- 1 hour ago
90 Day Fiance: Before the 90 Days - Season 8 - Episode 15: Mayday! Mayday!
Category
📺
TVTranscript
00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me everything. You want my location?
00:00:36I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:50It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make that decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, I know!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between the relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:26and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36What I like?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me that you will not go back
00:02:13to practicing same-sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:20until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me,
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:03in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:15and I asked him where he was,
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:25You just hold me
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends,
00:03:30and it went okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:35but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:44That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:47and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:50So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I just am, like,
00:04:09this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going...
00:04:17I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like...
00:04:21I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You don't feel upset.
00:05:16So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need to talk?
00:05:22What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:42Like, I've got to do jobs while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect.
00:05:47Sleep in.
00:05:47This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying.
00:06:24And I sort of panicked and just thought, you know,
00:06:27I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets.
00:06:33And maybe I didn't want a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise that, you know,
00:06:39I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat that I sold
00:07:01from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it
00:07:10in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least shut the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:37We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:14How are you?
00:08:15What?
00:08:16Jesus.
00:08:26Will you speak first?
00:08:28Yes, I have to speak first.
00:08:30I have to talk to him.
00:08:31He's my uncle.
00:08:32So I will explain everything to him.
00:08:35Daniel, what's going to happen
00:08:36if he doesn't forgive us?
00:08:38I don't know.
00:08:40I can't tell.
00:08:41Let's go there first.
00:08:44I'm still upset about Lisa telling lies
00:08:47and sleeping with her fellow woman.
00:08:49But everyone is a sinner
00:08:51and everyone can ask for forgiveness.
00:08:55I'm really, really, really, really nervous.
00:09:04I love Lisa and she promised not to do it anymore.
00:09:09So despite all her mistakes,
00:09:11I still want to marry her.
00:09:20Well, right now,
00:09:21I feel like running away from where I'm sitting.
00:09:26My uncle asked her about this lesbianism
00:09:28and she told my uncle that it was a mistake.
00:09:32She lied to him.
00:09:34I don't know how to look on his face and talk to him
00:09:37because I've disgraced myself.
00:09:41I don't know how to look on his face.
00:10:11Before you approved our marriage,
00:10:13there are some things she told me
00:10:15in which I told you
00:10:17that she had divorced two times.
00:10:20But after all the blessings,
00:10:23she told me that
00:10:24she had gotten married five times
00:10:29and she has not been divorced legally.
00:10:36So when I heard this,
00:10:38I was...
00:10:39I was shocked.
00:10:42Uncle.
00:10:43Hold on.
00:10:44No.
00:10:44Let me explain.
00:10:46Hold on.
00:10:46Let him explain.
00:10:47It's not yet time for you to talk.
00:10:50So this is what she told me.
00:10:53And she also told me that
00:10:54from 21 years now,
00:10:56that she has been in a relationship
00:11:00with several women.
00:11:04May I please explain, uncle?
00:11:06Oh, wait.
00:11:08You told me that
00:11:11you have stopped everything
00:11:12about lesbianism.
00:11:15I have.
00:11:16I have.
00:11:16But why am I hearing this one now?
00:11:20Where is the honesty?
00:11:23Up to 20-something years
00:11:24with your fellow woman.
00:11:28This is an abomination.
00:11:52I can't believe you.
00:11:58It's the truth.
00:11:58You are just telling me lies.
00:12:03Our abomination.
00:12:09I did it.
00:12:11What will the gods of our land say?
00:12:16Because of this,
00:12:17because of this here problem,
00:12:18the marriage will be over.
00:12:22Thank you, Prince.
00:12:35I feel angry about Lisa.
00:12:38I gave her my approval,
00:12:41gave them my blessings.
00:12:43But now she deceives me.
00:12:49Why is she crying?
00:12:51In spite of the offense she has committed,
00:12:55she's still crying.
00:12:58When she cries,
00:13:00that makes me more angry.
00:13:02I feel she is pretending
00:13:04just to get sympathy from me.
00:13:08That's another offense.
00:13:11I forgave her the first time,
00:13:14but now I withdraw my approval
00:13:17and my blessing.
00:13:22I have a gift for you, actually.
00:13:24You have a gift for me?
00:13:25Your book?
00:13:26Oh!
00:13:28That's so sweet of you.
00:13:30I'm here, too.
00:13:31You know, your boyfriend.
00:13:33I'm going to get to know him.
00:13:34And when I realize his motive,
00:13:37I'll be the mother****** that stops her.
00:13:43I don't know
00:13:44how this meeting is going to go.
00:13:46I mean, I have my engagement ring
00:13:48that Mohammed gave to me last year
00:13:51when he proposed.
00:13:53Putting this ring back on
00:13:54is actually bringing up old feelings.
00:13:56It actually feels nice to have it on.
00:13:59I just feel like there's a lot of things
00:14:00that were left unsaid.
00:14:26Do you like?
00:14:28Do I like this movie?
00:14:30Do I like this movie or violence?
00:14:46So, you came all the way.
00:14:52Yeah, I thought I'd check in on Laura,
00:14:55see how she's doing.
00:14:56Yeah, she's good.
00:14:57She's happy.
00:14:59She's happy?
00:14:59Okay, good.
00:15:00I'm glad to hear that.
00:15:01Yeah.
00:15:14I have a gift for you.
00:15:15You have a gift for me?
00:15:16I actually have two gifts for you.
00:15:18Oh, that's so sweet.
00:15:19Would you like me to get them?
00:15:20I would love that.
00:15:22That's a surprise.
00:15:26I'm not surprised.
00:15:27You wanted me to pick up something for you.
00:15:29I did, in fact.
00:15:30I want you to pick up something for me.
00:15:34So, one, your book.
00:15:36Oh, the second.
00:15:38And you fell in love with these the first time,
00:15:39so here's another set.
00:15:40And the packing cubes that I love
00:15:42that you got me.
00:15:42Mm-hmm.
00:15:46That's so sweet of you.
00:15:48You're so thoughtful.
