, you guys so here is the after
01:37I guess it's really just up to the person
01:39I hate filming with no makeup on that's actually a new thing for me because I used to film with
01:44no makeup on all the time
01:46So many people were like emberlin don't trip like you look the exact same both ways, but for me
01:51I don't feel like that. So I don't know like
01:54Seeing it like all within the same second. What do you guys think? I think when any girl puts on
01:58makeup
01:59They look completely different depending on how much they use and like how they do their makeup and stuff
02:03It took me about 40 minutes to do my makeup. I don't think someone just said destiny is nasty. I
02:08don't think that
02:10I'm not just no Amy Slayton just posted a video saying YouTube ruined her relationship
02:15So do you think it harmed your relationship with destiny? No, not at all
02:18It had nothing to do with that. No, even though my relationship was online parts of it
02:23A lot of it was very still personal
02:24Like I don't know how to explain what I'm trying to say
02:26But like when I first got with destiny like we showed a lot we were very TMI
02:30We were like make out and videos like we didn't even care
02:35Smile for the vlog
02:51Today is just a weird day
02:55People are having issue with us because we flirt on camera. There's no harm in that. What do you have
03:00to say to them?
03:00I love you. You love me? Baby. Why are you such a grouch master?
03:08You never wear any clothes. Do you notice this?
03:11I'm allergic. That's different. I gotta be naked
03:15Like it was weird. Okay, but as the months went on we realized yeah, we could show you know parts
03:21of our relationship
03:21But let's try to like keep a lot of it personal
03:24So we did have like a difference between social media versus our relationship
03:27Like it wasn't all like intertwined together like a lot of people might think so no
03:31It had nothing to do with that at all. Do you think dana is loving the drama from you and
03:34destiny?
03:36I mean, no, I don't want to think that way
03:38No, because me and dana are friends and I don't want to think anything like negative and vicious and malicious
03:43and all those things
03:45Like I don't want to like I just don't want the drama. I don't need the drama
03:48There's no reason for the drama. There is nothing I can do about destiny being with her
03:53It is what it is. Yes, it's true that dana was in a hate group
03:56I can't really talk to dana about it. No, I didn't. Um, it's definitely something I can talk to her
04:00about
04:00So i'm actually seeing her tonight. I'm actually going to hang out with the both of them
04:03I know weird life
04:05I could talk to her about it, but I did talk to destiny about it
04:07And it really like hurt my feelings and I told destiny that and I didn't understand it because me and
04:12dana were friends
04:13While me and destiny were dating me and dana were friends because we worked together
04:17I think dana's actually been in a vlog. It was a while ago though
04:20And it was for like a split second was it at that restaurant after work. Yes, kelly
04:24Even though you're a freaking troll. You were on my videos like on point you get it boo. Yes, kelly
04:28You're so smart. I just I don't know what I would do without you
04:31Would you have a threesome with that? Oh my god, sometimes people crack me up. That would be a
04:36Fucking no like i'm not into that type of no
04:40Not into that type of stuff. How can you experiment if you're a monogamous?
04:46Um, like there's ways um, let's see
04:53Like you guys know kelly has been a dirty troll for I can't even tell you how long dana did
04:58not steal destiny from me
05:00That's something that a lot of people are also getting like confused in their head dana and destiny did not
05:04talk like that
05:05When me and destiny were dating
05:09Last
05:10But people will believe what they want. Why are you the way that you are?
05:13Oh, yes, a torrid hall would be so fun. How did it start between them?
05:17Are you talking about dana and destiny? Am I even allowed to talk about this?
05:20I feel like that's none of my concern to like share with other people unless it has something to do
05:23with me
05:24So how they started like liking each other and like
05:27Doing their own thing like that's not up to me to share and I would feel way too just like
05:31kind of
05:32I'm talking about that because it's none of my I mean, it is kind of my business
05:36But it's none of my like business to say like out loud to like my subscribers and my
05:41fan base
05:42Whatever you guys want to call yourselves my lovely beautiful friend, but I love so much
05:45I love how you try and see the good in all situations. Just don't get burned, please completely agree
05:49I am very much like the type of person who does want to see good in everybody and in everything
05:55Sometimes it's hard and sometimes I get walked all over
05:58But that's just like the type of person I am and I can't change that about me
06:05You got destiny so much for christmas. Yeah, I did because when i'm dating someone they're my everything
06:10And I would rather them be happy than me be happy and i'd rather give than receive the whole thing
06:16That's just like who I am as a person where you spend easter with destiny's family. Okay, that's something else
06:21I thought a lot of because I don't want to be awkward
06:24I don't want to be hanging out with anyone who doesn't want me around. I literally don't have anybody
06:28I don't have family. I don't have many friends here. I mean the friends I do have like that's all
06:32I need
06:33I don't need a million friends. Hey, are you ready? Wait, where are you?
06:35Oh my god
06:36Look to my side. It looks backwards to you guys, but it's not
06:40I don't think
06:43Actually, it is backwards
06:44My bow is backwards
06:46No, it's not
06:47It's not to you. It doesn't look backwards. It's not backwards. Okay, is the stripes right here?
