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The Summer I Turned Pretty - Season 3 - Episode 10: Last Year
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00:00:12Previously, on the summer, I turned pretty.
00:00:14Well, it's probably Belle you called it off.
00:00:16The wedding?
00:00:16You can take care of him, right?
00:00:17She's not with Conrad, then where is she?
00:00:19The program is completely full.
00:00:20No, I really, really need this.
00:00:22It is just not possible.
00:00:23I'm sorry.
00:00:23It sounded like you said Paris.
00:00:25Did I make a huge mistake?
00:00:27Buy yourself a ticket on the next flight home.
00:00:29Okay.
00:00:30She didn't call.
00:00:31I'm not leaving you all alone when you're hurting like this.
00:00:33You're not my mom.
00:00:34What are you trying to do?
00:00:35I'm trying to help.
00:00:36I need to do something.
00:00:37You know this isn't some problem for you to fix, Conrad, right?
00:00:39You are the problem.
00:00:40Izzo, meet my girlfriend, Max, and my friend, Celine and Bonita.
00:00:43Um, I'll be right back.
00:00:44You tracked down your stolen bike and Maldeman.
00:00:46I think you can figure out a way to stay in Paris if you really wanted to.
00:00:49I really feel like you're worth it.
00:00:51Yeah, I feel like we're worth it.
00:00:52You stayed here for no reason.
00:00:54So why don't you get the fuck out and never come back?
00:00:57I don't think I'll ever forgive me, so I give up.
00:00:58Or you're giving him space.
00:01:00Sometimes that's all you can do.
00:01:02The wedding was just, it was a bad idea.
00:01:04But that doesn't mean that things have to end.
00:01:06I'm not the same person that I was.
00:01:08What does that mean?
00:01:09I think I'm gonna stay.
00:01:22Hey, Mom.
00:01:23Happy Thanksgiving.
00:01:24Wish I could be with you guys.
00:01:26Um, I've just got so much going on with my new job and my apartment.
00:01:30Anyway, I gotta get started on my stuffing.
00:01:32I'm cooking for my roommates.
00:01:34Love you.
00:01:35Bye.
00:01:39Morning, Romain.
00:01:42What's this mess?
00:01:43Um, I couldn't find a stove top anywhere.
00:01:45Um, I'm making stuffing.
00:01:48Um, uh, uh, about sum toIA ?
00:01:52Uh, uh, what do you say on stuffing?
00:01:54Uh, uh, uh, lumbarage?
00:01:57From scratch ?
00:01:57Um, uh, the rumbarage?
00:01:57Désolé.
00:01:58First time, I'm error.
00:01:59Uh, uh, um, uh, uh, uh, uh Ah, uh, um.
00:02:01Uh, uh, well, uh, uh.
00:02:02At least Ludvili's?
00:02:04Deeper?chnesture
00:02:04I'm still havingления?
00:02:06It's your turn to call the proprietor.
00:02:07You do it, because I'm in a hurry.
00:02:11Hi, Manu.
00:02:13Good morning, Isabelle.
00:02:14Thanks.
00:02:17What's that smell, this...
00:02:19It's a rotten fish.
00:02:21Um, have you guys ever had stuffing before?
00:02:24It's like an American tradition for Thanksgiving.
00:02:27And I'm gonna take it to work with me to share,
00:02:29but I thought I could leave you some, if you wanna try.
00:02:32That's very kind, but no, thank you.
00:02:34Um, yeah, cool.
00:02:36What?
00:02:37What do they do with the pie, this cone?
00:02:39Ah, well, it's to celebrate their national feast.
00:02:43Coffee, nice.
00:02:50Sorry.
00:02:53Not a problem?
00:02:54Yeah, that's right.
00:02:55I don't know about the fiends.
00:03:18I don't know.
00:03:24I don't know.
00:03:25I don't know.
00:03:26I don't know.
00:03:27and it turns out I'm weak and homesick
00:03:31and I'm really bad at French.
00:03:42Every time before I speak in French,
00:03:44I practice what I'm going to say.
00:03:46Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:50Je vais prendre un pain au chocolat, s'il vous plaît.
00:03:53But it doesn't matter how much I practice.
00:03:55Anything else?
00:03:57Because she only ever answers me in English.
00:03:59No, no, thank you.
00:04:08I go to school online most days.
00:04:12And I work at the same time.
00:04:18And since working in Paris means working under the table,
00:04:21it's not one shitty job, it's two.
00:04:25A homesickness I've mostly learned to just accept.
00:04:28It's like a dull ache that never goes away.
00:04:30Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:32Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:34Je suis désolée.
00:04:35Répétez, s'il vous plaît.
00:04:36Le French 76, c'est avec de la vodka.
00:04:38Ça, c'est du gin.
00:04:42Vodka, vodka.
00:04:43But then there are times when I feel it in my bones.
00:04:46Wait, wait.
00:04:48It doesn't matter.
00:04:50A sudden, wild yearning for home.
00:04:53Hey, you guys haven't tried my stuffing yet.
00:04:55For the people who know me.
00:04:57Oh, yeah.
00:04:58We forgot.
00:04:59Well, now is a perfect time to try it, huh?
00:05:02Mm.
00:05:02Max, you too.
00:05:03Mm-hmm.
00:05:04You guys want some?
00:05:05I'm good.
00:05:09You know, I'm actually not eating gluten at the moment.
00:05:13Since when?
00:05:13Shh.
00:05:14Mm-hmm.
00:05:15My boyfriend made this last year, and it was so good.
00:05:19So, let's see.
00:05:21Pretty good.
00:05:23Last year was pretty good.
00:05:26Mm-hmm.
00:05:27You know, they're probably all sitting down to eat soon.
00:05:30That's your home?
00:05:31No, they're all spread out this year.
00:05:32My brother's hosting a Friendsgiving with my best friend and my ex.
00:05:36Friendsgiving, Chabot.
00:05:40Oh, my God.
00:05:42I'm so homesick.
00:05:45I'm so lonely.
00:05:47Things so lot, you don't?
00:05:49No, no, no.
00:05:50You know what I mean.
00:05:52Why don't you just go home for a bit of a baby?
00:05:54Because I haven't gotten what I wanted yet.
00:05:59I'm still figuring it out.
00:06:00But don't you want to at least spend Christmas with your family?
00:06:03Of course I do.
00:06:05But that's the problem.
00:06:06I haven't seen or changed or learned enough yet.
00:06:09And I'm afraid if I go home, I won't be able to make myself come back.
00:06:14There's something that doesn't go in the toilets.
00:06:18Too doux.
00:06:19Too doux.
00:06:26Désolée.
00:06:27Three seconds to the new one.
00:06:30Désolée.
00:06:31Désolée.
00:06:31Désolée.
00:06:32Désolée.
00:06:35Désolée.
00:06:38Désolée.
00:06:41Désolée.
00:06:44Désolée.
00:06:46Désolée.
00:06:49Désolée.
00:06:50Désolée.
00:06:51Désolée.
