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Hollyoaks 9th March 2026
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00:00The allegations brought forward are not proven.
00:03No further action will be taken.
00:06Maybe we should slow down.
00:08Tell you, I just want to leave it all in the past now.
00:10You know, these visits are on a lot of force all week.
00:12I look forward to seeing you too.
00:13There's something I need to tell you.
00:15Your dad was raped.
00:16Was mum being weird with you this morning?
00:18How's the doctors? Are you still not feeling well?
00:20No, it's all good.
00:21I've just got a follow-up appointment to the hospital.
00:37I don't know.
01:00Oh, did you hear that?
01:01What? Answer any new words.
01:03What's that?
01:03Yeah, I wouldn't.
01:05Mum, what time's dad back?
01:07Mum?
01:09Mum?
01:11What time's dad back?
01:13About three.
01:14Come on, get to school.
01:16Gonna be late.
01:17I must.
01:17Ooh.
01:35Why does my heart feel so glad?
01:46Why does my soul?
01:49Tony?
01:52How far away are you?
01:58Hey, first day at work, are you okay?
02:00Awkward.
02:02I got through it.
02:03Much like last night.
02:05Things are always going to feel strange.
02:08You know, things will get better, though.
02:09I know they will.
02:10Are you talking about the work or the sex?
02:12Both.
02:16Then, there's a support group on tonight.
02:19At the community centre.
02:21Then you know this, Hal.
02:22I've been Googling it.
02:24Only because I care.
02:26You don't want me to mention it anymore, I won't mention it.
02:29Oh.
02:30It's this guy made a rubber or what?
02:31Can't even touch my toes, mate.
02:39Remind me again why all of a sudden you're becoming a yoga teacher.
02:43Vicky has asked me to help her come up with a personal training plan.
02:46Said that she finds her doing a bit of yoga, so...
02:49All makes sense now.
02:50He's trying to repress a girl.
02:51Yeah, well, now she's not even coming.
02:54She's got some crisis at home.
02:56I don't know what I'm doing with me.
02:57I might just cancel.
02:59I feel well by the someone got hurt.
03:01You can't let everyone else down.
03:03Why aren't you so good little money earner?
03:05No, it's the last for the money back.
03:09Things we do for love, eh?
03:17Weren't we having a rematch?
03:19Let me think about it.
03:20Never.
03:20He's such a sore loser.
03:22You're such an ungracious winner.
03:23Come on, I'm allowed to glow.
03:25I've had a stroke.
03:26A couple of months ago, I couldn't even hold a gold club, let alone thrash me little brother.
03:29Just like the old days, eh, Dom?
03:31I know it's a pit of putt-ton.
03:32It's not exactly the masses, is it?
03:34Hey.
03:35Oh, come here.
03:35Thank goodness you're back.
03:36Have you ever done all that?
03:37Yeah, of course.
03:38I'm just made up to see you, that's all.
03:39You should go way more often.
03:41Right, sit down.
03:41I'll make you the brew.
03:43Oh, I'll get the rest of the bags in, shall I?
03:46Yep.
03:56You didn't have to walk me to work.
03:59No, it's the least I could do.
04:01They've given up my spare room for me.
04:04It can't be easy having me back in the house.
04:09Gemma and Vicky have missed you.
04:11I thought you might go out with them this night.
04:15No, I got the distinct feeling that they wanted to talk.
04:18About me, probably.
04:20And Dylan's come to see his mystery friend.
04:22He was very catchy about that, wasn't he?
04:26Don't know what's going on there.
04:28Nothing bad, I hope.
04:30I'm not sure this family can handle any more bombshells.
04:33I'm so sorry.
04:34That sounded insensitive.
04:37I just meant...
04:38It's okay, miss.
04:39I know what you meant.
04:40You don't need to tread on eggshells, bro.
04:43I just want things to work to normal between us.
04:47Colin.
04:49Hey.
04:50Hey, Miss Buck.
04:52Mate, I'm glad I caught you up.
04:55I'm thinking of trying out a support group this evening.
04:58I thought you might want to go together.
05:00That's a really good idea.
05:01I can't.
05:02I'm busy.
05:04I'm going to reopen the pizza kiosk.
05:06It's time I got back to work.
05:09Don, if you change your mind...
05:11I won't.
05:15He, er, made his official statement to the police this morning.
05:21And now he wants everything to go back to the way it was.
05:25Like it never happened.
05:29But if you don't talk about it...
05:30I know.
05:32He'll lose himself again.
05:39You know, I feel like I've turned a corner.
05:41You should have seen me, Diane.
05:43I sailed around that golf course.
05:44Well, he's not still banging on about that, is he?
