00:00so i've just um sent an email to my psychiatrist
00:06just asking for him to re-look at my work i sent him the cryptos decoding which is quite
00:14mechanical using not geospatial um work so
00:19it's pretty tame so i'm just hoping you can get something um out of that i should have said good
00:25morning everyone first it's a good morning i haven't been sleeping very well uh well over
00:32a week about my adhd medication which makes it really really tough to think i just need someone
00:38to look at my work and go through it um i gave my link to a little 10 minute video
00:46i did as well
00:46with the digging and the e corpse and feeds to the map just so they can see that it's all
00:52rules based
00:52but maybe i'm just wasting my time i don't know um
01:02yeah i don't know how to black out email addresses while i'm doing this but it doesn't matter it's
01:06public little public email addresses my one i don't mind sharing so um yeah i don't know
01:17i don't know i've just got to be true to myself and
01:22i don't i don't want to just fit in anymore i want to make sure that people see me if
01:27they see me
01:28then i'll see the next neurodiverse person that comes in you know whether that be someone i don't
01:33know or whether it be later on in life when it's one of my children i just need them to
01:37i need them to
01:38understand me it shouldn't be this hard just just look at my documents
01:46if the thing with my documents and all the stuff you see on my page is you have to
01:51you have to read quite a bit sometimes to understand because by writing it linearly
01:57i have to provide information at the start point that is expected in a neurotypical world
02:04but that data comes from many fragments of data not at the start but maybe at the end up in
02:11the
02:11middle and a bit to the left to the right a little bit to the this angle i mean it
02:15just comes from
02:16everywhere and it's all understood in textbooks all the stuff is in textbooks about neurodiverse
02:22pattern recognition but people might have specific cognitive abilities but just people don't believe
02:29it i'm just i'm kind of sick and tired of being dragged just because it's like you're an inconvenience
02:34we'll just drag you until you until you break anyway thanks for all your support do appreciate it
02:40i'm not too sure if i'll do much writing today but we'll see how we go so talk to you
02:47later
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