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Made in Chelsea - Season 31 - Episode 08
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00:01You're not dating other people, no?
00:03I've been on dates, yeah.
00:04Oh.
00:05Oh.
00:05Was it just one girl?
00:06I've been on dates with multiple girls.
00:09Oh, OK.
00:10I give it a good, nah, 20 minutes.
00:12You're insane, though!
00:13I know, I know, I know.
00:14I think you're like the forbidden fruit.
00:15The one rule is you don't go there with your friends' exes.
00:17You know that rule.
00:18When you are together, is it cuddly?
00:21Is it touchy-feely?
00:22Like, we share the same bed.
00:23I don't just see you as, like, a platonic friend.
00:25It's not what you'd consider a normal platonic friendship.
00:29Mm-hmm.
00:29We have established that it's not romantic, right?
00:33Mm-hmm.
00:33Right?
00:34It just makes me think that this whole thing between us
00:37was non-existent.
00:38In a world where I was ready to date,
00:41I have no idea if whatever we had
00:43would have been stronger for me.
00:47He is literally AI.
00:48I don't need that smoke.
00:49You're, like, kissing her all over her neck.
00:51He was trying.
00:52You are very mature.
00:54Huh?
00:55It's savage.
00:56He's let himself down.
00:57She's rewriting history.
00:58I'm just frustrated because of the lying.
01:01Why are you angry?
01:01You always, like, hear what you want to hear.
01:03Behave.
01:04Something's got enough to be said.
01:05This is hurtful.
01:06I'm not leaning you on.
01:07I'm done with that.
01:08No, I'm done with that.
01:09I'm done with that.
01:23Oh, look at that.
01:25Ay!
01:25Hey, bruh.
01:26Oh, my God.
01:59Do you want to hold him?
02:00I've never held a baby before.
02:02You've never held a baby?
02:03Oh, don't tell him that.
02:05Oh, my goodness.
02:07Can you tell I've never held a baby?
02:08Yeah, yeah, 100%.
02:12So, how have you been?
02:13I've been good.
02:13Yeah, I heard you had an exciting day.
02:15Two days?
02:16Two days.
02:17With the daughter-in-law, is that what it's called?
02:19Georgia.
02:20They came two days ago on the spade of a night.
02:23Do you feel like Philip's ready for a relationship?
02:26You know what?
02:27I think it looks like it.
02:28It looks like it.
02:29It's the right person.
02:31But?
02:32He doesn't want a relationship.
02:33He's told me he doesn't want a relationship.
02:35I think maybe he needs to just live some single years.
02:39Yeah.
02:39You never know.
02:40It's very early days.
02:41Is that Angus?
02:43Angus?
02:44Hey, guys.
02:45I'll be back.
02:46I haven't met you.
02:47Hi, guys.
02:47How are you doing?
02:48Good.
02:48How are you?
02:49Do you have a sister?
02:50He's a child.
02:51Be careful.
02:52You are?
02:52Nice to meet you.
02:53I've got the same jumper as you.
02:55You all right?
02:55Yeah, good.
02:55How are you?
02:56Very well.
02:57Angus is wearing the jumper that I got recently that you hated.
02:59What's that the same cardigan as my husband?
03:01I love it.
03:02Really?
03:02Just the same.
03:03Do you know what it was?
03:04Is the universe kind of made me feel like I was going to bump into you.
03:06Yeah.
03:06I knew that I needed to impress you.
03:08And I love a cardigan.
03:09I think it's so proper.
03:10What are you doing?
03:10What are you doing?
03:11I need a cardigan.
03:12I'm just seeing friends.
03:13But I mean, now we're here.
03:14Yeah, yeah.
03:14Good to see you, brother.
03:16The other night was super unpleasant.
03:17Yeah, it was.
03:17With you and Chugs.
03:18It was awful.
03:19I'm just frustrated because of the lying, really.
03:21He's let himself down.
03:23Yeah, massively.
03:23You know what, Angus?
03:25I think you are very mature.
03:27Thank you very much.
03:28Very, you're a very wise man.
03:30Well, I instantly felt the connection as soon as I came in.
03:32What does that mean?
03:32You're trying to put my mind on it.
03:33No, I'm sorry.
03:33This isn't even why I'm here.
03:35Sorry, Chugs.
03:35You're in the Angus Finley charm.
03:36You're going to get wrapped up.
03:37You're going to be in love with him next week.
03:39Good.
03:39Sorry, anyway.
03:40Yeah.
03:40What was I saying?
03:41You can't help yourself.
03:43Do you have any friends in town, actually?
03:45Like, younger, older?
03:46Older, yeah.
03:47Older women have something to give.
03:50You know, just more experienced.
03:52Just the conversation flows a bit better.
03:54And they know what they want and what they don't want.
03:55They do.
03:56Yeah.
03:57I think that's a chance there.
03:59Right.
03:59We'll be in touch.
04:00Yeah.
04:00Well, she's also married to my father.
04:02We're talking about friends.
04:03My future father at all.
04:03We're talking about friends.
04:05We're talking about friends.
04:19Dangerous driving all around.
04:20Very dangerous.
04:20Yeah.
04:21So much fun.
04:22Is that what driving's like?
04:23Unbelievable.
04:24Yeah, you should be.
04:25Motivation to get your license.
04:26Yeah.
04:26It is exactly like that.
04:28It's almost like in London, driving around.
04:30It's so fun.
04:31How's the moving?
04:32Big steps, by the way.
04:33Huge.
04:33You guys look, I must say, look like you're in a little happy bubble.
04:36Got your new nest.
04:37We've left the nest.
04:37Well done.
04:38You're still saying that, don't you?
04:39I know, I like that analogy.
04:40Who's the flavour of the week this week?
04:43One to Georgia.
04:45Have you met Georgia?
04:46Phillip's Georgia.
04:47Very briefly, yeah.
04:49She's fantastic.
04:50Is she?
04:51Honestly, so lovely, funny, like a ball of energy.
04:55But off the cards.
04:57I mean, she's...
04:58They seem quite loved up.
04:59I think they're...
04:59I mean, is it loved up when, like...
05:01Have you not heard?
05:01What's what?
05:02Have you not heard?
05:03They're exclusive.
05:04She's in love with Big Phil.
05:05She's not in love with Big Phil.
05:07She said the L word.
05:08She said the L word?
05:08Yeah.
05:08And he said it back.
05:10Why, surely not?
05:11He is literally AI.
05:13Honestly, I'm going to give it a max two months.
05:16Okay.
05:17Come on.
05:17I think me and Georgia would look great together.
05:19And I would love to get to know more.
05:20Just tread carefully, Sam.
