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00:00:06if i come in here and i start crying telling you about a car crash i was in as a
00:00:10kid and
00:00:11in comes the next guy and he doesn't cry he's not emotional doesn't have the stuff to talk about
00:00:16wouldn't you feel like you had a deeper connection with the first guy i want a simple yes or no
00:00:25yeah no i'd say that you probably don't have a lot of trust in women that we are
00:00:29no but it's exactly the same thing here with the guys the one with the most trauma gets attention
00:00:34and everybody thinks he's so deep no that's how it is you can have depth without going through a
00:00:40bunch of trauma you can certainly be reflective and talk about difficult stuff that's being deep
00:00:46i'm just saying there's not a lot of difficult things in my life it's not like you were born
00:00:50and now you're here you've had 40 years of experiences and a wonderful life happen in your
00:00:55life yeah and i want to hear about those things i feel like i'm in a good place in life
00:01:00and that's
00:01:01great i don't want to be pulled away from that what i'm saying is you seem like a person who
00:01:06likes to
00:01:06help you're the one here that's caring and empathetic if i had something i needed help with then you and
00:01:11i would have gotten a little closer into a deeper place quicker and so just because i don't have any
00:01:17trauma or live a troubled life that doesn't mean i'm a shallow guy
00:01:22i don't think i'd say you've come across as shallow to me exactly no but as we talk here
00:01:28i'm kind of worried about how you're perceiving me feels like we're misunderstanding each other a
00:01:34little i mean i want to get to know you more it's not necessary that you share your traumas with
00:01:42me
00:01:42that's good thank you i'm really gonna have to sit down and write and reflect after this yeah
00:01:48definitely i think i need to do it i really hope that i'll see you again soon take care of
00:01:53yourself
00:01:53now will do take care goodbye
00:02:01shit damn it
00:02:06i don't think i'm in her top ranking anymore i mean it's just so hard to compete with somebody that's
00:02:13had a harder life than i have maybe she wants somebody she can put her arm around and help a
00:02:18little that worries me
00:02:28how's your day been my day's been a little weird actually i'm confused i guess i'm just feeling
00:02:35misunderstood you know yeah one of the guys he ended up just painting this picture of me that i
00:02:42thought was way off he made it sound like i was looking for somebody to take care of and that
00:02:48i
00:02:48wanted someone to save or something oof i don't know how to take it it was then you said what
00:02:54we'll
00:02:54talk about this tomorrow i don't know we haven't said we'll see each other again but we haven't said
00:02:59we won't i'll have to think about it i gotta get better at knowing what i need and how i
00:03:04feel focusing
00:03:05on yourself is all you should be doing you are here for you
00:03:10going home this early is really tough that's the worst part it's so damn early and there's no other
00:03:17guys that you feel like
00:03:21today's been a little rough for me i would have loved to have a longer chat with ibrahim
00:03:28but that didn't happen i was thinking daniel for you i mean i thought maybe okay i don't know if
00:03:36he's too
00:03:38big of a personality for me yeah well you don't have to leave now you might as well stay and
00:03:45keep talking to people see where it goes yeah yeah true
00:03:52okay time to go girls let's go good luck
00:04:00i still feel like i've come here for a reason and that reason is i want to meet somebody and
00:04:07if i
00:04:07don't give it a hundred percent then it's not gonna happen it's gonna be okay joanna yes thanks
00:04:14i'm really looking forward to seeing daniel and we'll just have to see how it goes after
00:04:20it's important to me that i feel like i'm somebody's first choice i want to be sitting
00:04:24there feeling like this person has chosen me i just don't want to be anybody's second choice hello
00:04:30hello daniel hi it's joanna is it bank joanna bank joanna or what was it you weren't no i'm mixing
00:04:40everybody up that's not good what okay hold on a sec here i work as an event and sales manager
00:04:48event and sales manager yeah i'm from sydney remember oh that's right you remember me now
00:04:53yeah now i remember you we have the light bulb has the light bulb is on now the first day
00:04:58you said
00:04:59you lived in australia and then uh you'd already moved in then then i already moved to australia yeah
00:05:04right and now you forgot my name yeah but i haven't forgotten i just got mixed up yeah you're 37
00:05:12years old 38 in two weeks so no spring chicken but no but i'm very happy with my life yeah
00:05:20yeah
00:05:22it really does feel like my life is just beginning i'd rather meet somebody who's lived a little yeah i
00:05:29would with somebody who's just getting started you know what you want and what you don't yep exactly
00:05:35that's the thing with this experiment i'm not looking for just anybody to go to bed with i'm
00:05:40looking for one person to wake up with that's so nice to hear yeah it's so funny that you said
00:05:46that
00:05:46because i've always said that i want a partner where i can see myself with that person sitting out on
00:05:53our
00:05:53terrace swing together when we're 80 something just laughing about life we've had so much damn fun
00:06:01yeah and i'd rather live my last 25 or 30 years somewhere like australia yeah swinging in a chair
00:06:09and maybe taking over my aunt's vineyard sitting there with a drink and so live life yeah oh i think
00:06:17live life want to know my last name if you want to not a big deal my name's daniel fjell
00:06:23yeah that'll
00:06:24be tough for us why's that mine's joanna storm you're a joanna storm yeah fjell storm that's so cool
00:06:32we're gonna be stealing that yeah or storm fjell yeah or storm fjell i like it i mean oh my
00:06:39god okay so
00:06:39we're named after different kinds of weather i know that's so great i got off to a bad start but
00:06:45i feel
