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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Would you feel better about Michael
00:00:06if I just cut him out of my life?
00:00:09No.
00:00:10I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
00:00:14I love Laura because she has a pure heart,
00:00:17and I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart.
00:00:20We can still be friends.
00:00:23But not best friend, not that weird friendship.
00:00:30I really want you to stay.
00:00:33It's tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
00:00:36But I think mom was kind of right.
00:00:39Getting you to the United States is the best option.
00:00:45Forrest's mom is much more controlling
00:00:47than he would realize.
00:00:50And I'm worried that she could break us apart.
00:00:56When do you plan on applying for the fiance visa?
00:00:59So I can live here in Belize.
00:01:02I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:01:07No.
00:01:08Based on everything that he said to me,
00:01:10I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:01:16I love you.
00:01:17I love you.
00:01:19It's just really weird timing,
00:01:21and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:01:27How do you plan to make this work?
00:01:29If I was to move here, where would we go?
00:01:31Who would pay for it?
00:01:32We're moving together.
00:01:34Josh tells me everything I want to hear, but there's no action.
00:01:38Am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
00:01:42I believe that it will work.
00:01:44I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
00:01:48The ball's in your court.
00:01:51At this point, every penny has to go towards getting you to America.
00:01:56I cannot send any more money.
00:02:02It's your pet.
00:02:05This is very hard.
00:02:06I feel like I'm not going to see him again,
00:02:08even though I know I'm going to.
00:02:09I'm making these plans, but I'm thinking what if they fall through?
00:02:15I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her, too.
00:02:20I don't have nothing to do with you.
00:02:22Oh, wait, please.
00:02:22Just, please.
00:02:24I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
00:02:29I wish she realized that I do love her,
00:02:32and I do want us to be together.
00:02:57I just feel so gross.
00:02:59I'm a mess.
00:02:59I'm tired.
00:03:00I'm so confused.
00:03:02I don't even know what to do.
00:03:04I'm so tired.
00:03:06I'm literally leaving for the airport in one hour.
00:03:10And he just left.
00:03:22Do I text him and say, like, where are you?
00:03:24Like, are you taking me to the airport?
00:03:28Oh, my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
00:03:31I'm going to stop sharing mine.
00:03:32Like, he just stopped sharing it, literally.
00:03:37I'm so confused right now.
00:03:39Last night at dinner, like, we did have some tough conversations,
00:03:42and it did get a little heated.
00:03:44But on the way home, everything was fine between us.
00:03:59I thought we were going to enjoy our last night together in the rental.
00:04:02And I was, like, super excited.
00:04:05And the next thing I know, he invited friends over to party with him in the rental.
00:04:10Two girls came over with a guy, and, like, Josh was, like, disrespecting me.
00:04:14And I went to the bedroom, and I started crying.
00:04:16And I, like, was just in the bedroom up all night.
00:04:20They were out here all night partying.
00:04:22I tried to tell him, like, why are your friends here?
00:04:25Like, it's our last night.
00:04:26Like, I'm leaving tomorrow.
00:04:28And he's like, I don't care.
00:04:28These are my friends.
00:04:29This is what I want to do.
00:04:31And I stayed in the room trying to pack up.
00:04:34And this morning, I just woke up, and he walked away.
00:04:40Like, how can you tell me you love me, and you're falling for me,
00:04:43and then you bring the girls back in disrespect to me, and just then walk away?
00:04:51I, like, don't even know.
00:04:58The guy needs to stop partying.
00:05:02Don't tell me you love me.
00:05:05And then, like, he is choosing his friends and partying over me.
00:05:10Like, yeah, I've been so apprehensive, and so, like, like, my walls are up with him.
00:05:15Because, like, you're feeding me everything you want me to hear.
00:05:19I feel like I'm going to throw up.
00:05:22I just need, like, five minutes.
00:05:32Have you slept?
00:05:33No.
00:05:35At least your sleeping pattern would be perfect for me.
00:05:43I'm going to steal some of your hydration salts.
00:05:48Well, it's not good vibes when you can hear Elise crying.
00:05:53Do you know what I mean?
00:05:53And any girl crying is bad vibes.
00:05:56Yeah.
00:05:57I think it was a terrible idea having girls over on Elise's last night.
00:06:00But I try and stay out of all external problems,
00:06:03especially relationship ones to do with friends.
00:06:05It's not my business.
00:06:06So, I was working on my laptop in my room while they were fighting.
00:06:11But, no, it wasn't a good idea.
00:06:31Why are you doing this to me?
00:06:33Left the place and turned up your location and left me.
00:06:36I was angry.
00:06:37I'm upset.
00:06:37I just drove off.
00:06:39I was angry.
00:06:39Where did you go?
00:06:40I just drove off here, off the road.
00:06:42I just had a panic attack.
00:06:45I just thought you didn't care anymore.
00:06:47Stop fucking me.
00:06:48I'm falling apart.
00:06:50I'm sorry.
00:06:52I'm so sorry.
00:06:55All I wanted was a night with you.
00:06:57That's all I wanted.
00:06:57And you had to have those people where you disrespected me.
00:07:00I've asked you.
00:07:01I wanted a night with you.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:03I'm sorry.
00:07:04I'm sorry.
00:07:05I'm sorry.
00:07:06I don't want to miss a bit.
00:07:08This is so embarrassing.
00:07:09I was not in bed.
00:07:11I'm so sorry.
00:07:11I love you so much.
00:07:13Josh, stop.
00:07:14You up.
00:07:16I'm sorry.
00:07:18I need to go to the airport.
00:07:23Last night, in hindsight, I probably should have just spent the night with her.
00:07:26But I asked her if they could come over.
00:07:29She said, yes, that's absolutely fine.
00:07:31And then turns around and says, you know, that's not OK.
00:07:34We just started arguing all night.
00:07:37Like, she can be very nasty.
00:07:39She's like, you don't love me anymore.
00:07:41You know, you know, you don't want me anymore.
00:07:43So you love her?
00:07:45Yeah, I do.
00:07:45And like, I do.
00:07:48I do love her.
00:07:55Are you sure you even want to take me?
00:07:58Yeah, I am taking you.
00:08:01You just left me.
00:08:02So I feel like I'm making you do something I don't want to do.
00:08:05Yeah, I walked out because I was angry.
00:08:06But I realized I just needed to calm down.
00:08:11All I want is to be alone with you.
00:08:14You look like you should have said that.
00:08:16Josh, this is crazy.
00:08:19Yeah.
00:08:20This is going to go in circles.
00:08:21Yeah.
00:08:22This is going to go in circles.
00:08:24Let's go.
00:08:25Bye, please.
00:08:26It's been real.
00:08:29What the ?
00:08:30One minute, he's on his hands and knees telling me he's sorry and he loves me.
00:08:35And the next minute, he puts all the blame on me.
00:08:37Like, all of it was my fault.
00:08:39I have no words to describe how much this hurts.
00:08:44One part of me is like, I'm falling in love with this man.
00:08:48At the same time, I am so exhausted from this emotional roller coaster of the past 12 hours.
00:08:55And I'm just confused.
00:08:57Like, I can't stay and fix this.
