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#video #The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives - Season 4 - Episode 09: The Book of Coveting
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00:11so i called you guys here because i feel like we all found out about this jenna stuff at separate
00:14times if she finds out the other thing she genuinely won't what is it he hooked up with
00:21jenna and like basically almost had sex with her like a couple weeks ago shut the hell up
00:26jenna is the girl that dakota lied about early on in their relationship he was like texting me all
00:30day this day he came over to your house and he's saying thank you for letting me crash at your
00:34house and he came over that night to my house and spent the night and fucked me so yeah and
00:37on top
00:38of that i have a pickleball tournament shania was like pouring her heart out to taylor and then that
00:42same night shania goes and sleeps with taylor's baby daddy update me he got back with his life
00:47this is why i can't trust people i need anybody oh gosh this is so bad if this comes out
00:54it's all
00:54like i just feel like it's gonna spiral and i also think dakota wants everything to come out he does
00:58once again i'm caught in the middle between two friends and betrayal going on there i have known
01:04shania for nearly a decade truly like a ride or die type of friendship was this a massive lapse in
01:13judgment for her absolutely but at the end of the day even though i don't agree with her i obviously
01:18love
01:19and care for her she's gonna find out there's no way she's not either he's gonna tell her we are
01:23you guys we have your party tomorrow and we're with her how is it not coming out like i think
01:27the truth will always come out and i just feel like if we can possibly cushion her finding out
01:31i think it possibly could be better i think the best person coming from is shania for sure i'm
01:36actually scared for sure i am too i'm scared for her she's gonna get eaten up is shania going to
01:41center sunday i mean i don't know i didn't invite her because i'm not sure would that be the time
01:46to
01:46tell taylor it might be the time i think it's a pro to do it while people are around because
01:51then
01:52she won't overreact oh yeah that actually might be a good idea then we can also explain why we
01:57didn't tell her taylor's still in colorado but she's coming home soon so with the bachelorette
02:02coming up macy's center sunday event and the main title shoot to be honest this news could really
02:07shake her up and we have to handle it the right way miranda you need to ask her if she'll
02:11come and
02:11tell her tomorrow well since when she called me this morning she's like i want to tell taylor i feel
02:14like she should know i was like i gotta get going because i need to stop by home depot and
02:18get a
02:18bigger shovel so i can get a head start on both of your fucking graves you're a dead man both
02:22of
02:22you you're dead and there's nothing i can do to save you
02:37i'm the one you've been dreaming of i've got everything you could ever want try me to sleep out bring
02:48me to your knees baby you're gonna believe
02:58you're a dead man both of you
03:04love me
03:05oh
03:27I feel like the scooter is more work than a bike.
03:32Well, it's easier to carry home, too, when he's tired.
03:34Well, you don't carry it home.
03:35You say you brought it, you're going to carry it home.
03:37You don't listen to me.
03:39I just took this trip to Colorado.
03:41It was healing, overall helped my mother and I in our relationship.
03:44I think we came back to, like, family and love,
03:47and it's just really giving each other that grace before the bachelorette
03:49so I can actually go out there and not, like,
03:52choose someone that's not for me, sabotage it, you know?
03:54I really think it would be good for me.
03:56Obviously, I got married, jumped into the first guy I went out with.
03:59I ended up being in a relationship with, had a baby with.
04:01It's like, I think it's going to be such a cool experience,
04:03regardless of the outcome.
04:05Obviously, fingers crossed, it's always good and, like, you meet your person,
04:08but if not, it could teach you a lot of learning lessons, too.
04:11I think it's going to be something that is going to change your life.
04:15After all, everything that you've been through
04:17and all the pain and suffering that you've been through,
04:21I think that's something that you deserve.
04:23I don't know. I'm like, why do I get this opportunity out of, like,
04:27any, like, all the girls that want this?
04:29Like, I come with so much baggage, like, who's going to want me?
04:32I do feel, like, a lot of guilt all the time for that.
04:35Just because you come with some baggage...
04:37Some?
04:39You do have, like, a lot of amazing qualities,
04:41and someone's going to see that and they're going to want that.
04:44Well, look at all the people that follow her.
04:47Like, millions of followers don't follow you
04:48because you're this horrible person.
04:51Like, you need to give yourself credit
04:54when somebody is looking for love and they're looking for that wife.
04:58To me, I would think that that's what they're looking for,
05:01that quality of a mother.
05:02Yeah.
05:03And to me, you're the best mom.
05:04There are good guys out there.
05:06Yeah.
05:06They're not all like Mr. Bbag.
05:08They're not all horrible.
05:09I know.
05:10Sometimes you have to go through things,
05:12and things happen for a reason,
05:14for you to end up somewhere much higher.
05:16Mm-hmm.
05:18Yeah.
05:19I think it's time for you to choose Taylor.
05:23Yeah.
05:36Do I look exhausted to you?
05:38Yes, you look very exhausted.
05:40I've been rehearsing nonstop with Dancing with the Stars
05:44and working my ass off.
05:46And I also have to fly this week to Utah for our main title shoot.
05:50So it's nice that Zach and I get to decompress,
05:53catch up, and spend time together.
05:55That's feeling really good.
05:58How are you feeling about the contestants and the whole everyone?
06:01Oh, I love the cast.
06:02The cast is awesome.
06:03I feel like I've equally gotten close to everyone.
06:06The pros have been so helpful.
06:09Yeah, it's been awesome.
06:10How do you feel like your relationship with Whitney's improved?
06:13Or where do you feel like that's at?
06:16No, if anything, I feel like we've become more distant.
06:27I have like 30 minutes.
06:29Okay.
06:29And then I have to leave again.
06:30Alrighty, no problem.
06:32Well, how was your day?
06:34I just had a really bad camera block day.
06:36Like, it was a horrible day.
06:37And Mark and I were talking in the hallway.
06:39I was just like letting out all my emotions.
06:41And Jen walked out and was like,
06:44Hey, are people talking shit about you on social media?
06:46I'm like, that's not why I'm crying, but thanks.
06:50Oh, man.
06:51I did not think I was even going to be making it this far.
06:53Through the competition, which is crazy, but can be very hard
06:58because you're seeing the comments and stuff online.
07:00For me, it can be very emotionally taxing.
07:05I just want you to say, Hey, like, I'm here for you.
07:09What can I do?
07:10Yeah.
07:10Her hyping me up in the background saying,
07:13Vote for Jen, when she like never reaches out.
07:16What's weird is she doesn't call you or text you all week.
07:19Yes.
07:19And then when the cameras are on and millions of people are watching,
07:22suddenly she's your biggest fan.
07:25That bothers me.
07:26I was expecting that our friendship was going to grow
07:29through this process, but we haven't talked to each other
07:32throughout Dancing with the Stars.
