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00:00:00Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:03Will you marry me?
00:00:06Yes.
00:00:10I feel the surprises, but this is definitely the best one.
00:00:14This is my fiancée, Aviva.
00:00:16This is my fiancée staying.
00:00:19I love you, babe.
00:00:20I love you, too.
00:00:24I don't know if I can go back to Florida
00:00:28not having met your son.
00:00:31I'm leaving soon, and this is a huge part of his life
00:00:34that I'm completely missing out on.
00:00:37I would want you to, but it's moved away.
00:00:41Like, can we FaceTime?
00:00:43Yeah.
00:00:46This one is good. I like this one.
00:00:49Are we gonna buy this?
00:00:51I gotta sort out my bank store.
00:00:55It is really important for me to have the wedding ring.
00:00:59I feel so humiliated.
00:01:02It's not just jewelry.
00:01:04It's a symbol of our marriage.
00:01:07You just don't care, don't you?
00:01:09Yeah.
00:01:12At the end of the day, somebody has to say, I'm sorry.
00:01:16I don't really think that it's that big of a deal
00:01:19that I didn't tell BeerCon I had made a move on Michael.
00:01:23But BeerCon is the person I need in my life.
00:01:26I was just wondering if we could talk.
00:01:30Uh-uh. Not today.
00:01:32Am I not supposed to come back to the apartment?
00:01:35I'm sorry.
00:01:39Let me see.
00:01:42.
00:01:44Trish saw that my ex had texted me,
00:01:48and I responded inappropriately.
00:01:55And bring him to my father's house.
00:01:58We talk about the babies.
00:02:00The future.
00:02:04I don't want anything from you.
00:02:08She and I have decided that I'm going to stay here
00:02:13and live here in the Philippines.
00:02:15Oh, my God.
00:02:16I want you to trust your son for once in a while.
00:02:22I trust my son.
00:02:24I don't trust you.
00:02:27I'm sorry.
00:02:28I just want to need space.
00:02:48What is the scariest thing I've done?
00:02:51I mean, if I had to think of the craziest thing sexually I've done, this is crazy.
00:02:56I mean, my ex was flying the plane, and I was having sex with him while he was flying a
00:03:00plane.
00:03:01Like...
00:03:02I don't want to hear that.
00:03:03You don't?
00:03:03No.
00:03:04What?
00:03:04Okay, sorry.
00:03:14I don't typically do crazy adventurous stuff.
00:03:17It's not because I don't want to do it, but, like, I just don't.
00:03:21So I'm happy I'm able.
00:03:23I found this, and we can do it.
00:03:25Yeah, I'm excited.
00:03:27Anything to put a smile on your face?
00:03:30You put a smile on your face.
00:03:32Period.
00:03:33My time in Australia is almost coming to an end, and everything seems good right now between Josh and I.
00:03:41After our talk, Josh said that he's going to work on setting up a FaceTime call with his son, and,
00:03:46like, I am so happy about that.
00:03:48It makes me feel like there's a lot of hope in the future for us.
00:03:52But in the meantime, I know he's adventurous, and he loves to do adventurous stuff.
00:03:56So I decided to take him to do something called abseiling.
00:04:01Do you even know what abseiling is?
00:04:03I have no idea what abseiling is.
00:04:05I heard abs.
00:04:06I heard sailing.
00:04:07It sounded cool, so I just booked the thing.
00:04:11You can't make fun of me if I'm bad at this, because it's, I'm just, it's A for effort for
00:04:15trying.
00:04:16Are you scared of hops?
00:04:17Not really.
00:04:18I mean, it's not like I love them.
00:04:20It'll be fun.
00:04:21Really?
00:04:22Yep.
00:04:24We're here.
00:04:26Yay!
00:04:27Let's do this thing.
00:04:30How are we going?
00:04:31Hi!
00:04:32Hey, Mitch.
00:04:33Josh, how are you?
00:04:33Nice to meet you.
00:04:34Elise.
00:04:35Elise, nice to meet you.
00:04:36Whereabouts are you from?
00:04:37Sydney.
00:04:38Sydney?
00:04:38Miami.
00:04:39Miami, wow.
00:04:40So we're going canyoning today, and we're going to be abseiling down a waterfall.
00:04:45Oh, I have to get wet?
00:04:47Yeah, you will be getting submerged and jumping into pools of water, and you have to go abseil off the
00:04:55waterfall.
00:04:55Cool.
00:04:56Exciting?
00:04:57Yep.
00:04:57Excited?
00:04:58Yep.
00:04:59Cool.
00:05:00Awesome.
00:05:03Here we go.
00:05:08Oh, my God.
00:05:10Well, it's stunning.
00:05:12Oh, my God.
00:05:12That's Empress Falls down there.
00:05:13So that's the waterfall we're going to be abseiling down.
00:05:18Here is the cardio.
00:05:20Get that ass in check.
00:05:22Yeah, it's a good view.
00:05:23Really?
00:05:24Yep.
00:05:24Keep going.
00:05:26I don't think Elise realised, you know, what she'd signed up for, but that's a lot.
00:05:30You know, it can be quite hairy.
00:05:32Yeah?
00:05:35So we get up to this canyon, and we have to change in our wetsuits, because we're going
00:05:39through rock pools.
00:05:40I don't want to do it.
00:05:41Stop.
00:05:42It's fun.
00:05:42I don't want to do it.
00:05:43It's fun.
00:05:45I don't want to do this.
00:05:47Yeah, you do.
00:05:55Come on, baby.
00:05:56You will.
00:05:58Let's go.
00:05:59Come on.
00:06:00Come on.
00:06:02Yes.
00:06:02Yes!
00:06:07If I had read the description before doing this, I would never have taken him.
00:06:12It's scary.
00:06:24It's scary.
00:06:25The guy's like, oh, you have the cannonball, like, three feet over a rock.
00:06:29I'm like, the .
00:06:30Not me.
00:06:31I'm not doing that.
00:06:33Ready?
00:06:34One step down.
00:06:35Yes!
00:06:37Come here.
00:06:38But guess what?
00:06:39I did it.
00:06:40She's such a trooper.
00:06:42Thanks, fam.
00:06:44You did.
00:06:45You did.
00:06:47Oh, my God.
00:06:48I don't like this at all, actually.
00:07:00Good girl.
00:07:01Good girl.
00:07:03Good girl.
00:07:04I'm done, baby.
00:07:05I'm so done with it.
00:07:06What am I gonna say?
00:07:07What am I gonna say?
00:07:08No, really.
00:07:08Yeah.
00:07:10.
00:07:11I can't feel my hands.
00:07:18Oh, girl!
00:07:20Oh, my God!
