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00:02I loved Tyler Pemberton
00:04For so many years
00:07The day he confessed
00:08To the pretty transfer student
00:10Everyone thought I'd lose it
00:11Come crashing in, crying
00:13Begging him to stop
00:15But right up until the confession ended
00:17I never showed
00:18Tyler didn't know
00:21The moment he confessed
00:23I was wearing his roommate's hoodie
00:24Sitting on his roommate's bed
00:26I got your bed all wet
00:32How are we supposed to sleep tonight?
00:34Tyler was going to confess
00:36To the pretty transfer student
00:40He'd given everyone a heads up
00:42Made them all keep it from me
00:44But he didn't know
00:45Someone with a big mouth had already told me
00:48Everyone knew I was crazy
00:50About Tyler Pemberton
00:52Marrying him has always been my dream
00:58This time Tyler had fallen hard for the new girl
01:02Seriously
01:04So they thought I'd probably cry
01:06Scream
01:07Throw a fit
01:08That kind of messy love triangle drama
01:13Everyone wants to watch
01:15They were all waiting for me to lose it
01:17Storm in to blow the whole thing up
01:20Too bad
01:22Right up until Tyler successfully finished his confession
01:25I still hadn't shown
01:27The bustling crowd started losing interest
01:29Even Tyler's face didn't have much joy in it
01:37Not a single call
01:39Not a single text
01:41Drinks on me tonight
01:43Everyone's invited
01:47I'd been standing behind the trees the whole time
01:50Now I stepped out
01:51It's Amelia
01:53Amelia's here
01:54Told you
01:55No way Amelia could stay away
01:58I ignored the crowd waiting for a show
02:01Walked straight up to Tyler
02:07Amelia
02:10You can't force my feelings
02:14We've known each other our whole lives
02:19I don't want to say anything ugly and ruin what we had
02:22From now on I'll still treat you like my little sister
02:27If you need anything
02:28You can still come to me
02:33Everyone's watching
02:35Don't make a scene
02:36Just go home
02:39Tyler
02:40Amelia
02:40Be good
02:44I just came to give this back
02:48Amelia what are you trying to pull now
02:51Take the bracelet back
02:53I won't come around anymore
02:55This amount of money means nothing to me
02:56If you don't want it
02:57Throw it out
03:05All the gifts I gave you before
03:06Just throw them out too
03:10I didn't look at him again
03:12Turned
03:13And walked away
03:14Tyler stood there
03:15Until I was completely gone from sight
03:17Come on
03:18Amelia's just saving her pride
03:20She's putting on a front
03:21Tyler
03:22You'll see
03:23Before the night's over
03:24She'll regret it
03:25Bet you 20 bucks
03:26Soon as we leave
03:27She'll be back here crying
03:28Digging through that trash can
03:32Let her
03:33If it weren't for our families
03:35I wouldn't waste a five minutes on her
03:39All right
03:39All right
03:40Don't let her ruin tonight
03:41We're supposed to be celebrating
03:46He tossed my annoying face out of his head
03:49He thought I would act as if nothing had happened tomorrow
03:52Waiting for him at his dorm building
03:54Pestering him to go to class together
03:57He'd seen this play out too many times over the years
04:02By the time I got to the bridge
04:04The rain was coming down hard
04:06I stood there under my umbrella
04:08Thinking about my last life
04:10Last time
04:11I lost it the night Tyler confessed to Bella
04:14Cried
04:14Screamed
04:15Tried to force him to break up with her
04:17In the end
04:18I jumped off this bridge that night
04:20And what happened?
04:21Nearly died
04:23Tyler stayed at the hospital
04:25For five minutes
04:26Then walked out without mercy
04:28The blacks
04:29The family that adopted me
04:31Were humiliated by the suicide attempt
04:33And since Tyler had made his position clear
04:36I had no use to them anymore
04:38They pulled me out of school
04:39Sent me back to my birth parents
04:41A pair of drunks
04:42Who dealt drugs
04:43Ran a brothel
04:44The worst kind of people
04:46After that
04:47My life just spiraled
04:49I died alone
04:50In some foreign country
04:52After I died
04:53The one who buried me
04:55Was him
04:56The one I'd always been afraid of
04:58The one I'd kept at a distance
05:00And Tyler?