07:33Like there hasn't really been any relationship.
07:36I mean, we barely talk.
07:37I don't know if I told you this, but when I went out
07:40and took the kids out with Connor, I don't know if you've heard,
07:42but Whitney got offered a spot on Broadway.
07:47Yeah.
07:48On Chicago, I think to be the main character,
07:51like the leading role.
07:52So I think she's planning on moving out there come January.
07:55Dang.
07:56She can't be the main character of Mom Talk.
07:58She'll be the main character for Broadway.
08:00It's perfect.
08:12She's planning on moving out.
08:25Hey.
08:26Hi.
08:26What's up?
08:28Just got done working out.
08:29Nice.
08:29you want to help me? Yes. I don't realize until I see you next to the bedding that this is
08:35really
08:35pink. Yeah, it's pretty pink. I feel like the LDS upbringing I had does make it a lot easier to
08:42sweep things under the rug and just pretend that things are good when they're not. Jordan and I
08:47are still struggling a bit, but I don't think I'm ready to take the next step of like filing for
08:52divorce at this point. But I definitely wonder, okay, what are the repercussions? I have to be
08:56smart about this for my kids and my future and my business. Well, Lady World was fun. I'm sad you
09:01weren't there. Oh, but I didn't tell you what they announced being us. When they announced me and I
09:06came out, she said, Jesse Nasty Cara. That's hilarious. It's funny, but it's also like hard for me because
09:16I feel like in this industry, having a name that's easy, like makes sense. Like Taylor Paul, that rolls
09:21off your tongue. You remember it. Yeah. And when Taylor gets married, she'll change her name. No,
09:25that's her ex-husband's last name. She's keeping it because she has been Taylor Paul since she had
09:29a following. The reason I wanted to talk about that is because I, I told you this before that
09:36I do feel like going by Draper would be better. I'm not trying to do it to hurt you. It's
09:41not a dig
09:41at you. It's really just about the name. You're not vindictive, but I do think you're selfish.
09:46That's great. It's just the way I feel. You're like being condescending. It's not being
09:50condescending. It's not condescending. It's just genuinely the way that I feel. If I was
09:54condescending, I would say other things. That's what scares me is I feel like it's always under
09:58the surface, like the stuff you want to say and you're just not because you know you can't. No,
10:01because that's not who I am anymore. And I've proven that. A lot of my issues coordinate with you
10:05making decisions that are selfish. You know, deep down, I think we both know that going by my maiden
10:10named Draper gives me freedom again, which I feel like I haven't had in a long time. If I start
10:16going
10:16by Draper now, if we did get divorced in the future, it wouldn't be a huge change for my career.
10:21So
10:21I do just kind of feel like it's the safest thing to do right now.
10:25It feels selfish and that's okay. You told me it was selfish yourself.
10:47You ready to hit some balls? Sure am. Ready to whoop your ass? Oh, you did hit the curb. Oh,
10:53well, it's fine. It's fine. My center Sunday event is tonight. And honestly,
10:57my stress levels are at an all time high because I know that Shania is coming and she's about to
11:01confess her wrongdoing with Dakota. So I definitely need to blow off some steam. So I'm taking a little
11:06tennis lesson. I thought it would be fun for us to just, you know, hit some balls and grunt a
11:12little
11:12bit. I'm just kidding. Oh, hi, Danny. Let's go, Cougs. Do you call us Cougs? Cougars. Oh, Cougar, not two.
11:22All right. Now that I have been kind of far removed from tennis for the last seven years,
11:26I kind of stopped once my college career ended and I honestly miss it so much. My prime is here.
11:31No way. You don't even know what I got. This is the start of my new career, right? You ready
11:38for
11:38this? Prepare to be amazed. All right. And it came so fast. And it's time for my tennis career
11:46to take off once again. Are you going to start playing again? Yeah. There we go.
11:56Oh, you're there. Ah, give me another. Yep. You're doing great. Thank you. There we go. There we go.
12:03There she is. How does it feel to be back out here? It feels good, but I feel like I'm
12:09in slow motion.
12:10Did I tell you I'm back to therapy? You did? Well, we did like a couples therapy thing. How was
12:15that?
12:15I mean, it was fine. I feel like I just, I feel like I'm at a point where like when
12:20I get really
12:21angry, I'm like, okay, fine. Then go have sex with someone. Like, leave me alone almost. Like,
12:25no, like actually, like, I'm like, I feel like I'm working on so many different things outside of
12:30just sex. And I know that obviously he can't just be like, okay, well, we can just go without that.
12:34We both get to a point where we feel really helpless about it. Cause he's like, I feel like
12:37you don't have the motivation to do it. And I'm like, I don't think I have the motivation to do
12:40it
12:40right now. Cause I know that it's really hard to work through.
12:43Jace and I haven't made really any progress as far as our intimacy and our sex life goes.
12:49I'm obviously very attracted to Jace and I want to be married to him. It makes me sad that I'm
12:54not
12:54able to meet his needs. And I know that there's only so long that he can be patient with me
12:58for.
13:04Hey, there he is. What's up, my guy? How are you doing? I'm not bad. How are you?
13:11So I just wanted to, um, get your advice. It's between Michaela and I, we're still kind of
13:18dealing with the same struggles that we've been dealing with for a long time. The intimacy side
13:23of our relationship. It feels like we both kind of feel like we're stuck.
13:27I mean, yeah, man, that's a scary thing to be in right now. And I feel for you.
13:32Kissing is harder for me than sex. Cause I think kissing is more intimate for me.
13:36And I obviously have triggers with kissing. Sometimes I'll go through the day and I'm,
13:40I'm holding down the fort like you, I'm holding down the fort at home. And then also we just had
13:45this newborn. I'm doing everything I can. Sometimes when Michaela will come home and she'll want
13:50for me then to start taking care of her, which I want to do, but I need to, to take
13:58care of my needs
13:58also. But also it's not fair for me. Like if I'm not feeling like working on it to like keep
14:03dragging
14:04it along, like, yeah, I'm going to work on it eventually. Like, what would you do then? Like
14:07just separate? I don't know. What are you wanting? What do you want, man?
14:25I'm sorry.
14:31More than anything and more than like the actual sex, I just want to feel like I can connect with
14:38my wife again. Yeah. And I want to feel, um, I want to feel loved by my wife.
14:48That's got to feel incredibly lonely and isolating. We're stuck in this place that we've been stuck in
14:54for like four years. Should I just go away from the house for a couple of weeks and not have
15:00the
15:00pressures of trying to fix the intimacy issues right now? But I have this baby. I want to focus
15:06on being the best mom for her and being the best wife, but I'm also lost because I don't know
15:11how
15:11to handle it. And part of me is like, I want to be done, but I also know I don't
15:14want to be done.
