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00:08It was just like I thought.
00:11What?
00:12You're the kind of person that will take care of me.
00:16What's that?
00:17I only want to be with the kind of person who's not afraid to take care of me.
00:22Because otherwise, I'd be better off by myself.
00:26Miyako.
00:27I don't want to disappear from anyone's heart.
00:30If there's even a chance of that, I'm better off not even knowing them.
00:40Can I stay here with you, please?
00:43Yeah.
00:44Will you see only me, no matter what happens?
00:47Yeah.
00:49I don't want to lose anything dear to me ever again.
00:58Fly high, make it, get to the new world that I see.
01:05Someday, we'll find the means.
01:09Don't look back to the sorrow I left behind.
01:17It's my real intention, I hide.
01:23I wish you were here, it's such a love at my side.
01:30Need to be tied up, to serve all my pride.
01:35I help me, look here and pull my arms tight.
01:42To hear, here come the love.
01:52Feel like, take it, take it, promise to find your time here.
01:59Shining, fill in, fill in, fill in, fill in, fill in, fill in.
02:05Fly high, make it, get to the new world that I see.
02:11Someday, someday, someday, someday.
02:41What's going on here?
02:44Kay.
02:45Is this how it is?
02:48You.
03:03Kay!
03:12Don't go!
03:20Don't go!
03:21Don't go!
03:23Don't go, please.
03:24But Kay's my...
03:25Tell me, who are you going to choose?
03:27You won't go, will you, Hironoku?
03:32See only me, no one else, you said!
03:36Miyako...
03:37Please!
03:48Wait, I'll be right back.
03:54So, you're going anyway.
04:03Kay-chan.
04:06What?
04:07Leave me alone!
04:10Don't you want to get this?
04:11What?
04:12On film, I mean.
04:14Just shoot it!
04:17Film it!
04:18You'll never get such interesting footage again!
04:21So, film it!
04:23Kay-chan.
04:44It's me.
04:45Sorry.
04:46I'm in the middle of something.
04:47With Kay-chan?
04:49Can we talk?
04:54What?
04:55What?
04:55What the hell?
04:56What the hell?
04:56That's what I want to ask.
04:58What the hell is going on, Hirono?
05:00Going on?
05:02Are you going out with that girl Miyamura?
05:05How is that any of your business?
05:08So, what about Kay-chan then?
05:10What are you talking about?
05:11Kay and I aren't like that.
05:15What's wrong with you?
05:16You're so half-assed.
05:18About school?
05:19About work?
05:20About your friends?
05:21You hurt people in the process and don't even know it!
05:23I don't even know what the hell you're talking about!
05:27You think you can take me down with your left hand alone?
05:30I'm saving my right for work!
05:32You even fight half-assed!
05:33What's that?
05:34You're just running from everything!
05:36I've never run from anything!
05:38You never think!
05:39You just drag everyone around in your mess!
05:41It's just as bad as running!
05:44You even ran away from your own father without trying to talk to him!
05:49You don't know anything about my family!
05:52Is Kay-chan family?
05:54Or just a girl?
05:56Neither! Kay is just Kay!
05:59That's what I mean by half-assed!
06:01Nothing is clear with you!
06:02You don't care who you hurt!
06:05That's why Kay-chan's crying!
06:07You never decide one way or the other!
06:10That's why you're torturing her!
06:12At this rate, she'll just keep following you around like some little lost puppy!
06:17You're the only one that can save her!
06:20I wanna know it's up to you!
06:25I'm home!
06:28Miyako?
06:38Miyako?
06:49Miyako...
06:50What are you talking about, Miyako?
06:52Well, to be honest, it's just too painful for me to think about.
06:57About what?
06:58I know I'm being selfish. I know I'm wrong.
07:01But your heart doesn't belong to me and only me.
07:05And I can't deal with it.
07:08Miyako...
07:09When someone else takes my place in your heart, I'll disappear again.
