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00:11Just because I'm not enough for you
00:38What the fuck were you thinking?
00:40What happened to we're never going to tell Sam?
00:49I had to tell him
00:50Why? So you could ruin his life?
00:53No, he don't understand
00:55He came to me and had broken up with Taylor
00:59He was talking about second chances
01:01He ended things with her because of me
01:03I couldn't let him do that without knowing the truth
01:06If he has any chance of happiness with Taylor
01:09So then I'm just collateral damage
01:11I know how complicated this makes your relationship
01:13Do you actually?
01:14Because I'm pretty sure Sam's never going to forgive me
01:16You swore this was going to stay between us
01:18I am so sorry
01:21I really am
01:22But I just need to know
01:25Is Sam okay?
01:27If you truly care about his well-being
01:28You'll go back to Seattle
01:31Today
01:33You're fucking selfish, Percy
01:35But I'm not sure
01:37If love has left
01:51We're cool for the summer
02:04I've never been happier
02:06I can't believe this is going to be our whole summer
02:10I can't believe you got dad's boat working again
02:12Isn't that hard really?
02:13Just a few repairs here and there
02:14I know it looks like shit from the outside now
02:16But I figure we sand it down and put on a fresh coat of paint
02:19Yeah, we're here to help
02:20Right, Sam?
02:28Uh, guys?
02:29What's happening?
02:30Oh, shit
02:36Okay, maybe I didn't fix that's boat
02:37Yeah, what gave you that idea?
02:40So we're trapped out here?
02:41Oh, good thing we got oars
02:44Ready to get your workout on?
02:47I'll be coxing
02:49She said cock
02:51When will you ever grow up?
02:53Hopefully never
02:54All right, come on
02:56All right, put your back into it, boys
03:04I'm guessing the engine's flooded
03:06I'm gonna go get some dry spark plugs
03:07I'll be back in a minute
03:10That's some impressive rope action
03:13You are easily impressed
03:15Cleet hitch is pretty much day one full of stuff
03:18How lucky am I to have a boyfriend who is both hot and smart?
03:22Yeah, you are very, very lucky
03:25Master of maritime knots
03:27Full scholarship to Stanford
03:30Valedictorian
03:30How does one address a boat expert?
03:33Valedictorian
03:34Captain
03:35Oh, so Captain Valedictorian
03:37No, no, no
03:37Captain's just fine
03:38Will you still love my little old UW State School self
03:42When you're hundreds of miles away at fancy Stanford?
03:44Always
03:53I can't believe this is our last summer before college
04:01We need to make it epic
04:02And revisit all our greatest hits
04:05I think we start with a rewatch of the entire Halloween series
04:08But this time we start with the H2O timeline
04:12You hate this idea?
04:14No, no, no
04:15I think it's great
04:15It's epic for sure
04:19Okay, something's going on with you
04:24So, Spell, what's up?
04:27I got into that summer intensive
04:31No way
04:33Okay, I'm officially changing your boyfriend position
04:35From hot and smart to hot and genius
04:38Didn't they only have room for like ten people?
04:40Yeah, and I get like six hours of college credit
04:42I didn't get it
04:44I'm so proud
04:47The only thing is
04:48It starts in two weeks
04:51Wait, for how long?
04:53For the whole summer
04:56Hold up
04:57So
05:00So you're telling me in two weeks
05:04You're leaving for good
05:05And we won't see each other until winter break
05:07Maybe Thanksgiving
05:08I know your parents said they might want to come into town
05:10Five months
05:10Yeah, but we still have two weeks
05:13Look, we can fit everything in on your list
05:14How long have you known about this?
05:20I found out end of April
05:22So for the past six weeks
05:23You've been hearing me talk about all the things we were going to do
05:26And you've been pretending
05:27I wouldn't say pretending
05:28But you knew they weren't going to happen
05:30Yeah, I guess I did
05:31It kind of makes me feel stupid
05:36I should have said something earlier
05:37But you were so excited and cute with all your ideas
05:39I didn't want to ruin what little time we had left
05:41So you ruined our last two weeks together instead, cool
05:44I also sort of knew you might react this way
05:46Well, so you're blaming me for you not telling me
05:48No, I was just dreading telling you
05:51Look, I know we don't have the entire summer
05:53But I promise we will make these next two weeks as epic as possible
05:5920 minutes max
06:00And we'll be back on water
06:03Yeah, maybe tomorrow
06:08Finally told her, huh?
