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00:18Previously on Summer House.
00:19KJ, goddammit KJ.
00:21You know who we haven't seen in hours?
00:24Ben's bitch ass.
00:25His girlfriend's going to come today.
00:29He went from being, like, single guys to being like, my girlfriend's coming.
00:32I'm like, oh, wait, what?
00:35Thank you so much.
00:36Are you two showing up places together now?
00:39Oh, you know.
00:40Are you guys going to make it a fish?
00:41I don't like to rush into making things a fish.
00:44I do feel like he'll ask to be his boyfriend and girlfriend soon.
00:48Come on, man.
00:51Rookie?
00:52Are you kidding me, mate?
00:53Okay, who's this girl that Wes is about to ?
00:57Like, he can't be a friend to me.
00:59He doesn't see me.
01:01How can you be a friend to someone you don't see?
01:03Yeah.
01:09You are a scene.
01:11I see you.
01:14Yeah.
01:16You are so loved.
01:18You are so important.
01:20And you deserve so much more respect than what you get.
01:24You truly do.
01:27I'm sorry, Sia.
01:28Yeah.
01:34I know.
01:40Okay, I better go get in the shower.
01:45Okay.
01:49I feel so sad for him.
01:51I know.
01:53You idiot.
01:56Why are you looking at your butt?
02:02You coming out?
02:03Of course.
02:03Put some clothes on, then.
02:06Best night ever.
02:07Woo!
02:08Kyle's DJing Common Ground.
02:10My upper lip is already sweating.
02:13Like, I don't deserve this.
02:15Bring it up.
02:16Please do me a favor and get ready.
02:18God forbid we ever have children
02:20when we're trying to get in school.
02:22Do I look like a stripper?
02:23A heart stripper.
02:25You got a stripper.
02:26Sierra, I would never be able to wear that dress.
02:28My whole ass would literally be out.
02:32Come on in.
02:33Yeah, life without a full-length mirror can't do it.
02:35No, there's nothing in here.
02:36We always have to come in bearer moments here as well.
02:42You guys, open the heel.
02:44Woo!
02:45I'm the girl you see on the street.
02:47I'm the touch of a bean, please, please, please.
02:50I'm the touch of a...
02:51Be the hound girl, be the hound girl.
02:55I'm the touch of a...
02:57Be the hound girl.
03:06Nice, guys.
03:07I love you all.
03:08Nice.
03:10Nice.
03:10Nice, guys.
03:13Oh!
03:15Life is so wonderful.
03:17It's so wonderful.
03:18We're so lucky.
03:21We're so proud of us.
03:23All of us.
03:24We .
03:24We made it.
03:25We did it.
03:27Baby, you need more .
03:28Wow.
03:30We really can't have sex.
03:34I'm going downstairs.
03:35Good night.
03:36This is very much giving to animal eating.
03:39This should be on Discovery Channel.
03:42Oh, like, National Geographic?
03:44Yes.
03:46You could be so drunk, and you are never not.
03:51Grocery.
03:52See you guys tomorrow.
03:53Great night.
04:04There he is.
04:08Thank you for coming to 10 minutes.
04:12What are you saying?
04:15Yeah, I love you.
04:18Me too.
04:26It's hot as hell in here.
04:27It is, right?
04:28I'm sweating.
04:36It's interesting.
04:37In the last few weeks, I've started to dream about my parents a lot more.
04:41And it's been hard.
04:44I had a dream that both of my parents were alive, and I was, like, begging for my mom
04:48to come and visit me.
04:50Aww.
04:51I wake up, and it feels so real, and then I realize it's not real.
04:55Since my mom passed away, the last year or so has been me putting my head down and just
05:02doing what I have to do to survive.
05:04With friendships, relationships, work.
05:06And that's the last thing my mom would want me to be doing.
05:09She wants me to live.
05:10She wants me to have fun.
05:11She wants me to experience life.
05:14She doesn't want me to just cry on TV.
05:17Like, that's not my vibe.
05:19Hey, Martin.
05:20Sorry.
05:21I have breakfast coming.
05:22Thank God.
05:23Okay, just getting the countertops cleaned off and laid down.
05:27That's what I'm hoping for.
05:28You look very nice.
05:30Because I'm not wearing makeup?
05:32Mm-hmm.
05:34Good morning.
05:36Good morning.
05:36Good morning.
05:38Good morning.
05:38All right.
05:39That fly.
05:40He's huge.
05:41He's got to go.
05:41He looks like he's going to join us for breakfast.
05:43I actually had a really good fly killer.
05:45Oh, really?
05:46Yes.
05:46That's a great quality in a man.
05:48Another day, another breakfast.
05:53It's going to be okay.
05:57Got him.
05:57Yesterday was fun.
05:59Did you have fun?
05:59I had a lot of fun.
06:00I feel like that was the best party yet.
06:02The girls have been great.
