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00:03Just because I'm not enough for you
00:15Doesn't mean I'm not enough
00:21I feel kind of sorry
00:29What the fuck were you thinking?
00:31What happened to we're never gonna tell Sam?
00:39I had to tell him
00:40Why? So you could ruin his life?
00:42No!
00:44He don't understand, he came to me
00:47And had broken up with Taylor
00:49He was talking about second chances, he ended things with her because of me
00:52I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
00:54If he has any chance of happiness with Taylor
00:57So then I'm just collateral damage
00:59I know how complicated this makes your relationship
01:01Do you actually? Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never gonna forgive me
01:04You swore this was gonna stay between us
01:06I am so sorry
01:08I really am
01:09But
01:11I just need to know
01:12Is Sam okay?
01:14If you truly care about his well-being
01:15You'll go back to Seattle
01:18Today
01:19You're fucking selfish Percy
01:22You're fucking selfish Percy
01:22But
01:47I'm not sure
01:48I can't believe you got Dad's boat working again
01:50Isn't that hard really?
01:51Just a few repairs even there
01:52I know it looks like shit from the outside now
01:54But I figured we'd sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
01:56Yeah we're here to help
01:57Right Sam?
02:04Uh, guys?
02:06What's happening?
02:06Oh shit
02:12Okay, maybe I didn't fix that's boat
02:13Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:16So we're trapped out here?
02:17Oh, good thing we got oars
02:20Ready to get your workout on?
02:22I'll be coxing
02:25You said cock
02:26When will you ever grow up?
02:28Hopefully never
02:29Alright, come on
02:31Alright, put your back into it boys
02:38I'm guessing the engine's flooded
02:39I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs
02:41I'll be back in a minute
02:44That's some impressive rope action
02:46You are easily impressed
02:49Cleet hitch is pretty much day one full of stuff
02:51How lucky am I to have a boyfriend who is both hot and smart?
02:55Yeah, you are very, very lucky
02:57Master of maritime knots
02:59Full scholarship to Stanford
03:02Valedictorian
03:02How does one address a boat expert?
03:05Valedictorian
03:06Captain
03:06Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:08No, no, no
03:09Captain's just fine
03:10You still love my little old UW State School self
03:13when you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Samford?
03:15Always
03:23I can't believe this is our last summer before college
03:31We need to make it epic
03:32And revisit all our greatest hits
03:34I think we start with a rewatch of the entire Halloween series
03:37But this time we start with the H2O timeline
03:41You hate this idea?
03:42No, no, no
03:43I think it's great
03:44It's epic for sure
03:47Okay, something's going on with you
03:52So, Spell, what's up?
03:55I got into that summer intensive
03:59No way!
04:00Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position from hot and smart to hot and genius
04:05Didn't they only have room for like ten people?
04:07Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:09I can't get it
04:10I'm so proud
04:13The only thing is it starts in two weeks
04:17Wait, for how long?
04:19For the whole summer
04:22Hold up, so
04:26So you're telling me in two weeks
04:29You're leaving for good and we won't see each other until winter break
04:32Maybe Thanksgiving, I know your parents said they might want to come into town
04:34Five months
04:35Yeah, but we still have two weeks
04:37Look, we can fit everything in on your list
04:39How long have you known about this?
04:44I found out end of April
04:45So for the past six weeks, you've been hearing me talk about all the things we were going to do
04:49when you've been pretending
04:50I wouldn't say pretending
04:51But you knew they weren't going to happen
04:53Yeah, I guess I did
04:54Kinda makes me feel stupid
04:58I should have said something earlier, but you were so excited and cute with all your ideas
05:02I didn't want to ruin what little time we had left
05:04So you ruined our last two weeks together instead, cool
05:06I also sorta knew you might react this way
05:08Well, so you're blaming me for you not telling me
05:10No, I was just dreading telling you
05:13Look, I know we don't have the entire summer, but
05:16I promise we won't make these next two weeks as epic as possible
05:2020 minutes max and we'll be back on water
05:23Yeah, maybe tomorrow
05:28Finally told her, huh?
05:42I'm really gonna miss you
05:45I promise you I'm gonna miss you even more
05:47I don't think that's possible
05:52Hey, we'll FaceTime every night
05:54And text
05:55I'll even record all my lectures so you can pretend like you're there with me
05:58The perfect bedtime stories
05:59I'm gonna be asleep in mere minutes
06:01I don't know, organic chem sounds pretty riveting
06:03I mean, the structural properties of carbon-containing compounds
06:07Come on, right?
