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The Beauty - Season 1 - Episode 06: Beautiful Patient Zero
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00:00You
00:31Okay, it's doggy time, baby, let's flip it.
00:34It's okay, Doc.
00:36You can watch.
00:37There's a lot to admire here.
00:39Okay, baby, put it back in.
00:41You want it more?
00:42Yeah?
00:43You want it back?
00:43So bad.
00:44I'll put it back in.
00:47You know, I've always been more of like a grower than a shower.
00:51This is, this is ridiculous.
00:54You really should be more careful.
00:56Yeah, why?
00:57We got some booty juice on the loose.
00:59No, clearly you weren't listening at the presentation.
01:02Deeper daddy.
01:03The serum is alive, living in your bloodstream.
01:06Your bodily fluids.
01:08Its pathogenic properties are what made it so effective.
01:11Pathogen?
01:12Like a virus?
01:13Yes.
01:13That's exactly right.
01:15Precisely.
01:16Hey!
01:16Do not kill my bipolar.
01:19Look, all I'm saying is that we don't exactly know how such strong viral characteristics
01:23will behave within such a short-term incubation window.
01:25Are we talking like the goddamn flu or something?
01:29I'm saying there are unknowns.
01:32There were no necessary trials, no study of transmission routes.
01:35Those usually take months, years, and you were impatient.
01:38It sounds like some lab going, where we weren't...
01:42Bulls...
01:44Shit!
01:44Ugh!
01:46Ugh!
01:47Ugh!
01:49Ugh!
02:00I'm not having a situation where there are no problems.
02:00I would probably be looking at...
02:00I need to fill out the plants in the area.
02:01Oh, my...
02:06I can't have a problem.
02:09I can't wait to this.
02:15Tick, fill it out.
02:17I can't wait to...
02:17Oh, no.
02:18I can't wait to get this.
02:19Oh, no.
02:22Hello. It's nice to meet you.
02:27Let me tell you about the greatest drug you ever could imagine.
02:32You know, fuck it. Let me show you the greatest drug you could ever imagine.
03:13Are you okay in there?
03:14Yes. I'll be right out.
03:20I have to tell you, not killing me is the best decision you ever made.
03:25I have uses for your talents.
03:28But you keep fucking with my head. I will change my mind.
03:32Clinical realities require difficult conversations.
03:35Well, isn't that a ballsy approach for a man in your position?
03:40I was trying to help. After your dosage, a period of observation was supposed to occur.
03:45Adjustments would have been made accordingly.
03:46Needless to say, you didn't seem that interested in much follow-up.
03:50Follow-up. Now, follow-up. For what?
03:54Side effects. Anomalies. Contagiousness was near the top of my concerns.
03:59And I'm guessing that's not good for you, is it?
04:03What's that?
04:04Honestly, my guess is you killed your friends.
04:07Oh, they weren't my friends.
04:12Billionaires. We don't need friends.
04:15We have staff. And yacht buddies. Apps. Stewardess.
04:20You killed your friends that no one will miss because you recognize this.
04:23The bio-identical serum has huge pharmaceutical potential.
04:27And I'm alive to help you make the biggest anti-aging drug in the history of mankind.
04:31A modern-day and extremely lucrative fountain of youth.
04:36What did I just fucking tell you about playing fucking games with me?
04:39I assure you, this is no game.
04:43You think you're brilliant.
04:44And everyone around you tells you this every moment of every day.
04:48I won't do that.
04:50You are a caveman playing with fire now, and fire burns.
04:56Oh, fucking gosh.
04:59So what, every time I just sneeze, this shit's just gonna scatter everywhere?
05:03Not that kind of contagious.
05:06You're familiar with HIV, I assume.
05:12This guy.
05:13More anomalies may appear, and adjustments can still be made.
05:17Let me draw a vial and begin to get new data sets this week.
05:20I'm sorry, have I given you the impression that we have some sort of trust thing going on here?
05:27I'm more than just an item of luxury. I'm necessary.
05:30Together, we have unleashed something new.
05:33I gave birth to the life that courses through your veins.
05:36Let me continue to be its caretaker.
05:39And by extension, you as well.
05:45What about her?
05:48So she's infected.
05:51Or is she just gonna change like I did?
