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00:13You will live to tell. You're safe. You may leave the stage.
00:23Bitch, I'm safe. And I'm glad about it.
00:26You always strive to be the winner or to be the best, but choreography is not my strong
00:31soup. So I am really proud of what I've done. Bitch, she did something right.
00:38In my personal opinion, I feel like I was one person away from being in the top three.
00:44So I'm riding on high spirits, but I am over being safe.
00:57And speeding. Marker.
01:00All cameras up. Queens walking. Queens are walking.
01:05Yes, bitch. It's a holiday.
01:09It is a holiday.
01:11Holiday.
01:12I'm going to take my shoes off.
01:15Okay, so look, I'm just glad because at rehearsal, I was nervous, honey.
01:20I have never wanted to be safe.
01:22So bad.
01:23So badly.
01:24I'm not no singer, bitch, and I struggle with choreography.
01:27And bitch, then we just last week just had got past the motherfucking snatch game.
01:31Girl, these are two of the challenges that are the most difficult on the show.
01:35Girl.
01:35I know last week you had an issue with some of the girls who had a lot to say about
01:40the
01:40snag's name, not going well.
01:44This is a challenge that we all had the most time to prepare for.
01:48We have known that this is coming.
01:50Be prepared for it.
01:51But sometimes in the fucking moment, you can't be prepared.
01:56What are you thinking about right now?
01:58I mean, I'm safe.
01:59It happened last week.
02:01I'm not going to kick Jackie while she's down as much as I would like to, but I'm not wearing
02:04my shit kickers.
02:05Oh my god.
02:06Hi, bitch.
02:10Widow was really upset last week because she feels like Jackie and I were attacking everybody
02:15about not being prepared for snatch game.
02:17She was mad, so she felt she needed to go on the rampage and come after us.
02:22Me saying that I'm sorry for what I said and the way I said it, that means nothing to you.
02:24You're like, well, then screw you.
02:26I hope you follow the next challenge.
02:27This ain't RuPaul's best friend raised at any goddamn day.
02:29It's me, myself, and I.
02:33Do you feel any remorse for saying you, like, hope that we fall?
02:43How I meant it was, I hope that you feel the same, like, way that you made me feel when
02:48you came into the room.
02:49Like, I was already beating myself up.
02:51Yeah.
02:52And I'm like, well, fuck it.
02:53I can be the widow of all different Kansas City that just doesn't talk to people.
02:58Right now, I'm super defensive because I allowed myself to have feelings here, and thank you
03:04for reminding me that I don't need them in this competition.
03:08Allow me to reintroduce myself.
03:11I am the Widow Von Duke, that bitch from Kansas City.
03:15If that's what you want, that's what you're going to get.
03:17I will be kosher with these bitches when needs be.
03:21Other than that, we ain't gots to be friends.
03:24You were safe, right?
03:25Last week.
03:27So, if you were feeling down on your performance, that's you feeling down on your performance.
03:34That's you.
03:35That's you.
03:36At the end of the day, you were safe.
03:38But I think Jackie's comment was more towards the girls who were in the bottom.
03:43Child, uh-uh.
03:44The main thing was, was somebody was trying to, like, lecture you.
03:47It was more like a, well, why weren't you bitches prepared, and why were you not ready?
03:52I mean, I wouldn't say it, because, bitch, I've been in the bottom that one time, bitch.
03:55But it's like, if you can give it out to somebody, don't be surprised if somebody gave it back to
03:59you.
04:03Okay.
04:04Do you feel, I mean, because I was part of that group, do you feel any feelings towards you?
04:16I mean, I'm not going to lie, I did think about it.
04:18I did think about saying, well, girl, did you prepare for the dance challenge?
04:21But if we're going to be cool, then just don't kick a bitch in the balls when they're already sore.
04:25Nope.
04:26Like, I don't like to throw stones at glass houses.
04:35How are you feeling being just safe in a dancing challenge?
04:42It's kind of, I was hoping for more.
04:46At least one of the top three.
04:48Like, because dancing is pretty much all I do, so I really wanted it.
04:52But I take my gifts as I get them, so.
04:55Girl.
04:58Well, thank you, ladies.
04:59I think we've heard enough.
05:00While you untuck backstage, the judges and I will be voguing.
05:05You may leave the stage.
05:13Yoo-hoo.
05:14Yoo-hoo.
05:14Hey.
05:15Hey.
05:17Oh, I like it.
05:19How you feeling, bitch?
05:20Finally in the top, everybody.
05:23Work.
05:23So, what's happening?
05:26What's tea?
05:27I see a smile.
05:29I'm very excited.
05:30Just because.
05:32That's because.
05:34Y'all know, she has been trying to get in the top.
05:38She's been trying to get critiqued.
05:40And they had all great things to say.
05:43So, what happened?
05:46They said that they liked everything about my look except to the earrings.
05:50But they said they could tell that I fucked up on my choreography, which I did.
05:53And I got in my head again.
05:55And it's just, I'm having a hard time.
06:02Bitch.
06:03It's just hard because I bring so many people joy.
06:05But, like, I'm not happy inside.
06:08It just sucks being in the bottom so many times.
06:11I just keep on, like, failing.
06:14Which sucks.
