(4of4) Amberlynn Reid: May 2017: Suppressing the Dana Drama & Growing to Love Beck

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Amberlynn took a few days off from vlogging because she knows Krystle doesn’t like being in her videos and one of the days she was with Beck. Now that Krystle has a reason to travel in Amberlynn’s direction of the country to see her new girlfriend Nina, Amberlynn hopes Krystle will take the extra 5-hour drive to see her too. A subscriber gave Krystle a tshirt at an event to give Amberlynn, something we later see Beck wearing. With a 2-month anniversary around the corner, we take a look back at the monthly anniversaries Amberlynn would celebrate with Destiny, mostly spent at restaurants, although the last one was spent making a soup concoction. She even manages to spend a couple of anniversaries after the breakup with Destiny, until she started dating Beck on the day after what would have been her 21st month anniversary with Destiny. She wraps up the month with a Snapchat Q&A regarding her weight, her growing feelings for Beck, her desire to travel, then opens up her old journals from when she was with Destiny.

Transcript

00:00:00Hey guys, five days ago, I completely stopped vlogging

00:00:03because I was with my girlfriend for one of the days

00:00:06and I kind of just wanted it to be about me and her.

00:00:09I had a last two or three days with Crystal

00:00:12and I really wanted that just to be about me and her as well.

00:00:15So I didn't vlog anything at all,

00:00:17which I kind of regret because I do like sharing the memories

00:00:20and having the memories to look back on.

00:00:22But then I also like to keep things kind of just like

00:00:25in the moment instead of worrying

00:00:26about vlogging the whole time.

00:00:33The last two vlogs that I uploaded,

00:00:35it seemed like people really enjoyed those.

00:00:36It's because I was out doing things and having a good time.

00:00:40Crystal actually left yesterday and it was really hard for me.

00:00:43I was very sad.

00:00:44She actually went to Tennessee again.

00:00:46I was gonna go, but I didn't wanna leave my cats any longer

00:00:49because having Destiny come check on them once a day

00:00:52to me was, you know, good.

00:00:54Like I'm very happy that she did that for me.

00:00:56So thank you, Destiny, if you're watching this.

00:00:57I don't think you are, but anyways, yeah.

00:01:00When I was gone to Tennessee,

00:01:02Destiny would check on the cats for me,

00:01:04but I would have been gone a little bit more than like three days.

00:01:06So I didn't want to do that.

00:01:07Crystal might come back for an extra day in a week or so.

00:01:10I don't really know.

00:01:11I guess we'll see.

00:01:12I have not been getting much sleep lately,

00:01:14especially because when Crystal's here and my girlfriend,

00:01:16like I don't like sleeping.

00:01:17It's like sleeping the time away.

00:01:19Like I hate that.

00:01:20I've left over makeup on my eyes.

00:01:22Like I took a shower.

00:01:23My hair is already dry and all that.

00:01:24As you guys can tell, I have a really bad habit of getting in the shower with makeup on.

00:01:29So it kind of like does this whole smeary bit.

00:01:31Most of you girls understand that.

00:01:33And then when you get out of the shower, you have to like wipe it all off.

00:01:35I have been trying to wipe off my makeup more because a lot of people in the comments have said,

00:01:39you know, Amberlynn, you probably shouldn't keep your makeup on while you're sleeping.

00:01:42Cause I used to do that all the time.

00:01:43I'm trying really hard to get out of that bad habit.

00:01:45I really needed to start taking more care of my skin and just my health in general,

00:01:49as you guys know.

00:01:50And I've been breaking out because hashtag I'm a girl.

00:01:54This is a really sweet story that I want to share with you guys.

00:01:57Before Crystal came to Kentucky, she was with a friend at a transgender pride.

00:02:02One of my subscribers came up to her and said, are you Crystal?

00:02:05And Crystal was like, yeah, I'm Crystal.

00:02:08And they're like, oh my God, I've seen you on Amberlynn's vlogs.

00:02:11I'm a really big fan of Amberlynn.

00:02:12Like I'm obsessed with Amberlynn.

00:02:14I love her and I want to give you a shirt to give her.

00:02:16This is the shirt.

00:02:17If you are watching this, I thought that was the sweetest thing in the whole world.

00:02:21This is the first thing I've ever gotten from a subscriber.

00:02:23And I just want to say this means the world to me.

00:02:26I like teared up a bit.

00:02:27I will keep this forever.

00:02:28So I just thank you so much.

00:02:30And Crystal loves that you went up to her and talked to her.

00:02:32Like she loved that so much.

00:02:34Equality for all.

00:02:35It is so cute.

00:02:36I love it so much.

00:02:37I was at Target two days ago, which I love Target.

00:02:40I don't get to go often though, because it's pretty far from where I live.

00:02:43And they had wax burners there.

00:02:44I never knew that because I always get mine from Walmart.

00:02:47I got a Chesapeake Bay, a dewy blossom, and a sea salt vanilla.

00:02:51If you guys know me, I have an obsession with perfumes and candles and just things smelling good.

00:02:57I don't, I really don't know what it is.

00:02:59I do know what it is actually, but it's just easier to say.

00:03:01I don't know what it is.

00:03:02Every day I was bullied.

00:03:03I was the smelly kid.

00:03:05These are one of the things I love the most is my wax burners.

00:03:08I do have one in my kitchen, one in my living room, and one in my bathroom upstairs,

00:03:12and one in my bedroom, but these three smell amazing.

00:03:15And they do not have these at Walmart.

00:03:17The ones at Walmart are actually very different.

00:03:19Even the inside of this says HomeSense.

00:03:21Ones from Walmart pretty much either come in packs like this or packs like this.

00:03:26And these two are just the sugar lavender.

00:03:28And this one's like a tropical beach getaway one, which is beach flowers and dragon fruit.

00:03:33This bag actually is because mine and my girlfriend's two month anniversary is coming up.

00:03:38And I plan on getting her something, you know, each month because that's just how I am.

00:03:42Destiny officially asked me to be her girlfriend on 4th of July after the fireworks.

00:03:47It was so freaking cute.

00:03:49Destiny and I are really in a relationship now.

00:03:51She makes me really, really happy.

00:03:52So today is Destiny and I's one month anniversary.

00:03:56Yes, we celebrate monthly anniversaries.

00:03:59It's cute and it's fun.

00:04:00Every milestone matters, right?

00:04:02Destiny is at work.

00:04:03Obviously, we can't celebrate our monthly anniversary today.

00:04:06She has tomorrow off.

00:04:07So tomorrow we're going to go out to eat somewhere super cheap.

00:04:10Money is really tight since we just moved.

00:04:14So...

00:04:15Tell everybody what today is.

00:04:17It's our two month anniversary!

00:04:20Two months!

00:04:21Literally feels like it's been longer.

00:04:24Longer.

00:04:25That's a good thing.

00:04:26I love you.

00:04:27I love you, baby.

00:04:28Hello everybody and welcome to weigh-in number five.

00:04:31If you guys happen to see this over here,

00:04:33last night we had a late run at McDonald's.

00:04:36Destiny got herself a big sweet tea.

00:04:39Destiny, what is in your hand?

00:04:42A sweet tea.

00:04:43A sweet tea.

00:04:45From where?

00:04:47The golden arches.

00:04:49Why do you have the golden arches in your hand?

00:04:52Why did you eat 20 piece of a nugget?

00:04:57Shots fired.

00:04:59Shots fired.

00:05:00And I got the small Oreo Frappuccino.

00:05:03And might I add that that thing was three freaking dollars and that was one.

00:05:07Like what?

00:05:08Get your shit together McDonald's.

00:05:09It's not like get your shit together in Berlin.

00:05:11During this weigh-in video, I like to sit here and tell you everything that I jotted down in my

00:05:17weight loss journal.

00:05:19I'm done with weigh watchers.

00:05:20I'm just gonna try eating intuitively.

00:05:23I literally was horrible this week.

00:05:25Absolutely horrible.

00:05:26I'm here to admit it.

00:05:27Things happen.

00:05:28Frapp happened.

00:05:29Let's get to the actual weigh-in now, huh?

00:05:31I know that's why you guys are here.

00:05:32Last week, I was 417.8.

00:05:35Today, I weighed in at 420.4.

00:05:37So that's a gain of 2.6, but I'm still down 1.6.

00:05:40At least I didn't gain everything back, right?

00:05:43So we just got back from dinner.

00:05:45We went to Applebee's.

00:05:46I had a drink there.

00:05:48I'm feeling it.

00:05:49That's a thing that happened.

00:05:50She had a Bahama Mama.

00:05:51Yeah, it was called a Bahama Mama.

00:05:52She's hot.

00:05:54Do I?

00:05:54She's one hot mama.

00:05:56Every time I have my drink alcohol, I don't know what it is, but my face gets like really

00:06:00hot and stuff.

00:06:01If you guys are wondering why I'm still here, even though I'm clocked out, it's because

00:06:04sometimes Destiny and I's hours are like completely different and she's my ride.

00:06:09So literally just got Taco Bell.

00:06:14See, this is what happens when you work super late at night and then you get really hungry.

00:06:19Why am I so hungry?

00:06:21Because it's like you work all day and you're like you get starving and you don't want to go home

00:06:26and cook, but trust me, pretty soon this whole eating out shabam is gonna end.

00:06:31Gonna end.

00:06:32I can't anymore.

00:06:33Like I feel it in my body that this is bad for me.

00:06:36It's only our anniversary for like half an hour more and you've been a brat.

00:06:40Oh, I'm the brat.

00:06:41You have been.

00:06:42You had to have Taco Bell.

00:06:44All right, all right.

00:06:46Enough of this.

00:06:46No more eating out in the month of December.

00:06:49I know I said that.

00:06:51Hello everybody.

00:06:52We are going all the way to Alabama because Destiny over here is obsessed with Star Wars.

00:06:57A movie theater there, it's in 3D?

00:06:59Yeah, it's in 3D.

00:07:00It's in 3D and 4D.

00:07:034D is like 3D, but also the seats like move with it with the movie.

00:07:08So she had to go do that.

00:07:10I'm not interested in Star Wars.

00:07:12I watched about 15 minutes of the first Star Wars and that was that.

00:07:17So I'm just gonna sit at a bookstore.

00:07:19I'm gonna read.

00:07:19I'm gonna write.

00:07:20You know, just kind of look around, maybe drink on a Starbucks drink while she's watching the movie.

00:07:26And then afterwards, I guess we're gonna go out to eat, to dinner.

00:07:29Our anniversary was on the 4th and we didn't get to do anything for that.

00:07:32I figured today, treat Destiny with a little 4D Star Wars.

00:07:39I can tell you're excited.

00:07:41I hope the movie's good.

00:07:43I'm sure it will be.

00:07:45I don't, I haven't heard anything bad.

00:07:47We gotta get that done.

00:07:49We're Momma and Zoe.

00:07:51Y'all ready to go on the Flex Force?

00:07:52Momma and Zoe.

00:07:53Right here.

00:07:55We're, uh, reluctantly racing.

00:07:57And there's the back of our first down room celebrate their birthday.

00:07:59And it was set up for a round of applause.

00:08:01And for this.

00:08:03Wait a minute.

00:08:07Okay, so where are we?

00:08:09At Lambert's.

00:08:12So we're at Lambert's.

00:08:14Supposedly there's only four in the whole United States.

00:08:17There's like four or five.

00:08:20And it's a really popular place that looks like this.

00:08:22Camera, say how to do the dance.

00:08:24All right.

00:08:27And, um.

00:08:28They throw rolls at you.

00:08:29They throw rolls at you.

00:08:30And they're huge.

00:08:31I already ate like a piece of mine.

00:08:33And they go around with like food and they like put it on your plate.

00:08:39Like I don't even know how to explain it.

00:08:40See that girl?

00:08:41She has a big thing of food and they just like put it on your plate.

00:08:45I have no idea.

00:08:47Yeah, they're like size.

00:08:48It's like apple butter, um, more of cabbage, stuff like that.

