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00:09Previously, this season on Love Island Beyond the Villa.
00:12I'm healed and I hope you're healed.
00:14I'm happy that, like I said, we got to be here and speak it all out.
00:18How are you, love?
00:19Good.
00:20Good, good.
00:21For a long time, I was only close with Anna.
00:23Then her and Iris got really close.
00:25I would never get a call to hang out with her.
00:27It definitely doesn't feel good.
00:28We have to do another trip.
00:30Yeah.
00:30Yeah, let's do another trip.
00:31Okay, but where?
00:32We're going to Lake Tahoe.
00:34I am ready to conquer the snow.
00:40Yeah, Iris.
00:42I can't stop.
00:44Look at this.
00:50Hi, Maria.
00:51How are you?
00:51Hi, sorry.
00:52You got makeup?
00:53No, it's just relationship and boundaries.
00:56I feel like I don't need to, like, be close with everyone if that's not how I feel.
01:00At the end of the day, like, not everybody is your best friend.
01:03Jeez.
01:05Hey, y'all.
01:06I'm a pageant queen and I have blonde hair.
01:11So you picked the name.
01:14Grayson.
01:15Are you good, though?
01:19Coco, Bella, can we go downstairs real quick?
01:21Oh, sure.
01:22Yeah, we're going to take a quick break.
01:25What's going on?
01:27We overheard you saying, like, you don't really want to be friends with everybody.
01:31You have your friends.
01:34Hannah, I think that you have kind of, like, isolated yourself from, like, speaking to everybody, including myself.
01:38It's not me intentionally doing that.
01:41I am exhausted.
01:44I'm not exhausted being around everyone.
01:47I am exhausted.
01:54I'm not thinking, hmm, let me check and see how Bella and Grayson and Coco and Iris are doing.
02:00I wasn't even talking about you guys.
02:02I was talking about Brian and Chris.
02:04I'm sorry, I don't want to be friends with Brian and Chris.
02:07People are allowed to have, like, bad days.
02:09And, like, the times that we are together, maybe she was just not having, like, a good day.
02:14But then, like, that's why you asking me, like, upstairs, like, are you good?
02:20I don't think it was coming from that place.
02:22Like, it wasn't me trying to fucking stir up shit.
02:25I feel like I'm fucking talking out of my ass and nobody is using their fucking brain.
02:29It, like, actually, it's driving me crazy.
02:30And I have to be up for a flight in, like, an hour.
02:38Where's he going?
02:40We staying out the way.
02:42We having a peaceful time.
02:43This is my first trip.
02:45I'm missing school for this, all right?
02:46I'm not going to be caught up in no drama.
02:49What the fuck is going on downstairs?
02:50Grayson felt upset that they were, like, left out or something.
02:53Yeah, that's some girl stuff.
02:55Because imagine me, like, telling Chris, like, bro, why don't you hit me up to go work out?
02:58I want to see you more.
02:59Well, there's definitely a divide.
03:00Like, it's evident that Iris and Hannah don't want to, obviously, be friends with any of the other girls.
03:05Speaking of them not wanting to be friends, like, even what Hannah said about me and Brian,
03:08be friends with Chris and Brian, wow, I don't want to do that.
03:10We had no clue she felt that way.
03:12I'm like, damn, like.
03:13That was a little aggressive.
03:14I'm like, what did we do?
03:15You don't have to be friends, but then I think there's an energy that's rude in it as well.
03:19Yeah, Hannah's just kind of like a firecracker.
03:21But she's just saying, like, she had a boyfriend, so she's not looking for new male friends.
03:24Even if Hannah didn't have a boyfriend, I don't think anyone needs to want to be friends with anybody.
03:28If I have a girlfriend, I'm not going to go look to make new female friends.
03:32Did you, like, know, though, that's how she felt?
03:35Know what?
03:35Like...
03:36Towards those?
03:36Yeah.
03:38Obviously, I knew, like, they're not...
03:40They don't want to be, like, your friend because of mine, obviously.
03:42But I didn't know, like, you're just kind of, like, his bro, so it's kind of just like...
03:46Oh, so I get treated like that because I'm his friend?
03:48You don't see it because you guys are fucking cool.
03:51Like, we not over here talking shit on him or, like, don't want to be around him.
03:54I definitely don't see it from y'all's side because I'm not... I'm cool with him.
03:57Through this entire process and this experience, I think, like, one of the things I was hoping to get out
04:02of it was closer friendships.
04:05It sounds really corny, but, like, I wanted us all to, like, grow closer.
04:10There's always been, like, this underlying, like, I think, hurt.
04:15Kind of, like, a feeling of, like...
04:19Like, you don't care.
04:24I take accountability in the fact that maybe I haven't been close to all of you guys.
04:28And it's not out of ill intention or I hate any of you.
04:33I don't hate any of you. I think you all are great people.
04:35But I have my own things to deal with.
04:39I have my friends before all of this shit that, like, don't hear from me.
04:44Sometimes I'm not, like, really present.
04:46But it's, like, I'm just having a hard time.
04:50People think that I am, like, standoffish or rude.
04:55But in reality, I'm just, like, somebody who's, like, struggling.
05:00I feel like I'm a new person now and I'm trying to figure myself out.
05:05You know, you can't sit here now and tell me those girls were giving the energy, like, fucking...
05:12I think the thing is, I think that's okay.
05:14Like, they don't got to be best friends.
05:16No, no, no one has to be best friends.
05:17Yeah.
05:18It's just, like, be a normal human and just say, yo, what's up?
05:21Like, bro, me and her haven't even said a word.
05:23Okay, but you haven't said a word and she hasn't said a word.
05:25So it's two-way street.
05:26Because, bro, because the energy she gives is fucking weird, bro.
05:29We connected icons and said, what's up?
05:30Nothing, she looked away.
05:31What the fuck have I ever actually done, bro?
05:34Nothing.
05:35This is a repeat of Palm Springs.
05:37I don't know what's going on with her, mate, to be honest with you.
05:40Who knows?
05:41I do think it's a little bit odd, yeah?
05:43It might just be ego.
05:44Palm Springs was a moment where we kind of felt like maybe we didn't, like, fit in the group.
