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00:04I'm nervous. I'm going to take it one step at a time. I'm absolutely petrified.
00:11Twelve virgins are travelling to a unique island retreat that could change their lives forever.
00:18This has made me the strangest day of my life.
00:21Being a virgin at the age of 22 feels very lonely. I've just sort of given up all hope.
00:28In a world saturated with sex, more young adults than ever are caught in an intimacy epidemic.
00:35The thought of having sex with someone scares me. It gives me the ick.
00:39I don't feel confident. I'm missing out. Terrified of the thought of it.
00:42Nerve-racking. Gut-wrenching. Embarrassing.
00:45All I think about is what I'm going to get wrong.
00:48Can you point to the outer labia? Nope.
00:55Now, they're getting a crash course in intimacy.
00:59Social media, porn, dating apps. There are so many negative messages and we can help them blossom.
01:06Use it by stimulating the area.
01:08Guided by a team of experts.
01:10You see yourself as...
01:12Propulsive.
01:13They'll confront their insecurities.
01:15I'm hiding. How upset actually do you feel?
01:18Exploring intimacy.
01:21In every form.
01:23Yes, yes. Good.
01:26And maybe...
01:27Do you want to put a condom on?
01:29Have sex with a trained therapist.
01:32Desperate times call for desperate measures.
01:34Woo-hoo!
01:35Or even one another.
01:37Why are you nervous around me? I don't know.
01:38It's so good.
01:41I really do need to change my life.
01:43The question is...
01:45Get a room, guys!
01:46Who will finally be ready...
01:49Just, like, get a bit anxious.
01:51...to go all the way...
01:52Touching the hoop guy?
01:54Mm-hmm.
01:54...on Virgin Island.
02:04It is such a beautiful day to show up on the island.
02:08It's perfect.
02:09For the next three weeks...
02:11Hi!
02:12Hi!
02:13This groundbreaking retreat will be home to 12 young people.
02:17Would you like a hug?
02:18Yeah, go on then.
02:20From all over the UK...
02:22Hello!
02:23You must be Teagan.
02:24Yes.
02:25...who need help.
02:26Well, I didn't fall in the sea, so I've done better than I thought I was going to do.
02:31I've never kissed anyone.
02:32I've never dated anyone.
02:33I've never had sex with anyone.
02:35I am a grade A virgin.
02:37My life just can't go on like this.
02:39I just need to take your phone.
02:40Yes, of course.
02:42The retreat's rules include a full break from the pressures of technology.
02:46So you can just, like, dive in.
02:48Yeah, yeah, yeah.
02:49You see sex everywhere.
02:51Sex sells is the old cliché, be it from social media, porn.
02:56But all I think on my mind is that I can't get an erection.
02:59Being a virgin at the age of 28, I feel almost a failure in many ways.
03:07The group will live on the island for three weeks.
03:10Oh, this is your recommendation.
03:13Totally cut off from the distractions of modern life.
03:16Go ahead and get settled.
03:17OK, there's clothes there.
03:20Including the pressures of their appearance.
03:22Oh, wow.
03:24They're giving off jungle vibes.
03:26I've always hated my body and I've got badly bullied over it in the past.
03:31I'm terrified to be naked in front of someone.
03:35It does make me cry when I think about it.
03:38Yeah, it makes me really upset.
03:46Before the course begins, the group have a chance to get to know each other at the hangout.
03:51Hello.
03:53Callum.
03:54I'm Katie.
03:55Hi.
03:55Nice to meet you.
03:56Where are you from?
03:57Er, Blackpool.
03:59From Peterborough.
04:00Peterborough?
04:01Yeah.
04:02Shit hole.
04:05I literally don't do anything other than sit on my computer 24-7.
04:10I'm definitely addicted to gaming.
04:13I don't really interact with any girls.
04:16It makes me feel...alone.
04:19Where are you from?
04:21Oh, sorry.
04:22Born in the UK, but raised in South Africa, but live in the UK.
04:26I instantly don't trust men.
04:29Alex, nice to meet you.
04:30Hi.
04:31It makes me a bit sad and I don't really know what to do about it, to be honest.
04:36So, how old are you?
04:38I'm 28.
04:39You're 28.
04:40I'm 23.
04:41I'm 22.
04:4226.
04:43I'm quite robotic with women.
04:46I've had no girlfriends.
04:48That's just a bit sad, isn't it?