15:15So I'm like, what do I do? I don't know. I don't know.
15:36Hello? Hi. Hey. I'm going to ask you one time. How long have you known?
15:41A week. I took this trip to Colorado. It was healing. I was feeling better. She's such a
15:47slutbag hoe to me. Like, I almost thought it was a joke. I thought it was a joke because I'm
15:50going
15:50to fucking ruin her. Dakota and I were texting and I find out that Dakota's sleeping with Shania.
15:55I'm sorry. I don't even care what this does to me. I act on impulse, unfortunately. So I don't give
16:01a
16:01fuck. After he told me everything, I was like, it's all on purpose. It's not like he's trying to go
16:05out and move on. It's who it is to get at me. And it's disgusting again. And it takes me
16:10back
16:10again. It's fucking gross. You have to admit, you have to admit. I haven't. I couldn't, I could not
16:17agree more with you. And she knows that. And I've said that to her. Why did she do it? I
16:20wish I knew.
16:25And I'm sorry. For what? That I didn't say anything sooner, but I also.
16:33Well, so you guys all left to Dakota to tell me.
16:38Right before I leave. I thought there was maybe loyalty on MomTalk and like to me, it's the
16:43sneakiness of it. If you know you're sneaking it, that means you know how bad it is. I cannot believe
16:47that MomTalk would protect Shania, a snake, over me. Is she going tonight?
16:55I don't know. I guarantee she doesn't show up. I will fucking call you out. So just let you know.
17:00Mom, Kat, yeah, be ready for it. I'm going to have to have a discussion with all my fucking
17:04so-called friends, because this is what I fucking found out from him.
17:11And all my friends knew. And I don't want to fucking hear, oh, we knew you're going to
17:14the beach away. We don't want to hurt your feelings. You guys fucking knew I would know.
17:18You knew that. You guys all knew. You're not. You've got to be smarter than that. I'm sure
17:21you guys are. I also don't, I don't think I knew Dakota the way that you do. And I genuinely
17:27thought that he would, would want to keep it under wraps and then to know that he didn't
17:32and he wanted it. But this is your nasty asshole friend. Yeah, and I'm not, I'm also pissed
17:38at her. Taylor and I have both worked really hard to rebuild our friendship. It would be
17:44so beyond disappointing if a man were to be the downfall of us once again. I hate her.
17:54And so right now I am very busy because I got to edit some videos because I fucking hate her.
18:24Oh my goodness. Lucky me. You're all ready to sin.
18:30Sinner Sunday is basically a page where people can anonymously confess their sins and it gets
18:36very juicy. And so this event is going to be really fun because it's my sinner community
18:41coming out to just have a fun time. It is her. I'm going to have to be Jessica. Your hair
18:46looks so good. It does look so good. Thank you. Did you have it? I did. What kind of a
18:49makeup look
18:50are you doing? I like the one from the picture I sent you. I'm so excited. That's going to look
18:54so good. Yeah, like a little dramatic, you know.
18:59Are you kidding? Dakota, I think told her. Miranda just texted me and said,
19:04just got off the phone with Taylor. She hates all of us for not telling her.
19:08Are you serious?
19:11That's so unfair when we're all just trying to look out for her not being a mental patient
19:15and not being able to go to the bachelorette because of it. Taylor just called me.
19:19Shit. Okay. Just call her back. Because I could see her not on the other side.
19:25I'll talk to her. Okay. Hi. Hey, how are you?
19:28Uh, horrible. What's up? Um, so I just want you to know that the rest of us found out about
19:33this just recently. And I know, um, I just want you to know that we just weren't going to tell
19:39you
19:39quite yet just because we didn't want your mental state to be.
19:43It's fine. My mental state's fucked now. So what does everyone want to say now?
19:45I know. Hey, Taylor, you need to understand that we've been nothing but good friends to you
19:48and I'm trying to be there for you. So will you please not be like that?
19:51Go for it. Okay.
19:52There is something else Dakota's done that you need to know about.
19:56Okay.
19:56I feel, I mean, are you coming tonight?
19:58Just, can you just say it? I'm tired of being tortured at this point. Can you just say it?
20:02Okay.
20:04He hooked up with Jana and like basically almost had sex with her like a couple weeks ago.
20:09Okay.
20:10So he's a piece of shit and I hope you really see that.
20:14And I found out about this a day ago and I was after the Shania stuff and I was like,
20:18yeah, I'm not hiding this from Taylor. Like he's a piece of crap. So.
20:21You deserve to know that. That's what I'm telling you.
20:25Okay. Thank you for telling me.
20:27No, it's fine. I'm going to fucking light them all up.
20:32And it's coming for fucking Jenna too.
20:34Jenna, she tried multiple times to get me on her podcast and like begging me and like
20:39trying to help me and then does that behind my back. It's disgusting really.
20:45The fuck is wrong with people? They also look so stupid too.
20:48Your feelings are valid.
20:49I know. I know that they're valid and I have every right to call her out.
20:53No, Taylor, Dakota's a piece of shit for doing this.
20:55We're not talking about Dakota. We're talking about the bitch.
20:57I already posted about Shania. I just did a video with her.
20:59With a fucking little sneak.
21:00But I don't want you to compromise me.
21:02I am going to call out. I don't give a fuck about Dakota.
21:05I'm calling out the stupid dumb ass bitches about her stupid.
21:08This is stemming from the pain of Dakota. You wouldn't care.
21:11I'm going to fucking fuck them up. Yes, I am.
21:13I come back to this bullshit again about who the mother effing girl is.
21:18And it's disgusting because there's so much like history, emotion.
21:21It's just like, oh, here we go again.
21:24I just, yeah, I want to let it go because like I'm literally just suffering.
21:28Like I'm suffering because I won't like, I resist letting it go.
21:30Obviously it controls like my incisions and my emotions and I'm just like tired.
21:34I'm like physically exhausted.
21:35Take a night.
21:36I get that.
21:37But like, don't let this ruin the bachelorette for you.
21:39That'll be the biggest regret you ever do because you know you're not going to be with
21:43me ever again.
21:43You've said that.
21:44We all want this for you, Taylor.
21:46Like we all want you to move on and be happy.
21:48Yeah, I know.
21:48I hear you guys.
21:49We're on your side though.
21:51Just know that.
21:57But I am sorry and Shania sucks and I can't believe she did this in St. Majena.
22:03I hope you guys have fun tonight.
22:05This has been happening for three years.
22:06Dakota definitely purposely hooks up with friends in Taylor's circle to piss her off.
22:10And like, I feel like it's almost an isolation tactic to like sleep with all of her friends
22:14so she no longer has those friends.
22:15And then she'll come running back to him.
22:17I think it reeks of desperation if I'm being completely honest.
