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00:00Music
00:24Charlie, look at you! You're beautiful!
00:26Don't get any closer! Stay there!
00:32Tommy! Tommy!
00:34Oh God!
00:36Tommy!
00:38Don't worry, I ain't saying.
00:40I said you were going to nick Alfie's cash card.
00:42You liar!
00:44Takes one to know one.
00:46Did I do alright, Mark?
00:48Tommy, do you feel alright?
00:50Do you feel alright?
00:52She's in trouble, we need to help her.
00:54She's in trouble.
00:56I don't need your help. I'm getting a taxi.
00:58I've got a minute. Listen, no, I haven't seen you for years.
01:00Just...
01:02Just go inside, Jenna.
01:04You're soaked!
01:06She's skin. I had to pay for the cab.
01:12Listen, listen, give us a minute.
01:14Give us a minute.
01:16Come on.
01:18Tommy!
01:20Listen.
01:22I love you.
01:23I love you too.
01:24What?
01:25Come on, come on.
01:26Come on, come on.
01:27Come on, come on, come on.
01:28Come on, come on, come on.
01:29Come on, come on, come on.
01:30Come on, come on, come on, come on.
01:31Come on, come on, come on.
01:32I'll give you all the gifts you need.
01:33You can get a cab to wherever you want to go.
01:34Alright?
01:35I promise you.
01:36But please, you just...
01:38just come in and...
01:39take your eye off, yeah?
01:41Please?
01:42You've got little brothers in there that want to meet you.
01:45Yeah?
01:46They want to be their big sister.
01:47Yeah?
01:48Please.
01:49Yeah.
01:50They'd love to meet their big sister.
01:52Yeah?
01:53Please.
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02:43How long have you had him?
02:44You should have called 999, you stupid boy.
02:47I was trying to do the right thing before some kid found his shot sign.
02:49How am I the stupid one?
02:50Because it's five years for a firearms possession.
02:54Five?
02:54Yeah.
02:55And now you've implicated me.
02:58I'm sorry, but I can't go back to Young Offenders.
03:00I hated it in there.
03:02Look, I know you think I'm a wrong one,
03:04but I'm not, I promise.
03:06Look, I try and do the right thing,
03:07but I get overexcited, and then I get overwhelmed,
03:10and then you're holding a gun under the stairs.
03:13You know what? I'm so proud of you earlier.
03:17What you did to Yolandi and Patrick there,
03:19and it was beautiful.
03:20Were you?
03:20Yeah.
03:22And how can a creative, capable young man do this?
03:28I just, I don't understand.
03:32I love the eyes.
03:37I'll tell you.
03:39I've got to keep this safe tonight.
03:41I'll try and find a way to explain a gun at the station tomorrow.
03:52Thanks, Uncle Jack.
03:53Where is it, then?
04:03The safe?
04:04Drawing off a bit first, Jean.
04:10What, do you want to die of hyperthermia?
04:16I'll make us a cuppa.
04:18Yeah, when we're supper a bit.
04:18I wanted to get one of those boiling tap things,
04:45but Alfie said they're a waste of money.
04:47Says the man who ain't made a cuppa since his nan had died, eh?
04:50Landed on your feet, then.
04:53I'm a career woman now.
04:55Proper grafter.
04:56You?
04:56You ain't lasted five minutes in a job before you got done for thieving or sleeping with the boss.
05:02Yeah, I was a nightmare, wasn't I, eh?
05:04Used to drive mum and dad wild.
05:07But, um, I've grown up.
05:09I'm married.
05:11Got three boys.
05:13Responsibilities.
05:14Better late than never.
05:16I'm a good mum now.
05:18If you stick around long enough, you'll find out.
05:21That white Tommy ran away.
05:25He's a teenage boy.
05:27It's hard for him.
05:28The world's gone mad and they're just trying to make sense of it all.
05:31Nah, there's nothing worse than having you as a mum.
05:33The game playing, the drinking, the tantrums, the name calling.
05:38I'm sorry.
05:40I'm sorry for all the things I've said.
05:44Zoe, it was 20 odd years ago.
