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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:13Mohamed.
00:00:15Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:18and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that you're going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me everything. You want my location?
00:00:36I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who's been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:50It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make that decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, my God!
00:01:17Oh, I know!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between the relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:26and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:30I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36What I like?
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:50and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:55And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:59So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:01I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of way.
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:07That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me that you will not go back
00:02:13to practicing same-sex?
00:02:15Daniel, I plan on marrying you for the rest of my life.
00:02:18I don't think I will continue with this relationship
00:02:20until my uncle comes.
00:02:22I'm terrified that his uncle will never forgive me,
00:02:26and this relationship will be over.
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:57This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:03:00Like, I'm not used to living with two men
00:03:03in, like, a frat house.
00:03:04Like, gross!
00:03:06I need you to hold me
00:03:11Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:13like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:15and I asked him where he was,
00:03:16and Joshua said,
00:03:17I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:19And I was like, oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:22And he, like, hearted the message.
00:03:23I'm like, what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:25You just hold me
00:03:28Last night, I went out with Josh and his friends,
00:03:30and it went okay.
00:03:32I might have said some things that hurt Joshua,
00:03:35but there's something definitely off
00:03:37with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:40I mean, he has been living with Nat rent-free.
00:03:44That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:47and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:50So after finding out what I found out about Nat,
00:03:55my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:57and I'm freaking out.
00:03:59Like, where is he?
00:04:01What is he doing?
00:04:02And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:05It's, like, such high highs
00:04:06and, like, such low lows.
00:04:08I just am, like,
00:04:09this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:12I feel like I'm living in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:14Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:16Like, I'm going...
00:04:17I don't know what the f*** is going on with him.
00:04:20Just, like...
00:04:21I just feel overwhelmed.
00:04:23And, like, I want to go home.
00:04:29I just feel alone.
00:04:34I don't know.
00:04:35I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:37And, like, it made me feel like,
00:04:39was he at Nat's place?
00:04:41Like, where is he?
00:04:42And, like, and I just...
00:04:53What just happened?
00:04:55He left.
00:04:56He saw me cry and left.
00:05:07Why did you just leave?
00:05:10You're upset.
00:05:11So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:15You don't feel upset.
00:05:16So you just walk away from me?
00:05:19Sorry.
00:05:20Anybody need to talk?
00:05:22What are you upset about?
00:05:29I don't know what the f*** is going on right now.
00:05:34I ran off to do a few things while you're asleep.
00:05:40I've got work to run around for.
00:05:42Like, I've got to do jobs while I look after you.
00:05:45If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:46perfect.
00:05:47Sleep in.
00:05:47This is the best time to get work done.
00:05:53This wasn't about a job.
00:05:55What was it about then?
00:06:22I walk in the door and I see Elise crying.
00:06:24And I sort of panicked and just thought, you know,
00:06:27I need to give her a bit more space.
00:06:31I know how fiery she gets.
00:06:33And maybe I didn't want a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:37I think I should have just told Elise that, you know,
00:06:39I had to work.
00:06:40But she texted me that comment about Nat
00:06:42and it pissed me off.
00:06:43So I guess I was just being a smart-ass back.
00:06:49Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:53I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:55I had work to do.
00:06:57They want me to drive a boat that I sold
00:07:01from our marina
00:07:02to get lifted up, put on a truck
00:07:04and sent to Perth,
00:07:05which is the other side of the country.
00:07:08They want me to do it
00:07:10in a few days.
00:07:11I've told them I can't.
00:07:13But I had to at least shut the keys off.
00:07:17Okay?
00:07:25I am falling for Josh
00:07:30and I want this to work.
00:07:33Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:36It's a beautiful day.
00:07:37We can forget about this.
00:07:40Okay.
00:07:45Fair enough.
00:07:47But he's given me reasons not to trust him
00:07:50because he's lied to me about living with Nat.
00:07:53And I'm so worried about what else I'm going to find out.
00:08:14How are you?
00:08:15What?
00:08:16I'm so worried about it.
00:08:26will you speak first
00:08:28yes i have to speak first i have to talk to him he's my uncle
00:08:31so i will explain everything to him
00:08:35daniel what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us
00:08:39i don't know i can't tell let's go there first
00:08:44i'm still upset about lisa telling lies i'm sleeping with a fellow woman
00:08:49but everyone is a sinner and everyone can ask for forgiveness
00:08:55i'm really really really really nervous
00:08:58you're not even nervous mother maya
00:09:01you're not
00:09:04i love lisa and she promised not to do it anymore
00:09:08so despite all her mistakes
00:09:10i still want to marry her
00:09:17holy
00:09:20but right now
00:09:21i feel like running away from where i'm sitting
00:09:26my uncle asked her about this and she told my uncle that it was a mistake
00:09:32she lied to him
00:09:34i don't know how to look on his face and talk to him
00:09:37because i've disgraced myself
00:10:00and she told me that when things are going wrong that we should inform you
00:10:10um before you approved a marriage there are some things she told me which i told you
00:10:17that she have divorced two times
00:10:20but after all the blessings
00:10:23she told me that she have gotten married five times
00:10:29and uh she has not been divorced legally
00:10:35this is too much so when i heard this i was
00:10:50so this is what she told me and she also told me that from 21 years now that she has
00:10:57been in a relationship
00:10:59with several women
00:11:04may i please explain uncle
00:11:06oh wait
00:11:07you told me that uh you have stopped everything
00:11:12i have
00:11:13about uh lesbianism
00:11:15i have
00:11:16i have
00:11:16but why am i hearing this one now
00:11:20where is the honesty
00:11:23up to twenty something years
00:11:24with your fellow woman
00:11:28this is an abomination
00:11:31no
00:11:32no
00:11:32no
00:11:34when i came to you and i told you i have stopped i have stopped
00:11:39i just didn't tell you how many times or what it was in my past
00:11:43it's my past sir
00:11:44my culture is very different in america
