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Amberlynn explains that the reason she seems ok with Destiny moving on so fast is because she hid her emotions while filming and has overcame her deep sadness in private. We find out that while Destiny takes Amberlynn shopping she buys a gift for Dana which turns out to be something she uses to ask Dana to be her gf the next day. Amberlynn drinks her feelings away spending Valentines day on social media with a bottle of wine. She does a snapchat Q&A answering questions about her feelings towards Destiny. We continue the Valentines Snapchat Q&A until Amberlynn decides to end the video and starts a YouNow live stream continuing the Destiny conversation there. At one point during the live stream Destiny calls Amberlynn from Dana's phone which Amberlynn hesitates to answer. Amberlynn takes a nap after the stream before recording a short clip of her apologizing for anything offensive she might have said while drinking.
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00:00Hey guys! Okay, so Destiny and I are supposed to hang out today, but I wanted to kind of talk
00:03about
00:04something real quick. Ever since my video came out, me saying that Destiny has moved on, a lot of
00:10people are like, Amberlynn, why are you handling this so well? Why are you being nice about it?
00:15Why are you like accepting this? Like, why is this okay? I don't think a lot of you realize that
00:19I
00:19already went through the stages of like literally hating myself, literally hating Destiny for doing
00:24this. I went through the heartbreak. I went through the tears. All I did was ever cry. I was
00:29confused. I still am confused. Like that's not just gonna go away, but I went through all that,
00:34those stages offline. I didn't vlog that. I didn't put that on for show for you guys. Like,
00:39because I'm not that person. There's still people who don't believe Destiny and I broke up, which is
00:49insane to me. It's very clear that we did. We are continuing being friends because there is just
00:55no reason why her and I should just completely drop off the face of the earth in each other's
01:01life.
01:01A lot of you guys. Doing some laundry up. Those are all the true story. This is the first
01:09place Destiny and I ever hung out. That's just friends. That's just friends. Just friends.
01:18Well, we talked, like, talk-talked for like a month. We can hear the, yeah, her name is
01:24at the time, so I came up here and did a ball. Okay, so I'm just gonna turn on this.
01:31I did
01:32the laundry last night. Destiny needs to wear the clothes that are inside of here. They probably
01:36got a little bit wrinkled and whatnot. If you have something wrinkled, put it in the dryer.
01:40It'll unwrinkle. Look at this silicone case that Destiny got me. Isn't it so cute? She
01:45also got me another one, but it's upstairs and I'll show it to you guys later. We can't
01:49hear the, yeah, her name is at the time, so I came up here and did a ball. We got
01:53cash the
01:54weekend before I was asking her. Oh my God, what did we do after that? Do you remember?
01:59Pet smart. Pet smart. I had a date picked out to ask her out, which was the 13th. I said,
02:03if anybody ever asked me on a holiday, I would say no. So she did it the day before. I
02:08don't
02:08know. And I mean, it is hard. It's very hard, but when you love someone and you care about
02:15someone, you just want them to be happy. I very much want Destiny to be happy. If she's
02:20happy, I'm not saying I'm happy, but when she's happy, I'm happy for her. Does that make sense?
02:24Because I know a lot of people were really confused. They were just like, Amberlynn, like,
02:27why are you allowing this? Like, kick her to the curb. Like, I'm not that person. Destiny
02:31and I are no longer together, so what she does is like purely up to her. I'm just very grateful
02:35that me and her can continue being friends. I love the girl as a person. Trust me. I
02:39do shed some tears here and there. I want to better myself because of this. I want to
02:44be stronger because of this. I know tons of people are like, Amberlynn, why the are you still living
02:49with her? Like, that's not going to heal you. I feel like everyone deals with things differently.
02:53Destiny is not here most of the time. As you guys know, she has a full-time job. So on
02:56top of having
02:57a full-time job with another girl to attend to. She's not here a lot of the time and we
03:04don't
03:04hang out often, but I just want to let you guys know, like, I'm good. I'm getting through this.
03:08Music is healing me. I'm very happy with that. Like, music is on point lately. I'm rambling. I'm
03:13going to go. I'm waiting for her to get here. Who freaking knows when she'll be here. Like,
03:17girl. Anyways, I'll see you guys in a little bit.
03:21My existence sucks. I did not vlog literally all day. I was with Destiny.
03:27She's over there. So we went to Target and I want to show you some of the stuff I got,
03:32if you guys are okay with that. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. So what we did was we went to Logan's
03:36because
03:36their salmon is really good and I had to have it, by the way, my lip. Don't mind that. Like,
03:40it's healing, okay? We went to Logan's. Then, oh my god, what did we do after that?
03:45Do you remember? Pet smart. Pet smart.
03:48The way I asked Dana, we got cash the weekend before I was asking her out. I had a date
03:52picked
03:52out to ask her out, which was the 13th. Because I said, if anybody ever asked me on a holiday,
03:56I would say no. So she did it the day before. That's not the reason I did it. I just
04:01wanted
04:01it to be on the 13th. Because our birthday's on the 13th. That's not it either. I just like the
04:0513th.
04:05We got cash and literally the day that we got him was that Sunday before. And I think we started
04:10dating on that Tuesday. They went and got him. I gave Dana the money for him and I said,
04:14y'all go get him. I had to take Amberlynn, I think, grocery shopping or something. I don't know.
04:17We still lived together at the time. And while we were out, I went to Pet smart and I got
04:22him some
04:22toys and a name tag. And I was like, that's such a good idea. When I go to bring him
04:26his new name
04:27tag, I'm going to just give her an extra one too. And it said Dana on the front of it.