05:49And, like, you know, that stings a little.
05:52The divide is, like, not on my end.
05:56I don't know about you guys, but, like, I don't feel like you guys feel divide.
06:00Yeah.
06:00I'm just very drawn off by everything that's going on because I don't really see what they're saying.
06:07I mean, Hannah and Iris, they don't have a mean bone in their body.
06:11Why do you feel isolated?
06:13Why, like, where does this isolation ever come from?
06:15It's not from you, Amaya.
06:16You do really well at, like, talking to everyone.
06:19And, like, there are also others that don't do that well at that.
06:24To be like, oh, I really praise you because you can talk to everyone.
06:27That's singling me out.
06:28It's also putting other people here and other people here.
06:31Yeah, you're literally like, I praise you.
06:33I don't think that that was the point that I was making.
06:35I was more so making a point that, like, we should all be speaking to each other.
06:39Simple as that.
06:39I can appreciate someone without calling anyone out.
06:43But it's very apparent that you don't want a kumbaya.
06:46The first time I, like, felt her was, like, at the Christmas party.
06:51Like, I tried to, like, confide in you, like, about a situation.
06:56I felt like you did hear me more in that moment.
06:58But, like, you didn't listen to me, like, at all.
07:01I was trying to listen to you, but there was so much going on.
07:04I want to just also say my feelings with Bella were strained after the holiday party.
07:10And that wasn't in Palm Springs.
07:12That was after she brought TJ over to Pepe.
07:15They brought both of you guys over to Pepe.
07:17He has expressed that he wants to have conversations.
07:20If he does want to have a conversation, he needs to take accountability for all the lies.
07:27Can I say this?
07:28She would only do it to, like, try to, like, make everyone feel okay.
07:31So that's my boyfriend.
07:32Like, that's my boyfriend, you know?
07:34It's more about, like, boundaries.
07:36But if these boundaries have never been set, then how would she know that?
07:38But it's, like, it's like girl code.
07:40Why is Bella getting involved?
07:42I just feel like this isn't very fair.
07:46I came into this wanting us all to just get along.
07:52Ugh.
07:53I hate this situation.
07:54I don't have a lot of bad things to say about Bella,
07:57but I think she always tries to bring everybody together and everyone should be friends.
08:02And in reality, life's not like that.
08:04Yeah.
08:05Brother, this friendship that could have been potentially amazing is on the withhold right
08:09now because of the friendships and connections that you have with both of our ex-boyfriends.
08:14As a woman, I just don't understand how you can't understand that.
08:17But you guys know that the only reason that I had been in the same spaces in the same rooms
08:24as your exes is because I've always just been cool with everybody.
08:28I haven't had beef with anybody.
08:30Even though I understand the circumstance, I understand it, but I can't respect it.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Amaya coming at me really hurts.
08:38She thinks I'm best friends with Brian.
08:40That's not the case.
08:42I love Amaya.
08:44I love her so much.
08:45And even when they went through their breakup, I was supposed to have a brand deal with Brian for $20
08:50,000.
08:50And I turned that down right away out of my loyalty to Amaya.
08:54She thinks I'm not even considering her.
08:56And I do think that's pretty considerate.
08:58I respect each one of you and I care about you guys.
09:03I think it was just like a lot of things coming to a head.
09:06Yeah.
09:06It's those like schoolgirl feelings.
09:09I feel like there are times where we're not like completely nice to each other.
09:13You know that's going to push a mean girl narrative that I don't fuck with.
09:17I just, I have a flight and I'm going to leave.
09:20You can leave.
09:21That's fine.
09:22Good night everyone.
09:29Exhibit A.
09:36For Hannah to stand up and walk out.
09:38It's just kind of a slap in the face.
09:40I'm sorry but like that's.
09:42She does have a fight though.
09:44But like that doesn't feel good to just get up while I'm crying and leave.
09:51My anxiety is really bad and I'm not somebody that's like when I'm having a hard time,
09:56I can fake it with a smile on my face and that can come off as like bitchy or rude
10:01I guess.
10:02But I just kind of have to ride it out.
10:04That's not okay.
10:05I'm not standing for that.
10:15Hold on, I'm finna go, I'm finna go make sure she's good.
10:18She's being vulnerable and she doesn't do that often.
10:20So is that, is that what you feel like is not nice?
10:23That's not okay.
10:24I have to say I agree.
10:25I'm not standing for that.
10:26Yeah, I have to say I agree.
10:28I don't even want to talk about it too much because she's not here anymore.
10:31I've talked to her, I've seen her going through some mental stuff and I give her so much grace.
10:38But I'm not part of the situation and I have to say that I understand how these girls feel.
10:44Cause even myself, I felt a little bit that way.
10:47She's just very vocal about how she doesn't care about us.
10:51I don't think that she doesn't care.
10:53I don't think that it is anything like to pinpoint any one of you guys at all.
10:57I don't know.
10:58I don't know.
10:59How are you feeling though?
11:01How are you feeling?
11:01Well, I'm going crazy.
11:03You're good.
11:03It's like, I'm sorry, I don't want to argue.
11:10Let's just call it a night.
11:12Let's go to bed.
11:16I'll catch y'all.
11:18Come on, get your iPhone.
11:22Oh boy.
11:23You know you're a good person.
11:25That's enough.
11:25I'm turning you into an angry guy from that movie.
11:29You know, like where he's like.
11:31That's me.
11:32Volcano coming out of my ass.
11:33You just need to sleep.
11:34Sebastian, Luca, Paris.
11:35You're good.
11:35And if everyone fucking hates me, at least I have a dog and a boyfriend that fucking love me.
11:45We're tired.
11:46Sweet air.
11:48One breeze, not a single care.
11:50Deep blue.
11:51Oh, stud.
11:52And I feel like I'm...
11:54Big brrr.
11:55Ooh, I wouldn't want to miss.
12:02Ooh, I'm feeling quite like this.
12:06Hmm.
12:08Isn't this so pretty?
12:09It is.
12:10You know, we can do this every day in the country.
12:12Just sit and enjoy the views.
12:13The view don't look like this, Taylor.
