(1of2) The Return of Aunt Tammie: Confronting Emily & Amberlynn: August 8, 2025

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Aunt Tammie has been a side character in the Amberverse since the beginning of Amberlynn's time on YouTube. We'll take a look at some of the times she's made an appearance before getting into her latest visit to GorlWorld. She's not happy with Amberlynn dating someone who wants to see her demise via food.  Aunt Tammie thought Mr. Snowflake would be the person to vent her frustration to, but decided to go with Jordy instead. Amberlynn went live trying to put out the fire before it started then ended up reacting to the conversation her Aunt was having with Jordy.

Transcript

00:00:00All right, this is random as ever.

00:00:25Hi.

00:00:28You still say hi?

00:00:30I know.

00:00:30My aunt watches my vlogs and she came up with this idea.

00:00:33What are you doing?

00:00:34She wants to send Crystal and I a photo and we have to like film our reactions.

00:00:41Oh, that was it.

00:00:42How do you feel about this?

00:00:46What do you mean?

00:00:48Are you excited?

00:00:49Yeah.

00:00:50What do you think the photo is going to be of?

00:00:53I don't know.

00:00:54She is so shy and so cute.

00:00:56Are you going to open it?

00:00:57I'll open it.

00:00:58And then we have to film our reactions.

00:01:01This is different.

00:01:04Oh, okay.

00:01:11What?

00:01:14What is it?

00:01:16Sorry.

00:01:16Okay, now I have to show it to you guys.

00:01:18Just got adopted by a lesbian couple.

00:01:20I heard what they eat.

00:01:21I swear I'm a pizza.

00:01:24Oh my gosh.

00:01:26Okay, what's your reaction to that?

00:01:30It's funny.

00:01:31She's too shy for this, but she thinks it's funny.

00:01:34Two hours later.

00:01:36Oh my god, I just got it.

00:01:38Because a cat is a pussy.

00:01:39Oh my god, what's it?

00:01:41Is he pussy?

00:01:43I just got it.

00:01:45I honestly just got it.

00:01:46And now I'm like crying.

00:01:47And what she said at the bottom?

00:01:48She said, hope you guys find this funny.

00:01:50I loved it.

00:01:50LOL.

00:01:51Definitely funny.

00:01:55You don't do a damn thing to talk to your mother after crying about her cancer.

00:01:59Actually, I started writing her a letter.

00:02:01I have not sent it yet, though.

00:02:02There might be days where I come on here and I'm very down or feeling depressed.

00:02:07And you guys can tell.

00:02:08This is why.

00:02:08As you guys know, my mother is in prison.

00:02:11I wrote my mom a letter.

00:02:11If you guys don't know, she's in prison.

00:02:13Yesterday, my mother was sentenced to prison for five years and 26 days.

00:02:19Found out that she has to serve every single one of those days.

00:02:22It was really hard for me to grasp.

00:02:23I was completely numb when I found out yesterday.

00:02:26I was shocked.

00:02:26And I woke up this morning and it all kind of like just hit me all at once.

00:02:30And I could not stop crying.

00:02:31And I'm just so grateful for Destiny being there for me.

00:02:33Because she really is only that only true person that I have in my life besides Crystal.

00:02:38But there's nothing much she can do from afar.

00:02:40And sometimes you just need that shoulder to cry on.

00:02:42And then Destiny was really there for me.

00:02:43And it's just, I can't believe my mom's in prison.

00:02:45It really breaks my heart.

00:02:47What, baby?

00:02:47I did it.

00:02:49I know where she's at.

00:02:51I found where she's at right now.

00:02:53Are you serious?

00:02:54Yes.

00:02:55Okay, so the predicament is my mom's in prison.

00:02:57I haven't known what prison or anything like that.

00:02:59That's a whole other long story.

00:03:01I had to search all of Oklahoma.

00:03:02When I was just searching Oklahoma City and Oklahoma County, she wasn't on there.

00:03:06Oh, my God.

00:03:07And like, I've been trying to search online where she's at and stuff like that.

00:03:10And I just haven't been able to find it.

00:03:11And Destiny's been like on the prowl, like investigator.

00:03:13And you actually found it.

00:03:14That just makes me so happy.

00:03:16And like, she's been trying so hard.

00:03:17It just really shows.

00:03:18She's smiling in her.

00:03:18She's smiling in the mugshot.

00:03:20Let me see.

00:03:22Let me see.

00:03:23Oh, there's this more victory letter.

00:03:24Oh, my God.

00:03:25Let's enjoy a hot meal over your mother's mugshot.

00:03:27And it was a really long letter.

00:03:28Really long in-depth.

00:03:30I mean, what's that?

00:03:30I just miss her a lot.

00:03:31Okay.

00:03:32Snack time is over.

00:03:32I hold a lot of regret, you guys.

00:03:35I wrote my mom and I never sent it.

00:03:36And I regret it so bad.

00:03:38And now I feel like this is my chance to write her and just tell her I love her.

00:03:43This is hard.

00:03:44And I wasn't sure I wanted to share this.

00:03:46You guys don't know.

00:03:47Like, just because I don't show something or talk about something, it doesn't mean it's

00:03:51not happening.

00:03:53I started writing the letter and I was crying my eyes out.

00:03:57I told my girlfriend about it.

00:03:58And I'm like, you know, this whole letter writing thing is harder than I thought.

00:04:02And she said, I'll help you.

00:04:02She's coming over this weekend.

00:04:04She's going to help me.

00:04:05She's going to be there for me.

00:04:06It's really hard to write the letter, especially when you're alone.

00:04:09She's going to be there to help me.

00:04:10And I appreciate that so much.

00:04:11This has taken some time, but it's happening because I have things that I have to heal.

00:04:16It was really weird.

00:04:16I noticed that she was on Facebook.

00:04:18Like, it was like a month ago.

00:04:20And I'm like, what?

00:04:21I know she's still in prison, but I think she's supposed to be getting out in September.

00:04:24And I haven't really told anyone this, but for a hot minute now,

00:04:27I have been sending her messages on her Facebook and I date them.

00:04:31So when she comes out and she goes back on Facebook, she does love Facebook.

00:04:35I do remember that.

00:04:36She will have all those messages and know that I am constantly thinking of herself.

00:04:41Do you feel like your aunt is doing the same thing to you that your parents did?

00:04:44I feel like my parents didn't purposely try to hurt me.

00:04:47I feel like drugs chose them and they didn't know how to escape that.

00:04:50I know deep down they felt bad and they were feeling pain,

00:04:53but I feel like my aunt is trying to purposely hurt me.

00:04:56So in a sense, I feel like my aunt is actually hurting me more than what my parents did.

00:05:01And I know for a lot of people, you're going to be like, what?

00:05:03But it's like when you have a family member who's purposely trying to sabotage your life,

00:05:26why don't you and your aunt take this offline?

00:05:30I know this is probably awkward for a lot of people and really weird to watch,

00:05:32but this is the first time I've actually talked to her, like, in years.

00:05:36And again, now she's like, no, you hurt me, Amber, over and over.

00:05:39Just imagine how I feel.

00:05:41Tammy, I think, is in her 40s.

00:05:42I'm very bad with people's ages and birthdays.

00:05:44How did you hurt her?

00:05:45I don't know, probably because I stuck up for my mom.

00:05:48Then when I noticed how my aunt was as a person, I held a lot of resentment.

00:05:52And I don't know, regarding the whole, like, when I made that video,

00:05:56like, my aunt left me because I'm fat or whatever.

00:05:58So let's fast forward a bunch of freaking years.

00:06:00Here I am now, 25 years old.

00:06:03I don't understand something.

00:06:04My aunt has completely stopped talking to me.

00:06:07In December, she blocked me on Facebook.

00:06:10She blocked me on her cell phone, blocked my number completely.

00:06:13I have no way of getting a hold of her whatsoever.

00:06:15Just got off of work and I got a package.

00:06:18I got a package.

00:06:20Okay, I get a little too excited.

00:06:21This package is a Christmas gift from my aunt.

00:06:26Let's open it on camera.

00:06:27Ooh, a card.

00:06:28Oh my God, it says Amber and Destiny.

00:06:30Merry Christmas.

00:06:31The magic of Christmas never ends in its greatest of gifts and family and friends.

00:06:36Lots of love, Brian and Tammy.

00:06:37Oh, that's my aunt and her boyfriend.

00:06:40And look at Destiny.

00:06:41They did their own little card.

00:06:42There's four different things.

00:06:44I want to do this one first.

00:06:45Your aunt looks fake.

00:06:47My aunt looks fake.

00:06:50It kind of looks Photoshopped.

00:06:52I appreciate my aunt and my gifts she got me.

00:06:54The reasoning is because I'm fat.

00:06:59Okay, I'm not kidding.

00:07:01Very clickbait title.

00:07:02My apologies, which I have talked about before.

00:07:04The only thing that we have is a thumbnail and a title.

00:07:07Most YouTubers are YouTubing because it's our job.

00:07:10It's our passion and we enjoy it and we love it.

00:07:12So we want people to click.

00:07:13We want people to watch.

00:07:14I really don't mean to offend anyone when I do a clickbait title.

00:07:17I used to be really bad with clickbait.

00:07:18I'm going to be honest.

00:07:19But I think the reason why I felt that way, which I've talked about before, is because

00:07:23my aunt did stop communicating with me because she said I was self-destructing.

00:07:27The only way that I do self-destruct is gaining weight and eating too much and such.

00:07:32That is how I felt at the time.

00:07:33This was about two years ago though, you guys.

00:07:36How is your mother having written her yet?

00:07:37I don't know how she's doing and I have not written her, but...

00:07:40And I have not written her, but...

00:07:43I wrote my mom a letter.

00:07:44If you guys don't know, she's in prison.

00:07:45And it was a really long letter.

00:07:47Really long in-depth.

00:07:48I mean, what's that?

00:07:48I just missed her a lot.

00:07:49Okay.

00:07:50Snack time is over.

00:07:51Hey, old.

00:07:51A lot of regret, you guys.

00:07:53I wrote my mom and I never sent it.

00:07:55And I regret it so bad.

00:07:56And now, I feel like this is my chance to write her and just tell her I love her.

00:08:01I'm currently at work and I brought a little lunch pail.

00:08:04I'm having two little like clementine type deals.

00:08:08I'm having an apple.

00:08:10In here, I have some almonds.

00:08:12In here, I have some hummus.

00:08:14This is like super tiny.

00:08:15It looks really big on camera.

00:08:17I'm not sure why.

00:08:18And then in here, I have some carrots that I cut last night.

00:08:22I'm gonna dip them in my hummus.

00:08:24In today's lunch, I'm having an apple, two bananas, almonds, and carrots.

00:08:29I have no hummus today.

00:08:30Just plain old carrots.

00:08:31So, Destiny's here at work.

00:08:33She was actually gone for like three hours, which was hard for me.

00:08:37The resident really loves chocolate chip cookies.

00:08:38That I do know.

00:08:39So, I'm gonna bring her this and I'm gonna get her a drink.

00:08:42Today is a resident's birthday.

00:08:43Destiny and I always try to just get something really small for a resident when it's their birthday.

00:08:46When we remember.

00:08:47And, let's show up.

00:08:49How old is she turning?

00:08:5092.

00:08:50She's turning 92.

00:08:51Okay, this is Destiny's donut, so don't mind that.

00:08:55Well, they were mine, but I knew, you know, a smoothie would be a better choice.

00:08:58I just gave them to her.

00:08:59But, we just got her an individual cupcake.

00:09:01It's actually really pretty.

00:09:02It's in there.

00:09:02Do you have the candle?

00:09:03Yeah, there it is.

00:09:04And, we got her a candle.

00:09:07I guess I will start off by commenting on the mental part that Amber is trying to put to

00:09:14the table right now.

00:09:15Of course, she's gonna use that first thing, you know.

00:09:18Nice to hear from ya.

00:09:19Oh, wow.

00:09:20This is Jordan.

00:09:20It's going to be very hard.

00:09:23I guess I will start off by commenting on the mental part that Amber is trying to put to the table right now.

00:09:26So, are you able to pause or turn off the volume?

00:09:31How am I going to hear you and talk at the same time?

00:09:33You can talk to me on Instagram.