07:14So let's just be adults and say goodbye before that happens.
07:18And goodbye!
07:19Wait! Miyako! Miyako!
07:36Miyako...
07:42Hiro, Senpai!
07:44Hayama!
07:46There you are. What are you doing here, huh?
07:49Nothing.
07:50How are the sandwiches Kei Senpai made for you?
07:53What?
07:54She called me last night and made me come over to teach her how to make them.
07:57I'm so jealous.
07:59Ow! What are you doing? Stop that!
08:01I thought it was weird that she wanted to learn how to cook all of a sudden, but she said
08:06with a perfectly straight face, it's for Hiro. Can you believe it? With the blush on her face, no less?
08:11I didn't want to do it, but I swallowed my tears and taught her how anyway.
08:15But it was totally against my better judgment. She should have tried cooking for me.
08:20Well, as you can see, I got something out of it, too.
08:52What's that?
08:53It used to be so much more intense. It's becoming run-of-the-mill for me. The Nagi Shindo that
09:00I knew is gone. But you wouldn't know what I was talking about now, would you? You're a boy, and
09:05this is girls' manga.
09:06Oh, oh, yeah. Everything half-assed, huh? I already know that.
09:28Knowing and understanding are two different things. I know that as well.
09:37They're all important, so you don't want to give up any of them.
09:41Yeah, something like that.
09:43But you'll have to give up something sometime. Or else you will lose the most important thing of all.
09:50But they're all important to me.
09:52You have to decide or risk losing everything.
09:56I can't just abandon something I've already started. I can't and I won't.
10:01You won't be abandoning anything.
10:07You'll make them abandon you.
10:12That's why it's painful.
10:16I... I don't want to be in pain anymore.
10:20But as long as you're alive, there will always be pain.
10:25I know. I know, but...
10:29Breaking a bond is every bit as painful as being physically torn apart.
10:37Can you endure that?
10:39Even if I couldn't?
10:41I can't run away, can I?
10:44You're right.
10:52You knew the answer from the start, didn't you?
10:56I knew the answer.
10:58But I didn't have the courage to understand it.
11:04I think...
11:07I found the color I was missing.
11:26Kay, are you there?
11:29What do you want?
11:31You forgot your crutches.
11:33Go away.
11:34You'll hurt your leg.
11:35It's none of your business.
11:38Kay.
11:39Thanks for the sandwiches.
11:44I heard about it from Hayama.
11:47She also said my manga hasn't been that good lately.
11:51Kay.
11:53I've decided I'm going to quit school and focus on my manga.
11:57I was wrong to think I could do both.
12:00I can't do a half-assed job on everything and expect to succeed at anything.
12:04You have to understand that.
12:06Does... does this have something to do with Miyamura, senpai?
12:09Not totally.
12:10But I came to this conclusion myself.
12:12So you've decided.
12:14Yeah, I have.
12:16I see.
12:17You always do this.
12:20You decide everything on your own and move on without me.
12:25Kay.
12:26You made your dream come true, followed your passion, and always saw things through, even
12:32if it was hard.
12:33Because you were always there.
12:35What?
12:35I wanted to look good in front of you, as your big brother.
12:39The reason I even started drawing manga was to make you and Shihiro happy.
12:45Big brother.
12:50It was so fun back then.
12:52Do you remember?
12:53Fighting over the manga?
12:56Yeah.
12:58What was it called?
12:59The series with the surprise ending.
13:02We were all so shocked how it turned out.
13:04I can still hear you, me, and Shihiro all arguing about that ending.
13:08Remember?
13:09You always sided with the girl that got her heart broken.
13:13And you said it was her fault for allowing it to happen.
13:16Yeah, that's because she was so pretty that she never even made an effort.
13:21Now that I think about it, that series was discontinued.
13:25But we never thought about that, did we?
13:27We were all so obsessed with that ending.
13:30Reality seems to be like that, too.
13:33Yeah.
13:34There's no such thing as happy endings.