06:15Britta, let me say this.
06:17They don't think you're a failure.
06:17They said how hard it was to judge this.
06:19Yeah, you're not failing.
06:21Do you know how hard it is to fuck up choreography and still make all of them out there feel
06:26good inside?
06:27Your energy is something that you have, and no one can ever take that away from you, B.
06:34It's so sad to see your friend, who you care about and who you believe in, have so many doubts.
06:41But I know Britta, she's not a quitter.
06:44She is going to fight.
06:45And I know Britta is going to be able to rebound from this.
06:47I have no doubts.
06:48Heidi, I was very surprised.
06:51Very surprised.
06:51What critiques did you give?
06:52It's just, you know, more of the same.
06:54It's the look.
06:55But it was nitpicky.
06:57Very nitpicky.
06:58It's just hard because I'm just not what they're looking for.
07:03Heidi, they love you.
07:07You love all you want somebody, but if they're not what you're looking for, it's not what they're looking for.
07:11The only critique of your performance is just that it wasn't really Madonna, but they loved you so much that
07:16it didn't matter.
07:16But then they praised Crystal for not being Madonna, for being Crystal in her performance.
07:20But I think where they praised Crystal was that she brought herself out through Madonna.
07:26Because your personality is so vibrant and it's so apparent, I feel like when they don't see it, it's something
07:33that they take stock of.
07:36I think you did great.
07:42I'm feeling a little guilty just for everything that went down with me and Heidi.
07:48You're a sickening performer, but the judges have told you week after week that you have to improve on your
07:53face.
07:54Sure, at the end of the day, it is me, myself, and I.
07:57But I also don't want anybody to feel less than because of something that somebody else said.
08:04That's just not right.
08:06I don't know why you're so upset, because honestly, based on the critiques, I think it's me and Britta against
08:10each other.
08:11Lies.
08:12I'm the empire.
08:13I'm calling out lies.
08:14I think it's even playing field.
08:16I can see it going anyway.
08:19Also, Heidi, I will say your makeup is beautiful tonight.
08:22They didn't notice, so, you know.
08:24But they didn't call it out.
08:25Yeah.
08:28I worked hard.
08:30A lot of the girls have given me really good feedback, and I can hear them.
08:35But it's hard to set all those doubts and fears that you've had for such a long time aside.
08:41I'm trying to push past all of it, but that's not their struggle.
08:46It's my struggle.
08:47I'm going to say congratulations, because she won the challenge.
08:49I think she won.
08:50I think so.
08:50No, but she's going to.
08:51Listen, you need to take these.
08:53I need you to dance the house down in these cities back home, sis.
08:56Could you imagine?
08:57Do it, do it, do it.
08:58Like, gra, gra, gra, gra.
09:00That's exhausting.
09:01Girl, I'm going to have a broken nose.
09:03Yeah.
09:05Hello.
09:08Oh, my God.
09:10How are you?
09:12Jesus.
09:12Oh, my gosh.
09:13AOC is in Untucked.
09:16You're amazing.
09:18You all are amazing.
09:19Oh, my gosh.
09:20Oh, my gosh.
09:20Oh, my gosh.
09:23Girl.
09:24Welcome to Untucked.
09:27I'm gagged.
09:28I'm gagged.
09:29We're gagged.
09:31We're so gagged.
09:32How did you enjoy the Madonna performing?
09:35Okay, I'm a huge Drag Race fan. I think this was the best Rusical
09:43No BS
09:45So what's it like for you being on RuPaul's Drag Race?
09:47Yeah, it is. I mean, this is truly a dream come true. I mean last year I was bartending in
09:52a restaurant
09:53That was my life last February and every night
09:57I would come home and the only thing that would help me disconnect and unplugged was watching Drag Race
10:02Wow
10:02That was that was the thing that I did every single night and to be in this moment is just
10:09so
10:09Humbling and amazing and I'm just trying to drink it up the way you all are
10:14This is so crazy that like somebody so
10:16Important in this country would take the time out of their life to come here
10:21Not only you being here, but to hear that you love and appreciate what we do and
10:26and
10:27That it helps affect change throughout the universe and like hearing that from you who is so, you know
10:34Amazingly powerful and impactful to our society right now, and I'm so appreciative. I know everybody here is too. So
10:40thank you
10:41Like we are literally gagged that you're sitting right here
10:44It's really exciting to meet Alexandria Ocasio-Cortez
10:47This is such a huge honor because she's stood down the very same racism that my mom has encountered her
10:54whole time living in this country
10:55It means a lot to me that there's representatives like AOC in Congress today
11:01I see you standing up to that man every day and
11:08How can we all even like complain about anything when you literally stand in the face of what I think
11:13is the most
11:14Evil the worst parts of our nature as human and you stand up against him and you say every day.
11:19No, that's so hard
11:20You know, but we all do it in our own ways
11:24People think Congress and government is all about leading people but ultimately a lot of our politics is about
11:31Following the public will and the people who change what people think are artists and drag queens and
11:39Let's not forget who threw that first break at Stonewall
11:42You know that is what led to us passing the Equality Act in the house in this term marriage equality
11:50It starts with you. I mean you're patriots
11:54You are you are you are patriots
11:57And I'm so proud of you all. I'm so proud to live in this country with you and with your
12:04mother and
12:06With all of us as family
12:09I know it's it's hard hearing those critiques whenever you get them
12:13But each and every one of you are here because you have such a unique characteristic that only belongs to
12:20you that no one else has and
12:23Just know that that that's forever. What makes you special?