06:52Okay, it's not backwards for some reason on here. It looks backwards anyways
06:56Since destiny broke up with me, you know things are a little different
06:59They're a little more like awkward when the holidays do come thanksgiving and christmas
07:03Those are the top two main family holidays you share with the ones you love
07:07I don't know what i'm gonna do. I know it's far away from now
07:09I don't really know if like easter is a big thing for destiny's family
07:13But when it comes to thanksgiving and christmas, I am kind of scared
07:16Like I don't know what life is gonna be like then things can change literally within a freaking split second
07:21As most of you know, but if it still is like this where me and destiny are not together
07:26Well, obviously, it's probably gonna be like that and I don't have anyone
07:30Rarity is literally playing but I might just be home alone with my animals
07:33I am just ready for the night. I am
07:37This is
07:38You guys are like amberlynn like who are you like what are you doing? You're losing your dignity
07:42I'm really not but dana and destiny invited me to go out to eat with them
07:45So i'm gonna do that. We're also like hanging out tomorrow for a little bit
07:48Like things are so weird like what is life life is weird life is crazy, but just embrace everything
07:53I don't know. I'm just embracing it. I'm going with the flow one minute
07:56I'm good one minute
07:57I'm not but I feel like I have more minutes where i'm good now
08:00And I feel like that is so amazing because you guys should have seen me like at the beginning of
08:05all this
08:05Like I was a literal mess and i've come far
08:08I really feel like I have i'm just excited to hang out with them
08:11I feel like once i'm healed more which I am getting there. I feel like we all can have a
08:15great time together. Yes
08:16I know you guys think i'm nuts everyone has their own opinions about it
08:18But one thing that I have heard so much is people think i'm super strong and I feel like that
08:22keeps me pushing forward
08:24And I appreciate that so much and another thing. Oh my god. I literally
08:29You guys are so gonna be excited for this. I don't know though like okay as you guys know, I
08:34used to live in virginia with my ex-girlfriend
08:38As you guys currently should know, uh, she's actually my best friend like ever she's like my soulmate in friend
08:43form
08:44I have known her for
08:47It's been like seven if one of my 26. So it's been like eight years seven eight years
08:51She's always been there for me an amazing person whether she's my girlfriend or not
08:55We have been planning this for a while now
08:57But I feel like I can finally share it because it's legit happening crystal is coming here
09:03So the plan so far is may 21st
09:06She's gonna drive here and she's gonna stay here for a bit
09:08And then i'm gonna drive back with her to virginia stay there for a little bit
09:11And then she's gonna drive back here and stay here for a little bit and that's gonna be like a
09:15summer vacation
09:16Like i'm so excited to see her like we're so excited
09:19There's so many things that we used to do in virginia that we want to do together again
09:22I'm so excited
09:23And I know some of you are gonna be like so excited when I used to like be a youtuber
09:27like when I was dating her
09:28I was very like low-key youtuber and now I know like things. Oh my god, this is so horrible
09:32Like what is this lighting like go home like no one wants you. Okay. Um, I know it's like a
09:38low-key youtuber then
09:39So like things are very different now because i'm more like known whatever who cares
09:42But like i'm very different on youtube now
09:45She used to be super shy when I lived with her she wouldn't be like in any of my videos
09:49She was in some but i'm hoping like this time she'll like get into them and she'll like be in
09:52them
09:53We can like film like a best friend tag. I don't know, but i'm so excited
09:56I know you guys probably might be I don't know. I really hope you guys are because crystal is awesome
10:02I love her so much, but I know a lot of you are like
10:05This is a weird timing. Are you doing this because you and destiny aren't together?
10:09No, we have been planning this for months like literally months and destiny was cool with it when we were
10:14together
10:14And obviously she's cool with it now, even though we're not together
10:17This isn't some like oh amberlynn's getting back with crystal because I know a lot of people are team crystal
10:21That's so cute that there's like a thing
10:24But it's not even like that. I mean crystal will never get back together like that
10:26Like we were best friends like we're like soulmates in friend form like i've said before
10:30But i'm just so excited and I really wanted to tell you guys because I feel like it's like a
10:33for sure thing now
10:34Before we were literally just talking about it
10:36We weren't sure like what days and like what was gonna happen, but we're pretty sure that's like exactly what's
10:40gonna happen
10:40And i'm so excited another thing i'm super excited for is charlotte's also my best friend and crystal and charlotte
10:45have never met before
10:46So i'm excited for them to meet and for all of us to hang out because charlotte loves sushi
10:50I love sushi and crystal loves sushi
10:52Is that weird like can we all go like go out to sushi together and like hang out like I
10:56don't know
10:56I'm talking too much
10:57I need to go upload a video and then I need to get the out of this house
11:01Woo, okay. Bye right now i'm about to go hang out with mary
11:05I'm not 100 sure what we're doing um destiny is actually gonna drive me
11:08Okay, so last night destiny and dana came over and we hung out had like taco bell
11:12You know taco bell has a lot of vegan options and they brought me and chocolates whatever
11:15Oh
11:17Thank you
11:18And it was super fun and like I posted a picture of us on snapchat
11:24People were like crazy like I don't know
11:28I don't know
11:29I don't know
11:30Everyone's different. I just feel like the mature way to handle all this is to accept what is happening
11:36Like at first like I literally begged destiny like I was like be with me boo. Be with me boo.
11:40Like I was so annoying about it
11:41Hi guys, it's me becky
11:43But now it's like you have to accept what's happening. It's been over a month
11:47I feel a lot better than I used to of course I feel heartbreak here and there
11:50But like destiny's new girlfriend is a good person. She is a nice person
11:53It's like how could I not be happy for destiny?