05:46Can't we just move on from it?
05:47I came up here for the cash.
05:52Not a deep and meaningful.
05:55Boys, don't go.
05:56No, no, don't go.
05:57Okay, I'm sorry about you.
05:59Are you our sister?
06:00I'm Ernie.
06:01He's Bert.
06:02Yeah, I'm Zoe.
06:04We've always wanted to meet you.
06:05Please call me.
06:06Thanks, Dave.
06:09Okay, right.
06:11Okay, who fancies an egg sandwich?
06:14You must be starving, Tommy, yeah?
06:15Yeah, go on then.
06:16Me?
06:17Yeah?
06:17All right.
06:18Can I have sausage and tomato cake?
06:21Yeah, all right, all right, all right.
06:22What about use that kind of temperature with a magic moon egg sandwich?
06:29Can I use the loo?
06:31Yeah, it's just there, darling.
06:35Oh, my God, there's sausages.
06:37I have to chop.
06:38Chop.
06:39Oh, my God, I've missed you.
07:00Oh, my God.
07:02I've missed you.
07:02I bet it's the king who decides them rules.
07:12So you can get away with doing that whole,
07:16Arise, have whanning of Wolfordtown, will you?
07:20With his sword.
07:26What do you say?
07:27How come the king don't get done for possession when I get five years,
07:30even though the gun ain't even mine?
07:32Well, I'm just curious.
07:33I've got chapters.
07:36Do you want to go back to young offenders?
07:39Do you?
07:39You know, when I'm...
07:43Shut up.
07:56Oh, sorry, G, I saved two wines and a larker.
08:00Did you?
08:01Oh, I'm sorry about that.
08:02Well, I'm sure you'll cope.
08:03As you can see, we're very busy.
08:05Do you need to learn to put a pint sooner or later?
08:07I'll try to clean the toilets.
08:11Hey, Ar.
08:12I know, it's not what you asked for.
08:15No, it's fine.
08:15Look, I really don't want to do it.
08:17I'm not family.
08:18What?
08:19Patrick asked you to be the best member because he thinks a lot of you.
08:22Yeah, just, um, see my friend.
08:24I'm not calling Patrick a streetwise Hercules.
08:30Harry, I love you.
08:32But you were stressed as Mr. Stuffels to bear when we first met,
08:35so what seems to be the problem, Ar?
08:36Look, I think Jack's got one of them best man joke books in the loo.
08:41I'll get it for you.
08:42Of course he has.
08:43I might break the ice.
08:44Yeah, thanks, dear.
08:47Don't eat this, love.
08:49It's not.
08:49No, forget it.
08:50It's good.
08:51It's good.
08:51You tell anyone I cried, I'll slap you, silly.
09:06You ain't as hard as you, little.
09:20Zoe.
09:21I'm really sorry now, but I've got a plane to catch.
09:23You can't go.
09:24I'll never see you again.
09:26You will.
09:27You don't know about my heart.
09:30Your heart?
09:31What's wrong?
09:32Well, the doctor said I never had one in the first place.
09:35Oh, my gosh.
09:36You don't change.
09:37Let's put a smile on your face.
09:39Zoe, I thought you'd gone from going now.
09:45Stay for a chippy dinner.
09:48Please, like the old days.
09:50For your name.
09:55You all right.
10:09I believe I'm going to thank you for making our wedding so special.
10:26I wanted to prove how sorry I am.
10:29I accept your apology.
10:31You made one very stupid mistake, son.
10:39And with that, I want all of us to draw a line under this.
10:44Understood?
10:45Understood.
10:46Understood.
11:03I'm trying my hardest to make amends.
11:07You've got to live on what you've done.
11:09I can't believe you heathens, right?
11:18Won't eat chips off a plate.
11:20It's disgusting.
11:20Oh, I've got lady dye.
11:23How's your caviar?
11:24I like the walk for the chips in me lap.
11:26Reminds me of when I was a kid.
11:27So, but where's mum laughing when you're just growing up?
11:34She was bossy, annoying, always neck in my fruit corner.
11:38That was Lynn.