12:26Thank you. We love you. I'm gonna give her a
12:30Toast right now
12:31Get for our shoes
12:31Get for our shoes
12:33Get for our shoes
12:33Get for our shoes
12:34Get for our shoes
12:36Go away, go away, we're not dead
12:37Go away, go away
12:38Go away
12:39I gotta take the congresswoman
12:40Oh my god, thank you so much for being here
12:43Thank you so much for being here
12:44Yeah, I need a hug
12:45Yeah, five minutes
12:46Me too
12:46Thank you so much
12:48Thank you
12:49Thank you, bye
12:49Bye
12:51I am khaki
12:53Oh my god
12:54I love you very much
12:55I love you too
12:56Kill it, please
12:57Oof
12:58If you do
12:58Yep, no, yeah
13:00Probably in
13:02I'm like truly shivering inside
13:06But like
13:07I'm gonna have to work above 100% now
13:10Just to like regain myself
13:13But listen, I am strong
13:14And committed
13:17And
13:18I'm here to slay
13:22I
13:23Am lost for words
13:27I'm feeling
13:29Determined
13:30It's time to kick it into high gear
13:32Because
13:34I wanna prove that a small town queen can win this competition
13:37And if I have to lip sync
13:38I'll lip sync my motherfucking ass off and keep it pumping
13:42Because I want to be the next drag superstar
13:46I cannot go home
13:49Let's go
13:49Gotta go to the runway
13:51Let's do it
13:51This way
13:52I'm just knocking shit down
13:53Let's go
13:54If I got a napkin, I'll clean that up when I come back
13:56My bad
13:58Welcome back ladies
14:01Britta
14:03And Heidi
14:05The time has come
14:07To lip sync
14:10For your life
14:18Heidi
14:19Shantae you stay
14:24Britta
14:25Thank you
14:26For the joy you bring to everything you do
14:30Now
14:31Sashay
14:32Away
14:41I was so in my head
14:43This entire competition
14:45I get in my head
14:47And I start to freak out
14:48And then everything goes crazy
14:51Like I automatically turn into
14:54She Hulk
14:57I'm perfectly capable of slaying it
15:00But
15:01I am my own worst enemy
15:14Oh
15:15All these notes
15:18Jan, I don't know where to begin
15:20From my beginning of drag
15:21You've always been my biggest cheerleader
15:23Your presence will forever be appreciated
15:25You are sickening
15:26And you are stunning
15:27And you are the joy for me
15:28And for everyone else
15:29You will always be my favorite
15:31I love you
15:32Love Jan
15:35Yes sis I got you
15:38I wish I could be here with my sisters
15:40But
15:41I got in my way too much
15:42And I shouldn't
15:45Have gotten in my own way
15:48I worked so hard
15:50And I think I'm going to take some time to myself
15:52To like
15:53Re-focus and re-energize
15:55So that
15:55I can really show them what I got
16:02I like her
16:02I like her
16:03She's going to go down in herstory
16:06There's a big thing that I learned being here
16:07That
16:08You only have a certain amount of time
16:09So like
16:09You got to leave ego outside of this
16:12I don't care how you're feeling
16:13Like truly you got to leave your feelings at the door sis
16:19I'm going to get hungry
16:25See you later workroom
16:27You Britta work
16:33I've always just wanted to spread so much joy to people
16:38And maybe I was shady at times
16:40But you know it's time to show the real Britta that I know
16:46Yes
16:47Yes sir
16:47And don't forget my name
16:49It's Britta
16:49Bitch
16:50I had a lot of fun sis
16:53You Britta work
16:54Thank you ladies
17:00While you untuck backstage
17:02The judges and I will deliberate
17:04You may leave the stage
17:12It was a weird feeling getting negative critiques for the very first time
17:16I haven't really been getting anything but positive critiques up until now
17:20But
17:22I'm going to use these critiques to my advantage
17:24And apply them to the next challenge
17:26And make sure that I'm coming out on top
17:32I'm devastated
17:33I'm also defeated because somewhere in this competition
17:37I think I lost the spark of having fun
17:40I got into my head because I don't want to be seen as someone who's safe
17:46Someone who just coasts through
17:48And I haven't been the top since the first week
17:54Speeding
17:54Marker
17:58Definitely need one of these
18:01It's going to be somber in here today
18:04Ciao
18:07Ciao
18:08Root asked us
18:09Who should go home today?
18:11How did y'all feel having to make that decision?
18:19Who should go home tonight?
18:20I laughed the least at Widows
18:22I would have to say Widow as well
18:24I would also have to say Widow
18:26I agree with my sisters
18:27I would have to say Widow
18:28She's one of my best friends here and it's tearing me up to say this
18:32I would have to say Widow
18:35I felt so great the first day here
18:38And then it just feels like it's just going straight downhill from there
18:43Like I hold myself so high in everything that I've done for the last 13 years
18:47In drag and I've conquered every demon that ever like stepped in the way
18:51Cause I knew I was Widow Von Du
18:55I don't know it's something about this beast called RuPaul's Drag Race
18:59I can't seem to conquer it
19:00I can't grasp it
19:02This is a hard ass experience man
19:05Ooh child
19:11What are you thinking Widow?