22:20We'll leave you alone, but I just, I want you to know we love you and we're here for
22:23you and if you need anything, we're here.
22:26Okay, thank you.
22:27All right, bye.
22:29Okay, bye.
22:34I'm sorry.
22:36It's fine.
22:37I already did it.
22:39We need to look at the video she posted.
22:41Just found out the snake in the middle is sleeping with my baby daddy.
22:45Meanwhile, crying to me because she just got dumped by a married man.
22:48This doesn't like it for her to post that.
22:50I think that's what I'm saying.
22:51Like, what are you doing?
22:52What is she doing?
22:52And Taylor gets comments, ooh, keep being petty queen.
22:55And people vibe her up for this.
22:56And that's why she keeps doing it.
22:57And she's known for that.
22:58But it's getting to a point where it's not okay.
23:01Oh, this is a night, may I have.
23:15I'm walking into Macy's Center Sunday party with Jace and I feel like I'm in a pressure cooker
23:21with the separation issue because I feel like I'm also a little bit lost of what to do right now.
23:26And so I don't fully know what to communicate to the other girls in MomTalk.
23:30So I'm just trying to put on this, we're good, we're here to support Macy.
23:37Oh, spooky.
23:38Oh, my God.
23:39Oh, this is kind of scary.
23:41So good.
23:41Hey.
23:43Like, should we do a praying one or is it not religious?
23:46Whoa.
23:47Damn.
23:47A little satanic.
23:48More than I expected.
23:50No.
23:51Hi.
23:52Oh, all right.
23:53Shafted.
23:53Oh, my goodness.
23:54You went straight for Mikayla.
23:55How is everyone?
23:57Not great.
23:57I feel like great.
23:58Taylor, she's...
23:59Oh, yeah.
24:00She's...
24:00Oh, she's a mess right now.
24:02We were doing it for you so that you wouldn't ruin this experience that you were leaving for in four
24:08days.
24:09She's like, I'm going to call everyone out.
24:11I'm going to ruin their lives.
24:11I think Taylor is valid in her feelings.
24:14However, it doesn't feel good as a friend that I continue to have your back time and time again.
24:18But the second I do you wrong in your eyes, I'm a shit friend and you don't want to be
24:24around me.
24:25And it's just, it's really, it's really hurtful.
24:35How is everyone thriving?
24:38I'm just frustrated.
24:39I'm over this whole situation.
24:41I am, too.
24:41How do you feel about that?
24:42Yeah, you feel the heart.
24:43I'm pissed.
24:44It's not on pace.
24:45Okay, so what are we doing?
24:46After I found out about Shania and Dakota, I did not withhold that information with malicious intent.
24:53But once Taylor sees red, it's hard to reason with her.
24:58Oh, you guys.
25:00I'm strained.
25:00And it's so hard to wait.
25:02Taylor pulls to the story.
25:02No, she didn't.
25:03Anyone praying for my downfall, please just stay the fuck away from me.
25:07And anyone associated with these people moving forward, also stay the fuck away from me.
25:11Want to be friends with desperate snakes, you'll be no friend of mine.
25:15Also, why is she saying praying for my downfall?
25:17No one's praying for your downfall.
25:18No, like, no one's like trying to get by your own logic.
25:21We're all going through shit.
25:23We've all fucked up.
25:24And how many times have we been put in this situation with information that's going to hurt Taylor and we
25:28have to tiptoe around her and babysit her emotions?
25:30It's hard.
25:31I understand her being upset, but the thing is, what are you supposed to do when you're put in a
25:35situation like this?
25:36And Shania's been your best friend for how many years?
25:38It's wrong.
25:39It is wrong.
25:40It is wrong.
25:48It's all the guys that Shania's walked in.
25:50Shania did.
25:51Oh my God, she has a lot of balls.
25:52She does.
25:53I'm like scared.
25:54So she doesn't know Taylor's not coming?
25:56I don't think so.
25:57So what do we do now?
25:58Like, Shania, sit down.
26:00Yeah, we need to talk to you.
26:01Oh.
26:02Wait, who's calling you?
26:03Oh, Taylor.
26:04Speak of the devil.
26:05Hello?
26:06Hi.
26:07Hi.
26:08How are you doing?
26:09I'm okay, how are you?
26:10We're here with Laila, Miranda, and Jesse.
26:22I don't know.
26:23Shania just walked up here, so I'm like, we'll call you after.
26:26Yeah, we'll call you after.
26:26I'll call you after.
26:27And I'll give you an update.
26:29Okay, bye.
26:33You guys pull up the chair.
26:38Hi.
26:39Hi, Mom.
26:39Oh, Macy.
26:41Mind if I squeeze in here?
26:42Hi.
26:42Hi.
26:43I want to understand Shania because I really don't know what her intentions are, but I also
26:48don't understand why she's going for Dakota.
26:50Like, what's wrong?
26:51Like, seriously.
26:52Like, Salt Lake isn't that small.
26:53Like, can we not find someone else?
26:55Is it not gross to you that he's, like, slept with other girls in between all this?
26:59Well, he also makes it sound like he hasn't.
27:00That's what I'm saying.
27:01Like, he's lying to me.
27:02He's like, let's have a sex pact, but I'm going to go fuck the next day.
27:05Like, we've already been seeing each other for, what, like, a week and a half?
27:08And he's, and he's literally lied to you at least, at least, like, 10 times in that span.
27:15No, I think that's, like, ridiculous.
27:17I don't know why he's trying to do that.
27:18I'm like, that's extra.
27:19But this is Dakota.
27:20Like, we've seen him do it to Taylor for years.
27:22I just want you to know that, like, you're not an exception.
27:24I think he's going to do it.
27:26He did it already.
27:27Do you see a potential future of him?
27:31To a point, like, with him, yes.
27:34With Dakota.
27:35This is the first time I'm hearing this.
27:37Okay, him as a person, yes.
27:41So I guess my question is, if you were going to talk to Taylor tonight, but you still plan on
27:45seeing him,
27:45like, what was that conversation going to go like?
27:48I never meant it to her, Taylor.
27:50Like, I saw her with Ben, and I saw her, and she's going on The Bachelor, and I knew all
27:54the things,
27:54but I'm just, like, I don't, I don't know.
27:59I didn't think it would be like this.
28:02Taylor just tells me.
28:04She's like, what are you doing?
28:04She's going to literally like you.
28:06She's here?
28:07She's like, oh, okay.
28:09Sorry, we'll be right back.
28:11Taylor's blowing up my phone right now, and I can't answer because Shania's right across the table.
28:15So we have to go outside so that we can see what's going on.
28:18Hey, Mom, talk.
28:22Yeah.
28:22Hi.
28:23Okay, we're outside.
28:24I think she thought you were coming because she was going to tell you about all of this.
28:28In what world is there to say anything at this point?