06:03And they were like, oh, shout out to KJ and Dara for forming a relationship and not making
06:09it everyone's problem.
06:11Yeah.
06:11Because we're not like that.
06:13I know.
06:13We're not trying to just make people feel uncomfortable.
06:16No.
06:16We're just like doing our thing.
06:18I'm toast, Johnson.
06:20I wasn't searching for anything and all of a sudden, like, you popped into my life.
06:24Yeah.
06:25Yeah.
06:25So.
06:26I've never liked a girl this much.
06:29This is different.
06:31I'm someone who needs to protect himself because I've been hurt very badly in the past, both
06:39in relationships and friendships.
06:41So I do have a wall up in the back of my mind.
06:45But when someone comes along who may be that person for you and you have that wall up, then
06:51you ruin it unintentionally.
06:54And I don't want to do that with Dara.
06:56I feel like we make a good team.
06:59Oh, my God.
07:00This bagel is so good.
07:01You're going to be such a good father.
07:04Thanks.
07:04And husband, man.
07:06I hope so.
07:06Of course.
07:07I take pride in taking care of my family.
07:10Yeah.
07:11It makes my heart flutter.
07:14Hi, bubs.
07:15Good morning.
07:16How was the rest of the night when you guys got home?
07:18We just got home and went to bed.
07:20Yeah, it's for the best.
07:21Nothing happened?
07:23Um, hmm.
07:26What happened?
07:27West got obliterated.
07:29I'm going downstairs.
07:32He actually couldn't talk about anything else.
07:35Like, you were the only thing on his mind.
07:38I don't know.
07:39It's like, I think my true self wants to just dive head first into the pool and say, let's be
07:45friends again.
07:46Let's just pick up where we left off.
07:48Let's giggle until 2 a.m. and be us.
07:51But I, like, can't.
07:53Like, I am scared to.
07:55Because I know how much I, like, put myself out there beforehand that, like, I don't want, even just in
08:01a friendship, I don't want to feel like I've been bamboozled again, you know?
08:07Wes is in the doghouse.
08:09No, I'm, like, really mad at him.
08:11Yeah.
08:11A hundred percent.
08:12Tighten it up.
08:13I'm gonna put some pants on.
08:15Okay.
08:15Let me just brush my hand.
08:16I'll see you guys down there.
08:17Okay.
08:18I appreciate the whole house coming out.
08:20Yeah.
08:21It wasn't my best.
08:22No, you played great.
08:23Like, I was really happy to be there.
08:26Kyle stopped on transitioning a few times, and he would just look at me and go, oopsies.
08:31Yeah.
08:33Morning.
08:34Wow.
08:34Good morning.
08:35I see.
08:35Good morning.
08:37Wow.
08:38Pick your poison.
08:39I feel, yeah, of course I feel bad.
08:41My main objective still every day is, like, don't upset Sierra.
08:45Like, don't hurt her feelings.
08:47And we were kind of on a good track.
08:49I think it's just that all the slow progress we've made, even if it's just flirting after midnight, like, still
08:55helped me feel comfortable in this house.
08:58And to think I, like, ruined it by making out with someone I'd never met before just kind of, like,
09:02sucks.
09:03Well, I just wanted to say thank you guys for making my first full weekend.
09:07So easy and breezy and fun.
09:09Give it up for Dara.
09:11First weekend.
09:13Hell yeah.
09:14I'm gonna get packed up.
09:16Dara!
09:18Sabrina, come and, uh, pack up your stuff.
09:21Whew.
09:22I should shower.
09:26You stink.
09:28Come in.
09:30Um...
09:34I just wanna tell you I apologize for being a sh**ty friend.
09:40Yeah, I don't feel good at all.
09:42I'm, like, personally bummed because I feel, like, on a friendship level, like, things were, like, pretty okay.
09:52I hope that I didn't, like, f**k up whatever was built the rest of the summer.
09:58I mean, this is why I didn't wanna be friends to begin with.
10:02Like, this doesn't make any sense.
10:04I want you to be able to live your life and be free and whatever.
10:07So, I think that, like, let's just keep it at that.
10:12Like, it's best if we're, like, not friends.
10:15Okay.
10:17Yeah, it's a lot harder for me, I guess.
10:19I've been closer to you than anyone here.
10:21And I really f**king jeopardize that.
10:23And I apologize.
10:24It hurts me.
10:25I'm sorry.
10:27And I would take it back if I f**king could.
10:31I'm, like, not great at articulating myself a lot.
10:35But, like, I've put so much effort into, like, just trying to prove to you that I, like, do care.
10:42Like, it just sounds like it, like, none of it mattered.
10:46You said you're okay with awkwardness.
10:48I'm, like, not.
10:49It, like, bugs me horribly.
10:56I'm not good at pretending to, like, not know each other.
10:59I don't know how to do that.
11:02It takes a lot out of me.
11:03But I just, like, don't have much to offer you right now.
11:07Um...
11:13Coming up.
