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00:01I just got invited to a group called Chris is a Rapist.
00:04It says that he assaulted Katie and Lucy.
00:06Did you know about this?
00:07Why are you doing this?
00:08I don't need to force anybody.
00:10Pippa and I hooked up once, and we're cool.
00:11You think nobody knows what you did to Pippa?
00:13Do you think Lucy's okay?
00:14Yeah, I think she just wants people to stop talking about it.
00:18I didn't mean for this story to become about me.
00:20I was just trying to help Pippa.
00:22Don't say anything else to anyone.
00:24I told Steven.
00:25You what?
00:26He made me admit it.
00:27Go.
00:28On tape.
00:28I lied about being raped.
00:31When I'm rough with you...
00:31You're nothing.
00:32I thought we were just fucking around, and it didn't come from, like, a place of, like, trauma.
00:36You're not damaging me.
00:37I don't want you to suddenly be different.
00:39It's because you are so completely forgettable.
00:42You're just a pointless fucking cunt!
00:45Do you actually like this, or did he just convince you that you do?
00:48Because I bet you fucking hate it.
00:51I can tell you're trying to hurt me, Bri.
00:53We are not going to succeed, because I've already felt all the things that you're feeling.
00:57Bri, hey!
00:58I think what you're doing is really wrong.
01:00You're sleeping with someone else's husband.
01:02It's gross.
01:02Okay, I'll help you.
01:03Do this one like you want to kill yourself.
01:07Please be serious.
01:08This is...
01:09We're talking about suicide here.
01:11I'm going to New Jersey to see my mom.
01:14You know, I don't have any summer plans yet.
01:16Trev and I are house-sitting Bruce's parents at the shore.
01:19You could come if you wanted.
01:20Hey, do you want to come get food with us?
01:22I ate already, actually, with Evan.
01:24We're kind of back together.
01:26It's good.
01:26Are you pregnant?
01:27Hey, you already scheduled an abortion.
01:29It's going to be the highlight of my year.
01:31I am so excited to abort your baby.
01:34He's just not someone who lets things go.
01:36No, I'm actually scared of him.
01:57Hi.
02:05Happy Valentine's Day.
02:06Happy Valentine's Day.
02:12What time's the thing?
02:13What's it?
02:14Uh, 12.
02:15But I'm going to get ready with the girls first,
02:16so I'll meet you there.
02:17That's cool.
02:18Yeah, that sounds cool.
02:19Great.
02:21Are you going now?
02:22Yeah, I just have some shit to do first, so...
02:25Okay.
02:25Uh, I'll see you there.
02:30Okay.
02:36Hey.
02:38I love you.
02:40You're a good Valentine.
02:42Oh, so are you.
02:44Oh, so are you going to carry on?
02:52Shrugged off, short-sighted, false assignment, tender.
02:55What can I say?
03:02Have one, have 20 more, one more, zender.
03:05With the lovely lamb.
03:14Good times are killing me.
03:18Good times are killing me.
03:24Good times are killing me.
03:36I feel cheesy saying Happy Valentine's Day, so I'm not going to.
03:49Okay, so are you going to go to this anti-Valentine's Day party at Theta?
03:54The goth thing?
03:55Yeah.
03:56I don't know.
03:58You're going with Wrigley, right?
04:02Yeah.
04:04Do you think I'm terrible?
04:06No.
04:07It's just kind of a mess.
04:16I should take this.
04:20Hey, Mom.
04:21Diana, what the hell are these photos that were sent to your father?
04:25What do you mean?
04:27Your father was just sent some very disturbing photos of you from some anonymous email account.
04:33I have no idea what you're talking about, Mom.
04:35I just forwarded them to you.
04:53I don't know why you would let someone take pictures of you like this.
04:56Mom, I don't...
04:58This is insane.
04:59Um, I'm so sorry.
05:00I'm so, so sorry.
05:01Is Dad there?
05:03I don't think it's a good idea for you to talk to him right now.
