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00:00People have mentioned seeing a man in the woods behaving strangely.
00:14I wouldn't know anything about that.
00:17But actually now I think about it.
00:21The doctor was really funny with me yesterday.
00:25Something was definitely off with him.
00:27He collared me in the hotel bar, and this one thing he said stayed with me.
00:34It was an ordinary violence in all of us.
00:39Sent chills down my spine.
00:41He's the one you should be talking to.
00:57He's the one you should be sharing my face.
00:58He's the one that gets me off right there.
01:07Like, the one you should scream.
01:10The Leg¬
01:11Think in deep thoughts
01:30The deepest
01:32Leave in ten?
01:35Sure
01:41See you later
02:03Have a good time
02:11Thank you
02:41I keep waiting for you to tell me what I'm doing wrong
02:46That's really interesting
02:49Oh, have I just outed myself as someone terribly underconfident?
02:53Your lines are actually very confident
02:55But do you mind?
03:00Not bad
03:01See here how the tilt of the neck creates a line
03:06All the way across the torso
03:08Into the hips
03:11Don't tell me this is your first course
03:24I do at school
03:26It's just a fun thing
03:27I never took it seriously
03:28Well, you should have
03:30You're good
03:31I never saw it as something I could do, I suppose
03:34Well
03:36It's never too late to do the things that you want
03:40Is that actually true?
03:45Yes
03:45My car's just there
03:50Give me your phone
03:52Unlock it
03:57Unlock it
03:58I never gesagt
04:02I never saw it
04:02Don't tell you how you...
04:04I don't think I may haveions
04:05You can take it
04:06Unlock it
04:07goats
04:08I don't know
04:08If you didn't walk
04:09I don't know
04:10I mean
04:11There is too many young people
04:11There is too many times
04:11You want toüğτε
04:12Youtube
04:13And if you aren't
04:14You'll see
04:15Have some foot
04:15Take it
04:16Take it
04:16Where
04:17Definitely
04:18I always
04:19What
04:20Hi!
04:32Bursting for the loo.
04:50How was it?
04:58I'm not Picasso just yet.
05:00Well, I'm sure World Renown was just running the corner.
05:20You can do it in the car, Annie, for goodness sake. Come on. Bloody dark by the time we get there.
05:50Oh, my God.
06:06Oh, my God.
06:24Oh, my God.
06:30Oh, my God.
06:51Oh, my God.
07:54How did you find me?
08:00Mum said you sleep in a car in the car park. Sorting our sit down.
08:08Does she know that you're here?
08:09Are you still playing football?
08:18I'm in the school team.
08:20Have you got a position?
08:21Wherever the coach wants me. Apparently I'm quite versatile. It's actually quite annoying.
08:25Mainly on the left.
08:27What, you're left-footed?
08:29I can play with both, but aye.
08:33I used to play on the left.
08:35Couldn't kick first shape with my right though, so defenders always worked me out.
08:39You can come home sometime.
08:48Have a cup of tea or, you know, use the shower or whatever.
08:53Mum's not usually home till about six.
08:55Do I smell?
09:00Be honest, not kind.
09:03Not so you'd notice.
09:07Gary, that bugger place got a bit funny when we use in the washroom, so...
09:11Does your mum talk about me?
09:23No.
09:31You got good friends?
09:32Yeah.
09:33I know this isn't a dream.
09:46This.
09:50I've got to go.
09:51Yeah.
09:52They give it to tensions if you're late.
09:53Wait, well that, um, well I'll see you again.
09:57Okay.
10:03Maybe next time we can meet in a natural cafe or something.
10:12I can pay.
10:14No, no, you don't have to do that.
10:15It's okay, I'd like to.
10:33I'm gonna pay.
10:50Bye.
10:59Bye.
11:00Bye.
11:00Bye.
11:01Bye.
11:02Bye.
11:02Bye.
11:03I don't know.
11:33I don't know.
