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00:09Previously on Love Island beyond the villa. Iris, what are you doing? Oh
00:15Oh fuck oh fuck
00:17You and Coco though, you know what you gotta do bro. Get some cojones. How's it going? Fuck at the
00:23villa. We just slept and woke up
00:26No little no, we haven't even kissed yet. TJ's birthday. Yes 80s theme. Yes
00:36I feel like we aren't included in a lot of conversations
00:39I mean they're having a group conversation right now and none of them are asking where we are or for
00:44us to join
00:46Would you be open to like having like a conversation with like pepe and stuff? He told me lies about
00:51tj. I can't really like
00:53She passed that. Why would you want to go to LA? There's a lot of opportunity there
00:58So just fuck Oklahoma
00:59Oh
01:25Hi, I'm Hannah.
01:26Hi, I'm Paige.
01:27Nice to meet you.
01:28Nice to meet you.
01:28Nice to meet you.
01:29Where is Clark?
01:30I think she's just in the green room right now getting ready.
01:33Okay.
01:33Do you know how much?
01:35I think she said about 20 minutes.
01:37Are you a friend of hers?
01:38Yeah, I am.
01:39I'm here for moral support, but...
01:41Love that.
01:42Suggestion.
01:42Do you want to get some test shots of me and my cat?
01:45You and your cat?
01:46Yeah.
01:47You brought your cat?
01:48This is Paris.
01:49Oh, hi, Paris.
01:50Clark wanted to get some pictures done to further her modeling career.
01:55So I thought, why not take some pictures of my cat?
01:59I know Clark takes a long time to get ready, so I think she'll understand.
02:07We're ready for our glamour shot.
02:10She has about 30 seconds of patience, but my mom will kill me if I don't make a Christmas
02:15card.
02:16Sounds good.
02:16Are you ready, my superstar?
02:18Come on.
02:19Princess Paris Penelope.
02:20I named her after my idol, Paris Hilton, of course.
02:24Paris.
02:24Oh my goodness.
02:26She has an outfit on.
02:27She's like me.
02:27She's a diva.
02:28You know?
02:29Like, she is my little diva.
02:31Would you mind closing that just in case?
02:33Oh, yes.
02:34Yeah, absolutely.
02:37Oh.
02:38That scared her.
02:40Paris.
02:41Oh my gosh.
02:42Come here.
02:44Paris.
02:46Stop.
02:47Paris is on the naughty list.
02:49Got her.
02:50Okay.
02:51She got a little nervous.
02:54All right.
02:55Gorgeous.
02:56Cute.
02:57Coming a little closer.
02:59Hannah!
02:59What the hell going on out here?
03:01I need to make a Christmas card.
03:05It's okay.
03:06I take forever.
03:07Wait.
03:08Grab her.
03:08Grab her.
03:08Grab her.
03:10She's had enough.
03:12So what kind of shoot do you want to do today?
03:14I think when someone visits my social media page, I want like a more professional vibe.
03:20Okay.
03:23Gorgeous.
03:26Give us everything.
03:28Yeah, this looks great.
03:37Do you have management?
03:38Yeah.
03:39Okay.
03:40And how has it been?
03:41I mean, it is hard not being in LA because there's so much opportunity here.
03:45Do you want to live here or?
03:47I'm definitely open to living here, but I think it's just a thing of weighing out my options.
03:53Doing this photo shoot, you know, it makes me excited for the opportunities out here in LA.
03:58But in the back of my head, you know, I remind myself, it's definitely going to make it more difficult
04:04in a long distance relationship.
04:07Taylor has a ranch.
04:09Taylor has a ranch.
04:09She has the lifestyle figured out.
04:10He knows exactly what it is that he wants to do.
04:12But for me, it's going to take some figuring out.
04:15I'm just going to turn one light on over here.
04:17Sorry.
04:18So when we were in the car on the way to Palm Springs and you were saying how last Christmas
04:22was not it for you.
04:24I'm not going to lie, that pissed me off a little bit.
04:25No.
04:27Usually you celebrate Christmas with like your family and friends.
04:30Last year I was alone.
04:32Oh, Hannah, I wish I knew you last year.
04:34No, I was really sad.
04:35I had a broken arm.
04:36Aww.
04:37Did you get it right?
04:37I was like, damn, why couldn't I have known Hannah last year?
04:41Last Christmas, I had just gotten in a car accident.
04:43So I was like kind of bedridden.
04:45And then my family went up to Phoenix.
04:48They had to take like a two hour drive and I was not ready to be in the car yet.
04:51So I just sat on the couch all day and watched Grey's Anatomy.
04:54The holidays are supposed to be fun.
04:56Like it would be nice to like get the gang together.
04:58I agree.
04:59What if I like threw a Christmas party?
05:01But Love Island style, like sexy, like that theme.
05:05Yes.
05:05Hell yeah.
05:05Should I do it?
05:06Hell yeah.
05:06Care if Taylor comes then?
05:09Cause...
05:09Girl.
05:11Has it been weird living with Taylor?
05:13Like is that your vibe?
05:15Um, no.
05:16No.
05:16I feel like I was okay with spending so much long-term time with him because he was hurt.
05:23But I want to make sure that I have things going for myself.
05:26You need like that security that you can be independent.
05:28Yes.
05:29Since coming out of the villa, Clark has spent like every waking moment with Taylor.
05:34So I think Taylor thinks that Clark's world revolves around him.
05:38And now is a perfect opportunity to branch out and experience more things for her career.
05:43I don't want to be doing wifey things when we're not husband and wife.
05:46No wifey shit at a girlfriend's salary.
05:48Period queen.
05:49Exactly.
05:53I came.
05:54I took a clean up party.
05:56Roll up in my Ferrari.
05:58I bring the bags beneath the ass.
06:00Yeah, look at that.