13:37Getting discontinued is more realistic.
13:40The world comes to an end all of a sudden, without any warning.
13:43And you feel stupid for dreaming right up until it does,
13:47and everything disappears.
13:48It appears.
13:50Kay, I...
13:51Don't say it!
13:53Please don't.
13:54Don't let it end yet.
13:56Kay.
13:57I thought it would last forever.
13:59And it would always be you and me.
14:03You'd always be lazy, and I'd always have to take care of you.
14:08But you'd be doing your best, and I'd be supporting you.
14:11And you'd be supporting me, too, when times were tough.
14:16We'd fight sometimes, and then make up.
14:18The brother and sister would eventually become lovers.
14:22We'd get married and have kids.
14:24It would be just you and me.
14:26Finally more than brother and sister.
14:29I thought we would last forever.
14:32Kay.
14:33How did you imagine it to be?
14:35Tell me the truth, please.
14:38I...
14:39thought the same thing, more or less.
14:41That it would just happen that way for us, but...
14:44I see.
14:45So I just realized too late.
14:47I should have told you how I feel about you.
14:51I was stupid to think you could read my mind.
14:55I'm sorry, Kay.
14:58Oni-chan!
15:00I'm in love with you!
15:01I love you!
15:03I...
15:04love you so much!
15:06Oni-chan!
15:08Ever since we were small...
15:13I looked up to you.
15:15I'm so proud of you.
15:18I wanted it to last forever.
15:22I wanted it to last forever.
15:28I want to go back...
15:30to those times when we were always together.
15:33When you'd always be my Oni-chan.
15:37We can go back.
15:39Let's go back, Kay.
15:41Even if we're not related by blood.
15:43You're like my little sister.
15:45You're an important part of my life.
15:47So...
15:51So...
15:52It was painful for you too, huh?
15:57I see.
15:58Kay.
16:00Don't worry.
16:01I'm gonna be okay.
16:02It'll take some time, I know.
16:04I'll be fine.
16:05Don't worry about me.
16:07Kay.
16:13So...
16:13This is goodbye.
16:15Running away again?
16:17It's just the way it was before.
16:19I'll close my eyes so I don't have to see.
16:22Close my ears so I don't have to hear anything.
16:25That's how I've always lived.
16:27Then you'll end up with nothing.
16:29That's okay.
16:30I never expected anything in the first place.
16:33But...
16:33He really is trying.
16:35I know, but...
16:36I'm not as strong as he is.
16:39That's too bad.
16:40I wanted to dream.
16:42Huh?
16:43That someday, someone like me could finally be happy.
16:48Uh...
16:49Dream?
17:00Miyako?
17:01Yes?
17:01Where are you?
17:03It's a secret.
17:04Can we meet and talk?
17:05No.
17:06It would only weaken my resolve.
17:07Resolve?
17:08I'm moving out of this town.
17:10I'm moving somewhere where no one knows me.
17:13Miyako.
17:15This is my last phone call.
17:17My last goodbye to you.
17:19Since you were so nice to me.
17:21Miyako.
17:22I think I've been testing you all this time, Hirono-kun.
17:26What do you mean, testing me?
17:27Ever since I met you at Christmas...
17:30I've been checking your reaction.
17:33To see if you were the kind of person that would take care of me.
17:37I think that's a little bit dramatic.
17:40I don't want to be with someone who isn't going to take care of me.
17:44I told you that.
17:45And how did I do?
17:46What?
17:47Your test.
17:48Did I pass?
17:49Hmph.
17:50With flying colors.
17:52In fact, you're way, way too good for me.
17:55Don't exaggerate.
17:56Oh, I'm a good judge of character.
17:58Then why are you saying you're going to move?
18:00Because I don't want to disappear from your heart.
18:04I'm disappearing while you still love me.
18:07Miyako.
18:08There was no sound at my house.
18:11Sound?
18:12My parents didn't get along.
