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00:00¡Suscríbete al canal!
00:30He had a spit mask on, bro.
00:32He was throwing his staff and shit.
00:33He had what?
00:34A spit mask on.
00:35Shut the fuck up.
00:36I swear to God.
00:39M.A. Jackson was being very defiant,
00:41saying that he was going to punch us.
00:43He started spitting on the door.
00:45And obviously, it's not pleasant
00:47to have somebody spit on you.
00:49So, for our safety, put the mask on him,
00:52and then we took him out of the unit.
00:56We don't go in there talking to them crazy.
00:59We respect the inmates,
01:00and we expect the same in return.
01:04What?
01:06He's a drill, man.
01:07He got drill, man.
01:08He said, I don't give a fuck.
01:11Take all the blacks out here or what?
01:13First, it was K.J.
01:15Is this a setup?
01:18The real, he just go crazy.
01:21When K.J. left, yeah, yeah, he was hurt.
01:25K.J. really didn't do nothing.
01:26The CO was tripping.
01:28A lot of them officers don't even like this program.
01:30Like, who knows?
01:31Maybe she got cut off on her way to work.
01:33K.J.'s a good dude, man.
01:35He does kind of poke the bear a little bit.
01:37It's going to be all bad for the program.
01:39It's going to be all bad for him.
01:40It's going to be all bad for us.
01:41If I'm fucking with a toxic CO,
01:43and I keep pushing it and saying shit,
01:45and this person keeps saying shit,
01:47what is my end goal?
01:48Where are we going to end?
01:49Where does this end?
01:52Yeah, it's going to end with the fucking,
01:54probably the hammer,
01:55which is usually never me,
01:57and the nail.
01:58I'm using the nail.
02:00I'm using the fucking nail.
02:05With the sheriff's program,
02:07these inmates try to get a little mouthy with us
02:09because they get that freedom, that privilege.
02:12They kind of want to do what they want, basically.
02:15Yeah, brother.
02:16Sorry it took so long.
02:18If they could understand that with these freedoms,
02:21respect goes a long way.
02:22Be careful and be accountable for what you're doing.
02:25Because if you don't, there's repercussions, you know.
02:28All right.
02:29Got an urgent call from my staff.
02:30They're not happy with this pod,
02:32this program, and with me.
02:34We got one, two,
02:37three, four, five,
02:38and then six, seven staff members.
02:41I believe that the structure
02:44that the inmates are kind of trying to set up
02:46isn't really working.
02:52They're in here for a reason.
02:54They can't follow rules on the streets.
02:56The program being ran in 100,
02:59I mean, it kind of makes us look bad.
03:02It's a pain in the ass job.
03:04All right.
03:05We've had a wave of violence and drugs,
03:08and now we have disrespect on my staff.
03:10I consider PCSO employees to be parts of my family,
03:14the PCSO family.
03:15So when you're disrespectful to one of my family members,
03:18you're disrespectful to me,
03:19and that hurts me to the core,
03:20and it's not something I will stand for or ever accept.
03:23How do you think this is going to end?
03:25We'll see how they act.
03:27I'm going to put them back on lockdown
03:28while I think seriously about the future of this program.
03:32But if I decide that these guys
03:33truly aren't prepared to change,
03:35they're going to have to face the consequences.
03:39100!
03:46At the end of the day, this is a jail,
03:48and having the inmates kind of police themselves
03:51and run themselves, it's just going to...
03:53It's just waiting for something to happen.
03:56Gentlemen!
03:59All right, gentlemen, come back now!
04:05All right, gentlemen, let's go!
04:08I don't see the program moving forward at all.
04:36Sometimes we get carried away when we get a little freedom,
04:38and then we get too much freedom when we hang ourselves,
04:41and this is what happens.
04:43This is kind of fucked up.
04:45I don't know criminals and everything,
04:46but we're trying to change our life,
04:49and they're treating us like we're a piece of the sheets.
04:53I'm going home.
04:54I'm going to try not to come back with my artists,
04:56you know, but I think they're trying to fuck with me.
04:59I think they're trying to turn my mind against my own mind.
05:02That's all bad, you know, because, like,
05:04we don't want to jeopardize a program
05:06with all the disrespect towards staff
05:08that's already happened in the last couple days.
