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00:11I am not bragging it says legendary right there in the recipe you wrote the
00:18recipe mom I inherited the recipe legendary came with it you can't tell me
00:29to make them and then deny me my own adjective I won't deny you your
00:34adjective are you there
00:49are you with me mom
00:55sorry I lost my place
01:06mom
01:07I'm okay
01:10mom
01:11what's happening
01:16are you there
01:18mom
01:20mom
01:38thank you for coming dr.
01:50like all the way
01:53when are we going to stop calling each other doctor
01:55how about when it stops being fun
01:58okay
01:59this is quite the surprise
02:00you're supposed to be on your way to monte carlo
02:02I said my regrets
02:04but you're the keynote speaker for a genetics conference
02:07and I have 300 geneticists headed their way
02:10they'll be alright
02:11ditching a conference last minute
02:14is this like you
02:15I think it's like me right now
02:26am I being a babysitter
02:28am I calling you a lie
02:32actually it's not mine
02:41John thank god
02:42it's my mother
02:49Watson everything okay
02:50I'm on my way to you hop Dr. Lovey
02:53all hands on deck
02:55you up?
02:56Watson needs us
02:57I'll get my car
03:00I fell asleep on these
03:02I'll let it happen again
03:05mom
03:07mom
03:08mom
03:09what happened?
03:10patient collapsed while baking
03:11Elizabeth Morrison is that?
03:13Mary's mother yes
03:13she's a mechanic with a cute alter mental status
03:16is she having a stroke?
03:17there's no facial droop
03:18the extremity exam is normal
03:20did your brother get to the house yet?
03:22the paramedics let themselves in with a hidden key
03:23it's in one of their pockets but the door's locked
03:25tell him to kick it down
03:28tell him to kick it down
03:35the three imaginary planes for dividing the human body are
03:38oh sagittal coronal and transverse
03:42yes excuse me Doreen
03:44sure
03:44hey then Dr. Craft
03:46I need to kick through a door soon Will
03:47oh great
03:49so is it a metal door?
03:52wooden door?
03:53particle board?
03:54I need particulars
04:05who's the patient your mother-in-law?
04:07ex's mother-in-law
04:08is she experiencing memory loss?
04:12no I don't think so
04:13I know it's everywhere
04:15how to start the car
04:17how to lock the door
04:18her respiratory distress is worsening John
04:20we need something now
04:21any cognitive changes?
04:22no she can teach class tomorrow
04:27what's she baking?
04:29Nana's legendary tea cakes
04:31recipe list is secret ingredient
04:32one teaspoon only
04:33don't duplicate
04:37those are almond cakes
04:38look for a small glass bottle
04:40probably no label
04:40I see it
04:42okay smell it
04:43don't taste it just smell it
04:47almonds
04:48bitter almond extract
04:49very good Sasha
04:50why can't we buy bitter almond extract in stores?
04:53because it can contain a deadly amount of cyanide
04:54cyanide poisoning
04:55the patient's been making her own bitter almond extract
04:57she needs the antidote
04:58five grams of hydroxycobalamin
05:00prepare that in a second dose
05:01in case we need to repeat it
05:15mom?
05:16mom?
05:24thank god you had us so worried
05:36he saved you
05:37he saved you
05:40John I was just telling mom you saved your life
05:43thank you young man
05:45it's my pleasure
05:47Elizabeth I want to talk to you about some notes that we found in your home
05:51there was some instructions on how to start your car
05:54are you one of my doctors?
05:57well I'm just helping out
05:59but I'm interested of course
06:00oh what do they call you?
06:02excuse me?
06:03I've raised my daughter to
06:06respect doctors young man
06:08we're not on a first name basis just yet
06:10so you don't know who I am?
06:12I don't unless I'm missing something
06:15you and I never met before
06:25good morning Shinwell
06:26good morning Gav
06:26good morning Dr. Lubbock
06:28oh good morning
06:29that's Croft
06:30Dr. Croft
06:32new scientist want to interview you
06:34certain questions about cloning
06:37tell them I said my regrets
06:38passing that along once again
06:40Dr. Ishikata of Tokyo University
06:43if you like him
06:44we reached out regarding a possible collaboration
06:47okay well tell him I said my regrets
06:50yes
06:50so is that the official policy of the Holmes clinic then?