00:06:46like you're forgiving me yeah well i'm really not that easily offended no exactly you can say a lot
00:06:53before i'm pissed my god that's great how'd i miss this guy because that's what happened but i also
00:07:05think he feels the same way and i think that maybe i didn't start out as his favorite so maybe
00:07:12we're
00:07:13climbing higher up on our like list did it go okay yeah it did it was great it's been good
00:07:21i had fun
00:07:23yeah who was it you can't tell anyone no i won't i saw joanna yeah and it was great
00:07:34oh this is way harder than i thought feelings come up that you can't help feeling they just wash over
00:07:44you i put all my eggs in one basket and it's scary of course i don't think i'll be satisfied
00:07:50feeling
00:07:51anything less than what i do for an yellow can't imagine i'll feel the same for anybody else keep
00:07:57your fingers crossed for me guys this is a big one for me yeah sure you get curious probably has
00:08:04three
00:08:05dates before me maybe even more towards the date towards the dates and a future husband and the future
00:08:11husbands i've got to be honest i've been dying to talk to you all day and thinking about you all
00:08:21night too
00:08:26she will probably go through a whole slew of emotions before she meets me
00:08:32my heart was racing before i came in here today oh my lord yeah this is girl oh wow oh
00:08:40my god
00:08:43every time i walk through the door of these pods i hoped it'd be you thanks
00:08:48you've always been my number one i'm feeling happy about that
00:08:55i'm exploding with thoughts i feel like i'm on the spin cycle and my head's just whirling around
00:09:02i'm having a great time enjoying every day i don't want to narrow it down too soon
00:09:08but i'm feeling drawn right now there's some fluttering with ebay but i'm stressed that he's
00:09:18focused on me in the way that he has i'm all in now man i'm gonna give her my music
00:09:23player
00:09:25i didn't realize there's a song i've been listening to it has her nickname oh i was lying down and
00:09:31i was
00:09:32listening to music and then annie comes on i wouldn't say that i'm all that superstitious or anything
00:09:40but it still felt kind of special guys good luck ebay bye
00:09:49i'm not here to meet just anybody i'm here to meet the one i can see myself marrying
00:09:56if it goes well we'll meet tomorrow and if not i'll go home hey hey hey hey how's it going
00:10:06i'm good
00:10:07how are you i really don't think you understand what i've been through today
00:10:14i mean oh so how was your day it's been good a lot of ups and downs yeah i know
00:10:25but i'm happy sitting
00:10:26with you again i feel the same did you send a pair of headphones yeah there's some songs
00:10:34mm-hmm and there's a little surprise in the beginning okay then i'll turn this on now
00:11:05should i keep listening no no i think it's enough with the first
00:11:12the first track i mean
00:11:17you realize how crazy it is that i had that song i mean no i can't even take it
00:11:25even this is the nicest thing that anyone's done for me
00:11:30oh god it feels good to make you happy of course this makes me happy this is really nice
00:11:36hmm i'm happy to hear that do you like me or what yeah i really do i mean obviously
00:11:44my god i love your laugh it's so great
00:11:50oh my god i'm blushing hard why are you yeah so are you okay yeah yeah it's okay i blush
00:11:56easily and i
00:11:56get red and blotchy whenever i get a little emotional
00:12:03well that's great yeah yeah i get it yeah it's weird how someone can take up so much space in
00:12:14your head
00:12:15think about you all the time
00:12:19what do you think about i think about everything i want to talk to you about when i see you
00:12:25the future what that looks like what do you want the future to look like
00:12:33it should feel like this yeah one thing i was thinking about with you is that you're a doctor
00:12:39and you said that you work a lot could be nice to have somebody that's got the same flexibility yeah
00:12:49but i also find it insanely attractive that you like have a lot of education and a serious job
00:12:56you're a real actual surgeon and that is sexy i just want to i don't know i did want to
00:13:05ask again
00:13:05about you being okay moving to stockholm if i propose then absolutely i like the sound of that
00:13:16me too i've been kind of paranoid only because when you're walking around in the lounge alone for 10
00:13:22hours because everybody else is on a date ebay yeah you're at the top of my list tonight
00:13:44what's this man doing to me i don't know i'm just blown away sort of
00:13:51are you still gonna keep dating the other guys and like no no oh my god honey
00:14:05i'm gonna be seeing angelica today she's amazing i feel like she's came to support me with the goals
00:14:12and dreams that i've got and she also understands that i'm gonna support her with hers i feel pretty
00:14:19damn good when i talk to her i'm feeling really good and i don't think that's gonna change
00:14:24if we just walk out of here together when i walked out of our last date i sort of fell
00:14:35to
00:14:35the floor in the hall hey stop it i just kind of collapsed out there i was just baffled just
00:14:41like
00:14:42how do you even exist i was really glad we had that talk last night i want to bring up
00:14:49something that
00:14:50i have been thinking about i went into this experiment thinking i'd like to find somebody
00:14:56that already has an established career and is stable enough that we can continue to build on that
00:15:02and that's i guess where i'm unsure i kind of get the feeling that maybe you're not quite there yet
00:15:08with
00:15:08that kind of stuff yeah that worries me because i sort of just want to get out of here and
00:15:15just
00:15:15get going i am where i am and i can't i'm not gonna hide anything about what i've got or
00:15:22pretend to
00:15:23have everything i don't have a house home and dog or whatever the saying is no i don't have it
00:15:30yeah that's what i want you want that yeah maybe not right away but but later yeah
00:15:41how do i say this i've just played basketball and now i'm building this i haven't done anything else