00:06:52Désolée.
00:06:53Désolée.
00:06:54Désolée.
00:06:55Désolée.
00:06:55Désolée.
00:06:56Désolée.
00:06:57Désolée.
00:06:57Désolée.
00:06:58Désolée.
00:06:58Désolée.
00:07:02I don't know.
00:07:30Hi.
00:07:31Hi.
00:07:32Happy Thanksgiving.
00:07:33Happy Thanksgiving, Belly.
00:07:35Uh, did you finally talk my brother out of trying to deep fry the turkey inside of the apartment?
00:07:39Yes.
00:07:40Thank God.
00:07:41Um, Jer saw like a spatchcocking TikTok and insisted on doing that instead.
00:07:45Cool.
00:07:47Um...
00:07:48Babe, you there?
00:07:52You okay?
00:07:55Hello.
00:07:55Uh, how's he doing?
00:08:00Um...
00:08:00He's just...
00:08:02He, uh, he's kind of the same.
00:08:06Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:08:07I know that this is like...
00:08:10weird and hard.
00:08:11Excuse me.
00:08:13Don't move.
00:08:13Just look.
00:08:14Hello.
00:08:15Belly.
00:08:16Hey.
00:08:17Hey, he's there.
00:08:21Um...
00:08:22Uh, did my mom, uh, send you any of those church lady pies?
00:08:27Yeah.
00:08:27Three?
00:08:28I'm hiding once I can eat it after everyone leaves.
00:08:30All right, baby.
00:08:33We got five minutes.
00:08:34Uh...
00:08:34Take your top off, leave the skirt on.
00:08:36Come on.
00:08:36Oh, my God.
00:08:37Steven.
00:08:38Uh, Belly?
00:08:39Yeah.
00:08:39Dingus, I'm FaceTiming with your sister right now.
00:08:41Hey.
00:08:42Ugh.
00:08:43Hey, uh, sorry, I didn't...
00:08:44I didn't know, um...
00:08:46You know, we're just, uh, doing Friendsgiving.
00:08:47Yes, I know that.
00:08:48Can you please just put a fucking shirt on?
00:08:50I'm traumatized.
00:08:51You put your shirt on.
00:08:54No, my God.
00:08:56Come on, we'll go to my chair.
00:08:57Okay.
00:09:00I'm so tired.
00:09:01Uh, bonsoir?
00:09:03Bonsoir.
00:09:04So, how are your, um, 54 roommates and one bazillion crappy jobs?
00:09:09My jobs are not that crappy.
00:09:12And, um, my roommates are pretty great.
00:09:15I thought you said they hate you.
00:09:16No, no, no, no.
00:09:17Uh, we, we had coffee together this morning.
00:09:21Yeah?
00:09:21Just tell me you're coming home for Christmas, Belly.
00:09:25Well...
00:09:26Belly? What, you don't miss us?
00:09:28No, of course I do, but, you know, I've been thinking,
00:09:32and, um, you could come to Paris for New Year's,
00:09:39all my roommates will be gone, and we could have a party.
00:09:45Well, Lucinda did pay me back half of what she owes me.
00:09:49Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!
00:09:51Twist my arm, babe!
00:09:52Yay! Okay, oh, my God.
00:09:55Okay, damn, I have to go, but I love you so much.
00:09:57Yeah, I love you, too.
00:09:58Um, can you tell Jeremiah I said hi?
00:10:04Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.
00:10:05Okay. Bye.
00:10:07Bye.
00:10:16Hey, Brett, um, do you mind taking your shoes off, actually?
00:10:20Yeah?
00:10:21Wow.
00:10:22Hey, Brett.
00:10:24You're a dick.
00:10:25Hey, hey, don't, come on, don't be like that.
00:10:27Get here!
00:10:28Please, it's not like that.
00:10:29Really?
00:10:30Come on, man, let's talk.
00:10:31Come inside, let's eat.
00:10:32It's not really what it looks like.
00:10:33I'm leaving, asshole.
00:10:35He needs serious help.
00:10:37Hey, where'd she go?
00:10:38She's probably getting her coat.
00:10:40Uh, dude, stop hooking up with my colleagues.
00:10:43Stop hooking up with my friends.
00:10:45Yeah, maybe process your emotions and feelings, uh,
00:10:47I don't know, with people we don't know?
00:10:48Yeah.
00:10:48Yeah?
00:10:49You know what?
00:10:49It's Friendsgiving.
00:10:51Two people are gone.
00:10:52Please don't shit where we eat.
00:10:55How's Billy anyway at home?
00:10:57She's living her best French girl life.
00:10:59And she invited me to go to Paris.
00:11:01What?
00:11:02For her winter break, yeah.
00:11:03Oh, my God.
00:11:04Well, you got to go.
00:11:04No, fully.
00:11:06She says hi.
00:11:08I don't really like how quick you were to say yes to that.
00:11:10You're just gonna leave me?
00:11:11Wait, I'm...
00:11:12That quickly?
00:11:13That's crazy.
00:11:15Okay, uh, can you guys get a room, please?
00:11:20These are all my rooms.
00:11:22Yeah, I think the whole point of, uh, couch surfing
00:11:24is that you're supposed to surf out at some point.
00:11:27Jarrett, you can't avoid Finch forever.
00:11:28Yeah, it's, I mean, it's not like belly's even there.
00:11:34Belly who?
00:11:35Mm-hmm.
00:11:46Uh, did you, did you use a hand mixer, or did you use the ricer that I asked you to
00:11:51use?
00:11:52A hand mixer, because it was faster.
00:11:55Really?
00:11:56Yeah, got the job done.
00:11:57Really?
00:11:58No, you didn't, because they're gluey now.
00:11:59It was your idea to cook this whole entire, like, elaborate-ass dinner.
00:12:05I just wanted to order Thai food.
00:12:06So don't get mad at me when I'm helping you.
00:12:08It's ridiculous.
00:12:08Ooh, a doorbell.
00:12:09I'll go get that.
00:12:10It was my idea to use the ricer.
00:12:22Then don't ask me for help.
00:12:25Awesome.
00:12:26Yeah, thank you.
00:12:27What the fuck?
00:12:28I have no idea.
00:12:29Uh, do you mind taking your shoes off?
00:12:30Sorry.
00:12:30Oh, yeah, no problem.
00:12:31Let me get that for you.
00:12:33Hello, Jeremiah.
00:12:34Dad, what are you, what are you doing here?
00:12:37Aren't you supposed to be at Kaylee's parents' place?
00:12:39Don't ask.
00:12:40She's there.
00:12:40I'm here.
00:12:41Hey.
00:12:42Happy Thanksgiving.
00:12:43Yeah.
00:12:43I brought champagne from my wedding.
00:12:49What do you want me to do?
00:12:50Throw it away?
00:12:53Bro, stuffing's bomb.
00:12:54Sprouts are bomb.
00:12:55Turkey's bomb.
00:12:56You've about done yourself, man.
00:12:57So bomb.