04:49We've got another person.
04:51Hi.
04:52Oh.
04:52Hiya.
04:53With sexual intimacy, I feel a little bit broken.
04:58I can't have sex.
05:00I have a condition called vaginismus.
05:02If somebody tried to touch my vagina, it would be pain and it would be discomfort.
05:06And I'm living life in fear.
05:08The way that you're seen as a woman who can't physically have sex is like, what's the point?
05:18One of the reasons that people are not having sex is there's just a lot more self-consciousness.
05:22Everybody's being watched all the time, you know, by their parents, by social media, by their friends.
05:27Hello.
05:28So, we're seeing a lot more people just not getting out there and connecting.
05:32There's lots of fear around being canceled and they're terrified of failing.
05:37But we got amazing results last time and I have really high hopes for this new group of virgins.
05:44Hi, everyone.
05:45I'm Ellen.
05:46Ellen.
05:46Nice to meet you all.
05:48How old are you?
05:50Um, 35.
05:53Wow.
05:53Only just.
05:54I don't want to get to 40 and still be a virgin.
06:00The expectation of you're married, you've got kids, and at 35, I haven't got those things.
06:05I feel like a freak, really.
06:08And, like, I've, you know, let people down.
06:12Yeah.
06:14So, is anyone else in the LGBTQ plus community?
06:18Obviously.
06:18Yeah, you can't look at any of the only gay on the island.
06:21Trust me or not.
06:22I grew up in a very traditional town.
06:25There wasn't a lot of open queer people.
06:28When I knew I was bi, I didn't tell my parents.
06:31I was actually quite scared.
06:33I identify as bisexual, but I'm quite a late bloom.
06:37At school, it was a discussion about masturbation.
06:41I thought it was a game show.
06:43I thought it was mastermind.
06:46Hello.
06:46Hey.
06:47Hello, hello.
06:48My name's Ed.
06:48What's he?
06:49Do you want to know first?
06:50What's your star sign?
06:53Yes!
06:53That's always a question.
06:56I feel like an outsider a lot of the time.
06:58The big part of that is my disability.
07:01I was born without a right pectoral.
07:03Restricted movement in my wrist and my arm, it has impacted the way I am.
07:08I wouldn't have the confidence to talk to girls.
07:10I find it really hard.
07:14Well, hey.
07:15You're the last one.
07:16Oh, my name's Will.
07:17I've just turned 30.
07:19I'm a virgin.
07:21Being a virgin, it's not something I'm proud of.
07:24Something I experienced when I was younger is premature ejaculation.
07:27I fear that may still be an issue now.
07:29So I think when I have sex for the first time, it's going to be really quick.
07:34The idea of having sex is a far away dream for me.
07:38Yeah, yeah, yeah.
07:39I've never had a girlfriend, ever.
07:41Same.
07:41Yeah.
07:42One of the nicknames I have is Posh Bertie.
07:46I'm a very well-spoken individual.
07:49I've not told anyone that I'm a virgin, but I think people would guess, yeah, he's a virgin to me.
07:57Definitely feel one step behind everyone.
08:00Yeah.
08:02The group knows the weeks ahead won't be easy, but they have a determination to change their lives.
08:09Breathe into your own body.
08:12This unique course has been created by pioneering sex therapists Celeste and Danielle.
08:19And let it out.
08:22The ethos at the retreat is very supportive.
08:25There's so much for them to learn.
08:28We have new exercises, new experts and some special surprises.
08:35Supported by a team of sex therapists from across the globe.
08:40Trained in a range of touch-based therapies.
08:43Which finger would you like to enter me with?
08:45They'll address the group's anxieties.
08:48She is terrified of lowering the mask.
08:52And push them to their limits.
08:55Amazing.
08:57Hidden away on the island are dedicated therapy spaces.
09:01And private bedrooms, where they'll begin to explore intimacy.
09:06I'm hoping that everybody gets to find out who they are as a sexual being, regardless of being a virgin.
09:12But it is going to be a huge challenge.
09:16Each phase of the course will challenge the group like never before.
09:26As they take their first steps towards...
09:31Sexual connection.
09:40And it all starts here.
09:41Oh my God.
09:43I'm so nervous.
09:45Yeah.
09:45Oh, welcome.
09:47By confronting one of the biggest barriers to intimacy.
09:54Shame.
09:58Welcome to Virgin Island.
10:00We're so excited to have you here.
