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90 Day Diaries S08E05 - Dear Diary, What If She Says No? engsub fullepisode🎯
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00:12Let me show you something special! Look at that.
00:20Welcome to Washington, Evelyn.
00:23Wow. These are the options. Let's see what Ashley thinks.
00:27Ashley, I need your help.
00:29Man, she has no idea what's coming.
00:31I'm about to propose to Chantelle this weekend.
00:34I am so nervous.
00:36I just hope she says yes.
00:37Chantelle, I really, really gotta say this.
00:43Daddy loves you.
00:45I love you too.
00:49A couple weeks ago, I relapsed.
00:52I up really bad.
00:54I don't know if she's gonna feel the same way about me
00:56and forgive me this time.
00:58How many times do I have to say I'm sorry?
01:00Sorry.
01:04We just got off the plane.
01:06It really feels so surreal.
01:08Evelyn finally got her residency visa,
01:10so we're gonna move to Washington.
01:12But I've been hiding something huge from Evelyn.
01:15So how long are you guys gonna be here?
01:17Um, it's my fault if you're not preparing better.
01:24I don't feel too well.
01:26I am so pissed.
01:28It's been just life.
01:31Please open the door.
01:32Are you insane?
01:38I need you, I need you right here, right there in the car.
01:44And I need you to like the spark.
01:49Ashley, I need your help.
01:55She's gaming.
01:56I'm Chantelle, I'm 34 years old,
02:00and I'm from Atlanta, Georgia.
02:01I'm Ashley, I'm 36 years old,
02:03and I'm from Lidawi, Alabama.
02:05Alabama.
02:06This is my bamma jamma.
02:09Got that right.
02:10Ashley, can you help me?
02:13Our anniversary is two weeks away,
02:16and what better way to show my family
02:20that I'm serious about this relationship
02:22than with a Christmas card photo.
02:24The photo shoot is a week away,
02:27and I still don't even know where the venue is.
02:32Ashley has taken over the entire thing,
02:34but you know I'm a control freak.
02:35I have to know what's going on,
02:37and I don't even know what I'm going to wear.
02:42This is an option.
02:44Here comes our one-year anniversary,
02:46and Shinso has so much on her plate already
02:48that I just told her, sit back for the ride.
02:51Let me fix everything up for this photo shoot.
02:53It's going to be great.
02:54I've got everything planned, baby.
02:55I hope so.
02:58This is kind of unsettling for me,
03:00especially since she's not helping me
03:01pick out what I need to wear.
03:04My 90-day journey began
03:05when I married my ex-husband Pedro
03:07from the Dominican Republic.
03:10I pronounce that they are husband and wife.
03:15We were married for seven years,
03:17but he and my family
03:19were always at each other's throats.
03:22Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.
03:23Who are you talking to?
03:25Hey, hey, hey, what are you saying?
03:26What's up?
03:27What's up?
03:32Eventually, we divorced.
03:35After I got divorced,
03:36I started traveling a lot and dating.
03:39I tried finding love in Greece.
03:42I even went on a singles retreat in Mexico.
03:45I felt like a lot of times
03:47I get nervous around guys
03:49and then I end up just kind of clamming up.
03:52But after countless dates
03:54that were not successful,
03:56I realized what I've been looking for
03:58was in front of me the entire time.
04:00You've been in the back of my mind, like, a lot.
04:04But maybe we can grow romantically.
04:08It makes me feel so wonderful and so happy.
04:12And I really want to be with you.
04:14And now, after a year of dating,
04:16Ashley and I are taking our first couple's photo shoot
04:20for our Christmas card photos.
04:22Because, I mean, we're a couple.
04:24I love you so much.
04:26You're so cute.
04:26I love you too, baby.
04:28These are the options.
04:30I was thinking possibly something red
04:33since it's a Christmas card.
04:36Let's see what Ashley thinks.
04:40Ashley.
04:41What, baby?
04:43I'm trying to figure out what to wear.
04:46Personally, I think, you know, red for Christmas.
04:49Mm-hmm.
04:50But if it's going to be outside,
04:52this could be a little short.
04:53Okay, baby, one second.
04:54I'm almost finished.
04:55Oh, well, never mind.