28:31Like, I guess I don't know the agenda there.
28:33You should come and find out.
28:35There's nothing that she could possibly fucking say, and I want to know if Miranda's going to be friends with
28:38this bitch,
28:38so, because she just posted a video for three days ago.
28:41And you're telling me, Miranda, if you can hear me, you've known for a fucking week.
28:44And you just post, what?
28:46I said, yeah, I can hear you loud and clear.
28:48Okay, good.
28:48Loud and clear.
28:49So you posted with her just three days ago when you knew this about her,
28:53and you're like saying, I'm sorry you got caught in a fucking video.
28:55It's disgusting.
28:55By the way, I didn't know.
28:57I didn't know.
28:57I found the rest of it out when everyone else did.
29:00The rest of what?
29:01The rest of what?
29:01I knew about the first night they hung out.
29:03That's all I knew about.
29:04You knew that they fucked.
29:05Don't lie.
29:06Don't lie.
29:07That's what I'm saying.
29:07I just knew about that night.
29:08I didn't know that they kept seeing each other.
29:10I didn't care about how many times and what nights you knew.
29:13Taylor, I think at the end of the day, like, it doesn't change.
29:16It doesn't matter the time frame that everyone knew.
29:18Her intention of not telling you was not malicious.
29:20It was to protect you.
29:22Absolutely does as a friend.
29:23Absolutely.
29:24I'm like, oh, you chose Shania's little sneaky snake ass over mine.
29:27Do I agree with that?
29:28No, because I think Shania's true colors will come out as they always do.
29:32And let's see.
29:33This is a hard situation for Miranda, and she's trying to navigate it.
29:36I don't care what's fucking fair.
29:38I can't.
29:39I pierce.
29:39That's what I'm putting in my poop.
29:41People can make a mistake.
29:42Taylor, you've played plenty of mistakes before in your life.
29:44No matter what, Taylor, this would have hurt you no matter when you found out.
29:48If anyone defends, there's no fear in the mind ever again.
29:51Ever.
29:54It's painful.
29:54It's shitty.
29:55It sucks.
29:56It's fucked.
29:56It's disgusting.
29:57Truly.
29:58Call you after.
29:59So you feel like you have to, like, choose now.
30:02Yeah.
30:02One, it's triggering.
30:03I'm sure it's triggering for you in that friendship.
30:05Yeah, it is.
30:07I get she's heated, but also, like, well, you see, I've been a better friend to me than Taylor ever
30:11has.
30:11Yeah, and that's what is hard.
30:13Taylor giving me an ultimatum on choosing her or Shania is frustrating because I'm not your partner and I'm not
30:21your child.
30:22I'm your friend, and I'm pretty sure that Taylor is not going to like my decision from where I'm standing
30:27right now.
30:27Maybe just use this as an opportunity to give her space.
30:30I think you guys have been through a lot worse and have come back for a minute.
30:34You're a good friend.
30:44We'll have to pack up because Macy's going to be here.
30:46Whoa.
30:48Hey, hi, Daddy.
30:51Hi, sweetie.
30:52You are so pretty.
30:54I don't even know what I'll need, honestly.
30:58So how are you feeling about everything?
31:00Um, so Jason and I stayed up late last night talking out the pros and the cons of separating between
31:07all of the mom talk drama and the pressure that I feel to get my marriage in a good place.
31:12I'm definitely reaching a breaking point.
31:15I'm feeling very maxed out today just because my freaking nerves are hurting so bad.
31:24We both agreed to do a separation.
31:29What are you looking to get out of this?
31:35I think just working on my stuff separately.
31:39At home, you feel like you can't focus on your, on your skin and your health because I'm also here.
31:46Well, I think it's hard with the, like, anytime you bring up the stuff with, like, the sex, the intimacy,
31:53I feel like it's hard on me because I feel like, again, my nervous system is already in fight or
31:57flight and I'm already maxed out.
31:59Like, my bucket is full.
32:00I know, but for me, it seems like the solution to that would be to commit to trauma therapy until
32:07you're at the point where it doesn't make your nervous system freak out.
32:11I know.
32:11I feel like I've done a lot of therapy work already and my stuff is still bad.
32:16And again, I don't think it's, like, with the intention of being separated forever.
32:20And I think we're obviously still going to see each other, like, every single day.
32:23I'm not trying to go even a day away from the kids anyways.
32:27Should we get her a bottle?
32:31Move those fingers.
32:32For something like this to feel effective for me, maybe we don't get back together until you feel like you
32:41can commit to our relationship.
32:53I think it's definitely hard to put a timeline on the situation because it could take weeks, it could take
33:00months to be healed.
33:01There's part of me that is definitely scared to lose him because I feel like our marriage is so good
33:07outside of the sexual intimacy part of it, which it's ironic because that's his number one need and that's my
33:13number one wound.
33:14And I think it would be better, you know, I think it would be better for our kids, though, for
33:22us to work it out.
33:23I definitely want my kids to see their parents with having a good, intimate connection.
33:31Yeah, emotional connection?
33:33Yeah, both.
33:35Yeah.
33:49Hi.
33:50Honey, I'm home.
33:51Hey, Macy.
33:53Yeah, you want to put Lani in and meet me out there?
33:55Yeah.
33:56It does make me very sad to know that Jace and Mikaela are separating for a little bit.
34:00And I'm going to try my best to be there for her in any capacity that she needs me.
34:04I'll give you a moment.
34:08Love you.
34:10I'll talk to you later, okay?
34:12Mm-hmm.
34:14I'm so cute.
34:16You're a little pokey on my neck.
34:17Oh, sorry.
34:18A little shaky.
34:20I'll take good care of her.
34:22Don't worry.
34:23If you want to talk to, I'm all ears, too.
34:25And Jacob is, as well.
34:32Okay.
34:33I think as sad as it is, I do take comfort in knowing that I do have such a great
34:38support
34:38system in MomTalk.
34:39I don't want to have to tear our family apart, but I also know that I have to be selfish
34:45for
34:45a period of time so that I can heal.
34:59Today is the main title shoot, and this is the first time MomTalk is back together again
35:03since the situation with Taylor.
35:05And since Whitney and Jenny didn't show up to my book event, things do feel a little bit
35:09awkward and contentious in the room.
35:11So we'll see how this goes.
35:13Hello.
35:14Good morning.
35:15Good morning.
35:17Thriving.
35:18Thriving.
35:19You know, I'm definitely allergic to horses.
35:21Yeah, we're doing it on a horse farm.
35:23How are you?
35:24Good.
35:25It's your hair.
35:26What?
35:26It's more red.
35:27No, she's got extensions.
35:28I got it.
35:29No, but the color is more red.
35:30I got it done.
35:31I got it done yesterday.
35:32Yeah.