00:07:35I'm shaking like this is not good oh my god I'm scared I'm freezing do you feel my legs
00:07:46you're right I can't do this anymore I am scared out of my mind
00:08:16two hours of jumping through rigid cold water I'm starting to get hypothermia and like I exaggerate
00:08:26a lot but this is not an exaggeration I want to get down but the only way to get down
00:08:36is to go down
00:08:37this massive waterfall I feel like I'm gonna die
00:08:45oh my god
00:08:46I can't do this
00:08:49what do I do
00:09:15I'm sorry I just want to need space
00:09:23Forrest I'm telling you you're making a mistake
00:09:26you know what I love her and I know we can do things here together I know I can live
00:09:31here
00:09:39I've chosen Sheena to be my wife and you need to trust my decision and trust her
00:09:45stop thinking with your pecker and start thinking with your brain
00:09:51Forrest telling me that he's going to move to the Philippines you know I'm like in panic mode
00:09:57it's not going to work it won't work
00:10:01Forrest can be way too optimistic at times and his autism can affect that because he isn't able to
00:10:09focus in on what the realities are my whole point is to protect Forrest to make sure
00:10:17that his needs are met and I don't think Sheena can do it
00:10:22I know full well that if you moved here yes you'd be with Sheena all that and then the whole
00:10:30goal of
00:10:30ever trying to get to the United States would just go out the window and you would have to accept
00:10:35that
00:10:44I need to take a breath for a bit sorry
00:10:51When Forrest told her our plans Molly was so much explosive I felt that I was kind of bit scared
00:10:58and I wanted to take a break
00:11:00But I know that I need to stand up for myself and for Forrest
00:11:07Have you even factored how much it's going to cost how much the bills are
00:11:14Where are you going to live Forrest?
00:11:17Sheena and I will go get a place of our own
00:11:19I will take good care of yourself
00:11:21She can't
00:11:22Pay with all your money
00:11:23I am a professional and I could look I could you know
00:11:26You could this
00:11:27You could that
00:11:28You could this
00:11:29How much is rent here?
00:11:31How much?
00:11:32900 a month?
00:11:34No
00:11:34You can get places for 300
00:11:35400
00:11:37Cheaper for a month
00:11:37So she makes about $500 a month
00:11:40Isn't that right?
00:11:41U.S. dollars
00:11:42Yes
00:11:44So she makes $500 a month
00:11:47And you're getting
00:11:48Saying that rent is $400
00:11:52That leaves $100 to pay your bills
00:11:55Your utilities
00:11:56Buy food
00:11:57Then we have
00:11:58I have him
00:11:59He had me
00:12:00Sheena
00:12:00I will take care of your son
00:12:01You don't have to worry about that
00:12:03Oh my gosh
00:12:03Sheena
00:12:04You are living on daydreams
00:12:06And living on the thought of love
00:12:08And happy homemaker
00:12:09And being a little
00:12:10No
00:12:11No
00:12:11I love your son
00:12:12And I'll do anything my best for him
00:12:14Love doesn't pay the bills
00:12:16Sheena
00:12:20Mom
00:12:21There's going to be lots of hurdles
00:12:22But how the visa works here
00:12:26That allows me to live here in the country
00:12:28And get employment here
00:12:31You've never worked here
00:12:32You've had one job in your life
00:12:35You are on disability
00:12:36I have to overcome my own challenges
00:12:39You are on disability for a reason
00:12:41You do have autism
00:12:44And I want you to be able
00:12:46I want you to get a job
00:12:47I want you to better yourself
00:12:49But of course
00:12:50You need to plan things out better
00:12:54Do the right process
00:12:56Where you come back to the United States
00:12:59Contact Social Security
00:13:01And say that you want to start working
00:13:04Then you go through the vocational rehabilitation programs
00:13:07The government provides
00:13:08See what type of job and money you can make
00:13:11See how you can save up
00:13:12You can't just say
00:13:13Oh, there is this magical miracle job
00:13:16That you haven't even applied for
00:13:17That you know nothing about
00:13:18That you don't even know what their requirements are
00:13:21You don't know anything
00:13:24You have to go on the assumption
00:13:26That you could not get a job here
00:13:29And even if you do
00:13:31How much do you think that you're going to make
00:13:34Working here?
00:13:44No
00:13:45I want you to be here, my love
00:13:46I'm 6'1, 7
00:13:48You're so hard for me
00:13:49Oh, God
00:13:50You know what, Lucy?
00:13:51I'm not sure
00:13:52Oh, it's so hard for the 7 years
00:13:54I'm not even
00:13:55Don't start the tears, Sheena, please
00:13:55Stop, I can't
00:13:56You don't know how I feel
00:13:57It's hard for me for the last 7 minutes of waiting for him
00:14:02It's so stressful
00:14:11I don't know what to do
00:14:14I love Sheena so much
00:14:16But I can't help thinking that my mom is right
00:14:21That living here in the Philippines
00:14:22Is definitely going to be a bigger challenge
00:14:24Than what I thought it was going to be
00:14:28What if I can't get a job here successfully?
00:14:32I can't be a burden on Sheena
00:14:35Especially
00:14:35I just can't
00:14:37Can't do that
00:14:45Sheena, I feel conflicted about everything
00:14:49I don't want to leave you
00:14:51But I think that I might have to go home
00:14:58I'm going to work
00:14:59Make some money
00:15:00And then I'm going to apply for the K-1 visa
00:15:06I don't know, my love
00:15:08If things doesn't work
00:15:12It's the end of my story
00:15:13It's not the end of the story
00:15:15Sheena
00:15:16I love you
00:15:17That's why I gave you this ring
00:15:20This ring is a promise
00:15:23If the K-1 visa doesn't work out
00:15:25Then I'll move back here
00:15:27And I'm going to get married to you
00:15:30I will not give up
00:15:43This is my husband, Javon
00:15:45Hello, nice meeting you
00:15:46Nice meeting you
00:15:47I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:15:48Okay
00:15:49We are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:15:54I'm very happy
00:15:55I've been waiting for this for a long time
00:15:58I just, I don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:16:01I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:16:03They're going to see you
00:16:04I would really put an effort
00:16:09I brought you something
00:16:11I hope that our time apart
00:16:14Would give both of us time to cool down
00:16:17I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:16:21Why did you mislead me
00:16:22Like Michael made the move
00:16:24I was worried
00:16:25You would try to put a stop to my friendship with him
00:16:31Can you do that?
00:16:51Okay
00:16:52Hi, good morning
00:16:54Good morning po, Ma'am Anna and Sir Javon
00:16:56Welcome to Balai Indang
00:16:59Nasa taas na po pala yung hair in makeup
00:17:01Oh, okay
00:17:01Samahan po po kayo sa taas po
00:17:03Ready?
00:17:04Yeah, ready
00:17:05Thank you
00:17:07This is a nice door
00:17:14Enjoy
00:17:16Hi
00:17:17Good morning
00:17:18Hello
00:17:20Today is the day that we are finally going to do our renewal of vows
00:17:26Good morning
00:17:27Hi, Hannah
00:17:28Hi, nice meeting you
00:17:29I'm Ray
00:17:29This is my husband Javon
00:17:31Nice meeting you
00:17:32I'll be doing your hair and makeup today
00:17:34Okay
00:17:35You ready to start?
00:17:36I'm as Ray as I'm ever going to be
00:17:40We never had a real wedding
00:17:43So today is very important for us
00:17:47I'm very happy
00:17:49Been waiting for this for a long time
00:17:52The part of me is a little bit down
00:17:55When I think about the ring
00:17:57I don't have
00:17:59But I want to stay positive though
00:18:03It's his first time to have his makeup done
00:18:09I don't think we're going to take it that far today
00:18:11Oh, no?
00:18:12No
00:18:12No, I'm good
00:18:17I'm excited
00:18:18But I'm a bit nervous
00:18:20You know, I feel like this is a big moment for the both of us
00:18:24I want to show Anna how dedicated I am to make her happy
00:18:29And, you know, give her the day that she always wanted
00:18:32But at the same time
00:18:34I just feel
00:18:36A wave of anxiety and nervousness
00:18:39Because obviously me and Anna have different ideas on what romance is
00:18:44So I really don't want to disappoint her
00:18:52Okay
00:18:55Wait lang
00:19:03So, are you excited about today?