00:15:49so i mean if you see me as a man who just talks and will not get anything done yeah
00:15:54i understand that
00:15:55feeling yeah go on this is a leap of faith if i get a family that comes first does that
00:16:03work i hope that
00:16:05can make it work but if it doesn't if things don't happen the way that i see it and you
00:16:11can't get
00:16:12behind my version anymore and we have kids then i'll get a job that won't be an issue i don't
00:16:18want to be
00:16:19like my old man always a musician this is a sensitive issue for me we live really we didn't have
00:16:26it so
00:16:27good with our dad we lived in the basement and sometimes we had to brush our teeth with salt at
00:16:33mom's
00:16:34it was it was a normal life but not at my pops there we were dirt poor i refused to
00:16:40live like
00:16:40that that's why i bought my apartment now because i refuse to end up like that i'm never gonna allow
00:16:46that to happen my family's gonna come first if that helps to explain anything i hope it does no but
00:16:55that well yeah i want you to know that when you talked about your dad it hit me really hard
00:17:02um yeah and that's it's difficult i get it who i am won't be a match for everybody no
00:17:13i just don't want this to be the last time we talk
00:17:20is there a light at the end of the tunnel
00:17:25i'm a little bit conflicted it feels like it would be more complicated to have a life with him
00:17:33than with somebody else who doesn't have the same type of life will i take the easy way or will
00:17:40i take
00:17:41the hard way this is so tough
00:17:53you know his favorite color no oh well but maybe you write it small congratulations
00:18:01camilla and i found out we are dating the same guy ludwig and it's his birthday today so we made
00:18:08the
00:18:08best of it and baked him a cake together but how weird is it you're making a cake together oh
00:18:14my god
00:18:16you guys are so cute but it's also just really awkward oh yeah yeah so ludwig is somebody i've
00:18:26started to have some feelings for from your secret admirers damn my heart's racing goodbye bye have fun
00:18:37i mean it's pretty clear that i have feelings for ludwig i get nervous and happy and i want to
00:18:43talk to
00:18:43him more but ludwig feels like a mystery it's hard to get a full picture what life with ludwig would
00:18:50look like we're both walking up to the altar see you at our weddings we've just been talking about
00:18:58playing board games and sure that's fun to talk about but if i'm gonna get engaged then i have to
00:19:04know
00:19:04more than what board games he likes god damn it are you kidding me i didn't know if it was
00:19:14gonna
00:19:14be okay or whatever yeah damn that's so nice it's a tiny little trivia game yeah it is for your
00:19:22i mean
00:19:23happy birthday by the way oh thank you very much and what a nice cake and everything too i've been
00:19:30thinking a lot about you you have yes that's sweet i'd be kind of disappointed if you weren't the one
00:19:38that was over there when i walked in i mean but at the same time i do get a little
00:19:43nervous there's
00:19:44something that's something that i think i'd like to talk about with you yeah but i'm also afraid of
00:19:51how in this case anyway you what you think about it what do you want to talk about
00:20:02yeah i mean i have adhd yeah i do i have a hard time with it's hard to to concentrate
00:20:15like watch an entire movie and stuff it's difficult for me to be clear in a conversation
00:20:22or in just how i'm expressing myself i'm not gonna say i'm completely impossible to live with but
00:20:30maybe you might need to sort of keep in mind that some things are gonna be a little tough
00:20:37that's why i'm looking for somebody that well just somebody that gets it
00:20:44i get it adhd is very i can i have similar traits so i'm like no stranger to it nice
00:20:54good well i tend
00:20:56to live in the present a lot i think it's hard for me to think ahead i mean yeah that's
00:21:03me right
00:21:04there so i totally get that that's that's good i've come to realize that there are many small dreams
00:21:10and goals yeah so i've been thinking about renting a van and going somewhere to go camping
00:21:17a dream with someone i sort of with a partner you know what i like no i like to go
00:21:25camping aha
00:21:27you said you weren't a nature guy right i did say that camping is still nature so now you're pleasantly
00:21:34surprised yeah what is this you like saunas i love it okay good do you too yeah
00:21:41it's one of the best things i know of you've been out on a run or something and go down
00:21:45to the sauna
00:21:47then you take a bath have a beer break into some potato chips
00:21:51fuck yeah that's so nice barbecue i mean that's perfect yeah that's so cozy hell yeah it is
00:22:05i mean it's starting to feel like i kind of sort of have a little bit of a crush on
00:22:10ludwig
00:22:11it's really weird to be able to feel that way like so fast
00:22:18but i can sometimes be a little quick like yeah sure this feels right and just go for it
00:22:24it's gonna be tricky if he likes somebody else more than me
00:22:27is this a little birthday boy that's right happy birthday happy birthday happy birthday dear ludwig
00:22:37congratulations thank you so much so nice have you been celebrated yes absolutely i have definitely
00:22:45been celebrated cake from secret admirers how nice of you both i've got to say but yeah we wanted you
00:22:53to be happy i really was for sure not another subject yeah do you like board games
00:23:00you know it's not the first thing i do okay now you're making it sound like i'm just playing
00:23:06monopoly every night that is not what i mean you're like i'm a romantic when a roll dies look i
00:23:12get it
00:23:12now fuck me that just seems just that's not good at all i mean like to do it family get
00:23:18-togethers
00:23:18playing some games drinking wine and shit way better you said wine and it automatically got more fun
00:23:24yeah well it is important you understand what i mean i love when the game gets really intense
00:23:32that's fun it gets real you competitive you could say that you are yeah that's funny i mean
