00:002015. That is the year that I met Amberlynn and that we started dating. She wasn't very big on
00:05YouTube yet. I didn't even really know that she had a YouTube when me and her started talking.
00:10So YouTube was kind of like irrelevant. I met her, met her. We met on, I don't know if you'd
00:16call it
00:16a dating app. I don't think it was a dating app. I think it was just like a chat app.
00:20I think I've
00:21said this in a previous video when I was in one of her videos. We met online on an app.
00:26The app was
00:26who's here. And I was only looking for friends. I had a previous account on it that got all messed
00:31up and catfished. So I was just checking to make sure I still wasn't on there. She sent me a
00:36message
00:36first. I did. She's cute. She was cute? She is cute. Someone had been using my pictures on there and
00:48was
00:48catfishing people. I don't know why. I had a previous account on it. Of all people, you're going to pick
00:53me. Didn't know the person really. So it was just a mess. But that was March of 2015. How long
01:00were we
01:00talking before that? We started talking on April 10th. So it kind of happened quickly. Good morning
01:04everybody. I have not vlogged in, I want to say about nine days. I've done a lot of fun adventures.
01:10I have played mini golf. I have done real golf. We bought actual like expensive golf clubs now. We have
01:19a new table. Our new bed came in. Literally the most comfortable thing I've ever felt in my life.
01:24A lot of changes have happened in the last just nine days. I did film a really long video explaining
01:29the bad news and just the sadness that I was going through. But I ended up deleting it subconsciously.
01:35I just didn't feel comfortable sharing that on the internet. I'm honestly not even sure that I am
01:39going to even talk about it in a vlog quite yet. About a month ago, I was having some troubles
01:45in
01:46my relationship. Crystal and I were having like a little issue. We were trying to work it out for
01:50about two weeks. We didn't tell anybody. We just kept everything private completely. On April 1st,
01:56everything kind of blew up into smoke. We decided to break up. On April 1st and April 2nd, April 3rd,
02:014th, I cried more times than I could ever imagine. I was actually in a relationship at the time.
02:08It was just past the two-year mark. It was a long-distance relationship. I lived in Florida
02:13and she lived in California. I'm not going to go into too much detail about her because I don't
02:17need y'all swamping her with stuff. We're cool now. It's all good. I had no intentions of meeting
02:22anyone on that app. I mean, I was just on there to make sure I still wasn't being used as
02:27someone
02:28else's pictures. I meet Amberlynn on there. I don't really know. I think I messaged her first,
02:32probably. I don't know. She sent me a message first. I did. She was cute. She was cute?
02:37She is cute. She just looked like someone cool to talk to. It wasn't going to be anything like
02:42that. Me and her talk on and off for a little while, just as friends, whatever.
02:46That's just friends. That's just friends. Just friends.
02:52Then, like, the end of April, beginning of May, you can see Carter getting comfy on the couch.
03:01Um, the relationship I was in, I wasn't sure where we were going. We had been long distance the whole
03:06time we had been together. We had met a few times, obviously, and spent a while together. I went to
03:12California. She came to Florida once and she came to Kentucky once. The first time we met was when I
03:16was in Kentucky. I was working. I was ready to find our own place, moving together. I was ready to
03:20move
03:20on to the next step. And we were, we were engaged. So I've been engaged. This will be my third
03:24engagement. Don't judge me. Doot. Judge. I was 17 till 19. We were young and in love. I don't know.
03:34I guess I was scared to kind of leave her and I didn't know what Amberlynn's intentions were. And I'm
03:39going to kind of make myself look bad here. But I did essentially cheat on the girl I was with,
03:45with Amberlynn. I feel like karma caught up to me eventually. Don't worry about it. Dana had
03:50cheated on me a few times within a year. It was multiple times. It sucks. I break up with her
03:57sometime the end of April, beginning of May. So then after that, they found out about each other.
04:01Amberlynn actually messaged the girl. I was being a player. I was doing too much. I didn't know how to
04:06end things. I'm not good with confrontation. I am now, but I wasn't then. So then after all that said
04:12done, we're broken up, I start to pursue a relationship with Amberlynn. She's living in
04:16Virginia at the time with Crystal. I don't think they had been broken up very long. On April 1st,
04:21everything kind of blew up into smoke. We decided to break up. How long were we talking before that?
04:26We started talking on April 10th. She didn't have to leave Crystal's. Like they were more than
04:31welcoming for her to be there. I know that much. I can see how it would have been kind of
04:35awkward
04:36being there and that's your ex's parents and house and all that. I don't know. This is probably the
04:41only time I've ever really like U-hauled real fast. Maybe besides with Dana. This was really fast
04:46though. We decided to get a place together. Amberlynn, I don't think she had worked very much. So she was
04:51kind of concerned about rent and everything and her trying to get a job. So I was like, well, we'll
04:56get
04:57a roommate at least for the time being until you can get a job. Cause I had a job and
05:01I had someone
05:01that I thought would do good as a roommate for us. Some people react differently. Jessica don't mind.