00:08:52And I'm like, I have no idea.

00:08:56Let's go look.

00:08:58Isn't that crazy?

00:09:01Okay.

00:09:04Okay.

00:09:15I have some meat here.

00:09:41So different.

00:09:42Thank you for the experience.

00:09:45This thing is so cool.

00:09:46It says like show us where you're from.

00:09:48And you put these little needles in.

00:09:49Look at this.

00:09:51Wow.

00:09:53Some people are from like way over here.

00:09:55China.

00:09:59Hello everybody.

00:10:00So today is the first day that I am going vegan.

00:10:02I am super, super nervous, anxious.

00:10:05I'm so nervous and anxious that my stomach actually hurts.

00:10:08I know this is probably gonna sound super lame for some people,

00:10:10but I have never in my life made real rice.

00:10:14I've always been that whole five minute rice type of gal.

00:10:16Like the rice that are in those boxes that take like literally five minutes.

00:10:20But this took 20 and it's worth it.

00:10:22And I made it.

00:10:23Yay.

00:10:24I'm sure a lot of you are gonna have this question.

00:10:27Is Destiny going vegan too?

00:10:28And the answer is no.

00:10:30I'm just about to share a bowl of cucumbers with my baby.

00:10:36Baby.

00:10:40Here, is it good?

00:10:44Mmm.

00:10:47Happy dance.

00:10:48I wanted to give you guys a little update on the house slash apartment hunting shenanigans.

00:10:54The house that we wanted, actually there was a couple houses that we were really thinking about renting.

00:10:58And every single one that I called, they only accepted one animal and we have two.

00:11:03And I was like, I'm not fixing to give up one of my animals like new.

00:11:06And we looked at a lot of apartments and a lot of them are just not really up to par,

00:11:11I guess you could say.

00:11:12But we did find one that we're super excited about.

00:11:15The only issue is we haven't gotten a tour of it, but we've heard a lot of good things about

00:11:20it.

00:11:20And we know a few people who live there.

00:11:22We just haven't been on the inside.

00:11:23We went there yesterday and talked to the manager and stuff about rent, deposit rules, this, that, and all the

00:11:29other.

00:11:29Things are looking pretty good regard to that.

00:11:32But they said that we can't put down a deposit yet until closer to when we need to move.

00:11:37We want to move May 1st.

00:11:38They said come April 1st.

00:11:40So we're going to come April 1st.

00:11:41It is first come, first serve.

00:11:42So I'm hoping we get there first.

00:11:44We want a two bedroom, two bath.

00:11:46Right now, it's a madhouse in here because we're moving soon and getting things together.

00:11:50And it's just, it's crazy.

00:11:52And we work a lot.

00:11:53So the packing has to begin sooner than it normally would.

00:11:57We're actually going to pick up Libby before I go to work.

00:11:59She's going to hang out with us tonight and stay the night.

00:12:03And I'm thinking, we're thinking about making some like homemade nachos.

00:12:06Hello.

00:12:08All right, I made a feast.

00:12:11Great.

00:12:12And yes, it was me.

00:12:13Cooked it, chopped it, all that.

00:12:15So, so I just weighed myself and I weigh 470.0 exactly on the dot.

00:12:22Every day I wake up and I'm like, oh, motivated.

00:12:24And I'm counting calories or eating better or whatever it is.

00:12:27But then when I get off at work and nighttime comes, like I throw everything out the bag

00:12:31and it's very frustrating.

00:12:32I just got home from work.

00:12:33I'm going to do a little bit of packing.

00:12:35This is the room that got flooded and stuff.

00:12:37Like, yeah, we're in the middle of still trying to figure all that out.

00:12:57Yesterday was May 4th.

00:12:59May the 4th be with you or what was it?

00:13:01May the 4th be with you, baby.

00:13:05May the 4th be with you.

00:13:06It's the Star Wars thing.

00:13:08I saw it everywhere yesterday.

00:13:10Yesterday was Destiny and I's 10 month anniversary.

00:13:12She had to work all day and this and that.

00:13:15So we didn't get to do anything for it.

00:13:16So today, she's going to take me somewhere that I've been wanting to go to.

00:13:20It is a real sushi restaurant.

00:13:23I'm assuming real because it's really expensive.

00:13:25Because I haven't had real sushi since I was living in Virginia.

00:13:28So she's treating me to that.

00:13:30I'm like really excited.

00:13:31She don't like sushi.

00:13:32So I'm hoping there's other things that she likes at such a place.

00:13:35Here we go, do-si-do.

00:13:40Look how fancy.

00:13:43You don't like mushrooms?

00:13:45Do you want mushrooms?

00:13:47No.

00:13:47Oh, you're sure.

00:13:49She got clear soup and I got miso.

00:13:53Oh my god.

00:13:53I'm so excited.

00:13:58This work.

00:13:59Is it good?

00:14:00It looks good.

00:14:07Hey guys, we are now setting up our room.

00:14:10This is our room.

00:14:11There's still a lot of Destiny's mom's stuff in here.

00:14:13Put that in the attic and then put our stuff in here.

00:14:15Across that hallway is her brother's room.

00:14:17That's where we've been sleeping.

00:14:18And that's where all our boxes are.

00:14:20We're just going to slowly start bringing them in here.

00:14:21After like everything is cleaned out.

00:14:25The animals are doing pretty splendid.

00:14:27I'm going to go like take a shower and just get ready for the day.

00:14:29Because I've been up in this room all day long.

00:14:31Let me show you the stairs.

00:14:32I said I was going to do that.

00:14:33Look at how scary-

00:14:34Do you want me to go down them to show them?

00:14:36Look at it.

00:14:37Like it's not normal stairs.

00:14:39They're like almost like attic stairs.

00:14:42So it's really like hard.

00:14:43Do you want me to go down them to show them?

00:14:44Sure.

00:14:46It's like a ladder.

00:14:48Yeah, I have to go down them really weird.

00:14:51See that doesn't do it justice when you're doing it.

00:14:55You want to show them how I go down it?

00:15:05Don't mind Destiny.

00:15:06She's a weird vlogger.

00:15:08Let me get down.

00:15:11Should I close this door?

00:15:13Uh, yeah.

00:15:14Okay.

00:15:15Keep in mind I have a heel spur.

00:15:17This leg hurts.

00:15:18I fell.

00:15:20So I hold on to here at first.

00:15:23And then I go...

00:15:27Oh, I was going to get pajamas and I forgot.

00:15:29And then I hold on to this little thing.

00:15:31I don't know what it is, but it's there.

00:15:32It's for the handrails when they put them up.

00:15:35And then there's a thing right here that I can hold on to.

00:15:40So I do that.

00:15:42And then I hold on to this part.

00:15:45When I'm going up, I go up like a ladder.

00:15:47Like I use my hands and my feet.

00:15:49I do the same thing.

00:15:51And then I get to this part and I hold on to the doorway.

00:15:55Yeah, it's hard for anybody.

00:15:58Like I'm almost 500 pounds.

00:16:00So it's a little rough, but I get through it.

00:16:03We're going to have some dinner soon.

00:16:04I think we're having a hot dog chili bake or something.

00:16:06I don't know.

00:16:07Chili dog bake.

00:16:08Her mom gets kind of creative with cooking.

00:16:11So that's been kind of exciting.

00:16:13That's been exciting.

00:16:13Because you guys know, I went out to eat all the time in Florida.

00:16:16I'm not doing that here.

00:16:17We are going to go to the cheesecake factory though,

00:16:18because I haven't been there in forever.

00:16:19And oh my God, they have it like kind of close near here.

00:16:22Day three in Kentucky.

00:16:24Yeah.

00:16:24Oh, and I forgot to show you guys the anniversary gifts

00:16:27in yesterday's vlog.

00:16:29But today, if you remember, I'll show you.

00:16:32But yeah, we're in Goodwill right now.

00:16:34This is the furniture section.

00:16:36It's kind of like sketch though.

00:16:45Oh my God, when we came in here, there was so much stuff

00:16:48like on the floor and like everything.

00:16:50Like people, if you try on something,

00:16:53put it in a freaking way.

00:16:54Like, Destiny tried on this and she's going to put it back.

00:16:58Like, do her.

00:17:02So we're out with the Mexican food.

00:17:05And they give us this cute thing with salsa in it.

00:17:08We pour it ourselves.

00:17:09They keep it cool.

00:17:10Yeah, it keeps it cold.

00:17:12Yummo.

00:17:20So it looks like it'd be a nice sunny day.

00:17:24And then you just casually go over here.

00:17:26What?

00:17:27Oh my God.

00:17:28Wow.

00:17:30It doesn't look as dark on camera, but we're in for a rude awakening.

00:17:36Damn.

00:17:37We just ate in there.

00:17:39It's pretty bomb.

00:17:40Hey guys.

00:17:40So it's that time.

00:17:41Destiny's going to show you what I got her for our one year anniversary.

00:17:45And then I'm going to show you what she got me.

00:17:47Okay.

00:17:47So what did I get you?

00:17:50She got me a chat book.

00:17:51A chat book?

00:17:53That's what it's called.

00:17:54A chat book.

00:17:55True.

00:17:56Show them the side what I titled it.

00:17:58On my ear just.

00:18:01Amberlynn and Destiny, semicolon year one.

00:18:06I figured we could do this every year.

00:18:08Yeah, instead of just an anniversary gift from now on, we're like, oh yeah, we need to do it every

00:18:12year.

00:18:13It'll be like a tradition.

00:18:13That way we can like go back 10 years from now.

00:18:16Look at this and be like, we were a bunch of kids.

00:18:19This is the cover.

00:18:20This is from either the night of 4th of July when we came home.

00:18:25No, it was before.

00:18:26I thought it was before.

00:18:27Yeah, but it was 4th of July of last year.

00:18:29And then the page, Amberlynn and Destiny year one.

00:18:33And then she said, Destiny, happy one year anniversary.

00:18:36I love you beyond measure.

00:18:37This book is for you, Amberlynn.

00:18:39And then it's just pictures of me and her.

00:18:41Just flip to like some random ones.

00:18:43We don't have to like show them all.

00:18:44This is like the first few days.

00:18:46Yeah, it was like the first few days we met.

00:18:47Skip a little bit.

00:18:494th of July.

00:18:51Gracie, that's the first time in my dad's house.

00:18:55Gracie, which was Destiny's cat.

00:18:57And I hurried and grabbed Leia.

00:18:58And then all of a sudden, Gracie, my cat.

00:19:02Well, Destiny's cat, but my cat now.

00:19:04She goes booking it outside, running like a ninja.

00:19:08I ran out that door like the speed of frigging lightning.

00:19:11Gracie's okay.

00:19:12She's in the house.

00:19:13Our cat got out last night.

00:19:17Not when she got out from me because I caught her and catched her.

00:19:20We're thinking she wanted to do it in her next opportunity, and she did.

00:19:23We're thinking our friend Jessica didn't notice, but Gracie ran away.

00:19:27And now we're going to try to find her.

00:19:30Don't be sad.

00:19:32Well, look it.

00:19:33We got our new couch.

00:19:33What do you think of it?

00:19:34I love our couch.

00:19:36Fred.

00:19:37We're putting up the first flyer for Gracie Mae.

00:19:44We still haven't found my cat.

00:19:46So here's a secret fund.

00:19:48You guys have no idea what this stands for.

00:19:50It's going to be a secret.

00:19:51Skip a little bit.

00:19:53This is when we were in the apartment.

00:19:55Just random funny pictures.

00:19:57There's my ass.

00:19:59Wasabi.

00:20:00Skip some more.

00:20:02That's at my dad's house.

00:20:03This is this.

00:20:04Skip some more.

00:20:05I think that was our first time at Golden Corral.

00:20:08That was like one of the first places we ever wanted to eat together.

00:20:10Funny enough.

00:20:11A little bit more.

00:20:12You were drunk as fuck.

00:20:13Oh, I was drunk in that picture, which, yeah.