19:16I want to meet Chaka Khan and unfortunately it's under these circumstances so
19:22If you have to lip sync this song and Chaka Khan sees you bring this song to life
19:27You got a fan
19:28You're also the biggest Chaka Khan fan out of all of us
19:31So I wish there was something I could say to make this better for you
19:37I'm frustrated
19:38I'm extremely frustrated
19:40Cause I don't like hearing that I've done wrong
19:44And I'm just so angry not at the judges for telling the truth
19:48I'm angry at myself
19:49I'm ashamed of what I've done
19:51And I feel like I'm squandering this moment
19:57Gigi, how are you?
19:59I'm, um, kind of just like mad at myself
20:04This is the first time I've gotten negative feedback from the judges
20:08And it just kind of brings you down a little bit, huh?
20:12Yeah, it does
20:13But I mean honestly, what's done is done
20:17I might be in the bottom, I'm just gonna know my words
20:20And that's the most I can do
20:24That's all you can do
20:27Bitch, you had a really good week
20:29And they loved your fashion
20:31I'm so happy for you
20:33Pretty on the runway
20:34How did you feel?
20:36It felt like Heidi's arrived, you know, like she's here
20:39And it's like, girl, you showed up a little late
20:41But as long as you showed up, that's really the best
20:43I think Heidi's been here, I just don't think you realized it
20:45Until you heard them say it
20:47Yeah, you deserve it
20:50I mean, definitely use this as motivation for future challenges
20:54It feels so good and it's just fueling the fire that I have inside to really keep pushing
21:01For a long time in this competition, it was just a back and forth with Gigi and Sherry winning everything
21:07So I'm really excited to be getting such good feedback from the judges
21:12Bitch, it's about time, you know, I'm feeling like I actually have a shot at this
21:17I could go all the way
21:19How do you feel, Dan?
21:22I felt terrible
21:26I've been trying to show them like who I am and show them what I can do
21:32It's just a manifestation of everything that I've tried to do in this competition
21:34I've literally tried to throw everything but the kitchen sink at the judges
21:40To hopefully impress them and show them what I can do
21:43And that's how the video came across
21:44It was too over the top
21:47It wasn't refined, it wasn't detailed
21:50I think that I tried to just throw my personality out there
21:54Instead of focus on the refinement of what the challenge needed to be
21:59And like in hindsight now
22:01Of course I see it
22:04And I don't want to cry
22:10But I definitely think that it's gonna be me and Widow in the bottom
22:18And having Shaka Khan here, having Widow being such a big Shaka Khan fan
22:23Like I would be lying if I didn't say that I was nervous
22:28I'm gonna go out there and slay the house because I want to show them that I want to be
22:33here
22:34But I don't want to lipstick against you really loving this song and just like you being a sickening entertainer
22:41You want to be here too
22:42And I'm just like
22:45The Jan to see is not being felt right now
22:50If you look at my track record so far in this competition, I've been safe or top
22:54I have not had that moment where I've done so poorly that I've been in the bottom
22:59And it sucks, but I am not going to let this deter me from my goal
23:05Even if it's all odds against me
23:10So I know we all had to say on stage who we thought should go home
23:14But I'm kind of interested in hearing who you all think is like your biggest competition
23:20You bitch, you don't want 12 challenges
23:25I think Jada is very stiff competition
23:27Oh yeah
23:28I say Sherry and Gigi because they are both so different
23:32And although you've had a lot of wins and Sherry you have not won as many challenges or many challenges
23:38as she's won
23:39I still feel like there's a lot more to you, but then like for the rest of us
23:43I feel like we get in our head a lot and that's the one thing that can like
23:46Take you out of it
23:47Yeah, like so it's like you can be a strong competitor, but if that bitch slip up that week and
23:51get in her head bitch
23:52And that's gonna be
23:54You know what? I think if I was gonna pick a top four other than myself, it would be
23:59Sherry, Gigi, and you miss Jada
24:06Really?
24:07I mean, I think everybody's really talented
24:11Bitch, just because I'm in the bottom, it's not gonna change my feelings in this competition
24:16I can see myself in the top four very clearly
24:19I have such drive and passion for this
24:23I am not a quitter
24:25I deserve to be in that top four
24:29Widow, who do you think?