05:22Ah, nah.
05:36Sam's dad named Sam's brother Jack Daniels, was it?
05:42Yeah, like Daniels is the middle name.
05:44And I don't think his mum realised for a long time after.
05:47Hello.
05:48Wait, what?
05:49Oh, my God.
05:50Oh, my God.
05:51Oh, my God.
05:53Hi.
05:53Sorry.
05:54This is not down to me, by the way.
05:55Hi, guys.
05:56Hi.
05:57Sorry.
05:58Oh, my God.
05:58There's a baby there.
06:00It's yours.
06:00It's your baby.
06:02Good.
06:03Um, hi, Max.
06:04Hello.
06:05I'm a bit distracted.
06:07I had no idea.
06:08Look how small his fingers are.
06:10You invited Freddie.
06:12No, it's fine.
06:13No worries.
06:13You guys are fine, right?
06:14Yeah.
06:14Like a year?
06:15Yeah.
06:16We're fine, Max, aren't we?
06:17Yeah, we're fine.
06:18Wasn't all good at all the other night.
06:20Did you two hook up?
06:21No.
06:21Okay.
06:22He was trying.
06:23Yeah, I was.
06:23Did he whisper sweet something?
06:25Well, Freddie said to me, what do you think about, like, getting back together?
06:30Until I go on holiday.
06:31Well, okay.
06:32Of course you can't.
06:33Did you actually say it?
06:35Exes for benefits was the sort of idea.
06:37Yeah, you can.
06:37I'm not going to use foul language.
06:39Well, we don't like the foul language.
06:40But.
06:41I think I was too honest.
06:42That was a problem.
06:43And I understand why you would never do that.
06:45Because you respect yourself too much.
06:46Yeah, but I don't want any.
06:47I didn't ask for any of this situation.
06:49Why are you getting angry?
06:50Because you're annoying me.
06:52It's fine.
06:53We've got a baby around us.
06:54Well, that's exactly what.
06:55You walked into here.
06:56Don't worry about him.
06:58He's chilling.
06:59He loves to gossip.
07:00Oh.
07:01If you had told me he was having a baby,
07:03two years ago.
07:04Oh, my God.
07:05Yeah, you wouldn't have believed that,
07:06would you?
07:06No, no.
07:07Obviously, that's your husband now.
07:08He was a changed man.
07:09You told me.
07:10Changed man for what?
07:11I was always good.
07:12Everyone tells me this.
07:13I never saw my raffles every day.
07:16It's fine.
07:17Yeah.
07:19Lads, lads, lads.
07:31I've actually been fortunate enough to get a place in the marathon.
07:34Yes.
07:35Rib, Jasmine, Jules, what?
07:37I'm so excited for you.
07:38And we're running for the same cause.
07:40I can't imagine doing that.
07:42What's the cause?
07:43The shooting star.
07:44Children's hospice.
07:45Yeah.
07:47But have you heard about the brunch Yaz is arranging tomorrow?
07:49Yeah, she was like, just a heads up, like, Inga will be there.
07:52So as much as I want to hang out with everyone, all the girls,
07:55I just think I know what's good for me.
07:57And I'm just going to sit this one out.
07:59Okay, fine.
08:00And you haven't seen Inga since she went away, no?
08:03Yeah, since she left mine.
08:05Like, the last thing that we did was, like, hug,
08:08and then she left.
08:08And then literally radio silence.
08:10And how are you feeling, like, now about everything?
08:13There have been some hard nights where I've re-read.
08:16I've gone to the very top.
08:18I've re-read the messages.
08:19And I'm like, I definitely wasn't going crazy,
08:21but I can't help but replaying moments in my head.
08:24Like, sending me texts, like, I'm craving you.
08:27And I'm like, me too.
08:29Me too.
08:30Oh, wait, that wasn't romantic.
08:31I'm craving you.
08:33That's, yeah, that's not a friendship.
08:35Like, if I received that text from someone,
08:38I would think, you are into me.
08:41If you tell her how you feel,
08:43and then she still acts how she's acting,
08:46she's got nothing to fall back on.
08:47She can't use that.
08:48I had no idea that Jazz felt this way as an excuse.
08:50Honesty is the best policy.
08:52But also, Jack, like, you've also had conversations with her
08:55where you say, in your opinion,
08:57this is what you think, and then she's just like...
09:00And she's like, I need to hear that from Jazz.
09:02I've tried to set boundaries.
09:04I've tried to have honest conversations with her.
09:06You guys haven't had honest conversations.
09:08You haven't had one honest conversation, really.
09:12Eventually, something's going to have to be said.
09:14And it's just going to get worse the longer it goes on.
09:18It is killing you here.
09:36Yeah, this is just amazing.
09:38Well, thank you so much for coming to help me.
09:40You've done a really good job.
09:41Wait, let me get the last bag.
09:43So who's coming?
09:44I just invited a bunch of the girls.
09:46Jazz is not coming.
09:47Yeah, I haven't seen her name tag.
09:50Yeah.
09:51I haven't actually spoken to her in over a week.
09:54But then, since being away,
09:56I just, I kept hearing all these, like, little things
10:00that just did not sit right with me.
10:02Like, basically kind of implying that, like,
10:04I had, you know, been...
10:07done romantic things with her,
10:09which I know I haven't.
10:11So has it ever been a romantic thing on your part?
10:13Never.
10:14So you've never seen jazz in that way?
10:16No, never.
10:16I've never done anything sexual with her.
10:19Never done anything romantic with her.
10:20Do you know what I mean?
10:21The one thing I heard she said before,
10:24this is quite explicit.
10:26No, it's so explicit.
10:28Say it, say it.
10:29No, tell me.
10:30No!
10:52Just that you said goodbye,
10:53and you were, like, kissing her all over her neck or something.
10:56That's when she's heard.
10:58To me.
11:00I've given her kisses on the cheeks,
11:02but you know, like, when we hug,
11:03I'm going to, like, on the cheek.
11:05But, like, this is what I mean.
11:07I feel like she's...
11:08Something's getting lost in transition here.
11:09She is.
11:09I feel like she's either, like, flat out lying
11:12or exaggerating on some things.
11:14I got the vibe that she almost felt like
11:16she's being led on by you.
11:19Like, I don't know.
11:20Well, this is kind of what I've heard from other people.
11:23But that's the vibe I got.
11:24Yeah, and I just think this is not what I had in my head.
11:27I thought that what her and I said to each other
11:29was gospel and was the truth.
11:32But it sounds like she's painted a very different picture
11:35outside of what's actually happened.
11:37And I think she's misunderstood a lot of things.
12:03I think it's going very well with you and Georgia, mate.
