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Temptation Island - Season 1 - Episode 06: Head in the Sand
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00:07Previously on Temptation Island.
00:10She's still definitely my biggest attraction for sure.
00:13But the only way you would have something with me is if she messed up.
00:19I'm annoyed.
00:20What is John thinking?
00:22You might be hurting other people in the process.
00:24Do you think of that?
00:27Let's move it here for a song.
00:28I just gravitate to Johnny and vice versa.
00:31There is just this chemistry that I can't ignore.
00:34It is hard to stay away from him.
00:36Why can't I just go to your bed?
00:38I don't take them.
00:39I came into this experience with, you know, some ground rules with Casey.
00:43And I'm learning that some of those ground rules are going out the window.
00:46We're not.
00:48We can't.
00:52You're not gonna tempt me.
00:55You'll never forget me.
00:58You're not gonna tempt me.
01:04You're not gonna tempt me.
01:09You'll never forget me.
01:12You're not gonna tempt me.
01:36You're not gonna tempt me.
01:43What?
01:47Um...I'm not one to, like...
01:48I sleep with my girlfriend, not, like...
01:52It's just, it's, like, it's hard, though.
01:55It's, like, super hard.
01:56I am so drawn to her. I am so pulled to her.
01:58And I feel that she is the same way with me.
02:01What? Like, how? It's self-control.
02:03How? Girlfriend is, like, losing my mind.
02:08I'm never, like, the it kind of person.
02:10Like, I can see, like, this is something that makes sense.
02:14Right now, it doesn't necessarily make sense,
02:16considering he has a girlfriend.
02:17And that really bothers me and worries me.
02:31They're all good girls here, right?
02:33Yeah.
02:33If I could talk to all of the boyfriends, like, I would.
02:36I'd be like, yo, you guys are winning right now.
02:39Because I've been looking for girls with good hearts,
02:41and it's been hard.
02:41And if you guys have that, don't question it.
02:46So, and, like, so, my family number's, like, three.
02:48Mm-hmm.
02:49Like, it was me, my mom, and my sister growing up,
02:50so we always, like, the number has just been, like, three.
02:53Yeah.
02:53My first technique when I got here was just to play it cool,
02:55but since there's so many people here,
02:57I realized I sort of need to just flip the switch
03:00and be a little bit more aggressive
03:01and chat them up a little bit more.
03:03My life has been amazing.
03:05I've loved every moment of it.
03:06I mean, it's brought me to this conversation and this view.
03:09Yeah.
03:10I am not enjoying talking to Matt.
03:13Like, he's kind of awkward.
03:15Um, I think he's gonna freak out
03:17if he doesn't get a date soon,
03:18but he's just not the one for me,
03:21and I feel bad because he really likes me a lot.
03:24I'm glad you told me.
03:25Yeah.
03:25Nice, I was all right.
03:26What is happening?
03:27Somebody about to give that to somebody?
03:29Casey.
03:29What?
03:31What are those?
03:33These are for you.
03:34What do you mean these are for me?
03:35These are for you.
03:36From who?
03:36Me.
03:37You?
03:37Yeah.
03:38Shut up.
03:38Yeah.
03:39Oh, my God, Cameron.
03:41No, it's the least I can do.
03:43It's nothing.
03:43Oh, my God.
03:45You...
03:46Oh, I deserve it.
03:47Oh, I deserve it.
03:49This guy, Cam, walking in on me with the flowers.
03:52Get past me.
03:54What in the...
03:55What in the goddamn world is going on right now?
03:58I mean, you know, he just gave somebody his credit card
04:00and said, buy flowers.
04:01Me, I like to go pick them out of the garden
04:03and then, you know, make a bouquet myself.
04:05You know, that's just me.
04:07Oh, my God, this is amazing.
04:10Cameron just got me these.
04:12Who?
04:12Oh, my God.
04:22Hi, ladies, gentlemen, nice to see you.
04:27You've had a couple days without a bonfire to relax,
04:31but don't get too comfortable.
04:33Today is an elimination day.
04:36And to make matters worse, you're not just picking one lady,
04:39but two ladies will go home today.
04:42As we move deeper and deeper into this experience,
04:45it's important that you have connections
04:47with the ladies that are here.
04:49So what I'd like you to do is discuss amongst the four of you
04:52who the three ladies are that you'd like to consider
04:55for elimination.
04:56I'm done with Hannah.
04:58She's gotten on to me about the reasons I'm here
05:00and judging me for those reasons.
05:02It reminds me of the characteristics that Katie has
05:05that I don't like.
05:06That's a short fuse, a temper.
05:07So I kind of hope Hannah gets out of here, but we'll see.
05:11Okay, John, who are the three ladies you guys have decided
05:13to put up for elimination?
05:15We need Hannah, Tara, and Sheldon to step forward.
05:18Okay, Hannah, Tara, and Sheldon.
05:23Mm-hmm.
05:24Um, John, I know that this was your idea
05:26over a little miscommunication we had.
05:30However, I think that there was absolutely nothing
05:32I said that wasn't true, and I'm sorry if you're intimidated
05:36by the way that I come off,
05:38but I respect your guys' decision either way.
05:42Thank you, Hannah.
05:43Why don't you head over there and discuss it?