12:16When we get our house, we will have a nice view.
12:18OK.
12:19And I kind of want a change of scenery
12:22before I settle down in nature type of thing.
12:26So what's your deal with that?
12:29L.A., New York, Charlotte?
12:32I like New York and I like L.A.,
12:35but I want to be close to my family.
12:37My plan right now is to stay home,
12:41continue to work towards the goals I had for myself
12:43before all of this was introduced,
12:46the life coaching in school and, you know, that side of things.
12:51I'm just going to stay in North Carolina,
12:53travel to New York and L.A. for work,
12:55and I'm going to continue to prioritize studying psychology.
12:59School is super expensive.
13:00So with content creation, social media,
13:03this will all help me be able to pay for school
13:06and be comfortable in doing that.
13:08I think you've got a much crazier schedule with school.
13:12I have a much crazier schedule with my endeavors.
13:16So we have to see each other at least once a month.
13:20Mm-hmm.
13:21Clark decided to stay in North Carolina.
13:23Showed me that, you know, she's looking at the bigger picture
13:26and not just trying to live in a moment.
13:28I'm down for Charlotte over L.A.
13:30It's more of a slower pace.
13:32Not as bad as traffic night as meeting people.
13:35Some chaotic stuff happened last night.
13:38Sips tea.
13:41Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm, mm-mm.
13:44I think I needed this after yesterday.
13:49Yeah.
13:50Last night was crazy.
13:51The conversation downstairs.
13:53There was, like, this narrative being, like, pushed
13:56that, like, I'm a mean girl.
13:59They feel excluded from me and Hannah.
14:02I was just so stuck on the idea that I'm friends with Pepe
14:06and I'm not friends with Pepe.
14:08We cannot let this guy dictate friendships.
14:11Like, if these are exes, no, no, no.
14:13He's got so much power.
14:15I can't even understand this concept of Pepe
14:19playing a part in any of our relationships.
14:22The problem is with Iris and something
14:24that she needs to sort out with Pepe.
14:26Before I went to bed, I was looking at my text
14:28with Grayson, December 18th.
14:31The holiday party?
14:32Yeah, and I said, I wanted to check in on you.
14:34How are you?
14:34Did you guys squash it?
14:35I was freaked out last night.
14:37So I did text her, and I did check in on her.
14:40In my eyes, it defeats the whole, like, you don't check in.
14:43Like, you know, because what was I doing the night
14:46of the holiday party afterwards?
14:47I was, like, bawling my eyes out at home,
14:50and I still made a point to make sure she was still OK.
14:54Grayson and Bella said that they feel like I wasn't
14:58fully there for them.
14:59That's not true to my experience at all.
15:01I feel like I really was there for them,
15:03and for them to just say this out of nowhere to me
15:07is very hurtful.
15:09I appreciate you always having my back
15:11and always listening to me, and always being there for me
15:15and giving me different perspectives.
15:16I value that a lot, and I love you.
15:18Thank you for being there for me.
15:20I love you, too.
15:22Aw.
15:25Teen.
15:29Yeah, it's official.
15:30I said I love you first.
15:33I've been wanting to say that to you for a while.
15:36It takes me a long time to really love somebody,
15:39and with him, it's been really quick.
15:43That's crazy.
15:45I am really thankful for him.
15:47I really love him a lot.
15:49You should run through the house and say you love me.
15:54I love my life!
16:00Oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:02Waking up, waking up, waking up to the best life.
16:05Oh, oh, oh, oh.
16:06Waking up, waking up.
16:07Good morning.
16:08Good morning, good morning, good morning.
16:12Hey, come on, everybody.
16:14Gather round.
16:14Let's go snowboarding.
16:16Woo!
16:18Snowmobiling.
16:19Snowboarding?
16:20Fuck.
16:20All right, come on, everybody.
16:21Let's go tubing and snowmobiling.
16:24Yay!
16:28Everybody, let's bounce.
16:29Bring your asses.
16:31All right, all right.
16:34I got something to prove, and I got nothing to lose.
16:41So here we go, go, go, go.
16:44All right, all right, all right.
16:49Oh, my gosh.
16:50I'm excited.
16:51Yeah!
16:53Oh no, we're going to snow-mo, baby.
16:55Hi, guys.
16:57Couples, man.
16:59Couple shit.
17:00Sure feels good to be in a couple.
17:02Man, doesn't it?
17:03I can't imagine not being in a fucking couple.
17:06Whoa, we got hills and shit?
17:09Oh my gosh.
17:10Wait, let me see.
17:11Wait, can we go down two at a time?
17:13Nah, bro.
17:15Launch me, Cassie.
17:16Chris, be careful.
17:17Launch me.
17:18Oh, shit.
17:22Nice.
17:23Want to spin?
17:24Yeah.
17:25Oh my god.
17:28Poor Gracie.
17:31Ow.
17:36Yeah, buddy.
17:44Oh, hell no.
17:47Yo, I hate making this shit go faster, dawg.
17:49Little dude, no, we're in a competition, OK?
17:51They're just coming first couple and we're coming out on top.
17:53Yeah, they don't even know.
17:54But.
17:54Damn.
17:58Probably going to throw up.
18:04What?
18:05Oh, no, that is crazy.
18:09Yeah.
18:11Yeah.
18:11Yeah, and that's what I call a rival in style, bitches.
18:19Are you having fun?
18:21Uh, yeah, you?
18:24Yeah, I mean, it's like yesterday.
18:32I feel like we need to talk though.
18:35For sure, what's on your mind?
18:37I think that when it comes to us
18:41and our friendship,
18:42I want the flirting to actually stop for good.
18:46I'll bet. All right, then I'll stop.
18:48That's fair.
18:48But I've never once, like, led you on.
18:51No, that's not true.
18:53How's it not true?
18:55I think everybody online just assumes you're with Jeremiah.
18:59I know.
19:01Oh!
19:03Look at this!
19:07Good morning.
19:08Mm-hmm.
19:10I'm very transparent with you about where I stand.
19:14Friendship, best friend.
19:16But I don't feel like you act like you're my friend.