04:31And like I said,
04:32will you be my GF? Because I tried to spell out girlfriend, but it was going to come out like
04:35really tiny because it wasn't that big. It was a little, it's a little bitty pink heart.
04:41And that's how I asked her. That's how we started dating.
04:45Then Target. Oh my God. I'm drawing a blank. Marshalls. Yes. We went to Marshalls and then
04:51Walmart. Yeah. Just a ton of errands. Target is bae. They restocked on quite a few things.
04:56So I'm going to show you some of the stuff I got. First thing I got was this pack of
05:00chokers. There's
05:01five of them. They're super pretty. I love the blue, the navy deep blue. And this is like velvety.
05:08Love it. And there's a baby blue. There's a white lace and a black lace. I don't know. I thought
05:12that's
05:12super cute. I'm really into chokers lately. Tons of earrings. These are my favorite. These are so
05:18gorgeous. They're like stones that are in there, like colorful stones. I don't even know, like hello.
05:24And then these studs. These studs. And these. Love the pink ones. Obvi. I got some dangly earrings.
05:33Weirdly enough, I did not wear earrings today and that was purely on accident. I was at Logan's at
05:38the restaurant and I was like, oh my God, Destiny, I'm not wearing earrings. It was like a really weird
05:41moment, but that's okay. And then I got some sunglasses. I'm going to put them on and show
05:45you guys. I am obsessed. Okay. So not everyone has to like them. All that matters is that I like
05:50them and I love them on and I think they're super cute. There was another pair
05:53that I really wanted, but I was trying to debate between the two and I definitely prefer these
05:59ones. So what do you guys think? I just think they're super cute. It was about time because
06:03the sunglasses I have now, they're cat eye sunglasses and I've had them for at least four
06:08years. And I'm like, girl, I need a new pair. Hey guys. Okay. Listen, happy Valentine's day. I'm
06:13a single freaking Pringle. A month ago, actually yesterday, I got my heart broken. Ironically enough,
06:18it was actually Friday the 13th. Um, we're going to celebrate Valentine's day together. I'm celebrating
06:26it by drinking by myself. Um, already poured it. I'm sorry. Like, Hey, I haven't drinking any of it
06:32yet. Barefoot sweet red blend. Okay. So I don't want anyone to get like, Oh my God, Amberlynn,
06:36are you an alcoholic? Cause no, I'm not. I don't drink that often. It's Valentine's day. I'm alone.
06:41And I figured let's drink and who better to do it with than 32,000 subscribers. So
06:50my lipstick is on here. Okay. This is actually really good.
06:56I love wine. Honestly, I really do. I love wine so much. I could do reds. I could do whites.
07:00It
07:00don't even matter. Just give it to me. Give it all. No, I'm joking. Always has to have multiple drinks.
07:05And it's like, she had six on the night we had my birthday party. She had six drinks. And I
07:10went
07:10over there cause we weren't really like out of wine cooler. So I went over there to get me one
07:13and finish it. And she said, no, no, these are mine. These are all mine. All these are mine.
07:19That's just how I get. Like if I started drinking, like I can't stop. I used to drink a lot
07:22of wine
07:22when I was living in Virginia and I actually stopped, but now I was like, you know what? A sweet
07:27red wine
07:28for Valentine's day just seems really perfect. I know so many people are going to be like,
07:32Amberlynn, you're in your bedroom drinking wine on Valentine's day. Girl, I needed a video.
07:36And I was like, this is perfect. I know there's a lot of single girls, guys out there who do
07:41like
07:42Valentine's day, but they're kind of just like, boo, I ain't got anybody, but I'm the same way.
07:47I went on the good old Snapchat and I told people to send me stuff. I said, it can be
07:52about heartbreak.
07:53It could be about love. It could be anything. Just send me stuff and give me things to talk about
07:56for this video. So I'm going to do that. And I'm going to drink the whole bottle of wine. Girl.
08:01Okay.
08:02I might talk about destiny. You guys might get some details of stuff. And I want to let you guys
08:06know that I am obese, obviously, but I'm very much a lightweight and I have not eaten all day. So
08:12let's
08:12answer some questions. Okay. So first one is what would your ideal first date be? Okay. That really
08:19just depends. How long have I known this person? Did we meet online? Do we work together? A good first
08:25date for me is the movies. I know a lot of people don't agree with that because you want to
08:29like
08:29communicate with the person, but I feel like if you want to do that, like go out to eat first
08:33and then
08:33go to the movies. I just feel like the movies is like a sweet place to go or like go
08:37to the beach.
08:38Now this is Florida. Like, holy shit. Beauty and beauty right here.
08:56Just taking my sweet time.
09:01A white crab. Look at him move. Oh my God. I've never seen such a thing before.
09:18I swear it's a shark. It's probably just a turtle or jellyfish.
09:27Is it cold? I don't feel it yet. Is it cold? Oh, it feels so good. What is that thing
09:32over there?
09:36Oh, it feels so good. I don't know. You want to go see? What if I drop my phone though?
09:50Look at that handwriting. Oh, that's the nice.
10:03You're too cute.
10:18I get shy to vlog in front of you. Why? I don't know. Is our smile perfect?
10:29Look at that. Oh yeah, we're at the beach. What are you going to tell? I wanted to come.
10:36You're acting shy, Destiny. No, I'm not. Oh my God. You're on my hair. What do you want me to
10:41say?
10:41How was your day today? Good. Why? Because we had my birthday and I got presents.
10:53Did you like your presents? Yes. She's going to get a new phone. Maybe she'll start vlogging.
10:58You should vlog though. No. No. You're the one who's always like, you should vlog, you should vlog.
11:03Yeah, you. Show them the water. No, don't put it on me. I'm not.