00:09:35Like, are you logged on to Instagram on your phone?

00:09:38Yeah.

00:09:40So, just give me a pause.

00:09:41Aren't we all?

00:09:42So, obviously, she's over there trying to say that I'm mentally unstable and this and that.

00:09:50Aren't we all in one way or another?

00:09:52But I am currently, I haven't been on any medication for, I don't know, six, seven years.

00:09:56I did go through 16 years of counseling.

00:09:59But, of course, who wouldn't be in my family?

00:10:00That's just being honest.

00:10:01So, I've had my day.

00:10:02I have my diagnoses.

00:10:04I have my labels.

00:10:05But I am mentally sound.

00:10:07I don't think that anything.

00:10:09I just cannot take the lies, the manipulation, the victim, the total, absolute grossness of this feeder era.

00:10:16I just can't no more.

00:10:17I just can't.

00:10:18And the final straw really has been building up.

00:10:21And I've been saying it, it's coming, it's coming.

00:10:23A person can only hold back so much.

00:10:24You know, I'm human at the end of the day.

00:10:26And my sister and Amber have done me extremely wrong over the last two years.

00:10:30And I have remained silent.

00:10:31And I'm just done being silent.

00:10:34How do you, did you want to talk about how you felt that they did you wrong?

00:10:38Or did you just want to talk about how you feel about her relationship?

00:10:41Well, I mean, it's so much to cover.

00:10:43And I just think I would be talking around and around and around.

00:10:45But I guess that's a place we can start.

00:10:47As a lot of people, you guys have been following her a long time.

00:10:50Just like me, I've seen every single video she's ever put out.

00:10:53I have tried to be a good aunt to Amber for the last solid, let's see, 13 years.

00:11:00I've tried everything.

00:11:01Everything.

00:11:02Leading by example.

00:11:03I have so many messages and calls and just telling her, I'm not trying to replace your mom.

00:11:08I'm just trying to be your person, you know.

00:11:09I've tried to teach her on how to diet and exercise and make good choices and save money.

00:11:14And this is even before she blew up on YouTube.

00:11:16Then she blew up on YouTube.

00:11:17And then she gets this, you know, better than everyone else mentality.

00:11:20She keeps all her girlfriends.

00:11:22Every single one I have never met, even though I was the one constant in her life.

00:11:27I never got to talk to any of them, of course.

00:11:29So she can keep her narrative straight, right?

00:11:31I'm sure she had lots to say about me to each and every one.

00:11:34But I guarantee you, it wasn't me being the bad guy.

00:11:37I've caught her and posted years and years ago when I was angry before.

00:11:41Again, you just get to that point where enough is enough.

00:11:44I get a lot of messages you could imagine over the years.

00:11:47And it is a lot to deal with.

00:11:48And she thinks it's okay that she can put all my sister's business out on there for years with no cost.

00:11:53Now, talk about my mom, things, people that are in her life now.

00:11:56But she's still bad-mouthing them.

00:11:58She's still running the narrative that she's this poor little victim.

00:12:01Amber had more chances than most people do.

00:12:04You know what I mean?

00:12:04Yeah, she came from a drug-addicted, abusive household.

00:12:07Oh, my God, toxicity galore.

00:12:09Like, worst-case scenarios, it is true.

00:12:12The difference is she was rescued from that, you know, put into foster care.

00:12:17Every foster care house she went into was better than I had ever dreamed of living in.

00:12:21You know what I mean?

00:12:21She had those opportunities, but she squashed them, and she never appreciated them.

00:12:25She would talk mad shit even about them to me over the phone while they're in their, you know, huge house

00:12:30and swimming in their pool and feeding her.

00:12:31Never good enough.

00:12:32You know, so this goes way, way, way back.

00:12:35Way back.

00:12:36Everyone knows my sister was in prison, right?

00:12:38My sister was in prison for strangling our mom in a drunken rage.

00:12:41She loved to spread that.

00:12:43Never a dime on her books.

00:12:44It was me every single month.

00:12:47Every single month.

00:12:48I paid her fines with her.

00:12:50I visited her.

00:12:51I did video calls.

00:12:52I drove long distances.

00:12:54When my sister was homeless on the streets, I yelled for her name at the top of my lungs

00:12:58for eight solid months in very dangerous neighborhoods looking for my sister.

00:13:02I have the picture of the day I found my sister.

00:13:04One of the happiest days of my life, but it's not even when she got well.

00:13:07It still took a while.

00:13:08It took her to go to prison.

00:13:10Amber loves to talk about that as the victim, even though she wouldn't even write my sister

00:13:14when she was in prison.

00:13:16I would beg her, write your mom.

00:13:19Get stamps.

00:13:19She wouldn't even buy this.

00:13:20More than I have to say, she's not worth the 42 cent stamp.

00:13:24Damn.

00:13:24But even though Amber didn't want to help her mom ever, she always expected me to.

00:13:29And I did time and time and time again.

00:13:31I no longer let my sister into my home because she abused me over and over and over.

00:13:36She used drugs and alcohol in my home behind my back when I'm giving her a roof over her

00:13:40head and clothes on her body.

00:13:42I tried everything for my sister.

00:13:44Everything.

00:13:45And when she disrespected me the last time, I told her, you need to get out because number

00:13:49one, this is my house.

00:13:51And if you're not going to respect my house, you don't have a place to stay.

00:13:53Amber was there visiting me before my sister even got there.

00:13:56And we were good.

00:13:57We were really good.

00:13:58But because her mom was there, she wanted to get smart with me.

00:14:00So I told her, Amber, if you don't like it, you can go with her.

00:14:05My mom came and picked them up.

00:14:08And my mom weren't talking at the time.

00:14:09So there they go off to the city with my mom.

00:14:12And that's when it all began on YouTube.

00:14:13Amber went on that vacation.

00:14:14She was supposed to be gone two weeks.

00:14:16My mom kicked her out.

00:14:17And then we can just keep, keep, keep, keep going.

00:14:19During those days when there's snow days and Amber's like, oh, you're a horrible person.

00:14:23You, how could you let my mom sleep outside?

00:14:26She never put her up in a hotel.

00:14:27She never opened up her home.

00:14:28Like 99% of my family, they all want to talk.

00:14:31Well, well, well, I would, I would, I would, but they never do.

00:14:34It was always me.

00:14:35It's always been me.

00:14:37I've been my sister's keeper my whole entire life.

00:14:40My sister's been an addict since she was 11 years old.

00:14:43By the grace of God, she's celebrating 10 years clean and sober on November 1st.

00:14:47And yeah, I didn't want Amber anywhere near my sister to jeopardize her sobriety.

00:14:50And by the grace of God, she still maintained it, even with this craziness that she has to deal with because of Amber.

00:14:56But me and my sister's relationship is destroyed for a whole new, totally separate reason.

00:15:00Nothing to do with Amber.

00:15:01But during these two years that I haven't talked to my sister, Amber hasn't talked to me.

00:15:06She hasn't texted me.

00:15:07She hasn't called me.

00:15:08She hasn't tried in any way, shape or form.

00:15:10She's a grown ass adult.

00:15:12So where is she going to say, oh, you were mad at my mom.

00:15:13So I couldn't talk to you.

00:15:14Like, what kind of game is that?

00:15:15So I kept waiting and I kept waiting, thinking how I dreamt of this day.

00:15:20That's what you guys can understand.

00:15:21I dreamt of this right here.

00:15:24My sister to be clean and sober.

00:15:26It was beyond my dreams, beyond.

00:15:28My sister exceeded my dreams in that.

00:15:30And then when I found out Amber was moving here, we're talking dream coming true.

00:15:35I thought everything was going to change.

00:15:37I thought we would diet together.

00:15:38We would walk together.

00:15:39I could be the person she needed finally in the presence, you know.

00:15:44She used me to go check out her apartment because her mom didn't have time or the want to do it.

00:15:49I was good enough to be contacted then.

00:15:50I was the one who checked the apartment she still lives in.

00:15:53I was the one who did all those arrangements so she could have that apartment.

00:15:57Then Rick and, what is his name, Ricky and Eric come to visit.

00:16:01Me and my husband travel a lot with his job, so we're out of town.

00:16:03No warning whatsoever.

00:16:05She sends me a text.

00:16:06Hey, Eric and Ricky's in town.

00:16:07You want to meet them?

00:16:08I tell her, I'm sorry, I'm out of town.

00:16:09I want you back till Sunday.

00:16:10Oh, they'll be gone by then.

00:16:11Last I heard from her.

00:16:12No.

00:16:13No.

00:16:14So, as you can see, I'm very upset and I could go on and on and on and on because this has been building up for a long time.

00:16:19So, some people may think I'm like crazy right now, but I really am not.

00:16:22I'm just at the fucking house.

00:16:24It's just that's where I'm at.

00:16:25I'm just tired.

00:16:27Right.

00:16:27And I mean, if you're not talking to her, if you're not talking to her and you're not talking to your sister and, I mean, there's no really way to get through to them.

00:16:33And it doesn't really seem like.

00:16:35It's lies after lies.

00:16:36Oh, my God.

00:16:36But it doesn't seem like Amber's interested in having a relationship with you, unfortunately.

00:16:39No, she used me.

00:16:40She just used me for when it was convenient.

00:16:42So, she just used you to, and you think the only reason why she initially reached out was to try to get help with her apartment?

00:16:47Well, it just goes on.

00:16:51I mean, literally the last 13 years, tons of texts, tons of arguments, not talking, talking, me catching her in another line, not talking again, doing the hard love, the tough love, trying it again.

00:17:00She'll send me novels, novels.

00:17:03I'm so sorry, Auntie.

00:17:04I can't believe I treated you this way.

00:17:06I push people away that I love.

00:17:07I know it's me.

00:17:08And then it's the same shit over and over and over and over.

00:17:13I mean, but what got me here the other day was the feeder stuff that just recently happened with Emily and stuff.

00:17:19I tried to warn my sister when I first heard of her first.

00:17:23I said, that girl is not good for Amber.

00:17:25She's going to kill your daughter.

00:17:26She's going to feed her until she dies like she did her wife, right?

00:17:30Oh, no.

00:17:30We want to.

00:17:30Oh, she's so sweet.

00:17:32She's.

00:17:32Oh, she bought this.

00:17:33She came and visited.

00:17:35Oh, she rents a Jeep.

00:17:36Okay.

00:17:37Did you not hear what I just said?

00:17:39She likes obese women to the point of death.

00:17:43Yeah.

00:17:43But it still wasn't enough.

00:17:44I was the bad one, you know?

00:17:46Oh, my God.

00:17:46I know.

00:17:46What do you do?

00:17:47How can you help?

00:17:48Yeah.

00:17:48In that situation, how can you help really?

00:17:51I can't.

00:17:52I can't.

00:17:53But it's so hard to let go when you've been wanting something for decades.

00:17:56Yeah.

00:17:57It's like right there.

00:17:58The finish line is there.

00:17:58You know, I got married three years ago, November 1st, right?

00:18:01To the love of my life.

00:18:02We've been together 13 years.

00:18:03So on our 10th anniversary, we get married.

00:18:05Me and Amber is talking at the time.

00:18:06And I put my hand on the Bible and say this.

00:18:09It would have been one of the happiest days of my life if Amber would have came to my wedding.

00:18:14I loved her that much.

00:18:15I never gave up on that girl, no matter how many fights we got into, no matter how many

00:18:19times she outright just lied to me.

00:18:21She tried blackmailing me.

00:18:23I mean, the thing she has done is incredible.

00:18:25But I still kept forgiving, forgiving and trying and trying.

00:18:27But of course, she's too big to travel.

00:18:29She's this.

00:18:29She couldn't come.

00:18:30No, couldn't do it.

00:18:31And then right after she moves to Oklahoma, she goes, visits Emily.

00:18:35She's here.

00:18:36She's there.

00:18:36She's going to come to my wedding.

00:18:37You know, it's just what's convenient for Amber all the time.

00:18:39Her narrative.

00:18:40Doesn't sound like it matter to her.

00:18:42Never does.

00:18:42No.

00:18:43Well, that's really shitty.

00:18:43I'm sorry to hear that.

00:18:44Yeah.