00:08:58I have a flight to catch.
00:09:00I have to go home.
00:09:01Like, what do I do now?
00:09:37I have to go home.
00:09:48I swear, yeah, it's a beautiful day.
00:09:52I'm excited for some sunshine.
00:09:55Yeah, so bad that it is last day.
00:10:00Yeah.
00:10:02But I'm sad.
00:10:04We have price.
00:10:05Actually, I have price.
00:10:07You always have surprises.
00:10:09Today, Michael is sightseeing on his own
00:10:12so that Birkhan and I can spend some quality time together
00:10:15before I have to go back to the States tomorrow.
00:10:19I'm glad Birkhan and I were able to reconcile
00:10:22and I don't have to cut Michael out of my life.
00:10:25But I'm literally leaving when we just got things back on track
00:10:29and I'm worried that as we go back to being long distance
00:10:33that we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
00:10:39We are going somewhere that is really important for me.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:45You have to play, too.
00:10:46I have to play?
00:10:47Yeah, you have to.
00:10:48I'm sorry, what am I playing?
00:10:50Soccer.
00:10:50I'm playing soccer.
00:10:52Yeah.
00:10:52Oh, really?
00:10:53Yeah, you have to.
00:10:56My first love was soccer
00:10:59and my last love was Laura.
00:11:02So I believe sharing the thing that I love most with her is important.
00:11:10I will play.
00:11:11You can impress me first, though.
00:11:13By doing...
00:11:15Kick the ball from there to there.
00:11:17I can do that.
00:11:18Okay.
00:11:19I've never kicked a soccer ball in my life
00:11:22and it's hot as balls
00:11:24and I'm in jeans for crying out loud.
00:11:26This is not at the top of my list of things to do on my last day.
00:11:30Are you ready?
00:11:31Yeah, you got this.
00:11:33I don't feel any pressure, though.
00:11:38Holy balls.
00:11:45BeerCon is so good at soccer.
00:11:47It's, like, panty-dropping good.
00:11:48I feel like I'm fangirling over here
00:11:50and I should ask for your autograph.
00:11:52Yeah, do you want some?
00:11:53Yeah, actually.
00:11:54I mean, there is nothing wrong
00:11:56with watching this hot guy kick a ball around.
00:11:58Jeez.
00:11:59Oh, my God.
00:12:02And now...
00:12:03Oh, my God.
00:12:04You're going to learn how to play.
00:12:05Oh, my...
00:12:06No, you do it again.
00:12:06I don't know how to play.
00:12:08I don't even know what foot to kick the ball with.
00:12:10Doesn't matter.
00:12:12It is instinct.
00:12:14Your instinct kick the ball.
00:12:17See?
00:12:18Your strong foot is your left.
00:12:21No, right.
00:12:22It is my left.
00:12:26Oh, God.
00:12:27When it comes to soccer,
00:12:30if I give her between one to five...
00:12:33Oops.
00:12:34Out the door.
00:12:35She's probably zero.
00:12:39But even Edison tried 2,000 times.
00:12:42So I think she can score one
00:12:44if she tries 2,000 times.
00:12:47So...
00:12:48Yeah.
00:12:50You have just one shot.
00:12:51Just one score?
00:12:52From all the...
00:12:53Oh, my God.
00:12:55It feels really far.
00:12:57F*** me.
00:12:58Go with the ball.
00:12:59Go with the ball.
00:13:12It was actually a lot of fun.
00:13:15And also, this has a meaning.
00:13:17Because, you know...
00:13:19You thought it was distance, right?
00:13:21Yeah.
00:13:22You didn't believe that.
00:13:23You were going to score.
00:13:24No, I did not.
00:13:25You just scored.
00:13:27This is what belief is.
00:13:30If you believe something
00:13:32with your heart,
00:13:34it's going to happen.
00:13:35Yeah.
00:13:37And this is the same thing
00:13:39we have
00:13:41in our future.
00:13:43We all have that distance.
00:13:46But don't stuck on distance.
00:13:49Don't stuck on problems.
00:13:52You're going to follow your heart.
00:13:54We'll be fine.
00:13:56We all have the goal.
00:13:58We will score.
00:14:03You are my love.
00:14:07Do you know what this is?
00:14:09No.
00:14:10Give me your ring finger.
00:14:16This one?
00:14:18Left one, right?
00:14:19Yeah.
00:14:19Do you know why people
00:14:22call this ring finger?
00:14:24No.
00:14:26It is the only finger that
00:14:27you have
00:14:29a vein
00:14:31goes through your heart.
00:14:34And this
00:14:36is why people
00:14:37wearing rings
00:14:38on that finger.
00:14:42See?
00:14:43We have a wine
00:14:45that bonds us.
00:14:48We don't need rings.
00:14:51Nope.
00:14:52All we need
00:14:53is a spell.
00:14:57Now,
00:14:59I'm asking you,
00:15:03you want to bond
00:15:04your heart
00:15:05with mine?
00:15:08Will you marry me?
00:15:14Lakey,
00:15:15I haven't been
00:15:16feeling well.
00:15:17I've been
00:15:18luscious.
00:15:21So today,
00:15:23I decided to
00:15:24take a pregnancy test.
00:15:30Ready for some exercise?
00:15:32No.
00:15:33It helps me
00:15:33cleanse my head
00:15:34and feel airy.
00:15:35Is that why
00:15:36you're blonde now?
00:15:38I was so sure
00:15:39of him
00:15:40and now
00:15:41I'm just insecure.
00:15:42He's not
00:15:43communicating
00:15:44with her much.
00:15:45I wanted to find
00:15:46a reason why
00:15:46and
00:15:47I did find things.
00:15:50It's not normal
00:15:51that he has
00:15:51a wife contact.
00:15:53That's not
00:15:53your number.
00:16:02Oh.
00:16:06So,
00:16:08Lakey,
00:16:08I haven't been
00:16:09feeling well.
00:16:13I've been
00:16:14luscious.
00:16:18So,
00:16:19today,
00:16:20I decided to
00:16:21take a pregnancy test.
00:16:32I'm just gonna
00:16:33have to wait
00:16:34for a few more minutes
00:16:35and
00:16:36I guess
00:16:37I'm gonna see
00:16:39all the answers
00:16:41to my questions.
00:16:44Okay.
00:16:46It's been a few weeks
00:16:48since our renewal
00:16:49about.
00:16:50I think it's been a few years.
00:17:15I think it's been a few years.
00:17:19I think it's been a few years ago.
00:17:19I'm going to church
00:17:20on Saturday.
00:17:21I think it's been a few years ago.
00:17:23I'm going to church on Saturday.a
00:17:25- I
00:17:30think it's been a few years ago. I'm
00:17:45going to church on Sunday.
00:17:46Okay, go ahead.
00:17:48Check this out.
00:17:53Is that is what I think it is?
00:17:56Yeah.
00:17:58Oh, wow.
00:18:01Wow, boo.
00:18:05Are we about to have a baby?
00:18:08Oh, steps.
00:18:10What's happening?
00:18:11Hell yeah.
00:18:13Yeah.
00:18:14Nice, boo.
00:18:15I'm very happy.