00:15:50Yes, yes, I am.
00:15:53You're teaching me the gift-giving language.
00:15:56I love that.
00:16:00I'm here, too.
00:16:01You know, your boyfriend.
00:16:04He just brought me a gift.
00:16:06Yeah, I love that gift.
00:16:07Me, too.
00:16:08Yeah.
00:16:15Michael just arrived in Turkey,
00:16:17and it just feels really freaking awkward.
00:16:21I feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to Michael,
00:16:26and really, it's so intentional
00:16:29and completely unnecessary.
00:16:32Grow up.
00:16:34Okay.
00:16:35So, Laura, how was your day today?
00:16:37How was life?
00:16:39Yeah, it's been pretty good.
00:16:40I feel like I'm, like, in vacation mode.
00:16:43You are in vacation mode.
00:16:44Yeah.
00:16:45It's a lot later nights than I'm used to.
00:16:48That's a huge contrast to what my normal day-to-day life is.
00:16:52And I try to decide if it's a compatibility thing.
00:16:56Well, I mean, if beer con were to come to the States,
00:16:58you're probably more on your schedule then.
00:17:00He'd follow more in line with you
00:17:01because he'd be his only point of contact, so.
00:17:05Maybe.
00:17:06I mean, he doesn't.
00:17:08Your friend has a point.
00:17:15Did you enjoy Turkey so far?
00:17:18Well, in the short amount of time I've been here,
00:17:20I have experienced a cab driver weave through humans.
00:17:26Hey, yeah.
00:17:26Welcome to Turkey.
00:17:27Exactly.
00:17:36So, if you want, I can show you around.
00:17:41This is my country.
00:17:42This is my city.
00:17:44And you're the friend, my love.
00:17:47So, I can make that.
00:17:51Well, I appreciate that.
00:17:53This is at least I can do.
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:59I had to be a jerk at the beginning, you know,
00:18:02because he has to know the boundaries.
00:18:06I play this game a lot.
00:18:08And this is my strategy.
00:18:10I have to get information first.
00:18:13I'm going to get to know him.
00:18:15And when I realize his motive,
00:18:17I'll be the mother and stop sex.
00:18:24After you, people.
00:18:48How much longer is the drive there?
00:18:51Just 10 minutes.
00:18:52Oh, only 10 minutes?
00:18:53Yeah.
00:18:54Okay.
00:18:56Whew.
00:18:57Getting nervous.
00:19:10It's kind of crazy that I'm back
00:19:12because I wasn't expecting to see Mohamed
00:19:16ever again after he broke up with me.
00:19:21This is a really weird turn of events.
00:19:23I came here to make a relationship,
00:19:26work with Zied,
00:19:27and build a future with him.
00:19:29So to be going to Casablanca right now
00:19:31to see Mohamed,
00:19:32it's kind of surreal.
00:19:36Like, I remember driving on this way
00:19:39to go to the mosque.
00:19:41So this is starting to feel familiar.
00:19:46I don't know.
00:19:47It's like a weird feeling.
00:19:48And like, I know Mohamed is close by,
00:19:51so I'm getting like nervous,
00:19:53like butterflies.
00:19:55Especially because I have my engagement ring
00:19:59that Mohamed gave to me last year
00:20:02when he proposed.
00:20:03I'm not sure what I'm going to do with it
00:20:07or what the plan is with that ring,
00:20:09but I do have it with me.
00:20:14I know it's a little crazy
00:20:16that I brought the ring with me to Morocco.
00:20:21There was a part of me deep down
00:20:23that thought maybe somewhere along this trip,
00:20:25maybe I would see Mohamed,
00:20:26and maybe I would have the opportunity
00:20:28to give it back to him
00:20:30or get some closure.
00:20:32But putting this ring back on
00:20:34is actually, I don't know,
00:20:36it's actually bringing up some old feelings
00:20:39and it actually feels nice to have it on.
00:20:45I don't know how this meeting is going to go.
00:20:49I don't know if it's going to go good
00:20:50or if it's going to go bad,
00:20:51if he's going to be nice to me.
00:20:56But I think him just being willing
00:20:58to come and see me for lunch or coffee
00:21:01or whatever is a sign
00:21:02that he would be open to
00:21:07potentially starting a relationship again.
00:21:15Oh, we're here.
00:21:16Oh, my goodness.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:18Thank you so much.
00:21:22Oh, my gosh.
00:21:30Hello.
00:21:31Hi.
00:21:32I'm looking for a table for two.
00:21:35Yes, here we come.
00:21:37This one?
00:21:38Yes.
00:21:39Perfect.
00:21:40Thank you so much.
00:21:41Thank you so much.
00:21:44My heart's racing.
00:21:48I'm, like, feeling shaky.
00:21:51Like, shaky good way or bad way?
00:21:54Shaky, I'm just, like, feeling overwhelmed
00:21:56because all of the memories from my last trip
00:21:59are now replaying in my head.
00:22:01So I just feel like there's a lot of things
00:22:03that were left unsaid,
00:22:06and I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:09And I really don't know what to expect.
00:22:36I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:22:38I'm kind of getting nervous now.
00:23:06I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:08I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:10I'm kind of getting nervous.
00:23:11Excuse me?
00:23:12Hi.
00:23:13Um, could I actually order a cappuccino, please?
00:23:17Yes.
00:23:24Oh, it says that Mohammed's online.
00:23:27He's read all my messages and he's online.
00:23:34Oh, thank you so much.
00:23:36That looks delicious.
00:23:40I'm gonna call him, I think.
00:23:47Okay.
00:24:08Well, he's not answering.
00:24:12Okay, it said no answer.
00:24:14Okay.
00:24:29I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:40I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:43Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiancé?
00:24:50He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:57Go under me.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:04Life is gonna be tough being the wife or girlfriends of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:25:14It's got me scared.
00:25:20Babe, I want you to know...
00:25:38Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under me.
00:25:43Go under me.
00:25:45Is she walking through the...
00:25:47Vill, who's going, is she walking, desde...
00:25:50How do you see?
00:25:55What do you see?
