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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm healed, and I hope you're healed.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, you got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:19Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Anna.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:32We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I am ready to conquer the snow.
00:40Yeah, Iris.
00:42I can't stop.
00:44Look at this.
00:50Hi, Maya.
00:50How are you?
00:51Hi.
00:52Sorry.
00:52Oh, you got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:03Jeez.
01:05Hey, y'all.
01:06I'm a pageant queen, and I have blonde hair.
01:11So, you pick the name.
01:14Grayson, are you good, though?
01:18Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody,
01:37including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:43I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:46I am exhausted.
01:54I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days, and, like, the times that we are together,
02:11maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:24I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:30And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:40We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:46I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:48The fuck is going on downstairs?
02:50Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:54Yeah, some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling to Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to obviously be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
03:08be friends with Chris and Brian, why would I want to do that?
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like...
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker.
03:21But she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend.
03:22She's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though?
03:34That's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:35Like...
03:36Towards us?
03:36Yeah.
03:37Not...
03:37I mean, obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:42Yeah, no.
03:43But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro.
03:45So it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking...
03:50Like, we're not over here talking shit on him.
03:52I don't want to be around him.
03:54I definitely don't see it from your side because I'm not...
03:56I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping
04:02to get out of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of like a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you.
04:34I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:38I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:43Sometimes I'm not, like, really present.
04:45But it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:50People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:05Like, you know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I mean...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:17You know, it's just, like, being a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:20Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:22Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We clicked the icons of what's up, nothing, she looked away.
05:31What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37Pardon her, what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:44Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:55I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
05:59Yeah.
06:00I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone and, like, there are also others that don't do that well
06:22at that.
06:24To be, like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone, that's singling me out.
06:28It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out, but it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment, but, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at
07:01all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
07:12That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend.
07:32Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh.
07:53I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella, but I think she always tries to bring
08:00everybody together and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:05Bella, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the withhold right now because of the friendships and
08:11connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:13As a woman, I just don't understand how you can understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces, in the same rooms
08:24as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:34Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya.
08:44I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20
08:50,000, and I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her, and I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:58I respect each one of you, and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just like a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those like schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not like completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's going to push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just, I have a flight, and I'm going to leave.
09:20You can leave.
09:21That's fine.
09:21Good night, everyone.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out, it's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry, but like, that's...
09:42She does have a fight, though.
09:44But like, that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad, and I'm not somebody that's like, when I'm having a hard time, I can fake
09:57it with a smile on my face.
09:58And that can come off as like, bitchy or rude, I guess, but I just kind of have to ride
10:03it out.
10:04That's not okay.
10:05I'm not standing for that.
10:14Hold on, I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:17She's being vulnerable, and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say, I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say, I agree.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her.
10:33I've seen her going through some mental stuff, and I give her so much grace.
10:38But I'm not part of the situation, and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
10:44Because even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know.
10:58I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling now?
11:00How are you?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03Like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night.
11:12Let's go to bed.
11:14Yeah.
11:16I want to catch y'all.
11:18Come on, get your ass up.
11:22Oh, boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I feel like I'm turning you into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like, where he's like, that's me.
11:31Volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You've seen Sleep, Sebastian, Luca, Paris.
11:35You're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:45We're tired, sweet air.
11:47One breeze, not a single care.
11:50Deep blue, Oscar.
11:52And I feel like I'm missing you.
11:53Brr.
11:54Big brr.
11:55Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss.
12:00Ooh, I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:10You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the view.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we will have a nice view.
12:18Okay.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:25So, what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:31I like New York and I like L.A., but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home, continue to work towards the goals I had for myself before all
12:45of this was introduced.
12:46The life coaching in school and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina, travel to New York and L.A. for work, and I'm going
12:56to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So, with content creation, social media, this will all help me be able to pay for school and be comfortable
13:07in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:12I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So, we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:20Clark decided to stay in North Carolina.
13:23Showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture and not just trying to, you know, live in
13:27the moment.
13:27I'm down for Charlotte over L.A. It's more of a slowest pace.
13:32Not as bad as traffic, not as many people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38A sip scene.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:48Gotcha.
13:49Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed that, like,
13:57I'm a mean girl.
13:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:07We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much more.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:21The problem is with Iris and something that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text with Grayson.
14:30December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:31Yeah.
14:32And I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:34Did you guys squash it?
14:35I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her.
14:38And I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in.
14:43Like, you know, because what was I doing the night of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home.
14:50And I still made a point to make sure she was still okay.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them.
15:03And for them to just say this out of nowhere to me is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back and always listening to me.
15:13And always being there for me and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot.
15:18And I love you.
15:19Thank you for it.