00:18:45The video that you have on the screen, right?

00:18:47Or you did when I, when I was watching, you know, she has that Sprite zero in front of

00:18:51her.

00:18:51I about fell out of my chair that day because y'all want some tea.

00:18:55Here's a little bit of tea for that day.

00:18:57You know, that day, Amber was manic as hell for what?

00:19:00Two hours freaking out.

00:19:01Right.

00:19:01Kept saying, Oh, I got to get off.

00:19:03I got to get off.

00:19:03My mom's coming.

00:19:04My mom's coming.

00:19:05I'm 15 more minutes, you know, 45 minutes later, she's still going on lasted for like

00:19:09two hours.

00:19:09At the end, you get a little conversation with her and my sister, which is about one of the

00:19:14phoniest conversations I've ever heard.

00:19:15They don't talk like that to each other at all.

00:19:17But then they get off.

00:19:19She gets off that manic, just crazy live.

00:19:22She leaves.

00:19:22She goes to my mother's house and plays a card game with my mom, her mom, and her mom's

00:19:29boyfriend that takes a couple hours.

00:19:31And then after that, they went to a Chinese buffet.

00:19:35Yeah.

00:19:36Amber told us that.

00:19:37Yeah.

00:19:38Yeah.

00:19:38And then she gets back online and is so proud.

00:19:41Look at, I got my site zero, guys.

00:19:43It makes me crazy.

00:19:45And then she goes for another hour back to Lulu and I'm just like, what the hell is happening?

00:19:50You know?

00:19:51It sounds like you're in a situation where you care a lot about them and you want to intervene,

00:19:56but you just can't.

00:19:57And it's so frustrating.

00:19:58Very frustrating.

00:19:59When you give literally decades to people and the outcome is this, that's sad.

00:20:05Yeah.

00:20:06I mean, all these years go by.

00:20:07It's really hard for you guys to see it because you don't see the real life.

00:20:10But everyone in our life knows it and sees it.

00:20:12And it's crazy.

00:20:14I have three grown children.

00:20:16I have grandkids.

00:20:16None of them have nothing to do with them.

00:20:19It says something.

00:20:20You know?

00:20:21I mean, but I tell my audience that all the time with people like this.

00:20:24I mean, you really, you just have to cut them off.

00:20:25And I'm sure, I'm sure it's painful because you love them.

00:20:28Well, it's become almost an addiction for me when you follow anybody, right?

00:20:31For that long.

00:20:32And it was how I learned about my niece.

00:20:34It's how I kept up with her life.

00:20:36Yeah.

00:20:37I would watch her YouTube and then I'd comment to her because we were states away building

00:20:42the relationship over the years.

00:20:44Well, all this was happening in the prison times and just all the drama, all the abuse,

00:20:48everything.

00:20:49But she lied to me every single time.

00:20:52Every relationship was the best relationship, the love of my life.

00:20:55They're so great.

00:20:56They treat me so great until it's over.

00:20:58And then you guys see it like clockwork.

00:21:01Yep.

00:21:01I mean, I have 13 years of sex.

00:21:03There's never nothing.

00:21:04You know, it's just, it's insanity.

00:21:06It went all the way from, remember when she was working at the place with Destiny taking

00:21:11care of the elderly people, which that was a crock of shit too.

00:21:14But, uh, wait, how was it a crock of shit?

00:21:16How was it a crock of shit?

00:21:17Well, she made it like she was working full time and doing all this stuff when she worked

00:21:20very little and just sat there to be up Destiny's ass.

00:21:23You know, Destiny was the one that was actually working, you know, uh, just stuff like that.

00:21:26But at that time I was on Weight Watchers and so I was planning meals and we're trying,

00:21:31I mean, she would have me, I would take pictures of everything I ate.

00:21:34I would calculate how many points it was and like break it down to her every single meal,

00:21:39every single day.

00:21:39And then she'd do nothing, you know?

00:21:41So that gets old after a while and then I'd stop.

00:21:43And then why'd you stop?

00:21:44Well, because you're not doing it.

00:21:45Why would I take the extra time over and over and you do nothing?

00:21:47You know?

00:21:47So then we'd start talking about packing lunches and that, uh, I think these people talked

00:21:51about this years ago, but when I caught her in this lie, that's when I couldn't trust

00:21:54her ever again for anything.

00:21:56I knew she was capable of just bold faced lying.

00:21:58So she lies and tells me that where she works, they don't allow employees to bring their

00:22:03own lunch to work.

00:22:04Oh damn.

00:22:05That you have to eat the food that they prepare for those older people.

00:22:08Like cafeteria food kind of stuff.

00:22:10Can't bring your own lunch.

00:22:11Yeah.

00:22:11Cannot.

00:22:12No, no, no.

00:22:13So I was just like, what the heck?

00:22:15So I can be vindictive sometimes when I get to my end and when I get tired of something,

00:22:19I'm just like, you know what?

00:22:20This is ridiculous.

00:22:21So I call her work.

00:22:22It wasn't hard to figure it out.

00:22:24You know, as a lot of you know, so I contact her work and I just say something like, Hey,

00:22:28I was thinking about applying for employment at your place, but I'm on a very strict diet

00:22:31and I pack my own lunch every day.

00:22:32Do you have a refrigerator or an area where we can keep our lunches?

00:22:36Oh yeah.

00:22:37We have a full kitchen, refrigerator, microwave.

00:22:38God, God, God, God, God, God.

00:22:39Thank you very much.

00:22:40Confronting Amber about it.

00:22:41She had put a sign up in the room.

00:22:44It's on YouTube.

00:22:45That she handwritten.

00:22:46Not allowed to bring her own food.

00:22:48She wrote it.

00:22:49She wrote a sign.

00:22:50The picture is down in the very same.

00:22:52Oh, it was just crazy.

00:22:53So I confronted her about it.

00:22:54She was busted with that too.

00:22:55So you can see even the stupidest things.

00:22:58She created a sign that said no employees are allowed to bring back lunches.

00:23:01Put it up on the wall.

00:23:02Took a picture of it and sent it to you.

00:23:03Oh my gosh.

00:23:08So yeah, it's so, so, so much.

00:23:13Yeah.

00:23:13No back lunches.

00:23:14Oh my God.

00:23:15What a silly little thing to lie about.

00:23:18Yeah.

00:23:18That's scary when people lie about things that don't matter.

00:23:21I wanted to ask you, and it seems like my chat is pretty interested, if you're interested

00:23:23in chatting about the blackmail.

00:23:26Okay.

00:23:30One thing people, my family in general, probably don't like a lot about me is I'm overly honest.

00:23:35I'm overly blunt.

00:23:36I'll kill you with kindness.

00:23:37But when you ask a direct question, I am not going to lie to you.

00:23:39That's just the way it is.

00:23:41So I was in a very abusive marriage for almost 16 years.

00:23:46The kind of marriage that puts the fear in your soul to leave.

00:23:50The kind of man that looks at you in your eyes and says, till death do us part.

00:23:53And he means it.

00:23:54Okay.

00:23:54So during the end of my marriage, I started going out with my mother to karaoke.

00:24:00My mom used to be a very, very good singer.

00:24:02Not only karaoke, but she used to perform back in the day in California.

00:24:05So it's something that we enjoy doing.

00:24:07I met a man at a karaoke show.

00:24:09He was actually running the karaoke shows.

00:24:11And I kind of took a liking to him.

00:24:12And it kind of surprised me because I'm not that kind of person.

00:24:14I do value the vows of marriage very much so.

00:24:19And I will try everything before I give up.

00:24:21So when I started getting these feelings, it was kind of like, hmm, what's going on?

00:24:24You know, I ended up falling for him and I ended up having an affair with him.

00:24:28And it was, like I say, very, very different for me.

00:24:31My character.

00:24:32It was just something that you don't really plan.

00:24:34But it happens.

00:24:35You know, people can hate me for it.

00:24:36But it happens all the time.

00:24:37And it happened to me.

00:24:38So at this time, I'm living.

00:24:39I have kids still in the house.

00:24:40I have a couple grandkids.

00:24:41It was a total secret kept from everybody.

00:24:43At that time, my sister's staying with me.

00:24:45And my sister doesn't know this is happening either.

00:24:48And I am going to come to the city.

00:24:51I'm living in the city over.

00:24:52It's about a 15-minute drive.

00:24:54And I'm going to the city to go to karaoke to see this man that I am falling in love with.

00:24:58Also to be with my mom to sing.

00:25:00And my sister wants to come with me.

00:25:02And this was an ongoing argument that we would have, including with my mom.

00:25:07Because I believe if you are an alcoholic, you have no business going to a bar, period.

00:25:13I don't care what the reason is.

00:25:15And I definitely didn't want to be that person that would take my sister to a bar and expect her to drink a damn soda.

00:25:20You know, but unfortunately, you know, other members didn't feel like that, you know.

00:25:24Did your mom know about the guy that you were flirting with at the time?

00:25:28Okay, so she knew.

00:25:29Yes, 100%.

00:25:30And she knew him a lot better than I did before I met him.

00:25:33So this particular night, and I got caught up in it.

00:25:38Yeah, I wanted to go see this man.

00:25:40I wanted to go see him.

00:25:41And my sister all of a sudden stopped.

00:25:42My sister, I want to go.

00:25:43Please, let me just go.

00:25:44I just want to go.

00:25:44You know, I promise everything will be great.

00:25:46And being my sister, supposed to be her best friend, right?

00:25:48I took a chance.

00:25:50And I told my sister, okay, come on.

00:25:52And I took her in the van with me, and we're driving to the city.

00:25:54And I tell my sister what's going on.

00:25:57Oh.

00:25:58Sorry.

00:25:59I tell her what's going on because you're supposed to.

00:26:02I was living a life I didn't like living, but it was happening.

00:26:05And I kind of knew it couldn't keep happening.

00:26:07Yeah.

00:26:07Because, again, not my character.

00:26:08It didn't feel good.

00:26:10So I opened up to my sister, and everything was good.

00:26:12Well, she tells Amber.

00:26:13And so I actually told the man the night before this happened, ironically, we were going on

00:26:21about three and a half, four months at this time, seeing each other off and on whenever

00:26:24I had a chance.

00:26:25And so I finally tell this man, you know, I'm going to have to tell my husband.

00:26:29You know, we're not barely even talking, breathing the same air at this point.

00:26:32I'm not living like a double, double life.

00:26:33But, you know, I said, I have to tell my husband, you know, if we're going to do this,

00:26:38I got to own it because either we're going to do it or we're not.

00:26:40You know, and we were talking about if we wanted to make a feature together and all

00:26:43those things, you know, so we're in the process of that.

00:26:46And that very next day is when Amber tried to blackmail me.

00:26:50And she said things like, huh, that it was to try to get my sister to come live with me

00:26:54again, because I would not let her back in my home.

00:26:58She said, I wonder what your husband would think if she knew you were doing what you were

00:27:02doing with the karaoke guy.

00:27:03And that's how I knew she knew.

00:27:04The very next day she told her, and then she used it against you.

00:27:07The very next day she threatened because she knew, but joke was on her.

00:27:10Because like I said, I had already told him the night before I was going to have to tell

00:27:14my husband.

00:27:14It was getting to that point.

00:27:15No, I did not expect it to be that next day, by all means.

00:27:18But because of what Amber said, I told her, well, joke's on you, because I was going to

00:27:22tell him anyway.

00:27:22So I walked right into the next room and said, guess what?

00:27:25You were right.

00:27:25I am having an affair and we're done.

00:27:28Oh my gosh.

00:27:29So it that fired on her.

00:27:29But the fact that she tried made me pretty sick.

00:27:32You know, I was just like, wow.

00:27:32At what time?

00:27:33Like what year was this?

00:27:35This was in 2011 or 2012.

00:27:40I ended up getting with that man.

00:27:42I ended up having a mini stroke kind of thing, was put in the hospital.

00:27:45The doctor said, hey, I told you you need to reduce your stress or you're going to die.

00:27:48Well, you came close to it.

00:27:49And from that moment on, I never returned back to my home.

00:27:52I went to my mom's house to recover because I had Bell Palsy and I was paralyzed halfway

00:27:55on my left side.

00:27:57So I had to do some speech therapy, some walk-ins, some physical therapy.