05:46Hey, it's a big deal.
05:47I almost feel like my old self again.
05:49Yeah.
05:50Full of yourself.
05:51Do you know what?
05:53I think it's brilliant.
05:55You know, after all these months, I feel like I'm ready to go back to work.
05:58You know, start living my life again.
06:01So come and tell me, what have I missed?
06:02Kids been driving you round the bend, have they?
06:04No, more than usual.
06:06Anyway, I'll fill you in once your Dom's gone home.
06:09I thought I told you Dom's staying.
06:11No, you didn't.
06:12Well, yeah, it makes sense.
06:13It's a long drive and it's nearly dark.
06:14Tony, really?
06:15Well, come on, what have I meant to say?
06:17Well, after three weeks of your wife coping on her own,
06:19she wouldn't mind spending some alone time with her husband.
06:23Something happened?
06:26No.
06:27No, everything's fine.
06:28Don't forget about it.
06:31Tom, how many sugars need you to, you love?
06:34Um, just two, please.
06:36Two, yeah.
06:39I can't believe it.
06:41Oh, poor Donny.
06:42Oh, sorry, I feel bad for telling you.
06:44I'm glad you did.
06:45You all must be going through it now.
06:47You know, we all knew something was wrong with him.
06:51I just didn't think it would be that.
06:54You know, not in a million years.
06:57You know, you've always been there to pick me up off the floor when I've needed it.
07:01And now that you need me, I'm stuck in here.
07:05No, it's fine.
07:07Talking about it helps, you know.
07:10PHONE RINGS
07:13It feels like you only just got out of here.
07:18I'm so sorry, I can't do more to help.
07:21I'm going to be okay.
07:24You've got loads of things to worry about.
07:40Is Dad back, yeah?
07:41Yeah, um, he's upstairs with Uncle Tom.
07:43Oh, you better have presents for us.
07:45You're such a little brat.
07:46I'm only saying what you're thinking.
07:48Hey.
07:50Oh, go on.
07:51Hit me with it.
07:52What have they done now?
07:54I'm actually not here on school business.
07:56Thank goodness for that.
07:57Not that my day could get any worse.
07:59I don't know about that.
08:00You've forgotten, haven't you?
08:02Forgotten what?
08:03Yoga!
08:05Oh, yoga.
08:06Nancy, I'm really sorry, but I'm just not on the military.
08:09No, I feel exactly the same way, which is why we should go.
08:12Come on, come on, it might be a laugh.
08:15You never know, someone might trump doing Downward Dog.
08:18Go on then.
08:19Just wait some, quickly get changed.
08:32Hey, are you doing out of work?
08:35I told them I had a migraine.
08:37Don't use this guy, Mum.
08:39There's a first time for everything.
08:41If you're here to try and persuade me to go to that meeting...
08:43I'm here because I want you to teach me how to make a pizza.
08:54You could have told me Prince was the instructor.
08:56I feel that self-conscious now.
08:58Why?
08:58He's seen you bend over before, hasn't he?
09:00That's it.
09:01Well, the last time he was in this school, he was manufacturing steroids,
09:04so this is his chance to redeem himself.
09:06Oh, engagement party was fun, though, wasn't it?
09:08Yeah, although Frankie did tell us that she's going to leave home.
09:12She's got into ballet school, which is obviously brilliant,
09:14but how's it going to feel so empty without her?
09:17Okay, guys, we're about to get started,
09:19if you'd like to find a place for your mum.
09:21About you, Di, what's new with you?
09:23What's new with me?
09:25Well, Tony's been on holiday with his brother for the past three weeks,
09:28leaving me to deal with the two businesses, or the kids,
09:31in stage four of Iranian cancer.
09:55How are you, Lucas?
10:00Don't pretend to you care.
10:03I know why you want to help me.
10:05It's your way of sticking two fingers up at my dad.
10:08Tell me I'm wrong.
10:11Maybe I blame myself for what you did to Steve.
10:16Learned behaviour.
10:18Cycle of abuse.
10:19I assume these are phrases your therapist uses.
10:23At the end of the day,
10:25it doesn't matter what my motives are.
10:28I can get those charges dropped.
10:32I assume that's why I'm here.
10:34No.
10:38What, then?
10:41Arch your back to an inhale.
10:43I don't understand you.
10:45Not being able, have you?
10:47Well, I went to the GP about something bigger because
10:50they've been spotted and I'm bloated and felt tired all the time.
10:55This lady paints in me abdomen.
10:56Keep it steady and slow.
10:57It looks like they put me in for all kinds of tests and
11:00scans and biopsies.
11:02And out.
