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Amberlynn starts off with a weight loss update. We watch the 89lb diet plan as we are reminded of it. Amberlynn reads questions that were asked on Instagram, a lot regarding the breakup with Destiny. Destiny takes Amberlynn to IHOP for some chicken fingers and fries. Amberlynn spends the day with Sharla and her cousin Mary. The three go out to eat, shop, and play cosmic bowling. Amberlynn spends the day with Destiny going out to eat, shop and watch a movie. They decide to get a Costco membership. Destiny hopes it will help decrease the amount of trips Amerlynn needs to go get groceries but the card never gets used. Amberlynn films as Destiny passes a few bucks to someone on the side of the road. Since the breakup, Amberlynn says she has been changing, even Sharla told her so. The first change is using lipstick. Amberlynn spends time at Sharla's house before going to Sephora the next day with Mary, getting her very first foundation. After spending more time at Sharla's house, Amberlynn is home making a video about Destiny moving on with another gorl, and that it is someone they worked with. They decide to still live together and even sleep in the same bed due to Amberlynn's separation anxiety. Instead of focusing on another person, she decides it's time to take care of herself. Amberlynn says if she had her ID she would get a new piercing but since someone stole it, she has to put it off. We find out that it was all Destiny's fault as to why the wallet was lost. She gets her nails done with Sharla, Mary and Jarrisa before going to the mall and PF Chang's.
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00:00:00hey guys i was gonna go on you now today but i am just not feeling good at all i
00:00:04actually went
00:00:04on you now yesterday for three hours i guessed it's charla and she was on there with me for a
00:00:09lot of the time that was super super fun i really love you now it's really fun oh my pink
00:00:15poop is
00:00:16behind me hey everyone okay we have another weight loss update so i figured this is
00:00:29no better time than any february 1st the weigh-in is actually from two days ago i totally forgot that
00:00:35i weighed in and i just now remembered i need to freaking upload that make a video regarding it so
00:00:39the live weigh-in will be in this video january 1st i weighed 489.2 that is the highest weight
00:00:47i have
00:00:47ever weighed i knew that i wanted 2017 to be a good year i'm going through so much fucking shit
00:00:53and we
00:00:53all know this we all know i'm going through a breakup and i feel like i'm going through like
00:00:56an identity crisis because i want to like do my hair and i want to cut it off and like
00:01:01dye it and
00:01:02i want to get my septum pierced i want to like get lip injections like what am i saying this
00:01:07is a weight
00:01:07loss video there's just a lot that i'm like going through and i feel like i don't know what is
00:01:12even
00:01:12happening with myself this is a weigh-in video so let's get to that so i want to talk about
00:01:15a few
00:01:16things i have lost 89 pounds in the past 11 pounds from 100 how i lost the famous 89 lbs
00:01:23that i always
00:01:24talk about october 14th 2011 i actually moved to virginia to be with my now ex
00:01:34she thought that we could come together and lose weight together so it was actually 10 days later
00:01:39on october 24th 2011 when we set out to be healthier skinnier better versions of ourselves
00:01:48i knew nothing about nutrition back then i didn't know anything about calories i didn't know
00:01:54anything about serving sizes i went through all these diets as a teenager but i never learned how
00:02:01much is too much how much is too little my go-to honestly it was weight watchers and with weight
00:02:06watchers like it's great but it doesn't teach you anything about calories no one's ever taught me
00:02:11anything about stuff like that so i didn't know it so i'm sorry i don't i didn't mean to offend
00:02:14you
00:02:16this is exactly what i ate every single day for the longest time and i thought it was totally fine
00:02:21so i woke up i had one serving of morning star buffalo veggie nuggets we have some nuggets some
00:02:29chicken nuggets some fake chicken nuggets morning star buffalo wings veggie nuggets i love these i've
00:02:36been eating these for i feel like it's been like nine years which was five nuggets
00:02:44look how good it looks like actual chicken so good
00:02:52i know it's like so weird but
00:02:55if someone gave this to me and they were like this is real chicken i'd believe it
00:03:01i get sad when it's all gone i would cut them up in super tiny pieces me and my ex
00:03:07both would
00:03:09and the reason why we did that was to make our food last longer we would sometimes allow
00:03:13ourselves to have a string cheese with that i know some people who just chomp
00:03:18and i know some people who tear
00:03:28what did you do we weren't counting calories we were just watching our portions but then later in the
00:03:32day her mom would actually cook for us her mom was relatively healthy so that made it so much easier
00:03:38every time she would cook it was always like a meat a veggie and a carb so when it was
00:03:42a meat it was
00:03:43usually normally always chicken so it made it really easy like small medium i would have one piece of
00:03:48chicken if it was large i would cut it in half when it was the carb it was always like
00:03:53rice or a potato
00:03:54type of thing i've lost 89 pounds eating nothing but rice and potatoes so i would actually weigh out
00:04:00whatever the serving said on the box i would just have that as my serving when it was veggies i'd
00:04:06probably have a scoop or two that was my second meal and that's all i would eat until later on
00:04:11in
00:04:11the night we would allow ourselves one snack our snack were these like 100 calorie little things
00:04:17like it was like luna cookies or whatever you call them goldfish we made sure to get all kinds of
00:04:24different sort of snacks that were only 100 calories for the buffalo chicken that's only 200
00:04:30calories for maybe one string cheese that was our 50 calories so for my first meal was 250 calories
00:04:37and then for my second meal a piece of chicken let's just round it to 180 side of carbs let's
00:04:44say
00:04:44that's about another 180 just always depending on what it was and then what some veggies that's another 30
00:04:5050 depending and then a hundred calorie snack i was barely eating 800 900 calories a day but i didn't
00:04:58know that at the time i just knew that i felt great and the weight was dropping off it was
00:05:03actually
00:05:03slow at first because i had to find my balance there were still some days where i would eat more
00:05:08and then like the weekend would come and i'd eat a little bit more on then so it was like
00:05:12once i got
00:05:13it down to where that's how i would eat every single day the weight was dropping off rather quickly
00:05:17and i was actually down 89 pounds in about six seven months it didn't take too long in my opinion
00:05:25that was like rather quickly because time was going by fast honestly this was the happiest time
00:05:29of my life like i don't think i've ever been as happy as i was in virginia just because i
00:05:34felt secure
00:05:35where i was living was very homey and calm and happy and everyone supported each other and i just
00:05:41i feel like that really helped with my mental state the more that i kept restricting myself and eating
00:05:47very low amounts of food on the weekends i would binge really bad i did start binging at a very
00:05:53young age
00:05:53but it was nowhere near as bad as the binging that started to happen in virginia and it was always
00:06:00on
00:06:00the weekend i would stuff myself my ex and i we would go out to eat a few times a
00:06:06day sometimes this
00:06:06is also the time not only did my binging get worse because i would restrict restrict restrict and then
00:06:12i would binge but i got gallstones from the rapid weight loss because i was just eating so little
00:06:18and losing so quickly and then i would do this whole yo-yo thing and this got to a point
00:06:24where i
00:06:24was binging so much and so often where i no longer was losing weight i was just maintaining it was
00:06:31like
00:06:31everything i lost in the weekdays i would gain back from the binging and also when i found out i
00:06:36had
00:06:36gallstones my way of eating was now out the door and i had to incorporate more carbs from here and
00:06:43more
00:06:43fiber from there and more things that was actually making my weight loss so much slower by doing that
00:06:49i now started to gain weight and it was just slow gradual losing those 89 pounds i actually felt like
00:06:56somebody i felt like someone worthy of love and compassion i felt beautiful for the first time in
00:07:02my life i started to eat differently and then i was getting more discouraged and it was causing me to
00:07:07binge even more it was almost as if the minute i found out that i had gallstones my whole everything
00:07:14got flipped turned upside down and i never was the same again i'm not blaming the gallstones or anything
00:07:20like that but that was just a pivotal moment in my journey that was the most amazing time of my
00:07:25life
00:07:26at the time my highest weight was 420 and i went all the way down to 331 i have never
00:07:31felt more on top of
00:07:32the world when that happened i felt incredible how i did that though is kind of what i'm trying to
00:07:37do
00:07:37now with my weight loss which kind of gets it into i'm going to be answering questions like amberland
00:07:42why are you eating a whole bag of hot cheetos and thinking you can lose weight i still have all
00:07:47those
00:07:47left it's not happening to anyone who has completed this i give you my soul no not really that was
00:07:53kind
00:07:53of scary so that's what i want to talk about i have said before i'm the queen of moderation i
00:07:58do want
00:07:58you guys to know that i'm the queen of like moderation i am the queen of moderation correct
00:08:02people have quoted me on that yeah and i'm the queen of moderation and you know i'm i'm the queen
00:08:07of moderation people will quote me on anything silly that i say like that's a thing and they like
00:08:12climbing that tree that's why it looks like a racket house especially rarity gray so we're gonna have
00:08:16to get a new one because i love the tree love it you look like that it's a meme every
00:08:24time you make that
00:08:24face it's like a i think it's like a seagull but my boot box boot box boot box have always
00:08:30just been
00:08:31me eating a normal meal we literally have a location plan for marriageable moments no we do not buy all
00:08:38these at once that'd be bad girl we bought these periodically in the last couple of months if you
00:08:42guys are so ever confused about what just occurred i accidentally used that case toothbrush i really like