06:12Hey, we're gonna talk so much you're gonna think I'm right next door
06:16Except you'll be nine hours away
06:23Why does this goodbye feel so final?
06:27Hey, you look at me
06:31You got this
06:34Okay?
06:47I'll say goodbye my own way
06:50I can't show my face to the funeral
06:52Charlie's right, it'll just complicate things
06:54Since when does Charlie Floric decide what you do?
06:57He doesn't, I think he's right
06:59Look, if you don't want to go to the funeral, I get it
07:02We can leave whenever you want
07:04Thank you
07:04But what happened between you and Charlie is not just on you
07:07Charlie was a part of it too
07:08Look, he probably leaned in first to kiss me
07:12And then, even if the kiss didn't even
07:14Leaned in to kiss you first
07:18I'm just saying, it's probably his fault
07:21You okay?
07:22About the majority of it all?
07:26Yes, sure
07:27Yeah, I...
07:29I don't know what's happening with me
07:32If Charlie hadn't walked up, I think my almost kiss would have been not so almost
07:38Are you...
07:39Into Geordie?
07:42Maybe?
07:44I don't know, no, no, I'm not
07:46I can't be, I barely know, no, no, I'm not
07:49Okay, well, coming from someone who made a rash decision that affected the rest of their life
07:56Just take a beat before you blow up your relationship with Drew
08:03I am nothing if not rational
08:05Beats happening in perpetuity
08:09I don't want to talk about this anymore
08:10Oh
08:10No, I don't want to talk about this
08:13I...
08:13Let's just talk about you
08:15Hmm...
08:15I prefer to be the cross-examiner in this relationship
08:18Yeah, of course you do
08:20Charlie is acting like you're the bad guy here, and it's not fair
08:25I hate that he won't have made his part in this
08:26I'm not sure he can, it's too painful
08:28For who?
08:29Percy, you cannot leave here without telling Charlie what he needs to hear
08:32What is the point?
08:34I just want to forget all about Charlie Florek
08:36No, no, that's one of the reasons that you're here in the first place
08:40Your whole life was torn up by this while he went off and made a shit ton of money
08:43With a good job and a gorgeous apartment
08:46The watch that he wears is 50k
08:48While you have spent the last decade stagnating in a dead-end job with hot, but painfully stunted hookups and
08:54a shitty four-floor walk-up
08:55Hey, my apartment's cute
08:58The point is, you have lived with regret for the last ten years
09:02Maybe confronting Charlie will help with some part of that
09:04Help you move on, get unstuck
09:06What do you want me to do?
09:08What, yell at him on the day of his mom's memorial?
09:10No! I want you to yell at him today
09:12Tomorrow we're gonna be gone and you cannot let him push this false narrative
09:16If it were me, I would rip him a new one
09:23You know what?
09:26I will
09:28Yeah?
09:28I'm gonna yell at him and then I'm gonna leave here with my head held high
09:31Or at least less filled with shame and regret
09:34Good, good!
09:35Okay, I'm gonna go get your stuff from Delilah's room and then I'm gonna pack the car
09:40Okay!
09:41Okay!
09:42Um, oh, just, uh, tread lightly
09:46She was pretty fragile last night after we kicked her out
09:51Good morning!
09:53Um, hi!
09:54Please come in!
09:56I think I'm, uh, walking to a Jordan Peele film
09:59Um, there's no basement in here, right?
10:02You want an espresso?
10:04Wit had this shift from Milan and it was like one of his favorite things and now it's mine
10:10Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
10:13Are you, are you okay?
10:16I am...
10:18Making myself okay?
10:20Right
10:21Oh, you got the cups too, good job!
10:23Thank you
10:24Learn through careful observation
10:28My dad was married three times, so I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
10:31That's helpful, I guess
10:32Oh, beyond, first was my mother, she fell apart
10:34Cut all her hair off, gained 20 pounds, and I'm pretty sure she's never had sex again
10:38Rough?
10:39Mm-hmm, yes, and that will not be me
10:42Of course not
10:42Number two, went scorched earth
10:44Bashed in the windows of his mint condition, 1967 Porsche Spyder
10:49Wow, that's very Britney Spears
10:51I found it delightful
10:52I agree
10:53And then wife number three
10:57Masterful
10:58Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred just way, way, way, way down
11:03That's healthy
11:04Always in a full face of makeup, clad in tasteful clothing, just a hint of sexiness
11:09And it drove him crazy that she seemed like she was doing better without him
11:12And you know what?