00:25:56Um, a lot of...
00:25:58grass?
00:25:58Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:00No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:08Aw, my little mermaid.
00:26:21So pretty.
00:26:23Yeah, it's pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:26:28because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff we went through
00:26:33and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:26:38the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:44dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:48for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it,
00:26:53I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now
00:26:58because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back
00:27:03and we want the best for you.
00:27:04We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:06And I appreciate you being here,
00:27:09trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18OK, OK, OK, OK.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:19All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:27:26through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's OK.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me, too.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough,
00:27:37being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:41because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy your soul and everything.
00:27:54So.
00:27:57I feel like when I first met you at the airport
00:27:59all over again.
00:27:59When we were both nervous.
00:28:01Mm-hmm.
00:28:01And all giggly and...
00:28:03Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment I realized,
00:28:06yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:11Babe, I want you to know
00:28:14that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:28:17That you took time out,
00:28:19come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:22I'm grateful that you're staying by my side,
00:28:25through everything.
00:28:26And every day was something new,
00:28:27good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29And all through those moments,
00:28:31like, I just keep, like,
00:28:32kept on falling for you
00:28:34and falling for you.
00:28:36Right?
00:28:40So, if I want you to know that I love you.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51Mm-hmm.
00:28:51Like, for real, for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you, too.
00:28:55Mm-hmm.
00:28:56Mm-hmm.
00:28:58You sure?
00:28:59Mm-hmm.
00:29:00Look at you.
00:29:02Aw.
00:29:03Aw.
00:29:04Aw.
00:29:07I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you the first time.
00:29:11Del Vivo.
00:29:14Ooh.
00:29:15Aw.
00:29:18And she said it back,
00:29:19which is, which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days,
00:29:25with everything that we went through,
00:29:27got me scared.
00:29:28I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:29:32but I know for sure I don't want to lose Avivo.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:45What did I do?
00:29:47I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship,
00:29:56and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time,
00:30:01I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:03So I am hoping that him saying I love you
00:30:07means we are closer to a proposal
00:30:10because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:21I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:27Mmm.
00:30:33I love you.
00:31:01I'm not going to have to wait.
00:31:11Is there sharks in the water?
00:31:13Could be.
00:31:14There could be, but we're going to be stuck.
00:31:16Way, way, way out.
00:31:17Okay.
00:31:18They don't like Americans.
00:31:20Perfect.
00:31:21I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today because it's Bondi.
00:31:26It's Australia.
00:31:26It's surfing.
00:31:27That's what we're known for.
00:31:29I feel like this is so ugly.
00:31:32Yeah.
00:31:33It's not the best.
00:31:36I think it'll be a good reset for us to, you know, get in the water, do something active,
00:31:40you know, taking our mind off, you know, the last night and Nat and me living with her
00:31:45and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:48Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:51I don't think I'm going to do well, but.
00:31:54That doesn't matter.
00:31:54As long as you're having fun.
00:32:00Oh, my God.
00:32:05Woo!
00:32:06Let's go, baby.
00:32:07Josh looks exactly surfing.
00:32:10Catching all the waves.
00:32:12And here I look like a hot mess.
00:32:15Woo!
00:32:15Woo!
00:32:18Woo!
00:32:19Woo!
00:32:20Woo!
00:32:20I can't!
00:32:21Oh, my God!
00:32:24Woo!
00:32:25Woo!
00:32:26Woo!
00:32:27Woo!
00:32:28I hate .
00:32:30Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:32:32No, I've never taken a girl surfing.
00:32:34So that's a first.
00:32:36Woo!
00:32:38Woo!
00:32:40Woo!
00:32:41Woo!
00:32:41Woo!
00:32:43Surf cherry popped.
00:32:44Mm-hmm.
00:32:45Red for cherry popping.
00:32:51Woo!
00:32:53Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:54Woo!
00:32:55Woo!
00:33:02You want to try any fish?
00:33:04No.
00:33:04Okay.
00:33:05Well.
00:33:06I told you I don't like fish and you brought me another fish place.
00:33:09What's chicken snitchel?
00:33:10Chicken snitty.
00:33:12Oh.
00:33:12What?
00:33:12I should get that.
00:33:13Chicken snitchel.
00:33:14Chicken burger as well?
00:33:15We have one of each.
00:33:16We'll try.
00:33:17Okay.
00:33:21Can we get tomato and aioli, please?
00:33:24Like ketchup?
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:25Yeah.
00:33:26Oh, that's what you call?
00:33:27Yeah.
00:33:28Wait, so you call tomato is ketchup?
00:33:31Yes.
00:33:31Tomato is ketchup.
00:33:32What?
00:33:35So besides what happened this morning, today has been a really good day.
00:33:40Yeah.
00:33:42And I'm happy he's taking me out something chill, something fun.
00:33:45This is like what I want my Saturday nights to be like.
00:33:49Wow.
00:33:49How do you even bite into this?
00:33:52You're gonna have a big mouth.
00:33:53I have a small mouth.
00:33:54No.
00:33:54I...
00:33:55I...
00:33:56I...
00:33:57No, I swear.
00:33:58I do, yes.
00:34:00Do you?
00:34:00I do two like this.
00:34:01Uh-huh.
00:34:03Uh-huh.
00:34:05Uh-huh.
00:34:06Uh-huh.
00:34:06Hold it.
00:34:07It's falling.
00:34:10Mm.
00:34:10Oh, my God.
00:34:12Look at you bite.
00:34:16Oh.
00:34:18Uh-huh.
00:34:19Uh-huh.
00:34:20I am a mess.
00:34:23What do you think?
00:34:24Good?
00:34:24I think it was great.
00:34:25The biggest sandwich I've ever had.
00:34:33What's on your mind?
00:34:38I wish you could stay longer.
00:34:40Longer?
00:34:40Mm.
00:34:41I've still got another, what, eight days?
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave.
00:34:45I don't want to leave either.
00:34:46I'm good.
00:34:47I'm glad.
00:34:48What's on your mind?
00:34:51Well, I mean, I...
