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00:29Oh, cheers, mate.
00:34Did you bring that off yourself, didn't you?
00:36I said like Lauren.
00:37She's convinced I stayed the old thing just so I could sell more motors.
00:40Oh. Has it worked yet?
00:42Hardly.
00:43Made up all weekend, making painkillers.
00:47How have you been?
00:49Well, my thighs look like Caribbean sunsets, but you know me, I don't complain.
00:54You know the one memory that keeps coming back to me.
00:58You and me, back at the ambulance.
01:01Really? Not the eight flips and the car explosion?
01:05No, well, we never set a date, did we?
01:07What if we do lunch at George's later?
01:10I don't know, Max.
01:12We haven't exactly got the best track record, have we?
01:15Maybe it's just the best left in the moment.
01:19That sounds like you only like me when it's dangerous.
01:22To be honest of you, it's the only way I like anything.
01:30Right, well, I'm going to book it for half twelve then.
01:34Be under Mr. and Mrs. Claus.
01:39Hey, well done, Max. Brilliant.
01:41Hey, well, I'm...
01:44See you, you idiot.
01:46Hey!
01:47Hey!
01:48What's the matter with you?
01:50Mate, I've just been in one smash.
01:52I don't want to be in another one, do you know what I mean?
01:55Proper idiot.
01:56I don't believe this.
01:58Where have you been?
01:59What, your fingers broke?
02:00You couldn't even call us back?
02:03It was a surprise to get you cool.
02:06In a good way.
02:07And, um, looking well.
02:10So, you've got to give me a hug.
02:13No, I'm not going to give you a hug.
02:15Right, well then, I'm off to the cafe for a cup of tea and a fryer.
02:44Any news on Robbie?
02:46Yeah, um, he's been assessed and admitted, so I mean, so I keep going to go see him later.
02:52What are you watching?
02:53Nothing.
02:54Why are you watching it for?
02:56Um, excuse me, unless you want me to confiscate it?
03:00He's a laughingstock now.
03:02You do understand your dad's not well.
03:05Well, he weren't ill when he was lying to me for months, making out he was my protector when you...
03:09Listen, this is all because of his issues.
03:11Right?
03:11He's been fixated on safety because he never felt safe himself.
03:16Okay, Mum.
03:19If you say so.
03:36You said you needed to see me and you made it sound pretty urgent.
03:40I dropped a lot of things to be here.
03:42It is urgent.
03:44It's Phil and Nigel.
03:46They need your help.
03:47If they want me, they know how to get hold of me.
03:50Nigel's not good, Grant.
03:53Actually, it's much worse than...
03:57All right, what's up?
04:00You've missed a lot, Grant.
04:03Nigel's not really Nigel anymore.
04:06What do you mean?
04:07Well, he barely speaks.
04:08He can't take his meds without help.
04:12I could love him, but I think he's on his way out.
04:15There you go.
04:16Hope you choke on it.
04:19Is there a problem?
04:20Because you have been giving me attitude ever since I walked in.
04:24You don't recognise me, do you?
04:27His mum is my mum.
04:32Vicky.
04:33Sources are over there.
04:35Thank you for ruining my life.
04:41All right.
04:43Look, is Nigel up yet?
04:45Because it would be nice to see someone who's actually pleased to see me.
04:48Grant, he's not a Phil's.
04:50He's been in a care home for the last couple of months.
04:53Are you telling me Phil has dumped Nigel in a care home?
04:59Oh, Jerry!
05:01You dirty laugh, you are.
05:05How can you tell a joke like that in front of your kids?
05:08He's all right.
05:08He lives in a pub.
05:10You all right, Jasmine?
05:11Yeah.
05:11Listen, can he go in front of you?
05:12I've got to sort his verruca out.
05:13He's got to swim in later.
05:14Yeah, I'm going to bum everyone.
05:15No, you're not.
05:16You're going to swim nicely.
05:17Yes, yeah.
05:18Cheers.
05:19All your horses, everybody.
05:20Being as I'm king of the castle, I get to sit on the throne first.
05:24Funny this morning, aren't you?
05:25Okay, you know, I've got to meet in the brewery with Doreen then, you know.
05:27She fancies me.
05:29I've been a bit jealous, so I've got to sort out my manscape, you know,
05:32because she loves me with my curly chest hair.