00:08:49the front on this as we call it a chest piece a car just like almost ran into another car
00:08:55so that
00:08:55occurred i'm currently at work i just need to show you what is a crane what are you stealing my
00:09:01food for
00:09:04don't go to no panda express don't go to your local chinese buffet chinese buffets there
00:09:09what what it's buffet baby i know she doesn't remember anybody she doesn't remember like she
00:09:18has alzheimer's so she's not gonna remember anybody i'm not the queen of moderation i'm not but i do
00:09:23firmly believe that for myself i cannot restrict myself completely when i lost the 89 pounds at first
00:09:29i did try restricting myself very very healthy very very small portions i didn't allow myself any
00:09:35chocolate i didn't allow myself any soda just purely water that put me over the edge
00:09:39from someone with a binge eating disorder and a food addiction and emotional eater i can't just
00:09:43do that head on no girl not gonna happen because it actually caused me to binge more i decided for
00:09:48myself instead of doing all or nothing i would probably try to do i was like okay amberlynn
00:09:53this is what you're gonna do you're gonna do it like you did it before when you lost 89 pounds
00:09:57which was calorie count so january first came along and i was like you know calorie count blah blah
00:10:01and then i was like you know i can do this without counting calories i know i can lose weight
00:10:05without counting calories i feel like you're not meant to count calories but if you're counting
00:10:09calories that's awesome it'll definitely help you with weight loss i wanted to teach myself to be
00:10:12able to eat healthy choose healthier options all while still giving into my cravings so i don't go
00:10:18crazy and binge eat and for me this month has helped so much i want to say this is the
00:10:23first time for a
00:10:24full month that i have consecutively lost weight stuck to a plan if you will and i'm just proud of
00:10:30myself
00:10:30for that what i'm doing for myself right now is working i am giving into cravings i am giving myself
00:10:36cheat meals that is how i lost 89 pounds before so when i did the hot cheeto challenge
00:10:42whatever i did the hot cheeto challenge no no for the rest of the day i made sure to eat
00:10:50better
00:10:51salad and whatnot like that i saw some of the comments and people were like you better have
00:10:54eaten a salad after that boo i did that's what i had for dinner i just want you guys to
00:10:58know that
00:10:58losing weight is not an all or nothing approach what is working for me is working for me what works
00:11:03for
00:11:04you might not work for other people etc etc so that brings me to what was my way in for
00:11:09the end of
00:11:09the month of january 474.2 so i am down 15 full pounds in the month of january i'm super
00:11:16excited
00:11:16about that every single time that i have stepped on the scale this month i have been down weight
00:11:20whether it was a pound whether it was four pounds or whether it was 0.6 pounds it doesn't matter
00:11:25i was
00:11:25still down weight i haven't been in that kind of space because i did all or nothing so many times
00:11:31in the
00:11:31last couple of years that i failed every single time i tried just so much crap i was like i'm
00:11:37over
00:11:37it i want to live like a normal person but still watch what i eat and still allow myself those
00:11:42cheat
00:11:42days and those cheat meals it's working for me as i lose more weight and as i carry on down
00:11:47the road
00:11:48obviously i'm not gonna keep doing you know so many cheat meals i'm not gonna keep doing hot cheeto
00:11:54challenges one hot cheeto challenge does not make me gain 500 pounds one hot cheeto challenge did not
00:12:00create me to be this heavy i am a person what works for me might not work for someone else
00:12:05everyone chooses a different path in life i just don't want people to beat me up about how i'm
00:12:09losing weight it's as long as it's happening when i found out i had gallstones my way of eating was
00:12:14now
00:12:14out the door and i had to incorporate more carbs from here and more fiber from there i just want
00:12:21to
00:12:21stress more than anything since january 1st my binge eating has gone down a lot and for me that's not
00:12:27normal because i am really bad at binge eating really bad at overeating and overindulgent i noticed
00:12:33that since i'm allowing myself certain foods that i'm actually doing so much better in the sense of
00:12:39my binge eating instead of like an all or nothing restriction i'm rambling it doesn't even matter i
00:12:44lost 15 pounds and i am happy with it that means i was down an average 0.5 every single
00:12:52day in january
00:12:53which i'm super happy about i told you guys that i wanted to lose 100 pounds in 2017 i want
00:12:59to reach
00:12:59385 pounds if i do that would be 100 pounds down overall so to do that i'd have to lose
00:13:06what was it
00:13:06points it was point something every single day it's about two pounds a week so far i am on the
00:13:12right
00:13:12track i'm ahead of schedule as for do i still want that to be my goal i don't know i
00:13:17just think as long
00:13:18as i just keep losing weight that is a plus here's a weigh-in for you guys you guys have
00:13:22been requesting
00:13:23it i'm giving it to you guys at the end of this video there will be the live weigh-in
00:13:27so you can
00:13:27hear my scale anyways i hope you guys enjoyed this video and i'll see you in the next one bye
00:13:34okay you
00:13:35guys today is january 30th and i'm gonna be weighing myself 474.2 okay you guys so i got these
00:13:46earrings
00:13:47recently this one has like that little hook part i'm super excited to wear these i've never worn
00:13:51anything like this earrings yes these are earrings what am i saying they're so beautiful look oh my
00:13:58gosh and they have this little like hook thing back here and the little stud thing right there i've
00:14:03never worn earrings like this before i don't know if i'm even doing this right i figured i would use
00:14:08you guys as a mirror let's just see how it looks you know what i'm saying because this could really
00:14:13turn out actually really ugly you have to like hook this on your ear like i don't even know what's
00:14:18happening right now okay let me do this off camera so i don't make myself look like a fool okay
00:14:23so the
00:14:23deed is done and my ears are so red my ears really are super sensitive like i got my cartilage
00:14:30pierced twice
00:14:31before i didn't do it the greatest way like the first time i did it it was when i was
00:14:35in a group
00:14:36home when i was younger and my friend actually did it for me and then the second time was at
00:14:40claire's
00:14:46it was when i turned 18 because i was like girl i'm 18 i can do what i want so
00:14:50i got my cartilage
00:14:50pierced but both times my ear did not accept the piercing that's why i have a little bump right here
00:14:55what do you guys think of these i think they're super cute i actually like them more than i thought
00:15:02i would okay i'm gonna film a video for you guys i'm gonna film a q a that i did
00:15:07on instagram so hope
00:15:09you guys enjoy watching that hey guys okay so today we have a q a sometimes i will do snapchat
00:15:15q a sometimes
00:15:16it'll be twitter sometimes i don't even know today is the good old instagram i posted a picture on there
00:15:23that said youtube q a ask me anything below looks like this has hearts i know oh and before we
00:15:29get
00:15:29started please look at my earrings and my ears are really red because i'm not used to them it's like
00:15:34a little hoop thing anyways so i have 128 questions on here obviously i cannot answer every single one
00:15:41i'm just gonna go through and answer random ones i didn't choose any in particular i'm gonna start up
00:15:46top and just see what goes down i did look at these a little bit beforehand a lot of them
00:15:53are
00:15:53the same let's do this what's one thing you've always wanted and have gotten it true love definitely
00:15:59true love and i did have that i don't want to bring up destiny the first freaking question i did
00:16:04have
00:16:05that true love i don't have it anymore obviously when you were little what was your dream career when
00:16:09i was like a little like i'm talking like six years old i thought i was gonna be a singer
00:16:13and a
00:16:13model and an actress and like blowing it up on people tv screens and obviously that's not the case
00:16:19as i got older i really wanted to be a teacher i wanted to teach like first grade or second
00:16:24grade
00:16:24now look where i'm at i'm a youtuber that's just so crazy how you know life works does destiny have
00:16:30a
00:16:30new girlfriend that is like such a popular question no she does not have a girlfriend
00:16:35she does not she is single and ready to mingle aren't we all what's your own advice on losing weight
00:16:40ps love you girl love you too my own advice i would just say do what works for you everyone
00:16:46has like
00:16:47such a set description of the only thing they think that works like some people believe veganism is the
00:16:52only thing that'll make you lose weight some people think the only thing is just to eat little carbs some
00:16:57people believe just eat healthy i'm a firm believer that it's purely calorie deficiency if you're used to
00:17:05eating 2500 calories in a day but you are gaining weight from that or staying at a bigger size
00:17:12obviously eat less than that and you'll lose weight it's up to you if you want those calories to be
00:17:17healthy or not i'm not going to sit here and preach to anyone how to lose weight but trust me
00:17:20that's the
00:17:21key girl that's the key you plan on getting a new job i actually have a job youtube is my
00:17:25job i pay taxes
00:17:27just like the rest of you i also do you now videos which i absolutely love i love doing this
00:17:32as a job i really
00:17:33love the people i've met because of it and just the subscribers you guys are freaking amazing i just
00:17:38can't with you guys do you still keep in touch with destiny's family now that y'all are broken
00:17:42up i know when a breakup happens you're not only losing the bond with your partner but the bond with
00:17:46their family as well love you ma xoxo i love you too do i still keep in touch with destiny's
00:17:50family
00:17:51you know it's weird um not really her sister did reach out to me i love her sister so much
00:17:56she is
00:17:56probably one of the nicest people and the most like accepting people that i've ever met every time i'm
00:18:02around her she makes me feel very welcome and super accepted she did reach out to me and i'm so
00:18:06grateful for that what was your first pet i used to live on a farm when i was super super
00:18:10young i had