12:06Yeah. I have also heard.
12:08Didn't you post a story of Georgia the other day
12:11and then delete it straight away?
12:13Keep her on toes.
12:13Yeah.
12:14But I hadn't put her on my story before, you see.
12:17Oh, that was the part launch.
12:19So that story spurred on some messages
12:22from certain individuals.
12:24Ah, right.
12:24And then you thought, get rid.
12:25I just thought, I don't need that smoke.
12:26Let's, um...
12:27Was it the other four girls you were dating, Master?
12:29Yeah.
12:32There's only three of them.
12:33Sorry, only three of them.
12:35Anyway, sorry, that was rude.
12:36What's actually going on there?
12:38I've heard whisperings of some words being chucked about.
12:41So Georgia said she loves me the other day
12:44and I did say it back
12:49and I kind of woke up the next morning
12:53with a big hangover
12:54and I just thought,
12:55did I maybe...
12:58say it too early?
13:00In the moment, I did genuinely mean it.
13:03And why in the moment?
13:04Do you not mean it anymore?
13:05Because of three tequila, now I'm joking.
13:08No, mate, I'm just a bit confused about the whole thing.
13:12Obviously, I was in a long-term relationship
13:14and it just feels weird even saying that
13:16to another girl at this stage so early on.
13:20Which is reasonable.
13:22Yeah.
13:23I do have very strong feelings for her,
13:25but I don't want a relationship.
13:27but that's kind of
13:29the crossroads I'm at right now.
13:31There's nothing wrong with
13:32taking things at your own pace,
13:33but there is something wrong with
13:34giving false promises.
13:36Yeah.
13:36You have to just be honest as soon as possible
13:38because I think that's the least she deserves.
13:40Yeah.
13:41It will only get worse before it gets better.
13:43Yeah.
13:43To be honest,
13:44I'm not in a relationship with her.
13:46Yeah, you kind of are, mate,
13:47I'll be honest.
13:49Like, I love you to bits, mate,
13:50but you're excused and you totally loves her.
13:53You're committed to it.
13:57Fucking hell, Philip.
13:58So, do you see the pickle on me?
13:59Yes.
14:00Yes, exactly.
14:01It's hard to feel sorry for you, mate.
14:03Lately I can't help myself
14:08Taking my time home
14:10Come next to me.
14:12This is so cute.
14:13Yeah, well,
14:15please look.
14:16I've given my favourite people
14:18better ones.
14:19No, I'm joking.
14:21No, I'm joking.
14:21She's not joking.
14:22Right, so,
14:23it's got all the essentials in,
14:25you know,
14:26the hyaluronic acid.
14:28Oh, cute.
14:28Yeah, thank you.
14:29Oh, my God.
14:31These are great for the handbags.
14:33Handbags, yeah.
14:35Yeah, it looks like Tristan's gonna love that.
14:37Do you like it?
14:38Thanks, guys.
14:39Thank you, guys.
14:41Breaking bread.
14:47Is everyone excited for jazz night?
14:49Oh, yeah.
14:51I love a jazz vibe.
14:53Julian's moved into his new place.
14:54He's moved in.
14:55It's really close to where I am
14:57and he's moved in yesterday.
14:58You're gonna just, like,
14:59slowly move all your things in.
15:01That's my bit.
15:02He's got,
15:03he's got,
15:03in his bathroom,
15:05he's made me a makeup station.
15:06Oh, that's so cute.
15:08When I saw that,
15:09I was like,
15:09that's so cute.
15:10That is actually easy.
15:12What's been going on with you guys?
15:14How's it,
15:14how's it going with Philip?
15:16Uh, yeah,
15:16it's going really well.
15:17Met the dad last week.
15:19Went to the family home.
15:20Do you like my dad?
15:24What do you think of your dad?
15:25Love your dad.
15:26He's showing me the birds
15:27in the garden.
15:28No, my parents do love you,
15:29to be honest.
15:30Yeah, your mum,
15:31honestly,
15:31she's an icon.
15:32I'm obsessed with her.
15:33Like, so nice.
15:34He's meeting my mum on Sunday.
15:36Is he getting serious?
15:37Yeah.
15:37Are you guys boyfriend and girlfriend?
15:39No, not yet.
15:40Okay.
15:41Maybe one day.
15:43I heard you guys,
15:45like,
15:45the love,
15:46the love
15:47came out.
15:48That has come out.
15:49It has come out.
15:50Yeah.
15:50Who said it first?
15:51Me, obviously.
15:52Really?
15:53Oh, that's so cute.
15:54He goes really brave.
15:55Did he,
15:56he didn't respond?
15:57No,
15:57because I said it
15:58and then I was like,
15:59wait,
15:59I'm not going to say it anymore.
16:00And then he was like,
16:01no, no,
16:01say it again.
16:02So I said it again
16:03and then he said it back.
16:04Oh, cute.
16:05And I was like,
16:05oh.
16:06Yay.
16:08I was like,
16:08ew.
16:09I'm shy now.
16:27Charles,
16:27what is going on
16:28with your eye, mate?
16:29You know what?
16:29I'm torn.
16:30I could either make up
16:30a really elaborate lie
16:32or just tell you the truth.
16:33I was playing rugby on Saturday.
16:35That's fucking boring.
16:36Oh, that's boring.
16:37You had a fight
16:38with Armand,
16:38didn't you?
16:39No, no, no.
16:40Head on head,
16:41annoyingly,
16:41but yeah,
16:42it hurts.
16:43Yeah.
16:43I love these days.
16:44I really do.
16:44It's literally,
16:45honestly,
16:45my favorite days
16:47because you love beer.
16:48I never used to come
16:48and then I have to come
16:49otherwise he doesn't come
16:50home for like a day.
16:51Yeah,
16:51that's my bad.
16:52Angus,
16:52what's been going on with you?
16:54I've had like a,
16:55I don't want to use
16:56the word epiphany.
16:57Okay.
16:58Please continue,
16:59I'm delighted.
16:59Oh my God,
17:00this sounds so weird.
17:00So recently,
17:01I just have found myself
17:02being drawn
17:04towards sort of
17:04women on the maturer
17:06end of thing.
17:07Junior Toy Boy era.
17:08Yes.
17:09Yeah.
17:10I just feel like
17:10there's a lot of excitement
17:11to be had there.
17:12There's a lot of things
17:12to learn.
17:13There's a lot of experience
17:14that they can share
17:15and just,
17:16there's just less BS.
17:17Do you know what I mean?
17:17They're not playing games
17:18with you
17:18and I just think
17:19that's something
17:19that I really want
17:20to explore further.
17:21Okay.
