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00:01Why didn't you tell me about that job in Montana?
00:03I just want a quieter life.
00:05But we are family, no matter what.
00:07Maybe also talk to your parents?
00:09Let them know that you have cancer?
00:10You got into the trial.
00:11Did Nate get in too?
00:12The doctor mentioned this experimental treatment option.
00:15We are a family going through an extremely difficult time,
00:17and I don't think that Nate can handle anything more on his plate.
00:20Maybe we should take some space.
00:23Signing with Bessie Street could catapult your career.
00:25I really wanted to build something special.
00:28And you're willing to throw it all away because some big record label
00:31is flashing dollar signs in front of your eyes.
00:38Tell me.
00:41What do you think is the meaning of life?
00:45It's not what you've done.
00:47It's who you are.
00:51It's your heart.
00:54That's the whole point of living, isn't it?
00:58Don't worry.
00:59It's just going to be good.
01:03To have your heart.
01:04Connect with other hearts.
01:06You do have a storage unit, right?
01:20No.
01:21If it doesn't fit, it has to go.
01:23Well, you get ready to say goodbye,
01:25because you've got a whole lot of stuff here.
01:27Well, I used to have the space, but no income and my astronomical rent.
01:33I'd be on the streets in six months.
01:35How much are they charging for apartments these days, anyway?
01:39It's exorbitant.
01:40Tell me a number.
01:41It's ridiculous.
01:43I'm too embarrassed.
01:44See, now you're just bragging.
01:47You really want to know?
01:48Mm-hmm.
01:49You really want to know?
01:50Mm-hmm.
01:51Whoa.
01:52Wow.
01:53You really are a sucker.
01:55The water.
01:56That's a lot.
01:57I know.
01:59It was my dream apartment, though.
02:00Mm.
02:01Views from every window.
02:03And now my view is a brick wall.
02:07Or if I look at it at just the right angle,
02:10a dumpster.
02:13I'm laughing so I don't cry.
02:15Oh, come on.
02:16Things are going to turn around for you.
02:18I hope so.
02:19Yeah.
02:20I keep telling myself that I am not taking a step back.
02:23Right?
02:24I'm investing in my future.
02:28It's not the end of the world that the fridge is in the same room as the bed.
02:32Right?
02:35Don't say something fake to make me feel better.
02:38Okay.
02:39Say something, though.
02:40Starting over at age 40.
02:43Oh, wait a minute.
02:45I was 41 when I met Brenda.
02:47You never know what's going to be coming next.
02:49At least I try to tell myself that.
02:53Yeah.
02:54Have you seen Nate recently?
02:55Here and there.
02:56I mean, he's not at the bar much these days.
02:58Mm-hmm.
02:59What about you?
03:00No.
03:01Not in a month or so.
03:02I thought you two were dating or something.
03:05No.
03:06Our timing's always been sort of horribly wrong.
03:10Hope he's okay.
03:11I gotta go by the bar.
03:13Maybe you wanna stop by.
03:16Mm.
03:17I probably shouldn't.
03:18It's his turf.
03:20I really want to be in his life, but I just have to figure out when and how.
03:24Just don't hold yourself up alone here in this shoe box.
03:32Don't worry.
03:33That fridge is a surprisingly good conversationalist.
03:36Maybe I'll make myself go for a run in this freezing cold weather.
03:40Look, I got the jet.
03:41I got basketball plans with the guys before I head over to Lumi later.
03:47You take care of him.
03:48Be strong.
03:50Yeah.
03:51See?
03:52Yeah.
03:53Whoa, whoa, whoa.
03:54Okay, Mike.
03:55Bye.
03:56Bye.
04:01I remember being busy.
04:03Oh, hey.
04:04It's five stars.
04:06Okay, you got that?
04:08Yay!
04:10This is so weird.
04:11What?
04:12This, um, new normal.
04:15Still getting used to you being busier than me.
04:21So what's on the agenda today, Rockstar?
04:23Uh, producer session, and then Carrie wants me to meet with some stylists to go over my performance look.
04:29That sounds pretty glam.
04:31You don't look that excited.
04:33No, I am.
04:34I'm just adjusting to this new commercial direction they want me to go in.
04:37It's exciting, for sure.
04:39Oh, my God.
04:40Oh, my God.
04:41What?
04:42Whoa, everything okay?