06:23I'm really going to miss you
06:26I promise you I'm going to miss you even more
06:28I don't think that's possible
06:32Hey
06:34We'll FaceTime every night
06:36And text
06:37I'll even record all my lectures
06:38So you can pretend like you're there with me
06:40The perfect bedtime stories
06:42I'm going to be asleep in mere minutes
06:43I don't know
06:44Organic, Kim, sounds pretty riveting
06:46I mean, the structural properties of carbon-containing compounds
06:50Come on, right?
06:55Hey, we're going to talk so much
06:57You're going to think I'm right next door
06:59Except you'll be nine hours away
07:08Why does this goodbye feel so final?
07:12Hey, look at me
07:16We got this
07:18Okay?
07:23Okay
07:33I'll say goodbye my own way
07:36I can't show my face at the funeral
07:38Charlie's right
07:39It'll just complicate things
07:41Since when does Charlie Florek decide what you do?
07:44He doesn't
07:45I think he's right
07:46Look, if you don't want to go to the funeral
07:48I get it
07:49We can leave whenever you want
07:51Thank you
07:52But what happened between you and Charlie
07:54Is not just on you
07:54Charlie was a part of it, too
07:56Look, he
07:57He probably leaned in first to kiss me
07:59And then
08:00Even if the kiss didn't even
08:02Leaned in to kiss you first
08:04Is
08:07I'm just saying
08:08It's probably his fault
08:09You okay?
08:11About the
08:12Geordi of it all?
08:15Yes
08:15Sure
08:16Yeah
08:17I
08:18I don't know
08:20What's happening with me
08:21If Charlie hadn't walked up
08:23I think my almost kiss
08:26Would have been not so almost
08:27Are you
08:29Into Geordi?
08:32Maybe
08:35I don't know
08:36No, no, I'm not
08:37I can't be
08:37I barely know
08:38No, no, I'm not
08:40Okay
08:41Well
08:43Coming from someone
08:44Who made a rash decision
08:46That affected the rest of their life
08:47Just
08:48Take a beat
08:50Before you blow up
08:51Your relationship with Drew
08:55I am nothing if not rational
08:57Beat happening in perpetuity
09:01I don't want to talk about this anymore
09:02No
09:03No, I don't want to talk about this
09:04I
09:06Let's just talk about you
09:08I prefer to be the cross-examiner
09:10In this relationship
09:10Yeah, of course you do
09:13Charlie is acting
09:14Like you're the bad guy here
09:16And it's not fair
09:18I hate that he won't admit his part in this
09:20I'm not sure he can
09:21It's too painful
09:22For who?
09:23Percy
09:24You cannot leave here
09:25Without telling Charlie
09:25What he needs to hear
09:26What is the point?
09:28I just want to forget
09:30All about Charlie Florek
09:31No
09:31No, that's one of the reasons
09:33That you're here in the first place
09:35Your whole life was torn up by this
09:37While he went off
09:38And made a shit ton of money
09:39With a good job
09:40In a gorgeous apartment
09:41The watch that he wears is 50k
09:43While you have spent
09:44The last decade
09:45Stagnating in a dead-end job
09:47With hot but painfully
09:49Stunted hookups
09:50In a shitty four-floor walk-up
09:51Hey
09:52My apartment's cute
09:54The point is
09:55You have lived with regret
09:57For the last ten years
09:58Maybe confronting Charlie
10:00We'll help with some part of that
10:01Help you move on
10:03Get unstuck
10:03What do you want me to do?
10:05What, yell at him
10:06On the day of his mom's memorial?
10:07No
10:08I want you to yell at him today
10:09Tomorrow we're gonna be gone
10:11And you cannot let him
10:12Push this false narrative
10:14If it were me
10:15I would rip him a new one
10:21You know what?
10:24I will
10:26Yeah?