06:01Oh, I came.
06:02I took a clean up party.
06:04So let's just stay.
06:05Long time in the city.
06:06All right.
06:07Basketball coach, champ.
06:09What's good with you?
06:10Challenging fam.
06:11Hey, how are you?
06:11Welcome to the yard.
06:12How are you?
06:13Good.
06:13Good.
06:14Come on in.
06:14Let me show you what you're going to be doing today.
06:19Oh, I already see some.
06:21Are we?
06:22Wait, we're running?
06:24Well, I have an ab cramp.
06:26I'm just going to stretch.
06:31Look who it is.
06:33Yo!
06:35Hey!
06:37My boy.
06:38What's poppin'?
06:39How are you, handsome?
06:41Look at this guy.
06:42I arrived in the villa the first week.
06:44I came in with the open.
06:45OG crew.
06:50Hook her up on three.
06:53You're welcome.
06:54Jayden and I left the villa together, coupled up.
06:58And, uh, yeah, that fizzled out pretty quickly.
07:01I do feel like I was blindsided.
07:04I did send you a message saying, like,
07:07if you were planning on dating or hooking up with other people,
07:11if you could just let me know.
07:13And then you didn't.
07:17Hey, what you been up to then?
07:18Just been doing more content stuff.
07:23Welcome home, Charles.
07:24Thumbs up.
07:25We like Remy's right up.
07:26Great, right.
07:27So I'm glad that Charlie's in, because, like...
07:29It's easier to do it with somebody that's on the same way.
07:31Yeah, bro, it's so much easier.
07:33So, like, who you been, like, kicking it, like, post-show,
07:35and stuff like that?
07:36Yeah, Charlie Jeremiah.
07:38Um, I'm honestly, honestly, it's whenever he has me
07:42hold his bags or something.
07:44That's usually what it is.
07:46He's like, man, I need an assistant for the day.
07:48Then, like, a lot of the costs of people.
07:50Yeah, Grayson.
07:51Grayson and I kick it pretty often.
07:53She's cool.
07:54Um, what's up with that face?
07:57I don't know.
07:57She's listening.
07:58Mm-hmm.
08:10We're gonna get some food.
08:12We want that guacamole tower right there.
08:14Salsas as well?
08:15Yes.
08:16Okay.
08:16I'm so excited for us to just be able to, like, sit down and chat.
08:19Mmm.
08:20Yes, yes.
08:21What'd y'all do this weekend?
08:23I just recharged.
08:24After that trip, oh my gosh, that was the best trip, but that was a heavy one.
08:29Actually, honestly, a very, like, beautiful connecting moment for all of us.
08:33Yeah.
08:34And I know we were all feeling kind of in the same boat, you know, feeling a little excluded
08:40in the doubt.
08:41Yeah.
08:41Yeah.
08:42I hope I'll be able to have that conversation with, like, some of the girls, like, Amaya
08:45and Iris and Hannah, because, like, I enjoy being around them.
08:48We just want y'all to want us.
08:49Right.
08:50Like, you know, we're all grown women.
08:52Like, you know, we have respect for ourselves and we respect them, so it's not like we're
08:55gonna beg, like, please, like, please hang out with me.
08:59Yeah, exactly.
09:00I want to spend time with those girls.
09:02Hello, hello, hello.
09:04How are you?
09:06You look gorge.
09:10Oh, shit.
09:11Hold on.
09:12Hold on.
09:12Hannah texted me.
09:13Salsa Tower.
09:14Yeah, I'm about to tear this down, so.
09:16Thank you so much.
09:18Guys, Hannah just texted me.
09:20Come slay with me.
09:21Sexy Christmas Love Island style.
09:24Invite your friends a day or other islanders detail to follow.
09:28Oh, shit.
09:29Like a Christmas party.
09:31You're...
09:32Say less.
09:34Okay, so you're obviously bringing Chris as your date.
09:37Diring you.
09:39Actually, no.
09:41What the helly?
09:42Why do you mean?
09:42I'm just kidding.
09:43Oh, I was like, damn.
09:45It was just so dramatic.
09:46I needed that.
09:48Um, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
09:49That's my guy.
09:50After Palm Springs, I feel like me and Chris are really on the same page in a way.
09:55Just having each other to lean on was special.
09:58I felt it so heavily.
10:01He made me feel like he was a safe space.
10:03Chris was even celibate for months.
10:05I mean, I don't know if he's celibate right now, but...
10:07Oh, I know.
10:08Yeah, so I don't...
10:09He's not, like, around being a hoe.
10:12I know Jeremiah and Austin weren't celibate.
10:16Jeremiah, you bringing a date?
10:17Yeah, dating in LA is just tricky for sure.
10:19You had to find, like, a library or a coffee spot.
10:21You ever seen, uh, Scott Pilgrim vs. The World?
10:23Yeah.
10:23Like, finding, like, Ramona at the library, like, some shit like that.
10:26That's what I want, bro.
10:27So you bringing Grayson?
10:29No, I know he made a face when it came to Grayson.
10:31We're genuinely, like, friends.
10:33Like, we're good friends.
10:35And I don't want to cross that line.
10:37I love Grayson to death.
10:38She's probably the girl I'm closest with.
10:40It's not like we're hooking up every time we're hanging out,
10:43because the physicality stuff fizzled out.
10:45I more see it as, like, you know, friends with two or three times benefit.
10:51And also, like, I kind of like being a little bit of a hoe, you know what I'm saying?
10:57I don't know if Austin's a hoe, but at least bro's truthful about his shit.
11:00He's saying anything.
11:01Go ahead, bro.
11:02Live your life.
11:03He is Austin a hoe.
11:04No, Austin's a slut.
11:05And, um, you know, we're living for it.
11:06I'm enjoying my time right now.
11:08I'll be 27 in a month.