00:12:58You made all those?
00:12:59Uh, yeah.
00:13:00With Steven and Taylor's help, they made the mashed potatoes.
00:13:03You're welcome.
00:13:03Mashed potatoes, not bomb.
00:13:05You can leave.
00:13:06I think they're great.
00:13:07And I always say, you're nothing without a good team.
00:13:10Like these two, my lieutenants.
00:13:13Smart, ambitious, loyal.
00:13:16That's the stuff you can't teach.
00:13:19So is this about me not taking the breaker gig, Dad?
00:13:23Good times.
00:13:24No, I have zero issues with you finishing school, Jeremiah.
00:13:27You're finishing school?
00:13:28I didn't even know you were taking classes this semester.
00:13:31Uh, yeah.
00:13:32Yes, I am.
00:13:33Yeah, I take online classes and...
00:13:36Oh, you don't even come by the frat house, dude?
00:13:38I'm hurt.
00:13:40What a dick.
00:13:41That's funny.
00:13:43Because I thought Jeremiah was living in the fraternity house.
00:13:47Oh, shit.
00:13:50What I meant was that...
00:13:51Can I talk to you for a second?
00:13:53Yeah.
00:13:55Thanks, dude.
00:13:58My mashed potatoes aren't good and then you ruined the fucking dinner.
00:14:01How was I supposed to know?
00:14:02I have been trying my damnedest to cut you some slack, but this is too much.
00:14:07Dad, please be quiet, please.
00:14:09Can we...
00:14:12So...
00:14:14You've been lying to me.
00:14:16For months.
00:14:17Yeah.
00:14:18Yeah.
00:14:19Can you blame me?
00:14:19Excuse me?
00:14:20Look, when I told you I needed an extra semester at school, you acted like I was the biggest moron
00:14:25on
00:14:26earth.
00:14:26And then when I told you I was calling off the wedding, you assumed I screwed something up because that's
00:14:30what I do.
00:14:31I never said that.
00:14:32You never said that to my face.
00:14:34Then you told me my credit history is ruined forever because I had the nerve to back out of an
00:14:38apartment that I was supposed to share with my wife. So yeah, I lied about going to school. Go ahead.
00:14:45Tell me how much of a fuck-up I am. Tell me how you're just burning money for my dead
00:14:48-end future.
00:14:49Aren't I?
00:14:51Not everything is about money, Dad.
00:14:53You're right. It's not.
00:14:56So let's take it out of the equation.
00:14:58What?
00:14:59I'm cutting you off.
00:15:00No, you got to figure out how to do things on your own without a safety net.
00:15:03Are you kidding me right now?
00:15:05And it's not because I care about the money, it's because you never have...
00:15:07Hey, now that you're cutting me off, I don't have to listen to your shit anymore.
00:15:16He basically called me a deadbeat. Where does he get off?
00:15:20Yeah, I mean, you don't have a job.
00:15:22Yeah, and you did sort of drop out.
00:15:25And you don't pay rent.
00:15:27Wow. Wow.
00:15:30Okay, honestly, man, a job would be good for you. It might bring structure.
00:15:35Is this your way of kicking me out?
00:15:36Yes. No.
00:15:38Yes.
00:15:39Yes.
00:15:39Well, fine. I'll just crash at Denise's place then.
00:15:42What?
00:15:43Suck it, loser.
00:15:45So FYI, he sleep cooks.
00:15:47Okay, look, I don't sleep cook.
00:15:49Okay, well, he wakes up in the middle of the night and makes food loud as hell.
00:15:53Oh, my God.
00:15:54In his boxers, which is a plus.
00:15:57What?
00:15:59Okay, look, I know it'll be a hassle, Dee, but please, I don't have anywhere else to go.
00:16:10Okay, fine. You can stay with me for one week.
00:16:13Just one?
00:16:14Okay, yeah, just one.
00:16:15You sure you want to do it?
00:16:16No, just one.
00:16:17Okay, one.
00:16:18You want to help me pack?
00:16:19No, I'm not your mother.
00:16:21All right, please.
00:16:24Oh, my God, I already hate myself.
00:16:25Okay.
00:16:26Fuck you.
00:16:28To you both.
00:16:29You're welcome.
00:16:30Jesus.
00:16:33Try this.
00:16:38Hmm.
00:16:40Need salt.
00:16:43Oh, I've had heartburn all day.
00:16:49Did you move the Pepsid?
00:16:51No, it's in there.
00:16:54Oh, I don't see it.
00:16:56I think you moved it.
00:17:00Move.
00:17:05I told you it was in there.
00:17:12Hi, Connie.
00:17:13Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:14Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:15Happy Thanksgiving.
00:17:16What?
00:17:17Um, Laurel, hey, I got your text about Christmas.
00:17:19I just wanted to give you a call because, uh, I wanted to make sure that it was cool with
00:17:24Jer if I came.
00:17:26Have you talked to him?
00:17:28No.
00:17:30But Stephen says he's fine with it.
00:17:34And Belly?
00:17:37I talked to Belly this morning.
00:17:39She is staying in Paris for the holidays.
00:17:42Oh.
00:17:45Did you say how long she was staying?
00:17:48No, but she asked me to send her more winter stuff, so I'm guessing a while.
00:17:55Things must be going really well, then.
00:17:57That's great.
00:18:00I was thinking about, I don't know, I was thinking about maybe reaching out to her or something.
00:18:06Do you think that she would even want to hear from me?
00:18:10I don't know, Connie.
00:18:11I can't speak for Belly.
00:18:13Oh, yeah, yeah.
00:18:15Yeah.
00:18:15But if you really want to know if she's ready to talk,
00:18:19you're gonna have to risk finding out for yourself.
00:18:21Oh, boy, you sound like my therapist.
00:18:24Always telling me I need to get better at uncertainty.
00:18:28But I need to stop trying to control everything.
00:18:31And what do you say?
00:18:33Fuck you. Uncertainty sucks.
00:18:37You're not wrong.
00:18:39Yeah, I know. Neither is he.
00:18:42So does that mean I'll see you for Christmas?
00:18:45Yeah. Yeah, definitely. I'll be there.
00:18:47Should I eat up the gravy?
00:18:48I don't know, John.
00:18:49I'm gonna let you go, Laura.
00:18:50Uh, have a good night, okay?
00:18:55You too, Connie.
00:18:56Thanks.
00:18:58Bye.
00:18:59Bye.
00:19:40Dear Belly.
00:19:43Firstly, I don't even know if I should be writing you, if this is allowed.
00:19:48If it's not, just say so. I'll understand.
00:19:52I should be memorizing the cardiovascular system.
00:19:57But I'd rather be writing you.
00:20:02Sometimes I try to picture what your life is like over there.
00:20:07I imagine you sitting in a little cafe, drinking...
00:20:11What does Belly in Paris drink?
00:20:14What does Belly in Paris drink?
00:20:16A cafe au lait with lots of sugar, along with some disgustingly sweet pastry?