00:19:07Are you kidding me?
00:19:09Of course I'm excited today
00:19:10Very excited
00:19:11This is just like a paradise to me
00:19:14With the makeup
00:19:15The dress
00:19:16The center of attention
00:19:18Yeah
00:19:18And, you know, the photos
00:19:22Uh-huh
00:19:23I think I should ask you that question, though
00:19:27I'm okay
00:19:29Nervous?
00:19:30Well, you don't have to be nervous
00:19:32Like, I just don't know what I'm going to say for my vows
00:19:36You know, I'm not good at
00:19:38So, you don't have to write a long poem
00:19:43Okay
00:19:43It doesn't have to be like that
00:19:45It doesn't have to be
00:19:46I'm not a writer or a poet
00:19:47You don't have to be
00:19:49Okay
00:19:50It's just going to be a few things
00:19:52You know what I'm saying?
00:19:53Like, the basics, basically
00:19:58How I feel about doing my vows
00:20:00I'm just going to get straight to the point
00:20:03But, you know
00:20:04Anna's the opposite for me
00:20:06She wants to make a whole declaration speech
00:20:10What is wrong with being expressive?
00:20:14Sometimes I feel like I wish
00:20:16One day when it happens
00:20:18Not now
00:20:18God will take me before him
00:20:20That's when the time he will appreciate me
00:20:23And he will say
00:20:23I miss you and your big mouth
00:20:27You know?
00:20:33I just want you to say what's in your heart
00:20:35Because, you know, this is a special day
00:20:38Yeah
00:20:38I mean, I invited my whole family and friends
00:20:41They're going to see you
00:20:42I would really put an effort
00:20:46I mean, Anna, I'm here
00:20:48So, that's it
00:20:48Yeah, but I would really be the energy there
00:20:52Okay
00:20:56Hi, boo-boo
00:20:58I love you
00:20:59Love you, too
00:21:03You know what?
00:21:05You're not even supposed to be here
00:21:07Okay
00:21:08You're not supposed to see my look
00:21:11My bridal look
00:21:12Alright
00:21:14I feel like Javon is acting like today is any other day for him
00:21:20And that's really disappointing
00:21:39Oh
00:21:53Oh, okay.
00:22:03I know Jovan is not the most romantic guy,
00:22:09but I just wanted today to be fun, light, full of love,
00:22:16something that I can always look back on.
00:22:21I love him, but I can't pretend that everything is fine
00:22:27when it's not.
00:22:28I love you, too.
00:22:30I love you.
00:22:35I love you.
00:22:55But I love you!
00:22:58I love you.
00:23:02How did it feel from spending the night here last night?
00:23:06It wasn't very fun.
00:23:08I really did not enjoy waking up alone.
00:23:14Yesterday, BeerCon basically told me not to come home.
00:23:17So I decided I just should suck it up and get a room at Michael's Hotel
00:23:22and hope that our time apart would give both of us a little bit of time to cool down.
00:23:30But staying in a hotel sucked.
00:23:32I don't have any of my stuff.
00:23:34I'm in the same clothes from yesterday.
00:23:37And of course, I miss BeerCon.
00:23:43I wish we could have talked it out last night
00:23:46instead of now having to wait and deal with it all today.
00:23:51But BeerCon was pretty mad at me.
00:23:54He said things to me that I don't know if he really meant or if he was just angry.
00:24:02I obviously said things to him, too, that I really didn't mean.
00:24:06I really didn't have any intention of getting on a plane and leaving.
00:24:10I hope that that's not what he wants.
00:24:12And you've been texting with him this morning?
00:24:14What has he been saying?
00:24:17Yeah, I did.
00:24:18I asked him if we could talk and he said, sure.
00:24:21So I will probably take a little peace offering
00:24:26and see if we can have a conversation face to face.
00:24:32I know that I should have just apologized from the beginning
00:24:35for hiding the history between Michael and me.
00:24:39I want to show him that I'm serious about our relationship
00:24:42and that my feelings for him are so much stronger
00:24:46than how I ever felt about Michael
00:24:49or how I could even feel about Michael.
00:25:17Laura is keeping secret from me, misleading me.
00:25:21and she didn't even try to apologize.
00:25:26By spending the time in the hotel,
00:25:28I wanted her to realize what is it going to be like without me.
00:25:36Her pride doesn't cuddle her in the nights.
00:25:43Hey.
00:25:46Hey.
00:25:47I brought you something.
00:25:57I know you like that.
00:26:13I'm sorry that I didn't tell you
00:26:17that I was the one that hit on Michael sooner.
00:26:21I did not mean for that to hurt you.
00:26:24And I'm so sorry.
00:26:26That was never my intent.
00:26:35So, why did you mislead me
00:26:38when Michael made the move?
00:26:43I was worried that if you knew that I was the one
00:26:49who had had feelings at one point,
00:26:51that I was the one that hit on him,
00:26:54that you would try to put a stop to my friendship with him.
00:27:12I did have feelings for him.
00:27:16But I want to tell you
00:27:18that you are not a replacement for Michael.
00:27:22And in fact, the things that you do
00:27:26are so much sweeter and kinder
00:27:29and so much more of the type of man
00:27:33I actually want to be with.
00:27:35I want you to know that I do love you.
00:27:38I do want this relationship to work.
00:27:42You and me.
00:27:49You can't tell me 5,000 times in a row
00:27:52that I love you, but
00:27:55like you said,
00:27:57I'm into actions.
00:27:59My words.
00:28:08Honestly, I'm...
00:28:10I'm scared to even say this.
00:28:17Would you feel better
00:28:20if I just cut him out of my life?
00:28:30Can you do that?
00:28:36When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa?
00:28:40So I can live here in Belize.
00:28:42I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:28:47No.
00:28:49I really wish Stig didn't wait, like,
00:28:51two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:28:53I just would rather live here,
00:28:55and I thought that's what we were talking about
00:28:57this whole time.
00:28:58It's just really weird timing,
00:28:59and I can't help feeling like,
00:29:02is this a red flag?
00:29:11No.
00:29:38Babe.
00:29:47I'm sorry.
00:29:55Babe, you're my fiancé.
00:29:58You realize that?
00:30:00It's crazy.
00:30:01You did such a good job.
00:30:02It was a beautiful proposal.
00:30:04It was everything I could have asked for.
00:30:07I'm going to go home engaged.
00:30:10Yes. I'm excited.
00:30:12Me too.
00:30:15You're my fiancé now.
00:30:16I know.
00:30:17Any thoughts to give you would never get married and settle down.
00:30:20It's crazy.
00:30:21I woke up this morning and I was like,
00:30:24I got a ring on my finger.
00:30:27I wonder why I put a ring on.
00:30:29When I get married, I don't...
00:30:31I'm going to get you a ring before I leave.
00:30:35Do you like the ring, babe?
00:30:37Of course I like the ring.
00:30:38It's beautiful.
00:30:40You did a good job.
00:30:43When do you plan on applying for the fiancé visa
00:30:46so I can come here and live here in Belize?
00:30:50I thought you were going to apply for me in the U.S.
00:30:56No.
00:30:58What?
00:31:00What do you mean, the whole time we've been talking about me coming here and living here with you?
00:31:06Stig never mentioned wanting to move to the U.S.
00:31:09And based on everything that he said to me on the phone, and since I've been in Belize,
00:31:15I had always thought that I was going to be the one moving here.