15:20I love you too.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody.
15:39And with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love Iroh!
16:07Good morning.
16:08Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:09Good morning.
16:22Good morning.
16:24Yay!
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31A break, a break.
16:34I got something to prove and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go, go, go, go.
16:44Oh my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53Oh no, we going to snowmobile.
16:55Hi guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:58Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa.
17:07We got hills and shit?
17:09Oh my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Aw, damn.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Nah, bruh.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:18Oh shit.
17:22Nice.
17:22Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh my God!
17:28Poor Gracie!
17:31Ow!
17:36Yeah, buddy!
17:44Oh, hell no!
17:46Yo, I hate making this shit go faster, dawg.
17:49Little dude know we're in a competition, okay?
17:51It's just couple first couple.
17:52Yeah, they don't even know.
17:52We're coming out on top.
17:54But...
17:54Damn.
17:58Probably gonna throw up.
18:04What?
18:04Oh no, that is crazy.
18:09Yeah!
18:11Yeah!
18:12And that's what I call a rival in style, bitches.
18:19Yeah!
18:20Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah.
18:22You?
18:23Uh, yeah.
18:25I mean, it's very like yesterday.
18:29Um...
18:31I feel like we need to talk though.
18:34Um...
18:35Michelle, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us and our friendship, I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet.
18:47All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:48But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No, that's not true.
18:54How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:03Look at this!
19:06Good morning.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship.
19:15Best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flirting, we're posting a lot of content together, so everybody thinks we're together.
19:26And we're not.
19:31Yes, we flirt.
19:33Together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:35But the mix ain't no single.
19:36It's like...
19:37Well, it's you always...
19:39Who stars?
19:41It's always you.
19:41All right, you got it.
19:42Hey.
19:42No, I don't...
19:43No, I'm...
19:44No, I don't wanna make you...
19:45I promise we're good.
19:55It's like, how do you feel about your husband?
19:55No, I don't...
19:56I don't wanna make you...
19:58I promise we're good.
20:08Well, that went bad, I think.
20:10If you care about me, as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15You're literally playing with me.
20:23are we gonna stay on
20:34hey Maya can I talk to you for a quick second about what uh I'm respecting your boundaries
20:42and that's kind of what I just really quick just want to touch on the only thing I want to
20:46say is
20:47I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and your boundaries I just feel
20:52like the boundaries switched and if you real quick was like Brian real on some real shit
20:58we can't really greet each other I'm just doing this for me and my relationship I would have been
21:03like cool noted like we're good the only thing I felt hella like slapped in the face with was like
21:09the dinner table thing at the end of the day if I don't fuck with someone I just don't fuck
21:15with
21:15you I thought the the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in
21:20a
21:20cultural way like that's why I was like even questioning like is that about me I mean if
21:26you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi that's a you problem no but
21:32that's
21:32not something I'm cool with and that's not something my man's cool with and we will never be not for
21:36sure no I see that and that's cool like I'm not negating that at all especially with this new
21:41relationship that I have right now that I'm very content in I don't want anything especially Brian
21:53boundaries confusion to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on we gave each
21:59other hug in Palm Springs right we said hi boom that's it sorry you love good good good it's not
22:08like I was giving you like it was a hair it was a heritage thing we know that like we
22:11we both went
22:13through that like with with the villa thing I'm not trying to say that you came in there with
22:16attention of trying to be malicious or anything like that but what I'm saying is that before we
22:22were just saying hi keeping it casual but now as my relationship is progressing it's like I don't even
22:27want to say hi to you and that's fine I was just confused I'm gonna pull me for a child
22:31right now
22:31no I know just because it was like this is the last day on the trip like I was just
22:34confused as in like
22:35if I really OD disrespected it or something that is being disrespectful okay then I apologize for that
22:40that won't happen again well you go that way I'll go this way and that's cool like that's what it
22:44is
22:45that's literally what it is yes it's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect
22:49the relationship uh I hope that works out like I really do have wished or nothing but the best