11:14You've been such a good friend to me all summer long.
11:18And now to watch you disrespect Sierra in that way.
11:22It just, like, puts this weird, like, dynamic.
11:30Let's go home.
11:31Jesus.
11:32Get on a shizzle.
11:34All righty, room.
11:36It's been a good run.
11:38Let the record show I am packed and ready.
11:40The room is clean.
11:41And KJ had nothing to do with it.
11:43Is that a bale of hay?
11:45I'm not loving that nickname.
11:47I think we could come up with a cuter one.
11:48Is that big ol' bale of hay?
11:50No, not big ol'.
11:52The bag's so high it blocks my window.
11:54Oh, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait.
11:56I just need leg room.
11:57You can put your legs on me.
11:59Some recipe dog.
12:00Love ya.
12:01Love you too.
12:02Drive safe.
12:03Let's go home.
12:04Let's go home.
12:06Let's go home.
12:07Let's go home.
12:07Let's go home.
12:08Ha, yeah.
12:09My leg.
12:10Me and my leg.
12:12Me and my leg.
12:12Me and my leg.
12:12The whole flick is showing up for a good night.
12:15Lookin' so good, it should be a crime.
12:17Drip killer, buddy, no alibi.
12:20Yeah, good girl.
12:21Oh.
12:22You're being sweet.
12:27See your face.
12:38She's so cute.
12:40Look at Ciara.
12:41Cheesing.
12:42If y'all weren't brother and sister, I'd be like,
12:44damn, y'all are a cute-ass couple.
12:47I don't know what to say about that.
12:48Nick's like, no.
12:50Nick is like, ew.
12:51Kind of.
12:52That's not what I thought I was going to be.
12:52He's like, ah, please.
12:54How are you?
12:54Hello, my honey.
12:56How are you?
12:57Hello, Nicholas.
12:58How are you?
12:58Good, how are you guys?
13:00The greatest thing my parents could have ever given me is Nick.
13:04He's my everything.
13:05We live four blocks away from each other.
13:07I'm trying to get him to move into my building.
13:10Him and his girlfriend's lease us up in April,
13:12and I'm like, chop, chop.
13:13That's how close I want him to be.
13:16How are you feeling about the medium?
13:17I feel nervous.
13:18I'm nervous.
13:19I'm excited.
13:20Yeah.
13:20Definitely want to, like, you know,
13:23hopefully open some doors up for you mentally.
13:26Yeah.
13:27Sierra met this medium when she was in Costa Rica,
13:30right after her grandmother had passed away.
13:33And it really helped Sierra.
13:35Hi.
13:36Tiffany.
13:36How are you?
13:37This is Nia and Nick.
13:39My mom died so suddenly.
13:41She had pneumonia, but she had an autoimmune disease
13:45that affected her lungs and her heart.
13:48So that made the pneumonia obviously that much worse.
13:51And I never got to say a proper goodbye to her.
13:55So I'm looking for closure with her.
14:00I need to know that she's okay.
14:02And maybe that will help me to move on, you know?
14:05So before we begin, I just want you guys to know
14:08I am a spirit medium, so that means I communicate
14:11with people that have passed.
14:12Past loved ones, friends, family, pets come through too.
14:16I have no control of who comes through or for how long,
14:19so I just ask that you keep an open mind.
14:21Okay.
14:22You didn't know this is what you got
14:23when you were friends with me.
14:25Yeah.
14:26Sorry.
14:27All right.
14:28So right away, I get a strong female energy coming through.
14:31And she just says, I'm here.
14:32Hey, I'm here.
14:33I'm here.
14:34All right.
14:34And she's like sitting right in the middle of you guys.
14:36And she's calling you her baby boy.
14:38Okay.
14:39She's also acknowledging a necklace.
14:41You have one of her necklaces with like a little emblem
14:43or she gave it to you.
14:45Do you understand that?
14:46Yeah.
14:46That's our grandmother.
14:47That's your grandma?
14:48Okay.
14:49And is she also there with another female?
14:51Because I have two.
14:53Okay.
14:53And she just said, she goes, you need to know that I'm okay.
14:57I'm working on coming through to you in your dreams.
14:59I know you keep on asking me.
15:01I don't know if you've had a snippet of a dream of her yet,
15:04but you will.
15:06And she says, I just want you to know that I can breathe okay,
15:10and I'm happy.
15:11I'm so happy.
15:14My mom had sarcoidosis,
15:16and she always had a really hard time breathing,
15:18and it always scared me.
15:20She went into, like, respiratory attack
15:23because she couldn't breathe.
15:25Okay.
15:26And she's calling you her beautiful girl,
15:28and she says, you know how proud I am of you?
15:31Yeah.
15:32And she just said, she goes,
15:34oh, I don't know why you took a picture of my hands.
15:40It's because I didn't want to forget what they looked like.
15:43Because we have the same fingers.
15:45Yes.