24:32What was the question? I wasn't paying attention
24:34Sorry, I'm not all here right now
24:36It's okay, it's okay
24:37Oh, but you better turn around
24:39Hi, sweetie
24:43Baby
24:44I was so hoping I was going to be in the top
24:48Cause as much as I wanted to be Shaka Khan, I didn't want to have the lip sync Shaka Khan's
24:52song
24:52In front of the judges on the main stage
24:55But hey, it's Shaka Khan
24:57Like, you might as well just dump the dirt over the coffin because the bitch is dead
25:02I can't sit next to the queen without hair
25:04Fabulous
25:05Oh my god, I feel like we should have mopped the floor if we knew she was coming over
25:09No, no, no, no, I'm no different than y'all
25:12I want to wish you all good luck
25:14Thank you, oh my god
25:16It's tough what you're doing
25:17I know a little bit of it
25:19Because I do a little drag too
25:20Girl, you got the heels on, you got the sparkles, you got it out
25:23I feel like we're kindred spirits
25:26So I know how hard it is
25:28But it can be very rewarding
25:30Because you're following your calling, that's what's important
25:32You're following what you love to do
25:35Yeah
25:36I would say like anybody who does drag in whatever form of drag you do it
25:42Like, I'm Every Woman is to me like one of those drag anthems that no matter who
25:46You are
25:46It will speak to you
25:48It does speak to people in such a way
25:49I mean, everywhere I go, all over the world
25:52Everybody knows that song
25:53Rightfully so
25:54I can't believe I'm sitting here with Shaka Khan
25:56Yeah, this is crazy
25:57I know I'm sitting here and I'm real quiet because I'm just
25:59I've talked about you all day today in the workroom and
26:04Oh
26:05Yes, that's right
26:07This is like, it's been like this, like, we were all just having a conversation about like how this is
26:12so hard
26:12But the hardest part about it is like making sure that we overcome the demons in our minds
26:17That like tell us like we are not good enough to do it or it's like
26:19Amen, and there are lots of those around us
26:24And there are as many good ones as there are bad ones
26:27It sounds like I'm cuckoo
26:29No, I don't know
26:30But I'm telling you, negative thoughts and feelings and entities can enter you when you're at your weakest
26:36When you feel like you're a loser
26:40But you are smarter than they are and you can whoop it all
26:44Anything negative, you can whoop its ass
26:45All right
26:46You have that power
26:51I mean, I do want to really thank you for Through the Fire
26:54Like it's really pulled me through a lot of difficult times
26:59And seeing you on stage and I was like, I hope I kill this challenge
27:03I don't want to cry for the shot of God
27:06And I was crying and just thinking of your song just is what's keeping me standing right now
27:11Okay, let's stand on that
27:13Stand on that
27:14Yes
27:15I meant that song
27:16Every time I sing it, I make it
27:19Okay
27:28Queen, sorry, I got to take Shaka Khan now
27:30Jo, goodbye
27:31Bye
27:35God bless you all
27:37Be strong, stay beautiful in here
27:39Love you, thank you
27:40All right, bye-bye
27:41We love you
27:42Bye
27:45Can't stop smiling, look at her
27:48I don't know, Widow, what's going on?
27:49Let it out, honey
27:50I need to go listen to my lip sync song
27:52No, you got to tell us what's going on
27:54I cannot disappoint Shaka Khan on her song
27:56There is a new fire that has been lit into my soul, deep in my spirit
28:02And, ladies, I bid you a two, I'm going over there
28:04Go get it, go get it, girl
28:05Tear it up if you have to, honey, tear it up
28:08I'm going to listen to my tunes
28:11Me as well
28:13Shaka Khan is one of Widow's biggest idols
28:15So, not only do I know that I'm going to be going up against the best dancer in this entire
28:20competition
28:21But she has so much going for her right now
28:26I need a miracle to happen
28:30Ah, what a life
28:31You're kind of like where I was last week, where it's like
28:33Yeah
28:34I don't think you did bad in this challenge
28:36Well, I didn't do well, though
28:38I definitely think it's going to be me
28:42And, I'm going to turn it
28:43I know you can turn it
28:44You're going to be disappointing me, mostly, if you don't fucking mop down the house
28:48Yeah
28:49America's going to see what you can really do
28:51If that happens, then they'll get this chance to see, like, the force that you are to be reckoned with
28:57If I have to lip sync, I'm going to go out there and do the thing that I love to
29:00do the most
29:01Which is entertain, and have fun, and just live in it
29:05Good, I can't lose another New York girl this week, okay?