04:56I died. It's fine.
04:57Do you even know what you're wearing?
04:59Um, maybe I should go and show you.
05:02Yeah.
05:03Let's do that.
05:04That's helpful.
05:05Okay, you just sit down.
05:06You just calm it down and sit down.
05:09I'll go get it.
05:10Sheesh.
05:14So, I'm going to get this right here.
05:17Look at that.
05:17Look at that suit.
05:19Ashley!
05:20I got two kills and I died 15 times.
05:23But before I have to get back in there,
05:25let me show you something special.
05:28Oh, my God.
05:29I'm so nervous.
05:29She better not walk in.
05:31Look at that.
05:32Man, I just picked it up yesterday.
05:33I'm so excited.
05:35So excited about this.
05:37She has no idea.
05:39She has no idea what's coming.
05:41Chantel's just thinking that this is a Christmas card photo.
05:44I'm getting ready to propose.
05:46Man, this is like the biggest secret I've ever kept in my life from her.
05:49And it's so hard.
05:51She thinks that we're just going to a normal hotel for a photo shoot.
05:54But, oh, no.
05:55I have booked us a fabulous suite at a castle.
05:59I've got a videographer, a photographer.
06:01I've got a hundred roses for her.
06:04I just really hope she says yes.
06:06This is what I'm going to do, though.
06:07So, I'll wear this.
06:09Turtleneck is obviously going to go under it.
06:10If you're wearing black, then I should match you, too.
06:13Yeah, if you want to match me, yeah.
06:14It's a couple shoot.
06:16You're right.
06:16I have not planned anything like this before this elaborate.
06:20Chantel and I have talked a little bit about our future.
06:24Like, hey, yeah, we could possibly get married one day.
06:26Who knows?
06:27But I'm not really 100% sure if she's for it
06:30because of her previous marriage.
06:32So, this proposal, I want it to be everything that she wants it to be and more.
06:36Let's do this.
06:36Let's do the black, baby.
06:38Are you sure for a Christmas card?
06:40Baby, it's going to be a beautiful Christmas card.
06:59That is so beautiful.
07:02Oh, my God.
07:04I am so amazed at the place that Ashley booked for us.
07:10I mean, it's a complete castle.
07:12I didn't know there was castles in Georgia.
07:15I feel like I'm in England and I should start drinking my teas
07:20and having crumpets or something.
07:22Hello, darling.
07:23Off we go for a morning stroll.
07:26Now it's time to get all dolled up for holiday photos.
07:31I'm sure this is going to be a holiday card that she will never forget.
07:40Both of you look at me when you do that.
07:44Love it.
07:46Hold that.
07:46Hold that.
07:47Hold that.
07:47Hold that.
07:49One, two.
07:51Nice.
07:52Hold that.
07:53Hold that.
07:55Hold that.
07:56Hold that.
07:57Okay, now look at me.
07:58I can't believe that it's been an entire year.
08:01I feel like we've defied all odds and every hater that thought we wouldn't make it.
08:09Oh my gosh, you guys.
08:10So I'm getting ready to propose to Chantel and I'm so freaking nervous.
08:15I literally had to sneak away.
08:16I told her I was going to the bathroom real quick during the photo shoot.
08:19Like, I got to figure this out.
08:21I got to get myself right, man, mentally.
08:22Ugh.
08:26I cannot believe I'm getting ready to propose.
08:28I have a billion thoughts going through my head right now.
08:31Like, is she going to like the ring?
08:32Am I going to trip up?
08:33Am I wearing the right thing to propose in?
08:36Is she even going to say yes?
08:37Oh my gosh.
08:39This is just so much to worry about right now.
08:42I want you to know that I love you so much.
08:43I love you too, baby.
08:44And you are my queen.
08:46And you are my Juliet.
08:48And you mean the world to me.
08:50And Chantel, I really, really got to say this.
08:56Chantel, will you marry me?
09:03Oh my god.
09:07Yes.
09:08Oh my god.
09:09Yes.
09:10Oh my god.
09:11Should I put it on my baby's hand?
09:13Yes, Ashley.
09:14Okay.
09:16Oh my god.
09:17That's cute.
09:19I hope it's perfect for me.