11:15This sand feels so different than any sand I've ever fallen.
11:26I mean, I probably wouldn't. Next question. Hey, Amberlynn. So what would you do if Destiny
11:30brought a girl home for Valentine's Day and like they were on a date and you were there?
11:34Do you think Destiny would do that? Yes, no. Maybe. Girl. Girl, would Destiny do that?
11:41I don't know. She surprises me lately. She'd probably do anything. Okay.
11:45Honestly though, Destiny does have a girlfriend.
11:48I started dating yesterday. Oh, I don't really know what to think. Like everyone is like,
11:52oh my God, what is, what is even happening? Like, how is this even happening? And I'm over here like,
11:59I don't know. Like, I am like literally like shocked too. But if Destiny brought her over
12:04for Valentine's Day, what would I do? Honestly.
12:15It's so cool.
12:16It's so cool.
12:18It's so cool.
12:18It's so cool.
12:18I like eggs too though.
12:20I already gave Erica a moment about that.
12:23I'm sure it wouldn't be too bad with just the white part.
12:26But with the yolk, I don't know.
12:29That's body warm.
12:30Yeah, it smells good. It's a boy kind.
12:38Spray it on your body!
12:40That smells good as shit.
12:43So you like it?
12:44What is it, bourbon?
12:47A bunch of stuff from there.
12:50That stuff smells so good.
12:52You've smelled it before?
12:52Yes!
12:54Where's that one?
12:56I could drink that.
12:59Oh, do you? Awesome.
13:01It's a mermaid bath.
13:03I saw you in the bath on your Snapchat the other night.
13:06I got her the unicorn glitter one.
13:08That smells really good,
13:09so I just got the small one because I wasn't sure if you like it.
13:13Twinkie!
13:15You're welcome.
13:16Aw, Twink.
13:20I'd probably sit in my room and blare music that would annoy the crap out of them because I'm petty
13:25as fuck.
13:31I'm kidding. Honestly, I don't care.
13:34I mean, I do, but I don't.
13:35It's like one of those things where it's like you want to be happy for your ex because you love
13:38your ex.
13:39You still care about your ex, but then you're like,
13:41Bitch, why ain't that me?
13:42But I don't think Destiny would do that, honestly.
13:44Hey, Amberlynn. I'm just wondering how you're coping with this Valentine's Day.
13:47I've been single for five months,
13:49and today has just hit me really hard,
13:51and just want some advice from you.
13:53See, this is exactly where I'm making this video.
13:54A lot of people don't like to show it.
13:56Like, oh my gosh, it's Valentine's Day.
13:57Like, I don't give a fuck anti-Valentine's Day or whatever.
13:59People do care sometimes.
14:00I need to chug some of this.
14:01Let's be real.
14:02This video is not going to be forever long.
14:08Yeah, I know.
14:09Wine, you're supposed to like, sip it real slow, but you know.
14:16There's a f***ing sticker.
14:18Classy ass bitch.
14:19Okay, honestly, how am I coping?
14:21Not so great.
14:22No, I'm doing okay.
14:23I know exactly what Destiny got her girlfriend for Valentine's Day,
14:26and it's kind of ironic because it is something that I wanted.
14:29He's really heavy.
14:30Destiny goes, can we get him?
14:35Oh, my Lantus.
14:37He's as big as me.
14:44Hey, Dana.
14:44Hey, Dana.
14:46Hey, hey.
14:47Becky.
14:48Hey, Becky.
14:48Hey, Becky.
14:49I bought that exact bear for Dana last year.
14:52Oh, I know.
14:52She didn't know that though, but it's just weird.
14:54Okay, let's do some more.
14:59Um, I feel like this advice is given way too much.
15:03It's way too cliche, and it's probably really f***ing annoying,
15:06but everyone keeps telling me, be your own Valentine, boo.
15:09Be your own Valentine.
15:11I know it's not the same.
15:12I don't know if I'm coping.
15:14Actually, I feel like I'm pretty numb, honestly,
15:16because the fact that Destiny is already, like, loving someone else,
15:19and, like, dating someone else, and, like, considering them her girlfriend,
15:22it's hard for me.
15:23It's f***ing Valentine's Day.
15:25It happened the day before Valentine's Day.
15:26Like, it's been a month since we broke up.
15:28I am just like, boo, what is happening?
15:30I rarely ever see her anymore.
15:31So, to the people who are like,
15:32Neverland, you need to move out.
15:34She's never here, so it doesn't even matter.
15:35How to get your crush to like you if you're not pretty?
15:39Girl.
15:39I'm sure you're f***ing gorgeous.
15:42Your username is Zebraninja.
15:45Like, I'm right there with you.
15:46Um.
15:49I'm supposed to be getting drunk, so I need to, like.
15:55I ain't feeling it yet.
15:56You guys tell me. Am I feeling it?
15:57I don't even know.
15:58Okay, so, how to get your crush to like you if you're not pretty?
16:00Okay, first of all, you are pretty.
16:01Everyone's pretty in their own way.
16:02Everyone's beautiful in their own way.
16:03I firmly believe if someone doesn't like you because of how you look,
16:07then they could f*** the f*** off.
16:10People should like you for your heart and not your body.
16:12Just saying, boo.
16:13Best tips to get over a breakup.
16:16Best tips to get over a breakup.
16:17Honestly, what I have noticed for myself.
16:20Sorry.
16:21My eye itched.
16:23Who am I?
16:23Okay.
16:26What I have noticed for myself is be around people
16:30and be around things, hobbies that you enjoy and that you love doing.
16:35It takes your mind off of it completely.
16:37Okay, I feel like I'm starting to feel it a little bit.
16:39Let's be real.