00:34:55I believe that you have an amazing heart.
00:34:59It just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable.
00:35:04Like, there's so many question marks.
00:35:06Like, where are you gonna live?
00:35:08The job situation.
00:35:09Like, everything.
00:35:10It just scares me.
00:35:14Like, this year's been...
00:35:16It's a year to forget for me, you know?
00:35:19My son leaving, you know, moving up far away from me.
00:35:25That did rattle me, and I sort of had him to look after,
00:35:28like, a lot more than I do now.
00:35:32Yeah, you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing,
00:35:34so, like...
00:35:35Yeah, and, like, I just took...
00:35:38Went around, went about it probably in a rebellious way.
00:35:45I love being a dad,
00:35:46but recently my son and his mother and their family
00:35:50moved about an hour and a half away by plane.
00:35:53It was for a better family life for them,
00:35:56but I took it pretty hard.
00:35:58I started to spiral a bit and going out a lot
00:36:01to take my mind off things.
00:36:03But I know I need to make a change and calm down,
00:36:06and I've been working on myself,
00:36:08so at least there's nothing to worry about.
00:36:11I've been in your position.
00:36:14I went on a wild streak too,
00:36:17and I...
00:36:17I think I needed that to realise what I want
00:36:21and what I'm looking for,
00:36:22and, like, I needed to settle down.
00:36:25But...
00:36:26what I'm really trying to get at,
00:36:30I've been...
00:36:31taken advantage of in my past.
00:36:35Good luck.
00:36:37This is so bad.
00:36:38Can we finish this conversation in the car?
00:36:40Yeah, I think...
00:36:40It's like...
00:36:41Yeah, happily.
00:36:45Oof.
00:36:46Oh, turn on the car. I'm so cold.
00:36:52Yeah.
00:36:52I feel like we're finally, like,
00:36:54having a good conversation,
00:36:55and I want to finish it before we do anything else.
00:36:59Yeah.
00:36:59Yeah.
00:37:01I have...
00:37:01My family has went through the ringers with my ex
00:37:06and, like, how my ex financially abused me and my family.
00:37:11Yeah.
00:37:11And it's like...
00:37:12These question marks make me feel like it's super unstable,
00:37:15and it's like...
00:37:17Like, what's gonna happen?
00:37:19Like, I don't know.
00:37:20You got that final warning at work,
00:37:23and it's like...
00:37:24You, like, lied to me that you...
00:37:25About living at Nat's and the...
00:37:28You said what?
00:37:29But, like, what am I...
00:37:29Like, you think I'm leeching?
00:37:32Nat's helping you out,
00:37:33and I've been used in the past with money.
00:37:35Like, I don't know if you're gonna be using me for money.
00:37:38Well, why would I when I'm using Nat?
00:37:45It seems like you're getting so defensive with just, like...
00:37:48No, I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering, peppering.
00:37:50Like, you're flogging the same horse, like...
00:37:51Because when I get a warning like that when you send me...
00:37:55Oh, my God, it happened, but now it's...
00:37:56I still have a job.
00:37:57Okay, but it makes me worried that you could be using me.
00:38:01Well, how would I use you?
00:38:03I don't know if you don't have a job.
00:38:04What have I made you pay for when you've been here?
00:38:07It doesn't matter, I'm just...
00:38:09Oh, okay.
00:38:09Well, that's f***ing stupid.
00:38:13And if you think that, then...
00:38:15I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go.
00:38:19So, please, please let me know.
00:38:22Because...
00:38:23I'm not playing that f***ing game.
00:38:30I performed in this video...
00:38:32...
00:38:32It's a good time.
00:38:33Let me have a vote, but...
00:38:34Let me have a vote for you.
00:38:36It's just like,
00:38:38If it's based on your hearing and it wasn't I take their attention and moved...
00:38:42It's a fucking man, dude, see?
00:38:44I'm gonna ask you, see?
00:38:48I'm gonna ask you.
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:19There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:35I'm fine.
00:39:37It was a little hot, but, you know.
00:39:39I know, I know that I'm sorry.
00:39:42I know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:51We should take a shower and go join them.
00:39:55But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father,
00:40:04and I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby.
00:40:10I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're gonna walk out like this?
00:40:13Make sure it's not gonna fall.
00:40:15I see nothing.
00:40:16Look.
00:40:17I'm all covered up.
00:40:25Jesus.
00:40:27Oh, baby, this water is cold.
00:40:28Oh, you can survive.
00:40:34Oh, baby.
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me,
00:40:43and I think Trisha's family is picking up on that.
00:40:48Oh.
00:40:49Oh.
00:40:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:40:55Oh.
00:40:56Oh, my God.
00:40:57Oh, my God.
00:40:59Oh, my God.
00:41:02Oh, my God.
00:41:03Oh, my God.
00:41:08Oh, my God.
00:41:11Oh, my God.
00:41:15They have no realiceltiveness about whether I want kids or not,
00:41:18but I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me,
00:41:23and I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trisha.
00:41:39They're preparing something, like for the lunch.
00:41:44That's the leaves, and that's...
00:41:46What kind of leaves are those things?
00:41:48It's cassava leaves.
00:41:50You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:41:53We tried, then...
00:41:55Mmm, no, the bitter ones.
00:41:58Oh, no, baby.
00:42:03No, no.
00:42:09Who used to talk with me?
00:42:10Can you... Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have them.
00:42:16Yeah.
00:42:17Oh!
00:42:17No, I've got a...
00:42:19This is the...
00:42:24Here you go!
00:42:25Here you go, huh?
00:42:26Here you go!
00:42:28There you go!
00:42:29Here you go!
00:42:30My name's got one!
00:42:33Oh!
00:42:33Here you go!
00:42:34Here you go!
00:42:35Here you go!
00:42:37Here you go!
00:42:38Here you go!
00:42:39When I was in my community, I would have been my work.
00:42:44I would have been a little bit different.
00:42:48I am very happy to have some joy.
00:42:52What is it?
00:42:55I am very happy to have a place to live.