00:20:25Or maybe Sour Patch Kids?
00:20:29Do they have those in Paris?
00:20:32I bet if they do, you found them.
00:20:37Or maybe French Belly doesn't eat junk food.
00:20:41You're probably different over there.
00:20:48I bet Paris is beautiful during the holidays.
00:20:52I hear you're staying there for Christmas.
00:20:54I guess that means you're happy.
00:20:58I like picturing that.
00:21:01Well, Merry Christmas, Belly.
00:21:04I hope Paris is everything you dreamed it would be.
00:21:09Conrad.
00:21:17Hey, you sure you don't want me to stay and help you close up?
00:21:20No, it's fine.
00:21:21I've watched you do it a hundred times.
00:21:22Hmm.
00:21:23If you're sure.
00:21:24Yeah.
00:21:25Go be with your family.
00:21:27And, you know, I'm kind of psyched to spend Christmas Eve on my own.
00:21:30I've got a whole plan.
00:21:33Okay, then.
00:21:34Merry Christmas.
00:21:37Ciao.
00:22:14Merry Christmas.
00:22:47Let's go.
00:22:56The Christmas tree, let the Christmas spirit ring.
00:23:01Later we'll have some pumpkin pie and we'll do some catherling.
00:23:08You will get us in a little...
00:23:16Hi.
00:23:17Hey.
00:23:18What are you doing here?
00:23:19Feliz Navidad to you too.
00:23:22Feliz Navidad.
00:23:25So what are you doing?
00:23:27I thought you would be open.
00:23:29What kind of bar closes on Christmas Eve?
00:23:32I thought you were going to London to see some of your friends.
00:23:34Train strike.
00:23:35Now I'm stranded in this freezing city and even my dear friend Isabel is leaving me out in the cold.
00:23:41I'm sorry.
00:23:42Come on in.
00:23:43Gracias.
00:23:44Warm up.
00:23:47You want a glass of wine?
00:23:48Uh, yeah, sure.
00:23:51So this is how you're spending Christmas Eve?
00:23:54Yeah.
00:23:56I've got a fire, I've got wine, and I've got that giant box of chocolates that Celine got me for
00:24:04Christmas.
00:24:06Hmm.
00:24:07What?
00:24:08Um, nothing.
00:24:09It's just, um, very uninspired.
00:24:13Oh, uninspired.
00:24:15Okay, so what's your amazing plan then, besides, you know, lurking in a bar that isn't even open?
00:24:22Well, the streets are empty tonight, and I believe there's beauty in emptiness.
00:24:27Huh.
00:24:30What?
00:24:31Just a very, um, pretentious artist guy of you.
00:24:35Are you going to recite Baudelaire as you wander?
00:24:38No, I was, um, thinking Neruda, actually.
00:24:42The poet!
00:24:43Yes, darling.
00:24:45Ha, ha, ha.
00:24:56I'm impressed.
00:24:59Do you know the rest?
00:25:00Nope.
00:25:02Usually a few verses are enough to impress American girls.
00:25:07Hey.
00:25:09Why don't you come with me tonight?
00:25:11No, no way.
00:25:12It's warm in here.
00:25:16How about we play for it?
00:25:18I win.
00:25:19You come with me.
00:25:21You win.
00:25:22I'll leave you alone to your bottle of wine and your giant box of chocolates.
00:25:26You're on.
00:25:31No!
00:25:32No, no, no, no, don't learn nothing.
00:25:33No, you said that two games ago.
00:25:36Okay, just face it.
00:25:37You suck.
00:25:38You're not winning.
00:25:42I don't suck, but you're good.
00:25:49Okay.
00:25:54All right.
00:25:56Put your coat on.
00:25:57Are you seriously kicking me out?
00:25:59No, I'm coming with you.
00:26:03Okay.
00:26:15What are you doing?
00:26:17Uh, driving us to Place des Roches.
00:26:19Uh, what am I even supposed to hold on to?
00:26:23Uh, me?
00:26:25Isn't that kind of dangerous?
00:26:27It is if you fall off, so maybe don't do that.
00:26:31No, after all that wine you drank? No, thank you.
00:26:35Fine. We can walk if you want.
00:26:37Whoa.
00:26:39Who said anything about walk?
00:26:41Streets are empty. Stop snowing. Teach me how to drive.
00:26:46Fine.
00:26:50You got it?
00:26:51Mm-hmm.
00:26:54Easy.
00:26:55Easy.
00:26:57Okay. Hold on tight.
00:26:58Mm-hmm.
00:27:00Mm-hmm.
00:27:00Who told you...
00:27:03...shh...
00:27:05...shh...
00:27:06...shh...
00:27:13...shh...
00:27:15Mom, I'm starving. When's dinner?
00:27:17We'll eat whenever Jeremiah gets here.
00:27:19He has to finish a shift at the restaurant.
00:27:21Hey, Connie, did you get those ornaments from upstairs?
00:27:23No, I forgot. I'll do it in a second.
00:27:25Okay. Thank you.
00:27:26Yeah.
00:27:31I still think it's crazy that our dad cut Jeremiah off.
00:27:34Uh-huh. Yeah.
00:27:36Sounds like he's been figuring things out, though, right?
00:27:39Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:41Does everybody hate me?
00:27:44Do you still hate me, dude? What's going on?
00:27:46Okay. I-I don't want to do this right now.
00:27:48Okay.
00:27:51No, you're right. Sorry.
00:27:56Nobody hates you, man.
00:27:59Yes, Jer does. Jer hates you.
00:28:00But I don't hate you.
00:28:02I just don't know how to be around you anymore.
00:28:05Not with everything going on with you and Jer.
00:28:07You know?
00:28:09I get it.
00:28:11I'm glad he has you.
00:28:13I just miss you two.
00:28:15I miss Jer.
00:28:17Even before all this stuff, I miss the three of us.
00:28:20Messing around, getting in trouble.
00:28:26You know, ever since he got that job,
00:28:29he does seem better.
00:28:32Yeah.
00:28:34That's what Taylor said.
00:28:35Taylor?
00:28:36Yeah.
00:28:37Yeah, it is crazy to me that you guys still talk.
00:28:39I know.
00:28:40It's kind of a weird twist of fate
00:28:41that the only person who texts me back is Taylor Jewell, but...
00:28:44Yeah.
00:28:47You nervous, man?
00:28:49I mean, like, you don't nervous to see him.
00:28:51Let me guess.
00:28:52You have a, uh, bullet point notes app list on your phone.
00:28:56Throw me the list.
00:29:02What the fuck?
00:29:03What's up?
00:29:04Um, no, it's nothing.
00:29:06It's just work stuff.
00:29:07I'll deal with it.
00:29:09Um...
00:29:10Look, you guys are gonna be fine.
00:29:13Okay?
00:29:13You guys are brothers.
00:29:14You'll work it out.
00:29:17Thanks.
00:29:19Take care of your work stuff, dude.
00:29:20I'm gonna go get those ornaments.