05:11Guarantee every morning the sheriff wakes up,
05:12he gets a report on this fucking project he's trying to do,
05:16and I just hope sheriff T. P. understands
05:19that it's not everybody that's acting that way.
05:22You know, it's a few stupid individuals.
05:25I don't do that.
05:27Well, here's the thing, man.
05:28These people think they're entitled, okay?
05:30It's not about what we can get.
05:32It's what we can get out of it.
05:34It's what we can do to advance and fucking better ourselves.
05:37And, you know, the staff has a job to do,
05:40and if we're fighting them every step of the way,
05:43if we're fucking doing nothing but making his,
05:45uh, the sheriff T. P.'s fucking employees
05:48have to work harder,
05:50he's not going to continue the program.
05:59Oh, shit.
05:59Here it comes, guys. Ready?
06:01Oh, fuck.
06:06Don't clap. I'm not happy.
06:26Feel, feel a little anxiety, you know what I mean?
06:29You know, hope for the best and expect the worst.
06:32Lockdown.
06:35We got locked down.
06:36We had some people that were active.
06:37We're definitely trying to address that as a pod.
06:40Uh, you know, we are not trying to advocate
06:43disrespect the staff at all.
06:44We understand it,
06:45and we definitely all want to apologize.
06:47These are your staff.
06:47It's just scared men.
06:49They're afraid to change.
06:51And that's what it boils down to.
06:53And we're trying to address it in a positive way
06:55without, you know, old-school tactics.
06:58There's always going to be repercussions for your actions,
07:01but I hope he sees that.
07:02We're trying to take complete and full responsibility.
07:05As far as where we progress with this experiment,
07:09I've tried to be very clear with you guys from the beginning.
07:12Whether the doors stay open
07:14and the program continues after this six-week experiment
07:17is up to you.
07:22We all have bad days.
07:24And we all need to learn how to control it.
07:26We all need to learn how to control it.
07:30You brought it up that it's an issue,
07:31we'll fix that as a community.
07:33Yeah, absolutely.
07:35And I appreciate that very much,
07:36because that's the number one thing
07:38that I'm trying to get through
07:39and trying to instill
07:42is the fact that we all have to be a community.
07:49Because I want this to continue forward.
07:52We do, too.
07:54And we're trying to make sure that don't happen again.
07:56I would rather use this as a reset
08:02instead of just fucking scrap the whole thing.
08:07Let bygones be bygones,
08:09and let's do a reset.
08:10So this reset behavior is very serious,
08:13and it's something that we're going to keep a close eye on going forward.
08:16But it did not appear that the majority of the pod
08:19were engaged in this activity,
08:21and they apologized for the actions of the pod.
08:24I thought they were very genuine when they said that.
08:27So I don't want to let the actions of a few
08:29completely upend all of the progress that's been made.
08:32So are we in agreement with that?
08:34Yeah, sir.
08:38Thank you, guys.
08:39Appreciate you guys' time.
08:40Thank you.
08:44Sheriff Teeples, he's pretty optimistic.
08:46He wants to see the best in everybody,
08:48and I think he wants to see this experiment, you know, go well.
08:52Three lockdowns in a month, I mean,
08:54and he's still continuing the experiment.
08:56So it's his decision.
08:59We, you know, we'll do whatever the good sheriff says.
09:04Hopefully when they get this six weeks is over on this,
09:08hopefully they take the reentry program
09:10to the other part of the jail.
09:13It's a new program,
09:14so there's definitely bugs and kinks to be worked out.
09:17But us as a group, as a community,
09:19they see that we're trying,
09:20that this program's actually working,
09:22and that we want this to be successful
09:24so it's still here for the next buck of people
09:26that come through.
09:27I think you've got the right group of people
09:28in there right now
09:29to prove that it can be done,
09:32that let's do that.
09:34What's the latest with the laundry quarter situation?
09:36Oh, dude, we don't want to talk about laundry quarter.
09:39It's tonight.
09:40The laundry's tonight.
09:41KJ and Sunshine were our honorary laundry quarter.
09:45Well, we come a long way, me and you, huh?
09:49So anything you want me to get your first weight on?
09:50Yeah, yeah.
09:51I can't, don't, don't sure it is.
09:53One went to prison
09:54and the other one went to the hole,
09:55so now we have to get a couple of more laundry quarters
09:57because we're trying to give people responsibility
10:02in this pod to see if it helps out a lot, at all.