10:02This phase is all about shame.
10:06Shame really interrupts pleasure.
10:09And so we are shame warriors.
10:12We want to wipe away the shame that gets in your way.
10:17If I could shake off the shame of being a virgin, I'd feel a lot happier in myself.
10:23I feel judged.
10:25And it's not something that I talk about, really.
10:31First, Celeste and Danielle will perform an intimate demonstration, designed to reveal the group's level of awkwardness and shame.
10:39So, this demo is called Pillow Talk.
10:42Oh God.
10:44There's a bed.
10:45Oh my gosh.
10:46I'm starting to feel a bit sick.
10:47Yeah.
10:48Terrified.
10:49We want to find out who is comfortable watching intimacy and the different kinds of talk and touch that come
10:55with romance, that come with passion, that come with erotic energy.
11:01Oh my God, your eyes are so beautiful and sexy.
11:07And the way you hold yourself turns me on so much.
11:11I think I'm going to have to smell you.
11:19I feel so lucky to be able to touch you.
11:39Any feelings watching it?
11:47like weird having to watch it with other people it's a bit yeah i think i just feel like a
11:52little
11:52bit guilty i think like the idea of watching this and then being asked to like do that that's like
12:02sinful growing up as a christian you kind of feel you you should be one way um which is usually
12:08a
12:08very good way i have to be kind i have to be soft but i have a sexual side to
12:15myself it kind of brings
12:16on these feelings of shame and and fear because you feel you're you're doing something sinful for
12:22wanting to experience pleasure and i don't see a light at the end of the tunnel right now
12:28we all have ideas and judgment and what we think we should be and all those interventions
12:34frees us up the best way to work your way out of shame is to start to get a different
12:41reaction
12:42to shame
12:45to help the group do that you are going to get your scratch on no i do not
12:53celeste and danielle start with a series i am folding my arms
12:57this is just so awkward of deliberately uncomfortable exercises now gonna be choo-choo train
13:05oh my god i see myself as very socially awkward and sometimes weird shake it shake it shake it
13:19i was diagnosed with autism i get nervous i get stressed my eye contact goes all over the place
13:26being a virgin you just feel very isolated and you feel very ashamed of yourself
13:34after the warm-up celeste and danielle raise the stakes with a more challenging physical exercise
13:41so i want a brave volunteer
13:44somatic therapy is not just focusing on the brain it's helping people in a more physical experiential
13:51way i'll do it go on man go on alice for 28 year old graduate alex going first is a
13:58chance to face
13:59his fears anxiety has played a massive part in my life going to private school i put myself under a
14:05lot of pressure that if i didn't perform my best i'd feel i'd let people down and never really knew
14:10how
14:10bad it was until i tried to have sex and was too nervous to do it anything less than perfect
14:15is is not
14:16good enough for me so i'm gonna start by touching you for my pleasure and then you're gonna touch me
14:22for your pleasure i'm starting by connecting with myself and feeling my body
14:49i'm gonna try
14:50yeah sure
15:07was that okay really feeling it in your body that's what we're going for
15:13after alex's attempt others step up to give it a try
15:19you might do it a bit harder harder
15:25while some get to grips with the exercise
15:30how's that feel feel nice yeah others can't even bear to watch
15:47you're okay
15:54you can all stand clean if you want
15:57you're all right
15:58yeah
16:07anyone else want to give it a try
16:13counting one
16:15counting two
16:17counting three
16:23oh my god that was hard personally that was a little bit creepy i need to be able to be
16:29confident in
16:29myself to do the whole touching exercise i believe the cool kids call it riz
16:34i need to have good riz at the start like when they was doing all the
16:38work you know all that yeah i thought we'd have to do that to each other i was genuinely that
16:43i was
16:45that's intense for our first workshop to throw yourself in as much as possible to experience like all these cringe
16:50things and embarrassing things was a struggle
16:52joy if you don't mind me asking why um was it so hard for you the whole touching thing why
16:58did you
16:58get a like a better reaction to it
17:01you don't want to talk
17:02yeah no worries
17:04that workshop was such an emotionally intense experience
17:08to come on the island day one and be expected to have some kind of erotic energy
17:13it's a really hard thing for me
17:14i didn't realize how uncomfortable that might make me feel um next time i would walk out
17:31so beautiful yeah it isn't it oh come here come here lizzie oh my god i've never seen a lizard
17:39before
17:41oh i don't like it come out at night and nibble you i might have to tuck my trousers into
17:45my socks
17:46in case it cools up my leg yeah and he's gone it's halfway through day one on virgin island