00:11:47i can't help what my past is like
00:11:49i can't change my past sir
00:11:52i am willing to do whatever it takes to be with daniel
00:11:56i can't believe you
00:11:57it's the truth
00:11:58you are just telling me lies
00:12:03our abomination
00:12:08i did it
00:12:11what will the gods of our land say
00:12:16because of this because of this your problem
00:12:18the marriage will be over
00:12:33i feel angry about jisa
00:12:37i gave her my approval
00:12:40give them my blessings
00:12:43but now she deceives me
00:12:49why is she crying
00:12:51in spite of the offense she has committed
00:12:54she's still crying
00:12:58when she cries that makes me more angry
00:13:02i feel she is a pretending
00:13:04just to get sympathy from me
00:13:08that's another offense
00:13:11i forgave her the first time
00:13:14and now i withdraw my approval
00:13:17and my blessing
00:13:22i have a gift for you
00:13:24you have a gift for me
00:13:25your book
00:13:26oh
00:13:28that's so sweet of you
00:13:29i'm here too
00:13:31you know your boyfriend
00:13:33i'm gonna get to know him
00:13:34and when i realize
00:13:36motive
00:13:36i'll be the mother
00:13:38that stops it
00:13:42i don't know
00:13:44how this meeting is gonna go
00:13:46i mean i have my engagement ring
00:13:48that muhammad gave to me last year
00:13:51when he proposed
00:13:53putting this ring back on
00:13:54is actually bringing up old feelings
00:13:56it actually feels nice to have it on
00:13:59i just feel like there's a lot of things
00:14:00that were left unsaid
00:14:26do you like
00:14:28do you like this movie or
00:14:30violence
00:14:46so
00:14:46you came all the way
00:14:52yeah
00:14:53i thought i'd check in on laura
00:14:54see how she's doing
00:14:55yeah
00:14:56she's good
00:14:57she's happy
00:14:59she's happy okay good
00:15:00i'm glad to hear that
00:15:01yeah
00:15:14i have a gift for you
00:15:15you have a gift for me
00:15:16i actually have two gifts for you
00:15:18oh that's so sweet
00:15:19would you like me to get them
00:15:20i would love that
00:15:21thank you
00:15:21okay
00:15:22that's a surprise
00:15:26i'm not surprised
00:15:27i remember you wanted me to pick up something for you
00:15:29i did in fact
00:15:30i want you to pick up something for me
00:15:31so
00:15:34one
00:15:34your book
00:15:35oh
00:15:37the second
00:15:38and you fell in love with these the first time
00:15:39so here's another set
00:15:40and the packing cubes that i love
00:15:42that you got me
00:15:43thank you
00:15:46that's so sweet of you
00:15:48you're so thoughtful
00:15:50yes yes i am
00:15:52thank you
00:15:53you're teaching me the uh
00:15:55gift giving language
00:15:56i love that
00:15:57thank you
00:16:00i'm here too
00:16:01you know your boyfriend
00:16:03i
00:16:04he just brought me a gift
00:16:05i thought
00:16:06yeah i love that gift
00:16:07me too
00:16:14michael just arrived in turkey
00:16:16and it just feels really freaking awkward
00:16:20i feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to michael
00:16:26and really it's so intentional and completely unnecessary
00:16:32grow up
00:16:35okay
00:16:35so laura how was your day to day
00:16:38how's life
00:16:38yeah it's been pretty good
00:16:40i feel like i'm like
00:16:42in vacation mode
00:16:43you are in vacation mode
00:16:44yeah
00:16:44it's a lot later nights than i'm used to
00:16:48that's a huge contrast to what i
00:16:51my normal day to day life is
00:16:52and i try to decide if it's
00:16:55a compatibility thing
00:16:56i mean if beer con were to come to the states
00:16:58you're probably more on your schedule then
00:17:00he'd follow more in line with you
00:17:01because he'd be
00:17:03his only point of contact
00:17:04so
00:17:05maybe
00:17:05i mean he doesn't
00:17:08girlfriend has a point
00:17:12thank you
00:17:15did you enjoy turkey
00:17:16so far
00:17:17uh well in the short amount of time i've been here
00:17:20i have experienced a
00:17:23cab driver
00:17:24weave through humans
00:17:25hey yeah welcome turkey
00:17:27exactly
00:17:36so if you want
00:17:38i can show you around
00:17:40this is my country
00:17:42this is my city
00:17:43and you're the friend
00:17:45my love
00:17:47so
00:17:48i can make that
00:17:51well i appreciate that
00:17:53this is at least i can do
00:17:56yeah
00:17:59i had to be a jerk
00:18:01at the beginning you know
00:18:02because
00:18:03he has to know the boundaries
00:18:06i play this game a lot
00:18:08and this is my strategy
00:18:10i have to get information first
00:18:13i'm gonna get to know him
00:18:15and when i realize
00:18:16his motive
00:18:17i'll be the mother
00:18:18then stop there
00:18:23after you people
00:18:26thank you
00:18:48how much longer is the drive there
00:18:50just 10 minutes
00:18:51oh only 10 minutes
00:18:53yeah
00:18:53okay
00:18:57getting nervous
00:19:10it's kind of crazy that i'm back
00:19:11because i wasn't expecting to see muhammad
00:19:16ever again after he broke up with me
00:19:21this is a really weird turn of events
00:19:23i came here to make a relationship
00:19:26work with zied
00:19:26and build a future with him
00:19:29so
00:19:29to be going to casablanca right now
00:19:31to see muhammad
00:19:32it's
00:19:33it's kind of surreal
00:19:36like i remember driving on this way to go to the mosque
00:19:42so this is starting to feel familiar
00:19:46i don't know it's like a weird feeling
00:19:49and like i know muhammad is close by
00:19:51so i'm getting like nervous
00:19:52like butterflies
00:19:54like butterflies
00:19:55especially because
00:19:57i have my engagement ring
00:19:59that muhammad gave to me last year
00:20:02when he proposed
00:20:03i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with it
00:20:06or what the plan is with that ring
00:20:09but i do have it with me
00:20:14i know it's a little crazy
00:20:16that i brought the ring with me
00:20:18to morocco
00:20:20there was a part of me deep down
00:20:23that thought maybe somewhere along this trip
00:20:25maybe i would see muhammad
00:20:26and maybe i would have the opportunity
00:20:28to give it back to him
00:20:30or get some closure
00:20:32but putting this ring back on
00:20:34is actually
00:20:36i don't know
00:20:36it's actually bringing up
00:20:37some old feelings
00:20:39and it actually feels nice to have it on
00:20:45i don't know
00:20:46how this meeting is gonna go
00:20:49i don't know if it's gonna go good
00:20:50or if it's gonna go bad
00:20:51if he's gonna be nice to me
00:20:56but i think him
00:20:57just being willing to come and see me
00:20:59for lunch or coffee or whatever
00:21:01is a sign that he would be open to
00:21:07potentially starting a relationship again
00:21:15oh we're here
00:21:16oh my goodness
00:21:17okay
00:21:18thank you so much
00:21:21oh my gosh
00:21:30hello
00:21:31hi
00:21:32i'm looking for a table for two
00:21:34yes
00:21:35here we come
00:21:37this one
00:21:38yeah
00:21:39perfect thank you so much
00:21:44my heart's racing
00:21:47i'm like feeling shaky
00:21:51like shaky good way or bad way
00:21:54shaky i'm just like feeling overwhelmed
00:21:56because
00:21:57all of the memories from my last trip
00:21:59are now replaying in my head
00:22:02so i just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid
00:22:07and i really don't know what to expect
00:22:30and i really don't know what to expect
00:22:36i'm kind of getting nervous now
00:22:52oh
00:22:55oh wait that guy looks just like
00:22:57like that looks just like him
00:23:04no
00:23:10excuse me
00:23:11hi
00:23:13um could i actually order a cappuccino please
00:23:16yes
00:23:17thank you
00:23:24oh it says that muhammad's online
00:23:26he's read all my messages and he's online
00:23:33oh thank you so much
00:23:35that looks delicious
00:23:37thank you
00:23:38okay
00:23:40i'm gonna call him i think
00:23:46okay
00:23:54well
00:23:55well
00:23:55well
00:24:06i'm gonna call him i think
00:24:07Well he's not answering. Okay it said no answer. Okay.