11:57Obviously being happy for destiny and me being happy as a whole are two different things
12:01But I'm happy for her that she's happy as long as
12:05We're all happy everything will be okay
12:06Of course, I'm not like 100% happy with everything that's going on in my life quite yet
12:10But I'm working on myself and I'm trying to better myself and you know
12:13Whatever ways that I feel like I need to better myself to feel like that's like really important
12:16Okay, so me and Mary are currently at Texas Roadhouse
12:19I'm so happy to be glad I also have an embryo
12:23Thank you
12:28I was vlogging
12:29I do youtube
12:31Okay, I got like really shy from it and I was like awkward
12:38Okay
12:40Yeah, our waitress is so awesome. Her name's amber too. So it's like what's up?
12:44Anyways, yeah, we're at Texas Roadhouse. I'll show you our food when we get it
12:48We did get some fried pickles and oh, you don't want me to show you today
12:53Okay, you look cute as hell today
12:57We also got potato skins, but we devoured those
13:00Yeah, those are gone
13:02Those are gone
13:03They were so good
13:04Yes
13:06I got a sirloin with onion mashed potatoes with nothing on it
13:12This is sour cream that I'm not going to use and some of the seasoned rice, which is like my
13:16favorite
13:17She got a sirloin with onion mushrooms
13:20And a bite of potato with butter and sour cream and extra butter
13:26Are you ready to devour? Oh my gosh, I love the rice. I can't get over it
13:30And I have to really be in the mood for steak so
13:34Yes
13:35So mary's steak is still alive
13:37It's making rare
13:38And mine is dead completely
13:42Mine is still right in the middle
13:43It's bleeding
13:43I can't
13:44It's really
13:44No, no
13:44It's delicious
13:45There's two people in the world
13:46A and B
13:48Mary has taken me somewhere to kill me
13:50Just kidding
13:52No
13:53I just love like lakes and stuff
13:55And like water
13:56And so does mary
13:58So
14:01Sixteen foot house boat ramp
14:04Yeah
14:06Yeah
14:06You can put big on house boats
14:09So things that you can saw off the back of it
14:11Yeah
14:12Look how pretty
14:15I love water
14:17This is a steep walk here
14:25You can wrap these ribs in here so we can get traction
14:27Yeah
14:28Good traction
14:29Can you imagine rolling off of this?
14:33That one hurt
14:35No fishing from dock
14:37Or ramp
14:46This really is so steep
14:48I'm not even kidding
14:51And the ridges are so huge
14:54And I'm wearing like the stupidest shoes
14:55And it kind of hurts
14:59I'm not very outdoorsy
15:01I'm sure you guys
15:02Could probably tell
15:03I used to be when I was younger
15:04But
15:05As I got older
15:06I'm like
15:10So pretty
15:18Oh my god
15:18I thought that car was about to literally go in the water
15:21I was about to like
15:22Die
15:26Girl I'm not going on that thing
15:28Why not?
15:29No way
15:32I'm way too scared for that
15:39The sound of water
15:41I miss living in Florida
15:42Because I miss the beach so much
15:45Don't even know
15:54She cray
15:56For a girl like me
15:58Okay, this is literally looking ahead
16:01Look how steep
16:04That's looking right in front of me
16:07Goals
16:13Is that Sharla?
16:15Hi Sharla
16:20It's kind of cold
16:23I guess we're going
16:25That was a good workout
16:27Sharla
16:27Why are you pushing my butt?
16:31Are you telling me to push it?
16:33Oh my god
16:33You're up here now
16:34I'm exhausted
16:35That was a workout
16:36Thanks boo
16:38Oh
16:38You love me
16:39You know it
16:39I tried to turn the wrong way
16:41Hey guys
16:42So I've been home for quite some time
16:45I had a really good time with Mary
16:46I actually ended up buying
16:47Sharla was at work
16:48So that's why we didn't hang out
16:49But I ended up buying Sharla
16:51Her dinner slash lunch if you will
16:53And then we brought it to her
16:54And that was super cute and awesome
16:55She was so happy about that
16:56I had a really good day today
16:57I was planning on actually me and Mary
16:59It was really funny
17:00Swear the moment
17:00I was like Mary
17:01Maybe like I should just go dye my hair
17:03Like don't even make an appointment
17:04Just go do my hair
17:05And so we sat in this parking lot
17:08Like literally debating back and forth
17:09Should I actually do this?
17:11Should I go through with this?
17:12And obviously I didn't
17:13Like I didn't do anything
17:14My hair is just up in a ponytail right now
17:16Because I'm about to go to bed
17:17I hate wearing my hair down
17:18When I'm sleeping
17:19Because I lay on it and everything else
17:21Anyways
17:21I hope you guys enjoyed this video
17:23I've been trying to vlog more
17:24Yeah I wish I would have gotten more footage today
17:26Because I always have such a great time with Mary
17:27She's super fun
17:28Hope you guys enjoyed
17:29And I'll see you in my next video
17:30Love you guys
17:31Hey guys
17:32So today I'm supposed to be hanging out with Destiny
17:34She's on her way here to get me
17:36All I know for sure is like
17:38We're finally gonna see Split
17:39Like we have been waiting to see Split for far too long
17:42It's just been way too long
17:44Like girl let's go see it now
17:46We all started thinking about going to the Cheesecake Factor
17:54We haven't been there in a really long time
17:56Destiny said she really wants cheesecake
18:00So I'm like okay let's do that
18:02I have to do my grocery shopping tonight
18:03You guys can come along
18:04I'm just finishing up getting ready
18:08It's Destiny
18:10Hello
18:14Nothing
18:42I have to do that
18:48I've never seen it
19:01I'm sorry
19:04It's, like, literally happening.