17:54i don't want to name exact figures but i think it was like one in eight people
17:57virgins at 25 so in a room this big it's like one and a bit people well i think in
18:02this in this room
18:02maybe or 12. on an island on a virgin island
18:09every day the experts gather to evaluate progress and work out which therapies will be most effective
18:16it's very interesting to see how they reacted to different exercises oh they've got a one-on-one
18:22sessions here guys oh my god afternoons are dedicated to individual therapy sessions
18:28for those working through specific intimacy issues i don't know if i feel more calm or more stressed
18:35yeah everybody has this fear like oh my god it's going to be so scary or uncomfortable but you have
18:42to completely rewire your brain in order for change to really happen hi there hi how do you feel kind
18:51of
18:51on edge i guess mm-hmm the more you can be honest and drop into your truth without too much
18:57humor yeah i can't
18:58promise you that that is going to allow us to go somewhere oh i don't like this i don't like
19:02crying
19:03i feel like i just can't relax i'm still really scared i'm not sure why
19:10out of all the reactions from this morning the experts were most struck by joys
19:16when will and marianne were touching i could see her some tears came out she really struggled with that
19:28some came up for you today in the workshop well i feel like i have this weight on my shoulders
19:33of
19:33like i'm a christian you have to be good yeah and experiencing sexual pleasure for like for fun
19:39how is that good yeah but it isn't just feelings of religious shame that are holding joy back
19:46i know i have a sexual side to me mm-hmm but i have vaginismus
19:51vaginismus is a condition related to your pelvic floor and also has a psychological fear component
19:58around the idea of insertion or entry the moment i realized that i had vaginismus it was like this
20:04whole idea of a sector of my life that could be just closed up i can't wear a tampon i
20:10can't do a pap
20:10smear um and i definitely can't have sex it's just it's so hard at one point like i literally thought
20:18that god cursed me with vaginismus i thought he like i thought he did it to me to stop me
20:23from
20:23having sex and i feel like it's hard to like undo that that feeling maybe that first piece is about
20:32pleasure being good i'm really tight i'm really like anxious i feel like i'm like no it's not no it's
20:44not no it's not and that clench happens probably all the way into your vagina so i want you to
20:51feel
20:51all of the tightness and the clenchedness and then you can feel the the contrast let's feel the clench
20:58and then like a little shakiness happened in your did you feel it yeah you know what that is what
21:14it's like a little tiny release of trauma oh wow from all the holding
21:21you deserve to have that circuit of pleasure
21:30shame gets in the way of sexual intimacy and you cannot get to the other side of shame
21:35until you expose it i feel a bit like in shock it was it was quite intense i just hadn't
21:41even
21:42realized all the tension i've been holding in my body it just made me realize like how much i
21:46need this experience for a gold star lesbian my mind's constantly in the gutter what's a gold
21:55star a gold star lesbian is someone who has never had sex with a man oh okay the thought of
22:01a penis
22:01going near me scares me in a way that's like ew get away nothing to do with you guys no
22:06no i'm like
22:07anything below their tummy i'm like no i mean you probably all have amazing penises i'm not saying
22:13oh my god it doesn't matter because i come so quick don't matter
22:22as the group starts to bond oh this is really like giving hippie vibes isn't it
22:27celeste and danielle aim to push them further in the next exercise hello
22:32hello to help release their shame once and for all
22:38all right well as we said this part of the course is all about shame what we want you to
22:43do
22:43is write in your notebooks all the negative things people say about you and all the self-critical
22:49thoughts you keep repeating to yourself we really need to get them out so that we can take the power
22:59away from them okay be careful the group have been sent off in pairs to share their shame words
23:06it's difficult yeah i'm not exactly an open book people see me as fat ugly and as they identify their
23:15insecurities i don't like how i'm not at all that good socially it's why i've never been on a date
23:24before really yeah their barriers come down ugly unattractive to girls have been able to get a date
23:32in years my anxiety particularly around uh intimacy and interacting with women i worry that i'm just
23:41not good enough but 23 year old katie bad things people are saying about me
23:49is writing more than most i was once labeled the ugliest girl in school oh my god um a whale
23:56fat
23:57slash obese ugly a liar monster disappointment and frigid because i've never gone with anyone before
24:06yeah