05:44All right. All right.
05:46I personally wanted Hannah to go,
05:48but that's for my own reasons.
05:49I don't know if you guys have a- have an issue with her or what.
05:52I don't have an issue, but I understood
05:53where you were coming from.
05:54We're all here for our journey,
05:56and we need some people to push us to our limits
05:58and help bring things out of us.
06:00Me and John had an argument
06:01because he is using some of us as pawns
06:03in his relationship game,
06:05and I think that's incredibly disrespectful.
06:07Which one of these ladies would you like to keep here
06:10to further your experience?
06:16This is a bit of a shock to me.
06:17I think, personally,
06:19I wish I would have given more of myself.
06:21I would change that if I could,
06:23mainly because I'm just not ready to go home yet.
06:26Hannah, you're staying.
06:29Hannah, congratulations. You're gonna stay.
06:31Sheldon and Tara, it's time to say your goodbyes.
06:34Unfortunately, your time on the island has come to an end.
06:37Yeah.
06:38Hey, you're a great person.
06:40I wanted to send Hannah home
06:41because since day one,
06:42she's been criticizing why I'm here,
06:44but we decide to let Hannah stay
06:46just because some of the other guys expressed
06:48that they don't really have any issues with her,
06:50and I want to give her a chance.
06:52Gentlemen, thank you very much
06:53for what is a difficult morning.
06:55Enjoy the rest of your day,
06:56and I'll check with you at Bonfire.
06:57I think that John doesn't really have the power at home,
07:00and so when he gets some power here, he uses it.
07:03But I'm really glad the rest of the guys
07:05did see at least enough of a spark to keep me around,
07:08because I do want to find a genuine connection.
07:11I did mention to the guys, I was like...
07:13I said, obviously, the reason I want Hannah off
07:16is more of the hostility between me and her
07:18and stuff that I really didn't like how Hannah responded.
07:21I was like, man, that girl's, like, vicious.
07:24Like, it made me uncomfortable
07:25the way she was talking to you.
07:27I was like, oh, my gosh.
07:27That's exactly what Katie does to me sometimes,
07:30and that's why another reason I wanted to eliminate her
07:31because she showed me some personality characteristics
07:34that my girlfriend has that I saw in her,
07:37but, like, I almost see it worse in her.
07:39Really?
07:58Good morning.
07:59Good morning, Mark.
08:00Ladies, hi.
08:01Hey.
08:02Snuck up right behind you there.
08:03How are you today, guys? Good?
08:04Doing great.
08:05And how are you ladies?
08:06Good, good.
08:07Today is an elimination day.
08:10That means that you're going to have to eliminate
08:12somebody from this group.
08:13We have 12 gentlemen here,
08:14but not only are you eliminating one,
08:17I'm here to tell you that two are going home today.
08:20Okay?
08:22Here's how this is gonna work.
08:24I want you to get together and discuss
08:26the three gentlemen who are for you on the bubble,
08:29and then from that, you'll have to choose
08:31the one gentleman you want to keep here on the island,
08:33and the journey will end for the two other guys.
08:35Understand?
08:36Fair, yeah.
08:37All right, gentlemen, you understand?
08:38Yes, sir.
08:39Excellent.
08:39Okay.
08:42Hi.
08:43Um, obviously not.
08:45Yeah.
08:46It's just not there.
08:46We love Scott, but...
08:49We still want to put Scott over the wind.
08:52Yeah?
08:52Yeah, for sure.
08:53Do you guys have anyone that you're...
08:55Uh, I mean, a jack.
08:57I do like him, but he's a hot body.
08:59Yeah.
09:00Okay, I'm good with that.
09:00At this point, everybody's so emotionally invested here,
09:03and, you know, we've all made such great friendships
09:05and connections.
09:06We don't want to see anybody go home.
09:08But at the same time, there was a few that stuck out to us
09:10that were pretty obvious.
09:11Okay.
09:12Well, that took some discussion,
09:14but you've narrowed it down to three guys
09:15that were possible eliminations for you.
09:18Yep.
09:19So I want to start by just saying that
09:21I think I've made it really clear to all of you,
09:23like, you guys know my struggle I'm going with,
09:25and I really do have, like, love for all of you
09:27and how you guys are helping me get through this.
09:29So it's very hard to say.
09:31It's going to be Matt, Cameron, and Scott.
09:35Okay.
09:35Matt, Cameron, and Scott,
09:36if you can step right over here.
09:44All right.
09:45Have you reached a decision?
09:47Um, yeah.
09:48Yeah.
09:49Who's the one gentleman
09:50who gets to continue his journey?
09:55Definitely a bit nervous right now.
09:56Don't know what to expect,
09:57especially knowing that I'm actually feeling
09:59more comfortable around these girls
10:00and ready to open up,
10:01but I think at this point it could be too late.
10:03Um, Scott, you're going to be continuing our journey.
10:09Well, congratulations, Scott.
10:11I'm sorry, Cameron and Matt.
10:12Your journey here on the island has ended.
10:15If you want to say your goodbyes,
10:16and then you can head on out the door and head back home.
10:18Thank you so much for being here.
10:19Okay.
10:20I basically feel like the biggest asshole known to mankind.
10:24After everything that he just did for me,
10:26I feel very weird about sending him home.