16:41Um.
16:43Why did I do this?
16:44I was telling some of my friends that I was going to do this.
16:46And I'm like, oh my god, this is going to be so fun to watch.
16:47And I'm like, I might disable comments and I might disable thumbs up and stuff.
16:51But okay, anyways.
16:52To deal with a breakup, definitely surround yourself with people that literally make you so happy.
16:56With people who make you feel just awesome and on top of the world and like you're special.
17:00Music has helped me a lot.
17:02I know when Destiny first broke up with me, I wasn't into the whole music thing
17:05because every single song just like literally broke my heart into a million pieces.
17:08In the last week, I have found so many songs that literally hit me where it needs to hit me.
17:14I will listen to them on literal repeat.
17:17I bury that song to the ground and then I just keep burying it.
17:20You know what I'm saying?
17:24Some of them songs consist of.
17:26Warrior by Trisha Paytas.
17:27I Fall Apart by Post Malone.
17:29That one is probably my most played song recently.
17:39Oh god.
17:40If I knew I wasn't getting copyright, I would literally play that whole song for you guys
17:43because that song like is 100% like me.
17:46I Love You, I Hate You by Nash or whatever the hell.
17:48Hello by Connor Maynard.
17:51I can't really say his name.
17:52I know it's by Adele, but like there's this rap part in the cover that he did that someone
17:56named Anth did, I guess.
17:57Oh my gosh.
17:58Literally me.
17:59Back to Me by Daya or Daya.
18:02I don't really know.
18:03I'm sure there's more.
18:04But yes, music has helped a great deal, which is crazy to me.
18:07What would be your ideal Valentine's Day date?
18:11Dinner, movie, surprise, roses.
18:16You cute girl.
18:17You cute.
18:17Okay.
18:17So like I said before, like I, well, that was a first date.
18:21I hate that my lipstick is on here.
18:23Like that is so gross.
18:24Like who am I?
18:24Dinner and a movie to me would be probably, and then we'd come home and yeah.
18:32Oh my God.
18:33I feel like every day in a relationship should be super sweet and awesome.
18:35Valentine's Day every day, bitch.
18:37But it's just not like that.
18:39Like.
18:42Oh my God.
18:45No relationships like that, but for Valentine's Day for sure.
18:48Super romantic.
18:49I would love some fucking roses.
18:54What is this?
18:59I'm good with that.
19:00Like a card.
19:02I can't with you.
19:03Wait.
19:04Yeah.
19:05Oh my God.
19:06I'm making cry.
19:07Wait.
19:07Hold on.
19:08Oh my God.
19:11Come here.
19:11Read that first.
19:12All right.
19:13Hold this.
19:13Do you want me to read out loud?
19:15Yeah.
19:17It ain't nothing long or nothing.
19:19I love you the most.
19:21You're cute.
19:23I was not expecting this.
19:26Hold on.
19:27Okay.
19:27Hold on.
19:31Oh my God.
19:34This is nothing long.
19:36Okay.
19:36Here we go.
19:37Wait, hold on.
19:38We're gonna start crying.
19:39Just do it.
19:41Okay.
19:42There's so much about us that feels so right.
19:43I like that we're easy together, whether we're doing something we planned or just hanging
19:46out.
19:46I like that we care about the same thing, laugh at the same stuff and see so much the same
19:49way.
19:49And even when we don't, I really want to know your point of view because you have a wonderful
19:52way of looking at the world.
19:53I like that you make me feel happy and okay.
19:54Maybe a little dizzy sometimes.
19:55You know, I'd really like to spend more time with you just to see where this goes.
19:58I'm not in any hurry.
19:59In fact, I like our pace easy and natural.
20:01I'm just saying that I like us and how this feels.
20:02I hope you do too.
20:03Maybe instead of buying a car, like write me a mother letter.
20:06I love you.
20:06It's on my heart.
20:06Destiny XOXO.
20:07When the red rose dies, that's when I'll stop loving you.
20:12Oh, they're so cute.
20:16Smell them.
20:17Oh, I get it.
20:19Smell them.
20:21Oh, they smell so good.
20:23I've never gotten flowers before.
20:25And roses.
20:27Teddy bear.
20:28Becky.
20:28Hey, Becky.
20:29Hey, Becky.
20:29Hey, Becky.
20:30Some chocolates.
20:37Aww.
20:38Our chocolate comes from chocolate.
20:40Tell me, boo, how much you need me and love me.
20:43She sent me a message first.
20:45I did.
20:46She was cute.
20:46She was cute?
20:48She is cute.
20:49Online, I thought she was super cute.
20:51I thought she was super beautiful.
20:54I'm a clingy bitch.
20:55Okay.
20:55I was just wondering what's the best Valentine's Day you've been on before.
20:59My last three serious relationships, we all celebrate Valentine's Day every single time.
21:04By the way, this is my first Valentine's Day that I am single in 10 years.
21:10So...
21:13Cheers.
21:14I probably should have cheers first, but you know.
21:16So that's why this is kind of like crazy for me.
21:21I feel like just any Valentine's date with Destiny would probably be it.
21:25Destiny said that there is a surprise for me on the table.
21:28Today is Wednesday.
21:29Valentine's Day isn't until Saturday, but we have...
21:32Or Sunday.
21:32But we work Sunday and we have the day off today.
21:35So we're going to celebrate it today.
21:37We're going to go out to eat.
21:38We might go to the movies and stuff like that.
21:40Let's see.
21:42Oh, wow.
21:47A huge...
21:48Oh, can you turn on the light?
21:49A huge card.
21:51And the balloon.
21:52Well, I got you the hot air balloon.
21:54That's a hot air balloon.