00:18:11chickens goats snakes we even had snakes yes we had snakes sheep cows but the first animal that i know
00:18:19from my head that i loved that like i felt physical love for was zeus he was a black dog
00:18:25i don't remember
00:18:26what kind of dog but i had him from a puppy i think i got him when i was like
00:18:30seven my mom actually
00:18:31had to get rid of him when i was nine because she ended up having another baby and she doesn't
00:18:38like
00:18:38having animals with babies i don't know it was a weird concept as a nine-year-old i kind of
00:18:42just
00:18:43went with it but i remember that breaking my heart more than anything in the world how has youtube
00:18:47changed your life i have income that i can rely on which to me is amazing i have met some
00:18:52incredible
00:18:53freaking people because of youtube it's really hard to get hate let me tell you that has messed with
00:18:58my depression i feel like but the love i get i have never felt so wanted and needed and cared
00:19:06for
00:19:06and loved by so many people in my life i appreciate it more than anything in the world you guys
00:19:11have no
00:19:11idea and also the fact that when i go in public people recognize me it's a little strange it's
00:19:16different but i love it so if any of you ever recognize me please come say hello will you do
00:19:20more
00:19:20challenges like the hot cheetos the rules are you can't drink anything and you have to eat the whole bag
00:19:25of course i really did enjoy doing that okay this is a good one i guess you've said in the
00:19:31past that
00:19:32you don't really love the state you're in now you were only there for destiny now that you don't have
00:19:36a relationship keeping you there do you think you'll move if so where to if not how come i have
00:19:41a lot of
00:19:42things keeping me in kentucky i do have destiny i do destiny will forever be a part of my life
00:19:47i love
00:19:48destiny more than anything in this world like everyone can tell i do want to be her roommate and i
00:19:55do want to
00:19:55be her friend but i have more than that i have met so many friends here i can't see myself
00:20:00upping
00:20:00and leaving i'm tired i'm so tired i'm gonna start crying of upping and leaving places when things
00:20:07start to feel uncomfortable for me of course it's been uncomfortable living with destiny there's moments
00:20:11when i question it it's only normal overall though i don't want to just up and leave if there comes
00:20:18a time when i do meet someone else or you know i want to live with them or they want
00:20:23to live with me
00:20:24obviously like i'm gonna have to you know do that i don't see myself moving anytime in the near future
00:20:31i don't at all and a lot of people are asking that but where do i think i'll move i
00:20:35don't know
00:20:35i guess just wherever the wind blows me no i'm just kidding for now i am staying in kentucky i
00:20:40have
00:20:41too many friends here and too many relationships here that i don't want all that to go away what did
00:20:45you do with the promise ring that destiny gave you i forgot to show you guys the anniversary gifts
00:20:50and yesterday's vlog today if you remember i'll show you but yeah we're in goodwill right now
00:20:55this is the furniture section it's kind of late
00:21:04sketch though destiny got me a promise ring a promise ring let's see it is the most beautiful
00:21:12thing i've ever seen is it zooming in me you can put it on my hands i feel like this
00:21:19is another
00:21:20like breakup q a like what is this i have it with my jewelry i haven't touched it
00:21:28do you think you're gonna start dating soon honestly i don't know like that's like up in the
00:21:33cards you know if you had one do-over what would it be honestly i would redo me and destiny's
00:21:38relationship i would make it to where i could be a better girlfriend for her i would do so many
00:21:43things differently to fix this and make it to where this never happened whatever can you afford to be
00:21:49on your own most definitely i can am i happy truthfully overall no i'm not happy i feel like
00:21:56a lot of people can't admit that and i feel like people need to learn how to admit you know
00:22:01when they're
00:22:01not happy because a lot of people they don't realize like what true happiness is i guess and i kind
00:22:06of
00:22:06feel like my true happiness has been ripped for me just for several different reasons but overall
00:22:11no i'm not truly happy and i know that i can take steps to become happy trust me i can
00:22:18do that and
00:22:18that's what i want to do lately i'm just finding it a little bit difficult you know every day is
00:22:22a new
00:22:22day have you felt any anger resentment towards destiny about the breakup i have and i feel like that's
00:22:28only normal i have definitely held in all that anger i have i have and i know that's kind of
00:22:33unhealthy
00:22:33but i don't want to make her feel like i'm angry with her because i love her and i want
00:22:38her happy
00:22:39and i want her to do what's right for her and that's you know what she did i'm gonna choose
00:22:45one more do you ever think about writing a novel i've actually started i've been writing it for
00:22:49years i've already wrote over 200 pages so that's like awesome uh one more would you consider moving
00:22:54back to crystal's house no i like living on my own and that's just how it is i really do
00:22:59enjoy doing
00:23:00q a's i did one in january oh my ring just came off ever since i lost 15 pounds like
00:23:04i feel like
00:23:05my fingers are getting smaller because my rings actually keep coming off like this one that was
00:23:09on this finger okay anyways get to know me a little bit more and what's going on on this noggin
00:23:13but
00:23:13anyways i will see you guys in my next video bye i woke up today with the goal of no
00:23:17crying i have
00:23:18cried every single day since destiny broke up with me and i am just like so over crying i'm so
00:23:26over
00:23:26feeling sorry for myself and feeling pain and i'm just over like everything i feel so appreciative
00:23:32of the support that i am getting and that there are people out there who really care about me that
00:23:37means the world to me i show a lot online i show the happy times the sad times i cry
00:23:43i laugh i'm
00:23:44documenting my life okay i feel like i'm gonna start crying so let's move on ola okay so i'm about
00:23:51to go
00:23:51out and i just want to say hey ho and let you guys know hey ho i don't mean like
00:23:56ho as in like
00:23:59never mind i will get you guys in a little bit one more thing before i actually go um i
00:24:05have tons
00:24:06of scarves if you guys remember like months and months ago when i deleted it was how many videos
00:24:12was it 60 like 60 videos that i pre-filmed yeah i deleted like 60 i don't remember the exact
00:24:18amount
00:24:18but it was around there it was like a really big chunk one of them was a scarf collection i
00:24:21do have
00:24:22tons of scarves probably too many so this is my messy ass closet all my scarves are in this really
00:24:29big bin yes my closet is really creepy there's an attic right there that we will not open and there's
00:24:35like this really weird like wall right here i don't know if you guys can see it because there is
00:24:40no
00:24:40light so i'm trying to use a light on my camera hey guys so i just got out of the
00:24:52shower i'm getting
00:24:53ready to go hang out with charlotte and mary yay um today for perfume i'm wearing nikki minaj so i
00:25:01was
00:25:01gonna wear my cat ears today but i don't think it really goes with what i'm wearing this necklace with
00:25:08these cat ears just does not seem to flow so i'm going to take that out charlotte should be here
00:25:13soon i will catch up with you guys in a little i've been putting like different stuff in my hair
00:25:18and it's making it look really greasy so i'm going to stop doing that like pronte
00:25:34okay
00:25:38okay you can go pull my hair
00:25:43oh what the heck does happen he fell off the couch does he know how to jump off yet well
00:25:50he actually went
00:25:51pillow surfing and it went oh say hi hi
00:25:56um max likes the whole gunner too so
00:26:04okay be nice
00:26:08max
00:26:11and this is gunner
00:26:14huh oh you wanna you're literally biting on my thumb okay okay
00:26:21okay that kind of hurts yeah
00:26:31and we're back and today on our show we have amberlynn ree here she is you look good girl let's
00:26:39try
00:26:39another one okay try the nice uh reeboks here what about these
00:26:46these are cute those look super cute on you though they look like you look like you look
00:26:52cat ears look good dude oh my school yes
00:26:56yeah there's so much so she looks fantabulous
00:27:05where you going oh wow
00:27:18what about the hearts in your earlobes
00:27:21yeah hearts in the earlobes i have to narrow it down i picked them so automatically them
00:27:27yes yes yeah hi yes uh-uh uh-uh yeah
00:27:31where's the hearts in your earlobes
00:27:32ear holes are you there you go are you vlogging
00:27:35oh yes
00:27:38see hearts in your earlobes and they're only three dollars oh yes
00:27:45three dollars yeah that's so funny three dollars
00:27:51hey hey buddy hey how you doing hey uh you want to make two dollars
00:27:55sure all you got to do is go in there and get us two slushies okay okay as in we
00:27:59got a deal yeah
00:28:00deal first give me the two dollars i said doll hairs psych but a deal's a deal in you go
00:28:06little
00:28:06buddy come on fine give me the doll hairs
00:28:10a deal's a deal would you take five bucks instead
00:28:21oh you need these do i need to match your purse
00:28:26oh this is my little yeah because we gotta look at it see see see see see
00:28:30that is cute yes well we're gonna shop some more shop shop till we drop
00:28:40okay so i'm back at charla's house we just got back from just going out and doing some things
00:28:44charla's like do you want to go bowling and i'm like yeah and i really like to go bowling when
00:28:48they
00:28:48like turn off the lights and the music is like pumping so i literally called the bowling alley and
00:28:52i was like when do you guys do that and they said all day so whatever we wanted to go
00:28:55at night
00:28:56though so it is night time and i don't have any socks with me so i went and bought a
00:29:00pair so that's
00:29:00the thing i just got some white ones with some like colors on the little ankle part pink that's like
00:29:05a
00:29:05mint color and yellow like it's not even important but i just want to say hey and i think we're
00:29:09going
00:29:09to go bowling hopefully and get some footage i guess we'll see i'm super excited i haven't been
00:29:13bowling in forever i'm having an amazing day this is the best day i've had and i can't even tell
00:29:17you how long and i just don't want to attend charlotte's bay
00:29:55get it mary
00:29:57get it mary
00:30:09get it mary
00:30:15get it mary
00:30:35Oh my gosh, it's sleigh.