10:27I'm gonna yell at him
10:28And then I'm gonna leave here
10:29With my head held high
10:30Or at least
10:31Less filled with shame and regret
10:33Good
10:33Good
10:34Mm-hmm
10:35Okay
10:35I'm gonna
10:36I'm gonna go get your stuff
10:37From Delilah's room
10:38And then I'm gonna
10:39Pack the car
10:40Okay
10:40Okay
10:42Um, oh
10:43Just, uh
10:45Tread lightly
10:46She was pretty fragile
10:48Last night after Whit kicked her out
10:52Good morning
10:53Um, hi
10:55Please come in
10:57I feel like I'm, uh
10:58Walking to a Jordan Peele film
11:01Um, there's no basement in here, right?
11:03You want an espresso?
11:06Whit had this ship from Milan
11:08And it was, like, one of his favorite things
11:09And now it's mine
11:12Uh, I actually just came to get Percy's stuff
11:15Are you, are you okay?
11:18I am
11:21Making myself okay
11:23Right
11:23Oh, you got the cups too
11:25Good job
11:26Thank you
11:27Learned through careful observation
11:31My dad was married three times
11:33So I've seen every variety of post-divorce meltdown
11:35That's helpful, I guess
11:36Oh, beyond
11:37First was my mother
11:38She fell apart
11:39Cut all her hair off
11:40Gained 20 pounds
11:40And I'm pretty sure
11:41She's never had sex again
11:42Rough
11:43Mm-hmm
11:44Yes, and that will not be me
11:46Of course not
11:47Number two
11:48Went scorched earth
11:49Bashed in the windows
11:50Of his mint condition
11:511967 Porsche spider
11:54Wow
11:55That's very Britney Spears
11:57I found it delightful
11:58I agree
11:59And then wife number three
12:03Masterful
12:03Mm-hmm
12:04Just stuffed her anger and sadness and hatred
12:08Just way, way, way, way down
12:10Oh, that's healthy
12:11Always in a full face of makeup
12:12Clad in tasteful clothing
12:14With just a hint of sexiness
12:16And it drove him crazy
12:17That she seemed like she was doing better without him
12:19And you know what?
12:21What?
12:21She walked away with half of his money
12:23The house in Bellevue
12:24And both dogs
12:27Wow
12:28So if I just keep it together like Shannon
12:30Like, I think it was
12:33Sharon
12:37Shonda
12:37I don't
12:38If I keep it together like her
12:39I'm golden
12:42Another espresso?
12:43Yeah, thank you
12:51I, uh
12:53Pulled out some of Dad's old ties
12:59Maybe we could both wear one to the memorial tomorrow
13:02I think Mom would have liked that
13:10I know you might never forgive me
13:12But I need you to know that I did not set out to hurt you
13:17My whole life was spent trying to protect you
13:20And
13:21I blew it all up in one night
13:24Everything you're thinking about me
13:25I've thought of myself
13:26Only worse
13:32So you're just gonna ignore me?
13:33Yes, I am
13:35Jordy said I could stay at the motel
13:36Until after the funeral
13:37No
13:38Don't do that
13:39This is your home
13:40You're the one who always came back
13:41And took care of Mom
13:42When I
13:43Selfishly lived your life
13:44Exactly how you wanted
13:44No matter who got hurt
13:47Like you always have
13:52I'll go
13:54Good
14:13Hey
14:16I came by to see if you needed help setting up for the memorial
14:23Is everything okay?
14:24Yeah
14:25Fine
14:26Perfect
14:27Okay, because you just seem like
14:29Like someone who's looking for the teal tablecloth that I ordered for your mother's memorial
14:32Yes, can you look in that box, please?
14:35I think they're on the table
14:37Those are aqua
14:38Are those not the same color?
14:39No, they're not
14:40To a discerning eye, they're very, very different
14:43Okay, look, I appreciate everything you're doing here
14:45But I wouldn't stress I think those are just fine
14:47They're not fine
14:50Just details are very important
14:52And I ordered teal
14:54So
14:55Hey, I think maybe you need to relax for a second
15:01Come sit down
15:08Well, I had no idea
15:09That must
15:10Yeah, that must really hurt
15:13You know, when my dad died
15:14All I wanted was to be a cardiologist
15:16So I could fix people's hearts
15:18But
15:20After all the studying
15:21I finally realized that
15:24You can't really save someone from heartbreak
15:28Nope, you can't
15:30I had worked so hard
15:32To forget about Percy
15:33To get out of Barry's Bay
15:34But
15:38You know, I really think that I was just
15:41Trying so hard not to admit to myself
15:43That this
15:44Big adult life that I had sacrificed so much for
15:48And the divorce wasn't working
15:51So I threw myself into taking care of mom
15:54And I don't regret it
15:56Obviously I'll always cherish the time I had with my mom
15:58But
15:59I do think that
16:01It was a little bit of a noble excuse to ghost the rest of my life
16:05Well, ghosting is kind of your M.O.