10:06I wouldn't mind either being a laundry quarter.
10:09Like, I'm absolutely the best to help out
10:12in whatever way I can.
10:14I nominate you the new laundry quarter.
10:17Who's the second quarter?
10:19It's him and, uh, and Phil.
10:22Phil.
10:23Philip wanted to.
10:25He's really excited about it,
10:27so somebody else can be happy over it
10:29and make sure it gets done, you know?
10:30Don't mix your whites with your colors.
10:32Okay, so there's laundry every night?
10:36Okay.
10:36Sunday, it's collected.
10:38I'll collect from upstairs, you can collect from downstairs.
10:40Little things like, you know, taking the laundry.
10:42You know, it all starts somewhere
10:44and hopefully it starts with us taking this seriously.
10:46I don't want the sheriff to think that we're not giving a shit.
10:50And I'm hoping he sees that the majority of us
10:53actually do care
10:54because that's one of the things that's going to keep this going.
10:57If we're not fucking acting right for disrespecting the staff,
10:59why the fuck is he going to let it continue?
11:02Laundry?
11:02Ebay?
11:03Just the simple things that, uh,
11:05these young kids just can't seem to grasp.
11:07You know that the cop that's working,
11:09she's a loudmouth, she's cranky,
11:12she was being a bitch.
11:13So back away from that.
11:15It would have been over.
11:16Do you guys close to me and push?
11:18Yeah.
11:19Hey, guys, check it out.
11:21Oranges are tonight.
11:22Colors.
11:23Um, I'm going to be coming out and collect for the bottom tier.
11:26Easy training right now.
11:27He's doing great.
11:29He's doing great.
11:30Any, any, I catch him fucking up
11:32and then I'm going to correct him.
11:33Put it aside, hey,
11:35you're messing up right here.
11:36You know what I mean?
11:36But so far he's doing good.
11:37I'm proud of this guy.
11:39He's real promising.
11:40That's a real promising future right here.
11:42The life of business.
11:47It's just the smell.
11:49It smells like winter fresh,
11:51like gum.
11:51It's just the, it's just the.
11:57That's why you're talking shit, dog.
11:59That's why you're talking shit.
12:00Why?
12:01Because you're fucking feeling for me not to leave.
12:09Hello.
12:09Hi, baby.
12:10Hi, baby.
12:11What's going on?
12:12I'm coming home.
12:14Yeah.
12:15You're all happy, huh?
12:17Uh-huh.
12:18Uh-huh.
12:20Okay.
12:20Look it.
12:21I know what I have to do.
12:22I know, I know what I have to do for myself
12:24and I know what I have to do for my family,
12:25for you guys.
12:26I want to be able to hold my kids.
12:28Yeah, you too.
12:29One more question.
12:30I know.
12:31And I want to be able to hold you, too.
12:32And I, you know,
12:33I really got a game plan.
12:34I know what I got to do, babe.
12:36I can't wait to give my baby boys a hug.
12:38Big-ass hug and a kiss, babe.
12:40I know.
12:44All right.
12:44I love you.
12:45And I'm going to be able to hold you, too.
13:03¡Suscríbete al canal!
13:23Him putting me in here and him getting me out.
13:29I feel like he's kind of been like, kind of opening his eyes.
13:34He's wanting to do better for himself, his kids, and you know, his family.
13:39It just takes a while, you know.
13:42He did chill out a little bit, and I have the best hopes for him.
13:48Yeah!
13:50Yeah!
13:57There's politics in Arizona, not my race, not my place.
14:00But I'm thinking definitely we're all coming together, and like, I'm glad that he got out.
14:05I'm glad to see anybody get out.
14:07That's fucking awesome.
14:08That's where he needs to be.
14:09With his kids.
14:10Yeah.
14:11I'm nervous as hell right now.
14:13You got it.
14:15Super happy, thankful.
14:18Woo!
14:19I'm looking forward to grabbing my kids and holding them.
14:21Probably be scared of me.
14:23Three months.
14:23It wasn't a long time, but then it is, you know, at the same time, you know.
14:30Woo-hoo!
14:31Looking fresh!
14:33I'm really taking this program as a tool to change my life, you know.
14:36Yeah, I just got to keep it on the right track.
14:39I want to be a better me for my family.
14:53Papa!
14:55Papa!
15:00Hey!