05:01He was a newlywed by then
05:03Riding high
05:04He never showed up
05:05Not once
05:07If I hadn't already lived this once
05:09I'd be blowing up Tyler's phone right now
05:11I would threaten to kill myself
05:13And about to jump
05:14But now
05:15I have a chance
05:17A chance to change my terrible future
05:19The third time I dialed the number
05:23He finally picked up
05:25Damon Herdersen
05:26The name rolled on my tongue a few times
05:28Then I finally say it
05:30The rain was coming down so hard
05:32Shutting out the rest of the world
05:35Amelia
05:39Damon, it's really coming down
05:41I'm stuck by the bridge
05:44Can you come get me?
05:48The line went quiet for a few seconds
05:51Last time
05:52The day Damon buried me
05:54He cried
05:56Even in the dream
05:58I could feel how hot they were
05:59After the funeral
06:01He gripped a pearl earring
06:02Silent
06:03He stayed alone
06:05The rest of his life
06:07I couldn't help it
06:11Why are you crying?
06:14I didn't say I wouldn't come
06:17Then when are you coming?
06:19Wait me
06:1920 minutes
06:21Okay
06:23I'll wait for you Damon
06:24He didn't say anything else
06:26The line went dead
06:2715 minutes later
06:28I gave my umbrella to a mom and kid
06:31Trying to take cover
06:33So by the time Damon got there
06:34I was soaked through
06:38I grinned up at him
06:39Damon
06:40You're right on time
06:41Amelia
06:42You might as well just be done with it
06:44Die of stupidity
06:46He grabbed my arm
06:47Stuffed me into the car
06:53Dry off
06:54Don't get my car dirty
07:00Okay
07:05I couldn't help stealing a glance at him
07:07When he wasn't smiling
07:08He always looked unreachable
07:10Cold
07:11Tons of girls at school liked him
07:13But none of them dared to confess
07:15He and Tyler were roommates
07:16I'd been to Tyler's dorm a lot
07:18Every time I went
07:20Damon acted like he hate me
07:22Even now
07:23He came to get me
07:24But the attitude was still freezing
07:26When he'd shoved me into the car just now
07:28His grip had been hard
07:30My wrist still hurt
07:31A red ring of marks
07:33There was nothing about him
07:35That said he'd been quietly in love with me
07:36The whole time
07:38Everything from the dream
07:40Had really happened
07:41But because I'd changed things
07:43A lot was different now
07:45Would Damon still love me?
07:47If he didn't
07:48Wasn't I just dragging him into a mess?
07:53Back to your dorm?
07:54My heart skipped
07:55Before I could stop myself
07:57I said it
07:57Back to yours
08:04Tyler isn't coming back tonight
08:06I know
08:11I'm not looking for him
08:19Amelia
08:22Don't fucking use me
08:23As part of whatever game
08:24You two are playing
08:26I'm not
08:27I'll call you an Uber
08:28You go back yourself
08:30Damon
08:32Damon
08:33Amelia
08:34But there was no anger in his eyes
08:36No disgust
08:38Just something dark
08:39And deep
08:40Suddenly
08:41I felt a sadness
08:42I couldn't quite put into words
08:45Damon
08:45I don't want to go back to my dorm
08:47The other girls all laugh at me
08:50And I'm afraid of going home
08:53Can I just stay at your place tonight?
08:55I hid his phone behind my back
08:58I mean if you really hate me
08:59If you really don't want to see me
09:01Then forget it
09:02Damon didn't say a single word
09:04But he started the car again
09:07It headed toward campus
09:08Stopped in front of his dorm building
09:10In the end
09:12I followed Damon inside
09:14Bathroom's that way
09:17I showered
09:19Threw the hoodie on
09:21Came out bare-legged
09:31I walked past Tyler's bed
09:35And sat down on Damon's
09:37My wet hair dripped onto the sheet
09:40The shampoo and body wash on me
09:42All of it smelled like Damon
09:50Going for a smoke
09:55I looked around his room
09:57Curious
09:58Clean
09:58Neat
09:59I was just about to check out
10:00What he kept on his desk
10:02Then my phone buzzed
10:03Tyler's name lit up the screen
10:05I didn't pick up
10:07It rang again right away
10:09Like he wasn't going to stop
10:10I just switched the phone to silent
10:14Dropped it back in my bag
10:17Damon?