00:29:21Uh-huh.
00:29:22Yeah.
00:29:22Yeah.
00:29:30Um...
00:29:32Hey.
00:29:32This is Denise Russo.
00:29:33Leave a message.
00:29:35Okay, hey, Denise.
00:29:35Can you call me back, please?
00:29:37I-I have no idea what the fuck just happened, but...
00:29:39I-I don't know.
00:29:40I got an email from the guy at Dunster Capital saying
00:29:41they're stopping our funding.
00:29:42I-I-I don't understand.
00:29:44Can you just please call me back whenever you get a chance?
00:29:45Please call me back.
00:29:46Oh, ho, ho.
00:29:46Oh.
00:29:48Everything good?
00:29:49Yes.
00:29:50Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:29:50Uh, just, you know, calling the girlfriend.
00:29:53Uh, Taylor.
00:29:54Oh.
00:29:55My mistake.
00:29:56I thought it was you melting down over my buddy at Dunster
00:29:59deciding not to fund yours and Denise's little company.
00:30:02No!
00:30:03No!
00:30:04Uh, what?
00:30:05I, uh...
00:30:06Oh, no, no, no.
00:30:07Go ahead.
00:30:08Lie to my face some more.
00:30:10Does this...
00:30:12This means I'm fired, right?
00:30:16No.
00:30:17No.
00:30:18I'm impressed you have the balls.
00:30:20Well, actually, no.
00:30:21It was Denise who had the balls.
00:30:23Not surprising.
00:30:24All right.
00:30:25See you at work on January 2nd.
00:30:27No hard feelings.
00:30:28Yeah.
00:30:28Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:30:31Actually, Adam, um...
00:30:35I quit.
00:30:37What?
00:30:40Oh.
00:30:42You sure you want to do that, Steven?
00:30:43Yes.
00:30:50No hard feelings?
00:30:59All right.
00:31:00Let's peel some...
00:31:02You are Tartos.
00:31:05What?
00:31:07What?
00:31:09What?
00:31:19What?
00:31:24What?
00:31:26Oh, God.
00:31:29I wanted to...
00:31:30Yes.
00:31:32I want to, I want to...
00:31:32But the scores of childhood you will always mourn
00:31:35Your family things out on the floor now
00:31:39And you believed in every maybe
00:31:42Shall I lie, drove you crazy
00:31:44Tough as nails and built for breaking
00:31:48But you were just a kid
00:31:50When they told you you'd been born to bleed
00:31:55A little soldier with your garden heart
00:31:59And in a boulder, it pulled you down
00:32:05Look at you, you made it up
00:32:25Jeremiah's here!
00:32:26Everyone come grab a dish!
00:32:27Coming!
00:32:45Hey, kiddo!
00:32:47Hey!
00:32:48At least turn the heat on!
00:32:49It's freezing!
00:32:56Hey!
00:32:58Hey!
00:33:01I really thought I could go in there
00:33:04It's okay
00:33:05It's not okay
00:33:08I can't go in that house without thinking about the two of them
00:33:12They ruined it for me
00:33:14And now he gets the family, he gets Christmas
00:33:19And I'm just...
00:33:24I lost everyone
00:33:26I lost everyone
00:33:27Not everyone
00:33:28We're your family too, and I am not going anywhere
00:33:35I'm sorry it was such a dick to you at the wedding
00:33:38It's okay, sweetheart, I know you were hurting
00:33:42It still hurts
00:33:43It still hurts
00:33:46That she was always the one that could make it better
00:33:50I know she wants to hear from you
00:33:55I'm not... I'm not ready for them
00:33:59I'm not ready to go in there
00:34:04I understand
00:34:07Your dad will be sorry to miss you
00:34:09Yeah, I'm sure he can't wait to hear about his loser son chopping onions all day
00:34:13Hey
00:34:15You are making it on your own
00:34:17Don't think he's not proud of that
00:34:23What smells so good?
00:34:28I mean gochujang glazed roasted carrots
00:34:31No way
00:34:33Yeah
00:34:34If Haimoni were here, she would say
00:34:36Finally, some food that tastes good
00:34:49You can... you can take the carrots and the presents
00:34:54I'm not ready to go in there yet
00:34:57Okay
00:34:59Just text me when you get home
00:35:02Yeah
00:35:07Hey, I love you, Lord
00:35:09I love you, too
00:35:16Drive safe
00:35:35She's not coming
00:35:49She's not coming
00:35:50It's just gonna be us tonight
00:35:53Let's sit down and eat
00:36:00What are you doing here?
00:36:01What are you doing here?
00:36:02Oh, I forgot my nephew's gifts and there was gonna be a throw down if I didn't come back and
00:36:06get them
00:36:08You're wearing your sad pants
00:36:09What happened? Was it a total shit show?
00:36:11I don't wanna talk about it
00:36:12Okay, well, my day hasn't been all fucking eggnog and carols either
00:36:18Turns out your dad knows about me and Stephen starting our own company
00:36:22So he chose the day of our Lord's birth to blow it all up
00:36:26Christmas is tomorrow
00:36:28Okay, but what time is it in Bethlehem right now, huh?
00:36:31Okay
00:36:35Well, I'm sorry my dad's a jerk
00:36:38Oh, it's all right
00:36:40It'll work out
00:36:41I'm too clever to fail
00:36:43So you're gonna tell me what happened?
00:36:44What did your bitch-ass brother do this time, huh?
00:36:48Don't you have to, like, do something with your family?
00:36:49I got five, scooch
00:36:51Come on
00:37:00What happened?
00:37:02I never made it inside
00:37:05I just sat in my car in the driveway
00:37:08You know, they're probably eating dinner right now
00:37:10Like, oh, poor Jerry, couldn't even face us
00:37:12You know, I thought I'd be okay seeing him again
00:37:14But he just makes me feel like the same 17-year-old kid
00:37:19That I got dumped by Billy the first time
00:37:21You know, I know I should be figuring out who I am
00:37:24Without her, but...
00:37:26Well, your healing timeline is your healing timeline
00:37:29Breakups are like deaths
00:37:30Thank you!
00:37:31You're the only person to tell that to me
00:37:34You know, this is super fucked up to say
00:37:37But I feel like...
00:37:40I feel like losing Billy has been even more painful than losing my mom
00:37:45And at least with my mom, she's actually dead
00:37:49Yeah
00:37:49Belly, she's gone from my life, but she's still out there
00:37:52You know?
00:37:53Well, that's why you gotta grieve it
00:37:54How?
00:38:01Oh...
00:38:03Accept what's happened
00:38:05Forgive yourself
00:38:06Forgive her
00:38:07Forgive Conrad
00:38:08Forgive all the people who hurt you
00:38:11You know?
00:38:11Not because they deserve your forgiveness
00:38:16But...
00:38:17Because the longer you hold onto it, the longer it holds power over you
00:38:20And fuck other people holding power over you
00:38:26What?
00:38:27I don't know, I was just kind of surprised
00:38:29What? You think I've never had my heart broken before?