10:29But at the end of the day,
10:29I guess if all the other girls aren't feeling Cameron,
10:32um, I have to go with the girls
10:33because I am still in love with Evan.
10:36You did good.
10:37You did really good, though.
10:38You handed it with class.
10:44Can I talk to you?
10:45Yeah, so I'm still very upset with John.
10:48He said something about going bonfire to bonfire,
10:50see what his girlfriend does,
10:51and then if she cheats, then it's game on or whatever.
10:54And I said, actually, I don't trust your intentions.
10:56I don't trust why you're here.
10:57I don't think you're here for the right reasons.
10:59Hannah is just, like, such a hot mess.
11:02Throw me off for sure.
11:03Like, relax.
11:05Have some compassion.
11:06I am surprised by how much you're talking about John
11:09and how much energy and attention that you're giving to it,
11:11and it puts me off because I think John's a good person
11:14and it seems like you're really going, going, going at him.
11:18And I have a little bit of compassion for him
11:19in that situation.
11:21He's in a really hard spot, dude.
11:24Like, he might have come here because his shitty girlfriend
11:26has lame-ass, superficial intentions,
11:28but now that he's here
11:30and everyone is, like, bringing to light to him
11:33that his girlfriend's an asshole,
11:35I think it's, like, really tripping him up,
11:37and he's having a hard time processing it.
11:39She's created so much drama that I'm just, like,
11:41look, I'd rather just back away
11:44than even try and deal with this with you
11:45because she can be so...
11:48what's the word?
11:50Like, like, kind of vicious.
11:52Just...
11:52I'm gonna go in that spot right there.
11:54You're welcome to join me if you want,
11:56but I want to catch the last bit of sun.
11:58Okay.
11:59Brittany made me realize
12:01that there was a little bit of miscommunication.
12:03I'm starting to realize
12:03that John is not very good with his words,
12:05so I think that maybe I'll hang back a little bit
12:07and give John the benefit of the doubt
12:09just to keep peace in the house.
12:13What's up with you?
12:15I never thought this would, like, actually happen.
12:17Of course.
12:18You know what I'm saying?
12:19I thought I'd come here,
12:20I thought I'd, like, I'd resist temptation.
12:23Mm-hmm.
12:23And then to have, you know...
12:26to have all this happen, it's special,
12:28and it's, uh, something I haven't really had.
12:31Sounds like somebody's falling in.
12:33Oh, you need to take it easy with that.
12:36Whew.
12:37I've never been one to fall fast at all.
12:39I'm very guarded and very, you know...
12:42very closed off.
12:43But I feel like my walls are just done.
12:45It's your ass over here.
12:46You guys are toxic about me.
12:48Hardcore.
12:50But I think that this...
12:52this situation here,
12:53this...this experiment we're all on,
12:55uh, it's...it's doing something to me.
12:58It's definitely doing something to me.
12:59It's to the point of, like,
13:00scaring the shit out of me.
13:23I wanna play.
13:25Never have I ever had sex in public.
13:28Oh, my God.
13:29I had sex in public all the time.
13:31Yeah.
13:31Yeah.
13:32I feel like I'm in a twilight zone like I didn't expect to come here really finding much of a
13:36connection with anybody
13:37But I found somebody that really
13:40Vibes with me on a lot of levels and and her and I connect really well you wear glasses
13:44Sometimes you look smart
13:49I want to take that next step in a mature relationship with her and you know any chance I can
13:53get to get closer to her
13:54I'm gonna take it. I can be honest with you by the way
13:57I feel about you. I think that you feel that way a little bit about me and I don't really
14:02The way that you and I are it's so hard to find like a perfect match
14:04So I don't think that it would be possible for any one of these guys to hit the level no
14:09of connection that you and I have and
14:10Not possible and I don't know I guess everybody just kind of comes in your life for a reason, but
14:16I'm super happy that you're in my life, and I don't really regret anything that happens
14:22I get it. I don't I don't regret anything that happens either. I just want to hurt anybody. I understand
14:27that
14:28Do you know how badly I want to kiss you and I might leave here regretting not trying
14:34I don't want to get emotional
14:35No, no, no, I don't don't cry
14:38It's like you know everyone tells me that John's so perfect and I'm so lucky and I know that I
14:43am
14:44But I just can't help the way I feel that I just feel like something's missing
14:54I feel like I've been torn with this decision on you know
14:57Is John the one for me or if I'm supposed to be in this relationship?