29:07It's not going to happen, she's going to turn it
29:09Queens, five minutes to the runway
29:10Thank you
29:11Slay, slay
29:13I'm going to girl
29:13You're going straight
29:14She's going to, through the fire
29:15Good
29:15I love you, thank you
29:25I'm having fun in this competition, and I don't want it to end
29:29And, if I'm in the bottom two, next to Widow, who is the biggest Chaka Khan fan
29:35And, an amazing performer, I know she's going to turn it
29:41But bitch, I'm going to turn it too
29:48I was in my head in the challenge, and I knew that this was what was coming
29:52It's game time
29:54And, I got my pep talks from my icon, Shaka Khan
29:58Like, I am not going the fuck home
30:08All right queens, runaway time
30:12Oh my god, here we go
30:14If it's us, kill it out there, make Shaka proud
30:17If it's us, bitch, let's give them the reason to keep us both
30:21And, let's prove to them that we can come back from the fuck up that we did
30:26Let's do this, bitch
30:27I don't want to cry no more tonight
30:28Motherfucking chill
30:28I can't cry no more tonight, bitch
30:30I can't cry no more tonight, we got to do this, bitch
30:32Let's go
30:34Pray to the gay gods today
30:35Welcome back ladies
30:38I've made some decisions
30:43Widow Von Du
30:45Jan
30:46The time has come
30:48For you to lip sync
30:51For
30:52Your
30:54Life
30:57Widow Von Du
30:59Chante Uste
31:02Jan
31:03You are simply
31:05Fabulous
31:06And never forget that
31:07Now
31:09Sashay away
31:24I put everything into this competition
31:29I
31:31Don't know how
31:32I could have done
31:33Any better
31:34Than what
31:35I
31:37Did
31:39I'm crushed
31:40Because
31:41This
31:42Was
31:42My dream
31:49Oh
31:50Hello
31:51Oh
31:53God
31:54Alright, this one's from Widow
31:57Oh
31:58Um
31:58I'm so sad that it came down to you and me
32:01I love your soul and spirit
32:02Always bringing joy to the workroom
32:04I'm gonna miss you so much
32:07You are a fierce queen
32:08Keep on keeping on
32:09Oh
32:11She was the one person I was like
32:13I don't want to go up against
32:17I'm leaving with a heavy heart
32:19Just wanting more
32:22But
32:23I have big plans for the future
32:25I know that
32:26I want to do so much with drag
32:28And
32:29You know, I might have lost the set
32:31But
32:32I still have a whole match to play
32:34And that matches the rest of my life
32:35So
32:36I'm excited to see where the future takes me
32:39Oh
32:41Okay
32:46Oh God
32:50Here we go
32:54Bye y'all
33:00I gave Widow the best fight that I could
33:04But
33:05It wasn't even about
33:07Staying
33:07It was about proving
33:09That I could hold my own
33:12I'm not just a singer
33:13I'm not just a pretty girl
33:15I'm a fierce
33:17Entertainer
33:18And
33:18I proved that
33:22Alright everybody
33:23Thank you so much for loving me
33:25I hope that
33:26I made you feel the chance to see
33:28Everybody be kind to one another
33:30And believe in yourselves
33:31Never give up on your dreams
33:32And chase them fiercely
33:33Mwah
33:35Thank you ladies
33:37While you untuck backstage
33:38The judges and I will debate
33:42You may leave the stage
33:48I agree with everything the judges have said about me
33:52I agree that sometimes my comedy falls flat
33:55That I get too esoteric in my humor
33:58But I think I gave the judges exactly what's true to myself
34:02And I'm feeling more than anything empowered to continue on in this competition
34:08I'm just gonna keep doing me
34:11Bitch I'm feeling good
34:12I'm not a debater
34:14But what I do is argue
34:17And I'm just really excited that the judges finally got to see more about who I am
34:21And most likely will want to see more from me going forward
34:30Let's read it
34:31Let's read it
34:31Let's read it
34:33Let's read it
34:34Ooh
34:36Mmm, come here my pretend
34:38Oh
34:40Oh we have new furnishings
34:42Ooh
34:42We're blessed and highly favoured
34:44With this object's furniture
34:45Well how is everybody feeling?
34:48I feel really good
34:49You look good today B
34:50It was like ahhhh
34:52You honestly today
34:53Look stunning
34:54Look stunning
34:55Thank you, thank you
34:55You've made such like an incredible improvement since day one
34:58Thank you
34:58And that's coming from her
34:59The one that called me ugly
35:00The one that called you ugly
35:01Don't touch me
35:04Don't touch me
35:05She said your makeup looks better
35:07She did not say you were pretty
35:08Oh I've been taking tips from somebody
35:10I took tips from Widow
35:11I've taken tips Jada over here getting me together
35:13And it's, it's, thank God
35:14But we gon' get it, we're, look
35:16We gon' get it even better
35:18Crystal, what are you thinking right now?
35:20Okay, hi everybody
35:20It's Crystal
35:22Crystal method
35:23It's my third week in the top and I wanna win
35:25I would like to congratulate you
35:26You've been on a roll
35:27You've been on the top
35:27Comeback queen
35:28She is literally the toes that are about to spill out of the shoe that is too small
35:32But refuses to let go
35:34Yeah
35:34The cliffhangers
35:35Thank you
35:35The cliffhangers
35:37You will make it Crystal
35:38Jada, this look is amazing
35:40You look amazing
35:40Thank you
35:41It's amazeballs
35:42I'm blown away that you actually made this
35:44Well thank God I'm not lip syncing because if I had to lip sync today
35:47You would know that I made it and Leigh Govan is like
35:50It's made to walk on the runway and that's him
35:54How are you Gigi?
35:56King George
35:58I'm not upset about the challenge really
36:01As soon as we left filming it I kind of was prepared for what the judges were going to tell
36:05me
36:05I'm not sure, are you a big politics fan?