09:22That is so beautiful.
09:24Ashley.
09:28I love you.
09:30I love you.
09:31I love you too.
09:32I will have makeup all over you.
09:33I will have makeup all over you.
09:35Oh my god.
09:37Yes, Blake.
09:38I'm engaged.
09:41I'm so freaking happy.
09:43You guys, look at this ring.
09:45Can you see it?
09:47This is so exciting.
09:50I'll spend the rest of my life with the love of my life.
09:54Ooh.
09:55Ooh.
09:56Give me more kisses.
09:57Yes.
09:58Yo, she said yes.
10:00She said yes.
10:02Bitch, I'm a fiance.
10:04I'm a fiance.
10:06Ooh.
10:07We're not talking anymore.
10:10This is more than I had ever expected.
10:13What's next?
10:14We have so much planning to do.
10:17This is crazy.
10:17I'm excited.
10:18I was so excited about it.
10:19Yeah.
10:35Hey, Corinne Evelyn here.
10:38And puppy.
10:40Say hi, puppy.
10:43Hi, my name is Cory.
10:44I'm 39 years old.
10:45I'm from Middle-A, Washington, but currently living here in Ecuador.
10:49My name is Evelyn.
10:50I am 33 years old, and I'm from the beautiful Angabao, Ecuador.
10:55So this is our apartment that we remodeled.
10:59I'm giving Evelyn all the credit.
11:02She's a designer, not me.
11:05This used to be our kitchen, just this space over here.
11:10This was actually the outside area.
11:13Yeah.
11:13The whole plan is that we can have the ocean everywhere.
11:18Let's go check out the bedroom now.
11:20Where little fun things happen.
11:23I don't know if you guys remember, but this used to be the doghouse room for me.
11:30And we transformed it into the main bedroom.
11:32Also, the ocean view.
11:38Whoops.
11:39That's my toy now, your toy, right?
11:42Our 90-day journey began about 11 years ago now.
11:47I was traveling and backpacking up through South America.
11:50And the first day I entered Ecuador, I happened to see this beautiful girl walking down the beach.
11:56For me, it was love at first sight.
11:58I was just like, boom, mind explosion.
12:01And eventually he made like a letter thing asking me to be his girlfriend.
12:06I thought I was pretty cute and I accepted.
12:09So I made the sacrifice to move permanently down to Ecuador to be with Evelyn.
12:15And I've been here ever since.
12:19Baby.
12:19Baby.
12:20Oh, you're like so...
12:23Baby.
12:24Baby.
12:24Baby.
12:25Baby.
12:26Baby.
12:26So then we decided in 2021 to actually do get married.
12:32Baby.
12:34Baby.
12:35Baby.
12:38Baby.
12:40Baby.
12:41Baby.
12:44Baby.
12:47Baby.
12:49Baby.
12:49Baby.
12:49Why aren't you been there?
12:50Yeah.
12:51Oh my gosh.
12:53You really are?
12:54All stacked in here.
12:56We spent a lot of time and a lot of money on this new apartment.
12:59And we love it.
13:00But we just recently received some news.
13:02It's going to take us away from here for roughly three years.
13:06Let's start with that for now then.
13:09Right.
13:10Where you want to do this?
13:10In the room?
13:11Yes.
13:12Okay.
13:13We applied for my residency visa for the USA.
13:18two, almost three years ago, and finally it was approved.
13:23Based on the advice from our lawyer,
13:25we'll be living primarily in the United States for the full three years.
13:28We are able to visit Ecuador for short periods of time,
13:32but majority of the time will be spent in the United States.
13:35And tomorrow is the day when we move to Washington State.
13:38You are not going to need basically any of the clothes that you have right here.
13:43This is all for summer. We're going to cold weather.
13:48When you ask me to apply to get this great car situation, what do you say?
13:54We can live in Hawaii, we can live in California, like no problem, blah, blah, blah.
14:01I want a place where I can go and sunbathe on the ocean.
14:06I don't have the budget for it, and you know that.
14:09I know the original plan was that we were going to go live in Hawaii or California or something like
14:14that,
14:14but it's very expensive, and we have an awesome opportunity right now to live with my mom.