15:02I feel like I kind of know the answer
15:11I grew up in an environment where I didn't I couldn't even really depend on my parents
15:15So like I have a whole different mentality where it's like I'm a go-getter I do things on my
15:21own
15:21I feel like I connect with Justin because we're both
15:24Straight shooters
15:25He has a really good heart and makes me feel like I can open up to him more than I
15:30thought I could
15:30I don't want to fall in love with nobody who's not gonna make my dream come true
15:34Yeah
15:35I need somebody who's on the same level with me
15:37In the sense of wanting to make a dream happen
15:40And they bring to the table whatever they can to make the dream happen
15:44Yeah
15:44And that might be why I'm here
15:46I'm doing this today
15:47You can never really guess what your future holds
15:51I definitely feel like tonight I was able to connect with Justin a little bit more
15:55We both have an alpha mentality
15:57And we're able to understand each other on a different level
16:00And it's like it's pretty trippy
16:03I didn't realize I'd had like this much self-growth
16:06And like it's crazy
16:11You haven't found interest in anybody here
16:13You know what I mean
16:14And it's so sad because I wanted to
16:16But I just didn't really realize like how in love with Evan I was until I came here
16:22But maybe we needed this you know what I mean
16:25It was just people or things that put things in perspective for you
16:28You know and when you least expect it and you're like
16:31That's what I'm so scared could happen to Evan
16:34You know what like he might have been like connecting with her and doing stuff
16:38But he might be like feeling guilty now that it's hitting him
16:41No absolutely
16:42Yeah I know Evan and I know that
16:44The love that we really do have for each other
16:46Is going to outweigh this like fantasy bubble land
16:50With this girl that he barely knows
16:52So I just hope he doesn't push the boundaries
16:55And the guidelines of what we set
16:58And he doesn't want to hurt me
17:00I think our relationship is going to be
17:03Probably the best it's like ever been
17:04I think so too
17:11I'm worried about you
17:12You don't think I understand the gravity
17:14Like everything that's going on
17:15I think that you think that because
17:18You haven't seen her or something
17:20Like it's going to be okay
17:21Like whatever
17:22But then once you like
17:23Once I come down to it
17:24I think that you're going to like pick the easier
17:27That's what I'm worried about
17:29They're going to be like really conflicted
17:30And I'm scared that it's not going to be me
17:38I feel like I've known Evan for my entire life
17:41We get each other
17:42He's so sweet to me like
17:44But now I'm like scared
17:46Like it seems too good to be true
17:48And it might be
17:49And that's what I don't like right now
17:51That's what really really is messing with me
17:55You're everything I've ever wanted
17:57You're like
17:59You are it
18:01You're it
18:01Just be it
18:03Yeah
18:10Come on
18:22I'm falling in love with you
18:24I'm falling in love with you
18:27I'm falling in love with you
18:30I'm falling in love with you
18:33I don't do you so bad
18:34I don't want to go
18:36I don't
18:42I'm a very cautious person
18:44And with Morgan it's just
18:47You know caution just goes to the wind
18:54Letting Morgan in has been so amazing
18:57And so great
18:58But like I can't keep but thinking
19:00That it's going to rip Casey's life apart
19:03Say the world on fire
19:05Is the world on fire
19:07Is the world on fire
19:09They say I'm an animal
19:15Because I'm an animal
19:39I made Morgan some breakfast
19:40Oh that's sweet
19:43He made Morgan breakfast
19:44Oh
19:48No I couldn't fight it any longer last night
19:50And um you know we had an amazing night together
19:55I'm so happy
19:57But I do understand the repercussions
20:00That are going to come with it
20:08I've never like fallen in love like this before
20:11It's happening like so quickly
20:13And I know
20:14It's not something where I'm like
20:16Oh I think that I really like him
20:17I think this
20:18It's uh like I know
20:22Did you hear Morgan today last night?
20:24Did you do the dirty?
20:27Talk to you guys later
20:28Oh shit
20:29I told you mother
20:31I mean
20:32It's what it is
20:36You don't get to choose who you fall in love with
20:38Bottom line
20:39It just happened
20:40And I know that Casey
20:41You know she's going to be so hurt
20:44It's going to tear her apart
20:45My happiness with Morgan is going to tear her apart
20:57Of course he's in love with me
20:58Like why would I
20:59I don't even know what's wrong with me
21:03Like seriously
21:04Now I'm starting to realize
21:05Like it takes less energy
21:07To just like accept love
21:08Yeah
21:09And accept being vulnerable
21:10Than to keep fighting it
21:12Yeah
21:12Because I've been fighting it my whole life
21:14And now I feel like I'm ready to just like
21:16Let it go
21:17Just let it go
21:17It's taking me so long
21:20To realize how high I have built all these walls up
21:23I'm stubborn
21:24I'm strong willed
21:25I'm guarded
21:26And I know that if we get through this
21:29I'll finally be able to put them down
21:31If I don't get my shit together
21:33And let it go
21:34I'm going to lose
21:36But you will get your shit together
21:38You already are
21:38Yeah literally
21:39You already are
21:40That's what you're doing right now
21:43It's like the hardest lesson
21:44I think I've ever learned
21:45Yeah but everything that's really weird
21:47Is worth it in the end
21:48Exactly
21:48I feel like I still love Carl
21:50But I don't feel like I've