06:53Dr. Watson sends his regrets
06:57you feeling gun shy?
06:59a chance?
07:01I mean after all the business with Maury
07:03we've got patients Shinwell
07:04I got three brilliant doctors down there waiting to treat them
07:07yeah
07:08formerly four brilliant young doctors
07:10but
07:12your point is well taken
07:15Mary
07:18a month ago
07:19Elizabeth Morstan was fine
07:20two weeks ago she couldn't even recognize me
07:26where'd you find this?
07:28got it from your house Elizabeth
07:29it's been there for years
07:30I would know my own son-in-law if I saw him
07:34she's already experiencing what most doctors would consider moderate to severe dementia
07:41this feels so good
07:44you're so beautiful
07:47are you one of my doctors?
07:50and as of this morning the patient couldn't even recognize her own daughter
07:55this process should have taken years
07:57are we sure it didn't?
07:59cognitive decline sneaks up on people
08:01Mary visits her mother two times a week
08:03so you're talking the medical director of U-Hop just
08:05not noticing
08:06I don't see it
08:08I can give you our best assessment
08:09but that's really a question for a neurologist
08:11if only we had one of those handy
08:15you can't keep me around here forever
08:17I'm too young for all this
08:20I'm sorry can you just remind me again Elizabeth
08:24how old are you?
08:24I'm 25
08:27too young to be hanging around all these doctors
08:31why?
08:33how old do I look?
08:36it's not a lie, it's not a delusion
08:38it's a confabulation
08:40Elizabeth Morstan can't remember things past a certain point in her life
08:44she explains that to herself by concluding that's how old she must be
08:49a 72 year old woman believes she's 25
08:54explain how that happens
08:55symptoms are typically associated with Korsakoff syndrome
08:58it's unlikely she's a non-drinker
09:01I know we could use a neurologist
09:03that's why I've empowered the three of you to help me find one
09:05we've recommended four candidates, you've rejected them all
09:07why don't you just tell us what you're looking for?
09:09I'm looking for a world class neurologist
09:11nope, you're looking for an interesting subject
09:14please explain this
09:15you tend to see the world as an experiment in genetics
09:18Stevens and I, we were interesting because we're twins
09:20Sasha's adopted from the world of China into a privileged suburb of Dallas
09:23and Ingrid was an actual question of good or evil
09:26how are we supposed to top that?
09:27I've never asked you to top it
09:29no, you just reject every candidate we sent you
09:31you know the three of us now, you need fresh meat
09:33so why don't you tell us what mystery you're looking to solve
09:35and we'll tell you who to hire
09:42stop
09:43Tuff, can you use your help?
09:44I need a fresh perspective, Shinwell
09:46from a first year nursing student
09:49go with the twins and examine the patient
09:51there's been a recent change in her gait
09:53I want to revisit Lewy body dementia
09:54Sasha, help me reorganize everything that we got from Elizabeth's house
09:58there's something we're not seeing
10:02oh, and
10:04I'm not done with you three yet, by the way
10:07yes, you have proven yourself to be a doctor, it's true
10:09but
10:10you're still full of mysteries
10:12what's mine?
10:13help me find the neurologist and I'll tell you
10:19okay
10:21couple of lovely laps
10:23okay
10:24you're doing great
10:25go on
10:27hold on the little compacts, Lance
10:30she thinks she's 25
10:31how's she gonna feel if she gets a look at things?
10:35hmm
10:38Anastasia Petroff
10:39neuroresidency at Mayo
10:40and fellowship at Sloan
10:41what's her mystery?
10:43looks like she might have one brown eye and one blue one
10:45isolated heterochromia
10:47I can hear Watson yawning already
10:49Madeline Weaver, she played basketball for Penn
10:52one of the links on resumes, that's
10:54she's six foot eight
10:55a 6'8 neurologist, that could work
11:01what do you make of Watson, the country doctor?