16:09I had a front row seat to your breakups with Percy
16:11All of them
16:14Yeah, you did
16:17She took it really hard, Sam
16:29We were supposed to have the whole summer
16:31And now it's just gone
16:34You're being dramatic
16:35I can see why you and Sam work
16:37And you still have the whole summer
16:39It's not with him
16:40Yeah, I'm stuck with you
16:42Tragic
16:43But this is my last summer
16:45Before I have to put on a suit
16:46And rot in some corporate office
16:47That'll hopefully pay me a fuckton of money
16:50I'm not gonna waste it watching you mope about Sam
16:56Empathy's really your strong suit
16:59I'm just saying
17:01Don't let him ruin your summer
17:03Or mine
17:13You need to do something very un-Sam-like
17:15To get out of your funk
17:19Why don't you help me fix the boat?
17:25Yeah, manual labor's definitely not Sam's first choice in summer activities
17:31Cool
17:31You'll be here tomorrow at 8 a.m.
17:33I didn't know your species could function before noon
17:35Only for you, purse
17:40I have to go to a clam bake tonight
17:41Oh, a clam bake
17:43Where are we, the Hamptons?
17:45Yeah, I know
17:48These Seattle tech girls are throwing it
17:51I didn't have the heart to tell them
17:52But up here we're all about the oysters
17:53Well, we all know you don't have a heart
17:55Charlie Florek
17:57God damn it
18:09How'd you even find me?
18:13Tried calling and it went straight to voicemail
18:16Figured this is where I'd find you
18:18Why are you even here?
18:19We have nothing more to say to each other
18:21Well, that's just not fucking true, is it?
18:24You may have nothing more to say, but I do
18:28You know what?
18:29I don't want to hear it
18:30You know what?
18:31You don't have a choice
18:32Percy, just go
18:34No, I'm gonna say what I have
18:37Shut
18:40Fuck
18:41Wait, wait
18:41It still has that outdoor lock thingy only?
18:44Mm-hmm
18:45So we're locked in here?
18:47You mean you locked us in here?
18:50Don't you dare blame me for this
18:52Yeah
18:53No, I'll see you in the keys
18:54Thanks, Sam
18:55Okay, bye
18:57Uh
18:58I just closed $40 million worth of business
19:01Congrats
19:02Yeah
19:02Uh, we bonded over our mutual love of fishing
19:05You mean what you did for the first time yesterday?
19:09Yeah
19:09Turns out that having interests outside of work is actually an advantage
19:14Maybe there's something to this work-life balance thing
19:17You want work-life balance so you can get more work?
19:20Exactly
19:23You're leaving?
19:24Oh, uh, yeah, no, I can
19:26I, uh, I, I got it
19:28Yeah, I was going to combine a bit to check out
19:32You can't
19:32I can't
19:34No
19:35Why?
19:36Oh, did Percy already do it?
19:38No
19:39Uh, yeah, okay
19:41Jordi, about last night
19:43Yeah, uh, no, it's not about that
19:44It's about your final task of the official Jordiworth Lake Life seminar
19:50Well, tasks are my happy place, as are seminars
19:53Mm-hmm
19:54Assuming certificates of completion are also your thing
19:56Maybe with a little bit of calligraphy and maybe a gold seal
20:00Okay, what is the final task?
20:02You gotta jump in the lake
20:03Oh, no, no, no, I, I don't do water that is below 95 degrees
20:08Can you give that to me in Celsius?
20:09You know, I may have a, uh, brilliant legal mind
20:13But, uh, no, I could not give you your temperature if my life depended on it
20:16Suffice to say, though, I don't do water that's warm
20:19It has to be scalding hot
20:20You know, that certificate might even come with some sort of frame
20:23Hmm, it's tempting
20:24You know you want to
20:27Uh, maybe
20:28The lake is calling
20:30Me, you, the water, just us, no distractions
20:40Hey, uh, Delilah, Jordi and I were just talking about going to the lake
20:45Would you want to join us?