00:20:17In Berlin.

00:20:19Some screenshots from where you were editing videos.

00:20:22Me.

00:20:23Baby, talk louder.

00:20:25Sorry.

00:20:26A little bit more.

00:20:27Some pictures of us.

00:20:29There's a lot of pictures of just like, you know, it's just me and her, really.

00:20:34Oh, face swap, though.

00:20:36Twinkie.

00:20:37That's at the beach house.

00:20:38Oh, this was recent.

00:20:39The beach house.

00:20:41Twinkie's face.

00:20:42She looks like she just saw a ghost.

00:20:44Yeah.

00:20:45Look, there's Jax.

00:20:46Jax.

00:20:47This is a funny bear that is in our woods, so I had to put it in here.

00:20:51Wasabi and Jax.

00:20:53They were sleeping like this together.

00:20:55Me and Blue.

00:20:56And then, let's see the last picture.

00:21:00Amber, Lynn, and Jax.

00:21:02And then, this is a settler.

00:21:03There is a lot of pictures in here, but I just thought it was an awesome gift idea,

00:21:07and I was like, I've got to do this.

00:21:09This is one of my favorite two pages, actually.

00:21:11Anyways.

00:21:13Okay, so.

00:21:17Okay, so.

00:21:18Destiny got me a promise ring.

00:21:22A promise ring.

00:21:30Let's see.

00:21:31It is the most beautiful thing I've ever seen.

00:21:34Is it zooming in?

00:21:35Nah.

00:21:36You can put it on my hands.

00:21:39It was honestly the sweetest thing ever.

00:21:42The ring is just amazing.

00:21:45It was a little big, but we got a snuggie for it.

00:21:48It is big.

00:21:49It's actually really big, like.

00:21:51It's about a size too big.

00:21:54But.

00:21:55It is.

00:21:55And we got a snuggie for it, which you put in the back.

00:21:59But I lost it because.

00:22:01But we bought a pack of them, so.

00:22:03So we just need to put another one on.

00:22:05What kind of angle are you showing?

00:22:08Your face and your teeth.

00:22:10Ooh.

00:22:10When she gave this to me, it was like a really special moment.

00:22:12And we just wanted to share it with you guys.

00:22:18So.

00:22:19Peace.

00:22:20The best anniversary gifts ever.

00:22:22Right here.

00:22:23Yeah.

00:22:28Peace.

00:22:28Again.

00:22:31Hi baby.

00:22:34So.

00:22:35We are going to Lexington.

00:22:38Lexington is about two hours from where we live.

00:22:41And it's like.

00:22:42If you guys don't know much about Kentucky.

00:22:44Let's just say.

00:22:45It's kind of city life there.

00:22:47Compared to like us living in the middle of nowhere.

00:22:50So.

00:22:50I'm pretty excited because they have like awesome restaurants.

00:22:52Awesome stores.

00:22:53It's just like.

00:22:55What I'm used to.

00:22:56Like I'm not used to like this middle of the nowhere crap.

00:22:59So.

00:22:59I'm super excited.

00:23:01We're going to go to the Cheesecake Factory.

00:23:02They have like awesome restaurants.

00:23:04I told her we can either go to P.F. Chang's.

00:23:06Or Cheesecake Factory.

00:23:07Because I want to go somewhere like.

00:23:08Better than usual.

00:23:10You know.

00:23:10P.F. Chang's you guys.

00:23:11If you guys don't know.

00:23:12Is mainly just Chinese food or whatever.

00:23:14But it's like fancy Chinese food.

00:23:15And it's delicious.

00:23:17But Cheesecake Factory has more of like a variety.

00:23:19So she chose the Cheesecake Factory.

00:23:20Which I am okay with.

00:23:22Because that is my favorite restaurant in the whole world.

00:23:24I usually get orange chicken and white rice.

00:23:26Orange chicken is I think my soulmate.

00:23:29I feel like I could marry orange chicken.

00:23:32Sounds delicious.

00:23:33But I don't know what I'm going to get this time.

00:23:35I'm actually going to look at the menu.

00:23:36It's like this thick.

00:23:37We're also going to like look around some stores.

00:23:40You guys can come along with us.

00:23:41Okay.

00:23:42What do you think?

00:23:44Sounds like a plan.

00:23:45Sounds like a plan Stan.

00:23:48We have arrived to the beautiful Cheesecake Factory.

00:23:54Are you excited?

00:23:55Oh yeah.

00:23:57Yes.

00:23:58Oh my god.

00:23:59It's real.

00:23:59I don't know.

00:23:59That scared me too.

00:24:01I'm going to be nervous for the rest of the day.

00:24:03A car just like almost ran into another car.

00:24:06So that occurred.

00:24:07And it honked really loud.

00:24:09Yeah and it honked really loud.

00:24:10It was like.

00:24:13That was too squeaky.

00:24:14But you know what I mean.

00:24:15So here we go.

00:24:17So they said we have to wait about 15 or so minutes.

00:24:21So here we wait.

00:24:23I love the flooring.

00:24:40So I obviously got the orange chicken and white rice.

00:24:43I always get this.

00:24:44It's so good.

00:24:45What did you get?

00:24:47Pizza.

00:24:48Pizza.

00:24:49Cheese pizza and a salad with plenty of mustard.

00:24:52She was going to get spaghetti and meatballs.

00:24:55But they ran out of meatballs.

00:24:58Oh I hope you like it.

00:25:01I'm so ready to devour.

00:25:05Let's be real.

00:25:06Let's be real.

00:25:08Look how good that looks.

00:25:09I think it's wrong that people can't marry food.

00:25:14So Destiny got a cheesecake.

00:25:16I might take a bite.

00:25:18But look at how awesome that looks.

00:25:21What do you make it look like?

00:25:22Oh my gosh.

00:25:22It's so cool.

00:25:26Enjoy bae.

00:25:28Enjoy.

00:25:28The art is ruined.

00:25:53I'm never wearing this.

00:25:54Wait let me see your pants.

00:25:57Wait let me see your pants.

00:25:59They're white from the napkin.

00:26:02They're all on my shirt too.

00:26:04I'm sorry.

00:26:05So we have tons of leftovers.

00:26:08We're going to go inside the mall.

00:26:11So we just left the mall.

00:26:13And I want to share something that happened at the Cheesecake Factory.

00:26:15I don't know if it was a mean thing of me to do or what.

00:26:19But the waitress kept calling Destiny a sir.

00:26:23And it's like Destiny does not look like a sir.

00:26:26Don't care what you say.

00:26:28I understand she has short hair.

00:26:31Beautiful short hair.

00:26:33But she has girl features.

00:26:35Like I don't understand.

00:26:36And her tits are huge.

00:26:37Anyways.

00:26:39So we're we're not the type of people who are going to say anything.

00:26:42Like that's just how we are.

00:26:44But when she gave us back our receipt.

00:26:46And I wrote the tip down.

00:26:48And I signed it.

00:26:48And all that.

00:26:49I wrote P.S.

00:26:52She's a girl.

00:26:53Like I don't know if that was like a bad thing.

00:26:56Or I don't know.

00:26:58But I felt like she needed to know.

00:27:00But I felt too awkward.

00:27:02And Destiny felt too awkward to actually say it like verbally.

00:27:05Hopefully she read it.

00:27:06Hopefully she understood what that meant.

00:27:09Hopefully it doesn't make her feel stupid.

00:27:11Hey guys.

00:27:12So you guys technically in real life haven't seen me for a month.

00:27:17I had 60 videos.

00:27:19Over 60 actually.

00:27:20About an hour ago.

00:27:22That was actually exactly 376 clips.

00:27:24Because as I deleted them.

00:27:26It said that.

00:27:27Are you sure you want to delete 376 clips?

00:27:30I had a moment where I was like should I?

00:27:32Should I not?

00:27:33And I decided to do it.

00:27:34I decided to just a clean slate.

00:27:37But I had a month worth of vlogs on there.

00:27:40Hey guys.

00:27:41Happy October 14th.

00:27:4215 months ago Destiny asked me to be her girlfriend.

00:27:45Yeah.

00:27:45We celebrate the months.

00:27:47So it's our 15th month anniversary.

00:27:48We celebrate the months because not only do the years matter.

00:27:51But also the months matter.

00:27:52Today's dinner is nothing special.

00:27:54Thin whole grain pasta.

00:27:56Playing the lazy route.

00:27:58With some classical traditional basil pesto.

00:28:02So literally that is all that's going in here today.

00:28:06Nothing fancy.

00:28:08I've had a long day.

00:28:09I'm exhausted.

00:28:10I really truly am.

00:28:12Destiny and I are just going to spend some quality time together.

00:28:17I'm trying to stir this.

00:28:18It's so hard.

00:28:20There is a movie that she wants me to watch that she recommends.

00:28:23We do that with each other where I'll recommend a movie to her and she'll do the same.

00:28:27And then we'll watch them.

00:28:28She wants me to watch kind of a funny story.

00:28:30I think that's what it's called.

00:28:31We're going to watch that.

00:28:32We decided to watch The Voice and not that movie.

00:28:34But I will eventually watch that movie because it sounds so good.

00:28:38Hey guys.

00:28:38Happy November 4th.

00:28:40If you guys don't know today is Destiny and I's anniversary month wise.

00:28:45It's been how many months?

00:28:46Today is our 16th month anniversary.

00:28:49Yes, we count the months.

00:28:50I say that every single month.

00:28:51This is our new kitty cat.

00:28:53Oh my gosh.

00:28:54I wish.

00:28:55Why don't you?

00:28:55Are you camera shy?

00:28:56Are you another camera shy animal?

00:28:58Like all my animals are so camera shy.

00:28:59I'm like girl.

00:29:00Our life is online.

00:29:01You can't be shy.

00:29:02Rarity Grace.

00:29:05Baby.

00:29:06Are you going to a ram?

00:29:08There it is.

00:29:13Oh my gosh.

00:29:14She's so cute and playful.

00:29:15Okay.

00:29:16So you guys are probably like what?

00:29:19Twinkie.

00:29:19Twinkie says what?

00:29:21What happened was our neighbor had a ton of kittens and she just threw them outside.

00:29:26She was like, I hope someone takes them.

00:29:29Blah, blah, blah.

00:29:29And last night it was raining and it was cold.

00:29:32And I was like, oh my gosh, there's a little kitten outside.

00:29:34So I took the cat and I was like, trust me, ask Destiny.

00:29:39I was back and forth.

00:29:39I was like, I'm taking someone else's animal.

00:29:41I should not be taking someone else's animal, but it's cold outside.

00:29:44And this cat was kind of hungry and it's shivering.

00:29:47And I was just like, oh my gosh, found out she's a girl.

00:29:50Then when I woke up today, I knocked on my neighbor's door and I was like, you're kidding.

00:29:54And she's like, I'm actually, I'm trying to get rid of her.

00:29:56And I was like, oh, hi, I'll take her.

00:30:00I just, I don't want to see a little baby like this just out there in the cold.

00:30:04And it's going to start snowing in a couple months.

00:30:11Oh my gosh.

00:30:17So I was like, me too.

00:30:19Come on, baby.

00:30:21No, be nice.

00:30:23Okay, so we're at IHOP.

00:30:25We got invited.

00:30:26One of my friends.

00:30:27I'm vlogging.

00:30:28Where y'all at now?

00:30:31Oh, sh**.

00:30:33Okay, so let's Lego, Lego, Lego.

00:30:38Goals.

00:30:40Here is Sharla.

00:30:42She's my BFF.

00:30:45And here is Destiny.

00:30:47She's my GFF.

00:30:50Yes.

00:30:52Which F is she again?

00:30:53Right?

00:30:54Oh my God, I'm so hungry.

00:30:56Oh, thank you.

00:30:57You're such a gentleman.

00:30:59Such a gentleman.

00:31:01Hey, I love you.

00:31:01Oh, you too.

00:31:03Let me say hello.

00:31:05Oh, no, I'm joking.