21:52Been deeply in love with him
21:54Like I've seen some of these girls at the house be
21:56And I really want to feel that deep love with somebody
21:59I don't know if it's Carl
22:00I don't know if it's Tyler
22:01I don't know if it's somebody else in the world
22:02But it's a whole new perspective to me
22:05On a relationship
22:06And what I really need to be striving for
22:09I feel like Jaden does everything possible to please me
22:12And I just always don't find ways to complain
22:15Or just like
22:16Literally
22:17Girl tell me about it
22:18Beat him up
22:18And like
22:19Tell me about it
22:19With my words
22:20Or just like
22:21Sometimes I'm just like not nice
22:23In the beginning
22:24I was a bit of a control freak
22:26I was bossy
22:27I did kind of feel like
22:29The world revolved around me
22:31And Jaden was the one to
22:33Make me feel that way
22:34And I'm learning
22:35In different ways
22:36How to be a better girlfriend
22:38I just zone out
22:39And I just think about things
22:40That happened five years ago
22:41And it's just like
22:42I can't do that
22:43And relationships are all about compromise
22:45Yeah
22:52Let's see what we're working with here
22:55Not the worst that I've seen
22:58Jaden made a breakthrough
22:59Jaden made a breakthrough
23:02Kayla's in his room
23:03We'll make an ironing pile
23:05Or a to be ironed pile
23:07Yeah
23:07I like to connect mentally
23:08But that worries me a lot
23:10About some girls
23:11And connecting with them
23:11And it's just
23:12Them
23:13Just the physicality part of things
23:14I think Kaylin's a very nice girl
23:16I think she's sweet
23:17I feel like I have a strong
23:18Connection with her
23:18Is that like a controversial
23:20Topic for like males
23:22Eat the eyebrows waxed
23:23I got some butchy ass eyebrows
23:24This one right here
23:25He's going wild
23:26I don't know
23:28What's up with that guy
23:31He's just doing his own thing
23:32I don't know
23:32What's wrong with him
23:33There's nothing wrong with
23:34The guy getting his eyebrows waxed
23:35I may move at a slower pace
23:37Than others
23:37But I'm trying to pick up my pace
23:39And get to know these women
23:40I'm learning how to talk to women now
23:41A lot better than I was
23:43You're ironed off the old
23:45Well how about a film
23:46Mind drives aren't the best
23:47Do we have Pino Grigio
23:51Anybody know
23:51I don't know off the top of my head
23:55I've just seen Mark
23:57Wow it's pretty quiet around here
23:58Hi girls
23:59Oh my god
23:59What are you doing here
24:00I'm in for a quick drop in
24:03Just a quick drop
24:03Well we'll see
24:05We love Mark
24:06But we know he can be
24:07A bear of bad news sometimes
24:10I feel like all of our hearts
24:12Are just racing
24:12Now that we're down to ten guys
24:14And it's a little less hectic
24:15How are you feeling
24:16I'm feeling good
24:17We're all just trying to
24:18Kind of like ride the wave
24:19But it's very like
24:20We get very anxious
24:22To figure out what
24:22Our boys are doing
24:24At the other house
24:24For sure
24:25I feel like
24:26That's when you come in
24:26I really just stopped by
24:27To tell you that
24:29There will be a bonfire tonight
24:33It's going to be hard
24:35Oh I'm so freaking
24:37Freaked out right now
24:38Me too
24:38I'll see you later tonight
24:40I'll talk to you soon
24:41Bye you guys
24:41Bye
24:42Let's just
24:43To break Casey's heart
24:44All over again
24:45I think I'm more anxious
24:47What John's going to see
24:48What John's going to see
24:49Yeah and how that's
24:50Going to make him feel
24:50Yeah
24:51Oh good
24:52I'm literally earplugs
24:54Closed eyes
24:55And counting
24:56And just counting in my head
24:581, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7
24:591, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6
25:00Trying to calm myself down
25:02And trying to tell myself
25:03Like it won't be that bad
25:05Um
25:06But yeah
25:07Like if I had the option
25:08To not watch it
25:09I really truly would
25:10Not watch it
25:11Don't look at my clip you guys
25:13Okay we won't
25:14We won't
25:16Thank you
25:16The girls and I
25:17Are definitely going to
25:18Have to rally together
25:19And unite
25:20And be strong
25:20Um for one another
25:21Especially for Casey
25:23We've all
25:25Established such a strong bond
25:26We don't want each other
25:27To hurt
25:28Guess what
25:28Sorry I just
25:29Got some pizza here
25:31What's up
25:32There's a freaking bonfire tonight
25:35Um
25:36I'm freaking out Johnny
25:37Is it fair to say like
25:38Regardless of what he does here
25:40That you guys will still be together forever
25:41And that's what you want
25:42Wow
25:44Regardless of what he does
25:45Pretty much
25:46Right now I feel like
25:48She's just convinced herself
25:49That she just wants to be with Evan
25:50That's why she's not wanting
25:51To watch these clips
25:52Because she doesn't want her
25:54Mind to change
25:55You guys don't understand
25:56Like how much freedom
25:57I gave him
25:58If I took back what I said
25:59I would be a hypocrite
26:00You said he could have sex
26:00With somebody
26:01I mean I hope he wouldn't
26:02Have sex with somebody
26:03If he had sex with somebody
26:04Then yeah obviously
26:05But I don't think
26:06That's a possibility
26:07Yeah
26:07Yeah I don't think
26:08That would happen
26:12We get it
26:13But at the same time
26:15I feel like maybe
26:16She's kind of just
26:17Sticking her head in the sand
26:18And not wanting to deal with it
26:19I mean I really don't think
26:20That would happen
26:21But if it did
26:22Then yeah obviously
26:23I would not have to be honest
26:24Just from
26:24So that would be the line