11:13What?
11:14She walked away with half of his money, the house in Bellevue, and both dogs
11:19Wow
11:21So if I just keep it together like Shannon
11:22I think it was
11:25Sharon
11:28Shonda
11:29If I keep it together like her, I'm golden
11:33Another espresso?
11:34Yeah, thank you
11:41I, uh, pulled out some of Dad's old ties
11:49Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow?
11:52I think Mom would have liked that
11:59I know you might never forgive me
12:01But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
12:05My whole life was spent trying to protect you
12:09And...
12:10I blew it all up in one night
12:12Everything you're thinking about me, I've thought of myself, only worse
12:15Worse
12:19You're just gonna ignore me?
12:20Yes, I am
12:22Jordy said I could stay at the motel until after the funeral
12:24No, don't do that
12:26This is your home, you were the one who always came back and took care of Mom when I...
12:29Selfishly lived your life exactly how you wanted, no matter who got hurt
12:34Like you always have
12:38I'll go
12:40Good
12:58Hey
13:00I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
13:07Is everything okay?
13:07Yeah
13:09Fine, perfect
13:11Okay, because you just seem like...
13:13Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloths that I ordered for your mother's memorial, yes
13:16Can you look in that box, please?
13:17I think they're on the table
13:19Those are aqua
13:20Are those not the same color?
13:21No, they're not
13:22To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
13:26Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here, but I wouldn't stress, I think those are just fine
13:29They're not fine
13:32Just details are very important and I ordered teal, so...
13:36Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
13:41Come sit down
13:44Oh, I had no idea that must...
13:50Yeah, that must really hurt
13:53You know, when my dad died, all I wanted was to be a cardiologist
13:56So I could fix people's hearts, but...
13:59After all the studying, I finally realized that...
14:03You can't really save someone from heartbreak
14:07Nope, you can't
14:08I had worked so hard to forget about Percy, to get out of Barry's Bay, but...
14:16You know, I really think that I was just...
14:19Trying so hard not to admit to myself that this...
14:22Big adult life that I had sacrificed so much for just...
14:26Wasn't working
14:28So I threw myself into taking care of mom
14:30And I don't regret it
14:32Obviously I'll always cherish the time I had with my mom, but...
14:36I do think that...
14:37It was a little bit of a noble excuse to ghost the rest of my life
14:41Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
14:45I had a front row seat to your breakups with Percy, all of them
14:50Yeah, you did
14:52She took it really hard, Tim
15:03We were supposed to have the whole summer, and now it's just gone
15:08You're being dramatic
15:09I can see why you and Sam work
15:11And you still have the whole summer
15:13It's not with him
15:14Yeah, I'm stuck with you
15:16Tragic
15:16But this is my last summer before I have to put on a suit
15:19And rot in some corporate office
15:20That'll hopefully pay me a fuck ton of money
15:23I'm not gonna waste it watching you mope about Sam
15:28Empathy's really your strong suit
15:31I'm just saying
15:33Don't let him ruin your summer
15:35Or mine
15:44You need to do something very un-Sam-like to get out of your funk
15:50Why don't you help me fix the boat?
15:55Yeah, manual labor is definitely not Sam's first choice in summer activities
16:00Cool, you'll be here tomorrow at 8am
16:02I didn't know your species could function before noon
16:04Only for you, Purse
16:08I have to go to a clan bake tonight
16:10Oh, a clan bake, where are we, the Hamptons?
16:14Yeah, I know
16:17These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
16:19I didn't have the heart to tell them that up here we're all about the oysters
16:21Well, we all know you don't have a heart, Charlie Florek
16:25God damn it
16:36How'd you even find me?
16:40Tried calling and I went straight to voicemail
16:42Figured this is where I'd find you
16:44Why are you even here?
16:46We have nothing more to say to each other
16:47Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?
16:50You may have nothing more to say, but I do
16:53You know what?
16:55I don't wanna hear it
16:56You know what?
16:57You don't have a choice
16:58Percy, just go
16:59No, I'm gonna see what happened
17:00Wait a minute
17:02Shut
17:05Fuck
17:05Wait, wait, it still has that outdoor lock thingy only?
17:08Mhm
17:09So we're locked in here?
17:11You mean you locked us in here?