19:06Yes.
19:14Second door.
19:17Get up.
19:18Get up.
19:25Hey, guys.
19:26So, it's the next day.
19:28I ended up staying the night at Dana's last night.
19:30If you guys don't know, Dana is Destiny's girlfriend.
19:33I know it's such a crazy situation, but we all get along really well, and I'm totally cool with it.
19:39Anyways, that doesn't even matter anymore.
19:41Last night was such a crazy night.
19:43I might have drinking a lot.
19:45Got sick.
19:46That's okay.
19:48I don't know.
19:49I just, I don't know.
19:51I guess I wasn't thinking, but it's all right.
19:53So, yeah.
19:54Fun night.
19:54Crazy night.
19:55I had fun.
19:56I'm going to hang out with them again today.
19:57Totally not wearing any makeup.
19:58Hair up.
19:59I look like a hot mess.
20:00Didn't know I was going to stay the night.
20:01So, I didn't bring a change of clothes or anything.
20:02So, I'm hoping to go home and get a change of clothes because I don't like re-wearing clothes.
20:07Like, I hate that so much.
20:09Like, I'm sure everyone hates that.
20:11But quite a few people are saying, how come I look like a hobo?
20:15And how come I always wear the same clothing?
20:17That, probably out of anything, grinds my gears because I am that girl who loves fashion.
20:25I am that girl who loves jewelry and cute clothes and makeup.
20:29Unfortunately, I am that girl who works as a PCA worker and cannot wear that type of stuff.
20:36I work five days out of the week and I have to wear what they tell me to wear and
20:42that
20:42is this.
20:43I can't wear my hair down.
20:44It's just way too long.
20:46I can't be wearing jewelry.
20:47I can't be wearing regular clothes.
20:49Like, this is as regular as it gets.
20:51I'm sorry I look like a hobo, but this is not me.
20:53This is not how I like to look at all.
20:56Valentine's Day is on Sunday and I work Sunday.
20:59And I'm going to make an exception, probably break a few rules, and I'm going to actually
21:03dress up for that day because normally for holidays, they let us go into work looking
21:08like a normal person.
21:09Hey, guys.
21:10So, I just got to work.
21:11I don't clock in for quite some time.
21:13I got here early because Destiny clocks in an hour before me.
21:17You guys are probably like, why are you wearing the same shirt as yesterday?
21:20I cleaned it last night.
21:22And plus, I do have quite a few pink shirts.
21:23I have a lot of these like work shirts.
21:25I bought a lot when I first started working here.
21:28Anyways.
21:29Yeah, so it's been a chill time and I'm having a good time and it's nice just to be in
21:34a
21:34different like environment.
21:35I don't know what I'm talking about.
21:37I'm kind of like hungover, so don't mind me.
21:40Things are good.
21:40I just wanted to say hi.
21:41I hope you guys are having a good day.
21:42And before I forget, the movie Split was absolutely amazing.
21:47I loved it.
21:48It was entertaining the whole time.
21:50It definitely lived up to its word, if you will.
21:53The ending kind of shocked me just a little bit.
21:55I actually cried in it.
21:57There's a quote that is said in the movie that just like fucks my shit up and I'm just
22:01like, oh my god.
22:02So, I definitely recommend it.
22:04Everyone needs to see it.
22:05So good.
22:07Is there any from our show?
22:21Explain that it's like dog milk.
22:24It is.
22:25It's puppy milk.
22:25Yeah, puppy milk.
22:29He's four weeks old.
22:32Aww.
22:35So he has like two more weeks on this.
22:38And his name is Cash.
22:42And of course, Twinkie's door here.
22:44I'm getting a little short cut out of here.
22:50Oh, damn it.
23:25Hello.
23:26I haven't vlogged in a while.
23:28It feels like, I don't know.
23:30Like, I just haven't really been like in the mood.
23:32I'm in like a funk a little bit.
23:33I don't really know what it is.
23:34But today is just a chill day at home.
23:36I need one of those sometimes.
23:38But then like when I have one chill day at home, it turns into like five and I'm like,
23:42bye Felicia.
23:43I'm actually just cleaning a little bit right now.
23:45I have a load of laundry running.
23:46So if you hear it, that's what that is.
23:48Like our washer is so loud.
23:49I'm like, no.
23:50But anyways, I'm actually about to watch Magic Mike.
23:54I do like Channing Tatum.
23:55I saw like a glimpse of this movie when I was at Charlotte's house a couple weeks ago.
23:59It looks pretty interesting.
24:00So I figured I'm going to give that a try.
24:02So I'm going to do that.
24:03I just figured I would say hi to you guys and start a vlog and whatnot.
24:07So by the way, I'm not naked.
24:10I don't know if you guys saw, but I'm not naked.
24:12I just wanted to let everyone know that I wasn't naked because I don't know if you guys
24:15can actually see my shirt.
24:16Like when I'm just showing my face, I don't know.
24:18Like I can't see what I'm looking at.
24:20I don't know what you guys are looking at.
24:21A makeupless face is what you're looking at.
24:23You know, sometimes you just need to go without the makeup.
24:26Be fresh.
24:27So fresh and so clean, clean.
24:28Oh my God.
24:31BTdubs.
24:32I don't know where I heard that from, but I want to stop saying it because I don't like
24:34it that much.
24:35But by the way, I've been feeling really sick.
