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00:01Oh god, here we go again.
00:03This is like that one time when it rained.
00:05Yeah, summer storm. Remember that?
00:07One more.
00:10Okay, good team.
00:13Okay, yeah, let me go under the tree.
00:15There we go. Alright. No, both of us
00:16almost switched off. Oh.
00:20Oh, oh, oh. Sorry, I did that.
00:22Okay, hi. Turns out we couldn't sit against the tree.
00:25Okay, there we go. Good go.
00:27On. On, boy.
00:30This is the long way.
00:35Oh my god.
00:37I almost fucking lost that, bro.
00:39It's so good from up here.
00:42Alright, let's go.
00:43Alright, yep, yep.
00:47Ha!
00:49So we're going to be out of here for a little bit.
00:51Do you want to just stand under here or just run out?
00:54Are we going to run?
00:56Is that the plan?
00:57I don't know if standing under a tree is a good idea.
00:59Well, you mean it's blocking most of it.
01:01Yeah, but Eddie, so
01:03is it just raining or is it going to storm?
01:05It's raining. It's not going to storm.
01:06Okay.
01:07Yeah, because Eddie said, yeah,
01:08the storms out here can be really bad.
01:13That's just raining at 11.
01:15Well, it might have rain at 11.
01:17It's going to clear out.
01:18I guess he's already calmed down a little bit.
01:23Well, it's that big time to play.
01:25Yeah.
01:25Okay, have fun.
01:26We're autistic, aren't we?
01:28Okay, there's Ethan doing his prime sport of climbing on playgrounds.
01:35He's going down slides too, I guess.
01:37That's what he does, because he's Ethan.
01:39Um, oh, did he die?
01:41He might be-
01:42No, he's not dead.
01:43He's dead.
01:43In fact, he's running for a tree.
01:45Oh god, he's going to fucking murder me.
01:47He's going to fucking murder me,
01:47and I'm not going to wake up tomorrow.
01:49Oh, never mind.
01:49Hi, what's up?
01:51I had a few of them last minute.
01:53Darn.
01:53I can't believe you've done this.
01:55What?
02:01Look at all the friends I got.
02:05Oh, fuck.
02:06The bedside is in my eyes.
02:10All right, all right.
02:11Well, we're going to be stuck under the street for a little bit.
02:13Yeah.
02:15If there is thunder, then we might be a little bit.
02:17Fuck.
02:17Oh, yeah.
02:17We could go under there.
02:19Oh, yeah.
02:21Let's go.
02:26It sounds worse here.
02:28Yeah, it really does, huh?
02:30Hey, no rain, no game.
02:32No rain, no game.
02:33Either hydrate or die.
02:35Hydrate or die.
02:37Oh, wow.
02:38Bro, it sounds like a fucking train.
02:40It really does.
02:46Wow.
02:49Well, that's a challenge.
02:52I think?
02:53Yeah.
02:55How do you think you did?
02:56I did good.
02:57How good do you think you do?
02:59I did one pull-up and I did the monkey bars.
03:02And I was very brave and I'm proud of myself.
03:07You also got wet.
03:09Yeah, I did get...
03:10Well, I was already wet.
03:11Let's be honest.
03:16Wow.
03:17Okay.
03:19So, what lesson did we learn today?
03:24Um...
03:25It's raining, it's pouring.
03:29Uh...
03:32I'm gonna fuck you in the a-
03:45Just forget it.
03:51What am I doing wrong?
03:53Am I doing anything wrong?
04:09I'm gonna censor like the names of most of the people in this.
04:12You know who you are.
04:15And I think they're all nice people.
04:17It's just...
04:20I'm done peaking and taking advantages.
04:22I'm done being treated not like an equal.
04:25I'm...
04:30I'm done.
04:31I've...
04:32I never thought I would leave this group.
04:34Ever.
04:37But...
04:37I came to realize that it was the only thing I had going for me for a long time.
04:42And...
04:44I guess I'm the only one who saw it for as special as I thought it was.
04:48Before...
04:49It eventually became a black hole of forgotten memories.
04:51And wasted effort and wasted time and wasted resources.
04:59I mean, we could hang out.