00:23:41it's fun that we are both competitive yes indeed when was can i just ask you when was your last
00:23:51relationship um well i guess that depends on how we look at it okay this is actually my worst i
00:24:04totally
00:24:05get it it makes sense that you might want to judge me on this no but i haven't had anybody
00:24:12that i've
00:24:13really called a boyfriend you haven't been in love i've been in love yeah but i've never labeled it
00:24:20boyfriend girlfriend or introduced him to my family no um what do you feel about that is that like
00:24:29how do you feel about me not having a serious relationship
00:24:36i'm thinking that no there's there's nothing that i'm all that worried about or that i feel is
00:24:45negative or anything about that that's nice to hear thank you it was nice of you to share that with
00:24:54me
00:24:54and to tell me it's difficult to know when you've met the right one i have a very very good
00:25:02feeling
00:25:02about you and i just think you should know that
00:25:08i'm scared of being rejected i think in the past i've chosen to bail early on in relationships so i
00:25:14can
00:25:14avoid being rejected at least that is something i'm starting to see and realize now
00:25:26ludwig is i think he's pretty different from the guys i'd normally date
00:25:31i feel like i can let go and be myself around him and he actually sees me
00:25:40now we're talking now we're talking now it's good have you found it now it's good
00:25:46is it real yeah no it's good i have met two great girls i feel too good about both of
00:25:53them
00:25:54i've got royal prince problems i had a really really great date it was great and fun so great
00:26:00shave yourself not that it matters no one can see do you want to read the lyrics i wrote yesterday
00:26:05yeah i'd love to okay oh god i feel like a teenager it's so cheesy but so fun
00:26:15your hand in my hand this is really good i mean come on if he doesn't die when he hears
00:26:23this song
00:26:24well there's clearly something wrong with him
00:26:35i love that i think about her all the time warm bubbly feelings
00:26:44i'm incredibly excited but also i'm not at the point yet where i can propose
00:26:50i won't do it if i feel like i don't want to live my life with this person there's a
00:26:56lot of time
00:26:56left and a lot more i want to find out
00:27:00are you good with kids have you been around babies i have nephews yeah they like you yes
00:27:07when i was young i thought kids were a pain in the ass yeah me too
00:27:11then at some point the ovaries started twitching so you know that's why you're sitting here exactly this is so
00:27:18true
00:27:20i feel like we're a lot alike i mean i don't think i've ever dated a man so much like
00:27:26me
00:27:29i might have written you a little song okay how what how'd you do that i might have wrote a
00:27:37little
00:27:38song last night i'm dying over here but i just got super nervous now it's like wow
00:27:53okay yeah
00:27:57it's okay i need to get it together it's all good yeah
00:28:04i spent last night thinking about the shape of your lips how they smile towards me how they feel to
00:28:12be kissed oh darling wishing you would be here now i spent last night thinking about your arms
00:28:23from my waist when it comes to us i'll never need any space oh darling wishing you were here right
00:28:32now
00:28:33i know i know love is scary but i know love is kind it can last for a minute or
00:28:46the rest of your life
00:28:49yeah i know love is crazy they never knew it was blind
00:28:58come on i mean oh
00:29:09most beautiful thing no come on what the
00:29:18amyela yes what are you doing
00:29:40amyela yes i like you so much i like you so so much i've been feeling very certain you're the
00:29:49one
00:29:49i want to be with yeah for a while now and
00:30:00amyela eckland i'm on my knee now no i don't know if i'm on the right one but
00:30:08i don't have a ring i have a ring but it's not the ring will you marry me
00:30:16yes i will
00:30:25no
00:30:30this is crazy
00:30:34did i hear no was there yes too
00:30:36yes of course i want to i mean
00:30:40i mean a thousand times yes
00:30:47oh my god oh my god i'm shaking i'm so nervous
00:30:54i really didn't think anybody would like a song that much
00:31:00you just asked me to marry you you just asked me to marry you yeah
00:31:05what the
00:31:10what the hell happened
00:31:23i mean
00:31:36i'm getting married
00:31:47i'm engaged
00:31:51holy
00:31:54congrats
00:31:57i proposed to somebody i never even seen and i'm like in love with someone i never met and it
00:32:04feels
00:32:04amazing
00:32:07yeah i'm like i'm so happy and i'm in love with his personality
00:32:12i feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the world
00:32:16and he started to cry
00:32:19then he knelt on one knee and asked if i wanted to marry him
00:32:33i think angelica's gonna dump me now
00:32:36why
00:32:36i think so did you have a date with her no i haven't it's happening now
00:32:48she's
00:32:49starting to find out some things she's not sure about
00:32:53that make her cautious
00:32:56where i am in my life stability and stuff like that
00:32:59and
00:33:01and i get it
00:33:04i need to talk to her i'm so anxious there's like a lump in my chest
00:33:09and that makes it hard to go back in
00:33:11i don't know what i'm walking into
00:33:15good luck
00:33:16you too
00:33:19hello hello
00:33:20hey
00:33:21hi
00:33:24oh this is a lot for me right now
00:33:26okay what happened
00:33:30i couldn't stop thinking about you all morning
00:33:34you're the one i'm thinking about
00:33:37i just want to be with you
00:33:40look you know
00:33:41no
00:33:43i've been so goddamn anxious
00:33:46i mean at no point have i ever had any doubt that i'm your favorite
00:33:53and that you're my favorite at all
00:33:56i'm just saying you've always been my favorite too
00:33:58and it's so weird because of all this emotion attached to it and so when one of the girls came
00:34:06in saying we've chosen each other and i started to think it was you and i nearly died
00:34:15i mean i've longed for you
00:34:18i think about you like all of the time
00:34:22oh
00:34:23shit