21:55Oh.
21:57Look at this in the air.
21:58I want to rock your balloon.
22:00Oh, it's so cute.
22:01Look at the fan.
22:03Maybe the fan's hitting the balloon.
22:06Oh my goodness.
22:08A little bit.
22:09Wait.
22:10Come here.
22:12Oh my god.
22:13This is the cutest thing.
22:15Oh my god.
22:15Can you guys see this?
22:16I sure hope so.
22:17There's no such thing as too much love.
22:20And it's two foxes.
22:22Oh, they're so cute.
22:23You know me because this card is so cute.
22:26Looky.
22:27So happy I get to share today and every day with you.
22:30My partner.
22:31My love.
22:31My best friend.
22:32Happy Valentine's Day.
22:33I love you, baby.
22:34You're my moon and all my stars.
22:36Aww.
22:37Destiny.
22:39You're the sweetest little thing I've ever seen.
22:42Care for my lip.
22:43Aww.
22:47Tell them where we're going to eat.
22:49Laha.
22:50Laha, which is a Mexican restaurant.
22:53Libby has made a mess over there.
22:55What are you doing?
22:56Libby, do you have anything to say?
22:58Um.
23:02What hole?
23:03But yeah, Laha is a Mexican restaurant.
23:05And I'm super excited because I haven't had like authentic Mexican food in a really long time.
23:10So I'm going to get ready for that.
23:12Whewph.
23:17Wasn't she the cutest?
23:22Look at that.
23:23They're so pretty in here.
23:25They have this really pretty fountain.
23:28Whoo.
23:29Hmm.
23:31How's it tastes?
23:41so we just got done eating at the restaurant which was super freaking good like i was craving
23:47mexican food like really bad i think we might go to the mall and just like walk around i don't
23:51know
23:52we're just gonna see where the night takes us and stuff now bae wants to get me a gumball
23:59do you have another quarter i want one of these sure no i don't have my purse with me
24:06i saved us some change i got the dollars tell me if it tastes good
24:14it takes me a minute to chew on it so we're in the mall i'm gonna go to charlotte whiz
24:19so
24:21i mean it tastes good it's gonna take me a minute to and no i'm just waiting for destiny she
24:27went
24:27go get the car oh it's cold we might go get some dessert somewhere i guess we'll see
24:39what
25:02off to tarjay
25:11that was special i want to jump off i'm scared my feet i'm wearing the wrong shoes and this
25:21is higher than it looks okay you guys i can't i'm scared take it i'm actually scared right
25:29now jump
25:35that was not jumping that was falling with style i don't know fall go away go away
25:42valentine's day i got her a keurig one of the like 2.0 ones where you could make like actual
25:49pictures of tea or whatever and she's like super excited about it so i'm happy for her good morning
25:55everybody so happy valentine's day we're having a late night valentine's dinner at denny's
26:09a solitary killer the fire truck stocks its prey
26:30the fire truck can consume eight times its body weight no
26:36the ambulances will have to wait their turn what are you stealing my food for we're just here a
26:44a lot bae doesn't make fat jokes nope how's your david good how's yours pretty good
26:51that good chips and queso look at it no more chips but a whole lot of queso
27:07see usually i'm vlogging you but you're vlogging me they don't get to see that nope
27:17can i have your number can i have your number can i have your number yes
27:23oh i already have it so i got so many compliments today are you gonna eat any more of these
27:28nope
27:30the rest are for you all two of them the two had a baby
27:39not so much queso actually vlog yourself talk to them hi talk to them i don't know what to say
27:49libby can do it you can do it i don't know what to say becky and i were just gonna
27:52kind of
27:53like celebrate the day together but then destiny just facetimed me and she's like i'm gonna go
27:57on a double date so i think we're gonna do like a double date which is really awesome it's just
28:00crazy like how different my life is now compared to a year ago a year ago on valentine's day
28:05i was like on you now and i was making a youtube video drinking a whole thing of wine
28:09it's just so weird and now i'm just like hi i'm like happier with this one right here hi baby
28:18the love i have for destiny is definitely the strongest i've had don't you think it's
28:21super critical about what destiny said about being single no hate all love you beautiful
28:25girl you beautiful yeah no hate just love someone asked why will you tell us why destiny broke up
28:30with you destiny broke up with me it's her reasoning it's not mine at all the easiest way to say
28:35she thinks i should work on myself and she should work on herself i definitely agree and i feel like
28:39in a way she's right but when she first broke up with me it was like destiny why can't we
28:43work on
28:44ourselves together as a couple and she just said it wasn't right for her she lied to us how life
28:49should
28:49always be just love all the time 24 7. hypocritical yes
28:57okay where did i have a oh i forgot where i put the wine i almost just had a heart
29:02attack okay that's
29:03not that's not funny let's not joke about that
29:08dang look that's all that's left
29:14i'm just like so itchy like who am i or am i allergic to this
29:20either way let's keep trucking okay how did you know you're in love with destiny
29:24you're so pretty how did i know i was in love with destiny okay
29:31this is getting real this is getting deep i knew i loved her she said she loved me first by
29:35the way
29:36that like meant so much to me i knew that i loved her when she started to okay i feel
29:44like i can't okay
29:45i have drinking way too much and i haven't eaten all day let's calm down it'll be okay amberlynn you're
29:51good boo okay so i realized i was in love with destiny when she said that she loved me like
29:56i felt
29:56it back it was during a very vulnerable moment i don't have to get into details about that i realized
30:01that like when i couldn't stop thinking about her when i imagined my life with her and when i imagined
30:05her taking every part of me whether it was my heart or my botte i knew that she was the
30:11one girl
30:12don't make me cry but obviously she isn't because she has moved the on and i'm like
30:19she's scum on her toes you're scum between my toes
30:32no that's a joke everything will be okay i don't know like when you fall in love with someone like
30:37you just know it i just knew it with her and a lot of people saw it physically saw it
30:42themselves my
30:43best friend crystal like she saw it she knows me more than anyone in this world she's