04:43Okay, I, uh, I didn't mention anything to you because I didn't think it was actually gonna happen,
04:46but Fessy Street pitched me to open for Brandi Karloa on her winter tour, and I guess it's happening.
04:51What?
04:52It's happening.
04:53That's amazing.
04:54What?
04:55Oh, my gosh.
04:57How long is this tour?
04:58Uh, two months, I think.
05:02That's, uh, that's a long time.
05:04Hmm.
05:05Not really, for a tour.
05:06Yeah, no, I know.
05:07I meant, um, for you to be away.
05:09Now you'll finally learn what it feels like to miss me.
05:20And, um, you're gonna have the support you need while you're away?
05:25I'll have a whole entourage.
05:29That's musical support.
05:30I mean, like, mental.
05:34Don't think I can handle being on the road?
05:36I didn't say that.
05:37You kinda did.
05:38I've just seen you at some pretty low lows.
05:40You can't blame me for worrying.
05:42I doubt myself enough as it is.
05:44Okay.
05:45I really don't need you doing it, too.
05:49I feel like you're having doubts.
05:50Uh, I doubt that.
05:51Babe.
05:52I'm being serious.
05:54I'm leaving for Montana in three weeks, and you still haven't made up your mind?
05:57I know.
05:58I...
05:59No.
06:00I'm sorry.
06:01It's just, like, a lot to think about right now, and...
06:02Well, the more you think about it, the more I feel like...
06:03Like what?
06:04Well, like, I'm not...
06:05I'm sorry.
06:06I'm sorry.
06:07I'm sorry.
06:08I'm sorry.
06:09I'm sorry.
06:10I'm sorry.
06:11I'm sorry.
06:12I'm sorry.
06:13It's just, like, a lot to think about right now, and...
06:15Well, the more you think about it, the more I feel like...
06:16Like what?
06:17Well, like, I'm not enough.
06:18Babe, you know that's not true.
06:19That's how it feels.
06:20Yeah, I could say the same thing, couldn't I?
06:21That I'm not enough to keep you in the city, and...
06:22Yeah.
06:23I guess.
06:24I just love you.
06:25I love you, too.
06:26So much.
06:27Like, so much.
06:28Like, so much.
06:29Like, so much.
06:30Like, so much.
06:31I just love you.
06:32I just love you.
06:33I love you, too.
06:34So much.
06:35Like, so much.
06:36I just love you.
06:38I love you, too.
06:41So much.
06:43So much.
06:44Like, so much.
06:45It just, like, feels like one of us has to lose, and I don't want either of us to lose,
06:48and it's...
06:49I know.
06:50I don't want that either.
06:51But this...
06:52This in-between thing is torture.
06:53Yeah.
06:54That's my fault.
06:57I'm sorry, Ed.
06:58Just give me, like, one more night to think on it.
07:02One.
07:03Just one.
07:04Okay.
07:07Thanks.
07:08Okay, it's settled.
07:09Are you gonna lose, sir?
07:10No, Brenda's estate.
07:11And I'm gonna charge you an extra hour for that.
07:12Go ahead.
07:13It's worth it not to have to deal with all that stuff.
07:15You know, why don't somebody tell you about all the business things you gotta go through
07:16when someone passes?
07:17Well, they do, actually.
07:18That's why she had a will?
07:19Wills are so savage.
07:20They let you know exactly where you really stand.
07:21And the worst part is they're not around to see you get pissed.
07:23I hope to God there's an afterlife so my pops can explain some things.
07:40Hey!
07:41Well, we know where Wall stood with Brenda, because she left him everything.
07:46I would rather have her.
07:48Yeah.
07:49Of course, man.
07:52Look, but I advise you to invest some of that money or taxes will come and bite you.
07:58No, man, I don't know what to do with all that money.
08:00Want to invest in some college education?
08:02It's not his fault that you had so many kids.
08:05So what?
08:06Oh, come on, man.
08:07Look, I live a very modest life.
08:09You know, I never thought about making any big purchases.
08:13Give it a think.
08:14We got a little time.
08:15Yeah, we do.
08:16Yeah.
08:17Right, okay.
08:18Hey, look, maybe I'll take a little trip or something.
08:21But for right now, I am going to tear you apart on the court.
08:27Oh, bring it!
08:28Let him do it.
08:29Go, go.
08:30Oh!