00:30:39It's game time.
00:30:47Oh yeah, you can't play it.
00:30:57I got a score too.
00:31:00It started out really good.
00:31:08Why am I scared of it?
00:31:11Just keep your hand inside the puck.
00:31:15Or inside the handle, not the puck.
00:31:40You're doing good.
00:31:41This is horrible.
00:31:42I suck.
00:31:50You're doing good.
00:32:01I don't get it.
00:32:05I don't get it.
00:32:14She said, I'm trying.
00:32:19Keep your hole closed.
00:32:31Keep your hole closed.
00:32:38You scored!
00:32:40Woo-hoo!
00:32:4010 points!
00:32:4210 points!
00:32:43Touchdown!
00:32:45Maybe a point for style for this baby.
00:32:48That's it.
00:32:50One more point.
00:32:52Come on, you can do this.
00:32:53Come on, you can do this.
00:33:00Easy!
00:33:03I don't understand.
00:33:05Keep it on the table.
00:33:08Keep it on the table.
00:33:09I'm a grapple.
00:33:11Oh my gosh.
00:33:13Keep it on the table.
00:33:15Keep it on the table.
00:33:16No!
00:33:21Come on!
00:33:23I have to grab it!
00:33:26Keep your hole closed.
00:33:33You want a player!
00:33:35Good job, one player!
00:33:38And that's a wrap.
00:33:56Mary-Berry.
00:33:58Oh, shit.
00:33:59Oh, shit.
00:34:02Good job.
00:34:03Yay.
00:34:04It's your turn.
00:34:05I'm going to cross.
00:34:05Your turn.
00:34:07I'm going to cross.
00:34:09You'll do great.
00:34:10Take off.
00:34:23Did you see Sharla's?
00:34:24Did you see Sharla's?
00:34:26No.
00:34:27Are you all talking about my legs?
00:34:29Yeah.
00:34:30I got that.
00:34:32I got that.
00:34:35I'm done.
00:34:36Please go.
00:34:38You did great.
00:34:41Oh, my God.
00:34:42Go.
00:34:43They don't matter.
00:34:44Mom, go to first.
00:34:45Oh, my God.
00:34:53You got this.
00:34:59Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, shit.
00:35:02Woo-hoo.
00:35:07It's going all the way up.
00:35:09Woo.
00:35:10Stop.
00:35:13Oh, you fell to my mind.
00:35:15It's going all the way up.
00:35:24It didn't ever land.
00:35:28Oh, oh, oh, oh.
00:35:30Oh!
00:35:46Woo! Strong!
00:35:49Strong!
00:35:51Strong!
00:35:53Sharla's last ball!
00:35:55Let's see who won!
00:35:57Uh-oh!
00:36:00Okay!
00:36:01I got 67,
00:36:04Mary got 73,
00:36:06and Sharla got 100!
00:36:08Show out the scores!
00:36:10Take a picture of it!
00:36:11Bam!
00:36:14So we played a second game,
00:36:16and I won!
00:36:17I got 105,
00:36:19Mary got 60, and Sharla got 75.
00:36:23That was very fun!
00:36:26That was fun, Sharla!
00:36:28What is she doing?
00:36:31Hey guys, it's the end of the night.
00:36:33Sharla ended up coming over for quite some while.
00:36:36Sharla and Mary.
00:36:37Sharla did a fringe braid in my hair for the first time.
00:36:40I've never had an actual fringe braid in my hair.
00:36:42And it sucks that I'm about to go to sleep
00:36:44because I'd love to like keep it in,
00:36:45but I know it's gonna get so messy
00:36:48because I sleep on my back.
00:36:50I mainly sleep on my side, but
00:36:51anyways, I kind of just wanted to
00:36:53talk about something because I know the footage
00:36:55for this video.
00:36:56There's a lot of my body being shown.
00:36:59I know I don't show my body quite often,
00:37:01as you guys know.
00:37:02I really hope people look past that.
00:37:04I just want to let everyone know
00:37:06that I've had an amazing day.
00:37:07I am losing weight.
00:37:08You have to start somewhere besides lose weight,
00:37:10you know? And that is what I'm doing.
00:37:12The lighting here is so bad
00:37:14because I'm using the front face of my camera
00:37:17instead of the back.
00:37:21Anyways, um, hold on.
00:37:24Okay, this is a little better.
00:37:26Um, yeah.
00:37:28Today has been one of the best days.
00:37:29I've had an amazing day.
00:37:31I have laughed and smiled all day long.
00:37:34It hasn't been like that for me in a while.
00:37:36I hope you guys enjoyed this video.
00:37:37I am so exhausted.
00:37:38That's probably why I'm rambling about stuff
00:37:40that doesn't even make sense.
00:37:41It is super late.
00:37:42I'm talking super late.
00:37:44Like past my bedtime late.
00:37:46I'm gonna go.
00:37:47I hope you guys enjoyed this video
00:37:48and...
00:37:49I hope you guys had a few laughs.
00:37:50We have Amberlynn Rae.
00:37:52Here she is.
00:37:53You look good girl.
00:38:02Are you all talking about mom lay?
00:38:03Yeah!
00:38:10Good laughs.
00:38:11Bye.
00:38:18Hey guys.
00:38:20So, me and Destiny are about to go out.
00:38:23Just hang out.
00:38:24I'm not entirely sure exactly what we're doing.
00:38:26Obviously, we're gonna go eat somewhere
00:38:28because that's just what we do.
00:38:29There are so many movies out that I want to see.
00:38:31There is Split, which I've been wanting to see for
00:38:34I can't even tell you how long now.
00:38:36There's Rings that actually recently came out.
00:38:38If you guys have ever seen Ring 1, Ring 2, I've seen both.
00:38:41And then there's Monster Trucks.
00:38:44Oh, yeah.
00:38:44The Space Between Us.
00:38:46Oh, my God.
00:38:46That looks like such an amazing movie.
00:38:49Yes.
00:38:49I think we're gonna see Rings.
00:38:50It just looks really good.
00:38:51And I'm really into like horror.
00:38:54I get scared like really easily though.
00:38:56So, that's a thing.
00:38:56Since Beyonce's having twins, even though I don't care,
00:38:59let's use Beyonce Heat for perfume today.
00:39:02Yes.
00:39:07So, today I'm wearing no necklace because I have these gaudy earrings on,
00:39:11but I'm like really in love with these.
00:39:12Who picked these out?
00:39:14Me.
00:39:14Okay.
00:39:15I think I'm gonna get these.
00:39:16I will see you guys in a little bit.
00:39:17Oh, by the way, Tony, you were like Amberlynn,
00:39:20take that puff off of your wallet because it looks really stupid.
00:39:23So, I just put it attached to my key.
00:39:25I have a Hello Kitty key.
00:39:26And I have socks in my purse from when we went bowling.
00:39:29My purse is a literal mess right now.
00:39:31That's a thing.
00:39:32I should probably clean it out.
00:39:33Okay.
00:39:33I'm gonna go because I keep rambling.
00:39:36We decided to go to Texas Roadhouse.
00:39:40Destiny has been craving some good old chicken.
00:39:42So, let's go.
00:39:47Aren't you a kind soul?
00:39:54Oh, you're welcome.
00:40:01Okay.
00:40:02So, we've been wanting the Costco membership for a while.
00:40:06So, I think we're going to do that.
00:40:11What?
00:40:12Can we just go in there?
00:40:13You just, yeah.