15:45I would always say, like, we have the same hands,
15:48and I didn't want to forget what they looked like.
15:50Do you feel like there's anything you want to ask her?
15:54I know my mom and my dad are watching me.
15:58Do they think that I'm on the right track with life?
16:01Like, do they think that I'm doing what I'm supposed to be doing?
16:06Mom just said, I want you to have a little bit more confidence in yourself.
16:11She goes, I know you've been feeling stagnant.
16:13Do you understand why she's saying that?
16:16Yeah, I mean, I feel like I've felt stuck for the last year and a half.
16:20Because we were, I was a little upset with her that she died.
16:23We had a plan, her and I.
16:25I was going to get married.
16:27She was going to move to New York.
16:29She was going to live with me.
16:30I was going to have a baby.
16:31It was going to be us.
16:33Yeah.
16:34And that was always our plan.
16:35So I'm like, you did not follow the plan.
16:38We had a, we were supposed to do this together, Mom.
16:41She goes, don't worry, you're going to have a baby girl.
16:47All right?
16:48So she's going to be sending you a baby when the time is right.
16:52Because I know you're worried.
16:55It's like, will this ever happen?
16:57It's like, I know you mentioned the change of plans.
16:59She goes, plans are still on.
17:01We just haven't arrived at the station yet.
17:06Wow.
17:08I need a cocktail.
17:10Whatever they said, they be lying.
17:12Make money without even trying.
17:14Earn it so much while I'm getting my sleep.
17:15I'm coming this close to retiring.
17:18Hello.
17:19What's up?
17:19Hello, hello.
17:20Thank you so much for coming.
17:21Of course.
17:22Shall we do it?
17:23Yeah, let's do it.
17:24Oh, it's so cute.
17:26Isn't it?
17:26How many dogs do we have today?
17:27I think there should be five or six.
17:30Most of the ones that are coming tonight were saved from the euthanasia list.
17:33So at risk for no reason other than lack of space at the shelter.
17:37That's horrible.
17:38Yeah.
17:38I'm from a family with a lot of dogs that live and play on the farm every day.
17:43And so I don't think I could own a dog in a small New York apartment.
17:46I feel like the best way to still be a part of a dog family is to obviously volunteer.
17:52All right.
17:53Operation, we can't have a third dog.
17:55Wes is going to help you set up the step and repeat.
17:57We're going to put it outside.
17:59Oh.
17:59Oh, boy.
18:01Hi.
18:02Hi.
18:03How are you?
18:03How are you doing?
18:04These are my dog-owning friends.
18:05Hi.
18:05Hi.
18:06I appreciate it.
18:06That's what I was saying.
18:07We're not getting a third today.
18:09We're not getting a third.
18:10Let us know how we can help.
18:11Uh, the bar tab, like a percentage is going to the...
18:15Oh, fun.
18:16You know the D, so...
18:17Can you get me an Aperol Spritz or something?
18:20Yes.
18:21I'd love to start a tap.
18:23Yeah, man.
18:24Wifey would like an Aperol Spritz, and I'll do a Guinness, and he'll do a Guinness.
18:29Thanks for coming.
18:30How's your week been?
18:32Uh, fine.
18:34Have you had time to reflect?
18:36I've had the scaries, if that's what you're asking.
18:38Yeah?
18:38Pretty horribly.
18:39Yeah?
18:40Do you remember me getting upset with you?
18:42Yeah.
18:42What, like, upset me the most is that you've been such a good friend to me all summer long.
18:50Like, it bothers you when you see Kyle disrespect me and someone who's been so supportive of me and, like,
18:55looking up for me and standing up for me.
18:57And then to watch you disrespect Sierra in that way, it just, like, puts this weird, like, dynamic in place.
19:04No, that's why I've been trying to protect everything for the last...
19:10Oh, thank you.
19:11Is that for me?
19:11Yeah.
19:12Oh, thanks, Kyle.
19:13Thanks, Kyle.
19:13Well, it's actually for the dogs.
19:14Yeah.
19:15They would like this.
19:16Cheers.
19:18But do you know what I'm saying?
19:20Like...
19:20I'm not an idiot.
19:21I understand why I was disrespectful and hurtful.
19:25But now I'm like, what did I just jeopardize?
19:29Like, was it friendship?
19:30Was it, like, rekindling?
19:31Was it just her tolerating me for eight weeks during the summer?
19:34Like, I don't know.
19:35There's a lot of moving pieces and a lot of layers to it, and I get what you're saying.
19:39But yeah, because if you hated each other, like, yeah, go ahead, do whatever you want.
19:43But you guys are also, like, rumor has it, super flirty when you go out at night.
19:48That is true.
19:51Now the friendship's .
19:52Yeah.
19:54Any advice?
19:57Just stay in my room.
19:59Don't go silent.
20:00Take accountability.
20:01Like, apologize.
20:02And then there's no, like, ands, ifs, or buts.
20:10Coming up...
20:11Dara, how was your week?