26:25Yeah
26:26At the end of the day
26:27Nobody knows Evan
26:29The way that I do
26:30Evan loves me
26:31And I just gotta keep
26:33Following my gut
26:35Do you really think
26:36Evan could have sex
26:37The girl on the show
26:39Girl
26:40That would be crazy to me
26:42But would it
27:01It's gonna be an interesting night fellas
27:04My happiness and my like joy
27:06Is at the expense of someone else
27:08Alright and I understand that fully
27:10And I'm not proud of that
27:11And that's why I'm
27:11That's why I'm upset
27:13But I'm not
27:13I don't
27:14I'm upset and not regretful
27:15Not regretful
27:16I don't regret anything though man
27:18Bottom of the night
27:19I don't
27:28Going into this bonfire
27:29I'm a little worried
27:30About what you know
27:31Casey may see
27:31I'm not proud to hurt someone
27:33We meet again
27:34Maybe again
27:36I do love Casey
27:38I just don't know
27:38If we're meant for each other
27:40At this point in time
27:41Well welcome to another bonfire
27:43Gentlemen
27:43You're more than halfway through this
27:44You're starting to make connections
27:45So would you say that you have found more clarity
27:48Or are you confused
27:49You know
27:50It's wild to say
27:51But I'm finding a little more clarity
27:53I came in thinking that you know
27:55I was here to prove
27:56That I'm supposed to be with Casey
27:57And things are starting to shift around for me man
28:00You know I know that all of you
28:01Said you had questions
28:02And you needed answers
28:03John
28:04You having that conversation
28:05With yourself at all
28:06You know I'm hoping the separation
28:07Maybe helped Katie realize
28:09That you know
28:10She has taken me for granted
28:11And some of the things that she said
28:13She you know
28:14Will say I'm sorry
28:15At the end of this
28:16And that she takes it back
28:17All right
28:18Well gentlemen
28:19As you know
28:19This is the time
28:20Where we can get a glimpse
28:21Into your girlfriend's experience
28:22Here on the island
28:23And as always
28:24You can either watch her privately
28:26With earbuds
28:27Or you can watch her with your guys
28:29And we're going to start with you Evan
28:30What do you want to do
28:31All the boys
28:32All right
28:32Very good
28:35Okay
28:35Here we go
28:38Keep walking
28:39Let's go
28:41Ready
28:45What's up
28:50Oh hell yeah
28:52She's having fun
28:53Hell yes
28:54Is that relief
28:55Man that girl's smiling
28:57Man she's having a good time
28:58That's all I want for that girl
28:59For sure
29:00Now is part of what you're feeling
29:02Is that you're having this connection
29:03With Morgan that's deep
29:04And you're relieved to know
29:06She's having a good time
29:07Well absolutely man
29:08I feel like
29:08You know it's tough
29:09Because
29:10You know
29:11My happiness
29:12And you know
29:12What I'm building with Morgan
29:13Is at the expense of Casey
29:15And I'm just so glad
29:16To see her
29:16You know
29:16Opening up
29:17Hopefully they're making her feel
29:18You know
29:18Something
29:19You know
29:20Because you know
29:20I'm feeling something
29:22I get it
29:23Javin
29:24With the guys
29:25All right
29:47So how you feel
29:50I feel great
29:51My girlfriend has never
29:52Been in an environment
29:53Around men
29:54I've been to college
29:55I've been to frats
29:56She's never had that experience
29:57She needs this
29:58So how can I rob her from that
29:59This is a proper opportunity
30:00For her to go out
30:01And experience things
30:02Meet people
30:02Make God connections
30:03And whatever happens
30:04Happens and have fun
30:06This is what I want to see
30:07From her
30:07Okay very good
30:08Carl
30:10Everybody
30:10Everybody
30:13All right here we go
30:14You ready
30:14Let's do it
30:41A little disappointed
30:44That he's in her bed
30:45This quick
30:46She could have
30:48Easily stopped it there
30:50I see his hand
30:51Doing a little motion too
30:53It's disappointing
30:54The bed
30:55Just the bed period
30:55You didn't have to get there
30:58I could have easily
30:58Got there
30:59I didn't go there
31:01Brittany's been on me
31:02It's tough to not
31:04Reciprocate
31:04But I haven't
31:05You mean
31:05In your experience
31:06People want to be in your bed
31:07And you kind of said no
31:08I could have easily
31:09Went to the bed
31:09I actually bypassed the bed
31:10And went to the balcony
31:12Turned down the offer
31:13No you're not sleeping in my bed
31:15I don't care if you're
31:16On the outside of it or not
31:17Maybe it was comfort
31:19I don't know
31:20It might have been sexual
31:21It might have been comfort
31:22But I know her too
31:22And it's
31:24To have somebody that close
31:25Like I don't
31:26I don't know that
31:27She'd be able to shut that off
31:28That's the hard part
31:28You've allowed this man
31:30Into your bed
31:30What else did you allow
31:31How does that change
31:33Your experience going forward
31:35I don't know
31:36I thought
31:37That she'd be a lot stronger
31:38For sure
31:40Well I'm sorry
31:40That you saw something unexpected
31:43I'm sorry that you're disappointed
31:45But I'm
31:46I know it's important to see it
31:49John you're next
31:50You want to watch it by yourself
31:51Or with the guys
31:52With the guys
31:53I'm ready
31:53Alright
31:58Some of these guys
31:59Just want to leave a date
32:00Some of these guys
32:01Just want to be in Hawaii
32:01Some of these guys
32:02Just want to party
32:03If you can knock it back
32:03To real life
32:04I'm like for me
32:04I'm here for you
32:05Stop looking at me
32:06Because
32:08Because you're in a hole
32:11Good morning
32:11That's great
32:13I'm just going to be here for a fall
32:32You okay?