05:05He's really upset.
05:07Honestly, so am I.
05:08Let's just speak later.
05:20Please don't look.
05:22Who sent those?
05:25Steven.
05:27I forgot they even existed.
05:29They're from freshman year.
05:30You let Steven have those?
05:31Because it was early when I was still obsessed with him.
05:40What are you going to do?
05:42I'm not giving him a reaction.
05:43Okay, I don't think now's the time to be a bigger person.
05:46It's not about being the bigger person.
05:48He cannot keep getting away with this, okay?
05:50There's no justice with someone like him, okay?
05:52That's not how this works.
05:54Hey, look.
05:54Okay, I get it.
05:55He's really scary.
05:56Sorry, um, I just think I need to be alone right now.
06:04Okay.
06:51I want you to know.
06:55That I'm happy for you.
07:02I wish nothing but the best.
07:06I like the tear.
07:08Yeah, it felt right.
07:10Dressing like I'm clinically depressed actually makes me feel less clinically depressed.
07:16I hope Pippa gets here soon.
07:18I don't want to be late.
07:22I think it's bad that I didn't get Evan a Valentine's Day gift.
07:25I mean, you guys only got back together like a week ago.
07:28I'm not sure you really earned a gift yet.
07:32Do you, do you not like Evan?
07:35What?
07:36What, why would you ask that?
07:38Just like a feeling I get sometimes.
07:41No.
07:42No, I like him.
07:43I like him.
07:47Hi.
07:47Hi.
07:48Hi.
07:48Where have you been?
07:49Wow.
07:50I didn't know we were going full out with makeup and everything.
07:53Well, we're running a little bit late.
07:55So, draw on a tear and then we can go?
07:59I'm not really in the mood.
08:00I'll take it.
08:02It weirdly makes you feel better.
08:06Okay.
08:11Lucy, doesn't this mean that you like killed someone in prison?
08:15Give me a sec, okay?
08:16Okay.
08:17Are you drawing too?
08:22Hey.
08:23Hi.
08:23Okay.
08:24So, it took a lot of bribery, but my friend can cover my shift.
08:27So, I'll be there for your exhibit tomorrow.
08:29Wait, really?
08:30Yep.
08:31I'll take the train and then I'll just like get a cab from there.
08:33I actually got to run now, but I'll see you tomorrow.
08:36I'm really excited.
08:37Yeah, me too.
08:38Bye.
08:47So, my mom is coming to my exhibit tomorrow.
08:50Wait, what?
08:51Your mom, mom?
08:53Yeah, like, like my mom.
08:56Holy shit.
08:56What?
08:57How?
08:58Uh, it's a long story, but basically I got in touch with her a couple weeks ago and I invited
09:04her and I wasn't sure if she'd flake, so I didn't want to get my hopes up, but she's
09:10not flaking.
09:11Oh, my God.
09:12Breeze.
09:13Breeze, it's amazing.
09:14It's really good.
09:15Wow.
09:17Um, I haven't told Evan yet, though, so, um, just let me tell him first.
09:23Yeah.
09:24Okay, we should go.
09:26I think he's already there.
09:28Okay, wait.
09:29Guys.
09:29Hold on.
09:30Is this, like, goth enough?
09:33Yes.
09:34Also, being goth is more about the attitude anyway.
09:37For sure.
09:38So just, just look miserable.
09:40Mm-hmm.
09:42Got it.
09:49This is super random, but I have something I want to talk to you about later.
09:54Okay.
09:55It's good, though.
09:56Okay.
09:57Okay.
09:57You look amazing, by the way.
10:00Yeah?
10:00Yeah.
10:01You like this goth look?
10:02Yeah.
10:08Hey, hey.
10:09You guys gotta cut out all this cute couple-y shit, okay?
10:11This party is not about love.
10:14I mean, look at me and Wrigley.
10:15We're being very, very appropriate.
10:17Ha.
10:18They're all being a bunch of smug assholes.
10:20Mm-hmm.