22:56God bless God bless
23:01that is literally the clarity I need book is closed and it's sent away I'm happy that that was cleared
23:08up whatever the fuck happened right there because motherfucker don't even fucking come near me yeah
23:13are you crazy you see how long my motherfucking hair is when I flip it that's how far you gotta
23:18stay
23:18back away from me back the fuck up from me and my weed bitch the fuck
23:26can I can I can I can I jump and go okay no Christopher please be careful do you have
23:31gloves
23:32no gloves I'm such a mom let me just relax he's nuts he's literally nuts no shit's so weird bro
23:44he was like I've always been clear we're friends what he said that yeah I'm like I'm so glad
23:48the camera I call you doing all that weird shit the day before the bar he kissed me yeah I
23:53never
23:53said that to make him look bad yeah so how you oh gotcha oh my god too late okay I'm
24:01your best
24:02friend but you kissed me two days ago but not only just kissing me but also being all over me
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image even though we're flirting at the end of the day like
24:16I know we're just friends I'm not gonna like do something to jeopardize that has she ever tried to
24:21escalate things with you no I have all the test messages it's always him testing me I'm like we're
24:28friends we don't need to talk every day he's like hey just checking on you don't fucking check on me
24:31yeah you should sometimes I just grace it with my life I forgot how to start it already I'm not
24:57even
24:57at the end of the day I think that when you use words and say things like I let you
25:01or I allow you
25:03it gives a false perception that it was one-sided I never said that I said you're always the one
25:09to initiate everything and I follow like I do it back yeah that feels like different than like
25:16mutual though like it just feels like I'm like just annoying you or on your body crazy
25:19no because I always said it's fun and I like it but it has to stop because that's smooth like
25:25that's all you had to say I feel like the conversation but I think I said the same thing
25:28just in different words but at the end of the day it's like you want the flirting to stop I'm
25:33so
25:34down for that I guess I mean after this trip I guess I'll see you around I'll see you around
25:42I mean I don't know what okay good
25:49at first I didn't understand where Anjun was coming from because I was like I'm telling you we're just
25:53friends how you're getting mixed signals but if I'm telling you we're just friends and we're flirting
25:57like we're not just friends that's how you get mixed signals
26:01come come over here come
26:03is my hair messed up I can't even see anything
26:05I can't even see you
26:06what are you gonna do
26:07shit
26:08she knows the type of conversation we need to have
26:10she's already texting me this morning crying
26:11we don't need to do this if you don't want to
26:13she was basically giving me an out
26:15like dead ass she gonna take that shit bad either way
26:17but how was you planning to do it in the first place
26:19off camera Coco keeps telling me to do it off camera like talk to her off camera
26:24I know my boy Chris is uh scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that
26:29Courtney might come out but I think he should just rip the band-aid off instead of like having
26:33it lingered on because the longest it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore
26:38the real Courtney gonna come out I hope he does it quick because it's only gonna get worse
26:43respect your wishes because if you don't she'll get more mad at you if not respecting her wishes
26:46that's what I'm saying
26:48okay all right guys I'm ready to go back to be honest with you
26:51yeah I'm starving I'm cold
26:58I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully
27:02I really had such a great time
27:04it was so fun
27:10time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here
27:18oh my god it's time to go back home
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end
27:32I feel like the division just grew more prominent
27:37and I hate that for us
27:43guys quick we're gonna miss the sunset
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe
27:48there were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird
27:53but we're a big family at the end of the day we went through a very unique experience together
27:58and I'm just so happy to have these friendships
28:13I think we got a good this is eight bars from last time
28:20yeah I think we got a nice little record here honestly
28:24I'm excited
28:24my team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer
28:28because we want to make sure that all of the girlies all the papayas are
28:33you know what the dads could dance to it too
28:35want a taste of this papaya come and sip it up
28:49since you were sick in Tahoe did you even get to talk to Grayson
28:52wait how was that for you though seeing her
28:53it was fine we're both just kind of at the understanding now
28:56it's just not like gonna happen
28:58you're gonna kick with her
28:59oh yeah like I mean she's a really great friend
29:03do you know what I mean
29:04Andrina just texted me
29:06what did Andrina say