17:21I bumped into Jules
17:23and Tristan
17:23and Jules's mum was there
17:25called Siri.
17:26You got a thing for Siri?
17:27Yeah.
17:28We just hit it off
17:29like straight away
17:30and she was just
17:30really confident,
17:32a little bit flirtatious
17:32and I was like,
17:33yeah, I could get used to this.
17:34Anyway, so I've reached out
17:35to this lady called Stephanie
17:37who I met a while ago.
17:39Would you write her a letter?
17:40Telegram.
17:41Yeah.
17:41Carry a pigeon
17:42straight to,
17:42straight to a nursing home
17:44and she is
17:46genuinely like
17:46very attractive
17:47and I'm going to take you
17:49for drinks tomorrow night.
17:50I'm very excited.
17:51I wish you all the best, mate.
17:52I hope you have a lovely day.
17:53Oh, we will.
17:54Behave.
17:55Maybe.
17:57I have to say,
17:58it's quite sad
17:58that Jazzy didn't hear
18:00today.
18:00I think she's finding
18:01the whole situation
18:02with you guys
18:02quite uncomfortable.
18:03Yeah, well,
18:04we haven't spoken now
18:05in like over a week
18:06which is like
18:08six days longer
18:09than we've ever
18:10not spoken for.
18:11So, yeah,
18:12it's, um,
18:15it's,
18:15it's been difficult.
18:17I just think
18:18a lot's been said
18:18and happened behind my back
18:19that I've just not
18:20been privy to
18:21and I just feel a bit
18:22like,
18:24sorry, my heart's like racing.
18:25Yeah.
18:27It's just like,
18:28it's just a tricky one
18:29because I've now been
18:30hearing certain things
18:32that I don't believe
18:33to be true.
18:34Apparently she said
18:35I've been kissing her neck
18:36like,
18:36and it's all just very like,
18:38I'm really taken back
18:39by her
18:39because for me
18:41it was never a romantic thing
18:43and I always said that
18:44to her
18:44straight up
18:45and she said
18:45the same thing back.
18:46That's the thing.
18:46She said to me,
18:48yeah, yeah, yeah,
18:48like I've not seen it
18:49a romantic way either,
18:50but do you not feel
18:51it was obvious
18:52like how she felt
18:53about you?
18:54Like, I don't think
18:55it takes like a rocket scientist
18:56to figure out
18:56like just like the way
18:57she is with you
18:58and I do think
18:59because I've seen it
19:00how you guys are together.
19:01Like, you do,
19:02it is,
19:03from what I've seen,
19:04that's more than a friendship.
19:05Like, Jazz and I
19:06aren't like that.
19:08Like, I have seen text messages
19:09between the two of you
19:11and to me
19:11some of the messages,
19:12like,
19:13that's not a friendship thing.
19:15Like, but like what?
19:16For example,
19:17a text message I saw
19:17was like you sent her
19:18saying like,
19:19I'm craving you.
19:22I don't remember
19:22saying that,
19:23but like,
19:24I really don't remember
19:25saying that.
19:25I'm just saying like,
19:25no, it's just because
19:26I've like seen the messages
19:29and I think,
19:30to me,
19:30I think if someone said
19:31that to me.
19:31Is it like,
19:31I'm craving Jazz time?
19:33That kind of thing.
19:34I'm craving you.
19:35I've seen like,
19:35I know how you speak though.
19:37Yeah, like.
19:38I feel like you don't,
19:39maybe if it was said,
19:40you don't mean it.
19:41Like, I feel like you are.
19:42But guys,
19:43I think the thing
19:43that's difficult
19:44is Jazz is a gay woman.
19:45I think this is a thing
19:46we need to remember.
19:47Like, maybe from your side
19:48it was all innocent.
19:50Yeah.
19:50But I think from her side
19:51she's gay.
19:52Like, she,
19:52she likes females
19:53and you're obviously
19:54a beautiful girl
19:55and you guys like,
19:57did have this amazing connection.
19:58Like, I think that's
19:59what we do need to remember.
20:01That's not really the issue.
20:03The issue isn't like,
20:04that one person has feelings
20:05and the other one doesn't.
20:06So, for you,
20:07there was like nothing,
20:08nothing ever romantic.
20:10Romantic.
20:10So, the thing I struggle with
20:12now is that
20:13you said to her
20:14the other day
20:15if you're in a different
20:16headspace in like
20:17three months' time
20:18things could be different.
20:20I said I'm not ready
20:22to date anyone
20:22because I'm still
20:23getting over someone.
20:24Yeah.
20:24Do you know what?
20:25Like, fine.
20:25I didn't say an exact no
20:27so maybe she's gotten
20:29her hopes up.
20:29I think it's little things
20:30like that that she'll take
20:31that and hold on to that.
20:32But if she had told me
20:33she doesn't have any feelings,
20:34no romantic feelings,
20:35why would I know any different?
20:36Do you know when you
20:37sometimes have like
20:38rose-tinted glasses on
20:39and you almost like
20:40hear what you want to hear?
20:41Yeah.
20:41So maybe she like
20:43took certain things
20:45as legit.
20:46No, like as in like,
20:47I'm not sure what I'm trying to say.
20:48No, she's not,
20:49like she's not,
20:50I don't think she's being like
20:51made this all up in her head.
20:52I'm not saying she's made it up.
20:53I don't think she's made it
20:54all up in her head
20:54but I think that
20:55I need to be very careful
20:56what I say to her now
20:57because I can't give hope
20:58and obviously this is going
20:59to massively change
21:02any friendship we have
21:04which is really
21:05I'm not going to lie guys,
21:06I'm really fucking sad
21:07because like
21:08we were really close.
21:09Oh no.
21:10You don't need...
21:14It's such a shitty situation.
21:17I'm really fucking
21:18tired about it
21:18and like
21:20I felt we were so close.
21:22I honestly thought
21:22we were so, so close
21:23and I thought
21:24great, like
21:25it's so nice to like
21:26be back
21:26and like be having fun
21:28and like have such
21:29a close friendship
21:29with someone
21:30and create that bond
21:31with someone.
21:33I just need to speak
21:34to her about it
21:35and I think
21:35we just need to put
21:36an end to all this.
21:37Yeah.
21:59Hello.
21:59Hello.
22:00How you doing?
22:01Yeah, I'm good.
22:01Thanks.
22:02You look stunning.
22:06Thank you for coming.
22:07It's my pleasure.
22:09It's inviting me.
22:10Of course.
22:11Well, I thought
22:11it was about time.
22:12It's been a while, hasn't it?
22:14Yeah.