24:10i know how it feels to have something horrible said to me sometimes i look in the mirror to make
24:16myself upset because i need a good cry and it works i don't think there's ever been a time where
24:22i
24:22truly have felt good in my looks ever no are those things people have actually said about you to my
24:32face
24:32or online where i've seen online yeah people that i know in person oh my god yeah commented publicly
24:42yeah oh my gosh i'm so sorry
24:53figuring out the words though is only half the exercise how did you find that it's quite challenging
25:00i was going to say the same yeah it was quite hard so joy this one's for you thank you
25:06now the experts want them to write their words down on a t-shirt to confront and let go of
25:11their
25:11self-doubt i'm going to invite you to narrow down from all the things that you've written which ones
25:18hold the most emotion so that you can create a t-shirt that's a symbol of all of that
25:24mm-hmm i'm scared that i'm gonna get upset thinking back about all the memories and stuff from school
25:32and all the bad things that i got told and i say to myself it's quite difficult
25:41but i really do want to be able to get as much out of this as i can it's scary
25:47though
26:03good morning good morning hey guys how we going morning oh we've got raisins don't tell me you're
26:11eating a lemon i like lemon it's the morning on virgin island i'm really nervous for today and the
26:21sessions are set to become even more revealing as we go through this phase i do feel quite a big
26:28shame over myself so i'm a little bit apprehensive i was so nervous the first workshop my heart was
26:34going i didn't realize how nervous i was sex intimacy are meant to be natural and experienced
26:38by lots of people and enjoyed whereas me i sort of feel scared of them let's go i have no
26:45idea how
26:46far i'm going to go with this you know it's only going to get more intense from here
26:53having faced many hard truths hello celeste and danielle's next exercise will challenge the group
27:01even further oh dear was that bad with some exposure therapy virgin island style society gives these
27:12negative messages to us about what it means to be a sexual being so it's really important to get
27:17comfortable with intimacy today you're going to be exploring erotic life drawing you're going to invite
27:28our lovely models there they are here they are the only time i've seen vagina or boobs is off like
27:37sticky vicky when i went to benidorm that is probably the only time i've ever really seen it in real
27:42life
27:43i have seen some images online and i'm like oh actually penises are a bit ugly i know the different
27:51parts and the names of the female anatomy but do you know i genuinely don't think i've seen one in
27:58person i'm the most white meat virgin you could possibly meet don't hide keep your eyes open and be curious
28:23oh my god so many naked parts right now so i don't want you to worry about showing off your
28:30artistic
28:30talent it's really about looking at a naked body and letting yourself feel the sensuality of that oh my
28:38gosh oh my gosh just draw
28:47we're expecting to see some discomfort embarrassment to be exposed to naked bodies we can really
28:57see see the comfort level stop making me laugh jason embarrassing
29:04i can't tell you what's more
29:11all i can see is vaginas and boobs
29:17whilst the sight of naked bodies has everyone giggling awkwardly
29:22i really feel uncomfortable ellen is struggling the most
29:30growing up my parents would never talk about sex and at the time there wasn't the internet as there is
29:37now i'm in my 30s i am gay then i've not had a relationship and i've not had experience around
29:44sexual intimacy sex it's something that i feel anxious about
29:53don't want to do it no one is seeing mine because it is absolutely terrible
29:59you don't have to show me if you don't want to one second sneak peek
30:02can i have a two seconds no so we really want to thank our beautiful models here
30:13any thoughts that you want to share
30:19i was instantly like oh my gosh oh my gosh i shouldn't be watching this i felt the discomfort
30:23of that yeah
30:30it felt like you were literally watching like a group porno
30:32i was like oh i want to look but i was like oh it feels wrong to look
30:35yeah nudity felt a bit too soon for me despite being the oldest of the group
30:43when you kiss someone do you do it with your eyes open or your eyes closed please don't be that
30:48person
30:50ellen's lack of experience is clear to everyone
30:55she was having a hard time to look at you yeah i'm excited to have
30:59a session with her to introduce her to the first steps of intimacy with a storm approaching ellen's
31:07feeling a little blustered hello it's windy
31:17ellen you have a sexy smile
31:23blue had a tiny tiny little exchange of erotic energy yeah yeah okay did you feel it um
31:32no but i i guess i don't know what that feeling is because i've not experienced it before yeah yeah
31:44you know what i love awkward silences where you just look at each other okay yeah