11:41She's still with bossy, annoying.
11:43Do you know my frasher teeth?
11:46Go to bed.
11:47Oi!
11:47Is that supposed to be me?
11:48No.
11:49Don't mess with the mess up.
11:51Yeah, that's right.
11:53Zoe, the kids love you to stick around Walford for a bit.
11:57Alfie, don't pressure her, yeah?
11:58Yeah, you're nice.
11:59Come on, dude.
12:00I think it's this.
12:01Mm-hmm.
12:03You could always bunk in with me.
12:05Mo, we're trying to get her to stay, all right?
12:06So wind your neck in.
12:08Oi.
12:09That's twice you dug me out.
12:10You're back on telly.
12:11Oh, think about it.
12:15Kat, Alfie, you've got a visitor.
12:18Oh, sorry to interrupt.
12:21Leslie, sorry, I totally forgot.
12:23Twice in one day.
12:25It won't get complex, seeing as you're having a nice family evening.
12:29What's going on?
12:30Zoe, this is Leslie.
12:31She's from The Social.
12:32It's just a routine check-up.
12:35Leslie, this is Zoe, my daughter.
12:37Oh, nice to meet you at last.
12:41And I'm the name.
12:42Nice to meet you.
12:44I'm glad to be home, Tommy.
12:46Heard about the ferry nightmare.
12:48Yeah, Tommy, I was telling Leslie about the nightmare you had getting back from France after your camping trip.
12:55Yeah, of course.
12:56Yeah.
12:56Well, tell you what, Leslie, why don't we go in the kitchen and we'll have some privacy there, yeah?
13:01You don't need me, do you?
13:02Yes, Kat, we do.
13:07What's it like, seeing your mum do it all again, second time round?
13:19I'm in awe.
13:20Even better than the first time.
13:26The money you stick around.
13:29I knew you couldn't change.
13:31I knew you couldn't change.
13:37Sorry, sorry.
13:41Can I have everyone's attention?
13:42Hey!
13:43Attention.
13:44Hey, it's nice.
13:45Nice job.
13:48All right, does this work?
13:50Okay, it works.
13:51So, we're going to do the speeches now.
13:52Hope everyone's having a good night.
13:53To kick off the speeches, it is going to be the best man in my life.
13:56I'm sorry.
14:18I can't.
14:19I'm sorry.
14:20Howie?
14:22Howie?
14:23Howie?
14:24Howie?
14:25Howie?
14:27Howie?
14:29How...
14:29How are we?
14:32How are we, guys?
14:34How are we?
14:35Oh, um...
14:38Please excuse my Howie.
14:40Patrick made him the best man.
14:42And he just feels he doesn't have anything worth saying.
14:45Oh, that's nonsense.
14:46exactly that's what I said but so I will say a speech instead okay so I think I
15:01should start with saying thank you when I arrived on pop's doorstep around 15 16
15:09years ago 16 16 I was a loud attention-seeking nightmare you have
15:29always treated me like a daughter and you have given me and my family a home and
15:36when I see yourself and your landing live your lives with courage pride and
15:43generosity it it makes me want that too Patrick you are more than a father to me
15:58you are a king amongst men and your landing you are a queen yeah so please raise your
16:11glasses for Patrick and your landing
16:18where you been just missing speech I've just caught Ravi in my house
16:30how did he get in I don't know he he must have broken the back door or something
16:36what was he he came from upstairs I think he might have been in our room Jack what are you doing
16:43Jack don't you Jack don't do nothing's just
16:46sorry
16:55where's the safe give me the money and let me go you can have the money when you've calmed down
17:05I'm not gonna let you leave in this state oh enough of the perfect mum act
17:07I've changed I'm a good mum now I am Leslie is on our side she said we're on the right track
17:15Alfie's taking the boys over to Stacey's to give us some space sorry please just tell me what's
17:21happened nah you don't get away with it that easily tell me why social services are checking
17:27up on you and your kids Tommy was hitting me yeah he said was raging full of hormones in it it
17:38lashed out a few times it got nasty and I shoved it back I should have done it but I did in
17:43then the social got involved the perfect mum hit her own kid
17:52nice
17:55sorry
17:59we lost Tommy for a while yeah he went into foster care
18:08me and Alfie we fought to bring him back home it was horrible but it brought us all closer
18:14together and they all lived happily ever after listen to yourself justifying it that's not what I'm