00:34:24what
00:34:25yeah
00:34:26what
00:34:27i was so worried i was like is she gonna dump me now
00:34:34i was so paranoid
00:34:35no no no no i was just so scared
00:34:38because everything happened so fast so then it went from that to me starting to think
00:34:44am i too focused to give anyone else a chance but that's how it's been
00:34:48i don't have feelings for anybody else
00:34:52that's just how it is
00:34:54but you i mean i have feelings
00:34:58i'm shaking
00:35:02so for me
00:35:04my feeling is from what i know so far is that you're a type of guy that i've never dated
00:35:09before
00:35:13in a relationship i don't want to have any
00:35:16i just want to feel safe and you come across
00:35:20calm and safe
00:35:23if something were to happen i'd be your greatest protector
00:35:28always
00:35:30that's who i am
00:35:32if someone were to do something to you i would take the person aside and talk to him or her
00:35:40maybe not her
00:35:42it's tricky if it's a woman
00:35:44i mean i look aggressive no matter what i do
00:35:48wait wait you just said i look aggressive no matter what i do
00:35:52i'm big
00:35:55what do you mean by big
00:35:57i'm not a little boy
00:35:59no i want a man
00:36:00no i'm no little boy
00:36:03don't worry about that part
00:36:04i mean when you say you're big i mean like
00:36:07i mean are we talking about height or what
00:36:10okay how tall are you tell me
00:36:15i'm six foot eight
00:36:17oh my god
00:36:23well you're sure
00:36:25what do you mean
00:36:26you want to be with me
00:36:29i told you i want you
00:36:32yeah but
00:36:32i wanted you day one
00:36:34since i walked my way into pod two
00:36:37it was a done deal
00:36:40i feel the same way
00:36:49i feel so safe
00:36:52and certain
00:36:54maybe i'm falling in love
00:36:57this is really weird i mean
00:37:01it's really scary to fall in love with someone you haven't seen
00:37:07damn
00:37:11i mean
00:37:33i've been aching to see you back
00:37:35i'm in love with this man
00:37:37i want to see what he looks like
00:37:38and hold him and touch him
00:37:42i think it'll feel incredible and that it'll
00:37:46only be a good thing
00:37:52the fact that i proposed to aniela that's a huge decision the biggest decision of my life i think
00:38:01i have so many feelings
00:38:04my hands are sweating for the first time
00:38:07my pulse is high
00:38:10yeah
00:38:10yeah i'm used to a lot of pressure but this is
00:38:14i'm gonna
00:38:15see
00:38:16the moment of my life
00:38:22holy
00:38:26we have such great blind chemistry
00:38:29it'd be really sad to see each other and then not hit it off
00:38:38definitely a little concern that when she sees what i look like
00:38:42it won't match the image she had of me it'll be a real letdown if she's expecting thick wavy hair
00:38:48she'll just have to get over it she'll either take me as i am
00:38:52or not
00:39:10oh my god
00:39:28oh my god this is crazy
00:39:31this is so crazy
00:39:32you don't have hair
00:39:34no you didn't ask
00:39:35no
00:39:36oh this is insane you're the one behind the wall
00:39:39yeah i'm the guy
00:39:40same for you yeah
00:39:46oh my god i've been so crazy nervous
00:39:48me too
00:39:51you're beautiful
00:39:52me too
00:39:53i mean
00:39:58damn it's so good to see you
00:40:01i don't have a speech or anything
00:40:03you don't need to
00:40:03no no no say what you want to say
00:40:05i came here as a skeptic and i really didn't believe
00:40:08no
00:40:09but
00:40:10then i met you
00:40:12in the pods i forgot about time and space
00:40:16i really am in love with you
00:40:18i'm in love with you too
00:40:21good
00:40:23so
00:40:25emma and yella ecklund will you marry me
00:40:30i will
00:40:34oh
00:40:34oh
00:40:35yeah
00:40:35oh yeah
00:40:46we're getting married now
00:40:47yes we are
00:40:48hey fuck that's crazy
00:40:50i mean
00:40:51you're out of your mind
00:40:52well so are you
00:40:54oh i know
00:40:55i mean
00:40:57oh
00:40:58oh
00:40:59i mean
00:41:08bye
00:41:09goodbye
00:41:10goodbye
00:41:10okay
00:41:13no now you have to go that way
00:41:14you have to go that way
00:41:15you have to go that way
00:41:17okay
00:41:18see you soon
00:41:19bye
00:41:35my feelings are flying high
00:41:37but i was over the moon meeting her
00:41:40she's beautiful and
00:41:42i'm lucky
00:41:43i want to be with her
00:41:45then i'll be happy
00:41:47my first thought was no hair
00:41:51no really
00:41:52i don't care about that at all
00:41:54he's beautiful
00:41:56oh my god he's real
00:41:59i really have a ring on my finger
00:42:01yes
00:42:02that's so wild
00:42:03i just want to run away with him and then i'll start a life
00:42:21okay
00:42:23is this one of those
00:42:25yeah you just start pressing down teeth
00:42:30i mean i'm so glad you're here and going on a date
00:42:35well thank you
00:42:35let's go
00:42:36hell yeah
00:42:37let's go girl
00:42:38let's go
00:42:39cheers
00:42:39cheers
00:42:40let's do it
00:42:44i'm happy and looking forward to today
00:42:46i'm excited about this guy daniel
00:42:49he's really been
00:42:51growing on me
00:42:52and
00:42:53yeah i want to talk to him more because i'm curious to see if we're a good match
00:42:59i have four questions
00:43:00yes
00:43:01that i ask myself
00:43:02yes
00:43:02the first one is
00:43:04does he make me laugh
00:43:05number two
00:43:06can i see him as the father of my kids
00:43:08important
00:43:09yeah
00:43:09number three
00:43:10can i talk to him about everything
00:43:13and number four
00:43:14does he make me a better person
00:43:17very nice
00:43:18yeah
00:43:19rehearsed or straight from the heart
00:43:21straight from the heart
00:43:22that's nice
00:43:23yeah
00:43:24yeah and that's exactly right
00:43:26can you make me a better person
00:43:28absolutely
00:43:29you'll see the flaws in me
00:43:31yeah
00:43:31i can't sit here and promise to be perfect
00:43:33no
00:43:34but you want someone to grow with
00:43:36definitely
00:43:38that's
00:43:38i can also say daniel that you and i
00:43:40we have similar lives
00:43:43but for me we need to dive a little more into like values
00:43:47we definitely need to dive into that
00:43:49i feel like we've had a good time together so far
00:43:52but we need to do a deep dive