11:10Maybe we'll reevaluate then.
11:11Come on.
11:13I'm really close with Austin.
11:14I don't know what's going on kind of with us right now.
11:19Wait.
11:20I'm sorry.
11:21But to look out for you,
11:23took a look out for my girl.
11:26Um, Austin is also one of my best friends, too.
11:29Mm-hmm.
11:29Has he not been talking to Rave since July?
11:32Are they still talking?
11:33To my knowledge, yes.
11:38Outside of the Islanders, Graven is my only friend here.
11:42I know her from Hawaii.
11:43We both moved out to L.A. together.
11:45She confides in me, anything to do with Austin,
11:48because I introduced them.
11:49Mm-hmm.
11:50And to my knowledge, they had made things exclusive.
11:55Mm-hmm.
12:11I do know that they met when we got right out of the villa.
12:21Mm-hmm.
12:21I do know that a month later, he told me that he, like, broke things off.
12:26Like, they were over.
12:27That was pretty much the last time I ever talked to him about her.
12:31So I never knew that there was still a relationship going on.
12:35I just know that Rave talks about Austin all the time.
12:38Mm-mm.
12:39Mm-mm.
12:39I just know that you've been around him and his family.
12:42Well, yeah.
12:43I have spent some time with his family.
12:45And I know that she has as well.
12:47Ooh!
12:52That was not expecting us.
12:54I didn't realize that there was still something going on.
12:57But it's good to know.
12:57And maybe that's a conversation...
12:59And exclusivity is crazy.
12:59...that you could ask him about.
13:00Exclusivity is crazy.
13:01Because I don't want to be speaking for him.
13:03Austin!
13:04Freaking Austin!
13:05What are you doing?
13:07I felt more emotionally connected to Austin
13:11than I have felt with, like, anyone in years, I'd say.
13:15We were spending so much time with each other
13:17that you could have told me you were in a relationship.
13:19You know, that would have cleared things up real fast.
13:21How physical was your relationship with Austin?
13:25I mean, we did have, like, a physical relationship.
13:29We were very affectionate with each other.
13:31If you hang out with someone, like,
13:33you have sex more than, like, you know, a couple times.
13:38He knew me front to back.
13:40I think the guys coming out of the villa
13:42are living in a fairytale land.
13:46Go be a rockstar.
13:48I know and love you.
13:49Yeah.
13:50And I know and love Raven.
13:51Exactly.
13:51And I know and love Austin, and that's not okay.
13:53Just try not to get involved with it until...
13:56That's not my business.
13:57Right.
13:57Until I get there, because...
13:59I'm no dumbass.
14:01Like, if I was this girl, I would be a little, like, red.
14:06Oh, this is messy as fuck.
14:17You know, big cars are like girls with really big asses.
14:20I kind of don't know what to do with it.
14:24On his ass.
14:28Yeah.
14:28Hey.
14:29How you doing?
14:30How you doing?
14:31Have a nice day.
14:32You too.
14:32You too.
14:33See ya.
14:35She's pretty too.
14:36IRL trolling it.
14:38It's called being a man child, bro.
14:39You're taking notes.
14:40Yes, sir.
14:44Can I help you find anything?
14:47We have some noble fur over here, Douglas fur.
14:50These are silver tips are quite popular.
14:52What about this one?
14:53No, too big.
14:54I think we have a different opinion on Christmas trees.
14:56I like this one.
14:58Ours.
15:00Be fucking for our...
15:01Wait, what's wrong with it?
15:02It's easy to put ornaments on.
15:04I just love the things that people don't love, typically.
15:09Like me.
15:22Oh, my God.
15:24Oh, my God.
15:25Hell, yeah.
15:26Watch out, slow post.
15:28Let me focus.
15:28Hold on.
15:29Let me get to the wall.
15:31It's cold.
15:32My toes are cold.
15:33Yeah, my nose is leaking.
15:33Where Amaya?
15:34Did you not hear?
15:35She had to get, like, emergency surgery.
15:37For what?
15:37Like, I think she got, like, part of her intestine.
15:42Because she had told me, like, a couple days ago.
15:44She wasn't feeling good.
15:45In Palm Springs?
15:46No, like, right when we got back.
15:49That has to be, like, the worst pain ever.
15:51Damn, I didn't even know that.
15:52Amaya texted in our group chat to let us know what was happening.
15:56I wish her nothing but the best and all of the healing energy.
15:59Because nobody wants to be alone during the holidays.
16:02We need to bring her, like, flowers and some papayas and some truffle pasta.
16:07I'm never complaining about anything ever again.
16:10You complain when you wake up with a scratchy comb.
16:12Okay.
16:33Hi, Peppa Girl!
16:35Hi, baby!
16:36How are you?
16:37Oh, my God.
16:38I'm doing way better now.
16:40No, your hair looks fire.
16:42Yes, Babiana!
16:44My bob is activated, baby.
16:46I was, like, in the hospital in L.A.
16:48But I'm really happy to be feeling better again.
16:51I fucking hate the hospital.
16:52Especially when you're, like, not in your city and you can't have, like, family come see you.
16:57Like, what is it if you're comfortable, like, talking about it?
17:00Yeah, no, so basically it's, like, it's Crohn's disease.
17:03So when I get flare-ups, it's like my intestines are going into each other, which causes abdominal cramping.
17:11I've been having abdominal pains since November 2024.
17:15After that, my flare-ups was three more times.
17:18Then in the summertime, I had a break.
17:20Snuck back on me like a necks.
17:22I felt like I was gonna die earlier tonight.
17:25But I am nervous for tomorrow.
17:29So if I have some battle scars in my stomach, they're beauty scars.
17:35It definitely was, like, a very scary moment for me.
17:37I called 911 on my own and the EMS took me to the hospital in L.A.
17:43But with that time, it was just a reset.