17:14Don't you dare blame me for this
17:16Yeah
17:17No, I'll see you in the keys, thanks then
17:19Okay, bye
17:21Uh, I just closed 40 million dollars worth of business
17:24Congrats
17:25Yeah, we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
17:28You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
17:31Yeah, it turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
17:36Maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
17:38You want work-life balance so you can get more work?
17:42Exactly
17:44You're leaving?
17:46Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can, I got it
17:50Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
17:53You can't
17:53I can't
17:55No
17:55Why?
17:57Oh, did Percy already do it?
17:58No
17:59Uh, yeah, okay
18:01Jordy, about last night
18:03Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
18:04It's about your final task of the official Jordy Worth Lake Life seminar
18:09Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
18:13Assuming certificates of completion are also your thing?
18:15Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a goat seal
18:19Okay, what is the final task?
18:20You gotta jump in the lake
18:22Oh, no, no, no, I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
18:26Can you give that to me in Celsius?
18:27You know, I may have a brilliant legal mind, but, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature if
18:33my life depended on it
18:34Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm, it has to be scalding hot
18:37You know that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
18:40Hmm, it's tempting
18:41You know you want to
18:44Uh, maybe
18:45The lake is calling
18:46Me, you, the water, just us, no distractions
18:56Hey, uh, Delilah, Jordy and I were just talking about going to the lake, would you want to join us?
19:02The more the merrier, right?
19:05You should just come with us
19:06That's a very kind offer, no, I have a lot of organizing to do, I have to get more hangers
19:10for my more delicate fabrics
19:12Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar because, well, they are, you should just come with us
19:21Okay, yeah, I'll just get my bathing suit
19:26Right
19:29Help! Hello!
19:30No one's coming, you know that, right?
19:32You could at least try calling someone
19:34With what service?
19:38Help!
19:40What the hell's that?
19:41A front door
19:41What the fuck are they doing?
19:43Find out
19:45Oh, let's do it
19:46Oh man, yes
19:48Oh, oh, no, no, that is, that's beyond disgusting
19:51How are you going to be a doctor if you can't watch someone get their face eaten off?
19:54Okay, that is not in the purview of a cardiologist
19:57This is pretty much a face-eating free zone
20:00Hey, uh, Derek, hold up, did you finish that sass problem, son?
20:03It's gnarly, right?
20:05Hey, uh, I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec, can we finish this tomorrow night?
20:08Yeah, sure, although you might have to-
20:16Hello?
20:20I got your black extra-hot coffee, do you realize this is the order of a 75-year-old man?
20:29Caffeine first, talk later
20:31Okay, but it's like third-degree burning juicing hot?
20:36That's just how I like it
20:38All right
20:40Ready?
20:41Yeah
20:43Socket wrench, it's the one with the round
20:44I know what a socket wrench is
20:48You're a cool girl
20:49Thank you, I know that too
21:11Push right through
21:12Then I tried to catch you, but we're always on the move
21:16And now it's sober, we're sober
21:19Symptoms of the culture
21:21And the night ain't getting younger
21:23That's cars around the corner
21:26Feeling kind of tilted
21:28And I'm pouring out the truth
21:30Just fading out these talkers
21:33Cause now all I want is you and playing
21:39It's all right
21:43It's all right
21:45Yeah, it's all right
21:50Yeah, it's all right
21:52It's all right
21:58Hey, Sam, I'll leave a message
22:03Let me guess
22:05My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
22:07No, I was just calling my mom
22:08Oh, really?
22:10Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
22:13Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
22:14You're not pathetic
22:15He is
22:17He's just really busy right now
22:19Too busy to call or text?
22:21Sometimes
22:21And what's the ratio for I can't talk now
22:24To not talking at all?
22:26Pretty high
22:30Seriously, has he spoken to you about me?
22:32Or
22:33About what's going on?
22:35Come on, you have to know something
22:37Like at least
22:39Just from being a guy
22:43I don't know what's going on with him
22:46I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
22:49But he shuts down when things get hard
23:01His question
23:02I love to see
23:03Your friends will move away
23:07And they're going to better places
23:11But I
23:13Friends should be gone away
23:17On
23:22On
23:23On
23:23On
23:29I've been talking about the way things change
23:38And my family lives in a different state
23:46Then we will not relate
23:54Oh!
23:56Whoa!
24:04Oh!
24:06Oh!
24:14Rivers and roads, rivers and roads
24:20Rivers till I reach you
24:24God, how the hell did we get out of here?