00:31:05Okay, so Destiny wants me to vlog this.

00:31:07I'm really vlogging.

00:31:09Like, you are seeing this.

00:31:103D.

00:31:11I was like, watch that 3D movie.

00:31:13Ready?

00:31:14Okay, so Destiny's going to shove this in her mouth.

00:31:16And she wants me to film it.

00:31:19Your damn face.

00:31:23Oh, that was so cool.

00:31:26Mm-hmm.

00:31:28Mm-mm.

00:31:29Oh, I'm extra math.

00:31:32How's your food?

00:31:34Well, I let my hash browns get really cold.

00:31:39You put mustard on it.

00:31:40Yes.

00:31:41It tastes good?

00:31:43Uh-huh.

00:31:43It's like that Luke Bryan, or not Luke Bryan, Eric Church song, you like the mustard on his fries.

00:31:48My grandpa loves mustard on his fries.

00:31:50I've never done that.

00:31:52It's so good.

00:31:53I don't like ketchup.

00:31:54I'm almost done with mine.

00:31:55I just got potatoes with, there was chicken, cheese, bacon.

00:32:03That looks, like, gross now, but you should have seen it before, you know what I'm saying?

00:32:06And I used a bunch of Tabasco because I literally can't taste anything, but I kind of taste this since

00:32:12I'm sick, so.

00:32:13Yeah, look at that bacon.

00:32:14Oh, look at that bacon.

00:32:15It's turkey bacon.

00:32:17I did it.

00:32:18You want to vlog?

00:32:18It's gone.

00:32:19Here, vlog.

00:32:19No, I don't want to.

00:32:20Vlog!

00:32:22You always make fun of the way I do it, because I don't hold it straight.

00:32:25Remember, you were vlogging that one time, and I got, um, I wanted that Chucky doll out of that one.

00:32:32And you're like, I didn't get to see you do it.

00:32:35Are you actually filming me?

00:32:36Yeah.

00:32:36Because you don't know what you're going for.

00:32:40How you doing?

00:32:41Hey.

00:32:43She said, hey, and I said, how you doing?

00:32:46Mate.

00:32:49What did you eat?

00:32:50You didn't even finish it there, bud.

00:32:52No.

00:32:53You got a big steak.

00:32:56Whatever it's called.

00:32:57This is a...

00:32:58Partial mukbang?

00:33:01Oh.

00:33:03Oh.

00:33:04You eat it on camera?

00:33:05Yeah.

00:33:07We're at the International House of Pancakes, and she got a waffle.

00:33:10What?

00:33:10She hasn't even touched it.

00:33:12Listen, what?

00:33:12When you first started talking about how you eat and stuff with the...

00:33:17I thought he was talking about smoking out of, like, marijuana.

00:33:21What?

00:33:22It doesn't even make sense.

00:33:23I'm mukbang.

00:33:24Oh, I get it.

00:33:26I also watched it.

00:33:27It makes sense.

00:33:28Okay, say bye.

00:33:44I don't want to eat it.

00:33:47Drew.

00:33:47She don't even start me the week's mother.

00:33:50I used to.

00:33:52And high school is all about that life.

00:33:54Like, I was bad in high school, but, you know.

00:33:56You're going to make them dizzy.

00:33:59Okay.

00:34:01That makes me sick.

00:34:04I just want to say, today is Destiny's anniversary.

00:34:06It's our 17th month anniversary.

00:34:0917 months.

00:34:10Oh, my God.

00:34:11It's...

00:34:12I love her so much.

00:34:14Nothing can break us.

00:34:15We are strong.

00:34:16Strong as ever.

00:34:17I just love her so much.

00:34:18Oh, my God.

00:34:19I just can't get over it.

00:34:22Destiny's mom and stepdad was just over here.

00:34:25She takes one branch and fluffs it out.

00:34:28And look how amazing it looks.

00:34:30She said that, actually, when you buy a tree like this, there's instructions in the box saying

00:34:34the branches go a certain way.

00:34:36Like, two go this way, two go up, one go like this, one goes like that, and a whole thing.

00:34:41I'm like, you could probably just YouTube it.

00:34:44I probably could.

00:34:45You could search it on YouTube how to make the perfect Christmas tree like fluffed.

00:34:49Right, but I'm just like, what?

00:34:51Did you know that?

00:34:52I tried explaining that to you when we first got there, and you were just throwing a fit

00:34:56about how it didn't look good.

00:34:58No, because, I don't know.

00:35:00It looks all right, but Rarity Gray is like climbing all over it.

00:35:10That's these guys.

00:35:12Okay, so we're in the makeup aisle, because I'm trying to find some mascara, and look at

00:35:15what we found.

00:35:16No, don't let her lie.

00:35:17These are for us.

00:35:18Don't, don't, don't.

00:35:19We literally found that.

00:35:22Someone was about to get it on, and they done changed their mind.

00:35:24They must have gone to a fight or something.

00:35:26Oh, I've had this for a couple days now.

00:35:28Destiny surprised me with it, because I've been wanting a rice cooker so bad, but anyways,

00:35:32I have to put that away.

00:35:33Okay.

00:35:39Okay.

00:35:40I got two things of flowers to put in the living room, because it's about time.

00:35:44I need new flowers.

00:35:45So, Destiny and I just watched True Life.

00:35:49Hey guys, I have a huge, probably too huge, DVD haul that I wanted to film for you guys.

00:35:56This whole bag is full of movies, so let's get straight into it.

00:35:59No, we did not buy all these at once.

00:36:01That'd be bad, girl.

00:36:02We bought these sporadically in the last couple of months.

00:36:06Destiny said this is one of her main movies that she recommends towards me, and she's surprised

00:36:11I've never seen it, and I'm surprised too.

00:36:12It's Nick and Nora's Infinite Playlist.

00:36:15One of my most requested videos is, make food, Amberlynn.

00:36:19Make food.

00:36:19So, that is what we're going to do.

00:36:22As you guys know, I'm obsessed with soups.

00:36:24It's cold out.

00:36:24I like to get experimental, and I feel like it's the best way for me, as a person, to get

00:36:29in my vegetables.

00:36:31Baby, can you have any peanut butter?

00:36:33Yes.

00:36:34Where'd be at?

00:36:35Somewhere in there.

00:36:36I didn't know we have...

00:36:37Oh, yeah, what's this for the chicken?

00:36:39Okay.

00:36:40As this is boiling, I want the juices to flow.

00:36:44You know what I'm saying?

00:36:45I'm going to add some minced garlic.

00:36:48About that much.

00:36:51Okay.

00:36:53Okay.

00:36:53Before it gets too hot, because this will splash up a little bit, you don't want to burn yourself.

00:36:58You can add...

00:37:01See, it's going to splash itself a little bit.

00:37:02I know some of you will say in the comments there's an easier way to do this, and if there

00:37:06really is, let me know.

00:37:08I would just use a knife instead of a big old ladle.

00:37:14That's a good idea.

00:37:16That's food that you used for the garlic.

00:37:19True.

00:37:20It already looks good and hasn't even cooked yet.

00:37:23Once it starts cooking and stuff, the broth gets evaporated by all the potatoes and just

00:37:30the deliciousness...

00:37:31Absorbs.

00:37:32Um...

00:37:33Absorbs.

00:37:34Thank you, Destiny.

00:37:36Sorry.

00:37:37Sorry.

00:37:38I drained the liquid that was in the artichoke hearts, and I only added half of them.

00:37:43I might add the whole thing, but it's kind of small, but I'm kind of just experimenting

00:37:47for now.

00:37:48So I don't want to ruin the soup.

00:37:52Update.

00:37:53Update.

00:37:54I did add the rest of the artichoke hearts.

00:37:56I just realized so much soup, and there just wasn't enough artichoke.

00:38:00It's colorful, smells delicious.

00:38:02Destiny even said it smelled good, but she's about to head off to work, so I wish she was

00:38:06here to enjoy this with me.

00:38:08This looks so good.

00:38:09Oh my gosh.

00:38:10I am excited.

00:38:10Cooking with Amberlynn.

00:38:12What do you guys think about it?

00:38:13I enjoy it.

00:38:13I think it's really fun.

00:38:14I've eaten some of the soup.

00:38:16More than just a bite.

00:38:17I've probably had about 10 bites, and this is the best soup I've ever made and the healthiest.

00:38:22I just really wanted to say that.

00:38:23I'm just shocked how I come up with this stuff.

00:38:25I don't even know.

00:38:26Oh my gosh.

00:38:27Look at that.

00:38:27So good.

00:38:28I woke up today with the goal of no crying.

00:38:30I have cried every single day since Destiny broke up with me, and I am just so over crying.

00:38:37I'm so over feeling sorry for myself and feeling pain, and I'm just over everything.

00:38:42I feel so appreciative of the support that I am getting and that there are people out there

00:38:48who really care about me.

00:38:49That means the world to me.

00:38:50I'm documenting my life.

00:38:52Hola.

00:38:52Okay, so I'm about to go out.

00:39:01Tonight, I'm going on a little friends-cation.

00:39:05I don't even know.

00:39:05I got invited to go just a little bit away from where I live.

00:39:08Nowhere super awesome or important, but we're going to stay in a hotel.

00:39:12It's like a suite.

00:39:13It's going to be for one night.

00:39:14Oh my God, this lighting.

00:39:15I look like a ghost.

00:39:16I guess we'll see what kind of footage I can get.

00:39:19So we are here.

00:39:21Look at Sarah looking cute as ever.

00:39:23Oh, you don't like a little kitchenette.

00:39:25I don't know how to pose.

00:39:26You don't know how to pose.

00:39:27Say hi.

00:39:28I don't know how to pose.

00:39:31I don't know how to pose.

00:39:46Whim.

00:39:47Selfie time, though.

00:39:48Because I have a dishwasher in there.

00:39:50That's the hell of a good world.

00:39:52It's actually really nice.

00:39:53I want to take a machine time.

00:39:54I'm going to be just going to pose.

00:39:56Did you try my mom and my brother?

00:39:57Where were we going?

00:39:58That's a closet.

00:40:00That's a lot of counter space.

00:40:01That's awesome.

00:40:02It is.

00:40:03It's just nothing to do.

00:40:04I always leave my stuff just in my bag.

00:40:08I think they're swimming right now.

00:40:10I don't want to swim right now.

00:40:14I'm freezing.

00:40:21My hair, though.

00:40:22This place is cool.

00:40:23A mess.

00:40:24Oh, my God.

00:40:26We have a kitchen.

00:40:27Did I just walk right past this?

00:40:28I didn't even notice.

00:40:29The room number 406.

00:40:30Oh, my God.

00:40:31I'm feeling everything in here.

00:40:33Oh, no.

00:40:36Hey, you guys.

00:40:39Sorry if you guys hear that.

00:40:40I'm actually on the phone right now.

00:40:41I muted it so they didn't hear me.

00:40:44But so many people requested.

00:40:45Amberlynn, you need to upload Monday through Friday.

00:40:47You need to upload more.

00:40:48So Monday through Friday.

00:40:49So five days a week.

00:40:50I'm going to try to do that.

00:40:51And that's going to be like my new filming schedule for a little bit.

00:40:54I'm going to go.

00:40:54I love you guys.

00:40:55I hope you enjoyed this video.

00:40:56And I'll see you in the next one.

00:40:57Bye.

00:41:03Oh, I have to show you guys something.

00:41:06See this right here?

00:41:08That's because I am girlfriend goals.

00:41:10So tomorrow, my girlfriend is actually picking me up.

00:41:12And I'm going to stay at her place for the first time ever.

00:41:15So I'm kind of excited because usually she comes here.

00:41:17Our one month anniversary, a month we've been together, will be the ninth.

00:41:22So I got her these roses.

00:41:24Thought that counts.

00:41:25She really likes sour candy.

00:41:27And I know she likes these sour punch bites.

00:41:28So I got her those.

00:41:29And then I just got her some gourmet truffles.

00:41:33And she knows I love Blake Lively.