15:04Come here, papi.
15:08Dale!
15:09Come here, Danny, papito bonito picoto.
15:12Is he a pal?
15:13Yeah.
15:15Mompuchito papa.
15:17Papi.
15:20Mompuchito papa.
15:27Este es mi hermoso familia que siempre estaba llorando.
15:30No tengo nada.
15:32Ven aquí.
15:33Ven aquí.
15:35¿Me escuchas?
15:36¿Me escuchas?
15:39Sí.
15:41Me escuchas mucho.
15:43Y esto está aquí.
15:44Me da un buen empujo.
15:48Lo que pasa es.
15:49Siempre empujo hacia adelante.
15:51¿Verdad?
15:52Ven aquí.
16:09No hay un buen empujo.
16:14A ver.
16:15No.
16:15¿Qué?
16:16No.
16:17No.
16:17No.
16:18No, no, no, no.
16:18No.
16:18No, no, no, no.
16:24con lo que desean y hacer que sea reasonable.
16:28Y una de las cosas que se han dicho es que en-person visitas.
16:31Ok. En-person?
16:33Sí.
16:34Es lo que han pedido.
16:37Quiero mostrarles que si ellos hicieron lo que necesitan,
16:40y participaron en este programa,
16:42que contacto con la familia podría ser un resultado.
16:44Y así, si no hay misconduct por los próximos días,
16:48quiero darles esa oportunidad.
16:50Si funciona y realmente hace que los programen
16:53y aprendan los skills que necesitan para volver a la calle,
16:56¡great!
16:57I know what a pain it is.
17:00I know that in the past,
17:01that's where a lot of contraband came through,
17:03so we're going to have to double down on security,
17:05bringing anybody in here
17:06to make sure they're not bringing contraband in.
17:08We'll have to man some people outside the visit area.
17:11In the lobby, too.
17:13We got to get somebody in there that's going to really check.
17:15We got the scanners.
17:16We got the wands.
17:18Implement all those snow purses.
17:20Nothing in their pockets.
17:21Empty pocket, everything.
17:23Okay.
17:25I strongly don't agree with it.
17:27We did have in-person visitation years ago
17:30when the jail opened in 96.
17:33But you have a lot of issues of contraband
17:35coming into our facility.
17:37And that went on for,
17:38because jail opened in 96,
17:39a couple years or three years.
17:41And finally we had to suspend it
17:44because of the contraband coming in.
17:46All right.
17:47We're working out.
17:48Yeah.
17:48You don't know what to expect from the visitors.
17:51You can have an individual that says,
17:54oh, I want my significant other to come and visit me.
17:57And the expectation is,
17:59is this is going to be warm, you know, welcoming.
18:02You're going to get out of here.
18:03The house is good.
18:04The kids are good.
18:05And then the significant other shows up
18:09and they've got divorce papers.
18:10I remember a male inmate getting into a fight with his wife.
18:14A domestic violence incident happened right there
18:16in the visitation area.
18:17Well, if they're programming,
18:18doing what they're supposed to,
18:19then that's going to be a big plus for them
18:21because they get to see the family.
18:22Yes, it is.
18:22They're going to come.
18:23Yeah.
18:25My gut reaction was, hell no.
18:26Um, yeah, just these guys,
18:30they have nothing but time.
18:31And they're very inventive and creative
18:33on how they try and think of ways to get stuff in here.
18:36So visits is one of the easiest ways to do it.
18:40So we're instantly thinking of any kind of issues
18:43that could go wrong with it.
18:44All you hope for is everything goes okay.
19:00Hey!
19:01You need that dude?
19:02Yeah!
19:03Hey that's before the best!
19:06Yeah!
19:08Hey!
19:09Woo!
19:10I mean, ten minutes left.
19:12Hey!
19:12Hey!
19:13Woo!
19:13Hey!
19:13You got any fucking blood drugs on?
19:15No?
19:15No, no, no!
19:16Yo he brought K.J. back, bro.
19:22There was one individual.
19:24He received some bad news from his family.
19:26He reacted in a way that wasn't desirable.
19:29A few more weeks is less. That's all it lost.
19:34I want to be a real bitch.
19:36My staff member decided that the best course of action
19:38was to immediately remove him from there
19:40so we could review the entire situation,
19:42give him a time to decompress.