05:01They just don't want to anymore.
05:03And I figured with this turning point in my life, there's no better time than right now to...
05:10Document what's going to be a very difficult journey.
05:13And I'm 20, you know, it's a good age to be launched.
05:21Yeah, I'm just...
05:33It just sucks that I gave everything for this group.
05:35And I can't even get a check in on, hey, how are ya?
05:39One thing that pissed me off beyond fucking recognition, and I didn't say anything about it, was when it was
05:45my birthday.
05:45I didn't hear from the group for months.
05:49Nothing.
05:51And...
05:52I thought I was very visibly not myself.
05:57But it's always because people aren't really paying attention to me.
06:00I'm just kind of being used.
06:06And I heard from nobody.
06:07I kept messaging him in the server up until about January, and I kept trying to make conversation.
06:12And I got nothing.
06:15But then, when it's my birthday, and then Counton, which I appreciate him, doing this, telling people to wish my
06:20birthday.
06:21Then I started hearing from people from the first time in ages.
06:24And it really pissed me the fuck off.
06:28Because...
06:29You couldn't check in on me, but you're wishing me a half-assed happy birthday message?
06:34That's where we're at?
06:35This is where we're at now.
06:39I was getting in the way of D&D.
06:42I was getting in the way of my trip.
06:45Even though it was my trip.
06:46I was getting in the way of my own trip.
06:50If something goes wrong while trying to film, it's too much.
06:53But if something goes wrong with D&D and it's five hours, then it's fine.
06:56I'm just being dramatic.
06:58And...
07:03Even after all that, me eating two slices of pizza pissed him off.
07:06Even though I let him do all of that shit.
07:10I'm not even kidding.
07:11I left Microwave Head.
07:12I left...
07:13I'm not even kidding.
07:13I left a friend group over two slices of pizza.
07:16And even then, him getting mad at me, which I'm going to talk about this more in depth later.
07:21But him getting mad about me eating two slices of pizza for two seconds.
07:26Because I'm being, quote-unquote, inconsiderate.
07:28Even though I paid for the entire place and he's freeloading.
07:31And he's spending half the time doing what he wants.
07:36We ended up...
07:39The floor was covered in eggs for a breakfast that they made he wanted to make.
07:46And he ended up cleaning it up.
07:48But it's the fact that he chose to make me feel bad for having fun for two seconds.
07:52And I didn't even drop anything on the floor.
07:55And he was telling...
07:57Essentially telling me I was being inconsiderate the entire day.
08:02Just because...
08:03And I wasn't.
08:04And I think it's just because I...
08:06I wasn't doing what he wanted to do.
08:08Which was just nothing.
08:09And it only focused on D&D.
08:17And also the fact that he thinks of me as the equivalent of a toddler.
08:22Which is crazy.
08:23Not doing something he wants to do on my vacation.
08:26I'm not going to stay in a friend group where I am not treated like an equal anymore.
08:32And I'm not going to stay in a friend group where...
08:34I'm at a point where...
08:35This is...
08:40My piece no longer fits in the puzzle anymore.
08:44And...
08:45I'm tired of the bullshit.
08:47I'm tired of the...
08:47We're too busy.
08:48Oh, we can't do this.
08:49Oh, things can't be bad the way they used to be.
08:50Yes, they can.
08:51You guys just aren't fucking interested anymore.
08:53You guys have your own life.
08:55I get that.
08:55That's great.
08:57But that doesn't mean I have to sit and fucking loaf around.
09:00And...
09:00Even then, like, the channel got taken down.
09:02He was happy about it.
09:04And then was like...
09:05Oh, you don't do videos anymore.
09:06You should.
09:07Dude, I wanted to do videos.
09:08And you didn't want to do them last year.
09:10And then as soon as the channel was taken down.
09:11And you have a girlfriend.
09:12You want to do a couples challenge.
09:14Because now it's convenient.
09:15Because I only hear from people if it's convenient now.
09:17And it just kind of...
09:20I still like them.
09:22I still love them.
09:23But I realized I have fake friends.
09:27I know it might be emotional hearing this for some of them.
09:33But at the same time, though, I've done everything I could.