19:22We're flaring, we're posting a lot of content together,
19:25so everybody thinks we're together, and we're not.
19:30Why?
19:31Yes, we flirt together.
19:34Yes, together.
19:34And if you want that to stop, that's cool.
19:36But the mix, say no, sing it.
19:36It's like...
19:37Well, it's you always who stars.
19:41It's always you.
19:42All right, you got it, hey.
19:42No, I don't know. I'm no, I don't want to make a promise. We're good
19:55No, I don't know I'm no, I don't want to make a promise. We're good
20:08Well, that went bad, I think. If you care about me as your friend, why are you hurting my feelings?
20:15Like, you're literally playing with me.
20:19What up mama? What the hell?
20:24Are we gonna stay on?
20:34Hey, Maya, can I talk to you for a quick second?
20:38About what?
20:40Uh, I'm respecting your boundaries, and that's kind of what I just really quick just want to touch on.
20:45The only thing I want to say is I wouldn't do anything to disrespect your relationship and
20:50your boundaries. I just feel like the boundaries switched, and if you real quick was like, Brian,
20:57on some real shit, we can't really greet each other. I'm just doing this for me and my relationship,
21:03I would have been like, cool, noted, like, we're good. The only thing I felt hella like,
21:08slapped in the face with was like, the dinner table thing.
21:11At the end of the day, if I don't fuck with someone, I just don't fuck with you.
21:15I thought the dinner thing was a little much for someone that just tried to say hi in a cultural
21:21way. Like, that's why I was even questioning, like, is that about me?
21:24I mean, if you're cool with your girl kissing her ex on his cheeks to say hi, that's a you
21:31problem.
21:32No, but that's not something I'm cool with, and that's not something my man's cool with,
21:35and we will never be cool with that.
21:36No, for sure. No, I see that. And that's cool. Like, I'm not negating that at all.
21:40Especially with this new relationship that I have right now that I'm very content in,
21:45I don't want anything, especially Brian, boundaries, confusion,
21:54to destroy this beautiful love story that I have currently going on.
21:59We gave each other a hug in Palm Springs, right?
22:01We said hi, boom, that's it. That's it.
22:04How are you, love? Good. Good, good.
22:07It's not like I was giving you, like, it was a heritage thing.
22:11We know that. Like, we both went through that, like, with the villa thing.
22:14I'm not trying to say that you came in there with the tension of trying to be
22:18malicious or anything like that. But what I'm saying is that before we were just saying hi,
22:23keeping it casual. But now as my relationship is progressing, it's like, I don't even want to
22:27say hi to you. And that's fine. I was just confused.
22:30Yeah, you're the one that pulled me for a trap right now.
22:31No, I know, just because it was like, this is the last day on the trip. Like, I was just
22:34confused as in,
22:34like, if I really OD disrespected it or something like that.
22:37That is being disrespectful.
22:38Okay, then I apologize for that. That won't happen again.
22:42Well, you go that way. I'll go this way. And that's cool.
22:44Like, that's what it is. Thank you.
22:45That's literally what it is. Yes.
22:46It's wild to hear that she thinks I was trying to disrespect her relationship.
22:51I hope that works out. Like, I really do have wished her nothing but the best.
22:56God bless. God bless.
23:01That is literally the clarity I need. Book is closed and it's sent away.
23:07I'm happy that that was cleared up, whatever the fuck happened right there.
23:10Because motherfucker, don't even fucking come near me. Are you crazy? You see how long my
23:15motherfucking hair is? When I flip it, that's how far you got to stay back away from me.
23:19Back the fuck up from me and my weed, bitch. What the fuck?
23:26All right, can I jump and go?
23:28He needs something. Okay, no.
23:30Christopher, please be careful. Do you have gloves?
23:32No, I need gloves.
23:33I'm such a mom. Let me just relax.
23:36He's nuts. He's literally nuts.
23:40No.
23:42Shit is so weird, bro.
23:44He was like, I've always been clear we're friends.
23:46What? He said that?
23:47Yeah. I'm like, I'm so glad the camera caught you doing all that weird shit.
23:50The day before the bar, he kissed me.
23:53Yeah.
23:53I never said that to make him look bad.
23:55Yeah.
23:55So how you, oh.
23:58Gotcha.
23:59Oh my God. Too late.
24:01Okay, I'm your best friend, but you kissed me two days ago.
24:04But not only just kissing me, but also being all over me.
24:09I think he's trying to protect his image.
24:13You've never escalated it.
24:14Even though we're flirting at the end of the day, like I know we're just friends.
24:18I'm not going to like do something to jeopardize that.
24:20Has she ever tried to escalate things with you?
24:24No.
24:24I have all the test messages. It's always him testing me.
24:27I'm like, we're friends. We don't need to talk every day.
24:29He's like, hey, just checking on you. Don't fucking check on me.
24:31Yeah.
24:32Me and Tito are friends. He's not checking on me.
24:34Like, what?
24:34You should sometimes.
24:37I'm ready.
24:40I just graced it with my life.
24:42I forgot how to start it already. I'm not even going to hold you.
24:44I forgot how to start it already, y'all.
24:46I'll keep walking over here.
24:47Okay.
24:49You're talking?
24:50Yeah.
24:52Bye.
24:54This is getting dilla all over again.
24:56At the end of the day, I think that when you use words and say things like,
25:00I let you or I allow you, it gives a false perception that it was one-sided.
25:06I never said that. I said, you're always the one to initiate everything. And I follow. Like,
25:13I do it back.
25:14Yeah. That feels like different than like mutual though. Like, it just feels like I'm like,
25:18just annoying you or on your body crazy.
25:20No, because I always said, it's fun and I like it, but it has to stop because.
25:24That's smooth. Like, that's all you had to say. I feel like the conversation.
25:27But I think I said the same thing, just in different words.
25:30But at the end of the day, it's like, you want the flirting to stop? I'm so down for that.
25:36I guess, I mean, after this trip, I guess I'll see you around.
25:41I'll see you around is crazy.
25:43I mean, I don't know what.
25:49At first, I didn't understand where Anjun was coming from because I was like,
25:53I'm telling you we're just friends. How are you getting mixed signals? But if I'm telling you
25:56we're just friends and we're flirting like we're not just friends, that's how you get mixed signals.