00:42:56I remember that I was very happy and I was very happy to have a place.
00:43:05That's why I wanted to make a decision.
00:43:14I'm here.
00:43:15I'm here.
00:43:17I'm here.
00:43:17I'm here.
00:43:18I'm here.
00:43:19I'm here.
00:43:20I'm here.
00:43:35I've tried to get down,
00:43:37but I'm done.
00:43:38All the other people might think
00:43:40of the people that are still alive
00:43:42and they will be helping them.
00:43:46I'm like, you're a good man.
00:43:50I'm a good man.
00:43:53These are the kinds of messages.
00:44:00I'm like, don't you?
00:44:03You guys are like,
00:44:04them start going to help me grow your life.
00:44:05We are going to see you again.
00:44:09We have to be honest.
00:44:13We can't have any money for you.
00:44:17We are going to go to the house.
00:44:21We are going to be rich.
00:44:21We are going to have to pay attention to the house.
00:44:29I'm going to have to hear you.
00:44:31I'm going to have to pay attention to the house.
00:44:36He scares me a lot because I don't know how to convince Rick to have a baby.
00:44:44Even though he hurt me so much, it's hard for me to lose Rick.
00:44:48He's a good man, and I love him so much.
00:44:53But I love my family also.
00:44:57So if he doesn't want a child, we have to break up.
00:45:02And that will break my heart.
00:45:06I don't want that.
00:45:12Melora, I know, plays pickleball in the evening.
00:45:15She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:45:18You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21So why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:45:25I don't have an answer for that.
00:45:28Yeah.
00:45:38Are you watching soccer?
00:45:40No.
00:45:41I used to watch tennis when I was younger, but, and then baseball.
00:45:44But I don't watch any sport anymore.
00:45:46I never understand baseball.
00:45:49It's more fun to me than soccer.
00:46:01Okay.
00:46:02It looks like we're here.
00:46:03This is my hotel.
00:46:04Tell me right back, okay?
00:46:05Okay.
00:46:07Huh.
00:46:09Yeah.
00:46:10Michael arrived earlier today, and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go and see more
00:46:18of the city.
00:46:19I'm glad that BeerCon was willing to spend time with him.
00:46:24Okay.
00:46:25I love keeping my enemies close.
00:46:30I don't believe in their .
00:46:34But at the same time, I feel like BeerCon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy.
00:46:39And I don't like that because not only do I want BeerCon to end up liking Michael, but I need
00:46:45Michael to approve of my relationship with BeerCon.
00:46:49And BeerCon's making that really difficult right now.
00:46:53I don't think he's giving you .
00:46:55I think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that, you know, we can all kind of
00:47:01get along.
00:47:01I think he's worried, understandably so, that you're going to make me choose between you or him.
00:47:09Look, I'm going to give that guy a chance, nothing more.
00:47:13I appreciate that, honestly.
00:47:17Okay.
00:47:28This is cute and cozy.
00:47:30Really nice.
00:47:31Yep, it is.
00:47:46So, this morning, I was acting like a bastard to you.
00:47:52And you didn't respond to me that way.
00:47:55You just tried to communicate.
00:47:57Mm-hmm.
00:47:58And I'm sorry.
00:48:01I appreciate that, BeerCon.
00:48:02And I want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship and to get to know each other.
00:48:12So, I can tell everything about me because I am proud of the life I live.
00:48:19How much have you told him what we've talked about?
00:48:22I mean, like, the things that you and I talked about, like the debt, he and I have talked about
00:48:28it extensively.
00:48:28Mm-hmm.
00:48:30Well, BeerCon, tell me more about your debt.
00:48:35I have three places.
00:48:37Like this.
00:48:38Coffee.
00:48:39Okay.
00:48:40And Corona hit.
00:48:42I lost my places.
00:48:45Last four years.
00:48:46Everything just up.
00:48:48I couldn't handle because I had no connections.
00:48:51You couldn't find the right job.
00:48:52Even after I sell everything I had, I had 50K debt.
00:49:00All right.
00:49:01So, this isn't gambling debt then?
00:49:03Yeah, exactly.
00:49:05Gambling is only a way for me to make money.
00:49:10I get that people think about gambling is like blindly giving money.
00:49:17Mm-hmm.
00:49:18But I'm not an idiot.
00:49:21And I know the system.
00:49:24When to play, when to withdraw.
00:49:26And you say your system...
00:49:28Yeah.
00:49:29...earns you money.
00:49:30Yeah.
00:49:33I don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income.
00:49:37It's...
00:49:38It doesn't work.
00:49:40And gambling is infinitely more accessible in the States than it is in Turkey.
00:49:44We have a casino 10 minutes up the road.
00:49:47And all he needs is a car.
00:49:49And he's off to win, I guess.
00:49:52And I'm sure Laura would like help paying the rent rather than supporting him.
00:49:57I don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes.
00:50:02But I can't see it.
00:50:04I just don't see it working.
00:50:06So, I'd like to ask another question.
00:50:09I'm just kind of curious.
00:50:10Laura, you get up at 4 a.m. and you're going to bed at 4 a.m.
00:50:16Yeah, exactly.
00:50:16How is this going to work?
00:50:18Yeah.
00:50:18Laura, I know, loves to work out at 4 a.m. and has done wonders for her.
00:50:22She plays pickleball in the evening.
00:50:24She kayaks 30 miles with me.
00:50:27Well, you guys have your system there.
00:50:31I will try to involve every part of her life.
00:50:36The recommendation is that you marry your best friend.
00:50:39Usually, your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time.
00:50:43You have the same interests.
00:50:45You want to be with each other.
00:50:47Right.
00:50:49Okay.
00:50:50I'm going to ask just one question.
00:50:53You're considering yourself as best friends.
00:50:57Yeah.
00:50:59So, why didn't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:06Why don't you fall in love with each other?
00:51:12I don't have an answer for that.
00:51:16Yeah.
00:51:24I don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with Michael than what I've told
00:51:32BeerCon.
00:51:33So, two people, no answers.
00:51:39But you should know that I will fight.