00:28:00And I walked away from that marriage.

00:28:02And then I ended up getting with that man.

00:28:04And I'm happily with him 13 years old.

00:28:05Oh my God.

00:28:06I love that.

00:28:06It is my love story.

00:28:08He is the cream of the crop.

00:28:09Oh my God.

00:28:10Yeah.

00:28:11So it's something she tried to use against me, but it didn't work.

00:28:14But the fact that she wanted to was very hurtful.

00:28:17I had taken her and her brother from California on a trial, stay with me before they turned 18.

00:28:22In fact, I think she had just turned 18, but he was under and they wanted to stay.

00:28:25But I told them they had to go back and do it the right way, the legal way.

00:28:28But by all means, come back to me.

00:28:29I'll take you in a heartbeat.

00:28:30You know, he came back.

00:28:32Tony didn't.

00:28:32He's been in and out of prison ever since.

00:28:35Well, thank you for sharing your story.

00:28:37I mean, I'm sure that there is way more that you could say about all this.

00:28:41You are more than welcome to come back on and talk about anything you would like to on

00:28:45my stream in the future.

00:28:47So are you Uncle Bumpy's sister?

00:28:51You guys kill me.

00:28:53Okay.

00:28:53Uncle Bumpy.

00:28:55I'm so sorry to laugh, but it's just funny.

00:28:57You guys get a lot of things right, which is impressive.

00:29:00But man, do you guys mess some stuff up?

00:29:02Okay.

00:29:02Uncle Bumpy was my dad's best friend.

00:29:06Oh, so he was never blood related.

00:29:08There's no blood there.

00:29:08Best friend in the whole wide world.

00:29:10And we called him Uncle Bumpy.

00:29:11Okay.

00:29:11Just some random dude.

00:29:13Yeah.

00:29:13Okay.

00:29:16And he has passed?

00:29:17Yes, he has.

00:29:18Okay.

00:29:18Oh, that's too bad.

00:29:19He was a very bad, drug addicted person as well.

00:29:22Okay.

00:29:22All righty.

00:29:23Well, thank you so much for your time.

00:29:24Just like her dad in California.

00:29:26That's another thing me and my sister are fighting for.

00:29:28You know, my sister wants to play this Christian role, recovery, sobriety, this great person

00:29:32that I did think she was for many years in sobriety.

00:29:34But turns out she's turning into this different person, which is a whole nother stream.

00:29:37But she still is married to that man, still to this day, even though she lives with another

00:29:42man for, I don't know, 10 years or something like that now, 12 years.

00:29:46I personally have gotten divorce papers done, like literally sign at the X, initial here,

00:29:51initial here.

00:29:52She hasn't served him.

00:29:53We went out to California.

00:29:54We went out to the courthouse to get the divorce paperwork once again while we were right there.

00:29:58Still didn't do it.

00:29:59She likes to be married to her abuser.

00:30:01Make that make sense.

00:30:01Oh, I yeah, I don't know.

00:30:04Amber doesn't really talk about.

00:30:05I mean, there was one time where her current her mom's current boyfriend's name was leaked

00:30:09by one of Amber's exes and she got all pissed about it because they were saying that.

00:30:14Her stepdad now is my sister's long term boyfriend or, you know, he thinks he's engaged.

00:30:17My sister's never going to marry him.

00:30:19She's made that very clear.

00:30:19How could she?

00:30:20She's still married.

00:30:21Oh, yeah, she was one of the exes of Amber's was implying that he was acting inappropriately

00:30:27toward Amber at bingo or something.

00:30:28I wasn't there, of course, but I seriously doubt that.

00:30:32I know my sister's partner and he's a really cool guy.

00:30:36He's very laid back and he probably can't stand Amber.

00:30:38You don't like drama at all.

00:30:41You don't like a lot of noise.

00:30:42He is a very chilled, hardworking man that likes to just relax and play bingo at the end

00:30:46of the day.

00:30:46So this is assumption because, like I said, I haven't been around them physically, but

00:30:50I can guarantee you he don't like Amber.

00:30:52Guarantee you.

00:30:53What do you?

00:30:54So, I mean, all the craziness going on right now, I'm sure that you have more to say about

00:30:57Emily.

00:30:57What do you think what's going on with this cat?

00:30:59I mean, have you seen the stuff about Rarity?

00:31:01Yeah.

00:31:03I knew there was more to the story because things weren't adding up.

00:31:06One thing I can say about Amber is she does love her animals very, very much.

00:31:10You know, a while back ago, I had to tell things about, you know, maybe the dog's nails

00:31:14being too long or, you know what I mean?

00:31:16But my God, you know, it happens to people, you know, like it's not enough to be like

00:31:20she's an abuser in my head.

00:31:21You know, she loves her animals.

00:31:22She always has.

00:31:23We've even fought over animal names before because she stole the name of my cat.

00:31:26That's another funny story.

00:31:28Like, what's the chances of two people wanting to name their cat Wasabi?

00:31:32Oh, she took Wasabi from you.

00:31:33She took my name.

00:31:34And it's in Texas.

00:31:35Another fight we got into because I don't believe.

00:31:36No way.

00:31:37No way.

00:31:39I was big into sushi.

00:31:40I wanted an orange cat with green eyes.

00:31:41I was going to call him Ginger Wasabi.

00:31:43Whatever.

00:31:43She got the cat first.

00:31:44I was living in an apartment waiting until I got into a home so I could have a pet.

00:31:48We lived in our apartment for nine and a half years before we bought our home.

00:31:51And when I got into a home is when I got my pet.

00:31:53So I just, you know, took too long.

00:31:55So she beat me.

00:31:55I'm not Wasabi.

00:31:56But regardless, she does love her animals, in my opinion.

00:32:00Of course, I'm not physically with her.

00:32:02But just by what I've, you know, picked up over the years and conversating and all that.

00:32:05But the thing as a cat getting out, the thing I had the problem with is timing.

00:32:12I know she'll lie for her girlfriends just like her girlfriends will lie for her.

00:32:15So you can't really, you got to play detective when you're messing with Amber.

00:32:19You know, you just have to.

00:32:21So the fact that she came home when she did, I felt was way too soon after losing her.

00:32:27So I felt like she had to know more than what she was sharing.

00:32:30And then now knowing more, it all makes more sense how they were fighting.

00:32:34And, you know, my sister was going to go get her at one point.

00:32:37But, you know, it's just a whole bunch of little mini lies all in that scenario, too.

00:32:40And she says she never was going to move there.

00:32:42OK, that's why we had conversations on we're going to get a moving truck.

00:32:45And who was she was going to give away the couch in her apartment to my daughter and all these different plans.

00:32:49But we were never going to move there.

00:32:50No, that wasn't her intention.

00:32:51You know, she just lies all the time.

00:32:53It seems like it.

00:32:54And she said she said she never lies.

00:32:55She's always telling the truth.

00:32:57Well, that's another lie.

00:32:59Surprise.

00:32:59So, I mean, I guess it's really anybody's guess.

00:33:01But, I mean, just personally, I think that Amberlynn would prioritize her own relationship and trying to hang on to Emily.

00:33:09And if that meant doing something risky with Rarity, I think that she would.

00:33:12I think she would.

00:33:12It is very hard for me to wrap my brain around that concept.

00:33:17But I do watch a lot of shows, you know, crime shows in general, right?

00:33:22They make you wet the hell all the time, right?

00:33:24People do some crazy stuff.

00:33:26And so I cannot imagine that way of thinking, like, hey, I'm going to let my cat that I love so much outdoor in this weather just to stay longer with Emily.

00:33:36But then you hear all the fighting and all the accusations made all throughout there.

00:33:41And I'm just like, yeah, I don't know.

00:33:42I don't know what happened.

00:33:43Yeah.

00:33:44I don't know.

00:33:45I don't think we'll ever truly know.

00:33:47No.

00:33:48But I know now she wants to be with the feeder.

00:33:50So, obviously, she doesn't want to ever lose weight.

00:33:51And she's going to die of obesity.

00:33:53So, once I can swallow that pill, I can start moving on and, like, truly letting the dream die.

00:33:58Because I've been holding on for literally, like I say, decades.

00:34:01Onto a dream.

00:34:01Well, did you see the other day that she said on stream when she and Emily broke up, she laughed and said, well, I guess I can lose weight now.

00:34:07Yeah.

00:34:09That was to me.

00:34:10It's just like she lies to you guys.

00:34:11She lies to us, too.

00:34:12You know what I mean?

00:34:12It's not just you guys.

00:34:14It's like when you're like, she's a feeder.

00:34:16No, she's not.

00:34:17No, she's not.

00:34:17Oh, my God.

00:34:18No, that's just the haters.

00:34:19That's just the haters.

00:34:20To where she gets my sister believing the same stuff just because Amber says it.

00:34:23I'm like, do you know your daughter?

00:34:24She lies.

00:34:25Well, does your sister not watch any of the stuff online?

00:34:29She says she doesn't.

00:34:30I don't know.

00:34:30Well, how would she take Amber's side?

00:34:33Well, how would she take Amber's side?

00:34:35Do you think that she's like just trying to stick by her no matter what?

00:34:37My sister is trying to make up for where she fell short for so long.

00:34:42My sister is not dumb to the fact of her mistake.

00:34:44She needs some huge ones.

00:34:45Lots of them.

00:34:46She's very aware of that.

00:34:47And she's also was very grateful that she finally got this piece of sobriety.

00:34:52And so, you know, she was able to be an example to her two sons that struggle with drug addiction and really show that you guys, you know, you can get it.

00:35:00You can get it.

00:35:00And I tell her, man, if my sister can get it, literally anyone can get it.

00:35:03I used to watch the show Intervention.

00:35:06I used to watch that show.

00:35:08And cry because I wish my sister was only that bad.

00:35:12So when I see my sister now getting clean and sober, when I talk about a dream come true, it's beyond measure, you know.

00:35:19So never would I think that we wouldn't be talking right now.

00:35:24And I might as well just tell you that reason because that's what's going to come up next.

00:35:26Why aren't they talking?

00:35:27Why aren't they talking?

00:35:28Right?

00:35:29Yeah.

00:35:29It's 100% greed.

00:35:31A thousand percent greed.

00:35:32When my sister was early into recovery, I just started buying my home.

00:35:37And me and my husband live a comfortable life.

00:35:39If we can go anywhere.

00:35:40Here, can I interrupt you first?

00:35:41Is this like personal financial details with you and your sister with your relationship?

00:35:45No, it's over my sister wanting my mom's house 100% to herself.

00:35:48Well, yeah.

00:35:49I mean, lots of families fight over.

00:35:50Yeah.

00:35:51But do you not talk to your sister for two years because your mom said something about a house?

00:35:54I didn't even say anything.

00:35:55But that's why my sister hasn't talked to me.

00:35:57She said she's agreed.

00:35:58Because when she was early on in recovery, you know how usually your parent passes away,

00:36:02right?

00:36:02And if there's two siblings, it's usually 50-50.

00:36:05The one, if they want to keep the house, they buy it out, right?

00:36:07They buy the other half of it, right?

00:36:09Well, me knowing that my sister, I mean, we didn't even know if she was going to keep

00:36:12her job and apartment or she wasn't even going to keep her sobriety at this point,

00:36:14right?

00:36:15And I was doing well.

00:36:16So because I loved my sister, I wasn't worried about the details.

00:36:19You can move right into mom's house.

00:36:20We don't worry about it.

00:36:21You'll have a roof over your head, you know?

00:36:22My mom would say, well, doesn't she have to pay you, you know, your half?

00:36:25This conversation just kept coming up.

00:36:27My exact words was, don't worry about it.

00:36:29We'll work it out.

00:36:30Even if she has to pay me $250 for the rest of her life, you know, we'll work it out.

00:36:33Don't worry about it.

00:36:34Does that sound greedy to you?

00:36:35You know, that's what I said and kept saying.

00:36:38And then when we went out to California two years ago, they were outside smoking a cigarette

00:36:41and my mom brought up a conversation about the house to me.

00:36:44And all I said was, mom, I don't think now's the time.

00:36:46And my sister overheard and wanted to question me about it.

00:36:49And I again said, now is not the time.