00:24:29Starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:43Are you kidding me?
00:24:47A fiancé? He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:57Go under me.
00:25:00Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:25:04Life is gonna be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:25:11I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past. It's got me scared.
00:25:20Babe, I want you to know...
00:25:38Smile for the camera.
00:25:42Go under me.
00:25:55What do you see?
00:25:56A lot of grass.
00:25:59Really?
00:26:00That's it.
00:26:00No fish?
00:26:01No fish yet.
00:26:11Aw, my little mermaid.
00:26:21So pretty.
00:26:22It was pretty.
00:26:25I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:26:31after all the tough stuff we went through and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:26:35Literally, like, the moment you said that, the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:40It's a sign.
00:26:42Stig and I had a rough few days dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:47It was really hard and embarrassing for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:51But when it comes down to it, I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:56And we can finally relax now because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:27:02Know that we all have your back and we want the best for you. We love you.
00:27:05I know.
00:27:05And I love you, too.
00:27:06And I appreciate you being here, trying to help me out.
00:27:10All right.
00:27:12All right.
00:27:13Have a safe flight.
00:27:14Be careful.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15All right.
00:27:15Don't be stupid out here.
00:27:18Okay, okay, okay.
00:27:18All right.
00:27:19All right.
00:27:23I'm glad you were able to stick it out through Aunt Spring.
00:27:28I know she's a lot.
00:27:29It's okay.
00:27:30I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:27:33Me too.
00:27:33Mm-hmm.
00:27:35Life is going to be tough being the wife or girlfriend of you because you, you know, you
00:27:44have some fame.
00:27:46But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:48So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:51I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:55So I feel like when I first met you at the airport all over again.
00:27:59When we were both nervous and all giggly.
00:28:02Yeah.
00:28:04That's the moment I realized, yeah, this is real.
00:28:08Mm-hmm.
00:28:11Babe, I want you to know that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:28:17That you took time out, come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:28:22Mm-hmm.
00:28:23I'm grateful that you're staying by my side through everything.
00:28:26And every day was something new, good and bad.
00:28:29Literally.
00:28:29All through those moments.
00:28:31Like, I just keep, like, kept on falling for you and falling for you.
00:28:36Right?
00:28:40So, Viva, I want you to know that I love you.
00:28:47Mm-hmm.
00:28:49I feel like I fell in love on the shirt.
00:28:51Mm-hmm.
00:28:51Like, for real, for real, babe.
00:28:53I love you too.
00:28:55Mm-hmm.
00:29:01Aw.
00:29:07Mm-hmm.
00:29:08I said it.
00:29:08It was a big day.
00:29:09I said I love you the first time.
00:29:11Del Viva.
00:29:14Ooh.
00:29:18And she said it back, which is, which is good.
00:29:21That's a good thing.
00:29:23Over the past couple of days with everything that we went through, got me scared.
00:29:28I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past, but I know for sure I don't want
00:29:34to lose a Viva.
00:29:34That would break my heart.
00:29:38I was waiting for the right moment.
00:29:39I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:29:41I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:43I was.
00:29:43Mm-hmm.
00:29:45What'd I do?
00:29:46Mm-hmm.
00:29:47I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:51Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:53It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship, and it's special to me.
00:29:59But at the same time, I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:30:04So I am hoping that him saying I love you means we are closer to a proposal, because I
00:30:11want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:30:13And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:30:22I love you.
00:30:23I love you, too.
00:30:25Mm-hmm.
00:30:27Mm-hmm.
00:30:33Mm-hmm.
00:30:34Mm-hmm.
00:30:35Mm-hmm.
00:30:35I love you.
00:30:36Mm-hmm.
00:30:56All right.
00:30:58All right.
00:30:59What?
00:31:00What's this?
00:31:00Oh, it's close.
00:31:01Oh, it's close.
00:31:11is there sharks in the water could be they're very could be but we're gonna be way way out
00:31:17okay they don't like Americans perfect I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:31:24because it's Bondi it's Australia it's surfing that's what we're known for I feel like this is
00:31:31so ugly yeah I think it'll be a good reset for us to you know get in the water do
00:31:40something active you
00:31:40know taking our mind off you know the last night and Nat and me living with her and Elise freaking
00:31:46out this morning let's just all wash it away in the waves you know I don't think I'm gonna do
00:31:52well but that doesn't matter as long as you're having fun
00:32:06let's go baby Josh looks exactly surfing catching all the waves and here I look like a hot mess
00:32:30have you ever taken a girl surfing no I've never taken a girl surfing so that's it that's a first
00:32:43serve cherry popped red for cherry popping
00:33:01you won't try any fish no okay
00:33:05well I told you I don't like fish and you brought me in a fish place what's chicken
00:33:09snitch show chicken steady oh why I should get that chicken sizzle chicken burger as well
00:33:15we have one of each we'll try okay
00:33:21can we get tomato and aioli please like ketchup yeah yeah yeah wait so you call tomato is ketchup
00:33:31yes tomatoes ketchup what so besides what happened this morning today has been a really good day
00:33:40thank you and I'm happy he's taking me out something chill something fun this is like
00:33:45what I want my Saturday nights to be like wow how do you even fight into this you have a
00:33:52big mouth I'm a small mouth oh I
00:33:54share right I know I swear I do yes you just like this
00:34:05hold it
00:34:07it's falling
00:34:18I am a mess
00:34:23what do you think good I think it was great the biggest sandwich I've ever had
00:34:33what's on your mind