05:34Fee, what year are you living it?
05:36Oh, you can pipe down as well.
05:38The year is 1983 when things were much easier.
05:41We didn't have mobile phones, we had breakfast telly,
05:43the pound coin was introduced, and music was much better.
05:46Yeah, we had Wham, we had Culture Club.
05:48Oh, who's our favourite?
05:49Kajibuku.
05:50Oh, yeah.
05:51Kajibuku.
05:51Kajibuku.
05:51Kajibuku.
05:51Kajibuku.
05:52Kajibuku.
05:54Kajibuku.
06:00Kajibuku.
06:03Kajibuku.
06:10Kajibuku.
06:14Kajibuku.
06:18We don't get to 90 without having a move or two.
06:22You hold on a second.
06:23He promised he'd look after him.
06:25Till the end, he said.
06:27Unbelievable.
06:28Now, hang on, listen.
06:29It wasn't like that, right?
06:30He just didn't have a choice.
06:35What are you doing here?
06:37Came to see Nigel.
06:39I didn't know you were here, too.
06:40Yeah, I've been here for quite a while, actually.
06:42Look, I can't stand around talking.
06:43You've got to get us to the hospital.
06:44Why?
06:44What's happened?
06:46It's Nigel.
06:46He fell in the middle of the night and my phone was undead.
06:49I've just picked up the message.
06:50Haven't you told Phil?
06:51Of course I've not told Phil.
06:52I mean, he's not going to do anything, is he?
06:54I'm going to get the bus.
06:55I'll see you later.
06:55I'll drive you.
06:56Get him.
06:56What?
06:57No.
06:58I called you to talk to Phil.
06:59He stopped seeing Nigel, right?
07:01And you've got to have a word with him.
07:02He abandoned our best mate.
07:04He's been keeping me in the dark.
07:06Why should I do anything for him?
07:07Because he's your brother.
07:10Oh, my God.
07:13Oh, my God.
07:15Oh, my God.
07:15Oh, my God.
07:15Oh, my God.
07:21Oh, my God.
07:28Oh, my God.
07:30Oh, my God.
07:42following the assessments we believe you have complex post-traumatic stress disorder
07:49or cptsd throughout your life you've experienced significant trauma
07:57and it's now got to the point where it's difficult to control things
08:02so i'm weak is that what you hear i'm saying no control no use equals weak
08:14those terms weak no use they feel familiar did you perhaps hear them growing up
08:30my dad didn't love me
08:37oh well you have a harsh tone towards yourself
08:47you're looking forward to seeing your partner later
08:51priya i understand you have children
08:56i am i need to keep a distance
09:03i need to uh protect them from me because
09:08because i'm i'm i'm poisoned
09:11and they're and they deserve to be happy
09:15they deserve to be happy
09:18you're aware of gristijivan the life of the householder
09:25this has nothing to do with god
09:29much of what's been preoccupying you
09:33doing good
09:35being selfless protecting others
09:38it's central to the faith
09:42now most has shown those values by compassion and love within the family unit
09:48others aren't
09:50why do you uh why do you keep going there
09:54i blame myself no one else
09:58but you do acknowledge
09:59a problematic relationship
10:02with the paternal figures in your life
10:04no
10:06no
10:06not anymore because
10:09they are dead
10:14they're dead
10:17death
10:18death
10:19often emphasizes the shadow
10:22i can help build an understanding of who you are ravi
10:25and how you got here
10:29i understand it feels like a lot has been taken away
10:33but my aim
10:35is to give you back control
10:39so how about we both work together with that in mind
11:01have you been looking for a midnight snack in the dark again
11:07i've got someone here
11:08who's going to tell you off about that
11:13sit with him grunt
11:19i'm sorry
11:33i trust councillor to be field
11:35will get your vote next week
11:37you must be joking
11:39i ain't going on no database
11:41no rest assured he is going to change the face of local politics
11:45well he couldn't change a traffic light
11:47here b
11:48i reckon he should have his picture taken with him
11:51yeah maybe max's magic
11:52might rub off on that little
11:54i think you'll find that ian
11:56rubs off on his own magic
11:57thank you very much
12:04sorry you got booted to the back of the queue this morning
12:07that's all right
12:08last one then i suppose
12:09there's no pecking order in this family
12:12three rules
12:13give it
12:14take it
12:15and have a good laugh
12:16that's it
12:33it's tough to see isn't it
12:36i can't believe it's him
12:39i had this image in my head
12:41bumbling
12:43forgetful
12:44but still
12:45night
12:45not that
12:48the whole thing's just been brutal
12:50so why is filming keeping me in the dark
12:54no
12:55no you don't get to play that card grant
12:58you've ignored all my calls
13:01all right
13:03i was worried
13:05worried what i was going to hear
13:08when i got back to portugal
13:09it really hit me hard
13:12what phil went through
13:15sam
13:17our brother
13:18wanted to end his life
13:20and there was nothing i could do
13:24i just think as a family we're just not good at sharing things
13:29don't tell me something's happened to you
13:32no
13:35oh julie oh darling come here
13:38oh
13:41you know
13:42when i got that message this morning the first thing i thought of was i hoped he'd die
13:47no no no no you don't mean that
13:50you love him
13:51these things
13:53smothering our love you know him me all of it
13:56i just
13:57oh i just can't do this anymore
14:00look
14:00you're not on your own anymore
14:03i'm gonna take care of things then
14:05you take a break with sam
14:08i'll go and sit with night
14:11come on
14:12go on
14:13come on here's two
14:13oh
14:27What do you want?