14:22Yes, in the snow and in the cold, but we're not paying any money to live there.
14:28And right now, quite frankly, I don't have the money to spend to live in California or Hawaii.
14:35So me and Evelyn are going to be staying in the place that we were last time.
14:40It's a little studio apartment that's on the main property, but separate from the main house.
14:45We'll only be there for a little bit.
14:47Like one or two months kind of thing?
14:49Even less, probably.
14:50We'll get there, we'll move in, get settled, we'll find a place for us.
14:57And what are we going to do about your siblings?
15:00Like, they did not like me before.
15:02I don't think they're going to like me now.
15:04I'm hoping that we'll be able to move forwards,
15:07and that my family will be more open to resolving these issues too.
15:13I am okay with, like, being polite,
15:17but I'm not going to pretend to be their best friends when I know they don't like me.
15:21They used to ignore me when they were talking.
15:23They covered my face.
15:25They went in the whole family photo.
15:28Yeah, it's messed up.
15:29Like, I know, it's messed up.
15:31I'm very worried about being around Corey's family again.
15:35I truly don't feel like I am welcome.
15:40His family is very religious.
15:42Like, they're full-known Mormons.
15:44And I just feel like because I'm not Mormon,
15:47they will not accept me, but I'm never going to convert,
15:50and I'm never going to be that good Mormon girl
15:53that they probably wish Corey would have married.
15:56Unfortunately, you're going to have to understand
15:58how to get along with them, how to live in their environment.
16:02I'll try my best.
16:04Just know that I'm going to do my best
16:06to make sure that you are okay at all times, all right?
16:12Yeah?
16:13Okay.
16:21We're about to leave.
16:22We have all of our suitcases ready.
16:26Our life here is so beautiful.
16:29It's just like my family,
16:31and we get red notes, get-togethers, like, all the time.
16:35I mean, I know that I don't have that there, you know?
16:41I only have Corey, and I'm grateful for him,
16:44but it's just like...
16:50What do I do then?
16:52What do I do besides?
16:55Yeah, it's very sad.
16:56I'm honestly not excited to get in a plane
17:00and leave Ecuador.
17:03When I applied for the residency,
17:05it just sounded like it was something so far away,
17:09but now we're here, and it's time to do it.
17:15Okay, we're all set.
17:16I mean, bags are here.
17:19Ready to go.
17:20We're actually late.
17:22You guys are hermanitos.
17:24You better take care of each other, okay?
17:27I love you.
17:31Don't be sad.
17:33Mommy loves you.
17:35My sister is moving to our apartment
17:37to take care of our cat and our dog,
17:39and now my dad and my brother
17:42are going to help me load up the car so we can go.
17:53We'll see you.
17:54We're going to visit you.
17:56Okay.
18:12So I just now realized I didn't let my mom know if we could, if she could pick us up.
18:19Uber and taxis don't exist where I live.
18:21I live in the mountains, so.
18:23You were supposed to tell her before you had days to let your mom know that we were going.
18:29Another thing is the apartment that we stayed in last time, it's not going to, it's not available.
18:36It's an Airbnb now, so we're going to stay at my mom's house, into her house.
18:44Like inside the house?
18:46Like inside her house, yes.
18:51I'm so sorry, I'm just not telling you about this.
18:55Why would you not let me know this before him?
18:59Cory keeps changing the plans on me.
19:02Like no California, no Hawaii, and now it's like last minute, made me stay with his mom.
19:09Honestly, I don't think I'm even going to get out of the car and go with him.
19:12Why do you never think about me and like helping me feel better?
19:19Yeah, I'm sorry.
19:20I'm sorry, I don't want to talk to you.
19:23I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
19:54Welcome to a day in our life.
19:57I'm Sam, I'm from Kansas City, Missouri, and I'm 33 years old.
20:02I'm Citra, I'm from Indonesia, and I'm 29 years old.
20:07There's my sweet baby.
20:12Me and Citra's 90-day journey began five years ago on an online dating app.
20:19I saw his profile, and I couldn't believe that he was 26 because he looked so young.
20:25But he's so caring and loving and nice, just like different from other guys that I talked to on that
20:32app.
20:34I booked a flight to Indonesia, and when we first met, we just instantly fell in love.