00:34:37I wish you could stay longer longer
00:34:40longer hmm I still got another what eight days
00:34:43I already don't want you to leave
00:34:45I don't want to leave either
00:34:46I'm good I'm glad
00:34:49what's on your mind
00:34:51well I mean I
00:34:54I believe that you have an amazing heart
00:34:59it just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable like there's so many question marks
00:35:05like where are you going to live the job situation like everything it just scares me
00:35:14like this year's been it's a year to forget for me you know my son leaving you know moving up
00:35:23far
00:35:23away from me that did rattle me and I sort of had him to look after like a lot more
00:35:30than I
00:35:30know than I do now yeah you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing so like and
00:35:35like I
00:35:35I just took went around went about it probably in a rebellious way
00:35:44I love being a dad but recently my son and his mother and their family moved about an hour and
00:35:51a half away by plane
00:35:53it was for a better family life for them but I took it pretty hard
00:35:58I started to spiral a bit and going out a lot to take my mind off things
00:36:03but I know I need to make a change and calm down and I've been working on myself so at
00:36:08least
00:36:08there's nothing to worry about I've been in your position I went on a wild streak too and I I
00:36:18think
00:36:18I needed that to realize what I want and what I'm looking for and like I needed to settle down
00:36:24but
00:36:26what I'm really trying to get at I've been taking advantage of in my past
00:36:35good luck this is so bad can we finish this conversation in the car yeah it's like yeah
00:36:48I feel like we're finally like having a good conversation I want to finish it before
00:36:57we do anything else yeah yeah I have my family has went through the ringers with my
00:37:05ex and like how my ex financially abused me and my family yeah and it's like these question marks
00:37:13make me feel like it's super unstable and it's like like what's gonna happen like I don't know
00:37:20you got that final warning at work and it's like you like lied to me that you about living at
00:37:26Nats and
00:37:27the you've said what but like what am I like you think I'm leeching Nats helping you out and I've
00:37:33been used in the past with money like I don't know if you're going to be using me for money
00:37:38well why
00:37:39would I when I'm using that
00:37:45it seems like you're getting so defensive with just like I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering
00:37:49peppering like you're flogging the same horse like because when I get a warning like that when you
00:37:54send me it happened but now it's I still have a job okay but it makes me worried that you
00:37:59could
00:38:00be using me well how would I use you I don't know if you don't have a job what have
00:38:04I made you pay
00:38:05for when you've been here it doesn't matter I'm just okay well that's stupid
00:38:13and if you think that then I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go so please
00:38:20please please let me know because I'm not playing that yeah
00:38:29now see they're occurring I won't order there far I am far out what far and they are like
00:38:34my money around I this eyes and I'll do it to dearie it we know fun about giving matters is
00:38:41on
00:38:42so fucking one day to see my cask is a
00:38:55so
00:39:18What's wrong?
00:39:19There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:39:33Did you sleep well?
00:39:35I'm fine.
00:39:37It was a little hot, but...
00:39:39I know.
00:39:40I know that.
00:39:41I'm sorry.
00:39:42I know.
00:39:44Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:39:50I don't know.
00:39:51We should take a shower and go join them.
00:39:55But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:40:01He's showing that he does respect my father, and I like that.
00:40:09Oh, baby.
00:40:10I can't believe you.
00:40:11So you're going to walk out like this?
00:40:13Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:40:15You don't want to see nothing.
00:40:16Look, I'm all covered up.
00:40:26Oh, baby, this water is cold.
00:40:29Ha!
00:40:29You can survive!
00:40:32Woohoo!
00:40:34Woohoo!
00:40:35Woohoo!
00:40:35Baby!
00:40:40Village life is definitely not the life for me, and I think Trisha's family is picking up on that.
00:40:48Oh!
00:40:49I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:41:06It's cold, baby.
00:41:08It's cold, baby.
00:41:10I realized that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or not.
00:41:18But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me, and I hope they can see
00:41:24I am a good partner for Trish.
00:41:31Chis!
00:41:32Hello!
00:41:33Hello!
00:41:35Hello!
00:41:35Hi!
00:41:36Hello!
00:41:37Hello!
00:41:37Today is my abyssette.
00:41:38Thank you some arrived here.
00:41:39Hello.
00:41:39They're preparing something.
00:41:42Like, for the lunch.
00:41:44Here are the leaves, and let's—
00:41:46What kind of leaves are done, B quesave?
00:41:48It's quesave leaves.
00:41:50You remember when we ate somewhere over the street?
00:41:53You tried then—
00:41:54Mmm, no, the bitter ones.
00:41:58Oh, no, baby.
00:42:04No, no.
00:42:09Who wants to talk with me?
00:42:10Do you know how to...
00:42:14Yeah, you should have them.
00:42:17Oh, no.
00:42:17Oh, no, no.
00:42:23Yo, yo, what?
00:42:26Yeah, you want me to turn it?
00:42:28I'm sorry.
00:42:29Hey, hey.
00:42:30I got one.
00:42:33I'm sorry.
00:42:35I'm sorry.
00:42:39I'm sorry.
00:42:40I'm sorry.
00:42:42I'm sorry.
00:42:44I'm sorry.
00:42:47I'm sorry.
00:42:47I'm sorry.
00:42:47I'm sorry.
00:42:47I feel very happy.
00:42:52My produktions had worked hard on.
00:42:54I was a priest and I'm...
00:42:57There were little things i'm sorry.
00:43:01We don't feel good like that.
00:43:06Why would we not do...
00:43:07Like me, let's do it.
00:43:13We feel great.
00:43:16I'm going to have to say that I'm going to have to trust him.
00:43:25I'm going to have to trust him.
00:43:27Because I've been living my life here.
00:43:28I don't have to lose my life.
00:43:30I'm going to have to trust him.
00:43:35He's been a part of me.
00:43:38But my life has been doing everything.
00:43:41Let's see what they want and let's see what they're doing.
00:43:46They're not allowed, they're not allowed.
00:43:53I think they're all allowed to do this.
00:43:56I feel like I'm alone,
00:44:05I'm not allowed.
00:44:06They're not allowed to do this.