26:01Come on. Come over here. Come on.
26:03Is my hair messed up? I can't even see anything.
26:05I can't even see you.
26:06What are you going to do?
26:08Shit.
26:08She knows the type of conversation we need to have.
26:10She's already texting me this morning crying. We don't need to do this if you don't want to.
26:14She was basically giving me an out.
26:15Like, dead ass, she going to take that shit bad either way.
26:17But how was you planning to do it in the first place?
26:19Off camera.
26:20Coco keeps telling me to do it off camera. Like, talk to her off camera.
26:24I know my boy Chris is scared to talk to Coco because he's scared that
26:29Courtney might come out. But I think he should just rip the bandaid off instead of like having
26:33it lingered on because as long as it lingers on and he doesn't want to be part of it anymore,
26:38the real Courtney going to come out. I hope he does it quick because it's only going to get worse.
26:43Respect their wishes because if you don't, she won't get more mad at you
26:45if you're not respecting her wishes.
26:46That's what I'm saying.
26:48Okay. All right, guys. I'm ready to go back to be honest with you.
26:53Yeah. I'm starving. I'm cold.
26:58I feel like today was the first day I was finally able to enjoy myself fully.
27:02I really had such a great time.
27:04It was so fun.
27:10Time to pack our shit up and get the hell out of here.
27:18Oh, my God. It's time to go back home.
27:25I didn't even get to wear my fur.
27:29Tahoe was rough in the beginning and it was rough in the end.
27:32I feel like the division just grew more prominent and I hate that for us.
27:43Guys, quick. We're going to miss the sunset.
27:47I had a great time in Tahoe.
27:49There were obviously some tough conversations and it was a little weird,
27:53but we're a big family. At the end of the day, we went through a very unique experience together
27:58and I'm just so happy to have these friendships.
28:14If my name comes to your mouth, baby, zip it up.
28:17I think we got a good, this is eight bars from last time.
28:20Yeah.
28:20I think we got a nice little record here, honestly.
28:23I'm excited.
28:25My team and I are hoping to drop the album right before summer because we want to make
28:30sure that all of the girlies, all the papayas are, you know what, the dads could dance to it too.
28:35Want a taste of this papayas? Come and sip it up.
28:49Since you were sick in Tahoe, did you even get to talk to Grayson?
28:52Wait, how was that for you though, sitting here?
28:53It was fine.
28:54We're both just kind of at the understanding now.
28:56It's just not going to happen.
28:59You're going to kick with her?
28:59Oh yeah, like I mean, she's a really great friend, you know what I mean?
29:05Andrina just texted me.
29:06Put it on Drina's side.
29:08I love you, I miss you, where you at?
29:10No, I'm just kidding.
29:12I'm going to give it 10 minutes to the flight and stuff.
29:13Fuck off.
29:14Want a taste of this papayas? Come and sip it up.
29:23Are you ready?
29:24Yeah.
29:25Oh, yeah.
29:38What's up, brother?
29:39How we doing, brother?
29:40Good to see you, bro.
29:41Long time no see.
29:42My name is Nick Vance.
29:43I'm from Jacksonville, Florida.
29:45You might know me from season seven, Love Island.
29:47Feeling hella dope, cause I am.
29:49If I wasn't mine, I would be the main man.
29:52I'm a mom.
29:54Mamacita.
29:54Hello, she's got the juice in my hand.
29:57Through the house, she's trapped into the car.
29:59Tip top, boom, show the DJ some more.
30:01Quick, hurry up, get in.
30:03What the fuck?
30:05You might not, and if you don't, my name is Nick Vance.
30:10Cheers, bro.
30:11Good to see you, man.
30:11You as well.
30:12How's wifey?
30:13How's lifey?
30:14Great, bro.
30:14We're now dating and everything, so.
30:16Sick.
30:17Yeah, I've been staying with her for a little while.
30:19I'm with Jeremiah all the time.
30:20I'm with Hannah, Iris.
30:21Pepe all the time.
30:22No, he honestly hasn't been showing up.
30:24Really?
30:25Is there beef?
30:26There's a bunch of stuff he said, took away from Iris and I's relationship.
30:30But we're not on the same page.
30:32We, you know, we're just not going to be friends.
30:36I'm not that surprised that, you know, that there's tension.
30:38It's been since the beginning of time.
30:40Girls will make men go crazy.
30:43Pepe and I are boys.
30:44I just support both of my boys at the end of the day.
30:46Like, I stay out of it.
30:47Where'd you get that thing, bro?
30:48Well, Andrew got it for me for Christmas.
30:50Oh, really?
30:50That's fire.
30:51Bro, it's dancing.
30:52He's dancing.
30:53I gave her a present, and I, like, filmed it for my YouTube video or whatever.
30:57And people started, like, crashing out.
30:59Like, the, I guess, like, the Louis box was, it was small.
31:02Oh.
31:03But, like, people were like, oh, like, he didn't get her shit.
31:06Yeah, yeah, yeah.
31:06I was like, fuck you.
31:07Oh, my God.
31:07I got her something good, but.
31:09That's, like, some of the toughest things, like, since The Villa, like, dealing with
31:13the public and, like, everyone watching everything and, like, have an opinion.
31:17I think it's, like.
31:18It's crazy.
31:19Yeah.
31:19Because, like, you kind of control, like, the narrative in a little bit of a way.
31:22Like, I only let people see, like, 10%.
31:25I think there is some things that we keep private, but we post every day, basically.
31:30It's just a part of our daily life, so the public knows the majority of what's going
31:34on in our lives.
31:35So, I saw Alandria went to the Golden Globes.
31:40Yeah, yeah.
31:41You couldn't make it or something?
31:42I never got the invite in the mail.
31:44Oh, yeah?
31:44Oh, shit.
31:45That's because my car kept moving, so that's my home address.
31:48Yeah, yeah.
31:48No, but next year.
31:49I want, I really want to get into acting and, like.
31:51Yeah.
31:52What's your plans?
31:52Do you think you're moving out here or anything, or?