00:41:35I love this movie, The Shallows.

00:41:36So I don't know.

00:41:37I just got this as a last minute thing.

00:41:39We really like choosing a movie and then asking each other if we have seen it.

00:41:43And if we haven't, then we'll watch it together.

00:41:44I think you put me.

00:41:47Yeah.

00:41:48Becky.

00:41:49Yeah.

00:41:49She always chooses what we watch.

00:41:51No.

00:41:52What does The Weeknd's got to do with it?

00:41:54When do we ever watch anything on The Weeknd?

00:41:56Sometimes.

00:41:57Why do we watch the movies?

00:42:00What?

00:42:02We always either are either watching cartoons or Kate Winslet.

00:42:05When's the last time we watch the Kate Winslet one?

00:42:07It's been a hot minute.

00:42:08Okay.

00:42:09Okay.

00:42:10Yeah.

00:42:10She can do.

00:42:11I love you too.

00:42:13Cancel.

00:42:15And I really want her to see The Shallows.

00:42:17I love this movie.

00:42:18I love Blake Lively.

00:42:19And she's never seen this.

00:42:20So it's perfect.

00:42:20I'm gonna be honest.

00:42:21I have never in my life, and I've been in several relationships in my life, gotten someone flowers

00:42:26before.

00:42:27So I'm feeling a little like nervous about it.

00:42:29Is that weird?

00:42:30I don't know.

00:42:30Like it's a thought that counts.

00:42:32And I thought they were pretty.

00:42:32So hopefully she likes them.

00:42:35I'm not gonna show it yet though because she watches my videos, so do some of our friends.

00:42:39I just wanted to be a surprise.

00:42:40I mean, I guess I can show you guys before I put it in here, which will be a couple

00:42:44days

00:42:45from now or so.

00:42:46At the end of each month, which today is May 31st, if you guys did not know, which you probably

00:42:51didn't.

00:42:51I will come on here, erase everything.

00:42:53Like this is always filled.

00:42:55I just erased it all because there are some personal things on here.

00:42:57I will come on here for the next month.

00:42:59Let's see.

00:43:00Okay, good.

00:43:01June 2017.

00:43:03Thursday will be the first.

00:43:06So now I'll do all this and then write down things that I've planned, bills, super important,

00:43:12stuff like that.

00:43:12And this is blurry.

00:43:13Sorry.

00:43:14When your girlfriend comes over and plays with your letter magnets, you're welcome.

00:43:18Spidey bra.

00:43:19Talking about my famous bra.

00:43:21Those boxes are for wasabi?

00:43:22Yes, the boxes are for wasabi.

00:43:25Oh, shit.

00:43:28She always puts something so random and I'll leave it till the next time she comes and

00:43:32changes it.

00:43:33That's so funny.

00:43:33I'm about to do my makeup.

00:43:34So on the count of three, I will look better.

00:43:37One, two, three.

00:43:39Ace, your watch.

00:43:40Okay, deed is done.

00:43:41So I think I am going to film a Snapchat Q&A.

00:43:45I get so many questions on there.

00:43:46I know a lot of things are changing.

00:43:48I'm sure you guys are feeling some type of way about it.

00:43:51Yeah, I love Q&As.

00:43:52We could just get to know each other some more.

00:43:54You guys met my girlfriend.

00:43:55I don't know if you guys will like mention her at all, but we'll see.

00:43:57I just get a lot of questions on Snapchat.

00:44:00That's the main place where it's just a constant flood of questions.

00:44:03It's really hard to answer everyone.

00:44:04So it's just a lot easier to make a video regarding just like hot topics or whatever

00:44:10you guys are wondering about, you know?

00:44:11Hey, guys.

00:44:12Okay, so what's up?

00:44:15I decided that I am going to film a Snapchat Q&A video.

00:44:18I feel like a lot has been happening.

00:44:20I look like I'm dressed for like winter or something.

00:44:22Well, I'm letting you know that inside my home feels like winter because I have that

00:44:26AC like cranking because it's starting to get really hot out there yet now.

00:44:29So I'm like totally dressed for like winter, but whatever.

00:44:33My hair was annoying me, so I just put it in this uncompleted braid.

00:44:36I don't know.

00:44:36I used to do this a lot and I thought it looked halfway decent.

00:44:39I really love going on Snapchat and asking you guys to ask me questions.

00:44:43You guys come up with some really good questions.

00:44:45So, um, let's do this.

00:44:49Hey Amber, I just wanted to know if Crystal has influenced your decision about your weight

00:44:55loss journey.

00:44:56Uh, no.

00:44:58I know Crystal has lost a lot of weight and I am so proud of her.

00:45:04It took way longer than I want to admit.

00:45:07Mario shirt.

00:45:12Show your shirt.

00:45:15I'm showing your shirt.

00:45:17Oh, you're pixelated.

00:45:25Crystal.

00:45:28Smile.

00:45:33Oh, look how delicious.

00:45:35I love her so much.

00:45:37She is an inspiration to me in more ways than just in weight loss form.

00:45:41But, no, nothing's really changed.

00:45:44I know she'll always be there for me when I need like a weight loss buddy or anything

00:45:48to that sort.

00:45:49Someone said, what advice can you give me to lose weight and get motivated?

00:45:52I would say the best advice I can give you to be motivated is to do it for your health.

00:45:57Health is extremely important and that's really the biggest thing I can tell you is you want

00:46:02to live a healthy life because I can tell you firsthand, I have not always lived the healthiest

00:46:07life as you guys know and it's very uncomfortable.

00:46:09If you want to lose weight, you know you don't want to get worse.

00:46:12So, the only thing you can do is get better.

00:46:13Someone said, I feel like these are all like going to be about my weight, but let's hope

00:46:20not.

00:46:20Hey everyone, my question is if you had a soundtrack to your life or thought.

00:46:25Okay, if I had a soundtrack to my life, honestly, I'm going to go with just how I'm

00:46:28feeling now, things I'm going through now, I would say Unchained Melody, just because

00:46:34me and my girlfriend legit slow dance to that.

00:47:11I feel like that has become one of our songs, if you know what I mean.

00:47:15Destiny turned on our song, which is Thinking Out Loud by Ed Sheeran.

00:47:18We started dancing together and then this happened.

00:47:25You made the cats run.

00:47:27So, I feel like that song just really makes me think of her.

00:47:30Is Becky better in bed than Destiny?

00:47:32Tell me more.

00:47:33I want to know.

00:47:34Okay, not answering that.

00:47:37Also, just so you know, Amberlynn, I love you.

00:47:41Okay, that was Zach.

00:47:42I love you too, Zach.

00:47:44He asked me the most like weirdest questions ever and I love you too.

00:47:48Yes.

00:47:49What happened with Dana and you after you found her talking trash about you?

00:47:52Now that you saw the screenshots of Dana badmouthing you, what would you do?

00:47:56There they are.

00:48:00Ironically enough, that's the first question I get on here.

00:48:02If you guys have not heard about that, Destiny's girlfriend, who I thought was my friend, was

00:48:06saying bad things about me, which kind of shocked me.

00:48:09I don't want to bring light into the situation at all.

00:48:11I always thought me and her were friends.

00:48:13We have never argued.

00:48:14We've never gotten in a fight.

00:48:15We've never anything.

00:48:16Like, we've always been super sweet to each other.

00:48:18And I personally enjoy her company and I enjoy her friendship.

00:48:22What?

00:48:23Help.

00:48:24Okay, I'll help you.

00:48:25I'm curse.

00:48:25Yeah, this is kind of hard.

00:48:27I'm vlogging.

00:48:30Come on.

00:48:33I can't.

00:48:34This is like my favorite area in TJ Maxx.

00:48:38Follow us on all social media.

00:48:41Goodbye.

00:48:41Goodbye, bitch.

00:48:43Goodbye, Felicia.

00:48:46Okay.

00:48:49So this one.

00:48:50Okay, if I had to choose, I would definitely say that one.

00:48:53This one?

00:48:53Yeah.

00:48:53That one's super cute.

00:48:59I don't wear heels.

00:49:00I don't wear heels.

00:49:01I don't either.

00:49:02I don't wear heels either.

00:49:03So it is a little confusing.

00:49:05I did try contacting Destiny about it.

00:49:07And Destiny said that Dana wants to talk to me firsthand.

00:49:10How do you feel about Dana being on that Facebook group?

00:49:13That's shady shit.

00:49:15That's sad.

00:49:15That's me.

00:49:16That's hard.

00:49:17So that's really all I can say about that.

00:49:19I'm like so confused.

00:49:20When I talked to Destiny about it, she was also confused.

00:49:22There's nothing I could really do about it.

00:49:24I hate drama.

00:49:25I honestly, I hate drama so much.

00:49:27Do you agree with the people saying Destiny and Dana are acting rude in your vlog sending

00:49:30love your way?

00:49:31Okay, so that's another thing.

00:49:33Destiny and Dana were in a recent video of mine.

00:49:35We went to Mexican.

00:49:36I asked them beforehand, you know, is it okay if I vlog?

00:49:39And they both said, yeah, that's fine.

00:49:40I don't know.

00:49:41It's a good movie.

00:49:42What movie are you talking about?

00:49:44Mask.

00:49:44I don't know.

00:49:45It looks pretty scary.

00:49:45Oh, is it with Jim Carrey?

00:49:47No.

00:49:47That's the mask.

00:49:48Oh, that's the mask.

00:49:49Oh, I have no idea.

00:49:51Anyways, I'm with Destiny and Dana.

00:49:54And I'll say hello.

00:49:56Hi.

00:49:57Her dress is so cute.

00:49:58I'm obsessed with it.

00:50:01Really?

00:50:01Yeah.

00:50:04And we'll be able to take them anywhere.

00:50:05I will not vlog someone unless they say it's okay because it's just awkward.

00:50:10Every time before I vlog Dana, I will mention, like, you know, I'm going to vlog and if she

00:50:14feels uncomfortable with it, I won't do it.

00:50:15I remember when we stayed at the hotel and we were standing outside waiting for Destiny

00:50:19to go get the car.

00:50:20We were about to leave the hotel.

00:50:21All right.

00:50:21So all of our stuff is on the low.

00:50:23What do you call that?

00:50:24Caddy.

00:50:24Luggage caddy.

00:50:25Luggage caddy.

00:50:26And we're leaving.

00:50:27I'm going to miss it.

00:50:28What do you guys say?

00:50:29I'm going to miss it too.

00:50:30You're going to miss it?

00:50:30Okay.

00:50:32I asked her, I was like, why do you let me vlog you?

00:50:35And she said, it's your life.

00:50:36YouTube is your life.

00:50:38People want to see what you're doing.

00:50:39I respected that.

00:50:40I was like, you know, that's right.

00:50:41You know, I try not to shove my camera in people's faces.

00:50:44I am hanging out with people a lot and I don't sit there and vlog the whole time.

00:50:47I like to live in the moment more than vlogging.

00:50:50I know I need to balance both.

00:50:51As for, do I feel like they were being rude?

00:50:53I don't know.

00:50:54I feel like just between everything, whole team Dana, hashtag team Amberlynn, I feel like

00:51:00that creates a weird situation because there's no teams.

00:51:03I have my own life.

00:51:04Dana has her own life.

00:51:05Destiny is dating Dana.

00:51:07I have a girlfriend.

00:51:08Like there is no teams.

00:51:09It's her and Becky now.

00:51:13And me and Dana now.

00:51:15I really hate getting asked to everyone.

00:51:17I feel like that's created like a weird vibe because I feel like people are trying to pin

00:51:20us against each other and that makes things really awkward because I like Dana.

00:51:24So the whole situation that's going on with that is like very confusing to me.

00:51:27How do you feel about the conversation Dana had on Instagram that leaked out?

00:51:31And is it true?

00:51:31This is like the hot topic for me.

00:51:33Okay.

00:51:33So how do I feel about it?

00:51:34I'm shocked.

00:51:35I feel really sad because I really thought me and her were friends.