05:56And...
05:57Likely becomes contagious herself.
06:00Starts to become a version of a street drug.
06:02If she copulates with someone else.
06:06Caps your market value on the low side.
06:26I'm scared.
06:30I don't know what it is.
06:30I just thought it was fine.
06:30Do you?
06:31It is a less or less than a time.
06:31It's been an excellent project in your life.
06:31The night is known as the world.
06:36But I said before,
06:37I didn't even know.
10:39Oh, darling.
10:40Have you finally lost that last lonely marble and that dusty head of yours?
10:48Jefferson!
10:49Jefferson!
10:50How could you not recognize your dearly beloved husband?
10:57Byron, I know you can hear me.
10:58What kind of a joke is that?
11:00That's so stupid.
11:01That's a bullshit.
11:02A joke.
11:03The only joke here is that someone as good-looking as me
11:06could still be married to you.
11:10Get out.
11:11Get out!
11:12That's exactly what you said to me on our honeymoon.
11:15I was drugged.
11:16No, accidentally.
11:17That mystery bag of pills that you carry around
11:20to keep you upright was so disorganized
11:22I confused the good-time Molly for the sad-time laxatives.
11:25Magical Balinese sunsets strapped to a toilet.
11:28Well, you finally shed that bulging shit-belly,
11:31so you're welcome.
11:35Ah.
11:37Yeah, ironic, isn't it?
11:39I spent a lifetime toying with getting rid of it
11:42to have it be the only thing left of the old me,
11:44my beloved third nipple, Archibald.
11:50How did this happen, you ask?
11:51Well, I told you I was on to something great.
11:56And you mocked me.
11:58But that's okay.
11:59Because when you look this good,
12:02you don't hold grudges anymore.
12:05So, with my snazzy new outlook,
12:08I will make you a one-time offer.
12:12I'll venture into that deli counter
12:14you've got in your pants
12:15and give you the gift
12:17of mental and physical transformation
12:21via my hot magic load.
12:25Magic what?
12:27My G's.
12:29I don't know how you did this,
12:32but am I surprised, truly?
12:34No.
12:35You want to amaze me, right?
12:38Like you wanted me to gasp
12:40at your electric car,
12:42at the spaceship to Venus and Mars,
12:44and the peps tied in Africa,
12:47and the new robotic whatever.
12:49I am not now,
12:51nor have I ever been impressed with you.
12:53So what?
12:54Now you look like a
12:56slightly aging Bruce Webber model.
12:58And I say,
13:00go fuck yourself.
13:01I am not clapping for you.
13:04You exhaust me.
13:06You're the same dumpster
13:07with a fresh coat of paint,
13:09you clown boy.
13:10Okay.
13:11Well,
13:14your garbage jeans
13:17produce two garbage children.
13:20And somebody's gonna have to
13:22hold their hands
13:22for the next 50 years,
13:24and it ain't gonna be me.
13:25Blah, blah, blah, blah.
13:26Blah, blah, blah, blah.
13:29Boom.
13:31Can you imagine
13:32the mind fuck
13:34that the rest of the world's gonna have?
13:37The physicality
13:38of a professional athlete.
13:41The blood work
13:41of a 25-year-old.
13:44A single shot.
13:46One size,
13:47fits all,
13:48cure all
13:49for everything.
13:50You're a fucking vampire.
13:51A Nosferatu.
13:53Yes.
13:55And you think
13:56you can stroll back
13:57into society
13:58without anybody noticing?
13:59Mm, no.
14:01No.
14:01That's the point.
14:04I'm the world's greatest
14:06goddamn advertisement
14:08for the hottest new super drug
14:10that makes you
14:11effortlessly
14:12beautiful.
14:14Perfect,
14:15even,
14:15for eternity.
14:18You don't have to diet.
14:20You don't have to exercise.
14:22Well,
14:22the FDA
14:23might have something
14:24to say about that.
14:26Yeah.
14:27The FDA.
14:29Please.
14:31They're useless.
14:33They're meaningless now.
14:34They have a
14:35phantom
14:36agency.
14:38Once the public
14:40gets a whiff
14:41of this
14:43and they see
14:44what's possible,
14:46you think
14:46some red-tape moat
14:48or stuffy senator
14:49on stroke medication
14:50is gonna get
14:51in the way
14:52of this?