00:18:16I'm very happy, too.
00:18:18Yeah.
00:18:21Thanks, boo.
00:18:23I don't even know what to feel right now.
00:18:26Part of me is happy about it.
00:18:28Another part of me is like,
00:18:30holy I'm about to be a dad.
00:18:33I'm scared as
00:18:37I'm in shock, but I don't know why.
00:18:40I'm not really surprised, but I'm so nervous.
00:18:43Yeah, me too.
00:18:46I'm happy, though, boo.
00:18:47Aw, me too.
00:18:49Love you.
00:18:50Love you.
00:19:00Love you.
00:19:01Thank you, boo, for packing my bag.
00:19:03Appreciate it.
00:19:04Mm-hmm.
00:19:07I am very happy.
00:19:08I just wasn't expecting this to happen this quickly, but the timing is terrible because
00:19:16Javon is leaving tomorrow, and we haven't really made any decision for the future yet.
00:19:24How do you feel?
00:19:26How do you feel?
00:19:27Bloated.
00:19:28Bloated?
00:19:29Gassy?
00:19:30Yeah.
00:19:31But I'm very happy.
00:19:33We have a bonus, and I'm really excited.
00:19:38You know, you always question, like, what's the meaning of my life?
00:19:41Mm.
00:19:42And now I feel like I have a reason why I'm doing what I'm doing.
00:19:49You know what I mean?
00:19:50Oh, there you go.
00:19:51But part of me feels anxious because there's a lot of things that we haven't figured out
00:20:01yet.
00:20:04Right now, the main focus is your health and the baby and getting things in order over
00:20:11here, then once that's good, we will definitely look more into you coming over there.
00:20:22You know, baby alone is very expensive.
00:20:25Mm-hmm.
00:20:25You know, and then you add the visa on top of that.
00:20:31Yeah.
00:20:33But there's a lot of things you're going to be missing out.
00:20:35Yeah.
00:20:36Like the first appointment.
00:20:37Yeah.
00:20:38To the doctor.
00:20:39You got to keep me posted.
00:20:40Monthly, yeah.
00:20:42I know it's not the same, but it's all we have for right now, so.
00:20:50Realistically, when do you think you could come back?
00:20:54I can't give you an exact month because I'm not back home yet, but I'll be back before
00:21:02you even get birth.
00:21:03That I can tell you.
00:21:06Now that I'm pregnant, I thought he would want to work harder to live with me in one place
00:21:13together, but I guess I know he loves me so much, but I can't help but feel sad that I'm
00:21:25going
00:21:25through the pregnancy alone.
00:21:28Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:31Let's not worry about it too much tonight.
00:21:31We have to finish packing, and we have to get up kind of early.
00:21:36I'm not gay.
00:21:42This time, love cockles all the pain.
00:21:53Can't keep my heart from yearning inside.
00:22:00You ready for this?
00:22:02Ready for some exercise?
00:22:03No.
00:22:04No?
00:22:05It's a beautiful day.
00:22:06Come on.
00:22:07It's hot.
00:22:09This is really good for me.
00:22:10It helps me cleanse my head, and I really want to, you know, feel better and, you know,
00:22:17be airy and light.
00:22:19Is that why you're blonde now?
00:22:21Right, because I'm an airhead?
00:22:23Yeah.
00:22:23No, I'm not an airhead.
00:22:25What does Daniel think of your blonde hair?
00:22:28He wants an African-style braid.
00:22:30He wants braids.
00:22:32He does realize, one, how expensive and time-consuming that is, and two, you're a white American.
00:22:44I know.
00:22:45Why do I have to say and be and act and look exactly as he chooses?
00:22:51It is.
00:22:52It's hard.
00:22:53I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
00:22:56I know.
00:22:57You're working three jobs.
00:22:59You're working your ass off to pay off debt that you also added on for him.
00:23:05Why isn't he going out and getting another job?
00:23:09Where is his effort?
00:23:12I don't know.
00:23:14I'm just feeling different.
00:23:16I was so sure of him.
00:23:19And so in love.
00:23:22And now I'm just insecure.
00:23:26When mom first came back from Nigeria, she was definitely really excited.
00:23:32She was making all of these wild plans.
00:23:35She said she wanted to go back to Nigeria and stay for about a year.
00:23:38And then over the next couple weeks, she just started saying that he's not communicating with her much.
00:23:46And I wasn't liking the situation.
00:23:49I wanted to find if there was another reason why he's not communicating like he was.
00:23:55And I did find things.
00:23:58And none of them were positive things.
00:24:03It's not normal that he has four other phone numbers.
00:24:08And not even that.
00:24:10He also has a wife contact.
00:24:11That's not your number.
00:24:13No, it's weird.
00:24:15Who is this wife?
00:24:17Not you.
00:24:19You wrote her.
00:24:20She didn't deny it.
00:24:21I kept the conversation.
00:24:24Before going to Nigeria to show that I could trust Daniel, he gave me his passwords for his email account.
00:24:30Faith logged into his email and got his contacts.
00:24:35He has me listed as Liz Baby.
00:24:38And then he has another number listed as Wife Chat.
00:24:43And it's a Nigerian phone number.
00:24:46Faith reached out to the number and introduced herself and said,
00:24:51Do you know Daniel?
00:24:52I've got your number from his email.
00:24:54And you are listed as his wife.
00:24:56And the person answered back and said,
00:25:01So, what do you want?
00:25:02Faith pretty much told him,
00:25:04My mom is also married to Daniel.
00:25:07I'm concerned about this.
00:25:08I think we should talk about it.
00:25:10And she said,
00:25:11Lose my number.
00:25:13Who the f***ed his wife?
00:25:14And why won't she talk?
00:25:18Daniel hasn't been giving me the attention that he was.
00:25:22I'm not getting the good morning texts anymore.
00:25:25He hasn't been calling like he used to.
00:25:29Daniel says he loves me and that he's been busy, but I'm suspicious.
00:25:34If there is a wife out there and he put me through all this and he has a wife out
00:25:40there,
00:25:41what does that mean?
00:25:45It's just too much at this point, Mom.
00:25:47What is your game plan now?
00:25:49Are you still going to go there and marry him?
00:25:54I don't know.
00:25:55I'm going to have to confront him, but I'm torn, Faith.
00:25:57I go back and forth every day thinking about this.
00:26:01I mean, he's going to gaslight you.
00:26:03You know that.
00:26:04But you also can't deny physical proof.
00:26:09I know that I need to confront Daniel, but I am afraid that he's going to gaslight me,
00:26:15just like he has in Nigeria.
00:26:18I can't remember that, but I'm in charge with an American guy.
00:26:21This is her picture.
00:26:22Do you remember her now?
00:26:24I don't know this person.
00:26:25You do know this person.
00:26:26I don't know her.
00:26:27No, no.
00:26:27You remembered last night when I brought it up.
00:26:29Now all of a sudden you're pretending you don't know her?
00:26:32I can't remember.
00:26:35Going through this has been very traumatic, and my headspace is all over the place.
00:26:41There's proof.
00:26:42She didn't say, I'm not his wife.
00:26:44She didn't say, who are you talking to?
00:26:46That answer is everything I need.