24:36Like I've had two gallstone attacks in the last couple of days and I don't get gallstone
24:41attacks anymore.
24:42So that's been kind of hard for me and I haven't been feeling good at all.
24:46From when I stayed at Dana's house, I drank a lot.
24:48I don't know if I fell.
24:49I don't really know what happened, but I hurt my ribs really bad.
24:52So for two days, I couldn't even like breathe or sneeze or laugh or do anything without my
24:59ribs hurting.
25:00I finally feel better.
25:01And my slipped disc has flared up.
25:04So it was like everything at once.
25:05Today is the first day that I'm actually feeling better and feeling okay and like good and decent.
25:11Peter Mon wanted me to guest with him and I totally want to do it one day, but I was
25:14not feeling
25:15good.
25:15I looked like a rough mess.
25:17I was in pain.
25:17I was sick and I felt really bad and I told him no.
25:20But then a couple minutes later, Trisha Paytas went on there and I was just like, I started
25:26crying.
25:26I actually started crying.
25:28Why?
25:28I don't know.
25:29When Peter Mon was like, so do you know Amberlynn Reid?
25:31And Trisha Paytas was like, yeah, I know her because of you and I like her.
25:35And I was like, the fuck?
25:37It was so surreal.
25:38It was like one of those moments that I was like, what is even happening?
25:42As you guys know, Trisha Paytas has always been my favorite YouTuber for like the longest
25:46time ever.
25:47I've been watching her since she was like obsessed with Hello Kitty and that's been like
25:50six, seven years.
25:51It's been a really long time.
25:52And I have watched her through all of her journey and stuff.
25:55And just to be like, I wouldn't say recognized by her because that's not the right word,
25:59but just the fact that she like knows who I am and she saw the video that I made for
26:03her.
26:03Hi, I feel like you're never going to see this, Trisha, but hi, my name is Amberlynn.
26:08Hello.
26:09Hi.
26:10You inspire and I love you.
26:13So if you watch this, thank you.
26:15And I hope you have a great day.
26:18Bye.
26:18That means a lot to me.
26:20A lot of people might be like, Amberlynn, that is the stupidest thing in the world.
26:22Like why do you care?
26:23Like I really like Trisha and I just thought it was super awesome that there are bigger
26:27YouTubers that have seen my videos, whether they've seen them and laughed at me or seen
26:30them and laughed with me.
26:31They've still seen me and I just think that's so cool.
26:34Anyways, I'm going to start this movie now.
26:36I'm literally four minutes in.
26:38I just wanted to say hi to you guys.
26:39I miss you.
26:40Okay.
26:40So I've had this curry powder for a while now.
26:43I've been really wanting to try it and I haven't yet.
26:46So I'm going to make some chicken.
26:48They're just chicken breast tenderloins.
26:50And my George Foreman, I love this.
26:52I mainly love this for chicken or turkey burgers.
26:55You can also use it if you want to like slice zucchini, et cetera, et cetera.
27:00Yeah, I love this so much.
27:03I'm sure you guys have heard this before, but why am I showing you the George Foreman?
27:06By the way, Crystal got me this for Christmas.
27:09I used it yesterday.
27:10Turkey burger.
27:11Oh my God, I'm in love with it.
27:12You don't have to flip or do anything to the sort.
27:15So yeah, I haven't used this yet.
27:17I really love curry, so I'm hoping this turns out good.
27:20You can make this with rice or whatever.
27:22I don't really know what I'm going to make it with.
27:23I didn't really have this planned.
27:25Okay, so I already had my curry chicken.
27:27It was actually really good.
27:28And now I'm going to have a little bit of this Blue Bunny frozen yogurt, strawberry, and banana.
27:32It's ice cream, but you know, it says frozen yogurt.
27:36Whatever, still good.
27:37Just having a little bit of that.
27:38I usually don't like fruit flavored ice cream, but this is actually pretty good.
27:43Half a cup is 100 calories.
27:45Only too fat.
27:47Yeah, not shabby.
27:48Not shabby.
27:50These right here.
27:52Not these ones.
27:54They're not the greatest.
27:56This is the Weight Watchers Giant Chocolate Fudge Ice Cream Bars.
27:59They're all right, but these are amazing.
28:05They're the Weight Watchers English Chalky Crunch Ice Cream Bars.
28:08For two bars, it's 140 calories, so that's the serving.
28:11There's two bars, but if you just wanted one, it's only 70.
28:14These are so good.
28:16Oh my gosh, I'm obsessed.
28:18It comes with 12 of them, and I only have four left, but anyways, I've had them for a while.
28:25These are literally not the greatest.
28:27I'm going to be honest because I'm comparing the two.
28:29This comes with six bars.
28:31There is five left because I only ate one.
28:33This has 90 calories, one fat, blah, blah, blah.
28:35I don't know.
28:36But 100% recommend these.
28:38They're delicious.
28:49Do you guys hear this?
28:53Oh my God.
28:54I'm like literally like shaking.
28:57What the fuck is...
29:01Oh my God.
29:02I'm so crying.
29:05I think it's hailing.
29:08Boo, don't...
29:09I don't deal with stuff like this.
29:11And I'm alone.
29:14I'm like actually scared.
29:16Oh my God.
29:21Things are falling outside.
29:22Cool.
29:23Um, yeah, it's storming really bad.
29:26Last time I was in like a hail storm.
29:27I was probably like seven.
29:29Seven easily.
29:29I don't do storms.