10:21Speaking of, I think Stephen's coming in.
10:23I guess he's bringing a date.
10:24Some freshmen.
10:25Gross.
10:26Of course Stephen's preying on a freshman.
10:28Should we leave?
10:29No.
10:30No, it's fine.
10:32You actually have a date coming, too?
10:34Pretty sure I don't.
10:36I might have texted Alex and asked him to come.
10:38What?
10:39No.
10:40Why'd you do that?
10:41You're too hot to be alone on Valentine's Day.
10:43Great.
10:44Besides, isn't it kind of fun to rub it in Stephen's face?
10:46No, but, well, I'm really not trying to piss Stephen off.
10:48Can you text Alex and tell him not to come?
10:50It's too late.
10:51He's almost here.
10:53Sorry.
10:55Sorry.
10:56I didn't want you to be alone today.
10:58It's great.
11:00I'm excited for you to meet everyone.
11:02Really?
11:03I mean, they're all fucking embarrassing, but I'm excited for them to meet you and see
11:07how fucking hot you look.
11:12Can you hear something?
11:18Come on, let's go pee.
11:20Yeah.
11:23Well, that was rude.
11:39I'm so glad you made it.
11:43Hello.
11:44Hi.
11:44This person's taking forever.
11:46You need your drinks down there.
11:48I'm good.
11:48Just wait with you.
11:50Oh, you don't have to.
11:51It's fine.
11:51I don't mind.
11:53So, where's the sex of yours?
11:56I had to give him the full rundown.
11:58He's, uh, he's the one who's scowling and kind of looks like a turtle.
12:03Please don't say anything, Stephen, okay?
12:05Just everyone ignore him.
12:07Please.
12:08I'm not going to say anything, Lucy.
12:10What do you think?
12:10I'm, like, 12.
12:12I'm not going to say anything.
12:16Look, look, I'm sorry if Brie pressured you or maybe you sound desperate.
12:21You really didn't have to come.
12:22That's fine.
12:22I had nothing else going on.
12:24Okay.
12:25I know you're not my valentine, so don't worry.
12:28Lucy, relax.
12:31Hey, you know, just because we have sex doesn't mean we can't be friends.
12:38You've never been friends with anyone you've fucked, have you?
12:41No.
12:42No?
12:43Okay.
12:43Yeah.
12:44Well, here we go.
12:47Actually, please don't say anything to Stephen.
12:50Yeah.
12:51I said I wouldn't.
13:05What's going on?
13:07I'll be right back.
13:08Yeah.
13:15Hey, Pippa.
13:16Did you change your number?
13:18I've been trying to call you.
13:21Um, no.
13:23I, my phone.
13:24So, Lucy said that I assaulted you?
13:29I...
13:31Like, what?
13:32Yeah, it's fucking crazy, right?
13:35I mean, look, we hooked up, but you don't think that I, like, did something to you, do you?
13:41No.
13:43Nothing happened.
13:46So, we're cool?
13:50Yeah.
13:51We're cool.
14:00Can you tell Lucy that?
14:02Whoa, whoa, whoa, what just, what just happened?
14:04What?
14:05You fucking talked to Chris about me?
14:08I'm sorry, it slipped out.
14:13Hey.
14:23Hey.
14:28Hey.
14:37Oh, hi.