14:29Bea thinks that we should get a photo together for the campaign socials.
14:33It would be great, the two heroes of Walford.
14:36Do we have to?
14:37Yes, it's totally non-negotiable.
14:39Now, if you could just stand together, stand together, yeah?
14:41Hold them up, hold them up.
14:43Yes, that's it, closer.
14:44Closer can smile.
14:46Think bosom buddies, okay?
14:52Look at this, Walford's John McLean.
14:55To break out the cape that you framed for Ollie, get you to wear it at breakfast.
14:59You've got a cape?
15:00Well, that would be brilliant.
15:01Go and get it.
15:02It was a joke, Bea.
15:04It's disappointing.
15:06Oh, it's good.
15:08It's good, haven't you?
15:09Good.
15:12Now, do you find it more suffering amusing?
15:14Yeah, well, I haven't held back in criticising you, so it's only fair that I say, well done.
15:19You're finally making progress on the whole being a decent person thing.
15:23Well, I'll get a badge.
15:25Hi, Max.
15:27Sorry I'm late.
15:28You're going to stand me up, eh?
15:30Yeah, well, you know me.
15:31I should be late, as always.
15:34I should be late.
15:52Who did this to your night?
16:06Should I get him for you?
16:08Huh.
16:10Yeah.
16:12Get him, Phil.
16:13I should be late.
16:14I should be late.
16:29I should be late.
16:38Yes.
16:39You, er, you seen Julie?
16:41There's a chicken pie on today as well.
16:43Yeah.
16:44Do you want chips, veg?
16:46Oi!
16:46Cloth ears, I'm talking to you.
16:48Would you care where Julie is, Phil?
16:50Hmm?
16:55And I was wondering, have you been keeping my old man up to date with developments on Nigel?
17:01He's got nothing to do with it.
17:04You were starting to tell me or something?
17:09Julie's at the hospital.
17:11Nigel took a tumble in the night.
17:21What were you waiting for?
17:22Go!
17:24Who's with him?
17:25Julie?
17:26Yeah.
17:28And Sam.
17:32I'll just get in the way.
17:33I'll leave him to hell.
17:35I'll be at the archers.
17:56Right then.
17:58Ready to go and club in?
18:03Kids send their love.
18:07Are they here?
18:10Er...
18:10No.
18:11No, they're at college.
18:13You know, trying to keep things normal.
18:20But, erm...
18:21I could bring him next time.
18:28Look, you're gonna be alright.
18:30These people here, they know what they're doing.
18:32And they're gonna help you to see how everything fits.
18:36They're gonna help you, and so am I.
18:40You shouldn't have come.
18:42I'm all tough.
18:45I'm serious.
18:47Look, I know you, Ravi.
18:50Okay?
18:50You're someone that holds yourself with pride, so...
18:54I can understand why...
18:57Why this might...
18:59I don't know, it might feel a bit humiliating.
19:03And, look, I get that, and I get the need to hide away,
19:06but not from me.
19:07You're setting me off.
19:10Sorry, how am I setting you off?
19:11We're done, Priya.