00:51:37And is it true?

00:51:38I want to say no.

00:51:39It's not true.

00:51:40I've never been rude to her ever.

00:51:42I've never disrespected her.

00:51:44The part about me calling Destiny a lot when they first got together, that is very true.

00:51:48When Destiny first broke up with me, as I've told you guys before, I was a hot mess.

00:51:52I did not know how to be alone.

00:51:54I had attachment issues.

00:51:55It was bad.

00:51:56It was bad news.

00:51:56And it's been five months.

00:51:58So hello.

00:51:59I'm like a completely different person, but I am very sad about that.

00:52:02And I will be talking to Dana about that.

00:52:03I just really hope we can figure it out.

00:52:05How's your relationship with Dana and Destiny now that you've seen screenshots saying they're

00:52:09annoyed of you?

00:52:10Oh, so many questions about them.

00:52:12How's my relationship with them?

00:52:13I have not talked to Dana since, but she said she wants to talk to me and I really hope

00:52:17we

00:52:17can sit down and talk in a mature fashion.

00:52:19Between me and Destiny, nothing has changed, honestly.

00:52:21I feel like me and Destiny have that friendship where it's just like, it'll forever be in the

00:52:25same stagnant stage of just, you know, I don't know.

00:52:30I don't really know how to explain it.

00:52:32Unconditional friendship.

00:52:33Someone said, are you aware of the screenshots of Dana saying she hates you?

00:52:36I'm very much aware of the screenshots.

00:52:38Nothing really.

00:52:39Me and her talked about it.

00:52:40She sent me a really long text message and I respond to it.

00:52:44I feel like very maturely.

00:52:46I've seen her a few times since then and it kind of feels like it never happened because

00:52:50I hate drama.

00:52:51Like, I hate drama so much.

00:52:53Look, I am drama free, okay?

00:52:54That's one of the reasons I was so tired of Amberlynn.

00:52:58It's just too much drama and I'm not a drama person.

00:53:00I always considered Dana a friend, so nothing like really like juicy or major happened after

00:53:05that.

00:53:05What was the last thing that you cried about?

00:53:07Oh my gosh, I don't know.

00:53:08It might have been while watching a movie.

00:53:10I watched Collateral Beauty on Saturday with my girlfriend.

00:53:14It's all a bunch of intellectual bullshit.

00:53:18She's not here holding my f***ing hand.

00:53:33I cried in that movie actually a couple times.

00:53:36I cried when Crystal left.

00:53:38That was really hard too.

00:53:39So I want to say those are like the last two things I cried about.

00:53:41Do you think you will ever start filming clothing hauls?

00:53:45I love watching those.

00:53:46I love doing hauls, but I stopped doing them because so many people were like,

00:53:49Amberlynn, you like spend money on junk and stuff.

00:53:51It was making me feel like kind of poopy and I was like, oh.

00:53:53I feel like I am going to start doing hauls again.

00:53:55I guess I feel like when they're appropriate, I feel like what I keep saying, I feel like,

00:53:59like who am I?

00:54:00One of the ones I really want to do is a clothing haul from Torrid.

00:54:02I hope to be doing it within the next couple of months and I'm super excited.

00:54:06So I've been ordering from Torrid.

00:54:08I have a long awaited Torrid try on haul for you guys.

00:54:11I'm sure you guys have been waiting for this because I've had people message me about it.

00:54:15Torrid.

00:54:16Torrid haul.

00:54:17Torrid.

00:54:17Torrid haul.

00:54:18Torrid haul.

00:54:19Torrid try on haul.

00:54:20So let's get started.

00:54:22I'm really excited for these things.

00:54:24I'm obsessed with this part.

00:54:26This is why I bought this shirt.

00:54:27It says Barbie.

00:54:29It's funny and cute.

00:54:30One of the things that called out to me the most was the chest piece.

00:54:33I really like the front on this as we call it a chest piece.

00:54:40Hello.

00:54:41Oh, wow.

00:54:42This one feels fancy dancy.

00:54:44Posey.

00:54:44Hello, madam.

00:54:46Don't ask.

00:54:46The sweater is super cute.

00:54:48It is black with a unicorn and it fits perfect.

00:54:52I love this.

00:54:54Another one of my favorite things that I got.

00:54:58Woo.

00:54:59And I'm just going to wear this for today.

00:55:05This is a black dress.

00:55:06I decided to put it on.

00:55:08It has these lace three quarter length sleeves.

00:55:11Love that.

00:55:12Super cute.

00:55:14Living for it.

00:55:15It'd be really cute with a cardigan for fall.

00:55:19Fall.

00:55:20Autumn.

00:55:21Autumn.

00:55:21Fall.

00:55:28It's going to be cold soon.

00:55:30I'm going to be like cozying it up.

00:55:32Cozying it up.

00:55:34Cozying it up.

00:55:39No.

00:55:41Cardigan.

00:55:42Hoodie.

00:55:43Sweater.

00:55:43It doesn't close, so it is open.

00:55:49Hi.

00:55:51I'm not going to do a try-on.

00:55:52I just tried them on and I was like, oh my God, I forgot to film it and I don't

00:55:55feel like

00:55:55redoing it.

00:55:56This is the chest piece.

00:55:57For the lack of a better word.

00:55:58Tank top in this lilac color.

00:56:00And look at the chest piece.

00:56:01It says handle with care.

00:56:03It's nothing but a bunch of Torrid.

00:56:05I don't want to take any of this stuff out because I don't want it to get super wrinkly

00:56:10because I don't have any hangers right now.

00:56:12Oh God, it's falling and getting wrinkly.

00:56:14Maybe I should just, you know what?

00:56:23I changed my mind.

00:56:24I'm going to take everything out.

00:56:25We're not going to do a try-on haul though because my energy is so low.

00:56:28It's super late at night.

00:56:29Really cute.

00:56:30Super cute.

00:56:30It's so cute.

00:56:32Ooh, look how cute.

00:56:34I am digging, like digging this.

00:56:37This one's super cute and chic.

00:56:39It has this really cute chest area.

00:56:42Mm-hmm.

00:56:43This is how the front looks.

00:56:44The little chesticle area.

00:56:46Thank you so much, Torrid.

00:56:48You guys, you need to go to Torrid right now.

00:56:50I wish I was sponsored, but honey.

00:56:51On this one, I think this is the back because everything I've been getting lately, the beautiful

00:56:57chest piece is in the front, but this is actually the back.

00:57:00The mustard color with polka dots, which I think super adorable.

00:57:04So no wonder why I ordered it.

00:57:05Yeah, adorable.

00:57:07Cardigan, shirt, sweater.

00:57:09It's gray with black polka dots.

00:57:11Where's the front?

00:57:11We don't want to be wearing this backwards because last time it costed me a scandal and I really

00:57:16like the front on this as we call it a chest piece.

00:57:19Everything I've been getting lately, the beautiful chest piece is in the front.

00:57:27Hello.

00:57:28You guys, New Year's Eve party though, like look how gorgeous.

00:57:35I was anxiously awaiting for this.

00:57:38This is like literally spring.

00:57:39So the hall is finished.

00:57:41You guys, you need to go to Torrid right now.

00:57:43Oh my God.

00:57:43I just love Torrid.

00:57:44What are your plans for the summer?

00:57:46Okay.

00:57:46So we have been on Pride for almost like three hours now and we've been just walking and such

00:57:49and we finally found a spot to sit.

00:57:50So that's a plus.

00:57:51I got Becky the shirt.

00:57:53I'll like show it to you guys later, but it's been really fun and really nice.

00:57:55I've enjoyed myself.

00:57:56Sup?

00:57:57Okay.

00:57:57We're literally on the side of the road with a bat.

00:58:01I legit carry a baseball bat in my car 24-7.

00:58:05Yeah.

00:58:06If it's not a Louisville Slugger, it's not right.

00:58:09Something is dragging under the car.

00:58:12It's some underpinning.

00:58:14It's a covering for the exhaust.

00:58:16Some dude.

00:58:17Some dude.

00:58:18And a motorcycle is going to come and help us.

00:58:20He just went home for a second to get something.

00:58:22I don't even know.

00:58:23So that's what we're doing.

00:58:26You with a bat though.

00:58:28Yeah.

00:58:28That's funny.

00:58:29Wait for the haters like.

00:58:33Next.

00:58:35Hey y'all.

00:58:36So we just got back from a pride parade.

00:58:38I honestly did not vlog much.

00:58:40I'm very sorry.

00:58:43Oh, thank you.

00:58:56It's nice.

00:59:04Oh my god.

00:59:06Becky, you'll never believe what just happened.

00:59:08What just happened?

00:59:11If you guys are so ever confused about what just occurred, I accidentally used Becky's toothbrush

00:59:17to brush my teeth and I didn't notice it until like the end of the teeth brushing because our toothbrushes

00:59:22look the same.

00:59:23So whoops.

00:59:24Whoops.

00:59:29What are you doing?

00:59:30What are you doing?

00:59:48What are you doing?

00:59:50Yeah.

00:59:52Yeah.

01:00:00That was great.

01:00:01What are you doing?

01:00:03Okay.

01:00:05Okay.

01:00:14Peter!

01:00:16Peter!

01:00:17Peter!

01:00:19Peter!

01:00:21Peter!

01:00:24Oh my gosh!

01:00:25Oh my gosh!

01:00:26Look how cute!

01:00:27Peter!

01:00:28Get out of the road!

01:00:30Peter!

01:00:31Literally we gotta clean this burnt teeth off.

01:00:32Be a good boy!

01:00:33Okay.

01:00:34Peter gone.

01:00:37Look you guys!

01:00:39Peacock!

01:00:41Look how pretty!

01:00:42I literally love peacocks.

01:00:45So gorgeous.

01:00:47Say goodbye peacocks.

01:00:49Bye peacocks!

01:00:50Bye!

01:00:52Bye peacocks!

01:00:53And then to go back with crystal but I decided not to go back because I didn't have anyone really

01:00:58to watch my cats and I was not gonna leave them here by themselves.

01:01:01That's not okay.

01:01:02Where in the world do you travel to if you could go any place?

01:01:05It would definitely be Bora Bora.

01:01:07It's so beautiful there.

01:01:08Always say Bora Bora.

01:01:10Bora Bora.

01:01:11Bora Bora!

01:01:11I'm gonna go to Bora Bora.

01:01:12So just take me there.

01:01:14She can't point out Bora Bora on a map.

01:01:16That's an LOL and could possibly be true but I don't know.

01:01:19But I will be there one day.

01:01:20Not gonna lie.

01:01:20I just really wanna go.

01:01:21Do you love Becky?

01:01:23Are you planning on staying where you are or are you moving?

01:01:26Love.

01:01:26What a discussion.

01:01:28I don't really wanna talk about love whether I love Becky or not.

01:01:30I feel like in this time and moment feelings between us both are growing but I feel like that's something

01:01:35you know that me and her need to talk to each other about.

01:01:38It's not really something I wanna like broadcast over the internet.

01:01:40I'm actually gonna be moving eventually.

01:01:42There's more to that actually but I think I'll talk about that in a different time because I need to

01:01:47figure some things out.

01:01:48I will be moving eventually in the next couple of months or sooner or later.

01:01:51I don't know.

01:01:52Either way I am definitely gonna be moving which is kinda sad.

01:01:54I do really love it here and this is the first place I ever had by myself.

01:01:58Like of course you know me and Destiny had this place together at first but now this is my place.

01:02:02I pay all the bills myself.

01:02:03This is my home.

01:02:04So it is gonna be a little hard on me but I will make do.

01:02:07What makes you feel confident about yourself?

01:02:09I literally love the way you have confidence for yourself.

01:02:12I myself have a lack of confidence so I wanna know what makes you know you're beautiful.

01:02:17You're super sweet.

01:02:18Um, well a lot of people look at me and think I have like this really big confidence about myself

01:02:25and I really don't.

01:02:26I feel like I just know how to fake it.