00:36:50And she blew up on me and said, well, I've already got it in my head that that's my house.

00:36:54That's my house.

00:36:55And it just blew up from there.

00:36:56Things have changed since then.

00:36:58You're 10 years sober.

00:36:59You have the same job making really good money.

00:37:03She's in the same relationship.

00:37:05She lives in the same apartment.

00:37:06That's some stability, right?

00:37:08So what would make her not do it 50-50 now?

00:37:11Right?

00:37:11We're both doing really good in life financially.

00:37:13Yes.

00:37:13So that's the right thing.

00:37:14And that's what 999 people out of 1,000 would agree with.

00:37:17But not my sister.

00:37:18She thinks she should have it all because of what was said years ago.

00:37:21And she had nothing.

00:37:23So that's the true colors of my sister in sobriety.

00:37:25Surprised the hell out of me.

00:37:27But today, because I wanted to open my mouth, my sister reached out to me and Amber reached out to me.

00:37:33Isn't that funny?

00:37:34They probably want you to shut up.

00:37:36Yeah, of course they do because I know I have so much to say.

00:37:40Well, honestly, just talking with you the past 40 minutes, it sounds like you're just getting started.

00:37:45Yeah, it's crazy.

00:37:46It's crazy.

00:37:47You know, when I heard that she hates Snowflake so much and of all the people for Emily to talk to, Snowflake, I looked at my husband.

00:37:54I said, well, I guess when I'm ready to talk, I know who I'll talk to because if it's about burning bridges fully down, do not ever cross again, no hope for survival.

00:38:01That's what I want.

00:38:02I'm done.

00:38:03So this is what partly this is about getting my truth out and then being capital D-O-N-E done.

00:38:09No more chances.

00:38:10No more tries.

00:38:10I'm done.

00:38:11Yeah.

00:38:11Done.

00:38:12She mostly doesn't like Snowflake because he, I mean, do you know the reason why?

00:38:18Because he points out factual stuff about her?

00:38:20Well, specifically, he has made videos talking about S.A. that Amber has experienced and he has cast doubt on some of the stories that she has had to say and they kind of butt heads.

00:38:33S.A. against her or?

00:38:35Yes.

00:38:38Okay.

00:38:39From a cousin or something like that?

00:38:41Oh, okay.

00:38:42I understand this is a very sensitive topic, so I mean, if you don't.

00:38:45Yeah, I don't know a lot of the details she has told me about.

00:38:47It was on her father's side.

00:38:48I think at one point when she was removed from the home, she did stay with her dad's sister or step-sister or something.

00:38:55I don't know the people.

00:38:56And that's when all that, if it happened, happened.

00:38:58Gotcha.

00:38:58I don't know the details of it.

00:39:00Yeah.

00:39:00Well, there's mainly it's the things that he has had to say in regards to that with Amber and that's specifically what she does not like about it.

00:39:08I mean, in addition to being a reaction channel and, you know, critiquing her content and stuff like that.

00:39:12Yeah.

00:39:13I guess, I don't know.

00:39:14There's a lot more of you reaction people from, like, just even a couple years ago that, like, I didn't even know who Heptokana was, but obviously he's pretty popular.

00:39:22I haven't heard of you, but I honestly, I don't really watch it that often.

00:39:25I watch Amber's.

00:39:26Right.

00:39:26I don't know.

00:39:28It gets, it gets really hard, you know, obviously hearing people talk about your family, knowing some, assuming the other, you know, at the very beginning, it was really hard to hear all this hateful stuff about my sister.

00:39:36Um, even though I get her past is her past, but I mean, my God, you know, she's made some wonderful changes and overall, you know, has done a lot of great things and does a lot of, you know, for people that are still out there sick and stuff.

00:39:48I see her give out a lot, you know, so she's trying to do the right thing.

00:39:51So it was really hard to see negative things at times, but it's like, I guess that never will end.

00:39:56They'll always say, you know, Oh, she was a drug addict and she had drug addict.

00:39:59Well, I mean, a lot of people, I had drug addict family too, but I don't sit around and use it as an excuse why I got pregnant early, why they didn't open my legs.

00:40:07I opened my legs at 16.

00:40:09You know what I mean?

00:40:09I get so tired of people blaming their childhood, their whole life.

00:40:13I'm sorry.

00:40:14What happened to you happened to you.

00:40:15I wish half of the stuff that happened to me didn't either, but at what age do we say, okay, uh, I'm either going to get over this with help.

00:40:22Like I did 16 years of counseling every week, you know, and I would try to get her to do that too, but of course not.

00:40:27Um, but that's the choices you have, right?

00:40:30You either deal with your things and move on or you stay trapped and she continues to stay trapped.

00:40:35Oh, and I think it works out for her because, you know, it's, it's provided a very lucrative life for her, which is pretty sad.

00:40:42Oh yeah.

00:40:42Because I mean, it continues.

00:40:43It's literally killing my niece.

00:40:45YouTube is killing my niece.

00:40:46I have always said it's, it's like a blessing and a curse for Amber.

00:40:49Cause I mean, it's a blessing.

00:40:50Cause she only has to work a few hours a week and she can make more than any of us, but it's also a curse.

00:40:54Cause it confines her to this social media life.

00:40:56That's very toxic.

00:40:58Yeah.

00:40:59It's just, I don't know.

00:41:00She gives out so much.

00:41:01She gives gifts to her girlfriends.

00:41:02Yeah, absolutely.

00:41:03We've seen it right on videos.

00:41:04She don't spoil her mom, my grandma.

00:41:06She don't do shit for her family.

00:41:08Nothing.

00:41:09When she goes out to eat with, with my family, she don't pay.

00:41:12Oh really?

00:41:12She don't give my sister gas money ever.

00:41:16Even though she drives her all over the place.

00:41:17Oh, I was about to say, oh, she should at least be, if she, if she's going to be her personal taxi like that.

00:41:21Well, you know, it's owed in Amber's mind.

00:41:22I mean, isn't that the least she could do, right?

00:41:24That's her mentality.

00:41:26So, I mean, she don't even think about it.

00:41:27Cause of course she don't have a car.

00:41:28She don't pay for gas.

00:41:29She don't have to think of stuff like that.

00:41:30But any normal person, like even, even your best friend, you know, your best friend, if you keep taking them to the store, taking them to bingo and taking them out to eat, eventually they're going to be like, Hey, you want some gas money?

00:41:40Yeah, really?

00:41:41Not her?

00:41:42Nope.

00:41:43Oh God.

00:41:43Pretty entitled.

00:41:45Yeah.

00:41:45Yep.

00:41:46Well, I don't, I mean, the main thing, the one more thing that Chad is kind of asking about in addition to Uncle Bumpy, because I think that's where we started was, they just wanted to know if you had anything to say about Jade, because there wasn't a whole lot about Jade online or anything like that.

00:42:00But there was an instance where I talked very similarly to how we are right now with one of Amber's exes.

00:42:05And they said that she and Jade had some interesting interactions.

00:42:10Jade is the only one that I actually got to meet.

00:42:13And that's because she brought Amber to Oklahoma City.

00:42:16Oh, okay.

00:42:17And she helped Amber move her belongings in and set up her, oh God, I don't know.

00:42:22I think it was like a TV stand or something.

00:42:24That's what she was working on when I walked into the apartment, the one and only time.

00:42:28Um, but so I got to physically see her, meet her, as far as it goes.

00:42:33Oh, all right.

00:42:33Amber told me there was so much stuff to tell me about Jade that we're going to just surprise me.

00:42:39And she was horrible and she did horrible things and all these things.

00:42:42And she was going to tell us all about it as soon as she got here, as soon as Jade left.

00:42:46When Jade left, nothing was said.

00:42:47Probably because she didn't have anything.

00:42:49Yeah.

00:42:50I don't know.

00:42:50I don't know what she does to these girlfriends, though.

00:42:52I don't know if she's paying them.

00:42:54I don't know how she keeps people as quiet as she has for as long.

00:42:57Now I know they're starting to say little things, but, you know, the whole time they're

00:43:00when they don't even when me and Amber were talking, never once did I ever talk to them

00:43:04ever once.

00:43:05She keeps them very secluded from her people.

00:43:07Yeah.

00:43:09Yeah.

00:43:10Well, um, I think, uh, I'm probably going to end the stream here soon, but I do really

00:43:15appreciate your time and thank you for, uh, saying what you had to say.

00:43:19Um, I needed to say it.

00:43:20Apparently it sucks.

00:43:21It has to go like this, but at the end of the day, you just gotta let it out.

00:43:24Sometimes I've been holding it on for way too long.

00:43:26Um, yeah, who knows?

00:43:27Maybe it'll, maybe it'll work something out for you in the future with them, but you have

00:43:31to have that desire.

00:43:31And I'm sorry, I'm not even trying to be extra rude or anything.

00:43:34Yeah.

00:43:35Decades.

00:43:35Okay.

00:43:36Decades.

00:43:36Yeah.

00:43:37You know, um, yep.

00:43:38I'm just looking at this from a outsider point of view.

00:43:40Yeah.

00:43:41I know a lot of people are like, you know, family and I get that whole thing, the whole blood

00:43:44and family.

00:43:45And I do believe in that.

00:43:46And that's why I tried for decades.

00:43:48Right.

00:43:49Otherwise I would have given up a long time ago.

00:43:50I tried harder for family, but at the end of the day, just because you have some of the same

00:43:54blood in your body, I mean, enough is enough.

00:43:58Yeah.

00:43:58So I don't want to, I don't want to make up and make things better.

00:44:00There's nothing they can say or do at this point.

00:44:02And that's why I'm doing this to make sure to, you know, cap lock it in, destroy anything

00:44:07that could have possibly been left.

00:44:09Oh boy.

00:44:10All right, Tammy.

00:44:10Well, I'll let you go.

00:44:11I'll let you digest all of this.

00:44:12And I really appreciate your time again.

00:44:14Thanks for your time.

00:44:15All right.

00:44:15See ya.

00:44:25I'm going to go to the bathroom.

00:44:31Where, where does this start?

00:44:33Hey there.

00:44:34Ready?

00:44:36Oh, okay.

00:44:37Um, I guess I will start off by, uh, commenting on the mental, uh, press one.

00:44:43If you guys hear her, do you guys hear her?

00:44:45Press one, please.

00:44:49Oh, crazy.

00:44:49Thanks.

00:44:49That's not bingo.

00:44:50Bingo is nose too late for bingo.

00:44:54Okay.

00:44:55The part that Amber is trying to put to the table right now.

00:44:58Uh, of course she's going to use that first, uh, thing, you know, nice to hear from y'all.

00:45:02Oh, wow.

00:45:03This is going to be very hard.

00:45:05Um, I guess I will start off by, uh, how many of you are going to tell us?

00:45:11So are you, are you able to pause or turn off the ball?

00:45:17How am I going to hear you and talk at the same time?

00:45:20You can talk to me on Instagram.

00:45:23Like, um, are you, are you logged into Instagram on your phone?

00:45:26Yeah.

00:45:28So just, just get rid of YouTube and just talk to me on Instagram.

00:45:32This is very, Spencer.

00:45:33Yes.

00:45:33This is so weird for a family member to do.

00:45:35Literally out of nowhere.

00:45:36After recently seeing me, seeing me in distress, she literally outright said, let's make this

00:45:40worse.

00:45:44That's, I need you guys to look at it from that perspective.

00:45:47She outright said, my niece is in distress.

00:45:50Instead of reaching out to her, even though she's done nothing wrong, let me make this

00:45:54worse.

00:45:54That's genuinely all you need to hear and see to realize that like, that's fucked up.

00:46:05That's fucked up.

00:46:06Thank you for everyone supporting me and seeing that.

00:46:10All right.

00:46:11I'll pause that.

00:46:12Okay.

00:46:12So obviously she's over there trying to say that I'm mentally unstable and this and that.

00:46:16You are mentally unstable, love.

00:46:18You are mentally unstable.

00:46:20We're both cut from the same cloth.

00:46:21Aren't we all in one way or another?

00:46:25The difference is I'm not sitting here going online and being, or actually ignoring my niece

00:46:31for no reason because I'm in an argument with her mother and then deciding, oh, she's in

00:46:37distress and she's hurting and heartbroken and having anxiety and hyperventilating and

00:46:40everything.