20:13Our good friend KJ did ask me to be his girlfriend.
20:16When was this?
20:17This past Sunday.
20:18You don't feel like you moved too fast, did you?
20:32Welcome to the Hampton, Scott.
20:34Scott's big first weekend.
20:35I haven't been here all year.
20:36You're for the girls.
20:37This weekend?
20:38I am a guy's guy, so I'll be...
20:40Ew!
20:42Come on, I'm a girl's guy as well.
20:44No, maybe...
20:45I wanna throw the pigskin around.
20:47I wanna have some cocktails.
20:49The pigskin?
20:50What is that?
20:50Football.
20:51Oh.
20:52Scott.
20:53Come on now.
20:53Like, what's going on?
20:57Guys, uh...
20:58Bit of a boo-boo last weekend.
21:00Yeah.
21:00Tough one.
21:01Dropped catch.
21:02Oh, .
21:03There's only two things you can control now.
21:05It's your attitude and your effort.
21:06And so, regardless of the up,
21:10we're gonna have a good weekend.
21:11I had a good week.
21:12Amanda told me to apologize again today.
21:16I mean, you can only apologize so much.
21:18So then are you saying don't apologize?
21:20It's like your actions speak louder than your words.
21:23What do you mean?
21:23Like, get her sandwiches and s***?
21:25Or, like, just not make out with any girls in front of her?
21:28That, but, like, also just, like, move accordingly.
21:32I've been doing it for two years until Saturday.
21:34I know.
21:34I know.
21:35How do we work out the mornings?
21:38Because Mia usually comes and gets in my bed.
21:39Oh, wow.
21:40Well, Scott's only gonna be here for the night
21:43because he has to go back to the city.
21:45Oh.
21:45Got some work to do tomorrow, unfortunately.
21:47How is the Miami location?
21:49Honestly, it's been just a blessing.
21:51It's been great.
21:52Great feedback.
21:54Looking forward to being back there in a couple weeks.
21:56I know Mia's not too happy about that one, but...
21:59How long are you gonna stay?
22:02TBD.
22:04Dara, how was your week?
22:06Wonderful.
22:07Our good friend KJ did ask him to be his girlfriend.
22:10When was this?
22:11This past Sunday.
22:12And you guys are exclusive now.
22:14Yeah, we're exclusive.
22:16Yeah.
22:16Bitch, I have a clarifying question.
22:18Put your hands on the wheel.
22:19You don't feel like you move too fast, did you?
22:22I think at this point we're both, like, you know,
22:25we kind of know what we want.
22:26I think it feels right to full send it,
22:28and let's just hope I don't eat my words one day.
22:35Home again, home again.
22:37Thanks for driving, Carl.
22:39You're welcome.
22:40Oh, yeah, no, don't worry about that.
22:42Yeah, no.
22:42Thanks, West. Yeah, I'm good.
22:43I'm sorry.
22:45The first weekend I brought my skateboard.
22:48Sorry, mate.
22:50Can I take Bailey's room?
22:52Probably.
22:53Hello.
22:55Kyle's on the phone outside.
22:56Damn, he's soaking up the sun.
22:59No Sheryl Crow.
23:00I'm trying to soak up some sun.
23:03All right.
23:04Hang in there.
23:04You will be missed.
23:05Okay, bye.
23:06Bye.
23:08Oh, there you are.
23:08The one thing I ask, you can control the AC, West.
23:15All right, kids.
23:17We made it.
23:18Thank you, guys.
23:19We made it.
23:19Bless.
23:21I adopted a dog last night.
23:23No, you did.
23:24Oh, my God.
23:24I was like, dear God, that poor dog.
23:26What if it was just the boys this weekend, no girls?
23:28Well, that just might happen.
23:30Where's Amanda?
23:31Yeah, where is she?
23:32Well, I just got off the phone with her.
23:34I thought she was just gonna come out later tonight,
23:35and I don't know if she's gonna make it at all.
23:38She's not coming?
23:40It is what it is.
23:41I don't know.
23:42I was just like, come on.
23:43Like, second to last weekend.
23:44I'm so happy you're here.
23:45Oh, my God.
23:46Thank you so much, Scott.
23:47Well, let's go say hi to everyone.
23:49JJ, do you mind grabbing me a non-help?
23:51Yeah, yeah.
23:52Yeah.
23:54Oh, look at that service.
23:56Bro.
23:56Hello!
23:58Hello!
23:59Whoa!
24:00What up, y'all?
24:01Wow, there's a lot of testosterone flowing.
24:04We're adding more.
24:05I brought a plus one.
24:07Guys, you remember Scott?
24:09Hey.
24:10What's up?
24:11How's Scott?
24:11My girlfriend?
24:13Did she tell you?
24:14No.
24:16She kind of bailed.
24:19Why?
24:20I don't really have a good answer.
24:21She's kind of on the struggle bus.
24:22Hi, baby.