14:53Eli Lynn,
14:54Nova Nordis,
14:56nobody's gonna
14:57give a shit
14:58about that kind
14:59of small potatoes.
15:02Trillions.
15:03Not billions.
15:05Trillions.
15:07This rapid
15:08refinement
15:08followed by
15:09mass production
15:10aggressively priced
15:12but low enough
15:13to feel attainable
15:14by everyone.
15:18There are gonna be
15:19so many
15:20maxed out
15:21credit cards
15:22and empty
15:23college funds
15:24when this shit
15:25hits the market.
15:26I leave some room
15:27in my schedule
15:28to visit you
15:29and your friends
15:30at The Hague.
15:32No, no.
15:33my blood
15:36and mine alone
15:38is the liquid gold here.
15:43Let's just say
15:44we worked out
15:46an exclusive arrangement,
15:48a bulletproof one.
15:51lack of real talent
15:53was always
15:55your biggest
15:55insecurity.
15:57A monster
15:58who's just simply
15:59a shiny salesman
16:01in a
16:02metaphorical
16:03cheap suit.
16:04Let me tell you
16:05something
16:06and I hope
16:06you listen to me
16:07very carefully.
16:09Your mother
16:10is the only person
16:11that will ever
16:12remember you
16:12and that's because
16:13the pain you caused
16:14when you were born.
16:15That's how insignificant
16:16you are
16:17because of the
16:19sheer lack
16:19of capability
16:20as a human
16:22to contribute
16:23to society.
16:25This ploy
16:25of yours
16:26doesn't make you
16:28immortal.
16:29It doesn't save us.
16:30It ends us.
16:32You're sad
16:34to turn down
16:36the chains
16:37to be Eve
16:39to my Adam
16:40to create
16:41a whole new race
16:43a whole new world.
16:46You're mad?
16:48I'm mad
16:49I didn't kill you
16:51years ago
16:52and that's true, baby.
16:55I'm not going to be
16:57part of any
16:58of this
16:58but
17:00I might warn
17:01the world
17:02about what
17:03you're up to
17:04wearing
17:05the most delightful
17:08Christian lacrosse
17:09from the 1988
17:11collection.
17:13That
17:14is beauty.
17:25How much longer?
17:27Moments.
17:28We have shocked
17:29and amplified
17:29the tissue sample
17:30to replicate
17:31the lifespan of that.
17:33The what?
17:33Well, I don't see
17:34much point in calling
17:35the beauty anything
17:35other than what
17:36it really is.
17:38A fully formed,
17:39mutating,
17:40self-replicating virus.
17:54What the fuck was that?
17:56The end of the beauty's
17:57lifespan.
17:58Our latest data
17:59indicates that roughly
18:00eight hundred and fifty-five
18:01days after dosage
18:03infection with the beauty
18:05a type of catastrophic
18:07reaction occurs.
18:10That looked like
18:11a fucking explosion.
18:13Ignition ketosis,
18:15we call it.
18:20You microscope-humpy motherfucker.
18:22You think you're so clever,
18:24don't you?
18:24I told you there could be
18:25anomalies.
18:26Anomalies?
18:27Sexual transmission
18:28is an anomaly.
18:31That
18:31is our fucking
18:32bio-weapon.
18:33It doesn't have to be.
18:34How am I supposed
18:35to sell this?
18:36What about my life?
18:38What happens to me
18:40in eight hundred and fifty-five
18:41days?
18:43Jefferson!
18:45Finish it.
18:47Please, wait, wait.
18:49I can save you!
18:51I'll find somebody else for that.
18:52There isn't enough time.
18:54Even the most brilliant line
18:55would take years
18:56to retrace my steps
18:57by then.
18:59I-I...
18:59Fuck.
19:00I can manage it.
19:02I can create stabilizers,
19:03boosters,
19:04treatments to prevent
19:05the ketosis.
19:06You can sell those as well.
19:08I will find a cure,
19:09Mr. Forrest.
19:10I will
19:11perfect the formula.
19:23You have no idea
19:24what you created,
19:25do you?
19:33When Oppenheim
19:33were prepared
19:34to press the button
19:35at Trinity,
19:35he knew there was
19:36a possibility.