01:02:28I fake it till I make it baby.

01:02:30Sometimes I feel like when you fake it enough you really start to maybe possibly believe it.

01:02:34I know that sounds really weird.

01:02:36You choose to be happy.

01:02:37You wake up with positive attitude and be like I'm gonna be happy I got this.

01:02:41Then you can do that.

01:02:41It's kinda in the same sense.

01:02:43Look in the mirror and just tell yourself you're beautiful.

01:02:45Just know that you are because I feel like there is beauty in everybody.

01:02:48I don't care who you are.

01:02:49Something about you is beautiful.

01:02:51Try to find those things.

01:02:52It'll help you build your confidence.

01:02:53Again, with the whole hypocritical thing because I really am not the most confident person but I fake it till

01:02:58I make it.

01:03:00Apparently I'm faking it good because a lot of people think I'm a confident person

01:03:03and I feel like why I want to come off as confident is because I do know there's a lot

01:03:08of girls who watch me out there who aren't confident in themselves

01:03:10but I want them to look at me and be like if Amberlynn can do this, I can do this.

01:03:14If Amberlynn can look confident, I can look confident.

01:03:16I do it for you guys and I do it for myself.

01:03:18I don't want to always be down on myself.

01:03:20Choose to be happy.

01:03:21Choose to be confident.

01:03:22Choose to be positive and things like that.

01:03:23If your fur babies were not a factor, do you initially regret ever moving to Florida in the first place?

01:03:28No, I do not regret moving to Florida.

01:03:31I feel like everything happens for a reason.

01:03:33I had a great time in Florida.

01:03:34I had an amazing job.

01:03:36I had a great relationship with Destiny at the time.

01:03:38I met amazing people, amazing friends, co-workers, people I worked with.

01:03:43I worked at an elderly living facility.

01:03:44I do not regret it at all.

01:03:46Again, everything happens for a reason.

01:03:47How did you and your girlfriend start talking?

01:03:49She was actually a subscriber and she watched all my videos and she noticed there was a lot of hate.

01:03:54She sent me a message and she was just like, you know, you're really beautiful.

01:03:58The haters don't know what they're talking about.

01:03:59I don't know.

01:04:00It was really sweet.

01:04:00I saw a Rose and Rosie video first and it was smash her past.

01:04:04And I'm like, okay, whatever.

01:04:05And then I just started, you know, exploring and scroll down and I was like, who's this?

01:04:10Amberlynn Reid, smash her past.

01:04:14Tell us, click on it.

01:04:15So I'll start watching it.

01:04:16Hey!

01:04:18Okay.

01:04:18That was really obnoxious.

01:04:19I feel like a complete creeper making this video.

01:04:22And I did not know any of them.

01:04:25I was like, okay.

01:04:25So I started scrolling down to the comments just to see if anybody would elaborate on who these people were.

01:04:30And the comments were bad.

01:04:32They were so mean.

01:04:33And I'm just like, this girl is probably going to kill herself.

01:04:37So she always says that.

01:04:39Like, no, not going to happen.

01:04:40I was watching a random video and Amberlynn was in the suggestions and I'm like, okay, sure.

01:04:45The comments were so freaking terrible.

01:04:47I'm like, God, this girl's going to kill herself.

01:04:49I messaged her and I'm like, you're so pretty and beautiful.

01:04:51And that's how we started talking.

01:04:52They were so freaking mean.

01:04:54And I went to her Facebook and I'm like, you know, you're beautiful.

01:04:57Blah, blah, blah.

01:04:57She messaged me back and we started texting.

01:04:59We started texting after a hot minute.

01:05:02Don't, don't even, I wouldn't, I didn't give her my number.

01:05:04I don't give my number out.

01:05:05Much messaging on Facebook.

01:05:07Yeah.

01:05:07Like if I give you my number, that means I trust you with it because some people are shady.

01:05:12You know?

01:05:12So we messaged on Facebook for a while.

01:05:15And then I got your number eventually.

01:05:17And then we would text.

01:05:18Finally, we decided, I want to say it was maybe like a month after just texting.

01:05:22We decided to meet in person.

01:05:26She talked me into finally meeting up because I was super nervous about it.

01:05:29I really wanted to meet you.

01:05:30Yeah.

01:05:30I was super nervous.

01:05:31Me too.

01:05:32I was dying.

01:05:33And I don't like meeting new people anyway, because that's just how I am.

01:05:37I get a lot of messages on the daily and I don't reply to all of them because it's like

01:05:40impossible.

01:05:41But I do read them all.

01:05:42She was one of the ones I replied to.

01:05:44We just started talking and we became friends and it just kind of went further than that.

01:05:48Obviously.

01:05:48She's my girlfriend now.

01:05:50I do have a lot of friends that are subscribers.

01:05:52Pop me a message.

01:05:53You never know what could happen.

01:05:54Someone said, please don't.

01:05:56Okay, boo.

01:05:57Got you.

01:05:57Will YouTube be your job forever?

01:05:59Or do you think you'll have to seek another form of employment in the future?

01:06:03I think right now YouTube is my job.

01:06:04I also go on YouNow.

01:06:05I haven't been on YouNow in like three weeks or two weeks.

01:06:12I'm like around there.

01:06:13It feels like it's been forever.

01:06:14I've just been so busy, but I'm gonna start going on there again too.

01:06:17Those are my only forms of payment that I get.

01:06:20It's working for me.

01:06:21I'm gonna let y'all know, like I don't live some like lavish life.

01:06:25Y'all think that just because I got to eat and stuff, I have a lot of money.

01:06:28Not really.

01:06:29I pay my bills and I do my responsibilities.

01:06:32And when I have extra money, I could do what I want.

01:06:34I do what I want.

01:06:36I do what I want.

01:06:37But as of right now, everything seems fine.

01:06:39In the future though, I was thinking if I move just for like my mentality,

01:06:44I go insane being at home a lot.

01:06:45So I might get a job just for that reason.

01:06:48So I guess we'll see, but I'm always gonna do YouTube no matter what.

01:06:51Where do you see yourself in five years?

01:06:52I can't even answer that question.

01:06:53That's like one of the hardest questions ever because if someone asked me,

01:06:56where do you see yourself in 10 minutes?

01:06:57I don't even know where I'm going to be in 10 minutes.

01:06:59Who the heck knows?

01:06:59Am I going to be in my closet picking out a shirt and laying in my bed?

01:07:02Am I going to be outside with Twinkie?

01:07:04Like, I don't know.

01:07:05I don't know.

01:07:06Before grocery shopping, I like to take everything out of the freezer,

01:07:09everything out of the fridge, organize it, clean it, wipe it all down.

01:07:26So that was before and then this was after.

01:07:30I figured I would show you guys the before and after.

01:07:33This was before I took it all out and organized it.

01:07:37And then this was after.

01:07:39I really like doing this one time a week, always before I go grocery shopping.

01:07:43So then when I come home, it's a lot easier and cleaner to put my groceries away.

01:07:47While you're the best and cleaner, you're cool and beautiful shoes,

01:08:03I really hate to look forward to the rest of it.

01:08:05I'm going to be able-to do it with my kids.

01:08:05I'm going to be able to get to my kids.

01:08:05So that's what we're doing.

01:08:06I'm going to be able to do it.

01:08:07I'm going to be able to do it with my kids.

01:08:10Cause I'm going to be able to stay in my bed.

01:08:43Okay, I'm going to do one more.

01:08:45If you can move anywhere in the world, where would you want to live?

01:08:47If I could move anywhere in the world and everyone I cared about and loved went with

01:08:51me, it would be Seattle.

01:08:52I really, really want to go there.

01:08:53I want to live in Seattle.

01:08:55Seattle sounds nice, but I don't know, that's way far up north.

01:08:58I think it's cool.

01:08:59Would you and wifey be open to moving to Seattle?

01:09:02Maybe one day.

01:09:04That's my dream for sure.

01:09:05And her and I are very similar, like in our style of like, um, where we'd want to live.

01:09:10So it's kind of cool.

01:09:12I like that.

01:09:12Like my dream is to live in Seattle.

01:09:14The plane was not the thing.

01:09:15I think we'll never do that.

01:09:16Now I'm at a point where I'm like.

01:09:20Now you're at a point, you'll live in a different state.

01:09:23I don't know, maybe.

01:09:31What makes you want to be in Seattle?

01:09:34I don't know.

01:09:35Like, it's just this weird, like feeling in my heart.

01:09:38Like, I know exactly what I want the apartment to look like.

01:09:41I know exactly.

01:09:41Like, I just want to be in the city and like, I want to see the lights and like, just,

01:09:46oh,

01:09:46and like when it rains and like, I don't know, something about it, like literally, I don't

01:09:51know.

01:09:51I feel like I'm meant to live there and I just don't know why.

01:09:53And I hope one day I can like figure that out.

01:09:55I live in Seattle.

01:09:55My apartment has a view of the bay.

01:09:57It's really lovely.

01:09:58I'm jealous.

01:09:58Okay.

01:09:59Totes jealous.

01:10:00Someone just said you have a romanticized version of Seattle in your mind.

01:10:04I hope you find that place in happiness.

01:10:06That's weird that you said that because it seems like I romanticize a lot of things I've

01:10:10been told recently.

01:10:12Yeah.

01:10:13And when you do that, you're placing impossible standards on it.

01:10:16Love that for me.

01:10:19Maybe I should just stop being like a romantic person.

01:10:21That's not what I'm saying.

01:10:23That's what I'm saying.

01:10:24It might help me.

01:10:26Someone said Seattle is very expensive, but I've been here 31 years.

01:10:29Oh, I'm so jealous.

01:10:3131 years.

01:10:32God.

01:10:33Well, I did see an apartment on there and the view was like the most spectacular thing

01:10:38I've ever seen.

01:10:38And yes, it's expensive, but like it would be worth it.

01:10:43It would be worth it.

01:10:44You don't want to move to Seattle anymore.

01:10:45I do.

01:10:46I do.

01:10:46Um, if it's my choice, I, I mean, it is my choice.

01:10:51Like, I don't know what I'm talking about.

01:10:52I'm just saying like circumstances right now are kind of like weird right now, but I'm just

01:10:55saying like I would live in Seattle right now if I could, if I could just like snap

01:10:58my finger, like I would be there.

01:10:58It's a dream.

01:11:00Um, people say I romanticize it, whatever.

01:11:01I don't care.

01:11:02Like I want to live in an apartment that's high up in the city with a beautiful view of

01:11:07just like city buildings and lights.

01:11:09And I want tons of windows.

01:11:10Like that's just what, that's just what I want.

01:11:13And I will get that one day.

01:11:15I'm my own person.

01:11:17There's nobody, there is nobody and nothing stopping me besides myself.

01:11:21So I need to figure that shit out.

01:11:22I own myself.

01:11:23I make my own rules now.

01:11:24Like I'm just, I'm like, I don't know.

01:11:26I feel so different.

01:11:27Like I'm just a completely different person.

01:11:28I'm different now.

01:11:31She says she's different now.

01:11:32Me and Becky breaking up was like a really good idea for the both of us.

01:11:36Like it was a really good idea.

01:11:37Washington state is a dream.

01:11:38I've been so much happier since I moved here.

01:11:40The nature is next level.

01:11:43I want to do it.

01:11:44I want to go.

01:11:45I want to move there.

01:11:46What is my favorite nature sound?

01:11:48Definitely storms.

01:11:49Love it.

01:11:50Like, hi, how are you doing?

01:11:52Not like no tornadoes.

01:11:53I'm just talking about heavy rain, like super heavy where you think it's like hailing, but

01:11:57it's not, you know, love that.

01:11:59Like that's what, that's what I want.

01:12:00Like in Seattle, I want to be like with all the windows up top and I want it to be

01:12:03like

01:12:03during the day, super gloomy, like dark clouds with like the rain moment.

01:12:06Like, I just want that so bad.

01:12:09Totally fantasizing and romanticizing, but it's fine.

01:12:13I definitely think Seattle's in your future.