11:03we treat patients from all over the world
11:05when he shut down the lab three months ago
11:07he's not publishing
11:08turns down every grant
11:10I'm sure he's still hurting after more
11:12he already almost killed us
11:13give him time, Stevens
11:15we have given him time
11:17Watson's been good to us
11:18without the research, we're just doctors in the Rust Belt
11:21I didn't sign up to work at a regional clinic
11:38how long have you been up?
11:41two hours
11:42let's get a better perspective when everyone is asleep
11:51what do you want?
11:53it's not a you and me question
11:55we're too new for that
11:57it's a you question
11:58I've never heard you say
12:01I want this
12:02or I need this
12:04I've only ever seen you
12:06give yourself away
12:10I can go first, if that helps
12:16okay
12:18I want my son to thrive
12:21I want my patients to live
12:24I want one of them to
12:26think about me later
12:28and remember someone cared about them
12:30when they were up against it
12:32I want my life to mean something
12:35and
12:36I want to have the best sex I've ever had
12:39to keep from worrying that it doesn't
12:42so, that's me
12:43um
12:44Layla Bynum
12:47how about you?
12:48um
12:53I'm sorry to marry her
12:55mother's had a change
12:56saved by the buzz
12:59you owe me a statement of purpose
13:08listen I know this is a lot
13:11but I was with Mary for a long time
13:15I can handle all of that
13:18I just want to know what you want
13:26how are you this morning Elizabeth?
13:28I'm fabulous, I'm glowing
13:31that's good, it's good to hear but
13:32I heard you're refusing your medication
13:35and that's not good, we need to keep you healthy
13:37you don't want to fill me with chemicals
13:39you might hurt the baby
13:43didn't anyone tell you?
13:45I'm having a baby
13:51what do you think I made a list?
13:53girls and boys
13:54I see it's
13:58she's talking about me John, I don't have any siblings
14:00I don't?
14:02my mother thinks she's pregnant
14:04with me
14:06look at this
14:08take a look
14:09this right here is your mother's typical handwriting
14:12this is what she wrote this morning
14:14you see the difference?
14:16you see the looping and the shaking
14:19this is motor dysfunction
14:20it's new
14:22I'm gonna order a kinematic analysis
14:23to evaluate the changes
14:25why? you think that can change anything?
14:26oh I think it can change everything
14:28now it's only a theory
14:29but if I'm right
14:30your mother doesn't have
14:32Alzheimer's, Lewy body dementia
14:33or any other nightmare diagnosis
14:35if I'm right
14:37this is reversible
14:39I can bring her back
14:44we have to get Elizabeth Morrison onto the UNOS list
14:46she needs a new liver
14:47what?
14:48if I'm right, she doesn't have a neurodegenerative disorder
14:51Elizabeth has covert hepatic encephalopathy
14:53due to undiagnosed cirrhosis of the liver
14:56we missed it
14:57liver tests can come out normal in the earliest stages of age
15:00cirrhosis? isn't Elizabeth the non-drinker?
15:02she is, but she also has a history of type 2 diabetes
15:05Alyssa's at risk for developing non-alcoholic fatty liver disease
15:07that's how she got cirrhosis
15:09if she has cirrhosis
15:10we can reverse our dementia
15:14first we'll confirm cirrhosis with a biopsy
15:16but then all we have to do is treat your mother with lactulose and rifaximin
15:19until she gets a new organ
15:24it was an intense fellowship
15:25lots of late nights
15:26lots of dissecting human brains
15:28lost a fiancƩ to the whole deal if I'm being honest
15:31but would do it again in a heartbeat
15:34is there anything else I can tell you?
15:36I do have one question actually
15:37how tall are you?
15:395'8", is that relevant?
15:41not at all really
15:42it's just one of the links in the resume says 6'8".
15:45it's a typo
15:46huh
15:475'8", is a great height
15:48a perfect height
15:49my own height
15:51thank you so much for coming in today Maddie
15:54Dr. Watson should have an opening in his schedule soon
15:56please reach out if he does
15:59bye then
16:01she's perfect
16:02she's boring
16:02you don't have to be 6'8", to be interesting Steven
16:05it's Watson
16:05you?