12:03I don't know.
12:33What are you looking at?
13:00Look at that.
13:04It's like a clavicle.
13:08Come on.
13:10I love watching you.
13:24You've got everything.
13:36You've got everything.
13:48You've got everything.
13:50Yeah, I have.
13:52Okay.
13:54Have you had an affair before?
14:12No, but David and I had a threesome once.
14:16Man or woman?
14:18Woman.
14:20My idea.
14:21I'm sure it was.
14:22David had just had a fling and I thought it might recharge us or something.
14:28Oh, I was to blame too.
14:30For his affair?
14:31Yeah.
14:32We had young kids and I was a stay-at-home mum, which was sort of my choice.
14:36I resented him for that.
14:38Wait, so you should have.
14:40So I withdrew from him emotionally, sexually.
14:42I mean, what did I expect?
14:44For your husband to keep it in his pants?
14:46Of course he's to blame.
14:47Of course he didn't have to do what he did.
14:49He's not a child.
14:50Neither am I.
14:51It's all very well saying, oh, oh, the man, the man.
14:54But I'm an adult too, you know.
14:57There's a point you have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and saying,
15:00do I want this to work or not?
15:07And do you?
15:16Tell me about this visa of yours.
15:25We have this holiday cabin by a loch.
15:28There always used to be these parties with music, dancing and drinking.
15:35And this woman, Celine, took a shine to us both.
15:38It just seemed to happen.
15:40Have you been with other women since?
15:43I have not been with anyone since.
15:47Apart from David.
15:53Annie.
15:57Annie, come on.
16:13Do you have a boyfriend?
16:21Girlfriend?
16:22No.
16:23Do you?
16:24I have a girlfriend.
16:26Or a boyfriend.
16:27I don't think I'm married to you.
16:38Ask it.
16:39Whatever it is.
16:44Why'd you leave?
16:49I was drinking too much.
16:54I lost a couple of jobs.
16:57It was a mess.
17:00And one grew sick of it.
17:02She said you assaulted someone.
17:04In a town centre.
17:07She said it was quite bad.
17:09Yeah, it was.
17:13Why'd you do it?
17:21This drunk guy in a bar.
17:25I knew him from school.
17:27He used to bully me to shite for being a reader.
17:29And started saying things.
17:34Offensive stuff.
17:37How the people that I was fighting deserved to die.
17:40And I told him to give it a rest.
17:42And he turned on me.
17:45Caught me a baby killer.
17:48So I snapped.
17:50It was like I was outside on myself.
17:54He deserved it though.
17:55For all the things he was saying.
18:00They discharged me.
18:02Dishonorably.
18:03Happy birthday.
18:13Happy birthday.
18:22I found it in a second hand book shop.
18:23You chose this?
18:24I like the cover.
18:25Thought you might too.
18:27Yeah.
18:29Yeah, I really do.
18:54See you next week.
18:57Right.
18:58I'm sorry.
19:19I'm sorry.
19:21I'm sorry.
19:23I'm sorry.
19:28I don't know.
19:30No, no, no.
19:58and if I wanted to withdraw my half of the balance do I need my husband's
20:10permission to access the funds the day-to-day account is in your name but
20:16the savings account is jointly held and requires both signatures thank you
20:28you
20:58I don't know.
21:28Ernie, you home?
21:41What are you doing in the dark?
21:49Your executive function and processing of information will be affected.
22:01Spatial awareness, your ability to process names, faces, carry out familiar tasks, as well as coordination and general physical capability.
22:11There are also hallucinations.
22:13Hallucinations?
22:15It's very common.
22:17Erm...
22:19Have there been any new developments?
22:23Re, erm...
22:24Medication?
22:25Well, there are new developments all the time.
22:27I can send you links to the studies.
22:29But I have to say that the side effects can be quite unpleasant for most people.
22:34And they don't stop the symptoms long term.
22:39How long will I live?
22:41Erm...