14:40you okay yeah let's go get some water yeah
14:45yeah
14:56hey lucy
15:02come here
15:05hey hey
15:08you don't have to go over there
15:11yes i do
15:17hey i just wanted to say hi
15:19hi
15:22hey i'm steven
15:25alex
15:25alex
15:27it's tegan lucy lucy tegan
15:28hi
15:29hey
15:30i was just telling tegan
15:33you guys would get along
15:34because you both like writing
15:38oh
15:39cool it's nice to meet you
15:40you too
15:42so how do you guys know each other
15:43uh lucy's one of my good friends
15:45well technically she's my ex
15:47but we realized we weren't compatible
15:50romantically
15:50better as friends
15:52right
15:53yeah yeah yeah we were we're better as friends
15:57wow i mean i wish i could still be friends with any of my exes
16:03want you another drink
16:04hmm
16:05mm-hmm okay
16:13lucy what's the deal with that guy
16:15you scared of him
16:16what no
16:17we're all tense
16:18i'm just cold
16:32amanda
16:35hey
16:36hey
16:36hi
16:37uh how have you been
16:39fine
16:40yeah
16:41uh i wanted to apologize for
16:46snapping at you
16:47it's fine
16:48seriously
16:50so do you have anything fun
16:52planned for
16:53spring break
16:55um yeah i'm going to mexico
16:57it's gonna be my 18th birthday
17:00you're turning 18
17:01yeah
17:04so you're 17
17:06um i skipped a year in high school
17:09sorry i i gotta go
17:11okay
17:25so you know what are you doing after graduation
17:27uh i think i'll do new york for a bit
17:30figured i'll stay on the east coast while brie is finishing school
17:33my parents are actually setting me up with a place in williamsburg
17:35uh so you're more of a tribeca guy
17:38yeah nah nah nah i like brooklyn
17:41besides i think brie is staying with me over the summer
17:45what
17:46yeah it's a bunch of photography stuff you can get into there
17:50yeah but like i don't know what i'm doing with my summer yet
17:55okay did you have something planned
17:58i may actually stay with my mom
18:00yeah
18:03what are you talking about
18:06yeah we um
18:08we got back in touch recently and
18:10um
18:10i went to go see her
18:13and she's actually coming to my photography exhibit tomorrow
18:17wait wait wait i'm so confused
18:21why didn't you say anything
18:23i was going to later today
18:25how was it brie
18:26seeing her
18:27good
18:28weird but
18:29yeah
18:30not bad
18:31look i just thought
18:33you know when you talk about her
18:34you
18:35kind of say she's
18:36sort of a mess
18:39she was
18:40but she's had a really crazy life
18:42so
18:43brie that's great
18:44talking again
18:45yeah no it's great it's great
18:46you just
18:47didn't tell me you saw her
18:48and i was going to
18:50i know
18:50hey uh
18:52i'm gonna run some stuff to a party down the street
18:53what's that
18:56oh
18:56dry
18:57right
18:57yeah
18:57okay
18:58hey
18:59i literally came up to you
19:02hey your jacket
19:04thank you
19:05just
19:08we need to play
19:09a drinking game
19:11uh
19:12yeah
19:12no this group does not do well with those
19:14come on
19:15i know such a good game
19:17and it's not scary at all
19:22come on
19:27okay
19:28the game is called paranoia
19:31everyone writes down
19:32a few questions
19:33on a slip of paper
19:35like
19:35who's the loudest drunk
19:37or
19:37who thinks he's too cool
19:39to dress up for theme parties
19:41steven
19:42steven
19:42right
19:43but
19:43we put the questions in a pile
19:45and we take turns
19:47pulling them out
19:49then we whisper it to whoever we choose
19:52so if someone chose that question and whispered it to me
19:56i would say
19:57steven
19:58you have to answer with someone in this group
20:02but
20:03if you're the person named
20:04you can only hear the question
20:06if you take a shot
20:08so otherwise i'd hear my name
20:10but i wouldn't know the question
20:12and that's exactly why it's called paranoia
20:14okay
20:15okay
20:16i'll go grab some shot glasses
20:19this sounds like a disaster waiting to happen
20:31okay
20:32steven
20:32you're up
20:33pick one
20:33and then decide who you want to ask
20:43oh easy
20:44breathe
20:46i guess i want to know
20:47you gotta drink up then
20:52whoa
20:54the question is
20:55who is the most beautiful girl
20:57in the group
20:58aww
21:00aww
21:01uh okay
21:02so i am next
21:09coming for you
21:14this one is very
21:16very hard
21:17but i think i'm gonna go with pippa
21:20okay
21:24let's go
21:28it's who's your favorite person
21:31okay did everyone just write down nice questions
21:34that's not the point of this game
21:36yeah no these are lame
21:40yeah
21:41this is better
21:46lucy up
21:47come here
21:50come here
21:51come here
21:55um
21:59evan
22:02evan
22:03all right
22:06uh
22:06most likely to live off their parents forever
22:14whatever
22:15okay
22:15evan
22:16evan
22:17it's your turn
22:19uh
22:24i see what this is
22:26stop it
22:30oh
22:31definitely steven
22:32oh
22:39most likely to end up in prison
22:41i see what this is
22:58okay
23:01uh
23:02uh
23:03uh
23:06lucy
23:16Most likely to secretly hate themselves.