00:40:14You just go in, I guess.
00:40:17We're going to do it.
00:40:18Okay.
00:40:18And then your, your subscribers is just Costco.
00:40:21So, you just go in there.
00:40:22And it's 32.
00:40:23Oh.
00:40:24Alright.
00:40:25Smile.
00:40:25I did.
00:40:28Good job.
00:40:30Okay.
00:40:30So, we just got out of Costco.
00:40:31We ended up getting the membership.
00:40:32So, that's awesome.
00:40:33And the lady who did the membership, she was like, I'm going to look you up on YouTube.
00:40:37Because you had to say, like, what your job was.
00:40:39And I put YouTube, whatever.
00:40:39She was like, I'm going to look you up.
00:40:40So, if you're watching this, okay, girl.
00:40:42You're super nice.
00:40:44So, we just got, I needed some more, like, shampoo and conditioner.
00:40:47So, I got that.
00:40:48I got all this popcorn I wanted.
00:40:50We got some, um, like, plates.
00:40:54Some, what is this?
00:40:56It's for, it's like, for ice or whatever.
00:40:59So, I have to clean the toilet.
00:41:00Some bowls.
00:41:01Some diet soda.
00:41:06And, yeah.
00:41:07So, I'm going to go park the car right where the heck those are at.
00:41:12I'll see you in a little bit.
00:41:17Thank you all.
00:41:17God bless you guys.
00:41:18Have a good day.
00:41:19Appreciate it.
00:41:20You're welcome.
00:41:23If you guys don't follow me on Snapchat, you definitely should.
00:41:26I am raritycat.
00:41:27R-A-R-I-T-Y-C-A-T.
00:41:30I post on there as frequently as I can.
00:41:32Oh, I was getting it last night.
00:41:37I make a fool of myself.
00:41:42Oh my god.
00:41:51Oh my god.
00:41:52I love them.
00:41:53Oh my gosh.
00:41:54They're literally amazing.
00:41:59This was last night.
00:42:01My bestie.
00:42:02I f***ing love you.
00:42:11Yeah, I love Snapchat.
00:42:13Didn't I just see that?
00:42:14I pressed the wrong button.
00:42:16Selfie.
00:42:17Oh, that's today.
00:42:19Destiny was photobombing.
00:42:21I mean...
00:42:23See, I'm good at selfies.
00:42:24Like, if only I looked like that in real life.
00:42:26Just kidding.
00:42:31Yay.
00:42:37Oh yeah, and I was like, obsessed.
00:42:39Because I'm literally obsessed with my makeup today.
00:42:47Anyways.
00:42:55Look at the sky.
00:42:59Looks like it's on fire.
00:43:02Over there, it's like pink.
00:43:04So pretty.
00:43:06We just got out of Ross.
00:43:09We didn't get anything though.
00:43:11Nope.
00:43:13Okay, so we're at the movies.
00:43:15And Destiny has a blanket.
00:43:18Oh yeah, this is what we're gonna watch.
00:43:20Cold.
00:43:21First you watch it and then you die.
00:43:26This cracks me up.
00:43:29I wonder if they're gonna tell her like, no.
00:43:31You can't do that.
00:43:35Destiny had to go to the restroom for my movie theater snacks.
00:43:37I just got some of these Airheads soft fill bites.
00:43:39There's six sweetly sour flavors.
00:43:42I don't know.
00:43:42I figured I'd give them a try.
00:43:44And Destiny got the Starburst gummy sours.
00:43:46Which is shocking because she hates sour candy.
00:43:49So this kind of surprised me.
00:43:52And strangest of all, the night lights up on its own.
00:43:58Yeah.
00:43:59Yeah.
00:44:00Yeah.
00:44:00It's comfy.
00:44:02Definitely.
00:44:02You comfy?
00:44:07Hey guys.
00:44:08So I've been home for a little bit now.
00:44:10I finally did it.
00:44:11As you guys know, I've been really wanting to try it.
00:44:12You know, wearing lipstick and stuff.
00:44:14I feel like I'm going through like a thing.
00:44:16Because I want to get my septum pierced next weekend.
00:44:19I'm pretty nervous.
00:44:20I need to like really think about this.
00:44:22Am I making the right choice?
00:44:24That's something I want to do.
00:44:24Yeah.
00:44:25I just feel like I'm just going through like a thing.
00:44:27Like people always say like when people break up, they start like changing and stuff.
00:44:31And I'm like, no, that's not true.
00:44:32I feel myself changing.
00:44:34And I didn't notice until I was hanging out with Sharla.
00:44:36And she was like, you're so different.
00:44:38Like you're just, you just act so different.
00:44:39And I'm like, like, I guess I am changing a little bit.
00:44:42Not in a bad way.
00:44:43I got two of these Revlon Ultra HD matte lip color.
00:44:48So I am in the makeup aisle, obviously.
00:44:51I really want to like experiment with makeup.
00:44:53And I was looking at these and I just think they're so cute.
00:44:55Like they got me with the packaging and the colors are really pretty.
00:45:00Oh, crap.
00:45:01Hold on.
00:45:01Yeah.
00:45:02I saw this color.
00:45:03It's in matte and it's like a red, obviously.
00:45:06And it's actually called Romance.
00:45:08I really want to try it, but it's like, I'm so nervous to try new things.
00:45:14I'm like super nervous.
00:45:15I got one in HD Romance and HD Kisses.
00:45:20So this will be happening.
00:45:21These are like seven something each for someone who's never really worn lipstick that it's
00:45:26kind of pricey.
00:45:27I feel like if I only use them once and I don't like them, I'm going to be like Sharla.
00:45:31I only use them once.
00:45:32You can have them if you want them because I don't think she'd care.
00:45:34Like we share stuff all the time, but I am super excited.
00:45:37I'm more so excited for the Romance one because it's more so like a red.
00:45:40I'm just excited.
00:45:42And I want to share that with you guys.
00:45:43All our damn old app heads and shit.
00:45:45What?
00:45:47We're family.
00:45:48Oh.
00:45:49Anyways.
00:45:50I just wanted to end this vlog.
00:45:52We're watching My 600 Palm Life.
00:45:53Love this show.
00:45:54Hope you guys enjoyed this vlog and I'll see you in my next one.
00:45:56Bye.
00:45:57Hey guys.
00:45:58So, um, today I'm going over to Sharla's house.
00:46:02I'm going to hang out with Mary because Mary has been staying with Sharla lately.
00:46:07So ding.
00:46:09So I'm going to do that.
00:46:10Oh, today's perfume is Royal Desire by Christina Aguilera.
00:46:13This is another one of my absolute favorites.
00:46:15Literally obsessed.
00:46:16Again, no necklace.
00:46:17Just wearing these earrings.
00:46:18Just a pretty chill day, I guess.
00:46:20And my hair is still in the French brand.
00:46:22I know.
00:46:23It's been on my hair for three days, but girl, there is nothing wrong with that.
00:46:27I have a few frizzies that I can fix, but it looks like it was just done kind of.
00:46:31So I don't really mind it.
00:46:32Whatever.
00:46:32It is what it is, girl.
00:46:34When your hair is as long as mine, it's hard to tame.
00:46:36Hard to keep up with.
00:46:37I'm thinking next weekend, I want to get my nails done.
00:46:40Sharla knows a really good place that she goes to all the time.
00:46:42So I might get my nails done.
00:46:43Okay.
00:46:44I'm going to go.
00:46:44I'll catch up with you guys later.
00:46:47Always has to have multiple drinks.
00:46:49And it's like she had six on the night we had my birthday party.
00:46:51She had six drinks.
00:46:57It's...
00:46:59Good time, good time.
00:47:13And I went over there because we weren't really like out of wine coolers.
00:47:15So I went over there to get me one and finish it.
00:47:17And she said, no, no, these are mine.
00:47:19These are all mine.
00:47:21All these are mine.
00:47:22That's just how I get.
00:47:23Like if I start drinking, like I can't stop.
00:47:25And I'm more like three wine coolers, like some mixed drinks, a mud slide that my mammy
00:47:30made her.
00:47:31I made her a slushie out of one of the wine coolers.
00:47:33So she had that.
00:47:34She had it all just sitting there and wouldn't let me have one.
00:47:36How you doing though?
00:47:45Get your own.
00:47:46Get your own.
00:47:46You're 21.
00:47:47You can get your own.
00:47:48Shut up.
00:47:51Okay, so clearly we're at KFC.
00:47:54Sunday dinner is it.
00:47:55The best meal of the week.
00:47:56Only one little problem.
00:47:58Ever try taking you places?
00:47:59Like church socials, parties, or ball games?
00:48:04Announcing the portable Sunday dinner by Colonel Sanders.
00:48:07He cooks up Kentucky fried chicken in his kitchen.
00:48:10Every piece of that tender young chicken is seasoned in Colonel Sanders' secret recipe
00:48:15of 11 different herbs and spices and cooked to finger licking good perfection.
00:48:20Then packs it up in his handy bucket.
00:48:23All you do is pick it up.