00:26:48He can't come up with an excuse for that.
00:26:50It's time.
00:26:52It's time to tell Daniel what you have found.
00:26:55It's time to ask him about this wife.
00:26:57I love him, and I miss him, but I just feel betrayed.
00:27:03I'm mentally, physically, totally exhausted.
00:27:11I'm proud of you, Ma.
00:27:13You know I always support you.
00:27:21Off we go.
00:27:22I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:27:25I love you, Pumple Bear.
00:27:27You don't need to be worried.
00:27:29She still manipulates.
00:27:32Better than anybody I know.
00:27:36You okay?
00:27:40I don't want you to leave me.
00:27:43I don't want you to leave me.
00:28:05I mean, words can't express how I feel at this moment, having to leave Madagascar, not being able to say
00:28:16goodbye to Trish.
00:28:29I mean, it was hard not being able to leave with her the last few nights, because I still love
00:28:37her.
00:28:40But I know that it's not right or fair for me to not let go of the past.
00:28:54I'm really sad with it being over between Trish and I.
00:29:03But I couldn't help the way that I felt, and I couldn't lie and say that I don't have any
00:29:11feelings for my ex.
00:29:17Because of that, you lost something that could have been really special.
00:29:26There was a lot of times when everything was good between us.
00:29:30I was really happy, and I see so many good qualities in Trish.
00:29:36I feel like she lights up the room, you know, when she's in her good moods.
00:29:45I feel like I'm, like, the luckiest man alive to be.
00:29:52I feel like she's standing next to her, holding her hand.
00:30:01If my ex had never contacted me,
00:30:09Trish and I would definitely be in a much, much better place.
00:30:14Looking back at all these beautiful times that Trish and I shared together, I had such high hopes.
00:30:27My baby!
00:30:29Oh, Trish!
00:30:31I love you!
00:30:33Good morning, babe.
00:30:39Yes, Danielle?
00:30:41Getting a baby!
00:30:51This is making me think about how much I could be missing,
00:30:56how much I'm going to be missing in the future with her.
00:31:10This isn't how it was supposed to be.
00:31:15And this hurts me deeply that it didn't work out.
00:31:21I'm leaving with no hope at all.
00:31:24When you're always on the ground
00:31:29And I know I could love you
00:31:37Forever and the day
00:31:40It's torture for me
00:31:46Baby
00:31:47Baby
00:32:04Jane, why?
00:32:09I...
00:32:11I...
00:32:37I...
00:32:39No, I mean, people take your dogs on planes so you don't explode, right?
00:32:45Well, we'll find out.
00:32:53Well, I think we're just about there, you guys.
00:33:05I can't believe that the time was Sheena's ending.
00:33:10We had a lot of back-and-forths yesterday about why I have to leave today.
00:33:14She was hurt.
00:33:15She was upset that she wanted me to stay.
00:33:19All right.
00:33:20It was the hardest choice I ever had to make saying that I need to leave the one I love.
00:33:30Oh, okay.
00:33:33Big ones first.
00:33:35Mountain of stuff.
00:33:37Thank you, guys.
00:33:40Waking up this morning next to Forrest, I was really sad because it's been hard enough to wait as long
00:33:47as I waited to be with him.
00:33:49Off we go.
00:33:54It's so hard to let him go, but his mom meddles too much, so I don't have a choice.
00:34:03I love you, Machine.
00:34:06I love you, Papa Bear.
00:34:08The thing I'm going to miss the most is waking up in bed beside you and, you know, having you
00:34:14cuddle the snout out of me on top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:18On top of your grinding teeth.
00:34:19It's a perfect alarm clock every morning to get up.
00:34:24What I'm missing is the good old bear who loves me to take care of me, who's been farting all
00:34:30night, sometimes every day, almost 24-7.
00:34:33It was too good.
00:34:36You're funny, babe.
00:34:39You don't need to be worried.
00:34:41It may have taken seven years to get here, but it's not going to take seven years to get you
00:34:44back home.
00:34:46Thank you, Papa Bear.
00:34:52Overall, this trip was a wonderful experience.
00:34:55I feel really good that I got to see Forrest happy and to see him so in love.
00:35:01But I'm just, I'm afraid of what the future's going to bring.
00:35:06You hear my love?
00:35:09I'm not looking forward to this.
00:35:14Truthfully, I still don't completely trust Sheena.
00:35:19Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
00:35:22No, I have more questions.
00:35:25I still don't have a full understanding of Sheena's financial, you know, relationship when it comes to her family and
00:35:33all of that.
00:35:33She still manipulates better than anybody I know.
00:35:37And that's why I am so completely relieved that I saved Forrest from making the biggest mistake of his life.
00:35:44I mean, if he would have stayed here, it would have been a nightmare.
00:35:52Which way is the gate?
00:35:54Right here.
00:35:56Uh-huh.
00:35:59Well, we're going to go ahead and let you guys have some time to yourselves, okay?
00:36:04Let's go.
00:36:06All right, we'll see you again.
00:36:12It'll be all right, okay?
00:36:24Despite Sheena's faults, I know that they really, truly love each other.
00:36:28And it hurts me and breaks my heart to know that they might lose that.
00:36:34It's going to be all right, okay?
00:36:37That truly is the hardest part of all of this.
00:36:43He's taking care of me again.
00:36:45We better go.
00:36:59Are you okay?
00:37:04This is not goodbye forever.
00:37:06This is the beginning.
00:37:11This is the beginning of our future.
00:37:17Hello, Sheena.
00:37:18Hi, Papa Bear.
00:37:31I don't want you to leave me.
00:37:34I'm sorry, baby.
00:37:35It's time for me to go.
00:37:37But you got to be strong for me, okay?
00:37:48I don't want you to have this until I get back, okay?
00:37:56What a beer.
00:37:57It's a guarantee that I'll be back for you.
00:37:59Okay?
00:38:01I know it's not much, but I love this hat and I love you.
00:38:05And I want you to wear it every day, all right?
00:38:08I can wear it that way because my dogs might join.
00:38:10I know, it's okay.
00:38:13All right.
00:38:15I love you, baby.
00:38:16We're going to sneak one more.
00:38:18I love you.
00:38:23Before meeting Forrest, I was afraid that I wouldn't find someone who would love me for what I am.
00:38:32But Forrest opened my heart back again.
00:38:37I just have to trust his promise that he's going to come back for me and that this isn't the
00:38:44end of our story.
00:39:04It's heartbreaking saying goodbye to Sheena.
00:39:08It's going to be the hardest thing I've ever done.
00:39:24Being with Sheena has propelled me to stop being stagnant and to grow up and start really making changes that
00:39:32I should have been doing years ago to ensure that Sheena and I have a life together.
00:39:38This cannot be the end.
00:39:46I must continue moving forward.
00:39:53I'm going to miss everything, the good and the bad.
00:40:03Oh, yeah.
00:40:04Yeah.
00:40:05From arguing to make up sex.
00:40:09I'm trying to stay emotionally strong.
00:40:12Obviously, we still have a lot to work on, but I love her.
00:40:16Don't cry.
00:40:18And I feel like I'm leaving a piece of me behind.