32:33I mean
32:34It sucks to see that
32:36But um
32:36You know
32:37Part of it's a relief
32:39And it's going to be
32:40Pretty much an easy out for me
32:41What do you mean by easy out?
32:43If she cheated on me
32:44It was the end
32:45And that looks like
32:46She pretty much cheated on me
32:48First of all
32:49If it hurts
32:50It's okay to let me know it hurts
32:52I mean
32:52I'm obviously very hurt
32:53Because I was with her
32:54I've been with her
32:55For almost three years
32:56We talked about marriage
32:57One of the things
32:57She was really pressing on me
32:59Was when I was going to propose
33:00I was like
33:01Okay
33:01If she can prove her loyalty
33:03And commitment to me
33:03I'll propose to her
33:04So I think it's a blessing in disguise
33:07Because we could have been married
33:08She could have been cheating on me then
33:09You know
33:10Okay
33:11And that changes how things
33:13Will be here for you?
33:14Mm-hmm
33:14She just showed right there
33:15She's weak
33:16I need a strong woman
33:17That can fight temptation
33:18And she obviously can't
33:20All right
33:21We have one more item to discuss
33:23I'm going to allow you
33:24To send a 30-second message
33:26To your girlfriend
33:27Or not
33:29That's your choice
33:31All right gentlemen
33:32We'll give you an opportunity
33:33To record those messages later
33:35That's all I have for you tonight
33:36You can head back to the villa
33:38Thank you
33:40I definitely felt betrayed
33:42Katie
33:42You know
33:43She crossed the line
33:44I believe that being committed
33:45And being faithful
33:47To your partner
33:48Is the most important
33:49Part of a relationship
33:50And she's broken that trust
33:52With me
33:53It's
33:55I can't believe it
33:57Man
33:57Oh my god
34:12So I definitely want to see my clip
34:15Tonight
34:15From Carl
34:16I think I would
34:17Be more mad
34:18If I decided not to watch it
34:20And then later on
34:21Kept wondering
34:21And pondering
34:22On what it was
34:23No I
34:23I'm very curious
34:25See I want to see
34:26I know I'm going to see it
34:27No matter what eventually
34:29I just need to get through
34:30My time here
34:31Yeah
34:31I definitely know
34:32That people probably think
34:33I am in denial
34:34About not seeing the clip
34:35And might be like judging that
34:37But at the end of the day
34:38I'm just trying to not let it
34:40Make me completely freak out
34:51This bonfire is different for me
34:52Because now
34:53I have had a connection
34:55With somebody here in the house
34:56I would be absolutely heartbroken
34:58If John was connecting
35:00With a woman in the house
35:02Like I'm connecting with Johnny
35:03I'm not going to lie
35:04I'm feeling very very anxious
35:06And scared
35:09Well ladies
35:10Welcome to another bonfire
35:11Miss Casey
35:12Yes
35:13How are you feeling right now
35:14I'm just trying to think
35:15Of the big picture
35:15Me and Evan
35:17When we came into this
35:18We really came into it
35:19To be single
35:19I mean I'm not going to lie
35:20I hope he doesn't do anything
35:21That's unforgivable
35:23What if that happens
35:24Then I can't be with him
35:26I've got to be strong
35:27And just draw the line
35:29Okay
35:29Katie
35:30Connecting with anyone
35:31Yes
35:32Yeah
35:32How's that feel
35:33Makes me feel guilty
35:42It makes me feel vulnerable
35:45And weak
35:46And selfish
35:48I hear you
35:51Thanks for sharing
35:52What's going on
35:54All right ladies
35:55Are you ready
35:56Yes
35:57We're going to start with Shari
35:59Would you like to watch by yourself
36:00Or with everybody
36:01With everyone
36:02Okay
36:06Here we go
36:09I'm like man
36:10I hope people don't think
36:11I'm like just
36:12Taking people on dates
36:12Like all right bye
36:13Bye peace out
36:14I know where you live
36:16I don't want to come find you
36:19I know if I want
36:20I'm going to take you
36:20On a second date
36:26What did you take
36:27I mean
36:28I don't want to like
36:29Jump the gun
36:29And just assume anything anymore
36:31That's a little bit different
36:32Than the first bonfire
36:33Yeah
36:34You feel like
36:35You're making progress
36:36I mean
36:37I'm just at this point
36:38That like
36:39If he decides
36:40At the end of this
36:41That he doesn't want
36:42To be with me
36:43Then it's something
36:44I just have to accept
36:45That's a mature look at it
36:47Let's see how things play out
36:48Yeah
36:50All right Nicole
36:51Do you want the earbuds
36:52No thank you
36:53Okay
36:55Okay here we go
36:57I think you're beautiful
36:58Honestly
37:00Compared to the other girls
37:02I'd say you are
37:03Best looking in the house
37:20I love you
37:22What did you take
37:26I mean
37:27It irks me a little
37:28But at the same time
37:29Like I've discovered a lot
37:31About how Carl and I