00:48:24Imagine, the best meal of the week travels everywhere.
00:48:27Every day of the week.
00:48:29This is Colonel Sanders and I'm happy to say it's time for another two for one sale.
00:48:35Am I showing myself?
00:48:36Yeah.
00:48:37Okay.
00:48:38We're at KFC.
00:48:38I got the famous bowl.
00:48:40You know, goals.
00:48:41What did you get?
00:48:42Two chicken littles and mac and cheese.
00:48:44What'd you get?
00:48:45I got chicken strips dipped in barbecue with mashed potatoes and coleslaw.
00:48:49Yeah.
00:48:50Was it good?
00:48:51Yeah, but I'm taking the rice for lunch.
00:48:56Hi!
00:48:57Oh!
00:48:58What the fuck?
00:48:59Oh!
00:49:01Why is it?
00:49:03Max, come here.
00:49:05What the heck did that come from?
00:49:08Why are you trying to eat me?
00:49:10Come on!
00:49:11Ow!
00:49:14Ow!
00:49:15Ow!
00:49:16Ow!
00:49:17Ow!
00:49:17Ow!
00:49:18Ow!
00:49:19Ow!
00:49:20Ow!
00:49:21Oh my shit!
00:49:22Okay, so Charla is currently doing, um, what are they called again?
00:49:28French braid.
00:49:29French braid.
00:49:30Are you doing two of them?
00:49:30Yes.
00:49:31So she's currently doing that.
00:49:33And we're watching...
00:49:34Who doesn't even sleep?
00:49:35Magic Mike...
00:49:36Exits it.
00:49:38Yes, Magic Mike.
00:49:41He's pretty cute.
00:49:43Why not?
00:49:44Speaking of cute, there was a, um, a cop stopped us.
00:49:48What was it called?
00:49:49Did he say trooper?
00:49:50No!
00:49:51Like when they have to stop people.
00:49:53A roblox.
00:49:53A roblox.
00:49:54I hate myself.
00:49:55And he was really cute too.
00:49:57Wow!
00:49:58I was like, that's a cute cop!
00:50:01I hate myself.
00:50:02I'm like so annoyed.
00:50:03You have said that already three times.
00:50:07I don't know what's wrong with me.
00:50:09I'm gonna go.
00:50:09Hey guys.
00:50:10So, totally new day.
00:50:11Hi!
00:50:13Here's Mary.
00:50:13We are at Sephora and I'm looking at Tarte Foundation, but someone's gonna come help me
00:50:19because I am new to this.
00:50:21You excited?
00:50:23I don't know.
00:50:25I mean, I already got my foundation, so we're just helping you.
00:50:28Yes.
00:50:29Because I don't really wear a foundation, but I want to start.
00:50:32So, yes, let's do this.
00:50:33She looks fabulous.
00:50:34She looks fabulous without foundation or any other makeup.
00:50:39But...
00:50:40Oh, thank y'all.
00:50:41She's gonna spice it up a little bit.
00:50:43Yes.
00:50:45So, I ended up getting some stuff.
00:50:47It was not what I went in for, technically, but the lady sold me.
00:50:52And I left the place $100 a pour, but that's okay.
00:50:57This is the first time I actually ever really shopped at Sephora, like hardcore.
00:51:00So, I'm super excited.
00:51:01We're about to go and get something to eat because Mary's hungry.
00:51:05She just got off of work.
00:51:06And I will show you guys what I got later.
00:51:09So, I got a Caesar salad and I put a bunch of pepper on it.
00:51:13Yeah, yeah.
00:51:15Yeah.
00:51:15I don't like pepper and that's crazy.
00:51:18I also got like a salmon meal.
00:51:21I'll show it when it comes out.
00:51:24I got salmon and rice.
00:51:27I haven't had salmon in so long.
00:51:28This is my favorite food.
00:51:30Yes.
00:51:32And she got broccoli.
00:51:33I got steak.
00:51:34And steak.
00:51:35And steak.
00:51:35And medium rare.
00:51:37Medium rare.
00:51:38Mmm.
00:51:39I don't know how you could eat a medium rare.
00:51:41I love it.
00:51:42It's a lot more juicy.
00:51:44I don't like a dry steak.
00:51:46Yeah.
00:51:46My steak has to be a steak that you can eat without any kind of like A1, ranch, whatever
00:51:53you put with your steak.
00:51:56Still.
00:51:57It can't be none.
00:51:58Hope you enjoy.
00:51:59It will.
00:52:00You're welcome.
00:52:07Okay, you guys.
00:52:08So this is what I got from Sephora.
00:52:10I just got a Sephora brush.
00:52:12I got some priming.
00:52:14It's a coconut skin smoothie priming moisture by HelloFab.
00:52:18This is the foundation I got in the brand Becca.
00:52:21It is the Aqua Luminous Perfecting Foundation in porcelain.
00:52:24Honestly, this works like a charm.
00:52:26I'm currently wearing it now and I feel like I'm obsessed with it.
00:52:29I guess since it was my birthday recently, I got a happy birthday tart, tartalette.
00:52:36I can't pronounce that, but it's supposed to be a blush and a lipstick or something.
00:52:41I don't really know.
00:52:42Okay.
00:52:42So this is everything out of the package.
00:52:43This is the primer.
00:52:45This is the foundation, which I'm so excited about.
00:52:48I really do love this stuff.
00:52:50And she said, I'm only going to need like the smallest dab per side of my face.
00:52:54This is the free lip stuff I got.
00:52:57It's lip paint in the color birthday suit.
00:53:01So I'm excited to try that.
00:53:02And then here is the blush.
00:53:04I don't really know if I'll ever use this, but you know, I might as well give it a try
00:53:07since it was free.
00:53:08That's everything.
00:53:09Okay.
00:53:09So I really wanted to try the birthday suit stuff.
00:53:12So that's what I have right now.
00:53:14It's a lip paint.
00:53:15It's a lip paint.
00:53:16I feel like it kind of makes me look like I'm dead a little bit.
00:53:20I'm not sure how I feel about it.
00:53:21Maybe it's just cause I'm not like used to it and my lips are so small.
00:53:24I feel like this color would look good on someone with like bigger lips.
00:53:28That's just how I feel.
00:53:29But do you boo?
00:53:30I don't know.
00:53:30Let me know what you guys think.
00:53:31Mary was over for a little bit.
00:53:32So we hung out and just talk.
00:53:34She's engaged.
00:53:34So she told me like the whole story of like how it went down.
00:53:37And it was like the cutest thing in the world.
00:53:39And I was like, what about me?
00:53:40Like I was supposed to be, nevermind.
00:53:42Let's not talk about destiny and the breakup and like everything like that.
00:53:46Like, let's just stick to positive stuff.
00:53:49Like, yes.
00:53:49So many of you are asking though, are you and Destiny still friends?
00:53:52Yes, me and Destiny are really good friends.
00:53:53Like we love each other like that and we're still going to live together.
00:53:56We're just going to like kind of have our separate lives while still trying to have a friendship.
00:54:01Does that make sense?
00:54:02Hey guys, I'm about to go out and hang out for a bit.
00:54:06I just wanted to say hey.
00:54:07As you guys know, I got a new foundation yesterday.
00:54:10I do wear a lot of eye makeup.
00:54:11You guys know that.
00:54:12And I also flop on that mascara like there is no tomorrow.
00:54:15I do notice that me wearing cover up actually makes it to where like my mascara comes like down here.
00:54:20And I have to like keep wiping it off.
00:54:22Do you guys know some sort of trick to making that not happen?
00:54:25Because I just looked in the mirror and I had mascara like right here.
00:54:28And that kept happening yesterday too when I was wearing it.
00:54:30And I'm just like boo, no.
00:54:32I don't want to be like in public and have my makeup running down my face.
00:54:35I don't even notice.
00:54:36Like this cover up was so expensive.
00:54:38I really like it.
00:54:39That's just my only issue with it.
00:54:40So if you guys know how to fix that, let me know please.
00:54:44I've been at Sharla's for a bit now.
00:54:46I was hanging out with Mary.
00:54:47Now she's downstairs doing something real quick.
00:54:49It's storming really bad here.
00:54:51And I'm like ahh.
00:54:52By the way, if you guys are looking at my lips, I do have a cold sore.
00:54:55This happens like every winter when it starts getting really, really cold.
00:54:57It actually happens to Destiny too.
00:54:59And she has one like down here.
00:55:01It is what it is.
00:55:02Hey guys.
00:55:02I just got out of the shower so my hair is wet if you're wondering.
00:55:04And why I'm covering my mouth is because I have a cold sore and it's just not cute.
00:55:08And I hope it goes away.
00:55:09Today is probably going to be another chill day.
00:55:11Hey guys.
00:55:13What do I want to say?
00:55:15Okay.
00:55:15So the frequent question of the day is, does Destiny have a girlfriend?
00:55:20Did Destiny cheat on you?
00:55:21Has Destiny moved on?
00:55:22How could Destiny do this?
