00:00My father was buried physically, emotionally. Anytime I did anything wrong, there were
00:06consequences that drove me into escaping, into numbing, into anything that would give me that
00:13dopamine. So I had started when I was, I don't know, 13. Anything to just fit in, anything to
00:19have camaraderie or friend group with anybody. I started hanging out in a city near me that was
00:25known for open air market. I found my people. I started getting along with these people. I started
00:30doing deals with them. I started selling them stuff and then selling me stuff. I started using
00:37very regularly. That took me, took me down the road of, of using every day. We would do
00:45and we would take, so we would do. I decided that that day was a great day for me to
00:53attempt myself.
00:54I remember driving into a tree at about 70 miles an hour. I come to, I'm in a hospital.
01:00I can't move. I really just wanted to.
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