19:12What?
19:14Can someone come in, please?
19:15Ravi!
19:16Come on.
19:17Ravi!
19:18Look, I know what you're doing in this is self-sabotage.
19:20And I ain't gonna let you do it, okay?
19:22I ain't gonna let you do it, because I love you.
19:24I don't love you.
19:27I don't love you.
19:30I don't love you.
19:33I need to work alone.
19:36Just me.
19:38It's the only way to...
19:41It's the only way to...
19:52Yeah, because we can rebuild her.
19:55Is Mary really 90?
19:57Apparently.
19:58No-one's ever actually seen her birth certificate.
20:01Did you guys celebrate?
20:02Well, yeah, we're going to, but...
20:05Because I feel like I want to throw her a party.
20:07Of course.
20:07Is that mad?
20:08It's a mad idea, isn't it?
20:09I can't, James.
20:10You're talking belated.
20:11In fact, you're talking very belated.
20:13Yeah, no, it is mad.
20:14Do you know what?
20:14Forget it.
20:15Don't worry about it.
20:15It's fine.
20:16Stupid.
20:16No, no, hold on.
20:17No, no, no.
20:18Just, um...
20:20Thinking about it.
20:21I mean...
20:22How many more she can grab?
20:24Alfie!
20:25I don't mean it.
20:25I think it's a great idea.
20:27Big Slater knees up his will overdue.
20:30Oh, okay.
20:30I can see it.
20:31You know, I've shaved my chest.
20:33Had to get a new dress.
20:34We'll sort our guests.
20:35Let's get some grub.
20:36Actually, can you leave it with me?
20:37What?
20:38I want to organise it.
20:38Oh, okay.
20:40You go, girl.
20:44Didn't get jealous, did you?
20:46All them women flitting around me outside.
20:49You really do love yourself, don't you?
20:52Do you kiss yourself in the mirror every morning in the shade?
20:54Yeah, of course.
20:56It's hard not to, innit, in my face.
21:00You know you've been the devil to me for so long.
21:05Last week, I didn't see that.
21:08I saw an okay person.
21:10Wow.
21:12That is the highest compliment you've ever paid me, I think.
21:15Yeah, well, don't get used to it.
21:16Well, I want to get used to it.
21:19I like spin it on here.
21:20It's fun.
21:21It's naughty.
21:23You stick two fingers up to the world.
21:28Well, um...
21:29What about the kids?
21:31What about him?
21:32What about everyone?
21:33It's nothing.
21:34Who says they have to know?
21:37To what do you reckon?
21:39To danger.
21:43To chaos.
21:46And...
21:47To fun.
21:56Yeah.
22:03Oi!
22:05Did you not hear me earlier?
22:07I phoned you to help with Phil.
22:09So if you're too scared to talk to your brother, why don't you sort off back to Portugal, eh?
22:13You turn into a right leery little kid, yeah?
22:16Must be in the genes, mustn't it?
22:18Can you talk to him or what?
22:20I ain't in.
22:24You and me need to chat.
22:39I'm in the state of him, Phil.
22:42I mean, you promised you'd be there for him.
22:45And Julie as well.
22:47I mean, what's wrong with you?
22:50How can you ignore their suffering?
22:52It's embarrassing.
22:57I thought he was acting weird.
22:59Earlier.
23:01You phoned him, didn't you?
23:04And did you know?
23:06I think you're just avoiding something painful, Phil.
23:09Yeah, well, that's my mate dying.
23:10And not yours.
23:11So how I deal with it, that's my business.
23:15And you?
23:17You bring the ultimate cop out, man, to try and strong-arm it.
23:20You really don't know your old man, do you?
23:22Shutting people out, though, Phil.
23:23Oh, why don't you shut up, eh?
23:24He's right.
23:25You're just scared.
23:27All right?
23:27You don't want to look at it, but you've got to.
23:29Oh, this.
23:30This coming from the woman who hadn't even told her own brother that he had cancer.
23:37What?
23:41Ah!
23:42Where'd you get to?
23:44So?
23:45How'd it go?
23:47Yeah, good.
23:48Kid?
23:49Dad sends his love?
23:52Oh, God, that smells amazing.
23:53Thanks for doing that, Sookie.
23:56I'll set the table.
23:58So, how was your day?
24:00All right.