19:43At the end of it, we determined that it wasn't a violation to the degree
19:48that would cause him to be removed from the program,
19:50so he was allowed to enter back into the program.
20:04Like, fuck, bro, I was stressed the fuck out this last week, bro.
20:08I ain't even gonna lie, like...
20:17You know, the police, they do have authority, which I know they do.
20:23It's just, I really didn't give a fuck that day.
20:27I'm a human, too.
20:28Like, does got feelings, too.
20:47When I was in the hole, I hit a new level of desperation.
20:50I was, like, crying a whole lot.
20:52It was probably best I was in the hole during that time.
20:54Like, I tried to sing me and my granny's coping song that we always used to sing,
20:57which is Stand By Me by Benny King.
20:59Good seeing you.
21:01I got this new mentality on.
21:04Like, my granny, she promoted me for the change.
21:07Like, I just had to think about all that repeatedly by myself.
21:12It is. It is.
21:15I just want to touch base with you.
21:18You know, so I know you got bad news.
21:20No, that's, it's cool.
21:21It's best that they, that everybody know and don't come up asking me, like,
21:24okay, he's going through something right now.
21:25Just, like, let me be for a little minute.
21:29Yeah, I got to talk to all my siblings, except my baby two brothers.
21:33I talked to my little sister, the one that told me.
21:35She made me, like, smile and laugh a little bit.
21:38She got my grandma, my great grandma, uh, on video saying that she was the favorite grandchild,
21:45but she tells us all that, but she's the only one with the video.
21:47She said my great grandma was like, no, no, stop that.
21:49You're going to get me in trouble and stuff like that.
21:53I'm good at dealing with things, but I can't lose people.
21:55Like, I lost too many people.
21:57I remember just, like, screaming at God in the hole by myself.
22:00It's like, part of me died too.
22:03Her last words to me were, don't give up.
22:05So it's like, I had to bring myself back to life kind of today.
22:09The KJ I knew from when he first hit the pod,
22:11to the KJ that came back from the hole is completely fucking different.
22:16This program's taught me it's time to take control of my life.
22:18And I promised myself in the hole to make my granny happy wherever she's finna be.
22:35Yeah, it's real hard for her to find somebody that, like, know how to do this,
22:39especially in county jail, like, on the streets.
22:44KJ's return has brought a sense of calm to the pod,
22:48but some lingering mistrust between inmates remains.
23:01Burlam, he was up in that room, and I can tell the way he was acting,
23:06and there's something wrong here with this picture.
23:09I get back up to get my coughing sweeteners, and it was gone.
23:14Guaranteed, you're in fucking deep, bro.
23:18I just had six of them, five or six of them, this morning.
23:24Well, I got two.
23:25You gave me two.
23:26Earlier?
23:27Not today.
23:28Not since you gave me the last two.
23:29All right, so then this dude must be stealing the sweeteners.
23:32He's stealing.
23:32He has to be.
23:33I had 20.
23:34I got one left.
23:36They got some dirtbag shit right there.
23:38Do you know what I mean?
23:39That's dirtbag shit.
23:41What?
23:42So I just asked him if he got it, or somebody,
23:45he seen somebody get it?
23:46No, no, no, no.
23:47No, I don't know what I'm talking with.
23:49I heard you were up here, and they were down.
23:51I don't know.
23:51I just got a cup of coffee before I came down there,
23:55and them things were in there.
23:56When that thing got dinner came back up,
23:58the shit's gone.
23:59I don't know.
24:00It's crazy.
24:00I don't know if Cowboy got a bad memory.
24:03Maybe he drunk all his coffee up.
24:05I don't know.
24:07But I'm not stealing nothing from nobody.
24:10Either way, it's fucked up.
24:13Nah, I don't do that.
24:16When you grab the back, I'm fucking gone.
24:18Fucking sweet, you're gone.
24:20It's like, I said, oh, fuck.
24:21That's what I asked.
24:22I said, yo, man, you getting shit out of my box.
24:24You need something or what?
24:25No, no, no.
24:26This dude's like a master manipulator.
24:29You know what I'm saying?
24:30All you got to do is ask, bro.
24:31Ask.
24:32I never thought anybody would do that.
24:34You know?
24:35And it pisses me off.
24:37And I told the black guys, handle your people.
24:41Deal with it.
24:41I don't like that, bro.
24:43They're talking about pennies to me.