00:31:20I mean, this is the Belize that I plan to eventually, hopefully, move to.
00:31:25You would move to Belize?
00:31:26Yeah, I would.
00:31:27For real?
00:31:27Yeah.
00:31:29Would you move here?
00:31:30Of course I would move here.
00:31:32What?
00:31:32This is so pretty.
00:31:34I don't really want to ever leave Belize.
00:31:36Do you see yourself living in Belize?
00:31:38I mean, of course I would love to.
00:31:39It's beautiful.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:43So you want to live with me in Arizona?
00:31:46That's new information.
00:31:48I mean, you're more than welcome to, I guess.
00:31:51I'd rather live here.
00:31:56You won't be able to make any money.
00:31:58That's why you're going to be my sugar mama.
00:32:00But, no, I'm not going to be your sugar mama.
00:32:05I'm not going to be pregnant working and supporting you.
00:32:08I might not be able to make money right away, but I think long term and how that's going to
00:32:12benefit both of us.
00:32:14Okay.
00:32:17Listen, I'm super popular in Belize, but I'm not making no American money.
00:32:22And the only time I'm able to work in America is if I have a work visa or if I'm
00:32:27a citizen.
00:32:28I want to make the big bucks.
00:32:29I want to give my child a life that I never had.
00:32:36You don't think maybe the U.S. makes more sense?
00:32:40You have family out there.
00:32:41I have family out there.
00:32:43Probably, they have better health care and all that.
00:32:46Sure.
00:32:47I'll file for you.
00:32:50Jeez.
00:32:51If you don't want to, then don't fucks.
00:32:59I just would rather live here, and I thought that's what we were talking about this whole time.
00:33:05So, quite the switch up for my guy.
00:33:12I really wish Stig didn't wait like two hours before I'm leaving to bring this up.
00:33:17It's just really weird timing, and I can't help feeling like, is this a red flag?
00:33:24Did he propose just so he could get to the U.S.?
00:33:28I don't know.
00:33:31Just give me some time to look into it.
00:33:33Now, let's take that seriously.
00:33:35Let's think about that.
00:33:36We're talking about family and how we need to make a plan.
00:33:38Let's make a plan and execute.
00:33:41Yep.
00:33:42I know.
00:33:42Okay.
00:33:50Oh, boy.
00:33:51No, no, no.
00:33:53After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:33:59But if I lose her, I'll be losing the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:34:08Trisha.
00:34:10Sit down.
00:34:13I gave you a chance when we were in this event.
00:34:17Why did you betray me?
00:34:40Coming back here just reminds me of our first few nights together.
00:34:44How excited we both were.
00:34:50How happy we were together.
00:34:53Oh, boy.
00:34:55No, no, no.
00:35:18After Trish saw the text messages between me and my ex, she refused to talk to me.
00:35:27She didn't sit with me at the airport.
00:35:30She changed her seats on the plane and she got back to Tenant and decided to stay at her apartment.
00:35:38And she's telling me that she has nothing to say to me anymore.
00:35:44She trusted me, but I guess I kind of blew it.
00:35:52I didn't have any plans to go back with my ex or anything like that, and I didn't say that
00:35:57in the text messages.
00:35:59But I could see why Trish would be afraid that it could happen.
00:36:08I should have had the respect, you know, not to respond while I'm spending time with her.
00:36:18I think I responded to my ex because for a while she was the only person I could really count
00:36:29on to be there for me.
00:36:33I met my ex on vacation in Colombia, and my feelings were very strong for her.
00:36:43It was so much chemistry, sexually, and any other type of way that you can think of.
00:36:51The relationship ended because we couldn't figure out how to make our future work together.
00:36:57It wasn't because we stopped loving each other.
00:37:03My ex blocked me because she knew that I was going to Madagascar to meet Trish, and she was hurt
00:37:11by it.
00:37:13And so it took me totally off guard that she unblocked me, and she was contacting me at this time.
00:37:23I sent Trisha a long apology with no excuses and asked her if we could please get together and talk.
00:37:34But when she texted me back, she says, sure, period.
00:37:39I don't know why she put period.
00:37:41I don't know if that means it's final, this is our final talk, or what.
00:37:50I'm so set on not losing Trish right now because I've fallen even deeper in love with her since getting
00:38:00to know her family.
00:38:03And I was actually getting excited about the possibility of us getting married and having a family together.
00:38:11I don't know how receptive she's going to be with anything that I have to say.
00:38:19But I have to give it my all.
00:38:23If I lose her, I'll be losing, like, the best thing that ever happened to me.
00:38:44Oh, my God.
00:38:48Trisha?
00:38:51Hello?
00:38:53Sit down.
00:39:00Not exactly the greeting I was expecting.
00:39:04What did you expect?
00:39:06I'm not happy to see you.
00:39:13I just wanted to apologize.
00:39:16I should have told you about the message as soon as it happened.
00:39:22I had no intention of, like, keeping it from me.
00:39:25That's...
00:39:28Four days.
00:39:29You didn't say anything for four days.
00:39:32That's too much.
00:39:33And all the messages was on the text was really disrespectful.
00:39:39You were with me.
00:39:43Why did you betray me?
00:39:46After I gave you a chance when we were in Nusibé.
00:39:51I forgive you what you did in Colombia.
00:39:54You were supposed to earn my trust back, not to break it a single time.
00:40:01I didn't have any plans on breaking up with you and being with her or any of that.
00:40:07I didn't realize that you would take this and be cheating on you.
00:40:12Yes, it is cheating.
00:40:13This is where the cheating started.
00:40:18If I was in your place, me, I know exactly what I should do to make you feel good so
00:40:26you don't know.
00:40:27Because you can't...
00:40:28I don't know what it is that's going to satisfy you.
00:40:32Why?
00:40:33It's simple, though.
00:40:35Why don't you block her?
00:40:38It didn't come to my mom.
00:40:40Oh, okay.
00:40:40That's what you want.
00:40:41If you want this relationship, make her understand that I'm willing to do it.
00:40:45I'm with you.
00:40:46She already knows that I'm with you.
00:40:48She doesn't know.
00:40:49That's why she keep texting you.
00:40:51She doesn't...
00:40:52Tell her to understand that.
00:40:56Make her understand that you don't want her anymore.
00:41:03Block her here and tell her.
00:41:12Nothing to say.
00:41:14I'm conflicted.
00:41:17I love you so much, but I can't block her.
00:41:24Why?
00:41:26Why?
00:41:33I'm having the best time of my life.
00:41:35Getting in the waterfall, and I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:41:39I can't miss you.
00:41:40I get down to the bottom, and I see all these people surrounding Elise, and I start to think,
00:41:47oh, is she okay?
00:41:51Is she okay?
00:41:53Is she okay?
00:41:54Is she okay?
00:41:55Is she okay?
00:41:56I get down to the bottom, and I'll see you.
00:42:05So let's hope.
00:42:14Welcome everyone. We are gathered here today to celebrate the enduring love between Javon and Annalyn.
00:42:21We honor the journey that has been filled with laughter, challenges, triumphs, and long-distance calls.
00:42:28Now, Javon and Annalyn, it's time to renew your vows to each other.
00:42:41Javon, can you read your vows to Annalyn?
00:42:54I vow to cherish, love, honor, and obey, and always protect you and be there for you,
00:43:05and also learn to be more patient and put up with your sassiness.
00:43:16I love you.
00:43:21Javon delivered his vows, and it may be not so dramatic and like a poetry,
00:43:29but when I look at his eyes, I could feel the sincerity.