22:16I had a great one
22:17you were trying
22:18to get Bex back
22:18which is
22:20you were right
22:21with that one, mate.
22:22I don't think
22:22you ever will.
22:23I think I've got
22:24a better chance
22:24for Bex.
22:25Think about that.
22:26Well, unfortunately
22:26that might be true.
22:28Yes.
22:28I held a baby
22:29the other day.
22:30You held a baby
22:31the other day?
22:31I held a Duke, yeah.
22:32Duke?
22:32Come on.
22:33Have you seen him yet?
22:34I haven't had much
22:35contact with
22:36Sam Banderbump really.
22:37But they've had a baby.
22:38He's very exciting.
22:40Right.
22:41I need a Chris Ecker.
22:44Georgia and Liz.
22:46Oh, but Georgia.
22:47Georgia is
22:49just, I think.
22:50I wonder if she's
22:51dunked him yet.
22:51What?
22:52I don't know about this.
22:53Yeah.
22:53Georgia's dunk Phil?
22:55Gotta keep your voice down, mate.
22:56I don't know
22:56if she knows about this yet.
22:57Georgia's dunk Phil?
22:58No, Philip told me yesterday
22:59that he used the L-bomb
23:01to Georgia
23:02but he didn't mean
23:04you have to read
23:05tequila shots.
23:06Do you know what that implies?
23:07Like, oh my God,
23:07this is a mistake.
23:09Honestly,
23:09you've made my fucking day.
23:11Girls?
23:11Hello?
23:13Hello.
23:14Good to see you.
23:15Hey, you look well.
23:16Thanks.
23:16How are you?
23:17Good, how are you?
23:17So good.
23:19It's sexy.
23:20Hi, Freddie.
23:21How are you, all right?
23:21Yeah.
23:22I see you.
23:22How are we?
23:23Cute.
23:24Ah, Elise.
23:25Hi, buddy.
23:26Well, I haven't seen you
23:27in bloody ages.
23:30Georgia, Elise.
23:32Wow, you guys
23:33brought the whole shop with you?
23:34Yeah.
23:35It's filming.
23:36I hope so.
23:37How are you, Elise?
23:39I'm good, thanks.
23:39How are you?
23:40Oh, good.
23:41We're still all right, aren't we?
23:42We're still mates.
23:43Yeah, of course.
23:44Georgia, how are you?
23:45I'm good.
23:45Good.
23:46Yeah, it's been going well.
23:47Going well?
23:48Yeah.
23:49How are things with Philip?
23:50Your favourite person.
23:52Not really, no.
23:52No.
23:53How is he?
23:53Yeah, he's good.
23:54Is there trouble in paradise
23:55or is it really...
23:56No.
23:57No?
23:58It's been pretty smooth sailing.
24:00Um, oh, okay.
24:01It's been good.
24:03That's good.
24:04That's good.
24:05Really?
24:06I feel like you're not...
24:07No, is it actually really good?
24:08Are you okay?
24:09Because I'm happy,
24:09but it's just because...
24:13I don't know,
24:14Freddie said something.
24:15Oh, my God.
24:16Sam.
24:17Said what?
24:18Wait, have you guys said
24:18I love you and stuff?
24:20Oh, my God.
24:21Yeah, I've said it.
24:22And he said it back.
24:23He said it back?
24:23Yeah.
24:24Freddie filled it.
24:26Shut up.
24:27Freddie, what did you say?
24:29Why?
24:29Why?
24:30What's happened?
24:32Philip...
24:32No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
24:34Sam?
24:34Philip said he doesn't mean it.
24:36Oh, my God.
24:36Doesn't mean what?
24:37He said it in the moment
24:38after three tequila shots.
24:40Your joke.
24:41Who said it?
24:42I didn't say it.
24:42I didn't say it.
24:43What, he said those words to you?
24:45That should have come from Philip.
24:48Not this idiot.
24:50Right.
24:52Every time I find out something,
24:53it's from someone else.
24:55It shouldn't have been.
24:56This is my mistake telling you, Sam.
24:58I just feel stupid
25:00in front of everyone
25:01when I can be told about it.
25:04It's a good thing that you're exclusive,
25:05but you need to get to the bottom of
25:07does he see it becoming a relationship
25:09in the future?
25:10We were...
25:11The plan...
25:11Philip's plan was to tell you first.
25:13Well, he hasn't.
25:14What, he told you first?
25:15Please don't be under, like,
25:16Philip's spell.
25:17I think he's just embarrassing you.
25:18Again, like, how many times have I...
25:24I know why
25:25I said ever again
25:29Temptation
25:30Feels like it never ends
25:32I'm starting
25:35Powerless as I decide
25:37I'm curious about you.
25:38You are?
25:39Yes.
25:40I met you years and years ago.
25:42Many, many moons ago.
25:43And I think there's always been
25:45a spark there.
25:47I mean, I'm sort of...
25:47This is part of a
25:48kind of new thing
25:50that I'm trying.
25:51I'm sort of trying to date a bit older.
25:53Because I just...
25:53I feel like there's so much
25:55sort of potential
25:57when it comes to dating older.
25:58So what do you want
25:59with an older woman?
26:02I like the maturity.
26:04I like the confidence.
26:05I think you're very, very confident.
26:08And I also like
26:09the sort of
26:10you know what you want
26:10and what you don't want.
26:12What do you like to do for fun?
26:13I live in London like a tourist.
26:15Really?
26:16Yeah.
26:16So you like getting out and out?
26:17I go to the opera,
26:19I go to art shows.
26:20So very cultured.
26:21I'm not much of like
26:22an art gallery
26:23or like museum person.
26:25But maybe you can like
26:25teach me some things.
26:28Maybe you could teach me some things.
26:30I know that I can, yeah.
26:32Oh really?
26:32And what would they be?
26:33I could write you a poem.
26:35Really?
26:35Yeah.
26:36Do you want to...
26:37I can't just...
26:38I'm not a rapper.
26:39I can't just do it on demand.
26:41When you give Michelangelo
26:42a slab of rock,
26:43he can't just riff
26:45and just smash out
26:46like an amazing piece.
26:47I don't know.
26:47I mean, the statue of David
26:49took years.
26:50But like basically
26:50it's just a huge penis
26:52in Florence now.
26:54Well, I can relate.
26:54I know all about that.
26:56Really?
27:02OK, now I'm running out
27:03of conversation.
27:04Oh really?
27:05Are you?
27:06No, I'll be fine.
27:07Are you?
27:07Just give me a second.
27:08Let me just...
27:08Really?
27:08You're nervous?
27:09Not quite.
27:32You alright?
27:33I've got your message
27:34to meet.
27:35Not really, no.
27:37What's wrong?