24:27What?
24:28Good to meet you, brother.
24:29Welcome, BuzzBuzz.
24:30Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:33Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:34Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:35Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:35Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:36Heard you got a girlfriend.
24:37How you feel?
24:38How you feel?
24:39Feels like the same.
24:41It's been a whole week.
24:42I didn't get text messages a whole week.
24:44I was waiting to see you face to face.
24:46I was never too busy for tea.
24:48Ever.
24:49Let's go.
24:49Come on over here.
24:50Coming to the corner.
24:50Big news.
24:52Scott, where are you from?
24:53Originally Brooklyn.
24:54She's a New York guy.
24:55New York guy, yeah.
24:56Any questions, comments, concerns?
25:00Look, all I say is I think it's a little fast.
25:02I want you to brace yourself.
25:04I want you to walk cautiously.
25:05That's the thing, though.
25:06Everyone has, like, okay.
25:08But I'm telling you from someone
25:09who's done multiple share houses,
25:12obviously I'm speaking from bad experience,
25:14but, like, ain't nothing good.
25:15No one's going anywhere.
25:16So, like, no need to, like, rush the process.
25:19I understand.
25:19This is how you feel.
25:21There doesn't need to be a proposal anytime soon
25:23is what we're saying.
25:24You're smart.
25:25You're emotionally intelligent.
25:26You know what you need.
25:27You know what's important to you.
25:29We're just checking in
25:30because obviously I care about you
25:32and, you know, you're a little younger than her,
25:34and I just want to make sure you guys are in line
25:36with what you want, what she wants,
25:39and being aware of the realities.
25:42You know?
25:43Yes.
25:51Who the hell was that?
25:56Hey!
25:57Oh, yes, I'm getting in the pool.
25:58All right.
25:59I got to call Amanda
26:00because where the is she?
26:01I know.
26:02Should we play?
26:08What?
26:08You better be sleep.
26:12I was napping.
26:15There's seven boys here.
26:18There's three boys.
26:20I'm gonna kill you.
26:21I'm sorry.
26:25This is not the ratio I ever wanted in my life.
26:29It's a boy summer!
26:31Oh!
26:33How'd that go in?
26:34I just can't do it.
26:38You're not coming at all.
26:39The idea of, like, going out there
26:41is overwhelming me so much.
26:43I was like, I just need to, like, not go.
26:46Obviously this summer for Kyle and I
26:48has been rough so far,
26:50and I feel like it's sort of catching up to me
26:52at this point.
26:53I've been showing up with a smile on my face
26:56every weekend,
26:57and being, like, the joyful, bubbly Amanda
27:00and trying to power through it all,
27:02and it's to a point where, like, I can't
27:06take it anymore.
27:07And I just need to be alone right now.
27:10Shiver meets Embers.
27:13You seem to, like, give myself some time.
27:16No, I get it.
27:22Did Wes say anything to you when he got to the house?
27:25No.
27:28Who is that?
27:29Me.
27:32This will take 30 seconds.
27:35Oh, .
27:36Are we going to FaceTime?
27:36Mm-hmm.
27:38I can come back.
27:40No, you can go ahead and do it.
27:42Um...
27:43Don't feel any better.
27:45You don't have to reply.
27:46I just want you to know that after a week,
27:49uh...
27:51I'm pretty bummed out about it,
27:53and I apologize.
27:56That's it.
27:57Okay.
27:59Tell her where that is.
28:01Shut up.
28:11Oh, my God, Sierra.
28:14Wow.
28:15All that build-up.
28:17I'm so sorry.
28:20My goodness.
28:22Oh, my God.
28:25All right, bye.
28:26I love you.
28:27Bye.
28:32You wouldn't even be in this situation
28:35if it wasn't Bruce.
28:36Dumbass.
28:38Ugh.
28:40Here's the thing.
28:41I don't hate him,
28:42but it is really hard to keep up the front that I do.
28:46And it's just getting exhausting at this point.
28:49I just feel like I've built up stories in my head
28:51about who he is and the things that he's done,
28:55and I'm sure he's built up stories in his head,
28:58and we should just talk and just put it all out there.
29:04So .
29:11I'm gonna jump in the shower for a second.
29:13Is that good?
29:13Yeah.
29:13Yeah.
29:15Are you by yourself?
29:16Jessie's here, but...
29:18I'm gonna get coffee in the morning.
29:20Yeah.
29:22Thanks.
29:23RSVPing, yes.
29:25Got it.
29:28She said we can get coffee tomorrow.
29:31All right.
29:33I honestly might just leave my hair in braids.
29:35I don't have it in me to do anything.
29:36I like the braids the best.
29:38Thanks, baby.
29:42I got my booty for my grandma.
29:45Sabrina Belle?
29:46I'm pretty good.
29:47How are you going?
29:49Getting hungry.
29:51Let's go, guys.
29:53What's up?
29:53Our car's here.
29:54Nero, we're leaving.