24:44But I'm saying that it's the principle.
24:46It's not the principle, bro.
24:46But it's principle.
24:47You know, it's good to meet you in a bad spot, bro.
24:50That shit will be not going to be tolerated.
24:52Once I know something about something,
24:53I have to crash it.
24:54I have to hurt it.
24:55I have to.
24:56That's the only way we know how to handle it.
24:58That's it.
24:59Rock them up.
24:59I'm about to play both, boys.
25:00That's it.
25:01That's it.
25:02That's it.
25:02Yeah, but then what?
25:06You're going to deal with your race.
25:07If you don't deal with your race, we're going to deal with your race.
25:09So that's how we usually do it.
25:11But I feel like two different races talking, that's how it should go.
25:16But man, this is really bothering me.
25:17Yeah, it's bothering me.
25:18You form trust within different races.
25:22Just take baby steps.
25:23And it starts somewhere.
25:25So why not start now?
25:26You know?
25:28Hey, we're at a quality meeting, you guys.
25:31Hello.
25:32Come on, man.
25:33I want to get everybody together real quick.
25:39We are doing what we are supposed to be doing.
25:42We still have to conduct ourselves as wrong with fucking men here.
25:46I'm not putting nobody's name out there or anything of what race or whatever.
25:49But a person took fucking shit that didn't belong to them.
25:52We don't need that in here.
25:54We don't need that unnecessary frustration of fucking having to watch our shit.
25:58And I'm tired of hearing about it.
26:00I'm tired of fucking talking about it.
26:02You know, before, you know how we dealt with it, man?
26:04We dealt with it with punishment.
26:06You know what I mean?
26:07But we shouldn't have to get down like that.
26:10There's a fucking softer easier way, man.
26:12That's all I really got to say.
26:14All right, wait, wait, wait.
26:15Hey, hey, um, who in 106 besides not you, Ayo?
26:19Who's in 106?
26:20You in 106?
26:21You in 106?
26:22I swear to God, bro.
26:26If I catch a motherfucker going to 106, we all got a problem.
26:30Yeah.
26:31I don't give a fuck about race.
26:33If you steal from him, you're stealing from me.
26:37That's right.
26:37Period.
26:38If I really want to change, if I want to better myself so it shows when I leave here,
26:44I have to make the effort and I have to do it the best way I can do it.
26:50The person who got that stuff stolen, I replaced that.
26:54I got a pending commissary, you know what I'm saying?
26:57Just to keep shit straight, you know, I paid the debt.
27:01Like, bro, we gonna cover this.
27:04Hey, I'm gonna give you this.
27:05This is debt, this shit, bro.
27:07Like, you know what I'm saying?
27:08Let's move on.
27:09I replaced that on my mama, bro.
27:11Real shit.
27:13I appreciate that, bro.
27:15I appreciate that a lot.
27:17You know, Memphis.
27:19You know, it was inspirational to me that two different races can sit there and we're not
27:24having a conversation on, you know, whether we're going to war.
27:28You know what I mean?
27:29I appreciate you saying that.
27:33Memphis, he was man enough to step up to the problem.
27:37I mean, that's a big deal in jail.
27:38I mean, tell you what we're talking about, and you tell me what we're talking about.
27:41All right.
27:42All right, man.
27:50My name is Justin Alexander, and you can just call me Memphis.
27:56I'm from Memphis, Tennessee.
27:58I had an upscounding charge.
28:01I left Memphis, Tennessee, and I came out here.
28:03And I got pulled over, and they're charging for an unlawful flight.
28:10It gave me two years for it.
28:12I did 18 months here.
28:19When I was staying in Memphis, it was just a lot of negative stuff.
28:24And it just really made me want to get a new start.
28:28I believe everything happens for a reason.
28:30Yeah, you know what I'm saying?
28:31Yeah.
28:32Because if I know if I do better for myself, then people in my corner can benefit from my actions.
28:40I'm not looking at a whole bunch of time.
28:43I'm just tired of doing time.
28:46Just tired of doing time.
28:48Yeah.
28:48To be in this program, and to lead by example, and to be a leader, and to say,
28:53well, fuck what other people think, and fuck what they're saying.
28:56I'm going to change for me, and this is what I want to do.
29:00This is just getting me ready to prepare to get out of here.
29:06Just fingers crossed right now, you know?