31:56a lot of times that's what happens right before a kiss yeah
32:03but i don't worry i don't want that to happen no we're not doing that today we're just talking
32:08in a flirtatious way what do you think um i'm thinking i'm fine as long as you're on that chair
32:16and i'm on this chair i'm staying over here don't worry
32:24thank you bye
32:28how was that um in my head i was like okay i'm gonna jump in and then when i got
32:32in there i was like
32:33all of a sudden just like my body closed up
32:38i don't like the idea of someone coming into my personal space that's why i'm here like i've never
32:44been very good at it and i i feel like a failure
32:57oh so are you into females then oh i'm i am a straight heterosexual male nice you are you're
33:05bisexual aren't you yeah yeah yeah do you know what it was so weird i had a dream last night
33:11of you
33:11guys mainly alex weird i can't wait to tell i'll talk hello did you know katie drank about you last
33:20night no that's what happened in the dream cake she doesn't really know i don't remember at all
33:29though katie was dreaming of alex for him yesterday's workshop was a nightmare
33:35i demoed with him yesterday i felt he was really frozen he can be a little in his head
33:43so i'm curious if we're going through exercises if he's just going to perform them
33:48rather than like actually experiencing sensation and emotions yeah what did it feel like when you
33:55like touched him panicky i i don't know how calm it looked or how i looked but yeah my heart
34:01was going
34:02i was shaking a bit so danielle's decided to dig deeper hello come on in into what's holding him
34:11back i feel your heart beating all the way to here sex for me has always been quite a nervous
34:18thing
34:19i've always had anxiety i've always had performance anxiety sports homework whatever and so the first
34:24time i tried to have sex i couldn't get an erection because i was just too nervous
34:27mm-hmm not being able to get an erection it's constantly playing on my mind it feels embarrassing
34:33even to say because it's like oh this is something that old people deal with
34:37but i i just feel like defeated by it you spend a lot of time trying to control your body
34:44from your
34:44head i want to invite you to start to let your body control as opposed to the opposite yeah so
34:49what
34:50i want us to do now is for you to touch me and really let yourself enjoy and do what
34:56feels good
34:57yeah what feels good to you this time danielle wants to see if alex can fully immerse himself in
35:03his sensations are you okay for me to start yes please okay i'm going to start with your arm
35:28let me move down to your chest
35:31oh
35:48penny for your thoughts
35:51the main overriding thing is still that worry of not getting an erection but this is like the building
35:57blocks so i really want us to have soft goals as opposed to hard goals no pan intended
36:05because your full body is like a big erection you know like a full body is
36:11a pleasure tool it's not only your cock that's a pleasure tool
36:16to get it yeah absolutely yeah yeah
36:25what did you do just your mutual touching really but i think i went into it thinking oh yeah she'll
36:31cure me and i won't feel anxious ever again around women but you're not going to get cured on the
36:36first
36:40session yeah oh are you doing it you do it like that really i thought it was like that whilst
36:47the
36:47others start to embrace island life bertie is finding it harder to adjust okay a mixture of all nerves i
36:55don't
36:55like you sitting by yourself i'm i'm okay i do feel like the weak link and the odd one out
37:01because i'm
37:02not very sociable i'm still cautious i'm still nervous okay but i'm good you're right yeah it's
37:09gonna go brush my gums and do it down but what on earth am i gonna be like in the
37:15days to come when
37:16it gets more challenging and more intense this whole island is it's it's it's not just virgin island
37:24it's unpredictability island
37:36you know what most women say is the length they want to have sex for
37:42four and a half minutes four and a half yeah no they want to have no sure yeah yeah they
37:49want sex
37:49the actual p and v to be four and a half minutes really what's pmv penis and vagina oh that's
37:57good
38:02it's mid-afternoon on virgin island how are you all right i don't know when everyone's all together
38:09it just gets a bit awkward for me you know i like my oh my god nearly fell off i
38:13like my uh
38:15my space a bit more just gonna just take it easy for a bit okay i'll see you soon no
38:19worries
38:20in terms of sex i've got no clue which is pretty embarrassing coming from someone who's 24 years
38:27old but i don't want to be alone in my whole life i just want to be able to live
38:33normally
38:34and just find more confidence in in myself hi celeste aims to start bertie's route to intimacy
38:44by helping him with connection hello oh hello
38:53how do you feel about eye contact aha i knew that was going to come out i am terrible at