24:02Bye, Phil.
24:06Uh...
24:06Well, he's dumped me.
24:08What?
24:09Yeah.
24:11He said he wants to go it alone.
24:13Like I trigger him, or something.
24:16Everything is in pieces, and I've got no idea how to fix it.
24:19You can't fix it, Priya.
24:21That's his job.
24:23The kids?
24:24They need a dad, and a well one.
24:27So I guess I just have to stomach it.
24:32Is there anything I can do?
24:36Go and see him.
24:38See if he'll keep in contact with you.
24:41If you can.
24:44Bye.
24:52So sorry, Sam.
24:54So...
24:55So what's the situation now?
24:56Are you all right?
24:57Yeah, yeah.
24:57No, look, I'm good.
24:58I got it seen to you quickly, you know?
25:01Apart from check-ups, I'm all clear.
25:04What are you gawping at?
25:06Eh?
25:08I gave you a home.
25:09I put a roof over you.
25:10I thought you was family, but nah.
25:12You're just a little snake.
25:13Oh, don't pick on him, Phil.
25:15It's all right, it's just lashing.
25:16You know, why am I even bothering talking to you, eh?
25:17What are you even doing in my ass?
25:19Eh?
25:19Get out!
25:20Get out!
25:21You ain't the only one that's suffering.
25:23Oh, oh, here we go.
25:24Fishing for sympathy.
25:25You used to do that when we were kids and all, didn't you?
25:27You know?
25:27No-one ever helps me.
25:29Yeah, well, they don't.
25:30I bet you you've been slagging me off not being here,
25:32but when did you ever come and see me?
25:33Why has everything got to be down to me?
25:35Why is it all down to me?
25:36Why have I got to be the magician who fixes everything?
25:39You and everyone else.
25:40Well, I'll tell you what.
25:40I've had enough.
25:41All right?
25:42I've had enough.
25:43So you can go and sort yourselves out.
25:44Just a bit you're scared, Phil.
25:46Scared of what?
25:47I ain't scared.
25:48Because when Nigel dies, you're gonna have nothing to focus on.
25:52Okay?
25:52I get it.
25:53And there's feelings that might come.
25:54They could take you somewhere you don't want to go.
25:57To rock bottom.
25:58You can get it out.
25:59You get it out.
26:00Oh, go on, go.
26:01I need my little baby sister analyse me.
26:03Go on.
26:04Go.
26:04I reckon you're having a go at everyone because you feel guilty.
26:08You ain't done enough.
26:09No, no, no, no.
26:09What I've done?
26:10I've done everything, Grant.
26:12All right?
26:12Everything.
26:13And I would swap places with Nigel in a heartbeat.
26:17But I can't, can I?
26:17I can't.
26:18And it don't matter.
26:19It don't matter how much I want something.
26:20All right?
26:20Because it ain't gonna happen.
26:21It ain't gonna happen for me.
26:23It ain't gonna happen for you.
26:23It ain't gonna happen for anyone.
26:24All right?
26:25Because it's over.
26:27It's over, Grant.
26:28All right?
26:28Nigel.
26:30Nigel.
26:30He's gone.
26:31He's gone.
26:33He spoke to me.
26:36Huh?
26:38You're lying here.
26:39He ain't spoke any days.
26:40He spoke to me.
26:42He opened his eyes.
26:43Gave me a twinkly little grin.
26:45And he spoke to me.
26:47Yeah?
26:49Yeah?
26:50What did he say?
26:51What did Nigel say?
26:53Yeah, well, that's between me and him, isn't it?
26:54And if you'd been there, you'd have heard.
26:58What?
26:59What's the matter?
27:01You just don't know.
27:01You're jealous I'm a better mate than you are?
27:05Bye, mate!
27:09No, no, no, no, no.
27:10You don't wanna get between them.
27:13Out!
27:14Out!
27:15You're no mate to Nigel!
27:17Yeah, you're no brother to me!
27:26Now, do you see why Mark called you?
27:29He's on the edge again, Grant.
27:31You're not the only one who can pull him back.
28:09I am so proud.
28:11W 42 Deus and Magic is me with you.
28:14I am so proud, for when I have been here.
28:17It's all about you.
28:18Why?
28:18It's all about you and that you are so proud,
28:24Dangerous office with CFB,
28:24It's really fun after you,