20:47The more the merrier, right?
20:50You should just come with us
20:51That's a very kind offer
20:52No, I have a lot of organizing to do
20:54I have to get more hangers for my more delicate fabrics
20:57Although I agree that the hangers here are subpar
21:00Because, well, they are
21:02You should just come with us
21:07Okay, yeah
21:09I'll just get my bathing suit
21:12Right
21:16Help! Hello!
21:17No one's coming, you know that, right?
21:19You could at least try calling someone
21:22With what service?
21:26Help!
21:28What the hell's that?
21:28Front door
21:29What the fuck are they doing?
21:31I'll find out
21:35Oh, man, yes
21:36Oh, no, no, no, that is, that's beyond disgusting
21:39How are you going to be a doctor if you can't watch someone get their face eaten off?
21:43Okay, that is not in the purview of a cardiologist
21:46This is pretty much a face-eating free zone
21:49Hey, uh, Derek, hold up
21:50Did you finish that stats problem, Dad?
21:52It was gnarly, right?
21:55Hey, uh, I gotta go talk to my buddy for a sec
21:57Can we finish this tomorrow night?
21:58Yeah, sure
21:59Although you might have to
22:11I got your black, extra-hot coffee
22:16Do you realize this is the order of a 75-year-old man?
22:20Shhh
22:21Caffeine first
22:22Talk later
22:23Okay, but it's like third-degree burn-inducing hot
22:27Mm-hmm
22:28It's just how I like it
22:31All right
22:33You ready?
22:34Yeah
22:36Socket wrench
22:36It's the one with the round
22:37I know what a socket wrench is
22:42You're a cool girl
22:42Thank you, I know that, too
22:53It's over, it's over
22:55I'm circling these boxes
22:57Got me praying, man, this hunger
23:00I'm feeling something rotten
23:02Last time I saw you
23:05Say what's up and push right through
23:07Then I tried to catch you
23:10But we're always on the move
23:12And now it's over, we're sober
23:15Symptoms of the culture
23:17And the night ain't getting younger
23:19There's calls around the corner
23:22I'm feeling kind of tempted
23:24And I'm pouring out the truth
23:27Just fading out these talkers
23:29Cause now all I want is healing
23:32Dang it
23:36It's all right
23:41Yeah, it's all right
23:45Yeah, it's all right
23:57Hey, Sam
23:58Leave a message
24:02Let me guess
24:04My doofus brother isn't answering the phone
24:06No, I was just calling my mom
24:08Oh, really?
24:09Mm-hmm
24:10Isn't she teaching a seminar today?
24:13Okay, fine, I'm pathetic
24:14You're not pathetic
24:15He is
24:17He's just really busy right now
24:20Too busy to call or text?
24:21Sometimes
24:22And what's the ratio for I can't talk now
24:25To not talking at all?
24:27Pretty high
24:31Seriously, has he spoken to you about me
24:34Or about what's going on?
24:37Come on, you have to know something
24:39Like, at least
24:41Just from being a guy
24:46I don't know what's going on with him
24:49I don't know what's going on in Sam's head
24:52But he shuts down when things get hard
24:59A year from now
25:03We're long be gone
25:05All our friends will move away
25:09And they're going to better places
25:15But our friends will be gone away
25:35Been talking about the way things change
25:45And my family lives in a different state
25:53Then we will not relate
26:23Rivers and roads
26:28Rivers and roads
26:30Rivers till I reach you
26:34God, how the hell?
26:35Get out of here!
26:37You know, at some point,
26:37Chantal will realize I never came back
26:39But that could be ours
26:40Yeah, and Sam doesn't give a shit where I am
26:41No one does
26:42Oh, boo fucking boo
26:45You have nobody because you're a selfish asshole
26:46You did this to yourself
26:47I did this?
26:48You did this?
26:50You happy now?
26:51No!
26:51I will not let you do this to me
26:54I may have shut that door today
26:57But how we got here
26:59That's on both of us
27:00I've spent the last ten years
27:03Beating myself up
27:04And I sure as hell
27:06I'm not gonna
27:15I'm not gonna
27:18Purse?
27:25Purse, are you okay?