24:26You know, at some point, Chantal will realize I never came back, but that could be ours.
24:29Yeah, Sam doesn't give a shit where I am. No one does.
24:31Oh, boo fucking boo.
24:33You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole. You did this to yourself.
24:36I did this? You did this? You happy now?
24:39No, I will not let you do this to me.
24:42I may have shut that door today, but how we got here, that's on both of us.
24:48I've spent the last ten years beating myself up, and I sure as hell am not going to...
25:01I'm not...
25:03Hurst?
25:10Hurst, are you okay?
25:13What's happening?
25:15You having a heart attack?
25:19Help! Somebody help us!
25:25Damn it!
25:28Okay, just breathe.
25:32I got you. I got you.
25:38I can't. I can't.
25:40I actually don't think I've ever really been in the wait before.
25:45How's that even possible?
25:46You've been coming here for years, right?
25:48I basically only really waited in because I wanted to seem like the cool, fun girl, but my priority was
25:53looking cute for Charlene.
25:56Well, and having wet hair wouldn't have accomplished that. I also don't think that any of my bathing suits can
26:00actually get wet. They're strictly decorative.
26:02Yeah, um, I have a rule where I don't swim in places where I can't see the bottom.
26:06Yeah, it's a lake.
26:08I understand that. I just don't know what's under there, and it's murky, and murky scares me, which is why
26:13I like the law, because it's clear cut.
26:14Yeah.
26:18Well, I'm going in.
26:22Oh, and he's, uh, he's off.
26:26We're not really doing this, right?
26:31Screw it.
26:36Miss!
26:38You've got to come all the way in, otherwise you'll let the cow.
26:40I'm scared!
26:41Come on, you too, Chantal.
26:43Yeah, you better!
26:44Fine.
26:49Oh!
26:54Oh my god, how did you just do that?
26:57Oh god.
27:01Skid into the water.
27:03Are you ready?
27:04No!
27:05Yes, go on.
27:05On the counter.
27:06On the counter.
27:06Come on, come on.
27:08One, two, three.
27:13Woo!
27:15Woo!
27:18Delilah?
27:20Are you okay?
27:27You sure you're okay?
27:29Yeah, I just need to find my phone.
27:31I'll catch up.
27:37That was a delightful afternoon.
27:40Almost as delightful as that moment in a negotiation when the lawyer across the table realizes that I have him
27:44by the balls, and then he caves.
27:46I think I'm glad to hear that.
27:47Yeah, you would be if you were my client.
27:50Okay, so where's this certificate that you're talking about?
27:53Well, do you want better?
27:54How about we go get drinks?
27:59Dee, you okay?
28:01Hey, what's wrong?
28:05Stepmother number three, actually, um, she ended up in rehab, and her name was Siobhan, it wasn't Shannon or Sharon,
28:13it was Siobhan, and I, I don't know, I just, I should have remembered that, because she deserved a lot
28:18better.
28:22I, I should have remembered it.
28:24Come on, let's get you back to your room.
28:27I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy.
28:29Come on, I just have a golf partner with you.
29:04Hey, it's me.
29:08I think we need to talk.
29:13You sure you're okay?
29:15Yeah.
29:17I'd offer you some water, but I don't have anything in here.
29:21I'll be okay.
29:23What just happened?
29:26Panic attack.
29:27Do you get those often?
29:29Often enough.
29:31They started after I...
29:36We...
29:38ruined everything.
29:42It was both of us.
29:44I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you.
29:46I guess I just didn't want to admit my part, because then I'd have to admit why I did it.
29:52Why did you?
29:55Besides the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know.
29:59Three, two, one.
30:03Yes!
30:05She lives!
30:07We did it.
30:08Yeah.
30:10Tomorrow we'll set her free.
30:11Should we smash a bottle of champagne on the hull?
30:14Fuck yeah.
30:17You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer.
30:19Yeah, well, I'm not most people.
30:21No, you're not.
30:23You know, this has ended up being a really good summer.
30:38Percy, I've been thinking about you so much.
30:40But this summer's been hard.
30:42When we talk, I can hear your disappointment in me.
30:44I hate that.
30:45I hate disappointing you, but...
30:47I have to succeed here, and I need to focus.
30:50This is so much more challenging than I thought.
30:52So I think it's best if we stop talking.
30:54Otherwise, you'll be all I think about.
30:56I'm so sorry.
30:57I thought I could handle it.
31:02Sam phone.
31:03Who is this?