36:08I'm not
36:09Yeah I think that hurt you in this challenge because to be able to parody something you have to kind
36:13of have a base knowledge of it
36:14And I felt like maybe that was missing
36:17I'm just ashamed for not educating myself
36:21A lot of people don't want us to think that politics are important because if you don't think it's important
36:27then it's easier for them to win
36:28To even just say you know what I have not been paying attention to something that's important and I'm gonna
36:33change it
36:33That's already in itself a lot just to admit that
36:38I am not well versed in politics but one thing about this challenge that I am excited about is
36:44It really made me realize what I want to be doing and how I want to change
36:48Because to me that's really important
36:51However, I'm a little bit worried that I have a weakness compared to the others
36:58Jackie, I just want to know where you're at, how you're feeling
37:05I mean look
37:07What do you
37:12I
37:12I
37:15I was scared to wear this
37:19There are so many people who will think that what I'm doing is wrong
37:22But there are so many people who don't even have that voice
37:26There is such a small queer Muslim community
37:29Even I've talked to girls about how hard it is for me and being honest about who I am with
37:34my own family
37:38And if you're lucky enough where this issue won't affect you, you may not know
37:44How important this is to me and so many other people
37:49What you did tonight on the runway was you really showed stars and stripes out there
37:54And what you did for young LGBTQAI Muslim people
37:59You literally blew the doors fucking wide open
38:04Humongous balls
38:09I mean look
38:10I don't want this to be a sad moment for me
38:13Because more than anything I'm proud
38:15Yeah
38:15And if I have to lip sync
38:17I'm proud to look like this and to be myself
38:19Fierce, brave
38:20Brave
38:21Yeah
38:24So I want to talk
38:25That was the first time this season that Rue raised her tone
38:29And I was shook
38:30With a
38:31Like how did it feel like
38:33Cause she was like talking directly to you when it happened
38:38I stayed up till 4.30 in the morning just writing stuff
38:42And it just feels like it was all for nothing
38:45You're digging yourself into a hole right now and you don't have to do that
38:47This is all just constructive criticism
38:50It's really hard for me to be here
38:52It's hard, the competition is fucking hard
38:53But don't do that to yourself
38:54The payoff is not worth it
38:56I felt like I did exactly what I thought was great
39:00And once again
39:02This, you know what, Widow, you are really good
39:04And like what Rue was saying is like really important
39:07Like sometimes, no matter how good we think we did
39:09It's okay to fuck up
39:10But like you don't have to beat yourself up about it
39:12And that'll mean like just because
39:13You're not a failure
39:14If you make it past today that tomorrow won't be better
39:17You know what I mean?
39:18It's no longer just one thing
39:19It's like every fucking week
39:22And I'm just like, the fuck?
39:24Like I literally got no sleep for this entire challenge
39:28Because I stayed up writing it
39:29Hell, I should have just fucking went to sleep
39:32I should have just came in, you know, bright-eyed and bushy-tailed like everybody else
39:35And just said, fuck it
39:37I'm tired of writing material
39:38I'm tired of trying to put it together just to be told that it's awful
39:41Like, and that's all I hear
39:43Well, they didn't say it was awful
39:45But they didn't say it was good
39:47I'm not gonna lie to you, I'm crushed
39:49Devastated
39:50I'm disappointed
39:51I thought I was giving so much more in this competition
39:54But apparently not
39:58I think I'm good at pretty much everything
40:01And then realizing that I'm not
40:03And there are other queens that do it better than me
40:05It's a complete mindfuck
40:08Do you hear what they were like saying about like not letting your feelings overtake you?
40:16It's a little past that point now
40:17I literally felt like this was my turnaround
40:20And I'm right back where I was last week
40:22Right back where I was the week before
40:24Right back where I was ever since the first week
40:27I relate to you in that way
40:28And I was in the bottom a lot of times
40:31And I felt like I was giving my all and doing my best
40:35And it really is like a game of Jumanji
40:38You never know what is going to happen
40:40Yeah
40:41Well right now I'm getting ran over by the entire stampede
40:44Of all the animals that were running through the living room
40:47Widow, it wasn't that it wasn't funny
40:49It just wasn't as funny as some of the other girls
40:53I hear what y'all saying
40:54No totally
40:54But I don't think anyone is understanding what I'm saying
40:57Literally
40:57The only person that I heard that got other bad critiques was Jackie
41:00Which means that I am not funnier than anybody else
41:03That's up here
41:04That's literally all I heard
41:06I am tired of not getting anything
41:09And it's literally just
41:12Really at the end of the day
41:13Like if you don't want to think in your mind that the
41:16What can happen can change then it won't
41:18If you tell yourself that you cannot do this
41:21Like it's not gonna work
41:31Each week passes by and Widow is slowly but surely beating herself up
41:37When Shaka Khan came in she had high hopes and she really got back in that head space that she
41:41needed to be
41:42But as soon as Shaka left it was like right back down to where she had been and it's hard
41:48to watch
41:54How you feeling this day?