31:54I don't know.
31:55Like, the DJing's so time-consuming and, like, I go back and forth every other day.
31:59Dude, I've been, I've been debating it for, forever.
32:03But, I don't know, it's, it's kind of not my vibe out here.
32:06Here?
32:06Yeah.
32:07You talk about long distance, like, is that hard for you?
32:09Yeah, I mean, like, it's literally the opposite sides of the country.
32:12Yeah.
32:13What about you?
32:14She's in Houston, so it's, like, only two and a half hours away.
32:17But, at the same time, it's like, she is never in Houston and I'm never in Florida.
32:22So, it's like.
32:23You guys are so busy and everything.
32:24How do you make time for each other?
32:25Yeah.
32:26It's, it's rough.
32:28I mean, I'm in a club, like, probably Wednesday through Saturday.
32:32And, she's 99% doing a shoot throughout the week or whatever.
32:36But, honestly, our schedules have been, like, aligning up pretty nicely.
32:39Like, she coincidentally was in LA yesterday.
32:42So, we got dinner, chilled, kicked up.
32:45I mean, you just pray that it aligns.
32:47Iris and I are the same way, but, you know, she has a lot more going on than I obviously
32:51do.
32:51But, I have more with, like, the real estate and the stuff over in Tampa.
32:55So, that's kind of, like, where we are, like, a little off schedule.
33:01I've never really done a long distance relationship before.
33:03So, it's, it's very new to me and there's a lot to learn and it's a lot to balance.
33:09But, Iris and I were making the long distance work.
33:12I feel like we don't get to see each other every single day.
33:14So, when we are together, we're making sure that it's quality time spent.
33:18This is so good. Good to see you, bro.
33:19Yeah.
33:19Thank you for coming out, bro.
33:20Of course.
33:38Honey, I'm home.
33:40Hey!
33:40Oh, you look good.
33:42Yeah, I like this necklace.
33:44I've never seen it.
33:46You look cute.
33:52So, you and TJ, how are you guys doing?
33:55You guys said, I love you, like, officially?
33:57Yeah, we were in bed.
33:59So, I was like, oh, I love you.
34:00Aww.
34:01He's always there for me.
34:02Like, you know, Sebastian, like, he's always, like, there for you and always has your back.
34:06That's what we needed this whole time.
34:09When are you going to Aruba?
34:10During Valentine's Day.
34:11I told myself no more cold places.
34:14I like Tahoe, though.
34:15It was beautiful.
34:16It was really beautiful.
34:17I was just going through it.
34:19Yeah.
34:19And I felt like everybody was kind of, like, attacking you.
34:21The thing is, I was just not having, like, I was not doing good.
34:25And, like, I feel like that's okay.
34:26I feel like my friends would, like, know that.
34:30We know.
34:31I just feel like people don't understand how I deal with things because it's different
34:37than the way that they deal with things.
34:39Like, I'm doing my best and it's just really hard that, like, I feel like everybody's just
34:44going against me.
34:45I always say, like, you need to just be yourself and the people that like you want
34:50to be around you and the people that don't, don't, you know?
34:52Yeah.
34:53And, like, that's okay.
34:54Yeah.
34:54Doesn't this spot on my set kind of look like a penis?
34:57It does.
34:59That one's a penis.
35:01I was staring at it right now.
35:03I was like, ah!
35:03I feel dirty.
35:15So cute.
35:23Hi, baby.
35:25Hi, how are you?
35:25How are you?
35:26Where's Gray?
35:31Oh, there she is.
35:32Hey, what's up?
35:35Hi, guys.
35:36You look good, girl.
35:38You look good.
35:39I'm like a Twilight vampire right now.
35:41No, stop, don't say that.
35:43We love the little Edward moment, so.
35:46We all got the same thing.
35:48Thank you so much.
35:50Wow, these look good.
35:51That breather was great, right?
35:53Yeah, I haven't really talked to many since the trip.
35:57But, I mean, it's only been, like, a week, so.
35:59I talked to Andreina a little bit, but.
36:01Yeah, me too.
36:02She was kind of nice.
36:02She kind of was, like, in her corner a little bit.
36:05I just wish there was, like, no animosity, no tension.
36:09Obviously, like, Hannah asked me.
36:11So it's like, if you're gonna ask me, I have to speak on it.
36:14I understand what you're saying.
36:15But I'm also really happy that you did speak your mind.
36:18Because otherwise, that's something that you would have been, like, holding in.
36:22Yeah.
36:24All of that aside.
36:25Have you spoke to Chris lately?
36:27How have you guys been?
36:29Girl.
36:31Mmm.
36:31I feel like.
36:33Mmm.
36:34What's that look?
36:36Don't piss me off.
36:37I mean, I sent him a message, and I let him know that things are off.
36:40I'm not sure why, but if we need to call it, we can.
36:43Yeah.
36:54You know, so I was looking for him to fix it, and it didn't feel like that.
37:02It felt almost like a drag.
37:05It felt like he was just sweeping out of the rug.
37:08During the trip in Tahoe, I realized I wasn't gonna get what I needed from him in a relationship.
37:13There was still a certain attentiveness that he lacked.
37:16Hey, watch my board, bruh.
37:18Watch your board?
37:19I gotta handle something.
37:21Oh, my God.
37:23Oh, you gotta pick it up.
37:24I'm having a hard time.
37:25I'm not a baby, but at the same time, when I'm with a man, I'm his baby.
37:31So did you guys speak again after Tahoe?
37:33We did.
37:34It was very inconsistent communication, and now we've kind of, like, called things off.
37:40So that's where you guys stand?
37:42Yeah, we're done.
37:43I don't like the story.
37:45The ending was better in my head.
37:47Girl, me too, but no, babes.
38:00What's going on, brother?
38:01What up, Ryan?
38:02Big dog for a big guy.
38:04I know, big guy.
38:05We have boundaries, brother.
38:06Boundaries.
38:08Hey, how are you?
38:09Hi, how are you?
38:10How are you?
38:11Sorry, no.
38:12Oh, you got makeup?
38:12No, it's just that my relationship in Boundaries.
38:16Hey.