29:10I'm working on my patience.
29:12I'm working on myself.
29:13I'm working on, you know what I'm saying?
29:15Yeah.
29:15No matter what, I'm just going to make the best out of it.
29:17Yeah, there you go.
29:24So far, it seems that these guys are really putting their money where their mouth is,
29:28and they're trying to change.
29:30They're not out of the woods yet, but it's a good start.
29:49I just want to have the footage from a hospital funny because we all have to be there.
30:06It is quite so far.
30:08This is a good process to do with yourusting, but it seems that it's the hepsJay sort of and
30:12it goes off the phone.
30:12¡Gracias por ver el video!
30:44¡Gracias por ver el video!
30:45Es just such a gift, you know, for somebody who's incarcerated.
30:50Let people see their loved ones.
30:52It just amazes me that, you know, they can give these privileges.
30:56But I learned a long time ago that nothing's written in stone here.
31:15What are you doing?
31:17Oh, no, look, I got some amazing stuff.
31:21What?
31:21Okay, so the sheriff just posted on here that they're going to allow a non-contact visit.
31:29What do you mean?
31:30For me?
31:31Yes.
31:32With my wife, Crystal, we're split up, you know, for 11 fucking years.
31:38You know, I haven't seen my daughter since she was fucking six years old, which is horrible
31:42because I've been in prison, jail, or fucking on my way back, you know?
31:45Fucking, are you guys going to come or what?
31:49Yeah.
31:50Then are you going to bring the girls?
31:53I'm going to bring Keely.
31:57Dude, it's fucking, like, that's...
32:01That's just so big, you don't even fucking know.
32:03Like, I'm...
32:03Yeah.
32:05Hell yeah.
32:06So I'm...
32:09That's fucking awesome.
32:11Just the fact that she's willing to come and do this visit and bring my daughter with
32:17for somebody that we're split up.
32:20That's fucking amazing.
32:21The fact that she's putting in that effort for me, I'm very thankful for it.
32:26Our lives are changing, we're changing, everything's changing.
32:29Yeah.
32:31Who are you going to have to visit you?
32:32Well, I call it Crystal.
32:35Isn't she in fucking Oregon?
32:36Illinois.
32:37Illinois?
32:38Yeah.
32:39I'm fucking...
32:39Yeah, I'm really emotional.
32:41I started crying when I told you to keep crying about you.
32:43I'm fucking so happy.
32:45That's good.
32:46Like I said, I don't like to cry in the shower like a man, you know?
32:49And, like, I'm fucking starting crying.
32:51The last time I cried in jail was when I was watching Finding Dory.
33:18The experiment is now in its sixth and final week, and it's the first day of visitation.
33:23Half of the HPOD inmates are preparing to see their loved ones in person, while the others wait patiently for
33:30their turn behind the glass.
33:32All right.
33:33Getting ready.
33:34Yeah.
33:34For the day.
33:35Feel good.
33:37Who's coming today, bro?
33:38Who's coming to see you?
33:39My son.
33:40Who are you coming out here for?
33:40Your son?
33:41Yeah.
33:41Your one and only?
33:42My one and only son.
33:44So that's cool that you get to see him, man.
33:46He's making his time to come see you, bro.
33:48Thank you.
33:49That's tight.
33:50How long, how long has it been?
33:51It's been...
33:53It's been a little minute.
33:54Damn, bro.
33:55It's been about a year.
33:58He's 18.
34:00Just turned 18, man.
34:01I hate just not knowing, just wondering what he's out there doing.
34:07It's time to see him.
34:08It's time to see him.
34:09It's time to see him.
34:11Today is visit day.
34:13First visit day.
34:14I got the first visit.
34:16My mom's coming to miss me.
34:21All right.
34:22That's fine.
34:24Let me see you, bro.
34:25I am anxious.
34:27I am nervous.
34:28I'm ready to go.
34:29I'm excited to see her.
34:30I have all these mixed emotions right now.
34:44With my mom, we've been through a lot of rough times together.
34:48I got arrested the day before her birthday.
34:52And it killed me to call from the jail and say, hey, you know, I'm in jail.
34:57I got you a birthday present, but you have to go look for it in my room somewhere.
35:01And I should have been there.
35:08No way.
35:10Oh, my God.
35:12Oh, honey.
35:14Hi.
35:15Hi.