00:38:32Kind of?
00:38:33Oh my God!
00:38:34Yeah, like when you and Steven didn't work out, you didn't even seem upset
00:38:38That's because...
00:38:40That's because I was never really into Steven
00:38:42I...
00:38:43I don't know
00:38:44I thought...
00:38:46I thought he was cute and fun and maybe there was a potential for something there
00:38:51But...
00:38:52I never fell for him
00:38:54Mm-hmm
00:38:55Trust me, when I fall for someone
00:38:57I fall hard
00:39:00Like...
00:39:01Smash into a million pieces at the bottom of a cliff hard
00:39:12So I'm not the only romantic shit show in this apartment
00:39:15Oh, I'm so, so glad that my crappy dating record can provide comfort in your time of need
00:39:24You know, Dee, we're like really good friends, huh?
00:39:28You're gonna let me crash into your spare room for a month
00:39:31Listening to me whine about all my problems
00:39:33Mm-hmm
00:39:35Oh, it's fine
00:39:36I like your cooking
00:39:38Just, um, stop leaving your dirty tissues around and we'll be good, okay?
00:39:43Aye aye, Captain
00:39:46Alright, come on, get up, you're coming with me
00:39:48What?
00:39:49Yep
00:39:49No, I'm not gonna crash your family's Christmas
00:39:52Yes, you are
00:39:53My grandma will love you
00:39:54You're nice and pretty and you can cook
00:39:56You think I'm pretty?
00:39:58You're everything she wanted me and failed to get
00:39:59Come on, up
00:40:02Sounds good
00:40:03Mm-hmm
00:40:04Give me like five minutes
00:40:05I wanna get ready for your grand-grand
00:40:07Yeah, never say grand-grand again
00:40:09Oh, you know you liked it
00:40:19Oh, what?
00:40:20Isn't that great?
00:40:21Oh, no...
00:40:21Oh, no, yeah...
00:40:22You'd love me
00:40:26Oh, no, yeah...
00:40:37Oh, no, yeah...
00:40:43Oh my god, I missed you so much you bitch. We faced him yesterday. Yeah, it's not the same thing.
00:40:49No, I know
00:40:50You have no idea how much I miss you
00:40:53How was Christmas with your mom? It was good. It was the usual we ordered Chinese food and watched Love
00:40:58Actually and
00:40:59fell asleep on the couch
00:41:01Sounds kind of perfect. No, honestly it was
00:41:03It was
00:41:09I
00:41:09Love this you get this here. When are we going shopping because I need the perfect look for a New
00:41:13Year's Eve party because I have nothing
00:41:15Yes, I'm gonna go tomorrow. I promise. Okay, let's go side cuz it's really cold back. Yeah, don't take the
00:41:21happy one. Okay
00:41:35I'm just like having like a boat. I'm having like a Paris man
00:41:37You are having a Paris boat
00:41:39Not that one, not that one though
00:41:42It's like Bonnie and Clyde
00:41:43Pouvoir te retrouver
00:41:48J'ai fini de t'aimer
00:41:50That's so cool. I know, right?
00:41:57Hey, come inside. It's cold out there. Bitch
00:42:00I still cannot believe that you live here
00:42:02Paris is sick
00:42:07I feel like I've done the best that I can do with what we have to work with
00:42:11You should see the stuff I'm pinning for Steven's apartment. It's actually really good
00:42:14I can't believe you guys are moving in together after graduation
00:42:17Yeah, real grown girl shit
00:42:19I'm very happy for you guys
00:42:21Thank you
00:42:22Okay
00:42:24Okay, I cannot wait for you to meet the rest of my friends
00:42:27Yeah, me too. So are they all as hot as that like sexy Latino Chalamet that we went shopping with
00:42:33yesterday?
00:42:33Benito?
00:42:34Yeah
00:42:34No, he's just a friend
00:42:36Okay, he's way too fine to be just a friend
00:42:38No
00:42:39No
00:42:40I'm just saying rebounds are like part of the healing process
00:42:43You get out there and you
00:42:44Yeah, well, it's not like I've been a nun
00:42:48You pute
00:42:49You pute
00:42:50How do you say pute?
00:42:52Wait, wait a second
00:42:53Did you consult French Urban Dictionary on the plane here?
00:42:56And so what if I did?
00:42:57There are some words that I need to know
00:42:59Yes
00:42:59In order to be here and one of them is pute
00:43:02Pute
00:43:03Oh, hey, can you get my phone?
00:43:06It's Jer
00:43:11Answer it
00:43:12You want to answer it?
00:43:13Yes, give it to me
00:43:16Hello?
00:43:18Hey, it's me
00:43:21It's really nice to hear your voice
00:43:25How are you?
00:43:27I'm working
00:43:29It's good
00:43:31Taylor told me that you're cooking at some restaurant
00:43:34Yeah, I'm basically like a glorified busboy, so
00:43:39Gotta start somewhere, right?
00:43:42Yeah
00:43:46So, how's Paris?
00:43:49I tried escargot
00:43:50And?
00:43:53I hated it
00:43:54I told you I would
00:43:56Yeah
00:44:03I'm really, I'm really glad that you called
00:44:05I've been, um
00:44:08I've been wanting to tell you how sorry I am
00:44:12And how much I regret the way that things ended with us
00:44:16I don't want to talk about the past
00:44:18It's not why I called
00:44:20Okay, why did you then?
00:44:23I was sick of being too afraid to call
00:44:26And I want you to know that I'm good
00:44:28Really
00:44:30And
00:44:31I hope you're good, too
00:44:33I am
00:44:34Hey, Fisher
00:44:35Your break under 90 seconds ago
00:44:36It sounds like you're busy
00:44:38I should probably let you go
00:44:42Yeah, I should probably let you go, too
00:44:46Happy New Year, Jeremiah
00:44:49Happy New Year, Spouse
00:44:56Shh
00:44:59It's murder on the dance floor
00:45:02You better not kill the groom
00:45:04DJ
00:45:04Gonna burn this goddam house right down
00:45:09I know, I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
00:45:12About your kind
00:45:17And salt and salt and salt and salt
00:45:19You, salt and salt and salt
00:45:25Wait, are all these people your friends?
00:45:28I invited the four people I know
00:45:30and then told them to invite everyone they know.
00:45:32Okay.
00:45:34Buenas noches.
00:45:35Hey.
00:45:38Sorry I'm late.
00:45:39They closed off half the streets.
00:45:41You look beautiful.
00:45:44I'm going to grab you some champagne.
00:45:46Hi.
00:45:47Taylor, ça va?
00:45:50Uh, this was delivered for you downstairs.
00:45:54Um, I'll take this.
00:45:55I got it.
00:46:00This is from Conrad.
00:46:02Conrad Fisher is sending you care packages internationally.
00:46:05He's been writing.
00:46:07Can I open it?
00:46:08I'm going to open this.
00:46:10Owen, Owen, go for back to your side.
00:46:18Look at you Sour Patch Kids.