30:47like you two are literally the one for each other my friend charla just so many people like they saw
30:51it they physically saw it when destiny broke up with me everyone was very like shocked including me
31:00i gave her parts of me that i've never given anybody i always told myself i'm gonna be waiting
31:08for the right person and for the right time and everything with her felt perfect
31:17i feel like i'm handling myself really well i always tell her i wish her nothing but happiness
31:21and that's what she has with her new girlfriend so let's all be happy for her it'll be okay what
31:28will you do differently in your next relationship that you didn't do in your last one i forgot to
31:32take care of myself when i was with destiny i literally lost myself i didn't know who i was as
31:37a person i thought i did but obviously i didn't let my depression and just everything get to me more
31:44than like
31:44it normally would i'll just do things differently i don't know there's like some personal things but
31:53we don't have to get into that no matter how much i drink we don't have to get into that
31:58your nails
31:58are so cute thank you so much are you planning on a girl's getaway anytime soon to get over the
32:03heartbreak no but charla did invite me to florida in october her and mary are gonna be driving there and
32:10they're like amberlynn come the with us and i'm like yes boo so that's happening hey i love your
32:17videos should i be upset that my boyfriend doesn't want to do anything for valentine's day
32:22or should i just let it be you are so cute and she said that we have the same name
32:27she had it written
32:28on the thing so hey i think you should let it be because there are a lot of people who
32:33don't celebrate
32:34valentine's day which is really weird but everyone's different yeah i would just like let
32:39that be because i don't think it's anything to do with you i think it's just his you know way
32:45of life
32:48everyone's way of life is different girl i'm sure he loves you when do you plan on getting out there
32:54again i'm looking for love ooh when do i plan on looking for love boo i already found it no
32:58i'm kidding
32:58i don't know i really don't like i'm just gonna let it come to me because i'm done looking
33:06when i found destiny i was not looking at all in the slightest she messaged me she was trying so
33:11hard i could tell because she called me like the cutest little names in the cutest little things for
33:15like two weeks i would not go into that like i was like literally just her friend because i wasn't
33:20ready and then all of a sudden something hit me and i'm just like boo this girl's awesome i want
33:24that to happen again where it's like love comes at you and you just don't expect it and you're like
33:29yes this is right because you don't want to force anything i am this wine though hello hey amberlynn
33:36i love you so much i was wondering if you think love is time limit on it like you have
33:40to date
33:40someone for a certain amount of time in order to be considered very in love with them no that is
33:44a
33:44good question though when someone falls in love like people are like grow us too soon like destiny
33:49and her new girlfriend that's me though i think i'm just being bitter and jealous and annoying but
33:56that's just how i am but no i don't feel like there's a time limit i feel like your heart
33:59just
34:00feels what it wants to feel when it wants to feel it some people take forever to fall in love
34:04and
34:04other people like girl i'm in love with you after two minutes hey the wifey thing is like an inside
34:09joke situation definitely no time limit i'm literally about to drink this whole thing i'm scared for my
34:18life i know so many of you guys are like girl you should not be doing that and i'm just
34:21like
34:23you live once and valentine's day is only once a year girl loving the lips and nails
34:29yeah is this good enough girl i don't even know i'm wearing no pants right now like why did i
34:36say that
34:39hi amber my question is are you gonna celebrate valentine's day yes i am i'm celebrating it with
34:45myself and with you guys i love you guys you guys are all my valentine like hello i'm the luckiest
34:50girl here
34:51hey ambulance so recently i've been contemplating quitting my job for something i love and i was
34:56wondering if you regret quitting your job if destiny would want you back now would you go back there
35:01so with destiny having a new girl what is that doing for your self-esteem do you compare yourself
35:07to her or what i love you by the way what does destiny's family think about the breakup i know
35:13you're
35:13more close to them since you don't really have a family right now so true girl holy on point your
35:20questions just slayed my life i don't remember any of them i don't remember any holy okay i remember
35:29some do i compare myself for some reason that one stands that one stood out the most
35:35do i compare myself with destiny's new girlfriend
35:40i do because i question why wasn't i enough was i not pretty enough i don't really know another
35:47question was how do i forget these oh if destiny wanted me back would i take her in a heartbeat
35:53she's
35:54literally my everything and i feel like she'll always be my everything
36:00she's doing me wrong i don't tell i don't tell i don't tell people that's not something i want to
36:04talk about but i feel like she's doing me wrong it's whatever though you know you need to get the
36:08over it like that's just what i keep telling myself nothing's gonna change like she got a new
36:12boo on her arm i'm good i don't know what other questions you asked i'm so sorry i do want
36:16to say
36:16thank you so much for the questions those were actually really good questions from what i remember
36:21damn hold on a minute i'm gonna message somebody real quick in this case
36:27i need some pep in my step let's do another what do you look forward to most on valentine's day
36:32now i look forward to absolutely nothing but i used to look forward to just like a special day
36:37where it's like an excuse to like spoil the out of your girl
36:44okay my stomach hurts so bad i haven't eaten all day and now i'm like feeling so sick
36:50it says before sweet red blend is a smooth and sweet red wine
36:54blend every word sounds so weird with luscious aromas and flavors of black cherry and plum
37:04barefoot sweet red blend pairs well with marinated flake stink stink
37:11oh shit full flake