08:31Oh!
08:32There it is.
08:33Watch this out now.
08:34Look at that.
08:35Whoa, look at that.
08:36Oh!
08:37Who got the ball now?
08:39Chris!
08:40Chris!
08:41Oh!
08:42Sorry!
08:43Gosh!
08:44I've been here for an hour hoping this is still your rude.
08:46I'm sorry.
08:47For everything.
08:48I need you to know that I know that I messed up.
08:49You saved me.
08:50I, uh...
08:51I, uh...
08:52I will never forgive myself for hurting you.
08:53Uh...
08:54Thanks.
08:55Is that all?
08:56What can I do?
08:57How can I make this better?
08:58Please?
08:59Uh...
09:00Please, we can't not be friends.
09:01I don't even like that many people.
09:02I know you don't either.
09:18Oh, bloody hells.
09:21Come here.
09:22Still mad at you, by the way.
09:25Come on, let's go get a coffee.
09:29Let's go get a coffee.
09:35Hey, Jean.
09:36Hi.
09:38Are those for sharing, or did you bring them just for you?
09:41Oh, I just got this for me, but I can go get you some.
09:45No, no, no, no.
09:46It's fine.
09:47I was just asking.
09:50OK.
09:51That's it.
09:55What's up?
09:56I have noticed you getting annoyed with me a lot lately.
09:59Really?
10:00I haven't felt annoyed.
10:02What?
10:03I haven't.
10:04OK, but it would be OK if you were.
10:07I'm sure you had a way of doing things with your wife,
10:10and living with someone else must be a big adjustment for you.
10:14I mean, sure.
10:16But I have been managing it well.
10:19Of course you have.
10:20I just, I know that we wouldn't be spending every night together
10:22so soon if my building hadn't become a mold factory.
10:25Anyway, they said that I can move back into my place
10:27in the next couple of days.
10:28I am happy for you to stay as long as you need.
10:33OK.
10:34I swear I'm going to lose it.
10:51These expenses just keep climbing.
10:55I know I'm doing my part.
10:56Hmm?
10:57I should have my face on the wall, really.
10:59You should.
11:00I'm working on that wall, sir.
11:02It doesn't matter how business is doing.
11:04I feel like we pack this place most nights,
11:07and we're still in the red.
11:08Uh, is this a bad time to tell you
11:09that my paycheck still hasn't arrived yet?
11:11Of course.
11:12It's fine.
11:13Right.
11:14I will buy one for you right now.
11:15I'm sorry.
11:16It's OK.
11:16I will cut one for you right now.
11:17No worries, brother.
11:18Let me help you.
11:19You already do.
11:20No.
11:21I mean financially.
11:23I just settled Brenda's estate,
11:26and my buddy Al, he advised me to invest in something.
11:32Let me invest in Lumi.
11:34No.
11:35Do you?
11:36I'm sorry.
11:37No.
11:38I meant no thank you.
11:39Come on, Nate.
11:41I'm here all the time anyway.
11:44Let's make it official.
11:45Hmm?
11:46That is a very kind offer, but I got it.
11:52I'll figure it out.
11:53I'm not being kind.
11:56I believe in your business.
11:58You know, I wouldn't even need a title.
12:01Would definitely need free wine.
12:03So if that's a deal breaker in Nate, are you all right?
12:07I feel bad even talking to you about this.
12:33Oh, what's done is done.
12:35I'm sad we're not working together,
12:37but I would be highly annoyed if you didn't
12:38tell me what's going on.
12:40Okay.
12:41Mm-hmm.
12:43I'm going on tour.
12:45Opening for Brandy Carlisle.
12:46It's too soon, right?
12:47Yeah.
12:48What do you mean, too soon?
12:49It's incredible.
12:50Yeah, I'm out of my mind.
12:52Excited.
12:53Um, you know.
12:55Do you think that it would be too much for me to handle?
12:58Oh, God.
12:59I'm so bored of telling you how talented you are.
13:01Oh, uh.
13:02You know where I was a few months ago.
13:04Mentally.
13:05I could barely leave the house.
13:08I see you now, and you're ready.
13:11You really think so?
13:12It's a no-brainer.
13:19Oh, my God.
13:20He has a serious infection.
13:25Now, it's obviously very dangerous,
13:26since his immune system is so compromised
13:28from the chemo.
