00:00they were making it as easy as possible for me.
00:03But then obviously with addiction to the painkillers,
00:05once that took a real hold,
00:06that probably took a real hold during the second season,
00:10so middle of 2013 season,
00:14that's when my mind really went,
00:16and that's when the pills started
00:17to have an adverse effect.
00:20And I was starting to lose my focus a little bit
00:22in the second half of that second season.
00:25And then obviously when Westy come in, I was relieved.
00:28But listen, it was nothing against the club at all.
00:31It was just what was going on
00:33with the addiction in my own head.
00:35And I wish I would have told the club the real truth,
00:38because I know how great they would have been.
00:40You know, looking back, they shouldn't have regrets,
00:43but it's impossible.
00:44Everyone's got regrets.
00:45It's impossible.
00:46One of my biggest ones is not saying submit to the club
00:49or saying submit to someone,
00:51and especially the club,
00:52because they would have been, you know, Andy Rhodes,
00:54my goalie coach, he knew there was an issue,
00:56but he didn't delve too much.
00:58So they said, put anything you need, we're here.
00:59He was amazing with us.
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