23:20I know.
23:27It depends on the day.
23:44Steven.
23:48I'm good. I don't need to know.
23:50Are you sure?
23:52Yeah.
23:54All right.
23:55You have to pick Bell.
23:57Come here.
24:08Oh.
24:13You.
24:15No, I asked the question.
24:16Yeah, I know, but the question's most likely to cheat, and that's definitely you.
24:25Okay, um, Steven can't pull twice in a row, so...
24:30Pippa, why don't you just go?
24:32Okay, um, let's see.
24:39Yikes, um...
24:41You gotta pick someone.
24:43Okay.
24:51Yikes, um...
24:57I have to answer that.
24:59Come on, it's just a game.
25:05Okay, um, Wrigley.
25:14No, no, don't, don't, don't drink.
25:16Don't drink.
25:20Now I have to know.
25:26I'm most likely to kill themselves.
25:35Well, because you made that joke, remember?
25:37In photography class, about suicide, remember?
25:43It was funny.
25:44Yeah, no, no, I remember.
25:46Right?
25:46I, I remember.
25:54Let's, uh, this game fucking sucks.
25:56Let's, um, should we all get up and socialize?
26:00All right.
26:03Let's go.
26:05Yeah.
26:05Okay.
26:06That'd be cool.
26:10You okay?
26:11You good?
26:12Yeah.
26:15Wait.
26:16Wait.
26:17Hey, I'm sorry.
26:18I only said that because you had made that joke.
26:21You don't have to apologize.
26:22I drank too much, and, and today was just a lot.
26:25It was, I found out that that older guy I was seeing, he's fucking this 17-year-old.
26:30And I screamed at her a couple weeks ago when it's not even her fault.
26:33He's just a fucking predator.
26:35He was, he's getting away with it.
26:37Okay.
26:38And then the stuff with my mom, like that put me in an even weirder headspace.
26:42And, and I appreciate it, by the way, you not saying anything about visiting my mom.
26:48Okay.
26:48Why am I the one that you're talking to about all of this?
26:54What do you mean?
26:55Just that you should probably be talking to Evan about this, seeing that he is your boyfriend.
26:59All right?
27:00I'm not the person that you should be confiding in.
27:06Okay.
27:09I'm gonna go.
27:17Hey, can we talk?
27:19I feel like talking is kind of your main problem right now, Lucy.
27:23You need to stop having conversations that are not yours to have.
27:26Look, hey.
27:27I'm, I'm really sorry.
27:28Hey, hey, hey, I'm sorry, okay?
27:31I, I didn't think you, Chris cornered me, and he thinks what he did is fine.
27:34I couldn't, I couldn't just fucking let him think that.
27:36I just, I don't understand why you can't keep my fucking name out of your mouth.
27:41Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
27:44It does not matter that you're sorry.
27:46It doesn't matter.
27:48Okay.
27:49No, every single time you try to make something better, you end up making it so much fucking worse.
27:56No, I just, I gotta go.
27:58I'm sorry.
27:58I told Wrigley that I have a headache, so.
28:19Hey, this is Diana.
28:21Leave a message.
28:33Hey.
28:35Hey.
28:36Hi.
28:37Hi.
28:38Hi.
28:41Hi.