20:41Oh my gosh!
20:45And six months later, I proposed.
20:49Yes, I will.
20:54But Citra's dad had issues about me marrying her because I kind of have a dark past and have a
21:01problem with drugs,
21:02and he wanted to know it was all behind me.
21:05Sam, kalau seandainya kamu pakai narkoba atau sejenis obat yang dilarang,
21:22I was eventually able to gain her dad's trust,
21:25and he finally gave me citrus hand in marriage.
21:31I now pronounce you husband and wife.
21:35And two years later, my little baby girl, Eris, was born.
21:50Is there anything better than a crying baby's voice in the morning?
21:55Since Eris being born, everything's been amazing.
21:58Like, I love that little baby girl.
22:00I never could have saw my life like this back in the past.
22:05However, things are not so good.
22:10Thank you, Dad.
22:14Dad.
22:15You have daddy?
22:17Mommy's a little mad at daddy.
22:19A couple weeks ago, I was hanging out with the wrong crowd.
22:23I put myself in a bad situation, and I relapsed.
22:30And now I got my wife so pissed off at me.
22:36I don't know what to do.
22:39Time to head off to work, guys.
22:42Get daddy a kiss.
22:43Oh, good girl.
22:45You're going to cry your eyes out, aren't you, though?
22:47You know, as soon as I walk out that door, daddy will be right back.
22:53I'll be back.
22:55Okay?
22:58Ow.
22:59I know.
23:00I love you, too, sweetheart.
23:06A lot in my mind right now.
23:10A lot of things going on.
23:14Ow.
23:19I f***ed up really bad this time, and I don't know if she's going to feel the same way about
23:25me and forgive me this time.
23:31I don't know if I would forgive me if I was her, and that's what sucks.
23:36I don't want to be that guy anymore.
23:42Honestly, I just want to go deep inside myself, rip this addiction out, that dark side of me, that evil
23:50s***ing twin, and just be gone, be done with him, out of my life, and just never deal with any
23:57of these problems.
23:58Like, I just, I hate that side of me so bad, like, I've gone to drug classes, and I did
24:09end up finishing a divergement program, completed it, but you're just constantly doing this little balancing act.
24:15I have to fix this.
24:38I have to fix this.
25:02I have to fix this.
25:09I have to fix this.
25:14I'm sorry.
25:15Hi.
25:20I don't know if she's going to like it or not, but I really want us to move to Indonesia
25:27without you.
25:32That breaks my heart, dear, you say that.
25:39So that's what you're saying?
25:40You do that and you don't want to do it with me?
25:43I know that you've been saying you're not fully happy.
25:48I've been trying my best every day to do whatever I can to make you happy.
25:54I feel so alone and just, I don't know, I feel like I'd be so far away.
26:00I don't know, maybe it's just the dark side of me and worries, but...
26:06I can't believe that Citra wants to go back to Indonesia with Eris on her own
26:11If I lose them, I'd be in a dark place that I don't know if I could get out of.
26:16It's my worst fear come true.
26:20How many times do I have to say I'm sorry?
26:24Sorry is nothing now.
26:26I know.
26:26I know.
26:28I know.
26:29I know.
26:33I know.
26:35I know.
26:56I know.
27:04I know.
27:07I know.
27:09I know.
27:12I know.
27:15I know.
27:19I know.
27:22I know.
27:23I know.
27:39I know.
27:51I know.
27:56I know.
27:58I know.
28:03I know.
28:05I know.
28:10the turkeys. Whoa turkeys. Welcome to Washington. Land of the turkeys.
28:21Here we are. We're home. Let's get inside. Warm you up by the fire. Thanks.
28:31Oh, welcome. This is a gentle brew, so not much has been done, but here it is. Kind of messy.
28:45Yeah, so sorry about the mess, but for now. No, it's all right. So I'll let you guys rest if
28:53you want,
28:54and there'll be some dinner or something for you. Thank you. It's been a long, long travel time.
29:00Yeah, no worries. All right. Okay. Thank you, Linda.
29:08You have years to know that this time would have come. You decided to buy two freaking brand new
29:14surfboards and you did not need it. That could have been maybe money to pay rent for a month.