00:55:23Oh my God.
00:55:24It's like so crazy how much like people are so invested in Destiny, which I totally understand.
00:55:30Our whole relationship was on here.
00:55:31Everything pretty much.
00:55:32But I do feel kind of weird making this video.
00:55:34And that's why I have not made this video for a very long time.
00:55:38I feel like a lot of people were asking, is Destiny seeing someone else?
00:55:43No, she's not.
00:55:45When she broke up with me, she was very stern and saying she just does not want to be in
00:55:48a relationship.
00:55:49She wants to be single.
00:55:50She doesn't want to worry about anyone else.
00:55:51And she wants to worry about herself.
00:55:53Does Destiny have a new girlfriend?
00:55:54That is like such a popular question.
00:55:56No, she does not have a girlfriend.
00:55:58She does not.
00:55:59She is single and ready to mingle.
00:56:01Ready to mingle.
00:56:02Aren't we all?
00:56:02It's been a little bit that I wanted to make this video, but I wanted to wait for the right
00:56:06time.
00:56:06And I wanted to wait until like Destiny was 100% cool with it.
00:56:09Why she broke up with me or what happened.
00:56:12That whole thing is up to Destiny.
00:56:14She broke up with me.
00:56:15It's more so like something going on internal with Destiny, because obviously I'm not going
00:56:19to sit here and tell her whole life story.
00:56:21Like that's not appropriate.
00:56:23Has Destiny moved on?
00:56:24Yes.
00:56:24Did Destiny cheat on me?
00:56:26No.
00:56:27I believe that Destiny is not that type of person.
00:56:29Destiny is an amazing person.
00:56:30She was an amazing girlfriend.
00:56:31I love her dearly still, but she has moved on.
00:56:34She is interested in another girl and the girl's interested in her.
00:56:38That's not up for me to decipher and to decide and to investigate over and to talk about and
00:56:44to steam over.
00:56:46Like, no.
00:56:46Like, yeah, I cry alone.
00:56:48That's just what I do.
00:56:48Yeah, I do cry about it.
00:56:50Like, it's very shocking because I was her everything at one point.
00:56:53I have just been on a roller coaster with this whole thing.
00:56:56There is just some parts of life that takes you on such a fucking roller coaster.
00:57:06The fact that Destiny already found someone else is hard for me.
00:57:09It really is.
00:57:10We still have a really good friendship though.
00:57:12And I don't want to jeopardize that by like, I don't know.
00:57:17I just don't want to jeopardize that.
00:57:18I want people to know that no, Destiny did not cheat on me.
00:57:21You lied about Destiny cheating on you.
00:57:23I did not lie about Destiny cheating on me.
00:57:25The whole time, I did not think that she physically cheated on me.
00:57:28I did not think that she emotionally cheated on me.
00:57:31It wasn't until recently, she finally was like, yeah, I did emotionally cheat.
00:57:35And that's when I had to be like, oh, wow.
00:57:37Okay.
00:57:37She did.
00:57:38That's not a lie.
00:57:39She finally told me that she did.
00:57:42She was not talking to this girl while we were together like that.
00:57:45Not at all.
00:57:45We were actually all friends.
00:57:46You want to know how I knew Destiny had a crush on Dana?
00:57:50I'll never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever forget this moment.
00:57:53It was after work.
00:57:54Me, Destiny and Dana, we were all friends, but me and Destiny were tapping each other in bed,
00:57:59but she had her eyes on another prize.
00:58:01You want to know how I knew?
00:58:04So I'm good at stuff.
00:58:06Okay.
00:58:07We were playing the whisper challenge at like 1am after work at this truck stop.
00:58:14Okay.
00:58:14Destiny was sitting across from me, but Dana was sitting next to her in the booth.
00:58:19Okay.
00:58:20We're playing the whisper challenge.
00:58:21And I got my headphones in and Destiny's trying to make me say something.
00:58:25And it was like stupid stuff.
00:58:27Like the robot is green.
00:58:28And I'm just like, okay, just stupid, stupid stuff.
00:58:35Or like, I want to build Legos, you know?
00:58:38Then it was Dana's turn.
00:58:42And Dana had the headphones in and I was letting Destiny say a sentence.
00:58:46The first sentence that Destiny said to Dana was, your hair smells like strawberries.
00:58:53And I was like, in my head, I was like, okay, that's not that bad.
00:58:57But why couldn't my hair smell like strawberries?
00:58:59Why did I get some robot stupid thing?
00:59:01Then it was Dana's turn again.
00:59:07And Destiny said, I can't wait to wear your skin.
00:59:12And you write that in the accent, something ain't adding up.
00:59:16That's creepy.
00:59:17They would text all the time.
00:59:18And like, I saw the text messages.
00:59:20There was never any like, whatevers.
00:59:22But I mean, I was like, mmm, I will never forget that moment.
00:59:28I always bring that up.
00:59:29It's funny as fuck.
00:59:29It's definitely ironic that that's happened, but it is what it is.
00:59:33We're still going to continue living together because this is our home.
00:59:36We're both on the lease.
00:59:37This is our home.
00:59:38Like we have made a home here.
00:59:40Just because the home might be broken doesn't mean we should just up and leave it.
00:59:43That's wrong.
00:59:44That's messed up in my opinion.
00:59:45I would not leave Destiny here to take care of all this by herself.
00:59:48And she wouldn't do that to me either because we did get this place together.
00:59:52I'm very grateful that the girl that Destiny is talking to is like understanding, I guess, about it.
00:59:56Her moving on has definitely given me time to breathe, to move on myself.
01:00:02It's been a whirlwind.
01:00:03It's been hard.
01:00:03Me talking about it right now, I feel like I don't even know what to say.
01:00:06Like, I feel like my emotions are everywhere.
01:00:08And I'm just like, I never imagined myself sitting here saying this.
01:00:11Like, I didn't.
01:00:12I never thought I would come on here and be like, Destiny, like, like someone else.
01:00:16Like, I never imagined that.
01:00:17And it's really weird for me.
01:00:19That's why if I'm acting kind of weird right now, I feel kind of weird right now because I feel
01:00:23like I wasn't good enough.
01:00:24I do say that to Destiny here and there.
01:00:26Like, you know, I just feel like I wasn't good enough.
01:00:28And I feel really bad, like, that I had to ruin our relationship.
01:00:31She always tells me, you were good enough.
01:00:33It's a whole thing.
01:00:34It's a whole thing.
01:00:36I guess, you know, when two people are meant to be together, they'll be together.
01:00:39And if they're not meant to be together, then they won't be together.
01:00:40I don't really know what else to say.
01:00:42I really hope one day I can pick myself up and be like, I'm going to go out there and
01:00:46I'm going to date someone.
01:00:47Like, I really hope that happens one day.
01:00:49But as of right now, I don't know what's happening.
01:00:52I don't know what I'm going to do with my life.
01:00:53I don't know.
01:00:54I feel very just like, wow, it's time to take care of myself.
01:00:57It's time to stop focusing so much energy on someone else because that's how I am when I'm in a
01:01:01relationship.
01:01:01I'm very much like hardcore focusing on them and I don't care about myself.
01:01:06I totally just like stop taking care of myself.
01:01:08That's never how it should be in a relationship.
01:01:10You should be with someone when you know that you can also take care of yourself.
01:01:13Actually today, ironically enough, is Friday.
01:01:16Let's hope I upload this today.
01:01:17It's actually been four weeks exactly since Destiny broke up with me.
01:01:21She did it on Friday the 13th of January.
01:01:23That was on Friday and it's been four weeks since then.
01:01:26So happy anniversary to a breakup, yo.
01:01:28Okay, I'm just kidding.
01:01:29I will say though that I have felt tremendously different and better in just like the last week.
01:01:35I don't know if it's because I have amazing friends that I love.
01:01:38I have people I can talk to who are there for me and who are willing to listen to me,
01:01:42keep me company, make me happy and make me laugh and make me realize that I don't need to be
01:01:47fucking broken hearted forever.
01:01:48It's not worth the pain.
01:01:49There is nothing more I can do to say.
01:01:51I need to stop worrying.
01:01:53It's just like, it's over.
01:01:54Like I'm done fucking freaking out about it.
01:01:58I am so done.
01:01:59I just, it's time to move on.
01:02:04I'm so awkward.
01:02:05I'm going to go.
01:02:06Like, I don't know what to say.
01:02:07Like you guys kept asking.
01:02:08So now I tell you, Destiny has moved on.
01:02:10Me and Destiny are still friends.
01:02:11Me and Destiny will still live together.
01:02:13Me and Destiny will still hang out.
01:02:14I will move on and I will stop feeling pain eventually.
01:02:17It will happen.
01:02:18I'm getting there.
01:02:20Yes.
01:02:20Okay.
01:02:21I'm going to rewatch this video and be like, girl, do I even want to upload this?
01:02:24I don't even know.
01:02:24But thank you guys so much for watching.
01:02:25Bye.
01:02:26Okay, you guys.