35:32Good.
35:33I don't think it's fully hitting me, the gravity of the situation of being separated,
35:38but I don't like to sit in the sadness and just feel it, so it's nice to have a distraction
35:42to go do the main title shoot.
35:44Where's Jessie?
35:44She's doing her individual shot in the cocoon.
35:48In the cocoon?
35:49Yeah.
35:50We're like butterflies.
35:51And you have to get out.
35:51I heard it's actually us coming out of the womb.
35:54Shut the fuck up.
35:55I love you.
35:57May, did Taylor talk to you at all after the event, or did you reach out?
36:00I texted her, and I basically was just saying, like, I understand that, like,
36:03your feelings are, like, heightened, and, like, the way that you're feeling's valid,
36:07but go easy on Miranda.
36:09This is, like, a really hard place for her to be in right now.
36:12Like, you are two of her good friends, and she's having to, like, basically,
36:14pick between you guys, which is hard.
36:16That's what's so crazy is that, like, I genuinely don't know how I ended up here again
36:21because I'm, like, part of the reason the whole situation is triggering for me as a whole
36:24is because I feel like I'm in the exact same position that I was in in 2022
36:29where I'm finding out about Taylor's affair,
36:31and now I have to then decide how I'm going to go about handling that information,
36:38and it's just, like, the exact same situation,
36:40only Taylor's on the other end of it this time.
36:43During the swinging scandal, I was the middleman
36:46and felt expected to keep Taylor's affair a secret from the other wife,
36:53and now I am the middleman between Shania and Taylor.
36:57Taylor, there is a little bit of a double standard there,
37:00and all in all, it feels like I'm doing a lot of giving
37:03and not a whole lot of receiving here.
37:05Oh, there she is. Speak of the devil.
37:09Morning.
37:10Hi, guys.
37:10Is that the devil?
37:11Holy shit, you're fully ready.
37:13We need to be here at eight.
37:14Eight?
37:15Wait, why?
37:16Because we're not Taylor.
37:16We don't get the latest call time on the cast.
37:19Oh, damn.
37:19There's perks to being the favorite.
37:21You're going to crash out this morning?
37:22I mean, I crash outs almost every day,
37:24but I think I'm just overwhelmed, like...
37:25Well, yeah, I was just saying that about you.
37:27I was like, you're just at your tipping point.
37:29Yeah.
37:29What are you overwhelmed with?
37:31Just leaving soon and everything going on?
37:33Yeah, everything.
37:34What was yesterday that I was...
37:37Everything was a blur.
37:39I feel kind of like...
37:42Like, just a little awkward.
37:45I was in that moment, like, so angry,
37:47but I think my anger towards Dakota and myself
37:50definitely gets redirected to other people.
37:52That is for sure.
37:53I can admit that.
37:55Hi.
37:55Hi, love you.
37:56Are we good?
37:56Do we love each other still?
37:57We do. I've never stopped loving you.
37:59Okay.
37:59I still stand by what I said,
38:01but, like, I think the name calling can be, like, hard,
38:03you know?
38:04It can be, but I don't know.
38:04But I understand that your emotions were high.
38:06I would still say it today.
38:08And that we handle things very differently.
38:10I think she's a gross, disgusting bitch.
38:12Why?
38:12Because to me, it doesn't seem like you were close.
38:15So I'm like, why was she so hurt by it?
38:17Because if you're trying to be friends with me
38:18and get close to me,
38:19instead you go and fuck my baby daddy?
38:21You don't think there's something wrong with that?
38:26That's odd.
38:27She knows the pain I've gone through
38:28because we've confided in each other
38:29about breakups and things.
38:31I think it's snaky.
38:32Okay.
38:33I'm very confused why Taylor is so amped up.
38:37I'm really trying to understand
38:38why she's reacting this way.
38:40I've learned filming two reality shows
38:43at the same time can be very overwhelming.
38:45And it's very important to have that mental clarity.
38:48So I'm starting to feel a little bit worried for her
38:50because she's literally about to leave
38:53to go be the bachelorette.
38:55I'm going to get you dressed for definite.
38:57Yes, yes.
38:58Wait, last night, what?
38:59Dakota was saying he felt bad, actually.
39:01Yeah.
39:02He's like, this was so wrong.
39:04And to be honest, like, everything hit me.
39:05Like, I lost you.
39:06I lost my child.
39:07And he's like, I'm just, like, so sad.
39:10But if you want to be with him,
39:11then go be with him.
39:12But you don't.
39:14I think everything Dakota does
39:16is a complete red flag.
39:17I feel like he's a walking red flag.
39:19So it does not shock me
39:20that he decided to love bomb her
39:21right before the bachelorette.
39:22But I feel like he's definitely hurt
39:24at the concept of her coming back
39:25and being in love and engaged
39:26and moved on from him.
39:28So I feel like he's doing anything possible
39:30to ruin this experience for her.
39:32And I hope that she can see through that.
39:33We just don't want to see you
39:34allowing yourself to get hurt again.
39:36Well, no, he said that.
39:36He was like, it sucks because he's like,
39:37I know you love me.
39:38And, like, you can't be with me.
39:40And I'm like, I don't want to talk about it
39:41because I can't grab him.
39:42I get it.
39:42But if you're going to go do the bachelorette,
39:44like, you have to be in it.
39:46Well, I do think that's my only way out of this.
39:47I do agree with that.
39:48And that's what he says, too,
39:49but I worry if you don't find someone
39:51that you're going to come back
39:52and be stuck in it again.
39:53Like, he just said, like,
39:54like, yeah, he was just like,
39:56I feel like you just need to marry me.
39:58That's what he said.
39:58Oh, perfect.
39:59I mean, Dakota was definitely apologizing
40:02for what he did with Shania.
40:03And do I believe him?
40:04No.
40:05He knew how this would affect me.
40:07And he was like, well, maybe if I make her,
40:08like, crash out hard enough,
40:09she won't go to the bachelorette.
40:11And I think that's deliberately Jenna and Shania.
40:13Hmm.
40:14If it takes everything in me to get up and go,
40:16I'm going to do that.
40:18There's times you can bleed with your heel.
40:20Yep.
40:21Heel.
40:22Heel.
40:23Like, I just, I love how it's so,
40:25you get to glide.
40:26Glide.
40:27Okay.
40:27This is my new favorite dance.
40:28Yeah.
40:29I have really exciting news.
40:30What?
40:31It's not official yet.
40:33Okay.
40:33But Chicago reached out to the team.
40:35I did hear.
40:36I did hear.
40:37From Zach.
40:38Zach's one other.
40:39Can I take you, girl?
40:40Sorry.
40:41Yes.
40:41We're ready for you.
40:42Okay, okay, okay.
40:42Oh.
40:43I don't know.