00:46:21So sweet.
00:46:30Oh my God.
00:46:32Junior Mint?
00:46:33This is really loaded.
00:46:41Is this why you haven't been able to move on?
00:46:45Because Conrad Fisher is sending you love letters?
00:46:48Oh.
00:46:49Come on.
00:46:50Listen.
00:46:55They're not love letters.
00:46:56They are regular, nothing notes.
00:47:00And I haven't even written him back, so no.
00:47:03Conrad isn't even an issue.
00:47:04Okay.
00:47:05So then what's holding you back?
00:47:07Because the sparks are sparking between you and Benito.
00:47:10Are you afraid of getting hurt?
00:47:12No.
00:47:17I'm afraid of hurting someone else.
00:47:20Okay.
00:47:21So then, like, what's the plan, though?
00:47:24Are you just never going to get close to anyone ever again
00:47:26because you might risk hurting someone?
00:47:29Babe, it's inevitable.
00:47:32Like, you know, do your best,
00:47:35but you're going to have to accept that
00:47:37it will probably happen at some point.
00:47:41You're right.
00:47:42I'm always right.
00:47:46You know what?
00:47:46It's kind of fitting, actually,
00:47:47that they're both, like, reaching out to you
00:47:49on the last day of the year.
00:47:51If you think about it, like,
00:47:52it feels like that chapter's kind of closed now.
00:47:55The end of an era.
00:47:57Totally.
00:47:58The Fisher Brothers are so loud season,
00:48:00it'll get a new purse.
00:48:05Let's get out there.
00:48:06Okay.
00:48:07It's almost midnight.
00:48:16One.
00:48:23What's up?
00:48:25One.
00:48:32One.
00:48:36Oh, kiss me, another Paris twilight
00:48:44So kiss me
00:48:45Can't fit in the way to the flight to the sky
00:48:47Never down, baby, check my stats
00:48:49Truth is I wasn't trying to meet nobody
00:48:52Baby, I was there to get my back
00:48:54But when I saw you, I was like, I like that
00:48:56Wasn't trying to break, baby, I fall back
00:48:59But when I heard you say, I'm sure, baby
00:49:02So kiss me
00:49:05Should we let it go?
00:49:06No, just ignore it, I'll go away
00:49:13What?
00:49:16Parce qu'il y a une fuite, lĂ , en fait
00:49:17LĂ©vier encore?
00:49:19Je pensais que le propriétaire l'avait réparé
00:49:21Ouais, mais lĂ , c'est pas l'Ă©vier, c'est la salle de bain
00:49:23Donc, c'est pas...
00:49:25Putain!
00:49:27Donc, y a lĂ aussi une fuite, quoi
00:49:29C'est quoi ce bordel, y a une fuite?
00:49:31Ouais, regarde
00:49:32SĂ©rieusement?
00:49:33Ouais
00:49:33Nous sommes à moitié nus
00:49:35Ah bah tiens, regarde
00:49:36Ah voilà , problème réglé
00:49:38Non, non, c'est mon café
00:49:40Bah ça va, c'est qu'un café, tu peux t'en refaire
00:49:41Ça recommence
00:49:43Euh, moi je dois me préparer pour aller au taf
00:49:47D'accord?
00:49:47Donc, si tu peux prévenir le gardien, ce serait cool
00:49:51Et puis t'as plus de shampoo
00:49:52C'est quoi ?
00:49:55C'est quoi ?
00:50:20and they're off cute those scarf my guys can you actually keep on packing i'm running out of stuff
00:50:30to take downstairs yeah yeah i'm sorry babe we'll be right behind i seriously cannot believe you're
00:50:39giving this place up it's perfect well max's place is bigger and it's closer to work so
00:50:48when's finito getting here uh soon he um asked me to come to mexico with him for his grandma's 80th
00:50:57and i can't i have graduation that weekend and you know then home poor benny he's smitten with you
00:51:07you know no no no he knows the deal he knows that at some point i have to go back
00:51:13to my real life
00:51:14this could be a real life look i've just got to say this again for the record i think it's
00:51:21crazy
00:51:21that you're leaving you should say in paris everybody's expecting me a graduation and
00:51:29i told you clove has already rented out my room to someone else i know so hear me out
00:51:35it really would be a shame to see this place go to waste you should take my apartment it's just
00:51:41a
00:51:41year lease hold on um my mom's calling me talks well then think about it i'm gonna take this box
00:51:48downstairs before max dumps me hi mom hey bean i'm sorry mr call earlier hey i've been meaning to ask
00:51:57you what day are you planning to fly home i haven't um i haven't figured out my ticket yet you're
00:52:05still
00:52:05planning to come right actually jemma just offered me her apartment it's a year-long lease oh i mean i
00:52:16don't even know if i'm gonna take it but if i did it wouldn't mean that i'm never coming home
00:52:24i just
00:52:28i feel like maybe i'm not done here what about your visa yeah no i'd um i'd have to think
00:52:35about it
00:52:38uh but there's a year-long psych program at the sorbonne that would give me my student visa
00:52:44and you know um there's a regular at the bar who works at an international school
00:52:50and she said they need help with their sports program so i mean i i think if i wanted to
00:52:57make it
00:52:57work i could okay well keep me updated what that's it you're not gonna like try to talk me out
00:53:10of it
00:53:10or something do you want me to no no no i don't i just i'm really happy here i know
00:53:23bean i can hear
00:53:24it in your voice you found something special out there and yes there's a part of me that wishes you
00:53:30found something special a little closer to home what like trent in new jersey how about down the
00:53:37hallway from me where i can still remind you to wash your bras i was excited for you to come
00:53:43home but
00:53:46honestly i'll be just as excited if you stay thank you mom how are you doing today today
00:53:57oh my god it's the 14th it's the anniversary of susanna's death i i should have i
00:54:05do it are you okay i'm i'm good pain don't beat yourself up over it i'm sure home feels like
00:54:13a
00:54:13million miles away beck would be so excited about your moving to paris jemma's apartment has a view
00:54:20the sacre coeur just like in sabrina
00:54:27how perfect
00:54:30all right well i should probably go mom
00:54:36i love you i love you too bean
00:54:58welly which country do you want to visit the most egypt italy oh my gosh adam and i went to
00:55:07italy on
00:55:07our honeymoon and i ate gelato every single day what's gelato oh it's like like ice cream but better
00:55:16i want gelato hey lor what if we rented a house in italy next summer that sounds expensive what if
00:55:24adam
00:55:25rented us a house in italy next summer can we leave him at home uh we'll rent a house on
00:55:31the amalfi coast
00:55:31and you'll love it you can swim in the sea every day i don't want to swim in the sea
00:55:37every day i want to
00:55:38swim here with you and people people okay we'll come here but one day when you're older you might
00:55:51change your mind you might want to see more of the world no i never will i know what i
00:55:59like
00:56:02it's true you've always been a girl who knows her own heart
00:56:45i didn't think you were coming i didn't tell anyone i'm sorry
00:56:51thought i'd be in and out before you got here
00:57:20i can't believe it's been five years this morning i realized i can't remember her life
00:57:28i can't remember her hands
00:57:33they're like yours
00:57:40jerry look i know i can't make you forgive me nope but i'm gonna try and i'm gonna keep trying
00:57:46to break through because i miss you and i'm sorry i'm so so sorry you really want to do this
00:57:58here
00:58:01fine let's do it let's talk about how you hung around all summer like a snake in the grass