29:30And the fact that I'm by myself makes it worse.
29:32The fact that it's hailing makes it even more worse.
29:34The fact that there's lightning literally outside of my door makes it even more worse.
29:37Again, the windows I feel like are going to break and shatter.
29:41See, we have storm windows.
29:43That's what they're called.
29:44But the window in the living room actually doesn't have a storm window.
29:49So that's a little scary.
29:50Yeah, that was really loud and really bad.
29:52And I'm like actually really scared.
29:53And so is my dog.
29:55Twinkie gets really scared.
29:56I can't.
29:58I actually can't.
29:58I can't deal.
29:59Okay.
29:59So who else does this?
30:01Probably nobody.
30:02I really love Amy's TV dinners.
30:04The Thai pad Thai is one of my favorites.
30:06I have recently tried some new flavors.
30:08Enchilada.
30:08I have these sitting right here so I could take a picture.
30:11I don't know why I didn't do it sooner.
30:12So I can take a picture of these so I know which ones to buy from the store.
30:15I should probably throw them away now.
30:17They've been sitting there for like a few days.
30:19Like who am I?
30:19Like trash.
30:21Okay.
30:21Um.
30:26Bored.
30:28I'm going to go.
30:29I love you guys.
30:30Hi.
30:32Guess what time it is.
30:35Makeup time.
30:36And yes, I'm sitting in my bed.
30:37I don't know what it is, but I do my makeup in my bed by far more times than I
30:41actually
30:42do it at my vanity.
30:52Okay.
30:52What am I doing?
30:53I don't know.
30:54Music is life.
30:55Music is goals.
30:57Music is everything.
30:58Okay.
30:59I'm going to stop being annoying, but hello.
31:01Okay.
31:02So I'm going to go for sushi.
31:03Yes.
31:04I'm going to hang out with Destiny, Dana, and Sarah.
31:07I've never actually vlogged Sarah.
31:09Oh yeah.
31:09I'm going to go get sushi.
31:11Super excited.
31:11I might go to the movies tonight.
31:12So I'm also excited about that.
31:14Yes.
31:14There's a movie out.
31:17That is literally pepper spray.
31:18Like, what am I doing?
31:19There's a movie out.
31:20What's it called?
31:21Get out.
31:22It's called get out.
31:23It looks really weird.
31:23I don't even know, but so many people are raving about it and they're saying like, really
31:27look into this.
31:28Don't like turn your head.
31:30Don't even blink.
31:31Like really listen to what this movie is trying to say about kind of like the world now.
31:35I don't really know.
31:36So I want to watch it.
31:37I'm super excited.
31:38So I'm going to do that, but I'm going to keep listening to my music.
31:43Oh, I love this song.
31:46Hi, Destiny.
31:52Hi, Dana.
31:52Look how pretty.
31:54Oh, okay.
32:01Okay.
32:02And Sarah.
32:03Hi.
32:03Introducing Sarah to everyone.
32:05I'm new.
32:06Look at her makeup.
32:07Dana did her makeup.
32:08You're new.
32:12I didn't either.
32:13I'm going to go for sushi.
32:15Yes.
32:18So we're currently at TJ Maxx.
32:21Did you find something you like?
32:22Yes.
32:23Calvin Klein.
32:25Calvin Klein.
32:26And it charges.
32:26It charges like your phone?
32:28Yes.
32:28It's a charging wallet.
32:30That's so cool.
32:31It's $20.
32:32I don't want to buy it.
32:33You should.
32:34I know.
32:35Calvin Klein stuff is pretty cute.
32:37No, this actually, it isn't Calvin Klein.
32:39What is it?
32:41I don't know.
32:43Whatever that is.
32:44I mean, Adrian.
32:47Vidadini.
32:48I don't even know.
32:49But I love it.
32:50Yeah, it's super cute.
32:52Oh my goodness.
32:53I don't know.
32:54I don't like.
32:55What?
32:56It's a church.
32:57Okay, I'll help you.
32:58It's a curse.
32:58Yeah, this is heaven.
32:59I'm vlogging.
33:01Oh.
33:02Hold on.
33:03Hold on.
33:06I can't.
33:07This is like my favorite area in TJ Maxx.
33:10Follow us.
33:11Follow us.
33:12On all social media.
33:14Goodbye.
33:14Goodbye, bitch.
33:16Goodbye, Felicia.
33:21Okay, so this one.
33:25Okay, if I had to choose, I would definitely say that one.
33:28This one?
33:28Yeah.
33:29That one's super cute.
33:30I don't know how to wear it.
33:31You don't have to charge the charger.
33:34With six heels.
33:35I don't wear heels.
33:37I don't either.
33:38I don't wear heels either.
33:40I didn't see the heels anymore.
33:41I own, like, three days of the day.
33:43After the day.
33:45Tight shirt.
33:47Okay, we'll have.
33:50How about this one?
33:51Is this a choker?
33:52Well, I think so, isn't it?
33:54Yes.
33:55Do you guys like my hat?
33:56No, I think it's a bracelet.
33:59Like, I don't know.
34:01What if I started wearing hats?
34:02Wear hats.
34:03Do it.
34:04Should I wear hats?
34:05I'm just kidding.
34:05I feel like I'm going to, like, the derby or something.
34:08The derby?
34:08Derby hat.
34:10Betsy Johnson's on this.
34:13Betsy Johnson's sunglasses.
34:14Look how pretty they are.
34:15And they got little hearts on it.
34:16Oh, they're cute.