09:35And then if I mispronounce one word, then I'm treated like the fucking group pariah.
09:41And I'm at a point now where I know my own worth.
09:44I know my own value.
09:45And I'm at a point now where I've done so many things.
09:48I have done so many views.
09:50I've given so much to the group.
09:51I've done so many hangouts.
09:53A whole lot of it would not be possible without me.
09:55I'm bold enough to say half the group would not be around without me.
09:59I'm bold enough to say that.
10:00And I'm at a point now where I know my own value.
10:02And I don't owe anybody fucking anything.
10:04I've done so much.
10:06And gotten so little for it.
10:08And all I asked for was for presents.
10:10And I got nothing.
10:11They're busy.
10:14But that doesn't mean I have to keep pretending and living in a fucking fairy tale.
10:18Goes back to that.
10:19I'm not thought of as equal as everybody else in the group.
10:22At a point where I'm done with the bullshit.
10:23I know my value.
10:24I know what my purpose is.
10:32I'm tired of already being treated like a footnote.
10:35Basically.
10:37He doesn't mean any of these things.
10:39Because I don't think he's smart enough to...
10:41No offense.
10:42I don't think he's smart enough to do any of this on purpose.
10:45Besides the D&D stuff.
10:47You know, taking advantage of my kindness.
10:53He means well.
10:57But I've been vocal.
10:58And I'm not being listened to.
11:00And I've had enough.
11:05Well.
11:0850 videos in this series.
11:11And a channel take down later.
11:14I definitely have mixed opinions.
11:18On everybody right now.
11:21But.
11:25Doing this series is one of the best things I've worked on.
11:30And at the end of the day.
11:32With all these challenge videos.
11:34The actual challenge wasn't completing.
11:38These tasks.
11:39These ideas.
11:41And.
11:42These challenges are really just.
11:45The real challenge of all of it.
11:46Is just to find a reason.
11:47To bring each other together.
11:50To be together.
11:52To.
11:54Escape the machine.
11:55The green machine.
11:56The.
11:57The.
11:57The system.
11:59Because this is what life is about.
12:01It's about being creative.
12:03Forcing yourselves to be creative.
12:05Being.
12:06It's about making something.
12:08With.
12:09The people that you love.
12:10Because that's why I love making content.
12:12At the end of the day.
12:13It's.
12:14An excuse to.
12:15You know.
12:16Make something creative.
12:18Share your hobby.
12:19Your talent.
12:20Your.
12:20Your.
12:20Your gift.
12:22And you get to do it every single.
12:24Time you film with the people that you love.
12:26And care about the most.
12:28And then you get to have it.
12:30Archived forever.
12:31You can always look back on it.
12:33You can.
12:34You can watch those memories forever.
12:35And ever.
12:36And ever.
12:37There's.
12:38There's nothing cooler in the world than.
12:39Not to me.
12:44And.
12:47You know.
12:48It's been a rough.
12:49Rough year.
12:51But.
12:53Even though.
12:54The original channel is gone.
12:55So.
12:56The other things are gone.
12:58Most of the crew is no gone.
13:02I'm.
13:05I'm not going to give up.
13:06Because.
13:08I don't give up easily.
13:11And I know this is something special.
13:13It's going to take me somewhere.
13:17And.
13:20I'm still just excited.
13:41Or we can just play somewhere else.
13:43Anyways.
13:44That was challenge video 50.
13:48I can't sit here and promise here for 50 more.
13:51But.
13:52I'm definitely not done yet.
13:54And.
13:56And.
13:58Yeah.
13:58There's some more videos coming up.
14:00Some of them will be.
14:00Some will last for the original crew.
14:02Some of them will.
14:03You know.
14:04Might have some new faces.
14:06And.
14:08I'm excited to see.
14:11Where this journey.
14:12Keeps taking me.
14:13Because I did a little bit.
14:15I just see this as a bump in the middle of the road.
14:16And.
14:17Doing these videos with you guys.
14:18It's all good to share with you.
14:19And.
14:20All the shit that's been happening this year.
14:21Just means I'm facing my greatest challenge yet.
14:24See you guys.
14:32See you guys.
14:56Jesus.
14:57Jesus.
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