00:00I wrote this song while shitting on the toilet and I left my phone so I had to face my
00:07demons,
00:08sort of. I was bored. I thought of the boy that I went out with and I was just sad.
00:19This is one of the songs that I made a cappella so I didn't have chords for this. These were
00:24just
00:25like this was a melody. I brought it to my guitarist first. He really made the song alive
00:31because the chords around it are so beautiful. I love the riff on the song. I just learn a lot
00:36from these talented people.
00:39How could I forget your pretty face? When you go to places do you think of me? Please think of
00:53me.
00:54I made the song about a boy that I made music with too so he knew of all my dreams
01:00and ambitions and
01:01I was getting to do those dreams and I was getting to go to these places that I was telling
01:06him about
01:06and I was just wondering like what if he were here with me? Like is he in places too that
01:13we were just
01:13talking about and is he thinking about me too?
01:17A year has passed and I thought I've moved on. I admit you are now. Please come back to me.
01:28Won't you come back to me?
01:33I think I was coming from a place where I was hoping that it ended because of just a
01:39you're right, I'm right fight. It was kind of me like trying to like beg him to come back. Maybe
01:45in
01:45Tagalog it's like wog kele magtampo. In English I think it's like stop sulking just come back to me. It's
01:51okay. You win. I think it was just me trying not to lie to myself and I'm like yeah this
01:57is a small
01:57thing. It's okay. It'll be over. Yeah, but it wasn't.
02:15I felt so bad when he left me. Maybe him lying to me that I'm his favorite person still would
02:21make me
02:22feel better. I would never know but since I would never know I just like asked him to lie to
02:27me one
02:27last time.
02:30I'll never get to find no one like you. You were all I wanted. You were all I need. Us
02:42is all I'll be.
02:46Honestly, I think long-term relationships are almost easier to get over because in these short-lived
02:55situationships you haven't really exhausted everything and you haven't really gotten to
02:59know the person and they're this idea that you created in your brain so that's why they seem so
03:04perfect. So you never get over it because you didn't get to know them at all really. They were
03:09literally everything I wanted in a person and it just frustrated me so much that why did it not work?
03:16It was supposed to be perfect.
03:20So I have swallowed all my pride
03:29Accepted the end of you and I
03:46I understand that it's over and I'll get over it. I know it's like time heals or whatever
03:54but at the time I just genuinely felt like I will never get over this person and I will miss
04:00him
04:01forever. It's okay that it's over and it's also okay that you miss them. It's just like you live on
04:07and still miss them
04:08and it's okay
04:11Where do I go from here?
04:37The screaming part this that was just me crashing out
04:42I have built a house where I'll wait for your return
04:48I only want you to be mine and not a lesson learned
04:55And I will wait and wait and wait until this city burns
05:02I will wait and wait and wait and live on what we were
05:09That's my favorite line actually. I will live on what we were because at the time I barely ate
05:13I barely drank water. I just sleep wake up stalk him cry
05:19think about it wait
05:21For a message
05:23Sleep again
05:24Wake up cry again and literally just living on that. I'm over it
05:29Because I went through it
05:32I grew up thinking
05:34I'd never get to have opportunities like this. I'd watch verified on youtube
05:39I don't think i'm ever gonna get to go there because i'm from the philippines
05:42I just want to
05:44You know also be someone that makes people think that they can dream bigger too that it is possible
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