13:29And they're going to admit him,
13:31so we can monitor him
13:32and administer some antibiotics.
13:34Now, these next 24 hours will be crucial
13:36to know what we're dealing with,
13:38but for right now,
13:39all we can do is wait.
13:41No.
13:43No.
13:44It'll be all right.
13:45Thanks for being here, guys.
13:46Yeah.
13:47Okay.
13:48I'll be back.
13:55Hey.
13:56Claire.
13:57Can I have a blanket?
13:59Ooh.
14:00Can I have a blanket?
14:01I'm sorry,
14:02but you actually can't, okay?
14:04Because your fever's really high,
14:06so warming you up anymore
14:07would be a little too risky.
14:10Oh, you're doing so good.
14:21Hey.
14:22Why don't you, uh,
14:24come and sit down, Chris?
14:25Oh, it's okay.
14:27I'm honestly not sure I belong here, anyway.
14:30Well, let me be clear about something.
14:34Please, come.
14:37Sit.
14:43You do belong here.
14:46And I have no question in my mind
14:48that Nate would agree.
14:50Absolutely.
14:51There's no way we're letting you leave.
14:55It is quite remarkable, you know?
14:58What?
14:59Well, how important you all have become to me,
15:03knowing you for just a few short months, Cindy.
15:17I'm here to talk if you need.
15:18Yeah.
15:20I do need to talk.
15:21I need to talk to Rebecca.
15:23There's no way I can go to Montana.
15:25It seems like a pretty big oversight for you not to tell us.
15:31But it was Nate's decision, and he's an adult,
15:33and I had to respect his wishes.
15:34Not when it's life and death.
15:36They have some connections in the medical community.
15:38We need to get him out of here right now.
15:39Call Bernard.
15:40Maybe we can get a transfer today.
15:42No.
15:43He's staying here.
15:44Claire, we're not asking.
15:45Frankly, I don't care, Louis.
15:47You might have medical connections.
15:49I'm a medical professional,
15:51so I'm going to tell you that it would be a death sentence
15:53to relocate him in the condition that he's in.
15:55He's staying here.
15:57Fine.
15:58You can stay here until he's stable.
15:59With respect, this isn't your lane, it's mine.
16:01With respect.
16:03He's our son, and you two are separated.
16:05Do you know that this is the last thing that Nate needs right now?
16:08But if you want to do something to be supportive and helpful,
16:10then why don't you go and be grandparents for a change and watch Anna?
16:13You're telling us to leave?
16:14I am.
16:19I'll keep you posted.
16:32It's a bit of a fixer-upper,
16:33but the architecture is just prototypical historic New York.
16:37Absolutely.
16:38It's just marvelous.
16:39It's like an old Roth building.
16:41Mom used to be in real estate,
16:43which is why she wanted to tag along.
16:45Of course.
16:46Take a look around.
16:48What I want to do
16:49is I want to make combination music venue and wine bar,
16:53and I think this place is very well suited for it.
16:57I could, I could,
17:00yeah, I could put built-in booths along the windows there,
17:03do diner-style booths here
17:07all the way down to this area,
17:10which leads to the stage right there.
17:16Yeah.
17:18That's the stage.
17:20And then I really want to honor the history of the building,
17:24so the brick that's already here,
17:26just leave that exposed.
17:27Uh, bar would be here,
17:29and then behind that,
17:30we could do the, the, the library ladders,
17:32you know, and do maybe one of those
17:34so that we'd have access to the wine bottles,
17:36to align the walls, because I think...
17:40Sorry. Yes.
17:41That's, I think what I'm trying to say is that it's kind of perfect.
17:44You will need an inspection at your expense, of course.
17:47Hey, Dad.
17:48Yeah.
17:49I got it.
17:50I'm glad you're responding so positively.
17:51It really is a special space.
17:53Yeah, it is.
17:55Um, so in terms of budget,
17:58what are we looking at?
18:00Yeah.
18:01Here you go.
18:02I'm sorry.
18:08This is at my price range.
18:09Huh.
18:10Says the boy who spent half his trust
18:12backpacking around Europe.
18:13Mom, it wasn't like I was on vacation.
18:15I was about to start a business,
18:16and I was doing this on my A program.
18:17Right, right.
18:18So, uh, drinking.
18:20Or getting menu concepts,
18:22gathering antiques to...
18:24So, eating and shopping.