17:49Because I didn't have time to be by myself for the longest of time.
17:55I've been literally living on a plane.
17:57Whenever I'm home, it's for two to three days.
17:59And then, boom, I'm back outside.
18:02I'm back, not back outside, pregnant.
18:03I'm back outside working.
18:04That probably was my body giving up and telling me, like, yo, chill.
18:08It was just, like, a reminder that if you don't have health, you don't have anything.
18:13Because I remember speaking to you.
18:15You were giving me so much advice.
18:17And you're like, bro, don't overwork yourself.
18:19Like, take it slow.
18:20And look what happened.
18:21Last year in the spring, we were filming Beyond the Villa.
18:24And I was admitted to the hospital for, like, five to six days.
18:28And had emergency surgeries on the kidney stones in my kidney.
18:32I have a stent in my kidney.
18:33So it's, like, a tube, basically, that's, like, helping me, like, pee.
18:38Wait, what?
18:39You pee through a poem.
18:40Honestly, like, I appreciate you so much for reaching out.
18:43We were two cents of gangsters.
18:46I told my mom and I told my dad, I was like, maybe I needed that to happen for me
18:51to just
18:51really gain my mental stability again and for me to be grounded.
18:55And in a way, I feel like, I feel blessed that that happened.
18:59If you need any help, you want to go out, have a wine at night.
19:02You know, I know you always are cooking.
19:04So, like, can you come over?
19:06Yes.
19:07Yes, baby.
19:08I'm going to come over and make some food.
19:10Mwah, mwah, mwah.
19:10Love you.
19:11Love you.
19:20What's good, man?
19:22How you doing?
19:23Good.
19:24How are you, man?
19:24Not too bad.
19:25How's your day been?
19:26I'm shopping right now, bro.
19:27Home, home, home.
19:28Long time no see, though, bro.
19:30No, bro.
19:31Where have I been?
19:32I've been busy.
19:34I've been working a lot of work, which is in Miami, which is Art Basel, which I got a
19:38lot of great opportunities coming out of that.
19:41And now I'm home.
19:42Home for the rest of the year.
19:44How was Palm Springs?
19:45Yeah, bro.
19:46I was kind of upset you didn't pull up, bro.
19:47I was excited to see you and shit.
19:49Where was you at?
19:49Bro, I had a whole mess of trouble.
19:52I was supposed to get home from Miami the day before.
19:56Yeah.
19:56Flight got canceled.
19:58So then I just, I got off the plane and just stayed in Miami one more night.
20:01That's good, bro.
20:02I understand.
20:02Trust me, I saw your golf swing, bro.
20:05You got to get right, man.
20:07You an athlete for everything but that.
20:10I saw the grass fly.
20:12I didn't see the ball move.
20:17There's a little Christmas party, a little pop-up if you want to pull up, bro.
20:22Okay, bet.
20:23If I'm being honest with you, I'd hope that when I'm not there that there's no cloud hanging
20:27over people's heads about me and hoping we could go into the holiday party and mend these
20:32things so we can be in the same rooms together.
20:34Who all is going to be there?
20:35Everybody's going to show up?
20:36Yeah, everybody should be there.
20:37Okay, bet.
20:38I would like to talk to Iris and TJ because obviously we were all in that triangle relationship
20:44with Iris at the top.
20:46All I want for Christmas is some peace.
20:49Yeah, bro.
20:50We'd love to see you, fam.
20:51Yeah, I'll pull up.
20:52It'll be a good time, bro.
21:08You know, I wanted to bring you out here when it was sunny and whatnot, but I don't control
21:14the weather.
21:15Good friends becoming strangers.
21:18We've grown in different ways.
21:21Don't see each other's angle.
21:24And that's so cool.
21:26I appreciate it.
21:27Okay.
21:29I wish we could be together every day.
21:31Me too.
21:33You know that's different.
21:35Not realistic.
21:36Not happening.
21:39Me and Taylor haven't spent longer than two weeks apart from each other.
21:44I'm definitely excited to have Taylor here for Hannah's party.
21:48Hello.
21:49What up?
21:50Hannah's throwing a Christmas party.
21:53So can you fly in?
21:54Yes, I will be there.
21:56Okay.
21:57As time goes on, the time apart grows and grows and grows.
22:01So it's like, I need more quality time.
22:04How you like in LA?
22:07I like it a lot.
22:09It does remind me of a bigger Charlotte, obviously.
22:12Like it's very similar.
22:13It's just, there's more people here.
22:15There's more companies and brands here, more photographers out here.
22:20I think I just want to spend more time like building up my image and exploring the different
22:32ways that that could look.
22:34Making appearances here and there at different brand events.
22:38There's like opportunity for me to do something all the time.
22:41You know?
22:42I feel it.
22:43If Taylor wants to live in Oklahoma, that is a-okay.
22:47But I definitely want to build something for myself.
22:51I can see myself living here.
22:54That's more of the speed.
22:55Yeah.
22:56The hustle culture in LA embodies who I am as a person.
23:00I'm always working towards something and wanting to better myself as a person.
23:04Do you like it?
23:05What?
23:06I mean, it's cool periodically, like for a week.
23:09Two weeks?
23:11You might be pushing it.
23:14What don't you like?
23:16I like the quiet life.
23:18I mean, it's pretty chill right here.
23:21I like quietness, peace, my own space.
23:27Okay.
23:29Of course, it's sad being apart from each other during the long distance deal.
23:33You know, we both know we're busy people and we're going to make it a priority to see each
23:36other.
23:37But I definitely feel being part compromising.
23:40You know, me wanting to be country.
23:41Her wanting me city.
23:42And just finding a middle ground.
23:46You think you'll be able to survive with the cost of living here?
23:50With the way you want to live?
23:54Perfect.
23:54Thank you so much.
23:58I appreciate it.