29:08I love you I miss you where you at
29:10no I'm just kidding
29:11I'm gonna give it ten minutes so the flight and stuff
29:13fuck off
29:22are you ready
29:29thank you
29:30bye
29:37what's up brother tees
29:39how we doing bro
29:40good to see you bro
29:40long time do I see
29:41my name is Nick Vance
29:43I'm from Jacksonville Florida
29:44you might know me from season 7 Love Island
29:47feeling hella dope cause I am
29:49if I wasn't more I would be the main man
29:52I'm a mom
29:54mamacita
30:05you might not and if you don't my name is Nick Vance
30:09cheers bro
30:10good to see you man
30:12how's wifey how's life you
30:14great bro we're now dating and everything so
30:16sick
30:17yeah I've been staying with her for a little while
30:18I'm with Jeremiah all the time
30:20I'm with Hannah
30:20Iris
30:21Pepe all the time
30:22no he honestly hasn't been showing up
30:24really
30:24is there beef
30:25there's a bunch of stuff he said
30:27took away from Iris and I's relationship
30:29but uh
30:30we're not on the same page
30:31we uh
30:33you know we'll just
30:34we're just not gonna be friends
30:36I'm not that surprised
30:37that you know that there's tension
30:38since the beginning of time
30:40girls will make men go crazy
30:42Pepe and I are boys
30:43I just support both my boys
30:45at the end of the day
30:45like I stay out of it
30:46where'd you get that thing bro
30:48well Andrew got it for me
30:49for Christmas
30:50oh really
30:50that's fire
30:51bro it's dancing
30:52I gave her a present
30:53and um
30:54I like filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever
30:56and people started like crashing out
30:58like
30:58why
30:59the
30:59I guess like the Louis box
31:01it was small
31:02oh
31:03but like
31:03people were like
31:04oh like he didn't get her shit
31:06yeah
31:06oh my god
31:07I got her something good
31:08but
31:09that's like some of the toughest things
31:11like since the villa
31:13like dealing with the public
31:14and like everyone watching everything
31:16and like have an opinion
31:17I think it's like
31:17it's crazy
31:18yeah
31:18cause like you kind of control like
31:20the narrative in a little bit of a way
31:22like I only let people see like 10%
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private
31:27but we post every day basically
31:30it's just a part of our daily life
31:31so the public knows
31:33majority of what's going on in our lives
31:35so I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes
31:40yeah yeah
31:41you couldn't make it or something
31:42I never got the invite in the mail
31:44oh yeah
31:44that's cause
31:44my car kept moving
31:46so that's my home address
31:47yeah yeah
31:48no but next year
31:49I want
31:49I really want to get into acting
31:51and like
31:51yeah
31:51what's your plans
31:52you think you're moving out here or anything
31:54or
31:54I don't know
31:55like the DJing's so time consuming
31:57and like
31:57I go back and forth every other day
31:59dude I've been
32:00I've been debating it for
32:02forever
32:02but I don't know
32:03it's
32:04it's kind of not my vibe
32:05out here
32:06yeah
32:06talk about long distance
32:07like is that hard for you
32:08yeah I mean
32:10like it's literally the opposite sides of the country
32:12yeah
32:13what about you
32:13she's in Houston
32:14so it's like
32:15only two and a half hours away
32:17but
32:17at the same time
32:18it's like
32:19she
32:19is never in Houston
32:21and I'm never in Florida
32:22so it's like
32:23you guys are so busy and everything
32:24how do you make time
32:25for each other
32:25it's
32:26it's rough
32:28I mean
32:28I'm in a club
32:29like
32:29probably Wednesday through Saturday
32:32and she's 99% doing a shoot
32:34throughout the week
32:35or whatever
32:35but honestly
32:36our schedules have been like
32:37aligning up
32:38pretty nicely
32:39like she coincidentally was
32:40in LA
32:42yesterday
32:42so we got dinner
32:43chilled
32:43kicked it
32:45I mean
32:45just pray that it aligns
32:47Iris and I are the same way
32:48but
32:48you know
32:49she has a lot more going on
32:50than I obviously do
32:51but I
32:51I have more with like
32:52the real estate
32:53and the stuff over in Tampa
32:55so
32:56that's kind of like
32:57where we
32:59are like a little off schedule
33:00I've never really done
33:02a long distance relationship
33:03before
33:03so it's
33:04it's very new to me
33:05and there's a lot to learn
33:07and
33:07it's a lot to balance
33:09but
33:09Iris and I were making
33:10the long distance work
33:11I feel like
33:12we don't get to see each other
33:13every single day
33:14so
33:14when we are together
33:15we're making sure
33:16that it's quality time spent
33:17it's so good
33:18good to see you bro
33:19yeah
33:19thanks for coming out
33:20of course
33:38honey I'm
33:39hi
33:39oh you look good
33:41hi I'm good
33:42yeah I like this necklace
33:43thank you
33:44thank you
33:45thank you
33:46you look cute
33:49thank you
33:51so
33:52you and TJ
33:53how are you guys doing
33:54you guys said
33:55I love you like officially
33:57yeah
33:57we were in bed
33:59so I was like
33:59oh I love you
34:00aww
34:01he's always there for me
34:02like you know Sebastian
34:03like he's always like
34:04there for you
34:05and always has your back
34:06that's what we needed
34:07this whole time
34:08when are you going to Aruba?