18:30Yeah.
18:31You know, very inspirational place,
18:33but unfortunately can't swing it right now.
18:45Hey, you're awake.
18:51Were my parents here?
18:53They were, actually.
18:55But they left to go watch Anna.
18:57I feel very strange.
18:59Yeah.
19:00I feel very...
19:01Hey, look at me.
19:02I feel very...
19:02Look at me.
19:03It's just the infection.
19:04Okay?
19:05Your body's just fighting really, really hard.
19:07You're doing so good.
19:08Alright.
19:09So, all you gotta do is rest.
19:11Okay?
19:12And take care of everything else.
19:14Anything else.
19:15Sorry.
19:15We'll find faith, so now I pray to Jesus.
19:18Jesus.
19:45I can leave, and it's, I, this doesn't feel real, but it is, and I think I'm suffocating.
20:15I keep telling Nate he's gonna beat this, but I don't know that.
20:28So what am I supposed to do?
20:32Tell him the truth?
20:34And when do I tell Anna?
20:38She doesn't even know that he's here, because I don't want to dramatize her for no reason.
20:44But things happen so fast.
20:54What if she doesn't get to say goodbye to her dad?
20:57And who am I to be making these calls?
21:03I have to figure out when my daughter's last moment with her dad is gonna be.
21:09There's this part of me that wishes I could somehow have warned my younger self about this.
21:20I was so naive when Nate and I got together.
21:24And for years at my job, I watched people grieve their loved ones.
21:32I just never imagined that it would be me.
21:42That's so good.
21:48I cried through all my tissues.
21:52Thanks.
22:07You can have visitors now, if you want to see them.
22:22Attention, passengers on flight 871, with service to New York's Kennedy Airport, we are still
22:44oversold.
22:45Please, line up at the podium if you are willing to switch to a late flight.
22:52We'll go back where we started from, to a field by the sea.
23:01Watching waves without care, where the time might be gone.
23:19I've missed you.
23:49You got Chris's order, right?
23:51Two turkeys, two Italian, and one vegan.
23:54Okay, who's the vegan?
23:55I'm a sometimes vegan. I'm a Beyonce vegan.
23:58Oh, I thought it might be Alice.
24:01Hey, did I tell you that they decided to stay in New York?
24:04Yeah, you know, it's a hard call, but I think it's mature.
24:08Those two can't be abandoning their dreams for each other when they're still so young.
24:12Excuse me.
24:13Really?
24:14Mm-hmm.
24:15I was gonna tell them that it wasn't too late for them to change their mind.
24:17Because when you find love, you should follow it wherever it takes you.
24:20Well, that's easy for you to say.
24:22You met the love of your life in your 40s.
24:24Look.
24:25Oh, look at this.
24:26One, thank you.
24:27Mm-hmm.
24:28I would have followed Brenda even if we met at 19.
24:31Okay?
24:34Well, of course, as a straight man, it's an easy move.
24:38But some of us don't have the freedom to move just anywhere.
24:42Montana is not New York.
24:43Okay.
24:44Sorry to interrupt, but were you just gonna keep talking about my life without my input?
24:49I apologize for Carrie.
24:50That's okay.
24:51You can talk about my love life as long as I can talk about yours.
24:54Oh, boy.
24:57Well, go on.
24:58What do you have to say about it?
25:00Sylvie's amazing.
25:01I agree.
25:02So why do you keep trying to find something wrong with her?
25:04Are you guys serious?
25:05Yeah, well, I'm sorry for caring.
25:08Oh, come on.
25:09I don't know.
25:10I think you guys have something really special going on, and you should hold on to it.
25:14You heard that, right?
25:15Okay.
25:16Okay.
25:17I'm listening.
25:18Great.
25:19Enough.
25:20Onward and forward.
25:21Enough.
25:23Okay, open them.
25:25Surprise!
25:26Uh, oh, oh, wait a minute.
25:31I'm so sorry.
25:32I don't really, I don't get it.
25:34It's yours.
25:36We made the down payment.
25:40Well, you're welcome.
25:43No, sorry.
25:44Yes, thank you.
25:45Thank you so much.
25:46I'm, um, I'm a little shocked.
25:49I was actually trying to save up for something a little bit more modest than this.
25:54You know, you just are already in the process of looking for investors.
25:57Well, now he doesn't have to.