00:44:09like never out there's he react the way up shafi data way yeti metama eric shaira
00:44:21yeah
00:44:24the mana package is there we get it down so that's a fucking man if it's my cask is a
00:44:35he scares me a lot because i don't know how to convince rick to have a baby
00:44:44even though he hurt me so much it's hard for me to lose rick
00:44:49he's a good man and i love him so much but i love my family also
00:44:57so if he doesn't want a child we have to break up and that will break my heart i don't
00:45:06want that
00:45:12melora i know plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me you're considering
00:45:19yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with each other i don't have an answer
00:45:26for that yeah
00:45:38are you watching soccer no i used to watch tennis when i was younger but and then baseball but i
00:45:44don't
00:45:45watch any sport anymore i never understand baseball it's more fun to me than soccer
00:46:01okay looks like we're here this is my hotel tell me right back okay okay
00:46:11michael arrived earlier today and now he's got to go check into his hotel before we go and see more
00:46:18of
00:46:18the city i'm glad that beercon was willing to spend time with him okay i love keeping my enemies close
00:46:30i don't believe in the
00:46:34but at the same time i feel like beercon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy
00:46:39and i don't like that because not only do i want beercon to end up liking michael but i need
00:46:45michael
00:46:46to approve of my relationship with beercon and beercon's making that really difficult right now
00:46:53i don't think he's giving you i think he's trying really hard to be nice to you
00:46:58so that you know we can all kind of get along i think he's worried understandably so that you're
00:47:06gonna make me choose between you or him look i'm gonna give that guy a chance nothing more i appreciate
00:47:15that honestly this is cute and cozy really nice yep it is
00:47:46so this morning i was acting like bastard to you and you didn't respond me that way
00:47:56you just tried to communicate and i'm sorry
00:48:01i appreciate that and i want you to understand what is my intentions about this relationship
00:48:09and to get to know each other so i can tell everything about me because i i'm proud of the
00:48:17life i live
00:48:19how much have you told him what we've talked about i mean like the things that you and i talked
00:48:24about
00:48:25well like the debt he and i have talked about it extensively well here con tell me more about your
00:48:34debt
00:48:34i had three places like this coffee okay and corona hit i lost my places last four years everything just
00:48:47up i couldn't handle because i had no connections you couldn't find the right job even after i sell
00:48:54everything i had i had 50k debt
00:49:00all right so this isn't gambling debt then yeah exactly gambling is only a way for me to make money
00:49:10i get that people think about gambling is it is like blindly giving money
00:49:18but i'm not an idiot and i know the system when to play when to withdraw and you say your
00:49:28system
00:49:28yeah earns you money yeah
00:49:33i don't see gambling being a way of of surviving a source of income it's it doesn't work and gambling
00:49:41is infinitely more accessible in the states than it is in turkey we have a casino 10 minutes up the
00:49:46road
00:49:47and all he needs is a car and he's off to uh to win i guess and i'm sure laura
00:49:53would like help
00:49:54paying the rent rather than supporting him i don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes
00:50:02but i i can't see it i just i don't see it working so i'd like to ask another question
00:50:09i'm just kind of curious laura you get up at 4 a.m and beer con you going to bed
00:50:13at 4 a.m
00:50:16how is this going to work yeah laura i know loves to work out at 4 a.m and has
00:50:21done
00:50:21wonders for her she plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me well you
00:50:28guys have your system there uh i will try to involve every part of her life
00:50:36the recommendation is that you marry your best friend usually your best friend is someone that
00:50:41you spend time with all the time you have the same interests you you want to be with each other
00:50:47right
00:50:50okay i'm gonna ask just one question you're considering yourself as best friends yeah so why
00:51:00didn't you fall in love with each other why don't you fall in love with each other
00:51:12i don't have an answer for that yeah
00:51:24i don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with michael
00:51:31than what i've told beer con so two people no answers but you should know that i will fight
00:51:45and nothing can over this relationship you should know that
00:51:54i'm so hungry i'm pregnancy cravings maybe i haven't gotten my period yet
00:52:04how would you feel if i was
00:52:08uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats
00:52:15what's in the program what's in the weekend i'm lying and you know the consequences
00:52:36what's in the future
00:52:40My brother, we've got a long ride.
00:52:43OK, we'll see you, too.
00:52:45All right.
00:52:47Here, guys.
00:53:05We only have a few days left, sadly.
00:53:08But we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:53:11Welcome to Casio Hill.
00:53:13My name is Marisol.
00:53:14Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:53:15I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:53:18is not like the first half or more than half.
00:53:21So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway
00:53:24in San Ignacio.
00:53:27So pretty.
00:53:29Love all the trees.
00:53:32San Ignacio, the west side, is amazing.
00:53:34The scenery is beautiful.
00:53:36It's a place like a jungle.
00:53:38Don't get me wrong, I love the beach,
00:53:39but this is really pretty, too.
00:53:42I'm in love with her, and I'm excited about the future.
00:53:48Wow.
00:53:49Here you go.
00:53:50What do you like?
00:53:52Yes.
00:53:53Aw.
00:53:54Flowers.
00:53:55So romantic.
00:53:58I assume you suck.
00:54:00Anything for you.
00:54:03Okay, babe, action on the beach now.
00:54:05Ready?
00:54:06Yes.
00:54:07Welcome to the Racha-cha-cha.
00:54:12Racha-cha-cha.
00:54:15Belize is very diverse.
00:54:17It's a melting pot.
00:54:18So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva
00:54:21to one of these small little villages
00:54:23to see the Mayan culture.
00:54:26I'm not Mayan, right?
00:54:27But as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich
00:54:31Mayan history in this town.
00:54:32So I assigned me and Aviva up for a cooking class,
00:54:35making some Mayan food.
00:54:37Hi.
00:54:38Good afternoon.
00:54:39Welcome to our kitchen.
00:54:41How's Stig?
00:54:42Nice to meet you.
00:54:43Nice to meet you.
00:54:44So we are here in the Mayan kitchen.
00:54:46And over here, we have the corn.
00:54:49The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:54:53There was no wheat.
00:54:54There was only corn.
00:54:55And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years
00:55:00for grinding the corn, okay?
00:55:02We press it, and then it breaks.
00:55:06Yes.
00:55:06So that is how we start making masa.
00:55:10You can come over.
00:55:15Let me see you, Mayan.
00:55:21Okay.
00:55:25Yes.
00:55:26Exactly.
00:55:27I'll let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get
00:55:31the other things that we need for the meal, okay?
00:55:34Yes.
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:34Enjoy.
00:55:37You want to try?
00:55:38Let me try with you.
00:55:39Okay.
00:55:41Teamwork makes the dream work, babe.
00:55:42Ah, you're going to play.
00:55:43Oh, you're sorry.
00:55:45Come on, mom.
00:55:46Come on, mom.
00:55:47You're my little chef.
00:55:49Oh, okay.
00:55:55This is kind of turning me on.
00:55:59Oh, babe.
00:56:00Babe.
00:56:03Babe, I think it's done.
00:56:04I think it's done.
00:56:05Yeah.
00:56:06Oh.
00:56:07Okay.
00:56:10Oh.
00:56:10Come, come, come.
00:56:12I did not know.
00:56:13Rolling some kind of tortilla.
00:56:15Could be sexy.
00:56:17Yeah, yeah.
00:56:19My girl in front of me, rolling the little corn, making
00:56:22tortillas, and I'm moving right on.
00:56:24Right when it's done.
00:56:26You know?
00:56:28But.
00:56:28Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:56:30As I press, I turn it.
00:56:33And this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:56:36This is a clay comal.
00:56:38Perfect.
00:56:39All right.
00:56:40Let me know how it tastes.
00:56:45Mmm.
00:56:46Really good.
00:56:48Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:56:51Oh, my gosh.
00:56:52That looks so good.
00:56:56Babe, this is...
00:56:58Great.