19:37However small,
19:38that unleashing
19:39that kind of power
19:40would ignite the atmosphere
19:41and destroy the world.
19:42He did what needed
19:43to be done.
19:45Science must
19:45move forward.
19:48Great things
19:49do not come
19:50without risk,
19:52cost.
20:03We're both invested
20:05in improving
20:06upon your current state.
20:07I told you
20:09to let me be
20:09your caretaker
20:10and I meant
20:11you don't
20:13give a shit
20:14about me.
20:16You just get off
20:18on fondling
20:19your little
20:20creation,
20:22you fucking nerd.
20:23I know it's been
20:24difficult to accept,
20:26but
20:27you are
20:28my
20:28creation.
20:37I have
20:38855 days.
20:40That means
20:41you
20:42have
20:44854.
20:46Fix
20:46the box.
20:48This is a
20:49business.
20:50I need a product
20:51and we go to market
20:52in six months.
20:53Mr. Forrest,
20:54that's...
20:55you're calling me that.
20:57Mr. Forrest.
20:59Mr. Forrest.
21:04Do I look
21:05like Byron Forrest to you?
21:09You said it yourself,
21:10I am something new.
21:12An evolution.
21:13I am superior.
21:18So kneel.
21:23Byron Forrest is no more.
21:27You kneel
21:29before God.
21:56Ready?
21:57Hit it.
22:01Sequence one,
22:01finished.
22:02Go sweetly
22:03into the mysterious
22:04void,
22:04friends.
22:08This is the weirdest
22:09job I've ever had.
22:12Seriously,
22:13don't you just wish
22:13we knew what the fuck
22:14we were working on?
22:15Oh, of course I do,
22:16but good luck
22:17getting behind
22:18the big scary door,
22:20bud.
22:23In another bar fight?
22:26God damn
22:26estrogen
22:27hitting me hard,
22:28finally.
22:29Sorry.
22:29No, it's okay.
22:30A lot more changes
22:32are going to be
22:32coming soon,
22:33so ask away,
22:35Mikey.
22:36Does it feel, like,
22:38weird?
22:38It sure does.
22:39Pretty big overhaul
22:40going on, you know?
22:42Well, I gotta say,
22:43your tits
22:44are looking sweet.
22:50Hey, Clara,
22:51you know,
22:51what you're doing,
22:52I know,
22:54it's tough,
22:55and people don't
22:56understand,
22:57but I think this is
22:58really cool.
22:58I mean,
22:59you're gonna be
23:00a woman soon.
23:00I am a woman now,
23:01Mike.
23:02You know what I meant.
23:02I do.
23:06Like,
23:07I just,
23:07I want you to know
23:08that...
23:11Forget it.
23:12Tell me.
23:13Come on.
23:13I was just gonna say
23:14that what you're doing,
23:17I think it's brave,
23:19and I'm here for you.
23:22I have your back.
23:24You're a great man
23:25and a great friend.
23:27You really are.
23:28The worst part
23:29is now.
23:31All this in-between stuff.
23:33Be honest.
23:34Do I have a single
23:35feminine feature?
23:36No, no, don't.
23:37Start playing that game.
23:38You are gonna
23:38drive yourself insane.
23:40Well,
23:40the barista
23:41at Starbucks
23:41this morning
23:42handed me a coffee
23:43and said,
23:44here you go, dude.
23:45Kind of says it all.
23:46It's gonna take some time,
23:47and then,
23:49I think there's,
23:49like,
23:50support groups and stuff.
23:51You're the best
23:51support group
23:52I could ever have.
23:54Oh,
23:54could you hand me
23:55the phosphorus reagent?
23:58Okay,
23:59your turn.
24:00How about you
24:01be honest with me?
24:02You got no riz.
24:05Hey, now.
24:06Charisma.
24:06I love you, Mike,
24:07but you don't.
24:08I've been reconnecting
24:09with my kids
24:10after the divorce,
24:11and they update me
24:12on all the new lingo.
24:14So, I mean,
24:15what did you do
24:16this weekend?
24:17Actually,
24:18all kinds of fun stuff.
24:22Finally.
24:23I love it.
24:32Hang on.
24:33I do have charisma.
24:35You lack.