00:46:41But let's make it worse.

00:46:43Thank you, Quinn.

00:46:43Love.

00:46:45That's super sweet.

00:46:45I'm sorry, too.

00:46:46You guys are happy to witness this.

00:46:49I'm so sorry.

00:46:50This is crazy.

00:46:52Like, literally, if she's going to talk about drama from my early 20s or when I was a teenager,

00:46:56like, okay.

00:47:00Oh, weird.

00:47:01But I am currently, I haven't been on any medication for, I don't know, six, seven years.

00:47:06I did go through 16 years of counseling, but of course, who wouldn't be in my family?

00:47:11That's just being honest.

00:47:13What?

00:47:13So, I've had my day, I have my diagnoses, I have my labels, but I am mentally sound.

00:47:21I just cannot take the lies, the manipulation, the victim.

00:47:27The lies, the manipulation, the victim.

00:47:29My aunt doesn't know me.

00:47:32My aunt is also a psycho.

00:47:33Why do we all have psycho aunts?

00:47:35My aunt does not know me.

00:47:37My aunt does not know me.

00:47:39That's the part that's so fucking unhinged.

00:47:41My aunt does not know me.

00:47:42And the time that we spent together in 2023 in person, I was so sweet and loving.

00:47:47And like, I was like, hell yeah.

00:47:49Like, I got my aunt back.

00:47:50She's crazy.

00:47:52The total, absolute grossness of this feeder era.

00:47:57I just can't.

00:47:58Feeder era?

00:47:59My aunt is literally saying feeder era?

00:48:02This is crazy.

00:48:04No more.

00:48:04I just can't.

00:48:05And the final straw really has been building up.

00:48:09And I've been saying it.

00:48:10It's coming.

00:48:11It's coming.

00:48:11A person can only hold back so much.

00:48:13You know what I mean?

00:48:14You don't know me.

00:48:16We were fine the last time we spoke.

00:48:18That is the scariest part of this whole thing.

00:48:21That is so sad that you thought you were going to have a good relationship with your aunt.

00:48:24Spencer, you have no fucking idea.

00:48:25Like, I was so excited.

00:48:27Like, genuinely, I was like, hell yeah.

00:48:33Normally, I'm like, fuck, okay.

00:48:34I can see it being my fault.

00:48:36But this is, like, makes no sense.

00:48:40Yeah, Camille, how is this okay?

00:48:41I don't know.

00:48:42I'm genuinely, like, so confused.

00:48:45I don't think I've been this confused forever.

00:48:47Like, genuinely.

00:48:49And, like, my poor mom.

00:48:51Holy fuck.

00:48:52Human at the end of the day.

00:48:54And my sister, we hold back so much.

00:48:56You know, I'm human at the end of the day.

00:48:58I'm human at the end of the day.

00:48:59My sister and Amber have done me extremely wrong over the last two years.

00:49:03And I have.

00:49:04My sister and Amber have done me extremely wrong in the last two years.

00:49:10Where am I?

00:49:12Where am I?

00:49:13Where the fuck am I?

00:49:15Twinkie, pinch me, baby.

00:49:16Pinch me.

00:49:17Is this a dream?

00:49:18A nightmare?

00:49:20I literally just told you guys exactly what it was.

00:49:24I went to her Thanksgiving in 2023.

00:49:25I thought everything was fucking fine with me and her, me and my family, this and that.

00:49:29Besides the fact that my mom and her were fighting and arguing.

00:49:33I would message her randomly asking how she's doing, how's COVID, Merry Christmas.

00:49:37Like, what?

00:49:38She would respond, like, one, and it was dry.

00:49:40Like, it didn't matter to her.

00:49:43She had all these promises of, oh my God, we're going to hang out.

00:49:46We're going to go do this.

00:49:47We're going to do that.

00:49:48Never once did she want to hang out or do this and do that once I was finally here.

00:49:52And then the last thing I messaged her, February 2024, was a picture of me and her during Thanksgiving.

00:49:57And thank you for the super chat, Jess.

00:50:00Yes, thank you.

00:50:02Um, what was I saying?

00:50:04Dear Holy Father.

00:50:06Oh yeah, 2024, sending her a picture of us from Thanksgiving and we looked happy because

00:50:10we were going to spend Thanksgiving together and I was like, love you, miss you.

00:50:12And she did not respond to it.

00:50:13That's when I took the hint.

00:50:15What have I done to you in the last 20, in the last two years besides not talk to you

00:50:18because you didn't want to talk to me because of my mom?

00:50:22What?

00:50:22This is weird.

00:50:25I've remained silent and I'm just done being silent.

00:50:30Do you, how do you, did you want to talk about how you felt that they did you wrong

00:50:35or did you just want to talk about how you feel about...

00:50:37Can I show the pic of us?

00:50:38Yes, of course I can.

00:50:40Of course I can.

00:50:41Hold on.

00:50:45Um.

00:50:52Yes.

00:50:54Oh, I'm trying to pull it up on here.

00:51:08There we are.

00:51:11And I literally said, miss you and love you.

00:51:14And she never responded.

00:51:15And that's when I took the hint.

00:51:16And that's what I sent her today.

00:51:18Okay.

00:51:22Um, you need to take an acting class.

00:51:36Cass, if you think that, um, knock, it's not hard.

00:51:42Something that you usually communicate with.

00:51:44Yeah, I can see that.

00:51:45But when I sit there and I'm the only one like messaging, like, how are you?

00:51:50Merry Christmas, like, and you get these, like, remain silent from what?

00:51:57I have no idea.

00:51:58And you get these, like, um, messages back that you could tell this person does not want

00:52:03to communicate with you.

00:52:04And then you try to, like, open up more and you're, like, showing them, like, here's a

00:52:08photo of us, like, miss you, love you.

00:52:10And they can't say miss you or love you back.

00:52:12Like, it's weird energy.

00:52:14Like, it's not black and white.

00:52:16There's more variables that go into it.

00:52:18Um, so, yeah, I'm not cooked at all.

00:52:21But thank you for the money.

00:52:23Love it.

00:52:24All right.

00:52:24Let's keep going.

00:52:26Her relationship.

00:52:27Well, I mean, it's so much to cover.

00:52:30And I just think I would be talking around and around and around.

00:52:33But I guess that's a place we can start.

00:52:35As a lot of people, you guys have been following her a long time.

00:52:39So, what I'm getting is you don't know how to get the hint.

00:52:41Alina, that's the point.

00:52:42I did get the hint.

00:52:43So, I stopped messaging her.

00:52:45I was like, my aunt wants nothing to do with me, even though I didn't do anything to her.

00:52:48So.

00:52:49I'm just like me.

00:52:50I've seen every single video she's ever put out.

00:52:53Um, I have tried to be a good aunt to Amber.

00:52:56You've never tried to be a good aunt to me, love.

00:52:58You've never tried to be a good aunt to me.

00:53:00Here I am in the flesh trying to be a good niece for you.

00:53:04And somehow, someway, you wanted me to take your side over my mom's when I said I'm not

00:53:12taking anyone's side.

00:53:14Like, I made that very clear.

00:53:15I loved you.

00:53:17And I love my mom.

00:53:18So, it's like, why do I always have to pick someone's side?

00:53:23Like, it's so weird.

00:53:28The last solid, uh, let's see.

00:53:31She's saying she's pissed you didn't go to her wedding because you were too big.

00:53:33But went to other places.

00:53:35Yeah, I could not go to her wedding.

00:53:37She's clock chasing, probably.

00:53:39Um, yeah, I couldn't go to her wedding.

00:53:42And I didn't go to other places.

00:53:44Like, do you know how far away Kentucky is from Oklahoma?

00:53:47Like, I didn't go to other places.

00:53:49I didn't go anywhere.

00:53:52And do you want to know something really fucking crazy?

00:53:55She got married on my mom's fucking soberversary date.

00:53:58My mom's soberversary is November 1st.

00:54:01And it's going to be, this year will be 10 years.

00:54:04My aunt got married on my mom's seventh soberversary date.

00:54:09Who does that?

00:54:11Billie Eilish, Wisconsin.

00:54:12Was a two-hour drive.

00:54:14A two-hour drive.

00:54:17But it's like, you guys wouldn't believe.

00:54:19Like, she likes to take people's joy and, like, turn it into her own.

00:54:23She likes to take people's pain and make it even worse.

00:54:27That is, like, who she is.

00:54:29Does that make sense?

00:54:32Um, you just didn't want to go to the wedding.

00:54:37No, I couldn't go to the wedding.

00:54:39I did want to.

00:54:40Um, me and Feline were actually going to go.

00:54:42Well, um, you should thank him for showing you her true colors.

00:54:49Like, thank Jordi for showing my aunt's true colors.

00:54:57Yeah, me and Feline were going to go to the wedding.

00:54:59And you know what's funny?

00:55:14She's mad that I didn't drive, like, 10 plus hours to go to her wedding because I literally

00:55:18couldn't at the time, especially because it was around the time where I hurt my ankle.

00:55:21Do you guys remember that?

00:55:22I was still hailing from that.

00:55:23It was a mess.

00:55:23But yet, I am, what, 15 minutes away from her now?

00:55:30And she never came to see me.

00:55:34Nothing.

00:55:35Ever since Thanksgiving.

00:55:36All because her and my mom got in an argument.

00:55:39That's weird.

00:55:41A true family member wouldn't be so oppressed about this.

00:55:43The fuck?

00:55:43Exactly.

00:55:46Exactly.

00:55:48Her love is all performative.

00:55:50Exactly.

00:55:51Yes, crazy things.

00:55:52I have so many messages and calls and just telling her, I'm not trying to replace your

00:55:59mom.

00:56:00I'm just trying to be your person, you know?

00:56:01I've tried to teach her on how to diet and exercise and make good choices and say...

00:56:06She's tried to teach me how to diet and exercise, even though she's gained all her weight back

00:56:09that she lost when she was doing keto.

00:56:12Like, we're all a flop.

00:56:14Thank you, yo mama.

00:56:15Thank you, Catherine.

00:56:17Thank you so much.

00:56:18Yes, XL hoodie.

00:56:19Tammy had an affair.

00:56:20That is exactly how she met her husband, by cheating on her other husband.

00:56:23Yes, that is correct.

00:56:25Moving on.

00:56:26Save money.

00:56:27And this is even before she blew up on YouTube.

00:56:30Then she blew up on YouTube and then she gets this, you know, better than everyone else

00:56:34mentality.

00:56:35She keeps all her girlfriends.

00:56:37Every single one I have never met, even though I was the one constant in her life.

00:56:43You never met them because we're in a completely different state and you did meet Feline the

00:56:49day that Feline dropped me off and you came over here and everything was literally fine.

00:56:54Like, everything was literally fine.

00:56:56All because you're having an argument with my mom, like, you're taking it out on me.

00:56:58Like, all because you have bed bugs and had to get rid of every single ounce of furniture

00:57:02you have, you're taking it out on me.

00:57:04I didn't give you bed bugs.

00:57:05I didn't do anything to you.

00:57:07I don't know what's happening.

00:57:08I'm almost going to be 35.

00:57:09Our drama that we have is from my mid-20s lower.

00:57:13Like, I'm genuinely just like, what?

00:57:18If you didn't have an online presence, she wouldn't care.

00:57:20Probably not.

00:57:21Like, this is crazy.

00:57:23Yes, the bed bugs.

00:57:26Yes, Cass.

00:57:28Yes.

00:57:29I never got to talk to any of them.

00:57:31Of course, so she can keep her narrative straight, right?

00:57:35I'm sure she had lots to say about me to each and every one.

00:57:39Ooh, if the shoe fits, ma'am.

00:57:41If the shoe fits.

00:57:42But I guarantee you, it wasn't me being the bad guy.

00:57:46I've caught her and posted years and years ago when I was angry before.

00:57:51She is talking about me in my early 20s.

00:57:53Here she goes.

00:57:54It's like, let's talk about the stuff from, like, the last two years.

00:57:56What did I do to you in the last two years, love?

00:57:59Like, what did I do to you in the last five years?

00:58:01You just get to that point where enough is enough.