35:16Oh, honey.
35:17I love you so much.
35:18I missed you, baby.
35:20It's OK, mom.
35:21It's OK.
35:22I love you.
35:24I'm so glad you made it, Cam.
35:25Me too.
35:26I hope you seem to be good.
35:28I will.
35:29I will.
35:29I haven't seen my middle sister in 10 years, maybe.
35:34Look at your nails.
35:35I love them.
35:37But in prison, she messaged me back, so she's a super important person in my life.
35:42You're looking buff?
35:42It's just a small shirt.
35:45He looks good.
35:46He looks healthy.
35:47He looks so good.
35:48You know, when he came in here, he was so skinny.
35:50The sheriff is all about family or...
35:54Yeah, family reunification.
35:56Yeah.
35:56Yeah, so...
35:57I think that's cool.
35:59Yeah.
36:00I mean, if he made this possible...
36:02Yeah, he comes in and, like, talks to us every couple weeks and all the fucking lieutenants
36:06come in and...
36:07Really?
36:07Yeah, and he's like, oh, well, tell us what we need to fix or whatever, you know?
36:11You guys should get together and make him a thank you card.
36:13Yeah.
36:14Right?
36:15I wish more jails would do this.
36:17I wish more re-entry programs would do this in general, because, like, it's very unique.
36:23It's very positive.
36:25I'm grateful for this program.
36:26I don't know about you, but I am super grateful for this.
36:29Yeah, me too.
36:30And I want him to learn something from this.
36:34I love you, baby.
36:35I love you, too, Mom.
36:36I love you, camera.
36:36I love you.
36:37I'm so glad I got to see you.
36:38Behave yourself.
36:39I will.
36:40I love you.
36:40Love you.
36:52All the rest day.
36:57I cannot wait.
36:58You know, now I'm getting butterflies in my stomach, you know what I mean?
37:01Because it's, like, it's just a visit, but you know what?
37:03It's just a visit.
37:06Okay.
37:07You see it?
37:08Oh, my God.
37:15Fuck this glass.
37:16Yes.
37:16Yes.
37:21My anger.
37:24That's what scares me.
37:25You take care of yourself.
37:27It'll be okay.
37:32It's a visit.
37:32I love you.
37:33I love you.
37:33I love you, my gentlemen.
37:33I know you're doing the best right now, bro.
37:37There we go.
37:39Hi, beautiful.
37:41Hi.
37:41Hi.
37:41What are you doing?
37:42Hi.
37:45I look good?
37:46Yeah.
37:46You look fantastic.
37:48Podemos visitar todos los días a través de esos visitos y no se compara con la solidaridad de la habitación
37:58de la habitación.
37:58No hay distracción, solo me y ella. Es algo que no nos olvidamos.
38:03¡Ever!
38:04Es importante que todo lo que hacemos desde ahora es horas.
38:09Vamos a poder hacer las cosas que no hemos podido hacer porque,
38:13uno, yo he gastado todo el dinero en la cocina y, dos,
38:19tú eres upset conmigo porque yo he dejo conmigo.
38:22Y, siendo el gancho, thug, idiot que yo pensaba que era,
38:28no es eso ya.
38:29Esto es ya.
38:34No quiero tomar...
38:36¿Era? ¿Era? ¿Era?
38:37Sí, sí, sí.
38:39Creo que en mi corazón.
38:42Tienes diferentes amigos.
38:44Ah, 100%.
38:45Es todo lo que tú y nuestro hijo.
38:49Vamos a hacer cosas como una familia,
38:51¿sabes?
38:52No, no puedo esperar a ir a la cama.
38:55Just drive out a Flagstaff,
38:58find a spot en el bosque,
38:59y nos vamos a hacer cosas juntos.
39:01Vamos a hacer cosas en la dirección.
39:04No, no voy a Flagstaff.
39:12No.
39:26No.
39:28No.
39:29No.
39:40No, no.
39:56No.
39:57No, no.
39:59No, no, no, no.
40:08¡Gracias por ver el video!
40:30Just being able to be on the other side of the glass is just so important to us and it
40:35wouldn't
40:36be a part of it if I wasn't a part of this program.
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44:07Y hay hijos y familia.
44:09Ya, yo estoy aquí fighting over a noodle.
44:11¿Qué están haciendo?
44:13Gracias.
44:18Gracias.
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