37:16gold grilled vegetables and all spicy treats girl i'm right about that like empty stomach life
37:23like i'm gonna have anything to eat
37:30honestly i probably should have like eaten i feel like no one's even gonna watch this far so i don't
37:37care oh should i go on you now
37:43boo what are the ingredients people say red wine is good for you so
37:48i'm eating my grapes for the day
37:54for the day okay so my grapes today were smushed as a smoothie oh there's no ingredients that's
38:04government warning according to the surgeon general woman surgeon general comma women should not drink
38:10alcoholic beverages during pregnancy because of the risk of birth
38:14birth defense who am i oh my god you guys hate me right now i love you all though
38:23i love you all like more than anything like you guys have made this happen thank you i mean not
38:29this
38:30you know what i mean consumption of alcoholic beverages impairs your ability to drive a car
38:35girl i can't drive a car sober like or operate machinery it may cause health problems
38:45well i ain't pregnant i ain't driving i am just sitting okay let's do another question
38:50this is a long video hi i'm brilliant my question is how would you know if someone likes you or
38:56not
38:56thank you love you boo whoa i almost dropped my phone the best thing i could say is someone likes
39:03you
39:04when they always want to talk to you when they make the initiative to talk to your ass or they
39:13send emojis
39:14like all the time like heart eyes kiss your faces and heart so we're just hanging out chilling
39:29or when they want to hang out or they compliment you a lot like complimenting you is good
39:38you look so happy and great happy valentine i'm doing good so many people are going to comment and be
39:43like
39:44amberlynn you are not happy why are you drinking because sometimes people drink i went from zero to 100
39:58listen to this real quick let's fast forward to the part that this is the part this is the part
40:05right here
40:21okay let's answer one more question because girl
40:30why was that love i drank the whole bottle hey amberlynn what is your favorite love song love song
40:38speak out loud by ed sheeran because we had the day off today we ran some errands we came home
40:44i started
40:45to clean and then destiny turned on our song which is thinking out loud by ed sheeran we started dancing
40:50together together and then i was like hey destiny you want to open one of your gifts just i don't
40:55know
40:55just out of the freaking hell of it she opened one then another and then another and then this happened
41:02are you guys ready for this
41:06ready
41:10like this happened
41:19that was me and destiny's song so let's just take a look at that she told me this is how
41:28it was
41:28going to be that this was her and i song forever and ever
41:53like donkey kong this happened i can safely say i am drunk i'm gonna go on you now i think
42:02not i'm slamming right now all right i love you guys and it happened i got drunk i was telling
42:08like
42:08this girl i i messaging a girl and it's like complicated but we don't have to talk about it
42:14i told her like i don't know if i'm actually gonna get drunk like wrong like is this gonna be
42:19fun like
42:20and it was and i enjoyed it
42:24i love you guys honestly this doesn't happen often
42:29you guys should know that of all people get drunk sometimes get it in like i don't give a
42:33what you do but have a good life peace
42:38destiny is like she oh my god she's dating someone you guys that's me is loving someone else that's so
42:47funny i was listening to this song so much and charlotte was like oh you listen to that too much
42:53and i'm like oh i do
42:59whoa the ruse i want to drink more this wine didn't hit on at all
43:12i don't wear pants in my videos i'm gonna be drunk
43:17hey you guys hey guys hey guys hey guys hey guys hi hey guys everyone hey guys a playman
43:25hot cheetos challenge hey guys hey guys hey guys hey guys hey guys hey everyone hey guys
43:33hey guys hey guys i'm gonna wear your pants now i wanna play a game with your baby
43:41i'm having the best valentine's day that anyone could ever give me i don't need roses or
43:50childlators big ass teddy i like this version of al you're way prettier than data
43:58i don't need to everyone to stay in that boo my hair smells so good the first sentence that destiny
44:06said to dana was your hair smells like strawberries if i could be this happy every day i want to
44:13need
44:13no by my side let me tell you no
44:22can you guys hear my music because am i dancing to like nothing or okay let's do story time when
44:28i was
44:29young girl i used to swim like a i was athletic and now i'm like and my hair and my
44:35face would be like
44:36golden and people would call me a lion i can't like suit that no more you know
44:43yeah dana's cute in a photo
44:49it's already gone it's already gone
44:54ew what is the song get the out like no one needs you oh this is a good one
45:00season two still missing you you guys are gonna see me at my worst right now like
45:10okay and i'll never be her i don't want to be her like who the is she who the is
45:17she
45:20i have some beer downstairs i might like drink i don't even like beer but i don't want this to
45:25end
45:25okay selfie wait watch i'm gonna call it the drunk selfie
45:36this is my bag i hate you i love you i hate that i love you nobody else love you
45:50i don't even care anymore dana
45:58i ain't answering
46:02dana's calling me i don't even care ignore
46:10i'm just not into it
46:15she did me wrong
46:21i hate you i love you
46:25i hate that i don't
46:29i hate you i love you
46:42hello
46:43why why are you guys just having a field day with it or what
46:51well i hope you guys enjoy your day together
46:54getting it on
46:57oh yeah all right whatever
47:01wait why would you just call that split second i drank the whole bottle you're watching me on new you
47:08now i drink it in like 38 minutes i could have drinking it faster and i wish i had another
47:13one
47:16i didn't even see my face
47:22wait are you coming okay i don't
47:26bye
47:26okay toodles
47:28yeah oh damn oh yes they don't
47:31peace the out
47:32that was i start crying like i'm okay without her but then when i hear her voice i'm like
47:39i don't care though she's eating on our lunch breaks we can meet inside the janitor's closet and
47:45start getting it on she's with dana clearly because dana called