24:36Confidence.
24:37Well,
24:37arrogant people suck.
24:38No, no, no.
24:39Confidence is different.
24:40MIT grad,
24:42sweet,
24:42supportive.
24:43Everyone that gets
24:44to know you loves you.
24:45You just have to act like it.
24:47Sitting around
24:47being Mr. Alone guy
24:48and playing fantasy football
24:50isn't getting you anywhere.
24:52And for heaven's sakes,
24:53no more super cuts.
24:54Okay,
24:55now I feel attacked.
24:56Honesty time.
24:57Over.
24:58Over.
25:05Look, I am tired,
25:07you know,
25:07tired of being alone.
25:11Look, I just,
25:12I'd like to love someone,
25:14and I'd like someone
25:14to love me.
25:18Am I that awful?
25:20Am I ugly or something?
25:23I try to be nice,
25:24but I try so hard,
25:26but this is just
25:28not enough in the world anymore.
25:30Mike, look at me.
25:32You dress for shit,
25:33but your heart is stunning.
25:36One day your princess will come.
25:39Keep trying.
25:41Put yourself out there.
25:43Yeah.
25:46You should just hurry up
25:47and transition already,
25:49and we can get married.
25:50Not unless I change
25:50my name to Jen.
25:52Ah, yes,
25:53I noticed.
25:54You like her.
25:57I do like her,
25:57you can tell.
25:58I can tell,
25:59and it's great.
26:00Declaring your feelings
26:01is the first step
26:03in what could be
26:04a beautiful relationship.
26:06Did I tell you
26:07what she said yesterday?
26:09Hey, Mike.
26:10Sweet sneaks.
26:17What do you think that means?
26:19Shit,
26:19or get off the park here, Mikey.
26:22Ask the girl out.
26:24Or move on.
26:25You can do it.
26:27Good morning,
26:27world changers.
26:28Our productivity algorithm
26:30detects a distant efficiency.
26:32Please return to normal life.
26:42Mikey!
26:43Come sit.
26:50How's things?
26:51My favorite keyboard warrior.
26:52Oh, that's great.
26:53I mean,
26:55you know,
26:55not as good as you
26:56and your furry friends
26:58over in testing.
26:59My heart.
27:00I do love them.
27:01Probably too much.
27:02Yeah, they're better than people.
27:03That's what I always say.
27:05Right?
27:05Drives me up the fucking wall
27:06every time I read about
27:07the cruelty
27:07these companies inflict.
27:08Yeah, totally.
27:09I mean,
27:09blackfish?
27:10Makes me want to barf.
27:12Yeah, I really believe
27:12that we can have it both ways.
27:14That we can make
27:14biotech breakthroughs
27:15that help humans
27:18without torturing
27:18these poor creatures.
27:20I'm sorry,
27:21this is turning into a TED Talk.
27:22No, no, no.
27:23I'm into it.
27:26I bet you know
27:28all the little secrets
27:29of this place.
27:32Can I trust you?
27:40His name is Larry
27:41and he's my sweet boy.
27:44Oh.
27:45Hello there, Larry.
27:48He hasn't been doing
27:49so well lately,
27:50but we're hoping to fix that.
27:54You stay strong, Larry.
27:57They let you take a picture in there?
27:59Why, you a mark or something?
28:03That little fella
28:04just needs a little Bill's jersey
28:06and he'll be good to go.
28:07Big game this weekend.
28:08I'm going to grill up
28:09some of my famous buffalo wings.
28:12I'll bring some in for you.
28:18You crepes are awesome.
28:20Huh?
28:21There's a...
28:23This is really cool.
28:25A new place over on 117.
28:31Do you want to, like,
28:33go with me?
28:36Oh, yeah.
28:36That'd be cool.
28:37Yeah?
28:38My fiancé has a golf outing
28:40on Sunday.
28:40We could go before kickoff
28:42or whatever.
28:44Fiancé?
28:45Yeah.
28:45Finally asked,
28:46like six months ago.
28:50I wear the ring on a necklace.
28:53Goddamn birth control
28:54turns my fingers into sausages.
28:56Hurts like hell.
28:57Things we women do, you know?
29:02Wait, Mikey,
29:03were you asking me on a date?
29:04We kind of, no.