27:39I just had to hear
27:41from Sam
27:42that you've been
27:43with the boys yesterday
27:44saying that you don't mean it
27:46when you say you love me
27:48that you never have.
27:51OK, so...
27:53I don't know why they thought
27:55it was their job
27:56to tell you that.
27:57But anyway...
27:59I care for you loads.
28:00You know that.
28:02I'm just not ready
28:03to say it.
28:04If you think
28:06that's too soon
28:06and you don't mean it
28:08or you don't feel it
28:09then say it.
28:11Stop talking to the boys
28:12about it.
28:12OK, I'm saying it now.
28:15Well, say it then.
28:17Say what?
28:17Say what you feel.
28:19I've just said it.
28:20Well, say it again.
28:23Erm...
28:23Say that you don't mean it.
28:29OK, I don't mean it.
28:31It wasn't that hard, was it?
28:35I don't know what you want me to say.
28:37I've said it.
28:38Well, now you have, yeah.
28:39OK, well, I've said it now.
28:41Bye.
28:41It's a big thing to say.
28:43Like, if you don't mean it,
28:44then don't say it.
28:45Yeah, but it's hurtful
28:46not to say it back.
28:47This is hurtful.
28:49Be honest.
28:50That's all I ever ask from you
28:52is honesty.
28:53That is all I ask.
28:54But yet again,
28:55we're in this position
28:56because you're not being honest
28:58and you don't communicate.
29:00Think about my feelings,
29:01not just your own.
29:03Stop making me feel
29:03and look like an idiot.
29:05I feel like shit.
29:07I'm really sorry
29:08and I'll improve.
29:10I believe it when I see it.
29:12OK.
29:42It's all gone so messy, Daz.
29:46And I just...
29:49don't understand
29:50how so much has been said and done
29:53like, behind my back
29:54without me knowing
29:55and, like,
29:57I'm just so, like,
29:58baffled at, like,
30:00everything that's happened.
30:01But I just don't get, like,
30:04why I'm the one
30:04that's being made out
30:05to be a liar
30:06and I'm this
30:07and I'm being told
30:08that I'm leading you on
30:10and, like,
30:10I'm all these horrible things
30:11and for why?
30:14Like, when I thought
30:15we had such clarity
30:18and, like,
30:18an honest conversation
30:19between both of us.
30:20So that's your issue right now?
30:22Is that...
30:23My issue is that...
30:23Is that you're being made
30:24to...
30:25You feel like you look bad?
30:26Is that what you care about?
30:28I'm just asking.
30:29I'm just asking you a question.
30:30My issue is that
30:32no one knows
30:33the truth of what was said
30:34between us,
30:35which I'm assuming
30:36can only have come from you.
30:37No.
30:38That apparently I've done
30:38all these things
30:39that have led you on
30:40to making you feel
30:41the way that you feel.
30:42You told me
30:43you didn't even have feelings for me.
30:44That's not what everyone else has said.
30:46For me,
30:47yes,
30:47I have been confused
30:49by certain things
30:50from post-Scotland
30:52until we established
30:53that it wasn't going to be romantic.
30:54I think that is the grey area
30:56that people are talking about,
30:58that it wasn't fucking normal.
30:59You've said that it wasn't normal
31:00and then as soon as we were like,
31:02okay, let's navigate this...
31:03Pure, though.
31:03I thought it was great.
31:04I thought it was so lovely
31:05that two people could meet
31:06and have such a close bond.
31:08I thought that was a wonderful thing.
31:09The point is,
31:10that grey area
31:10has been fucking confusing for me
31:12and I can't actually
31:13wrap my head around it.
31:14And I think that's what's hurt me
31:16and probably surprised other people
31:18is the fact that
31:19you can still to this day
31:20be like,
31:21it was so pure,
31:21it was all of this
31:22and like friendship
31:23and all of that.
31:24Exactly.
31:24Why does that upset you?
31:25Why does it upset you
31:26that I thought we had
31:27a close friendship?
31:28Because
31:29I just feel like sometimes
31:30you've contradicted.
31:32the fact that
31:32I think it's just friendship.
31:34That's what it feels like.
31:35Okay, but I'm asking you now
31:36what you genuinely think
31:37of that situation then.
31:38I'm genuinely giving you
31:39the questions.
31:39And I've told you,
31:40it was,
31:40for me,
31:41it wasn't romantic.
31:42Okay.
31:42And that's when you said,
31:43the moment you said,
31:44let's set in boundaries,
31:45I said, yes,
31:46let's do it.
31:47Stop talking about boundaries.
31:48I'm talking about before, Inga.
31:49Why are you talking about before?
31:50Because that's what
31:51I've been confused about.
31:53That's the whole thing.
31:53But I'm clarifying for you,
31:54it was nothing for me romantic.
31:56I've said that over and over and over again.
31:57Okay, so what was that,
31:58what was that for you then?
32:00A very close bond
32:02that now I'm not going to lie,
32:04I'm sort of fucking regretting.
32:05Because now to me,
32:07it was not pure.
32:08Absolutely not pure.
32:10Like, I was so,
32:11so protective of you.
32:12I thought we were so close.
32:14I was calling you like my soulmate.
32:16I was literally saying like,
32:17I'm so close with you.
32:18Yeah, we were.
32:18And now I don't even know you.
32:20Why?
32:20I literally,
32:20Inga, it's just based on like,
32:22And then I'm hearing
32:22all these fucking other things
32:24that you've said to other people.
32:25You said that I was kissing your neck.
32:28Like, you did come up,
32:29hug me and like,
32:30Kissed on the cheek.
32:32Yeah.
32:33But the way that it's been related to me,
32:35Is that like,
32:36I was like kissing your neck and stuff
32:37in a romantic way.
32:39And we both know I wasn't doing that.
32:41I have said to people,
32:42Both of us.
32:43No, I didn't say that.
32:45But now I do.
32:46Now I think you have.
32:47Because now,
32:48now hearing that you think
32:49I've led you on.
32:50At least you've said it to my face.
32:51But like right now,
32:53I don't even know
32:53how we can be friends at this point.
32:55Neither do I.
32:56I've asked you.
32:57A lot has changed, honestly.
32:58A lot has changed.
32:59Yeah.
33:00And this has been ruined.
33:01So no, I'm done with it now.
33:03No, Inga, you can't actually.
33:03I'm not leading you on.
33:04I'm not leading you on.
33:05I'm done with it.
33:06I'm done with that.
33:06No, I'm done with it.
33:07I'm done with it.
33:08I'm so confused.