27:28What's happening?
27:30Are you having a heart attack?
27:34Help!
27:35Somebody help us!
27:38Help!
27:39Ah!
27:41Damn it!
27:43Okay, just breathe
27:46I got you
27:49I got you
27:53I can't
27:55I can't
27:57I actually don't think
27:58I've ever really been
27:59In the lake before
28:02How's that even possible?
28:04You've been coming here
28:04For years, right?
28:05I basically only really
28:06Weighted in
28:07Because I wanted to seem
28:07Like the cool, fun girl
28:09But my priority
28:10Was looking cute
28:12For Charlie
28:14What?
28:15And having wet hair
28:15Wouldn't have accomplished that
28:16I also don't think
28:17That any of my bathing suits
28:18Can actually get wet
28:18They're strictly decorative
28:20Yeah, um
28:22I have a rule
28:23Where I don't swim
28:24In places where I can't
28:24See the bottom
28:25Yeah, it's a lake
28:27I understand that
28:28I just don't know
28:29What's under there
28:29And it's murky
28:30And murky scares me
28:31Which is why I like the law
28:33Because it's clear cut
28:33Yeah
28:37Well, I'm going in
28:39Oh, and he's up
28:43He's off
28:47We're not really doing this, right?
28:48Ah!
28:52Screw it
28:57Yes!
28:58No!
28:59Well, you've got to come
29:00All the way in
29:00Otherwise, you'll have to count
29:01I'm scared
29:02Come on, you too, Chantal
29:04Yeah, you better!
29:06Fine
29:17Oh, my God
29:18How did you just do that?
29:19It's so cool
29:20Oh, God
29:24Just get into the water
29:27Are you ready?
29:28No
29:28Yes, go on
29:28On the count
29:29On the count
29:31One, two, three
29:34Oh, God
29:36Oh, God
29:38Woo!
29:39Okay
29:42Delilah?
29:45Are you okay?
29:46Are you okay?
29:52You sure you're okay?
29:54Uh, yeah
29:54I just need to find my phone
29:56I'll catch up
30:03Well, that was a delightful afternoon
30:06Almost as delightful as that moment in a negotiation
30:08When the lawyer across the table
30:10Realizes that I have him by the balls
30:11And then he caves
30:13I think I'm glad to hear that
30:14Yeah, you would be if you were my client
30:17Okay, so where's this, uh, certificate that you told me about?
30:20Well, do you want better?
30:21How about we go get drinks?
30:25Hey, you okay?
30:29Hey, what's wrong?
30:33Stepmother number three
30:34Actually, um
30:36She ended up in rehab
30:38And her name was Siobhan
30:40It wasn't Shannon or Sharon
30:41It was Siobhan
30:42And I
30:43I don't know
30:44I just
30:44I should have remembered that
30:46Because she deserved
30:47A lot better
30:51I should have remembered it
30:53Come on
30:54Let's get you back to your room
30:57I really don't know what I would do without you, Jordy
30:59Come on
31:00You just have a golf partner worthy of you
31:02Stay
31:03Stay
31:08It's a call of my courage
31:12To walk away
31:37Hey, it's me
31:41I think we need to talk
31:47You sure you're okay?
31:49Yeah
31:50I'd offer you some water, but
31:53I don't have anything in here
31:55I'll be okay
31:57What just happened?
32:00Panic attack
32:01Do you get those often?
32:04Often enough
32:06They started after
32:09I
32:10We
32:13Ruined everything
32:18It was both of us
32:20I'm sorry that I wanted to just blame you
32:22I guess I just didn't want to admit my part
32:25Because then I'd have to admit why I did it
32:29Why did you?
32:32Beside the fact that you've always been the coolest girl I know
32:37Three, two, one
32:41Yes
32:43She lives
32:45We did it
32:46Yeah
32:48Tomorrow we'll set her free
32:49Hey, should we smash a bottle of champagne on the hull?
32:52Fuck yeah
32:55You know, most people wouldn't have stuck with this all summer
32:58Yeah, well, I'm not most people
33:00No, you're not
33:03You know, this has ended up being a really good summer
33:18Percy, I've been thinking about you so much
33:21But this summer's been hard
33:22When we talk, I can hear your disappointment in me
33:25I hate that
33:26I hate disappointing you, but
33:28I have to succeed here
33:30And I need to focus
33:31This is so much more challenging than I thought
33:34So I think it's best if we stop talking
33:36Otherwise you'll be all I think about
33:38I'm so sorry
33:38I thought I could handle it
33:45Sam's phone
33:45Who is this?