29:56Yo.
29:57Trailer on that girl.
30:03Get it.
30:04Get it.
30:05Get it.
30:06Get it.
30:18Let's just sprinting into the chain.
30:20Okay.
30:21Well, that's a little very good.
30:22I don't know.
30:23I'm wearing that.
30:24Don't worry.
30:26Jimmy out.
30:27Love you all.
30:28See you guys in the morning.
30:29Bye, girls.
30:30Good morning.
30:31Bye, Angel.
30:37We're Ben Hagueen.
30:39Oh, .
30:39What about me?
30:48Here I am, for the first time in a long time, having fun, feeling a little more lighthearted,
30:53feeling a little like myself, and it's because my wife's nowhere to be seen.
30:57Oh, my God.
30:59And that is a rude awakening, and it makes me realize just how effed we really are.
31:05Whoa!
31:08We need to be able to talk about reality.
31:11I have no voice.
31:15I hate you so much.
31:16Oh, .
31:16Hey, for today that I've seen you leave in all of the things that we've known each other.
31:22Yo, real talk.
31:23I'm not allowed with you.
31:24Here you go.
31:25I basically, like, really felt bad the first couple of weeks because I felt like you saw
31:29me at my worst.
31:31Like, whoa, whoa, whoa.
31:32I don't think this is your worst.
31:34And I've seen what you're going through.
31:35Like, don't think that, like, I'm judging you about anything.
31:38Everyone goes through trials and business and relationships.
31:41I'm not looking at that going, that's who you are.
31:44Like, I don't know exactly who you are.
31:47This little Crayon guy is crazy.
31:49Me?
31:50Okay.
31:50That was sick.
31:52Oh, wait.
31:56That was okay.
31:58Okay.
31:59Love you, mate.
32:00Good luck.
32:01See you in the morning.
32:21Gently relax your attention.
32:25Time to wake you.
32:30Good morning.
32:31Good morning.
32:33Good morning.
32:37Is everybody up?
32:39Amen.
32:42Boat day.
32:43Boat day.
32:45Oh, where's the lint brush?
32:48Damn.
32:49Damn.
32:51I'm sad you're leaving.
32:52Yeah.
32:53I wish you were staying for the boat.
32:56I wish I was too.
32:58Yeah.
32:59I wish I had a full weekend with you.
33:02I know.
33:05Grief is paralyzing at times.
33:08And I know this is heavy.
33:09And I know you didn't sign up to listen to this.
33:11I get it.
33:12But my mom speaking to me with this medium made me feel like, okay, Mia, you need to start moving
33:20on.
33:20You need to start making decisions in your life.
33:23I needed to hear that.
33:24And now I'm looking at my relationship like, okay, this is probably where I'm stagnant.
33:30And I need to make a change.
33:35Coming up.
33:37I'm almost, like, scared to be nice to you.
33:39Or, like, scared to, like, be myself around you.
33:42Because I'm afraid of being, like, embarrassed.
33:49One bun turned out perfect.
33:51The other bun is, like, the stepsister.
34:01What are you doing?
34:03Oh, hey.
34:04Didn't see you there.
34:05Are you ready?
34:06You look lovely.
34:07Thanks.
34:08You're giving boat chic.
34:10She came to get you.
34:12Sick.
34:13Holy smokes.
34:15You look amazing.
34:16Yeah.
34:17I'm going early.
34:18Who are you going with?
34:19West.
34:20Oh, wow.
34:21Coming.
34:23Oh, my God.
34:24That's crazy.
34:26You had a dream about someone giving me a handjob in the house.
34:31See?
34:33Sierra's not here.
34:34Where are they?
34:35Um...
34:36They went on a private boat tour.
34:38Oh, cool.
34:39Wait, her and West?
34:40Yeah.
34:41Oh, wow.
34:46Where's West?
34:47He was having a chat with Sierra today.
34:49Wait, they already left?
34:50Yeah, yeah.
34:51Oh, my goodness.
34:52I woke up before my alarm went off.
34:54Why?
34:56Nancy.
35:00Um...
35:00Yeah, I think it's just been, like, two years of...
35:05nothing really being said.
35:08I'm almost, like, scared to be nice to you, or, like, scared to, like, be myself around you,
35:13because I'm afraid of being, like, embarrassed, and, like, last weekend was, like, so weird.
35:20Because it's, like, the very thing that I was afraid of happened, and, like, you sat right next to me
35:26and, like, didn't see me.
35:30Really?
35:31Really?
35:32Rookie?
35:32Are you kidding me, mate?
35:36I feel like all of that's just, like, very triggering in this whole cycle of whatever the our relationship is.
35:46Yeah, like, subjecting you to that is f***ed up, and I am apologizing.
35:52I was just, like, trying to think things over this week, and, like...
35:56I don't, like, mean to bring it up to, like, rehash, but in terms of, like, talking to the press
36:01and talking to media, like, that was almost like the nail in the coffin.