33:10Like, Inga,
33:11if you, do you generally,
33:12like, you don't,
33:13you don't want to face the facts,
33:14Inga, as soon as I say
33:15that what you've done is not normal,
33:16you can't take it.
33:17You can't stand here and,
33:18and take it.
33:19Because you know for a fact
33:20that it was wrong.
33:58Do you come here often?
34:00Did you know that jazz is actually the music of love and sex?
34:03So you know what's funny?
34:04And wearing red is giving me a lot of messages tonight.
34:06Do you like this dress?
34:07I do like this dress.
34:08It's cute, isn't it?
34:09I know.
34:10It's, um...
34:11I picked out.
34:12It's a set of tone.
34:13Right.
34:15Phillip and Georgia are here.
34:17Like, it's savage.
34:19It's like, it really is savage.
34:20I mean, I can't sit here and say it's not.
34:22Like, she's an amazing girl.
34:25But, like, he's my brother.
34:27Yeah.
34:27You know, and I want to protect him.
34:29I really do.
34:30You know, so that's what I'm battling with.
34:31Yeah, I get it.
34:32I'm, like, this is difficult.
34:34Like, a difficult situation for me.
34:36Yeah.
34:37God, it's a full-time job living after your brother.
34:39You're telling me.
34:40You're telling me.
34:41I've dealt with it for 23 years.
34:43I'm exhausted.
34:44Cheers to that.
34:44I'm absolutely exhausted.
34:46I love birds.
34:47Oh, just the man I wanted to see.
34:49Oh, my.
34:51I can't believe in cracking on with Jules' mum.
34:53I mean, I don't want to say that it was, like, inspired by Siri.
34:56But I left there and I was like, okay, I could get used to this.
34:59You know what I mean?
35:00Takes his Tinder out.
35:00Changes age range from 35 plus.
35:03Mate, I'm not going for whippersnappers.
35:05Thank you very much.
35:06And then I just thought, you know what?
35:08This girl had kind of been on the radar.
35:09Yeah.
35:09This lady.
35:10Yeah.
35:10This mature woman.
35:11Woman.
35:12Had been on the radar for a while.
35:13And I was like, well, let's just go for drinks.
35:15Do you see yourself, like, fooling for her?
35:17Or?
35:17I think we'll keep hanging out and have fun.
35:19But I just don't think, like, a relationship would ever work.
35:21Well, I do have to say, my mum, she couldn't stop going on about you.
35:25Honestly, it's not my fault.
35:26I'm, like, catnip to the older woman.
35:28I can see that.
35:29Has she been talking about me a little bit?
35:30She likes the older man, sadly.
35:31Yeah.
35:32You know, when Suri's ready, she knows where I am.
35:34Oh, God.
35:47I've got something to tell you.
35:51Oh, do tell.
35:53Philip's been a naughty boy.
35:54Oh.
35:55Yes.
35:56Two weeks?
35:57We were correct.
35:57About?
35:58Yeah, just about two weeks.
35:59He is, do you know he's been saying he loves Georgia?
36:02I heard the love bomb was dropped.
36:04The love bomb was dropped.
36:05Mm-hmm.
36:05And he's now said to the boys, not to Georgia, said that, I didn't mean that.
36:10I said it off the cuff.
36:11Do you know?
36:11No, I've told her.
36:12You've told her?
36:13Yeah, I had to tell her.
36:14There's definitely emotional immaturity.
36:16But also saying all this at the farm, going so big, let's be exclusive.
36:19And then, what, two weeks later?
36:20Why do you think he did it to get himself out of a hole?
36:21A hole, yeah.
36:22I mean, the hole is getting big.
36:23And you know what?
36:24I'm in the hole digging.
36:25Come on.
36:26You'll do what?
36:27Hi, boys.
36:28Good to see you, how are you?
36:29You too.
36:30Okay.
36:32You okay?
36:32Do you mind if I am?
36:33Yes.
36:34See you guys later.
36:35Bye, guys.
36:35Yeah, babe.
36:37Jack.
36:39I genuinely feel like she's rewriting history.
36:42Like, and it, like, I feel so confused by it.
36:46Because I said, did I misread the signs?
36:48And she was like, clearly now, yes.
36:50And it's like, okay.
36:51But you have a...
36:52I must have misread, like, spooning every single night.
36:55It's the text.
36:56It's the craving you.
36:57Of course.
36:58And, yes, she needs to take accountability.
36:59Yeah.
37:00But, like, what do you want from this now?
37:02Where do you want this to go?
37:03Do you want to try salvage something?
37:05I think I'm in shock, in disbelief, at how insensitive she's been.
37:11And I'm really hurt by how she's downplayed the situation minimum.
37:16Like, it makes me feel really invalidated.
37:21And that's why she's hurt me.
37:23And that's why I can't speak to her right now.
37:40Oh, Houdini, how are we?
37:41You all right?
37:42Good.
37:42How are you?
37:43I'm good.
37:43Hello?
37:44Hello.
37:45You all right?
37:46I'm good.
37:46How are you?
37:47Okay.
37:47Very well.
37:47I heard you've been staring the pot again.
37:49How am I staring the pot?
37:50No, please, I want to hear it.
37:51I hear all the things you've been telling Georgia, but you've got absolutely no place
37:56to get involved with it.
37:57I've recited what you said, yeah, to Georgia.
38:00Yeah, but I wasn't telling you.
38:01I had a conversation.
38:02I was getting advice from other boys.
38:05You had a conversation with other people in our group saying that you were not in love
38:07with her.
38:08Is that correct?
38:08I said that I regret saying love you so soon.
38:12That is correct.
38:13So you've been dropping love bombs?
38:14Sam, you're bringing up all my mistakes, okay?
38:18I'm a single guy.
38:19I was in a relationship.
38:21Yes, I'm single.
38:22But you're exclusive, but you're single?
38:23Yes, that's how it works.
38:24But you're dropping love bombs as well?
38:25You can be exclusive with someone and be single.
38:28I never knew that.
38:29How?
38:29You never knew that.
38:30But so how many times did you say I love you before you were like, no, I don't mean...
38:32I don't know.
38:33I wasn't counting.
38:34Oh, okay.
38:35Well, that sounds fucking great.
38:36I feel sorry for Georgia.
38:38Sam, you're hiding behind chivalry, okay?
38:41I'm standing right here, mate.
38:42Are you telling...
38:42Okay, you're telling her all of this out of the kindness of your heart because you care
38:46for her?
38:47Yes, because I see a lovely person.
38:49She's under this Phil spell, but when she gets out of it, she's going to be so much happier.
38:54You are just...
38:54Would she be happy with you?
38:56Listen, it's not about me.
38:57Yeah, we look good together for sure.