16:06except the interview if you like you'll just turn her down
16:08Watson said we're all full of mysteries
16:10what did he mean by that?
16:12does that matter?
16:13well I'd like to know I'm being evaluated
16:14does he just want to know if you and me are going to make it?
16:17is that interesting?
16:18oh, I mean it is to me
16:20but like on a cosmic scale
16:25oh
16:25what?
16:26no, don't look
16:27it's her
16:28I don't want to have a conversation
16:31Steven
16:33Adam
16:34and Sasha
16:37good to see you all
16:38are you real?
16:39you're here
16:41at UHOP
16:42just an appointment
16:43don't worry
16:45I heard you took a job in Portland
16:46AGH came in with a competitive offer
16:49got my sister set up here
16:50so
16:50he stayed
16:52I read your book
16:54you did
16:56thought it was well done
16:56congratulations
16:57thank you
17:00you look good
17:02thanks
17:05tell Watson I say hi
17:07absolutely
17:12is it me?
17:13or is she in suspiciously good form?
17:16suspicious being the operative word
17:19are these vitamins?
17:20yes
17:20let me help you
17:23they will help you stay healthy
17:31just have a couple more left here
17:34do I know you?
17:37you come by everyday
17:39but
17:40feels like
17:41much more than that
17:43yes my name is John Watson
17:45does that
17:46mean anything to you?
17:49oh
17:49you
17:50take good care of me
17:52and Miles
17:53come by everyday
17:54so I guess that's
17:55that's all I need to know
17:58so you think you're having a boy?
18:00call it
18:01call it
18:01a mother's intuition
18:09how long has your stomach been swollen like that?
18:13there's some time
18:14why have I take a look?
18:16sure
18:21oh
18:21oh
18:24isn't he beautiful?
18:26your mother contracted a urinary tract infection
18:29as she's responding to the antibiotics
18:31but her liver function's taking a hit
18:33the swelling in her abdomen
18:34is from worsening ascites
18:37Mary
18:37she can't wait anymore
18:39she's an acute
18:40liver failure
18:41we need to do a transplant right away
18:43she's still number 4 on the uterus list
18:45that could be days
18:46it could be weeks
18:47how long does she have?
18:49I don't know but if we wait
18:50too long
18:51she could be too unstable for the operation
18:57use me
18:59I want to be a living donor
19:00take a piece of my liver
19:01and make a directed donation to mom
19:03it's my liver John
19:05it regenerates
19:06we're family
19:07there's less chance to reject the tissue
19:08okay you need to understand everything
19:10you say this can bring her all the way back right?
19:13we have to do this
19:14it's her only option
19:18okay
19:20first we have to be sure that you're a candidate to make that donation
19:24if everything lines up then
19:27we'll do it as soon as we can
19:30but like you say
19:31this
19:33is her only option
19:38when's the last time you finished a movie?
19:40now listen it's just not fun for me
19:42I get hung up on diagnosing all these crazy ass actors
19:45have you seen some of these?
19:46seriously
19:47I just talked to the surgeons
19:48they say I'm a borderline candidate
19:50they won't let me donate
19:51because they're worried my liver isn't big enough to handle it
19:54can you give us a second please?
19:56sure
19:58sorry you hear that
19:59look
20:00don't be sorry
20:01just
20:01do your thing
20:03you push boundaries
20:05this is what you do
20:06find me someone
20:07find a surgeon who's willing to harvest the tissue
20:09can I see your worker?
20:13I know how that looks but I am a borderline candidate not a non-viable one
20:17I can't do it
20:19I see
20:19when it's something you want
20:21you'll go to any risk
20:22when it's for someone else
20:23no listen I agree with Dr. Rao's findings
20:26okay the risk to you
20:27they're just too high
20:29if you donate
20:30you're at risk to live in front of yourself
20:32and we can't lose both of you
20:33I can't lose both of you
20:34then she's gonna die John
20:37my mother is gonna die
20:48John?
20:52you recognize me?
20:57how long have I been like this?
21:01you've been sick for a while now
21:03you're having trouble with your memory
21:06Mary and I and all of the other doctors here were working to get you better
21:09I...