28:43Hi.
28:44forever some sorority girls and some cocaine so he just ran off and left you brie's a drug dealer
28:52it's the most normal thing he could do it's kind of rude of him to just like leave you here
28:58alone
29:04brie are you are you the one who told alex about the chris thing okay yes i'm sorry i i
29:13just i
29:13didn't want another guy to be an asshole with you and alex can be weird or whatever but i knew
29:18that
29:18he would be respectful about the whole thing and i just i wanted him to just like be careful with
29:24your feelings god i'm sorry please don't be mad at me it's okay i'm gonna i'm just gonna get some
29:32air
29:34it's okay
29:43hey hey lucy sorry that took forever hey you wanna you wanna get out of here let's just let's go
29:48back
29:48to your place let's let's get another drink first you know somewhere in town why are there like five
29:56cakes here i need a real drink
30:01all right
30:07hey you okay okay okay i need you to stop being weird okay you're being nicer it's mean
30:16i'm i'm being nicer it's mean you know what i'm saying no i really don't i just feel like whatever
30:22brie told you like now you feel pressured to be all careful and sweet with me and i i don't
30:28like it
30:29and you have no reason to feel sorry for me
30:33okay i'm a much bigger asshole than you realize i promise
30:39you are fucking rough on yourself lucy
30:43why why didn't you want to go back to your place
30:47are you trying to avoid trucking me no no i just i just wanted another drink
30:57hey maybe we just call it no
31:03let's go get another drink
31:25i've been uh i've been thinking about you
31:42what day did you say you saw i don't remember the exact day
31:47i'm just trying to figure out why you didn't tell me because i was worried it was gonna be a
31:52shit show
31:53and it was good it was normal i mean i don't i wouldn't say like normal
31:58i don't know we had mimosas
32:01wait didn't you tell me once that she was an alcoholic
32:04she was she's not anymore
32:06wait that's not how that works
32:09why are you being like this
32:12why can't you just be more supportive
32:16look if you're saying it was good with her
32:18i'm glad but even if it wasn't i'm the person you should talk to about it
32:22whether it went well or not
32:36you look really great
32:39i look tired
32:42well then you're not taking enough breaks
32:44why don't you come hang out with me
32:46what's with the uh
32:50black makeup
32:55i just remembered what i look like
32:59um
33:01i was at a theme party
33:13i'm not trying to fight with you
33:14i just don't understand why you're hiding shit from me
33:16it was just private
33:17i'm your boyfriend
33:19hey guys
33:20i'm sorry i gotta piss
33:23look i just don't want to see you get hurt okay
33:25and i'm sorry but she doesn't have the very best track record
33:28so i don't know why you think she'll be different this time
33:31i don't really need your opinion
33:32well if you don't need my opinion then why are we even together
33:42hey man i need you to take her home
33:46okay
33:58i'm not even gonna pretend like i didn't hear all that it was so loud
34:04i think you peed on your shoes
34:13okay
34:15i think it's time for you to do a shot with me
34:19i think it's time you switched to water
34:23sorry sorry i got it
34:25i got it
34:26why don't i call you a cab
34:28i don't need a fucking cab
34:29lucy come on let's go
34:30it's okay
34:31let's go home
34:32now you want to help
34:33i'm sorry
34:34i'm sorry
34:35i need to get a bit bigger
34:36yeah
34:37i'm sorry
34:47sit down
34:48i just want to eat some water
34:50god why is everyone the fucking water please tonight
35:19good night
35:27They're not okay.
35:31Why are you so scared of that guy, Steven?
35:36Why do you think I'm scared?
35:40Because I know what that looks like.
36:03Yeah, I'm not okay.
36:09But I think you like me like this.
36:15I don't know what you mean.
36:17Just...
36:21Just admit it.
36:24You like it.
36:29You don't want to be nice to me.
36:39I'm sad.
36:44And a fucking worthless mess.
36:51And you love it.
37:02This is how you want me.