29:07Yeah.
29:08Oh, Mikey.
29:09I love you,
29:10but you're my work buddy.
29:11I know, I know.
29:13It's just a...
29:15You know what?
29:17Congratulations.
29:18I'm stoked for you.
29:19That's really,
29:20really exciting.
29:24Oh.
29:26Oh.
29:27Yeah, right there.
29:30Wow.
29:31Oh.
29:32Bye.
29:40Bye.
29:41What?
29:42No fucking way.
29:44Yep.
29:44For six whole months.
29:46Ah.
29:49Do you think she was
29:51bullshitting me?
29:51Jen's a sweet girl,
29:52but honestly,
29:54that's some shady shit right there.
29:56I have seen her flirt with you.
29:57I'm not crazy, right?
29:59Hell no.
29:59She was leading you on.
30:03And on behalf of all women,
30:05please accept my apology.
30:09I'm proud of you.
30:11It's hard putting yourself out there.
30:17Please remain calm.
30:19This is a security advisory
30:21for your safety.
30:23Lockdown measures initiated.
30:25Please remain calm.
30:27This is a security advisory
30:29for your safety.
30:31Lockdown measures initiated.
30:34This is a security advisory
30:36for your safety.
30:38Lockdown measures initiated.
30:41Please remain calm.
30:42This is a security advisory
30:44for your safety.
30:46Lockdown measures initiated.
30:48Are we all going to die?
30:49Save us!
30:52Reggie,
30:52do we need to evac or what?
30:55Back in your cube, Mike.
30:56In your cube what?
30:57Exactly.
30:57Look,
30:58it's a zone four issue, okay?
31:00We are in zone one,
31:01therefore not your concern or mine.
31:03Don't act like you don't know the deal.
31:05Zone four of the animals?
31:07Cube, now.
31:08For your safety,
31:09security advisory updated.
31:11Lockdown measures ended.
31:13Please return to your terminals
31:15and resume prototyping.
31:17Have a great day.
31:25Finally, Sun Peas!
31:28Not if you keep screaming.
31:43Hey, Jen.
31:45I thought there was some
31:46drama in your zone.
31:47You okay?
31:49Larry.
31:51Shit, what happened?
31:52I don't know.
31:53The lab cuts gave him this
31:55stuff, this serum.
31:56It was supposed to help him
31:58make him stronger,
31:59healthier,
31:59and it did.
32:00I've never seen such a startling
32:02transformation in any creature before.
32:04Transformation?
32:05He was a totally different chimp, Mike.
32:06He turned into this perfect,
32:08straight out of Nat Geo looking fella.
32:10He had energy.
32:11His smile glowed.
32:13His fur was gorgeous.
32:14His body was all filled out.
32:15He was like a perfect
32:16muscle-bound specimen.
32:18And then my sweet boy
32:19got so angry.
32:23Run!
32:38Run!
32:39Run!
32:40Run!
32:40Run!
32:41Run!
32:43Larry!
32:44Larry!
32:45It's me!
32:53You turned on me.
32:55Oh, oh.
32:57How could I let this happen?
32:59Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
33:00You cannot possibly blame yourself.
33:03He trusted me, Mike.
33:04There was a bond.
33:05Of course there was,
33:05because you are so good.
33:07Ever since I was a kid, this is all I ever wanted.
33:10Jane Goodall, Steve Irwin, those were my heroes.
33:13Maybe we should go back to the med lab so those dorks can stitch you up.
33:17If I go back in there, I'm torching everything in zone port.
33:20Maybe don't do that.
33:22I'm just another phony cog in the machine,
33:24lying to myself about noble causes to justify a fat paycheck.
33:28You're being too hard on yourself.
33:32Jen, do you have any idea what it was?
33:36That they gave him to give him those muscles?
33:40Whatever's in cryostorage.
33:47Are you okay?
33:49Yeah, I just feel like shit. My skin's on fire.
33:51That's probably just the adrenaline wearing off.
33:55Yeah, I think some Advil and a weed gummy won't fix.
33:59Okay, night, Mikey.
34:01Good night.
34:04For real?
34:05Like some super transformational serum?
34:09So much so that once it hit his bloodstream, the chimp went apeshit.
34:14Wow.