11:03And I got the results back yesterday.
11:05All right, now let's get into a downward dog.
11:07Lift your hips.
11:09Straighten your legs.
11:10And get into an inverted V-shirt.
11:12Oh, well, that's disappointing.
11:13Nobody's drunk.
11:15Yeah, you.
11:16Thought you said it was going to be fun.
11:17Yeah, well, that was before you drunk this e-bop.
11:20Now let's transition to an upward facing dog.
11:23Lower your hips.
11:25Sorry, I can't do this.
11:27Okay, so what have they said about treatment?
11:30Him.
11:31It's already spread.
11:34Yeah, it's in me lymph nodes, me.
11:37Me liver.
11:39Chemo's the option.
11:40Know what?
11:41But there's no guarantees.
11:43They don't know if I'll give it more time.
11:46Excuse me, I need a minute.
11:56In case you were wondering, I wanted it to look like an amoeba.
12:03And the final step is the cheese.
12:06And that's a blend of mozzarella and fontina.
12:09But that is top secret.
12:11So keep it to yourself.
12:18You know, after I was raped, I took up painting.
12:24I was terrible at that, too.
12:29But it helped.
12:33I think the pizza were...
12:40It's the way it pretended to be, Mick.
12:42I could put a raise in the last 20 years.
12:44All the bad choices that I made.
12:47I know I meant to talk about it like Dutch it does.
12:53But I can't.
13:00What's wrong with it, Miss?
13:22Hey, Anna.
13:24I'm so sorry.
13:26If this isn't happening to me, it's happening to you.
13:28And you needed me to be strong enough.
13:29Nancy, it's fine.
13:31Come on, it's my fault.
13:32I shouldn't have just let it out the way it is.
13:35The lot's taken.
13:37How did Tony take it?
13:40No one told him, yes.
13:42Diane.
13:43Nancy, I really have not the chance to.
13:47Well, maybe I've just been finding the excuses to put it off.
13:54But Tony's just recovered from that stroke and he's...
13:58Oh, he's in full hope right now.
14:01It's going to destroy him.
14:04It's going to destroy the family.
14:06It's going to...
14:09It's going to find a way to tell him.
14:12No.
14:21Hello?
14:22Hey.
14:23It's me.
14:26How did you get a phone?
14:28Call it in a favour.
14:29You know I said I wanted to do more. So here I am.
14:36So, what do you want to talk about? What trip to South America? What you had for dinner tonight?
14:42Or how many hyenas it would take to kill a lion?
14:46Are you smiling?
14:48Yeah. Yeah, I am.
14:53Dodgers from a different generation. Different time.
15:00Our parents never encouraged us to share our feelings.
15:06Black man growing up in Toxteth wasn't allowed to show weakness.
15:12You had to hold yourself in a certain kind of way.
15:17Thank you. Thank you for wearing armour.
15:23Defending yourself from the constant criticism and judgment.
15:30Outright abuse sometimes.
15:33You haven't spoken much about your childhood.
15:36It was tough.
15:38No worse than anyone else is on our streets.
15:43Racism and deprivation. It's all I knew.
15:48So I suffered. In silence.
15:52Varying my trauma like I was taught.
15:57And then the riots happened.
15:59It was like this explosion of hate.
16:03And you still feel you have to wear your armour?
16:07Right.
16:09Because all that judgment and discrimination still exists.
16:15Well, it's not as overt, but it's still out there.
16:20Especially in the police.
16:22You know, I had to work hard.
16:26Act tougher and be more alpha than any of my white colleagues.
16:30Because I knew that deep down they didn't think I was good enough to be there.
16:35I was the one black man in that room.
16:37And I carried everything and I asked for nothing.
16:47I pushed away people in the process.
16:55You are safe.
16:59To be honest about your feelings with me.
17:04No one is judging you now.
17:09Thank God.
17:19My partner has been really supportive...
17:25..and...
17:27...patient.
17:31But I've struggled to be intimate with her
17:42This might be an overshare but
17:45Last night I had sex for the first time since my attack
17:53It wasn't good
17:56And now I'm terrified that I might never be able to love someone that way again
18:07If I fall asleep, were you still on the line?
18:12Lucas
18:16Lucas
18:21I saw your dreams
18:33Hey
18:35Has Tom gone to bed?
18:37I said it, Pat
18:39Tony, you didn't need to do that
18:41I was just being a grump
19:03I found it in your bag
19:06I was only looking for a pen
19:10It's bad, isn't it?
19:20I've got about six months
19:28It's okay
19:29I'm dying
19:30I'm dying
19:34I'm dying
19:42Oh.
20:12Oh.
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