00:51:45And nothing can f*** over this relationship.
00:51:48You should know that.
00:51:54I'm so hungry.
00:51:56You have pregnancy cravings?
00:51:59Maybe.
00:52:00I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:52:04How would you feel if I was?
00:52:08Uncle, please.
00:52:09Uncle, please.
00:52:10Please, sir.
00:52:10I love her with all my hats.
00:52:15What's in the program?
00:52:16What's the weekend?
00:52:18I'm lying.
00:52:19And you know the consequences.
00:52:26No other than I am.
00:52:28Number two, this is okay…
00:52:42I've been still looking for a long ride.
00:52:43But I'm in the past.
00:52:45So, I'm all in love with each other.
00:52:49And I'm searching for something!
00:52:49I'm going to see each other.
00:52:50The travel journey goes down after the end.
00:52:52Oh, I got it, it's flowing in my blood, I just can't get it wrong.
00:53:02I'm here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly, but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Casah Hill. My name is Marisol.
00:53:14Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip is not like the first half or more than half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty. Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful, it's like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach, but this is really pretty too.
00:53:42I'm in love with her and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:46Oh, wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:50What do you like?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Oh, the flowers.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:59I assume you said that.
00:54:01Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe.
00:54:04Ready?
00:54:05Yes.
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:07Welcome to the Racha-cha-cha-cha.
00:54:12Racha-cha-cha.
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:18So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages to see
00:54:24the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Maya, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:54:37Hi, good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41Nice to meet you.
00:54:44So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:52Because there was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:55And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn.
00:55:01Okay?
00:55:02We press it.
00:55:04And then it breaks.
00:55:06So that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15I miss you, babe.
00:55:16I miss you, babe.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I'll let you to grind the corn here.
00:55:30And I'll go get the other things that we need for the meal.
00:55:33Okay?
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:55:42Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:44Come on, ma.
00:55:46Come on, ma.
00:55:47Come on, little chef.
00:55:49Oh, okay.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:58Oh!
00:55:59Babe!
00:56:03Babe, I think it's...
00:56:04Hey, I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:08Come, come, come.
00:56:12I did not know.
00:56:13Rolling some kind of tortilla.
00:56:15Could be sexy.
00:56:17Yeah, yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making tortillas.
00:56:23And I'm moving right on...
00:56:24Right when it's done.
00:56:26You know?
00:56:28But...
00:56:28Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:56:30As I press, I turn it.
00:56:33And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay comal.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:39All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:47Good?
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:52Oh, my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:57Babe, this is great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:57:06Mm-hmm.
00:57:06You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:08Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:10I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:20Mm-hmm.
00:57:22You have pregnancy clearance?
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:28Mm-hmm.
00:57:30It's possible.
00:57:31Mm-hmm.
00:57:35Babe, when is your period due?
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular, but it's usually around this time.
00:57:48Mm-hmm.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without
00:57:56a condom the first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what
00:58:07we discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So, maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11You want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Mm-hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Like, I at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly, yeah.
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real, if you were pregnant.
00:58:33Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:40You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future with you.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Hmm.
00:58:50I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:59:00Ah!
00:59:00I know, right?
00:59:01I'm nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:11There is a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:59:15So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:23Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone.
00:59:39I don't want to see you anymore.
00:59:40I have a fiancé.
00:59:42What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiancé, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
01:00:11He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
01:00:18He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
01:00:23I'm so done.
01:00:24I'm done.
01:00:28I'm done.
01:00:31Everything about this trip has been .
01:00:36Like, it's just a waste of my time.
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here.
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiancé?
01:00:44Like, what the ?
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of man, and I just, I deserve better than that.
01:01:00Like, how dare Zia dump me and leave me alone in the desert, Muhammad standing me up.
01:01:06Like, I'm just so over it.
01:01:08Such a waste of my money, such a waste of everything.
01:01:11Muhammad can go himself.
01:01:12And like, how does, how does Muhammad get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiancé luck, because I know she's probably going bankrupt with all the money she's sending him,
01:01:31everything she's doing to support him, all the gifts for him and his family,
01:01:34because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:01:36So I honestly wish her luck, and him.
01:01:40him, Siad, Muhammad, both of them.
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me, and someone's going to love me, and someone's going to appreciate everything that
01:02:09I do and the person that I am.
01:02:13I just want to go home now.
01:02:19this ring, and everything that it represented.
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore.
01:02:28And I will find love somewhere else.
01:02:32I'm done.
01:02:34Ah!
01:02:53So, give us the tea. What's going on?
01:02:57I've caught him in a few lies.
01:03:00He's actually living with this girl rent-free.
01:03:03I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:03:06I think you should slow your roll and judge less.
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her, like she's been taking advantage of her
01:03:14past.
01:03:15It's just emasculating, like, it just pisses me off.
01:03:18You reckon it's going to be a deal-breaker, or...?
01:03:25We used to talk late every night.
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right.
01:03:34When you got caught waiting on the other line.
01:03:40Oh!
01:03:42Joshy.
01:03:43Hi, brother.
01:03:43How are you?
01:03:45How are you?
01:03:45Good.
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46What's happening?
01:03:47Could've just done time for his terrible workout.
01:03:56Where's Elise?
01:03:57Ah, yeah, she's back in the apartment.
01:03:59Why? Cranky?
01:04:01It's been a bit of a quiet day, you know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here.
01:04:12Where's Josh?
01:04:13I don't know.
01:04:15I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:04:18Was last night a little rough?
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:20We slept in different rooms.
01:04:22Didn't have sex.
01:04:24Didn't speak.
01:04:27I'm just going to take a little breather here and try and clear my head.
01:04:34Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past,
01:04:38like just wanting to open up and gauge where he is financially.
01:04:42But he just got like really defensive and we didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:04:48I could tell that he was pretty offended, but I don't know him 100%.
01:04:53So it gives me a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:05:01Hi.
01:05:02Can I please order the Mile High?
01:05:04Of course.
01:05:06I'm looking for stability and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:05:11And that scares me to death because I've been here before.