05:07Her sister don't mind. She was up in a video with me. She did a tag video. Did she? Yeah,
05:12we did the
05:12accent tag. Wash. Wash. Don't say warsh. Wash. Wash. Wash. Wait, what? It depends on what I'm saying. Do you
05:27really say
05:27warsh? Is there an R in here? No. I'm going to go warsh my hair. Oil. Oil. We didn't plan
05:38if you lie.
05:39Okay, oil. Oil. She's so funny. I love her. Yeah. She'll be here pretty frequent. Good. Cause she's
05:46so fun. We decided to get a place together and get a roommate. Hello everybody. I have not been
05:52vlogging at all. A lot of you are like, I miss your vlogs. I want you to vlog again. I'm
05:58sad when I go
05:59on your page and I don't see a vlog. I feel really bad about that. Don't mind my cat ears.
06:05As you guys
06:05remember last Christmas when I bought them, like I haven't worn them in so long, but I decided to
06:09wear them today. I'm just going through a lot of emotions that I can't even wrap my head around
06:17whatsoever. I highly doubt it's something you guys want to constantly hear about. As of right now,
06:22I am moving to Florida the beginning of July. I can't even like wrap my head around the whole
06:30situation at all. It's absolutely crazy to me. I am so beyond nervous that every day my stomach is
06:37literally in knots. I will tell you guys all about who I will be living with, where we will be
06:44living,
06:44what we will be doing. I just feel like right now, I don't really want to like go into like
06:49too many
06:50details. Crystal and I are about to go to the grocery store. We need to get some things and I
06:55need to get
06:55new mascara and eyeliner because mine is running out and that can't happen. Say hi to Ringo. What are you
07:04doing? She's like, what are you doing? I just smoked. He's not about this life. See? Is Charlie about this
07:21life? This is my cat right here. Oh, I love him so much. Now I'm all hairy. I hope you
07:28guys aren't
07:28frustrated with me for lack of vlogs. I'm so sorry. I'm going to try my hardest to vlog a little
07:33bit
07:34more now. I guess we could do jewelry of the day, outfit of the day, cat ears. I got these
07:39from Claire's.
07:40My hair is just in a bun because it's been really annoying me lately. Blue earrings I got from
07:44Charlotte Ruse. No necklace today. I have this shirt that has like silver beading.
07:53So this is in case the cats try to start fighting stuff. You're just like
07:57So I'm editing some of my vlogs that I just filmed and I have really old clips from back in
08:03the end of
08:03April. So I'm just going to put them in right here. So that's pretty much it with all my old
08:09clips.
08:10Now let's just carry on with the day. I have to go to the grocery store. So let's go. And
08:15I haven't
08:15eaten all day and I've been awake for like five hours. Like what? I am literally disgusted with life.
08:21It is 94 degrees outside. Oh my God. Eating at a restaurant called Oh Charlie's. There I am.
08:31And the reflection.
08:35Alright. Alright. I've only eaten it once before so. It was a bit ago. I'm so hungry.
08:44I got a chicken sandwich. And yes, I eat my fries with a fork. Don't eat.
08:52Alright. So I'm at the store now and I need me some more mascara. I always go for the very
08:58black
09:00Covergirl Lash Blast Volume. I make sure to get the one that isn't waterproof. So
09:06I don't think this one is. Now I need another liquid eyeliner which I get e.l.f brand.
09:13And obviously I get the Jet Black. It's super cheap. Only $2. Like really?
09:21Getting some Fruity Pebbles because it's my favorite cereal. So why not?
09:25So I'm literally obsessed with these Sparkling Ice Zero Calorie Waters. Here's a pink grapefruit.
09:32This is black raspberry by the way. Kiwi strawberry is so good too. Cherry limeade.
09:38A strawberry lemonade. They're so freaking good. They also have tea kinds.
09:46Coconut pineapple. A peach nectarine. An orange mango.
09:51I haven't vlogged like at all for the rest of the day or night. I was on FaceTime for like
09:58eight hours. Like what? Well, I was on FaceTime probably from 6 p.m.
10:05And right now it is
10:10Almost 2 a.m. So
10:14I just wanted to end my vlog. I'm sure it wasn't the most entertaining.
10:18I don't even remember what I filmed today. Someone pointed out to me that I film like
10:23I don't even film my eyeballs. So I need to like start practicing that better.
10:28I will see you in my next video. Bye.
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