22:42Five to seven years is most common.
22:44It could be more.
22:45It could be less.
22:46But the cognitive and physical decline happens a lot earlier.
22:49That's correct, yes.
22:56That walk used to be easier.
22:58Oh.
23:00Steep that section of path.
23:03Never used to struggle with it.
23:05No, but...
23:14Quite a drop, though.
23:15Well, it's a good job I caught you.
23:17I might say something to those, er...
23:33You know...
23:35The poles in the cabin making the noise.
23:38I just think it's not on.
23:40Yeah, you said.
23:41Well, I'm saying it again.
23:42You get so angry with me.
23:48Not angry.
23:49How's that angry?
23:50What do you call it, then?
23:53Irritation.
23:54Well, you're irritated a lot.
23:59I think you should go to Costa Rica.
24:03You can't even get up a hill.
24:05How are you going to manage that?
24:07I didn't mean with me.
24:09But what would be the point in that?
24:15After I'm gone.
24:17We always said we'd go.
24:18I'd like you to.
24:19When I'm gone.
24:20I'm not talking about that.
24:21Well, I'm...
24:22I'm just saying...
24:23I said we're not talking about that!
24:24Stupid conversation!
24:25Shit!
24:26Now I've stoned this!
24:39I'm just popping out.
24:42I'm just popping out.
24:44Come here.
24:54You are always so beautiful.
24:58You still are.
25:04Silly boy.
25:05Mm-hmm.
25:18Annie.
25:21Annie!
25:23What?
25:25It's me, David.
25:26Your husband.
25:30I know exactly who you are.
25:35Oh, this one's for you.
25:39Someone's got a handwriting just like yours.
25:42It's your signature across the seal.
25:43What is this?
25:44Can I have it?
25:46Why are you writing to yourself?
25:48I need you to listen and not interrupt.
25:51Will you do that?
25:52Okay, it's a letter laying out my wishes while I still have the clarity to do that.
26:02So that in the future there's no doubt as to my intentions.
26:07What do you mean intentions?
26:10Annie.
26:13I don't want to see things out.
26:15I don't want the decline.
26:16I'll care for you.
26:26Oh, David.
26:29Other people may want that.
26:30I don't.
26:35No, no, no, no.
26:36It's not open now.
26:38No, David, please don't.
26:41David.
26:42I mean, this is absurd.
26:51It's a criminal act.
26:52No, I'm not asking you to help.
26:54You're fine.
26:56For how long, Bob?
26:58No, we're not doing this.
26:59Oh, David.
27:00No!
27:01No, no, no!
27:02We do not talk about this ever again.
27:03Ever again!
27:04No!
27:05No!
27:06Live it, live it, live it!
27:09Go on.
27:10Walk away.
27:12Like you always do.
27:14David.
27:22David?
27:23David?
27:24David?
27:40Oh, well.
27:41I'm not.
27:54Maybe.
27:55I'll hang out.
27:57Yeah.
27:58I bet you've been inside.
27:59Oh, boy.
28:00I don't know.
28:01So, let's go.
28:02No, there's a man.
28:03Okay?
28:04I don't know.
28:05You've got a fire.
28:06Yeah, he's got a fire.
28:07I don't know.
28:08I've been getting confused over simple things, getting lost, small things, you know.
28:33My balance is okay, but I'll have the odd moment. I'm fine for now, but it'll get worse.
28:43How long does it take to progress?
28:46A year or two, possibly more.
28:51But is there a cure that you can try?
28:55Well, the short answer is no.
29:00If I were to divorce David, then I would be entitled to him.
29:05I mean, I don't know how much.
29:08I know we talked about being together, but I won't hold you to that.
29:17This doesn't change anything for me.
29:21Don't say that because it does.
29:24Not for me.
29:26I mean it with you.
29:29All the way.
29:32Whatever it takes.
29:34You tell your girlfriend to butt out when things don't involve her.