00:58:04I get a lot of messages you could imagine over the years, and it is a lot to deal with.

00:58:10And she thinks it's okay that she can.

00:58:12It's a lot to deal with.

00:58:13Honey, you're engaging.

00:58:14You're engaging in it.

00:58:15You're creating that for yourself.

00:58:17Like, what do the haters say?

00:58:19Don't touch the poo?

00:58:20Like, you're not only touching the poo, but you're licking it and eating it.

00:58:22I put all my sister's business out on there for years with no cost.

00:58:28Now, talk about my mom, things.

00:58:29People are in her life now, but she's still bat-mouthing them.

00:58:33She's still running the narrative that she's this poor little victim.

00:58:37Amber had more chances than most people do.

00:58:40You know what I mean?

00:58:41Yeah, she came from a drug-addicted, abusive household.

00:58:44Oh, my God.

00:58:46Toxicity galore.

00:58:48Like, worst-case scenarios.

00:58:49It is true.

00:58:50So, the difference is that she was rescued from that, you know?

00:58:55Put into foster care.

00:58:57Every foster care house she went into was better than I had ever dreamed of living in.

00:59:02I'm sorry, but you know nothing about my foster care experience,

00:59:06and you should not be bringing up my fucking childhood.

00:59:09Like, you're genuinely insane.

00:59:10I did not know you during those times.

00:59:13I did not know you.

00:59:15I met you when I was 17.

00:59:16I think you held me as a baby.

00:59:18And that was it.

00:59:20That was it.

00:59:21I didn't even know you existed.

00:59:26You know what I mean?

00:59:27She had those opportunities, but she squashed them, and she never...

00:59:30You don't know what I went through in my foster homes.

00:59:32I have shared bits and pieces of these things.

00:59:36I never appreciated them.

00:59:37She would talk mad shit.

00:59:39Even about them to me over the phone while they're in their huge house and swimming in their pool and feeding them.

00:59:50Never good enough.

00:59:51Where am I at?

00:59:54I'm in a huge house with a pool getting fed, and I'm yelling on the phone?

01:00:00I literally feel like I'm in the twilight zone.

01:00:02I genuinely am so confused.

01:00:05Her play in the trauma Olympics is wild.

01:00:09Yeah.

01:00:10I have four aunts.

01:00:11I cannot imagine them doing something like this no matter what I did.

01:00:13Not saying you did anything to deserve this.

01:00:15But oh my gosh, Catherine, it's insane.

01:00:17It is insane.

01:00:18You know, so this goes way, way, way back.

01:00:23Way back.

01:00:25Everyone knows my sister was in prison, right?

01:00:27My sister was in prison for strangling her mom in a drunken rage.

01:00:31She loved to spread that.

01:00:33Never a dime on her books.

01:00:35It was me every single month.

01:00:38When my mom was in prison, I didn't have much money.

01:00:41I can definitely admit to that.

01:00:42I did not have much money at all.

01:00:44And the fact that she's like throwing that out is crazy.

01:00:48And not only that, but when my mom was in prison, like me and my mom did not have a

01:00:53good relationship at all.

01:00:54My mom chose drugs over me yet again.

01:00:57I moved all the way to Oklahoma to be with her when I was 18 after getting out of foster

01:01:00care.

01:01:01And my mom would leave me home while she, like, I had nothing.

01:01:04I genuinely had nothing.

01:01:06I had nobody.

01:01:06I had nothing.

01:01:08My mom and my grandma would leave me alone to go to the bars to drink, to do drugs.

01:01:13And I was just left there as an 18 year old.

01:01:15I was reliving my, my childhood all over again.

01:01:18And this is not something that I ever wanted to fucking sit here and talk about.

01:01:21But like, why is she doing this?

01:01:23Like, I'm literally shocked.

01:01:25So when I was kicked out of Oklahoma, like me and my mom did not have a good relationship

01:01:29at all.

01:01:30And for my mom to be in prison, I was grateful because I mean, not only was she sober, but

01:01:35like she had a roof over her head.

01:01:36She was no longer homeless.

01:01:37She was no longer bouncing from man to man.

01:01:39She was no longer doing the drugs and the alcohol and the this and the that.

01:01:42And like, I'm so glad that she's the woman that she is today.

01:01:44And for my aunt to just like, I don't know the words for it, but to make it all like come

01:01:50up again.

01:01:51And like the trauma of it all, like, it's not okay.

01:01:53Like, it's not okay.

01:01:56It's genuinely not.

01:01:59As someone who had been through this system that is vile, your aunt acted like that was

01:02:03a positive.

01:02:04That shit can be trauma inducing.

01:02:05Spencer, it is.

01:02:07It is.

01:02:08It really is.

01:02:16This is crazy.

01:02:19Yeah, this is my mom's sister.

01:02:21My mom is so hurt and shocked by this and wait until she hears like what's happening now.

01:02:26My mom is going to be so hurt.

01:02:29I feel my mom's fucking hurting.

01:02:31She doesn't deserve any of this fucking drama and stress.

01:02:33Like she doesn't every single month.

01:02:39I paid her fines with her.

01:02:41I visited her.

01:02:42I did video calls.

01:02:43I drove long distances.

01:02:46When my mom was in prison, I didn't even write her.

01:02:49Like I didn't send, like I wrote her this whole long thing.

01:02:53It was like updating her on my life.

01:02:54And it was, I'm very long winded type person.

01:02:57And like I was going to send it.

01:02:59I was.

01:03:00But something was telling me not to.

01:03:02Like and then after my mom got out of prison, me and my mom did not talk for years.

01:03:06My mom and I did not have a good relationship.

01:03:08Like you guys have no idea.

01:03:10And then it was when I was diagnosed with cancer.

01:03:12That is when her and I got really close again.

01:03:14Like so I always look at it as like me being diagnosed with cancer fucking sucked ass.

01:03:20Like genuinely, but it brought me and my mom together.

01:03:24Me and my mom have had a rough, it's been rough.

01:03:28Like it's been rough.

01:03:30And like, you know, when I was in foster care, my parents, my whole life, they didn't, they

01:03:36didn't help me with anything.

01:03:37Like obviously I'm in foster care.

01:03:39I was neglected.

01:03:40I was neglected.

01:03:41And for my aunt to be sitting here, well Amber then didn't give money to her mom when

01:03:45she was in prison.

01:03:46I'm sorry, but I didn't.

01:03:47I didn't.

01:03:48But now if my mom needs anything, I'm there for her.

01:03:56This is so fucked up.

01:03:58Like what is happening?

01:04:02This is genuinely shit.

01:04:06Like this is crazy.

01:04:08Like I'm just like literally in awe right now.

01:04:11When my sister was homeless on the streets, I yelled for her name at the top of my lungs

01:04:16for eight solid months.

01:04:18In very dangerous neighborhoods looking for my sister.

01:04:22I have the picture of the day I found my sister.

01:04:24One of the happiest days of my life.

01:04:26But it's not even when she got well.

01:04:28It still took a while.

01:04:29It took her to go to prison.

01:04:31Amber loves to talk about that as the victim.

01:04:34Even though she wouldn't even write my sister.

01:04:36I am a victim of what my parents put me through.

01:04:41That is period.

01:04:42Anyone would say that.

01:04:43If you were a foster kid, you were a victim.

01:04:47You are literally the most unsympathetic, unempathetic.

01:04:51I am your fucking niece.

01:04:53And this is what you're doing.

01:04:54I am your niece.

01:04:55I am your fucking niece.

01:05:02And I did nothing to you.

01:05:04What did I do to you in the last five years?

01:05:07What did I do?

01:05:11I'm like literally like, what is happening?

01:05:13You were surrounded by absolute snakes.

01:05:18What does it tell all about them on the internet?

01:05:20I have no idea.

01:05:24Not Kevin.

01:05:25They got in a fight two years ago.

01:05:27And since then, like my aunt has wanted nothing to do with me.

01:05:29Even though I have nothing to do with it.

01:05:30I literally have nothing to do with it.

01:05:34She was in prison.

01:05:36I would beg her.

01:05:38That's your mom.

01:05:39Get stabbed.

01:05:40She wouldn't even buy this shit.

01:05:41I just explained to you guys why I did.

01:05:43Not right.

01:05:44My mom.

01:05:45And I know a lot of you would understand that.

01:05:47I have the text.

01:05:49She's not worth the 42 cent stamp.

01:05:52But even though Amber didn't want to help her mom ever,

01:05:56she always expected me to.

01:05:58And I did.

01:05:59Time and time and time again.

01:06:01I no longer let my sister into my home

01:06:04because she abused me over and over and over.

01:06:07She used drugs and alcohol in my home behind my back

01:06:10when I'm giving her a roof over her head

01:06:13and clothes on her body.

01:06:14I tried everything for my sister.

01:06:18Everything.

01:06:19And when she disrespected me the last time,

01:06:21I told her,

01:06:22you need to get out.

01:06:23Because number one,

01:06:24this is my house.

01:06:25And if you're not going to respect me...

01:06:27Shrimp tempura,

01:06:28you're only supporting her

01:06:29because it's drama for me.

01:06:30That's the only reason why.

01:06:33And I...

01:06:34It took me a long time to get here.

01:06:36But I genuinely...

01:06:39Like,

01:06:40it took me a long time to get to the point

01:06:42where it's like,

01:06:42these people don't actually, like,

01:06:44believe most of this stuff.

01:06:46It's just drama for you.

01:06:48It's just drama for you.

01:06:50That's what you love.

01:06:51That is what you're getting off on.

01:06:54Not super an Amber lover.

01:06:56Just a watcher.

01:06:56But she's not in the wrong hair.

01:06:57Her aunt is really wrong

01:06:58for talking about Amberlynn's childhood.

01:07:00The whole thing is crazy.

01:07:01I get it,

01:07:05but I need to, like,

01:07:06stick up for myself.

01:07:07In my house,

01:07:08you don't have a place to stay.

01:07:09Amber was there visiting me

01:07:11before my sister even got there.

01:07:13And we were good.

01:07:14We were really good.

01:07:15We were good

01:07:16because I feel like

01:07:17my own aunt love-bombed me.

01:07:19I visited her when I was 17

01:07:20and everything was good.

01:07:23And I was there for, like,

01:07:25a week and a half,

01:07:26almost two weeks.

01:07:27I was there with my brother.

01:07:28And we went and we did things.

01:07:30We went camping.

01:07:31We swam in, like,

01:07:32this man-made beach.

01:07:33Like, we went bowling.

01:07:35We did all kinds of things.

01:07:37Like, and then I move in

01:07:39when I'm 18

01:07:39and then we do nothing.

01:07:41And it's miserable.

01:07:42Like, it was misery

01:07:43upon misery upon misery.

01:07:44They didn't even have enough money

01:07:46to get food or anything.

01:07:47So I went and got food stamps.

01:07:48And I remember I sat there

01:07:49and I was approved for food stamps.

01:07:52And I was like,

01:07:53I'm so glad, like,

01:07:55I was able to help.

01:07:56That's all I said.

01:07:57My aunt went crazy.

01:07:59That was the first time

01:07:59we ever, like,

01:08:00had a true big argument.

01:08:02She went crazy

01:08:03because all I said was, like,

01:08:05I'm glad I'm able to help

01:08:06because I gave her

01:08:07all my food stamps.

01:08:08Like, it was just, like,

01:08:11I felt like I was walking

01:08:12on eggshells.

01:08:13No, truly,

01:08:14I was walking on cockroaches

01:08:15because her whole home

01:08:16was nothing but cockroaches.

01:08:17That's a whole different story.

01:08:18Like, oh my God,

01:08:19I'm, like, scarred for life

01:08:19on that one.

01:08:20I mean, I grew up

01:08:21with cockroaches.

01:08:21Like, the trailer

01:08:22that I lived in,

01:08:23it was moldy cockroach mice.

01:08:25It was crazy.

01:08:26So, but my aunt

01:08:30is not a victim here.

01:08:31She's not innocent.

01:08:32She's none of these things.

01:08:34And everything that happened

01:08:34when I was a teenager,

01:08:35early 20s, mid-20s,

01:08:37it's so dumb.