38:17I died for it.
38:18Yeah, I died for it.
38:20You good, though?
38:21What's happening, man?
38:22This is Koda, bruh.
38:23I'm fine, Koda.
38:24Koda's already tired.
38:25He went to the park earlier.
38:27Yeah, that's, you done for the day, huh?
38:29No.
38:30Koda need to hop on the gluten-free, dairy-free diet
38:34for a little bit out here that they do in LA.
38:36He old, for real?
38:37Yeah, he about to be eight.
38:38That's why he got the Great Hill.
38:39That's what I'm saying, bro.
38:40Like, he not about to be shredded.
38:43I'm going to be officially moved out here in February.
38:46Word.
38:46Yeah.
38:47Did you find a spot?
38:48Yeah.
38:48Oh, shit.
38:48OK.
38:49I went Hollywood.
38:50Being in LA the past few months and going from the East Coast
38:54to the West Coast has definitely been adjustment,
38:56but I can't lie, I can't deny this.
38:58The weather and the views.
39:00Yeah, I'm loving Cali, I'll say that.
39:01It's just about that time.
39:03All the brands and stuff work out here, too, so.
39:05Yeah.
39:06Good up.
39:07You want to chill here for a little bit?
39:08Yeah, bro.
39:08I think Koda need a break.
39:11Come here.
39:12I'm hella excited, bro, moving out here.
39:14Yeah, me too, bro.
39:15Spend the summer out here and stuff like that, so.
39:17How are you, though, bro, since Tahoe,
39:19since that whole situation and everything?
39:22Really good, bro.
39:23Really?
39:24Honestly, like, that was like,
39:26because obviously we left off, like, when we first talked,
39:29it was cool and everything, and then Tahoe kind of, like,
39:31everything switched.
39:32Yeah.
39:32But, like, it was more so, like, we're cordial.
39:34Like, that chapter's been closed.
39:36I feel like I closed the chapter in some part of my life, bro,
39:39and I'm opening up a brand new chapter out here in LA.
39:41Yeah.
39:41Starting fresh and stuff like that, so.
39:43How are you feeling post Tahoe, Oklahoma?
39:46That was a lot.
39:47How's stuff with you and Koko?
39:50We're done.
39:51Really?
39:52Mm-hmm.
39:53Yeah, I told her we should just be friends, bro.
39:56I just don't think I can meet the expectations that she has
39:59of just where I am in life right now, bro.
40:02I can't be stressed and worried about getting that done.
40:07Koko was raised by a single dad, and, you know,
40:09he instilled some expectations and treatment that, you know,
40:13a man should be giving her, which any dad should do.
40:15I would do that for my own daughter.
40:17I think when you're on the other side,
40:19and you're actually dating the girl that has those expectations
40:22from her father, I think it's a little tough.
40:24What do you think she's saying to the girls right now about you?
40:28I'm not really tripping, bro.
40:31Another one bites the dust.
40:33Wait, so you guys are, like, done.
40:35You called it quits.
40:36I gave him some space and then kind of reached out.
40:39I kind of let him know, like, hey,
40:41I'm going to keep the band with you.
40:42I feel like our exchange hasn't been as fluent.
40:45In the beginning, I felt like you were really invested and excited
40:48to get closer to me.
40:50But I feel like now I'm not really sure how you feel.
40:52And then I go on Instagram and, like, he's outside with Brian.
40:57He went to the club over the weekend without you?
41:01I was just like, oh, well, maybe he's just
41:04dealing with whatever personal things he has going on.
41:06And then I go on Instagram and I'm like, oh, you're at the club
41:10in a section.
41:11You're outside.
41:13And I'm inside waiting for your text.
41:15Did you speak with him after the club?
41:17Or did you just see him in the club?
41:18I did, I did.
41:19Okay, so you kind of confronted him about that.
41:21I did.
41:21I sent him a message.
41:23I know I kind of brought it up the other night,
41:24but I'm bringing it up again because it's kind of weighing on me.
41:27I want you to be happy getting closer to a person you really, really like.
41:31And if this is truly not that, we don't have to do this.
41:35The reason he gave didn't feel legitimate.
41:37And we both agreed, like, let's just call it a quits.
41:39I really wish we would have just stayed friends.
41:42He doesn't have the experience of having like a girlfriend right in front of him that
41:46he has to court regularly.
41:48You know what I mean?
41:49And I just don't have the energy to teach a 27 year old man how to do that.
41:55No, there's nothing wrong with that at all.
41:57Like, you know exactly what you want.
42:00And if you weren't getting exactly what you want, like, you're not trying to waste your time.
42:04You're not trying to waste his time.
42:05And it's not even a one.
42:06It's just a bare minimum.
42:07You know, when you get to know somebody, it's dating.
42:09It's going out and, like, courting properly and, like, being attentive.
42:14And, like, because you want to pay attention to what this person does and how this person is.
42:18I just, I require that kind of attentiveness.
42:22Shay, I mean, you tried.
42:24Yeah, I did.
42:25I really tried.
42:26I stepped up romantically.
42:30I handle situations in a grown matter, in my opinion.
42:34With me dating Coco for these last two, three months, I think it gave me a new perception on
42:40what I want for my future.
42:42It gave me even more of a clear head of what I won't tolerate, what I will put up with,
42:47and what I will
42:48accept, and also what I want going forward.
42:51I think I need to date older, someone who's more established.
42:55I want a queen, bro.
42:56I don't want a princess.
42:57Mmm.
42:58Does that make sense?
42:59Like, I want my girl to have her own.
43:01I want my girl to be established with her career and what she wants in life, knows what she wants
43:06and how she wants to go about it.
43:08Like, a real woman.
43:11Not a girl that's still chasing princess treatment all the time.
43:17Damn.
43:18Sheesh.
43:19That's really a lot, fam.
43:21Granted, see how you feel, bro.
43:22Shit.
43:23It didn't really work out.
43:25I think for now, it's single Chris, all 26.
43:28On your time?
43:29On my time.
43:30What I want to do, where I want to go.
43:32Leaving the seatbelt open.
43:33Riding dirty.
43:36Enough about me, honey.