10:23What is it?
10:24We held eye contact for two seconds
10:26Before he looked away
10:27But I caught it
10:28The tips of his ears were a little red
10:33I got your sheets wet
10:34How am I supposed to sleep tonight?
10:37He glanced at me
10:38Then at the wet spots on the sheet
10:47Go dry your hair first
10:50I'll change the sheets
10:51Then you can sleep
10:52He went to the closet for clean ones
10:54I held the towel
10:55And thought about how red his ears had just gotten
10:58I couldn't help smiling
11:01By the time I came out with my hair dry
11:03Damon had finished changing the sheet
11:05Go to sleep
11:06What about you?
11:09I'll play some games
11:11Oh
11:12I sat down on his bed
11:14A little deflated
11:15Damon picked up his headphones
11:17Just about to put them on
11:18When his phone rang
11:28Tyler
11:28What's up?
11:30Yeah, I'm in the dorm
11:33You're saying someone saw Amelia at our building?
11:35My heart jumped
11:38I
11:38I didn't wait for him to finish
11:40I got up
11:41Walked over
11:42Climbed onto his lap
11:43And wrapped my arms around his neck
11:45Damon, tell him I'm not here
11:54Under my fingers
11:55His skin went hot
11:56Burning
11:57I could see the vein at the side of his neck
11:59Tense up
12:00Pushing against the skin
12:02His throat was working
12:03His heart was hammering
12:13No
12:14I've been in the dorm the whole time
12:17She's not here
12:18Yeah, ask someone else
12:23I could feel it
12:25Everything burning
12:26My first instinct
12:28Was to run
12:29But Damon held me tighter
12:30His breath was hot
12:32Against my ear
12:33My neck
12:57Stop tempting me
13:01I don't want to touch you in a place like this
13:03I shifted
13:03Tried to readjust how I was sitting
13:05It felt like something was about to blow
13:08Scary
13:09Demon
13:15If you don't want to touch me
13:16Why do you keep kissing me?
13:20He closed eyes
13:21Tried to get himself under control
13:24Also
13:24Do you even know how to kiss?
13:26My lips are swollen
13:30Amelia
13:34His fingers were long
13:36And strong
13:37Through the hoodie
13:38They dug into me
13:39It hurt
13:40And it didn't
13:42Damon
13:46Amelia
13:46Stay still
13:50I'll go easier this time
13:51This kiss was longer
13:53Gentler
13:54By the end
13:55He started losing control
13:57The kiss went deeper
14:08Damon
14:09His whole body went rigid
14:13Amelia
14:14The heat from his palms
14:16Was burning through me
14:21Something inside him broke
14:24Then went quiet
14:25But not for long
14:26It was already building again
14:30His face looked strange
14:32The air smelled different
14:34I didn't recognize it
14:40Damon, what just happened?
14:41The cold, distant guy was gone
14:44His eyes were dark with want
14:46I'm going to take a shower
14:52Get some sleep
14:53Before I could say anything
14:54He was already in the bathroom
14:57When the water started running
14:59I rolled on Damon's bed
15:01I already guessed what he was doing inside
15:03Damon was tall
15:05Worked out a lot
15:06Lean muscle everywhere
15:08He didn't look like the type of guy
15:10Who'd, um, finish that fast
15:12Had he never had a girlfriend before?
15:15Had he never been with a girl at all?
15:27Then, my fingers brushed against something underneath it
15:30A pearl earring
15:32I knew that earring
15:33It was one of a pair I wore all the time
15:37I'd lost one of them at Tyler's dorm once
15:39Searched everywhere
15:40Never found it
15:41Turned out, Damon had picked it up
15:44Then, I remembered
15:46It's that earring
15:47Which had been with him in my last life too
15:50I sat there for a second
15:52Then, put it back under his pillow
15:57The hairdryer cut off
15:59Damon came out
16:00It was weird
16:01He looked kind of soft right now
16:08One of those voices was clearly Tyler's
16:13Damon's face dropped too
16:14But, he reacted faster than me
16:16By the time Tyler pushed the door open
16:18My clothes were stuffed in the closet
16:20My shoes were shoved as far under the bed as they'd go
16:26I was hidden under Damon's comforter
16:28The lump I made was barely visible
16:31Even if Tyler walked right up
16:33He'd have to really look to notice
16:36Why are you in bed already?