24:00We're going to see.
24:01We're going to figure it out.
24:02I mean, I say go for it.
24:05I'm going to support you regardless.
24:09You know, my eyes ain't moving here.
24:11This ain't my speed, but I got two more years of school.
24:16So, you know, you can have your little time in LA.
24:19My little one-two?
24:20Yeah.
24:20Get it?
24:21One-two years?
24:24Just as long as you happy, I'm happy type of beat.
24:27Period.
24:57You look great.
24:59Sleigh party day!
25:01I have a big snow globe that you can stand in.
25:04You can go inside of me.
25:05No!
25:06Oh, shit!
25:07Get in there!
25:07Yay!
25:09I have snow machine.
25:11I have spiked hot chocolate.
25:13I have a kissing booth.
25:16Cookies that are dressed like little islanders.
25:19They have, like, little boobs.
25:21More boobs than me.
25:23We're going to make sure that no little grinches are stealing my Christmas.
25:27You could write your name on the naughty or nice.
25:30Oh, yeah.
25:30TJ, you're going to be naughty?
25:31No!
25:36You're with the candy cane.
25:38Oh, shit!
25:39Buddy the Elm showed up!
25:40How are you?
25:41Iris, how are you?
25:41Good to see you.
25:42Good to see you, too.
25:43What up, Po?
25:44You good?
25:47I need a drink.
25:48You want some hot cocoa?
25:49I know you want some cocoa.
25:51Wait, are we wearing the same dress?
25:52I'm going to go.
25:53I'm going to go.
25:54Wow!
25:56I feel like I'm back in Love Island.
25:57Hi!
25:58Hi!
26:00Hi, guys.
26:02I'm going to go.
26:03Hey, again.
26:04I can't believe how long it's been since I've seen you.
26:07You look amazing.
26:11Coco!
26:13Wait, are we wearing the same dress?
26:18Wait, really?
26:19Is it?
26:20No.
26:20No, definitely.
26:21Definitely.
26:21It's not the same?
26:22No, no.
26:22Mine's like bathing suit material.
26:24Chris looks so adorable tonight.
26:27Honestly, I helped him pick it out.
26:30How are you?
26:31I love that.
26:31This is the tallest elf in L.A., okay?
26:37J Money.
26:39Jerry.
26:39Wow, Jerry.
26:41You're going to get food?
26:42I am grab her, bro.
26:42I'm happy.
26:46This is very cute, see?
26:48No, this is cute.
26:48Andrina.
26:49Here's the shirt.
26:50Oh, and Grayson, too.
26:51Yay!
26:52Look, we're twinning.
26:54We are twinning.
26:55So cute.
26:55I'm so glad at least someone else did the whole Santa thing.
26:58You know when Santa Claus loses his pants in the chimney?
27:02That's, like, Grayson.
27:03Gorgeous.
27:04I would've matched, too, when my stuff didn't come in time.
27:06Oh, your pink panties didn't come in time?
27:08I'm freezing my ass off, and at least I got bottoms on.
27:11She definitely probably feels a draft.
27:13Has anyone seen Grayson's pants?
27:16Sit down, Santa.
27:17Do I take your seat, Santa?
27:19No, I could sit on Santa's lap.
27:21Come on, baby.
27:23No.
27:24So, like, Austin and I are kind of, like, going through some weird stuff right now.
27:28Yeah.
27:28He's going to be here, I believe.
27:30So, like, I might have a conversation with him just about some things that I've heard.
27:35And honestly, it probably won't be, like, as big of a deal, because you know how I am.
27:39Is it more of a conversation or, like, a confrontation?
27:41It's a little of both.
27:42I'll try to keep it light, but I just want you to know, like, if I'm over there, like, ruin
27:48this fucking party.
27:49I don't even care.
27:50Honestly, ruin it, because I'll be sitting there like, yeah!
27:52Get his ass!
27:53Get his ass!
27:54And then, like, I find out at brunch that he has a girlfriend.
27:59What?
27:59He has a girlfriend?
28:01Like, they're dating.
28:02Boyfriend, girlfriend.
28:03Like, they're exclusive.
28:04I didn't even know Grayson and Austin were together.
28:07This is the first time hearing of all of this, but I don't slut shame around here.
28:11I won't say anything about Austin, because I've seen worse.
28:15I'm from Arizona, guys.
28:17Keep going.
28:18It's not a big deal.
28:19But anyways, I just think that, like, we just need to talk a little.
28:21Austin doesn't have a girlfriend.
28:22No.
28:23Yeah.
28:23And obviously, like, I never wanted to go there, like, because we decided not to do it on camera.
28:27But here we are.
28:29I know nothing about Austin and Grayson.
28:31Of course, the situation turned into Friends of Benefits.
28:34He's a womanizer.
28:36That hurts.
28:37And I know that hurts.
28:38And I don't want you to think, like, that you deserve that.
28:41Yeah.
28:42You know?
28:44They're like, they're like, they're like, we're done with this.
28:47Can I'm singin' like oooo- recovery?
28:54Wishing I could kiss you.
28:57Merry Christmas.
28:58Hello, Charlie.
28:59Clecoming up.
29:00Thank you very much for the invite.
29:01You're welcome.
29:02Thank you very much.
29:03Thank you very much.
29:04I'm so glad I got to see you.
29:05I've been excited as hell to do this.
29:07I think so.