29:19It's your time to step up, and I don't think you're stepping up.
29:24I'm really worried because I've been hiding something huge from Evelyn, and tonight at dinner,
29:29I'm going to be telling Evelyn the true plan, which is to actually be staying here in the
29:35main house for three years. Being able to stay here for three years is going to be really helpful for
29:41us
29:41to save so much money, and it will give me the opportunity to also mend the relationship with my
29:47family, but I know that Evelyn's not going to want to do it. She's going to lose it.
29:51She's not going to be happy, and that really worries me. Get your together.
30:05I've got your plates ready. I knew you were tired.
30:07First class. Wow, my goodness.
30:11Thank you, Linda.
30:12Wow.
30:15So I know it's been a while since you've been here, and I think hopefully things have changed.
30:23So how long are you guys going to be here?
30:27Well, Evelyn is on a visa right now, so she needs to be here for three years.
30:32So, well, I mean, my plan is that we stay here at the house for about two, three years.
30:42Well, you're welcome to stay here as long as you want. You don't have to rent. You can stay here.
30:46I feel bad that the Airbnb isn't available.
30:49It's my fault for not preparing better, but yeah, we're going to stay here at the house for up to
30:56three
30:56years, I guess is the plan. This is so messed up that Cory is just now telling me that we're
31:02going
31:02to stay here for three years. There's no way I can do this, and the fact that he tells me
31:06in front
31:07of his mom is expecting me to just accept it or put me in a corner, and I just cannot
31:12deal with this.
31:14I think I need to go. I don't feel too well.
31:21I am so pissed right now. To me, it's just obvious that he planned for me to be at his
31:28mom's house since before we applied for the visa. He's trying to manipulate me into being here,
31:33and he spent just lies. I don't know what's going on. I got to go check on her. Okay.
31:43Can you please open the door? Are you insane? Three years? Please.
32:04Look at this guy.
32:08Me and my brother are heading to work, the shop, and I just had it on my mind of relapsing
32:15and
32:16up with Citra and how she wants to go back to Indonesia. My head's screaming, fix this somehow.
32:24Nothing worse than the person you love just looking at you ashamed. She'd have to say,
32:30me and Bear are just going back. We're going back. No matter what I said, she just kept saying it.
32:36Eris is just as much as yours as it is hers. Yeah. I mean, I obviously can't just take someone's
32:42kid to another country, but I understand why she's mad. If they ever leave, I guarantee you she's not
32:48coming back here. I really pissed Citra off, and I need to figure out a way to calm her down
32:58so she can
32:59realize we need to be here as a family together. All right. Good to work.
33:09But what I'm really worried about is Citra's dad wants to talk to me this weekend, and he's a cop,
33:16like all business up front. He's shot people before. And what scares me even more than that
33:22is I know how much sway he has with Citra. If he tells her to leave, she's going to go,
33:29and I'm just really kind of freaking out about it.
33:34Their dad, does he know anything? What do you think? He knows all of it?
33:39She couldn't hold it in all to herself. And I'm like, dude, I love you, but are you kidding me?
33:43How am I now supposed to make this guy ever see me the same and like me again?
33:48Because her dad's one of those, you know, they're nice guys, they say. But when you piss him off,
33:53that's when you see the angry devil. If he says, you need to come back to Indonesia,
33:59that's what's scary. I'm not trying to have my marriage over, man, when it's just beginning.
34:07I don't know, man.
34:18Oh, yeah, man. Bapa. Bapa's here.
34:26Sam, Bapa.
34:28Bapa.
34:29Eris.
34:31Coba, kakak. Bapa mau ngomong sama Sam.
34:34Sam, tolong panggiling Sam sekarang. Biar bapa bicara sama Sam.
34:38Amy.
34:40Huh?
34:40I'm here.
34:43Here, my dad wants to talk to me.
34:51Right now, I'm dreading having this FaceTime with her dad. I'm worried he's gonna go off on me,
34:58and he's gonna tell her, yeah, hop on a plane, come back with Eris,
35:03and then I lose my family and I don't think I can make it without them.
35:09So there's something I've been thinking about for a long time that I've wanted to do
35:13to show him how serious I am about changing.
35:17Hello, Sam.