37:11It's okay.
37:27I'm not a bad person.
37:39I'm not a bad person.
37:43No, you're not.
37:49Please.
38:02I'm not a bad person.
38:08I'm not a bad person.
38:37Am I in the wrong here?
38:41I'm sorry.
38:42Can you please just say something?
38:49I think wanting a relationship with your mother is an extremely normal thing for you to want.
38:55Why is he being like this?
38:58I mean, it's pretty obvious that he's threatened that you're choosing to spend time with her over him.
39:06I know it. I should have told him sooner.
39:08Jesus Christ.
39:09No, Bree. This is on him.
39:11He should be happy that you're fixing things with your mother.
39:13And honestly, it's fucked up that he would block it just so we could have you in Brooklyn with him.
39:17Yeah, it's fucked up.
39:19Yeah, it is fucked up.
39:21It is fucked up.
39:22Honestly, everything is.
39:23Like this, right now.
39:25What do you mean?
39:26What?
39:27I asked you two hours ago not to confide in me.
39:29And here you are.
39:30You're immediately confiding again.
39:32I was upset.
39:33Yeah, well, it's not really my business if you're upset or not, right?
39:36Because this, you and me, it's not a thing.
39:41I don't even know what you're talking about.
39:43Yes, you do.
39:45You know exactly what I'm fucking talking about.
39:48Well, if it isn't a thing, I don't get why you're so mad at me.
39:53I'm not, I'm mad at everybody.
39:55We're all making terrible decisions.
39:57Evan's acting like a fucking possessive idiot.
40:00And you got back together with him after he cheated.
40:02And you're fucking, you're yelling at teenage girls instead of the fucking 45-year-old creep who traumatized you.
40:07And we got Lucy walking in with a goddamn drug dealer.
40:10And girls, girls are, girls are still dating Steven.
40:14Fucking shit.
40:15God damn it.
40:16I think, you know what's crazy?
40:17I think Pip is the only one who isn't fucking up right now.
40:19She's been like the perfect girlfriend.
40:21And meanwhile, my dumb ass is over here.
40:24You're just fucking taking her for granted and spending too much time with you.
40:29Well, then don't.
40:34Oh, my God.
41:07Brie, I need to talk to Oliver.
41:09He's not here.
41:11Okay.
41:22Brie.
41:26He's really not here, Brie.
41:38He's staying somewhere else tonight.
41:44And you just sit and wait here while he's with her.
41:50Do you know that she's 17?
41:56Look, he didn't tell you that part.
41:58I thought he got off on giving you all the details.
42:02I watched it to drink, Brie.
42:03It's not what this is.
42:05I'm telling you the truth.
42:07Amanda, she's 17.
42:10Do you know when it started?
42:12Oh, come on.
42:13At your Christmas party.
42:14The one that he fucked me at in your laundry room.
42:17Okay, Brie, it's enough.
42:18Well, it wasn't.
42:19Not for him.
42:19No, he went after her that same night.
42:22He's dangerous.
42:23He's hurting people.
42:25He's hurting her.
42:28Do you even care?
42:29You've clearly had too much to drink today.
42:32Stop saying that.
42:33It doesn't matter if I'm fucking drunk.
42:38Oh, fuck.
42:39Okay.
42:42I'm sorry.
42:44She's 17.
42:48It's not okay.
42:53And how old are you, Brie?
43:01I'm sorry.
43:10Come here.
43:18I'm sorry.
43:21I know.
43:22I know.
43:23I know.
43:28I'm so sorry.
43:50I didn't know she was that young.
43:55He's a complicated man.
44:01I mean, it's more than complicated.
44:05I know.
44:05It's just...
44:09It's just gotten all out of hand.
44:12Why don't you leave him?
44:16Can I give you a piece of advice?
44:22It's better to be with someone who loves you a little more
44:25than you love them.
44:30Otherwise, you end up...
44:35going along with things that you never wanted.
44:44He can't keep doing this.
44:46He's...