29:08shows up his abs are out kind of looks like he made his own vest if i was wearing what
29:12austin
29:12was wearing right now i would be freezing my ass off hey okay sir whatever i'm right and not
29:19the cane i'm charlie nice to meet you come here great sounds like a lot like what
29:29iris actually iris you were there come here what was grayson talking about okay so she wanted to
29:34have a talk tonight i've been wanting to have a talk with her because i mean there's some stuff
29:38we need to get straight this is my first event you know seeing everybody supposed to be a fun night
29:44so
29:44the fact that you know grayson doesn't have any pants on it just seems like this serious
29:50conversation should wait till you know we're both a little more appropriately clothed are you freezing
29:57stay strong brother what's up brother hey you ripping some shots or what okay
30:02okay oh my gosh
30:23this is real what do you mean it's real that hurts when you touch it it's sequins
30:34so
30:46no pepe pepe pepe no no no no no no no no oh my god i really don't know why
30:52he would show up tonight
30:52tana's party walking in alone you know what respect to the man jay i'm happy he came last time me
30:59and pepe
31:00were under the same roof i called him a pussy so i'm surprised he wants round two okay
31:06i've been waiting for this
31:28great bro you good he came all black oh my god whether that's hey what you want me to do
31:35i just don't want to
31:36talk to him okay showing up to my party though it's crazy that is crazy that is pretty crazy it's
31:42crazy i wonder who invited him no punches like it right this knee brace no need just knee breaks
31:50that's it that's it bro i'm not cool with pip at this point because he's a nothing but her iris
31:56her tj
31:57go to shake jeremiah's hand and it's like the tj incident all over again
32:03kind of like a turtle knight what's up i was hoping that jeremiah would would accept it as
32:09just plain respecting but now i know the vibe we're on i don't want like my sugar to see me
32:15get
32:15me because i'm like so sweet no show him hurricane hannah she's ripping through the party
32:28in the spirit of christmas i just hope austin and i can come to some sort of understanding
32:35i think that there is like a lot of miscommunication going on you're the only other eccentrically dressed
32:40person like me here yeah i'm gonna hear austin out before i just kick him in the jingle bells i'm
32:48a
32:48sexy elf they're asking who invited pepe i told him what we were doing i said if you want to
32:56pull up
32:56pull up i'm actually shocked that pepe pulled up but i'm also proud of him and he went through that
33:01same experience with all of us and we shouldn't count him out i know that you didn't have any
33:06feelings i'm not trying to be messy that's not even how you are maybe he came here to have hard
33:11conversations maybe he's finally going to own up to some things yes i want to throw a drink in his
33:18face and tell him that he is chopped and unc i think pepe needs to off and get out of
33:24my space
33:26remember how we were talking about like me putting myself out there and like
33:28you know trying to like shake hands and make peace or whatever yeah i just tried to do with jeremiah
33:33what'd he say he was like no i'm good he's evil and i'm like get behind me i don't know
33:38why not
33:39like as a man you can't you're not shaking a man's hand they feel their own way though and i
33:44feel my
33:44way too like you you're acting like i don't have a reason to feel the way i feel they acting
33:48like i
33:49gotta kiss their ass i think you going up to them and be like yo we got to talk they
33:54would demand much
33:55more respect but you're gonna have to bite the bullet i'm not doing it you have to
34:03i've been in pepe's shoes i know how it is to walk into somewhere where you kind of know a
34:08lot of
34:08people probably don't want you there early on i had the tough conversations i put my pride to the
34:13side so we'll see how it goes for him how are you good how are you doing i'm good you
34:18cold yeah it's cold
34:22um respect you showing up today of course i know it's a lot i think you've got some conversations to
34:29have no i don't i don't like that it's weird we're supposed to hear each other out but like nobody
34:35wants to hear my side of it so it's like can i say something harsh yeah go for it i
34:41think that if you
34:43leave here today without having those conversations that's you tucking your tail between your legs
34:49and that's cowardly coming here for a second time even though the first time turned out a certain way
34:55with hannah saying i'm a pussy and then coming here now i took the risk okay but you got two
35:03feet in
35:04right now and you just need to keep taking those steps i really really really encourage you be that
35:12man now or never i don't know if that's fully what pepe wanted to hear but i really do believe
35:20in
35:21accountability and i hope that pepe came to own up to where he went wrong otherwise pepe
35:29you might be in some trouble cheers to a great night happy holidays to all our fans happy holidays
35:37yeah baby how many cookies is that i mean you gotta slow down
35:42you've had like five cookies at the end of the day i know austin will always hear me out but
35:47right now
35:48austin's distracted by the ginger boobs these are my latest austin put down the cookies we need to talk
35:56excuse me what i've been preaching all december what i've been preaching don't know mistletoe
36:02i found some let's go find some mistletoe oh no wait wait what oh my stinky little stinky
36:13you hella silly and i feel like this is the perfect time is it coco is gorgeous bro like she's
36:20looking
36:21all uh uh mood is right time is right
36:30so you don't want to have a special moment for the mistletoe
36:33thank you for the special moment boy's been pushing the mistletoe thing for i mean like since
36:40thanksgiving i'm like okay we have some mistletoe
36:55i just wanted our first kiss to be a little more intimate a little more private but he wanted so
37:10bad i noticed we're being very conservative with our kisses after we made out with 17 million men
37:18this summer
37:26come on guys give us a little more they shared a first kiss
37:31honestly i was really surprised that you invited me to this like it made me pretty happy
37:36well you know we're probably gonna have to talk at some point yeah obviously he's not cool with anybody
37:41here so i think that that would take a lot for him to step into a place like this and
37:48he has expressed
37:50that he wants to have conversations if he does want to have a conversation he needs to take
37:55accountability for all the lies absolutely but wait can i play devil's advocate for a second no i'll
38:00go up to this pj pj we're going together i'm gonna let him know all the and lies he said
38:07about me
38:08i got receipts i got text messages i got screenshots i feel like i studied for an exam and i'm
38:13walking