00:43:54absolutely
00:43:55and we can't just have fun
00:43:56you're not talking politics and religion yeah
00:43:57because i'm not religious
00:43:59no me neither
00:44:00so that's settled
00:44:01yeah well i'll say i was confirmed however
00:44:04oh me too
00:44:05but i did it just so i could get my moped
00:44:07but now that i think about it i like to get married in a church
00:44:10yeah
00:44:11it's not important for me to have a church wedding
00:44:14no
00:44:14it's beautiful but i can get married in a vineyard or
00:44:17yeah but
00:44:18on some beach somewhere with my
00:44:19now you and i have pretty good prerequisites for the former now don't we
00:44:23oh well yeah
00:44:26i worked as a wedding planner for a bit
00:44:28oh yeah nice
00:44:29yeah it was fun
00:44:30but planning weddings when you're in love with the idea of love and just want to be married
00:44:35after three years of doing it i felt like it was too much to be around it all the time
00:44:40what do you think it's like being toastmaster all the time
00:44:43ah yeah i totally get that
00:44:45yeah
00:44:45it's just yeah i want to get that love too
00:44:48now it's now it's our turn
00:44:49yeah
00:44:56joanna my new lady
00:44:59i could feel something in my chest today when she spoke
00:45:02i just felt like we were in sync
00:45:04we were we were on the same level
00:45:08but i also need to feel it in my gut if she's going to climb past ellen on the mountain
00:45:17ellen's been number one since day one
00:45:20this morning i was worried that she didn't want to see me again then i saw her name written down
00:45:26and i knew i was meeting her today right in the gut that's it the gut feeling that i'm waiting
00:45:32for
00:45:35but she might be coming here to say thank you for this time bye what can i do but i
00:45:41hope not of
00:45:42that's it for you to tell you the truth i was nervous
00:45:45yesterday you and i had a date
00:45:47where we really
00:45:49i was like well we discussed things yes we did
00:45:52and it wasn't just stuff like oh i love to travel
00:45:56oh i love food oh i like to drink beer
00:45:59but we had a deeper conversation
00:46:01but i don't know what your thoughts are
00:46:03no
00:46:04yeah okay so i appreciate you bringing it up
00:46:07great
00:46:08i think i'm feeling kind of misunderstood
00:46:10okay
00:46:10and i'd say it's really not i guess to me it felt like you saw me as somebody that needs
00:46:17to
00:46:17save my partner or take care of them
00:46:21i'm looking for somebody that i will feel safe with and they'll stand with me
00:46:25who can both push me and take care of me that's why i'm trying to get to know
00:46:31well you because i'd like to know you
00:46:33exactly and i probably got it all mixed up yeah
00:46:36i sat yesterday morning and felt when i'm seeing ellen yeah
00:46:40i really want to show her i have i mean that i'm a deep person yeah
00:46:44with emotional depth and i was like
00:46:46dang people who've been through really tough times have a great advantage
00:46:50that's what i was getting a little worried about
00:46:54me not having any real rough life stuff that you might cry over
00:46:58i haven't been thinking as much about that but yesterday it did lead to some words we i mean
00:47:03yeah it was a kind of discussion moment right well actually yeah
00:47:06and i think that's great because you're the only person that's happened with yeah
00:47:11and it really felt like the air felt cleaner when i walked out of here
00:47:16okay it felt good that we got through all that stuff
00:47:18yeah and that it went well and it wasn't oh we'll end this because we are
00:47:23exactly no it's the opposite of there should be resistance
00:47:27kites take off against the wind it's that kind of thing
00:47:30nice and i need a little headwind even in a relationship
00:47:35someone who says no and puts me in place i feel like you're very good at that sort of thing
00:47:41i mean i can't drift thinking ah ellen's complacent i know where she's at
00:47:45no that's not okay look you also bring out that side of me it's not always a given
00:47:50no i don't think so but i do feel comfortable with it that's great
00:47:55and i've been very vocal about how i see you ranking wise
00:48:00and i know that if for example i come to a new city yeah and go into the first restaurant
00:48:05i see but
00:48:06think maybe there's something better i guarantee i'll always end up returning to the first one
00:48:11but sometimes it's good to know of the other ones i'm comparing you to a restaurant i don't know if
00:48:17that's a great thing well so much for that date i feel super smart now you can add a don't
00:48:23forget
00:48:23what a minus sign looks like listen take out your pen and add a minus for daniel
00:48:32today is feeling much much better i didn't have to mention anything about us leaving the date a little
00:48:38unclear at all he gave me the impression that he does have depth he went home and reflected on it
00:48:46and took it very seriously
00:48:52but i'm sort of trying to stay open to each connection that i have
00:48:57and fabian is an amazing person on paper he's perfect she doesn't want to but i'd still like to
00:49:05get a better sense of whether there's any sort of chemistry or even romance there or if i'm just
00:49:11really inspired or moved by him and also if i can appreciate him for who he is i need to
00:49:17know what
00:49:17feelings are actually there oh my hi what is this wonderful thing we have here
00:49:33you're so sweet for giving me this yeah it says tingly yeah oh
00:49:42thank you so much yeah yeah we had a really nice conversation yeah now that you know me a little
00:49:50bit
00:49:50more what would you do with your partner i feel like we talked a lot about traveling i've been traveling
00:49:58a
00:49:58lot on my own but to do it with somebody is a whole new kind of adventure i think we
00:50:03should do it yeah
00:50:07we could get a caravan and then we could drive all the way from sweden down to cecilia that would
00:50:13be so awesome actually just kind of slow stopping here in there and drink and have your own wine too
00:50:19and then waking up in the morning and smelling that humid summer morning oh man it's so amazing