00:40:36I'm asking you, do you want to bond your heart to mine?
00:40:45Will you marry me?
00:40:51Of course I will.
00:41:02Can I believe that?
00:41:04Can I believe that?
00:41:05No, it's crazy.
00:41:07Congratulations.
00:41:08You're getting engaged with me.
00:41:11I've never had an engagement string, so it's very cutesy.
00:41:16Probably not a lot of people had that.
00:41:20Probably not.
00:41:23I got everything I wanted.
00:41:24This is a win.
00:41:26Here is my trophy.
00:41:29Oh.
00:41:33Who needs a ring?
00:41:35I'm in my jeans, and I play just football, and I just got engaged.
00:41:40Who cares?
00:41:42We don't need fancy boat rides.
00:41:44We don't need anything.
00:41:46Only thing that matters is I love you.
00:41:49I love you, too.
00:41:52I am blown away by the fact that Biercom proposed today.
00:41:57It was something I thought was off the table as soon as Michael showed up.
00:42:02But I think we've both learned and grown as individuals and as a couple.
00:42:08And truthfully, if I had to do this over, I would have done it the exact same way.
00:42:25I've never been this happy in my life.
00:42:27That was a long road.
00:42:29Yeah, it's been a pretty crazy path to this moment right now.
00:42:33It was.
00:42:36But all I want is you.
00:42:39I love that.
00:42:41I'm glad.
00:42:43You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:45You are the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:42:50I never thought that I would fall in love again.
00:42:54I always thought that I'm going to die alone.
00:42:58So I guess I'm not.
00:43:01The distance could mix up her mind, but she has red string.
00:43:08So she already knows her soul is bonded to mine.
00:43:17Am I supposed to stay tight-kneed forever, or do I get an actual ring?
00:43:21Okay, I'm going to think about that.
00:43:22You'll think about it well.
00:43:24Yeah.
00:43:49You'll think about it well.
00:43:58Long flight today.
00:44:00Boo, these are your coins in America?
00:44:04Those are pennies.
00:44:08Jovon is flying back home today,
00:44:10and I am so grateful that I got to finally spend time
00:44:14with my husband in person,
00:44:16and even more grateful that I'm having a baby.
00:44:21But, you know, like, I imagine that if I would be pregnant,
00:44:25I would be with my partner,
00:44:28that I'm not going to go through this alone,
00:44:30and that's not what's happening.
00:44:35Ooh, how are you feeling today?
00:44:38Mixed emotions. I feel okay, I guess.
00:44:42Still a little worried about leaving you.
00:44:48You know?
00:44:49I know you're coming back,
00:44:51and I'll be okay here with Mama,
00:44:54but I wish you could be here.
00:44:56Yeah.
00:44:56While the baby's growing.
00:44:58Yeah.
00:45:01I don't know.
00:45:04I'm trying to stay emotionally strong,
00:45:07not just for us, but for her.
00:45:10But I definitely feel like there's a lot more pressure
00:45:14since she's pregnant,
00:45:16because we have a lot more finances to take care of,
00:45:19and it's all on my shoulders.
00:45:22Hello, Mama.
00:45:24Hello.
00:45:27Expecting your lunch?
00:45:28This is...
00:45:29Oh, thank you.
00:45:30Chicken adobo.
00:45:31Ah.
00:45:36I miss you.
00:45:38Miss you too.
00:45:39I know you're going to take care of Anna when I'm gone.
00:45:47I promise her that you're going to come back soon
00:45:50for us and for the baby.
00:45:54I promise.
00:45:58Hmm.
00:45:58Okay.
00:46:11Hi, Mama.
00:46:12I'm going to leave, okay?
00:46:14Aw.
00:46:16Miss you, okay?
00:46:17I'll let you know when I land, okay?
00:46:20Okay.
00:46:21Pero masakit na lalayo na naman sinong dalawa.
00:46:27Huwag naman sa anong mangyari yung katulad namin
00:46:30na broken family.
00:46:34Kasi naranasan ko na at naranasan na ni Anna.
00:46:37Naranasan na ni Jubon.
00:46:39So ang pangarap ko para sa kanila
00:46:41isang buo at masahing pamilya.
00:46:43Sana lang yung promise ni Jubon,
00:46:47huwag na huwag niyang bibiguin
00:46:49para sa kanyang mag-ina.
00:47:09No, I know one thing I'm going to miss.
00:47:12The food.
00:47:13The food.
00:47:14Definitely going to miss traveling with you.
00:47:17Mm-hmm.
00:47:18That was really fun.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:20I'm going to miss everything, boo.
00:47:22The good and the bad.
00:47:24Oh, yeah?
00:47:25Yeah.
00:47:25From arguing to make up sex.
00:47:30Just how much we always find a way
00:47:33to forgive each other.
00:47:36You make all the good things bad
00:47:41A heavy load like that
00:47:46That's just what you do
00:47:50There's no one else like you
00:47:54All right, boo.
00:47:56I'm going to miss you
00:47:57and I love you.
00:48:00I'm going to miss this face.
00:48:01Keep me posted with the baby, okay?
00:48:06I'm going to call you, all right?
00:48:07Don't cry.
00:48:15Looking back on the trip
00:48:16and what it meant to me
00:48:18I've definitely learned a lot about
00:48:21Anna
00:48:22and our marriage
00:48:24as well as myself
00:48:28Obviously, we still have a lot
00:48:29to work on
00:48:30but regardless of all the issues
00:48:33I love her
00:48:34and I feel like
00:48:36I'm leaving a piece of me behind
00:48:38you know
00:48:39Wish I was there
00:48:40Who knew that you?
00:48:41Uh, Javon
00:48:44But the words won't let me in
00:48:47My life's been taken away
00:48:53I feel like I learned that marriage
00:48:56it's not always about your happiness
00:49:01It's not always fun
00:49:03You have to work
00:49:05not just on a relationship
00:49:06You have to work on yourself
00:49:08individually
00:49:10I definitely need to work on myself
00:49:12a lot
00:49:13because I know I have
00:49:15you know, I have some
00:49:17I need to work on my temper
00:49:19but it's really hard
00:49:30But no matter what happens
00:49:31I feel totally
00:49:33100% sure that
00:49:35I made the right decision
00:49:36and I can't wait
00:49:38for us to be
00:49:39together as a family
00:49:40of all the things we've done
00:49:44from this broken world
00:49:47we live in
00:49:48but we need to stay
00:49:50and share the love we know
00:49:58Rolling
00:49:58When you're ready
00:50:00tell me
00:50:02what happened
00:50:03I don't even know
00:50:04where to start
00:50:05like it was crazy
00:50:07Jeeves
00:50:23what happened
00:50:28He should not have
00:50:29He should not be
00:50:29that's fine
00:50:31in Rio
00:50:31vie
00:50:31tell me
00:50:31there have
00:50:32and
00:50:32đeem
00:50:38when
00:50:38he được
00:50:38Rolling and stick up.
00:50:42It was out.
00:50:46Zero-zero.
00:50:47Let's go.
00:50:50Hey.
00:50:52Here.
00:51:07Sorry.
00:51:10Sorry.