25:59Come on, son.
26:00Take the gift.
26:01It's what you really wanted, isn't it?
26:03So, I mean, it is, but...
26:04Well, congratulations.
26:05You are now a business owner.
26:09Yeah, thank you.
26:11This means a lot.
26:12Um...
26:14I'm gonna...
26:15test out your new wine bars bathroom.
26:18Okay.
26:19Um, it's back.
26:20It's actually this direction.
26:21I got it. This way.
26:22Are you gonna be long?
26:23I got it.
26:24So...
26:27She's great, right?
26:28She is very, very sweet.
26:31And did she tell you she is studying to be a nurse?
26:34She's not marriage material, but there's plenty of time for that. You're still very young.
26:41Ooh.
26:42Claire?
26:43Mm?
26:44Hey.
26:45You okay?
26:46Yeah.
26:47Yeah.
26:48I'm sorry.
26:49What are you sorry about?
26:50I'm sorry for how things ended between us.
26:52It wasn't entirely your fault.
26:53I think it was actually a lot of my fault.
26:55I wasn't exactly marriage material.
26:56I never told you I heard that, huh?
26:57I know.
26:58It wasn't exactly marriage material.
26:59I never told you I heard that, huh?
27:01No, you didn't.
27:02Yeah, I did.
27:03Loud and clear.
27:04I'm sorry.
27:05Hey, I want you to know...
27:06between us it wasn't entirely your fault
27:13i think it was actually a lot my fault
27:17i wasn't exactly marriage material
27:24i never told you i heard that huh no you didn't yeah i did loud and clear i'm sorry hey i want you
27:30to know i don't regret us at all yeah i mean we wouldn't have anna when she's supposed to oh claire
27:43you have always been here for me when you didn't have to okay and i will always be there for you
28:00hi sweetie hi hi oh where's that
28:22where's where's anna right now oh she's with your father okay i wanted to come and visit you
28:28in spite of claire she told us to leave i mean then why don't you leave i know you think you're
28:41helping but you can leave okay i have all the help that i need
28:51well
28:51that's what you really want i i won't stand in your way mom thank you
29:05here
29:16nate really needs me right now
29:20so do i
29:25no you don't
29:28you need me to let you go
29:35i always thought love was enough
29:42but when you want two different things it's it's not i just don't ever want to
29:49stop you from pursuing what makes you happy you make me happy i know i know but new york does it and
29:56that's where i want to be this is
29:58this is my home
30:07but are you sure yes because you would look so cute in a snowsuit oh girl oh i know
30:15oh see the little fur yeah excuse me i i'm still waiting on my mouth like
30:20i just yeah don't worry about it okay yeah yeah continue yeah
30:30i got it you really like pushing this thing to its limits what can i say i like to reach maximum
30:36capacity okay well i guess this is goodbye not like goodbye forever just
30:42bide me being all up in your business yeah i was thinking about um what you said
30:48and there's some truth to it maybe i do have some unfair reactions to the way you do things
30:55just because it's different from the routine i had with my wife that's not fair to you i appreciate
31:01you saying that i can only imagine what it's like for you and i know that it's tough but i just
31:07want you to know that i'm not trying to be some replacement for dana i'm not threatened by your
31:13love for her i honestly think it's beautiful i actually think you two would have gotten along
31:18even though i don't bring you strawberries okay okay okay okay okay i gotta ask now that i'm getting
31:24out of your hair uh what else did i do that bothered you oh no no no no not doing that come on i can
31:30take it so i'm gonna stop doing any of it for the record i'm just curious come on for one this
31:35you won't drop anything until you get your way that's true i won't go on you ask so many
31:40questions when we watch tv i can't tell what's going on because you never stop talking i get confused
31:47yeah because you're always on your phone you can't watch two screens at once
31:51there we survived by the skin of our teeth
32:04okay oh and um you can go ahead and flip the toilet roll back the wrong way yep i noticed
32:13it's the right way you know it's the right way wrong way
32:30oh no nurse intruder intruder in my room very funny i thought so
32:36was the chemo day not today were you sick too yeah but i'm better than you
32:46better than i feel crappy than you when you get out of here i have something for you
32:54are you so sad
32:58i it's all right i don't want to get into it you're just a kid