38:59Sorry, I just can't stop looking at your suit.
39:01It's so big.
39:02It's tailored, mate.
39:03Is it?
39:04Yeah.
39:05You're literally tripping over your trousers.
39:06I'm just not.
39:07Right, this is going to go back and forward for so long.
39:09Listen, it's been a pleasure.
39:10Listen, I think you should just stay out of my business.
39:12Okay.
39:13Well, just treat Georgia right.
39:14Because everyone's talking about it, not just me.
39:16So you're just embarrassing Georgia.
39:17Everyone's talking about it.
39:18You're embarrassing Julia.
39:18And I wish you all the best because it's the worst way to start a relationship.
39:22But anyway, Phil, it's been a pleasure.
39:23It's the best way to start a relationship.
39:25I'll see you later.
39:25Oh, okay.
39:26Don't trip any trousers.
39:30Hi.
39:31How are you?
39:32I'm good.
39:32How are you?
39:34Good.
39:35I'm glad I've caught you.
39:37I'm sorry.
39:38Yes.
39:39I've just got...
39:41I just feel quite confused.
39:43And it'd just be nice to get your opinion on it.
39:46Not even just as a sister, but as like a friend as well.
39:50And it's just a girl of...
39:52I think...
39:53Are you okay?
39:59What's wrong?
40:00I think...
40:00No, it's just a hug because I think you're so sweet.
40:03So it's like...
40:06I'm struggling because obviously he's my brother.
40:08And it's like...
40:09I always want to like have his back, of course.
40:12But then also I think you're such a lovely person.
40:14So it's like...
40:15I'm struggling a bit with like...
40:17I'm wanting to give you the like...
40:19the right advice as to what I would say to a friend.
40:22But then at the same time I don't want to...
40:24hurt him and I see how deeply you care for him.
40:28So I think that's why I'm just feeling a bit like...
40:31overwhelmed and I'm like struggling because...
40:34Like...
40:34I know he doesn't want anything right now.
40:37But then I think you're so amazing.
40:39So it's like I don't know what to say.
40:42Um...
40:42I don't know.
40:43I think...
40:45I think just girl to girl,
40:47what would you do in my position?
40:52Don't let...
40:54anyone...
40:55like take you for granted.
40:57And I'm not saying Philip's taking you for granted at all.
40:59But just...
41:00Yeah, have your wits about you.
41:02Yeah.
41:06Yeah.
41:23So how are you feeling?
41:25I feel awkward.
41:26It does feel slightly awkward.
41:28Yeah.
41:28It's just weird being in the same room.
41:30Yeah.
41:31as jazz and...
41:33I don't know.
41:34It just feels like it's gotten really dark and messy.
41:37Because it didn't go the way you wanted it to go.
41:39I don't even know how I wanted it to go.
41:41But it didn't go nicely.
41:42It went really badly.
41:44Have you guys even spoken tonight?
41:46No.
41:46I haven't even looked at each other.
41:48Hello.
41:49Oh, hi.
41:50Hi.
41:50How are you?
41:51You guys look incredible.
41:54You.
41:54Thanks, Jack.
41:55So do you.
41:56I know.
41:56Very jazzy.
41:57It feels like very like...
41:58This is very your vibe.
41:59...roaring 20s sort of vibe.
42:00I mean, Sam's in like ready for court.
42:03I think he's wearing his that suit.
42:05He's taking the dress code seriously.
42:07Yeah, to be fair to him.
42:08Yeah.
42:10I want to talk to you.
42:11Yeah.
42:12Jazz has kind of given me the down low.
42:14Mm.
42:17Which has upset her.
42:19You know, you say to jazz that there was never anything more than friends.
42:23It was never, you know, it invalidated everything to her.
42:27It wasn't more than, it wasn't a romantic thing for me.
42:31And I didn't think it was for her either.
42:33But I don't like, it's like all being on jazz.
42:37Where it's like she's just imagined this whole thing.
42:39What it's made out to seem like.
42:41This thing, it hasn't, Jack.
42:42That's the thing.
42:43If anything, I feel like it's the opposite.
42:44I feel like I've taken the brunt of a lot of it.
42:46And I feel like all of it's been put on me.
42:49I've always just said the truth.
42:50Which was both of us admitted that neither of us felt romantic things for each other.
42:55And that was it.
42:56But you don't need it to come from Jazz's mouth.
42:58Yes, I do.
42:59I know, but like, you can't.
43:00But that's why I said read between the lines.
43:02This isn't making sense.
43:03No, but she's obviously not going to say it.
43:04She's obviously not going to say anything because she doesn't want to burst the bubble you guys have.
43:07It's never good enough.
43:08It's never enough.
43:09It's almost like she needs me to admit that I've got full-on feelings for her to be satisfied with
43:13it.
43:13And I'm not going to lie to the girl.
43:15And I'm actually sick and tired of it.
43:18Everyone is.
43:19She keeps telling people these little nuggets of sort of like false information that I just don't agree with.
43:25And that's not fair on me.
43:26But do you not think, I think Jazz needs to be honest with Inga.
43:29Yes, I agree.
43:30This is clearly a lot deeper.
43:31Like it sounds like someone's in love with someone.
43:33Like this is the vibe I'm getting.
43:39You need to have a chat with Jazz.
43:42Do you think, do you think, but do you think she is?
43:45Like hearing how everyone's like reacting around.
43:47The way that she's been nasty with me, no.
43:50I have to.
43:50Because like that's not what you do to someone who you love.
43:53It's not.
43:54And I'm in a position where I don't know if there is a turning back point.
43:57And it's a shame.
43:58What she has done and what she has said to me has cut deep and it has hurt me.
44:02And I don't know if I can have someone in my life that can say those sort of things to
44:06me, which categorically aren't true.
44:08And that's why I need to take space.
44:10Because I need to even, I need to reflect on the fact if I can even keep her as a
44:13friend.
44:14Because she's not been honest to me.
44:20You're both so sleep deprived that you've just got to be kind with each other.
44:24I'm really struggling.
44:26No one's done anything like this for me for honestly a very long time.
44:30Really?
44:31It's very thoughtful.
44:32I need to start having some fun again.
44:35I can't think back and think I lost that friendship because I didn't even try.
44:38There might be a huge possibility that this friendship's over.
44:42Go to Zayna.
44:43Every time we talk about her, I'm giggling and like, you're doing it now.
44:46It just makes it a bit more fun when it's secretive.
44:49I don't like her.
44:50And I don't think she's good for you.
44:51Stop talking about me and trying to shit on a situation.
44:54If I don't have to speak about you again, honestly, it would be a pleasure.
44:56See you then.
44:58See you then.
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