37:32Have been
37:33Kind of more surface level
37:35Than the rest of the girls
37:36Here in our relationship
37:37So far
37:38And regardless if
37:40I'm with Carl
37:41After this entire experience
37:43Or not
37:43Like I know that my heart
37:45Has opened up
37:46In a way that I wasn't
37:47Expecting before
37:48And no one could have
37:49Done that except for
37:50Like going through
37:51An experience like this
37:52I'm kind of allowing myself
37:54To feel certain type of ways
37:57And it kind of seems
37:58Like he's doing the same
37:59Which is good
37:59Because we both deserve
38:00To feel that way
38:02The fact that you say
38:03That you and Carl's
38:04Relationship has been
38:05Relatively surface
38:07I think is a huge answer
38:09I didn't know there was
38:10Like this level of depth
38:12To even just
38:12Not even in a relationship
38:13But to people in general
38:15Like I feel like my eyes
38:16Have been so closed
38:17And I'm at this point
38:17In my 20s
38:18Where I'm discovering
38:19This depth in life
38:20Well there's byproducts
38:22Of this experience
38:23I didn't even expect
38:24I'm thrilled to see it
38:26Katie you're next
38:27Katie I feel your emotion
38:29You're feeling terrible
38:30Aren't you
38:31It's hard to talk about it
38:33Um
38:34I'm
38:35It's like
38:35I feel like if this clip
38:36Is good
38:37And it's not that bad
38:38Then I'm gonna feel
38:40More guilty
38:41And then if it's bad
38:43Then that's gonna hurt too
38:45Okay
38:45You wanna watch it
38:46By yourself
38:47Or with everybody
38:47Uh with my family
38:54I feel like with each day
38:56That I get to know you
38:57Like I just like you
38:58More and more
38:58You're still definitely
38:59My biggest attraction
39:01For sure
39:03You're like
39:03What's going on
39:04What's going on
39:09I'm sorry
39:10I can't kiss you
39:11What you just did
39:13I did not
39:19Do you recognize
39:19Which girl that was
39:20No
39:21That's a girl you blocked
39:24It makes me feel
39:25A little less guilty
39:27For having a connection
39:29With Johnny
39:29For being touchy-feely
39:31With Johnny
39:32For
39:32Having feelings
39:34Yeah
39:34But um
39:35I mean it sucks
39:37It's shocking
39:38Because I
39:38Never could picture that
39:40But you got a lot
39:41Of answers there
39:42You got answers
39:43By it giving you relief
39:44You got answers
39:44By the guilt
39:45That you feel
39:46It's painful
39:47But you know
39:48Growth is painful
39:49And
39:50Exactly right
39:51Yeah
39:53Casey you ready
39:54Yeah
39:55Would you like to watch
39:55By yourself
39:56Or with everybody
39:56Um actually
39:58We're a family
39:59But I just think
40:00Um
40:00I need to
40:01I need to watch
40:02To watch it by myself
40:03All right
40:04Here's your ear buds
40:05Thank you
40:13Whenever you're ready
40:21Hi
40:22How comfy is this
40:23Ben
40:23Oh my god
40:25Isn't it crazy
40:26I feel great
40:45I mean I'm pretty sure
40:46I know what happened
40:48Well
40:49Can you tell me what you heard
40:51I didn't see it
40:51Nobody heard it
40:52Honestly I'm pretty sure
40:53He's taking it too far
40:55What is too far
40:57I didn't really hear much
40:58So I'm pretty sure
40:59That there's probably
41:00A girl in his room
41:02Why did you choose
41:03Not to look at it
41:04Or share it
41:04If he's gonna
41:05Revert back to his old ways
41:07And be a cheater
41:08Then if that's what
41:09He's gonna be
41:10I just need to move on
41:11I don't need to subject
41:12Myself to watching
41:13It actually happen
41:14Okay
41:15But now you don't know
41:16If it actually happened
41:17Look I'm always gonna
41:18Respect your choices
41:20You don't know right now
41:21Because whatever answers
41:23There were in that video
41:23You chose not to see
41:25Yeah
41:25I'll see it eventually
41:26I just I don't want
41:27To see it right now
41:28And I just want that
41:29To be respected
41:30I actually I feel
41:32The best I felt
41:33This whole time
41:34So I think I made
41:35The right decision
41:36Okay
41:36Yeah
41:37If your goal is to feel good
41:38Then you've made
41:39The right decision
41:40Yeah
41:41And I wish you the best
41:42Thank you
41:44All right ladies
41:45You have the opportunity
41:46To record a 30 second
41:48Video message
41:48For your boyfriends
41:50Or not
41:51For now you can
41:52Head back to the villa
41:53And I'll check in
41:54With you soon
41:57Why did you close your eyes
41:58I closed my eyes
41:59Because I just really
42:01Need to stay in a good
42:02Headspace
42:02So you need to respect
42:03The fact that I cannot
42:05Watch that video
42:06I understand
42:06But we're
42:07I'm telling you
42:08I'm gonna walk off
42:08But they could have
42:09Been doing anything
42:10Walking off
42:11Done
42:17Done
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