35:18Hello, Sam.
35:19Hey, how's it going?
35:20Hello, Sam.
35:21How are you?
35:22How are you?
35:23Well, he's tired a little bit.
35:27I mean, to be honest with you, because I don't want to lie to you dad or to her.
35:34I made the mistake of hanging out with old friends that I used to stay away from because,
35:40you know, I knew the things they did, and a lot of mistakes were made, and it tempted me,
35:49and I fell for it, and that's pretty much what happened.
35:52What was the case of the year?
35:57What was the case of the year?
35:58Bahkan mungkin lebih dua tahun yang lalu ketika saya datang ke sana,
36:02saya berjanji untuk meninggalkan,
36:05karena kalau orang memakai narkoba,
36:09itu sama juga dengan mempercepat untuk menuju kematian,
36:13karena tidak ada orang yang memakai narkoba hidupnya sukses.
36:18Bahkan keluarganya pun bisa berantakan,
36:21karena dia tidak bisa membawa keluarga,
36:23apalagi dia tidak bisa mengendalikan diri dia sendiri.
36:28I mean, I'm just going to get right back on track,
36:30and, like, I'm not letting anything destroy my family,
36:34especially not just my selfish mistakes.
36:41So I've been thinking about how to get everyone to believe.
36:46I'm serious about changing my life and living better.
36:50I mean, I really like working at the warehouse with my brothers,
36:55but I feel like I need to find a better career that's healthier for me,
36:59and puts faith in Citra that, like, her and her dad, you know,
37:04can trust me, I'm going to be able to support the family,
37:08and I think I need to follow in her dad's footsteps.
37:13You actually tell them that, like, I'm trying to be account.
37:18Oh, yeah, si Sam pengen jadi polisi,
37:22tapi lagi nunggu, apa namanya, tes online buat dapet sertifikat.
37:27Ini ijazah dia, ijazah SMA.
37:47I know I got this family to be healthy for and be there for,
37:52and I know what I have to do.
37:55I'm shocked that Citra's dad didn't just tell her
37:58to hop on a plane and come home, and I feel good,
38:01because it means he has faith in me being a good person,
38:06a good father, and a good husband.
38:09I promise I'm going to do better, baby,
38:12and I'm going to be a better husband to you,
38:14and the best father I can be, the better.
38:17It's going to happen.
38:19I'm not going to let you down.
38:21I hope you really mean it.
38:22I agree to live in the United States.
38:25As long as you, sober, never touch any dress ever again in your life,
38:31and you're going to have me and Eris in your life.
38:35Yeah, that's what I want, baby.
38:36That's all I can really ask for, is a chance.
38:53I'm not going to do without you guys.
38:55You guys are my reason.
38:57I'm not going to mess up again.
38:59I promise you.
39:00Oh.
39:02Oh, no.
39:07Who the stop?
39:08I don't stop.
39:09Woo!
39:10We're going to go see snow for the first time.
39:14This is my buddy Lincoln over here.
39:16He likes to pee and poop everywhere.
39:18That's what happens when you're by a dog on the streets.
39:21How are you feeling, Natalie, today?
39:23I'm scared because there are so many beautiful girls.
39:26I have decided to enter a beauty pageant that can help you in modeling career a lot.
39:31Oh, my God.
39:32So, it's my time for my vlog.
39:34Here goes nothing.
39:36This is it.
39:37The moment I've been waiting for so long.
39:40Our next contestant is Natalie.
39:46I think you're, like, tricking me into things.
39:49If you knew that we were going to be staying here, you wouldn't have come, and I know that.
39:52Cory's only been feeding me all .
39:55It's been just lies.
39:57And now we're going to have to stay here for three years.
40:00He is absolutely crazy.
40:02This is your new life?
40:03No.
40:04I refuse.
40:05We're going to have to talk about the goals.
40:08It's been a long day, a long night fighting through.
40:12We're getting close, everybody.
40:13Here we go.
40:14My legs are going down.
40:15Oh, no.
40:16My girlfriend, Megan, is going into labor and freaking out a little bit.
40:20I'm not too sure even if the baby's mine.
40:23I'd say, hey, uh-oh.
40:26It's getting serious here.
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