38:57it
38:57yeah my eye contact goes all over the place um no matter who i'm talking to well i do feel
39:03like you
39:03you think a lot i am an overthinker so i want to slow it down a little bit like let
39:08your brain relax a
39:09moment and then see what it's like to come back more deliberately and connect and look at me
39:24this is a bit awkward isn't it intimacy is super awkward i know that's not going to go
39:28away yeah so let's just be awkward together
39:42it's hard to take it seriously it is and you don't have to take it so seriously you can think
39:47we're just having fun together yeah yeah yeah you've got some good sexy eye contact you might not
40:00know it and now you're looking at me so much more i feel connected to you
40:09after bertie perfects the sexy eyes great so if you want to scooch over a little bit
40:15celeste decides to increase the intimacy
40:20what if i like came in right there for a second
40:25i mean that was a bit weird but okay yeah
40:32oh that's so nice you just perfectly like invited me and cuddled me wow
40:43i really like it when you kind of rest your cheek against my forehead yeah you're very natural
40:50it feels natural it feels natural exactly it feels good
40:56it's not long before celeste's technique boosts bertie's confidence
41:03i'll see me giving you a little kiss on the floor i felt that i love that
41:07what about can i go on yeah
41:14well i got a lipstick now you're having kids excellent you're having very kids
41:18thank you very much love you bye okay bye
41:26so celeste was she's brilliant and this has happened and i feel a lot more relieved and a lot more
41:35at
41:36ease with everything that was a bit of a confidence boost for me hi bertie hello
41:41you okay you want to know how it went what do you think let's go
41:49betty's not going to wash his cheek
41:58as the sun sets on the retreat the first phase of the course draws to a close
42:05the first phase of the course has been really intense getting rid of shame is foundational to
42:11being able to have a pleasurable sex life but the way that they have taken it on
42:16it's unprecedented they all have challenges they all have traumas but every individual is beautiful
42:22and unique and the sky's the limit in terms of what's possible here to move forward the group must
42:29let go of their negative emotions oh my god that's a fire hello hello so the experts have arranged a
42:39ceremonial bonfire to burn away their lifetime of shame
42:45we've asked you to face your shame directly you have talked about it put it on your t-shirts
42:52and now it's time to let it go the hope is this ritual marks a turning point
42:57and the start of the rest of their lives so for me shame is feeling ugly um
43:06um sorry um yeah i felt ugly like most of my life and i feel ashamed of myself for you
43:19know putting on
43:19weight so brave are you ready to let it go yeah it's going in the fire
43:26yes physical appearance is a common theme i look at everyone else around me and i think they're far
43:39more attractive never getting matched than dating apps and it's it makes me feel really crap about
43:44myself fat and ugly unlovable and i take up too much room quite literally i actually got voted ugliest
43:52girl in the whole school oh my god and depending on the people i could be too loud or too
43:56quiet
43:57words so let it go let it go
44:06ng is not good enough i always feel like i'm falling short of a lot of things
44:12deep-rooted issues around self-worth are also shared across the group
44:16i feel as though like i might perceived as childish and that i'm a bit unambitious i've been told i'm
44:24too loud basically just i'm too much for some people and then that kind of leads on to the second
44:29point
44:29which is that i'm unlikeable and unlovable i've not had an adult relationship at all
44:37i feel terribly unwanted i seriously do are you ready to let it go yeah
45:03i think i've been like carrying with me some feelings about myself since i was about 12
45:0912. and i think having these horrible thoughts that i'm a horrible person and that people don't
45:18like me and that i'm really dirty and sinful
45:30writing it down on the t-shirt was one thing but to
45:33actually speak it out was liberating yeah i found it really difficult to throw my top in the fire
45:42i'm just hoping i can become more at one with myself
45:47shame is something that i specifically struggle with a lot i feel a lot lighter all my worst things
45:52i think about myself are finally like out there and i burned them
46:00next time your dick is connected to my pussy of course it's the turn-on phase where the group
46:06discover their animal instincts there's another animal next to you oh oh no emotions are laid bare quite
46:15sad i'm still stuck with that feeling
46:20and for some things are on the up i felt really nice when you're brushing past my genitals would you
46:25like
46:25me to do that for me to do that yeah
46:28so
46:38so
46:39so
46:42so
46:46so
46:52so
46:55so
46:58so
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