44:49He's really hurting me, Paul.
44:52I know.
44:59I...
45:00I think we both need a cup of tea.
45:04I'm gonna put on a kettle.
45:07I think we both need a little room every day.
45:19You're okay?
45:21Yeah.
45:23You?
45:28Mm-hmm.
45:29Mm-hmm.
45:37Hey, Bree said this thing, um...
45:41She said that the foster home she was in with you was a bad one.
45:47Yeah.
45:49Why was it bad?
45:55We didn't have good people taking care of us.
46:01It was worse for the boys, though.
46:12I should get some sleep, Lucy.
46:18Yeah, I'm gonna get going.
46:43What?
46:43Oh, I...
46:43I don't know.
47:17What, what are you, what are you doing?
47:26You okay?
47:30I, I didn't mean to.
47:34Do you know where you are right now, Lucy?
47:55Oh, I'm sorry.
47:58Lucy?
48:04Are you all right?
48:07I don't know.
48:09It was like I was sleepwalking or something.
48:14Did you drink a lot today?
48:16No, no, that's not it.
48:17I'm not drunk.
48:18I mean, I was earlier, but not anymore.
48:24I'm just confused and nervous, like, all the time.
48:32I can't sleep.
48:34I'm, I keep thinking of, of what's going to happen next instead of just what's happening.
48:41Like, I'm not, I'm not here.
48:48Do you still feel like he's under your skin?
48:53Yeah.
48:55All the time.
48:58So what do you do about it?
49:02Nothing.
49:03And neither should you.
49:05He wants a reaction.
49:07Anything you do, he'll do something worse.
49:11You just have to let it go and eventually he'll move on.
49:14So let him win.
49:16It's not about winning.
49:21I pissed Steven off the other day.
49:24I lost my temper.
49:25And do you know what he did?
49:29He sent nudes of me from freshman year to my dad.
49:37Fuck, that's disgusting.
49:40Steven, you can't beat him at this.
49:44He'll always find a way to go lower.
49:46He has a fucking tape of me.
49:48That's why you need to do nothing.
49:50Don't give him any reason to use it.
49:51I can't.
49:52I can't just let him hold this over me forever.
49:54It's making me fucking crazy.
49:57I, I have to find a way to fix this.
49:59I have to.
50:00No.
50:01The best thing you can do is nothing.
50:03He wants to have something over you.
50:05He'd rather hold on to it than actually use it.
50:07So if you don't give him a reason, he'll probably never actually show anyone.
50:14Listen to me.
50:17You can be the girl whose entire life gets ruined by him, or you can cut your losses, lay low,
50:26and eventually be okay.
50:30He's never going to let me be okay.
50:34He's not going to stop.
50:37It will be over.
50:39Eventually.
50:39I promise it will.
50:41But only if you let it.
50:45Only if you let it end.
50:50I promise it will.
51:27I promise it will.
51:45I promise it will.
51:47I'm sorry.
51:49It's okay.
51:50It's okay.
51:51It's not.
51:54I, I, I, I just, I didn't know who else to call.
51:58Because I wanted to talk to you.
52:02Because you,
52:05you make things better.
52:09And it's confusing.
52:12I think you're making me kind of confused about how I feel.
52:21I'm sorry.
52:23I'm sorry.
52:24I'm sorry.
52:24Stop apologizing.
52:25Stop apologizing.
52:27Stop apologizing.
52:29I'm sorry.
52:31I think you're having me.
52:33You know.
52:36You don't remember if you're right.
52:36I thought it might be a little bit.
52:40You can't remember how I feel.
52:51You don't like eating meat.
52:53Clear your mind, something bad inside went away
53:06Quaken leaves and broken light
53:10Shifting skin, the coming night
53:14The bearers of all good things arrive
53:17Climb inside us, twist and cry
53:21A kiss on your molten eyes
53:29Myriad lives, like blades of grass
53:33Yet to be realized, bow as we pass
54:12Shifting skin, the coming night
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