34:17You don't like them?
34:18I do.
34:19Sarah.
34:20Sarah, do you like my hat?
34:22Do you love this shirt?
34:23Yes.
34:25Can I pull it off?
34:26Hell yeah.
34:27You can pull off anything.
34:29We and I are getting married.
34:30We're getting married, yes.
34:33I can't.
34:34This is horrible.
34:38So, this is what happens when you go shopping with four girls.
34:42Like, get it.
34:44But yet, I don't have a single thing in the cart.
34:47Isn't that weird?
34:49Hey, guys.
34:51Okay, wait a minute.
34:53That is better.
34:55So many of you are literally hating my vlogs.
34:59I'm reading the comments and I am just like, I'm sorry.
35:02Like, my life is not that entertaining.
35:05Like, I don't live in LA like most vloggers do or whatever.
35:09Like, I don't have a big family.
35:11I don't have children.
35:11I don't have, like, luxury.
35:14Like, I'm sorry.
35:15I'm just a normal person, honestly.
35:17I feel like a lot of people can relate to that.
35:18But I feel like a lot of people expect me to be, like, some luxury.
35:21Always doing something.
35:22Like, always having, like, the most amazing life.
35:24That's just not me.
35:25And I'm really sorry you guys haven't been enjoying the vlogs.
35:27Like, I'm trying really hard.
35:28There's only so much I can do, really.
35:29For the people who do support me and all that, like, thank you so much.
35:33I appreciate that.
35:33Probably more than you guys will ever know.
35:35So, thank you.
35:36What will happen to all your animals when you go live with Crystal in three months?
35:39That is not happening.
35:40This is my home right here.
35:42This is my, this is my crib.
35:43This is what I'm obsessed with.
35:44I love living here.
35:47Like, I've made this my home and this is not being ripped out from underneath me.
35:51I'm sorry.
35:51I will fight until I am blue in the face.
35:53That is not happening.
35:55I want you guys to know that off camera, you wouldn't believe how many sit down, serious,
36:00mature, I can't be mature when I want to be, conversations that me and Destiny have
36:04together about our friendship, our living arrangements, our lease, about everything.
36:09So, I want you guys to know that those conversations do happen, but we do not film those conversations.
36:14Destiny is not moving out.
36:16Would I ever get back with Destiny?
36:19I don't know.
36:20Honestly, I don't know.
36:21Obviously, I love her.
36:22I feel like when you're in love with someone, that in love feeling just doesn't, like, you
36:25don't just stop loving someone.
36:27Like, it don't make sense to me.
36:28I don't know.
36:28When you truly love someone, that shit goes on forever.
36:30I feel like I'd be too scared that she would do this whole, like, thing again.
36:33Like, I don't know what she's going through.
36:35I don't know what.
36:36I don't know.
36:36But currently, right now, like, we're good.
36:38Like, we're friends.
36:39Like, I don't really want to get into all that.
36:41Like, that's old news.
36:42You sound Southern and then Northern.
36:44I've lived fucking everywhere.
36:46Oh my god, that's so funny.
36:48I'm sorry.
36:49Do you feel relieved now that you're broken up?
36:50That's an amazing question.
36:52I sometimes, like, sit down with myself and I'm like, okay, Amberlynn, take a breather.
36:55How do you really fucking feel right now?
36:57Ignore everything else around you.
36:58Just how do you really fucking feel?
37:00Like, dig deep, girl.
37:02I noticed recently, I was in my room.
37:04This was a little bit after me and Destiny decided that we're going to sleep separate.
37:08I was looking around.
37:08I felt a moment of relief.
37:11It was the weirdest feeling.
37:13I feel like I'm gonna cry.
37:13I feel like I shouldn't be feeling relief.
37:15Like, is that, like, weird?
37:16I feel like I shouldn't be feeling that.
37:17I feel like I should be feeling sad and, like, wanting her back still.
37:21Like, I feel like I shouldn't be okay.
37:23Fuck.
37:23I don't know.
37:24I feel, like, guilty for feeling okay about this.
37:26Like, is that, like, normal?
37:27Like, what am I doing?
37:28I shouldn't listen to other people.
37:30Like, obviously.
37:31So many people are like, Amberlynn, if you're, like, okay with this, then you never fucking
37:34loved her.
37:35And that makes me feel like fucking shit because I love Destiny, love Destiny more than anyone
37:40in my life.
37:41How I felt for her, there's no compare.
37:43I feel like it'll never happen again and that shit fucks me up.
37:46So many people say that shit to me.
37:48Like, that makes me so upset.
37:49It's been over, like, six weeks now and I know that's not, like, a long time.
37:52Trust me, I still have moments where I get, like, lonely and I'm like, damn, me and Destiny
37:56aren't together anymore.
37:57A new emotion I've been getting lately is, like, damn, I'm a single fucking bitch.
38:00I can do whatever the hell I want.
38:02Like, freedom is for me.
38:03I get all excited about it.
38:04It's very, like, back and forth, but mainly now I look at things and I'm like, I'm okay.
38:09I can get through this.
38:11Like, I was talking to Dana earlier before they left for work and I was like, I got this.
38:15Like, I'm okay because we were talking about something.
38:16I forget what it was.
38:17She's like, you do got this.
38:18I was like, I do.
38:19Like, why am I tripping out about everything?
38:21It's just crazy to, like, think of myself, like, when it first happened.
38:24You guys, I'm so glad I had, like, pre-filmed fucking videos.