16:38Got caught in the rain
16:40My head hurts
16:42His hand slipped and caught my wrist
16:44Holding it still
16:46I was pressed all along his side
16:49I could feel my breath ghosting over his ribs
16:52His abs were locked tight
16:56Alright then
16:59He sat down on the desk chair
17:01And started making calls
17:02A few in a row
17:03No one picked up
17:04He was getting visibly pissed
17:06Damon
17:08You think Amelia's doing this on purpose?
17:10What?
17:13I just told Belly I'm into her
17:15And now she's gotta pull this shit
17:18News just said a girl jumped off the Brooklyn Bridge
17:20Over some guy
17:22I thought it was her man
17:24I left Bella standing there
17:25Floored it all the way over
17:28They fished the body out
17:30Wasn't her
17:32Been blowing up her phone all night
17:34Nothing
17:34Nobody's seen her
17:37She's doing this on purpose
17:38Trying to wreck my night
17:43I think she's just gonna stalk me
17:45For the rest of my life
17:46Maybe not
17:47Maybe not
17:50Damon
17:51You've watched her chase me for two years
17:54You saw it all
17:55You can't stand her either
17:57Never once been nice to her
18:00Hearing these words
18:01I bit Damon on the side
18:03Right through the comforter
18:07I bit down on his finger on purpose
18:10Damon's whole body locked up
18:13You okay?
18:15Yeah
18:16Leg cramp
18:19Alright get some rest
18:20I'll leave you alone
18:21Gonna use the bathroom and head out
18:23The second he pushed open the bathroom door
18:26It hit me
18:27When I'd showered earlier
18:28I'd rinsed out my socks
18:30They were still hanging in bathroom
18:32Sure enough
18:33Two minutes later
18:36Damon
18:37You sneaking girls into the dorm now?
18:42Damn real hush hush
18:43Who's the lucky girl that finally got our untouchable Damon Harrison
18:47Don't talk shit
18:50Going to bed this early?
18:52You got someone under there?
18:54Tyler!
18:54Okay okay I'm not going over
18:57Then he looked at the bed with way too much interest
19:05Under the comforter Damon's hand slid up to the back of my neck
19:12Don't make jokes like that about girls
19:16You're serious?
19:20Yeah
19:20If the light were a little brighter
19:23Tyler would have seen how hard Damon was working to hold it together
19:27Because he had my neck pinned
19:29But every other part of me could move
19:31And under the comforter
19:33No one could see
19:34So I gave Damon's abs a slow stroke
19:37Every time I touched him
19:38His muscles locked tighter
19:40I snuck my hand a little lower
19:42When I hit the V-line
19:44His reaction was so strong
19:46It scared me
19:47Alright
19:48I'll get out of your hair
19:50I'll stay somewhere else tonight
19:51This guy who looked so above it all
19:54So cold to girls
19:55Apparently not as monk-like as he played
19:58If him was reading this right
20:00Damon had a girl under that comforter
20:03Play or move?
20:04But Tyler didn't call him out
20:06He and Damon got along fine
20:08Sure, it bugged him a little that Damon was more popular with girls
20:11But other than that
20:13No real friction
20:14Tyler turned and left the dorm
20:17I yanked the comforter off
20:19Damon, I was about to suffocate
20:21Damon was leaning back against the headboard
20:24Watching me
20:25The dim light hit the sharp lines of Damon's face
20:28I just sat there and stared
20:30People say candlelight makes a girl prettier
20:32Turns out, it works on guys, too
20:35A good-looking guy in low light
20:37Is even better
20:40Amelia
20:46I'm not annoyed by you
20:48I haven't been cold to you on purpose
20:51Don't take what he said to heart
20:56Get some sleep
20:58What about you, Damon?
21:00Smoke
21:01Then bed
21:06I think I'm getting sick
21:08My head hurts
21:09Let go
21:11I'll get you something
21:12After I took the medicine
21:14I still wouldn't let go of him
21:16Damon, I'm cold
21:18The comforter's not thick enough
21:19This time, he pushed my hand away
21:22Amelia
21:23Tyler's long gone
21:24You don't need to keep doing this
21:27What does this have to do with him?