00:58:06pretending to help me with my wedding when really you were just trying to break it up and take belly
00:58:10for yourself that's not how it was you're so full of shit jerry i swear to you that's not what
00:58:14was
00:58:14happening i loved her and you ruined it you don't know what it's like to be with someone that long
00:58:19what
00:58:19you build what you lose when it disappears she was my fucking world if you loved her so much how
00:58:27could
00:58:27you go and sleep with someone else we were broken up you want to know why because they know about
00:58:34the two
00:58:35of you on christmas admit it con you wanted belly back so you found a way to take her you
00:58:42can't take
00:58:43someone jerry she's not a fucking object and the only reason that there was any wedding to break
00:58:48up was because you were afraid of losing her as if a ring could
00:58:54make someone yours fuck you jerry i'm sorry that i couldn't stop loving her
00:58:59and that that hurt you i hate that but you've been that person too
00:59:06when you had the chance to be with her a month after she and i broke up you took it
00:59:13you think that didn't fuck me up you think that was easy for me and i get it because
00:59:19you loved her so much that you forgot about everyone else i did too
00:59:32i never wanted to talk about christmas because i knew the second i did it was over
00:59:40can you blame me for wanting to hold on to her as long as i could
00:59:46no dear i tried to stop loving her i tried to keep my promise what promise before mom
00:59:55died i promised her that i would
00:59:59try and take care of you that i would protect you from getting hurt i know
01:00:28you know when we broke off the wedding in my first
01:00:35day
01:00:35thought was i need to find mom
01:00:41my second thought was i wish i could talk to connie
01:00:44if it was your fault i needed my brother and i still do
01:00:53i'm here now
01:01:00did billy text you too i won't hit you if she did
01:01:06no we haven't talked since last summer
01:01:12i've been writing her letters
01:01:19she hasn't written me back maybe i should take that as a hint
01:01:26i never could compete with what you two had
01:01:30that connection is like a force field
01:01:35do what you have to do
01:01:37don't expect me to be okay with it
01:01:40but don't waste it either
01:01:48later man later
01:01:53dear belly
01:01:56i saw jeremiah yesterday
01:02:00we both went to visit mom's grave
01:02:03things went better than the last time we were together
01:02:06no punches were thrown
01:02:09he told me you've been in touch
01:02:12i might as well be completely honest here
01:02:16because who even knows if you're reading my letters
01:02:20you might have thrown them all out without opening them
01:02:22which is your right
01:02:25but i'll go ahead and say it even though i have no right
01:02:29it killed me a little that jerry's talked to you
01:02:34still i don't think he hates me anymore which is a good thing
01:02:41um excuse me please take your shoes off in my new abode keep an asian household
01:02:47but we wore shoes in your old place
01:02:50yeah but that's because i didn't want my feet touching that floor and also i mean
01:02:56this place is all mine you know just mine should we make up the bed you know my mother always
01:03:02says
01:03:02that's the first thing you should do when you move into a new place
01:03:05sure but i'm sleeping in it alone tonight i've never gotten to do that before
01:03:11whatever you say
01:03:15so now that you're not going home next month will you come with me to mexico for my grandma's birthday
01:03:20party i promise i'm not gonna propose to you in front of my entire family i just want to show
01:03:27you
01:03:27where i grew up my grandma makes the best chilaquiles in the entire world you have no idea you have
01:03:33no
01:03:33idea they're delicious
01:03:34we never painted by the numbers baby but we were making it count okay
01:03:42you know the greatest loves of all time are over now
01:03:48yeah i guess you never know never know it's another day waking up alone but we were something
01:03:57don't you think so roaring twenties tossing pennies in the pool
01:04:02also in case i haven't made it clear i think about you a lot you're pretty much all i think
01:04:09about
01:04:10just so we're clear love conrad dear conrad i never thanked you for sending me junior mint
01:04:19so thank you and thank you for all your letters it's sweet of you to think of me
01:04:25i finally found a permanent apartment this is my new address hope you're well
01:04:46you should really lock your doors
01:04:50oh my god it's hot i don't remember it being this hot last june
01:04:53pretty nice in brussels right now i've heard i still can't believe namazi invited you to the
01:04:59brussels conference i'm so much better than you better luck next time kid what's up you want some
01:05:05water sure yeah
01:05:11so brussels huh quite belgian town only a one and a half hour train ride from paris
01:05:19so let me see that postcard she sent you agnes oh come on just let me see it i mean
01:05:24how am i
01:05:25supposed to help you if i don't know what i'm dealing with for the record i never asked for your
01:05:28help
01:05:37oh my god you keep it in your wallet shut up
01:05:50well that's it that's all she wrote yeah yeah you definitely shouldn't go
01:05:59really so you don't think you suck you okay really though if you don't go you might regret it forever
01:06:08if you do go you might regret it forever too but is this supposed to be helping no
01:06:18doctor help thyself
01:06:32okay mr fisher we're able to switch your flight to the 10 45 p.m to paris
01:06:39there is a 473 dollar fair difference would you still like to go ahead and rebook yeah
01:06:46you
01:06:49you're awesome thank you i appreciate it yeah have a safe flight
01:06:55so
01:06:55you have time to go ahead and see what else is going on next week end for you
01:06:56this weekend for your anniversary
01:06:57my friends has planned a little née for me
01:07:00oh that looks nice and cozy
01:07:10thank you
01:07:12Are you sure you want to do it?
01:07:14Yes.
01:07:16I'm ready for something new this summer.
01:07:19Okay.
01:07:41Just stop your crying, it'll be all right.
01:07:47They told me that the end is near.
01:07:52We gotta get away from here.
01:07:57Just stop your crying at the time of your life.
01:08:03Breaking through the atmosphere.
01:08:06Things are pretty good from here.
01:08:14Remember everything will be all right.
01:08:19We could meet again somewhere.
01:08:23Somewhere far away from here.
01:08:29We never know we've been here before.
01:08:32Why are we always stuck and running from the bullets?
01:08:40The bullets.
01:08:44We never know we've been here before.
01:08:48Why are we always stuck and running from the bullets?
01:08:56The bullets.
01:09:01Just stop your crying, it's the start of the times.
01:09:07We gotta get away from here.
01:09:11We gotta get away from here.
01:09:51We gotta get away from here.
01:09:51We gotta get away from here.
01:09:51We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:52We gotta get away from here.
01:09:53We gotta get away from here.
01:09:53We gotta get away from here.
01:09:57We gotta get away from here.
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