01:02:27So I decided to do my makeup.
01:02:29I decided to try my hardest to cover this freaking cold sore on my mouth.
01:02:34I had to film a video for you guys explaining like, yeah, Destiny's moved on.
01:02:37Like it is what it is.
01:02:38I didn't really know what to say in the video because I feel kind of like just awkward about
01:02:41the whole thing because everyone's like, Amberlynn, you need to talk about it.
01:02:44And I'm over here like, that's not really any of my business.
01:02:46I also went on you now.
01:02:47I'm going to go make something for dinner.
01:02:49I don't even fucking know what I have.
01:02:51Excuse my language.
01:02:51So I'm going to go do that.
01:02:52I'm dressed up for nothing today.
01:02:54I feel like I've been wearing this for probably maybe a little bit over an hour.
01:02:58So I think I'm going to take it off because I think I want to wear it tomorrow
01:03:01because I'm supposed to hang out with Sharla and Mary tomorrow and like get my nails done
01:03:04and stuff.
01:03:05I don't know.
01:03:05Cause I'm really feeling this color right now.
01:03:07Like hardcore.
01:03:08Okay.
01:03:08Listen, if I ever had to recommend anything to you guys, it's the shampoo and conditioner
01:03:13that I am currently using because my hair has never felt so amazing or looks so shiny.
01:03:20Oh my gosh.
01:03:21And I've literally only used it once.
01:03:23Sharla actually gave it to me because she doesn't like what it does to her hair.
01:03:25But for me, obsessed.
01:03:27It is Renpur Originals Argan Oil, the luxurious kind.
01:03:32Oh my gosh.
01:03:33Feels amazing in your hair and it smells incredible.
01:03:38I have no idea where she got this.
01:03:39So I need to like search online cause I need to stock up.
01:03:43Hey guys.
01:03:43I think I told you guys last night that I only wore this for like an hour.
01:03:47So I'm going to wear it again today.
01:03:48Like no hating, just a sweater.
01:03:50It's okay.
01:03:51I'm waiting for Sharla.
01:03:52I'm going to hang out with Sharla, Mary and Teresa today and I'm so excited.
01:03:56I just need to get out of the house and enjoy my time.
01:03:59And there it goes again with that.
01:04:00Oh my God.
01:04:01I don't understand you guys.
01:04:02Like, am I just not meant to wear freaking?
01:04:05Every time I put on foundation, my makeup goes down right there.
01:04:07I don't understand it.
01:04:08Is it because I put too much eye makeup on?
01:04:10I don't even know, but not here to complain.
01:04:12I'm about to go out and have a good time and just get out of the house.
01:04:16I don't know what kind of footage I'll get, but I'll try my hardest.
01:04:19I really wanted to get my septum pierced today, but obviously I don't think that's going
01:04:21to happen because I don't have an ID yet, which sucks so bad because I got it stolen.
01:04:26So question of the day, did you ever get your wallet back?
01:04:28No, I didn't.
01:04:29Unfortunately.
01:04:29I was at Walmart the other day.
01:04:31I forgot.
01:04:32Baby.
01:04:34Hella just smacked my ass though.
01:04:36Okay.
01:04:36I was at Walmart the other day.
01:04:38Well, how this really happened is I always keep my wallet in the car.
01:04:41That's like a really bad thing.
01:04:43My wallet has everything I need in there, right?
01:04:45All my personal info, important things and such.
01:04:49So I get nervous to just like carry my wallet around because lately I haven't been carrying
01:04:53a purse, which is weird.
01:04:54So I just leave my wallet underneath the seat so no one can see it.
01:04:57And we went to Madison garden and to eat there, you had to have your ID and you had to
01:05:01prove
01:05:02you're 21 because it was late, like on a Saturday night or something.
01:05:05So I brought my wallet in there and Destiny's like, you need to start bringing your wallet everywhere.
01:05:09Be responsible.
01:05:11And I'm like, fine.
01:05:12So we went to Walmart.
01:05:14And so I was being a little smart ass.
01:05:15I was like, you know what?
01:05:16I'm going to carry my wallet inside of Walmart.
01:05:19And I usually don't do that.
01:05:20Fast forward a couple hours later, I'm home and I'm like, where's my wallet?
01:05:24And I was like, oh, it's probably just downstairs.
01:05:26Like I didn't, I didn't think anything of it.
01:05:27Fast forward to the next day.
01:05:29Oh, where's my wallet?
01:05:30After searching the car 50 different times and searching the apartment 50 times, it's nowhere
01:05:37to be found.
01:05:38I left it in a grocery cart at Walmart.
01:05:40So I called Walmart and I'm like freaking out.
01:05:43And I'm like, have you found a freaking wallet?
01:05:46And they keep putting me on hold and putting me to like different customer service people.
01:05:50And I'm just like, oh my God, they didn't find it.
01:05:55So what happened is someone found my wallet and they're doing what they want with it.
01:06:00I had my debit card in there, which I called and canceled.
01:06:03Thank God.
01:06:03My social security card.
01:06:04I know you're not supposed to carry it, but it's just habit.
01:06:07I had my ID in there.
01:06:08Someone's going to fake being me.
01:06:10They're going to have time of their lives.
01:06:11I just wanted to share that.
01:06:12I'm really nervous about the situation because it kind of sucks, but there's nothing I could
01:06:17do about it.
01:06:17I'm going to call Walmart actually back.
01:06:19They said this happened before where people will find a wallet and then just put it somewhere
01:06:23random.
01:06:24I'm like, what?
01:06:25So maybe they found it.
01:06:26I don't know.
01:06:27Oh, well, I'm just going to have to get a new ID.
01:06:28I need a Kentucky ID anyways.
01:06:30I'm just going to have to get a new social security card, but I had some really important
01:06:34things in my wallet now that I don't have.
01:06:39Oh, anyways.
01:06:40It is what it is.
01:06:41I need to get an ID like really badly so I can do things like AKA drink.
01:06:46Goodbye.
01:07:02Are you doing me or her?
01:07:07Both of us.
01:07:15Are you going to show yourself?
01:07:17No.
01:07:30So what colors are you eating?
01:07:32Just black.
01:07:33Are you really?
01:07:34Uh huh.
01:07:34Did you change?
01:07:35I thought you were going to get them on me.
01:07:37I was on one too, but I think it was nice.
01:07:40Are you doing shiny?
01:07:41Matt.
01:07:41Good.
01:07:42Yeah.
01:07:43Good.
01:07:45She's getting a matte black.
01:07:47Matte black.
01:07:49Put it up in there.
01:07:57Goodbye, Amberlynn.
01:07:58Goodbye.
01:07:59We'll show that I have her product in just a few.
01:08:01Two, three.
01:08:04You should look how cute Jarissa looks too.
01:08:06So cute.
01:08:07Show her.
01:08:09Look at y'all.
01:08:10Styling for fun.
01:08:14Is that going to meet y'all now?
01:08:16That's what it means.
01:08:21I don't know.
01:08:23I can't.
01:08:23And me.
01:08:25I can't.
01:08:26I can't.
01:08:29I can't.
01:08:30I can't.
01:08:31I can't.
01:08:32I can't.
01:08:32I can't.
01:08:32I can't.
01:08:34I can't see.
01:08:41And now for the matte.
01:08:51Just watch it.
01:09:14That's so weird.
01:09:18I love it though.
01:09:28I don't want matte.
01:09:33Okay, so I've been drying for a while.
01:09:37I have black all over me, sorry, but I got just matte black.
01:09:40I love it.
01:09:49You're amazing.
01:09:53Let them out.
01:09:55Okay, so right now we are in front of PF Chainz and Sharla is obsessed with this game on her
01:10:00phone.
01:10:00What is it again?
01:10:01Word cookies.
01:10:02Word cookies.
01:10:05Get it, boo.
01:10:07Yeah.
01:10:07Yeah.
01:10:07So she's like obsessed with that.
01:10:11Anyways.
01:10:14And yeah, so we're waiting for PF Chainz.
01:10:17The wait is like over an hour.
01:10:18So we're just sitting in front of the mall like chilling.
01:10:21And the dress is behind me talking to some dude.
01:10:26Goals.
01:10:27Anyways.
01:10:29Yeah.
01:10:30We just walked to the mall for a little bit.
01:10:32I didn't get anything.
01:10:33So yeah.
01:10:34It's like really cold out here.
01:10:36I'm like freezing.
01:10:37Like my hands almost feel numb, but I'm okay with that.
01:10:40Covering my lip because of my cold sore.
01:10:42It is getting better.
01:10:43So that's a good thing.
01:10:44I just wanted to end this vlog right here.
01:10:45I'm so tired.
01:10:46It is 5am.
01:10:48What?
01:10:48Why am I awake right now?
01:10:50Like no.
01:10:51Anyhow, I need to go get some sleep.
01:10:52I will see you in my next video.
01:10:53Love you guys.
01:10:54Bye.
01:10:56Okay.
01:10:56Maybe you don't want to kiss from me right now, but bye.
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