21:11I don't think that's gonna happen
21:16Miss Mary I'm...
21:17I'm gonna say goodbye
21:18no we are not there yet
21:20but Mary is here working
21:22let me get her for you
21:23I wanna see Miles
21:27you don't have a son Elizabeth
21:30it's just Mary
21:32I guess I do
21:37Mary...
21:39Mary...
21:39your mother wants to talk to you
21:43she knows where she is
21:45she's having a moment of clarity
21:46but this...
21:47isn't necessarily what you think
21:49terminal lucidity
21:51this is what happens to dementia patients right before they die
21:54yeah but her condition isn't neurodegenerative
21:56we don't know why it happens John
21:58you're right
22:00but we also don't know how long it lasts
22:02but we also don't know how long it lasts
22:18hi mom
22:21do we...
22:22do we...
22:22know each other?
22:29uh...
22:31I'm someone who cares about you
22:35can we sit together?
22:47you'll be here soon?
22:53personally I don't see it
22:54Ingrid's not really a face value kind of person
22:57I say she's lying about why she's here
22:58she did have a visitor badge
23:00I mean it's not like she makes up stuff 100% of the time
23:03may I make a suggestion?
23:06I think we'd all do well to remember that few of us were without sin last year
23:12I betrayed Watson
23:15Dr Croft had a relapse
23:16it was a fraught time
23:19plenty of blame for all tongues
23:22uh... did Ingrid do wrong?
23:24yeah... oh yeah
23:26but she also come forward with the truth
23:28when it mattered most
23:30she admitted the worst thing she's ever done
23:33in front of a room full of people
23:35she also answered the question that Dr Watson was most concerned with
23:40Ingrid's brilliant
23:41right?
23:42question is is she brilliant like Holmes
23:44or is she brilliant like Moriarty?
23:47well I'd say we know that now
23:50I'd say we know that for certain
23:52but for all that
23:54it was Ingrid
23:55that lost her spot
23:56you know she's the only one that paid a real price for what happened
24:01now has she bothered us
24:02in the months since?
24:05no
24:07she tried to
24:09turn the situation to her advantage
24:11no
24:15Dr Darien's fine
24:18she's just fine
24:21I say
24:23we leave her be
24:24and focus on our work
24:39of course you know about this place
24:42why am I not surprised you more?
24:44well I do keep an eye on you guv
24:46but try not to bug you when you're here
24:49a man needs a place to think
24:51is that what I'm doing?
24:53Elizabeth Morston keeps a file about a chain of bakeries called the Pastry Mill
24:59can't figure out why she'd do that
25:01she'll tell the fellows you'll be along shortly then
25:03the morning meetings
25:04you know I love them but sometimes I hate them
25:06you know I got a room for the smartest people I can find all just looking at me
25:11waiting for direction
25:13sounds like a good way to go mad
25:17myself
25:18I think I'd retreat to my own personal
25:21whatever this place is
25:22never come back
25:23oh no this is uh
25:26this is the old lobby
25:27when I was a kid I used to run through here
25:30go see my doctor
25:33tell them to have direction for them soon
25:37John
25:39look mate
25:39I'm not sure that
25:42I've
25:43thanked you
25:44properly
25:45for keeping me on
25:46oh no you've thanked me
25:48yeah
25:48copy handsomely
25:49daily
25:50but not properly though
25:53I'm not sure that I even can
25:56it's a third chance that's what you've extended to me
26:02I'm not sure why
26:04but I am grateful
26:06the world needs what you have to give you
26:08yeah
26:10look I know you don't believe that yet
26:11and look you may be you never will
26:14but you're kind
26:17in spite of where you came from
26:18in spite of what you did
26:20you're kind and you care
26:22yeah of course I mean it would have been easy for me just to let you go
26:25but this place needs that
26:27your patients need that
26:29and you owe them
26:31everything that's good inside you
26:33don't ever forget that
26:34not when you're tired
26:36not when you're sad
26:38or in a bad mood
26:39not ever
26:42that's your minutes
26:47thanks Kevin
26:48and you're also not allowed to say that anymore
26:50all right
27:00Miles
27:03beg your pardon governor
27:04tell the fellows that
27:06I will give them some direction this afternoon
27:09but I gotta go
27:15I have places to be John
27:16what are we doing here
27:181983 was a really good year
27:20no second MC's came up
27:22Sunday in the park with George
27:23only you would connect run DMC with Stephen Sondheim
27:251983 was also the year that you were born
27:33Mary Elizabeth Morstan
27:36you were the only child
27:38your mother was 29 when she had you
27:40but in her confabulations
27:42she's 25 and about to have her first baby
27:45mom has dementia
27:46she's not going to be consistent
27:47Elizabeth she's building reality out of what's left in her memory
27:51and yes she is in and out of believing that she's pregnant
27:54but every time she does think that
27:56Elizabeth believes it's 1979
28:00that she's 25
28:02where is this going
28:03you might want to take a sip first
28:05I'm good thanks
28:07I have been doing some research
28:10called an affair from an old homicide detective that I know
28:13look at some records
28:15John what is it?