40:44Ready for your...
40:45That is incredible.
40:46Yeah.
40:46Why didn't you tell me that you knew?
40:49Why didn't you tell me that you knew?
40:49I feel like there's just so much happening.
40:51It's hard to keep up.
40:52I see Jen almost every single day.
40:55I text her.
40:56We talk.
40:57A lot.
40:58And she hasn't said anything once.
41:01Everybody's telling me I gotta act right.
41:04Sit right.
41:05Talk right.
41:06To me, that's very weird.
41:08And I find that very off-putting.
41:10The only thing that I can think of is things that I have felt from way long ago.
41:15It just makes me feel like you just don't care.
41:22So cold.
41:23That was brutal.
41:29Thank you, Macy.
41:30What is the state of mom talk right now?
41:32Who's in?
41:33Who's out?
41:35Denise, have you officially left mom talk?
41:40I feel like everyone's kind of just, like, doing their own thing.
41:43Like, spreading their own wings.
41:45Like...
41:45Like butterflies?
41:46What do you mean?
41:47Well, besides Jessie being in the other room, this is the first time that mom talk has been
41:52together for a minute.
41:53We survived.
41:53I'm not just saying that.
41:54I genuinely have missed being with you guys.
41:57Do you go hang out with anyone in California?
42:00No.
42:00What about you and Whitney?
42:02Yeah, what the fuck?
42:03We never talk.
42:05We literally never talk.
42:08To be honest, I have been hesitant to get close to her because I do think her being nice
42:14to me, too, on Dancing with the Stars is transactional.
42:18I do think at the end of the day, Whitney only cares about Whitney.
42:22And you can't tell me otherwise.
42:26I'm just kind of, like, at my wits' end.
42:28Yeah.
42:29I mean, that's what I thought.
42:30But then I heard that and I was like, oh, great.
42:32Like, Jordan's still really upset about the name change, even though I know it's what's
42:36right for me.
42:37So even though I haven't made a decision about Jordan and I, I met with my dad to go over
42:41this prenup.
42:42It's been over five years and I do not remember what's in it.
42:45Oh, yeah, this is really long.
42:48I definitely feel like I need to have, like, a divorce lawyer look at it.
42:51I keep saying, like, Jordan's a hard person to be married to, but I think he'd be a harder
42:54person to divorce.
42:56Yeah.
42:56After looking at my prenup a bit, we discovered that me and Jordan did not have witnesses sign
43:01it.
43:01So that could mean that the prenup is voided.
43:04Yeah.
43:06Yeah, sorry.
43:08Yeah, it's fine.
43:09No, I'm okay.
43:10I'll come out.
43:11Okay.
43:13This information has really rattled me because I just don't know what that could mean for me,
43:17my business, and the security of my family.
43:20Before we go, I just need, I need to say an announcement.
43:23I wanted to apologize for being mean to everybody.
43:28I just feel bad, and I think I'm also about to start my periods.
43:32I'm a little wacky.
43:33I hope you are.
43:34But I'm sorry for being mean to all of you.
43:37I've been snappy.
43:38I know.
43:38Yeah, you have.
43:39I agree.
43:40I know, but you know that we're all coming from a place of love.
43:42I don't want you to ever feel attacked.
43:44Like, yes, we judge a lot of the things you do, but it's from a place of love.
43:47We hate to see you hurting, and it's been like this for a long time.
43:50I think, too, just being, like, if you don't want to hear it, that's fine.
43:53That's fair.
43:53Just being, like, I hear you.
43:56Like, I don't want to be receptive.
43:58I mean, I just have nothing else to say anymore.
44:02Yeah.
44:02And I think neither do we, like, about it.
44:04Amen.
44:05Because you know where we all stand.
44:06Preach.
44:09I do feel like Taylor's apology is genuine, but I think at this point, I'm feeling a little
44:15bit weary, and we'll be proceeding with caution moving forward.
44:19Jessie, are you okay?
44:22Okay.
44:23Sorry.
44:26I went over my prenup with my dad, and I found out it wasn't finished.
44:30And so...
44:31Fuck.
44:32Wait, what?
44:33What does that mean?
44:34So me and Jordan signed up, but we didn't have witness signatures, so it could be all voided.
44:38And I've just been struggling with that, because I just, like, I don't know what my decision
44:42is, but I feel like if I make that decision of putting my business, my family, like, in
44:46a terrible situation, and I just don't know what will happen.
44:51I'll probably lose millions, so...
44:52I'm kind of confused.
44:53What does that mean?
44:53That means that you can take half of her business, half of everything, like, she has.
44:57Can't they, like, do that now?
44:58Can't you do it now?
44:59No.
44:59Like, it's a prenup.
45:00Like, he's entitled to anything in the last five years that I've created, and when we
45:03got married, I was worth a lot less than I am now.
45:07So, it just sucks, and I'm just, like, I don't want to do that to my family, and my dad's,
45:11like, my business partner, and...
45:12I mean, I've told you how much I'm worried, like...
45:15Do you think he would do that?
45:17I don't know.
45:17He's entitled to it, and so, like...
45:19He would.
45:20I could see him doing it to just...
45:21And I would owe him child support.
45:23Or to keep him...
45:23And I would owe him alimony.
45:24I'm just, like, terrified that I'm putting my family in a bad situation, and I'm like, I'll just
45:28stay.
45:29I can't stay because of this, though, Jess.
45:30You're going to build that money back right away.
45:33You're so successful.
45:34There's a reason why you have a multi-million dollar business.
45:36You're not dumb when it comes to those things.
45:37You're going to build it back.
45:38I think you'll find a way I'm going to...
45:39You can't stay in a marriage that you're miserable in for money.
45:42Like, your happiness means way more.
45:44Jordan has made a lot of changes, but if I'm basing it off of the Jordan that I was married
45:48to for four years, that Jordan would be a very hard person to divorce.
45:51I think he would be spiteful and vindictive, and I think he would play a little bit dirty.
45:56So, I just kind of have to prepare myself that if we do get divorced, it could go that way.
46:16Are you feeling better?
46:18Switch you.
46:19Me?
46:19Yeah.
46:21Feeling okay.
46:22I'm going to be honest.
46:23I was a little mad that when you told me that you knew about Chicago, but didn't say anything to
46:29me.
46:30I can totally see why that would frustrate you.
46:33Like, when did Zach tell you about it?
46:36Um, sometime last week.
46:40I see you almost every single day in the studio, and it wasn't like...
46:44I even told Connor, I was like, I had no idea that she knew.
46:47Not one thing in the studio, not a text, not anything.
46:50Okay, well, I was also very sick, and I'm sorry, not at every given point I'm thinking about...
46:57That's how it always is, Jen.
46:59You always have all these expectations for everyone else to be supportive to you, and that expectation
47:04is never received.