00:51:11It's, like, still so fresh, so...
00:51:15Yeah.
00:51:16Alright, so when you're running,
00:51:20tell me what happened.
00:51:26A week ago,
00:51:29Stig broke off of our engagement.
00:51:35And our relationship is over.
00:51:41There's so much that happened.
00:51:42I don't even know where to start.
00:51:44When I got back from Belize,
00:51:47he did come to see me.
00:51:49We had a great time.
00:51:51We traveled.
00:51:52We went to Vegas.
00:51:54Went to Houston and met more of his family.
00:51:56And then, once he went home,
00:52:00I started to really see a side of him I didn't know.
00:52:07He's...
00:52:19I don't know.
00:52:20Just, some days he seemed, like, so serious.
00:52:23But then he would go missing on me all night.
00:52:27I'm not sure if he went as far as, you know,
00:52:29having sex with somebody else.
00:52:31Or, like, physically cheating.
00:52:33But I definitely think he was talking to other women.
00:52:39Um...
00:52:40I could tell he was pulling away.
00:52:43And so then it went from, like,
00:52:44me basically just saying,
00:52:47over and over, I would respect you so much more
00:52:49if you just ended things.
00:52:52Because I already know what you're out there doing.
00:52:54And just...
00:52:56Just end things.
00:52:58Took him a while.
00:53:00I would say a few days.
00:53:02But then he finally texted me and was like,
00:53:04I can't do this.
00:53:06He blamed it all on me.
00:53:08He said he just didn't trust me.
00:53:10Like, it was crazy.
00:53:13I think he's projecting.
00:53:17He knows he did me dirty
00:53:19and he just is hiding from it.
00:53:29He didn't even have the decency to call me.
00:53:32Just did it over text.
00:53:39And then seconds later posted...
00:53:43...videos with other girls.
00:53:45I know she got little pretty fins,
00:53:47so more likely looking beautiful, so...
00:53:49Mwah.
00:53:51I got this guy!
00:53:53I need to say it's over.
00:54:00I'll try.
00:54:02I'll fight.
00:54:04I need to say it's over.
00:54:06Yeah.
00:54:08Like, I just, like, think,
00:54:10oh, if I didn't do that,
00:54:11if I didn't do this,
00:54:12maybe if I handled this differently, like...
00:54:15it would have been a different outcome.
00:54:17But then it's like, I can't just...
00:54:20dwell on that.
00:54:26Are you questioning the whole...
00:54:28relationship at this point?
00:54:36I don't know.
00:54:38I mean, I...
00:54:41I'm definitely...
00:54:43I'm definitely have...
00:54:44I'm left with so many unanswered questions.
00:54:47Like...
00:54:48That's just the part that I struggle with.
00:54:52Is, like, all the unknown.
00:54:56And...
00:54:57Yeah.
00:54:59Do you think you'll ever get the answers?
00:55:02I don't know.
00:55:04I don't know.
00:55:20Oh!
00:55:22Baby!
00:55:27I'm here.
00:55:28I don't know.
00:55:31I don't know.
00:55:32Okay, why?
00:55:45What does this mean?
00:55:54I forgot to give you this.
00:55:58Bye-bye to matching outfits
00:56:00before you coming here.
00:56:02Yeah.
00:56:03Sweetheart.
00:56:05And a little cuteness together.
00:56:12Thank you, baby.
00:56:15So is this why you came here?
00:56:20Yeah.
00:56:20And also...
00:56:25I want to say goodbye.
00:56:30We're gonna leave, and we'll never see again.
00:56:37I'm not hoping anything from him.
00:56:40I'm not hoping he would make the right decision, like, Trisha, I love you. I'll be with you. I'm going
00:56:46to block my ex.
00:56:48I just wanted to see him.
00:56:52That's it.
00:56:54But when I see Rick at the airport, my heart tells me that I do still love him, but you
00:57:06cannot be with him.
00:57:11It's sad. I don't know what to say.
00:57:17You know I still love him.
00:57:22I still want to see you.
00:57:25What's the point?
00:57:27You don't forget about your ex.
00:57:30You'll never change, so why you want to still see this?
00:57:35You know that eventually I'm going to get over that.
00:57:40This is going to take time.
00:57:44I want a sword, but...
00:57:47I don't know if it's...
00:57:51You can make it work, baby.
00:57:53You can make it work, baby.
00:58:00Make it work.
00:58:02Okay.
00:58:16It's not easy.
00:58:18It's not.
00:58:19It's not easy.
00:58:22And nothing worth having ever is.
00:58:30We don't have to commit to anything right now, but let's just continue to talk.
00:58:36And let's see if we can work through it.
00:58:38Okay?
00:58:51Okay.
00:58:56But I'm not promising you that I'm going to get back with you or whatever.
00:59:03I'll take that.
00:59:05I'll take that.
00:59:12I don't want to get hurt again, but I'm hoping that he will change and not have any feelings for
00:59:21his ex anymore.
00:59:25I'm going to take the day at a time, talking with him as a friend, and we will see.
00:59:33That's it.
00:59:38I have to cope.
00:59:39I just leave it seated.
00:59:46I love you, baby.
00:59:53I know there's many, many things that I have to do to make it up to her.
00:59:58But I'd be willing to do whatever it takes to win her back.
01:00:04Are you willing to block your ex right now?
01:00:09I mean, really, I can't block her because it would be like on our times that we shared together in
01:00:24the past.
01:00:27But I know that for Trisha and I's relationship, I have to start, you know, making a stronger stand of
01:00:36letting it go.
01:00:39Because I still keep looking back on the feelings that we had after visiting her family and getting their approval.
01:00:48That's the feeling that's given me hope that we can get back to that place again.
01:00:59Oh, love is not lost. I am by your side.
01:01:16I feel sick to me. I think I just feel so f***ing.
01:01:22Sorry. Sorry.
01:01:25My heart wants him. My heart cares for him.
01:01:28But, like, I want a guy that's fighting for me.
01:01:31Would have handled it better.
01:01:33If every little speed bump becomes this massive thing, it's never going to work.
01:01:38Can we move past that?
01:01:54I feel sick to myself, man. Like, I just feel so f***ing.
01:02:02It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:15Last night was so eye-opening.
01:02:20Like, I didn't come here and hang out with all your friends.
01:02:22Like, I'm a people pleaser and I try to make you happy.
01:02:26Don't say yes to please me and then have a fight with me.
01:02:29I don't have a choice. I didn't mean to.
01:02:30Don't say yes to please me when I ask you and then have a fight with me after when you
01:02:34said yes.
01:02:35Okay, then we're going to have our differences.
01:02:37But last night, you hurt my feelings. I didn't feel hurt.
01:02:40You made me feel really small and you ruined our last night.
01:02:43That is, like, I didn't, that wasn't malicious or disgusting.
01:02:46And then you started talking about me when I went in the bedroom?
01:02:49I didn't.
01:02:49Okay.
01:02:50Everything that I say, you're going to type out.
01:02:54I was kind of hoping that things would cool off before, you know, we got to the airport.
01:02:58But the tension was just, you know, palpable.
01:03:02Every time we have an argument, when I try and find a resolution or apologize, you know, it's just, it
01:03:08doesn't go anywhere.