31:04I'm Joe.
31:05Who's this?
31:06I'm Sam.
31:07It's a girl.
31:08Where's Sam?
31:09He just went to get us a beard.
31:11He'll be back.
31:11Just give him this message for me.
31:15Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend,
31:17and you can't break up with someone over fucking email.
31:24When Sam hurt me, I would lash out.
31:27I would kiss other boys,
31:29shove a new boyfriend in his face,
31:32sleep with his brother.
31:36I did this to you because I was too insecure to...
31:40Stop beating yourself up.
31:42We made a terrible mistake,
31:44and I'm still trying to figure out why I did it.
31:48I was jealous of Sam,
31:50of what the two of you had,
31:51and that I couldn't truly commit to anyone.
31:56I don't know.
31:58And I might never know.
32:00But one thing I am clear on
32:03is that this was not your fault
32:05because you weren't the only one who was there that night.
32:20Hey.
32:21You're never gonna believe it,
32:22but I actually got the radio to work.
32:25Oh, shit.
32:28What happened?
32:34Sam broke up with me.
32:48Oh.
32:49I'm in.
32:51Wow.
32:53Cheers.
32:55Hmm.
32:59You know what gets me?
33:02He robbed me of my last summer.
33:07Our last summer.
33:10I know he's my brother,
33:11but fuck him for that.
33:13Email breakup?
33:14I mean, that is a total cowardly dick move.
33:19You deserve better.
33:21And when he's back in town,
33:22I'm gonna kick his ass.
33:23Fuck him.
33:24You know what?
33:25If it wasn't for you,
33:25I would have spent this entire summer
33:28obsessing over him,
33:30parsing every email,
33:31checking every text,
33:33checking my phone constantly.
33:36So thank you
33:37for saving me
33:39from myself.
33:42I try.
33:44No, really.
33:45I had fun.
33:48You're fun.
33:49You're fun.
33:50I mean,
33:51it's kind of my thing.
33:52Yeah, you're annoyingly good at it, too.
33:54Oh.
33:58Sam and I,
34:00we weren't fun.
34:03We used to be.
34:07Lately,
34:08everything's been so heavy and serious.
34:10Summer and serious
34:11should never be used
34:12in the same sentence.
34:13Greed.
34:14This summer,
34:15for the first time in a long time,
34:17I remembered what it was like
34:18to just
34:20be here.
34:23To be fun.
34:26I'm glad.
34:32I'm glad, too.
34:38So thank you.
34:43Saving my summer.
34:49Percy.
35:04I don't care.
35:06And I'm so used
35:08to your kisses.
35:10All the others seem strange.
35:12Used to your loving
35:14and I don't want to change.
35:17I hate to lose you.
35:19I'm so used
35:21to you now.
35:24I left the next morning.
35:27Pretty much
35:28didn't come back
35:29for years.
35:30I missed so much time
35:32with Sam.
35:38And my mom.
35:41I'm sorry.
35:44I just didn't know
35:46how to cope.
35:48And so I threw myself
35:49into work
35:50and convinced myself
35:51that
35:52if I supported Sam
35:53and his dreams
35:54that
35:55it would make up
35:56for what I did.
35:58I found it pretty hard
36:00to cope, too.
36:02That's why my parents
36:03sold the house.
36:05What happened?
36:07I
36:10I don't know.
36:11I don't
36:12know.
36:13I don't know.
36:16I started having these
36:19episodes where I
36:20felt like I couldn't breathe.
36:28And then
36:30my mom had these pills
36:32and I thought
36:32maybe if I
36:34took a bunch
36:35I wouldn't
36:37feel so much.
36:39So
36:40I
36:51My parents were terrified.
36:53They thought
36:54this place was bad for me,
36:56you know,
36:56dangerous.
37:00This place
37:02or us?
37:06I guess both,
37:08you know,
37:08so we left
37:10but the panic
37:11never left.
37:14And I guess
37:14it's because I never really
37:16dealt with what I
37:18did.
37:20I never
37:20Rissy,
37:21you have to forgive yourself.
37:25How could I ever
37:26forgive myself
37:26when I know
37:27Sam never will?
37:28How could I ever
37:30move on
37:30when I love him?
37:32I'm
37:32always gonna love him.
37:34Okay.
37:35Okay.
37:36It's okay.
37:44It's okay.
37:45I'm
37:46I
37:47I
37:48I
37:48I
37:48I
37:49I
37:49I
37:49I