28:17I think that your parents got pregnant before they were married
28:20I believe she had a baby in 1979
28:24what?
28:26you've got a sibling married
28:28when they got pregnant
28:29Elizabeth and your father they had to make a choice
28:31they knew they couldn't be parents yet
28:33so they gave their child a full adoption
28:35I know this is a lot
28:37but if I'm right
28:39there's another potential match for your mother
28:41another candidate to make a direct donation
28:43she would have told me
28:45your parents they made a promise
28:47they found a loving home for their child
28:49and they didn't interfere
28:52meanwhile your brother grew up
28:55succeeded
28:56and started a loving family of his own
28:58I've got two chocolate like on your mark
29:00I wonder
29:01thank you
29:02excuse me
29:04your name wouldn't be Miles McClellan by any chance would it?
29:08it is?
29:08do I know you?
29:09not yet
29:10but I'd like to introduce you to Mary Morstan
29:14and if I'm right
29:16she's your sister
29:19what?
29:22are we being scammed?
29:24do you believe any of this?
29:26I was married to John Watson for years
29:29whatever this is
29:30it's not a scam
29:33are you adopted?
29:36do you happen to have
29:37wide thumbnails
29:39like maybe you got teased for it?
29:41me too
29:43can you crinkle up your tongue to make it look like a four leaf clover?
29:47now how did you guess that?
29:49because I can do it too
29:51those are genetic traits
29:52we have them in common
29:54look I'm not saying John is right
29:56but I've also learned not to bet against him
29:59even if this is true
30:01what am I supposed to do?
30:03donate my liver to a stranger?
30:04look I'm not asking you to do that
30:05I had no idea why I was even coming here today
30:08you're telling me my biological mother's in the hospital
30:11that she'll die without a directed donation
30:14you might not be making a specific request
30:16but you out here asking
30:21she is dying
30:24my mother is dying
30:26wouldn't you do everything you could to help?
30:28even if it meant asking a stranger for something you have no right to expect?
30:32I will
30:34I'm married
30:36I got two daughters and a son
30:38this procedure you're talking about cutting out part of my liver
30:41there have to be risks
30:43there are
30:46the liver regenerates
30:48but still something
30:50could happen to you while you're under anesthesia
30:53even if things go perfectly
30:55your quality of life could be impacted
30:57all of that for a woman I've never met
31:00if you were me
31:01wouldn't you put your family first?
31:03the family you know?
31:06I would
31:09I will pray for your mother
31:11but I can't help
31:18my mom's been mentioning you
31:20I know she wasn't in your life
31:23but she knows about this place
31:25she knows your name
31:28if you have time
31:31if you're willing
31:34I'm sure she'd love a lizard
31:56I'm sorry
31:59I lashed out
32:02I can read my own work up
32:04I know I'm not a candidate for a living donation
32:08you dug up a brother I didn't even know was out there
32:12you did everything you could've
32:16you did everything anybody could've
32:25I started seeing someone not too long ago
32:28I know
32:31I'm a detective
32:37all of this with mom
32:39I was on our way to our fifth date when it all started
32:42Annie said she wanted to stick in
32:46she just kinda drifted away
32:48I haven't heard from her in two weeks
32:52when things go bad in a real way
32:55that's when you learn who has that stubborn streak inside them
32:59that's when you learn who's really there
33:05thank you John
33:08your mother's worth it
33:13she is
33:17excuse me
33:21I don't know your mother
33:26I mean
33:27I called my parents
33:29they confirmed everything that you said
33:32she gave birth to me
33:33but I don't know who she is
33:36if she's asking for me
33:39if she's dying
33:42I'd like to sit with her
33:45I'd like to say a prayer if that's okay
33:47of course
34:01good morning young man
34:03how's your world?