01:05:17When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:05:20He was like really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:05:27He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:05:30I loved him so much.
01:05:33Sometimes I was a bitch, but like I've always loved him.
01:05:38I moved to Florida with him.
01:05:40We got engaged and I was like so excited about my future and like getting married and having kids.
01:05:47And one morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered, like completely shattered and he was gone.
01:05:57He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:06:08It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:06:12I had just got to Florida and I had just got engaged and I thought like my forever was gone,
01:06:18you know.
01:06:22And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:06:27And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability, it's just super scary.
01:06:40Hi, Pumpkin.
01:06:41Hi, Dad.
01:06:43Hi, Mom.
01:06:44I miss you guys.
01:06:46You're my little kangaroo.
01:06:48I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:06:52Give us the tea.
01:06:54What's going on?
01:06:55I mean, it's overall, it's been really good.
01:06:59And I really like him.
01:07:00Like we have this insane connection, but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:07:06And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:07:15What do you think he's lying about?
01:07:17He told me he was living with his parents.
01:07:19But right now, he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:07:27Oh.
01:07:35We got heated in the car.
01:07:37Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:07:42You know.
01:07:43When she really doesn't.
01:07:45Like she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:07:47I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able to get past, you
01:07:53know.
01:07:54Maybe the-
01:07:55Is it Nat?
01:07:55Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:07:56There's something there.
01:07:58Nat.
01:07:58Maybe the closeness of it, you know.
01:08:00But yeah, she's jealous.
01:08:04I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:08:07I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:08:09It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:08:13It really made me miserable.
01:08:14I don't want to go through that again.
01:08:16And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her.
01:08:22I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:08:24What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:08:27There's something going on.
01:08:28He told me he's living there rent free.
01:08:31I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other because-
01:08:36I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:08:39Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:08:42You know, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:08:46You just met him.
01:08:47You don't even know the facts.
01:08:49We know you look for more negative.
01:08:52Yes.
01:08:53I'd like to hear like the other stuff about him.
01:08:57He's such a nice person.
01:08:59Like he really has a huge heart.
01:09:01And you can see that like he genuinely likes me.
01:09:04Like he made me his background on his phone.
01:09:06He did.
01:09:07Okay, well that's right.
01:09:08Did you push him to do that?
01:09:10No, I did not.
01:09:11You sure?
01:09:12I'm trying to get cool calm and collected here.
01:09:13I swear.
01:09:14We don't really sound that cool calm and collected when you use words like I caught him in a lie.
01:09:19You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:09:22I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:09:26You know what you're going to do is push him back.
01:09:28He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you
01:09:33because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:09:39And interrogate him.
01:09:40Interrogate or accuse him.
01:09:44I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh considering everything that's happened.
01:09:51I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:09:55I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships and maybe that is something
01:10:00I need to work on.
01:10:01But I still feel like in my gut something's not right.
01:10:09Some of the, some of the ways she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me
01:10:13deep.
01:10:14But, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it
01:10:18like she's been taking advantage of it in the past.
01:10:20And, you know, it's just emasculating, like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:10:26It's getting to the point where just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:10:32You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:10:36Possibly.
01:10:39You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:10:46I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me and, um, it makes me angry and
01:10:52upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:10:54She's attacking my integrity.
01:10:57Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:11:00No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:11:03I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:11:11I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:11:13Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:15Forgiveness. Forgiveness.
01:11:16How many times I will forgive you?
01:11:18I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:11:38It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:39It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:52It's, uh, crying cannot solve the problem.
01:11:56No, sir.
01:11:57Lisa, you always share crocodile tears.
01:12:00You say one thing and do another thing.
01:12:04Uncle, you know you are my elder.
01:12:08She's a woman I love and I want to marry her.
01:12:18What do I tell my people at home?
01:12:21What do I tell them at home?
01:12:23I cannot change the past.
01:12:25I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:12:28But that is not who I am anymore.
01:12:30I won't face any consequence that must be faced.
01:12:37Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:12:39I won't leave it without Daniel.
01:12:49Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:12:54That's my word.
01:12:56Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:12:58No. No. I can promise you.
01:13:02I'm done lying. I am done hiding truth.
01:13:07This is it.
01:13:08That's why you are here.
01:13:09So I can tell you everything.
01:13:11And beg forgiveness.
01:13:13Uncle.
01:13:14Uncle, I'm not God.
01:13:16No, you're not.
01:13:17I'm not God. Sit down there.
01:13:18But I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:13:20Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:13:22Forgiveness. How many times I will forgive you?
01:13:26I won't do it again.
01:13:28I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:13:38Uncle, please. Please, sir.
01:13:41I love her with all my heart.
01:13:43I've never bring a woman to my family, to you or my dad.
01:13:48I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:13:50I can go on my knees. Please.
01:13:55Is there a way we can solve this? Please.
01:14:02If there is a way, please help.
01:14:08You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:14:11That's what I want. Please, sir. Please.
01:14:15I'm not the thief, please. I think you know that.
01:14:18I know, sir.
01:14:19It's not within my powers to forgive such an abominable act.
01:14:26Because of this has mistakes.
01:14:28We have to consult the spiritual leaders and the elders.
01:14:33And they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not.
01:14:39But my uncle has to be willing to go talk to them.
01:14:44I feel nervous.
01:14:45Because as he stands now, I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:14:51And here's my uncle.
01:14:53And how is he doing?
01:14:53I'm alive.
01:14:55I'm alive.
01:14:56And you know the consequences?
01:14:57Yes, I'm sorry.
01:15:24Thank you, sir.
01:15:45After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:15:52But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:15:57What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:16:02I only have one more day in Nigeria, and I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can
01:16:07get married.
01:16:08I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:16:18You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:16:21He's Hamill, he's got Zett.
01:16:23This guy's a Zedby.
01:16:26Just be honest.
01:16:27Tell me you love her.
01:16:49Good morning.
01:16:51Good morning.
01:16:52Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:16:53Nope.
01:16:54I'm good.
01:16:55Are you sure?
01:16:56I washed it.
01:16:57You did your own?