18:22saying it's what you always do blaming other people to justify your behavior it's never your
18:27fault you and me all over again no no that was different that was worse you came at me over and
18:37over drunk and cruel the things you called me and I'm sorry I'll take that to my grave but I was
18:47suffering as well there you go again never your fault I wish I had called social services I might
18:55have stood a chance then so I don't understand why we're still talking about this I thought I thought
19:04this was sorted out back in the day this is this is like ancient history no are you that stupid and
19:08insensitive you think a few tears over a bottle of vodka is gonna fix a childhood as toxic as mine
19:14but it wasn't though was it hey I admit that when it all came out yeah about me and you it wasn't my
19:24finest hour but you're forgetting about the first 17 years singing spice girls into hairbrushes
19:32eating fish and chips out of our laps me nicking your yogurts you said that was Lynn
19:40we weren't perfect we weren't perfect but I was proud to be a slater yeah and everyone wanted to
19:51come to our parties didn't they they were warm noisy full of love we kept you safe
20:01I kept you safe every second of those 17 years pretending to be your sister
20:09I had my Hawkeye on you protecting you and I never drew breath
20:17Zoe I'm sorry about the way I reacted when it all came out
20:26and I would say that every day for the rest of my life but please try to remember the good times yeah
20:36we can make new memories with your family the boys the boys I love you and I knew they'd love you
20:45yeah you could all gang up on me and alpha yeah are you mad I'm not staying
20:54so I'm not letting you leave until you tell me why you hate me so much because every time I look at
21:05you I'm reminded of who I am what you mean an incestuous rape baby you're not you are beautiful
21:12you're clever and kind don't touch me I don't want you to touch me ever again
21:18we're both soiled goods and I cannot stay here a second longer that's not right Zoe listen you need
21:25to talk to someone you need to speak to a doctor just take responsibility my life is a wreck and it is
21:32all your fault if you'd have said something to someone if you'd have tried to stop it if you'd have
21:36done something that make you feel better does it eh you want me to say sorry for being raped by my
21:43uncle when I was 13 I know it weren't your fault so many years wishing it played out differently
21:54but while you've been drowning in your own self-pity the rest of the world has moved on
22:01from victim blaming I'm a survivor I survived being raped by my uncle and I've stopped punishing myself
22:08if I could stop the blaming and self-harm so can you it's not the same you can take that hate and
22:16put it onto the monster Harry who did things to you so can you I can't I'm the baby that came from
22:23violence and hatred I'm the monster
22:27I wish you'd have got rid of me
22:33then you would have had no life at all listen Zoe let me get you some help yeah therapy whatever
22:42it takes
22:43no not half of it things I've done I knew there was something else talk to me
22:51I can't you told me about Dan and I'm still here eh can't be worse than that
22:58no it's no I'm going now it's best for everyone just delete me from your mind forget I ever existed
23:25no oh no I can't do that this ain't my home those boys they ain't my family and you're right
23:32you have changed you're a great mum now but you and
23:36Zoe
23:41and as I embark on the next chapter with my beautiful wife and my family beside me I am grateful to all of you for the love you've shown me
24:04so to family
24:09it's a family
24:11yeah on my way
24:16boy
24:18you give me that gun
24:33you go Sarge Warren
24:35you go Sarge Warren
24:58whoa
25:00whoa
25:01oh
25:02Zoe! Zoe! Zoe!
25:11Zoe!
25:19Zoe!
25:20I told you to let me go.
25:22Listen, whatever's happened to you, I can make it better.
25:25I promise.
25:26Please, Zoe, just let me be the mum you deserve.
25:33No, I ain't having the boys dragged into my mess.
25:36If I stay, I'll destroy your family.
25:41You destroy a family?
25:44You'll complete it.
25:59I'll be right back.
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