00:56:59Mm-hmm.
00:57:00I never tried this.
00:57:02You never tried it?
00:57:03Nope.
00:57:04But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:57:06Mm-hmm.
00:57:06You could taste the smoke from the fire, right?
00:57:07From the fire, yeah.
00:57:08Yeah.
00:57:09It was super fun.
00:57:10I am.
00:57:11Mm-hmm.
00:57:12You think you could do this by yourself?
00:57:13Without help?
00:57:14Yeah.
00:57:16You remember all the steps?
00:57:17Mm-hmm.
00:57:19I'm so hungry.
00:57:21Mm-hmm.
00:57:22You have pregnancy clearance?
00:57:24Mm-hmm.
00:57:27Maybe.
00:57:28Mm-hmm.
00:57:30It's possible.
00:57:31Mm-hmm.
00:57:35Babe, when is your period due?
00:57:38Mm-hmm.
00:57:42I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular, but it's usually around this time.
00:57:48Mm-hmm.
00:57:50Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without
00:57:56a condom the first few days I got here.
00:57:58And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:58:02It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what
00:58:07we discussed before I got here.
00:58:09So, maybe it's a good thing.
00:58:11Mm-hmm.
00:58:11Do you want to take a test?
00:58:15I think we should.
00:58:16Hmm.
00:58:17Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:58:21Like, I at least want to know.
00:58:24How would you feel if I was?
00:58:28Honestly, yeah.
00:58:30Excited.
00:58:32For real, if you were pregnant.
00:58:33Would you be excited?
00:58:34Yes, I would.
00:58:35Really?
00:58:36What happened?
00:58:37You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:58:39You changed your mind?
00:58:41Again?
00:58:43Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:58:45I want a future with you.
00:58:47We're thinking about the future.
00:58:48Hmm.
00:58:50I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:58:54So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:58:58Maybe we should, yes.
00:59:00Ah!
00:59:00I know, right?
00:59:01Nervous.
00:59:06I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:59:11There is a chance that I could actually be pregnant.
00:59:15So, we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:59:18It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:59:24Yeah.
00:59:38He said, leave me alone.
00:59:39I don't want to see you anymore.
00:59:40I have a fiancé.
00:59:41What the ?
00:59:59What the ?
01:00:00Well...
01:00:04What the ?
01:00:06If he had a fiancé, then why did he tell me to come here yesterday?
01:00:11He literally called me and said he wanted to see me, asked if I was there.
01:00:18He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
01:00:23I'm so done.
01:00:24I'm done.
01:00:28I'm done.
01:00:31Everything about this trip has been .
01:00:36Like, it's just a waste of my time.
01:00:38He made me come all the way down here.
01:00:39He invited me to Casablanca just to tell me he has a fiancé.
01:00:44Like, what the ?
01:00:46Then why did you make me come here?
01:00:55I'm just so done with these pieces of man.
01:00:58And I just, I deserve better than that.
01:01:00Like, how dare is he dump me and leave me alone in the desert?
01:01:04Muhammad standing me up.
01:01:06Like, I'm just so over it.
01:01:08Such a waste of my money.
01:01:09Such a waste of everything.
01:01:11Muhammad can go f*** himself.
01:01:13And like, how does, how does Muhammad get engaged?
01:01:17I'm still single, but Muhammad is engaged.
01:01:20In what world?
01:01:22Literally in what world?
01:01:25I wish his fiancé luck,
01:01:27because I know she's probably going bankrupt
01:01:29with all the money she's sending him.
01:01:31Everything she's doing to support him.
01:01:33All the gifts for him and his family.
01:01:35Because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:01:36So I honestly wish her f*** luck.
01:01:38And f*** him.
01:01:39F*** him.
01:01:40F*** the Ed.
01:01:41F*** Muhammad.
01:01:42F*** both of them.
01:01:44I was not meant to find love here.
01:02:03I know someone's going to meet me, and someone's going to love me,
01:02:07and someone's going to appreciate everything that I do
01:02:09and the person that I am.
01:02:13I just want to go home now.
01:02:19F*** this ring!
01:02:20And f*** everything that it represented!
01:02:26Because I don't need it anymore.
01:02:28And I will find love somewhere else.
01:02:32I'm done.
01:02:34Ah!
01:02:53So give us the tea.
01:02:55What's going on?
01:02:57I've caught him in a few lies.
01:03:00He's actually living with this girl.
01:03:03Rent free.
01:03:04I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:03:06I think you should slow your roll and judge laughs.
01:03:10She said that she'd be scared that I might take advantage of her
01:03:13like she's been taking advantage of the person.
01:03:15It's just emasculating.
01:03:16Like, it just pisses me off.
01:03:18You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker, or...?
01:03:26We used to talk late every night.
01:03:30Till it felt like something wasn't right.
01:03:35When you got caught waiting on the other line.
01:03:40Oh!
01:03:42Joshy.
01:03:43Hi, brother.
01:03:44How are ya?
01:03:45Good.
01:03:45What's going on?
01:03:46What's happening?
01:03:47Could've just done time for a terrible workout.
01:03:49Yeah.
01:03:56Where's Elise?
01:03:57Uh, yeah, she's Becky the Palmer.
01:03:59Why?
01:04:00Cranky?
01:04:01Been a bit of a quiet day, you know?
01:04:07It is such a mess in here.
01:04:12Where's Josh?
01:04:13I don't know.
01:04:14I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:04:18Was last night a little rough?
01:04:19Yeah.
01:04:20We slept in different rooms.
01:04:22Didn't have sex.
01:04:24Didn't speak.
01:04:27I'm just going to take a little breather here
01:04:29and try and clear my head.
01:04:34Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua
01:04:36about me getting used in my past
01:04:38and, like, just wanting to open up
01:04:40and gauge where he is financially.
01:04:42But he just got, like, really defensive
01:04:44and we didn't really get anywhere productive
01:04:46in the conversation.
01:04:48I could tell that he was pretty offended,
01:04:50but I don't know him 100%.
01:04:53So it gives me a right to ask questions
01:04:56and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:05:01Hi.
01:05:02Hi, how are you?
01:05:03Can I please order the Mile High?
01:05:04Yeah, of course.
01:05:06I'm looking for stability
01:05:07and right now his life is completely unstable.
01:05:10And that scares me to death
01:05:12because I've been here before.
01:05:17When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:05:20He was, like, really funny and smart
01:05:24and athletic and charming.
01:05:27He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:05:30I loved him so much.
01:05:33Sometimes I was a bitch, but, like, I've always loved him.
01:05:38I moved to Florida with him.
01:05:40We got engaged and I was, like, so excited about my future
01:05:44and, like, getting married and having kids.
01:05:47And, um...
01:05:49One morning I woke up and my life was completely shattered.