33:47Oh, Joe
33:47Who's this?
33:49I'm Sam's girl
33:51Where's Sam?
33:52He just went to get us some beers
33:54He'll be back
33:54Just give him this message for me
33:58Tell him this is Percy, his ex-girlfriend
34:00And you can't break up with someone over fucking email
34:08When Sam hurt me, I would lash out
34:11I would kiss other boys
34:14Shove any boyfriend in his face
34:17Sleep with his brother
34:21I did this to you
34:23Because I was too insecure to
34:25Stop beating yourself up
34:27We made a terrible mistake
34:30And I'm still trying to figure out why I did it
34:34Was I jealous of Sam
34:36Of what the two of you had
34:38And that I couldn't truly commit to anyone
34:43I don't know
34:45And I might never know
34:47But one thing I am clear on
34:50Is that this was not your fault
34:52Because you weren't the only one who was there that night
35:09Hey
35:10You're never gonna believe it
35:11But I actually got the radio to work
35:14Oh, shit
35:18What happened?
35:23Sam broke up with me
35:38Oh
35:40I'm in
35:41Wow
35:42Cheers
35:51You know what gets me
35:54He robbed me of my last summer
35:58Our
36:00Last summer
36:02I know he's my brother
36:04But fuck him for that
36:05An email breakup
36:06I mean, that is a total cowardly
36:09Dick move
36:12You deserve better
36:14And when he's back in town
36:15I'm gonna kick his ass
36:16Fuck him
36:18You know what?
36:19If it wasn't for you
36:19I would have spent this entire summer
36:22Obsessing over him
36:24Parsing every email
36:25Checking every text
36:27Checking my phone constantly
36:31So thank you
36:33For saving me from myself
36:37I try
36:39No, really
36:40I had fun
36:43You're fun
36:45I mean
36:47It's kind of my thing
36:48Yeah, you're annoyingly good at it, too
36:54Sam and I
36:56We weren't fun
37:00We used to be
37:04Politely, everything's been so heavy and serious
37:07Summer and serious should never be used in the same sentence
37:10Agreed
37:12This summer for the first time in a long time
37:15I remembered what it was like to just
37:18Be here
37:21And to be fun
37:25I'm glad
37:32I'm glad too
37:37So thank you
37:43Saving my summer
37:50Percy
38:06What about it?
38:07I don't care
38:28I left the next morning
38:31Pretty much
38:32Pretty much didn't come back for years
38:34I missed so much time
38:36With Sam
38:42And my mom
38:46I'm sorry
38:49I just didn't know how to cope
38:53So I threw myself into work
38:55And convinced myself that
38:58If I supported Sam in his dreams
39:00That
39:01It would make up for what I did
39:05I found it pretty hard to cope
39:06I found it pretty hard to cope, too
39:09That's why my parents sold the house
39:11What happened?
39:13I
39:17I don't know
39:18I don't
39:19Know
39:23I started having these
39:27Episodes where I felt like I couldn't breathe
39:37And then
39:39My mom had these pills
39:41And I thought maybe if I
39:43Took a bunch
39:44I wouldn't
39:45Feel so much
39:48So
39:50I
39:50I
40:02My parents were terrified
40:03They thought
40:05This place was bad for me
40:06You know
40:07Dangerous
40:11This place
40:13Or us
40:18I guess both
40:19You know
40:20So we left
40:21But the panic never left
40:26And I guess it's because
40:27I never really
40:29Dealt with what I
40:31Did
40:32I never
40:32Prissy
40:34You have to forgive yourself
40:38How can I ever forgive myself
40:39When I know Sam never will
40:42How can I ever move on
40:43When I love him
40:45I'm
40:46I'm always gonna love him
40:47Okay
40:48Okay
40:49It's okay
40:50It's okay
41:15It's okay
41:18If you're here on my heart, we'll try to love you more with habit
41:24Until the sun in my arms will learn to hold us and follow it on my heart
41:44Home
41:49Home
41:50Home
41:53Home
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