34:10during Valentine's Day
34:11I told myself
34:12no more cold places
34:14I like Tahoe though
34:15it was beautiful
34:16it was really beautiful
34:17I was just going through it
34:19yeah
34:19and I felt like
34:20everybody was kind of
34:20like attacking you
34:21the thing is
34:22I was just not having
34:23like I was not doing good
34:25and like I feel like
34:26that's okay
34:26I feel like my friends
34:29would like know that
34:30we know
34:31I just feel like
34:32people don't understand
34:34how I deal with things
34:36because it's different
34:37than the way that
34:37they deal with things
34:38like I'm doing my best
34:40and it's just really hard
34:41that like I feel like
34:43everybody's just going
34:44against me
34:45I always say like
34:46you need to just be yourself
34:47and the people that
34:48like you
34:49want to be around you
34:51and the people that don't
34:52don't you know
34:52and like that's okay
34:53doesn't this spot
34:55on my my set
34:56kind of look like a penis
34:58it does
34:59that one's a penis
35:01I was staring at it right now
35:02I was like
35:03I feel dirty
35:13this one's a jump
35:14like my
35:15so cute
35:23hi baby
35:24how are you
35:26where's gray
35:36you look good
35:37you look good
35:39I'm like a twilight
35:40man right now
35:42we love the little
35:43Edward moment
35:44we all got the same thing
35:47thank you so much
35:48thank you
35:50wow these look
35:51that breather was great
35:52right
35:53yeah I've never really
35:53talked to many
35:55since the trip
35:56but I mean it's only
35:57been like a week
35:58so I talked to Andrina
36:00a little bit
36:00but yeah me too
36:01she was kind of nice
36:02she kind of was
36:03like in her corner
36:04a little bit
36:05I just wish there was
36:06like no animosity
36:08no tension
36:09obviously like
36:10Hannah asked me
36:11so it's like
36:12if you're going to ask me
36:13I have to speak on it
36:14I understand what you're
36:15saying but I'm also
36:16really happy that you
36:17did speak your mind
36:18because otherwise
36:19that's something that
36:20you would have been
36:20like holding in
36:22yeah
36:24all of that aside
36:25have you spoke to
36:26Chris lately
36:26how have you guys been
36:29girl
36:31I feel like
36:34what's that look
36:35don't piss me off
36:36I mean I sent him
36:38a message
36:38and I let him know
36:39that things are off
36:40I'm not sure why
36:41but if we need to
36:42call it quick
36:43we can
36:43yeah
36:50I mean I sent him
36:51a message
36:52and I let him know
36:52that things are off
36:53I'm not sure why
36:55but if we need to
36:56call it quick
36:56we can
36:57yeah
36:57you know
36:58so I was looking
36:58for him to fix it
36:59and it didn't feel
37:01like that
37:02it felt
37:02almost like a drag
37:04felt like
37:06he was just
37:07sweeping out of the rug
37:08during the trip
37:09in Tahoe
37:09I realized
37:10I wasn't gonna get
37:11what I needed
37:11from him
37:12in a relationship
37:13there was still
37:14certain attentiveness
37:15that he lacked
37:15hey
37:16watch my board
37:17bro
37:18watch your board
37:19I gotta handle something
37:21oh my god
37:23I'm having a hard time
37:24I'm not a baby
37:26but at the same time
37:28when I'm with a man
37:29I'm his baby
37:31so did you guys speak
37:32again after Tahoe
37:33we did
37:34it was very
37:34inconsistent
37:35communication
37:36and now
37:38we've kinda like
37:38called things off
37:39so that's where
37:41you guys stand
37:41yeah
37:42we're done
37:43I don't like the story
37:44the ending was better
37:46in my head
37:46girl
37:47me too
37:48but no babes
37:49I have a run
37:51I ain't going on
37:55I ain't going on
37:57I have a run
37:58oh
38:00what's going on brother
38:01what up Brian
38:02big dog for big guy
38:03I know
38:04big guy
38:05we got boundaries
38:06brother
38:06boundaries
38:08hey how are you
38:09hi Maria
38:09how are you
38:10hey sorry
38:11no
38:11you got makeup
38:12no it's just that
38:13my relationship
38:14and boundaries
38:16hey
38:17I die forward
38:18you good though
38:21what's happening man
38:22this is Koda bro
38:23God ain't Koda
38:24Koda's already tired
38:25he went to the park
38:26earlier
38:26yeah that's
38:28you done for the day
38:29huh
38:29no
38:30Koda need to hop
38:31on the gluten free
38:32dairy free
38:33diet
38:33for a little bit
38:34out here
38:34that they do
38:35in LA
38:36he old
38:36for real
38:37yeah he about to be
38:38eight
38:38that's why he got
38:38the great hill
38:39that's what I'm saying
38:40bro like
38:40he not about to be
38:41shredded
38:43I'm gonna be
38:44officially moved out
38:45here February
38:45word
38:46yeah
38:47you find a spot
38:47yeah
38:48oh shit
38:48oh shit okay
38:49I went Hollywood
38:50being in LA
38:51the past few months
38:52and going from
38:54the east coast
38:54to the west coast
38:55there's definitely
38:55been adjustment
38:56but I can't lie
38:57I can't deny this
38:58weather and the views
38:59yeah I'm loving Cali
39:01I'll say that
39:01it's just about that time
39:02all the brands
39:03and stuff work out here