01:12:15Bish, bish.

01:12:16It's totally in my future.

01:12:17Like you will see me in Seattle.

01:12:18Like, and I don't even want to like settle.

01:12:21Like, I don't want to like just find some like apartment just to be there.

01:12:24Like I want to find an apartment that is like going to like the dream apartment that

01:12:27I'm looking for.

01:12:28Like, I'm not just going to settle to be there.

01:12:30I'm literally, it's going to be a whole ass experience.

01:12:32And I just can't wait.

01:12:33I just, like, I'm literally talking happiness.

01:12:36Wait.

01:12:39What?

01:12:39Sorry.

01:12:39I was thinking about how happy I'd be if I was there.

01:12:41I meant to say.

01:12:43I'm doing positive affirmations is what I'm doing.

01:12:45Oh my God.

01:12:47I'm crazy.

01:12:48Why do I even have a YouTube channel?

01:12:49I don't know what I'm saying half the time.

01:12:50Do you still want to move to Seattle?

01:12:51Yes.

01:12:52Yes, yes, yes.

01:12:53I wanted to move to Seattle, but I'm now set on Sacramento.

01:12:55It's warmer and has way more sun.

01:12:57Saving 200 a week until I have 10k to get there in one year.

01:12:59You got this.

01:13:00Like, if you feel like you belong in Sacramento, go.

01:13:03Because let me tell you, I feel like I belong in Seattle, even if it's just for a couple

01:13:05years, just to experience what I feel like I am romanticizing, is what people say.

01:13:10I'm going to do it.

01:13:11And I think you should go for it, too.

01:13:12That is my Q&A.

01:13:13I hope you guys enjoyed.

01:13:14I do want to do more of these so you guys can, like, know more of, like, what's going

01:13:17on with my life and this and that.

01:13:19But, yeah.

01:13:20I love you guys, and I'll see you in my next one.

01:13:22Bye.

01:13:23Yo, yo, yo.

01:13:25What's up?

01:13:26Swish, swish, bitch.

01:13:27Okay, no.

01:13:28I'm kidding.

01:13:28Okay.

01:13:29What even was that?

01:13:30Sometimes I wonder.

01:13:31I just filmed the Q&A video.

01:13:33It is, like, 25 minutes long, so I hope you guys enjoy that.

01:13:37Um.

01:13:40Okay.

01:13:41Sorry, I was getting a text.

01:13:42If you guys are wondering why I look like it's winter, it's because it's literally winter

01:13:45inside of my house right now.

01:13:46I need to do some things.

01:13:47I need to go on YouNow.

01:13:48I haven't been on YouNow in a couple weeks.

01:13:50Destiny got this for my birthday back in December.

01:13:53Fashion stuff.

01:13:54It's, like, adult coloring, I guess.

01:13:55I have not even done it yet, and I just found it.

01:13:58Is this, like, show and tell?

01:14:00Just random fashion pictures and hearts, I guess.

01:14:04I honestly love those type of things, like, adult coloring.

01:14:08I was doing some coloring.

01:14:09This is a Winter Wonderland book that I got at Walmart.

01:14:13Destiny also has one.

01:14:14So, you're just in your coloring.

01:14:15I know it's not Winter Wonderland anymore.

01:14:18And then these are the other two that I have done.

01:14:20I love this one.

01:14:22This one, too.

01:14:22I mean, they all have taken me forever.

01:14:24I've only done three.

01:14:26But this one's my favorite of the three.

01:14:28And then I've also done this one.

01:14:31I love to color.

01:14:32It's just, it's very therapeutic.

01:14:33And that's what this really is for.

01:14:36It also comes with a relaxation music CD.

01:14:39That's pretty neat.

01:14:40We just got back from Target.

01:14:41We wanted to color.

01:14:43I don't, we're like children.

01:14:45Destiny got this big freaking Star Wars thing.

01:14:48And it was actually only $4.

01:14:50Like, that's the cheapest thing we got today and the biggest, ironically.

01:14:53And then we wanted to be nice to Libby, as we always are.

01:14:56We're always buying stuff for this beautiful lady.

01:14:59So we got her some markers and we got her a coloring book.

01:15:02And ironically enough, her and I both got the exact same one.

01:15:05And remember, I got these markers the other day.

01:15:07I'm super excited to try them.

01:15:08I still haven't.

01:15:09So, yeah.

01:15:11So while I was at work today, Destiny didn't work, by the way.

01:15:13She was at her grandma's house and she visited her grandma, her grandpa, and her sister.

01:15:17And she made this for me from scratch.

01:15:21Isn't that so cute?

01:15:23Obviously, ALR is my initials.

01:15:25Amberlynn Reed.

01:15:26And there's little like pearls.

01:15:28It's glittery and pretty.

01:15:30I thought that was really nice to her.

01:15:33I made this for Destiny last night because I'm just so sweet.

01:15:39What do you think of it?

01:15:40I love it.

01:15:43It's because my coworker brought her kids to work yesterday and to distract them.

01:15:47We had them like color and stuff.

01:15:49I was like, let me color with you.

01:15:51So I'm in the middle of doing my makeup for work.

01:15:53I'm also just doing a mandala.

01:15:55This is so peaceful.

01:15:57I've had this for a really long time.

01:15:58I've gone in order.

01:15:59I mean, I probably have this for over two years easily.

01:16:02And I've done all of these.

01:16:04It goes through.

01:16:05So always make sure you have, you know, paper down.

01:16:09I love this one.

01:16:11That one's kind of cute too.

01:16:13That one's cool.

01:16:14Some of them I've done and I'm like, ooh.

01:16:16That's probably one of my favorites that I've done.

01:16:18Like this one, I'm like, what was I thinking?

01:16:19Like it looks so horrible.

01:16:23Destiny really likes this one that I did.

01:16:25It's just, I don't know.

01:16:26For some reason, like when I flip to a page and I'm about to do it, like I flip to

01:16:29this

01:16:30and it's like, I can already see what color I want to make it.

01:16:32So that's usually what happens.

01:16:34I really like that one too.

01:16:36And that one.

01:16:37That one's pretty cute.

01:16:42I've done so many.

01:16:44That one's really cute too.

01:16:45I like this one because it's like, I don't really use browns and stuff.

01:16:47So I was like, you know what?

01:16:48I'm going to go for it.

01:16:48And so I did.

01:16:49Oh, that one's cute.

01:16:49I don't remember doing that one, but obviously I did.

01:16:53Christmas Eve.

01:16:54I did this one the other day and I did this one last night.

01:16:57And now I'm on this one.

01:16:58And when I opened this one, like my eye drew to this part first.

01:17:00I was like, yellow.

01:17:01So that's what I'm doing.

01:17:02So Destiny and I are about to color and her crayons are literally triangle.

01:17:08Look at it.

01:17:10It is so weird.

01:17:12I don't know.

01:17:14But those are the ones she wanted.

01:17:16How many colors do you have?

01:17:1716.

01:17:18And I got the pack.

01:17:21That is 96.

01:17:23And it has a sharpener on the back.

01:17:24Oh, it has a sharpener.

01:17:26Fancy.

01:17:27Mine are just regular.

01:17:28I have this one somewhere.

01:17:29He's shaped like a red crayon.

01:17:31Quit playing with my crayons.

01:17:33Quit it.

01:17:34Oh, it's playing.

01:17:36We just did laundry.

01:17:38So if you're wondering.

01:17:39But yeah, we both got the same coloring book.

01:17:41So we're going to color these.

01:17:44I love coloring.

01:17:45It's so therapeutic.

01:17:47And I like to color stuff like this.

01:17:49I like to do mandala books.

01:17:51It really just depends.

01:17:53But I'm like super excited.

01:17:55Are you excited?

01:17:56Are you going to color with me?

01:17:57Is that a no?

01:17:59Okay.

01:18:00So I finished my picture.

01:18:04Sweet Treats is the title.

01:18:06Two Little Monkeys Eating Cupcakes.

01:18:08And I didn't realize they were on the table until after I was almost done with the picture.

01:18:13I thought they were sitting on like a hill of grass.

01:18:15I don't know.

01:18:16I think they are sitting on the hill of grass, baby.

01:18:18He's on the table.

01:18:20No, no, no, no.

01:18:21They're both on the table.

01:18:23Like this is the thing on the table.

01:18:25This is like all the treats on the table.

01:18:27And they got on the table to eat the treats.

01:18:30Oh, I thought that stuff was just on the ground.

01:18:32No.

01:18:34Yeah, they're on the table.

01:18:36But I'm just going to keep that part white.

01:18:37My favorite part of what I did are these flowers.

01:18:40I used two different colors for them.

01:18:42I don't know if you guys can know this.

01:18:44But yeah.

01:18:45And usually like when there's like two characters in a page, I will do one a boy and then like

01:18:50one a girl.

01:18:51But I just did them both boys.

01:18:53So yeah.

01:18:55Coloring is so therapeutic.

01:18:58Destiny and I both got one of these.

01:19:00We saw this on Facebook and we're like, oh my gosh.

01:19:02This was below $5.

01:19:03It was on $4.27.

01:19:04$4.27 on Amazon.

01:19:06And it's called Shit Happens.

01:19:07It's a mandala book.

01:19:08Usually I hate mandala books that have words in them.

01:19:12They usually look really bad.

01:19:14But look at the first page.

01:19:15Shit happens.

01:19:17But these are awesome.

01:19:19Look.

01:19:20Oh my gosh.

01:19:21Shit.

01:19:22Shit stain.

01:19:23Holy fuck ass.

01:19:26Scumbag.

01:19:27Poodle.

01:19:28Face.

01:19:29Puddle.

01:19:30That does not say poodle.

01:19:31We're listening to music and we are coloring.

01:19:35That's Destiny's beautiful, beautiful picture.

01:19:39Shit happens and she's laying with a kitty.

01:19:43We got the Twinkie star.

01:19:45We got the Twinkie star.

01:19:47Is it a good Twinkie star?

01:19:51Yeah.

01:19:51I think it's a good one.

01:19:52And this thing that you guys are sitting on right now.

01:19:54So many journals and writing things.

01:19:57I honestly love drawing.

01:19:58It's more like doodling.

01:19:59This says life is art, live yours in color.

01:20:01Oh my gosh.

01:20:02I did this forever ago.

01:20:04Oh my God.

01:20:04You know this is old.

01:20:07From when me and Destiny were dating.

01:20:10Oh my God.

01:20:10It says butthole.

01:20:11I love you.

01:20:12I love you too.

01:20:13Only more.

01:20:15Wait.

01:20:15What?

01:20:16Oh.

01:20:18Destiny called me a butthole.

01:20:19And then I put I love you.

01:20:20And then she put I love you too.

01:20:21Only more.

01:20:24Wow.

01:20:25See some of the stuff I have not gone through in forever.

01:20:28You know some of that stuff needs to be thrown away.

01:20:30AKA that.

01:20:30That's funny.

01:20:32642 things to write about book.

01:20:33It's pretty much on point.

01:20:34Let me see if I can read you guys one.

01:20:40What can happen in a second?

01:20:41Oh my God.

01:20:42This is after Destiny broke my heart.

01:20:43This was my answer.

01:20:44Your heart can shatter in a second.

01:20:46Your whole world that you once thought was yours is no longer there.

01:20:49And now all you feel is pain in your life.

01:20:50You created is now painted with sorrow, guilt, regret, and sadness.

01:20:54Nothing will ever be the same again.

01:20:58Gone.

01:20:58I was depressed.

01:21:00Heartbroken depressed.

01:21:01Hey Berlin.

01:21:01What was I doing?

01:21:02Literally I did those back in January.

01:21:04That was recent.

01:21:06Girl.

01:21:06I need to go through this stuff.

01:21:08This stuff makes me laugh.

01:21:09Like I can write something like three weeks ago and be like,

01:21:11when did I write that and why?

01:21:12Okay.

01:21:13This segment's probably really boring.

01:21:14I'm going to go.

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