34:15But like how?
34:16Fuck, if I know.
34:18Once I heard muscles, I was like, well, tell me more.
34:21Oh.
34:22Seems a little too good to be true.
34:38Everybody hates her.
34:39Don't sweat it.
34:40Oh, my God.
34:44You okay?
34:44These hormones, they're hitting me like a sledgehammer.
34:47It's just, I'm so tired and everything hurts.
34:51And I'm tired of looking this way.
34:52I'm tired of feeling this way.
34:53People are idiots.
34:54I don't care about the idiots.
34:56I care about these stupid fucking cock and balls that I can feel every time I take a step in.
35:01I care about the hormones and the surgeries.
35:06It doesn't matter.
35:07Whatever I do, I look in the mirror and I see a dude.
35:10I've been misgendered three times today.
35:13God damn it.
35:16Look.
35:21Look, you're beautiful.
35:23People get too hung up on looks.
35:25I think it's just Instagram bullshit.
35:27It fucks with your head.
35:29You just don't get it, Mike.
35:30This is about who I am.
35:33My whole life, I've been searching for answers and miracles that would make me whole.
35:40And now, maybe, there is something just down the fucking hall and you're treating it like a goof.
35:48Doesn't this even make you curious?
35:51If you took something like this, you would have a whole line of gins a million long.
35:57Stop thinking so small, Mike.
36:00Think bigger.
36:02Be bold.
36:17Be bold.
39:42Fuck it.
42:58Jen, you want to have some crepes?
43:04Sure, sure, I'll have some crepes.
43:07Yeah, well, you want to come and learn my place?
43:11Sure, sure, I'll have some crepes.
44:09I'll have some crepes.
44:29I'll have some crepes.
44:37I'm going to have some crepes.
44:42It's really kind of a miracle, huh?
44:46How?
44:47It's okay.
44:48Sell off a truck.
44:54It's for you.
45:12Mike.
45:15Mike?
45:16Think I got Riz now?
45:30Let's do it.
45:34No, no, no, wait.
45:37What if it gets confused?
45:38What if it doesn't turn me into what I'm supposed to be?
45:40Claire.
45:40No, no, my hormones are all over the place.
45:43It's estrogen, testosterone, wrestling with each other.
45:46I don't even know what's going on inside of me anymore.
45:49Okay.
45:50No, no, no, but I don't care.
45:52I don't care.
45:54I have to try.
45:57I have to believe that if I'm the woman I know I am,
46:03that's what I'll become.
46:08For once in my life,
46:10if I've been given the chance for the outside
46:14to look like what I feel on the inside,
46:19I have to take it.
46:25Be bold, right?
46:27Yes.
46:28Hear my voice, all right?
46:29I've got you.
46:30I'm right here.
46:32Yes.
46:33You're going to collapse from the fever.
46:34You're going to pray for death.
46:36Then you begin to transform, all right?
46:39To become a new you.
46:41Your whole form literally melts away.
46:43It's burning!
46:45I can pass out.
46:46I can pass out.
46:47I can pass out.
46:47It's all right.
46:47What am I?
46:48I can pass out.
46:50I can pass out.
47:11Is this a dream?
47:16Did I die?
47:18Actually, Clara, you're the dream now.
47:22The kind of real, goddamn living dream girl
47:25that you've always wanted to be.
47:28You deserve to be.
47:33Go look.
48:09Oh my god.
48:15It worked.
48:20It really did work.
48:21It really did work.
48:32You deserve it.
48:39Thank you, thank you, thank you.
48:57I want this one to hurt.
49:00Yeah, because we always hurt the ones we love.
49:02You stole my zero and my boobsters,
49:05and not the level three of the tier 1A.
49:08It was reserved for me to distribute to my friends and myself.
49:13It worked for you, you stole your formula,
49:15affected people.
49:16You're pissed and horny, I get it.
49:18I upped the nerve toxin,
49:19so you should wriggle a little more,
49:21foam at the mouth.
49:22I got you.
49:25Why can't people just leave life alone?
49:28Is it greed or stupidity?
49:33Beautiful people don't think the rules apply to them.
49:52They can't
49:53Oh, my God.
50:47Oh, my God.
50:55Oh, my God.
51:29Oh, my God.
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