36:05It felt like you really downplayed our entire relationship, and, like, honestly, the wording exactly is, like, we're not each
36:11other's people.
36:13I did really consider you, like, my best friend.
36:18I feel like we had such a great friendship, and...
36:21Yeah.
36:22I think that's the part that was, like, so hurtful about it, because I'm, like, I don't call people my
36:27best friend lightly, and, like, I don't have, like, the type of relationships that I had with you, with everyone.
36:33And, like, it really felt like I didn't know you, because I just wouldn't, didn't expect that from you.
36:39Yeah, and I think hearing you say the words back to me kind of, yeah, that makes me really sad.
36:45There's no way to, like, make it, like, hurt less, but in that moment, I was under such an attack,
36:51and you and I weren't communicating that, like...
36:53Yeah.
36:55Naturally, I...
36:56Mm-hmm.
36:57...tried to defend myself.
37:00I'm sorry that I didn't text you, and I wasn't there for you.
37:04It's okay.
37:05I...
37:08...can take accountability for...
37:11...not being there for you when you probably needed it.
37:14I feel like this wouldn't be the situation if we didn't have all of the cameras or the fans or
37:19anything.
37:20Like, it would be a lot simpler, but it just hasn't been.
37:23Uh, yeah.
37:25And the other hard part of this is, like, I...
37:30...know what my phone looks like, and it's...
37:34...it's so many people talking about you and I, comparing us or talking on...
37:41Mm-hmm.
37:42...meet, like, whatever it is, it's, like, super nasty, and it...
37:47...your natural instinct is to, like, resent the person who everyone is shitting on you about, you know?
37:56When in reality, you and I aren't, like, doing any of it, and it's just, like...
38:02Yeah, no.
38:03No.
38:03It's such a weird thing.
38:04You know, I feel like it muddies the water of how we actually feel about each other?
38:08Because, like...
38:09Hopefully.
38:09...they do miss you as, like, my friend.
38:13I mean, yeah, me too. It's really hard.
38:16How could I not?
38:41And I don't want people talking s*** or bad about you or, like, saying mean things to you, because you're
38:50not a bad person.
38:51And I've never thought you were a bad person.
38:54But, yeah, last year I don't think I was ready to be in this space, and then this year I'm
39:00just, like, a little tired of, like, having to carry it and...
39:05...act a certain way. Like, I want to be able to let my guard down, and I want to be
39:08able to, like, be normal around you.
39:11But I just, it's hard, because I'm like, I don't know what that even looks like, so...
39:16I obviously can still feel that you do have, like, clearly, like, a lot of walls up.
39:23And I hate that, because I would love to...
39:26Like, when you told me about the f***ing house in North Carolina...
39:31Like, I know that story more than f***ing anyone at the table, and I wanted to, like, talk to you
39:35about it and tell you how f***ing, like, proud of you I was and how cool that was.
39:41And I knew we weren't gonna talk about it, like, you and I.
39:44And those moments are, like, really hard.
39:52Even if we never talk again, I want you to know that, like, one, I'm sorry for anything, everything that,
39:57like, obviously...
39:58...like, really hurt.
40:00Now that it's been a long time, I have had a lot of time to reflect on...
40:08...the family stuff.
40:09Like, I don't want to, like, have to say sorry to you for, like...
40:13No.
40:14...bringing you home and, like, doing all that, because that meant a lot to me and it was fun.
40:17But I wasn't really, like, thinking about how impactful things like that could be.
40:21And, like, I know that that probably was, like, such a mind...
40:24...and I...
40:26I just want you to know that I've thought about that a lot, and...
40:30...I understand a lot of things better than I did.
40:32I...
40:35I see you more.
40:39I feel like that's...
40:43...all I wanted.
40:48I'm happier...
40:51...when you and I communicate, I feel like.
40:57Me too.
40:58Me too.
41:00You smile.
41:02It's good.
41:08We should move forward to whatever...
41:10...according to whatever boundaries you...
41:13Like, I could be your best friend tomorrow.
41:15I don't know.
41:15Can we just be best friends...
41:17...again?
41:19Hmm.
41:30Okay, sit.
41:59I know you weren't going to make out with Jessie also.
42:05I'm pissed that you said that you didn't care.
42:07Are you kidding?
42:08What was I going to do?
42:10Stop it.
42:12Save me.
42:16That's true.
42:21Welcome to Soft Bar.
42:24Next time on Summer House...
42:26I didn't realize that you and Lindsay weren't really...
42:28...was there, like, a falling out?
42:30Is she here?
42:31I don't think they've had sex in maybe years.
42:34Do you ever wonder if, like, you guys took time apart?
42:38He would never go for it.
42:41I can't believe summer's almost over.
42:42Mine just began, brother.
42:44Now they're, like, back to being friends, I guess.
42:47Okay, but, like, that's not friends.
42:49How did we go from zero to 100?
42:50You're right.
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