00:50:30i really want to share that moment with somebody yeah and it seems almost impossible for me to not
00:50:37think ellen could be there i don't want to push you to make a decision you might feel like i
00:50:43am too much
00:50:44no no never never never never think that you're too much okay never no no no no no no no
00:50:51you just
00:50:52can't absolutely can't ever think that you can't ever be too much if it's for the right person you know
00:51:00i mean it's just so i think it's so nice that you show that you like someone it's just the
00:51:08most
00:51:08beautiful gesture thank you thank you you should know i've been waiting for you the whole morning
00:51:16and seeing you yeah and that's the only thing that matters to me right now
00:51:22and that there's nothing else
00:51:32i wish that i could be more definitive or clear and say let's get out of here and drop and
00:51:39drop
00:51:39everything right now so that we can leave but shall we then oh boy okay but i i still want
00:51:47to be
00:51:48completely honest with you and say that i still have a process and i need to explore and go through
00:51:53that process before i can answer that and take all the time you need i'll be sitting here like a
00:51:59little soldier and i'll be waiting for my turn to share with you these beautiful moments together
00:52:15hi oh my god you're kidding
00:52:28it feels so good
00:52:31it's more than just butterflies in the stomach i will show my love to her in every possible way
00:52:37i can give her a lot a lot more how'd it go it went well really well
00:52:43yeah but it's good that she takes the time she needs so that she can feel solid in her choice
00:52:51this isn't a competition i want her to make the right choice for her even if i'm not the one
00:53:00is that it now are you in love after this date i'm feeling pretty strong about it yeah
00:53:06and i gave her some flowers and that made her very happy okay nice we dreamed up a version of
00:53:14what the
00:53:14future looks like together and it feels so real but i don't know exactly where she is in that process
00:53:21you have no idea no clue at all
00:53:26a lot of thoughts now oh yeah oh yeah are they mostly good or no they're good good thoughts good
00:53:32but worried thoughts okay hmm want to come over and vent about it no okay
00:53:42so ludwig you need to cut the tape first yeah yeah i i suck so bad at rapping i thought
00:53:50i was bad
00:53:53i love giving gifts i like to come up with ideas and put together surprises and stuff i think it's
00:54:01romantic feels good is everyone making gifts now no everybody's helping me because i suck at rapping
00:54:08why didn't you ask me i told you i make origami that one is way too big to have nice
00:54:15edges
00:54:18i'm off to go see hana i get all warm and excited and it's just been a really long time
00:54:25since i had
00:54:26that feeling when we talk it somehow feels like we're in the same place what did i get a gift
00:54:33yeah well
00:54:35perhaps you did that's so sweet i hear you opening it so clearly is this also a trivia game yes
00:54:42but i
00:54:43probably should tell you i bought it before this oh yeah so i brought it with me and thought i'd
00:54:50give
00:54:50it as a gift yeah it's funny we brought the same thing so random yeah i know i think it's
00:54:56nice that we
00:54:57have we have like everything we can be chill and happy but we can also we can open up if
00:55:04we want to
00:55:04yeah we have very similar energy we go with each other's flow exactly but
00:55:15what what were you going to say no i feel like the reason that i came here was to find
00:55:20somebody
00:55:21that i well with everything i was looking for hmm you're the only one i can see see that happening
00:55:28with oh really yes you're so sweet i'm a happy guy yeah that's great but you you still get to
00:55:39feel
00:55:40things out and and do what you need to do yeah but i have you know as you can probably
00:55:47guess i have
00:55:48another date today later today and i am gonna do that date i don't want to make a decision right
00:55:57now no
00:56:01is that hard for you yeah i feel stressed and i get like i think am i moving too fast
00:56:06i don't think you are i mean i get scared yeah i really like you yeah i mean same here
00:56:15i i don't
00:56:16know how i can like you this much when i haven't even met you so hold on you haven't seen
00:56:21me i'm
00:56:22kidding no just no i can't say enough good about you well i really do like you too seriously i
00:56:32mean it
00:56:32yeah please don't worry you're ranked very high up on my very long list well hello i gave you so
00:56:42much there what the hell of course you are number one you're my favorite yes yeah you gave me a
00:56:50game
00:56:50yes i did that actually means something that means something and that and it's cute we brought the same
00:56:58gift try to be patient i like you god damn it
00:57:11hello hi
00:57:21hard huh yeah she wants me hana yes but yeah but i'm going on a date with camilla later
00:57:32and of course now i feel hana is mm-hmm she's into you yeah and it just felt so damn
00:57:39good
00:57:39mm-hmm camilla hasn't had many relationships so i get that it'll take time but i get the feeling
00:57:46it'll be a little less serious with camilla it's like we sort of have too much fun you can't quite
00:57:54get a good grasp on the emotional part of it i'd like to get into it a bit more with
00:58:02camilla today
00:58:03i'll try to bring her down a little bit so she's calmer and able to show well to open up
00:58:11a little more
00:58:12wait what something's here oh i didn't know that what but it's nothing oh my god okay i need to
00:58:23explain
00:58:23yeah that's my cologne oh yeah i get it it's my favorite cologne it's the one i'm wearing now oh
00:58:31my
00:58:31god that's nice so i thought you should have a little taste of what i is a great smell
00:58:38yeah it smells delicious thank you you're welcome you're so sweet
00:58:44so i'm wondering yeah is it easy for you to like to express how you feel to talk about
00:58:54feelings and all that i don't have a hard time sharing my feelings when i feel