47:06Ever.
47:06Okay, well, maybe I don't think we're actual, genuine friends.
47:11Okay.
47:12I mean, if you truly were my friend, you wouldn't have then became friends with the one person
47:19that was bullying me during the hardest stage of my life, so...
47:24Okay, let's not deflect.
47:25Let's talk about the one thing at hand.
47:27I'm not deflecting.
47:27You knew about Chicago, and you never said one thing to me, ever.
47:32You asked me why.
47:33I don't really trust Whitney.
47:35She is best friends with Demi.
47:38You guys kiss with, like, what if she's holding that?
47:41Oh!
47:42So how could I be genuine friends with her?
47:45I even texted you after I found out you were sick, because I wanted to make sure you were
47:48okay.
47:48No response.
47:49Nothing.
47:50Zero.
47:50Okay, well, maybe it's because I don't think we have a genuine friendship.
47:56I don't think you actually care about me.
47:59I actually don't think you care about anyone else in this group.
48:02What is going on?
48:03You were nice to me during season two, because it benefited you.
48:07And the minute I left, you went and became friends with the one person who was calling me.
48:23Me, I did.
48:25Question of the day.
48:26Where's Jen?
48:27She is pregnant.
48:29A Band-Aid baby.
48:30Yay.
48:31What?
48:32The babies don't Band-Aid anything.
48:34I am so shocked.
48:35Right now, there needs to be more understanding.
48:38For the love of God.
48:39If you were my friend, you wouldn't have come back to Mom Talk just to take Dancing with the Stars.
48:45Right.
48:45If you knew with a dream of mine.
48:47First of all, Jen.
48:48Why didn't I reach out?
48:48You don't own that dream.
48:50You don't own it.
48:51I'm not saying.
48:52Anyone can have that dream.
48:53I'm not saying.
48:54Anyone in this cast can go on Dancing with the fucking Stars.
48:57I'm just saying it's how you did it that matters.
49:01Because no one wanted me around.
49:03And then I came back and I built relationships again.
49:06Well, yeah.
49:07I built a relationship again with Mikayla.
49:09With every fucking person in this group.
49:11Okay.
49:12Stop deflecting.
49:13I support you.
49:14I'm so sick of you having this expectation of every single person in this group.
49:18I haven't had any expectations.
49:19Yes, you do.
49:20Do you guys feel like I've had an expectation?
49:22Jen.
49:23I will say that I feel like if we weren't to show complete support for you right now at Dancing
49:27with the Stars, I feel like we would hear it later.
49:29No, not at all.
49:31It definitely feels like there's a major disconnect with Whitney and Jen from Mom Talk as a whole.
49:36Sometimes they kind of lose sight that they wouldn't get these opportunities if it wasn't for Mom Talk in general.
49:40Remembering to connect with the people that brought you to where you are is, in my opinion, very important.
49:46Like, from what I remember, it very much felt like Whitney was there for you at that time.
49:51If you were truly there for me, then why become friends with the one person?
49:55Dude, dude, shut the fuck up.
49:57I can separate the two.
49:58I can be friends with someone and be friends with someone else.
50:01I can do that.
50:02I can do that.
50:03And we had a talk at my house when I invited your family to stay with me.
50:08We had that chat.
50:10I said, does that make you uncomfortable?
50:12And you said, no.
50:14I didn't want there to be any underlying contention or hard feelings just because you guys know that we get
50:20along with Demi and Brett.
50:21Yeah.
50:22It's honestly, I would rather not even talk about it.
50:24I'm over it.
50:25I'm just telling you my honest feelings.
50:26It's not your honest feelings, Jen.
50:28You're being manipulative.
50:29I'm not being manipulative.
50:30That's what it is.
50:30Yes, you are.
50:31I'm just telling you genuinely how I feel.
50:33We started the conversation with me sharing how I felt, how you knew about Chicago for a week.
50:38Yeah, I do because I'm so fucking pissed.
50:40I'm over it.
50:41Do you see the way that you're screaming?
50:43Yes, I do.
50:43Everyone can see.
50:44How are we supposed to have a healthy conversation?
50:47This isn't a healthy conversation.
50:48Exactly.
50:49I'm letting it out because I've held it in for so fucking long.
50:52I have been there for you.
50:53You have not been there for me.
50:55No, you don't.
50:55I texted you.
50:56I said, how are you doing?
50:56You ghost me.
50:57How are you doing?
50:58You ghost me.
50:59You sent me one text.
51:01It's almost like deja vu that I'm sitting here watching this happen.
51:04Everything that Whitney is saying to Jen was the issues that I was having with Whitney.
51:08So I'm like, whose side am I on here?
51:11The Chicago thing was the tipping point, Jen.
51:13Okay.
51:14I see you every day and not once.
51:16Could you have said, hey, congrats.
51:19That's so exciting for you because we're not friends.
51:23What the fuck is going on?
51:25I definitely feel like sometimes there is a battle between friendship and fame within this group.
51:30And with Taylor and her toxic relationship with Dakota, sometimes I worry about MomTalk's future.
51:38What the fuck?
51:38You just said that to me.
51:39That you don't feel like we're friends.
51:41Okay, then fuck you.
51:43Holy shit.
51:55What the fuck is going on?
51:57Fuck you.
51:57Whitney only cares about Whitney and she knows that I hold power.
52:01Someone needs to hold her accountable.
52:02This isn't easy for anyone, Zach.
52:04No.
52:05All of us.
52:05All of us are mentally unwell.
52:07I can tell.
52:10I'm so exhausted all the time because I know that it's going too far and I can't stop.
52:15This is Taylor's last night before she flies out for The Bachelorette.
52:18I would love to be with Taylor.
52:19But is that your plan?
52:20Is to wait for her?
52:21She filled my head with all this hope now and I don't know what to think.
52:24Do I choose me and what makes me happy?
52:26There's a lot of pain.
52:27I think there's a lot of things we've done to hurt each other.
52:29It doesn't have to be this way.
52:31Her plane leaves in an hour.
52:33Maybe there's a chance that she just ends up choosing me at the end.
52:36Can you just admit that you still love me?
52:42Wait, where's Taylor?
52:55Baby, I knew you would come around sooner or later.
53:00Took you some time, but the truth never waits.
53:03It tastes better when you take your time and save her.
53:06I'm into you and all of your flavors.
53:09I'm not surprised cause I felt it on the inside.
53:13I knew one day that our hearts would collide.
53:16I knew last week.
53:19The people who took my time around later and jego.
53:20to dream, let me still. Do
53:21what I need for. Give
53:21me the people up. Elmo
53:21is the type of stuff that I need to do with Mario皆さん? Do
53:25the same thing. Do no
53:25place it once. panels on
53:25bleed across the vehicle.
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