41:56Girl I know
41:57I know the feeling
41:58You just gotta fight
41:59When you were in the bottom it was
42:01My runway
42:02Because we all were great and it came down
42:05To the runway
42:06I know it's not my runways
42:07I know my runways look great
42:08I don't get it
42:09The only thing I hear is
42:10You weren't funny
42:11You weren't funny
42:13You weren't funny
42:28You weren't funny
42:29I know
42:29Like 13 years of preparing to do everything
42:32It's just
42:32This is killing every fiber of my being
42:37And I just feel like
42:41It just feels like I'm gonna be seeing Kansas City a lot sooner than I expected
42:45Don't get in that mindset
42:46Because if you get in that mindset
42:48It'll come true
42:50i was on a downward spiral in my head the night of having a lip sync against bro and it
42:56all clicked
42:57when i was like you know what i'm about to lip sync lip syncing is what i do i get
43:02that and that's
43:03what got me through the shaka con song but my body is falling apart i can't deal with it because
43:11i
43:11have to try to get through this but mind fuck it is literally making me not even sure of who
43:18i am
43:18as an entertainer anymore i've run so much things against it it's making me just think that
43:25i just got lucky girl no you're here for a reason you're that bitch in kansas for a reason so
43:32don't
43:32ever think you just got lucky widow is starting to take all the critique a little too personal
43:38you have to be able to separate yourself from your art and she's not and it's really tearing her up
43:45inside she's used to being like that bitch and it's hard to say okay maybe i wasn't the best at
43:51this moment and keep pushing through but that's what you have to do look bitch right now everybody's
43:57feel real cool and comfortable and collected do y'all feel like maybe we have like some hidden issues
44:03okay listen i think america wants us to fight and america wants to see some issues happen which there
44:11i mean clearly there have been in the past so you hate a bitch but you love a bitch you
44:15hate a
44:16bitch but you love a bitch i don't have any issues with any of y'all i mean there's part
44:20of me that
44:20wishes we could connect with widow more but i don't think that's anything to do with us oh that sounds
44:25like an issue i mean like it's it's like i'm not going to be like mad at her about that
44:30i think she's
44:31got a lot of things in her mind that are keeping her from connecting with us and i mean i
44:35could pull her
44:36into this conversation if we want we could talk to her about i guess at the end of the day
44:38like
44:39it just is what it is like i'm not upset enough to really confront someone about not being my best
44:44friend throughout this competition widow seems to be quick to jump to the wrong conclusions
44:51she's kind of separated herself whenever she's either gotten a negative criticism or whenever she was
44:56upset with any of us she would pull away and i feel bad that she hasn't been able to connect
45:02to me
45:02or the other girls as much as i would have hoped but that's her problem to me i think that
45:07like if
45:08an issue is worth calling out then it's an issue worth addressing that's just me
45:14do you want to talk to widow i more i mean it seems like she really wants her space
45:20i mean go ahead get off our chest now because someone's going home tonight
45:28all right queens five minutes left five minutes oh my god five minutes ladies could you
45:34hear my star the shorter side is supposed to stab me in the neck not the longer one
45:39hey miss thing howdy i think it's me and you tonight
45:45can i tell you something yes if you don't mind me looking down trying to figure out how put that
45:48on
45:49how my stars you baby trying to figure out how my stars and stripes goes back together
45:53thank you i was saying earlier and back there they were like what's going on are we really
45:57best friends or is there stuff between us and i want to tell you my only wish is that we
46:02could
46:02have been a little closer to this competition i see your heart and i see your pain too and i
46:08know
46:08sometimes that's why you pull away from us sometimes and i'm sorry if i've ever made you feel
46:12like you can't talk to me but i really really respect you i think you're really incredible as a
46:18queen why do we always have to have conversations when one of us is dying that you are a special
46:25special entertainer you're a special human being you're going to teach me how to do those drops and
46:30kicks and stuff aren't you not during this but you have to stretch first stretch first
46:37i have a lot of feelings but i feel strength coming through me as i'm wearing this outfit
46:44i have a fire lit up under my ass knowing that it's make or break time
46:49i have to show the judges that i need to be here all the way through to the end
46:55all the emotions are just circling around my head at this moment and my emotions haven't really
47:02changed i'm trying so hard to push these feelings down so i can give a great lip sync to redeem
47:11myself i'm at least going to give you a show hopefully
47:19all right queens no no i'm either dressed for an inauguration or i'm dressed for an assassination
47:27so we will see welcome back ladies i've made some decisions widow von doom jackie cox the time has come
47:40ready to lip sync for your life jackie cox shantay you stay widow von doom sachet away
47:56i feel like i'd let you down you did not let me down thank you for this amazing opportunity
48:15i don't think i have one inner saboteur i have several inner saboteurs one wants to be angry and
48:23defend myself the other one wants to cry and hide away and there's one that's just defeat
48:32that one's the biggest one of all it's the one that's all the way in the back that just waits
48:37for it's one moment to strike i knew it was coming
48:50now i know y'all gonna see a lot of me doubting myself
48:58and i don't know where it really came from because i walked in and i felt you know like yes
49:05bitch i might
49:06be i'm that bitch at some point down the line i got in my own way and couldn't move my
49:12big ass out of
49:16the way they must have knew i was going to be peace
49:22i agree wholeheartedly that i was standing in my own way and not letting my light shine
49:33goodbye work room
49:37uh bye nine pictures of rupaul
49:41i guess just like the way i came in relax your throat bitches we just begun and you're still gagging
49:50this is only the tip
49:55at the end of the day you have to have that experience you got to learn things
49:59i thought i was so much stronger than the dark demons that i've held back for many a years
50:06you know and i and i hope that one day i get another chance to redeem myself
50:10that's my goal but right now i'm going to remind myself one more again that i'm that bitch
50:19widow motherfucking bond do
50:23whenever you are in doubt rub them fucking thighs together and remember who the fuck you are
50:30now you take me to get something that's fucking green