33:00no come on i'm scared i won't get well again
33:10and that if if this is the end there's a lot that i'm gonna miss there's so much that i didn't do
33:19and i
33:22i wish i had accomplished a lot more
33:26is that too deep no it's just pretty bold to tell a nine-year-old with cancer that you haven't
33:34accomplished much
33:39tell me what do you think is the meaning of life
33:45okay now that bath's deep let me explain it this way what do you want people to say at your funeral
33:51i was charming and hilarious
34:00i want them to say that i was a good dad
34:04yeah
34:08and then i was a good friend
34:12i hope they use a pre-cancer photo on the program
34:14see what it's not what you've done it's who you are it's your heart
34:25that's the whole point of living isn't it
34:32to have your heart connect with other hearts
34:35yeah you're right what's that i said you're right sorry one more time
34:50i said you are right
34:51thank you finn
34:58you're welcome
35:01oh and you know what else what
35:07got you last
35:15oh my god solid food
35:22i know that's my big boy
35:24oh yeah yeah i understand it was on my deathbed but i will crush you after i crush this bagel
35:30i know you're not that strong even when you're well my sir
35:34uh-oh hello
35:35uh-oh why uh-oh usually whenever you walk into a room that i'm in
35:39it's to deliver crushingly bad news so they caught me i am sorry to disappoint but today i have
35:46something good to share spot opened up in the clinical trial
35:52you're in
35:54really yes
35:57that that is that's good news you said good news to me that right but you're still neutropenic
36:03yes dr ross that i know and love it's a white blood cell thing so let's get those numbers
36:08up to a better spot before we travel here then we'll get you to houston as soon as you're stable
36:12enough thank you that's great okay i guess i'm oh my god i guess i'm going to texas
36:23i just wanted to pop by before you left town yeah sure i uh i don't have a lot of time though
36:30i figured you've been so busy these days i got you some things when your dad would go on tour
36:37he always wanted his own blanket and pillow i love that yeah so i i bought you a little travel size
36:43set i also threw in some accessories i thought might be cool on stage i i mean i don't know there's
36:52like no pressure to wear them this is really thoughtful thank you you're welcome
36:57you know i was at the loomy show yes i know john told me you are so weird for not
37:06saying hi but i am really glad you came i was worried it would throw you off
37:13you were incredible yeah yeah oh don't act like you don't know that
37:18i will say it did feel pretty great hey i know i'm a big part of why you ran away from music
37:28and i'm so glad music caught back up to you thank you mom i love you i love you too
37:48you're too quiet
37:55are you broken now
38:02interesting
38:03aww
38:16chateau simon something rouge and it's on me
38:31what's going to be
38:33ballet
38:33merci
38:44oh that is nice
38:45Mm-hmm.
39:00Hey.
39:02Sorry I'm late.
39:04Oh, my God.
39:07Oh.
39:09Oh, we've been waiting months to see you.
39:11What's another ten minutes, hmm?
39:13Yeah.
39:20See you.
39:21All right.
39:22How are you doing?
39:24Forget me, how are you?
39:26I'm doing all right, man.
39:33Come in.
39:35Come in.
39:38Angela, I really hope you're not crying for me.
39:41I'm very much kicking and feeling...
39:47What's going on?
39:50It's Ben.
39:53Is she okay?
39:56Her health took a turn and...
40:01She didn't make it.
40:02She didn't...
40:03She didn't make...
40:06I'm sorry, Angela.
40:07I don't really understand right now.
40:08Because she was...
40:09She was here last night.
40:13Angela, I held her hand.
40:14She was here.
40:15No.
40:16She passed yesterday morning.
40:18Uh...
40:19I don't...
40:21I don't think so.
40:22Um...
40:24Uh...
40:25Dr. Ross came in earlier and said, uh...
40:27That I got a spot.
40:28The one that opened up in the clinical trial.
40:31Was that her spot?
40:32Her parents knew you two had a special bond.
40:33Oh, God.
40:34They just wanted to make sure you heard.
40:35Okay.
40:36Um...
40:37Uh...
40:38Okay.
40:39Um...
40:40Could you get Dr. Brown, please?
40:41Will you get me out of this, please?
40:42Uh...
40:47Okay.
41:02Um...
41:05Could you get Dr. Brown, please?
41:06Um...
41:07Can you get me out of this, please?
41:08I'm not. Did you get me out of this, please?
41:10It'll all be alright.
41:38I'm not.
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