29:46What, because men should tell women what to do, is that it?
29:49Oh, don't give me that shite.
29:51Oh, don't give me that shite.
29:52Oh, don't give me that shite.
29:56That bloody roundabout's still closed.
30:21still closed it's an absolute nightmare can we talk yeah just let me get the
30:26rest of this stuff in is everything okay yeah
30:31can we sit just get this frozen stuff in the freezer
30:50you have to get that
31:00hello I've just been thinking about is a doctor oh do you want me to speak to them
31:16I need more time but I need to think this through
31:25I thought you already had I'm just saying hold off on any big conversations I understand
31:34I'm hanging up I'll call you no that's not going to be necessary
31:43oh well yeah yeah they were just offering me some free counseling I said no
31:52oh
31:54yeah yeah yeah
31:59oh
32:01oh
32:03oh
32:10oh
32:14oh
32:16I don't know.
32:46I don't know.
33:16I don't know.
33:46I don't know.
34:16I remember that look from our wedding day, hopeful and frightened at the same time.
34:32I promise we made to love each other, to be faithful.
34:38I regret my affair with every fibre of my being.
34:46Do you, though?
34:49Because I don't regret mine.
34:50Yeah, that class.
34:58That guy with the facial stylings.
35:03Are you leaving me?
35:13I would have done.
35:17But then Deborah was not the person I thought she was.
35:25I mean, I had no idea.
35:27I know.
35:28And I felt quite offended by that.
35:30You thought it was just you who has a big, complicated feeling.
35:37You were the one deciding if you were going to stay with me.
35:40Never once occurred to you that I have a life inside here you don't have access to.
35:45I don't deserve you.
35:51I don't care.
35:53Because I'm what you've got.
35:55Not your idea of me.
35:58Not what you think I want.
36:00It's just what I actually want.
36:02What do you want?
36:15Is that what I think it is?
36:24I take full responsibility.
36:29I want it to be here.
36:30With memories.
36:33With you.
36:35Is that selfish?
36:41No, I can't let you do this.
36:42Oh, well.
36:44If you don't, I'll find another way.
36:45That'll be worse.
36:46You know I will.
36:52No.
36:53No, wait.
36:53Let me.
36:54Let me, please.
36:55David, I can't.
36:56I don't want you to get in trouble.
36:58Everything that I have ever done has been about me.
37:00I'll be fine.
37:06I'll, um...
37:09I'll mix it in with some, uh...
37:13I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
37:16I'll mix it in with some hot tea.
37:17No, no, no, no.
37:47Hey.
37:50You okay?
37:59What did you see in the bathroom?
38:17Why won't you tell me?
38:28Nothing. I didn't see anything.
38:31Really?
38:33What the fuck are you asking questions for anyway?
38:36What are you even doing here? Go! Go!
38:40You can't be near me!
38:42Why?
38:43Because I'm dangerous. I'm not safe to be around. Why can't you get that into your head?
39:04Don't come close to me.
39:06Don't come close to me!
39:13Don't come close to me!
39:15Don't come close to me!
39:23Come here.
39:24Don't come close to me!
39:34That was my daughter I saw in the body.
39:38I was afraid of the love that she showed me.
39:41What it might open in me.
39:43So I left.
39:45Just like when she was little.
39:47Twice now.
39:51Twice I've left her.
39:53She'd still want to see you.
39:56If you explain.
40:05I don't think people are as capable of change as you think they are.
40:16A biscuit.
40:26You don't want to get them mixed up now, eh?
40:28You don't want to stop now, eh?
40:44How much sugar?
40:45Things that make up a life.
40:56Things that make up a life.
41:15What a good one!
41:17allah.
41:20You're a good man.
41:50One minute you're the center of the universe, the next.
42:19You may as well not be there, but nothing we do is ever lost.
43:01You may as well not be there.
43:13The scream that came from that poor woman.
43:25I think I might hear not until I die.
43:41You may as well be there.
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