01:05:53Like, completely shattered and he was gone.
01:05:57He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about.
01:06:08It broke me and it was so scary and hard at such a young age.
01:06:12I had just got to Florida and I had just got engaged
01:06:15and I thought, like, my forever was gone, you know?
01:06:22And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:06:27And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability,
01:06:31it's just super scary.
01:06:40Hi, Pumpkin.
01:06:41Hi, Dad.
01:06:43Hi, Mom.
01:06:44I miss you guys.
01:06:46You're my little kangaroo.
01:06:48Yeah.
01:06:48I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:06:53Give us the tea. What's going on?
01:06:54I mean...
01:06:57Overall, it's been really good.
01:06:59And I really like him.
01:07:00Like, we have this insane connection,
01:07:03but I'm very worried about his finances.
01:07:06And I've caught him in a few lies about his living situation.
01:07:15What do you think he's lying about?
01:07:17He told me he was living with his parents.
01:07:19But right now, he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:07:27Oh.
01:07:35We got heated in the car.
01:07:37Just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying,
01:07:40Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:07:42You know?
01:07:43When she really doesn't.
01:07:45Like, she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:07:47I think there's something there that's sort of, you know,
01:07:50I don't think she'll be able to get past, you know?
01:07:54Maybe the...
01:07:55Is it Nat? Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:07:56There's something there.
01:07:57Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:08:00But yeah, she's jealous.
01:08:04I feel like she's being a bit insecure and she has no reason to be.
01:08:07I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:08:09It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:08:13It really made me miserable.
01:08:14I don't want to go through that again.
01:08:16And I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:08:20I'm not jealous of her.
01:08:22I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:08:24What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:08:27There's something going on.
01:08:28He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:08:31I think she has a financial chokehold on him like no other because...
01:08:36I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:08:39Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:08:43I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:08:46You just met him. You don't even know the facts.
01:08:49We know you look for more negatives.
01:08:53I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:08:57He's such a nice person.
01:08:59Like, he really has a huge heart.
01:09:01And you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:09:04Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:09:06He did.
01:09:08Did you push him to do that?
01:09:10No, I did not.
01:09:11I'm trying to get cool, calm and collected here, I swear.
01:09:14We don't really sound that cool, calm and collected when you use words like,
01:09:18I caught him in a lie.
01:09:19You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:09:21I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:09:25You know, what you're gonna do is push him back.
01:09:28He's not gonna even wanna open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to you
01:09:33because he's afraid that you're gonna, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:09:39And interrogate him.
01:09:40Interrogate or accuse him.
01:09:44I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh considering everything that's happened.
01:09:51I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:09:55I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships and maybe that is something
01:10:00I need to work on.
01:10:01But I still feel like in my gut, something's not right.
01:10:09Some of the, some of the way she's, some of the things she says is just like, they cut me
01:10:13deep.
01:10:14But, um, when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of it,
01:10:18like she's been taking advantage of it in the past.
01:10:20And, you know, it's just emasculating, like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:10:26It's getting to the point where just constantly like I'm a punching bag.
01:10:32You reckon it's gonna be a deal breaker or?
01:10:36Possibly.
01:10:39You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:10:46I feel like, you know, she's, she's projecting her past relationships onto me and, um, it makes me angry and
01:10:52upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:10:54She's attacking my integrity.
01:10:57Elisa's poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:11:00No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:11:03I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:11:11I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:11:13Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:11:15Forgiveness, forgiveness. How many times I will forgive you?
01:11:18I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:11:38It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:39It's okay, it's okay.
01:11:52It's, uh, crying cannot solve the problem.
01:11:56No, sir.
01:11:57Lisa, you always share crocodile tears.
01:12:00You say one thing and do another thing.
01:12:04Uncle, you know you are my elder.
01:12:08She's a woman I love and I want to marry her.
01:12:18What do I tell my people at home?
01:12:21What do I tell them at home?
01:12:23I cannot change the past.
01:12:25I have made lots of mistakes in the past.
01:12:28But that is not who I am anymore.
01:12:30I won't face any consequence that must be faced.
01:12:37Daniel is the man I'm supposed to be with.
01:12:39I won't leave it without Daniel.
01:12:49Tomorrow, you may go back to your vomit.
01:12:54That's my word.
01:12:56Tomorrow, I may hear another story.
01:12:58No. No. I can promise you.
01:13:02I'm done lying. I am done hiding truth.
01:13:07This is it.
01:13:08That's why you are here.
01:13:09So I can tell you everything.
01:13:11And beg forgiveness.
01:13:13Uncle.
01:13:14Uncle, I'm not God.
01:13:16No, you're not.
01:13:17I'm not God. Sit down there.
01:13:18But I am begging for your forgiveness.
01:13:20Because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:13:22Forgiveness. How many times I will forgive you?
01:13:26I won't do it again.
01:13:28I will do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:13:38Uncle, please. Please, sir.
01:13:41I love her with all my heart.
01:13:43I've never bring a woman to my family, to you or my dad.
01:13:48I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
01:13:50I can go on my knees. Please.
01:13:55Is there a way we can solve this? Please.
01:14:02If there is a way, please help.
01:14:08You insist in marrying her, huh?
01:14:11That's what I want. Please, sir. Please.
01:14:15I'm not the thief, please. I think you know that.
01:14:18I know, sir.
01:14:19It's not within my powers to forgive such an abominable act.
01:14:26Because of this has mistakes.
01:14:28We have to consult the spiritual leaders and the elders.
01:14:33And they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not.
01:14:39But my uncle has to be willing to go talk to them.
01:14:44I feel nervous.
01:14:45Because as he stands now, I don't know what my uncle is going to do.
01:14:50But yes, I do.
01:14:53And you know the consequences.
01:14:57Yes.
01:14:58It's okay now.
01:15:26Thank you, sir.
01:15:45After everything that happened, I'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step.
01:15:52But meeting with the priest and elders, what if they don't accept me and Daniel being together?
01:15:57What if nothing I do makes my lives better?
01:16:02I only have one more day in Nigeria, and I want to leave here knowing that Daniel and I can
01:16:07get married.
01:16:08I'm so scared because I feel like I have no control over what's going to happen.
01:16:18You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:16:21He's Hamill, he's got Zett.
01:16:23This guy's a Zedby.
01:16:26Just be honest.
01:16:27Tell me you love her.
01:16:49Good morning.
01:16:51Good morning.
01:16:52Do you have laundry you want me to do?
01:16:53Nope.
01:16:54I'm good.
01:16:55Are you sure?
01:16:56I washed it.
01:16:57You did your own?
01:16:58Yeah.
01:16:59Oh.
01:17:00Okay.
01:17:02Things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the Shisha Bar.