38:13in to ace this test yo pep what's up bro i think we got some to speak about we do
38:21yeah you want to
38:22speak here we can all sit in for this conversation i'm gonna be honest with you can i speak with
38:26him
38:26if that's okay no he's my boyfriend okay what did you uh what you want to talk about um i
38:34just want
38:34to know why the you're lying on my name bro what you want to talk about um i just want
38:50to know why
38:51the you're lying on my name bro well i what did i say about your name okay
38:56so you told her that i told you that she cheated on you with me in koreatown that night you
39:02got
39:02caught i never once told her yes you did you want to see the text there's a text message
39:09iris and you sucked tj's dick and went to see him without that is not me okay and here's number
39:14two
39:15pull up your phone with the actual yo can we get a charger for real can we get a charger
39:20he said that
39:21when her and tj met up tj told him that iris sucked his dick and that's why it was a
39:27cheating scandal
39:28but that never happened so tj's like why did you say this and then also he told iris that grayson
39:35and
39:35tj had sex which didn't happen which didn't happen these lies are tallying up oh to be a fly on
39:41the wall
39:42in that conversation tj all i gotta say is you better work i just said you know tj and then
39:50you
39:50said number one he said otherwise and he didn't say that he said otherwise i wasn't talking about you
39:55who were you talking about bro i heard a lot of things from that night and i don't know any
39:59of
40:00any of this true you told her that i had sex with grayson did you say that uh somebody told
40:04me that you
40:05hooked up with a couple of people at a party was telling her i was like look i heard that
40:09he's doing his
40:10thing he's having a good time and that's it i'm not going to let you just sit here and gaslight
40:14us
40:15and try to make us believe that you're telling the truth right now sorry like and i'm making her upset
40:19you want to know why i'm upset it's because you went on a podcast and you said that i had
40:23a
40:23word for a cheating scandal we got off the island and she had a cheating scandal
40:28iris did uh-huh did i know that you guys were meeting up together that night yes i know i'll
40:34show
40:34you the text i'll show you the text i told you don't text him either talk to him in person
40:39so you knew but i didn't know you went that night i didn't know you went that night
40:45did you tell pepe that you were going uh straight from the airport to meet up with tj
40:51yeah i think i told i told pepe
40:56what did i tell him i think i told him in the villa from what i understand he feels like
41:01he supported me
41:02in that situation with the scandal pepe was actually the one that said you should i'm i'm happy with
41:08whatever you choose to do and he said you should actually go meet up with him in person you want
41:13to squash this all apologize literally just apologize first so what are you trying to prove
41:18right now the next day out the villa i i wanted to make sure that there was not going to
41:22be any
41:22backlash because were you not nervous about it when like tmz posted that on twitter yeah i mean
41:27like it's the first time in my life i've ever been like and so i'm over here exactly and so
41:32i'm over
41:32being nervous of course and so i'm trying to make sure that okay if she's nervous i don't want you
41:37to like so yeah even though i didn't know that you went physically you did no i promise you i
41:42know
41:42you're telling me i didn't know i didn't know this is stupid i didn't i think the best thing to
41:47do
41:48there's a whole lot of shit bro like we literally just showed you text messages of you trying to
41:52tell her that i told you she cheated on you and me like let's not let's not skip over that
41:57bro i just
41:58she said i think tonight tonight or tomorrow i'm gonna talk to tj and hannah at some point whatever
42:03whatever i said up to you so we kept going okay you knew so there you go hold on hold
42:08on i'm gonna
42:10walk away from this you can listen i'm gonna hold on i'm gonna tell you i'm sorry for everything that
42:15happened you don't deserve anything i don't deserve anything i don't think anybody deserves shit okay
42:19i'm gonna tell you i'm sorry that you thought that i said anything bad about you i hope you guys
42:25are
42:25happy and i really i truly do okay and that's literally all i have to say that's all i came
42:31here
42:31to say i'm gonna walk away from this because like this is too much yeah i feel like pepe's apology
42:39was fake and i think he's just doing it to save face i don't think that his apology is genuine
42:48i just want to be done with this yeah i just like i can't do this like this is stressful
42:53as
42:54but i just don't want to do this anymore we were pretty close in the villa i don't know where
43:02you
43:02know and i'm honestly hurt because like i really thought we were close bro you played the
43:07out of me in the villa that's crazy played the out of me
43:12i fucking hate this
43:16you're okay it's gonna be fine it's a man thing it's like their egos like obviously it's like let
43:23it go let it go like just be done good riddance bro like get the out of here now yeah
43:29i think that
43:30he just needs to leave iris is very overwhelmed pepe showing up really put a damper on our moods
43:38and she doesn't want to be in the middle of it anymore come on i'm gonna go take my
43:49fucking hair and makeup i look at him like anderson right now if you gotta go i gotta go too
43:55all right
43:56get out of here yeah i don't think there was one point in the whole conversation where he was like
44:07i fucked up i take accountability and i'm like cut the fucking you had all this time to reach out
44:12to
44:12everybody but you wait until we're on camera we're filming this show it's bullshit i did whatever i could
44:19do i told them i'm sorry i told them that i hope they are happy together but let's be honest
44:25i wish
44:25she had like understood how i felt as well you know especially going back to like her and tj tmz
44:31night
44:31i felt like that betrayal it is what it is iris telling me i knew she was gonna go sometimes
44:38that's fucking insane everybody's just lying
44:48cheers is that water no this is actually a tequila shot really yeah i needed this
44:53now what i love about this time of year understand me i'm so happy when my family's here for all
44:59the
45:00reasons hey y'all what oh lord have mercy hey what is going on what what when anybody says hey
45:06y'all it's
45:06serious i was gonna just bite the bros out to oklahoma man oh please bro
45:13chill ride some horses yeah i rode a horse once in my life never again though taylor's a professional
45:20and he got hurt so what the fuck i look like doing it bro hey you ready yeah
45:27get him a stallion i want the guys to come to oklahoma just to be able to see my world
45:33i think they