01:08:38It's so dumb to be

01:08:39bringing up now

01:08:40because it's things

01:08:40that we all have moved past,

01:08:42but it's apparent to me

01:08:43that she holds onto grudges

01:08:44and she holds onto

01:08:45this bitterness.

01:08:46But that is not,

01:08:48that is not who I am

01:08:49as a person.

01:08:50I move on.

01:08:51I moved to Oklahoma.

01:08:52I was so excited

01:08:52to build a relationship

01:08:53with her and all

01:08:57because her and my mom

01:08:58are in an argument.

01:08:58Like, she's taking it

01:08:59out on me.

01:09:00It's crazy behavior.

01:09:01It's crazy behavior.

01:09:04But because her mom

01:09:05was there,

01:09:05she wanted to get smart

01:09:06with me.

01:09:07So I told her,

01:09:08Amber, if you don't like it,

01:09:10you can go with her.

01:09:12Like I just told you,

01:09:13she kicked out my mom

01:09:15and at the time,

01:09:16I'm 18 years old,

01:09:17I'm finally with my mom again,

01:09:19I stuck up for my mom

01:09:20and I was on my mom's side.

01:09:21So that is the only reason

01:09:22why my aunt kicked me out

01:09:23is because I was

01:09:24on my mom's side.

01:09:27My mom came

01:09:28and picked them up

01:09:29and my mom

01:09:31weren't talking at the time.

01:09:32So there they go

01:09:33off to the city.

01:09:34And no matter what

01:09:35she says about my grandma,

01:09:36I'm not going to speak

01:09:37badly about my grandma.

01:09:38My grandma is currently

01:09:39going through a lot

01:09:40right now.

01:09:41Things that I have

01:09:41not told you guys.

01:09:42My grandma does not

01:09:43deserve this.

01:09:44She's just an elderly

01:09:45little woman

01:09:45and the time I've spent

01:09:47with her recently

01:09:48has been amazing.

01:09:49So if she says anything

01:09:50about my grandma,

01:09:50I'm just not doing it.

01:09:51And the same with my mom.

01:09:52Like, I will stick up

01:09:53for them both,

01:09:53but it's just like,

01:09:54this is nonsense crazy.

01:09:55Like, this is like,

01:09:57yeah, exactly.

01:10:00Exactly, Corky.

01:10:01This is crazy.

01:10:02Like, this is horrific.

01:10:04Yes.

01:10:05If there's a word

01:10:06that's worse than horrific,

01:10:06then it's literally that.

01:10:07It was my mom and that's

01:10:11when it all began on YouTube.

01:10:13Amber went on that vacation.

01:10:14She was supposed to be

01:10:15gone two weeks.

01:10:16My mom kicked her out

01:10:17and then we can just

01:10:18keep, keep, keep, keep going.

01:10:21During those days

01:10:22when there's snow days

01:10:22and Amber...

01:10:23I'm sorry,

01:10:23but Jordy's face...

01:10:25He just made a face

01:10:27that genuinely,

01:10:28I feel like...

01:10:29I don't know.

01:10:30I'm getting the sense

01:10:31that he also thinks

01:10:32my aunt is crazy,

01:10:32but he's loving the attention

01:10:34and the clout right now.

01:10:35So he's like,

01:10:35going with it.

01:10:36I'm sorry about that face

01:10:37he just made.

01:10:37I'm sorry.

01:10:39Woo!

01:10:40I was like,

01:10:40oh, you're a horrible person.

01:10:42You, how could you

01:10:43let my mom sleep outside?

01:10:45She never put her

01:10:46in the hotel.

01:10:47She never opened up her home.

01:10:49Thank you so much.

01:10:49Like, 99% of my family,

01:10:52they all want to talk.

01:10:53Well, well, God.

01:10:54I couldn't have opened up

01:10:55my home to my,

01:10:56to my mom.

01:10:57That doesn't make sense.

01:10:57I didn't have a home.

01:10:58I didn't have a home.

01:10:59Like, I was living

01:11:00with my ex, Casey.

01:11:01Then I was living

01:11:02with my ex, Crystal.

01:11:03I didn't have a home.

01:11:03There was no home.

01:11:05To open her up too.

01:11:06Like, you're not making sense.

01:11:07That's not a valid argument.

01:11:09I would.

01:11:10I would.

01:11:10But they never do.

01:11:11It was always me.

01:11:13It's always been me.

01:11:15I've been my sister's keeper

01:11:16my whole entire life.

01:11:19And now she's really

01:11:20going to hate you for this.

01:11:21Like, you're,

01:11:22you're, you're being insane.

01:11:24Like, you are being insane.

01:11:26And it's sad.

01:11:27It's sad.

01:11:28If you had something to say,

01:11:29you could have messaged us.

01:11:30You could have messaged my mom.

01:11:31You could have messaged me.

01:11:32I'm very understanding.

01:11:34I'm sure you've seen that,

01:11:35but you want to paint me

01:11:36in a bad light.

01:11:37And then you decide to like,

01:11:39do this crazy fucking

01:11:40weird family drama online

01:11:42by bringing up shit

01:11:44that I went through

01:11:44as a child.

01:11:45It's unhinged behavior.

01:11:46My sister's been an addict

01:11:49since she was 11 years old.

01:11:51By the grace of God,

01:11:53she's celebrating 10 years

01:11:54clean and sober

01:11:55on November 1st.

01:11:57And yeah,

01:11:57I didn't want Amber

01:11:58anywhere near my sister

01:11:59to jeopardize her sobriety.

01:12:00Have I jeopardized

01:12:02her sobriety?

01:12:02No.

01:12:03You want to know

01:12:03what me and my mom have done?

01:12:04We are closer

01:12:05than we've ever fucking been.

01:12:07And it has pissed you off.

01:12:09It has enraged you

01:12:10to the point

01:12:11that you were verbally

01:12:11abusing my mom

01:12:13earlier today

01:12:14in fucking messages.

01:12:15My mom read me

01:12:16every single thing

01:12:17that you said to her.

01:12:19How dare you?

01:12:20Literally,

01:12:21how dare you?

01:12:22I've never been closer

01:12:24to my mom

01:12:24than I am now.

01:12:25She is my fucking everything.

01:12:28My best fucking friend.

01:12:29My mom.

01:12:30The person who wants

01:12:31to put me through hell

01:12:32is now my everything

01:12:34because she has

01:12:36fucking improved so much.

01:12:37But look at you.

01:12:38You are the same

01:12:39crazy,

01:12:40evil,

01:12:40conniving aunt

01:12:41that I had

01:12:41when I was 17 years old.

01:12:44You need help.

01:12:47And by the grace of God,

01:12:48she still needs

01:12:49to deal with this craziness

01:12:50that she has to deal with.

01:12:52We ride for Mama Lynn

01:12:53at midnight.

01:12:53Yes.

01:12:54because of Amber.

01:12:56But me and my sister's

01:12:58relationship is destroyed

01:12:59for a whole new,

01:13:00a totally separate reason.

01:13:02Nothing to do with Amber.

01:13:03Oh, shit.

01:13:03But during these two years

01:13:04that I haven't talked

01:13:05to my sister,

01:13:07Amber hasn't talked to me.

01:13:09She has.

01:13:12Crazy.

01:13:13All right.

01:13:14You guys heard

01:13:15what she just said, right?

01:13:16During this whole time?

01:13:18During this whole time?

01:13:20All right.

01:13:20Let me prove something

01:13:21to you guys.

01:13:24She hasn't spoken

01:13:29to me.

01:13:32Hold on a second.

01:13:33I'm trying to show you guys

01:13:54that on November 25th,

01:13:57I asked her a question

01:13:57and she replied

01:13:59on November 26th.

01:14:03On December 18th,

01:14:06like she always

01:14:07stops responding to me.

01:14:09December 8th,

01:14:10I asked her if she's okay.

01:14:12Like, how are you?

01:14:14She stops responding to me.

01:14:15So then on December 25th,

01:14:17she said,

01:14:18Merry Christmas,

01:14:22da-da-da.

01:14:24She didn't even say

01:14:25happy birthday to me,

01:14:26which was after Christmas,

01:14:28as you guys know.

01:14:29And then I messaged her again

01:14:31February 1st.

01:14:31I know how she likes Eric and Ricky

01:14:32and they were visiting me.

01:14:33So I wanted to know

01:14:34if she wanted to meet them.

01:14:36And then she never

01:14:37communicated with me.

01:14:38So then that was February 21st.

01:14:40This was my way of saying like,

01:14:42bro, like I love and miss you.

01:14:43Like, you know,

01:14:44and she never responded.

01:14:47So, bitch,

01:14:48lie to someone else.

01:14:50Lie to someone else.

01:14:52Lie to someone else.

01:14:53Lie to someone else.

01:14:54Lie to someone else.

01:14:56Lie to someone else.

01:14:59Because it ain't me.

01:15:01Lie to someone else.

01:15:06Doesn't text me.

01:15:07She hasn't called me here.

01:15:09She hasn't texted me?

01:15:10Yes, I have.

01:15:12Yes, I have.

01:15:13i'm literally echoing i need to put pictures on the wall or something yes i have i literally

01:15:20just showed it but you don't engage you don't respond and you don't text me every time we

01:15:26have communicated it's because i've texted you are you nuts

01:15:29no it's the other way around bro you're mad at my mom so you don't

01:15:43talk to me i tried yes amber has some receipts exactly i tried i'll be lower sorry guys i told

01:15:53you this is how i get i get a little loud my octaves go up a little bit that's the word you

01:15:57guys just see like what kind of game is that so i can't it's not a game i'm the one who literally

01:16:03continuously called out to you you don't call out to me i can't do the airpod in it's crackling

01:16:12scratchy if i do the airpod in you guys won't be able to hear her

01:16:15it sounds better now

01:16:20as soon as i got loud and i clapped loud

01:16:23sorry

01:16:24waiting and i kept waiting thinking how i dreamt of this day that's what you guys don't understand i

01:16:32dreamt of this right here my sister to be clean and sober it was beyond my dreams beyond my

01:16:40but you ruined it

01:16:42just exceeded my dreams in that and then when i found out amber was a movie

01:16:47how old is she she is emotionally immature she's very emotionally immature she's like in her 40s

01:16:51we're talking dream coming true i thought everything was gonna change i thought we would diet together

01:16:59we would walk together i could be the person she needed finally exactly exactly i've been here

01:17:07when i literally when i hugged her goodbye on thanksgiving i was like i can't wait to see you

01:17:11again you should come over she never took the steps into doing so like she crazy pants eraser from her

01:17:18life oh i'm done zo i'm done from any of these bitches i'm so fucking done and yes i just called

01:17:22my aunt a bitch that was very freeing i'm not gonna lie um like genuinely like this is crazy behavior

01:17:30because not only the audio is still messing up

01:17:34we would diet together is a weird thing to do with your niece

01:17:40it's just it's like i showed you guys proof like i genuinely showed you guys proof

01:17:46i'm the one who kept reaching out to her like i really think you should go to therapy after all

01:17:52this it's a lot it is a lot it genuinely is and the fact that i even forgave her for um everything

01:17:57that she did on kiwi farms back in 2019 is crazy is your loser aunt being paid for this it sounds

01:18:05seems like it doesn't it like this is crazy unhinged

01:18:08i didn't use you to go check out my apartment you were willing to do a virtual tour for me

01:18:22how was that bad i'm like really confused like genuinely um can you guys press one if my audio

01:18:31scratchy when you talk loud

01:18:53to do it i was good enough to be contacted then i was the one who checked the the apartment she

01:19:10still lives in i was the one who did all those arrangements so she could have that apartment

01:19:15she didn't do any arrangements so she could have my apartment i wanted a virtual tour that i am sad

01:19:23like this is crazy um it's occasionally glitchy but do you guys understand what i'm saying um

01:19:32fix the audio i don't know what to do

01:19:46i do have things to do i am on a time constraint i have a little bit of time

01:19:53um yeah i wasn't gonna be on here for an hour but i didn't know i was gonna be doing a reaction channel

01:20:04well it wasn't better because i had my earpods what about now

01:20:10i know but you guys won't be able to hear her if i have my earpods on

01:20:12is it even better now

01:20:19is it even better now

01:20:23no not eat

01:20:23no

01:20:25no

01:20:36no

01:20:37no

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