01:16:58Yeah.
01:16:59Oh.
01:17:00Okay.
01:17:02Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar.
01:17:07Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:17:11And before we parted ways, Birkan suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me.
01:17:18And Michael agreed.
01:17:21So, what are you going to do today?
01:17:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:17:26Time will tell.
01:17:27And I can tell you before I got there.
01:17:30And we're going to play some pool.
01:17:34I wish I could go.
01:17:36Yep.
01:17:37But sorry.
01:17:38It's not going to happen.
01:17:39You get the chance to one-on-one talk with him.
01:17:42Now it is my chance.
01:17:46I'm getting to know him.
01:17:48At least I can do for you.
01:17:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkan's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:17:59conversation with him.
01:18:01He's one of the most important people in my life.
01:18:05So, I'm hoping that they can find some common ground for my sake.
01:18:10And then Birkan will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:18:15Okay.
01:18:16Your body is waiting.
01:18:19But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive.
01:18:24And that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my relationship with Michael.
01:18:29Have fun.
01:18:30Be careful.
01:18:30Okay.
01:18:41I haven't played pool in years.
01:18:43Yeah.
01:18:44I'm sure he's going to be advantage of me.
01:18:46As a practice.
01:18:50What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:18:52Are you enjoying?
01:18:53I am, actually.
01:18:54Very nice morning.
01:18:55Very sunny.
01:18:56But I'm glad we're meeting one-on-one.
01:18:58Yeah.
01:19:01Yeah.
01:19:02Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael, why aren't they in a relationship?
01:19:07And they both couldn't answer.
01:19:10Makes me suspicious.
01:19:12Maybe something is going on between them.
01:19:20I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:19:24That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:19:29I want to know everything.
01:19:34Show off.
01:19:35Yeah.
01:19:37Happens.
01:19:39So I had some time to think yesterday.
01:19:42After I got back to my hotel.
01:19:45What are your thoughts?
01:19:47You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:19:50I was concerned that, I don't know.
01:19:53I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:19:55I didn't know you.
01:19:57I'm like, he gambles.
01:19:58He's got that.
01:20:00This guy's a deadbeat.
01:20:03I get it.
01:20:04I know.
01:20:04I get the point.
01:20:08You care about her.
01:20:09That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:20:12Am I right?
01:20:15I'm right.
01:20:17If you want something, just go for it.
01:20:21You don't have to play games.
01:20:27Tell me you love her.
01:20:30Just be honest.
01:20:33Our guy time.
01:20:33Come on.
01:20:34Be honest.
01:20:40I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:20:43Yeah.
01:20:44If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
01:20:51Yeah, you did.
01:20:53No.
01:20:54She wouldn't meet her with you if I had made a move.
01:20:57Dude, you made a move.
01:20:58You're blowing.
01:20:59No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
01:21:01Laura made a move on me.
01:21:05A very strong move on me.
01:21:07One that you do not misunderstand.
01:21:11And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:21:12I cannot reciprocate.
01:21:13I cannot give that back to you.
01:21:19She made a move?
01:21:20She made a move on me.
01:21:21It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:21:23She made a move on me.
01:21:26So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:21:30Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:21:41She never mentioned this before.
01:21:45And that is the real problem.
01:21:48And the problem is not because of you.
01:21:52The problem is because of her.
01:22:01I wasn't expecting that.
01:22:05I am thinking about sharing my life,
01:22:08and you are keeping secrets from me?
01:22:12This is betrayal.
01:22:14And that leads me to this question.
01:22:17Am I an alternative?
01:22:20Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:22:26America, and I hope you understand
01:22:27it wasn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say,
01:22:31into your relationship.
01:22:32Because I want you to understand
01:22:34that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:22:36I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:22:39The point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:22:43That is the hard part.
01:22:46I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:22:49My trust is broken right now.
01:22:55There is one secret.
01:22:57There will be probably more.
01:23:00And this?
01:23:01This is more than a lie.
01:23:03This is an intentional deception.
01:23:05She kept something from me.
01:23:08And I don't know what is it going to be in the future,
01:23:11or is there going to be a future?
01:23:21Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:23:24Last night was more sloppy
01:23:28than I thought it would be.
01:23:30I am not a virgin anymore.
01:23:32It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:23:34Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:23:35We're going to have to break up.
01:23:37How would you rate me?
01:23:38One to ten.
01:23:43I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:23:45Should we get it over with?
01:23:47Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:23:49But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:23:55Babe.
01:23:56Oh, my God.
01:24:00So much has happened in the last couple days.
01:24:02I think this has shown me
01:24:04I just want something different.
01:24:07Before I leave Morocco,
01:24:09there's just one last thing
01:24:10that I need to take care of.
01:24:15You know I'm going to have kids.
01:24:17My mom, she left.
01:24:19I was just one years old.
01:24:21I know how important it is
01:24:23to Trish and her family,
01:24:25but I think the best solution
01:24:27is to ask her dad for more time.
01:24:29I love Trisha very, very much.
01:24:32I need more time.
01:24:35I need more time.
01:24:37I need more time.
01:24:37I need more time.
01:24:38I need more time.
01:24:43The chief priest says
01:24:44we have to do a cleansing
01:24:46to his shrine.
01:24:47Are you sure this is the right way?
01:24:49He can say that I can't be cleansed
01:24:52and I will lose Daniel forever.
01:25:06Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:25:08The Nat situation has not cleared up
01:25:10and that's lingering over us.
01:25:11There you go.
01:25:12I need to figure out
01:25:13once and for all
01:25:14what is going on.
01:25:16You guys are emotionally tied.
01:25:18Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:19So why the am I here?
01:25:21Is this just sexual?
01:25:23Why can I not have a friend?
01:25:24I think it's weird.
01:25:25I think it's weird.
01:25:26Hey guys,
01:25:27let me ask you guys
01:25:28all the question.
01:25:31Am I crazy
01:25:31or is my guy living with a girl
01:25:33and getting financially
01:25:34supported crazy?
01:25:36She's toxic.
01:25:38I'm sorry.
Comments