00:43:37I have waited so long for this moment to finally say this in person.
00:43:45I promise that I'll continue to be a good wife.
00:43:49You can always count on me.
00:43:52You'll never feel alone again.
00:43:55And I'll continue to pick up your dirty socks, even though I keep nagging you.
00:44:04And I don't expect you to be perfect, because no one is.
00:44:08But I expect us to be together no matter what.
00:44:12I love you so much.
00:44:14Love you too.
00:44:20Javon and Annalyn, today you have renewed your vows and reaffirmed your commitment to one another.
00:44:26It is my great honor and pleasure to once again pronounce you husband and wife.
00:44:31Oh, one second.
00:44:32Do you have something to give up?
00:44:35Yeah.
00:44:37Yeah.
00:44:39Is that the one you wanted?
00:44:41Yeah.
00:44:42Yeah.
00:44:48All right, now we can get on with it.
00:44:50All right.
00:44:52You may now share a kiss to seal your renewed vows.
00:45:03You did so good.
00:45:05Oh, great, actually.
00:45:08You were so great.
00:45:09Yay!
00:45:13And I know sometimes I don't like...
00:45:15I don't like it when you trick me, but this is the greatest trick ever.
00:45:20Finally have my wedding ring.
00:45:23Aw, thank you.
00:45:24Ha, ha, ha, ha.
00:45:27Yeah.
00:45:28Judith!
00:45:29Congratulations.
00:45:30I miss you.
00:45:30I miss you.
00:45:31Nice to meet you.
00:45:32Nice to meet you, finally.
00:45:35Hey, cousin.
00:45:37Thank you for coming and for all the efforts.
00:45:40Thank you for coming.
00:45:46Oh, my God.
00:45:48Nice to meet you.
00:45:49Nice to meet you.
00:45:49It's so great.
00:45:51Oh, my God.
00:45:53It's so great.
00:45:53Okay, guys.
00:45:54The reception is over there.
00:45:57Go!
00:46:04Oh!
00:46:13For me, I think marrying someone online is kind of crazy.
00:46:17Because it's been a long time that they've waited
00:46:19to see each other, to be together.
00:46:21I know that Javon and Anna has difficulties
00:46:24in their relationship,
00:46:26but I've noticed now that they are just focusing
00:46:29in with their love to each other,
00:46:31with how they were going to work out
00:46:33with their relationship.
00:46:34So I'm really happy for seeing that now.
00:46:37Yeah.
00:46:38Cut that cake!
00:46:39Cut that cake!
00:46:41Cut that cake!
00:46:43Yay!
00:46:45Wow!
00:46:50It's just so overwhelming, boo.
00:46:53I feel so much happiness.
00:46:55that I haven't felt before.
00:46:56Oh.
00:46:58I just feel so loved.
00:47:01Five, four, three, two, one.
00:47:05Yay!
00:47:08Yay!
00:47:09Yay!
00:47:09Oh, God!
00:47:10This is something that I will treasure for the rest of my life.
00:47:13It was the best night ever.
00:47:15That is a煎ne.
00:47:17I'm eternally grateful.
00:47:19Yeah.
00:47:21Yay!
00:47:24Hello, Brie.
00:47:29Woo!
00:47:31Woo!
00:47:32Woo!
00:47:37Woo-hoo!
00:47:41Woo!
00:47:42Woo!
00:47:42Woo!
00:47:42Woo-hoo!
00:47:43Woo!
00:47:44Woo-hoo!
00:47:45Woo!
00:47:48I want to go home!
00:47:59Is she down?
00:48:06Look, I know it does look scary.
00:48:08Like, there's a job, but she's very safe.
00:48:10I know the guy at the top can sort of, you know,
00:48:13belay her down and, you know, do it himself.
00:48:16I'm having the best time of my life.
00:48:18I'm, you know, abseiling down, getting the waterfall in.
00:48:22You know, I'm just thinking she's being a drama queen.
00:48:29But I get down to the bottom and I see all these people,
00:48:33you know, surrounding Elise.
00:48:35Take a deep breath.
00:48:36Take a deep breath.
00:48:37Take a deep breath.
00:48:43And I start to think, oh, you know, is she OK?
00:48:46I'm sorry.
00:48:51That's how I know it was scary.
00:48:53It's all over.
00:48:53Did you see me?
00:48:54Oh, no, I didn't because I couldn't see.
00:48:56I can hear you.
00:49:02I am feeling so overwhelmed, so scared, so cold,
00:49:07and just, like, so tired.
00:49:09But I'm so happy Josh is there to comfort me.
00:49:12That was the scariest thing I've never done in my life.
00:49:15I thought I was going to die.
00:49:22You made it.
00:49:24I need to get trying so I can keep you in.
00:49:26Josh always knows how to calm me down.
00:49:29Like, his physical touch just makes me feel, like, safe.
00:49:32It's, like, a quality I love about him.
00:49:35That was amazing.
00:49:36My boyfriend saved the day.
00:49:38He really helped me.
00:49:46Oh, my God.
00:49:47That was crazy.
00:49:49I mean, here I am trying to book this fun adventure
00:49:52and it becomes a complete and utter disaster for me.
00:49:55Well, I had the best time.
00:49:57I'd do it all over again.
00:49:58Probably not right now.
00:49:59No, I think we can say that we've been there, done that,
00:50:03and let's try and, uh...
00:50:05Forget it.
00:50:06Yes.
00:50:08Okay.
00:50:13Oh.
00:50:24What?
00:50:25Who is that?
00:50:26Nothing.
00:50:31What do you mean?
00:50:32Nothing.
00:50:34Just don't worry about it.
00:50:35Sorry.
00:50:47Elise really went above and beyond for me today.
00:50:49So I want to do something nice for her and stop by Echo Point.
00:50:52It's supposed to have these stunning views.