01:17:06Michael was pretty jet-lagged, so we dropped him back off at his hotel.
01:17:11And before we parted ways, Birkon suggested that he and Michael hang out today on their own without me, and
01:17:19Michael agreed.
01:17:21So what are you going to do today?
01:17:23Like, what are you planning on talking to him about?
01:17:25Time will tell, and I can tell you before I got there, and we're going to play some pool.
01:17:33I wish I could go.
01:17:36Yep.
01:17:37But sorry.
01:17:38It's not going to happen.
01:17:39You get the chance to one-on-one talk with him.
01:17:43Now it is my chance.
01:17:46I'm getting to know him.
01:17:49At least I can do for you.
01:17:52On the one hand, I'm kind of glad that Birkon's reaching out to Michael and actually trying to have some
01:17:59conversation with him.
01:18:01He's one of the most important people in my life, so I'm hoping that they can find some common ground
01:18:08for my sake.
01:18:10And then Birkon will realize that he doesn't really have anything to worry about.
01:18:15Okay.
01:18:16Your body is waiting.
01:18:19But I'm concerned that there's actually an underlying motive, and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my
01:18:27relationship with Michael.
01:18:29Have fun.
01:18:30Be careful.
01:18:30Okay.
01:18:41I haven't played pool in years.
01:18:44Yeah.
01:18:44I care about this as a practice.
01:18:50What are your thoughts about turkey?
01:18:52Are you enjoying?
01:18:53I am, actually.
01:18:54Very nice morning.
01:18:55Very sunny.
01:18:55But I'm glad we're meeting one-on-one.
01:18:58Yeah.
01:19:01Yesterday, I asked Laura and Michael, why aren't they in a relationship, and they both couldn't answer.
01:19:10Makes me suspicious.
01:19:12Maybe something is going on between them.
01:19:20I don't think Laura will ever tell me the whole truth.
01:19:24That's why I need to talk to Michael alone.
01:19:29I want to know everything.
01:19:34Show off.
01:19:36Yeah.
01:19:37Happens.
01:19:40So I had some time to think yesterday, after I got back to my hotel.
01:19:45What are your thoughts?
01:19:47You know, when Laura told me more about you, I was concerned.
01:19:50I was concerned that...
01:19:53I don't know, I was concerned that maybe you had ill intentions.
01:19:55I didn't know you.
01:19:57I'm like, he gambles, he's got that.
01:20:00This guy's a deadbeat.
01:20:03I get it.
01:20:04I don't know, I get the point.
01:20:08You care about her.
01:20:09That's why you flew all the way down here.
01:20:12Am I right?
01:20:15I'm right.
01:20:17If you want something, just go for it.
01:20:21You don't have to play games.
01:20:27Tell me you love her.
01:20:30Just be honest.
01:20:32Our guy's time.
01:20:33Come on, be honest.
01:20:41I mean, I've known her a year and a half, man.
01:20:43Yeah.
01:20:44If I was in love with her, I would have made a move.
01:20:51Yeah, you did.
01:20:53No.
01:20:54She wouldn't meet her with you if I had made a move.
01:20:58Dude, you made a move.
01:20:59You're blowing.
01:20:59No, no, no, no, no, no.
01:21:01Laura made a move on me.
01:21:05A very strong move on me.
01:21:07One that you do not misunderstand.
01:21:11And I told her, I'm sorry.
01:21:12I cannot reciprocate.
01:21:13I cannot give that back to you.
01:21:19She made a move?
01:21:20She made a move on me.
01:21:21It was long before she met you, buddy.
01:21:23But she made a move on me.
01:21:25Yeah.
01:21:26So I have said no, and I will continue to say no.
01:21:30Because that opportunity was there, and I chose not to take it.
01:21:41She never mentioned this before.
01:21:45And that is the real problem.
01:21:48And the problem is not because of you.
01:21:52The problem is because of her.
01:22:01I wasn't expecting that.
01:22:05I am thinking about sharing my life, and you are keeping secret from me?
01:22:12This is betrayal.
01:22:14And that leads me to this question.
01:22:17Am I an alternative?
01:22:20Because she couldn't get what she wanted.
01:22:26Mirka, and I hope you understand it isn't my intent to throw a wrench, as we say, into your relationship.
01:22:32Because I want you to understand that I'm not here to threaten you.
01:22:36I'm not here to pursue Laura and take her away from you.
01:22:39The point is, Michael, I believe you.
01:22:43That is the hard part.
01:22:46I believe you, and I don't believe Laura anymore.
01:22:49My trust is broken right now.
01:22:54There is one secret.
01:22:57There will be probably more.
01:23:00And this?
01:23:01This is more than a lie.
01:23:03This is an intentional deception.
01:23:06She kept something from me.
01:23:08And I don't know what it's going to be in the future.
01:23:12Or is there going to be a future?
01:23:22Next time on Before the 90 Days.
01:23:24Last night was more sloppy than I thought it would be.
01:23:30I am not a virgin anymore.
01:23:32It's way better than what I thought, okay?
01:23:34Me and my hand, I'm sorry.
01:23:35We're going to have to break up.
01:23:37How would you rate me?
01:23:38One to ten.
01:23:43I'm about to take this pregnancy test.
01:23:45Should we get it over with?
01:23:47Aviva is really hoping that she's pregnant.
01:23:49But if she's not, I'd be a little relief.
01:23:55Babe.
01:23:56Oh, my God.
01:24:00So much has happened in the last couple days.
01:24:02I think this has shown me I just want something different.
01:24:07Before I leave Morocco, there's just one last thing that I need to take care of.
01:24:15You know I'm going to have kids.
01:24:17My mom, she left.
01:24:18I was just one years old.
01:24:21I know how important it is to Trish and her family.
01:24:25But I think the best solution is to ask her dad for more time.
01:24:29I love Trish very, very much.
01:24:32I need more time.
01:24:43The chief priest says we have to do a cleansing.
01:24:46His shrine.
01:24:47Are you sure this is the right way?
01:24:49He can say that I can't be cleansed.
01:24:52And I will lose Daniel forever.
01:25:06Josh hasn't been transparent.
01:25:08The Nat situation has not cleared up, and that's lingering over us.
01:25:11I need to figure out once and for all what is going on.
01:25:16You guys are emotionally tied.
01:25:18Yeah, absolutely.
01:25:19So why the am I here?
01:25:21Is this just sexual?
01:25:23Why can I not have a friend?
01:25:24I think it's weird.
01:25:25I think it's weird.
01:25:26Hey, guys.
01:25:27Let me ask you guys all the question.
01:25:30Am I crazy?
01:25:31Or is my guy living with a girl and getting financially supported crazy?
01:25:37She's toxic.
01:25:38I'm sorry.
01:25:41I think it's weird.
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