01:03:10I love her a bit like, I don't know what to do.
01:03:28I mean, like, I just can't believe you tell me you're in love with me and we're talking about, like,
01:03:37what's going to happen between us and...
01:03:43then it's just like all unraveled well look i don't know how many times i can say i apologize
01:03:48for it you still won't accept it on a date where we're leaving on a bad note
01:03:54if if every little speed bump becomes this massive thing it's never gonna work it's not
01:03:59gonna work and i don't want that you are so hot and cold with like how you feel i feel
01:04:06like one
01:04:06minute you want this and one minute you don't and you're so easy to walk away like you just
01:04:10said i'm out yeah turned off your location and it turned on my location but but you're minimizing
01:04:15that it's very erratic to me that's scary because i don't know what's going on in your head
01:04:34i'm falling for you i i care about you more than you ever know
01:04:40i wanted it to work so mad
01:04:44you mean everything to me i'm gonna think about you all the time i'm gonna think about the great
01:04:48times but i don't like feeling uncertain
01:04:53i think i'm gonna be settling and like you can't do this it's not gonna work out
01:05:03i'm sorry
01:05:31i'm sorry
01:05:34his job situation his son situation his living situation i genuinely feel bad and i want to take
01:05:39care of him but it's not my job let me know you get home time see ya
01:05:55i wanted this so bad but how can you tell me that you're in love with me and then have
01:06:00no reaction
01:06:00when i'm breaking up with you and i'm about to never see you again if he really loved me and
01:06:05wanted to
01:06:05make this work he would be fighting right like i want a guy that's fighting for me like he's just
01:06:10unfortunately not the guy for me and like i came here so excited to find love and i'm leaving alone
01:06:25i guess it's too late to say i'm sorry
01:06:30if i meant to let you down i'm not the type to sort of be like no baby please don't
01:06:35that's not that's
01:06:36not me like i'm not gonna force someone you know i did what i could you know i didn't do
01:06:42the best but
01:06:42i did what i could i said i'm in love with her it's not an exaggeration but she always was
01:06:48hesitant
01:06:49but i think she played with my feelings a little bit well she was scared that she'd get hurt so
01:06:55she cut it off first i don't know but it's devastating yeah
01:07:03she goes one way i'll go the other
01:07:13maybe in another life
01:07:15i can't wait to get back to miami and see my cats and i'm gonna be okay but
01:07:26the roots is sad we did have a great connection and i did really like him and i do so
01:07:33really like him
01:07:34i know i made the right choice but
01:07:38it hurts
01:07:40i don't wanna let you go
01:07:47good morning
01:07:48when it comes to michael we have to have better boundaries but i'm feeling a lot of anxiety that
01:07:56things aren't going to be the same between us
01:08:00you look a little bit emotional
01:08:03yeah
01:08:06we got engaged
01:08:31i don't even know why i bothered putting makeup on this sucks
01:08:35it will be fun
01:08:36i know
01:08:37i didn't think it was gonna be this hard
01:08:41if you think about it it's getting harder
01:08:43i know i'm trying not to think about it as hard when i'm packing everything up
01:08:50it's just hard to have spent this much time with you
01:08:55and now i don't get
01:08:58today
01:09:00i'm going back home
01:09:03and it sucks
01:09:05to have just gotten engaged yesterday
01:09:08and now i have to leave
01:09:17i think it's gonna be a long time before that happens
01:09:20it could be like a year and a half
01:09:22i know
01:09:24everything has price
01:09:27it just feels like a lot can go wrong
01:09:29in that time
01:09:32but always
01:09:33if you really want to be with me
01:09:36if i really want to be with you
01:09:39we will end up together
01:09:41what if you change your mind
01:09:42but if you change your mind
01:09:46i believe in us
01:09:49yeah i do too
01:09:51i don't want you to cry
01:09:54i don't want you to cry
01:09:58too late
01:10:07that's probably michael
01:10:10do you want me to take the door
01:10:11yeah you go get the door
01:10:13i'll grab my bag
01:10:14okay
01:10:16i know that i'm gonna be an absolute emotional wreck today
01:10:20so i'm glad michael booked the same flight as me
01:10:24good morning my good man
01:10:25good morning
01:10:26how are you
01:10:27doing well how are you
01:10:28yeah
01:10:30very good
01:10:32so you're all packed up and ready
01:10:33yep
01:10:34good morning
01:10:35i have a cab downstairs
01:10:36excellent excellent
01:10:39when it comes to michael
01:10:40i'm feeling a lot of anxiety
01:10:42about the future of our friendship
01:10:45there's no way we can continue to
01:10:47watch movies in bed
01:10:49and cuddle on the couch
01:10:52we have to have better boundaries
01:10:55it's worth it to make beercon feel secure in our relationship
01:11:00but it's a little bit sad to me
01:11:03that things aren't going to be the same between us
01:11:09you look a little bit emotional
01:11:10how's your uh last 24 hours been
01:11:13it's been pretty good
01:11:15it's really hard to leave
01:11:17i can imagine
01:11:20but yeah
01:11:21i mean
01:11:21i don't
01:11:27it's just
01:11:29we got engaged
01:11:38it's funny
01:11:39i found you engaged
01:11:40and uh
01:11:41here you are again
01:11:43it's a fascinating
01:11:44world
01:11:45very interesting
01:11:46cool
01:11:49it was just so sweet and sentimental
01:11:50like everything he does has so much meaning
01:11:53which i love
01:11:54you know
01:11:55it was great
01:11:59come in
01:12:00i can't
01:12:03there's a point
01:12:05i can't go in
01:12:08are you taking too long
01:12:11it's the best
01:12:13in the camp
01:12:14okay excellent
01:12:16cool
01:12:21well congratulations both of you
01:12:23and
01:12:24thank you man
01:12:25thanks
01:12:25yeah
01:12:26i appreciate that
01:12:27well we gotta get going
01:12:28those planes don't wait
01:12:29yep
01:12:32takes time to make her mine
01:12:37she's got all she wants and doesn't
01:12:41beercon is still a mystery to me
01:12:42but i mean it did not take me long to figure out he's a good guy
01:12:46is he right for laura i mean he's still young and they just have such different lives
01:12:51and long distance relationships are very hard to navigate a lot of them end up failing
01:12:57i i don't think love is enough and right now that's what they got in my eyes that's just
01:13:02that's all they got
01:13:06i know the next 9 to 18 months gonna be difficult for you guys
01:13:08we know
01:13:10it feels overwhelming
01:13:15actually everything is overwhelming right now
01:13:20i feel like half of my soul is leaving me
01:13:27oh god we're here
01:13:31our struggle just began
01:13:33we have distance
01:13:36we could have problems
01:13:39but if we both want it
01:13:41it will work
01:13:43all right buddy this is where our journey ends
01:13:46yeah
01:13:47it is just the beginning
01:13:49i'll see you in the 9 to 18 months apparently
01:13:52okay don't say it out loud it's just sad
01:13:54all right i will uh give you your last moments here and see you on the other side girl
01:13:59thanks
01:14:00okay
01:14:00okay
01:14:03um
01:14:05um
01:14:07no crying
01:14:08no crying
01:14:10no
01:14:10no
01:14:12i hate this
01:14:32ultimately if if we are going to get married i feel like there's so many challenges that beer
01:14:38con and i are going to have to face this visa could take up to 18 months he could get
01:14:44denied
01:14:44long distance communication is exhausting but i love him and he loves me