34:05surviving and thriving
34:06the usual?
34:07good morning young man
34:10how's your world?
34:12scratching and surviving
34:15good morning young man
34:18how's your world?
34:20surviving and thriving
34:21the usual?
34:24she came every day
34:26your mother she came to see me every morning
34:306 months in
34:31I was gonna close the bakery
34:34she talked me out of it
34:36told me to keep going
34:41she came every single day
34:45so
35:12I was gonna call her
35:12the uncle had a cousin
35:12in her home
35:12she made the ƶrn
35:12Mom?
35:17Hi, honey.
35:21You look tired.
35:23A little bit.
35:25Hi.
35:29Sorry to interrupt.
35:32Miles?
35:34What are you doing here?
35:36You've been sick, Mom.
35:38He helped you.
35:40Miles saved your life.
35:42Come in and join us.
35:44Actually, I'm not alone, if that's okay.
35:47Come on, baby.
35:49Come meet your Auntie Mary.
35:52There you go.
35:54And this beautiful woman
35:55is your grandma.
35:58Oh, look at you.
36:00Oh, my goodness.
36:02Oh, my.
36:03You made this.
36:05Awesome.
36:09Here you go.
36:11Two options to be the next neurologist.
36:13I think we found the only candidate
36:15who's ever going to make you happy.
36:17If you don't find what you're looking for in there,
36:19I'm not sure we can help you.
36:20Because I'm not sure you know.
36:23I look forward to reviewing the files.
36:29Actually, Watson,
36:30what's my mystery?
36:32You still just looking to track
36:33an adopted gal from the South?
36:35I think I know who you are by now, Sasha.
36:37You've shown us all.
36:39What is it, then?
36:40You really want me to tell you?
36:43I do, too.
36:45Your mystery is the same as mine.
36:46It's the same as everyone's.
36:48It's what's going to happen to you next,
36:49what are you going to do when it does,
36:50and who you're going to be when it's over.
36:54Something's different about you now.
36:57I let some things go.
36:59Are you doing okay?
37:00I feel like nobody ever asks you that.
37:03Doing just great.
37:04Yeah, I can see that.
37:06All right, good night, Watson.
37:07Good night.
37:09Good night.
37:24I'm not ready for this.
37:28I just...
37:31Not today, okay?
37:34But this is uncomfortable.
37:36It's uncomfortable because this is where the work is.
37:40We've been building towards this.
37:42And I promise you, you're ready.
37:45Ingrid, for the first time in your life,
37:47you are surrounded by people like you.
37:49And you still haven't said it out loud.
37:52You came here for a reason.
37:54You want something.
37:56Tell me what it is.
37:59I want my life to stop blowing up.
38:02That's it.
38:05That's all.
38:06Okay, well, you want to control your behavior.
38:09That is an important first step.
38:11But you have to name it.
38:23I'm Ingrid.
38:29Ingrid Darian.
38:35I have antisocial personality disorder.
38:41I'm ready.
38:42I'm ready.
38:44Ask you a question.
38:47I'm ready to say what I want.
38:50I've been chasing something for as long as I can remember.
38:54Place where I can stand and no one can ever question if my life mattered.
38:59I made good choices or something amazing for myself, you know, and I got it.
39:07There's every normal way that I got it.
39:14But all that came across.
39:18Love.
39:21I gave up love.
39:23Took it for granted.
39:25I lost it.
39:29I have a chance to live my life differently.
39:31All right.
40:15My dear Watson.