00:50:55but unfortunately I just got a text with some bad news and I'm trying to figure
00:51:00out how I can break it to a lease without her freaking out I am yeah I'm
00:51:06nervous stunning pretty amazing I'm where I've never been here checking
00:51:15things off your bucket list huh yeah
00:51:25listen I have to tell you something are you okay baby we're not gonna be able to
00:51:33talk to my son why it's just not possible today there's other people to consider
00:51:42as well you know him his mother sorry
00:51:53wow I let you down I didn't mean for it to happen like that
00:51:59so I'm sorry well that's really upsetting that we're not gonna be able to video chat him
00:52:05yeah it is I told you I want to meet people in your life I want to see into your
00:52:09world I'm here
00:52:12yeah well maybe I'm just good at disappointing you it's good at disappointing people so maybe
00:52:17that's just me it's more than just a broken promise the fact that I'm leaving here soon
00:52:25and not being able to meet his son is like scary that is very important aspect of his life
00:52:33and you should be pushing harder than simply receiving a text on your phone that we can't
00:52:38meet meet your son like maybe he doesn't think I'm good enough like settling for no doesn't make
00:52:45me feel like you're gonna fight for us you can just say it so nonchalantly like I'll let you down
00:52:50like what else I'm disappointed I'm upset I wouldn't blame you for not coming back or walking away
00:53:03so you're like okay to walk away I didn't say that I said I wouldn't blame you for walking away
00:53:14I'm so cold do you want me to run and get your jumper I'll get you my black one
00:53:29what just happened he just said to me he basically I can walk away and it's just not
00:53:34going to happen I'm not going to meet his son and like I'm trying to be so nice and help
00:53:38him out and
00:53:39like I do care about him a lot like I do I like him but if he's like so easy
00:53:43for me to walk away
00:53:44then what is it going to be on the other side of the world
00:53:52what's going on
00:53:53what do you mean disrespect me you just told me I could walk away I said I wouldn't blame you
00:53:59if
00:53:59you walked away I don't want you to walk away I don't want you to walk away I'm not perfect
00:54:07I
00:54:08keep dropping the ball but I will try and be better for you
00:54:17you say you don't live up to your expectations you say you dropped the ball like I'm falling for
00:54:22someone that's like what do you want me to do like I'm scared yeah I'm really sorry I'm it means
00:54:29a lot
00:54:29that you're upset about this because I'm upset about it but I don't want you to think that I didn't
00:54:33want you to speak to him it will happen you guys will play a big big part in each other's
00:54:38lives
00:54:43I'm in love with you
00:54:51that's crazy yeah it is
00:54:56you mean that I do
00:55:03I don't even know what's going on in this moment I literally nearly died today he just told me it's
00:55:08okay if I walk away from him and now he's telling me he's in love with me I've never heard
00:55:12that from
00:55:12him before and like of course it's so nice to hear but I mean he's telling me this right after
00:55:19giving me the bad news it's like does he really mean he loves me please don't get angry let's figure
00:55:27it out sorry it didn't happen right now if I want him as my husband I need to be able
00:55:33to trust him
00:55:34full-heartedly but I don't feel like I can trust him right now and that sucks
00:55:47so once I leave really gotta trust each other
00:55:53don't be drunk and stupid
00:55:55I have a fiancé now what are you talking about
00:55:58you trust me babe
00:56:02why are you so emotional
00:56:23you ready?
00:56:26I guess not really
00:56:27but now the path is split in two
00:56:33and mine is taking me from you
00:56:36and yours is headed towards the western coast
00:56:40I can't follow you hold me close
00:56:43I feel hollow I love you most
00:56:46it's been a beautiful ride
00:56:49I miss you so much
00:56:52I plan to visit you soon
00:56:54yeah like I mean well I don't know how quick we're gonna move on this filing situation
00:57:00I want to do some research first
00:57:03this whole time I was picturing us living in Belize
00:57:07that's kind of what we talked about
00:57:10so now I just feel like it's a sudden change up
00:57:12but I understand why I understand why
00:57:16I'm not saying that I want to just completely ditch Belize and never come back you know
00:57:20yeah
00:57:21I could see us living in the States though for a little bit
00:57:25making some money
00:57:26coming back to Belize building a nice house
00:57:32Stig and I obviously have a lot to figure out
00:57:35that said I'm keeping an open mind
00:57:38because I believe love is more important than the location
00:57:42I just feel like we are meant for each other
00:57:45our paths crossed for a reason
00:57:47and I'm completely in love with him
00:57:50I have fallen really hard for him
00:57:54here we go
00:58:01why are you so emotional?
00:58:03yeah so I just got like an overwhelming feeling of gratitude
00:58:11I'm just happy
00:58:18so once I leave
00:58:20we just really got to trust each other
00:58:24I got to
00:58:25when it comes to stuff like that
00:58:26I got to
00:58:26you're drunk and stupid
00:58:27I have a fiance now
00:58:28what are you talking about?
00:58:30you trust me babe?
00:58:32I do
00:58:37what happened?
00:58:41can I miss me?
00:58:44you still don't
00:58:52I'm in, I'm in me
00:59:13This trip has been a lot of great times, but also a lot of hurdles.
00:59:19You know, they say that a plane can't fly without resistance.
00:59:24We had a lot of resistance, and we still made it true that.
00:59:36I think this has been a great trip, in love with you.
00:59:42I'm going to miss you.
00:59:54It's sad leaving Stig, but the trip was amazing.
00:59:58I can just see us living in Arizona, having a little family.
01:00:04I just see a lot of positives in our future, and I'm just excited that we're where we're at now.
01:00:10Give me just a second now to catch my breath.
01:00:14I better catch my flight.
01:00:17One last kiss, baby.
01:00:20I love you.
01:00:33I'm really excited about the future.
01:00:34I'm really excited to get married.
01:00:38In America, there's a lot more opportunities for me as an artist, for me to make good money, real money.
01:00:44I could network with people.
01:00:46I could network with other big dancehall artists, bigger than myself.
01:00:49And I know people.
01:00:51Not in Arizona.
01:00:52I don't know nobody.
01:00:55Actually, I'm more down to go to Houston.
01:00:59There's more opportunity for me in Houston.
01:01:01You know, my brothers are in Houston.
01:01:03I have a lot of artist friends, producer friends.
01:01:05I am a man who don't frighten easily.
01:01:08Who else have to guess you?
01:01:11My ex is in Houston, but they are.
01:01:16We ain't worried about her.
01:01:18I don't have a ring on, but hey.
01:01:23Make way, make way.
01:01:26Nah, come on.
01:01:27I'm playing.
01:01:28I'm engaging, you know what I mean?
01:01:30Make way, make way when the trumpet start to play.
01:01:38We had our plans.
01:01:40This is the best way for us to be together faster together.
01:01:45You can't let mom change your mind.
01:01:47I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he even would realize.
01:01:54He's been manipulated.
01:01:56Please, I really want you to stay.
01:02:10Would you feel better if I just cut him out of my life?
01:02:17Can you do that?
01:02:34If that's what it's going to take to fix this and for you to trust me, then yeah, I would
01:02:43do that.
01:02:47Okay.
01:02:50This is exactly what I was worried about.
01:02:53The possibility that I would eventually have to choose between my best friend and the love of my life.
01:03:01But Birkan truly, genuinely loves me.
01:03:05And I think having the opportunity to be fully loved by someone is worth giving up my friendship with Michael
01:03:11Hoover.
01:03:17You know what?
01:03:20I don't want you to cut your relationship with him.
01:03:24We can still be friends.
01:03:27He's a good guy.
01:03:29He proved he's worthy of being friends.
01:03:32I'm okay with that.
01:03:34But friends.
01:03:35Not best friend.
01:03:37Not that weird friendship.
01:03:45She's trying to do something to save this relationship.
01:03:49And I appreciate that because once that relationship gets into the dead end, nobody can get it out.
01:03:58We're good.
01:03:59We will be good.
01:04:01But we got to work on it.
01:04:03I know.
01:04:07It is always bad to lose people.
01:04:11I lost a lot of people.
01:04:13And I don't want her to cut relationship with her friend.
01:04:19I'm not going to be the one who breaks them apart, you know?
01:04:25Thanks for talking to me.
01:04:27Thanks for trying to make help.
01:04:32I love Laura because she has a pure heart.
01:04:36And she makes me love life.
01:04:40So I want her to be happy.
01:05:06Are you okay, babe?
01:05:08I don't know, babe.
01:05:19We're the last day in this beautiful apartment.
01:05:23I know, honey.
01:05:34It's the last night in the Philippines with Sheena.
01:05:36And my heart is cracking.
01:05:41The talk we had with my mom is still weighing on my mind.
01:05:48It's very annoying when my mom is right because she'll never let me hear the end of it.
01:05:53On top of that, it hurts my heart seeing Sheena get so emotional that I'm going to have to leave
01:05:59her.
01:06:00But at the end of the day, if I do everything correctly, I know that Sheena and I will have
01:06:05a bright future.
01:06:07And I hope that she understands.