39:04too so
39:04yeah
39:06you wanna chill here
39:07for a little bit
39:08yeah bro
39:08I think Koda need a break
39:11huh Barry
39:11I'm hella excited bro
39:13moving out here
39:13yeah me too bro
39:14spend the summer
39:15out here
39:16and stuff like that
39:16so
39:17how are you though
39:18bro since Tahoe
39:19since that whole
39:20situation and everything
39:22really good bro
39:23really
39:23honestly
39:24like that was like
39:26cause obviously
39:27we left off like
39:28when we first
39:29Tahoe was cool
39:29and everything
39:30and then Tahoe
39:30kind of like
39:31everything switched
39:32yeah
39:32but like
39:33it was more so
39:34like we're Koda
39:34like that chapter
39:35has been closed
39:36I feel like I closed
39:37the chapter
39:37in some part of my life
39:38bro and I'm opening
39:39up a brand new chapter
39:40out here in LA
39:41yeah
39:41starting fresh
39:42and stuff like that
39:43so
39:43how you feeling
39:44post Tahoe
39:45Oklahoma
39:46that was a lot
39:47how was stuff
39:48with you and Koda
39:50we're done
39:51really
39:53yeah I told her
39:54we should just
39:55be friends bro
39:56I just don't think
39:57I can meet
39:57the expectations
39:58that she has
39:59just where I am
40:00in life right now bro
40:02I can't be
40:04stressed and worried
40:05about getting that done
40:06Koda was raised
40:08by a single dad
40:08and you know
40:09he instilled
40:10some expectations
40:12and treatment
40:12that you know
40:13a man should be
40:14giving her
40:14which any dad
40:15should do
40:15I would do that
40:16for my own daughter
40:16I think when you're
40:18on the other side
40:19and you're actually
40:19dating the girl
40:20that has those
40:21expectations
40:22from her father
40:23I think it's a little
40:23tough
40:24what do you think
40:25what do you think
40:25she's saying to the
40:26girls right now
40:26about you
40:28I'm not really
40:28tripping bro
40:31another one
40:32bites the dust
40:32wait so you guys
40:33are like done
40:34you called it quits
40:36I gave him some space
40:37and then kind of
40:38reached out
40:39I kind of let him
40:40know like hey
40:41I'm gonna keep
40:41the band with you
40:42I feel like our
40:43exchange hasn't
40:44been as fluent
40:44in the beginning
40:45I feel like you
40:46were really invested
40:47and excited
40:48to get closer to me
40:49but I feel like now
40:50I'm not really sure
40:51how you feel
40:52and then I go on
40:53Instagram and like
40:54he's outside
40:56with Brian
40:56he went to the club
40:58over the weekend
40:58without you
41:00I was just like
41:01oh well maybe
41:02he's just
41:03dealing with whatever
41:04personal things
41:05he has going on
41:05and then I
41:06go on Instagram
41:07and I'm like
41:08oh you're at the club
41:10in a section
41:10you're outside
41:12and I'm inside
41:13waiting for your text
41:15did you speak with him
41:16after the club
41:17or did you just see him
41:18I did
41:19I did
41:19okay so you kind of
41:20confronted him about that
41:21I did
41:21and I sent him a message
41:22I know I kind of
41:23brought it up the other night
41:24but I'm bringing it up again
41:25because it's kind of
41:26weighing on me
41:27I want you to be happy
41:28getting closer to a person
41:29you really really like
41:31and if this is truly
41:32not that
41:33we don't have to do this
41:34the reason he gave
41:36didn't feel legitimate
41:37and we both agreed
41:38like let's just call it a quid
41:39I really wish
41:40we would have just
41:41stayed friends
41:41he doesn't have
41:43the experience
41:43of having like a girlfriend
41:45right in front of him
41:46that he has to court
41:47regularly
41:48you know what I mean
41:48and I just don't have
41:50the energy to teach
41:52a 27 year old man
41:54how to do that
41:54no
41:55there's nothing wrong
41:56with that at all
41:57like you know
41:58exactly what you want
41:59and if you weren't
42:01getting exactly
42:01what you want
42:02like you're not
42:02trying to waste your time
42:03you're not trying
42:04to waste his time
42:05and it's not even a one
42:06it's just a bare minimum
42:07you know
42:07when you get to know
42:08somebody it's dating
42:09it's going out
42:11and like courting properly
42:12and like being attentive
42:13and like
42:14because you want to pay
42:15attention to
42:15what this person does
42:16and how this person is
42:18I just
42:18I require that kind
42:20of attentiveness
42:22Shay I mean you tried
42:23yeah I did
42:24I really tried
42:26I stepped up
42:27romantically
42:29I handle situations
42:31in a grown matter
42:33in my opinion
42:33with me dating Coco
42:35for these last
42:36two or three months
42:37I think it
42:38gave me a new perception
42:39on what I want
42:41for my future
42:41it gave me even more
42:42of a clear head
42:43of what I won't tolerate
42:45what I will put up with
42:47and what I will accept
42:49and also what I want
42:50going forward
42:51I think I need a day
42:52older
42:53someone who's more
42:54established
42:55I want a queen bro
42:56I don't want a princess
42:57that make sense?