00:58:59safe but this situation doesn't make it easier easier you worried about that
00:59:09worried about if i can express myself and what that looks like in a relationship
00:59:16i wouldn't say i'm worried but i've been thinking about it a lot but i also feel that it's not
00:59:23that
00:59:24strange because it also depends on what you've been through and your experiences it's like you say i
00:59:31haven't been there before and that it's gonna be i'm gonna think it's scary that's good i will
00:59:42there's no doubt about that at this point and the way i act when i'm scared or sad is that
00:59:50i become
00:59:51i don't know quiet or i shut down my first instinct is to escape i won't run i won't that's
01:00:00not what i'm
01:00:00trying to say but it's just that i'm afraid of getting hurt all i need then is a hug i
01:00:09think
01:00:11but i also feel so safe with you that i can actually talk about this now you're showing to me
01:00:20that
01:00:21you can open up and talk about something like this
01:00:27and i like that and makes me really happy that you're able to i'm looking forward to making you
01:00:35feel safe and calm and that you get something you need and that you haven't gotten before
01:00:43that's sweet i feel most connected to you and i get really excited when i have a date with you
01:00:51hmm you don't get it because you haven't seen me before but i'm sitting here giggling i got shaky
01:00:57because you gave me something and i get to smell your scent i mean it's obvious that i like you
01:01:04okay that feels good no i totally get it and i'm really happy that you said that if you're gonna
01:01:10be
01:01:10my first boyfriend hmm you need to know what i'm thinking i do it's crazy that you could be my
01:01:17first
01:01:17boyfriend ever i mean crazy
01:01:32i was hoping the date would help you're my favorite both said that you say it to them
01:01:39no but i if you have you're on a slippery slope no wait i don't remember exactly i can't tell
01:01:48you
01:01:48what i said hi how are you a gift yeah oh my god no that's so sweet that's weird i
01:02:01got a gift really
01:02:02yeah oh god well then i sort of don't feel up for our date oh wow that's so really yeah
01:02:08actually
01:02:09it's weird should we sit down let's do that god i feel like an idiot now yeah i'm starting to
01:02:16wonder
01:02:17he's been telling me i'm his favorite he never told me that okay everything feels like we've been very
01:02:24real and open with each other and like we've been very complimentary to each other we have such a nice
01:02:31connection and now i just feel tricked and he's been sitting around wanting wanting to be seen in
01:02:37some way and really wanting to drag that out of me he knows we'll be in the same room and
01:02:42you'll see
01:02:43that i got a gift and of course now this is gonna happen what was he thinking i just don't
01:02:51get it
01:02:52i mean are we talking to like a kid yeah
01:02:59he can't really save himself at this point okay boys hey you go nervous big feelings for sure
01:03:10i'm doing this now good luck
01:03:19i found my lady
01:03:24i'm also scared shitless that i found her it feels too good to be true
01:03:29will i be able to be everything she deserves me to be for her
01:03:40thanks for seeing me oh sweetie
01:03:44i'm never allowed to be me the way i look doesn't represent who i am inside no i'm i'm soft
01:03:51i mean
01:03:52i'm like i'm oh please you're so gentle i just want your i just want your love
01:04:02you've got it i want it
01:04:06you already do but there's one thing that i feel and that i have to
01:04:14say to you because i think you are you're wonderful you are amazing
01:04:22but i'm not so sure that i am
01:04:25i'm fighting that feeling it feels like you have all the things i have
01:04:30that i've ever wanted but never gotten
01:04:34and i think that i will be the person i want to be with you
01:04:39i can't be sure because i've never been with someone like you
01:04:44and that scares me because i don't want that to end up hurting you
01:04:50i want to tell you because i don't want you to feel like you have been fooled by me or
01:04:55anything
01:04:56i'm not perfect if you if you choose me you choose an imperfect man
01:05:03but i'm so in love with you and and it's so crazy because i feel like i know you i
01:05:11really feel it and
01:05:18i'm down on one knee no yeah i'm shaking i'm sitting and my legs are shaking so i don't know
01:05:25if
01:05:25i can stand up you don't have to stand up yeah
01:05:34do you want to get engaged
01:05:41yes are you sure of course yes yes please wow
01:05:49this this scares me too because i've never done something like this either
01:05:54but it's what i've needed and it's what i've always wanted so it can't be
01:06:01so it can't turn out bad i think you are so sweet you're the sweetest you are you're exceptionally
01:06:10sweet i just want to eat you up
01:06:15it will come they will come inside wow i have butterflies
01:06:31are you engaged yes
01:06:38i'm so filled with love that i'm bursting i don't know where to go i'm like this
01:06:44when i love someone when i love i said oh my god i'm engaged
01:06:55congrats now we finally get to meet each other i'll try to look as good as i can
01:07:03smell good make a good first impression that's what i'll do
01:07:23my fairytale hope is when we meet it feels exactly the same as it did in pods
01:07:32but i'm kind of scared
01:07:38not one time did i even dare to imagine what she looks like i love the person she is
01:07:44no clue what she'll think when she sees me either maybe she sees shrek i mean who knows
01:07:58i'm feeling really nervous
01:08:05the worst thing i can think of is to see each other
01:08:08and then not have any chemistry
01:08:11and then not have any chemistry
01:08:38Oh, my God.
01:09:08To the unknown, to the unknown, to the unknown, to the unknown.
01:09:38To the unknown, to the unknown.
01:10:08To the unknown, to the unknown.
01:10:10To the unknown, to the unknown.
01:10:13To the unknown, to the unknown.
01:10:14To the unknown.
01:10:14To the unknown.
01:10:15To the unknown.
01:10:15To the unknown.
01:10:15To the unknown.
01:10:15You
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