01:06:14Please, I really want you to stay.
01:06:21You can't, like mom, change your mind.
01:06:23And you have to decide this on your own will.
01:06:28Sheena.
01:06:30Honey, we have overcome mountains.
01:06:34We have overcome problems.
01:06:36We have struggled through so many years, even a pandemic.
01:06:42We had our plans to grow and have a family.
01:06:47I want you here.
01:06:49And I know that this is the best way for us to be together, faster together.
01:06:55And that's what I've been waiting for you for the longest time.
01:07:03Sheena, I can't do that.
01:07:06It's literally tearing me up thinking about being away from you.
01:07:10But I think mom was kind of right.
01:07:14I want to have a bright future together.
01:07:17And getting you to the United States is the best option.
01:07:23And to do that, I need to go and start work and do the process and make sure I have
01:07:31everything stabilized in America.
01:07:37It hurts that Forrest happened to change his mind.
01:07:42It feels like he would rather choose his mom over me.
01:07:46I mean, I understand if he happened to work in the U.S., he could earn much more better money.
01:07:53But I am worried that Forrest wouldn't find a job that easy because of his disability issues.
01:08:00I feel like he's been manipulated to think that living in the Philippines was impossible.
01:08:07But it's not certain that this other plan is going to work out.
01:08:13The faster I get back home, the faster I can start the process.
01:08:18And if I don't get the K-1 against 9, then I can come back here and stay here if
01:08:24things don't work out in here.
01:08:26But how about mom?
01:08:30I'm quite worried that she would try her best to make sure to stay in the United States forever.
01:08:38This decision, it's not my mother. It's my own decision.
01:08:44But I see a bright future together.
01:08:47And I'm in your heart and you're in my heart.
01:08:50And you are my true home.
01:08:53I want to put my faith into him as my partner.
01:08:57That he would find a way to be together long term.
01:09:01But I think Forrest's mom is much more controlling than he would realize.
01:09:09I know that Molly still have worries and doubts regarding our relationship.
01:09:15And I'm worried that she could influence him and cause problems.
01:09:20She could break us apart.
01:09:24It's just...
01:09:29It's hard.
01:09:38It's hard.
01:09:40Holy ****! Holy ****! Holy ****!
01:09:43Why is everything so cold?
01:09:46Surprise, surprise, she's cold.
01:09:48My god, thank you so much.
01:09:50Take that away.
01:09:51She's a pain in the arse, but it's in a cute way.
01:09:54You know. I like that.
01:09:56How do you feel about me?
01:10:00Like, I'm falling for you.
01:10:02But not in love.
01:10:21Good morning.
01:10:22Good morning.
01:10:22Good morning.
01:10:23It's a little chilly out here today.
01:10:26So you're sleeping.
01:10:27I was.
01:10:28I just woke up.
01:10:35Time to get back to Bondi?
01:10:37Yeah.
01:10:38It's a good little getaway.
01:10:41Mostly.
01:10:45I feel really sad.
01:10:46This is our last full day together.
01:10:48We are driving back to Bondi in a little bit.
01:10:51And then tomorrow, I fly back to Miami.
01:10:55Hmm.
01:10:56Did you wake up still loving me?
01:10:59I'm asking.
01:11:00Yes, I did.
01:11:02I just have so many mixed emotions right now.
01:11:06Like, he told me he loved me.
01:11:08And that means the world to me.
01:11:10But at the same time, here he is again, not living up to his promise to video chat with his
01:11:15son.
01:11:16I understand there's external factors, but if you're going to see a future with me, and maybe your wife, like,
01:11:23the fact that you didn't try harder, I don't know.
01:11:27It's just, like, scary.
01:11:29I'm going home tomorrow, and I'm going home tomorrow, and I have no idea what the future holds.
01:11:34This is really heavy.
01:11:37Your last night.
01:11:39Hmm.
01:11:41My book does somewhere nice tonight.
01:11:44In Bondi?
01:11:45Yep.
01:11:46I'm fine.
01:11:47Yep.
01:11:48So, let's go get changed and get home.
01:11:52Oh, man.
01:12:01I never imagined I'd fall in love so quickly.
01:12:03This has never happened before.
01:12:06But saying I love you and then not having it heard back, I am sort of wondering where she's at.
01:12:11You know, is it not as real for her as it is for me?
01:12:14That is a bit concerning.
01:12:21I've been gone for too long, finding my way home.
01:12:27You know where I've been gone for too long.
01:12:31So good for her, babe.
01:12:33It's the last of this to do.
01:12:36You know where I've been gone for too long.
01:12:41All right, guys, this is your table.
01:12:44All right.
01:12:46I've got the menu for you guys.
01:12:48Thank you so much.
01:12:51So cold.
01:12:52You're always cold.
01:12:53Always cold.
01:12:54They did say they had blankets, so I'm going to ask her for a blanket.
01:12:57Okay, good idea.
01:12:58God, it's so cold.
01:13:00Surprise, surprise.
01:13:01She's cold.
01:13:03Holy, holy, holy, holy.
01:13:06Why is everything so cold?
01:13:08As soon as there's like the slightest breeze or the sun's down, she's cold.
01:13:13Thanks for coming, guys.
01:13:15Whoa.
01:13:15Don't mind me.
01:13:16I just brought some hand warmers.
01:13:18I'm freezing.
01:13:18It's not that cold.
01:13:19I'm freezing.
01:13:20I'm freezing.
01:13:21Wow, turn on the car.
01:13:23I'm so cold.
01:13:25Holy camoly, I'm cold.
01:13:27You'd think by now that she'd know how to dress, you know, in Sydney.
01:13:30I'll wear something a bit warmer.
01:13:32You okay?
01:13:32Do you want my jacket?
01:13:33Yeah, I do.
01:13:34Yeah, I'm shivering.
01:13:35Oh, God.
01:13:36It's a little nipply out.
01:13:37A little nipply.
01:13:39She's a pain in the arse, but it's in a cute way, you know.
01:13:42I like that.
01:13:44Well, you look stunning, as always, aren't you?
01:13:47All right, here.
01:13:48I've got the blanket for you.
01:13:49Oh, my God.
01:13:50Thank you so much.
01:13:51Take that away for you.
01:13:53Um, can we please get two spicy margaritas?
01:13:56Two spicy margaritas?
01:13:57Uh, tahin, if you've got it.
01:13:59Tahin, we do, yeah.
01:14:00Oh, it's good.
01:14:01How lovely.
01:14:02Thanks so much.
01:14:03Thank you, guys.
01:14:07It's the last night.
01:14:13How do you feel?
01:14:16About what?
01:14:17About me.
01:14:19Like, in general?
01:14:23I mean, like, I, like, I'm falling for you.
01:14:29But not in love.
01:14:34Not yet.
01:14:38Josh literally tells me everything I want to hear.
01:14:42But I feel like he sometimes kind of just says things to appease me.
01:14:46Like, he'll say he's going to do X, Y, and Z, but there's, like, no action behind that.
01:14:53You know, there's one side of me that sees the future with him, like, getting married and having kids.
01:14:58But then there's this other side of me that's, like, am I even being realistic with my expectations with him?
01:15:03And is it just hopeful and wishful thinking?
01:15:07I am falling for you.
01:15:09I cannot imagine going back to Miami without you.
01:15:15But we live in different continents.
01:15:17We're a 16-hour time difference.
01:15:20You have a son here.
01:15:22Mm-hmm.
01:15:23How do you plan to make this work?