42:59like
42:59I want my girl
43:00to have her own
43:01I want my girl
43:02to be established
43:03with her career
43:04and what she wants
43:05in life
43:05knows what she wants
43:06and how she wants
43:06to go about it
43:08like a real woman
43:11not a girl
43:12that's still
43:13chasing princess treatment
43:16all the time
43:17damn sheesh
43:18that's really a lot
43:20for me
43:20granted see how
43:21you feel bro
43:22shit
43:22it didn't really
43:24work out
43:24I think for now
43:26it's single Chris
43:26all 26
43:28on your time?
43:29on my time
43:29what I want to do
43:30where I want to go
43:31leaving the seatbelt
43:33open
43:33riding dirty
43:35enough about me honey
43:37look look
43:38y'all peep this off
43:39what?
43:40pause
43:41what do you mean?
43:42girl she talking
43:43about Austin
43:43shout out
43:45oh
43:47you know
43:47seeing Austin
43:48post his
43:50relationship
43:51with the girl
43:52that he had told me
43:54he wasn't
43:55going in that
43:55direction with
43:56it was
43:57kind of a shock
43:59but at the same time
43:59no it wasn't
44:00because I always knew
44:02that there was
44:03something going on
44:04he just kind of
44:05made me feel
44:05like I was crazy
44:06and it's like
44:12I really just want
44:13Austin to be happy
44:14and if this makes
44:16him happy
44:16then I'm happy
44:17for him
44:18so I don't feel
44:19any sort of
44:20animosity towards
44:21him
44:21it was just
44:21kind of like
44:24people lost us
44:26and that's not
44:27our loss
44:28but we have
44:29each other
44:29and we found
44:29each other
44:30through our
44:31hearts
44:32yeah
44:32and like
44:33I'm so grateful
44:34like I see you
44:35guys at my wedding
44:36like I see you guys
44:37going through
44:38life experiences
44:38stop
44:39I won't cry
44:39stop
44:39but you know
44:40what I mean
44:40like you know
44:41it's really special
44:42like and we're
44:43so lucky
44:43because this is
44:44what we wanted
44:45through it
44:45you know
44:45and just because
44:46we didn't find
44:47it with everyone
44:48how lucky are we
44:49to have found
44:49it with even
44:50just us
44:52so don't cry
44:53don't go
44:56that's when I
44:57came into the
44:58love island
44:59experience
44:59like hoping
45:00for
45:01girl
45:02you know
45:02don't make me
45:03cry
45:03and
45:09maybe we're
45:10silly
45:10for having
45:11our heart
45:11as much
45:12as we did
45:12but
45:13yeah
45:14I'm just
45:14I'm glad
45:15that like
45:16at least
45:17we have
45:17each other
45:17no matter
45:19where you
45:20go
45:20you are
45:22never
45:22alone
45:36oh my god
45:38damn
45:40this is
45:41way more
45:42work than I
45:43expected
45:43oh
45:45my nurse
45:46and graduation
45:46cat
45:47I'm gonna put
45:48this here for
45:49now
45:49oh my gosh
45:53to finally
45:53be in my
45:54own place
45:55my own apartment
45:56my own castle
45:57it feels
45:59so free
45:59and
46:00Papa Papaya
46:02approves
46:03I don't like
46:04this
46:04it's like
46:05a flower
46:06growing out
46:07of power
46:07shit
46:08I still
46:09can see
46:10the look
46:10in his face
46:11that he
46:11doesn't want
46:12to let
46:12his little
46:13papaya
46:13go
46:14but he
46:15does approve
46:15and he
46:16knows that
46:17I'm safe
46:17which is
46:18the most
46:18important part
46:18this is crazy
46:20like how much
46:21the lip gloss
46:21a girl needs
46:26hi Miss Clarkies
46:30Amaya
46:30what's up
46:32baby girl
46:32I miss you
46:33I miss you
46:34more
46:35I'm at
46:36my castle
46:36and no matter
46:38how much
46:38I unpack bro
46:39the boxes
46:41just keep
46:41coming big
46:42it's like a
46:42bad nightmare
46:43there's more
46:44there's more
46:47but no
46:47honestly
46:48like I'm
46:48really happy
46:49that
46:49I just
46:51finally
46:51have a place
46:52where I
46:52could call
46:52home
46:53just a place
46:54where I feel
46:55like I've
46:55worked for
46:56you know
46:57I'm so happy
46:58for you
46:59oh my god
46:59wait do you
47:00want to see
47:00do you want to