01:14:53and it's all worth it
01:14:57do you believe us yeah i believe us too
01:15:03i love you too
01:15:21this was truly the experience of a lifetime
01:15:25and i wouldn't change it all i can think is that i need more time i want more time
01:15:31and i'm out
01:15:50how come in your contacts you have somebody listed as wife
01:15:55i don't know what you're talking about faith went on your email i have screenshots it is true
01:16:03are you a bear you i'm being real
01:16:24begging for your love to save me
01:16:27you know that these thoughts keep me awake
01:16:30you did too much damage baby
01:16:37daniel's calling
01:16:42hello
01:16:44hello beautiful
01:16:45hey listen i'm driving home from work let me give you a call right back
01:16:51um yes uh make sure you have care for me okay
01:16:54all right bye
01:16:59oh good god
01:17:01he hasn't called me and now he calls me and now i'm scared
01:17:05but his voice gives me butterflies in my stomach still
01:17:10and i'm trying to harden my heart and i don't know how to do that
01:17:14i don't know how to do that with him
01:17:18it has been at least a week since faith snooped into daniel's email accounts again
01:17:25faith communicated with this woman that he saved in his phone as wife
01:17:29and she didn't deny knowing daniel she didn't deny anything
01:17:34does he have a wife does he have kids does he have somebody else on the side
01:17:39was i paying for a whole second family
01:17:42i've been so scared to talk to daniel about any of this
01:17:45maybe because i don't want to face reality
01:17:47but i know that i need to talk to him immediately
01:17:51and say what the hell are you doing
01:17:54i can't keep doing this
01:17:56i can't keep busting my ass to get to nigeria and get to daniel
01:17:59till i find out what's going on
01:18:11hey
01:18:12how are you doing
01:18:14how are you
01:18:17i'm fine how are you doing
01:18:20i'm okay stressed it was a stressful day today
01:18:24oh i'm so sorry
01:18:26um you know i always tell you not to walk so hard
01:18:31i'm gonna i'm gonna walk around a little bit
01:18:34hold on i'm tired of sitting
01:18:37baby i love your wig
01:18:41thank you
01:18:42i don't understand i'm confused
01:18:46suddenly he is being attentive and loving
01:18:51where has this been for the last two two and a half months where has this been
01:18:56it feels like he knows he did something wrong and he's trying to cover it up
01:19:03so like why don't you ever have time to communicate with me
01:19:09maybe i do communicate with you but um adam yes i don't communicate with you like before
01:19:15because you know we spent some weeks in lagos
01:19:20so i when i came back to my states i find out that i'm having having a lot of debts
01:19:29i have a lot of debt too but i always make time for you
01:19:33yes and i'm working three jobs and you're not doing anything but going to football and working
01:19:38one job i'm so sorry i'm sorry about that i'm sorry
01:19:44you're not the same daniel that i used to talk to
01:19:48i never changed my mind i still love you i'm not sure who ever make me to
01:19:54demands the love i have for you i can't do that
01:20:10i don't think that's true faith went on your email i have screenshots it is true
01:20:22and you're being real i'm being real
01:20:28why do you like laying accusations on my head it's not about accusations faith texted that person
01:20:35and i have the screenshots of what she texted she said daniel has you listed as wife and she said
01:20:42so
01:20:42what do you want of it so who is this wife
01:20:50i don't know what you're talking about maybe you should come with you come up with the evidence
01:20:56i do have the evidence so don't don't don't you're not going to do this to me
01:21:02he gaslights me all the time he thinks i'm a fool because i've fallen for everything he's done
01:21:09but not this time all right i'll send you the screenshots and then i'd like to hear what you have
01:21:16to say
01:21:20you have a contact that says wife and you lied and now you're smiling and smirking and acting like
01:21:26you don't care can you stop can we can we be serious i'm not playing these games anymore daniel
01:21:33i loved you with everything i had i was willing i worked three jobs to get to you i already
01:21:38made
01:21:38the effort to be there with you and you change he's not admitting it but he's not really denying it
01:21:46either that's why he's ignoring me it answers all my questions everything's answered what other conclusion
01:21:53can i come to no matter how much i love daniel this is the final straw
01:22:02you have been laying accusations on my head you're not even acting like you care
01:22:08you're not caring this is a joke to you but i'm done once i hang up i'm not calling back
01:22:15and i'd like you to know that i don't want this relationship anymore
01:22:21i want to call it a quiz because you think i have a wife this is um this is so
01:22:28funny honestly
01:22:29it's not funny and i'm hanging up because it's not funny did you find out you know i'm done calling
01:22:36people i'm done checking up on you i'm done goodbye daniel goodbye forever
01:22:45you okay no i'm not okay he tried to gaslight me again again he's trying to gaslight me
01:22:52and again he he just showed his true self again
01:23:02he made a fool out of me and he broke my heart and he used me
01:23:10i'm not taking him back i'm done i can't do this anymore i'm tired of the
01:23:16making me feeling like i'm crazy this marriage that i wanted more than anything in the world is
01:23:23over there is no marriage to daniel
01:23:32next time on 90 day fiance before the 90 days the couples tell all trisha you have a big update
01:23:40yes
01:23:41oh my god oh my god get married
01:23:49molly do you still feel like sheena lies to you yes all of the money with her family sheena changes
01:23:57the story daily no no no no her parents were asking her for money as recently as a week ago
01:24:04that's the last time oh my oh i started this thinking molly was the problem and now i switched
01:24:10to making sheena's the problem aviva and stig the engagement is broken off aviva got caught talking
01:24:21to other men somebody texted me that guy is never gonna love you like like i would oh look at
01:24:28me right
01:24:29now and say that you didn't cheat oh my god michael and i have not really seen each other since
01:24:36turkey
01:24:36oh wow yeah because you said to me you're on your own oh my god i was joking at no
01:24:45point in time would
01:24:46i say oh you are such a condescending man lisa and daniel you're definitely not back together we are
01:24:54broken up no no no hold on listen the situation is uh complicated she's my wife what i am not
01:25:03with
01:25:04you you tricked me oh no is emma lying when she says that you two had sex if i i
01:25:14did sex with him i would
01:25:15not say i did this so you like to participate but you don't want to talk about it right because
01:25:18that's
01:25:19your religion right you're a fake muslim oh you are a fake father i'm a real father fool i'm more
01:25:27father than you will ever be ever in your life you piece of there is something that i've been like
01:25:35upset about okay i found out you tried to hook up with him i really cared about a friendship with
01:25:41you
01:25:41i feel like i don't know who i can like trust i think it's very weird that you're like poor
01:25:46me i'm
01:25:46the victim when i didn't do anything wrong what is happening don't raise your voice at me don't get
01:25:51me mad and attack me that guy's not your boyfriend he's able to do whatever the he wants
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