45:33think it's just boring and so when they see it they'll be like i see why you don't want to
45:38leave
45:38like this shit's hurt yeah yeah hey remember the tits and grits stories charlie tits and grits austin
45:44are you going to go to the strip club for breakfast well the first is tits and grits it's a
45:48brunch it's
45:49a brunch strip club awesome awesome tell me about tits and grits tell me about tits and grits tits and
45:54grits all right grayson wants to talk to me i'm getting out of here can everybody hear me
46:04can we go over by the snow globe i want to have a speech a year ago i spent christmas
46:13alone and i was
46:14sad six months ago i met my best friends and i met my person and i'm happy christmas is really
46:22important to me i want to rewrite traditions for myself i want to make memories and i've
46:28never had a white christmas before so i thought why not bring a white christmas to l.a and
46:40give it a second
46:45oh my god it's so so
46:50let's go get a little stronger
46:58come here baby come stand in the snow
47:06they give soap so don't eat it this is my first christmas like really being in love and i got
47:13my
47:13a white christmas and i think the holidays are such a cute and fun time
47:27i'm just fine
47:51hello i'll get a vanilla latte yeah please is that for here too oh for here hello hello hi
48:01you look nice you look nice i was gonna say thank you i like the dress i like the dress
48:06thank you
48:07is it a long drive for you yeah long haul what'd you get um a latte
48:17the one thing i'm nervous about is that austin tries really hard not to hurt me so i don't want
48:22him
48:22to tell me what i want to hear or fabricate anything i need him to stand on business like i
48:28need the full
48:29scoop right now so we can all understand what the hell is going on so do you want to just
48:35get into it we
48:37can get into it yeah
48:49do you want to just get into it we can get into it yeah
48:55um so like obviously we've talked here and there but every time we've talked it's been like high
49:03emotion like high pressure and in the beginning i basically said that i was trying my best like be
49:15open get to know other people right this all started because i said i care about austin
49:20and i have a connection with austin so it's tough for me to try to be open when that's like
49:28in the
49:28back of my mind and i told you i went to brunch with bella andrena and coco and you got
49:35brought up
49:35in the conversation bella said austin like he has a girlfriend
49:44and news to me but continue right yeah news to me as well you're telling me you're not ready for
49:49commitment which is okay but then i'm hearing you're in a commitment which just kind of felt like a lie
49:53at the time and yeah so it also hurt me duh like i was like oh and if you would
50:00have just told me i'm
50:01seeing someone i would have been like okay like good for you the thing is i'm definitely not uh seeing
50:07anyone seriously like that that's why i was like it's just weird because it's like why why is her
50:12like best friend like why would bella be telling me that i don't know why bella would be telling you
50:18that yes i've spent a lot of time with raven i'd see this is this is where bella is completely
50:24off
50:24she's not there she knows what raven tells her i can't thank you so much i can't control what raven
50:30tells bella like i i really can't and plus she knows too like i've told you i've kind of been
50:36a
50:36little bit of a hoe like and like it's been i've said that multiple times one thing with grayson is
50:42i'm i'm very honest and upfront and i told her you know i'm not in a place to be in
50:47a relationship or
50:48anything so that's why i am a little bit taken aside that she's so like like heartbroken and also the
50:56fact is grayson and i talk so much that it's like you would know if i was in a relationship
51:02like you would know this like there would be no possible way for you not to know like you talk
51:08to
51:08my sisters you talk to my mom like bro that's not on a a romantic level that's like man you're
51:14my
51:14friend my family loves you like austin you seriously think that that wasn't romantic at all i
51:20no i don't get i don't pick up a romantic vibe of of course if you and wanted to interpret
51:26it
51:26like that but no grayson i've been so i'm sorry i'm trying i'm sorry because of course like i'm
51:31saying you're sitting here and saying it you're acting like there was like literally nothing between
51:35us at all every time that we've hung out though it hasn't been a romantic time that we've hung out
51:43like that's what i that's what i'm like just because we're like not hooking up doesn't mean it's not
51:48like romantic to me i go to dinner with charlie too you know what i mean but you don't touch
51:53charlie
51:56as far as you know you know what i mean like we obviously are affectionate with each other but
52:00that's why the dynamic of the friendship has to change because i can't do that to myself you
52:04understand there are feelings involved you're acting like you've got no feelings involved of
52:08course i have feelings in like i mean there's feelings thank you come on i come from a small
52:15little southern town and in my town when you go and meet the family that means something
52:20so like honestly it kind of hurts i'm not trying to chain you to a fence post i'm not asking
52:26you to
52:26sit around that's fine i've never said i wouldn't want to start something if i know that like i couldn't
52:32put my all into it i can't be open and try to move on if i'm spending all of my
52:38time onto you so
52:41moving forward i can't do that anymore because i have to make space for somebody else
52:46i feel bad because i know grayson wants to be loved and to care about someone and someone to care
52:52about her i mean she's a great girl she'll find her person i know she will it's just right now
52:58it's not me
53:00i genuinely like do love you grayson like i have so much love for you
53:07it makes me sad because i you know
53:10fuck you gotta cry and i hear it you cry
53:17why are you making it so hard like just because i'm not ready man i get it and that's fine
53:23like
53:23i'm just i don't want to hurt you it hurts me even seeing you cry right now i just have
53:28a hard time
53:29going to that place i understand that that's why i get emotional because i just i see sometimes
53:38you struggle it hurts me i want to be there for you and i know that i can't be in
53:43a way that i wish
53:43i could be i'm always going to be there for you regardless i'm always going to be here for you
53:55no matter what
53:58next time on love island beyond the villa i am going to surprise him i love that oh my god
54:07yeah bro you stop moving this yeah i'm about to break this horse are you happy are you proud of
54:13me
54:16if i say the wrong thing with the wrong tone or the wrong word like she turned into court real
54:21quick
54:25what the hell what girl wants to see
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