01:15:25You know, I think it's a move.
01:15:27Obviously, it's a move for either one of us, whether it be here or there.
01:15:32I guess it's one pretty big con for me to move into Miami.
01:15:36Well, your son?
01:15:37Mm-hmm.
01:15:37Okay, yes.
01:15:39However, okay, so if I was to move here, where would we go?
01:15:42Who would pay for it?
01:15:44You and I find a place together.
01:15:45We live, we move in together.
01:15:49Okay, but, like, have you gone on a website and looked for places?
01:15:53No.
01:15:55Slowly.
01:15:58Look, I'm confident I can call this off.
01:16:02More than confident.
01:16:07I'm scared.
01:16:08I just don't know if I can...
01:16:09So am I.
01:16:10You've just got to let go sometimes.
01:16:13I'm just, like, I don't know if you're stable.
01:16:19I want to make it work.
01:16:21I believe you...
01:16:22But wanting to and doing so, you're...
01:16:24I believe that it will work in my eyes.
01:16:26I think you will find excuses to make it not work.
01:16:33Why are you hesitant?
01:16:34I've given you a solid game plan, and you're still hesitant.
01:16:37You've had a hard year, like, financially, I don't know how you're going to be able to make this work.
01:16:43I don't know.
01:16:44Sorry that I can't, you know, I don't have a big nest egg.
01:16:48You just have to trust.
01:16:50Because you are so...
01:16:52Can you stop being rude to me?
01:16:53Like, seriously.
01:16:53Like, you are.
01:16:54Like, yep, Josh.
01:16:55Like, that's your apology.
01:16:56Because you're being a dick to me.
01:16:57I am sticking up for myself.
01:17:00That's all I am doing.
01:17:01I still care about you and love you, and you don't know how you feel.
01:17:06So, that obviously throws doubt in my mind.
01:17:10Feels a little bit like you don't want it to happen, but you don't want to admit it.
01:17:18You think I'm not putting anything into action, but I feel like the ball's in your court.
01:17:31I'll block you everywhere.
01:17:33Trish, don't do that.
01:17:34I will, even now.
01:17:35I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:17:37Don't, Ray, please.
01:17:38This is my phone.
01:17:39I don't have nothing to tell.
01:17:41Please.
01:17:43I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:17:50I wasted my time.
01:18:01I love you so much, but I can't block her.
01:18:08Why?
01:18:10Why?
01:18:28I don't know what to do because I'm in love with you, but I do still have feelings for her,
01:18:38too.
01:18:41I love you.
01:18:44And?
01:18:45No, nothing else to do.
01:18:48Nothing else to say.
01:18:51I love you.
01:18:52No, no, no.
01:18:53You don't love me.
01:19:00I ask her to choose.
01:19:02I ask her to choose.
01:19:02Then, you made your choice.
01:19:10When Trish asked me to block my ex, I realized that I can't completely shut the door.
01:19:19And I wanted to be honest about my feelings.
01:19:24So you chose your ex over her, after all you guys have been through.
01:19:30I don't look at it as I chose my ex over her.
01:19:35What do you look at it as?
01:19:40I look at it as, um, just not ready to let go, totally.
01:19:48I love Trish, but, um, I mean, love isn't so black and white.
01:19:57It's possible to have feelings for two people at the same time.
01:20:07I wasted my time.
01:20:11Don't look at it as a waste.
01:20:14I still, I'm still willing to try to make it, but I...
01:20:18It's nothing to do anymore.
01:20:20I cannot be with someone who still have feelings for his ex.
01:20:24I'll block you everywhere.
01:20:27Trish, don't do that, please.
01:20:28I will, even now, I don't have nothing to do with you.
01:20:31No, baby, please, I didn't...
01:20:31Just, this is my phone, you didn't buy it, you didn't do anything.
01:20:35No, just give me time to think.
01:20:35I don't have nothing to tell.
01:20:37Please.
01:20:38Trish, don't do that.
01:20:39Yes, I am doing it right now.
01:20:46I hate that it makes me suffer again.
01:20:50You plan a future with me.
01:20:53You told me that you love me.
01:20:56But I still have feelings for her.
01:21:03I do, but that doesn't mean I'm going back to her.
01:21:08And my feelings for you are strong.
01:21:11I still want us to go on.
01:21:14I cannot do that.
01:21:17I'll never be a second choice of someone.
01:21:21So, I'll take my love back and forget about him.
01:21:31Don't.
01:21:37Don't ever bother me.
01:21:38Can I give you a second?
01:21:39No, no, no, no, no.
01:21:40You made a choice.
01:21:45Let's finish.
01:21:48Good.
01:21:50It's true.
01:21:57I'm feeling really, really angry.
01:22:01Like, I don't understand why he make me fall in love with him
01:22:07and break my heart.
01:22:10Like, he shouldn't have come to Madagascar.
01:22:14Meet me.
01:22:16I don't know what to say anymore.
01:22:19I'll just walk away and never speak to him again.
01:22:29I wish she realized that I do love her
01:22:33and I do think that she's special.
01:22:36I want us to be together, but...
01:22:41I just wasn't ready.
01:22:46That's all I can't see.
01:22:57Holy **** balls.
01:22:59Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:23:01I feel like I should ask for your autograph.
01:23:04Jeez.
01:23:06Give me your ring finger.
01:23:08I'm asking you, will you marry me?
01:23:12We just got things back on track
01:23:15and I'm worried that as we go back to long distance,
01:23:18we're only going to have more drama and more problems.
01:23:21Do you accept?
01:23:24Make it, I'm in low shoes.
01:23:28So today, I decided to take a pregnancy test.
01:23:37Javon, boo.
01:23:39Because that is what I think it is.
01:23:42Holy ****, I'm about to be a dad.
01:23:45You don't need to be with her.
01:23:47It may have taken seven years to get here,
01:23:49but it's not going to take seven years to get you back home.
01:23:52I still don't completely trust Sheena.
01:23:55She still manipulates.
01:23:57Here I thought I was coming to get all these questions answered.
01:24:00No, I have more questions.
01:24:03You okay?
01:24:05It's so hard to trust that he's going to come back for me.
01:24:10I don't want people to leave me.
01:24:15This hurts me deeply that it didn't work out
01:24:17between Trish and I.
01:24:19And I'm leaving with no hope at all.
01:24:32I'm leaving for that report in one hour.
01:24:39And he just left.
01:24:41Like, how can you tell me you love me
01:24:43and you're falling for me
01:24:44and then you bring the **** girls back
01:24:47and disrespect me?
01:24:48Oh my God, he stopped sharing his location with me.
01:24:51And I'm so exhausted from this emotional rollercoaster.
01:24:55Like, what do I do now?
01:24:59I've given so much to make Daniel happy.
01:25:02I was so sure of him.
01:25:04And now I'm just insecure.
01:25:06He's not communicating with her much.
01:25:09I wanted to find a reason why.
01:25:11And I did find things.
01:25:14Faith went on your email.
01:25:15How come in your contacts,
01:25:18you have somebody listed as wife?
01:25:21So who is this wife?
01:25:26Are you ready?
01:25:27Tell me what happened.
01:25:29I don't even know where to start.
01:25:32Are you...
01:25:37Are you questioning the whole relationship that goes away?
01:25:41That's...
01:25:41Yeah it's very funny.
01:25:44I lost a pilot.
01:25:44I fell off by the light.
01:25:44Poison, and you thought I'm sorry?
01:25:44I lost a pilot.
01:25:45You
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