38:28I'm gonna be honest with you because I couldn't film.
38:30I barely ate.
38:31I couldn't function.
38:32I did not take care of myself.
38:34I literally sat in bed and cried for hours.
38:38I would wake up every day with, like, a swollen face, a migraine that literally pounded,
38:44like, pounded my head.
38:45Like, I don't get headaches often, so it was bad.
38:47And to think of where I've come from that moment, I know I talk about this a lot, but,
38:51like, every time I come on you now, like, I am better than I was the last time.
38:54I feel like that's super important for me to let people know because I do get a lot of
38:59Snapchats of people saying, like, I'm going through a breakup and I need advice and I
39:03want to know, will things ever get better?
39:04At the time, you feel like they're not going to and you feel like you're gonna die and
39:07it's, like, the worst thing in the world that happened to you, but things do get
39:10better, honestly, 100%.
39:11I will let you know that things do get better.
39:13Everything always gets worse before it gets better.
39:15I feel like my worst already fucking happened.
39:17So, it can only get better from here, honestly.
39:20So, thumbs up.
39:23Would I date someone who doesn't have a job and who is lazy?
39:26I would not date someone who is lazy.
39:27No.
39:28Would I date someone who doesn't have a job?
39:29Give me the reason why you don't have a job.
39:31Everyone's job is different.
39:32I want to know why you don't have one.
39:34Someone said, why'd you say Destiny wasn't dating, but she was on her social media the
39:38day that you broke up?
39:39Okay.
39:39A lot of people are being, like, totally investigative.
39:42Like, what are you?
39:43Like, do you have a life?
39:43Go to your homework.
39:44Like, go to school.
39:45Destiny did not start dating Dana until February 13th.
39:49That is the day they started dating.
39:50Destiny broke up with me January 13th.
39:52Destiny on, what, February 14th?
39:56I'm pretty sure it was February 14th.
39:57She went on to Dana's Instagram and she liked a bunch of her photos.
40:01Just kept liking them.
40:02Like, she was, like, spamming her.
40:03Just liking them.
40:04And a lot of people are going to Dana's profile and seeing that Dana likes, Destiny liked a
40:08photo of Dana from a while ago.
40:10And people are assuming that Destiny liked that photo while we were still dating.
40:14One, I don't give a f*** if that occurred.
40:17Like, I like girls' photos all the time.
40:19Like, whether I'm in a relationship or not, that's kind of, like, controlling AF.
40:22It's just because Destiny was spamming Dana.
40:25Does that explain things for some of you?
40:27I don't remember when I found out about Dana, but I kept saying, are you guys dating?
40:30Are you guys dating?
40:31Are you guys dating?
40:31She kept saying, no, it's not official yet.
40:33And I kept saying, are you waiting for, like, a holiday, like, Valentine's Day, like you
40:38did for me?
40:39Is that what you're trying to do?
40:40And I kept trying to tell her, like, don't do what you did for me with someone else.
40:45And so, I think she took that to heart and she asked her the day before Valentine's
40:49Day instead of on Valentine's Day so they could still celebrate Valentine's Day as a couple.
40:54Because I said, if anybody ever asked me on a holiday, I would say no.
40:57So, she did it the day before.
40:59That's not the reason I did it.
41:00I just wanted it to be on the 13th.
41:02Because our birthday's on the 13th.
41:03That's not it either.
41:04I just like the 13th.
41:05I feel like in a way that was kind of nice of her, but it still kind of sucks.
41:08Do you think Dana was an upgrade or a downgrade?
41:10I think she was an upgrade.
41:14So, I am currently on you now with my most amazing fans and subscribers and friends and
41:20just people that I love so much.
41:21I was going to get off, but I wanted to vlog this real quick.
41:24They got me at over 21,000 thumbs up.
41:27I cannot believe it.
41:28Thank you guys so much.
41:29If you see your name, there it is.
41:34So, yeah.
41:36I love you guys.
41:37I'm going to end it now.
41:38Bye.
41:39Hey guys.
41:40Okay.
41:40So, I'm actually waiting for Destiny and Dana.
41:42They are staying the night again tonight.
41:44I don't know why I say Dana's staying the night.
41:46Destiny still lives here.
41:47I know that's like a question that people are like, does Destiny still live there?
41:49Uh, yes, she does.
41:50Dana also stayed last night too.
41:52Like, I love her company.
41:53She's so awesome.
41:54Like, so many people are like, Abilene, what are you doing?
41:55And I'm like, being friends with an awesome person.
41:57Like, okay.
41:58I think we're just going to go get some dinner.
42:01Yeah.
42:01And I think tomorrow night we're actually going to like make a home cooked meal.
42:04So, maybe I'll vlog that.
42:06Like, I feel like as a whole, we don't really cook a lot of like home cooked meals.
42:10And I'm trying my hardest to do that.
42:12And like, sometimes I just like suck at life.
42:14So, if you're wondering, this is a velvet choker that I am obsessed with.
42:19And I got it from Walmart because Walmart is on point lately.
42:26Hello.
42:27Hi.
42:28Good day.
42:32Twinkie tour.
42:33Say hi.
42:35So, I am babysitting.
42:37This is Cash.
42:39Say hi.
42:42I think we have a camera shy baby.
42:47Literally, this little baby is so easy to watch.
42:51Look at him.
42:52Just sleeping.
42:52He loves soft blankets.
42:54So, I got your tail.
42:55I got your tail.
42:56See you.
42:58See you.
42:58See you.
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