47:01see the apartment
47:01did I show you
47:02give me a tour
47:03okay let me
47:03give you a tour
47:04this is one of my
47:06closets
47:06we're trying to do
47:07what I was saying
47:08period period
47:09this is the bathroom
47:10I'm going to make
47:11this into like
47:12old Hollywood
47:13country style
47:13and I also have
47:14a balcony
47:15you can see the
47:16water
47:17wait literally
47:18you can see the
47:18water from here
47:19and then that's the
47:20city
47:22the fact that I'm
47:24here
47:24been in my home
47:25together
47:25it's like wow
47:27I can't believe it
47:28I can't believe it
47:29I'm just very very
47:31proud of myself
47:31and I am happy
47:33to basically
47:34just make that
47:35little girl
47:35in me smile
47:36I just also
47:37wanted to say
47:38thank you
47:39you were such
47:40a great support
47:40system on this
47:41journey
47:42really does mean
47:42a lot
47:43and I really
47:44do have a lot
47:44of love for you
47:45seeing all of my
47:46friends do these
47:47amazing big things
47:49and accomplish
47:50these
47:50crazy goals
47:51is very
47:52motivating
47:53and I have
47:53so many things
47:54that I want
47:54to accomplish
47:55putting myself
47:56back into the
47:57cheer world
47:57owning multiple
47:59businesses
47:59and just
48:00continuing to
48:01grow into
48:02the best version
48:03of myself
48:04what's tea
48:06what's next
48:07for Amaya Papaya
48:09um
48:11I'm just
48:12going to
48:13continue on
48:15following my
48:16journey
48:18I'm so proud
48:19of you
48:20you're doing
48:20you're doing
48:20big things
48:21and even bigger
48:22it's coming up
48:23they don't even
48:24know Amaya
48:25when somebody
48:26calls your name
48:27you just have
48:27to go for it
48:28you know
48:29it's your passion
48:30this past year
48:31just taught me
48:32a lot of resilience
48:33and to keep
48:34on having faith
48:35and when life
48:37give you lemons
48:37make the fucking
48:38lemonade
48:38I just see Amaya
48:40papaya
48:40not stopping
48:41men who are
48:42gynecologist
48:43kind of freak me
48:44out
48:44you know
48:44I got a 97
48:45on my vagina
48:46exam
48:47we didn't get
48:49the happy ending
48:49on the villa
48:50in Fiji
48:51but this ending
48:52is better
48:53yeah
48:53this is so cute
48:54my girlfriend
48:55oh yes
48:56TJ
48:57this is the way
48:58it was supposed
48:58to be
48:59and look at us
49:00now
49:00look at us
49:00now
49:01we made it
49:02you made it
49:08what was that
49:14I never would have
49:16thought
49:16I could be
49:17doing long distance
49:18I don't think
49:19anybody would
49:20choose this
49:23it's strengthened
49:24our relationship
49:25it has made
49:26me more
49:29like hopeful
49:30for what the future
49:31looks like for us
49:32Christmas PJ
49:33it's a friend's giving
49:35my life
49:36in a year
49:37should have been
49:38my life
49:38over the span
49:39of like six years
49:40there's so many
49:41opportunities that lie
49:42ahead
49:42I want to
49:43travel the world
49:45have fun
49:46get married
49:47and have babies
49:48you know
49:49I met somebody
49:50yesterday
49:50and she told me
49:51I'm gluten free
49:52fuck is gluten
49:53my first time
49:54in the west coast
49:55was this past summer
49:56and now I'm moving here
49:57it's so crazy
49:59and this experience
50:00it forced me to change
50:01in a lot of ways
50:01that I needed to change
50:03and hearing
50:06people like my mom
50:08say I changed
50:09it means a lot
50:17I'm so glad
50:18that I went on this
50:19crazy ass show
50:21and guess what
50:23we have more crazy ass
50:25memories to be more made
50:26okay so get prepared
50:27make sure that buckle seat
50:28is buckle up
50:36why not bring a white Christmas
50:38to LA
50:45tomorrow night
50:46a new bomb scene
50:47enters the room
50:48yeah guys
50:49yeah guys
50:49like I got a few properties
50:56that was good
50:57that was good
50:58to go
50:58yeah
50:59I got a little help
51:00in the sky
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