18:14Neither of them spoke to each other in the house.
18:17They couldn't stand the sound of each other's voices or even footsteps.
18:22They were so busy hating each other that they forgot about their daughter.
18:28My name.
18:29Your name.
18:30They hardly called my name.
18:32That's how little conversation there was.
18:35No matter how good my grades were or if I came in first place at sports, I never got any
18:41praise.
18:42I even learned how to make fish the way my mom and dad liked it.
18:45I cut myself with a knife so many times, but...
18:48Miyako.
18:49You know what's funny?
18:50I didn't mean to copy them, but I found myself holding my breath.
18:56Then they ended up getting a divorce six years ago.
18:59And that was a relief for me.
19:02I mean, I was finally free.
19:04I could leave that silent house and go wherever I wanted.
19:08I hoped that I could find a place of my own someday, somewhere.
19:14It was liberating not to have to interact with people.
19:17I didn't have to worry about being liked or not liked.
19:21I just went wherever, wherever I wanted.
19:25That's right.
19:26I could go anywhere.
19:29But being free to go anywhere also means never having a special place to call your own.
19:36There was nowhere I wanted to go.
19:39Nowhere to go home to.
19:40Shut up.
19:42Huh?
19:43You're just blabbering to yourself.
19:45Hirono-kun.
19:46Why didn't you say anything?
19:48You were lonely, right?
19:50And you were hurting, right?
19:51Then why didn't you tell me?
19:53I was right there.
19:54But how could I do that?
19:56Then you'd only end up feeling sorry for me.
19:59And I didn't want your pity.
20:00I just wanted a special place of my own.
20:02I'll be that special place for you.
20:05Huh?
20:06Then your silent house will be in your past.
20:08It's all behind you, alright?
20:10Even if you'll be my special place, I'll be afraid of losing it.
20:14You won't lose it.
20:15How can you say that?
20:17Believe in me.
20:18I want to.
20:20I want to.
20:21But I...
20:21What are you afraid of?
20:22I'm disgusting.
20:24You'll end up hating me one day.
20:26No, I won't.
20:27I knew how you and Kei-chan felt about each other.
20:31And that I'd never win.
20:33But I wanted to be with you so badly.
20:36I clung onto you.
20:37Even if I knew that it would hurt you.
20:40I'm so disgusting.
20:41I only think of myself.
20:43Can't you see that?
20:44You'd end up getting hurt by me.
20:46I don't worry about myself.
20:47You just stay the way you are.
20:49It's who you are.
20:50Don't change.
20:53I made my own decision.
20:54The rest is up to you.
20:56Really?
20:57Can I believe you?
20:59Yes!
21:00I don't want to disappear anymore.
21:03I don't want to be ignored anymore.
21:05I'll never let you disappear.
21:08I want you to love me.
21:10I want you to eat my cooking while it's warm.
21:14I want to be with you.
21:16I want someone to touch me.
21:19I'll praise you if you get good grades.
21:21I'll scold you if you do something bad.
21:23I'll eat your cooking.
21:24You just name it.
21:25Oh, I want to cling to you.
21:27No matter how pitiful that is.
21:30Do what you want.
21:31I'm ready to take everything you have to give.
21:33You don't know, good.
21:34I...
21:35Do you hear what I'm saying, Bianco?
21:37Listen to me.
21:38I love...
21:39I love...
21:52I love...
22:10I love you.
22:22I... I love you!
22:29Hiroto-kun!
22:31Just where the hell are we?
22:32I went to every public phone in Ottawa.
22:35Hiroto-kun!
22:37Miyako.
23:00You're responsible now.
23:02Responsible?
23:03You caught me, so never let me go.
23:06I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
23:09People change their minds all the time, you know.
23:40I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
23:49I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
24:11I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
24:14I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
24:26I thought you were the type who didn't want to be tied down.
24:30It was my own race germania.
24:39僕らを見ていた
25:06Is there a memory that you never want to forget?
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