21:34Why were you at the bridge tonight?
21:36That's when I got it
21:37The thing Tyler said earlier
21:39About the girl jumping
21:41He'd misread it
21:42He thought I'd gone to the bridge to jump
21:45He thought calling him and coming back here
21:47Was just my way of getting back at Tyler
21:50Honestly, it made sense he'd think that
21:52The past two years
21:54The blacks had been getting more aggressive
21:56After their real daughter was found and brought home
21:59They'd tried to send me back to my birth parents
22:02In the end, since I still had marriage value
22:05They grudgingly let me stay
22:08So Tyler had been my one shot
22:10My way out
22:11We'd grown up together
22:13There had to be something there
22:15I told myself he'd save me
22:17I put everything on Tyler
22:19But from the outside
22:20It just looked like I was obsessed with him
22:23Especially to Damon
22:24He was Tyler's roommate
22:26How many times had he watched me chase Tyler
22:28Like a lovesick idiot?
22:32Set an alarm
22:33Leave early so no one sees you
22:35This kind of thing isn't good for a girl's reputation
22:39Damon
22:39He didn't stop
22:40Didn't turn around
22:42I clenched my teeth
22:45You kissed me how many times tonight?
22:48And that other thing just now?
22:51You're not going to take any responsibility?
22:53Damon stopped
22:55He turned around to look at me
22:59I know you don't like me
23:01Every time I came here you ignored me
23:06But tonight thank you for coming to get me
23:08And letting me stay
23:11If you really don't want anything to do with me
23:13I'll leave right now
23:14I got off the bed
23:17I couldn't find my shoes
23:19I didn't care
23:22Amelia
23:25I told you
23:26I'm not annoyed by you
23:28Then are you going to take responsibility?
23:31You kissed me
23:33Held me
23:41And you did that thing in bathroom
23:51Amelia
23:53If you're going to start something with me
23:55Then go all the way
24:00Of course
24:06Over Thanksgiving break
24:07I flew out to the town where my birth parents lived
24:10Stayed three days
24:12By the time I left
24:14The two trash human beings
24:16My drug dealing parents
24:17Were in handcuffs
24:18Federal charges
24:19Hard prison time waiting for them
24:23Trafficking
24:24Drug distribution
24:25Running a brothel
24:26Thanks to the dreams
24:27I had hard evidence on all of it
24:30I didn't need to wait for some next life
24:32This time
24:33I could be rid of them
24:35For good
24:36Make them pay
24:37When the plane took off
24:39I let out the longest breath of my life
24:42The biggest weight I'd been carrying
24:44Was gone
24:44For the first time
24:46I felt free
24:47I felt light
24:49When the plane landed at airport
24:51I called Damon first
24:52To let him know I was back
24:53He didn't know what I'd actually gone there to do
24:56He thought I'd been on a quick trip with a friend
24:59I'll come by tonight
25:00You all settled in?
25:02Damon had moved into an off-campus apartment
25:04He was already a senior
25:05Barely had to be on campus
25:07And sharing a dorm with Tyler
25:09Wasn't exactly working anymore
25:13All settled
25:15Want me to come pick you up?
25:17Sure
25:18Amelia
25:19What?
25:20It's Tyler's birthday today
25:21He's having a thing
25:23Wants me to come
25:24With my girlfriend
25:25I'd completely forgotten
25:27Tyler's birthday was over Thanksgiving weekend
25:29Babe
25:30Do you want to come with me?
25:31I didn't answer right away
25:33It wasn't that I didn't want to go public with us
25:36It was that the blacks were going to cut me off soon
25:39When that happened
25:41My real background was going to come out
25:43All of it
25:44I knew Damon wouldn't care
25:46But I didn't want him getting dragged through the mud
25:48Like last time
25:51People had said he'd thrown his life away
25:53For a girl who wasn't worth it
25:55Broke his family's heart
25:57But like Damon had said that night
26:00I started this
26:01So I should see it through
26:03You can't always have it both ways
26:05Damon
26:11Do you want me there?
26:13Yeah
26:14Then come get me
26:16I'll go with you
26:18Babe
26:19Look up
26:20My heart stopped for a second
26:22I turned
26:23And it was like a movie
26:24Slow motion
26:26The smile was still spread across my face
26:28The airport noise dropped away
26:30Through the crowd
26:31I saw Damon
26:32Just Damon
26:48Damon
26:50Your core is solid
26:53Lower back's not bad either
26:55Want to test it?