47:53why are they watching you i don't know why they're watching me i'm just gonna sit here now
48:01i'm not moving out destiny and i have this house
48:06i just ain't even a house
48:09whatever it is a lot of people think dana's ugly but honestly
48:15i'm not here to say that that's not up to me and destiny doesn't judge on looks
48:23okay what do you guys want to know let's be real let's be honest right now
48:27oh i'm always honest though let's be real
48:32like this is the time if you guys ever wanted to know anything she probably won't want anything
48:38to do with me after this roast dana okay you took destiny from me the end like i don't know
48:46what to say to that like that ain't gonna change oh here's my right here
49:05how do you feel about dana being on that facebook group that's shady that's sad that's me
49:12the front room dab
49:20west side i ain't gonna say it oh my god that's my baby hair up line you divine
49:32okay who's your new love interest
49:38i don't know i don't have one
49:42it's still recording yeah
49:46and if i did i mean i did i mean i don't know what the shady af someone said it
49:53not me
49:54why did you break up because destiny said she wanted to do her own thing and she wanted to be
50:01single and i'm like i am leaving
50:09do it boo now she's in a relationship why doesn't destiny move in with dana destiny specifically told me
50:21i don't i don't i just got a message from someone i don't have a girl like i don't i'm
50:26not gonna say
50:27anything bad about her i'm trying to get you in the worst mood
50:32do you know you look better than dana is it true you're into guys again no i don't like the
50:38dicks
50:40i'm sorry i love how people are asking me sexual questions about dana when i'm like
50:47ew get back at dana by making destiny cheat on her with you all right fine but on one condition
50:53i want a
50:54lifetime supply of denny's and i want my rent paid for life oh okay wrong it's a deal
51:05i'm a star boy destiny didn't cheat on me and if she did i don't know about it but i'm
51:12like 100
51:12sure she didn't um destiny me up like everything i did for her don't get me wrong she did a
51:22lot for
51:23me too like she is the best girlfriend i ever had i it up i'm gonna be for real i
51:32want to go get there's
51:33like some like they're like flavored beers and like glass containers that are supposed to like
51:38taste good yes destiny made it official with dana yesterday and yesterday was our one month of
51:45being broken up so i don't give a
51:53it's confusing like i care but i don't but then i care but then i don't i feel like it's
51:57because my
51:57heart is telling me girl get the over it but then it's like my head's like girl you or is
52:02it the
52:02way around i don't even know but it don't even matter oh this is my right here this is a
52:11sad one
52:11though ready ready okay you guys i'm gonna go get some beer i think i don't know where to sit
52:18you all
52:19because i'm not wearing pants i don't want y'all to see that i might be drunk but i'm crazy
52:24let's hope
52:26have to open these i have some beer downstairs they're like flavored beers and like glass containers
52:37that are supposed to like taste good sure everybody and their mother has heard of this you guys ready
52:41i don't know probably not are these even called like these are in the beer section so it's just not
52:47enough out someone told me that beers i don't know what it is
52:55this one's 5.8
52:58did i get a snack that'd be an o
53:03i didn't um i haven't eaten today call dana and tell her she looks like chris griffin
53:11important priorities are occurring your face gets red when you drink it does boo
53:17it does if destiny wants to guest me she can guess me oh my god that'd be funny
53:27where where are you at chris griffin
53:38i'm right here
53:42am i gonna regret this later if i'm gonna regret this i'm gonna go
53:54you look pretty thanks what are you doing
53:59do you want it do you want me to guest you that'd be funny
54:05what oh come on man can't possibly believe that data's changed why she don't like that if she don't
54:12like that like social media life then she probably shouldn't join hate don't make me laugh
54:20can you like not uh-huh i just can't believe this is happening to me all i wanted was a
54:26sugar mama
54:26i don't do one night stands
54:34this is my valentine's day i hope you guys have a great one okay well i have to go because
54:39i have
54:53someone
54:54so love you guys i hope you guys had awesome time oh my god can you imagine me re-watching
55:03this when i'm
55:04it's over have you guys ever heard of someone moving on and loving someone else after a month
55:08of breaking up with someone that was in a full-time relationship supposed to be in love with you and
55:11supposed to marry you that's a very nice feeling congratulations i've never heard that
55:33so i just okay this was like what five hours ago i don't even know
55:39i made a video of me drinking wine i'm sure you guys have seen that uh my lip is getting
55:45better
55:45by the way so just whatever that went good then it like hit me i went on you now and
55:52i ended up
55:52drinking even more while i was on you now and i made a complete fool of myself and i said
55:56things
55:56i shouldn't have said if you were part of that mess you saw that mess i'm sorry
56:02it's just today's valentine's day if i didn't tell you so hello happy valentine's day yes like i
56:07ended up crashing like hardcore and i fell asleep for like an hour and a half i woke up about
56:12an
56:12hour ago if i said anything to offend anybody like girl shame on me i did not mean probably
56:19anything i said like when i get drunk i'm a crazy i don't know what's wrong with me i'm a
56:23good drunk
56:24though like i'm not one of those like psycho like oh my god like mad at the world like no
56:28i don't know
56:28what got into me i'm single for valentine's day i wanted to do something different i figured i could
56:34sip on some wine while i answered some questions and i drank the whole bottle that was really my
56:38intention i wanted to drink the whole bottle but i didn't realize i was gonna get so cray cray
56:42and literally blow up snapchat blow up you now like who am i but that's okay you live and you
56:49learn
56:50a lot of people enjoyed it i need to finally go eat something so i'm gonna go do that a
56:53lot of
56:53people asked where i got my choker from walmart like who am i do you guys forget who i am
56:57okay i'm
56:58gonna go now bye
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