00:00A friend of mine, a very loyal person, almost like a family man, and I remember him getting hooked on,
00:06on, too.
00:08He inevitably ended up, himself, had six kids and a wife, and he ended up, himself and his youngest daughter
00:16found him.
00:17In hindsight, I see that he realized he couldn't stop, and, you know, he took the permanent solution for a
00:24temporary problem.
00:25Life goes on. I'm getting deeper into it. I'm not holding jobs. I'm still selling. I'm going from place to
00:33place.
00:34Eventually, it landed me to a point where I was back at my brother's.
00:39He was having a lot of marital issues with his wife, as well, as a result of his.
00:44He shits up, and he nods out, and I shits up, and I nod out.
00:48And I come to, and he's, he's purple. I could tell from his eyes that he was, he had already
00:54been.
00:54And that did something to me, the loss of my brother.
00:57I lost hope because I saw myself in him, and I said, oh, if it happened to him, it's going
01:02to eventually happen to me.
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