26:57Just a little fast though
27:00Amelia
27:03You wait
27:04Don't bother begging
27:07Don't bother crying
27:08Tyler's birthday dinner had its usual crowd
27:11Bella had gone all out tonight
27:13She looked stunning
27:14The two of them sitting together
27:16Easy on the eyes
27:17The other girls were piling on the compliments
27:19And Bella was eating it up
27:25Tyler looked checked out
27:26Tyler
27:27Tyler
27:29What?
27:31It's late
27:31Everyone's hungry
27:32Wait
27:33We're not all here yet
27:35Who's missing?
27:37Yeah
27:37Who?
27:38Damon's not here yet
27:41Oh wait
27:41I just remembered
27:43Amelia's not here either
27:44Is Amelia even coming?
27:46It's Tyler's birthday
27:47Amelia wouldn't miss this
27:48I didn't invite her
27:49And if she shows
27:51She's not getting in
27:52Tyler
27:52Don't get worked up
27:53It's your birthday
27:54Don't let some random ruin your night
27:57Right?
27:59You're right
28:02Tyler looked over at his girlfriend
28:04Bella was beautiful
28:06Truly
28:06Amelia was pretty too
28:10But not in this loud runway kind of way
28:13That was the thing that hooked him the first time he saw Bella
28:17But once he had her
28:18The spark cooled fast
28:20The past month
28:21Amelia hadn't waited at his dorm building
28:23Hadn't tagged along to class
28:25Or to the dining hall
28:26She'd just vanished out of his world
28:28Even when they crossed paths on campus
28:31She'd turn the other way
28:34Tyler had to admit it
28:35He wasn't used to it
28:37He told himself it was just habit
28:39He was missing a habit
28:40That was all
28:41He couldn't actually like Amelia
28:45And no way was he going to piss off the families over a fake heiress
28:49But they'd known each other their whole lives
28:54Tyler figured
28:55Tonight
28:56If Amelia couldn't take it and came back to him
28:59He wouldn't even need her to grovel
29:01A few red-eyed tears
29:03And he'd let her back in
29:11Guess who I just saw
29:13Who?
29:14Stop teasing
29:15Who?
29:16Yeah, who?
29:17Don't tell me it's Amelia
29:20Actually, it's Amelia
29:21Tyler told you
29:24Amelia can't stay away from you
29:25See?
29:26She caved tonight
29:28Tyler didn't say anything
29:30But the storm on his face was clearing
29:35Tyler
29:36Can you make Amelia leave?
29:39She chased you for so long
29:41It makes me feel weird
29:43Tyler looked at Bella
29:44And suddenly she was easier to look at than five minutes ago
29:48His mood lifted out of nowhere
29:50But Amelia's behavior the past month had pissed him off
29:54Even if he was going to forgive her tonight
29:55She needed a little punishment
30:00Sure
30:04Tell her to get the hell out
30:05Tell who to get the hell out
30:12Damon walked in
30:13Big strides
30:14His voice wasn't loud
30:16But it dropped like a stone
30:18There was a kind of pressure to it nobody could place
30:21The whole room went silent
30:23Because every single person saw it
30:26There was a girl walking in behind Damon
30:29And that girl was me
30:34Tyler, you're bleeding
30:43I said get out
30:45Are you deaf?
30:50The rest of the room cleared out fast
30:52Blood dripped from Tyler's hand
30:55One drop at a time
30:57He didn't even feel it
30:58Tyler was staring at Damon
31:06Damon
31:06You can explain
31:09His grip was dry and steady
31:11It calmed me down
31:14Explain what?
31:16Why Amelia walked in here
31:19With you
31:20You invited me to your birthday
31:22With my girlfriend
31:23Forget already?
31:26Tyler looked like something in him had snapped
31:30Damon
31:32You focusing no
31:34Amelia is mine
31:35Yours how?
31:37Girlfriend?
31:38Fiance?
31:40Or because a girl liked you once
31:42That makes her your property?
31:44You knew Amelia liked me
31:46And you still went after her?
31:48Tyler
31:49He didn't go after me
31:52I started it
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