43:38Y'all peep this off.
43:41Oz, what do you mean?
43:42Girl, she talking about Austin, child.
43:47You know, seeing Austin post his relationship with the girl that he had told me he wasn't going
43:55in that direction with, it was kind of a shock.
43:59But at the same time, no, it wasn't.
44:01Because I always knew that there was something going on.
44:04He just kind of made me feel like I was crazy.
44:07And it's like, baby, I mean.
44:09Clearly I wasn't.
44:10And clearly she wasn't.
44:11I didn't imagine.
44:12I really just want Austin to be happy.
44:15And if this makes him happy, then I'm happy for him.
44:18So I don't feel any sort of animosity towards him.
44:21It was just kind of like.
44:25People lost us and that's not our loss.
44:28But we have each other and we found each other.
44:30Yeah.
44:31Through our hearts.
44:32Yeah.
44:33And like, I'm so grateful.
44:35Like, I see you guys at my wedding.
44:36Like, I see you guys going through life experiences.
44:39Stop, I won't cry, stop.
44:39But do you know what I mean?
44:41Like, you know, it's really special.
44:42Like, and we're so lucky because this is what we wanted through it.
44:45You know?
44:46And just because we didn't find it with everyone,
44:48how lucky are we to have found it with even just us?
44:51Woof.
44:52So, don't cry.
44:54Don't cry.
44:54Don't cry.
44:55Don't cry.
44:56That's when I came into the Love Island experience, like, hoping for.
45:02Girl, you know?
45:03Don't make me cry.
45:08And maybe we're silly for having our heart as much as we did.
45:13But, you know, I'm just, I'm glad that, like, at least we have each other.
45:18No matter where you go, you are never alone.
45:35Oh, my God.
45:38Damn.
45:40This is way more work than I expected.
45:44Oh, my nursing graduation cat.
45:48I'm going to put this here for now.
45:51Oh, my gosh.
45:53To finally be in my own place, my own apartment, my own castle,
45:57so it feels so free and Papa Papaya approves.
46:03I don't like this.
46:04It's like a flower growing out of power shit.
46:08I still can see the look in his face that he doesn't want to let his little papaya go,
46:14but he does approve and he knows that I'm safe, which is the most important part.
46:19This is crazy.
46:20Like, how much lip gloss a girl needs?
46:27I'm Miss Clarkies.
46:30Amaya.
46:31What's up, baby girl?
46:33I miss you.
46:34I miss you more.
46:35I'm at my castle.
46:37And no matter how much I unpack, bro, the boxes just keep coming big.
46:42It's like a bad nightmare.
46:43There's always more.
46:44There's more.
46:45There's more.
46:47But no, honestly, like, I'm really happy that
46:50I just finally have a place where I could call home.
46:53Just a place where I feel like I've worked for, you know?
46:57I'm so happy for you.
46:59Oh my God.
47:00Wait, do you want to see?
47:00Do you want to see the apartment?
47:01Did I show you?
47:02Give me a tour.
47:03Okay, let me give you a tour.
47:05This is one of my closets.
47:07We're trying to do it on a side and side, period, period.
47:09This is the bathroom.
47:10I'm going to make this into like old Hollywood, country style.
47:14And I also have a balcony.
47:16You can see the water.
47:17Wait, literally, you can see the water from here.
47:19And then that's the city.
47:23The fact that I'm here, building my home together, it's like, wow.
47:27I can't believe it.
47:28I can't believe it.
47:30I'm just very, very proud of myself.
47:31And I am happy to basically just make that little girl in me smile.
47:36I just also wanted to say thank you.
47:39You were such a great support system on this journey.
47:42It really does mean a lot.
47:43And I really do have a lot of love for you.
47:45Seeing all of my friends do these amazing big things and accomplish these crazy goals is very motivating.
47:53And I have so many things that I want to accomplish.
47:55Putting myself back into the cheer world.
47:58Owning multiple businesses.
48:00And just continuing to roll into the best version of myself.
48:05What's tea?
48:06What's next for Amaya Papaya?
48:09Um, I'm just going to continue on following my journey.
48:18I'm so proud of you.
48:20You're doing big things.
48:21And even bigger is coming up.
48:24They don't even know Amaya.
48:25When somebody calls your name, you just have to go for it, you know?
48:29Exactly.
48:29It's your passion.
48:30This past year just taught me a lot of resilience and to keep on having faith.
48:35And when life gives you lemons, make the fucking lemonade.
48:39I just see Amaya Papaya not stopping.
48:42Men who are gynecologist kind of freaking out.
48:44You know, I got a 97 on my vagina exam.
48:48We didn't get the happy ending on the villa in Fiji, but this ending is better.
48:53Yeah.
48:53This is so cute.
48:54Will you be my girlfriend?
48:55Oh, yes.
48:56TJ.
48:57This is the way it was supposed to be.
48:59And look at us now.
49:00Look at us now.
49:01We made it.
49:02You made it!
49:08What was that?
49:15I never would have thought I could be doing long distance.
49:19I don't think anybody would choose this.
49:23It's strengthened our relationship.
49:25It has made me more like hopeful for what the future looks like for us.
49:32Christmas, TJ.
49:33It's a Friendsgiving.
49:35Hi.
49:35My life in a year should have been my life over the span of like six years.
49:40There are so many opportunities that lie ahead.
49:43I want to travel the world, have fun, get married, and have babies.
49:49You know, I met somebody yesterday and she told me I'm gluten free.
49:53Fuck is gluten.
49:54And my first time in the west coast was this past summer.
49:56And now I'm moving here.
49:58It's so crazy.
49:59And this experience, it forced me to change in a lot of ways that I needed to change.
50:03And hearing people like my mom say I changed, it means a lot.
50:17I'm so glad that I went on this crazy-ass show.
50:20It means a bit.
50:22And guess what?
50:23We have more crazy-ass memories to be more made, okay?
50:26So get prepared.
50:28Make sure that buckle seat is buckle up.
50:37Why not bring a white Christmas to LA?
50:45Tomorrow night, a new bombshell enters the villa.
50:48Yeah, guys, like, I got a few properties.
50:57That was good.
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